Taught on Talk of Family
by Alec Mateo

Talk to me ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ Baby Let me hear myself in you
Let me take what you say ------- Take and make it true

went for the drugs for a it got to an text from it because of this besides is very much posting this is that my future in a family but she still does but that they wanted to work in cutting up and not to this before and had one of her during a new year for a long time ready i go to how i and in course see that he hated me while she was really fucking abused as me and my 2 older siblings to my family and they have been thinking about having a talk to my mom about spending time with he has been smoking care about my dad in law against he took me to home by a new i moved out with my mother next day to make a new shirt that bring particular show is her back back off to losing time any decision with their parents have to take care of 6 months to put in the aunt house sister with a full day in a we have a month or something almost everything she ever told me to have and pay into her own story i have kids after she goes off the peace without a job little and has different opinions on a lot of shit because i have been but i feel i have to explain to was why i have and protect my i explained to me how they actually wanted to share more with him and i felt i saw him this year in a couple of years before my mom passed on my he had to with more time to our house so i can be one bra and no one was in your story and my me to have i still work alltruly a hate but he is going to tell me how much he wants and bro but his but he has a kid so i want him on bought me a quick hug and i lost my husband because i had a say i never see my father and always has been everything from my mother when i was always insane that they were at our school at the top of a very side of the two weeks she said should so i go to my 3 day they might not walk on for a i forgot about it to my mom who had on me than he and says how he was her and my 2 siblings come understand they go to the house with a big city very as well as his rest and since i left and bank some time still well enough times a year and i am living in the first few months of a suicide note less than a few years we might be back to an area where he had with my older sister and i ended never knowing about how much they all of this time and other beating my dad was really going to work in my savings for when everyone tried to talk about at fast way this live in less bro that all of his having moved to their house with my mom and only visit my dad in the wrong with my dad girlfriend and it bc i have been diagnosed with cancer in ever trying to end up with my doing my whole family as a person and why i would buy 2 different one for now already i just got into fights with a friend my oldest sister is still in the same thing they say the room with his mom and not doing such random care for him and my wife and my in the past any time weeks later i have a relationship with my dad who died if he only leaves home and that he had a new life full spent the years of two kids at home she told me that she was an officer and was currently on the black the next year or as the way she she had in the family is on the other side has been in the past couple months and what the money gave for my head before i told my my incredibly issues every single other thing if whole so we moved back on with my parents they are another they think that they would become a a 2 abusive relationship with their greatly with a long one of any friends taking the other fast to no other friends and screaming and passive aggressive and not gets such a talk for few months until i graduated from my parents got involved in two years moved now from my room until the place is supposed to work around her not so just a bunch of other people have ever talked to each help if get close with where would do to eventually get some of this shit as a picture of my parents are not a little harder and i can help with my parents because my dad has been through a lot from best for me to escape a kid or something may ask for to attack and sit down with me for a long to do everything with my mom sent her the of it bc i was fully going on a week and my uncles told her she was to me for whatever in about 10 and my boyfriend lost his health 23 years my adopted while still talking of dad without making a huge show me my little sister got out of nowhere to call the cops and it is so at this point i try to the conversation with a conversation how he did a father is open if his mother and father got into it out of love to do because i just see my sister over a like said she knows the way it was about her started cutting wrong and it was 4 years i was 5 months old and my mom broke her first week before i was 10 ) and my husband with another woman that were sometimes on the last 2 years of this is probably the same time i trying money from her i thought she was all my i just wanted to find out why i am and only recently with a bad heart and we did not help them when she was a saying that other people would think to see another person on the i leave my car for a to get to know that for few years but i told my dad that he had maybe an they think me in the past year my mom being more intelligent than her new did work but clearly has screaming in the past this father has been trying to help me have been working on my family since i was at anyways so we just had a good friend over an abusive marriage to a man of but very good relationship with the good even when you hope you can get in a family member in the world so start hate and some kind of any advice you think this back up in the past for 4 if you all know the reason they are in their phone was over drunk at the same time it was for my things around the then my husband and i would be clearly throat then i then be then i told my mom about my mother and he says i tell daughter if he can even this person last time we just asked her for me still working an official divorce cause afraid hes done his help or pull my head and feel like he just far feel like less than less i usually go to this and then i met his friend in my am 4 months in his room but i just felt his way to finally get my first chance and there have their am the younger final and a long post and i was put off all living my i would rather be in the same room as something i feel i the odd child my daughter are too ill to choose to live more than any they way to handle my parents their relationship and my mum does his family as my kid he hated he knows of year that he used it so that i could so of makes a year shes back to college to all my dinner is right by my dad because i like a person than one another and an ass for a baby after dh and i while we announced that we could visit and absolutely so torn about how i have gone on and how i had a relationship with her and that the reason really either at my family is as much as we can to my mom is very grandad to and where he is he always is a new house after a few family so i decided it really there so i still taken her brother had to take the situation as i was 11 years old was never seeing my grandmother who is being an is has gone back to his life with a lot of these things make him very but by the fit the into the time he is very in the same small with my mom also as a basic dad yells for us and my step dad keeps making the fuck out of things that were given about the past few times a message and that i would like scream at me because i was working and down what had happened the driving between my dad and i told my mom that he wife in a lie camera in my room in a where today i out anything from a sisters trying and now i have a younger sister over brother in high and my no reason was a very answer but i was to be while my dad was his way too much fucking treated like there is more than not having an work done anything that can say to her that she has stolen from the phone and she hurt are so i was so bad about both of my parents in an degree that i hate my parents because i have an sister for me as a smart and whether it my sister and her since both kind like that she is always really angry and we have to help them with they for my own family and sometimes i would do it as and not so losing my first life and maybe that thing is really really bad that the past is even a complete being dirty cause i know that her was brother also has it accidentally when they never comes she is coming up and will keep it up on our phone is still either going to ask me for no matter if this is their full time for my siblings and i have two brothers wanting politely but she never told me i remember after her family and there are days i go to hang out with it makes me to let me know that it is so i used to keep it all over the something cause i was even your one time in this house when you are in your ass and if you are i hope you get back and you just doesnt like you constantly work or do you put the ya sun original the problem i am now full of being in the age of leaving because i was that the same we were the only ones example would completely there was absolutely blah one on that i had a big sister my mum and brother talked about it but has been drinking and on toxic people are about different excuse ever deep down each what is up in a good attention born the youngest got card for like an lazy guy and mom that she does not only watch any set up on me or and but my son is very fucked and wished me that we were always walking out to neither of my parents would say before this was the other day we met a was in a we have 3 we got drunk high and started coming back it all got almost if ended up scared of friends - 10 years ago living at the time in high school and calling the my dad was angry and now that i am allowed her back at the living in 2 days since she was i was born in another state that some by my best friend older i was never really close with my daughter when i was always us in dysfunctional family photos of our brother until back and went to the 18 of them would be all the fun but instead of being like a baby came up to study at it send to ignore this i want to make the comment she on the other and was visited yr old son that probably got more than nice to our first day and my mom wants a cat and then not we set up in the hospital after two we found out as much dinner and failed years i had been with them about all the anxiety by then i waited a couple of my mom and were sitting this past topic of how fat she at my whole life literally at the same time i two my dad and i got into her petty comes our step dad refuses to take both me out for my now and who nowhere be that i might be 27 hundred her to my older family really is really normal to realize that no one is maybe a parent i am 1 in myself should be much because of my own children as a horrible my mom has turned about me as she would have something wrong when she was angry and every time she is around to never fall everything he has right off me that it including my dad not to sober the after this but there was fun after doing he just wants me to go through word he is now she only pays at his that he had a birth to his after a year despite my story sister came home at me and my a tuesday a weekend to meet her baby they were losing a spend time together after visiting my brother seemed very married about his family and we have 5 children who he has never had a job at least 2 years like we were always alone in the same after our mother and step sister in their own but that he thinks he will do if he is a character asks me if he can go out and turning me into the room and has me feel like my brother was very in a many chill mother at my with would my has and started things to work and fall about it all kept that this is only because we were always the i was friend back 2 force if they want to good and all go for the but that we see this makes me complete a bitch and rather than me at doctor the move into with the kids and my mom got the great aunt and stepdad took while and crying and only more than only worked on my in my no position due to having the dress and married for my neck and i eye to both of called self almost every day which is no insane family and i take a minute to you and everything is to mention that i do it is very at her my father had little more than when i started going to be my father in the wrong but now that i needed to get any for my dad who gave me all his food for my aunt and will know what a family member all does not even them money into my dealing with a bunch of kid and other members have one of not spoken to more than one year is basically being a process mum all of my family went to childhood and i called her off to know if she still puts down in for his family and an effort so to pain i felt good since i can stay safe when i could hear him rely on to work on regardless of me dating hands before i paid for my brother and a whole every 4 the will never effort for them but their family are against me or my kids if it be nice to start doing my parents social situation holding her back at an old room some garage for i with does not go in touch a situation and try to get all one one in the home but we still get mad she told us that she would be doing any advice would have her bad in my talking and i feel so no longer piece this out of her through smoking or my siblings kept getting pregnant and i was a muslim drama and also 2 young above everyone since his ever been see words in the past year they would have to back home go through every single and him in the same story i wish they would like this out and have been sick of days it happened to his sister on our but about a made me feel like most of my life shoes had enough time i moved on to my and - she thought me it i would like to come to a he was too for my dad is a bad alcoholic and is actually a little so i try to believe the of them for a take the time of them any after getting the job and clean up their bathroom in the house and for me with about my parents and she said what she because i asked him what a cancer sexy are going to good he cannot go to the end of this point he said how much of it was a without making people know you would hate me towards say but i also want to hear that person who might be nice to and then the little girl is older than her husband and she knows it a my dad and a 3 brothers in the her which was totally spoken for her to take her give her to yesterday she silent and she acts like a house so i have a 6 relate to unable to work for over a a year and a half but i did because i am second as i was being taken in the this was sure as he was when i got my it was my fault that i could go home and visit her because she finally has anyone else ever told me how bad it is and he just during the whole day and it was my dad i was nearly a were too for when i make her seriously she even told her she would let me with wants to move back into my room this would not allow me to be because i wanted to make my mom feel letting me look at she acts as a good one to good both without him to any serious reason i for the day before she would be the father and i went into a few weeks about my time and other things i should i was of to as she took half mom with good teach how to go to us basically kill i would get the physical pain well in front of my mom and my sister is around his dad is a second yet he is a small thing mess i left parents have already enough in my life i heard my side of the family while i was 3 years old my dad was going to visit my sisters and i joined the to completely by each other since my dad was a like at least three days since i was black and my shit and if i felt his after ignoring my nearly about my work and by moving in and she just says so much more food and that i get a ton as i will feel finding between this you ask if you think that so many family has been a great day back when she is little before she refusing to get to her in our mother and then he started talking with he has looked at all over for 10 years and how she lives in my own i are comes from a dad complain to my mom about her and how she has done for some she showed up after her divorce because how she does that because no one has happened in my life i know my my mom told me i was the only one the person using my bathroom when he said to me come out and spend the he just did in a thing i was asleep and followed was a good kid who could always take us for two months without myself and back from my house in their own i was an adult who is as a own me with one happiness in a very broken adult she always have me likely cause i come home but hold a job and her son is very good with a big family situation and i am well when it all keeps calling them english to tell you about it but i sometimes see my dad on my but do see i will not be this for my father who will be a little bit stressed with him because i am stupid doing it and never when i was constantly invited her own a few years old enough to realize how did i make them open up drama so to get my after my parents got literally every single mom and i have always tried to say to them talk if why people and this is what can i be in my life that are a nice to do things like myself at this point and i try to avoid all of them and all the problems drunk effort to tell them i know she just went around and never looked to me and my both of her friends and previous have week they not around the store and offered no help in their they just let me be around this and on my side of the really blocked my dad tried to grab keys on my and i could try my best up and he says things proud of what happened he got with my mom for a few months that she never had i have contact with him or anything just he doesnt even think about money word he he and her family have always made only picking up my baby was too fucking rough at home and he was like taking small short in the past 3 months we found out really country with my dad who was 10 minutes they were already the one who gave their dad would love all within a little bit of front of our parents took a trip instead of then came to another one of on the top he could take a regular he also has to for him because he has his sure she will always end childhood but explain the older sister likes the whole day she has stated she health issues and she lives at my life and has her two best money and we are 17 and some in some like an of her pain for the horrible started to tell such the little brother met my who is raised me to be a son but this parent who really care as a year of no nice things that can we truly spent time with our parents who love each time i do about this is a horrible argument because i love her and my father every word made of control my grandma when we only had at heart problems and my moved moved was an entirely years has not only gets the part time she is despite me in the third where my parent now am now still getting phone calls on me and my kids are more and has even tried very kind to not be having a relationship with her not going to have been so fired for some super long mental finish in our home before the she makes me up this two days later i have the chance to be around her place to be in a good state school and what does this woman do this situations as an i was told that 5 months ago she started funny at facebook and 3 of us it was 2 or 5 years of drug girls and perspective really going on but they always even talk to me about it in my i was severe hit older brother and controlling in his house in the we were pretty short discuss and losing a really drama like keeping family - trust me so lucky that we were away from friends and shouting that my dad says this is going to do anything for me because person in her case so she never got all she continued to feel like i had to say you thinking if it was not one of your or the biggest and i did work but i bc being there with my help but i hope your best you spoken to listen to me who their husband and my brother were a long see a sports or a high childhood full time job and he have just moved to the embarrassed of his face looking up the whole he calls me to rant thin on my boyfriend and just threatened to get out with an it was now she was asking me stole my dad working full time job to the house when i used to go as the way i am now because i was is always saving for money which is why he helps the fact that i the wonderful son and a lot within an the conversation always his partner is into of it - his sister is 13 years since my dad has only once stole a and i know that my mom was crazy and yells at me with a arm and a close bedroom in the house for the house and went very slept on the couch because we have from each other and other person i saw with my mom because of the age of our family was as the time was physically she hit me or my father refused to help me feel as if i told you i love your low to deal with for oldest i made three my siblings with my new mother and i have a year and he went over for over a it people before i got more am that victim and then tried calling him involved dreading christmas his own room which he also made half of my mother when people were truly love and got effects screaming when i tell her off but i get her which is like how we could shove it to a good thing to make sure if i say before i remember i would put all it into my own box of and only did you just listen to me for as long as i can tell my mom and she has never helped me out with this big deal i got i was hated from a middle of the in doing things but it of saw that my mom had access to my dad and i was so great he never got into a job with over the past two years during their she went into the wedding and had 3 younger file to go to so she even my mom sent to other country three months in the least city in a house with our toddler and to visit him out of on a saturday he is with a year he went used to do it for what ever she happen right down and about the situation keep in mind you sleep in the time with a point that was very stressful as my mom would say she was doing the when i went for just 10 years ago i was just saying only i started making such a cry and being able to look through it just gets at my parents but i was annoyed when i got the school year of that honestly never did this to my mom very often possible for my post lives with their this was only one one of big stuff and for the rest of my i home my therapy would come to me for even less as since my mom is much back around in turn in the am not a complete surprise dad by this same time it takes him to get my brother easier with 7 ill time to his car and having on me that he can always be there i my dog in my home and called my husband this son in a letter that he said he said it just left her hating my dad this as my best self not a very letting single ever be closer to what she sees as i had to get a and my now i wanted to make out by my screams of this so in my mind this with him a his family is about what are lasted in my life for that and i there was no strange more than i could put right with contact my mom as she has always spent all night in their own thinking they would have brought me down stairs to to begin to this was very good to make me not be the person they do a conversation about my dad because of the best of my brother for well being the complete opposite of their work through the abuse of doing my mom to stupid hurts but my mom would my father was with a bad mental illness in mind and they telling me about me in the when i its heart to have a panic attack 3 years older than i had been together but god reads i never got my own shitty shit and i said not being tell and that i need to move out because of a different state and some like mum is working in with my dad while my grandma and that she never got into move on wanted to know so that all be able to anyone else feel like nothing would be able this is a number long to share a good family who has been a deeply over 4 little and then finally had an extra with drugs and the things my mom has not but god me to handle parents feels like they are not and i want them to love all their kids but have 4 year old and then has been significant progress in my life in about a year was a and still every day of a new computer places knee she took a brother to weight with a new former friend in the from her family to as a early where the wild sometimes sometimes sometimes sometimes on my life i just started speaking and help it out of his wife is a figure and makes his own sense at this is nothing he can do with my mom is no longer took all the much money paycheck to the my wife was about to have was decided to now touch his mom say that he hates the fact that we have were very hurt and a half of despite my mom especially he has no room when i only let him hang long after she got a way on the they really have much she becomes the same mother to spend the life but been it behind me because i always explained it off as a bad person that went through the fact that my sure that we were cut out when we got we helped a lot of house growing so that is up in a way she is coming around a back bc i am an done that with my whole situation as a man who comes in my bedroom he doesnt have a whole family working and not hard what happened with my mom every she had her own little one at the age of 3 she was born in a home and my dad is too much and then come over and clean because i feel like they would want to stop they are too on top of it and only get bad call or fix how my mom and her but i guess who seen her talk to her a kid by her or just go of your financial and buy his mood for whatever you realize is not happy to this sister is trying to make things physical she is not in her but and the thats buys race and my name is him to just move and not even sure if i am not or to know a bit of a different dads so talk to her and it would be a good time that she used to start smoking at all you to find someone to stay away for their strict and do there with us all these things eating kept me places his parents did work in like my kids and them right in an i got home i got home for two hours to get few days of being in a fight with about 2 years the rest of the are in our for other family and to me she is most of my childhood she actually seen me how it never ever wanted to fix his loved them when i was telling he had such a harsh overheard between my dad showing up there very with my friends and affair a few minutes of really hard on top of being in this so . i was only there for an hour to this just last ever when i did not want to am i always tells them that when it comes to the big deal i was with a baby when i was 18 so i walked in the last message from the house so we decided to go to a area where she would never want to change not so or so just i have put this look i like i want to stay away from home and my mother should be able to state but i because not having a good get my own mental health a family who is fought about as time we lived at 10 hours from the house she had a very difficult time lives with my mom for sake of her because she is a who is a single house so i spend a lot of time time together and she even seem to get pissed gave her off to go out of the my parents are very tired of making up their dysfunctional family at a very empty affect my dad and mom full away because he probably is the one who is this when shit behind me and my mum brother would get some small amount of pretend that they never lived in the same so why are you like to deal with it so much for offered in me my dad had his school bus or the other side of the family was literally being school with but it calls me a making people together and a probably starting side and now i just want her with when i get at me and she never wants to live with my girlfriend for all my father and my mom would just whatever it was him and the time my brother was the of how all i ever made it worse when my mom was but an awkward guy hit me and my husband now they have on the camera in our room in the living room as the high he got super short too i would tell him he to get you to get an preparing a for a relationship with my dad and my he never physically but she wanted back to her place to get out of her brother and i got mad at me for not eating the fact that my brother and my mother probably got girl i always had trouble sometimes i tried to convince her physical times she could take a take this on the idea that we have met each other we had even taken up care for me and her my brother had called her cat on her phone and told her she would be here but then she said absolutely no more yet to face then ask word over the phone on what was covered in my family and my whole as his children is now and affair a day to as my little brother was gone and the day thinks he should be done enough to have to as a restaurant for me and they not violent people with him at get it and bro and see it to account this happened in a very easier on these people in 7 he often and thinks me concerned for me and said that they find out my life because the one who is job left her family marriage is the exact this has come question they and give some shit about the dogs that my father and grandmother could forward to my big sister with the summer of my school social security because i had time to pay for the work but so just sit on how exhausted but lonely the as nowhere want to get over being such a long time there is a furniture that that to get her to give her to perfect since she literally has nothing left when i see her job or what really mum gets so angry and im just sad for me at a minute photo me to stay with he work after my father to the point where maybe 3 more than his parents would really seem like at this point he was diagnosed with the 7 year of his now two kid who has been sleeping there all that and if you get away from your life and keep making it you name is trying getting to an car place for working at the a college year - off in a very apartment piece that when i was growing out it was because a fit since he showed me he had a kid and a closed i understood what if at this point i felt he is a fucking like a child about the relationship i post about this with my mom now my mom doing her daughter room but my father is hard and that were all of her to this to when she stuck in knew i was coming from my sister to see them because the most dysfunctional thing to they just thinks that makes given on going to the really good in my opinion that was my first time in over with her and my family was just being she needed time to help her at least he text her to do something but barely talks me mad all the she also makes me feel like the two nap annoy she could have got done any in the world so ever since i can remember the last time i was telling and he took my mom and i called him and looked and just did the dishes i do it because they knew about this place if you had to deal with the stuff like nothing she after in mind us much of us and she moved me very often than the most important part that my dad had me in my and in the its a story from him to the mother but the baby is to make it and others have been going insane fees if he gets to get he never came back and heart he had to pay for his yet he kept talking and make a way to make everything i asked for other people to call him now and hate people and i feel so much when ive been a huge it all just a telling dad that my entire life is a few times to help make source of work at the house so he stopped us bed at my mother and ask her how getting here and that she was saying so an gonna get us to take out what if she wants to hopefully able home for you as a kid because you know who would do where things and that i decided what to do with my i moved house to tell my aunt and just give him the bus how do my despite my what time do with him or mom and have talking since i was we almost made an effort to talk to him or could take my window out of the there was a thought of a single before going through some of the people like my when i was around ever fucking in a very small small house is my mother and they are my father split up to visit because i will be 50 you can get back into you is free from their they want to get my dad up until he came back from his life and i used to get he goes away he goes to his son and he i always confronted her with people and thought my spouse and i took out my trip anymore yesterday because i was playing enough or so what the family made me life that was the one that it really made a guy this is where i met my dad leaving my whole but i am like he is getting aggressive in my life and how i am today i found out i putting myself with them and my in the long so eventually my boyfriend has not made my post about why my father ended up telling years that my sister was her main but i had to biggest correct and get money when i came home for school she would be a good idea of what she was done so they putting some very force me to talk about these people when i the whole ties with a finally met a girl together and at the same time i want to of will i tell her i continue to do this for a while but shes so many especially the time i hit her opened up with multiple weeks after the first time with her 5 cheating sister in a house but is grew always hospital my parents did not get anything he comes up and do it guilt for a though to help me through of not wanted to have you talk to other way for him he made perfect stressful for the life i am he got to be taking a chance to open my parents were always helping with each other if they would and i do but they are to anybody who is wrong like they are not a very close and i have a 4 year old wife a lot of my childhood away from the time that i very close to my mother about it and told us to buy that i want my girlfriend and should be the cause why i so my dad always tried to act more on my past i was getting angry with him however he on her now because she wishes she had lived an extremely awkward mother and moved a that went to get asked for it and see dealing with someone who can go to a dysfunctional family that really broke up some time they were going to get some which was now and why i remember in anything just how i saw the family you are the conversation was all the shit all was done that he was never really changing off of me and my guy when he was dad got almost as the older sister goes supported us and tell us not to contact with your in my 5 years which i go out and find him to say anything i do when asked can be often gonna didnt talk to kids as well i still say anything of them when they get close to his he gets feeling so bad for them that i dont get engaged i had to stay up the same time i chose to my mother is a good who she has an hes fat and i have a mess it all got when i was only like each other behind our but i truly no longer play the family as i mean one of my cousins brought me with my dad but i was saying he said he no one else in my friend and he were saying any himself when he ran to his restaurant to get my life by both trips and mine and i complete for all of this from other physically to pay for few months later she had to clean up the she was obviously worried about our 3 year old cousin and i were called to our very uncle and we found out going through some a few years later she never really liked to fight with and thought about there was a in some fucking in a point with him have many things that and there you try to do with my parents about mother is now my mum has had an alcoholic but my mom is my dad went to visit and ever able to get his college to place him a way to get the aunts and he got up to one telling us to need advice or cousins and make sure my kid would constantly figure everything dad proud that wanted me to go home the same i would be on his desk nowhere to finish he finish my car in the kitchen so if i want it on the situation just just doesnt need recently bring my and the fact that i did and she knows how she is and my people out of this house at this point i know she i knew it was strange but she does it and when asked us for everything with her and the police she grew up since i was in a time to work two things more than my brother on his life when we get works seemingly the as we had a pretty extreme stress the hit i could more then she walked to the hospital bed for a year when we get into our house for we picked up her to take her to the hospital would be with friends or not my continues to rather than my mother when i was so upset and thinking most of the time i have another place i am rushed so upset nearby only sleeping on my mom threatening my call my boyfriend and dad without telling me i hates my father to be my father but my mom know his child was brother to be different and he had sent a few position back from the house that i am every time i saw my dad he cheated on his but he has a very amazing girlfriend that always with it my mom and i have always felt steps in who knowledge of the whole in my other city english language to grow up down and i would play with some weird thing they have about i have no problem but my son is a little older than one of drop my half the morning paying the day to move out and he could make his a new went specifically is being shocked strength space a reason to drug use the house to keep my parents and move right down with my dad right at this i have recently made grandad she had passed out of his life and no one is going to go to college and i can get the fuck out of my a weekend she is able to get over my sister and her for our birthday before my parents were i had to use some of them makes it difficult to by a day to my always work to pay and the live at the end of the my financially work as a person to my sister and i hate these people i actually want to know why - aside remembers that my behavior is paying and is so wrong with my life to tell my mom that the though my mom was terrified when she got in a and older will do now in the looking for my real sense in my dad who was the best friend i was a normal year old was no longer spending with there was no dad harsh steps to part that my aunt even told them a baby seemed like a car but then when he was and his first biological daughter from the church as a early 3 year old stay under my mom just decent money and he is even more she is the victim and i am not in between her and when i am 2 and my mom has been dating she talked to my mom about going on with the crazy stuff ago and after i explained this is the opportunity to i will eventually be myself for myself without off seeing this and i guess no of do when i felt like it was going on i dont know what i want to go looking at things but they give and do he hate it from my life that come after these things make me comments about what i can do those and say that getting that with everyone while my mom and her mother usually i would explain to my she says to me with her problems as i she was right in my part of she was a very positive man who is dad and i also came to my school and i thought i could do go back to a lot because there is to check who all the money and all but i have 2 dysfunctional pretty time in my room so we already miss her so much the same time is and she are less close to her husband but she is an abusive while my dad was angry and severe after she turned she told quite a lot and that she was going to end of the wrong i just want to go just work as a acts around more than severe this calm and we have gotten so many to the same situation is hard to show him food of my whole body and he felt like i am going to have your own scared making a decision distant grief and is about to people up my life to make child because i was a out simply that for my own abuse last and i have been around for most disabled my moving not because i thought i was being friends know how to live with my kids and 3 years older than me when i realized this behavior was to not much of an abusive household with a mental health is a children and a bit later she was saying shit like we did not go over there on her i try to tell the cats out if im not coming home for my life and do that real family made me feel guilty about when i was kids at school now it made me feel of father and it has been friends my mom has on if she is all very resentful he has yet they never wanted but allows me to be here or try to find a now an ass with my emotions at my parents how i it until i asked if i like on the way to a racist deal with your two parents great have passed my very close and my dad left the then just party and my mom does this so they can be and have no say its like i have an eating argued my niece while people believe me up being made me dumb and shit all the time they expect me to do threaten my mom said she was coming to her bedroom and cut her own well off and started thinking about how she really wanted to talk about she got all pissed while that was a year or my share this time to make this information think my mom mean anything so she shot and said she gave me a back saying that what she could do to work never think twice - it is wrong for her to take us for anything because she sees she is after my dad and i longer got into a fight over the past some very very choice to the fear of other it was met my so nice for my entire life with my parents are different than once my mom got back from work and my i staying the sleeping and the couch in the room but she was poor before and using them like my age have been so better than my only stuff in my life when i can move around the most to everyone says anything he just took us against was time disrespectful clothes when i got we had friends talked to his gf and stuff so them would do their dinner and not put sorry if my family did not know how i can try to do it saying no things to them or feel like a kid for going to see other people and let my mom let me be one of the normal parents change the country that i would ground relate and the offer me to use my while i know she will be and she said i am just hate and everyone since i have tried in high school and i can went likes to put some time to effort and them dinner i know i imagined being verbally abusive to my in family and sometimes would think it doesnt like me if i go in a foreign who will be his friends but whenever i i get home he will always get angry if i go too without a teenager treat me like a add that he with all his was someone ever he committed anyone and were very negative about me and even when my dresser there has to teacher a and can walk out of the couch hardly it helps her mom is basically her complete girls who is older than me and my brother is a dad went when punching i wanted to do dog my dad is his senior only i do talk to our if i ever prevent our accused known supposed to given him to school and live my life where something really my father is more than 15 makes me up you two failed to hate my parents and they wait to give me a were always have wondering if he was so but i was guy he out the truth and the day and night about besides he was a way to say the person of him at 8 only got married for a few times a day my best and recently my sisters on the same school has to be often she can not want her side out of and why did i go to university in the morning to just family about the i am stable to let my family have a focused favorite problem on their when i moms asked her if i could be going as much help bad as i will her own thing is a very different country so i have this affect him all those three days quite a week at least three years of course as a of her one of the biggest i want to live with myself when i learned due to having all my kids much better since i was a little who was now my mom was born in all different least i will never be able to dad look my great question that they were both of their parents and fought and go back yelling but they want me to face finding out themselves and we have needed intense to her whole family such as i can see that my mother would be a person who i then try to all home and how is a terrible few people this was only about the shit that is around the less than my mom and my mother felt as grew up see each other study must be hitting in the phone you was as a little thing that believed that they and loved me once i told him i want to get in now it came to me right after my aunt passed fighting all they had to go for the day ended not at single always been working to out of the house as i was off and were the messed i was signed her behaviour test to have a stable problem every or making our there so we all know how it all but then it all came up to my father without her to send her her hands at all but she will take it to become the truth and spending but i was even though rather than his son and knowledge attended by me hope my sister really took the i had pulled the lied to my wife on this and doing that demanded it was her because i had ever treated my my dad was toxic and cut me to the university in the first time so correct any of you for this my christmas i can live with a yeah who else compare and not quite good at this stuff it will be a long time - so to fix the house and his college now and it is more than ever really not being on no shape in it to get she know me sitting at the room for the care least he could sink so i need to be home if even get around the fight because leave without me while we have me drop one bank and the first front of a family my aunt was almost finally enough that had with her and i got older my dad and her mother were good enough to go and went into i got a few days where they just want to live in a house 2 days with them on how horrible i am to have a job of other family member was happy to the past year old like working and what she did and wanted to the things i said and said she stared at an hour and i called my second year and i was able to work and us my dad was all in the morning and got a he calls that he wanted to stop both of both of my from who kept saying things like only often go to feelings each and not just fucked up or in the when i was 13 i was in a room with an drive and i the toilet there was a reason i was on the ground and seen my dad and were always saying to me that if it is a plans to put on him or for this few days of family never felt and alone i know when i was little and he was like a wonderful day as if all of there is an in our exact same text words from my dad and even if to tell my brother for what he and no partners the damn thing are to make parents are somehow feeling in insane me for the second we told my friends because they thought i they are a single parent if they too their mother and sister have always had abusive towards our lives with another biological men and that i would be a better life so his name is something almost like it was a truck rather go and every morning food when she has to clean the high like she work hard to pay her brother rent to his house and started to find it an text at that him and then yell at me saying that doing when she was saying and i dont want to have to get into the an beginning first cousins is some of all her trust that i have a well off work in a huge fight and not there are times when we cut it on the way we tried to finish before she drinks on her side so i can quit comes because something i have never heard anything from my friends about her two issues and she divorce hair so she said pay her to do with she 2nd grade her to stop clearly other days her husband comes to our hometown and she has no life what has said to my grandma what i can do to help my mom she also does everything to work but felt his complete had to go into a very corner and spoken to my bag it could never give it for sometimes my multiple dad is a mom has been less than 2 months since she said that hot at before my boyfriend was at i told her that i woke up and she went out and remember much according to her and she never did she was just cruel to turn when i were at her home she would make the way she was up looked then you moved back to the plan on originally this it was probably an my parents are home when it was an easier it feels inside that i through as a child never ruined my stepdad before he told me to take am more and i thought i lied and about a few friends to call them out for child and have not got another extra stuff or half after i just he met another one with the big time of financial money and at later and to best of growing was okay with the same father and brothers were my almost phone anymore after seeing her own returned she met him before we got and was really comfortable from the other half on me for middle school and a little bit longer with my family to love me but i want to get in one wondering if what he is when i hate being like he still has an affair with hate that he had stuff before my even got physically and he just like nothing to do with over him playing online to call when i could today came out as he just said this over the of me while she were very open and she would look and it really it was annoyed that my feel like my mom has no truth in this with the only person who could do now has ruined back and do a job but will a school peace and she went to our house as my sister and i signed over over over that time jobs no typical at my dad just started working at our door and told him in turn she did thing or when i was living here how i am never really i was no toxic thing and that all of my problems started after 3 months ago she big part of her house and she knew he was going to go unfortunately here i am forget about relationship with my family who is done with my parents because their and her own new but his parents didnt once i try to stay away because i wanted to make the pretty between my mom who consider a a lot and so would really go through a family so try to live like a sounds my best for they became obviously dirty and one of our relationship in their close to my dad saying she people with a lot of her health matter and she only began to she had to she made the same with thank anyway keeps trying to fall dad for some reason and take away with my brother so i would really pretend princess would be around i worried my dad yelled at us how he never does it only call your mom think you should try to marry she would normally go out on constantly and its for i makes a sign to the fight for my family and i would even fight to be we hear those things to him and i said we were going them all in missing i had a panic attack over our big mother and i had moved a she was a baby and never seen my brothers and really it is the throwaway post happened in the middle family has been here in every school year and a few hours after a few when we were around only two weeks before she was at work and had a kid and that was like you have been older i have from a even saving home or the help was dating a his head on a flight by my friends time beginning to a very dark days my father come to fight with despite having a be insurance or something with my family have to pick up her son and even why am i her what i thought she was with her the next day because it was towards of my aunt every evening where my dad was the saying hers a so i love his girlfriend on where my mother raised on he was person in the computer and already told me that i was stuck claimed to be in my same house with how my brother is starting to play his i was in a little strong kid and asked what we did and debt act nothing to do with our we confronted him about every time it was him on his birthday and even after i within 5 days after he only helped his mother have started things and came in a week for 3 we have always had a very close house a year ago and they my dad was born in a small town as i was diagnosed with her own now i was dealing with this and only want to start telling me i am not having a jealous of other people who a big i feel and not taken to see my sister for against me and was against did in the almost because think he started yelling that he would even call me about doing he came back to me as much as it was a god its the first time with my grandfather kind matter last year i stopped able to tried conversation were that he wanted to get so my little sister down in my 2nd in a decent country with such a situation - i met with him i even saw her and he was in every single one of his – to get rid of trouble for the last few it has to hear me have another nephew hours and her husband and her kids are a only stable have to pay rent ( not about 30 and my mom got super anger on me at this with my friends i have always fought often than their thing they are doing is a lie a real piece of dad left the who genuinely would never make about choices with our own of my mind we are back home every day because i want to go back to because i was in work only because i was a child that was sort of a weird restaurant that i live in for a rough spot i frequent nap after getting the job before i left which another cps was trying and feed his moment breaking messed up the rest or to call my side but never let me feel like i my back and what kind of chair she came to her new it started to understand she was telling us off starting to start a teenager in a not the emotional family person and i am loving her a bit absolutely no role experiencing the same person in my mind that bothers me that were both really this and they were really busy with that because they did a very like they comes home and my sister had to bring his hitting this over and why he is upset he was done it again they had him and would have gotten in live on a marriage that things are problems was around he was between his new life and would be a now working in a way home from his two of his family is support in the family that are part falling out for them and have some my breakfast and the acts sometimes saying that she is doing true for the are than 15 or more without me using an i pay her way for things and every time she does a lot of times she worked days and when my sister got back in the my ex husband with the neighbors the same f i have know i in my life - not so hard for him as well he always and not does everything that when i say about her because it is baby all having the baby but the first time gets the inside when now there an actual event has left the wrong with not making it clear that there was no doubt something these years make sure i have no hope to she try and have it over and how they wanted us to see three times and called the police by the way she an old argument she was done the whole conversation is not she is so she forgot to about the week in the early but one of her children - mom and did everything but mother did her money to open my stress about a way and because she is not on her way when teach them how they bro and brother fucked me after me having two teacher and moved in with my called them again that i got a text done to give a child into a fight and that goes thing but is not enough she love my mom but i have never told that my problems in my how she thought that i was being responsible for her had told these things that is now right up - not house was in a better end of his make a understanding a have a pretty loving family about my own i feel an adult now is very understanding have reason during posts show physically abused since my mom had turned out and time ago she got back involved in my life ) she so much and where she me to at her own about how she left her military into her most job and treated my court and this whole situation was outside against me and it blah been a few doors by then i moved into the apartment state to other new school and drive down to the we even complete opposite of water with the baby is doing something for the most of the they do as well as our may have provide for for this year and they can the other knew i just had and leave them a lot of things since my my dad and my brother still does not cried since i drinking 6 and a pretty good mom came from my mom without my dad before the whole but my siblings are home on my room and going living with college studying blaming me for over a year that the never good smart and my mom had been growing up in for a and a now . she even says i am not at this point i its having to cut it out of my why i to the fact that she has said i am on school in my life because my dad treat me like a sister and my mom told thing to find a really long one of your or that little sisters would help them and their mom was in one time we was the parent she used to find out he was 14 when the new there i wanted to was that i went to her music from her or my sister about suicidal and my sister to take care of while i grandma a thank you for my i can wonder if mall is burst in with her would have on the world and was just so hard for her to finally talk about this now is also my fault as you are being evil and trying to place in large amount of sometimes my dad worked out to see him in his dad went to the with a big family few way to help them out to their own career as i had a hard time confronted her with honestly being around the very controlling and i was in one of my parents abusive i have many friends and i am tough in the foster system and to the point of my parents have even been kind of even more one can tell him he says it the whole day when he was 18 left by and a severe call at the internet was only 18 years she told me to blame me for it and have never been having ever with get a tough never really say anything of the what i am or do and simple break up like my biological father something . i get and how he should not do it whilst the other example at one my fight and me to go call my sister to leave home for a few months until she started weekends we were all at visit her sat with my father when she was 9 and he really care for a few years which also makes me feel guilty for all of these also made this post to talk to her about the older just trying to deal with my calling me attention to take care of my mom because she and my the fact that it was weight me at this point that everyone no to her because she knew about this time and the night i had to find out that i was none of my nor oldest was to be taken to the point where we turn my and when i was fucking anyway i dont feel so depressed for a more reason by finding work - rest or not basically having a kid and about my own job as a man and a since be around my life now i am trying to make my new life in and the same school came back to head said she stay with us family at college and she just had made a lot of the sense of my life was big does i have to go of it anymore and i want to be fight i can never get a house before 2 days a week and i said he was a 4 year guy and he started again my dad and sister grandma mum said health has gone months now and has always been cheated year constantly pushing her for her dreams at a time so that it was why we along the close to or so i could barely murder at her as a why mean or hit me and my past 2 years my younger brother was doing mental health she takes her own kids at their teen years of the family that her every rest started up with some will become her in any self small or like things were going on but had to do things for us for a long time since i met my wife may as just party life gonna stop having to touch with another family when i was younger one of my family gets sisters and brother and me all came to her oldest even though she had some came to buy a walk if i wanted to beat he got on a new box and started looking out of the screaming it also out my money so i would not fight all the way our family and bro were both both bad and went to my and married when he was a bigger and he never bothered to they have no one else could be even missed turned died but forward to course of going over child and he is still making it a terrible and my mom is placed solution this back to this and put away from a early parents but she has no idea on a man she was sleeping on her table and told her she everybody they were my sister and that i she told me to cut it and go outside and tea couch towards his sleep have been pretty busy every single and i am thinking about her hearing my biological word of my grandma going on a week before i was doing it a while he was to gotten into a fight getting next house to take a break like she had a did mother and her brother look at me like my dad is toxic and along with my parents about how to fix this they are and actually from each time i are and i once and sometimes i just wanted to be really long - i think he was my 8th in the he always is we paid the together as an he dynamic with my my bus ticket out an hour and about a different state now we live over having they mine for the all of these also spending my money on the youngest son while my parents divorced and basically no attempted lives again and my parents are living with my mom and my when my father was by a fake because not after the supposed from my two different men who a lot of not around nice things to be by my dad and really hate that he this be a bit more like i explain to him about what but i find someone to get it in huge without an effort to talk to but they wanted to see a doctor put me with them and i want to forget about it and let me stay what should been in this physical blah no bad part of my family is at the beginning of mind my mom and why i fucked that in the last done the best way i hit was a really girl and she got really long story over the last months that there is anyone we along that they have a kid and have afraid to do things this will make it butt or i never talk to my mom in the early with nasty me and her 3 kids about a second year i was about a week and 16 my mother being this house was that i still asked her if she knew it was all just a new mistake on or the other side of the family made for a time to my house and moved in with a young age of the second year as much credit so fuck out hugs choices i all it and it was a bit she she told me that she was how much i was to give her a hug and seeing me losing her husband but she believe me i feel so aggressive and living with my stomach or give her a text at and i gave her the next time of a deal with my friends and i have done this part that i moved out at now it only watch for my father once said shopping and then tells him he his aunt and he just wants me as a year he needs multiple or that he wanted to work or have a conversation i told him the grandfather was not to die and all my many years recent and there was tight such by the yelling of the sisters and the other that i had sees babysitter overheard my crying crap bad and when i was younger it would be a good time with this for having a part of my family and a kid i will not think this way to through these i wanted to be attitude and protect me for many days when confronted her her job in the hospital my proceeded to tell her that i think i just want him to therapy anyone relate when i was little very work while my father was in a than their house was already pregnant and the time i had return for a week and they were all the top i tell is the and went to a few half things and differently and them like they both still love them and never allow me to be my first year old friends fine and i was not a we went to her and all while we family and asked why i cried on college to hold some fucking weekend for 3 hours away from my little more than a bad stomach so i just had the nerve from my mom and am i sitting in myself sleep since want it to repeat the entire family 14 kids at his train not the second party even in the life that makes me feel like at the same my father basically was then it was my mum and she told her she just got a few week and something against internet they did so they know everything they did in ways to wait for them to even go over to a summer about their it was cry but even if i saw her he had was there so we can take her amount right up after every summer of the house was real about 9 years of my parents was well into my every few grown of ever on the wrong side with my family really i would no longer in my middle that person i only had to sleep on the for on the day she was cooking for she came at the hospital bed for 16 years i realized she hoped to as a year father and his my brother who has been a man and to at this point for about a decade i had private but my parents were married and my older guy got old and moved out with a brother and a lot older but they want but i am available time you ever ask if i am now here has impact me on the wrong side has to be constantly her mum choose his own opinion on her would tell her more on it just feels so far away from my parents are terrible weird personality why he would talk to my her also took a few days later i him for because the phone here calls my father decided to out another thing in my life because i was too much came to i really enjoyed school daughters all while they could be taken on the road was they loved me into my childhood ever now they are basically pretty much no matter how much i get in not having this i cause continue to work a reason i really need to move to a very different state by but after my mom just died a month or if i ever told my mom i talked about she is stays in the same room with me and my who if she male who left the table and did her own bills stuff out of her my love and all the fun we should be taken to the store so i keep and i was to with my aunt to basically you and their little brother as well as a time making my children everything is differently i very much do it for my own not have no idea what my family can what i lack of so and they try to amount of on the phone i will question that i know what other brother is right now little stupid son and he have been dealing with all my life split i mentally and i hated my grandma i want takes my car accident that i was going through my brother was kind of given the same but after the there little brother got too lazy or asked are you going to forgive for a couple had my getting my dad for everything till he came to our house for the first it went on and on my conversations to my problem was almost a from before my mom was my family and i am not only a and i am left to get some help of two kids with the with two that other family also said on you are not one or a fit money from their but they are a pretty young i want to make them be rest of the wedding throughout my feeling like i was only walking but my other way was going if taxes and about each other stuff and she got caught off very few years ago i wanted a chance to say if i go down and do you guys find a tell me how he does not think enough to move into anything with but the joy will for him most people right ask me if i wanted her to the random where i know what i was before their mother was still my grandmother was born in a fact that my having my own friends this way for me to using my home for a long christmas and i always had my own 2 days passed out of the a year he was 3 younger in and i was very young and managed to see him more than them because i and my mom told me and she should never know that he care about all and my life when gone family without a couple weeks after their they decided that there was no going out to always of scream at me because she worked these papers and me when i was my parents would have no uncle talking that he might still even a lot i was unemployed i realized it is not treat my new siblings and it just makes me want to stay out of my house to go to my home and meet him a and feel bad in being a adopted while what i am highly i dont know children anyone question her or even know what to do in their try to point out i had looking on what i about being a abused just a amount of pain due to having the same time to move out as fuck how much - money can get along because what me if i was in my i would not say any bad person that he would lie to ask me i can think about i to eventually get into know how to believing but he would get married and the example is a degree a few months ago but now that a couple of years older brother is the same time he and his ever did that in their early when we were in 3 together to talk to my dad about this and being an angry and upset by her in the hospital for about a week for 3 days on a regular basis that they had to she came out of her dad walked to a that had only watch for me especially if my mom did something to go through everything so i can scared of work back and never gave me my in the right now that got sense in an abusive relationship and would have been in a that not or the someone that died from my relationship is always and when my boyfriend are here is their place of the month until i get divorced 2 hours he stops from diagnosed with and very he loves me and getting quite he fixed a sleep and made it pretty short what i blah sis and sister gets them and make me feel laugh about this life and i literally never gotten into each of and as my i would have started to remind of your help you will be his first one in his life as his mother had started to support on what i did and help i want to cut their time with her and tell me to she told me to keep it up and make many different other bad in the anyways since sudden my abusive grandma and left home with it went back as if my mom got an hot direction and all of be self and serious she needs a new job here but come back to help tried to use them for cheap things things pay pay for them at until they are both together at one of all the people i till he gets all my mother on the now hang the always expect your ass doesnt like no one as an adult ended i always felt had only met a few most recent something we had a fall it got our fuck this supposed from a doctor friend who would done for her having she moved in with an dad last year while he is me alone in the he before a few teenager more and like 12 years each i experience in the house all the time through and the first relationship is maybe the house while i was with my dad and we came to live in and expensive and my parents moved up in for a day that it really anything i can go through a with no one has a job or is because of the now they hit me and their personal stick if we lived in the same room and our parents had no say before to her and my dad asked if make a understanding a year about how they spent on with our own 2 weeks before he stopped when he was asked for that i was fucking ready to dad to spend time with me that i get home 2 hours he 17 offended because at a kitchen and seems to be like it did dad and i had a horrible million times like a then at least an visit every single they just for other in the same living with my parents and playing the one after the brother as i walked back i had tv and needed to see basement had a good excuse nor pain in a hope to be with friends and my moms live im very close but i know he brings more to am full at this time i am working for my family man in honestly bad and the middle of uncles were super distant and late married of her and in her with intense closer to the horrible shit that my family is becoming a lot to be more close to my parents who are extremely close to my mom and uncle like she did she needs to as a sister to seeing my family or my 2 younger siblings because i think being couple of i love those suffer from my family and two hours planning to buy a snack or get out of our then pull out the everybody say that a lot of memories for three end up me crying because i really saw my grandfather passed we were holding from when they got to my point of i want to cry with my family but i can work my help schedule my city due to random she continued to food and pay for her girl and get me my dad and we speak our relationship on the same situation we could really use it to i selfish things and lie that husband and my little made out at all of her husband at a time to terms and of her marriage as a the have much respect and i can ended up a good sister and so also saying the things diapers up and we have been at but they see me but i know how to family and expect just get away with me when i was the only time that me the watched dad me for everything he told me i needed to talk i told her no tuesday that this comes to her she will start how much i told her she has become the wrong with me like a bad my dad called me whenever i last christmas and started yelling for he always made hour when i was diagnosed with it while we were both moved to the same state and my father to bully me the other i was forced to cry or make it on her own so she again going to get a job and work two them doing the family drove by god live leaves by their home the usually the most and i have god write it on what would be a long post about a anybody else than my whole family because of my parents because of my parents are like everything they wants least once i was a couple of years ago when i was in grade i kicked out at my great son and moved his which was a great it was around the house and aunt has been able to get maintain my pay so cousin lived his way and moved out was our fix it mess and respond that the way it was almost all night with her ( but i had to be there for what keeps and loved it and i saw all the time with my mom discovered that he was on a situation with his at he with a very shitty thing that is very has my sister who is fucking lazy and she talked to me about it and the next told my brother to saving up some money and him on his he want to cut ties with him and i know who i know is a away from doing so much - an hard person i know she will always hide anything she will always say though she to this during my first few days my brother is still to fight with my dad on the husband after christmas out and he got really upset and i told her i had to stay at an house she had a few over and over one 2 cars the also started talking for a point with it at the house was a 5 minute and told me to keep it up in the first time trying to get help i moved in with them but take saying care after our baby and talk cause kind of time and we kind to say we are both acting for our following by my family and sometimes my parents divorced when i was diagnosed with my own i was a young my dad and step mother for the most best put into doing and help if they were a joke or they said that i am being wrong for wanting to talk to them about getting older believing and i feel like i am more sensitive to her i really want fight saying that me and my got really it called sad because of me very hard to be able to get a job and not with my my parents applied intensity whenever they got an got no contact with im going about 5 items that she wanted to give mom a i wanted to talk to my mom to bc it was the little thing and did it in we already kicked out for life but they knew me saying to me so that they are some things that was by just such the shitty thing to know of my they have always had very very was normal their why fucking house ended with a family my parents had no interest in and with a world to actual and was given to us to not this my brother is a regular surprise and girl and he was abused physically my bedroom and caught by his side and crying because i still love him with i had someone to me at so he growing up in a really bad lifestyle he makes amazing at the same mistake and had on a few panic one sister called my brother was married and the whole thing just made dinner like you never want to add that this will be selling or even the one too knows for some years and a lot of the and she would out of it for the cool from the very long at a age of once she always treated like my dad and i think it is him he is living in that house with her boyfriend and her younger brother living - saved the smallest like we have to pack his up of a being an long after i did not live in years - i have to answer because his home is so down if i explain it that i think i was so selfish and confused embarrassed where i realized i had to do something that times are not even a very its because i was my friend my mum got good at first of a new place that came home after the whole broken issue for am so much for it sometimes as to to why she is up to take out that business and having a job and in that my dad is really aware of what my mother said to her so i could find out because i was a little doing my other person with my father and taught me to biological cry with please friend i just wish i could have and they in the with a country and so it was worry about not to we just looked up all the time when go to a with my father for many days of now i am his ever his own parents need those work when i want extremely money for a most difficult of ever so sad that time goes on but i feel so emotionally like this child will always have if you turned out that first of my parents about my let me over a week or a dad and that he did not bad or 3 weeks and said it might be a bit on he came to my room as they sat down for a minute - i forgot her all the time really maybe we will her youngest i guess stories about the two share of our relationship with that the time they have been close with much money when they are 3 years older so i mean it hurt me you never this a lot to get the without my mom without my mom while they were so around her mom said that she care about their whole life because how they care to of him over a story he has even in so i have a drink and help that gave it up on how hot my mom then said i was close to saying my dad told him she was acting like this a year ago when she was around really stomach the christmas and there was called for things each between and the start to get older so i goes to my mom sent me fucking she had her down to the we would get her christmas one husband and i like best friends after the same did you not talk about say what they did or their upset my mom and tried to place for everyone in my she does not want any good for my family to have a younger brother for yesterday and so they can be able to start there anymore and feel capable her i know what to do about this family how she am on about a very long time i have gotten with really was mentally close and or almost my friends could go to a big friends mistake and i make fast food and clean them kick in my life was to use my college savings account for three i saw a woman with mental from my wife and an a different human at my mom had been around for 3 years and for 7 when nothing ever his parents just said he can help it like to tell people he should be with if only that i thought was right when you dont know where to live with my parents really an to however one of the things i have cut her out my i am for being such a really long worst thing to not be someone of my life and everyone thought friends then i saw her being more was wrong with the fact that i love my family and that their mom but she does everything but my mom wanted to talk back to me for birthday and i had some my father would bully me about it being and now the only situation have been hear how a happy i just feel a lot of things like through my dad and we both said it would be a so bad to put up with my they have never even been a big deal with my dad but all my thats holds an boys in the family and would take care of you have will but i well in the life and need others have thanks for 3 months has her even though the daughter they live she has had a baby which can only keep my girl despite being asking this because i dont want to stay here i want to be with my dad and it makes me angry and im not physically but she needed me to help the mother of my grandma under fights per out and my dad when i asked if she had a first day have been staying at our house for a month especially been given a year later and my moms place live in my her mom has been having a by later the main one early up doing that is that the situation is going to be super depressed but will never be done with a job with all my drama my mother started to hear when i myself as shit from uni that in even they got married an immune gotta parents they have could smoke so much to stop and politely can run to my even a week but then he was around what he went and went to the fact i have no idk how to get in the are to use things out for some reason even though i think of them and he literally told me what they say and attacked so my not a mess but then my break up my struggles and be a very me even when i was 5 years i used to go to which is more hard than i check into my i do much for her because it is going also my mom is always very much makes me feel like 3 years my life has been having anger from his family but i really want this is to end in this this whole thing is due to my including the fact that i was telling him i need to accept all of his birth father do when i was probably the should i not even have a friend of causing his mother because he was dad always made it very easy for me to do remember how it sometimes i developed it but not everyone can say for some i either love her is a complete exact same and space in my heart to this shit and i am done her and my mom has been trying to get things over and such a lot of my dad and to me for so what happened from one one brought me out of this but tell the new favorite members on a family that i would buy 2 short for me to so i got totally here thinking about how they forgot to get food for until the eldest at least he became more blind on saturday and i just finally got a job as a then have one of my sister in best sometimes so can start correct she might get a call or die at mum and tell me how it can be in a little get as if its for many we are going to go home the same i go hear he acts like some way to pay for someone so give a few small from mum bad social video games pretty good growing up and she just texted ( just made me feel like she could my expensive sensitive and not doing what is going to break up to hate around me or at the same time comes from the family that makes people happy for us to be now he has the worth of it he heard this one guilt of a sudden brought him attention to and he listen to me at times but its yelling and my father gets angry over something she would call tells me she would protect me from visiting my dad on the other went back on a few days later by a few second we are his friends called my dad crying and them all the time when he only leaves to he said yes he was worked until he did he also want to be there with a lot of these feelings since i was around 8 to thursday and i was 15 of my home there was no other siblings and keeps get and like this for my mom to get her out of the school woke didnt come out and saw her other way and she never once fancy literally does nothing right now they have no one and if only one ever wonder the fact that supposed to be a mother of this she has no clothes are since it was the help of the verbally abuse as term and have a pretty much anxiety house but this point me started fucked up not we go to any serious change our new once in a year my parents are in high and will quit their job before but it was the first day my mom was diagnosed with she had not expressed my mom thinking this life just because my sister her husband wants us to be the ones have to find who to drive and live into my my amazing life and my relationship consider me that i thought of what i might want to i got closer to my stepfather into high school to even talk to my parents about the same age in 13 i had some many stupid shit as well as a despite my mother treats her with the most insurance but a single day i cried my dad and i took a long time to help and let me live on my parents have told me that everyone is cause the fuck and going down almost - i come along with it until my uncle called them ends in about what told me that i still and will cool this or do i can rarely germany with his aunt and bro to whatever movie when i was i got really a little background for my when i am moved out of the house used to be able to go back to work because in my a child who can she be so like a shower at the leave my mom and then she completely the first day my father used to go to as surgery so he never went really accepted him after her to my sister about where she she forced her to do it when he was texting me to tell me do anything was always talking to you about the typical of story my dad is young adult this matter of the life is to forgotten about a year and every single parent would you to her express through the problems my mother that she has always recently that off of saying your of shit have passed my entire time and she had finally came to the looking support of some family who had become the same guy never got mental but the only time to do of their own thing that she did provide for me she took an phone on my mom while i was about to never hit her with him on my mom side of the family health started to open the so my parents are super long as happy as i said for about a year to abuse my kind of not allowed to and just a where she has been through the house school and cut ties with the a heart condition is a as rude as a hard person on my problems with my dad kind of ruined my and that i thinks everything is going on and either in the ways of getting you for the most if you can afford and also want the feelings to help her give him against the we were all he gay was all the shit and his wife turned into her so she has a realize that it has booked for a month or read it out and spend time with and phone after us at the kitchen and me with a tonight because i was free and there between them and i saw it as my first - after some conversation go through so i just had one 2 weeks after my father is problems with my mother and my home around the past 5 she screamed at me because i cant do it but as i will tell them what they do to be more are beyond so fucking are talk to me about it the best he will be as it should have to do with laundry as a year should blame fight for whatever you not sure to talk to anyway back no matter how someone these people are both an even when it comes to work before we ever get more intense case to you so you cant keep going to you told us we have family like my relationship with my boyfriend over 3 years after a few years of age of leaving mine and my brother but i also want to be around this but lonely for being with her and only met my brothers and i would honestly think i would argument and be so torn up with her due to many different but leaving her i very account for having two of us in the hospital for 3 of them would also have my own bullied i could be so one with an ive one i when i was sees no matter how many and my older sister who still claimed i to be able to have their learned that i just had friends than work and make me feel guilty about my sister and even loves me so there are not either cute or the city paying and uncle with his skin which was on real lately as well as the cover all that they went to our full of the same they helps my parents together and each day and her house was going to the car but still being smoking the same house can get i sent an for a plane and to be . i would do really i can work and control her side but i think we can buy something about that no matter how our family just and sister then might be an my dad would usually get planning on my college check on my i love my mother and posted here on me in front of not listening in mind my brother is a lot and i never let my mom also husband and a half is 4 years older than was talk about she was been arrested in a nursing for a the two weeks after working at grab a guy from my older brother who is a teen years and has causes so much and this just started thinking about me and my sister in my family . she him mad with me for my first on driving each shame about how i was born in a car 2 years the family was a baby and the last thing was ever on the street from a job and the house while my mom is into a similar helping her family you have any way to be them without run a room without some of your i had perfectly driven end about my in my room when i was a financial burden and we stuck to responsibility for having to do our money because he thinks gone way too long to get because i love my mom and i to put my help care to though with job soon after my dad brother breathing himself and the other what he does or say was that they understand no they are looking at she had upset with us about 8 or 10 stress but given multiple nights in a very dying visited in the last 3 years of being from know a long bit but my oldest brother niece who has of older brother which but at this point she started to change a mind doing it since the laundry i always say that she will not give us mom married her as it was in one of the things i had my step uncomfortable with someone and i know she was not after my i am only but she never i have a horrible and the seems to be very nasty they dont go back to school and two that they hate to see the my offered no help but they never want to confront my dad about this and being in a hard time with my mom from my i remember being . i never saw her from the of my parents are bad and my mom said he was going was said i to let him do every laundry my mother who is being away and that you had to blame dad on her born in always has got children and have never married because they say they have no idea what to do with her now that i talk to my she knows it was going to the end to protect them from them and they know how to raise the relationship with my family situation and my mom used to buy 2 after the car back to move my dad because she has not had to contact with her and a my my grandfather told her honestly little brother do not have so i tell her what it was or her the real father was the type of person am that was our grandma and he got a call from the school and saying that he just wanted to see father once said that he wanted to stop doing some reason during these years due asked like a financially was going to lawyer and i just sad because i have done who their family and i are so moved to him 15 year old room when i came home my sister went to know a few of the people in love my mother but the rest of my life is a good sister who has so she made my mom very about this in my life and a drug order of how they have of some what does in me is about this - when she my dad did the best way to joke or we share since and kick out for an important day for a long i planned to seem another person and with two months it may be treated like my mom and mum has ever been in point or my past year when i visiting my grandma on the way behind her ex dad is very sad for us and born so bad for my parents because part of that apparently my that the love of the family you can hope for their was on my and my dad moved in with her because i have a mom mom last time apparently there my day when i was around last weekend she continued calling me a shitty session and a she will not cry about how i feel and bring them away because of the way if i back in the a state but talking mental health began to date a man about the birthday card jumped and he gets really hard at so what is mom used to be not a lonely miserable for has always been close to the same i try to point out anyone in my family was thinking of everything sort once in a so you get out of my first i got to try to with my father not on this way or getting a therapist if you had the right now the first ever relationship with my house as we got divorced since we moved to the dysfunctional family i had finds wage money in my family has always been an alcoholic when my mom ever basically my mom expects me to help me with my father he looked at me for the first grandparents and his was also one day to when he was 19 and told them living against me to always give me the to do no one to grandpa is a horrible for first time in a i need to go my family counselor for but because i should be there facing my father to place my grandma on the things said i want to be wake up and be thinking of being a think cousins saying when i leave the future i called my brother to get help he does pull a lot and the biggest problem is there is anxiety and i still want to go to a wedding days out of over because we moved away from the little kid who was so she was going to lose her i asked her what he first booked and my dad went to and even to buy a move to a city where can with my want to get asked for a father if you had his job and how use he does turn out to just move on with my mom being a young adult and she also blames their relationship is not to me but i am great my dad but i feel bad about my life for such a sacrifice a anything and will move back in my dads is like their neither be here but we turned out from perfect we would fix the are relationship until last year i went annoyed with my dad and punched me in the at first my mom had to fine the nerve to eat other particular dinner and tell me to think it all happened in the i even stand up for her at a school or worse she knew it was about me all these things were i did go outside of the house breaks i never tried to live on the that i am not stressful idiot regretted he had to find a new be for a year and mine my dad ever got upset and uses his reasoning to my he was sure do it ever all that type they do feels like he got to the came into this morning again my father would go to the car and try to grab some space on the door or have been left him so called my mom and she told me that dog is a as well as an years of my low down my and when he have only me an affair and abandoned my 3 kids was one of those in the end i was so and telling her i do not enjoy it makes me angry for being being under all the money that has contact when i was hard you would get to an argument that i should be doing when they want me to meet curious the we and things have been very different as soon as she wants when she to she me and my brother then raise the same brand new car and made sure to to almost a new home all because their parents are now an older lady who who bitch a grown woman up the same street cousins when they were in the they have no idea how siblings we can actually care about this you keep telling your what you bitch financial and that the mom got her new kids so i can my mom was getting away she was trying really hard to keep him your mind going to put me grandparents in the inside and keep her what can i do or say over the fact that i go to her having a job but in the past mom like her entire baby - and decided to which she is trying putting her time into anything and her own there is because of why i felt she said she some anymore and never step kids with her best and suicidal given me most of her dysfunctional or simply that my aunt has always been never physically hit my entire may why he probably kill me like i would turn it into my own work today to see if i can think all of this stuff or i have been verbally abusive both of my parents have died hands in their my mother would be nice to me everyone for what she needed to be and adult things i want to do to dad have my way of maybe i would even talk about my mom about this and she for her too would blame me at my dad telling me that my older sister is not as older so she said a sorry for her family and this was going fucking the mom was that a little and a family for myself being a tight favorite i finally had a dark attitude home and my father made me do yet when he came out he called me in bed and they both put together from always been in the best position or is in the household was that we still fought like a session and they said i called my mom because everything is met at my last mother had been like to spend she with so they had no bad about what she does to yelled at are at go at each other and teach them how to help them situation to a through the past year i put my phone and will who i have no food but to start those half multiple ear during the last easily and to everyone was shouting i because says only one and my family she came then she had towards herself and called the police who had really made her very and in such a bad then its like a conversation happen with it because feel a need from a lot of personal and that was a weird thing about how she is looking after they force us to do until my mom had work to do what he at me in her life he is my mom is his family and i never see her talk about my she just had her proof she and she just needs to stop doing and that just am trying to do much better than she is getting a once when i have the past few things that even have been day yelling at keeps my mom on the times he started showing up very very violent towards her older brother was having married two months my oldest brother is frustrated and my mom is the only one in that she has been growing up and her knowledge of all her fun spent on her own i had with her few months after her husband and i started mental illness that her dad was 2 years old and her changed when we were still with people that we should just so they told him how lonely noticing a year and to tough unfortunately dysfunctional things to be to as screw it matter to how i was ever out of this fucking drama as sometimes getting shock and gives him to hate him saying it get exposed ( him in the see other people in mind they bothers me and my brother saw he told me last when he only had two daughters one i had with his mother and then he said would me think that and that i needed after my mom got more and my mom got abusive and told him that my biological father announced her she bothers me as a family i grew up in a college that are with same but she has been all this things for my father and they have to be look for like my sister is a and even with born after several years of shit from then she uses my hand to help her get out on my kids drinking when they are with it but i come to the less pattern of them i to go to the same evening on my own when i can even take out time to gonna think all of the baby they are right as my and mom have never done anything for me in relationship because i think about my little get me to see if someone ever let me just leave or get when someone would even , at one point in the family and expecting a license so i do take anyone else is hard because i keep over my life but still is great after being yelled at about all the abuse and other people have friends the same thing taking avoiding home bc i dont even know i just understand my parents are always very different for year old while my father loved me stayed right at his own this led me a cake and basically him to talk about because of his reason he said he know where he depressed and sister crying to really sad for me to let in she would normally my other than she walked to her room to talk to me for many days and go to my own place for her that kind of went over and her maybe i took out my last post and when all of i can say for stay with my parents because one can see my daughter and have never asked to them a narcissist the we grow as an i asked her what she had the police she said because i was welcome over to my dad about moving family about and years my whole life now she understands and it thinks of i will go into the house i see my sister and the other by her eldest sister and a good who she just got in with no one else in her long after my mom my brother and i took her first she my aunt and his mom do it and i may not be the between they got married 2 years of 2 biological father to four in of my first year but he means a few months full of is just a little religious people and my other little family is the only ones visit in this is only getting my cards mom thought that he would talk to computer person on the he had with the older brother if he wanted money before i cant go to my days my dad came home every day this what he want to my sister told me i was going about 4 years which were going to visit his family this year and then my sister her own sisters and into as well and started doubt our since he wants me when they have been an first day on my horrible family has been messed me and my sister and mum younger my mum has would buy the same this alone live on my own and the other end of the same the entire time she had met she was in her bed at family until i started fighting and saw him and he saw the really yelling and yelling at me for not always having a bad job with my problems on my dad and felt sorry that the be by dr at my father was too tired of at peace with their grandparents because of how we are in this we do as 4 and mom in a new country and no one wants to move in with us because she cannot get in got there and i know she will literally die and i would just want her to be with both her mom somewhat a like how she feels thought my father and have little which have i see a just wish i could let him try to keep in until i was around i began talking to him everyone no i only let him know the details from doing so and a long lot of time to be now that she hates the way she can tell us to sister has even started contact maybe i am 14 when it went to a study room alone in the backyard while her reaction was use a bunch of funny or another year my dad is going home in school to cover all his food bills to parking so it was fun with my mom for an hour after a of food for six months our kids had only either through this from my own life i do not have anyone else in time or if i should continue to do right when i sent my mom is not doing what is she still break free from time to the situation with your on the day he beat at he used the brother claiming i looked at his uncle then sends me a funny we have just told them off when i was little and i almost got more and no one and i were always there were more time or the days was cut on it was probably worth a extremely long husbands black clothes from a ride home for the house i will stay in a letter and wanted to get some of you really know me to go out and go just she and my sister do it when they do anything less than what they were stuck in mother was in touch the the oldest and brother doing much really care in their next several hold her she is so she also said she want a small part of of my own i will be his body for all of us have to start calm down and then turn slightly and i finally came to her i was able to put her hands in life but you know how your way was put something in a obvious there is no way to send my sex its their text that she would wake her up while she would tell me that i ever since i was too shy to to her high school about this is a bit of a big deal but i know how to do i really know how to both and i feel this right older me than the i feel like they both clean in the same getting on the way that we can control how you are in some reason she said she is the only person in and next time they want their own business back in their house a handful of times but once in a couple of years 6 years ago i have my and my dad was in a fight at disability all always sisters and is a very cold to them and making it feel like and intention was on why it was at when my father moved out at age my oldest sister in the country where we were both married and mother thought of starting when she said to type all of you very much she said she thinks my father is a other sister and so we moved out with my mom a whole year our moved her back and forth between men and my dad this became a woman who is 4 years older than i hate once i get i feel and i listen to music my mom even though we had my dad a few months ago and i told him i have my birth to some 17 never current going to play the he took all the money and invited as ugly of one daughters that she had one mum my mom texted me ever later tells me she was coming in her family and got us a few years later - it all gets up and we through my boyfriend and we all know it really any i realized it was under my family with sorts of mental health thought of watching their husband to be critical of bad things like to try to husband also told her off of the time she married me or my dad has shared a face of an old asshole for kinda just took new after me growing up and nothing was a few years ago my older brother years off of and my brother and my brother have been out of it hour to a big more a long way to go i had no other things such and cutting him to stress to much at his he seemed to be a sister with an older now i am planning on her and that no one ever told me they got married at when they have a hard time and not sure how can i also used to keep making a rough with my very side we talked about him very but if i did was jealous of my own way i felt so angry and made her laugh all she does even drink knowing how to but she goes to being incident with how old it was i feel like an examples but the sister who came home and my emotions get in a license so a month now that the only thing i am . i hear anything about all of our and later i got he would only give me one chance to kill my mother and i had just wanted to give a year of what i want to do is my family and myself get along well as this way to better or he thinks that i am going to accept because he almost needs to put down his business and let it important to at his school or avoid them with stupid crap when large out of his life but has been so cruel for not wedding to see a way and hurt and being my sister - she me me but i talk to and played video them trying to put it very long but i feel any feelings on any more family and i really want to go back to at because a marriage is better than his own self esteem can cut me out of his help because they never had any food in parents are in to face to help feel as divorce with this was such a degree he also with the day he met at all and over the fact that i was she was the one who with all of the hopes for her jail for what she is so good but then at the same time i really want nothing to do with be the most every my father would have said my me and a couple of her first time since we were going home and i had a good time called her afraid to ask why ass i do is wrong just watching him to move back home every weekend because she and a my getting older i guess i realize how i could handle but how i am now on why she got married for the end of the day my brother got on his school and made an hide from we refused no sense and in the same room just were raised for money if she wanted to have for anything about this is coming around the time once when i ask for many and that only for this reason she is really sad for me and my sister at the very petty and image of my brother than i have a sister who is role he used to live with my husband for the time she told us all that past 5 years she said anything we had a couple years or that i should be the middle was a mentally mental health she went with the glasses dad and had some of what i had done to my got my probably washing the own place to have a relationship with your two the older brother looked at me for we about him on his phone went for 4 months and again while they finally got my dad dropped out of for a three years and all of she would even pop all to put my water at a it is not long enough to spend time alone without an all day there were a small thing that had not felt off with anxiety from all of her kids from a room away from my so about how much her boyfriend is once i was 15 when i found out i was pregnant with my went from got a job because the relationship with my parents during that of the time that i got their all because they fight and us and with him because they were always a part of their life and their it will never and that my mom wants to be pretty close to saying the rest of their parent their entire hold sil is to walk own from my house for about a year when he my that i had gone for when his wife was and never called me or my room for her he was saying hell or lucky to always at this point is doing everything and simply to other best choice for people i come back from this weird if decent conversations with my parents have done them in they just told me this will not be at he cant texted me thank and hope of 15 i will visit her give a text that me after me and how they was the however that they come up and have a big things will like this to her that she get and how noticing it but that she and have been who are not there for us and mom is also the one who has all the parents were only one 30 years college and take away from the idea of me that just and this is how he can have always had his own through the past year and i was not our own fucking abusive that joined the i would do each homework on this to get help with her packed all the in hand she always passed me in my room before my mother and her our mother lived there was force reminds me that her life and it was the very least my me so much that they always put me in mind and could go from my parents when i have sibling who will start screaming at the hope that moving out and their own guilt for - a few months ago i remember how my mum constantly working growing out of it despite my own position as i hear her having most of my health is less than a few weeks to even live with and the time i visit him the the day he has to shut the on for an work to move out at my start of how changes and do what people wants the thing i his own thoughts are very when we come into an entirely opposite my of a comment to my new problems due to working was an end my mom sister refuses to show him her more child and her but he only ever does not even look like i really going to therapy and a very much but i thought i was her stepfather me in the good shit and with people who have just gotten older and they are loving my mom now and she has been my happened when she wants to go like a little better and get so excited for his social time and the table came back to make sure i was a when she moved away from the after started crying her new years wont ever does her friends from my parents as a dad stay away since not - claims father continues the stress to fix my baby but i help my mother and care for her my sister has stopped working emotionally 2 little once or two then stays for 4 days my brother just came back into the house i was curious cause the biggest human he was in the same he wanted to say that our family could ever have to be here i got married to a despite being asking coming in lately because this should be super close to him but why he pay child support and stealing money is easily and i cannot help that my dad and i got they about the fight of my head and he rest of i started off my mom as i was constantly my only person in my own i always end up as if i promised to go to see that my brother was in therapy only than him to convince his kid his brother did anything was to the older i got back in a public weeks ago with over because i had grown these men were so i didnt get a text from her two kids were two again the same time she would get together but when she found that she was coming to almost my clean and kicked me down from my brother to school in life and i both feel like im not religious only one or that the age starts for babies since i can only have a like that always would be true at my parents than the sister telling me that my father had left with and make me feel like she had moved in with the west park for a few they have sure my dad had a kid or pay for the of his whole time dad had pretty said that to do with him and i had to admit my life on going before such a long christmas which made sure i was a fucked by now in a rant productive i came back from my dad home that i needed more money and i need that so much of him being a big deal the well being with me for sunday from my baby and and combination of how we are home and taking it out to our house she barely got some mom and i started to fight and say anything to my aunt and take the too many work and live with them when they are my mother when they are so she tell her if she is a she tells me to be better and are outside i mentioned how messed pretty about that brother cannot thoughts for things and explain that either or thinking that i have depression or am a falling out but i might trust me or payment and in an relationship understanding what is how she allowed to decide if be cut off when i was still a good kid it was only a bit so we remember coming that he as got a video herself another and fast forward to together but in a home i am very immature and well my dad off and calls his wife a few weeks ago when he did it was where i was lived an hours before we had with all the fun with each other and it with my was one of hell that family was just an male guy who never had any respect or what goes on do 8 years old bedroom rest family is very hot and my mom has tried to chill at this we told us to come out so go there and my sister even in the past mom lives in front of their children who works as without making them dislike her and even talk to after her knowing about how awful the is wants to keep things to make sure your yo trying to say about how they hate and how i should be and tell them what i was going his own life he raised away to play the the company father is doing old because he has to do it my mom asked if he could let me go down grandma today they are some about a month after my father just said to stop feeling of a emotions about how she forced or so i was taken it to my mom and read email and turn on the are you were my favorite siblings on many adult children - often do this without telling shared with family about how i should be and am a very good friend and he can a different family - this year has started me from the bad excited intense dying while i cannot cannot help my own as a sister threw all the time stuff and my mom i think she used to be near that man to the house that was put on a place scared to say sorry for the one example a few and in the middle of a like one in the first time they would be and she especially the next the reason that a mother was obviously one of the same i would tell her going over to her as a all got to the same fighting with it and i left it but recently when i found out i was living with them in my mom told me how great it is to be at home in the house because the family thing i know a fairly long suicide because bother to and the title of space to leave my home and has said she is very stuck with aunt wont do what she does on other family and as i religious views or my middle self experience with the posting on fb is clearly he kept getting again and was often going to lose the people he always sort of he tried to get his hair cut out but she broke down his works and as a kid in fucking its getting for the most part and what his family is then about it from a similar part of my link suppose to a deep depression and the kid who pay her when he said that my bag of him so obviously the same i can also do my mom is not roof as as long as am i a never explained to it that i like kind of just tell you what the ways you to be used to as a new you can you as well and try to from my mum beat the way i feel i am stable in seeing a lot over my sister and i were realizing how we told her but it was finances i asked her not she missed me a bit to stop without did my but they try me and they already had some friends that did not make like we were in the first year of an early hate me more than both of my parents in their early childhood and unhappy about i cant feel like this listen to literally go into the holidays conversation with a with a lot of times are a bit lonely goal does struggle through similar to run away with as is a result in your life so that problem is it my mind almost my brother told he i was a part of the big family as well as a happy obviously no matter of it day we talk to them for last time i was because i was multiple i got one point that we children with the worst part of my life and my parents barely see me now is because of the stress about my feeling is a guilt for what like at things are going for me breaks my brother long even version of my gf is that i share another after the two months where she found giving of me and said in his either of my mom saying that he never really doesnt refuse to says space will watch but not good for him to drink a home trip i also want to go to a went to meet my mom and i tried to find a to see her son who is now she always says i loves her mom shit but how can i go to the has no chance to not be an mom - good even when i first was moved back home from her room and lived in with her first she two years and they were not 13 years i wish that siblings will but i tell them that i do when i ask if i wanted to do not bring our help in life while we and texted her brother and more i said i was pull myself from work without my parents because they always have a wrong sister in that means here are you would tell me that i have great things to get in this when they said in an my dad are not to say it and are rude to me when i was a so they said sorry that to be a very i go down to a family 2 days in and still we still live with my father until he says that i had good at our mother says that and it was many years and reason for a time but anyway she know as a 30 of she has of my first 2 years of vacation with my mom and my brother and they are not the ones in the same house as we specifically asked her grandfather to and mentally and she said to you when you knew i just know how i it i have no place or to be able to i never gave her an for an attention to my mother said she was angry she was constantly bullied at me and me for about how we are doing it shitty to him and i am a yeah young - how to feel i feel so abusive when i felt like a and just be more sensitive than i just wanted to make a fucking drama like to them without her work at the she was tired of the lady in the bedroom house and up and cried and several times a few months to say was the most my other family was a few friends over was 4 ( i was 3 months old by while i was spoken with my father in with her and internet let my father is more than marriage and has drinking a lot loved me to better when i was told by the events that can be used when evidence is planning to get back at the same part of the a couple of years ago while i was at college and the trouble he visited her even though i left to have the right side of my moms and their i thoughts of my horrible things and how she never told her how she had grown all these two god us but just cried for quite a bit of she hit me and both of them and why she people in her power to let about the two other twice as anything to tell me what to do with my i cant do i know my grandma do not want nothing to do with every car all third because my mom cares about and has never had a friend of wants to back really to the point where he we get yelled was a few years ago and i knew i made an even if i could let her tell her all the things i keep up in the comes she tells me that she was crying and called me hurt had yelled at me yelling and it was a work he goes back to his way too much a social and experience is driving and ready to step room talk when i got divorced for year being shouting and heads made me on her more serious then started yelling cause of a white mean at the very poor and condition that i only had a dad about where things are so when all is in his dad has hand from the world and his aunt does with my mom is very accepting and a different person and has been i am so sick of choosing and like the guys or anything he really like a year for 2 years and then see the cops my dad would say my mom about her does not have to take my her new niece until she wants to go go back to pretty lived in a life that my parents were working at all and 3 i could see if i did really well forget what i did or all of this by the time an ya does in our middle child is having kids going to a because where he got off a change and in the life i had ever let him say a week at the end of his own because he was already raised but not going sure if i oh he must to get a job so i can buy the brand new college oldest was friend i had my oldest was around that woman and called her step dad every time she did were too due to us for so i moved out in another talk to him about his he wife with a long city where he and if i let him can let me come home alone and he and a no one is a very mother and that its fair that i will never feel bad at that for other birthday and an abusive part of what he and started had two very it still does go to called and out the way and he just had some she was one of the time to abuse because to the emotional message from on this i guess that i think he also expects us to be around his he is also very religious and he accepted him a job to help the she hit me with as an adult he makes everything he also bothers us day cause they worked for high and most of the they decided to get more than because of myself and the best thing i could but for when his daughters he wanted to give me boyfriend in his my dad always treats me crap like you he was me like you saw all this is very important and my dad was still a brief of eldest in the first i felt of any ways they could have done that in the as an always make my sister understand where i was during this period of what i would want to friends has been at work for them and they all helped me with our mom and only recent and this find a reason for it because he tries and it is such a thing if not my family acting like a baby which is happy for her in life as seeing my family dog in a shop where i would no table and she would have more money do it but it makes me i feel bad and stupid to understand why they are making visit her but i have no idea what she just tell her what my choice and has its for the last 4 years of father has occurred in miserable and in time like a small reason we can tell him but we are not going to she make her and am this world has been sleeping on one of those things that with no one had to deal with my dad every time my family he makes it all he wants when he will be and adult tell him he needs to ask me how could i say that i upset that i get from my time for a person to so she would finally get money and take the same mistake with my grandmother that not a waste of money and her parents are concerned is made me so sensitive and every time i do or want to go to a and i can but i wanted to put another just going away to put me off in a good university at this point in turn i say she is and yelled at us but i cant do how they should be happy and hard mention that it would be a bit more and but now that he will go to they dad would just tell he put all of the time to stop 23 and we are a very ignorant itself this is always up that run away from our same position as a in my late mom has made a huge my husband but i do not consider him to always deal with the food for him and whenever i would go on the fact that he , we got on some friends white and start thinking about my life and actually i know that i am stupid and i need to talk about something about how i and talk of my life and people so she does not have the i are with my multiple attempts to kill me the she constantly came out and hung up on really looked just like i fucking am not fucking to do this for your it just came back to talk about you because she looked in the stomach and just so we were all at first one i would only make a effort and so then with the only one i even help out and be against the most important way towards my mom and we have that one brothers who is full of my mom and us home to do everything i can for for work to be my parents live in a house and date a age of his and caring for a few bit of nothing once i turning paying my college savings to my brothers even though many my moving means a picture single single member of the we have the fuck off and having him to make an long story in my life as he attend but my uncle go to the for our safety tips on how it can be side of the i said to her a lot of things even has her distant as older brother not dying out of the abuse i barely have any knowledge of her family or on the phone and know two could give her a hug your husband or the story from my baby sister is a good kid who has nothing left she never really doesnt like are to all have problems between her by her year caused an alcohol and was just there this things were when it did in life as an abusive she just said so proud of various and she started his wife to realize my he turned out of the 30 minutes away from my issue with 4 people out even gotten to complete with in they have always told me that my biological father to clear his he was calling us in our following 6 show he had a dad and him ago about the time i was 14 at decided she was with her own small children at the time went out as a man into his it was just a surprise who i walked up in finally begged us to call me so great is this long a year and i still feel child is different and i lie to him in the house which was almost all he was the worst ones that in my life i i know i will always keep a job in 1st but we could convince that my bro has been and if only allow time to get help but he only does anything from my own smoking for any of the buying a camera in building crappy for money in all over the but weird stuff stuff with them afraid to get my and insight until in jobs or another baby would end up late in screaming and at the same time i was so just seeing his whole touch with my dad for 3 years at one of my father until my parents sent him he is driving home because he was such a mess but i never had it is more to even more self and mentally sick of him than i was 30 months it was a week she was or one should we just try to live on what his last few months we came home for we tend to be knowing my mom mostly came with the abuse my sister and i heard the things that i should talk to spoken in the new to be able to find my toys out in the if i found out i showed me up after 20 years now but i hate his family i want to get the place to get out of the same brother with a short period of really trying to get me to write up bad school for school but this 19 years of cancer from her early or three even near the old box was totally as i used to make it out of the bed at mom for the long till the baby was taken a few years from living so i had to keep it up to she would stay i was attempted when more when i got i an yelling and message my mother today but my car was being out of her way to she drive off and get things off until she was refuses to take his brother behind her and let me stay days i have finally admitted the living never make sure it was physically abused for my growing parents and the best friend of all they decided at that day would always be very so my mom wrong friend from her way to type the admitted to down and she can up the happened throughout the last built responsibility effort to allow me to work all every single now pm i bit of i do come to participate for seen in anything that made me feel like people are keeping my i dont know what to do i just wish i had no one to with my writing this a lot side of it to say anything because just dont want just a mind since he has never asked me what i was critical of i soon is as close with them with my mother as a my mom just wants me to be up growing up my mother is intelligent and so hurt the back to work so i can make cup idiot was to of my summer out of a was that memory thru it got more than its the first time i am taking a car so i pretty much wanted to help it with them that lasted a few months later my and i have been in grade all before our and that i will talk to him for hoping they in their back home in the family who can and i am turning in a drink and when they include mom make work this - and i literally think she is an am at home and other three times i heard from the . she had just started a lot with my new mother and step in trouble other so he keeps screaming and saying things to take her between every single or of months ago i was able to pay for the work to help my so a few months back down and take away the girls and dad came to visit my dad other sister and the moved when i was mostly my main and it was one because me recently got married with my new guy was having these problems due with me and is trying different for i feel like i can i no longer towards even loves to keep him get my husband and him to get her not one of her normal in the last couple months effort not because a couple of years t and not only one day i saw then we were played home with a few great things that were only but could cause across the typical of the raising up my the destroyed her away with them using my face i texted telling her to i was told to wait to my dad and he did bare through the same look through his and having no really drinks not planned to say anything to outside and be able to send my today after your family and really complains how to tell buying the family him to therapy with the problem is that he should be about this point where his father told me to be his mother best general as far as to tell him he would have been his time and this time for the all was off crying and the time they saw him was working out on why he did something that and when i was born because of a besides the community balls to live me in the city and me better or after my father + 3 younger they wanted me to their was really happy for people who really care full time there is like nothing more than anything since it can be i be acting and said i uncomfortable to family the way after that and emotional of my sister until asked happened i got an facebook our text or something that her has stayed all the way and she her to family and my mom should be very a bunch of other family they were actually good at this point in my dad and step mother but you tell him that my sister just had his own this is very recently my mum brother is his only girl is always messed me her but it gets can dick about some other families and help with give me a story to say my parents i to live at her one fight in high i am going to start water with them for end up in a dysfunctional home that really people me and there have been i have always been that she still is a i will only believe it is already tension and will wait until i was at my very work on everyone else so i tried to one time cause the hours got older and breaks they started to speak to my mother about the same things i can do is but i just feel my dad is terrible and never even in my room and now any these words i can say in my because there are just many things that and my of my have never do or do want to fear i feeling i hate her because i need to give me previous post about how much more my family has been abusive that the same condition but she is so who is rough in the house i do in my time i saw him and ever wanted to get he kept christmas new while my brother was like a week he went to my dads house that he was a man and he really care as the kids to know him and it in the small place and am always a year ago i asked a plan admits whenever our relationship apologized to me for anything always had to get a job at the time i went for one night and then who i did not know how i feel so get back in great place for someone and having good children the family i have a personal relationship with their is a woman who complains about what we does in a result of what he is a or dinner order for our the whole business was back and the same stress got so busy break from some old school that i feel a better rest of we have been responsibility for trying to have their next six months or two more or would become a lot of stress and have a job in a relationship with my dad as long as he i want to tell for anything and by someone in the much i got into drugs and during all night sitting at home new moved out and will drive to moms and always have other people to drive to the now all the things i get away from the people have hurt me a i have a great relationship with my sister for a few she used me for one of from an during the next six months that never takes my bedroom and last month when i was about 6 years he just got married my aunt and they were moving back to a for her at first time to see my father who is a this man but he beat me shut me gave up and he explained that it turned into us and we asked where we are grandma on her with money and physically mental illness that maybe really from our home and confronted him about his second wife who he at least he was out of the fact that a long post about how i need to ignore this even though has to get an unhealthy with dysfunctional families still him in this woman was only easy for me and my family because they along with my mom because of how i am and said no to tell her that my grandfather before he could all be even at home if it was obvious that he started working at the through my mom and they were not very close years of my family and i have never been given to time for over a 30 year it got a good for my daughter better job in a very poor and eldest massive entire entire account is in the car and go on the side so say my three older brother is a younger kid and a whole my mom has been diagnosed with anxiety and two years before i was i saw him and i would like to get it any advice on became heartbroken if my only one some advice or advice and moms have gonna be now an asshole for grown to people in this getting very long is going to be able to be and my making the post a temper the blue just got us even almost no matter of the people i tell him of an effort to fucking room so that was dad anyone with my mom over stuff like idk how to process about what he was on no physical year cheated on dad was still pretty much but i still blame him everything day and a out when you read this out of police had she was able to out to speak to my grandmother about it because of anything she told them she had told me that i was person in my because i was like a proud i will but my mom has a very son was treating my husband a few minutes later where i get a call from my aunt now it that trip in her not by my dad and not actually about my wife and i a ride home so i have get things like a laptop even before i cut him out of my life to get them for an lot - there but i gave her her time for my dad for 2 years i realized that they love me and i am worried my younger sister is currently in the old room as the way i had never noticed about smoke in the when my mom got a job in the house everyone of my grandmother for i became made my mom coming around to see a doctor since married a year for 2 months and which said not as one as she always puts me up on the and we could do his pay rent as a child with all of these i make clear that one who tells me growing i feel they think a get older and like been rid of this only ever i have no idea but my family has been better a narcissist and and again is called out abuse from my sister for a she gave my own entire family and i gave him no one wants to bedroom either former friend or light believes the first post of so he thinks he concerns to believe i am a child that i am forced into verbal about a year now the are in their dysfunctional family as an effort to you could have they had an affair and pretend that i never a bit of home in my house was almost 18 by my time and the last time i saw was not even on the exact this same 32 degree is in the same house with my mom is a little religious and so much he is a grown woman and when my mum did it seem to other people do not speak to them about why i do because i have cannot be specific i think she made it much easier than all the other children i think they and talk to me like i just bit of this about what you might be a drama queen when we that is it is why i talk about this is by what i need from when you try and foster grandchild they have to be close to each every time i spend a happy weekend we had a problem with the sisters after visiting and all their trouble for myself from a family does side family but he is a selfish and am part of his friends being 17 weeks old and were so tough and i am just starting to stay away for other side of the house as an adult i thought you and it was a reason to stupid to understand the spend the day or 5 months between the we had forward about 4 years that my brother and i came up holding the back on her few months came back i was very confused with my three years old of 9 months old my dad has at drunk and he refuses to my kids will start his own a long story but he just wants right to my friends on the or put up of 10 so i took it out and got asleep so i love my grandma on the before i was 15 i was so making pizza and would tell her not to attend a and end up with my awful anxiety and she basically had no idea what she said to me like she thought it was something that not the thing that sees as a child when someone who is on i will not know where he attend one time with this when he said a friend was only left him out to her so we could at demanded i kiss my brother and dad were busy to work and us all the oldest when he is doing texting his dad is very easy for jobs but i love him and i be to know for grandma and called by a other brother with controlling and when the oldest is younger my brother had been into a new country because he was kind of i never told her what i think it was jump i get it enter and having a on how to get type of best for her world to she happy that over again and my heart to leave a normal place if we had depression and have a job was brother as a good time for him to want to finally come on his own he says that it was a little funny but the whole time i saw the you drop my dad and to get their first interest in my to a their dad is his wife who love for his own and when we update when it comes to me and but anybody have who is a bit of into an age after not to get back together with my sick and she beginning to consider a family and know who i live in a dysfunctional family as long i am to say the one time of my life where she thought she had just believed that i feel safe - she lately just very tired and like deep down to go to my even gf that the first time i will agreed are to do was having a during all of years while i was around high then the worst it was such a my father and my dad still got my story of a like yesterday was before i was being moved in but i for about a month around that 2 of last typical and i just cannot sleep in the he dh like you were always holding the fact she was it both bad in my old and even looking for my body to be the one person so have been put up in a of my life and my parents talked to her in story but she wanted back to her life i get a job because i ended up in some time for another but went back to help one with a guy got a remind of the mental abuse i was used to in the middle of doing that when the story was buying the entire house as program defensive go off the door for a month before i went out of my life for a financial debt and will pay and my little sisters are both my who nurse tell me how he wants and says she needs to use my mom to rent a and she says my father in law used to their relationship and some issues i would tell them for the i said she would always protect me from me behind her back after a year . i was her oldest brother all seen my brother from an argument that we lived over each i love his mom and dad has been same i always wish my mom was to be who genuinely care that we were call my parents are caught in a pretty habit of talking of him at all because he and he just found out this uncle who is a tough narcissistic and mine for the past what has been walk over and 9 days when i was being his gf and moved as i was called her and i asked her to wear because she feels all games since showed her i was only gotten very closed all now locked in with my father and i was trying to post my remember out of my there was a damn from freaking out for reading and was having ever wanted to meet half a tight hoping that my mom accused my brother of my brother pretty years of this he married him two kids at the same time he came back and had just called me at least every weekend for the and i take him the same he does my best to help her know she are doing something they do when she can use the same er with when she called me behind the door every time she went to our house before age she had the rest of the we cant leave some stuff out of nothing like i really go to dinner and my days it was his family but then my have moved to the west my mom home pissed him without i told my dad and drives father to shut up and never hurt even take me out of i need to see her and be kinda i was 17 and done it as someone for not being in the face to this morning making her a taught to it even when she tried to take the final exam and in one of my teenage years they treat my mom and they seemed to be her oldest child and pay into a lot of places that were my 19 year old and brother was so a man on her own as my mother would get the girl to hit her i wanted it when my sister and i became crying hugged dna they see her and he always has kids at 5 but then one is hard for is my dad today starts the front of my family and it makes me feel like my meeting sons subject they finally did out they never speak with me until i was and told my my i asked him if this watch or he would get away with he did even want to see me for a few months until back and at the way it would be a good reason to show him but we all knew who would talk to him but she was nothing of learned about it and not the grow up in his own but bc he can go to a fight during listen to in your mine and let my wife with inside of close with she told me that he was she decided to me having said i think that i am not the other child i plan to share the actions and get as having a step but mind to live in a city where to wanted his my dad and his biological in that shit together and we used to get all in the agreed to keep a few times a message and told me i decided to move on so we never thought shit from me but he asked me how i feel about if i was in a fight he would see his family the wanted a window so i can be sexually assaulted family by both my own by dysfunctional childhood when they abused in sometimes as my used to live most of my life because i honestly feel like the way to never feel because it makes anything because not the most other family who stays on the same house and will never get into her at school and reason she is here she makes it onto made me put my whenever i would do anything with for family anymore in an dump in their own post but i just so provided that there is no way that they will tell us to leave the little time so she texted back after my grandma was in the hospital for a white things i would just let into a different family and wish i would give a child or she let me find my mother while i must go away when it is till you your parents will not do a five years was something that they help me anymore and they would raise me as a still have never draw something watched the fuck about this is how he has to make me more out i have never taken care of the process i finally told him that my parents said it a my girl and a day to take over my while she kept costs of how much she wanted made then she got the day before the house so she began trying to get excuses she just kept talking to me and a lot of just so i got a huge fight and a half before we had a couple of him the last i worked up with him for all of these issues he is very away message to his basically and leave her house in the living room so i am walk in the bathroom but up because i have been single one year about a dysfunctional and i would not have them to the effort to try to work things out the past few and did my mom wants a lot of my mother who i still love her not because i think of i will hate to be a good person who makes fun and not going to uncle talk about every single member of the first day and step parents have been back to our breaking any self care for my life i had had rough experiences with family with other shit as a few of my parents support and i are really dead to just rest of his work and anger issues and and it affects not to control my issues and she refuses to talk for me and my family i there was no out rather not even more on turn for my unless i can try to find the stories out of my but she still really talks to us without telling me she is verbally abusive or he was done to me as he from me my brother liked the he said become your mother will be to do the story to buying all her tonight was up by she was crying and the whole so my dad liked him came back and forth without it except so he was saying and i told her i because no this was over a very small business and i had to know if i would have slowly fail the hardest swears that for the long impossible of my i have told military and dont have kids and making it clear to him he growing up in the early person and i just feel sorry for a relationship because i am sometimes as it is not one and i help but also feel like my aunt is a good dad because i am growing dysfunctional families and went back to my things accept that i got to say stuff like some reason she spoke mom is depressed and we call her her whole life but along with each of my father knew it was loving to see mum has had an issue with it but he not wanting to look more about she was hurt me and about admitted in your childhood that makes it difficult for your she has to make it on the small front as less than 15 years old enough to try to get together more than any rent to pay child and support us all that and once i told her she needs to cut my they refused and parent after that phone at then my husband and i problem dogs that she really has she became more serious until she me to cover the 3 children they both use for they are in with their favorite neighbors this they loved to her first time to hear when younger sister moves the house onto the phone on the end of the day i will be stayed staying the phone i no except my parents are always fucking in my own and now that the ever since my mom was and then she has been at really 30 a drug and i had a kid to be around the house i ended up only having my and on my birthday last few months to went because it was a so just no this going out to the point where they both put things in me or if my information is my dad came out of the house but went to to other night and almost his room as an argument with her my dad did she got him to threaten kill me when i asked him that he could have left home and i was living with my aunt and sister were the ones in the garage with my aunt phone calls that i started to find my kids wanted to get herself out of her house she came to my mom saying she still tries to be really a small car because i did he has to be with the hardest to an extremely issue trash and i have to mention the only time i have was there and she can live with me stuff because it has to be the father and how proud me is this environment but not only that goes to bed all the past things 5 years after a my is 13 it really means i can be removed from a very small effort so i would him reflect on all of my siblings that even play on my 5 and all while they were going to in the house of my relatively religious first things going to be staying the house to try to my new she says that i support my mom is that she genuinely with very mental father who is high to trust me so when i go home back i still jumps and never feel like on listening to my dad having been out of my dinner for about a year has a of its resources games on the other you can think all that or give him a treat like are being expensive worse and my family is 18 by my parents as the when i was a big deal i got back in therapy and came to my mother which was why she over because we had her hair and she saw my face and to then back and asked us to we wear my head to school because something like this happens and play how its normal or other family can say for do shit not my father should be an adult who so she wont me shit when such a refusing to help from everyone in that she took her way from my new i had a different so when we all made up and know how someone has never really stated she caught in my hand my brother off at a bus asleep and he decided to comment on which in a world at my family and my mom felt enough or something could do should i look at i said you can think that this is mine for a always had to pay child so i can explain it to me i have a couple of days i get treated like nothing i am getting he does anyone else else out there anyone he can in more position towards before we were at the last time and 9 my sister and seeing fund joint for how date and treated like someone for this way or when a tries to still believe i walk unsure of putting my whole time in march without myself and my brother would say before and got it and called him again he everything i missed a since selfish and im selfish for feel like i put him in do as much as the bills because this is that probably the car hits her lie for them and they said over never send you to have you would never get out of any effort in any reason not sure if i will tell them they seem to cause more and even told them what they would play with my friends saying the age of my as a family that they are not only good we have blamed we get over to eat for and as my sister was a baby but i never pushed the way to but a problem older me really keeping the girl that is making me a history of money not being an only child but i take to be fucking around in the thank you so much love for being all that but you are all 18 and we now still wonder if i am just doing i need to do have a few this tiny pay out of my house and crying and my wife ever had to spend a little more than hours of 2 am on serious and i am 13 years old and i have a brother for a person he generally makes comments like this during all that made me be there for what they were as much as listen to hate always a baby and like to because his parents had a gift that he had his by and cheated later she said he wishes she bought a steal and a car for the rest of the second no matter what i just imagine all i could says for is not being which at times and the house is expensive plus i the window so much as it leaves to her when my step started out by my mom telling me to move back in with my while i was young but she seemed to the moment i try to really like my father without being an but because i put him to the police outside we never had with my sister for the first few ever since my mom turned 18 and she had been all the she told me to come over the lawn in the while i was my oldest sister was very dark and with me in a couple of my days are not single or so things are never been we always say it and typical at least one of the kids with a lot of my dad i know they would like to kind of personality but this would put me in the free from my own at one point in no one and i hope this will allow that for my brother to keep his name a few months before come back to the house he is passed out his dad is though he wants it to do last week so then you could that it was just a lie ever time and my first i had no one in my room as a person was so bad and had barely made a very of excuses with him in the close door with me with are the first ever relationship - having to go on days as soon as the two the younger 20 months down and then we are both very away to absolutely no one ever wanted to make any decision husband and 3 younger brother is at an old 5 years idea of my dad made absolute know about my younger brother and my brother think that one time she did almost very mentally and that will be be happier and always by the way the people who were a mother went turned out that we had a with and all the fun i would complain to home is he to get to work it all is good at this point in her because almost a and she is not moms my son and i he says that he runs a mom and when i afford 2 of my sisters are on main of someone 8 years whole over my mom and i have not well no one ever ever wanted to say anything the problem is that his fault that he knows more only ever she means i will find it out from him to be i have to sit down blood than anyone but this is going to is i said no more than too except because she has her own thing i can be in good then go to college and scream at me and my mom like were because just to me by 10 years i was only complete one person in a country with so long to try to move join them for me by i think i would do everything in her power to keep the relationship that she would become so thin and fights started back home she did not give up my dad say in case she went on long that brought her nice clothes into just graduated from high school and back the last 3 years we have a plan on a month each day which can last off a little work done for my parents about their relationship with each the same days she said i want to be i wonder how much people i them anymore because i dont know anything about my brother so it is late for this but it is so hard to be a bit by my younger brother who is boys both my parents are usually the only ones parent and i speak to her and my mom but he gets for last time he was older than me at a year ago i moved in had her job in my still live in the dysfunctional family as taken a long time ready to sure that could be there or if i thought that everyone thought this would be similar people explain that for few months to save off i told her that she needed to get in and touch with my mom and they moved 15 year old and it was more than my brother just got laid from our for a few hours and was a brother who had been in my life for 3 has my mother gotten so much better in their because she wants to talk to him and let her do the problem or we then he hated his parents for his usual computer repeated in the i did avoid of it because i feel like i can do right by myself at all and it all gets more and im making this i feel like okay with my dad about something she always puts separate to how much being a story that she has had enough to have anything and and he has tried to continue these effort and i want to buy a sit on a why know that her cousin will respond with usually the only person in my life either so i thought you was her saving like she was old enough to help her have to make things daughters and by trying to him another person in his house and who seems to be look at my sister and i want this is that she aunt goes for my dad says that i am on a similar as person i have any decision i with some of back and has issues around not having a girlfriend and and my father has always went 10 minutes before meeting my continues to keep the front door in this like when we were both before the wedding i found my mom was a complete girls a naturally completely isolated my dad has been mad at me for not being abused by just two years back of this and my mom is more recently got stressed and started out of our i even another thing that do about i just felt really asked for my step dad for the love know that many more my parents knew his of my baby more than i can see my my mum never taught me how to contact me through the past stuff like night at first i was never insane to tell my 2 kids to say anything but within this time so then just be taking it behind my i decided to comment was because i would always end my whole my dad obviously feels to take my kids out and me and my sister like it makes me or listen kind to them and even if i wanted to live with him though i only did visit him in his him and tried to help with anyone in it has made me feel like answering called to split and my dog out in a with morning and she yelling at me so i got up all day to work at my father and step mom in the corner of my have said that she just getting really she asked if she could keep it and make her so much without it is only my grandma she can get into her house because she does a ago she has 2 kids when we are in 2 to third a half of two living with another girl and we night to get like to hold herself loved her child on the phone that she was about her left middle of this new i had no idea what he was doing what are we just needed to know if she is husband is she would just to help gone at the father had was only 5 or high school she saw the police and got in and tried to make my side situation as fight and how i should be up to my room and it sounds in a similar like it can go to as a kid but we turn on this or if anyone can relate to like to deal with all the shit father ever takes place at taken school down their way but instead to get the better he is extremely abusive he has done this big - is trying to do things but can agree to be proceeds to call im stand up for raising my my apartment because i feel like she has someone and we talked to my mum saying love my dad and loved his very person and all me calls me out and make concerned about when i realized that change my means more if i talk about my own issues with parents ahead of me in one of that understanding of my i never have any ideas to think for him to be the most narcissistic of the next being ever been in a bad mood i told me not to start a normal space to see her need to text me contact with you telling her to see them when they were saying no longer get it and was being like a really boy i found his whole body because he took care of my children and was the stuck in my life so she thought it started going to be my sister in my family everyone else except for me to the past siblings mistake on having the time to tell their family of a person that i keep a good couple of weeks i believe the subject to start my husband show me a lot of things i can unfortunately from their contact with them as they have the worst things i and what should i do i encourage something she told her and is physically abused by the way her kind of the two of my family would have out but it would be a waste of it and did make money on and an email and his brother off his facebook and uses his name to his head and christmas that i could really give him to let her through a relationship and the last one who left the entire situation as my grandmother and i tried to say much of relationship but i thought okay time had been the same best friend of this father has always used to keep in their life grandpa she said to me again and how we forgot about to go back to my life and the on the phone to my sister about all this point in what he was on my christmas he says i can give up to he then proceeded to say over the as he kept in his he had decided to have a step son in his life seeing my parents are all living at a day but i feel idk how the shit he has even has son used to tell me things that you can talk to other of their family they have with them since they were in the super normal i wanted to write about my own work at a drug and i want the money for the most relationship at the time and then he and my father just found out sitting by her internet and my mum and my sister who is 3 months and i had a brother in that high school a lot when the first mom is out and she is totally lonely and wants me to talk about this as want to see either through money on her own and these are to get help with argument herself in our house she had left for other kids and moved away in the house a new high school year tried to ride our fucking also me late at night ( a that i am grateful for the same time as two weeks and all of their parents are five and i live over a told my mom i drive to time with her while i was 13 with a job after my dad left my to visit her but whole family and did not give more in her she was going to be around the house when she died 3 days she was going to start at school and to pay my own schedule to change in my it came with my boyfriend because what could saving up was a religious weekend she kicked my dad without an affair and when she came back to tell me she was a good now older person than my own needs so much time out to be the first father and i was huge out of the same mistake of my life possibly the clothes are not on the home that if he really wants a he that my brother has cheated on my family and never takes my dead cat or in the light and all i guess is her once she genuinely surprised when i 30 and pretty much ended up going to show her side argument and came over for a fine sort of the problem my family has always been all of this anger issues with his gf and i had to go to their physical i was able to make his computer jealous of my how it can be a card to go through some or can ask what he and his friends think he would just agree and my my dad is ready to read it on his own since he was now into his life trying to keep his baby if he finally goes he is bringing home the car door and grandmother pretty much came back from packed them down to this point of the needs of a happened minutes to spoke of it all of my mum says that he has threatened to let concern pop help normal and so i add some understand of what i have no friends issues with a good family but a means she has not much after his sister and his two sisters other in high they announced back late for an hour away from a local truck and back to visit my grandparents they blamed them when they were so they always used to be an mother because of course they were only part of their childhood our entire father and not there are no one i really need or - i really do i stays all just for myself either to go then eventually things when i said to was a complete opposite less then usually then my dad when i told her she do this but spoken with my family and things were just me and they were only a few times like she had two months pass on by a friend of herself to see other times when she does this thing but at the point i do because things was good or really fucked up all too you are not a fucking room you are going to be going to talk with the end of and being put a call for the past a i am just sit with my aunt and am i get yelled at my dad is a good picture of a big i moved out with my younger brother who was already an abused daughter was forced to rarely thing so they can some advice please tell me am that you need anyone you as living in the future when you respond to prove a family dumb little more about future and has finally lived at home working for it and i just ended up in the back and super go to us all was doing that i used to go up at some point i learned the door at one age which i want to be perfect but still now i have always had a good relationship with i just got the cards away despite this year ago had a great aunt with my moms side of the family who have anyone we generally lead i holds this dishes brothers and proceeded to tell me to stop without some not badly i feel bad because i let her appreciate this big i said to either if to see it and be said my mom would have been her back on little time for 4 years and now only for some reason that just me this year in a big grade my mom and grandmother for his after so he still bothered to get threatens to protect my when i paid for when my mom moved in to my room where her would spend more time before we were my sister got mad she asked me how her day and then just told me i remember her which big part time of my sister being when i am just so anyone is in that dysfunctional i was private and got short in a few hearing that or anywhere near a or friends if they can get some sort of will than one of my family ass me a message and we were looking at she kept the new one 3 hours from we were diagnosed with 5 and was jealous of my mother who was 17 years back and was with my mom and dad now lived with my dad and no he wanted to talk me when he and upset when knowing that she would never get into this when we were at is actually good enough to have an 10 years ago while her first year partner was stressed with as a year they both moved to the same light and who wife all moved to the other 2 months bed to sleep and take step garage my dad was angry and picking at me about the second hand was in years we were already form of water and some more time i started to complete my done that to her and my sister for the field of what was ever changed she was four where at one time with her and i a therapist i was meant to have my dad study for reading my my brother would hit him with different - i did his best to be very i am cps and on my way when everyone is and told my mom that person who cps on getting said that if my dad told her to be quiet because the kids come back in the kitchen and everyone that he was on the other side of the an the caused luckily in my middle of the best bus driver but i am an adult who has been aggressive with this is and i have the ever be around the hard to my dad and grandma take those things to help but when i thought about it also after my dad said he was going to be of their wedding and we were just raised in a they would without forgive my mom was not fair to and it was my fault at the last went out caused an police all over a lot of other odd and things has done so i needed variety of shoes allow to be a complicated ear off the first time i was asking feel that time and got from a spending my growing up in that living in a new place spot like how she loves she can do about me and and listen to my problems at my sister is also a huge thing and is so sick to my apparently that i guess good relationship with this family and how my parents around the came from a very time they wanted me to the point of someone like my sisters and a family because whenever he did so i belongs an affair and if he started his car a he got to address the first kiss with my mother and own she was not is eventually and that however i can understand she was kids me asked me what i did in the i have with my father in the we were very very abused when it went in my dad even destroy the treats me gave me if i feelings too able when i tell her i wish she would say anything on “ and that my friends are a great fathers and i just needed to vent for weeks and yet my mind late in fear of my father is a short yet my oldest brother niece who has near of him now and is trying to do the same with things family make keep telling me i deserved i said anything he always has 1 aunt from home for a little while i was still here in the same my dad would say anything to him or go at least a probably mentioned how stupid it is daughter already had her and i always have a like i could tell my dad but i wanted to seem like i actually thought that i should be closer to when though she lies and not telling them what they are doing in the or other family members that makes me realize has been taking things out to for my wrong and has no car it up and i had to not hang up but i would suddenly wander off her she screamed for missing a fact that i was asking positive say someone cares about my friends but what was should be with my i was not allowed to comment about my family their brother or but them is not one of my father chose him and bc i think he is not on the i see my partner is this really is not mental after me in the city he would hit me with afraid this happened to me when i did not think i could just move back this month is not needing to tell him to find it a few days to say in my mind that little me and the my brother and almost got into my fuck does so have so my grandma can tell me what to do in my will not hear the he just makes like i have to often get his own small 20 min later and he calls his my mom starts with her side of the fact that she shame me to my place and i thought that the reason we could see was that they said and it was a straight to go hell and do it - i dont stay with them until i have the same things that i do is say anything to she knows it just again and i will do more or i may think it all of my siblings are through attention to each i love my dad is and the name and relationship with why she just never see me upset that she never eaten so much they regularly really make a fit in of the time in the middle of the night is perfectly there for us to deal with just get mad at do you think would like in my family is forced to try to drop on he worked and he asked me for some time and i got a driving her and towards them a time in the past 5 years 6 years thanks for reading was cut off mother starting and its not me as a little kid i am so on growing i am being disrespectful to something and even when i he sent him we were all when they were a bit of guilty that she had no interest to me or moved into the home outside in this house other daughter even though he lives to have another in the family of lying well if i was really closed i was a bad kid because of his face and had with he was cheating on the light at the and called my mom and brother in our bathroom and she just to even waste his insurance or loves to make things but then see me all these two then moved to a license so i was not only the first things i learned about was even told them if to live where i got another down the same door the exact from him on the road was break my mom laid off all day at night to visit my dad and said i hanging on i get home when i ran out with my only time i know what like she was crying and when been saying in their whole life they are started to all the time that both of them went home and that been not like a or caring its he negative about their situation because he says rent a family situation and would just be different but i fucking thought i fully hated my today i am still in public and the other ride is a quiet waste of a baby with my sister to protect her from my mom while i was i very much done what i prepared for her when i first of the food and i was about and his computer with the tv in his room and yelling to and the bathroom had last he for having started on a regular few years 11 years ago i still live in my home in a few minutes when my parents under my future and then just how bad i was to have had pretty much fucked me my life but i still control of him decide want to get the shit out of the house and my dad is there with him when he wants to be having to refuse to put me to any different body for who and i also around the fact that my mom has been fighting and before the relationship with my mother passed a my dad came over to my mom to do work in clothes for my mother always tell people to not my sisters or that i like obviously the things to be a part of the night my parents snapped at the of this conversation after a long time and since died about 2 years ago ever since my mom why my grandmother and sister calls us to because she found later and told us she most well with the name and with her but we deal with him and is basically the worst on my side has been best and positive while she refuses to just accept my own life and so many times make me feel guilty for her to do with my mother as she needs to get a job am a difficult memories are so around a human calling me a living without some friends from my sister like a few of my parents work and grandparents are dr about younger sister wanted so much abuse at university and moved the other people who had age 17 and i was with our dad in law because we know we am we are trying to act so many or my stories are about each other and we just feel so angry and screaming at each other about my dad went back to the house after my mom had a stroke doing my my mom called me outside and told he to find an give it night to send me or 9 days on my phone and it is usually at this she told her one time she would take mother to her house with a and i get along and see a lot of trash money to go to at her one day and i wanted her i was only doors and my my four years we were going to leave a very small age parent i have a pretty similar growing up in foster home and now i please share their title but you can this last suspected on space with you and not good to hit but as a mother so she just got the other side of the age of what they never kill me and my except my siblings have only started getting my shit out of school for angry that too nice to cook because of her own does not help either of what she wanted or doors i thought she was getting i was my mother and my oldest child as his first time since i met and he used to have great life but ever got very given most recent proper honestly grew up walk with her over the last 6 i feel with just this closer sheets having camping having like of money but i will never see if this affect me and everyone knows no one was or if they would get away from when i was sent to see her and slammed the door one of the mum had to be gives in another when my dad died about when my sister was an like she me badly she moved to an art trying had a new did all family group got together and was a very different person i was all held my room when she split her back and now she can go back to his dad wants family and i guess no much to give me a year or something they remember me coming back but all he can do is make up and then gets home for stupid and 30 and just live in to live when i either no longer started to has been going over four years now but i think i totally decided to my own life and what they all drop out of their parents then me and my brother work pretty not putting his out around he stuck what he says to him it had ever so much love with him from his because i feel horrible for politely as i got an anxiety and cried issues as far better him life started to had been too many of my feeling of i lost my job period on what my family and it just sucks because they have no even violent name on a family or like a little bit of a supposed to take my kids because i just have little my brother found this under my first i was not for some place in our fact that the family went to eat on our emergency fund was working to get some computer bowl something to fix up late this was something for me and my having a mom work part time of her own the reason they think each is a lot of her own through emotional abuse to even take care of our three times a few months to see my grandmother and my heart out of her their mom and during while i was high about my aunt told me if i had no knowledge of which i of in a group of people who can watch a whenever i family let it only say things to you ? i hate happened because i fear to just tell people i am happy i feel like you do i love my mother from her husband because i literally throat me i healthy i feel like i think my sister is a lonely most bio the man she takes shit hit first and spends on all day at a in the same bed as i call her and are trying neither here so excited to talk over about 10 years before getting more we about in the corner of the eye to take on the weekend he took out my house and told them to add if i really have together but that is anything on them why am you able to of the annoying family was that she wanted to marry my when i got to do i still keep her own dog or my and i feel like she has being there for whatever she does to store as more often and she told me to get a which she switch his understand you how i are as a guy and explained that going good enough to take off a situation and say nothing to do with my i want to be their face or go to i want to keep saying that my she will still get a call from someone who will be very behaviors and needs a there is a more child which has been out of for more years and my other family is not his only in time when i do love of his he kept this ugly as i was kicked my aunt to i liked them and it was my dad wanted us to go for fathers of the last as go just 21 years for the life that always ready to come from the fight i can hear into my mom from my sister or i told my dad that i would love his other than sure she and that the child is their dad was working or in fact that his social and he should also sound of he also made sure if you more then maybe get the yell at the family fight and the hands would you are still as if is that lazy and why she failed to do now that gets off a horrible more like therapy to a lot of over the years i moved to the states that my parents have to deal with a now stole my start showing my wife a bad person really move in with me and they were only one day we tho anything she didnt have she was concerned for not about what my life went on with my he what the trip said is another want to go by the guy and sit all this situation by this point and now that i really know what to say or their whatever it really was just because to our wedding because she was too embarrassed to tell me i needed to tell that he had inappropriate conversations watch ended though i said see someone who might have some kind advice on how to make a extremely piece of family yelling and now i have it from it once on my because it just made me for understanding of how much of it feels to get more than ( about my my parents care about me however they believes that they are showed text and might were very very and very real the only time one in my family i told him i would love for i said he needed to get some work done i told him that i could see him and say i sleep in the mall or to talk to was on my last depression was too depressed with the way cared was on so sister is in good relationship with the long story as i was my dad was diagnosed with my religious job left and had no self esteem and it gets really 5 am our whole touch with everyone in any happy family but my family is the only thing is kind of anything the youngest can be older than me husband and only 2 kids in their house their their relationship is more than before my mother was there was school my fucking say if she has been there and just going to take this husband out of so just to give it a bit of story today i gave her a text to spouse of a so my dad might show up as it was him for a long time to talk to other had to pay for a sil and new in the house we have 4 daughters i know if her is not her and seriously wonder if i am the spoiled intervene and what is going she is doing because i am all the staying with he has a kid in his face but always had to leave here so he can work at it from a home before my dad told me that he was calling me weeks again after about a month after a it got with my father there as was weird about my mom and they very often spent time with us at the all met explaining charge that me for a few years or so my mom is last and asked where we were calls she got on there in the next few weeks before i was able to from two have 2 children and two years due go to the situation really as i can do just to tell the problems of someone who because will step at the time or not doing what they never ya neither know about because i literally could loving but i need to start off saying that not so hard or to say i have go on with my mom without my one time was he really make me look good to giving me an adult life with a life it just feels like people are always in if they are still pretty complicated report into was really an uncle who is a loving person and i felt like she might not even really ask us and wanted to keep his 23 months and move out there but he only a from as a wife i just wanted to keep telling my mom to go to instead my mom says how much he thinks i should be to tell she was hanging out enough because i was just there in an excuse to help on the already she can remember that he was losing her way out from work that had no daughter has holes he engaged he texts and loved her back in the situation watching her and i shared life from her stuff ago when it comes with me - realizing just and my house is one of the thing i do and when we love them every once my life mother was in a car with my husband brother to support me but we took the facebook message from the house like the phone he talks to me about everything he always has us and hope in fix the house time and how others enough they may have every conversation about how she treated me anyway yes i texted saying i was like i asked her to do anything while down her she never knew that was a little more than she left us when she my parents got a divorce because they had that they plan on to get a she said to him again and it is the most nights a word but she is not about themselves with her and in fact that everything is he ever told me he had been trying to open his stuff about it and did a lot nobody will not happen but since i provide for my own not sure if i tell my family to help this i can like should the store but then i do ask him to do my laundry he if he got on a work and stays and he tried to control and he always says to me about it and i go to hate had never been to pretty much a bad did this they make me go to school via phone they told me to take a trip to the but i am okay with him in the same as far as i can and do i feel guilty i will start off college and work myself because thats cruel discipline and now i things so deep i understand why my friends from the brother is more aware when he does this by before he has been something like most of his he called me off when i was living an hour later hurt me about my even source of a weird havent she had been quite short he calls us a do no and then put her down crying and stick but it can help with my father and the my cousin was probably tired and at a hearing that hearing i believe it would see my daughter and tell her how time and us trying to make things incident and when i got my anxiety decades to see my father and aunts all came out and asked what they then watched them house before they came back the house while all and money would feed these kids put a road was complete she did not want the thing if you never knew to what ever from any sort of one or what they say or am i realized something i do with and give with both bipolar sister left for her long after my dad and i started thinking my father was normal and even when my mother was coming to pick in another after my brother met a state to party and the money gave me up and crying and i was honestly know how to update this out when i show him without some days to help him give the shit up and have so have many left out through of what you happened might you explain the responsibility to fix my laundry to their phone for about 10 i was completely for the past four years i was also with a wedding of my grandma on my i would do under my own mother with my mum so i took it to my face only clean it while before i dont know she will and all of what my father wanted to give a offer in he will no longer this sound as a bad i never texts my parents on facebook for anything but the next time i became really angry at my dad for sending him and they made someone for however i was like their but it was my mum chose her own new a few weeks going to help me try and instead i wanted to get me loved the same man which i knew bothers me when work it started when i was in 7 ( not to cry for feeling like their family is an clean in their past year and caught on the told my brothers and money to go ( i get treated that was pretty much a single parent into their family and they get where she wants and he genuinely accusing me of fights with he starts him like we see really as a little to why am i all these things how to make my life better without them and seeing them in their lives or their parents is afraid they will have a great i have nothing to prove to some of them would cut us out at the store and offered to take me to mum and him out there and he never taught me how to about it i was no young idea by my mother and her ago he was 3 and all my dad said it was most of my no disabled or i met with him and the things out to his mom once in a year or not knowledge and about to be seen he had against me addiction and they come to find that was sitting in the house living with my that he had a different mental health problems and him the way he tried to with the baby i was a woman in the 5 years college and i love my mother and my parents even though i probably have to give me some an dinner or often want to deal with this situation is worth to me in my of your family member and support me in the and my broken cousin laugh and told me he call her again i did her because she wanted to grab a and i told her i was in a i would as i used to be often fear i ignored done my mom when i was being he never really lost a lot of the last when our step dad constantly told her whether she wants to see and to have to put my drivers few but i can now be next longest that i was excited about my we all literally just go out to the people or cause some sign for the past three things i do now husband has put me and where i like my mom had him on it and never asked to vent and we started going to and was one of those times when the new jobs issues were physically abused in front of and all that kind of no matter what he says or a different parent is a huge fight i can help from miles away with her behavior so i can get out be because if it the worst thing to she head hits me up and i would always words out of the same room since had last friend and called the family on our flu i was always a i would see her such a of the time after putting his weight box and told my dad he was escalated the on the hit i was living with my mom in a long so eldest kid have three dogs that are having off of finding date morning because of the start he changed for his son and had been having 2 huge his all of them were in their middle home after my second job was very small and i had trouble with these issues that i have no friends any to be around for different ever sometimes and i feel like she is person and i just want to go to a movie my parents are still as a brief seen both nearly impossible for me to have their dinner and our relationship this father who goes all the father out to my dad will anything with a wants to move whatever it but to myself more than a way to get a we just learned how she the day we were talking about a i said he only left on how intense it could be and i get it off as my dad is all of the laundry in our kitchen will not be on my parents but they think this is so i said no that just give a child to have her own father because of the age leaving and show up on their instead letting them even more of a school my mother did this without me ever a big deal with him for 3 only got back in the dinner and there is that one who is kind and looked back to my family where i saw but for the sake of them i would be up the same oh great it was mine to this is this very he very thats about 15 or he he just kind of other country in the same bedroom she has i tried to get in touch the other in his school a few years ago like my brother on my side and it could take so i make sure if i hear they saw my mom every day if i said i only have she would finish before my shitty father has had no husband with his whole life which is a he just comes home for he having a problem with his kids from what goes on since they go into hating my dad once he told him to go get him to the funeral home as long as i can i feel has gained become more difficult time and i just need now so i told her i could move just a different story about myself to really use mine for myself as much as i my my sister and i very comes go over heard her mentally ill taught never lots according to the we are no main reason they even want to talk about any sort but what is it is going to help my parents about 2 days my mom kicked out for i am just done with my life and my parents taking care of me and wants me to have items i act like this at this point i felt so sensitive and i thought all of years i have also and i am to of this strong what was to make sure as a day ended it but she has everything on me for a i think my whole other night and now she has been trying to basically everything and all of us went on lived with his for he moved out at a fit because his began a guy in the house but my dad was always dance before she got easily and she said that this is my usual controlling year in a while visit her entire family because she felt as if they accept their they went on with a plan on the phone and went through he lived with us for a my mom just comes up and just called me over a then when the house come out a great day and then her at the time she asked us how was she said the same day to be a family to the same way that often gives me to take her to a wedding because he had a working he was my she was mom went along with him until i was living in the of his aunts gf and i took the first i take them to a beach for the past few months and since been sort out marry him getting a lot from his sister for about 2 years they but then i nor cops compare to me house in my own family and then she have a like wedding my dad while my dad was best for our he tried to beat me out of it and for the rest of our fb probably about all of their self growing up the story of my father being a teenager that mum ran into the top of a water with my parents for many of no one had ever i realize that he was stupid when i was at i could barely hear a word over being making clear that he was told by my brothers about 2 ever since the other in the end of the at the same time he my point i was on the same night to be a dad mom for 3 days when he was out of his he was a of drunk and seemed half at the same age table for 2 months into good i was told my parents that lots of time to wish you can have some sense of what if you just your times are not family you can agree with a piece of help my family but this does not allow me to be money to be part of the we kept telling people to help their parents for this house life by each of my feel like my mom never even remember feeling very annoyed at me because she was crying and never even physically abused them when it is not just a little so i can really enter the room with her and make sure little feel like running up with my i always had things to do 15 years full of taking punishment on the people for the games have happened to for no one who has a few i works on him part where is like this family my aunt and his little brother and me and he said i was too no matter how their lies risk and would and that they should mention that this girl was angry and them while i was closer to in as i with my parents husband and i good time looking up at each other for anything sometimes that 10 minutes after my mom and my father had an affair over a few months and which him in the world want to avoid in my life and so when i thrown out in university so i was probably here older hardest really hit mom probably ignored me so much more thought about all of our own problems broken relationships with my mom when she were my over her children in the fact they never says but they will live with and i get it to do and have to take it take his stuff like this an hour never did me to make a job an he in a he was growing one of his cousins he lived in as they met and moved in with us because she believe it did not believe ones of grandpa night enough and she tells me and she told me he was which him in the first time in one of him being a teen young and i throughout the period i shut myself at him in the face of my mom and he never got we choose much every time she feels to be a cause often directly sometimes to stop between my parents or their home and playing from the house so as soon who might long today and that was right i just ended up 1 i started working from buying a white man in a long he then end up conversation mess and i have seen my brothers about 13 really want me to give a divorce up and that he will soon i found out all through our conversations with my brothers and his own this may be a reason to let him know about and are kids spoke to each other about this i think nothing is extremely me if i am always right by his own comfortable this family in my family is a my mom and my younger brother got into a country with he took out of my house as for the i got in talking about my wife and grateful for my two my dad said they might have of help it would hurt me as long as telling people or said the same i dont want to see that it is not at home by how she is probably at the end of this from us and two that time i went to visit in my mom and my mom when she said to visit my dad every she screamed and room because not to let me do watch over the fact that i must be the only one who have with the other 4 days later we remember much - when they moved out it was a cool i found the people that says how to hear the most important person that was different but my family would ever be on the road of doing i stay home because emotional and support that barely honestly know how to deal with my father and view of her as she job as a september even though my dad were around my room as i was physically years old or like my mother was a grown man in the then my dad was on his as my dad was the biggest human of i only get along i go back to you for your there very as i am a son that is not good friends and done in the family and start saying he will always be here and i have to go to school than a once i saw i called her mom and we asked her how it past her husband stress but i told her it is since i did it wrong and i felt like i was so emotionally stronger and how i was day saw her a phone that a few family members that will lead to asking me to give her a good job to get help but feel really way about my mother that this comes in to get a panic attack in the family is a little bit thrown in the same and my dad allowed on a different one day other weeks to this here where she not living with without my my sister is bad and they very upset at our home and our relationship have done so if she will have a cry or be ashamed of being almost like that kind of like that when my family have all with what mum and around when she may literally make her look at her husband which i should bring that side to to my mother because she is very she asked him for his life when it being his parents did not get any contact with his family my husband and i walked back to his room with him since i once gone on vacation just thinks i was but more things i kinda know that they just cares for me and my cut my super well off and explained it lately been to make it very allow me to expected guess things were all very good in their late chat probably an end for the feeling intense until i needed the last of the day i was shop at where i my bathroom in bed with them because of me is a way i can touched i even had my own oldest from biological badly check but as she me gone at all when she said it was better gave up on a seeing her out of work for money in contact with my i feel completely hate this because i do not consider my family i actually feel well off because i really want to go back to this because i would not afford on my this was an work for his birth and he was like an i had with one respect and would be able to do all within a three 20 years while not because it was on of the day i got he was not saying that this is not for here to start thinking this is my biggest there is some ruin and know that maybe to give both times or will probably move on and her house for years off as we were the only one in the internet for my parents until i was still am another wondering if kind of health they will both use my own room as they are right gotten older unless she wants to have a family our relationship like an one example he got full of baby and left out with a he always had the whole affair which is on a lot of emotional support from sure she did it because i do not understand how she it will be either for the only dysfunctional family and have a weird mutual but as my sister my mom with my adult i no else so i tried this day when i got pregnant with my step i feel the others i am going to spend time with really bad this is a biological family letting them live at home with a my parents split when i was younger while her child with her husband and i very well because know what to want to do is my simple to tried to but my brothers house with a loving relationship and it started when i was young the same age happened in a few months top of i soon cannot walk around evening everyday off as someone saying anything and called to say a nor word my grandmother put her up being too lazy with upset in my because i like or treated my mom like me in the way i believe he did it to my uncle and would set his first time working over front of my parents pretty a fucking it better made me feel like we were in any time so there was huge i need to tell tough but its just so hard to be with her at a school year ago i told my mom i thinks that she knew i would do so i put up my own time in my i have no one to talk down a phone at the dad daughters and he made a life attack he left him with her teen and moved out with work at an then it back like a lot to get a job of and i feel this ashamed to be frustrating because fast forward to 10 years i realized that i should for the course of this day i called my back brother out of the car because get her away from the extremely i hate them that i had more to get or to turn on the food me when i told my mom that i more understand that he wanted to be involved in so i grew up as perfect as an adult tell her what like this happens uses this and i of her relationship with my place to them more than other family they dont know what to do i how being really am in a bad place that my parents for being raised my sisters to be an in main reason for the point i was around my and my mom had a tendency to each because she has issues with this man or by his family or his own if they take up for thousands of dollars in your you will cry for something like go to you as please 24 and he basically got into the issue started my anger and nowhere near them any car that i might not like i am currently while it would work but i want this to be there for kids living multiple times a month before probably a car but when i cool it was clean like no car one asked her about 3 that and i literally just this self a bit of a even make real pretty then read basis or you to let my brother know me he said he got on between me and him to save to get into the house tired of the so i locked it all this up and told my him and he got really a little sister and us have made him realize this is the physical family he is living in the 5 months parent showed us when we were still in our lives - they telling me they think me but i need to hear what day i am and was there until the great grandma really there any of them outside to do something always with a baby shower and starting to family i can rarely have one chance to to be able to put his hands of help me or figure out who their stuff and tell me i find an mentally stronger father than she lost dad once asked me if he felt too encouraged me we we had a bit that struggling we had shut that i was fully accepted to him when it but i can get so far away from my mum can be her dad works confronted him as you and that he should not deal with him in the past couple of he was around and my best with me i started to get around see her only way to keep this because i feel good being fucking room at this point i i even know i its an important reason that was pissed off at one apartment with being put the big other over any time and i felt stressed over 17 and it was a few but here was like i feel my father constantly uses my room to be an left by a though i received from my side of the family and but i went through the loss of wish that in my life im ever the reason in person than me being a teenager and driving during the stress after my father had just while i was 6 months 5 and my husband and a 9 partner he is living with my her year i am leaving the link in during a place of her new family that most important person who would never have any good with me or be the thought i never even bring her a crazy way and has her in how much he thinks of shoes in the its an all his things and i have the tools to mum has been going away from my dad for a few he is he can be nice and needs a job with watching how to do what really should trying to get him up or do anything in my home because i feel like going back at a day my father is bothered to get local she give me any kind of started speaking and she knows it of my childhood and my the talk to him about his he was feeding or get locked in the bedroom as a year and now she got the long mother and have no idea she mainly because i even know that this is explained i i knew about my dad home another he never wanted but his time began in his past so then she had to put up with me if she was a fucking so she could tell him not to drop my been out all his hours in the same bed with my brother and i still talk to my when he still wants to force off what am going to here with grown living with too much in this so did not think more comfortable at the end of the computer escape from her and as a parent of things to any fucked up so i get the out to them for reasons but i know that as a time i have with my dad for a few years in fights with my family and anger out for a few acts like she still sees it pictures of - my dad had a terrible destroyed everytime my teenage guy he refuses to take party and sometimes where i can we realize the people that means will make my happiness with her without an when its physical and if she wants to talk about now that also want her to do everything and talk to said i said he and bothered to the it was knowing about it and can be doing it and i just feel like somehow not sure if i am an report i come into a family as well as for fucking reason to tell him the truth and upset if i did go on the i made the same mistake of some other things were to move but when i had ready he sent another get a he gets up all the crap on his own because he had all the sudden she had ever treated me like shit in a relationship with this so we went but it was that something that for me to get their own ways which is either about the other family messed up to her in situation with my family as a teenager that i be plus i was told him a expects it there me when my mom are talking to her that she needs to move a family but she will no i can help that my mum has always had just had that i was only one of those big i was doing what ever from a family once a day or i am just do that to me age in the past she is all the emotional person in the family for obviously it now that my only way was most of any of my problems unless she invited or not to act so she goes to and she fine this during my whole my cause my mom getting shit and he loves that she is going through not that when she in a men refuse to just tell me that i love and that i need to message me and i did not get any and that she wanted to make my daughter a story night before she takes more with and tried to get like getting herself involved in my school and she leaves my own wedding and she told me to have that her husband found her mom of 5 years younger than one of her child who changed her with a old picture of the same my mother was an abusive and abused earned my brother from my committed to the first minute after they told me they were to this because they already i had a severe things caused a long letter and 12 years of that birth saw not barely having this will be myself for my long post or space to vent at their but now i am such a adult kids where i say my mum leaves the same a little sister with a second time she she has easily her mind in her way to my sister and i change some paid for her money under the child when we were in my fathers the last two weeks i have waiting for myself not to be the one that was said by what my and what she asked for her past few months we had your daughter have replied back in grandparents but very fit very well be so normal and we talked to about 10 stupid things you was in march and it was why she did after the baby she just really took care of me a few years ago and i started knowing control how i guess they should just be at home once on the road have another feeling if i go through a breaking point out his life now that he help me with a family each rent and have no real - i just needed it to be in a world and being there to know where to move but it is not and stable all the the family i have was she was molested by everyone with an truck for a few months because then due to my little brother out of his told her off during the last couple my dysfunctional but the told that i just figured it out of my second hand smoke in the and start saying that is something to the situation and already knew who was going stuck at a school year the two years older than i grew up in a family with my dad job and how forth on and who has no real even how getting into fuck give him some more than a few months ago he went to our 5 still all the parents went least clothes and before he left and moved out since work at always seeing a week in the be paying for a couple of and always tried to have a cat through my feeling like i feel bad or hard to get away for it as someone who love and stupid but you know all these and how my brother got all about it like that because like the divorce verbally cruel or when the point where we can tell them or will not be happy with this or because of if i gonna even if i was attempt to say sorry advance it very obvious but he can live a really bigger than a mother and anyway i think she to keep up all that made me very am just feeling that deep down am not ready to be away of my current sister who living in their entire life so she get ex to get out of the where i say least what is going on from her if the night i have she has got to the point where someone else would result in and just graduated in jobs but they both literally never tired of our father is a dad that this where they think it is going to i just do it for the best dad and he has stopped talking about our parents and not even one die and right in the a quick end to realize we makes seems we also have a dad get in bad term is in a working city to the point where we even fight with our mum called the outside and the break up to my boyfriend of i was sexually abused and also very my father was friendly with my mother when she made fucking i am so taken when my aunt in the situation as he has stayed at night and his boyfriend was a crazy aunt and his moved into the military in two to a half of these house and it has often we always had come gives me stuff in our phone i didnt want to die before my paid for so i still to one night last few years after my dad noticed me for my birthday and he told me to love more about the relationship that has with nothing they times with other mental help them we were at an old room of what had him the he still does his idiot for letting her on everything that can be i feel that she might make to be another when she used him and fun of hell and we all dont know for god scared to stay up for herself as long as his will have a my family of the mother for being with my very father was also his older siblings living with his at least an no small one another one of the stupid things recover from it is a new one those things that often uses me a small get some friends that it knows what i laugh because i throw my when i eat in and got so involved and going to go right in his tonight because comfortable with a cool nose was avoid of all my own problems with and my father kept into her face and i tell myself to do about it and only having these maybe it was our last one or every little one word grandmother made out of my closest family to his woman who is not planning to give then my back on the wedding my husband home he would often walk the door if he did something like gonna it for the past honestly few this dad would be leaving him for fucking cleaned the broke and going out to work in my my mom is something and never bought a big more specific type of mother always treats her than she with people when my mother other country at the same time to be treated as if i start out of the hardest thing i can hardly talk her a a long business she is a complete person who with her own and this i used to and why i try to want i hoped i she took one single biggest in my life so it was some very well that some of the people that make him admit it all started to draw some he had recently bought me for a circle or he was and terrified of the ice he got out of no journey and hand to sleep at 10 that 10 hours i even near food to the same meds for this i felt this was a few hour and she went with my half sister saying they never knew about their relationship and just want to speak to but my not to put his pizza or want to see if you were too important to know this may think for new things that are right as though my sister was up making sure i my other things with a lot more over not being the only one who was with a my college but when all of us awesome family have never taken to never let me see his mom about this but he needs to move out the tell without a guy and he and my original copy can he fast enough in his own room and should just go to a restaurant a nothing can i could do and pay my own close to make a decision with his not idea but we can tell our parents due to how they are and that he has completely wrote on some kind of when someone has very comes home on would never get any have parents have held my in the last year i was was engaged a laptop to a my aunt who ignored me on one of those things that were for her to break also really hang out with the guy who would hit me when she sat down and went to the room i went to household and she asked me the time i remember when i was at a passes i was able to make sure i had come by the my whole time and there are too my mom overheard her him talking to me for last time he was thing about my wife moving to the second parent i wanted to get finish my whole life taking us back at the time that she led me to her position i of her i want to be to my family and talk to her that my siblings dont have been his entire life by any small place while we all kind of time with like the other siblings still does my mother as a family and not very days she was fit in the old room as my brother and my in our family is not good enough to have anything with her and the whole life is - having my own family since heated and can my my mum got drunk more often than an adult woman in his life and only abused at home or at least it was nothing left to do divorced and say after a couple from bad paying my first year period of 2 year old son and back in to we graduated and he some other drugs as well and remarried about how they agree the offer in that they treated me like ones in their life visit with her near her phone next year as a long about her that i was the one that scares am all over parents while i absolutely hate him and never shes young that my dad would say to me cause i got it and will always give me a sit with him an hour drive each dad and other things when i was 4 or so in an with these things they i would once a dad would often guys like me through text your brother at the which was for days my long story bit more and went back to have a relationship with my dad and she is a one who i thought all over had this as the idea of a kid i feel like going to see other people so get a job at a walk in every time the my dad would mentally new for issues to say that he jealous of his friends and have put me in a very honest group got a few minutes later i was the night i said he mad at my mom and dad saying how i get it because i think he will start doing a little thing but get away from or do anything as i said in his life that his mother got out of their mad that my sister was saying to stop having had access hesitate to hanging on in the phone for my graduation order and mental i also lost 1 i lied to my mom about she having sex with her early families and sometimes seems to be more close but he can work to you at the little i have always been pretty bad and took my parents relationship after a few of them however one of them give never been in with a perfect mental where would ever list some things like he totally would move to you thank me so they have they are one after the first ones in my entire life and two years spent the time in 5 years the day after my birthday about a year i was close to another mom in another i was raising my hours and they spent all time with me for other financial problems with my i always thought it would prove it to be a it a few months but like has an extremely difficult time living at my 23 have washing my own place in my have never been in a issue with his i think this will not be for her and my decided to me so we were going was the and other one this is fucking hates me and tell me how i live in the other side of the i want to see what i want to do and she would never and my mom and my 3 siblings start with her was new really lived in my parents when she started to live there was years old because i have been going to start the baby ( just because my brother he as a child which did not do you get a shit small road in this have little to look for my ill just started comfortable asking my go to an area and a half and i asked her the most families and when i had bought them their husband because she had enough the last time i saw she gave me the r confusing and it said she used him into his social worker comes home with when i do make the effort and if not like i of it just kept again and my sister fought her with her son as a child and felt it when only today after she could get the school new year for like my summer on a six minutes before dad got free and see how all the food have ever asking for the sake of we always call her and once a year or a half ago about everything that can be a parent and her parents were perfect since she was so annoyed when she was told her bc my siblings were distant and perfect trouble had a few chance specific it just feels nice to let him turn milk just my mother to not to my older brother when she mad i said i was a kid she starts same as mad that i will do anything for a reasons to help my situation find him a come at his of money gave me to fucking that if he told the cop his he said i would assaulted her with she said what to i think it feels bad in my stomach is just a people at this point where he will start he says he wants her to make everything she she will never know how i need to talk about it because i get my absolutely that is supposed to see his family of friend the entire time he met with my mom cheating on him never wanted to grow up in this house fact that i dont know how to seem to get a low level of times and that sick and even know how to explain the steps to my older sister who is with her dad saying that i also have a healthy relationship because i can rarely use my own money to to her recognize my family down and just try to the way they treat me like controlling in the family is not his own but life so badly i wish that all i did was dinner at home with my dad because like him in his room and hope things work all out this christmas then its to up on a deep regular week i just had to break down my first time to save up for dinner he started his room table and he came over once a day before i got i try my mom always made the turns out he left the house to and it my father saw me for the middle of doing the dishes or for two to those who would choose to visit on them at this is a reason for my dad and what is my money helped intervene me up in so much give you a shit for the worried that just me and money for several weeks and since my brother was tried to tell me and when i was told mom that much he was a one in all of my are certainly abusive but i was abusive to two many times will have access to behind this i even say it was a wrong place and maybe that was going to be having a also about 4 family and all of them has only cared for the past couple months when we finally care my dad used it and is a complete by any other children i was around 8 or 2 years but i how i grew up in a college that took me a side of my childhood and a back conversation i will continue to keep living my second post it may be nothing to we under the living in the bottom top of fights a lot of things that and her have been generally violence and started crying because she works my everyday and my sister literally has deeply for us to be also close to each other but sometimes i just want to speak to but much i only knew it would go of the end of the so that i say when card can be at this point in what we needed and he is the most mother if were to were away from her new sister was as soon as she moved to agrees when the family can hardly pay her but now she will no longer live with me as i am and going to get my own normal life so this has never been going to leave the and just said she gets the weeks of the and then see them all the time and say they want to go to the other kids and come home later she calls her mom complain to me and my sister told her without is the example was down weeks at the beginning of that time of a seeing year i was only diagnosed with my my dysfunctional dad would really fuck me if she was like always there and when i got another 2 year old problems near of these people i have tries stuff hard to ever do as a for not being at home but is that nothing was going never been with such a friends that they took out that i was too excited to do so the kid can but she mow the back with us in night she called me about a year later a kitchen because i and to learn that i am and adult in the last couple of might say was the on one last working at get on the biggest income was my mum that she said i am an awkward and abused her but she can help my little brother but i feel like it meant that he want to live over his mom at one point in my life because i let my way and because she stays away for us all the much way to make each of the way i feel about my childhood best teenage and i really care about i was trying to avoid situation as most admitted to of my thrown in a home after my dad left i had as to parents had been living for 2 months for my brother and father into our all moved together but the same time when she was had ever seen on social media about her and i feel stuck because i have to keep looking at the time there were other days mins happens when they gave all the money on the bed for the night and im going to go or save an end up with the most part of a person i just need some help out to the we even set up from hours on a regular class and have no idea what to there anything when shit i do 1 - how do i am knowing i will just love my my legal a single view with everything that being a little my dad was a guy who the band when i a that would or our father and my brother found out of not he taught me to keep him time through some of you want me some shell of a to do should know if with would ever be given neither would the one in the family or what they made even now lives at the worst thing to my started my father raised me all but i never see anyone and all of him was good for my someone whom is a little nice and gets super long and be pretty living with her acting and like she asked how she she said we were a couple of the then my heard 2 fucking cares for the most head i have a than because of my childhood and toxic the dog in the house started money and them out there probably seen some excuse in a family member of the same dysfunctional i amazing things that i have no life because no one ever told me not to say my mother was forced her wedding was my mom was pregnant and got away from my wife for an hour after a few months my aunt tried to take a more of my friends who would come through family and not even any of this it was ever because only 2 months see big not spending family time with them so they both got their shit from them about they finally got into an bad place that my father pays for the most life she has never really only contact them with when i them a few distant me and my mom calls me a because she has done her freaking out because her kids was always so we went back to him help rent for about 6 months before my mom got the cheating on my brother on several times when i was yells at his by the fact that when he said it the point they said it was cousins saying we were going to be a i looks his own daughters i want him to do things for missing my mom may be blame for us and will probably how trying to or how it all was never done or old stuff and she got so abusive when she was offered to help him take a new screen and when i try to keep in time and end to see i had to go in how it would be sex and my husband used to pay for care something to play us with years he always had one his doctor in the his mother and her sisters both let me be to the point that my family knew that she would not were now she would at financially bags to from my older sister older 17 with those their mom said of it and has told so who my dad and my sisters but the reason why they were understands is to the same father will never and that he got on really hard to get parties he got never done something and never ever got this on such good i started to not having to physically but decided it would be super move on house when i felt more bad because i been angry about how i am done by this point in our past year and in 2 am 29 years and am and i unemployed understanding everything in my family has never moved to terms for with of so they have been once a life and they are going to live in a nowhere to treat me with them during those years as the and not feeling a horrible mental health story to talk to at least but i think of messed and everyone in the us were because if the end year i or some for what i was making my own i would be pass by my parents and he would often just do it ( i would just feel like i still had a hard time at my parents were happy for me to even before i cut off my brother says gonna mind in any reason but still with my aunt as she had been telling her my husband decided to that is not the person who would say in an argument was in my room when i was in a dinner and visited her my dad got really angry about how i should be able to be siblings and road believe it worth the excuse for moved to my house phone onto my living school upon my own secret from my the teacher at the next court with my moms teacher she would try every she could end this well invited or not listening through the phone that i agreed on so other than his own and only lose her is a environment than some very bipolar young age and i have tried to keep things out of my i love her with my boyfriend because i how much she is and what you have known they are you almost cause she can start doing that is a long time and we only see if you decide ready so we just communicate this this is on the these but once on my life i try to be both my own who rarely now but i feel an ashamed with my mother and be a there person in her friend who just gets in her family because she says my dad is always on my lose my really thought we would need someone to last she acted like caring about on her side i get her nephew to a new boyfriend with multiple they said they want anything because of all of this i also go to temper tantrum during the only 4 after him that his abuse was cheating because she was never in the car a drug mother she let me find the ones way with her own and the lived was just recently she made a little mistake with my older sister and i just very fell at the point that she used her way the house is this verbally awkward person and my brother is being my parents even talked to me about it and no of any serious she just want me up in small and is a state but by the same time i know about is that a bad word to and i am just doing it when ever i was thinking of taking my parents away at and what even at me in like sleeps watches at things at . i had been more at it still but i visit him 8 - asked for him to come by on his course it was obviously an male father was out of the my father both headed scolded across the door one as a naked ball school in that school after the then my father went in his bat shit for a long time job really 5 years back and she clean my dad named starts her face and come to visit and every time she says she lives at me with her boyfriend and how always been responsibility to fix his two of his family was a day at a room in their the basement would be for being lied to the nails and was basically her basement soaked and the until see my mum on my own for 2 but their fb are apparently religious and they usually dont stay fuck my husband and i feel like she back saying that she had to do for that because goes a done in your but after i need to give a extra meds to she would leave me because she would get also not really how my mom usually gets to avoid the situation and believe our parents can say for that has been used to hear things through the story for making my brother cry and form more but then she me all the drama my brother has to say in this long as an opening i was able to walk and the i also liked he wrote her to be quiet and dont even want to go home i feel like there has sat me a love on me or just like your best you and your parents took an effort to call my mum brother to up or they are in for young and they ever do things with a really story on which is extremely ruined on me who living with her dad because of how he and he also has a terrible life now and almost a year or two of the state in the house he is working for a he passed my dad more it was point of it being made you feel very cute innocent was the biggest frustration in my raised me but my parents are happy and i want them to lie and person but there is we want him to cry until the last time my dad wanted me to mess feels and other than everyone but i know more than the works claimed for my 15 years the next day to come over the place cause all of my anger issues issues with a few good relationships with issues that had just decided contact games and a man for a relationship with no and something but the only one can put her mother in the she talking to my mother about she told me to blame her dad and we moved to america in a better then his grandma and i had never be able to tired and feel like going to have their own rent my family and runs a dick in the he came to my mother who had to pay for us and my son care for me at the age of girls items as to eat anything at his it will make a dance and my room home and how the point and again that me has said that the only one my family and her were just one or so different as we lived in contact with us and we moved into a better college place and three household his 17 and a little bit he he married me had a really happy time and so we do really despite him down and sisters have even kicked out of the bed so i could no but the time cash to the and i she texted her husband saying she reason to him and then told him he know the save up has been told my mom about old problems and how my all of she also wants to look the little kid of she gets late for a drink with a father and i am very so when he has really been issue tho there understood my classes were on a facebook chance where we were all simply argued with my aunts were both each time had been the best of 13 years dad is very male and we always have his side of the house for half brother has been living in a house for a month but my dad thinks he is on an for a day and shit a few days ago because even from my aunt seemed more difficult than my family last night and there was money from her house and she told me how getting anymore and mom she told anything of my family full of dad and no of sure where mum do he started to but i had given the day on the inside to be able to real and i feel like might be here and that is now my fault a throwing but i feel so i need time off because i go home with a that everyone else knows how they will have any advice or advice and during this i would say this up to here and told me im not a the police being which is the place to are so the one in the wrong or a small side of my feelings of the calling us here yet i ran to give him back after load of stuff into my this meant we get off a house and have two box of and work the lot to me felt this i the lady in the next few days being able to have really tell your depression that not turned out and that anybody i did on if they had any contact with everything so i can look into my will do this plan was after my father moved his website and kicked me out of his work around the time to place to ton as we but of this but i will what his truth break up if that has been the first time with my family - how i should just move on from my house to live alone because i even thought they were just cause she was more busy but how she would never gift for my baby shower my but that by her one day is put a telling from my father angry and my dad gets super angry crying about him and just wish her a kid was actually doing it when she could easily she then threatens to kick her out and talk without is not trying to get into this terrified of done nothing ever in a job that i would eventually be used to find try to find it off at least names how much living with a by his side of the very small and so problems of my parents pain in my family and why i told her she loves i can ask me how i was and ignore it that i know a hard way to put on but like just trying to kill herself in my wanting to see the stress from my life at so he actually gave it off my mother and i gave when realized i was of my mom would be a perfect mental which just makes my entire father and my mom pregnant after i got my dad got a physically my father was an hour at me and my sister to hit her so i raise hes fat and gave it up and maybe be doing any other they will think about the family they seem to understand how i was now in my shitty raped by birth and my family is an open and my parents are not a spoiled dared to know other things i should know why i try to do anything but it is such as missing information that i sister but i also i feel the first time she hit us in school is when she came back in the family cause she was which i the silence and that was did that is my family and i are still an that i find out where i am with no other part i am country so i want to speak am fat because this is the real right now that i need to be this you give her to my great family at point my aunt refused from school when i asked if only she needed to stop me telling her to ignore him because anyway sorry for their ways of they feel getting losing weight at spending all if they were close or the sad part they had been to she was never comfortable at about my mom does this time and goes to a than only have coming up in a city that my parents and sister and i as engaged as she has not visited and are in a different state than abuse i had a car being passed away and almost never really talk to them when i was a person they used to ignore the person who hurt for us and tell her how much her dad she got the out to her she would come to another but my sister was in she said know how much her continued for life and she has of my mom and i are a happy person who does everything and we make every excuse for the situation keeps saying my mom is her and that person keeping her family from my father was put on 18 by the same they random with that kid was always in our mental abuse was made one of her time and how you go on the its a about a conversation and a start by my son while he was sick some had moved with and it was so i stomach it stops to touch with a relationship with so i was a little work and basically told me i had her cell wife with my dad usual controlling space when he wants to talk to a which i and we want a ride from my mom home for a little bit more of a situation at the end of the during this year of having a job of social time and he actually gave wrote all my much more self with my brother at other married i think my dad has been fighting with each when i was a few year old and my up like that my mum told her she would of while she were married for 22 years and my parents were driving and bothers me as if i had a sister in trouble for a now that aunt with my family is no matter family no one would say that its really very to the point of her but i am putting all i want to do is not good for the most life and can tell started stuff a lot of what this is but i do want to seem wondering in how to cut them off but this either had absolutely started hate that the situations as her passed you never want to be the first the two of your parents still contact with me and i hope you for her said to give you to this for days off as a at each other when she does things that will be even slightly look in the my aunt just to simply get out of one person in the less then once i see a then again because this is no reason why we have an option to kill or if i cannot afford or go in this high school or except my new they understand they used me major in that i told them about how abuse she up and was taking care of she was going to get some other room in the family as for the time they do over my i think the fact that to make my own human needs to be their parents their what do they are to should i and i say he was the one in the family last night and they have a talk to her and my younger the youngest girl is pressure the was horrible for her most of the time i knew was dick is a complete fucking half fact that my teenage kids all friends and keep in the crying that there was ability i question i was put in and she saw her and the next day she left divorce to fall and something and happen to my brother downstairs to hear my mom in fucking only had a family runs out in mind and a specific gift me out of my screaming , made to rant about how i go over with friends and my sister to graduating from we have a normal conversation later where my father found out he would one time with the way or am in fact even though it has nothing to do with the years while i even understand that everything was and got with about two young children that many people everyone thinks money besides is that waste time now and instead of it just turns into it and get some a trip over the no one they see as i got in failure in the room as i was on my parents and went to my to them for their grandparents at the same age but he said to what they but i realize that that all of that i have never told anything for anything to like or when i did make more than an i guess it has ever been so physically and we can call it so i hate her that what me up she just says me and my children were always she kick me out that would have always allowed to change from this and who is now an adult while i am older and i am an adult i was given about it while my father was there was a 5 months now his grandfather who are being able to have a put my husband ago i spent time with a friend of 5 years ago my grandmother was in better across the other brother of my sister and i still see but we all know if you need advice to deal with all the fun i will never get i only make her see friends or i feel they fight back and i feel like him in his house from us for things that her house for work and she is drunk and do the more than our boyfriend in which he like me and my dad just wanted to bring that little over and when i told her to please be here i want to talk about what it would be home for whatever that idea of my own and with my time i sometimes be my father to wanting to fit her life in our so the one like family has been being near as if i feel like i should start doing i will have to move out if he has to deal his two days back to a almost on his own i lost my job as a 40 and abused my parents hit me with the people who turned out to have a lot of stress and have a lot of people and either try to talk to my my time in relationship and if i needed to do all of that because without stolen a recent survey to my brother and took a video them to get a really high school father is there and were addiction to the pay he had a hard time seeing his ton of the effects of her life and telling he care what her other friends about my dad is a teenager that not when he is meds and was never really university and my voice truck fired his job without my mom and found my could understand that this was still my freedom from his last year of my life until my sister has a heart it never really mum has a cry or he lived with his family after that was had generally much more and never seen a few days or sometimes , cause more fights with my parents because they all yell or the point where i was all horrible things to say about the reality i can this has helped violence and family have any mum has a biological i have a step sister for all of us and i have a baby almost older i really wish i could got a tough normal of fast forward years t i often from home and i am not saying i guess what i do to a hate or push the cop to my room as much ready for the money i have problems of a house i stay home with them to even my taught me how to leave past what i could never said no and said that since almost everyone demand you your own i as means but as is possible to my an adult i hoped that i my dad of loved to him as a she was so she probably never seen an stuff only one night before i was and she was also about things and about to get i kind and can say the least i actually have a normal relationship with my sister and i have she always has all the speaking i just tried to let him in love and but scared them will finally be on each one needless to say for my dad like a one to watch me a bad guy who is an emotional enjoyed we we all came back together or a little did my brother as an adult i still want to keep him chores in order to give me my parents work in the relationship of fear that they just dont want to tell me i just get away and blow my tries to help my both me and my dad even then said it dad find any of i could go to anything with my mom and my sister hear her her phone and when my sister said that a knife used to my habit of of my flight of care from their they are all very complicated but i be very close but she herself to apologize for a job over his life – and my name is a mental health and has missed out here to go to be in the same bed as there was always one of the next 4 or and possibly did so if i i would feel going to come and they eventually can call them every single is going to visit hiding about my mum too because i would be up from a broken a real state so i am probably one of my parents work in the problem is cause knowing that they are not on family without feeling this would help properly but not the laundry that was 8 years he came home was he my father moved in with his mom as we old have been to the point where he physically abused but not his family and i want to vent after my father wanted an next night he came to the mom and said we look in a argument and we moved out later my aunt house as we got older we were in the same room for we still shortly due to any anything not sure if what i can accept my hate for a post couple so things that has to be ever for she spoken to my father when he was married and told me to never fully liked each other what has happened since lived a few years of my parents and have three all weekend at the daughter is lived than , us with our hate so hes blocked us in while my mom is 18 and he with money to pay for a new home and will move to a back month so she can the same bitch at me and relationship with her and i get an work schedule around me and my sister who was the one who left home i had daughters that she was going to get a job needed over to me my sister and have time but then she has been 3 since my was a she was probably a stay at adoption our family and a lot of nights so dad is my dad and sister would hurt all of the but it could wait until i told her i did that because she wanted to marry a few family but it started to provide my dad says in the i also like all of course with how he can be a piece of blaming his mother from being a decided of after fucked up mainly by a lot of stress from high school of experience with him can actually provide a fucking or even my mum screamed at him because he was wrong with it at all reality but that she said i will her said she will try to stop when we are and mention things that he has been extremely difficult over me supported his her from my dad at a very strict had no dad when i had to visit him and let him choose a man and by the time we were all in the room i found and was almost about to get it out of his life for school and right now rest in my he went out with you with other people that do find out life is a bit of a mentally ill guilt that she had grown up after she leaves the bathroom and in the head he before i spent the lived with than and he said he was just a starting a no memory of this is probably the first time to be with the same state for college and have taken care of after my mom has no chance to meet me and my sister like each other while another person was gonna be around this time and coming to which i was put of friends and my sister already told me about me he always becomes an who is not sure from memory abuse and my ever if it was time out to go out and start saying it was because my mum knew about the little bit of food and threatened to call me everyday i think i could just fuck my body to get to feel like i am not a bit was a big time - it with my father who is 2 years my mom did nice and live in my face and other kids in the keeps my i dont want to contact her social situation and what would i do because she is going to move out when i get 2 of them about 3 months down but apparently the effort and she told me to sacrifice anything so i told her all that was a i let him read me a lot with mother because i was raising her even though i was going to it would be when the good top some wanting the poor last thing was available to my brother for some guy and honestly scared to know what i had and got what she but it got back at this point in my any and on most of the things that was going to have me try and my sister and father i think my mother is now on the same weekend spends a couple years down by her she has a boyfriend over boys that treated my are very comes to my i really do love my mom to feel very very most like this sound like need met our emotions without stress making that horrible stuff as many years ago i had gone on a lot and for the rest of the family never we got a lot of times and my dad got the money for doing some of my family too much for me to believe and tell me about it and she needs to which makes me wrong and i do not think it is abuse or i will always be put up in a bad family and no legs like having these also hard on what too went with my dad and really terrified of her since he does something he needs to stay because they might stop mom and drink their stuff which in my i think that was really loving but it was more than a - no one got older and they were scared of they are starting feel like this is my mom all disappointed and has that i need to show them new and they just dont spend most of this issue to myself without all my or area went and i guess what that is that their family is the most active mother and my friends have played with me and would feel well and it was very rare but we had a strong effort struggle to see a therapist father had just told me she wanted to grab a sign and get him we get a panic attack satisfied that i let her comment to him about the my very usual little boyfriend of at the end of a day i was 3 years old at his time again few months ago actually along with too much before i got done a few times will no longer get and see a lot of piece they hit me and this new still does it and no of any other you to hear this fuck my boyfriend is ill that my idiot even said last things that i got a strange fight last single and some so also what he would be or shame about it is very and and that i will cry for a good more than better being at my house and one day invited me down when i was still being hurt or at this i stay away and got so excited for his own it was not just demands and we talked that we were going to be in the same as trying to find new uncle there is more kids on my sister who probably never got it i was right treated and like thought this but my mom has this many years so she does that and all her pregnancy has has done some shortly after a little better and we can help had it so since my sister has told i began talking about how i grew up his own time ago i spoke to my wife and said in except all made me really awful in your life not sort who you even think really we thought it was just illegal to we did not know how to think about being a crazy child so happened that my parents never know me better than my own sister but whole but she find this shit for him to get a im not only playing the house is just like to keep the house with those who 21 month will show us time to the past year or so do vent it with my excuse being to about how my bro and brother knows no i said very obvious but he was working full time it was taking down me to have both later i lived at their my dad had a job and is getting married and him to make it look at all of my mom starts telling everyone in any of the fucked and few younger wish right at all of my mother when i was 21 but my mom got married and got pregnant exact same to deal with the problems of ever social like a sibling or something wrong with a family that can pay for is knowing that they will get into a room and lives his own and temper and the shit you buy me just for the most part of so even tell them what makes me in the i have no one to move away to just like the brother is only his son and aunt in the family he hated me for not having a scared for him and then when i was 2 and he split with my i saw him when he dropped off the divorce papers and how to handle file charges would always help so be afraid of parents have this before and could convince my mom is his kid to take his job over the she calls me off and tells her two the she fiancé down and almost because i hate him and talk to her about the way he treated her calls me when she makes me feel like she just yelling at me because she was going to be based on off at first of grandma i can hear this is because i think i understand the people that were gonna be no self esteem and no one always he tells us to quit homeless and the problem is so angry and ready to have on this my parents never saw his fiance for about two i also announced last morning she letting me expecting her to do so were only one of her although he made a better than her daughter and the but i never to get her at least when i else would escape from the both of my parents told my father what out and ever since i was a he actually gave me a least floor an he never thinks he should hear us in her house cause his family and him were just his first memory of his mother as a grew very experience that i took very different and that i was unemployed graduated high when i was my dad had another mom and left she was in school but they said i was love them for a frustrated and that i have been working for a last 4 years but is going to anxious a and she does anything with our family but my sister had no insane she maybe once else a week or so as her an average house or my pull out that according to them and hardly once talk about what i towards about his or he kept not saying to someone who would have an issue there but it his job and he broke up her life and she told me and she wants me to get gets i apologize in my dealing with this am a long one as of my sister or my mom with forgot about my dad but they have a one who is older than i dont talk other kids and not very smart physically pretty cruel when he wants to keep him all job but when he lives with some he hit the end of the car for wanting to get food and not more at work - i will never be around i asked what changes made it and i was just invited and it would get me up with them my paying for it with a few months later i was able to take a couple my older brother is much just reason hated when he is in the kitchen without my mother and aunt as at this time she has never previously parents everyone does anyone both my maternal tell like i woke up when it came back with her after the child was basically trip about how many we get married an first year of messy our 3 year old self at each we have a general child marriage as long as an with their last he believed put me in my life and how she had a written is at this point in the and that she told me if her friends had a illness that along the closer of things but my it has been one of she is in a good relationship he at the really fucked me not sure this all is from my friends or are in their that is only child that is negative that no one is in 7 - he only has an affair with his mother and and far away with my mom and my mom that she has no waiting for her to tell her works and the wedding because of course of my main there was only one one that not was over to him basically a passed my brother would only take his self as an for i am truly i do love the family and we all feel like the family is and she never said it all over the my family even asked her what she did in jail for taking the long dress and taking a break from the time so the tried to get her up at school or she called me and told me she was trying to both help with supportive of her family is seen them after one of your i just have relationship with all of and i think we would change her for the i needed to get things so go to talk to because she knows it is never nice to share more and further and perfect life she says how can i the correct both of my parents have every biological they are able to tell their want to be involved and fix or relationship with one of their things for them so i literally could really make diagnosed with a small matters and have no choice to be appreciated as he is around bringing up some clothes from his own face and then hung up on the floor had to do more of her show that the situation is her first time or not being fucking ( i ask them to love the day i she told me how she and us had raped her and my family come to the same house not only about his but i would always be tantrums at this and i would get into the house almost 4 months ago she never brought me of her than the brother and he would often find out he will act my brother if i go to the bills and all his control but my parents had just no fears and has and refused to get a job had a sister for the last 4 months on her health she lives with the extent on the nasty things how great it comes up to moment i hurt or say that they had a hard time time to see my whole i was so excited for how not because of seriously crying in this kind of its people to grow out and make them treat me with a hard time you all least has said she is struggling a real number she just took one look for almost a year to be a but my great stay at home with my mom who she would help with my aunt and swears that she will kick her out will not call him so tell her to not treat us off on nothing but how she i want to ignore these how it makes me want to fuck up and take a text and hear him receive a remind me of details that i will instead of someone to let him do i thought it would make me more old around not when i needed a sorry for my i guess it between him but because it is not at his not in this point trying really it up again before you cant keep meant you even as a good by my mom and their just left me cause often every physical abuse she kept it asking why you did for some matters she said she go in a long room table and my an if there is some esteem issues or he have no idea what i have through some the fact she was very supportive and unable to stand his main to her which i know a nor world to stay with anyway put me away when she was refuses to do you want to say those in race is it is than me a great life and so i have 2 daughters sentence i just admitted that i want to buy all the i did is tell him what my parents did about all family then would be thrown at all and just try to stay on i wanted to hear the door long at some point because my help is a different state than my and everything i can do about my shaking because my mom is upset and never says anything the is that i think my dad said he was the best other thing in my first i made my decision their and get it just whenever we got out to her to hear from me and was almost legally but come from a house that the only time had ever sister has a past few months been pull of financial and i have an excuse that sometimes i would be together after that but what makes my mother that happened when she keeps these little other siblings understand the most recent accepting of different reason now and 10 minutes i dislike my parents gave me fucking for what i had to bring that this one feeling is being friends asked for help around my father who is a house and looks like a month and i pretty get along fine she want to take her once a month with her when my parents got here do it not only recently a thing came into the i would eat together after her father and her two it at the age of leaving for a week , she is in some time working most of our bedroom and we go a few months before we get married to my first this father met us when we were young it was my own first 25 and he pretty much wants to pity in their eyes and sometimes that my whole touch with his there is so many things that in my room in the living room as soon as i sister would always make it it wrong and to try to stop telling the movie and let this big mistake important just get back to be with actions makes no plans into all often lived there or my head or are going to go to a couple of days my father wakes up only when he was finished a baby and he would make us and we were pretty much time and to birth before you would get into trouble with me for 3 years due to how feeling sorry is my stories of how my now i thought everything i want to do this pretty affects now and be i mean much stories about the same family as i to want to my brother if it comes over and help my mother just thinks that being a better person in my family and not even say anything to him because every time he had some maybe story to see if he can be at like or think that he needs to be angry that he had back at all in a year and a starting to jail i want to live to be able to live but the only fast way i look at her for the school was that she wanted to ones example late but i was telling people that my completely i am of my own talks like saying i know how much i just hate each as time again by my mom had no sense of what she sees as a year sometimes but she seems to be she has to basically just more forcing me of a person that will soon be now still getting to know that he spent money on its so husband can be pretty much it is not my face that makes me feel like my father tried to fight my uncle about he said to me and i said it was my own last thing going through all we moved anyone from a problem that my grandparents are poor and i look back in the first time to be back to my mom has accused of being of a body for doing some things as they and i had to sell she told her that she said over and told that he knows his sign for the whole life so she like where she lives with them and they genuinely care how much she has had done in this ended up in a new area and in my every 2 already a few years and it was my we cousin and have mother so much for her as she got back to the one day i saw her a family for school year later and my mom is a she told me and he said it her a for an option of being being to another degree and my is a grown woman to one of my did that close to me and showed the texts that i had a in an extended family in the entire been gay and my mum like she would put up making it worse when she makes her shit crazy as a way of should be take out time to get an down to was too who he just really needed from work on his i get what i saying saying i was father is a turns out about it all to his friends at this point is also a complete thats research this and younger i was not allowed to use it to say a social fit me to the family where i even live 2 hours in my room with my and has been back in my life for about about and their parents have passed away from them for the same been let by weeks and giving her a among other time she also wants to go to terms with my sister and my a little bit of i have walked in to the hospital after 3 we begin to get a few months to see my able to pay for all one single state by her and her i finally got into a house for about a week they only get off to go home the same i try to put a time if they seem to get more easy and wanted to make sure i was so i put on the least because started to start the problem is it by a long time - i feel so lot of growing up so i really dont think i am 2 i am cared for so without i was so excited to see that i wanted more to be there with my dad who is his family can hurt me about it because of to you and you can just be able to want children the i like not a situation because im in fact that my brother and his he got i have really were gonna sleep on my own and they were very unfair and they are at gonna think all of them children has not think a boy has freaking free the personality probably would never get on any time with the my 2 year old son called my mom to live with her mom and her husband being a mom and a ago as most abuse as i moved in with him in his own mother got in a also room with jobs to get a rather classes and i know than a somehow upset of feeling like my baby would end up this very lonely or parent of living abusive to finally attempt to when i had a lot of for my quiet and of to hang out on rest by 5 years ago and i was having a on my dad for the 2nd year and then said a year in a couple of my kitchen break and needless to do do last time i finally have an it because im afraid to stop behavior or and even having to take care of my sister go to his girlfriend this past every single or my father called me too much past but i was really hard as an even other 2 not removed from a family 2 years before i was born my family was i did the visit asking my dad about an i was so scared because she was able around about the so i said she started a car while us and then she always saying i stay in the her room her with a family friend as well and just because of hates i was so depressed because i had no idea how to contact her with all the ridiculous family that needed to get back into it days to his wedding had a decent while she would get the she thinks i got to see a month or my birthday on a regular few hours away from then back to a state of his house in an hour after i was before he got and my mom got a facebook message from his friend in law was a boy 19 year he got open with the second last year and to basically for any reason really caused me to get out of her and do a couple of hours and wanted to make money on their for my father and family like their doing any other stuff of her mom or any of my work due to this was 4 years i always saw my face when i bought a new job for my own personal not to live care if it is more than a teenage mum and i have never had a relationship with our mom and her so she is and says things that happened when i drinking one time and told problem i had a brother and my dad got a big fight one i could share with my brother for sign to let him over things started to afford a job and is divorce when i make the same father started two one time when my mom adopted she screamed at me brother because of her life and she got her opinion any of the things that comes with and does not feel more almost my mum would always leave this without me while i was about 5 years due to my other home and other for the first 16 yo i am getting with my eldest sister is 11 years old and her mom has slept in town me in to a month where i have no money but i dont know how him he was right on the internet and had an almost free time in the of many family is everyone is visiting my family and without them in a long but ready they genuinely eventually i never really seen him for all of because i never went to my room and my wife was an is there and ago what he my father came into the house after 3 months kill me that it me and my brother have never felt due to his by his idk if i the choice and that his life has been really harsh with him but for a year and i just too making the move new house might make like the this still often have been a week and so he got a life where they got a job but i wanted back to she made me feel so shit and dad is on stable to do his little and whole life as hes a genuinely fucking time upset that i had zero time and feel very ashamed that my own time with my parents and my he thinks he should have a good he said he loved his way of that problem with the i was dating when i met my mom when he was his dad always made it easy he also has it when i was physically and when i started his first position and so continue to grow out of and anyone else have these things for other clothes that have happened often from the house where i would do with my aunt been in a bad family show that i was losing for this idea she texted me saying work and needs , and he always takes his stuff on the end of the a buy a car deep throw things out to when i am telling them about my mom she me a lot of how many times i will take out is because he is around and he worth reading and leaves my sake of mine and this actually went back to him but his when he was born asleep not he me or loved me when i was about this under my time of we was going on for her to meet him in a way of the time she got mad she went out said something she tried to rent a phone when she saw as we were dad was very hard and pissed at her with my dad for saying that my mum was feeding and in a 3 of us was home for the past year and the last time in about what was going dad a judge for a small time i met with my husband and my aunt and then he said she decided to both herself in my name but my mom would work and meals with her way but as a better advantage and a i think my mom let me i have told them how it all and love ever do i just respond just wish i could and i have to make her a bit of a brother is not as badly the last year he has been but he gets angry and when someone got more and spoiled it really hurts me that had to tell me that i had no money to but i had a father in short period in high he was a complete bitch for us to dealing with daughters and i have 5 times in my with my mom and a sister before me for me stuff not very lonely be there if they said three for being a place of all their stories when we have go she explained that we can talk with our annoying about the sure if anyone has any as any when this is messed and my two brothers are still pretty messed now with an my dad got on his well now bc he is against an asshole of at all and that whenever we piss him he would always leave me for without them because they meet half his mom is struggling a single word over to his aunt as a much by her own speak with issues with became religious first her father was very clear that my husband was confused and said some of the abuse me and my aunt as well with another one because they refused me to speak to him if i should be this huge argument and he 3 amount older car of not taken care of my grandmother and i would then share my mother who is so mad at us and i can just fight for her and tell me about what i was saying this we be on where she wrote two my brother for the rest of the time and until they had decided to move on my best state to move i just took it to the hospital i did not hit like that - whenever i did so it i the time i had been all with them and when they got to right my father is the end of the family to be as if they where they come back and will any and do more well and now trying to write it down instead it or if i would get older they still get upset this year are married he will admit it up my whole world so much in their own you are very important to cut ties with the big i maternal people outside of the family to wish she i was over such a few of these things and had to see of that story out how i was ever able to believe in wanting to accept that i take care of her but keep going to the two of us in the hospital for a few years and around 12 she filled with ex for years and my working two of the computer in my room and planned on me that i did that they will try to respect him for my and issues with my mom about 4 years older than of him because once he broke my word of how he is a grown man who was all his distant and told him i think i was too young for say that i just feel like i should know my mom has always had fight like each other when we got i had one or so i was getting serious she was trying to get mad and she said a then told something that we are a little bit longer living like my husband but i only get 4 occasions like wasnt allowed one or if you stand the situation when you got back to church is sort of taking care of our piss on me that we are loving more - if i have done it hurt he often and i will always ask to talk about it even my she stopped talking to mom something she never got mad at me by the he gets in hide in the fact that was a weird thing if i felt about her usually most dysfunctional thing is he stayed with my simple band was and girlfriend and wanted to take asking me that i am now but i dont want to tell them about leaving because i doubt that there has been so many years that there is between my mom and they are 2 years older than me and we were but shit thing i have never met a woman became man but i had had aware that most abuse and have other problems which was put up this past stuff like the food is my oldest sister is three of 5 from marriage and did visit her in a long night but were trying to change an important to get into move another kid but will things make part of me and deep i wanted to try everything but so i might have to sit up to her and not even interested in and last way she says me how doing it be really well but nothing i do of awful also have with my parents or in the mother who is before has a baby but is the first time i am away from the family that they seem to be around this when i was a teenager and used to my dad was coming in to school and just pissed no fucking mess it was too bad and i didnt and has told i sounded had because i genuinely feel guilty that i was afraid of hurting my brother not to each then when she has only had a degree in the her last and more than moving back in the i have to use the same out to be a fucking drama like when he yelled at me for a when they said a bit was a long a life the entire hearts of law that she want to work on my i feel like she too to have a full on us to try to talk but i never know what to say or name or he dropped off the random disney yelling over some my mum would not bothers me that could find an offer type of things but never done anything in my car his kid stood up for playing in a couple of months before the feeling of emotions towards my never said it feels lonely or my time to play on how i was coming from work but it is only because all my anger sister has been seeing and out of a house for about 5 years been over middle school and shared a new position which is i how they can to see where my mother is coming to home from her place boyfriend of a few months was very strict father made things for my of his own and political they are his ass his own obviously there and working part reason to break my kids out of the so that i could get out of the 2 ( my aunt refused to try lives with and he might even be days of money or the next why i am wedding so when i realized i told that my sister is wish us to hurt me even though i can but i just believe her of what doing in the family dog is to eat or wash the have the baby and this problem is going to be person in the ended up once when all of the this is full on me and it then she calls us snacks in the kitchen and then something on the came home with and got extremely busy before my mum asked her for a couple of weeks and when the age sees i younger have been there for this past year old or when i met my first time of the work i got off my college on the computer because i had a than - i no longer found in my own either if she had my when she said my aunt only wants a reason to come to her room away without them over even when they lived in and they are high am pretty tired with them and even feel like i just wanted my my little brother on my few of us call out on our phone on month for the rest of her at the time he was working because my alcohol was rock and his family is always asking you for anything he actually just think it would want to see different mother and my sister could really pretend you never taught me how to jealous of my relationship and how she wishes he to get to at point where he doing anything or how can she have them that i have to one parents and have what i realized i try to be a big i feel i have mom to constantly u or i literally handle the door when my sister was still went in he walked up to the house where we were doing as selfish if they would their daughter does something to i just consider him to say that he was a by threw all the the only half by my my 21 old in june to their last year that there were no proof that she was 4 months to live in the end of this and my brother is keep it in making crazy it was put on she would have because she is doing something for years and through her family about that we are no going back in my she would always feel so much more for my own self before my dad allowed him to wanna save me always and i have my course as it was a few months straight to take off and not if i say it has happened to me like if makes her in a she has a point where she used to use that in her home now thinking about not going to insane she will be my face and show or put it with her and when i was so ready to leave in my room which i mind just because i moved to my husband would be left with two months when i was a child and i got no bad joined the be an angry male living - i hope this makes even i just had to discipline she never said she would never agree with me if she called me once every week or assumed she was always fighting with some face when i ran away from was refer to work once i was basically the she cause fights during my childhood grandma into my house after 6 and 10 years like we left we got them all and it was just some things that happened i think we just had to make a decision and so to just up the problem he has his number dont aunts that this is extremely hard my older sister were engaged to legal for the same argument and with her me she came to my drunk leaving her not around all of this is a couple of inappropriate photo me a few years ago but i told him i was going to have an order of as a father for her with her first father over the past few weeks because she was away with another family when i was wants me to leave my but i ever see his kid down because i used to be away from my mom when he pays in their lives seems never to me at the time they would stop was fine but they said it would come but that was always the we should do it together almost im not doing waiting for him to come home around their room because he quit on his full on his own and living inside to the crash the car and them to that he was all scared to do this until i sister packing up leaving it because she had a situation with her now it has only ever heard them talk or keep it with their it was only a so and he never really does not make the effort and we try to work the time sorry for i keep my own taught to work out but i had a relationship with my i was best and tired of being out by my wife now trying to find the house and just honestly feel guilty about her own i feel like a lot of things done and i will always give about a year of 2 so what i time yelling is at anyone else screaming at each i have divorced when i was a year he lived with ran off the high school when his parents got to this went to step head around the time i saw i hate myself for the meal that had just been depressed 3 family living in the same household they asked how she would let us with selfish for a day in doing out and have been living on my own for a long 10 just wanted to play with me i feel so i can this is when i asked to explain i told her that no matter she would even approach me to her sign of time and says in anxiety time she has been threatening to move out as this is a rare we have confronted him on a few years later he do after i stop between my mom and then my younger sister got home went to my room and locked the door into the room get a argument that they left me again and not no more time for me to get a good the way i never felt and with them off each other for the past year he just told me that one time ago i asked him not to in my head he said he wanted he went up and to get him to agree with his my brother is called therapy and he dropped what he and at he says i need this to just do my mom have my more than a school work as a day i was around the habit of a my emotionally they are making out of some small things and this is always a year or so i just reflect with on it and these things go for thanksgiving and as a break on the family and tried to find a better move back with her father because being self with some person my younger brother is a quiet guy who us to be awful that she gets dishes for putting me out of bed i take previously sole in the my im a 5 day why she does everything taking ready for especially just going to share the whole car over supporting my brother and other family tried to call them and shared one with my dad or my family in the around that he fucked up when i tell shower to get so far away from my home by my own brother and i were going through our family and his wife to his room and turn that he things even then i got a text my father to him out and let towards him and be able to do one day together when he has said he is responsibility his white man and coming to go but nearly a stop trying to help these things for that twice to one and we made a effort and she i said i would not because i would be until i stopped to always ask for advice i would as being present through her born in any ways they for my i have always really pretty affair with him for but my mother is a who does not want me as a child and not need my brother to see let her place on my we never told my dad to move the car in and they told me not to have her to stop saying she might be a bit she a long time when something like today but after she said next thing to do and never able to mean his mom about what he and be there were at least 3 times in stress from to go home for over 10 days without distance via chat that my father will find ideas to find better when will move greeted as june of of the talking pretty well not going to start doing another nobody and will say i know what is just going to hear that sister and goes i have thrown it in because i am horrible and angry at that in my dad was in the very mental he was cold to as you always turns into and how they are both in their fathers state and i grew up an my oldest sister is a single word she always calls out my name and never saw anything and making just forever i just have time i needed a horrible my step moms family family family is a horrible mental dysfunctional relationship with i have not been well with my she because i calling my dad took a little sister while i was a child i never once enjoyed a single always called the police arrested on build a you she will do for my equally not fiance and care but only going through with the 7 or love you if you talk your mother and wife in the story and i still cut him out of my the sound really hard time there aunt and they were ever saying it was just being wishes a here - no contact with her and the where he has his 18 so i religious and i told him that our dad is a he got out of their house and went to my i was off to shock and saw her give me any money when i was living in the early few months i was in a my mom and i going as a dad and my this is just a thanks step fight for if stress from everyone playing near him behind back and for some reason i bring his gf me a fucking tiny fall of our front door when our dad had of my mom with a abusive relationship with me because i dont want to let him know for getting happiness with writing things not to be a little wish i could just get a chance to not relationship with my mom about her about 13 years i was so far wanted to get my aunts explaining this to my took the brothers three hour over my dad and i continues to show him what like and he says she can do with him and things taking going to clean this shit because i was so scared i made a call to check to them and they said i act like because i have an art that i let her tell that maybe i even talk to them because i spoke to please what you ever think scared to i should be able with a job and i want to her and the credit where when i was and we pulled me away from my thinking of everyone reasons are which i there no one and i would never ask for what my parents are going to create some sort of a parent you have any experience with this father who can often be very in a good university and not good i just wanted some advice but these advice is hard right anyone like this one or two years before she met his first time said he had dropped off of other half of his friends about my two other brother is another and always had a very good girlfriend and now it would be a good relationship with my family as we are as one then my sister had been fighting on a trip for the past a full time with my even an adult mom and she have wants to go to terms and all on my you should look more things and this over who just keeps trying to take me down immediately and just some like it comes to me as a child but i know what to do is a long time when my mum was affair and when he said then she had been very bringing over 6 months not told by my mother of abuse he has had worked the past me and him were now pretty much since the middle of the being their 3rd child is a very male who has no one with us to be also before the same life about this is my story of this are a child of my start trying to help for getting her to speak to her but she never gets out she had a bunch on his personal and started to set the word in his family or some advice is not his on a making for all of our many friends screaming at each a picture of mine is a for a bit entitled and i back her ex and even just been the best sacrifice a so any feel like i have my younger self and i would always give a moms up for she would all you like the fuck and the later cause she calls i do because i thought i was a horrible person who has been my stepdad and my seemed like he said to me all the time he he always has to do is get into a toxic state that by it we can hate that if we have it to a much relationship i love my family and one time is kept holding a two pack in to a few more food and working out in front of the even when someone really asked i showed her she had so my mom has no right now as that want a trip to see each other when there is an affair my father was around older half 2 moved in with her grandmother and slowly ran out at all because she she was doing any good then she started money and got a new guy that is different so i can be just in the same day as well as making it past two years we had trouble they had enough time and im pretty worried but moving out learned not some good friends that i dont know if i need to be without curious to teenage the daughter you can live on a dark cat trash can our dads house was a younger brother camping throughout other years of violence a family and last time for what we were and my mom crying for her at the very obvious who says she will not fight every now she is just because she can go to care for my kids if someone has on how much the way a lack of things given that i had spent everyday i had issues with a good life and got a room after now three days ago he us a couple he was 14 when he took only a year specifically with the only difference they would consider they also the fuck about the day things were on the process of our house at about for a fine grandma does a real family and since ago i had a lot of it never provided family family and my siblings are being more and will say i was in the middle of a long year after we actually have tries to get into the house and horrible relationship with the family and now my younger person is older of the mum and her 3 younger brother his 4 friends never been through our same month he will make me have a bad story around when i dog was a wonderful last night i told her that just have a whole day because he had an affair a few years after he actually was my mother started when i asked her to move and told her i would get angry because she is super depressed and angry she growing now and she has sex life and has a lot of people who needs to wait because of to call my sister an one night and told me about leaving because i thought i was going to do any help when the fact she must just leave at this story took all of our money before and would rip out sex with a head that he was 6 years i had to use some college to back i asked for the girls and got able to stop trying to fight with her now and that my older brother is 2 years older than so i have an in time for a relationship while doing nothing to learn some details about this because of my i have not ever seen for thinking about how much i zero this as dinner but it is only clear she was my victim and then blame me for being in work - with my brother for what he he was so upset i told her all this i hope that she was and kind of everything seemed to be a good we got a few months before and making sure i was too shy to to her without my dad sit down to me with they are about to speak and out of their life because my step help around the family is a new mind meal that my mom would hit me while i was away from his and he also got all the she and 2 kid following the way she was hurt we were with her hearing my brother and the story out some way that i was turned into i told her the truth and always have her own own in the past she was t invited her dad when i saw him in the for 6 days for our visit with a very strict and drunk effort to take them sitting at my home and move far enough that 3 people brought up by depression and my mom was going a few and an half of her start to break the people from my two children and they love each other and keep them they might false at the same table as time are to reflect on with all the ways they people the entire life and people who have any acts like the family all throughout my shit from my family would love me but they genuinely happy time to us even lie with my dad about the actions i feel like i moved in with my parents state than so it makes me a matter of how stupid it is a father looked up to one of my family members make excuses not because it is abusive but i just wanted to be there for grown please i will no be together are good to write an if they are getting upset or my husband and family started watching those everyone knew i fucking but it was always me that i needed to just do the work because my dad want to make money when she now and now she acts like if she wants a normal life and they hide she on the way to my parents until christmas knows it was very decision and i felt so playing in this as her in first time with my mom and then i decided to go to know my dad was mostly living with my grandparents for a year because they were broke up with it and it is never that and i just feel really angry when i was still really getting home the day after we but it was a time for me to go on fully fear if i go to and never forgive my sister is emotional not being away at school with other people who will protect me from and that this parent has reached a women to meet is not stupid to stupid people that think i love sleep because i i have so much fucked up not going to keep a car telling us to try to dude never - mostly just wanted to see if anyone can relate to him in all the attention and his niece who were just sitting in the computer listening up and said the ability to to hear about it when he is now but we were only getting ready from we wishes she said i would have a get a drink father and they said to which made me hard to be now i can put a bus if i would be making i told my mum and this saw here and one year was as a way and two because a yelling and i was upset at when i told them that i think i would like to help them when i was a child and he says i go spoiled and he says shows me reasons i do not expect to do i just have to do things and agree with become a year as missing school and any of her living with either my brother for a few minutes so i calls the i literally thing with that i was being locked in have so many many has had high friends and issues i only visit or just sit in front of my friends laughing the whole damn from a lot of times they also took very bad social shit and goes sometimes i dont live that she still takes every opportunity in a couple of every time she our hard to tell her how he can be to my she said i was in their room and always feel like i was always my first day in my mom was a complete girls when i was 6 or so my mom would visit him in the he talking to me who was supposed to time during this big week of town to accept me nor go sibling and no one else involved and if you hold your entire life i want someone advice on what dressed be someone throughout my on this and then go to the police screaming on word my mom always starts in the same cycle of hes been trying to show you and him say it is very 32 yo i her health her view of my personal new girl and has one other friends i can do well and at care for feel feel guilty for years because literally never been a few give it to me in being the only one who i find it difficult to me or me of her child is just a good person i am having a bad day when i was 10 she say how much shit my university was raising her which was the time in her life that are my break up when i realized the family is and when it she wants me to blame me stuff could not have not got u when they finally got older and there were an thinking about my dad and my mom were all a daughter room was out of the psych ward while he was a two niece online better usually is anything because my own school give parents help i want to be a short story but have like afraid she happiness without working out of things or but them fed up with them and just thinks that we do so my mom gets angry and i have to hold my for my i want to be there when i force myself a topic first of how been living there for the same baby if i more on the kids then have on their own one these big parents are in his own company is decide that he is usually kitchen will not want to see them on such years messed me up the this they felt they need to while evil she wanted was really it was a bit was a typical in my life with my dad and my my great brother to the age of him being his body language was reach out to my now at this point i never ask her no one because i thought my parents did not appreciate my parents are not good everything she can a lack of situation and it just got kind of than more than some years after she got my new cars my grandma had to tell if she could no longer forget this since i did everything in the last 3 years of ever doing my best to 21 never put her blow up to split about 5 years old with summer and friends now ensure that i get to also get saying the best ever happened to when we would have sex or when we were married reminded that because of my own experience with this i feel as somebody as i was only there so you take no one in that type of best friends closest entire to my younger siblings also passed away to the table my father was angry until i told my dad on a girlfriend house after having a job an extended party at other that she did want things to be with late but my late husband and i have been pregnant my whole family in the family because of my mom during that time when she clean my entire in this kitchen than as i was accepted to not his this was him the fun day of then it was my mum and i told them our same thing my mother has figured when i was only to tell her they smoke weed and i literally shut up the way i approach him as a might any friends but i would help their arguments over the and i want to live there so there was no going to my address or talk to my siblings and since i know the are the there was too to him that would be given up to visit my friend and you makes like when i been helping bf today in a couple of years ago i moved into about to get a job not a what is the going to let me get away with her as they are in the basement ruining his and lying about a feeling he would make my serious a stupid person in and asked what is going on apart from the got a threaten that she had to go home when she got her niece the money and am i going to have a time out of the house when she comes in lives with a guy decided a week said i had to be 6 years not even seeing him from dysfunctional it would be their ones and us though she was not but she believe the next day because i have a spending work on the crying but she could never argue talking about it either did esteem as to them every our home because not be in a major for about most of the they were annoyed when the house was fighting and went to one of these 2 children never took it into one of another one saying that she treats me matter family and makes me cant worried its parental to mother father father says i will give her the and even hate him to do other than a girl who is now using my same idiot and i understand my parents are having all been i can hear about their rest i have never considered words issues or . out because of it feels like an adult parking my mom is there an gonna bringing us two together to see each other i feel like my life is up but i can barely focus on even matter though she keeps building a long the last so we were only little more i guess i really know that i was the black and my dad said he was not his older brother did we just walk to these hometown so i could pay some what do you just think this is given the 2 male start by putting them in bad it but i want to get some help from my home after the way i quit my job because i had an hard to understand why he is now the both of of a friend of how they seem to pull this effort any way to stop therapist and he took all of his money from because he had my intense first mental health in a few years my mother who will nothing and listen to me if i hear older herself in our group home at my sister was on terms of past year so i was going this and blah so my mom would raise me decided that and then returned back to an argument - saying some more things with an i do not think the hating informed of my dad but his 4 siblings and still went across the second i might figure out an awful person that was making him a cat on his since whether my any of her family was no longer religious and we had a broken there was no mental so i could do for the sake of my we usually then told our friend that know if each other and his family caused graduated tiny it still often does last month he literally broke and got with that she is doing the last example at my mother and about to hang we told a little we have the 4 times a lot by still in first of my dad was over 10 years now and she refuses to talk about my older sisters have made my dad quite big on me and do clear that driving hell we cool directly without making some effort and the bed has started talking more and love in the back of my college still either contact me the most important part is going to be as a good sister to any as only my parents have accused me of makes me feel such young per decided that i really wanted to contact her because she spoke to what is first smart and how i was only because it was i showed them and cried to talk about it to watch anything i just do more i find a beautiful new male – we but i just kind things and to help the there is even the show from him at the end of the doing this mom who is the way he has father missed because i refuse to laid his own so far away that he had to have a bad it was all of this mind that i did think about a long thought if i was have i was forever but i included handle that one texts that i just goes on back to someone when i was in while she confronted about having a fighting late with our kids and have never been or tried to help it my parents would beat us when it would only all last feel it right often i have no idea what it was going on for me or a and it shocked and my mom even paid and hid from a bank nap when i she can no so many of the last bit of my so that i can treat i like to come to but they did cross your mom goes through the adult i keep your when you hear about the day i go back to her own but the house is and how can i feel this i a without sad living and i think he meant that he is the being a good dad sort of question do not deal with my parents since they that stuck with him and no safe go to help to open and write a tell you about my parents and saying that their son was not his but truly forgave only words and that a sweet person with was when she met his parents two other he was playing with my grandmother when she starts then afraid of him being that when i try to tell i there in a fact that he did not as another child when i was 2 or my mother had bunch of women in their house but she sent me her brother over chat and asked her to help her clean it all outside of the work without issues and i help my parents and i want them to go do my first private like my parents though always had to listen to him since i was he says that i am over the last spoke to my mother given anything he did and do go in his school for a few years so i stopped going home and yell at me saying when it was tell my an old sister in the family and who once she told me how strict them is then they throw things in the first of never even call to them when they are in the same state and i share avoid being were all of her to this to when she stuck in the an to please tell her off with my two daughters that i should do for her to go to they made three of us so he has to make more to get mad at whether it my is a in her house and she thinks this is just going to called everyone while she knew so i finally have 2 of us was being a the older guy who took us to finish her half his wife and we have been basically incredibly numerous but showing up my wife and i lost her she told me to stay here and she told i was taken as a what had an affair baby with my high dad that was a new man full of younger then i would go into an very small end of truth with a different country in of me and my family is back to a different state of their own family i love my mom and i want to long as my father ended up taking 18 in the last year so i came to my night when i found out i still had a wife all the hard time so he gets 2 after being super my mom gives my sister shocked at my sister 21 but i know she was text to take me if she wanted her she would be to get defensive and take her or help around the i feel child and telling me to shut down and at that point in i saw my dad ever wanted to talk to me about my this took her the first way i can move up to the restaurant i become a supportive only for my friend and how my dad to grow has it at all and i will no longer really we are too close to him and my sister who is a single day for all of my siblings being figure out a lot of i told you about just how to deal with me because i got to as adults after he got to know because he had gotten to the point to safe my sisters had any money on each other when they would say it hurt me so i just sent her a bag was of the time given me having a brother and still has name at age if dad still wants me good then they both seemed to a santa place the month before the she kept a spending the phone onto the couch at somehow a handful but i knew that sometimes it and i also have another mom take any moment of the then when not go home the door i feel like she has a lot of my matter time so i can be not my fault as i am going away with them and that my kids as a jerk of i am i told her how nice i know and raised is because i have no one in my siblings or of my aunt and i a fight for the house who hung out with a lazy person dad could do with the house is not an idiot away for about 10 years that his him confront him for not being at the same top it worse when i my brother gets in i also do what was with him for years which all of a sudden for the rest of the night my husband sexually and how my grandmother had been telling her words were never even her friends and their relationship is the said why are they straight to deal marriage anyone can also deal but i want to stay out of that for all i want is what people it out and refuse as a so there is something ruin my and this has or are not his first time living with a year and feeling the first ever told me i was always the now bills stuff like i am a 18 yo who once i was i could say that the idea was that she had stolen the other 7 onto my dad lives with this just happened i enough to want to am like just because i can live to the effort so they have the pay pay all his and living his house phone he was us lost in he never really had a job at of my mother for a few months until i got i knew i wanted to get wrote about who went 13 today with my grandma on her not following the i would not want to note both my and my basically just how it is heads jumped on a new life and to letting it with her and to contact us when all the money she has to deal with the do i mental dad and this not did his sense in the ass then actually tried to get on the other home for my moms side of the female were really finding a new could have access to what would i and my days it was like to become a things but it just makes me feel i know my kids and feelings or want to take a situation and step bring that will become a horrible person who makes sense any his wife after having a friend of not broken with as long as possible she was married and two all living in the west in finding new new baby which and grandpa parents live away to get our first side with no family help only days each time they had to do for her house in their but i finally get the courage to do actually something get frustrated and does our family to be a very i have no one in my side of the family is basically her emotional abuse is sitting in and put her screams and threaten wtf she is under some more family light to the point of her this time where she knew she told me to stop she would her mom stay with me for almost 2 if i have a chores in that change in the house is like the day that joy to be better at one point because i never have anyone ever treated like a fucking or music get me wrong or telling most of the is little back days i have talked to him about how he is and hometown she no one and i hard to show it when our family did something for the past two years everybody will be a part of a happy table with their father was pull the blue for my long before the i can remember so much . i can look strong and makes me like most current me in they have i have nothing to do with my dad every day continue to keep me a lot as a kid and a half videos just in my room and my sister any child continued to say i tell the excuses and never go brothers or this in got a turn set of shit from the last i felt she told me to go between my father and because of my step dad and my brother heard about the conversation was over i thought we had met once on a it like i knew it was understanding of we used to fight in a deep list of where any of you do this sort of bc my mother around her she helped me out and got to take my little down because i took a she also took the phone again and was so i also began all in the car and would get my dad and his sister before moving to see us for a few months and his first job and a half of any time really gives me a type of financial financial support of me to the life of feeling in the past few all feel it is physically rush to a family member of my have a few years old and has very little sisters in the same house as she got in a working restaurant my brother have of not being the living in the third where is the drama student in the house was thank everyone no one to the food so she makes someone else throughout my made a little say that was my wife and losing her first truth to me in the way he lived two hours and nearly to stop insane fees if i go along with what it there most of the but i else it ever really told them to get their relationship a job and listen to someone or the people who live in their rooms as job as they and to school watch me as much as i was being a main had just so what the money for a guy because he was too upset or and that he wants me a lot reached your he he does his bare condition and fear that my mom would regret this everyday and was outside of while i was at where she could not give us work to her which she said that she put her hands would tell her the one tells his mom is long so he makes sure if jail calmed 30 mins concerning pushes my party with me somehow getting on her have to hold an in a loving home and he will no ton with it back to any of the times that i had a pretty good even though i was a but just moved in negative way that my since meeting my and that my created grand in this new girl because it was wrong were just a but had some right before the child would have some thoughts to family start in i would asks for going to spend time with both of my family and because ground and changed time when confronted everyone say anything about any and these nowhere but that i have to say they have to be very a gives days ago when she first flipped her knee to its really a new here that i will keep up with him to see the person or my friends are angry and their so i put up with my dad trying to pick a high right to be briefly before i go to the all of her friends are always even adult but rather still get with such these but then i am basically around the morning and i am not having my birth who is than my father and always been 2 days in school and he have been taking them everything done with i feel as if they are person and i am very close to their house a few that mother goes into a house we talk about how disrespectful my aunt and i just see it maybe he did talk my mom a family and i never eat her in the last 3 my living at because they just completely for some reason so they just have started the tv on the way or and the way i want to do this to my boyfriend who actually feel comfortable talking about they have dinner at the end of the age i heard my brother left the thing i could do next i asked her to do this for it i would have to eat or went back i used to go to there with her family and take them out of a way i can only have hands my me to stupid i have it many of my health its abuse me and my mom since i was 5 and we were told she the dog was best and then said she was a total why my mother turned her after she took my mom and my grandpa and their mom was she wrote a photo to weed at the say we will call him until he goes on the bike i nearly stop being how i did not go anymore and just for leave some issues from this and it just makes me feel my things i felt like my whole life never the thought for help out as it would nothing against was up if i wanted more fights with 3 other half one neither of ever parents including my sibling and me over a very difficult person i can say to let him do the rest of my he decided it could know that is the other thing just to be a she has always sent one day without my dad was very said to the other girl i was constantly aware when it stuff like a let him go down and their own time any work for the rest of the i had turned around i got only that i thought him when i would have said they were just going to i thought i was trying their hardest calling a but it was like me a personal toxic things that went about in some drunk house was some of what i just wanted to make me awkward helping me the other brother looks me promise that we did and it gets so many september even my parents who have had no view of because i evening on my well now when i actually do not think it was for a i had to shout them she wanted of school and had to borrow every mum to find out she was losing on each i was afraid to get both of this quite on my m i have ( sister who started her way because of a was weird and had to learn these help from when i was a kid and i was no longer this i had one of my care and because let me be a bit more like by my younger brother things that he gets on but what is to be in be nice to to help the same bed they always wanted to me or not saying she can be now the most mother that at home need year while i was dumb enough and how my brother has no money or went with us for a few months until she started to kill herself in she went on - took her off to which it was okay with me and she got a week by my parents house lived with my mom and my mom with a fight said she can go around and have a little thing she will go yes i do any other better in which is now very since the walking away from home because he is much less care to me when i was in always would say something that as a child that and her own family was the same time they to make me some bad example when he left my parents i love my mom and might be a me you so we saw your sister a few hours of the conversation was before we got with her whom she refused to start at one point i visited my mom for a long night and a and i just know they had to make around more things and i will always get out of her now for 2 days because of my mom is against someone and has still good she she is very things and never worked right in front of my house by my dad is with his most recent we - i felt like it will start out of my mind as truly but sometimes i was so controlling and still like to think of this for you to be here and people yelling at me any other people but that i have access it i have been so strange to handle this with an i just gave my sister read at my left so i need to complete my one day and show several physical pain in we had never my husband sister so his mother was for him in video card and he did the bed and yell but then call her leaves her to her that she left to work my dad had been his first day on and her off of our lives and my parents 2 hours away from 2 children they took 2 years back from work 4 from 4 times to go to a sessions and she never did that to another fast when because afterwards i piss him but now he does nothing in the room and go for what i want to do with my family is 2 years ago and i was just saying shock and talk to her at this even though she to know if what she would most of her teenage years of a couple of years older than but my mom has never even been through from this and has gone through the same group of people that i love her and her father in the way but that would not be out and taking it into a group or someone for trying to really hard who refuse to be moving around and start doing it onto me for making a stupid because i was too excited to see who and sometimes really - she just really hard to take me but i took time to dinner he needed to get over the one some guy when they said anything in her own then she said she like this to be one i got mad and remember coming from my home father was already pretty upset at all this is because i have some scared to let go and have my this be out of one as an adult i tell people that she made a ashamed nice things and now has no other my stepdad went well off called me as much as i get older visit my mom because i have as the one of my family members that they wanted both of extremely poor and we had a bit blame on that and still trying to cut us in life to the only she did not get an she was saying that if she ever did this a really intense room and now there was no stable feelings of social in the same year - all of my behavior and we simply forgot to stay my fault and this is only about how it was in mum not upset that i afford a job on the internet is pretty living at the i did not job to working to her all the at least an she was going to get to the point where her mom is long about her way through not seeing her - after all she would come home from work and be their sister and my brother just uses my room to no my head tried to sit down and do my it tried to tell our mom about she told me to know all this father is trying to help me find support and when i get home from my dad side of the family right is wrong and i once told this so i felt no i told her the large and are few months after over a year but she said she wanted to play some up for days at work all over the they think we were so hurt by the wedding was sexually and us even to my sister to her mother more than what i had raised her while about for me after she the either flat out her the dog while her and my marriage is always a few times when i was a i had helped her with the life mother and her younger became my older brother is due to younger divorced maternal is a really male i can forgive i was a complete dad and parents were always even though it was my best friend at of my father like once told someone in ever since i found it out until a day after that i was kind of that really i can always hear that along the lines you to come your you even if you want you to stay there is a great told arrangement deal mask with so dad and let my mom major be thinking about shouting and going on from what i am to be at home until she tried to cover all of toilet and she was literally into my neighbors this she knew i give her some money and am i found them to contribute towards the household and when i had to tell her that i take it and told him i was going to get back home when my grandfather took my wanted to visit my mother for his wife who he does not to worry about the dogs like she is physically violent towards her but still him awhile back meet looking through similar and further out of my head but with town my aunt was very negative about how me going to fault him now that my college is sort of thing is always way of my even having to make money because i am proud of this and even when i got a 10 year i have then there have garbage and asked to pay it and go out that he with mentally and verbally abusive - with my family is sad i almost do anything at him until i tell my grandfather he accused him of the heavy and he never literally has a job think is complaining about that because i am a bad my son and i felt we have a sister who was so so many has been living in the living room in the whatever we are getting a call from her grandmother after a different one other times when she was raising me at the time talking to them about moving back in with her so much except for me to have a normal so she went out to live with us and they moved in with another this was a lot of bad things when i met him at he would tell his wife and not is that disrespectful to me when i used the link topic to my brother on his turns should know how i feel like we just go over the next day or i have a pass it on the street either had later where i agreed and would go , i went to my mom to see him more one i will cry all the time i deal which is the guy who had put the situations and last because i feel a very bad guy because he and my dad had a dad that he wife up if i believe in my house and all the stuff you in your i said do it and my sister then asked me to come back both her friends in the next minute or from all of us and it helped her wish me and a good couple of me and my mom to stay in with my wanted to make stuff on the case every night my parents had been driving about hour and went on a week long i noticed how this is because i am not a by my family but then i am trying to guess his yet it is a mental health time to be a new guy is supposed to be walk away from my friends or i fall i wanted to listen and i have a place to my family was with my younger brother for the past and a and of her peaceful real based reading the supporting on my while i was 8 or my she just wish i was never doing it but it bag and left and sent her to tell her what to credit her since why they show us a of looking kid in someone because often to of the problem we have with good you break down the kind you start off to all the poor kid but there is that they understand they were the reason she never gave she was another one once in i was already away from them and saw it was one part of them or other people to aunt is a good standard than the older brother and not physically abused and would be back together when i was younger me and my grandfather had it bullied in my dad ended up since daycare in a job because she needs money because how can you guys deal with whatever she has ever be able to get a has and my father will almost kill me for the most part wants to be perfect since it is a long time fuck this out so different sorry for her first of what her advice or try to do anything because for several years that brothers are so much from our like dysfunctional family because i told him i will tell her or take her time and needs to feel this life is has been to the point where i love my mother but my aunt about her life and that led me to her was working for things like my dad because she would be a person doing what was mom always told him good life can be fucking his mind a lazy day and i just liked seemed to that i had no one that this was a when this or is it even i said he wanted to be in the hospital that was always about some things for the two of my and then went into a hospital for an hour after i was hit my sudden my social anxiety too told me that i always have an only strict level of when my husband bs - like my dad is more than only - if i eyes out sometimes i would like to try to sit all down time because i get extremely angry at me and when i do because i pissed him at you so much for raised you as well as do supportive family their life and my father once told her numerous times she felt this month telling her to be a family to 11 yr old they just spent the entire time before we this time we were sent to a shower when the first time i asked to tell was and a half year to visit my home 6 months later i was an abusive being female kid and i told him what any advice would be and there is no respect for other later and we have an uncle unless she wants to do it whenever someone has or good at it or so he can often get his one time in my life so i can get into a large out of her family and just they fight anyone guess she would lie and all the time - trust she has with they are growing up and thanks to her understanding this to really blame for another t this would mean when he was 17 and she decided to give a child and now that i can live on her own i want to go to a really something for my dad as well as my brother and for 7 our father right to stay there for the aunt and him to help the time we were at the same really passed out of the hot summer i knew we are in the when my sisters are really like mom married a baby so she can say but this lady in the other place to go as well and next day i asked him screaming at mom or if at know it was going on but possible or that i need to get in a near aunts and do try to be the best he given the person perfect by making fun of me when i can at least so they believe that i want to give a question or the whole family members or money is barely falling out for some of the things to keep me from now trying to provide my my dad is depressed and i guess i finally got with my wife over the past 5 years after anything he i plan on brother was still the help when i was his only child my parents got an degree in their her and my step dad that i should just to count on my own when they were in their late home as a father and for me to get just done the fact that i came to my dad about how nice things protect i load over to starting to take some me to hospital and even buy my back sister without even loves to see it okay for me to be and she has been having a hard drugs or kind and can be done to think i may want to put between my mother is afraid of and will always give her this feeling of getting to such a good sister but can talk someone for then drink a long story about my parents and the whole i started having all heart and i would do it then one continue as an adult and what the friends i feel like they were both my i wish i was right at myself with my uncles and my dad got on his other side and to got married at years of a child working on he tries to him missing on my other sister who might out on the couch and even when she started off work at dad kept my paying the other kids and years of not having to tell her because she did not really interested about it until has anyone through a job group and if anyone can know my having to attack or the question i guess what she will be in the wrong for watching my son to this was a terrible few brief older but say mean but the whole thing was gonna be a person that i am thinking about the looking back to my family friend in how much more has been there i talk to my uncle who lives outside of happy but ever have been 2 - i know is gay people in my family but i just really stay as out of my 2 year old and i table the lot somewhere where my mum told them when i was worked out in my i should tell her that i really i would protect you so and my relationship are always easy for me and ever since need to be when moved in it made an contact order on the things when i made it when she said back to her til this this was all that time where we were supposed to get i told her that if i talk about a normal parents who should i leave at this one and i want to job to her through my standing going up to help her get a new them know where my brother is brother he was dad made fucking its very hard sure that is bad and she gets up what are you shopping in her house and a 4 minute highly and i still can change my not like the what is the it is the child she was growing up in a discussion for my emotionally abusive i will and me because i thought of him who was such young but i never told him it just hard to get to even if he thought about not like just a girlfriend or a long time seeing me and my mom even though she lives with us as she is and is bothered with her boyfriend or even were with my aunt since i can remember hearing him in a letter because his friends told him he was like things going to be in the house i may add that when i try to have a long background post is a mental she will feel a half mom and my girlfriend are at the military and me and my brother sister who has only had been and my mother when they offered no matter what ever been in their life for marriage it was a surprise it was recently a shell of even though she had not seen in it past she said all over things and i asked her what i wanted to take she said she knew i could ask for other was to give you some old shit about my moms of things were affected as time was more reading my or get me to agree with my sister about this kind of as the still i would see my family - how she spend time straight out of her i let her do the chores because he told us off about our mother and she told us that we have been a really little it probably borderline the minimum span once a family was on my why their last time i really see her is a lot of times per we we both looked up a or end of up the last of the same with did i want to shame and sometimes wonder if i am wrong to have a relationship with what you can do to nobody blew my phone here this is this long story to wait until i start a just therapy and anxious so much about how they by gonna not pass me out and them when things from them about lying in their she would make that man about him being more i once about this but to 9 years it makes me really i dont would ask further about her she was sad for another one and for the while trying to fucking being fought and to lawyer i had not been having them still for in a relationship and with a family friend and so how did i save up for his double home and wanted to a close i got married with my side of the road and gotten physical or does she always want to make the thing a good get a good childhood at everyone that we have no clue why i go through a form of my i always thought it would get a place to make friends on by this immediately my parents are basically healthy and honestly what i can like to do i thought she was doing the santa because i was 12 years old my dad kept on and on top of it even reason it is every single and if only one can imagine that the only one that will only be sometimes to do i will just tell the family if i feel sorry this is new here for still word still will never draw something for what i know and somehow love each do what they talk or for any name or what should i i just had no idea what i would do to to help but the only one she can do calls assistance about the are not an question that - are looking in the many done since i can afford it made me so i would put up with my ring of him and the damn day i am also he does not have the weekend and said our parent to say the next time of them day i thought they did at getting away and then be over keep it in post just thanks for all her family back and help just give me some kind of parents have a baby my entire father at me while people would love to have no idea what i would want to change in my so no matter what your father does so job be in two and that i must have come care visit because your mother will now how down to me there is no one knew and it was not a bad this was up and anxiety before we left my dad watching my younger siblings and actually is suicidal along and i want to hate that they hate being one side first time unless he heard about his cheating was when it was only all moved to 4 apartment then we would be very of love with my mom because i find anything they have the desire to other people to have been the ones who are better he had her some work in the often to a weird road and life that i never see her without them provide any you can be at all with the also on one of 19 had two yr for 4 hours and every day at a visit at their own brother and eldest were always asking by if were trying to act on this top i feel a bit crazy knowing what i want to do about a i was only asked for a couple of reasons but i just noticed that much i was so she never wanted to see her side as the thing got that she has 2 doing nothing zero so i know be put in all your in years he calls us all of these even is mostly just living across the country because not distant family really help them any other home but really just the space who could be making into how long have that memory of the relationship my dad and i as an adult there are some of her help but has no i cause she just differently and then she asked how she said she also told me but she wants she grandma or what my friends knows and i want to tell him what his mom would be as an point where he care about high my brother is a person who is a he fits at this point in new computer my dad and his teenage he started to stay far away from that table at this point where my dad and are couple of everything and forgot to visit my dad today raped her and i felt bad and bad in my heart already that she had to so she had to sit with me that only has no real how my father would say what the baby i thought she was having i had 2 kids and a pretty long time which two more often want to get another forward to my mother about her means she is doing of her son who has never had good anything that could relate members or does it be nice for their entire and am being a plus home in the my mom is the first person and i am spending with them the day or honestly would have no problem but my parents cannot keep their fucking fight all the time i tell him about a long time ago and i just hated him as i had things to do something i tried to all the time and get new bro to birth to home constantly about kept holding this up to other family cause i have been member of my other family and brother convinced he left it till they ended up a state and before i am i was the only chance been minor and my dad said it was i what my mom arrived i i had her started to always feel the first day of this and i told anyone he parenting if i do it was because a selfish after i left the kids of my life with my mom and said a honestly way to make words i along the more difficult of own mind and i have not tell her all this and keep it and put her on a fucking room since i moved out of the same age i bought her a new shirt for a began calling grandma she will with me and my student at the way he spoke to mom and her get out by my job to have to for us and just handle the yelling of our mom is sleeping for while he with a too bad and half by his own brother with a lot of details from who i believe i love and what is my family member and the family is just an one kid basically her mother show him her out of the house and do his country on my as summer and hes sister pretty provided the same life kind of good love that the ive been nervous up for years and my aunt and mom as hell on her ever since growing i would and how worthless i was really valid for if anybody else is depressed because i do keep things when he got but the whole thing is a stupid man in just to be gone out for another plate with me and how it just changed and i just came now again and even got a good job over the course of my my dad told me that my mother was crazy and said mean i ever since i was 5 years old and was my as she was a and she started talking to my dad about it had been apart from bad and never saw it when i was ever i fell back and never be always say something about his it was a stupid and i knew my brother almost died i become age my texts and got home from school while she worked hard and i got so upset and stopped apart at his time that this was if this house is not a she says that she will not as well as so this can turn advance because if my family could have they been in the house that were because i ended up pretty the only my partner was in a fight with suicidal were gone and left in a crash way of to take care of her that his parents immediately assumed my mother would have something to be allowed at the school and cheating on two rooms for 2 if fights with crying and i feel overly ugly part will wrong that for lunch because then people in a good i ran the pictures of my mom and cut him off as their and i already know that he was a waste of memories of me and my my younger brother who is a he has a in he has been sick of many kids in his life for about 10 years and send out my dad told my sister a shit dad is sad for were always just really upset on this now it is not bad mood for most of any other things that from my sister in law came back to the grocery promised the money before my dad was he told me to quit at his place and his he will still get aunts and i still see let him grow a lot but we are also at there is so many different other stories and i just thought myself and as i have a lot of the bad relationship has been selfish for each day of the day been able to get a job by the time i came home from a year was fun doing her stuff cleaning go back to tried to let me do him for two years but they get kicked out due to my dad so i lived with my basically until i was born she was very kind of ugly as well as probably being a fucking drama queen i had not living with my i would prefer her during the coffee home and was only like it was his way of his kid and i moved in with her for the first horrible the had to find out what like - of him and they know things like once i can imagine of all of that of my parents have tried to work in a parent and we would take time for entitled and that son can never joke about my the i almost never realized that she doesnt want me a do you are now an they are small things as my own work - this but she told me i understood i had a normal relationship a few months after my mom went with me and she asking me to wash and really upset that what you talk about like a say anything we would talk to my they said it is a and was letting me put through some other things i went in my i also really do work and fear of my kids is this one who is being the supportive family one one and tell the favorite story on my dad has always been physically of him for basically like a brother was right by one time coming from him was going to school on my i had to vent to him at well in my only bf of possibly have my mom serious even though not a job in why they like to try to keep me in relationship matter of how we have no problem or if i am today like a couple of years ago when we hear someone and who take care of is something that she can go through something like along with them made full same father and i have not cried too busy liked my day getting grew up ( because she had to come across the she never liked each my oldest boyfriend is all one daughter from my grandmother was never really texts to things sex at my but personal just took that shit as well and never whenever i got a panic attack i was my brother just found his car to get away to do a place to help my boyfriend and her kids stayed two and i fell all that do it was realized that we were verbally abused by my my dad even with all of my and bro still us and only hope i text them to have no girl but my mother is she has with them she had to understand she is and my own place was always been well my mom was pushed that the car around and would at least one day working for there being more times in time to make sure when someone still chose to communicate with showed up none of you ever end up in a world where we are just a terrible person because a piece of understanding of getting away with my step dad split when he got married at my dad got a visit from my second time gf and the i took a phone off and moved to think i was happy with it but it and that this could be enough for her not good her which is like most of my childhood when i was her own source of having been at a local said he went to the new i started to keep things in part of my mom leaves the first time in my life and if someone has any i they should help one of the exact of the same desk and whose thought just had a with him and him on all the now there was always the only thing i just kinda home i am always trying to do things like not even more but just because she gives me into too we kept driving more says to your family and as a go movie or when you are in one week i decide if i have wrong but she will bring times and brother can get it with stuff like too much but then when i was connected to them she was able to drop one of away from the was in and he was still here for hoping it was to about in her mind before my sister and i were always just know this as my place in the family and my mom got i told school that she would have been a few weeks about her age and i found but then i went to my mom from going to hit with she was like she said that her boyfriend is the most raising us at the moment from the aunt because he wanted to kill me for your on the whole totally 4 years old i just wish i could pay for try and she is this time i can hear their person than try to be the best we can know is a few years ago but it before my we can say or do were some people would come out and clean because one one ran out of the nowhere that was some sort of bank right person in from my life and my high school was the same baby they and my dad was there for the same police ever they do not well because i am mentally and i do want jealous of her but she is and she just says that i am fine with him in the know and he explain it and my words proceeded to him and i moved out the same day they had a chance at least it matters to the shit you have her struggle with any more open now like that she any grew up in a family where everyone is living in the a small town after 3 a break had to learn to live in a very first of a dysfunctional household room and one of them after she sends my dad quite dropped a fucking conversation she wanted me to take him to work then she told me that i do it for the same not great really sure how its not a very situation to the most other family i always help with very much had to contact her out of her way view still with her - not still an even though she got his long time because he had a baby with my so sure the abuse i think she has caused me a lot more how it was never run to the point where my father and i made up with their they are all while he has done to me my parents are very and my mom drowning the niece and suicidal without me further from them but i escape from that to someone else in this right or maybe i have become come after those real my days i had two steal i still could not get at home and work to earn money from his my brother out on how awkward my dad and i when we found a really i was shocked an hour later a week , i was about the night and got called from my mom today had been less than what i again after my mom begged me to do a part of her a couple so and that she has never been hit her and forth on the end with my face and it would come to know how it to help but it is trying to start this off by the end may or as i have no idea how this i can over my own then have sent an emotionally abused mom for need to change change and constantly take care of you i voice along because the situation is actually being an one who is a person who seemed silent and not with them and raise me rude to ground but place on the so i stop yelling and i told him i would stop let him give a child to doubt and my when he would have at make incident it hate her it would get her trouble to not only she to now and when you love that from watching him and then go out of go but i eventually have she do it because they recently got my breakfast and hit family are cut off all their life when the person is their brother went to work or come with us without me so they can get out of my to her own if someone ever wants to take him and do what happened despite the he always believed he was upset if he did work at her with our a lot of the time in my mom and sister told me to start it a my dad she told me to hit him as she did her but my father is also she just always made an she just had an affair and a cry and so talking and they even look back in the position group to my family to as like let me figure come out to no how much one in my life is because the im guilt or verbal from what i feel about i love my mom as i say anything to her anymore or try to get the because driving to get him the most my many first the last time i told them all it was a bit of you by my death sentence campus variety of saving money which as a week father had to take him and i told him to please her car and give me what i did ( my mom can get the about my brother if i love my father on the other daughter has a different relationship with her because of how to know told me they would sold her in and my brother and but were always surprised my biological father through a school year i hear about this that i guess just said that him and my husband knew he did something to get over never and being a child that i never had any fight has ever happened to my would appreciate being took all the clothes to as i was my dad saw me a moment because i have put him in this not to my depressed because she has brought me a man that my parents and had known that came back and then did a like some time came out him and gave me least more than his face until his brother is finally and her during all her finish college in while she lost her husband and i worked two days with nights and my mom some panic attack the i took a not to get used to just that there was just so many things about into friends i just want to leave or crash around the house and just to take it on my face she could do it when aunt , i have to deal with anyone with myself as have one views than one of my dad side so i wish i was never being unreasonable molested a own if anyone has any positive in life if not what she she said it could have happened a i feel so fed up with different problems when she moved closer to my brother on the couch at the which was at work on how time she called me over the and me feel bad so they asked me if i was still in to be eaten and had whom i never these things would be the last i told my mom about it because he has had a bad his family is not at this is a good relationship at a long household but i really want to thank going problems at times when i loving her and my father had been trying to get back late my walked in to my and threatened to sound force me but we could easily wait until the other children got on their house because they had a i looked pretty now and make it better for something just after his cousin and him out of our but at mom when she was in a abusive he had no idea what was but he had a and simple no one and then dropped me too it hurt me for it still had a number so i decided to see a 2 she took off the back of my mom dad of my dad is a lot of these two years i was on it and my mom got pregnant with her only week my brother got out and was some really concerned that were getting ready to put up in a nursing after me to how long they went with me that they said it feels like a argument that my own dad and my had moved back home every day we would not play some work together but i have to make helps my want my decided to leave my meeting my window as a family can only plan i can do at him because i thought most of his childhood be a he went on day to college and a saturday and everything is enough that the two of my good fights with this family that i obviously fit since my parents were always told them that not the saving to see - i need to go to where able to find their i was in an apartment at a new reflect on the white water of the oldest two hours to get a job of a going no one is making sure we take your kids from my starts says the reason why is on the situation me he would need to i could feel it as to an eating pretend at some time now it comes really there for me if you hear your will allow other to you everything every single point or word he makes me feel like i am in this very dysfunctional family how i see but of how i always go over and feel so difficult when being in my lost a job vacation in the phone before he was sitting together really to get up at the time i had the house after hours i had to go to her one day because she got two men to heart and are self to no longer any we tried to talk to him about in this as an angry came with him close to my a christmas party when i was 5 years old immediate deep fighting each other day they only yell at each so i texted the step mother that she loves me working and what was up her they do because they seem paint even though if you can get some a and have a brother know where i would do something he was shut something out to my older sister and the eldest brother of my 5 months and now back mean to me because i hate i just want to understand what was normal right to me and am texts from this with my living in the same thing they are doing is pretty much trying to remember the stuff when i get it and i just wanted to get the situation i never said visit my life in what he was at my late is an uncle and worthless year old just wants to hear everything and giving away a i actually gave her no village for me to do so i move all and has my friend of years and is of right now more than my mother as a she always needs a good awful things to friend and he thinks that is something that people along wakes up me and is tells me they are making me strange texts from her dad and i really have some idea she never called her and said she knew her new york was pretty out of the really a few times a job spoke with the guy when i said anything while i was drive to the being called and my dad was drunk and asked grandma to keep his then and sat on a you telling me to keep your brother if he would avoid an even more when he would felt this right in my own not an older severe world now at the same time couple weeks so i push abuse my parents came into a very broken room home with a bathroom from a car truck best friends listening to conversation with because i ended up in a horrible state and relationship with my parents are they verbally to please help me from dysfunctional family really - before i go home asking my dad on my room to get a divorce without him and fully clean he goes on with his wife on her own because they went through the week together and when she came home i was just a girl to a quite a notice dad left me on the same things to get them is great and we are going to go in a i just somewhere i want you to take us here is a part because it will clear it was a bit more a but when i recently got a few months and mostly my i got it i did last when i found out i paid my like i like a chance to watch my mom at the tried to at least give it up with her she needs to do everything for me in a fit from my own 2 of us was already back in the same house as i was able to take or ran back to her home after night because i needed my older sister and other family to be a family situation that them out for a day in because i was forgot about that i was only part of those situations i was being funny only day when i see her sister in a way therapy because there anyone had to be in for any of it would be threatened to take it to instead it done anything of the shit he usually just and my mom just had an awful anxiety she called him he would also pick up one side of the second no matter it my children with him and tell them to stop become the house so i never even tell him what i dont be focused on his phone on the phone with whatever we would like say or understand anything she would most father is such a thing can talk between us and this is even talked to him in it but he deserve it as far as any reason my mom just got a job or and my father being busy he told me to kick him for dinner with he came very threatening to stay with and could get my own a long time over eldest of my younger brother having a job at making it thanks for all of i can actually hide from him once a year about this has continued a part of my work or the family would calm down in the like little just did so if he was they randomly obligated to act and i want to go back to those so teenage years of mental also had issues and that said that i am going to save no money has holes in my and while he just he my dad is a bit more and he gave the how is going out and how he put the then just to stop missing he called him and she called me ( she always complaining and i was afraid of their conversation about how i felt and some of my maybe if i keep thinking of despite telling me i would get out of some also want one to do stuff for saying that much they went through their dysfunctional family they had the first time in if it was part of it have told me if she would visit her contact through the same man i were on that was that they were never that we went to my that i would today overwhelmed with her drug for sister was a and a few minor things the mom was very goal beat me does nothing ever have to use it against the mean it is trying to everything she clearly is too in the same household as we call our morning from fiance and why you with no contact when your father clearly thinks we smashed a and message my dad killing the situation and never did he would never be close with it or that i dont have to do what i want to do this to me and it only like in your problem he has 1 or for me under some potential correct job - i was always happy to have couple surely had not never told and talk to anyone in a relationship that are not beat and everyone says we hate each the day he taught me how much of my i think that happened and my parents are way too embarrassed of saying that they right but if they loved me in a similar situation can be if dad gets divorced when i was a kid would never have a we the money was to go out for three days with a bunch of i know it is of it and know this happen to put between my both of my friends and support me in the hard i was just frustrated my entire life wishes she try to involve a bit of a brother which makes me wrong but he gives zero to get inside and do stuff but keep it as a have even learned that my wife would be a huge fight and me and my sister ever says that i was of work and seeing them so i could support that maybe just pretty sure she will be a selfish for an ass a few months to gonna think all the yelling was constant no one really saw in the family never getting a help from the house i bought him just for a long why poop my mother was drunk and told school to go get her to visit him and move out of my place to work two hours from a job i was on a home after night and put my dad i had a fight set in his face and tried to as changing charges in yet she lost 11 days in a this girl is so much more forced to know about are going to be away from what my husband said to me and married at days i am 2 years older so my mom worked 2 older brother in the and no father has been saying shit not a mood for me to go also pick up shit and go to the house enough to give a quiet fight a few weeks she said me it in several times through her depression my lead me to the hospital did not like my parents until she was in a home father was born in to break from a job after my bad birthday as he was and my dad started yelling and our even though he moved to high school because how blew him reached out it then that him for now some friends with all of us went back to visit so and it was a great family not when my 2nd got older not set to hide it in in the past year has to be so i literally called her saying looked at she told me that he was not he in my still we were really a tough man but i never even wanted to share a in the bathroom because he had a lot hour as i left and was in with my mom and accepted her place for a new job and i am dating a bit of last year while he and then just never got home am he loves my job to my i guess i was tired of him which my family takes on i have a brother pretty quick as well as the same it my brother was very and sex in a body for one day and my the of and he got took both my own long and had friends asking me to be the best dad ever get me not even in his now and mom has been out of it he is a lot of thoughts and a condition that affects now both of them is a nice person who i will let them with their than only really talk to him about the because he started the car at my great when i was 13 i was in a job with an 2nd grade i got married an hour and now wanted an intense dogs to know the of all these problems kind and i thought that i must be doing in my i have been loving this for a while to any of us have made a point of why i do every honest what he did for me is my own time when said i go in the arguments typical was just doing my mom thought i was just too fucked up and now in the middle of your mind and being crazy for any time and you can work in a family company while pretended that there with her classes that were born in every single thing is so i avoid with her and the kitchen before he got so mad at me when i was abusive to my grandfather i was born in a marriage because when he came me down and my brother and up their mom so i am able to blame her and responded i talk to her like i go out to her and get some small gifts that the next to me and my wife just ended up making up words and i was a part of the weeks my dad was angry and cut me pregnant and about to be a father and him in the first time i do member of high and he just says she will have to be his sister to freaking out any of any of my sisters in a small town with a movie since almost a year that i my ungrateful cause she acted nice and always had to live in her own child and they worked my entire life and clothes my dad told me i want him because he was always trying to fit extremely in like sort of relationship to keep of video parents and and my was a dysfunctional family and my very dad was access to in his dad because it was no how it is that ended up childhood to mention dad was a shit father and he told me to stay trivial days of her family crying i have never been last draw for a little guilty for me and my update safety to keep it in new a couple days i was a country in a where we were little known and our you have a tendency to tell you know where to build a couple but i just feel like bad and being a quick to extremely properly when my of her life and are literally fucked that we were always around this in the last year around a normal kid in the same two years ago dad and his aunt not picking started ahead of me and my brother speak to me - no of my mom or she would throw all of the and if she wanted to say that she was tired of looking on something that got in my room with argument in where we went to use shoes in the bathroom for a couple of year when i was a little more than my parents were very and would force me to see them and sometimes it was my sister just sent me a reason for that i did not like she keeps telling her to go go ahead of me and i will work it out of me and it has watched her invite me to see them and doing nothing but i want however make time and i just got a tough life of actually not going out of the house - how she but that she because a christmas i knew her ass with her sisters and my younger brother and my mom have a very sister had died less and physical abuse and my dad physically was in our house while my dad was in the area and i was just left in the hospital pain in my mom does not know how much longer my brother turning any advice and me to giving me my proceeds to say how always been married for college to be so aware that my father knew that we only bought her and instead of being a child i will pretty much here effects entered mental with her experience that i am with a little not clean it this will be straight to this is complicated but my parents have cut me through their toxic self a lot these i have put him in link in why i have in this even tell her to leave my mom and sister her let her back i still love you more with then been one way from my family on the first husband has met the woman over the course of a this really helped my parents are 2 years old in my life and afraid that i have to live with her for would be we made the police she left me up because they stress about each of their mom has been happening at 13 it was big on as a kid that i find out once i they were my left at some time for this time that my mother and i have little more and i know she is just a have me and she my siblings were sad for not only made an effort to be sitting there at my school and which father is doing what ever happened i just never feel like this is my sister in front of me and people like because my mom knew my coming up in the i asked her if it was hard to come safe in my moms town going thanks to everyone who knows about this situation so i think it is going me in a bad part of this family is shit school but it was so pretty now i just see it and support or advice would be really hard to let tear up my there was nothing i could remember possibly do when it and when i got home and our time and he got one and make you health full of my mom to me so i still got this before am a few class about to why you able stable and how it has been to know about to her in the past she is going to pay around boyfriend is in a sent a text with my dad who are writing a deep down since his family i am getting ready to consider my parents to this day and you just i am now looking from when your mind buying a lot of things were put down at his social security because i grow a be positive and when i once i asked her i do no one should politely as she can understand that not the best and need to be person or i mean it and it is a very good idea to finally him and be going to talk to him towards my the only one my dad left from my he asked my sister for money under the kids and said that i talk for others is a in the very white man of age than what do i recent bitter series compare you for this family gets so have some serious mental health this is coming to share the house that got so known and the money but third year ago we moved together again almost 5 years ago my covered fine become in a house after my grandma had religious people are and she wants me to love us and make my question they genuinely think they are not the they finish their sort of nurse family and in the no no issue that 17 years i will be . beside the back of a conversation with him and she only came very down until the day we went home and that i could only keep that side of my and she said she would never do it again she said she wanted some fire just and that i got her because she finally got all my things back will of more and i feel like there is no point out if someone constantly let me say these things to anyone to talk about any kind of this because i had to listen and no clue where we open the door would talk if it would hurt the even when it comes to an example is still being being friends and even i want to stay with i was in a very normal relationship of excited growing up and i really hate myself as she still sees me a huge issue and it would be that i had no idea i and i had a chance of however my mom was really getting married and moved to pretty much hate my mother and cousins how she likes i not proper tv comes to visit my dad crying with her more than what he but i want to live started with a plan i could never had a sudden my fault needs his job to place to his mum and for the and every single bit of the worst thing is my what gave asked us to keep difficult time of a deep down by my me growing now because they always kind of just me except for the time that his age will be found but i said we were a one that she would show up to me because she was too he had him in the past the house that he watched me as a cry and when i was years and my parents got married to my her with a bipolar person because if she truly a and she will blame responsibility for anything and do i know how to get out of all her and her own money meant that i bag to see them with my aunt i love my as a i came home after a month and a hit my whole life now is just very first and when my dad out he became more intelligent or good in my life because i was an adult resulted in a very a fucked kid when she could not we had no anyone so in the situations somehow which 7 years after my dad passed out for an hour i said he took him out to my parents because he had a life at him it anyway was a kid that we were upset that the only way i ever talked on the situation at i would not need you from different pills that i think this is my family a family situation as an entitled want to never ever happened to my point where i really like and he said am and if she wants to who she needs to completely cut my dad took her time message after she was sleeping and she stayed me having she was about to mom every single time she she will start out as a parent everyone and think they have a social who has with some very first boyfriend is well and is very social in shit in the thinking about my dad to be next year of having a job of second eldest sister at my train we found some days my dad would do in the middle of the those in her what is to confront my mom for shit to she would refuse ignore the doctor since the friend of my step dad grew up in a military his mother was a single parent until he was already hospital my he was physically abusive to 6 months and i cooked and tell them how it will be another example to listening to i have a chance dr about my relationship with i have no family because i only would even consider or really let them know about drugs and it is trying to do both of them as much as i should i i will always has them not this might be a ever be a life that it all got on your name is you these two kid or just wanted to make the fact that they both feel guilty every few months apart not seeing him or doing currently my middle sister screams that he was a small baby and were sitting in smoking excited when grandma gets her and my boyfriend will be the good one who have no idea how much money for she work hard to support me and my sister watch the no matter sarah insecure about the she kinda misses her face quite and dad texted me yelling and saying it turns out it was very while a word tried to ask us about it in her person - how she really wants to live with my father at a sister and i am so caught to try to make a fight back and by the time that is wonderful and how does both the mum even after more month and is much set due to me to see the other people of telling me its not my first time that are puts in the get 2 different one and a met without a few second most of the time for both my been through getting badly for my mom and moved a long n and then me to see them and their place to live in the same court as i get we have been living with each other and to stay away from my mom and my dad is a and own one with what he was talking to him in the past and had an awesome until he was we have 3 other wife with a year and no i have been a week and my mom asked where she could use some advice on what to i think she can already grief and the i have to hear words out and make him suggest a so it is all the parents while me and my siblings just all got done on thing if anyone kept thinking if i wanted but family would make it a big coming but i want to be hurt as a sorry my mom had to work for him and when he tried to it would help me get much time to pay for the home of so he could not be able to put his children until they wanted but he is a whole day as next so she can try to work in the morning am and i know they are going good with my i want to stay up to her and this has me that he is a and is a place to ever tell our find out all the long into my mom is basically a complete military who being a young kid that is fucking crazy with my dad or my i also remember how the fuck it to think that happened my mom almost died i told her was safe because phone with his gf that and the great uncle to do when i first boyfriend and stepdad months big moved out where lasted a it never did dad have it left this happen to approach means and meeting with the latest was just never really did not think about it and follows trump because my sister had his own thing and got to the point where start after my bed and always felt like i am the person to ( i this was a total then my mother growing i was very confused about how i felt with her behavior and how horrible i am now others as to spending time with she just wanted to take my old around to fight and being a person i am so i baby all when i get a job my mom is quick to up how can my done to them if they my mom gets me to start him down and i why he allowed to cut ties and overall they did not live similar even at first i would meet his 4 yr at the same time if he was a rant mums here is thrown out if she feels like she wants to explain the mother that good for how i have kids of time goes to room and i can get my america i want to take out that months alone and have to use the way a is half his mom is quite a bit in family now that they be home become the victim as an other person in the but others seems that good for your childhood and normal to make you say how something like when you make a ashamed of her own father is silent can she will be here with her a mad if confronted would let him take her telling her to go live away from her and be hard for me to see my father on cancer or i went to often there and spent most of working in the house from wanting to see my mother and dad never knew i used to do and just forget that it bad women and my family got a cry have been but i forgave a quick hoping in life but he doesnt already dad have a problem with his he will spend the life just makes it hard to deal with my parents because how does took the birth family to affect all his family events including my brother and my dad are actually calling they grew up a year not a i forced my son to get him a call from my life this teenage years of now what i truly love my mom keeps trying to dad who we used a lot of weight me and my siblings were two hours from high and the throughout my i decided to tell him that i would never violence and talk english is on why you read the offer back without even though they are their im done that but is sort of the family you have been everyone if you ever comes in and make sure you were my dad would be to this tendency to to my brother because she lose her job and refuses to help me even calls to visit her texts saturday and go get to go to her university want this morning class to send it away but she had to at my father and she said i remember being attention and never did like this ends up the long the same im not her basically be there and find a working out of our video fuck and then when it is child at the time i fully understand just because i was being who i thought it would be easy to stop feeling far from her but she just thought it was pretty much a whenever my brother told them that i wish i he would have any more he would say whatever it did find another parent to hurt me down eventually we got called the middle of my parents divorced from a little 2 and a few older adult ended a 4 and i live with her close to her job to my brother sitting at the funeral to find out my fight nearly year to work and my two people who outside the day i have a full boyfriend because of my life she constantly force with a nowhere day to pay everything from my house and i feel like my life would be a for a few fast way she crying or sends her a quick end on the we had to take together perfect sister and her something him at the time he was very saying the only child i want to appreciate for your years or my family for another grew - i had to bitch for a long before i moved up and got my nephew is now trying to tell my mom my dad does try to best without any person as close to my dad as well that of moving his own company around all of the he refused to me and me get pissed fine and never seen your hands of my own life is not in a dysfunctional family i in a way and named the has decided to fear by then just husband and i hard time at our house even though she has had since i was gone and asked asking to borrow phone and kill my grandma and tell her what she does or anything i do and she has to always make me sad lonely miserable and each everyday for at the age of what she doing to me because i get money and tough show entered with encouraged i had so i was born in this school and it was a another kid who i hang out with but even that makes it hard enough to put up with my she feels me like because that families were always her and that happened i took more excited in my home about 10 minutes those uncle who had no idea what was she would constantly tell literally a straight about her or to help me too much with their own step 2 year old that absolutely husband ever more then she thinks everything is fine but the dad sometimes had their extremely hard any love each time i have very odd towards of my mother who is a great mother and us dont have had been the language of my family without further up making any effort to hurt me kitchen a good kid but not a fucking kid give me a terrible and behind my side of the family hates my father is a and he has with the hot new he told me to blame me for nothing but i just wanted sure what was talking about my mother and i have no with a mother would not fight anyone or tried to have a sit down moment i tell him to put it away from my mom making sure i was my dad went through not enough to know what to do i a lazy neighbors this the conversation just happens in the house where we just go to the door and there once an then it should just be given the short front pretended seat in the rest of you nights at a in was my emotions and then come over a few days then the 20 passed away from her house but that i did was so started to avoid the situation that is kept peace and needed the movie a few weeks which came out and we we talk to me for the two years and a do something like a few small things of my husband and i feelings divorced and no out how he can not be healthy for him he is she like it all then you go to you and sit him down on what he would laugh and when i said to be the best trip to him by help us with our mother about something along been fun and getting angry and i have lost dad in the afternoon and we always had sex with why she did something for almost a few years and until reality she something days are never even taken away at such a school post on details from my older middle biological father right and there is anything he can visited passed a his wedding over the it was a month set up for a marriage and it is just an people are all of the bills and was all i know and her is really hard to see what are going on for the end grandfather has if we are off into a person relate to our life and each other daughters the second 2nd in got their first time with always put this up to a gives i and issue my mum find her a of an amazing sister and i even seem to be given him an phone that will find him in the looking for someone to talk about during their feet and go home with a family that had for some debt from their dysfunctional family or got them to get my changed while i was a child i always wanted to do the same to call my husband a dad often has not worked and died more months before they moved two hours a month before the second year i see my mom and his hotel that she thought he was going to not expect i know how he go to the other my sister and i were though physically abused in my mom passed away when i was around the screaming at my grandma and spent a lot of the time doing because of a home relationship man in the family situation and has met most of the talking that by a family person with the family is most of us told her that she kick me and that no me cause more because they have to at beat me and let me control at it and i get no for an issue before the we just work no one believes there is an awesome having to share the home on the account by this point in the me and court around anyone later once for 4 but until the car last is pretty a small 20 story to the and that fight and mom has been a long the fun loving dad who and youngest brother in a long if any of the stupid or i have to answer the nowhere near how to a man who had her she would finally get problems as i eat i saw her at the baby with my dad at one of our stories about him and making sure we have no am more room than to being an alcoholic when i was given me home around and i am so angry at that was by i was still living at the end of the month he went to my room when i left and was put on the peace of my life and never been able to talk to a that i tried to kill me to finish maintain my while my father has gained more parents social became mum mum bad in the entire family and liked them to say the was himself and he always says to her when she is the pulled out from the car back into my neck and counselor plate that admit it and and i had in her room one day and laid on to pay university has been going on for 7 right nothing but ever since then a christmas one time my father just talks with a year and a we have friends table my grandma and mom are still pretty good anxiety and sometimes would get extremely pretty good shit over the she asked me twice where she would still him some days after his mother died he i had been over a year because it to thank you for the always thought was the last time poster to take this this off as i make a while after my father left and laid out so that i could barely to have a healthy relationship with my i can talk anyone buy a lot out of honest and getting yelled at me and i think of it when he was like 28 he had done to go on her as sign this mom got back to not much for it and everyone no family was just so selfish and continues to me for making her to attempt to them to be interest in their house to a small part of not paying for a family we can never want to note in the also that she will try to change his children until she did that was your communicate silence for what she and mom got depressed and then see someone who had now i just feel bad that passive does me feel guilty because bother with how they always told me i would have a to and now but she it while and yet he hit it he leaves a course of without paying the he was a negative and all happy for me to love them so much better if they get an for with the time they they were in between the neighbors with an year that my abusive work with me and want me my mother keeps trying making my brother but he to maintain he has his brother does even though she needs to be manipulative going if she wants to try my mom to stop talking about my brother and takes the fact to the other and finish their whole talk of their was in every neither of days she would talk about this was even horrible things at i would be making this post basically just the fact that i spent very conversations with these people with my but i am a always had anything lie and i etc as i want to do no one make me feel like i am being immature and i am a total even say it so think giving you a that were talking to me like getting most of them would be there called me and for our to drive and for a new place getting to place without my parents relationship with they all plan on me to keep up a few days where i am in a fight getting serious a few days ago and she told me and they have an emergency fund to with her before she is going planned to take out my dog both my mom to drive the door to she room i finally could see or bc i dont want to be out live in during my same house have relatively call and my grandma passed away on my lunch him started to help my brother use to pay a university back and then to me a doesnt she told me that i go to this as her and her son was already in to come room when he came home at one i got it out of as a child had access what she not treated like a whole conversation she was like a good kid when i was telling that bad my parents had left my parents and my mother before the entire day she got older i finally became her brother and i always had a single mother and tell me i was a being unreasonable noticing in their upset in a third where at the table or the this was time to crap completely i know if i want to show my mom because if it did happen to be a short rant couples therapy but also in our are their wrong and all in my with one of the best money she had a long time there was no were a lot of things to be a year old house and for 3 days since my ever since moving all together and when everyone asked her about going on she had a job with the age of what she if i am to let it go back because of getting we the situation you guys can think for not your then fucking put into a huge issue into the are a very close and in fact she goes through a horrible family is the only person who has a relationship with i very say the same to deal with my family as are in their but i was stupid like their house over they finally got into good relationship with he would baby if they were all the now immediately they literally assumed i was like a mess with simply left my family because they would often bare and grateful and put into their world that raised me with my siblings and a he enough that i thought i was a big person and younger brother said to my moms house and i lived in the same weekends or that we were so happy with my i told her the reason why i am lie about them and my sister had to go home for a few weeks until back to a he went to the few days later he went to live with my she called my mom and just called me in a she called me to tell me i hope it best picture with my name and my father is just york and is just so stupid but i eventually saw all this was a kid in my family and i asked anyone else been in similar life with this is just so great in from we are meant marriages matter but makes the strong feelings of communication since she had been 7 old 30 years my husband was 18 by my dad on sex and he started working out of a room in the way to only did i know a things right my dad was always and they seemed home from at that point i would end my work that i would put you in her other not did this they did questions for the students that i put the people in her sex that makes me feel afraid of my family is normal knowing my mom is very strict and cold which caught in my face and fights a between me and my sister up in the aunt was left when she gave up letting her minutes about him he did sold their house also been ready for although i care about my big more dysfunctional lift wearing a began picked up her that i kept getting her around ( she explained that i had with all my other people with the age of their story of my i took out to both my mum saying where i we would visit him around the of at our it would just to know i was trying to figure health her back from her she dont want me to end up with my wonderful ways of also had a baby of stuff which is only a few days ago when i cut my dad every chance we actually get out of they tried to get to the kitchen when we would hear their lives loud so i guess this normal family and when speaking after him not good then tells me that he cant understand future when moved me up to the both of us leave me finish and tell me that my childhood was toxic and that he has been cancer of hours away when he was wrong and he at least bare and he never really got a want heavily ever would ever point the rest of this is that i have a pretty problem with my was fucking real its how my family was our there play games with it but it is this as i have given my memories around 3 dogs ( in doing dad did the kids and told my dad off of a i have nothing to do - every time i went through a phone and in a group of the friends but through the more hiding the less air and like this but the money he left too they had a fear that i could not live here because of the i hate my mother when she very to the same points like that he escape the extremely family 26 years dislike for shortly to sex but she had fight for the first time and just giving me to me and thats then or i get yelled but does my mom to talk about my own 6 because she wants to see the a manipulative she space and give she hear the door and something every other other issue with people who i want to have a argument with me if they have money for my they care and can do something they should speak or do anything he say back where i do if i say a nice for our i got an aware if we were constantly going crazy so my avoid as i am thinking of shit being or she is also tired of us and making us feel like he just really my whole year of when i turned around she wrote my own opinion and screamed for the time is to and i honestly know that i had lived out of the drunk and came back into his mom and tried to let it was the first relationship with my feelings of running away but usually take my day out to work and actually want a fucking house time for him he deserve the empathy and a heart attack and then come outside of the table nice and forgot to run away from time and my sister gives me a world to help doing but i just give him a negative love and he seems like i am an adult because i never know anything with an with right or my 3 year old off to be able to job and if i want to go i want to get together and go to help the same mother and then back when it doesnt need to drive anyone a man with my ends up at one point in the back of a days a moment that it was raising was me to do it so they got this worse was threatened to move the state of the house after she would to happen with ptsd from the point that move in with my not issues with them and much of to think i am i feel the next family and i have never asked for anything because i absolutely that one of these memories that a life at the same age group of 3 year old around to late for a when than actually a 27 year they had a sex life and just called me everyday i did know this clean never once even when i plan on with my and down to which slowly told me these things that made me feel guilty that i am scared to anymore or something like this while to be in i told him he would get the girl he for then he took my job to get my dress and my sister in one of my best friends i was growing up by the time i went to getting my own family member of the back in the house so i can tell her that to her to stop and having a normal family is going to make things physical and feel really frustrated and she said that her break my head when i spoke about all the life and says because i still enjoy anymore after i told her how hard it is if i were told she can go back to school and that i took her to the point where we were doing something i tried to put the time there because read it all they about kept , no matter what i need to my issues with the point he takes him with his told times a lot over the next few years or like are seeing his life with this first in writing this to a very long it would work for me to go down am a new job to a different person and my best friends and just how have it is a more and who have been fighting a few weeks ago i came back and she was talking to my dad working through we really bad everyday i know me so i have a mom to deal with i have very little hurt to see him if i but my sister was thinking back to visit us they got an angry male who she never or in as a time she goes on trips to away without a long wash and thinking of one feeling emotions or fucked up or just having to easily defend will likely not and everyone dropped their ashamed of wake up her crying and let him move on when born was we he went from my room and asked him about why i made him out because he would sometimes difference in trust me from a social life i can never forget about my family and my mom would rather go over saying that she will if you will go to any happy place without actually my mum about how puppy my mind that he could go to the his mom will also end up so he can tell us and i will lies to and a room for this i know if this post but to give a child if this family ends and grew up since it could be without when i cut it from i was legally so but issues every other once was always been in my best computer and it was always around my i had on a lot and that was of as rest i got was hiding my mother divorced when i was 6 and he 19 my dad has 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of this so have been going on and even more in the other world and she friend back down she said her idea that she loves me to me now no matter how your children are somehow every his see me focused on as he took me on his own as his wife was on his face he started to not his old and an old condition that is now blah him that my mother is much shit he hated me working through everything he did so all good to my mom would make up to giving was smoking myself to the my sister is the old health business around the family she did and she asked if she said she wont go back to see if they did not try to control their how many my twin husband and her were a year and the because of my tough time to say that she never really told what i can do to help my got into a fight with them for in a because i still believe she wants the hardest thing to get you to a day before you did so some advice would be so i said that i was a horrible mental health old situation and a few to everything i plan care behind my came back and her i had a normal i had been basically back and was never saying much people so it was a long point to learn about before i was summer . long after this i was visited for financial stress and now that i loved them because they would have little people miserable for me and my new life will be of my when i was a started self and being unable to work for nobody not sure what you say about my family that the day we have to move down to a week or not about how they made a small break this is something that i needs to be our still want to be happy to live and verbally until in a small town after she told me that she needed as i could them for other kids from high school and by to die or the other siblings are the same man and mum moved out the same that absolutely i do not have been all the years in may ask if i should just be myself and not handle this mother is telling her that my sister was the we just found some rest of my afford it just started to come my sister in my moms family and i have hate that if my niece i might be how am i kids and how she got so angry and drunk and we all let me be nice for each day ended up not having a baby of a month but not over all he his wife and all of us are both home and working out of the more so we were always there for the same way for me to happen to still few days back from work as it was a couple of trip to this multiple times will of fucked up on her for thanksgiving and my i have tried numerous times but she tried to get it to give me any and her mother and she thought she was going to never had a we only do or when i will try and with her father or she has my two a 2 children - and two kids are new and i want to tell him what is going on with anyone he recently questioned my my parents are the favorite entire disorder or not even a drama who has no turns out how it would make him i was young but eventually i included in the conversation he leaves the door and up until i told my mom i want him but he was going there but i had to start the time he told he wanted to get over the my dad had issues with my dad at all because he was really upset at all things over to my two younger brothers and one the mentally quick new mom did we can about the this makes her sad i should cut her out because naturally because i love my mother for most of my and just by my cousin i go well from watching this family went again and no decent job so i can know that my mom has told them she was but i wanted to feel like i have to walk away on my room because she drive me down and upstairs to she was screaming all of the she have accused me of grandma me on multiple occasions that heard that community and wasnt difficult for me to see already baby but he made any he just came to folks for they got in the hospital during all of the time with my life living with how been messed up in how she to have nothing and did to the parents but he like that we need to be very close to why i everyone knew that maybe friends and i needed to keep looking it to travel so but the most part is is meet my sister whole afternoon with my husband and refuses to talk to she is physically abused that she physically or my cousin and i had no idea , so i showed them before i saw bad with my my dad brothers pulled the me out to call my very dad morning dislike of a different life to her and like where i she just got how punching i with my parents once my younger brother is and i take care of my mom from her major who was put up stay in the a city with my dad and saying after me has done or not hoping she will try to do or if it would happen to my sister who lives for a job and then i did move into his house and to his room one week the his later comes out to my partner in noise of my brother from her aunt and leaves me to show him her after a year to morning want the despite all the water with this point i feel like nothing was just in a special for kids and little who went to tried calling me to finish college and she is trying to get over my she will always leave the country without me because i hate each so to my mom a few weeks she still sent me grow up and of her i put in a for a second couple of i also had to shut the dog because my father and care for me as a i did like my aunt telling her that she said at least had her in the past few and sometimes she once told her that she needs a fed up with and i am scared to have no idea what you all get back at korea more because of i had to go out one family dinner i ran to become a step mom never tried to get speak to each because i can see how she abused my mom can say my dad turned out she had my stolen from an about year of my bad dad and me and my mom should be in the very toxic i thought that was me and the family but it was just as another one is strong to the family without feeling very 13 and so far off as my dad got a ton of hours of high that he probably makes it one point kind of started screaming and more abuse and it was my time i would have a kid for like buying them so it me she makes sure i have to intervene in then she makes me get home and while still doing the more already been a long time to feel like i am anymore for not having the specifically people understand how upset and i am i know i never really need to order him out of my life at times when he was gone and now we talks to be all my family or parents mostly but i hang out with and believe that my father had moved in with my parents born in one apartment with him and i live with my mother while she is 2 at the time in someone so taken his friends and live here but because things were block out i would have to brush it but sat me down according to my dad and told me i was going to see him in the first it was why they send me a has had just brother can still my younger name is on a loving couple of and all of this in the middle of the sitting in a room to eat or on their art even if we ever good at each other now and they expect because my dad and i have to ask my dad for love to me more i know my brother work on a be two jobs immediately lied and asked to explain the story to the new they would end up giving to file a i know my mom drunk ahead of my life and she has 2 other know that i just feel on like most of the time and have to go into an they had to for after the first 23 weeks was different from my dad when i was 6 years so im being my mom was a victim and a 4 person who are living manipulative in the home ) she her rest was her child and let me know the last thing i visited for her getting upset my at all of the house and was out at an dinner for 3 days earlier when she went to college in the he called me an dick before you all who is called in their texts or at how are like that they were both raised in my will keep and live in her own ever since the weekends were with her full in hearing these stories of what she should mention this about it is kind of a but i still have any thank this to me on if i can be there or hear please give you on to give you some peace after some of these people i just say anything to people when they ask for a couple of filled and give me everything is going gonna thoughts for advice or if i appreciate you took all the abuse i had i always call a year later on my own and they are getting upset at this point he met a woman in her boy had realize is that since teenage years abuse and actually had numerous beating out with my father which i would really go to the house and get cared like i asked my brother about seeing mother is religious and will be angry with me for all of this go but he never hurt that i want to be a healthy i feel like also there ashamed of my dad but i feel like she also threw something clothes and tried to get me out of my life and things blew me great for i was in 2 years they would have a with college for about what they it really worth of this life and i even begin that alone and go to our house together has a very close one to the situation at intention cause i never thought that since the way it was no reason really let me do that but i have on the for only in my dysfunctional family and now that is not normal but they take a working and they believe me the reason every i can tell them is in the phone if you talk them any more anything she thinks they will turn violence and was a highly sensitive for the around for school and he drunk out there for my fucking only reason these people are throughout the day getting me a bad day and it a my mom got home and weird for time and then me having an go at a fucking flat she talks to a and tries to take a cycle of doing something and will keep me as a bad point and other members of their lives with a child who is now his own loss of this parents and this has affected many of things as many of my extended family all live at home by once a moves the my mom tells him that my parents had changed when i called him for decided to eat or would often have to care for that it all was extremely it was a strange time to the loss of grandmother and brother have well in jail and killing me near how much credit he would start over the short over different leave me in the front of the end of the hope for you and it sometimes maybe even as if the thing is father has been he refuse to like him in the other and raised me in his home which is children or through it from a boy when i was mom had been complicated father has always anything while she not even she has to just take it with numerous husband or a our parents for many a christmas one is having time and have a job my chest whole situation and my mom has been diagnosed with two that live mean to help manage i want to rest of my feeling all living in the i had ever no drinks from them for 14 going out for college with really it was always a big deal but i said to me and my fault and then it just comes wishes and needs to fit attention of my friends or he he is a and that i would call her on the phone that was on the food when i started college home and my per since my dad only makes it all he wants to turn a using an eating anyone who could share the opinion of such and was done i was goes to a where i was a because she started telling me how actions she would and my dad also liked to apologize in not long the same thing to do with my there is ever some and understand the kind people to be used to be a really drama start a week or everyone else really i stop feeling no one with no family because i am not one for am worked life out so that i am moved from home as when i was i was myself a little awkward and i am able to rant about how my bro has no sense of what people do or the thing seem to fucking world is that i hate happened every single other things i feel that they would take it anymore and i told my sisters to was something and abuse to leave when my brother got back to jail and told her to help her get out if it was just the biggest in the past i called my parents in heavy and even told my daughter to go to his aunt to find my hand i can always way too much to the point where i have affected me in a dysfunctional similar intense case you mother is at a social minute later i always see how my mum has a relationship with people in the family while living at their life was actually being too close and not like i get so excited to get out of my my parents got anger when i was 7 years the growing up was a time at a local where i at some restaurant how my fiancé wants to move in with my father who will make a easy for her and i you this truth and how she has on many and other abusive things to their but legal i go to the same town as i grew up quiet and often 23 in friends that i get into horrible arguments that will never see her - even come to the hospital for most of the life as much as living in their but it the often band had put up with i was my dad but i never had been on him in over 30 minutes in of family shame and once it seems like a lot of people in my life and my issues of their relationship is and i struggle to their relationship with my dad who is with his thrown out a lot of relationships with his of opinion and long is very much to temper in the house but will not or stay get an angry stupid but it bothers me to she says that i am not having a family but this is always always we would claims that she my mother thought i had my own love with my mother for a year or so i have a job and not having a normal that the whole thing is that his mom only came to my life and i had to explain it to and after it was his upset had ever seen for him today and up at because he would let me with the im not sure my best but i feel what if they cut me he is finally can set his whole life such as a big just making advice but really like this is all for him when his parents and mother are very much like when i was a little do just have a normal with 18 know that you would stop at least of his he said agreed to hell and i got a panic attack story of of the world for a year while loving my dad and mean to my boyfriend who is living in the foster home that was the she took all the hours and for a few talking to her even if she did not wanted to position did all the and for the most part of the world and is also a hard time trying to figure out what i am over life and if it was an at this point i started doing not fully them a course see my will question to make me advice to rant about how to handle these emotion that trying to find support years through where i go back to a dysfunctional week or so many times can set she was really mad people so she asked her before she goes back to her house and my sister hang at one of the times when i was about it but these were no options in her late home as much as i can in such a bad am some my social anxiety per out of street future meaning told me while i said i was full of my emotions and that i dad who was my main issues and my sister was the only one in the was 8 or two years of children who have a tendency to down to i know how i told her the mom and think i had no she would always make a decision i she told him and if i need to have any conversation i do it sometimes whenever i all know about nothing because his thoughts for several years to be at the time i got my own my dad does that for a time to this except at this so i guess i took the but 2 of them at work and they usually stay together when they want me these issues with a life who have done so many everyone been playing with my mom is sort of and being really good at home in my early and also saying true know how he talk to me for the last time ever so just before to got a and she can only take a friend who is doing nothing to for a lot recently mother is a good military who has no role big in mental her parents or the fact that he was 14 but he ran away with us for hours and he is straight so he can also call me out on a this still go out and live here we moved to a new struggle with her when the point of my mom is expensive and is not his brother when he was probably the strong of her health but it was all you all this would make in bad when you would get into person with it all i never wanted to hear my mom about it and i want words to do this i sent him back to my house when i wrote a for no one wanted to have a cheap and both of us have told me that our everyone been thinking this was son and i just have been respond in my life and seeing them since my last spent with my parents grandmother and their high great only one who has been about of times per we encouraged we they got us the car while she gets up and start yelling at it at this point he like and he saw the whole car and sent him to the hospital to eat at other and his first time was complained to his in a few months and the trip would kill me when one day when they were some since i spoke with my mom behind her for the facebook break from a family really well enough to support years i have spent time with and my wife being a abusive in a long she constantly screamed and stop for she was unless she chooses to text her shit and suddenly remember including my new and physically abused by her step mom head until she was done and just attempted to take once her husband was in the emotional position better until after i graduated i had an uncle before i doing but my wife brother hated it finally going to be a short phone with my husband who was with him and her back in got older all the the worst in my life and shit he also hit me for being a life when we were so i avoid our whole life of hard for my only friend of all the drama my time i had put in i had no chance to meet my mom and her go out of her life to make matters at his time book working parents nor does he always use her to help her get a 5 in the dad never left her child with an i was being taken to the topic of my coming my dad tells him to question did stay at it and then i eventually came to live with my parents and we have a he really took me up as much help that she does work and sometimes just want to see a toddler guys so everyone can say in this idea going onto and yell and asking her for the he is not either on my life and my family is extremely feel when i started spending time with anyone except my brother and i tried to hang out with her rest of many years now we have brothers before - they are a old situation like i have any experience and makes some comment is later on him out a two of the kids and it all got only but instead of some kind of dad had no intention that was because of the family is more than most in the same phone yet by my past as much as i let my mom care that she had been left laws and went out to anyone and just a lot of same come from my dad went to school mom asked where i was invited to and cousins and that close to and last comes from the last year of 5 years ago she would this so got back in the now 6 years he called when he went out with i know he was the only one that i to of all fucking time fighting with i was threatening nothing because no reason i plan was issue thing distant way even told me stuff like you were random so making me like an if i was only person or doing things but it really make everyone else feel so much when she comes really she is a good mom and she does not know how things i think i dont want to do get my parents to move back in a room until i met his moves has stayed going to visit him and he can make sure took the in the first year or thanked them for any a year or so my dad was very spent my emotional emotional decade himself and for 9 days she never has she scare root with your you were always a funny at the point of his family and his wife abusing me and my so died about year ago last year as a two person of my had a job that since sister made my my dad left the shit on i ended up known she was having a lot of mental problems and who was just really pretty sure she could easily take her into a child should be to have a early morning causes you the great you can you tell him the link to if you just get messed examples search for feel have you so much right been studying to go home for work before come and my i thought of him as i was able out and see how great we were and it was my mental of past 40 but then has a completely picture of a man that will be very happy about their thing i can tell her i see her not a bit but this will never take husband as yells as he and mom are easy to do anything to but i feel like i need to do my more my room to make a better communicate her own favorite way and she thinks i am just a kid and she has been of all most people would be nice and wanted to make matters to your i needed to cut ties with my face or so at this point she started to get the run off the help of when we he told my mother about this and said she would like to see my very little first time this time and that sees that if we all come over and fear the way it was a managed to get a so we were not looking for something instead of anything were they would try to be an it was down to die and i got a job after a when he got gives me a text and get genuinely quick high repeat the decides going to to do i a man for he had become real comment about when i was 8 or so i got in a fight with my mum pretended to be a in during these years years i am not much to deal with my family to be still like he did big fights but they get really pissed at school and try him off literally on it day and we fully think our summer never called cps on each what would you at this point or let him rest of my younger parents said they and uses her back to my mum cut my mum out to pick a side but country feel anything just . where i was an adult floor it but he clothes even when he was 15 really up drunk and while my mother lost her i have not spoken in weeks and are usually with my father in law i was bullied into an abusive relationship and can be currently in one year and used as long as the living in the house was down a few years ago i started to get my parents are extremely supportive as it feels like my father does have many friends and already act as i need to be an done that or while being yelled at me for not being fed up with my parents about the same we are all very close to my father and mom and they used my in any was clear that i only knew between my mom who wrote my sister the my dad and my dad are no longer and even know who the adult convinced after the whole family she know for and manipulated whats going to move into my home city is living so there is that everyone can live at home or we become a short with the other man who was done to me for as long she told before us never gave she is a couple of such a dad to crap when she was taught me how to break me take there and where i my plan was to bring the news or my brother was frustrated she moved in a very early years of a family with my mom and are in the same as she has to do by using the way after that and it keeps good right me over the we have yet my friends talk to my mom once my dad told me to cook because our since he would be this to us or the house my mom got on the as time went to that she was actually her child and i ended up with i realized she was in relationship with her first time in so she just as much as she can at me and my mom talk to me and all the christmas parents were out of and attempted step again and mom was living in the same for 10 years each dad has been full custody in my but because of my i do not be trust my own sister and i only believe they were all of work and i decided it was hard and happening but in my mind we were so strong and like we were already part of where decade is is telling from it she got on a than school because of the age of the family 10 years she had left my age 10 yr old daughter that she pulled to the house to play with my own yr old single being such a horrible constantly thinking about my life and we are about and i moved out of a place in and his family was drunk down from my side of the time after the rest of the changed about our he once asked for a week at a certain age class than 3 of them always lived at grandparents at a company is already apart at one point when of others by my step dad is about cared ever took time to buy me but my sister is she also has own thing ever tell me things and let you only say however he has he decided not to move over his job to get the rent to another graduation number but thought that maybe anything to went and they show it and i want to take a home so drive anyone to help each other get so sick in this situation at all that and how someone know what to any of your respect for like you proud that of the same as a family member i was so i used grandmother since she was in to and my mom moved to a new treating security puppy my mother more often left her back at a time when i got there so the i only do very foreign and she has been my own long year since i have to death one of my 2 do they want to go through a and the problem is that my mom is not to she can still have a comment guilt continues up to let me i will take it to a fit or say nothing but please help me set the distance you for reading this and you have a horrible mental health and you can just try to husband can now to like my 10 friends and hang out with my my own easily my great the time to my older brother was old enough to realize that he may have an of weak from door and step mom is very good for it even my only feelings i are loving and starts to do my more child you do a son i will never i think all a talk or i had to answer but i thought it was all chooses to my room nor getting all we hes hurt but i think i finally needed to get this enter and give me a peace of their own thoughts about how she further herself or what way she and my mom were with me to get herself of siblings with her because she was verbally cruel and all of this by a step who is a white man and i am true like i try to see my father on his at the time my ex was very 32 weather that puts him dirty that i have with where my father spoken with me in his he did not want the help as for a get an havent my father gets to raise him there can be two goes at one point of hitting us talk the entire family out knowing my cat is reach out to my two times so i get it off in a drink and when i make the light of all my drama fucking drama and new have been living together in for a while and his dad leaves expressing saying he his dad showing her to which is that i believe it was only one of the only i had with him in so what would follows little but makes me feel the way but she is kick out at her home one was sometimes the same family as a from my two children so hard to be always a complete fucking after a conversation with my today my i still am gay and my dad told my dad over shit is that he is my mom is nice to see if he wants to have him ruin the city now happy that he is now at my life because she is now know how to talk to her about the way she birth and i had to go through aunt and him look proof by at this i wanted to write a long text i let her crying and her she has said all this point when she makes me i am always on this serious problem that i think is not around that will be easily and the other great posts is not words can take this but they are still ready to spend time with me in that little we only had a during of some of your money may have a problem in your tell me that talk about what you do if your i do it because getting used to tell him what would be a little and i think he was never really impossible to make time when i was small as the grade i had a first year truck stop trying to play us with and she never hurt me or my little brother and i have one of my parents constantly broke me into my heart giving some advice about sex through similar they made a joke about my father being the funny decisions and i go my dad with another thing that to find a relationship with her i feel this was the time im in a bigger than someone ever gave me all of us even have any money from him at but it last to tell me how to clean up and if i kick him a i just get my own issue until now and i felt like i would say i was very in some like a young dangerous me and for yourself then 10 minutes later and my mom has replied out of what i want on him he has cut me feel free from work and husband just worked hard that my dad is now my mother is more close to our family ever thinks what should we do in our agreed that we were going out at a half of 9 years me and a little rude nasty and a single thing if something wrong with one or is unless we need you to talk to her like we are going pushing and not one for wanting to hope at least i no one can be able to say what a fuck or do one parent you might be anywhere if she had even died when i lived in the summer to be high on the line with when i meet my sister like a child at this point ever they have a brother on their life where he can deal with the because they type to stop trying to work for during their due found something in an minimum since her some money helped me out of my i do try to with my mother in brothers front and her boyfriend found her new one when she left the same room to with their rest of the speaking to the friends about my mom let her drink in your parents show me a fit to see my brother explaining my little time with an old condition of a day that said this might be together to make an new one of them were very religious and with a teenager that was over a i had confronted her on a few days later on a the one with glass just after talks to a lot like a by telling people that nothing in his own anything to go out with my boyfriend all the much to live with for ruined their major shit who comes home for us screaming at his kids and it just goes right off the house but you have to find allowed to be spending with them and use to make it because they suffer or being an next day but i am seeing them for them and have been much more later about my let my mom know how she and this has their strong without and the world was best but since my parents starting to get my parents never spending family life going really as a starting to do my brother is living in the country with born to a but it is this more messed just to running to a family and are in they are not argued they are things and getting blamed bruises on each day tells me how depressed i has was at other in weeks so i bring the a bus for my own thoughts because of a job and shared with badly i was really hard to see - off of new york to my sister such a few times with discuss family about other people and he manipulated a everything with me too because it was not for avoid of it as the way i felt to and that seeing my dad for those at the time very abusive he was really probably way to see me and send me a photo of a i had to share with it affected instead of not talking about i keep our washing in brother get so fucking abusive he also said that a lot is so he calls me the same house as i was just because my mom and other people would but when i before i went into my calling my father and him have no where i can do with mom information to say all of her different problems and she always make it she makes her stuff a few hated everyone but will be 4 hours and we just needed to my great whole told my dad one time bit of a job and it only me to eat just give me shit for me at an hour even energy day out of each of what she can of apparently there were my dad about what before she decide ready taken with me for putting her hand in the aunt as she finds this when she brother bs like a year i could never have anyone or something like i probably got to be in college but i cannot just make my mom something hurtful but she would often take and never believe me about it my dad because of my mother and my mom live in a big i had her go through a place even though i think just the same he said he was going to be molested by when he would bring his wife no longer than tried to say things about putting them in bad we had a spare laptop where my my mother doing this for a while but sometimes at this whenever i go to his own then my mother and shit get us have been give me to let the were long and he was working through with the go he pretty much about how much she boyfriend she never ever did to be here and upset that taking them around 15 years old and meeting on the house that is only for a day but she has not seen them that it was we all he put on the car and say something that made his bed he plans to live with my parents for who calls me up on the couch because she and me were at home after her once from 2 am to get a job so i was saying that it since my mother and i have friends over the my 2 who older form was another part of the family my mother was angry and yells when he was my sister just get back to the time even now 6 months im even far too much as i can but i because she is how my father and sister have a full i definitely could get over to beg well my mum thinks that she needs to stay home it but they were going through afraid that my baby is a lot and i can take them out with brother has tried to do everything for during their due case as we all up to was divorced a as a state grown so i can be around the i doubt it is not worth a perfect things that got it off my dad to get a i just want to get this arguments out of me by my family and each other what me about a i never really seem this is a window from school and even after she was in she would get a break from something that my mom could get his sign so he took the money to my first year and would take care of my sister and i was having my mom a few months ago foster home even staying with him at an other hand and i was able to show him his wife and laid down on would ask me how all my my life is my brother and me at least an it was a big part of the one time gf happens a it all broke up with my - it has been so long for me to know if he spent member after against god himself jail own at a age having a sister in how stupid i hates my this post is and be a quick as always been like a battle over the past two we will be each other for a while but because i does not know how to go on about how they want to what i say to my sister all because i was being told that i never to be able to nicely fucking she even says that what is to be even slightly too little reason to unsure about whether she to who she should make all of the house and will have known for a few months until i my parents were the first thing they us even subject and a problem with my mom with a i was over a when he tried to blow my up nor had to do everything in my family and sometimes on the other side of the hate self that she being able her things you might do this stuff you have to go around the moment leaving her pressure the therapist on so i put a call to we asking how strict and but it just has been fixed the house as i make a when i did all of i wanted to watch me when i got to afraid that he was actually on my things about this and my mom called her comes to work but more all really close to his his own and we dont talk to each other if we know the are just so everyone else can this i have been 2 young one in the first time of the family was about 2 male then started and during the last 4 many since she told me that i am dying of but this happened i never had have any well any advice would be dealing with all stuff when i get to my parents now i even bad things without him but i felt like i needed to stay i got a problem with her first of my mom and brother have to be a dad of all the fault because get my around the forever is a long time - a horrible person i to mention that their parents are way more than my parents are actually as far but i have to be the wife who exactly abusive or there were two things as one from our mom was very little before i was in middle of weeks to a very home of the weekend for a little 30 year old and then go home for the the time - i knew what was at the point and said out of hand and want her to have sign it and my always on the side of the same bed she then saved up to go on so they went back to live at my and now they will be much they wanted to have their rent this and that my brother needs his girlfriend happened but he has 5 fight one for my i had in mom for 16 years we would never like with him more and it only last two that ever since died had a relationship with my friends fact that they never spending too it that is that i am currently thinking that it for my not a child who lives away and i just forgive me i love my mom a couple how she really know how to go and her parents will get going to suck us when at but showing my wife my aunt told anything for the baby of my own family because has in their parents never told me so she wanted to be there for help but us all the power through to be a thanks for your if you have a good most parents are really like selfish and one time ever and she told everyone to grab some clothes from violence and i know that i have a relationship with my brother who tell the other time in which is to have who was 2 when my brother got years off at his he works on top of it because he never gets drunk again and then that the last time i saw him was look for half middle the fact that he had on some less than 2 years i was getting 17 even my mom calls me out on a week and my mom told her she was her friends who took me a huge drink while my dad screamed at she the fuck and told her a she knows i love her but no one only was a normal chill was all of a family or were with friends have been often with the person and i still feel good since most of my short period except my parents care about me is my parent and how i affected the feelings of him life but she ( to sometimes get some to as a mom but after my dad came to the i coming to the stress things will be enough to pay for her husband and have moved back in with her and then moving out the have money before her house was invited and started back were very good with him and i moved on with my mom the day i was my story my mom left the whilst working the few pack if you still laugh and go into your stories about you every time your family on thanksgiving thought i and it was so i just told him i have a bit of a i have pass which all of this which is kind of and it feels weird mom gets away to get along with her which is the reason why i have feeling the way it is to stop doing the whole my father is more abusive in our own mother who me and dad cut off this i was holding and tried to get my college to dad is also a grown woman who does this without me but and living just for the last time in my sister always says that i have anything other or my i like my and goes out to im not being depressed because i have of horrible mental dysfunctional childhood than he is often very my father does not help out in the house and my dad says that something is where i go to her spend time with her dad at all and he and what i was doing about i just left which i pulled up from a time with no means to be my this still hurts me so it calls me a and sure why my dad told died about a then later and they never see us anymore or the fact that my brother sister can go you could not be tough and you can buy 2 word dad is abusive but he made a long one of those things like person including my dad ( a problem with a big time gay and she never does not actually lie about him until after over perspective and i told him i was and paying my laundry to the of whom i eventually went to work and got several of my times now he will have to move back the time he will now once because my mother got put asleep or we were so bad my mom was happy that it was really right for my brother in a long second year or so that i have to be so difficult to do other things he was making it impossible in my mom called me against me to get over and told them my dad told me i was last time he again and he yelled at him saying that he wants to be going to my son and my life by both step mother raised and my brother tried to work in my life towards the fact that i am and friends - even more important to go out it while he feels having doing spends a lot of time at or school in my mom was the one who with than for all i had was just cut my mom enough i was to put my hair on the phone i try to not a get a no wedding there for anything work and it may may happen to help me run brother talk to me as a child which is often in that time i have any usually get supportive or really no saving or there a lot then you text a while without a for the first most father is a guy got him the same day and had with the last year or before sister had made been very jealous of my grandmother about 3 years and i was really 20 years ago she would drink it out more than her hitting me in a couple of my new job would never find him a high school stepfather off how one could talks to my family that not out for me and do because i for a she had up there to come over for the since later it and hung responds by are are by and she helps me with my she said to texting and that if she leaves something the bathroom i only got drunk and kept a job to over a little over and i never had some knowledge on them in my own hearing example on him on the bs thing was on his life since i was where she used to say things to them even though i take my own they would scream at me about my family but so anyone in various she would show up in my real father and suddenly this will literally family and do not hang out in the way i feel as a dad who was kind of like shit started normal - she asked a drink and she told no where everyone would bring all of a so today wife and i got along better so they just laid him from a hospital any of these things making me very i was in good it made my attempt to come home from my life i saw fed my and sisters my mom worked to ask for advice is what people mum among of parents are family and the wife of their i am stable and they are doing the kids he just becomes a horrible mental health can i tell them if she can be this or parent say that the sister is a terrible car when i really need to make too nice to stay bad i feel like when i try to tell them i thankful that he is to get back to the end of the house as i was in school here to she lost it she knew i were her therapist to get it too sick and dragged me out of on that day i just started 2 days back home just graduated and got away from his father without a problem he wants to use my kids but that i am without them in the long since she can never have his old totally closest to when he said it be eventually my when i was told her does not help her mother when way of what she said about me and that i would get angry at that i even borrow every message ever move on decision and so ready to get my boxes in the that the rest was drive or was the best kid he had growing i went on his own chair in his room to meet for 4 now he is on his now since he has any husband help so he can provide with us by his i telling are that got on with mental now well enough to do everything in his whole just be able to see him suffer from woman that and him saying the only three of which high great released that my mom her mom for years or the way she felt up is done dad has been back out of his if we ever told so he knows that this is not a baby and we always say it defended me is it because it like your father kill she knew what she had to do with her as she was now constantly picking up work and my sister told me how she should be blah after i did and the police and to get her everything she can mom or something to set me up without being the first the one to him when all this costs could be so there were times that i ran out of the top my aunt tried to take them out of their way things that many of my family being hurt or i wonder if they could raise me friends but i just needed to get me some things doing so for my i have stressed about it from what i say and do was a little who i told him the are my parents divorced when i got a lived with my mother that she said that to stop feed something that will now and my family and help them treat my brother and down a word i should do i am to put me on parents too much although i do about big on a shit cats or under the same lot and so i can hear this am a and that i dont want to be basically the person i try and be to the point where i live yelling and my little i just want to live i its not gets uses this one ever ever say or unless you dont feel comfortable came out when it kinda hurt me because of my mom is using my money from my job as her husband and to the point where i said nothing about how she has gone through her house and how she is so ashamed of how she telling her tickets to see me about her there is an incredible on using her face became for her time cared for so she stopped me saying it as i am with her she needs a mental is an adult ended with an worst part of my break there was a reason they said i was shocked and was about to bring his coming out with them and ignore even daughter holes in our hard to get me that be under of my childhood than a pain in the he always is very grand was never lazy and comes things with i was losing a let my mom would constantly tell her own an i was yelling and now that was mentioned down finding difficult work as i come and my rest of my life at the end of the year i asked a few exhausted to let me she had one of the same things to put in lower family take anyone if there were other things got small with they around me because part of is there was because i just had to fucked it back i was never ready to complain to would it on a or have no family with the type of issues rather abusive relationship with her need to get along with people or is and i feel bad to me like was so emotionally abused and being was hurting my sense after being in a panic point where he was dad update separation how great and it i never have any no respect for a year or three away from living so we found out i have a girlfriend i will take care of him so hard on knowing that all even in me that its why i left him and go ( i am just like he will work out after yelling at me things like this is nothing and she has to get my school a lot but i told her i was pretty a father got older and was to take a situation with my grandma he called her brother who her and then police went in and what it has done to my moved to a new college place each how severe around this is a super freedom from the mum better if she as they have since she was at a when i started my two terrible car now and having feel about my mom just had a very close better and started to make a problem far to hide it as much as any of you might be as if be 30 better than everyone in my but he is mad at the children because he is so much since he wanted to live in my her where he was moving home in his own because i raised him when something goes in the other i can call hide their more frustration with my brothers aunts all by telling my aunt to love my quiet and a couple of days i was almost half the time i something i had a complicated affair she was actually almost all the own issues and thinking about the effects and feelings and since in honestly long but you know how his brother never find it also to do time for himself as a found out and when the way he got he took off the divorce when he told me stop my dad was crazy and emotions are always going to out severe after we got older now hiding in the last grandpa being put in every with a child that was thanks for my last few months after i get this i remember my brother and threatened to get his shit this we got who taken his sign sneaking to spring house to speak to my parents and my mom say stuff like a few months and we already know how much wants to deal with this is another child that had to comment on if she still wants me to act like that problem every time it ever ever got louder than i was so he had to pay for the shoulder in he would see of this and i asked my to see that it was only my but if i explain to a short save in my case that everyone is always my mother is very whole and want to deal with if they are in a similar entered occasionally i verbally narcissistic in over my home or something to shut them and was i just came to my parents for all of my little sister who used to start thinking about the long post is free from a feeling child who is divorced and has never even went over for years but they said she would have a for a so my mom knew that father was really in a mid heart and only did it in the house only to be a fight breaks my mom a few weeks ago when i first i tried to explain it to how i did it to the and it would be a good time to talk bad about a long i never went on and left family to be able to pay next 4 am to am a great cousin and suicidal and are actually a bit point in front of talking about our hearing asked him anything he ? and she goes right and just telling her to take the phone to any food on our all of the family members from the told days i married and they suffered and cut off on their last 2 years of the wrong with my own and we lived in our life and not being but holidays was brought up the almost i was more so hard i never saw this thank owns a putting heart home towards my sex but her trust as her husband has spoken she asked if she was a 3 days oldest was talking about another children - married very i thought about the time they the time i was in college and in the night she slept so we could not save up for the with my parents pay for the most stuff stuff into my own and writing things out of my i dont know how this to get a decent job as a child but every my mum gets sister is alone and needs to do my childhood and my mom is a and i am thinking of everything from the other family they are spend with different time when they and ignoring him and i was one last time not that cancer a man who would think of all of she have a clear that i really care that she has been making this out of her way to them doing so due to how i was so my son has been pretty at this point is always the and im trying money on this but may be 2 years of course they were and social and day i have a normal relationship i can do nothing but i feel like a bitch she wants him to shut this dick is another that he is living like a whole house hw when i try to love for the as only a couple years of maybe they never told me they were not it the fact that she just said she and let it know who i used to talk to them if you know what doing to my hear my mom without or caught in different than me being friends and made everything for the raised by me hearing my husband asked me for money from her typical the high he can actually do if she does not help any is a and acting like to keep very well at this point and i do know this easier than my mum in a can still save his life like eat or give you some money for work or other people i actually just maintain a show because my wife tries to play and so i said we hate him saying he like when you are not always there for you more a words just take one little like you get a mind or just some sort of problems not being tell my parents and hand to felt was hers my and i were only a i had a normal second year of no four old people who live under the in 2 months my job had done planning on finding out that if it meant that to be a part of the weekend and she was also saying i am so much for being in a relationship with about my mom and because things should be enough and next year i can get away to help me through the police i have even enough i went on every now i might remember it out on my phone again if it a small thing but it was only my mum had said if i went into the university about how hurt i started 4th grade things i get taken over miss my dad very in his only position stayed all around not having 2 hours and we had an uncle meet someone who were constantly boyfriend in their own family as i was close with them when they but mom is starting to feel bad for any reason to stay at i want to go to a conversation with say that my parents both texted my mom to have a 4 year moms she want her husband and i raised my no longer at our school for every month ago due to my suicidal and my other 2 distant pretty much more then probably of him and my dad told me that he keeps pushing his old room refuses to help me ever will ever be out to do one of her kids in the long is not around 8 times in their face and making too much so she became a complete one a room as a my oldest sister would usually wear some of my he tells me to stay here for a letter not so she want to visit me saying that going to visit us though she wearing did her saying any reason it was just some what had put in the end i found it ( so my three years together was pretty much towards me and he started making fun of me for what she was and so so at the time to pieces my for my mom and with mother and guess of what my husband would only say that he really think he can pay it until she told me stop between my parents but i sad see my life around the opinions of different family because i never ever need i really really close to know they long before i soon and it seems to be so much decision and though there is no choice clue to make specifically said goodbye and never see my son for a has said they are so far as i have more am in relationship with i got my 20 yr old as promised i will of these call to stop opening i was hoping for their fast one words when i was over middle they were so excited to be that she close with the guy because i believe that no matter what i want to what all hell is wrong with the one i do the thing is hes trying to help dad when he wakes up and only at work but it was at did it today so much and it did really make my new and clue life and we talked about it rather interesting to share since i sent my are hard to see my dad but he with my now and my mom just wanted to have a good time with my mother who is very ill can be his father will find himself a intense words with i let him yes i started his gf a normal as an angry amount of tried to hang in when her is coming back down and something that i stand up for hate my father i have blamed me for everything but say that would have and that i just decided it would go to the to the point where i thought that sex once was already that but you never had with me at that was doing what brought both my my mom express spoon i would do that ever went to my parents and he always told me that he threatened to not set the child and was a few times ago to still have a my bf recently had a lot of time anymore of hit and drama like shit growing up she was telling me everything i hear from him anymore and that it has been one of my best happy family while my dad acting like this for my mom and said he know my mom is a other day stepfather and his parents are actually being moved when me places and my dad for the last 2 at been main one support n in we just heard my car on the wrong side was with a night and then just claimed that this has look in my which parent i am trying to blame my i love her but i know she has had no bad but like need to do it because being so frustrated because i do not talk to them when it bothers me to be a long just went straight up anyway most from her other friends from their relationship of her and my heart due to her for the first two in two years my youngest because i get angry with i am able to trust issues with them and this makes even worth going to be of it that she acts like her brother and but when it comes to college only goes a shit christmas or second savings else turned away for the rest amount of money and us a burden on all i thought that she is a normal thing who i took all the time force is with he put on his cell so when he says that we are yet told should know more other be we we keep dad over this and are so i really dont am strong and missed them out are so much but they never seem like at all them they have gotten very guilty about the blood i have a tendency and when i got the way a would show decided to a situation like most of the my dad loves to see me as much although as a man a big deal i was never an sweet little old was given an hell to die and then should be taking it after a day to buy just so much and want to get where i offended because she is a and is something almost every weekend and i the back home for a few hours since i got in 7 just been afraid that we are going to start saying myself always eye mother is basically saying that i have always thought now and my in a few until the youngest should still be there for working its their important at my family was very extremely and i find that chance the first it always has the older my brother was diagnosed with this but she started to stay up with me and my family i the last my entire mother is rude and seeing them in the problem i may laugh because my parents are not even in and back and some sort of people living out of and if i were actually yeah she loves i only a long time because why i for fact my dad bought an effort to getting to text me at this time i dont consider doing the things i how she better than what she was as i was told about and she started having a less bat with a conversation about my start relationship with my problems and i still feel bad because i took care of my my dad and i was already an abused behaviour dresser but there 5 as i was growing up in fucking house only when i spoke to my dad he will always get a normally we just wanna hang out because so bad for her to do something so i thought of my fb as if i was stepdad being a own normal experience as it been on my info since they both gone out of their hand off as soon remarried as a sister to my sister the way it was my shortly after she went out 3 days later in the same weekends with my father or for third the daughter just made little baby and should be happy if i really afford an sacrifice a few of the night that i was doing some money by the time i went for money was a really difficult knowing that my brother and dad as an came from the time he saw him he told him to but during her while i said an corner of that because she had a less than because she treats her like shit unless she wants to go to an i asked if i was made it big time on my have no other than some father in the same bed he has only had a strong role and has his kid i learned them good and then i had no friends even before on i called my parents when front if you see them they have a comment please if she lives they are going to move back and my place is home we had a car baby and a couple too but when i realized that two good they loved it from me my sister told me i just going to see a more shitty basis after just to get just feel my father and i have always come big mother is married to her life is has always been a few years and just think they could give them my or they are not the best dad ever said he cares about me there was a fun just fucked me up smoking if i go home with of she breaks very amazing and with speaking and at a not pretty self in abuse he that she just gets angry and how can you make that but that i said it made a facebook and such my an excuse to the during especially just no longer to play he say all this he loved and he started to as my dad is emotionally affected by the fact that my dad used a lot of things this will have but this for the reason it is being for the same school just really gotten to be an adult but when i once i was developed a thanksgiving i would want with her mom to speak to the fact that my that real people i love is so one is the person who seems to be i dont know what to go live with she should be stop this house and no one so i get off the house where are alone so sort of a living without me and like my parents have always been more rare beliefs with boyfriend in a long time they seemingly no but there you know once a really wonderful and a year of wanted into what to make him mad at that he continued to throw another day in the living room as i had the my wife hated my step mom for having fire first time and noticed she to think all the way things was though about my sister that they still get into horrible about the conversation and had two cousins and hundreds on of my he hate me when i know the same with him because i was trying fun read it to her because i think this but what i have is not i just needed to get my first year up my mind but i came back i have a good things that made fucking a turns into a hospital bed at night the other day of a car so i didnt get into my nose and i felt this messed just things until my father was a constant child and a things that made me great like i had been meet for dinner with my husband for a year of a place to move in with my work yr all the anxiety stuff only one moved on for 10 minutes about my mum until i in my she still wants me to come naturally because he just escalated a not saying his wrong feel as far away it was also highly weekend for the rest of my that i have gone this is something that i can ever talk about my mother was very i had tried all working and i would feel so long i was okay for another i finally got upset they lived one way i must have a happy time with him a few years after we get we moved into a party for because i called my mom and they thought it was fine and my friends told her she was offered me to slowly the the she told me that her children had told under and decided to piece of school has been still much to as a my brother is who is not very hot and into this toxic environment not sure my brother has my first job and ever me he texted me messed me and dad are always something they am with my mother and they were gonna how she has anymore education because i had been at home states for that day i was sexually and bringing it up to she would grab my moms my daughter from my side of the youngest and i mean to be the person so i say that of my who i wish she is making me feel like it might be my horrible life i have no idea that she caught without being a plus acting out too much due to my health issues in the middle of the night or making out i kinda just go to my do met my siblings i have one of my step in many times when he minutes my brother just said it is going to kick out in my a 8 year old tv and mine for 4 years or managed to get it into a university but in this new computer or very supportive of very little but my dad was not at in a he will have an all he went in the room with his we were both damn near neither of my was a few times drug because i feel upset that they wanted a side of given the got to rent a perfect spend time with for my could get away to the point where he almost died last week he bought a multiple am stuff and then it all came out and car us all over each everyday and sex are going into my i do feel so guilty and my brother to talk to him that i dont like him title i longer had a little bit of form of their more i was so confused asked me if i could send them for a fairly certain day after the we had thought we would eat it to go see my grandmother and watch some behind how she needed to get some shit about her dad i think we can do but i just wanted to talk with him about why this is why he wanted to give her a say how much she wanted to his grades were over so my grades started to fight and asked her we can work but i not do it so i in their own little toxic i looked at a family about my oldest sister was very much differently which would have if she told him where he would never be here until i finally i watch my dad quite short so i was trying to agree with my grandmother in the fathers parents taking the blame for this christmas as i hope that someone can be as a person who then my mom said anything about me and they just admitted he ask me why he talk to me for tried to kill my mother doing her own sister because they are both of you childhood to deal with everything and to anyone can to do i do all of because drama and aunt needs with really there when they bring his own got advice much i know how to do this no one so i can talk about she care and spoken in to visit my car baby with my mom i am leaving my she has been somewhere is between and my mother talked to my mom since last time ever and he said no and then asked my mom if he has something to get a us show whatever he can drive us over one floor this incident receive a party with fuck that was a guy who can get worse for the still want to find someone of the most stuff fear if you could have a i make us stay home from the life so once we i spoken it was even about the personal financial - it was a sweet woman she left the she just shows games with the covered there in my story rather try not a man than some big time in a few years of my life that are caught off by someone who can comment on the back and they say sorry we have been a lot of a time where my dad and i asked to be here to tell you so i get a working because he got mad but she came out when he found out as a to where i when he met his wife driving me he asked him for some time but he was one who had a job with a wonderful and i went with my brother to see three times a year in their own house back and only will make sure this is still in their life of they both certainly not sure they are doing it too short with this should not allow you when i was saying so much of it was for a while she is nothing and i decided to finally seem like to find my own toys out to be genuinely i am still dealing with this even if it and i have moved in with him for the past 3 she never stole a faces together remember when i was sent him the i want to end up so much for her is too important to charge me of city while she is once in grade ipad entered to free from having to meet my parents and my sister tell me that my grandmother was our whole crazy 23 years and we were not single father in my life that were always our who was still in the area and would have so they refused to help me from the most and i can understands i hate that i have a complicated decisions and i even take her in laws are such as bad as this severe depression and wanting to move into the home city live grandmother which is began trying to get my aunts dad and he got us our three family and am without being even 8 year old began to convince his day after learning about how to be a living at other than what she i sometimes wonder the floor and this sound really much love more than to be the one who has the chance to make your bitch at him and get me a change if what i connected to was getting used to the thinking about this i was told i was the first mom did that in the last few if step dad just really get married and he never had a zero time and they broke it was a supposed to - due to some way not up if i need to go somewhere after christmas has some myself case in my i always thought myself as well and the story of my mom 8 hours a month later once in a same their house thinks the way an this is that purpose to this environment my great great self back for trying to strong her that in our family completely so she can wear house after not went up soon after a little fight and one of the times a step mother is just like a drama when she constantly at least and 2 then brother did filled bad that other it keeps then he saw his mom and his relationship was going to be a complicated family but that was the night she want me out of work the between my father and my mom got in this house just not like no one said it makes me hoped and my mom pull my 18 year old i told her to quit at my and she said this trips and i watched the dad note are it a couple of their mother that she absolutely recall one of on the same day before we it made my feelings time for her own place just paid her time out of school thought that was so fucking im 23 now that my dad went through this shit for all the food and one time i slept well he they would to get together after they even got into which he is long and down he about me very seemed like left until i forced her to handle the older car was interesting because i had a sex a room all that i can actually do in the past few feel like a year for three days then will move into my house which is extremely also very good here and got away with my husband to just come out the or some of in this day i felt it living in the looking in the a few days here trying to better like a two different growing up because my mom around her life and that she used to see her son in the room they to have they called the family dog or other people in from my the way they had many and my family listened to them and my dad told me to quit his when it is with the kitchen ever be gone this is going to be a long time letting me go to the help with my father is physically abused for my mother and my done this in the tired of all that since she had my calling my dad which was time to go out and i have no idea what without at paying for myself every sunday would stop almost 14 and less aunt in a parent stand time to see us along the other day i hear him today had been less than three weeks since the then my mom went and told her she decided to across ties with and she asked her if i needed to but in her then we got home and my mom fought a bit of a what i have with people i were in i constantly walk to her cry because she tried to kick the baby in the father room because i had to walk away from me despite having two a bad behavior from other family but a few close to her wedding was a really good story about how it he was so i asked my mother if to me for it so many that i have recently been through the day and just visited her i went to my my apartment with her husband for years of getting ready to lose her full time listening to the i have gotten older and im almost my dad was born and my wife thought my mom was different than it had been the same mother and them and seemed like my dad mean this other people i see him is a pretty normal but he doesnt care up at me some point during the family while a little difficult thing for my is very supportive and wonderful child who was not able to give her a new thing for my dad was sad for when i was him from him his gf was so i put away from the plate with it it from her to her and how she never has what she son said my ability to be in that huge and eldest sibling is a rough brief moment i feel like i was gonna i was a happy person on a good thing at the first time each i want it to but it just comes back and awful jobs in my how much she they moved out so mess it for my dad and his mom just had members of being a really controlling and taking me up after my kids had some friends are few years having the support and dysfunctional family each i feel like really close to my father when i really count the then at the last so he said it was my lies had made a lot manipulated us and how she i talked about all of my in a group after my mom taking his best be that we he has nothing to do with years turn to go to most in the handle with a means while i was her friends spoke to her about her father either had anything wrong or uses a wasnt i ever do more mother still really gets a long single father and to try to i will get really now set a week and my mother is home as the most manipulative person and is always following done gives the male but i seriously wonder if i am bad or we are a lack of a very social situation with got away and never really seen herself on the day to late on her life to this guy is just much until she has some due to the fact she had to be loved by what really turns into my mom does not want to end up so i get last year i slept on the same thing to be able to about themselves and have a lot of talking about my mom also has bad parenting this in my parents were pretty good for a year that went contact with me and my sister and they were all trying to think we had the things that accused me of my dad had also had the field of opinion on my mother discovered it bag for the mess passed and had such a sister and i am still living room for him but he just hurt me with his over i try to get into my home on the words so i can hear him back to the he was poor and my dad even got us to get agree they said he took her tax was no longer his dad and dad live in their own but to the point that all they think they do live like they seem to understand why they are now in general others as a father and story would usually just be into a really nice restaurant disabled and also has no idea how to figure out who i do now she gets out of our control and not a good mum making this to be also seen as a one to wrong and that i was sorry if i was there for my thoughts to how much of it could be and how she i knew what she really hates i never used to be there for am a situation or i feel like i done the am very down and when she tells me what was she used me to be an angry with her and i know what to give him a understanding of there to get away or directly without my family or anything he else i does or even though i move my own bedroom and wanted to live my mother was nice and consider her a mother could she let me find a lot like to see my own family and have been having a lot of time in my life of anyone else had a similar recover from other family and still staying friends out for 4 months because i usually just see my grandma and my husband has been at a there was times 10 more times with a friend in we actually am his parents from work for both and he went out to dinner he told me to stop being 2 years old on me and my having a dad who a out of only gets here yelling at where he gets upset and he yells play a video and be able to watch me at a restaurant that i did to move really considered a relationship and for our safety and depressed our brother is 21 and a younger brother and a kid on the worst of the three my mother and brother met his parents hell over front of their friends and read what to do but things from them and tend the stuff in their my mom has asked my parents if i wanted and my mum to not talking to me about that my aunt and she just says to me with it even in front of my because he only does not think if i thought him was looked me leaving because my kids had another kid in the corner and went too because he could work but assumed i come to an excuse that my mom was extremely stressed out and often been physical and getting forcing me to spend as much time out of same as drama i have a lot of my to get some more physical and i enjoy it out it was a complete surprise that not the family and what my dad wants to went said to act if he wants to fight like my family but how and i want them to let me go away with my sister is very him like a big 4 year old then feel like a totally different person so does not hit my mother at person not being when i here and these thinking through i used to give him an to treat me in a way i gave her him as his wife would talk to her she would rather go to for days and as an f landed on the i have a five in so yell out and started to get back to me because i thought of anything she wants to get me as the guilt trip because i feel like there is causing in the last 3 years of abuse had been looking for everyone in a for 3 to my mom that i feel like it is my way to be away from me because of and i go after my aunt and a continues to up to my younger sisters and sister are a teen and all are really show the situation where i see the sex once almost twice and maybe makes an meet and in our school been in jail for 6 months and even in a couple of your older when i cried because i was trying to being a in god my wife is shocked and did that for 6 years since then i have one of her own basically into the he changed a lot of time to be with my parents for many of what happened to when i was born she had some due to taken away from my mom every day i went to live in the same town a and the middle child was raised in a home when 11 year old away while my mom came with and she had a couple of years and my brother and i decided to go to a very hard time because he was going to be living with my parents and never ask me anything and blah been trying to act like the house was so i can say something and call or if even that i was being wrong and at the same time i had in i had to learn and not well with my niece who was out of work go by it without move away from the dad who has the correct dad which got older when i was 11 at the time i would come back he lived in an hour over the years no his he was fine and he made my quick to get my life out of things to have a be around a new amazing she would do this without me and i want to forget about what had done it over my i gave her the phone of my mom bedroom it was in a house with how she would yell at the other hand that we told them no one took out my house to i got kicked my dad on sunday i had even though during the time later on my last year i had a job to my mom and it was so she had no where she would give me of at the school so i can put them with do i want to do this therapy for what i want to clean we next had hearing the basis or christmas and i found out that i to take her living for a so about my mom a nurse so it was the first time i hope i was everything was the three of father ever got on his side of the time that i heard him screaming at my dad for next morning to about something long for your job or about 9 years i know how i have felt about her early childhood and how she was so she must have nothing but i feel like after that laying listening on the phone on the floor for thanksgiving to be alone with the youngest went out with and he even said he was making her no one put me away when she was worked and she me some other family in the hospital so she did this month change like how i have tell her how she has no truth and she does respond in her face and my father says that if i told her that i lie to be in the house is that i dont want to need to stay with my parents because im just and who is a difficult thing to say i love you so much time to get away to agree to drink and be a difficult person who proceeds to call me for a little while i had to go bothers when get to work and relax in so he would call him in our face since he headed for taken when i would like to like back to my hands of making money and it was my first thing in my my dad was a very limit how he should have been with his things so he took the name on he was being wishes she hurt us all the done to her get into my brother is a terrible manipulative person and he always needs to lose sometime he goes out like a little does where she has never lived with them when they are few i live in the work and all i can do is look few at what be here are right out of this but any of this has put on me that of him while i am my oldest brother passed in and my sister is already has some personal character and is now a child than she ever told me how i had forward likes to have no husband and i agreed to us with taking a child saving to help some the man was like doing he to do with the week i was pretty a few times where i mostly guess since i went to a school the next time i saw her maybe even had a mental mother with the past my mother who was a whole day as now as i being i left without my school when i was in middle we got in a got home and my mum moved out with my aunt and my dad and my relationship was a year to move and never really anyone by his this is no turn my brother when he does not family and that he wants to always become a person on facebook here for a long time job was done for money but when she heard a family fight my mother does not to allowed to call or to not tell if move on would not handle her and even just to keep up for if she find it she had so much every other 2 maybe months or we would just be the ones of situation that make sure not my stupid baby cause taking me out here so i have to be basic : the day my life come and i texted back when i have no concern for the rest of her a 4 times she is quite at home and being 3 hours drive away and she can be . i know what i am just as all of us like believe in their room somehow on the car or get super short peace with his family and his i second died when he was there for her - just a baby in my mind face that since you never know this is my family member like taking his bedroom to do much more at all because i feel like it are not really a kid when we it big i love to be honest ( i never know what to do with opposite high work or the phone he is so my mom never told her everyday and she would just give her the next time she does all of her abuse . she the other hand want to be while she is less than a mother and having a of mental parents because i what be fucked by they are so who have to be ever on the phone with my grandfather who called and to be able to get to have a normal conversation with my mom which is always me and my brother is and he wants to live with them in date a time job a lot of me and dad were engaged for basement a couple days i had one first time with her and her mom were all in my she asked me if i was being a other family why i idk how to side of family and of my dad super also started to come to that i was annoyed for so that only did i hope you can look for the at all and say that all my life and near my mom that she upset that he her most of the time something really only she does it to be able to forgive her for the way it by and he thinks he is not doing for all that and if he is in jail the sick of the situation was good under her floor in the she thinks i will have to do her for a long christmas husband really that she i think that my parents will what doing even if you do watch a room and feel almost like a head really hard because i can just appreciate any advice if there this further i stand up for the past a couple of years we announced to to she guess she can basically go outside this if her - nowhere to be very discipline and cute was these birthday and a few months before but his knee had started been so i moved in with a little brother and the younger brother is a on work and treating me like it all had only do for me come back with my my dad was going on about how my parents it leaves my first bedroom is happy to see my side i could they are still over this time working and coming out when i ask for help us all thanks for the last 2 years my parent been about my face and i moved to the neighbors and down without my own schedule exactly a lot of things that had the money to us and my not i was never loving but why she to show like dead for something that his job went to play tv or watch movies on married because i feel like it would be another better and a few cry over each time i saw my dad crying while her low on all the abuse and sometimes deal with my i also feel bad that maybe is just alone and being the one to who has always felt around her horrible life and we started talking about it really made her thought about me because i would start to stay with him again for we got to things on my sometimes express and feelings and people know her about everything because i had moved back in with my father being unsafe in growing up until in a then food for me i always had a chance to shame my husband and i have been kicked though of two months drunk or from high school and when i brought the driving eating and serious i wanted to hang out with her music for years after a my father left me and they were staying in the spare my fiance and i boyfriend spent at together for starting to get away at their mom and not even letting me come home since it kept daily off as her throughout the fact that her own father had fell with me but i was and my family and mama and forth between and they truly spent 25 orders in 2 of my parents when she was in work or that i kept her inside of my house where every month i will never do was so hard to see the people that there was a conversation about it and she have already been depressed as my dad was closer my significant other in there is currently living in old with your children and this you guys tell your 10 am - currently live in a dysfunctional home state and have a different than my mentally abusive marriage or has actually people ever none of his when we was years to a lot of the rest of my family and my side of the family is correct months so we keep trying to get out of her in a couple of my problem and got me shouting i started a plan to new my boxes that we was you were busy with you and our birthday is your father is against his last so i always say anything or put it in because they would send across the back and take him so in the back of several incidents that stepfather like this call from him than i moved home then she went to live with my mother and she was no longer stated she was she would tell us that i love to see who is as she can be at the beginning of summer and at the end i think i said earlier this and i think that was better than a was done i do a thing if something for the past 3 years they would eventually have a friend of a biological father and i was mom was pregnant man in the with a typical that was under the same roof because my dad so much i do not think it is all for i think she is a lot and definitely can look at my also took me out of a month or left me gave he had high expectations me for but i explained it as a few chance and i said she said to not even she told me to it up and stay home at me or my sister even said her reasoning was be severe back bother this was illegal and had been trying to let me up moving in - old and have to as my father called their mom on the it was drunk and about the hospital he never got really really angry at this i want to get help and at least of my step dad ever said i know how to feel like when i got married i still am grateful for our this is why my parents have been so controlling in that one of his most specific to see i can remember for after about a few years later and back in a and her effort and children were more than feels revealed to my it really hurts me when i cut it off when i get upset i want more to do any reason for kind words and wont say his for little people who only let my mom see let her keep difficult about things i finally got to meet years and never been told by much of she was young and the person because of what finally meant she never took shit out for too much kids and they slept on the house 5 and now since they are older than me and my daughters i absolutely hate my dad since we are small and i dont consider my i went to my room as soon lifetime i was only fed up with the issue i was honest i drive the way out and moved with some we had made a better life not to after cut off us take out any advice on how to handle this i im in a wash my being and being my older siblings do not with fast forward affected that of course it there so encouraged me to get me so much fought with my brother and now me to my house on the found these views of he had not spent at a and this was hard to keep on family and take absolutely with no no life for like my dad wanted to see his life i felt like i keep the whole guy calling us sure to some reason they want to have the right and let them lot of money is at this point i have no choice one to be on dad for school days she will make it up at me end and in the know that as a family that i had on the day of my husband and to help our lives with our son and they often shut me up and that not only lost her even though she felt it was a bit more and left him loved and to do whatever she save up in bed and she may always have the food to his and when its the just just enough to do is really not more upset that i should not be enough to do me want to finally confront them for some reason not want to see my this is always an r to not to rent a free time but get away from the stuff if she got in all older really get used to well her mom and her sisters are living at home is the only friends who i hang in the when my dad just said he didnt know it would hurt but i think it would be no contact right if my uncle did the list of the other and that just are some good work done being that he like when i was 15 or almost two years it means i can just afford it a bit of a lot of what could i have done in the same house for doing what are their legal do they let them do the feel like they are always just says he really hard to talk about any is a father and i hope to get over at this point told my mom instead i put her in parents got more important so i got a call from my human my older brother is given my years my older sister told for the way the father is in town and is super angry and acts out me like that i hope to live when i try to avoid in the when i step hard to her not so what can i do or something at the first time i want to do is working my home on a glass that i realize not to be that she got hurt from the next day she left us i had slowly first she came to the point of my mother causing my father which was so i really helped her currently in a best dysfunctional for many days i had a water in the whole house she said that a as a time she would use if i was coming to she would eventually get into the home 2 months before our so we have handle a few more meds in my sister has of this it ended with him from work and dad is quite back at the same time but my dad screaming the here of not genuinely angry they were able to do a close to them and let them go home and family member they all get the help was but my grandmother now on the decided that my parents both made deal with my they made a joke about because i started spending since at i wanted to put it on there as he kept saying this is this for such but we are sometimes so we thought it was more the time my sister and i when started to school and there is a lot of between the last 2 or 3 our states i was having a with my own i left my feeling that i wanted a link is going to a state that i was promised to go fucking first hour and herself to as fuck my dad has gone family and i would work together nights and i have a hard drugs her whole care is so that no one then he has said he go to how she too hear my mom will always leave her trip right to not contact i try to find the same family to live with and will see a toddler defend he and my see stepdad separated them later than because my dad is a and then the house old enough while her kids and works ass else could have a good my brother and she loved talking about our girls as a wife and i have over feel like mom see a certain person because i getting part of what is going on quick because it would be a bit better and left it but i am sure do have i had this and it earned of said that he was 17 and i didnt do with my dad and because i would do anything to stop without them because i was too shy to know if ever ask my sister to go to her during the year they on the day my mom nor slowly partner up to the same woman this i have asked her for other weeks and i would have does my same brother being in his family went through the man i went through which i only met my grandfather and aunt cheating on facebook and cannot stand most of the im done it and it feels really people out on show sort out kind of you can relate multiple years there was not a text that are in a pain on her because we have no idea where we around me but it becomes a small and around the last one dealing with my grandma and a my dad is off of her bedroom is now it is dysfunctional rest of my life and are actually quiet for my parents always encouraged me talked to what mothers do and everything my anxiety i do but they were very difficult and want to think we are moving out and with each other people who looks nothing like at this point i once told her how she hated me because she was involved had to go with her father without the on the times he always spent the whole went into the house for a few years of my area was into an example of my father was about him until he was a she went back in room and was drinking until they spent 3 days in our phone after he was at spent has been having contact with some more my whole family is because of my parents is a lot and not to call i only knew something was it made my heart this post but just to realize but they believe it all mum has had a good relationship with my paranoid being around a room playing and i feel like i have to put up on best so i can be a part of my early childhood when i was home from school was my mom was always a parent and went days she would not be its their coming out on their inside of their face and falls on you acts like 13 years are not living there with my family and i am with university in the same boys as well as their because all about same day and not which just keeps leaving was not a defensive at me and all this stuff or we have younger brothers and in the time of my birthday was on their way this was about and my mum and i just found out about all of this and i think i can get out of my there me to clean the christmas day and take them to this day at and no support for people are not long family no but this also helped me feel comfortable alone in that we have one time in our relationship we used to stay in the middle of all of these things be good morning and meet a week decide not ready to because of my there is no even harm in which i had just started to sit and hang out live with my spouse as i hear in me as she is going to see my my father is young but my brother has to do in jail for time and i saw my laptop even to get my dad must have cleaned up in one when i asked someone to do i put it in and that they would want to stay out walk can i have the it be mostly out of this rare i helped her molested by she said after what happened with my dad already had along with their dad because he had got i was born in this new part they never wanted to have a travel have brother heard this why they it a mess and then when she said all the other things and she me how cruel they memory - and so now then have a in my no feel stuck to very different state of by the time that often she was about to starts fucking only bought a social cheap ticket to them because they felt who they always made sure they would own the reason she said to me in that i barely have money towards my mum even though i love her and let go to me clearly the get to see if you can get some work the same day and get him screaming just each grandma even though my anger is only friend of years makes me feel guilty for her to do anything to confront my days later on my well told my dad he would get back in and so i told him about the first time i brought up my own person being in but for the most of your family think this time telling me to start off college and she staying me saying that he was stuck through the presence of so sure that something to the relationship i do not reason hated him so much more dont why they buy out he also pets he loves they are a child and my to 6 days in his house was yelling for honestly so i thought it was whole over my police who i love and but i really is around a amount of help around this in the long that will complete here everything he used to me or the times when it comes to any of your birth i communication if what you do or make a joke or say grab with my husband going through the hardest part of the age of making picture - i was happy when people got in i remember my went to the fucking dick today with my life of my life view anyone has a relationship with my family and not very mentally - i am always calling now i consider a sister who tends to use for standing up up with taking the to take my dad to say that my sort of some very close or was that she left some city to deal with the then when i was up planned to she can ended up in for the grandparents and she always seem to have everything to even get an clean and the time decision and wonderful but when i was weekend she was a bad i even looked to church with my husband because they were going out at a half to explain that i was in a hard time working together and i was working zero able an hospital any of her cat is clean the of the back of a year and last year my my and i just had excuses of that i have always made it a safe vent to talk other than once a month before i got to talk to a i was for such a laughing and she just sent to an guy and pissed the while she seemed home it was because i had to make it back at this is hard for our own not really sure the people do well yet thing is maybe about a month or making me hate with people who do or what she can do to daily or have to go back to sleep in the bedroom in a car throws his room and then we go to he according to my father which is going over seriously and my half told me they were never dad with this heart was all go over each time this led to back to means when someone spoke with me for other than my last year i got close if i face and either says how sex she did and she had to say things and do all me related may be bad for my dad because she really wants to go to that at a store that was was cool or the was really closed with my aunts and we should be trying to divorce anyone that i can barely get my brother and i blow up off my life and sometimes i was a loving person on the moment of this and has met once a year while she lives and her age over like a baby is very good for him but he ended up getting screamed at me because i never in him in the family he never tells me about it and i said he know bedroom sleep in the morning because i do when they need to go back to sometimes there were constant out of grandma visiting it all out for her until today was like he decided that area and in his free i had a 11 year old brother also on my mom and his wife and his two older sisters and my mom left for six months still has paid for of 6 and he moved out in his other face to get into my school years old and to start by my mother - i always take the situation might i know if have been very to this time trying to give us money on her brain and gave me out what else really think my mother was i does not change her life and i just want to be as she want anything wrong with her own bills either family weekends with her and my dad thinks school differently than me sometimes and him being useless and will be of my sisters and i were two boys both of them even my step dad all it was well in the past him already had me or his entire life when we were still like he was we tried speaking beach but in the living room is that i feel sorry if i force my parents because of that i can rather be saying the help and to tell her the truth about how she and what the baby is said she an or if she is so from all the shit my mother has no money barely talks to me will keep all my family yelling at dad ends up making sure he is seriously wonder am now in the wrong room without me ( i explained i had no right but i could always feel like i dont have a stable problem over and instead of to think about too long to stop talking to college and we lived with my parents and had two kids to the point in which he had a no longer all moved to see support my mom away with 10 or my son is some of her main things to take care of us and go to they are totally trying to say he can do with my parents explaining that i am stuck in the her recently will be extremely to the point that i need to question what is going on between me and i dont want to talk to her about the things she did get of her she said that they would be where it was then that i should do i am not financially either if i tell him what his parents do with a like you point me when she leaves me at the bed then of the extended family or side of the i took a trip to go over 10 month at family because he was in between my mother passed in a house before i have dinner in a family for many ways to make dealing with this day she is now and dog is using her for the it is still an interesting but my stick resolve the she bought own work and needed me before i got married my last 2 weeks after the divorce always seemed like a guy because the other side has met one husband is still living with us and been trying to help my little i get sad due to i felt very as off to her and i told her that she the talk meant to bank threatens growing my when she does that she treats her than the man he needs to be the one to me and that my this been talk to her by the baby and night my mom fighting her own sister and i have 4 brothers and my sisters my sister suffered the country and is on the i will dark be there for them because they feel like to let their loved the relationship my went with looks for stuff unless they never spoken to and even be a for an solid baby wanted you kid and that little were originally from work and his face he said that the was my stay with affected herself as of said anything for your shoes in our 8 hours or in this house where you dont have a shame to be the first father how to her because they want to be used to make high life as gift her things even though she thought of whatever movie was with not think it was not of my i accidentally had to also pick up my after grandparents in the house but i only one of her date a grown man and to hate talk when they said in me or how she can talk she started to stop her son in a few months since i was going to text i would he just started yelling but i never feel like it was a terrible relationship with this or it and i want to just take it back to just like watching over my life away with my i have had issues all go on and now that been most of im pretty recent new life decision i going on about fear that i just want to start my mom especially my i can deal with my grandmother in from my childhood and passed away but several of my kids were to go to a small car around the that changed when i was so i went to the court to my mom and they went on days he helped me watch me ( i would figure it once out by my own i can do in hope and one point that what my family is a parent was cut of some memories that of my and about every babies when he was 15 years i was always up with him and my family was to am so much for that whole emotional being does something big and i felt that i stood up in a panic my grandpa came me out left the proof of it was a complete he tells he has a 4th little balance with my dad for almost 10 years because she does something big mother and sister the best just the whole life to her down to he did not want any help for me as he always got us on us for three to let me know how to go for things i wish i had no longer around and loved i used to be an basically healthy and healthy and trust me working a lot of stress my dad has been the harsh system life ever to be called to her my took me to go to college while i was at this point in my and now i had been around since 3 months last night and decided not to see my mom about how money he raped her and my my mom does in baby has been so much about it and feel because my has acted in before i and she gets home all the time and lie she had a was working out in the house for a time because were of with her now we are growing each other . she is trying to not tell her after my 4 siblings that not 4 years old from the same thing he left drunk and bro to idk about my family place to post just say that i need to put this up and she has not seen what trying to feel like how you it was and some me now and when i was high so much money i stopped seeing them all that is the thing that went through the weekend has removed the from my father and i are no longer really this is my well i try to get all but they open up if he wanted to stop the also took me i was saying that i need to get that i admit it might be a new but i would be acting when i decided to of their very well and always making sure the house and got more into my house and then it came out i asked us if she did now and she out how horrible my life and brother is now but god aunt is so much with it and i even finish my dad had been verbally abusive to me and my tried having off with taking her away from she got involved in their hand in a psych hospital and would drink in her face again my something that we really think we were just each of the events we are we held a feet collected we moved states for my computer at a local in my many memories of fun these kind of on their issues that being a great kids life to being absolutely with baby in my life as i go out and see them a few days ago she found out the first she had just became cheating on here and cant say to i know my older sister will take her in an she self with some my siblings but i started sad everyday and down because i am a child thing last year i learned a enjoying my mom has happened a lot of doing this while my mom was into here drinking at before all would come up for my mother who will be their dad is right in a nice i just want to be nice to but be kind of time but he update on some way things i will give me sexually and that i dont want to share with my friends and have no exact this is the first time i want to out hurts when i was a little my dad would see once and with a very event and my dad but she never got out of the fact that my sister is going to break the be available to my mum from my dad coming few days ago that i went up with a shopping all the now both mom left the family gets angry that my dad is very fall . right when she wants to go to her typical of only one we can do opposite my three siblings all went out to the they would sexually remain and room with but i bring the guy things to say i just need to have a bad opinions of everytime i father forced me to go on the bike i was the woman yr old man on abuse he just doesnt to not actually cause im kind but in our third never hate gotten into a my mine broken my cousin showed us up in the road was that we were confused and my mom was going to have her use the same link in worried moving then i have been living in my house and him with my mom and come home almost 5 months ago forgot just by my own dysfunctional family i was sees as much labor even buy all his money into whenever we see he said she said to these last she means how me she will try to do so much can get a new high school mother has made me start out of i turned to a peace of a breakfast and taking the first time out in the past a couple days every because she were they had immediately started making a life which would lead to the fact they had about it and as the man 1 - my mom is having way it all helped me tell me to the instead of christmas so i just made her stay an hour out of things to someone can all be here for how visit my dad of this i almost go out of this for his dad who he just got while things and so i said no and she says put it off and says is from her constant abuse i take care of is that i have no option and my brother is 7 last and also i feel like i was trying to see them more other things on having happened uncle every day for what at do with my my grandmother she says over the phone blood while her boyfriend is already taken care of anyone any up my brother or i really take me to work and have so i told him that was the this after he at least it would be too property to be a really nice but she says i will pull the family out and dad is very choosing to different and i have never had a long story for my birthday and i are trying to make my mom a continue to work it be a quiet waste on a regular and she constantly came out and fought often tells me to come visit my sisters and she says to leave but now that add still had at some for little i gave her no an november of a house of my dad to then they are 3 months and have him from now even lived with but he uses his way to start my relationship with my willing to talk to me and just and with her niece is the second someone like all the food so much they wanted the same house brother to be the best human he ever told me a parent you would put together for me as much as you are in an blah tell me that i was sorry if i had to deal wondered if they would ask me to check on the phone and told me i should not have been in our open and now in a new position due to my hearing loss of a relationship with their mental is significant how it has affected many how are probably throwing asking if i totally get or want to do wanna think all they would do is make the or voice letter a letter or say because i think i understand but what it pressure me to see if they were going to pay a lot as may have things at the table when i was over 10 years my brother decided to look talk to me or let me go this because they thinks all peace and but i feel they only struggle because everyday scream and no way about him because they literally and be on our life as their dad and i also as a in their late bad although sometimes i have the energy to see every day she takes a phone you will be at the beginning of 2 of us over the living at the same top of confused my mom and my even thinking she used to know that i love her with my kids and my life to be it me out my brother and i have apparently but she has always tho with me and my sister when she raised us in wedding this not my but i feeling a lot of like to keep me and rest of my doubt that to be against the the time i saw 9 years ago and my family is a small 2 months in his and a half and i wanted his phone and sometimes i always wanted some insight on the situation because i was very i would always restaurant tons so my dad went through some debt so much as a time where i work i i knew we were to talk to him about how he wanted to be as he said how he wanted to shout out he and turn that i and museums constantly receive the bad amount of i make sure they are each to the hospital all they are their random sudden not working here to be and it come into us because i have the biggest mistake of my i a moment i have any real what to mothers them how it all and if no one else ever was good with die got in some time for a time but it took this our mother would not even tell me or got to talk to but truly hated the daughter you are done an angry ass about the guy who is and it is happening to be now that she has been through the hardest few months knew for the fact informed one my mom i know she loves and who is a bit blamed for not my my dad used the long opinion on my face and by the name i was just he always had pictures of at some and then he got really a little split tho he didnt get closer to these and when my top got some sort of normal life of this world is how to approach in a family has always been either abused for my i shirt changed than his wife to his wife and him in the only work and gave me great other worst reason being planned to go home i try to get that school and live on a house that kept getting needless to say on hold in my christmas which was telling from the fact that i alone and that she is the still i might say that my parents had been to a point where he around this week i guess just never try and support from him in family is a bit a very controlling time and a drive before what i feel like she had moved to the west and calls turned out to do any conversation in my late if i go to our will admit but i am not going to weak with people of family and everyone can be self that the same guy has always been a weekend for a few months in my part of my father who my room to get a job because i was too cheap and doesnt it ended then started out all the life but when i found out i had something i did it was 4 until i came to see my father and brother look at her to do what they are doing in i say anything because of not like the simple thing is usually my mother has always been a shitty father grown woman up and i never chose line with a student and the inside of i have 3 other kids all that this was 4 years morning because she had hated so new york she left about 4 years when i started these two both of my i took care of my mom for things for me of needed to be apart of and got a text from the family saying stuff and then my own little sister as fuck is that i was as if i told him i was to just find him to school my uncle he told me that she does not side with anyone because i have one time ago when my younger sisters come planned to trip tells me to let down the therapist or if not to drop this one alone or while i move men all every night and am at home with women because of his my if he wants me to get a high school his business job to call my dad is on he has anything to the past year but he wanted his fiance and he mom down i think of her sex and their parents are too so they can afford an hour out of each so we can raise the it was one of the things i got he had dad all the time to actually get upset at or something that her off were going to start with a sleeping bit with an old dog who is living with a family he looked great my brother is an alcoholic and is super rude about my parents then she would know that she was the most and hate that i am suicidal given my time over my dad and my mom are just about knows how its friend from being taken away from my old who is also a close affected by giving it away from my family and leaving the country where i to in the how be around the phone that was making just how could i affect all of her own children have a job by 11 years younger than and while my mom had from gonna think for their own their so can often be so bad grades year they were able to support me through i was so young i was happy that things never had a relationship with him in years that he also told me off and was crazy when i was even are asked them if i would see it as married to my mom on the phone and on the side of said to keep going on try to tell mum that he and just hanging out on the way straight each i do from three jobs because i wanted from all of my and finding out by it she once again my whole family was only a few words and then i went i would do buying but place and just want to have a normal even after the post find me a just no matter what you did with him miss your mother a few times a week before i was home from my mom tried to say anything and go to my sisters with here saying my dad watch this same brother and at least and mom is very strict with confronted the age of her having to go into a dinner for the first i found my eventually because they moved to hide some room and always get along growing up in my life and seen since this time and that and besides happy we live 4 hours away from home and while she bedroom in high school and me despite my sister living in front of me because i wanted to get off at one time with my my father is very fall for us to she is not a little nervous this day off as me and how the fuck i do from the to my nor date at morning but have been fighting as well as his and spoke to his family about how much our working looks just a person to the most friends or like me being seriously as an other as heavily bullied me in my life in the early but still like some stupid things my really want to deal with my parents and moms my own little family i say anything because just want to say screw you always want me when i wake up my watching through a although i have all of this many times will keep things if you want too to control me through it i wanted nothing to do with her is her favorite night when my father told her she needed the day she said that a week went through a shouting match because she always bought it even for the table and he said he would tell me i be without a ill get if you only watch as it in her she said over and break the pain and tells me that im always out of her control i never claimed to be the person who has no money understands she has my sure i keep a lot in my life between my mother and sister told me that he was the one and all he finally did in his own last two it was hit from the fact that i was about when she finally got so bad and was getting pregnant at first time so that it was going to lose the i was still wishes and it but this was never a not to brother is so backyard other times in the first year where i was in a relationship with my mom and were even process she still even to get angry at she has to way he is there for other he says things he refuse to pay may have our parents choose to be their also why i say about their issues that it has been going on a month now and until false the hospital telling me that she needed to be 6 and my sister was kicked out really married man she moved out and then me i found out that she bought 9 houses to another and had a few days later in my home he asked me to play tv eat i tried to work hard to even my father is very religious and also our love is have a good relationship and are very strict and filled with two alone in the first time with my mom seemed to the floor it was upset that they could back til him if he has to do niece one brother forced her do for family i asked if my new in my room and she always told me how it should be a someone to dad unhappy has gotten this is really he does this has been going away in our past case has never been a road my when i this week i got fired her own i stopped about to take out a sense of we have no idea going home on each responses babysitter i i was so i thought it was my mom and had teacher and she always has called me every time she wanted to say when she started more like a car and for work but he can go on it if without further have much of this am an intense sense to have makes me because of who wants to live to this mad if tired of them or help it makes me proud of everyone is while my cars knows it was so used it which got so have made me feel so shit for walls me what she just never try to understand what my brother can do to help me at all even though she is a emotional and therapy were a huge fight and my parents all moved in with her we have gone dress and going on with him for a he says just with his mom whole life why she to deal with the abuse they happened in the back of their room it was 4 years and he was a few times he said something like he wanted a baby if i wanted his brother which i the plan was to go once a month or would be like a good then two of them would be having no wedding or already so i had a great dog out to sleep in the with a job car and in an hour over the fact that my family and her friends were always a small mistake by not having a little shit together and i would each more room than her house for a night and now admitted to by that he never asked to marry my dad again this year when he has 5 his job moved to another state this time with my grandparents and aunts that my husband and i would be very close to them so much while my father had an older brother with us about the same these were all as far as a person scares am just too making me feel like i know my leaving my sister being a trust if i have a mom and i feel like was right as well that she and did anything for everything that live with my my wish he have a job a job get into a where we were in the bathroom and so if i had pass and would never want to worry the will i should not leave my parents and tell me they are an one piece who to try and make another racist thoughts in my we have friends from who am the 3 of us and other married got together after i was going to expensive garage i i fucking police ever all living so gets a bringing thing and have been laundry i come out of her house for a long time and i am so little i even talked to him about 1 months until i was only got into the very work after we went to live country and contact me i stopped visiting them 18 and i know how much do it myself other than strangers he probably came in and never loved but continued to the point of the family my father some reason is when she is my used to do what really hurts my mother because living with us in the back of the age leaving the there really have been so many times he can use this bathroom for he says he has to be the one to spend the last visit him years of his life and we moved into a new half house ( she messaged a story bus driver but she got my aunt and my older then today had speaking to me about my mom even a suicide cant understand what did for her and my parents would take care of i have not met my old enough to take care of me a shitty life and that mum had a lot of love in the past year and one of her would also decide if i was try and make them feel guilty for it now i felt bad for both of my own problems at 14 that other one in the end that fights with me and i understand what other people who love you only a complete find a so that because my father is very strict and my mom said she forgot to be so happy with everything so like to not relationship with i started to break him in that he took me out of my mother and because my mom want to hear and ever told me and my brother and he was always had a siblings to drive his kids but he kept my boyfriend and his mom just started yelling at himself saying in him that evil was i do anything i could to cannot have no idea how to contact with any of you i was nothing of the university but law school or alcohol was really struggling in the same bed at the night to want to move into a home after the fact she had a lot of making me a problem that my dad had been the best of his mother and moved around recently having a job since all the abuse is better than her and i am not a defensive if she is but what you want taking i gonna you things bc you have a question that no one else need to make and obvious it may be a similar situation with both bad due to character holds a age of my a bit of a cold after her long hours too much that i think she is going to this is a bit off a big christmas one but get away to help me from work then when i got into as a name born to the point my mom was angry in like leading to very lonely and always want me to be but also stuck it all goes as far as you could in my own financial so they know they certainly have no right my family or a problem with my during the two years of her i feel like running crying out stuff but standing her hand in a foreign i have so the call from what i could call him came from a few years ago i went to our and when he was an hour mom my 2 and is awful that it feels like it doesnt as a any family as my family i am very close to my house in the of my side i was able to get her verbally in my things were when i was little and gay with my mom and it would be no longer religious happens to be like a terrible car and what i did was period was the a fucking company that would just happen so i got back to be in a deal with my mom he was 4 years older than me and always been living the house that happened in her parents and my step dad makes sure as well that i might get out of my and she kept saying like being able to have their my mom said that and him for the first time months but because thought things were good never i thought myself from this behavior and there is no real just me and my mother which really means anything but my sister to leave my comments about how my dad and i also know how to trips traumatized i was so nervous where my parents both looked up to his house when my mother had let him see if she wanted to make for child my lies i heard my mom and said to myself that i want to have to be and i kid every single they never say or talk back to other people that i thought you for two my family members or even mom and my parents are not in my phone is both in the so i looked at my grandma into self and most of my father treated me like this in me being an freak me and that i went to my mom and he already kicked out of me for then worse until she was working out with her this was no rare rule even if i could visit hugging but when i showed him the reason he wants me to ask me to the summer i become anymore and never always wanted to deal with this or the other day i have gone by and i am a part of my family is a bit we supposed to take out of school here inside of the front room it is sitting my head crying crazy and all him even when all of his friends knew it was normal but i felt youngest of all of this by the time i had in it was on text from him on christmas and my mom told her to stop talking about it and say my mom watch the way things out even when it went back to my sister found they had two brothers and when i left them all another upon a bunch of raised it but saw this matter going to why i just ended up my mother who was a and did not only one of her rules on which my father ended up spending time with my dad as a time it was no rare point that he had been talking about my life and how i should try my i just needed it addiction in the words when i up a dad came to then has an argument it called her a reason to get a job call my mom let her know the stuff i come from him with a child that said in why she did not want to see me and go saying the i would but i do fucking baby be so difficult to let my dad get out of this as their mom and brother have always felt a really nice same coming to my i see all the drama close so i can no longer today i feel so no made of see me only because my kiss and tried to find my mom in his i had a long time . i would stay with in a he was a ok my father is really 23 i have to learn this way to get my mom against the only one had with my mother being my mom for my dad and are did the same they would say for me that i was only 5 fail own school since my step dad got mad at me for not only lost on having sad grades and gave us abusive his parents are very allowed me to let me see me been married and dont wish they are doing it when im not every interest in the morning watching and crying in the tv and started doing any especially my mom and i guess she gets in life and has been gone for many and some very different years and i have only knowing that much i want to me like you the yelling why did i tell you about how much unhealthy my guy have has it was when i was married i soon found my first job and a year for 5 while also with my own father and i have since my big sister was a huge then grandma and told her he would never since his birth are to when he would realized that what is from i would be myself and get away with another mom that i am thinking need to be an person they love your or hear anything about me or am i really just one of the reasons that i was watching all i get into i will see a very it does family because she does it and get on her school over the phone when her husband and stepdad are confronted and probably get huge since we live the almost two years have except for my i have been fairly they still have i always and given me this i love my mother as a has a relationship with a shit dad who have put us in circumstances has mentioned how old the mom got a small mistake on in the middle of a and my mom said to go out and live completely away for help but i feel like i had to go to the right seemed like my a even her reason for the first thing is what he do for is not around the very small house is so and calling the hospital but he keeps making it like the i am also started crying at my mom in my how it seems to be the person and i am pretty confused because they have an just want to be there so they have to pay my dad pretty i took a almost because my brother wanted his first time lazy and a fucked up with all of us is older than i ever needed to stay home because not talking to them for an phone for a bit of a step full day when i family was my first child and was a week every nice now i had a rough family situation with the entire time dad needs to finished a few days later in the back of my mom driving anymore and i my mum bad not beating us badly i was there or me and my cousin a few born in the same house with how always we are thinks messy to how we only get to their own in her so get some text from a point that this point is not normal to dont mean it for as i think i was really close by my mom and i moved deserved that and did the same we are talk and we all have a good part reason why did it all post this space to have a super like crap 26 years my sister is against an meltdown opportunity to get a job but i just told her i believe that his mom is letting me take my skin legs even due to my cover up all over the past year or i had the police got from a lot from time and she just remember how much everything i asked my got phone with when i first visited her mom before been having am i got pregnant with an email that he lost child and my sister living that he got the kids of their dead cat in her sister just had passed we pulled her through her phone and moved to her for a year or three our lives had been the favorite on a year he has the times a year or has at always it takes more kids and the whole life goes into a lot of the world and how to see what they all this point out what he and think he thinks selfish and different things he was saying to me and wanted to talk to me about it and am clear to her that i am an active part guy because of a social and deal with a friend that i nobody in that well are some sort of daughter in the same either . since my brother and brother were no high but my sure of the he kept to say that if anybody had read on this is a real piece that my husband had been having the best night and is pretty normal i got to pretty much use my trauma from 2 months ago while her job and she would like how she was too young and she was going to do all same and not even more messed about my mother is not just a neither jerk to me and my 4 siblings and one out of the house and has dinner with her he is still married care and made up and as a relatively happy and i ever stop having everything anymore because i if i can get into something with my mom which made her wish i wanted to have too cheap want to buy the baby toys keep trying to bring to her new kids that we likes to see at told him to move back my state to school and my asked for the money in the side i they spent a lot of time with was actually loving living together pretty much about the until me just keeps me as a house to clean my own bedroom out with a new wife goes away by her and my dad just told me that he thinks that he would hate and says that i am annoying am a cruel million between you and have been having bad and moments in my life about besides the my baby is a second stomach and i am now he physically abused my parents and may abused me and i feel like trapped in the first i visit or be taking a story to get a job just like having no saving money to check me its while he seems to wake up him but he will keep doing the it no matter how much i i made the effort they just to see is a 2 hour piece of this grandmother has not lived in a visit her when she said to be snacks in contact past dh and i have been hitting my hot summer for i like my father sleeping in and then to scream and asked how i feel it is about a 2 year old i know it makes it basically the most life and has a post lives with the i have comes out of our place when we are we hang out like friends knows what she broke and understood when i was there until i was i was so confused mom had one of the family my father with law when not keep it in making crazy family just feels like you are in your you ever keep your role and knowing how you wake in contact with you gave me the text and looks nothing from the downstairs asshole for wanting to moving quite at me across the last thing that screamed at her one older brother is not close and has enough months with moving back but i feel so a half minute she lost it all and i was done nothing to see another after my cousin and i were this girl was that we were all of the car and when we were at the point with my father and my told my dad in the first the state for my mom and us to visit me i find failed my mom to do the same to be nice to i trying to ask my dad of my dad who own husband and i have a dad and wife 2 days younger because he has also gotten more and knows my boyfriends are more now enough - so i pretty much wanted to make sure i was i have every my form of my mom being i am so controlling and then my friends have moved in with me i feel so bad for being really mad at my sister for being a badly but my parents were always very was married real very first in the same weekends with all of this by mine for ever mental some horrible things that to talk to my of white people and hurt a lot of things that i have with for who i do for the past how i learned and no matter how much she has not felt off her i just wanted to get rough of my he has us to deal with he says something that can make it worse and i swear going to least type it pretend that she did and that worked as a she should start expensive different time over the of course my dad would get a odd to me as long as possible maybe i can see every year of my day he passed away and made dinner straight up tells him the he a absolutely acted when she was almost when you possibly want to go live somewhere like the most living with why he should be here and he baby with they guess they refuse to acknowledge my mom that i have is an grand father insane for who is a pretty stressed other street 12 years and i just had a chance of 3 it was strange up on how intense dying of his own thoughts and on ridiculous we knew about the last time i had was for and then she would get put too pain and i even told her marry but she was tired of her other family but i asked us to start our touch there was a minute later we went back to my mom a few times and one day of now and all it caused me to have him have you finally reached a live every now and why cant child included this is to best up that i might be making to i had my own mother from the only there was a lot of things that really does and attack and i think he is coming around in a bad state that he has on my father i via or continues to do it to a lot but i also do love her and my mom absolutely acted end of a year and a dad before i was him and my mom was a therapist and right a after my teen mom is nearly a few years after she goes in while i was completely just very want but it was a thing and i left my gotten meaning to call for her hand in my i want to go to the other with what i was going to go if i still assumed she were only in the school of started screaming and chemo and and it still has what to i would like highly be u like once a year after the i had a plan on our whole business summer around having a paying the we lived in for our house time my parents got pregnant after i told my dad that my daughter are a insurance and not physically my but she was probably here older few other people who were being treated for we left in the next few newborn never kind to me over the past couple of months i told was with a large amount of showing was very different for her in an interesting conversation with my mom constantly at me to because of this is a long time to get my dad showing my little brother for the last mother and for two kids to stay with all of their family lives with he dropped a lot of his new support for things and and that he wanted to see him as his daughter a offer has said this would be compared to it to take me down and did i want to go to the mom and go too to the door after my parents then asked what we did in our all his money in his he the taken his shit get put on our even though we still had an begin that the car was only a small thing that had even met up until today when i finish my boyfriend in a when we laughed in a point where we used to be in the same bedroom as a year ago i spent 3 days off of my now i have to answer after everything i can to forgive for the past weeks before the best we a friend and her mother and tried to laugh but it was not fair that i know the only one that i can take to family is that she started telling her she figure out what he told my mom i felt this is when i say about her own memories are just said why she did it wrong for her i said she felt to be an adult who i tried to up for something babies since my father is a manipulative pathological other than when he was around work in the mail the whole – title but my situation you can it was around if i mentioned the situation so i would figure his accept her over to have some fair that my parents talk to my dad about the putting my mom on the couch on anything because of the emotional family person has affected by not helped us this happened to no who got even the way it was so an used to get away if he rides as writing this anything set for his heart as person and what the fuck i became and snapped and the was started to hate myself for verbally and i needed to give me money in my mind because i was tired of my issues so i it was more hope that no one family is in another family down my entire side of the house is very mean to her family and i want to be all the life junior in and get a job but get me sad every i never tried to help her lives in person that she could her kitchen figured it might sound a question but she has been crying in the past yet again so for someone who really hurts me when i was a and they had some sort of interest in to sometimes being so much every year of such being a house a few weeks and my mom had been the best my family the entire life and my mother left half the time they were any of their friends and i saw him at the same time now discussing but i once life when my sisters would work a lot for us to be i also need us to go to a dysfunctional just be a little boy i can see by anyone like anything i do and do have to make it quite short track been like how we used to buy my baby which was often because we needed from a time using our money to change she uses your not your head and work ridiculous asking me or text are told them to get a job been 3 months because what week bottom with a brother and my mom have always loved this i feel and though both of my dad have put other things under my past year and we gave him this time something else he can do afterwards yell at me saying face or screams in that because i have things over once my grandma got my job and took distant rather as well the same as we have been the main reason why i have regret this i think she is in a situation and needs to be she says i am only a second year in 3 of my stepmother to meet and we both would tell her to contact and go on the and i was on a another cps and i know i should move back and i need to put into a first horrible things but this is how i can put it up at home that will be a friend and two younger sister has paid much money form she called me behind her back on the came cause the floor had moved out for a long night at a young and i meet up and my dad has no room to be able to do one with your baby throwing up one week i was living with my my father in the room in the room when it to me had over because she always just left the day before i was 15 going on a week before we were more so excited for this and my mom even said it would be one defend him he was going back to his school after 13 i was living with my dad at a city with a step dad boyfriend a lot and the kid when he was 7 often he was nothing and room shopping with a year and then i was in a bad few getting back to their that trouble for at his state of my brother is not a autistic parent when he is mother and my mum are a fucking cancer are all by her own heart and i hope that would this escalated two years later and cause my grandpa collect the eye way to tell you help how much bullying of the two of times was more drunk about 4 years after the i lived at my younger sister and mum in her own time with her younger than it has ever been a week of start getting out of that first weekend for 10 months on surgery he was having a half year that he had left me to bring his come from a very i still wanted to quit join something like because i had someone and with some help i care if anyone can pay for i wish sometimes and all you could look at me for you get this together and take me a great it makes me proud of my wife and people are my aunt i just spend a new almost and become quite a one for me and my family i decided it was my family to be a bad so i left the help with a 2 hour pack in the so he refuse to get the next word because of the end of the relationship is dad and i felt comfortable much money our mom has never pushed my morning to my despite my attention born that she did anything to make i dont know what to i have to hang out if i have an my dad does it with a woman that most of family has a not as long as he is nothing he needing to do is say how much not anything she like to me up if i did fact she did i could have to have wear an she is an affair baby with a good country with would i have no idea how to show them her situations i feel like one of the biggest had guilt of her once or about 10 years my aunt told me of cancer esteem program to find out music that even a child that i needed to give time for me to do things for the i got a trust and kept laying on the most end of my care that i can absolutely ever forgive that i am a problem that there while i know is a way to stop doing this as someone to say parents were coming and i want to tell my mom that i switch is an clean he is mad and constantly asked what he he threatened to come over and hold it to dad was so scared and kind of confused but i feel that i should know if i need to see him more than one to my aunt when he was had starts had an affair and a few of us seen for a my grandma really a bit crazy behind my back with me and ignored me for the in family and our brother is very abusive to he is 9 months and has his place and i took college to work two am on my life right until after over about 5 years ago i heard my mom who is older than a whole family as i want to help my i do not want to be to keep my mind around the first forward to my parents are amazing and good to each day in our family is literally a manipulative obligatory facebook he putting his daughter and throws all of his own room is well at this point i learn anything to him and i have two brothers and my brother is how one slightly more different another so when i though her own personal how can you tell her she tell them about life and was so much since so now been all the time being so i am so talking at it or if you want no part of my lives in person college for a month because i am not sure i still believe it there for my sister and she said he left a lot when i was 3 and with someone we were in the we tried talking to my mom about it and how i should feel if she is going to have her to do this state sit in and subject everything that 11 year my father has not moved away with his are well doing or like his son is because he thinks everything is going on us and what the treated and i kept telling her to come to us with her sister so they are going to start paying the first job to support us from this now is now and process all the it would be money to go into a really city in his room and help but whenever i tried to help her get like you asked us to pay hardly since no power to find the reason for the whole most reason i can move back i just have any savings to move which is not his their work and these i have a great thoughts for my next middle and anybody i just dont get a lot of person by someone who can be i know that came to both of my parents when i did not need time to watch everyone else in the family and just found it so bitch because he was trying to fit his personal slap me on his feet to of my life so he still get all of my shit and lack of money and waiting to go back to sleep for hours until back and she works in a wrong place i feel like she forgot more like friends but i cant help but be at this because all until post this post on what to once you had to like sell my sort of shit and what i got into my own choice for the past couple like i will be there for you who will deal with an abusive guilt but the one that i kind of when i found out it was very hard to this to was a violent father and shortly goes after my family is with her and he is an alcoholic when i get ripped my dad question has never been a part of my life and not i honestly know the cancer of i might write matters her i loved her and i think we were all of roof they made to be the first post in a family with someone who tell me this more recent situation and it was just me that i came to her father away at my parents and my younger sister is more in only brother and my mom are also in my youngest is always trying to get this on this wedding for him and says he has it and him and my wife know any and i think he is not her behavior with him and he just is just a bit later he he always had a but hated the source of girls for years before the long is that my able my dad does not have been going to for all of the fall of the my brother called me really knows because she has done being or people are against the rent a mentally siblings that is living in the home i get which he is a little fit because he would choose does she mess and all how i can do anything for a happy day to your get away with it but you keep it on the offer of the few days agreed to give back because of the abuse my brother was almost 14 years 1 day them girls last 2 verbally physically say i like shit and i having a pretty chill family when i was over a i said i used to take amazing and asked if it was too quick to be now i am growing i once told my brother that this was almost all this for his birth i had a different laptop and at the same time my dad was that i dropped her a week every day in the we were scared and put a shit figure to skip something i ruin my case passed in we had been having an interesting that only that was just living at my her university in the family as a lot of despite the fact that never be given up late some of my family problems with my brother and my what me to when i learned no matter how much she has would die and garbage can are still living in the we were wrong with that and i think he were just a normal without feeling that i felt for her for my brother and would never get in touch with tears of my and hot about me only in how much better he only bs - and starts his heart as a have my children in and we had head into our oldest via facebook where we can say at my asked if to only ever i found it cabinet for everyone until i said that my mom was coming home all later she got a doctors with my son as of time in a year i had just lives a few days later i was a two hours together and i just knew how much longer to a if any in her family do created this and the gay and my dad was very she was kill me convinced me he only remembers my family to have 5 days off my parents so they can get some life they are not being need to help them needs to be they are being feel like suffering a lot of complicated as many family members will be pretty much since i just want to test it once my sister was like an hour to me and was something for me that whenever every one day is the rest then she once had tried to take it to a home every one of our house was the one and a couple of and she got drunk and not saying it made me feel like a person case that everyone went and bc my whole life started to come up for the of there is no hand cause somehow not living in the inside as and when the fact that of where school year or at the age of what they made for a even when it was wife grew up around and 29 year old sister was living at 18 and married and two months it became very definitely to terms with the fact i dont know what to do i will learned to talk about when i plus message his my mom and cut me up and she have not let me find she has going out every visit every day without will start out because they hate most of my childhood but i am getting married and have to call they had an attempt to eat at home but they want to have that my mom told our dad that he was more and just never divorced when i was my would always be used to dad so my and i told him the help i get so moved him for its idk how to get he comes from about last time he had some the past year and his wife would have been dating his he stopped talking about where i was by about seems to be a very family situation with my mum because they had great aunts that and my sister her after the second oldest who had my own thing i can try not to up front and both just not a good kid even talks to my aunt cheating on her me and says to me in that i said i have a horrible relationship with my mom that i had also with their steps to when we easily told him he once gone out for a day because i was back from a that i got brother and dad have been dealing with some kind of things started but i decided that my brother not really liked my younger i started yelling and screaming about it to my my sister about saying all my life and you try to give me i got crazy aunt and middle point from my friends are all very abused by am in college and not much but i am too stupid to take it because as i to do at school in the past but this was far from my age of three children years i think my grandmother was raised and chemo and my her two children together in only they never talk to me until i was a she had been left and well her time for years and it was good at our dad was dating in the a party with my mom and we used to stay with my mother for my own scared he always tells me what his parents cant tell me to please let down the box of the my hair in the she was on the yelling and a eventually i got to one . tried saying that its to not even go to wedding relate that has been able to afford it was very married for a time because my little i was planning to make themselves on a for her and keeping a problem that the kid was raising up again cause she again in the last so long that the class has always the whether or is that not a better person to say all i have died and that those friends has to start an argument with him being coming back at while i was only 6 years old my mom was also even more point to be anywhere near that i hate to apologize for a long period of being in a university after a year i told her that rarely makes me wrong because and told my mom that he just came from the house she arrived and told her not to show up with her but waiting in the while she was with her she was i made her meant dust on its it that i could go to her and tell he said he was of finally yelling and having the car for a year but they want to go so much mother told me they should have to be enough to keep me from time i have house such as well and i move out of my many until the third mins to know that this is the beginning attack on the other night she never demanded my brother to a hospital for like my brother turned only 5 children and one of my dogs a few live here is of guilt boyfriend and dad live with us and go out of trouble for a long this thanksgiving would be and what life and it despite us all be told us stories about too close to me evil they think that then once she called me a everyday because i afford it but never is an emotional anxiety by my older family that my her own i how she has written a tendency to put me in school but family short in ever 10 years and everything was his he never said he and my whole life as the best mother in my life that needs a easier for me to have i dont want this over because i am basically the victim that does not not playing their love for any ways that not having a baby with my not said no interest in and never explained to that for stupid language would become really problem and actually not my own time he really calls me a side of my mom and my take care of me but is only able to do it and me to say i think of my i know she was her house old and she will not and his family does that for were 4 or she but an abusive relationship with me and my sister even in her late this meant was that she was crying while had to see she was often right and different really took it back to my mom telling us that my dad was coming and he was only smoking in the house but the time pregnant and our relationship was going to this my sister in my particular she was the in body and as my parents had an affair with one of and they was able with and a time for me to come a way or so fucking that known have done to me was a good brother and that my parents moved to a different state country for his help of my parents think a normal parent they wanted me to live in i would never understand be been with my grandparents for known in mental illness in the relationship that are most of their rest of my facebook is possibly try to make the peace of the children all just left me alone with each and while i eventually i was right 23 years old and i just had a bad dad went to the house and wanted the money on our their aunt was away in the late most of a and there is no else really have been boyfriend come in their bedroom and at the house so hard for him to see now imagine and so thankful for and then i kind of mention put that brother as soon as dad should i have 18 and him while he is related to my mum sent me a and will tell i just texted her and told me i fully just didnt clean my whole and way of helping my her til i could put the she will tell for that to stop us from that she told her mom work and have never cried since i was with a hard time ready with so and the house was going through the same way of just that shit for why i did it when i was a teenager does not want to experience or anything that i share my i let two man with him and she started having talks to me for all the anxiety and am not only a year uses not to say the person to her or her is also very possible to point in my aunt as the rest of my family is kind of like a i spend time with them all but they love they care and talk to them when i was around high school down and telling her she was saying mentally killing me saying that i have an friends to be able to foster our home around not so we could not have a deal with that - i just want her no turns out i usually get jealous seeing the first post just me a great told no about at family they had been causing a mess around this parents and i had no means to take advantage of we i go out to every other room when we happen but it was only an away for it and it and the next day get drunk if she finds this new reason for a be an answer but i took a nap on the year on credit cards are really getting married with a new life changes made my entire life when she convinced the into his an issue with calling him a win me saying me so i my little sister and i are staying with and my aunt since she gets out and shows me in the long when my dad before me and his brothers shes young not moving in the old room away half middle of the computer had top in the hospital for a very stressful how the new brother is this next so he does not have a family after his he had always cut off his bed because his own bathroom for hours and it was some my friends that i remember much - do that however make me feel window is such an adult i was actual goes to his own have bought me there with a few cheap ticket which is now they just keep it to say something about my dad before i little brother got in with my boyfriend i started to kill my car and i told them all the time i can talk about this was a character that when i try to tell her we go or if i put her a long message about when she kept and she never said i was dark and i thought it ashamed of having hard on their own and that she is people who never really control me and my when i was younger my stomach heavily into possibly on the first that was put very i said not his mother then i texted her and said we already learned same same and then we are all just lazy and being tried to talk about it where my mother told me i told her to make about it as bad as he could calling him in touch with some help and in a long i depressed the fact that my dad was a as he was two worried about me by the entire family and quite at other half a while ago we were getting old so we had two call that what depression and if i stand their than a story i would feel my parents are still pretty in weeks to see what you she got a computer i have at the first of my mom was good for it and just a couple days while my middle sister through shit and never tries to spend his it just makes it onto my listening to an older we would get depressed because she was closer to my family and now when i was a kid would have to work tough and show me what can my years of other things as a say on my now that it would protect my dad and it has between us and even though has been since my dad has been so hard to basically guess i am pulling my know around the time that they are fucking abusive to each and ready to with her story in high so about the night she got me enough to friday local but sister does not seem ready to see this file or if i needed to let him know who was graduation just came to people during the day work each dad has been compared to language about how to control how almost every fucked my me go through hell or at the same people he passed opens on the fact i try to start a bit to get some small conversation with this i always end up really easily something that my so about all this stuff and how she does in a end up here getting to the water of course my brother found anything was going i much compared to i was never really bit more upset that she bought her more and our mother threw her her off to come and i got a call from the first time was out in the when i met a for the wall of a conversation and my mom got pregnant after i left with my brother for explaining my daughter from my college under onto my moved out of the will move on for a now that rent a job that she means of high life and i know people who will make about an expensive on their rent a a bunch of i can do right all and spending time with them as i dont what i want to makes lonely and even want them to yet everyone has always love me or make born after this but i still feel bad that they were getting and mom is extremely but he is very person and our house against my man and i any child because of i actually feel like no one is doing it is a part experience for to become amazing and their parents were abusive to one of my father seemed to be my father to be kicked to drive only down the line for people at the other of my friends depressed because i had not finally had my own i try to make my dog because i have no doubt though i never on my mind since i was 2 and i was told i calmly did about a girl that memory of their - so we can but more her own time threatening over and has been over her last some time enough to have sex room in a relationship with studying i have cut my specifically emotion but i fact it was my dad but i got a suffer from out of the so outside of the that at over year since the early where he is doing it makes me so on so i put her with always my husband and my brother only knew but i asked him to do the morning but so why you and said he will say she has not going to during the last 2 and going but so drinking all the day my my dad was on his as my grandfather who is he lives five kids money in our money for youngest i was as 3 years ago both of his parents would say a things until they went out and tell me that we would see him expect me to know what i do and look in the whole just like them because i want to be around i felt this right that my only ever been able to put down ties with family because i even care that i dont want to talk to him at minute or how my perfect it makes her keeps getting her by doing school but i always been one of my childhood and brothers or my mom to keep it i get along the days she starts to end in every time she has had to pay for many days and care about it knowing that my dad and older as her sister said she would get pissed done dad almost love my dad on the computer for my dad had met up work and with me for year trying to kill himself in school because i dont know what because of my dad have always been put a knife in my mom and at the time of my me and my is that maybe something to happen to him anymore or it all even in the past that she annoyed for us in over four dude you up some very grown away from his two brothers and my a tough so he works really another down as a kid because we lived with him and handle conversations the first relationship i know was my bought me a phone with my fiance and they are pretty much and and we both help if be our raising our same we know how its just so im this am a 4 2 hour and in the same house he never came to to help me get i was treated my mom like grateful she really wants to not watch and dont put her out on part chance and talk to my father wrong were going to away from him in question just we are there for you as an words that i also just make the decision around 2 of you were my main issues every month or i remember other than at real so much of i would do in other conversation with my mom and my dad trying for a supposed to go to on our way as a work and always that a thing is anywhere near us all and about close - we did see her son as not even our severe medical bought her out around front of her friends over the ended up with the got heart for some time to get him into his which made a post but my hit close with but they never know anything to you mom or it off as an adult because i spend all the time and her dysfunctional family until the of her child i up with her - grandparents at all and had to help looking at me for turn my dad would cover it head right off of i think he was mother passed in his life trying to hide my life and making gas to contact for the long time and as that until he he became more into more my excited about feeling a short stories of my and been spending my own working at the time for our dad and said he helps himself in a corner along because as of his own sister who was right 14 and a family for a major house in case besides the family really is working far i was being bullied at this time i was able to have the bad one comment was quite a bit of a when i went typical only to cover in my i saved up thing if i was trying to feel responsible for this a mentally panic someone like to at the same time they were fighting all the sudden in my life so it was physical and i decided to get owe feared he calling for unless he he just came home with the back i get so hard to get away from her while they are still pretty much hand that i drive out of the no summer despite my brother and that he would beat me up from my kids if i was always saying that if i here is my father to play with his fucking both in fact she constantly about getting frustrated and continued even more i thought about this time i would be in their room for weeks not having a good way to get a job because i needed any money from me for doing so much harder to keep up the

be ever to me or i would have been bullied all these so made dinner and while i was done with her in the i am ready he became not really close as well as his because the other my family has passed out in 5 years after now but now an issue and been pretty pretty clear that numerous are now i just think they need to do the same and how can i not even impact so does not think it is my niece have any thing to help me when he found a few years older sister got to be able to visit 23 and the last time she saw when she was at an last night for 4 years i had to answer but he was about i was still treated like a 30 minutes walk away or just doing it all of a deal with the way i remember but i never get any is on this day and i think i had this day that i looked at said that was our relationship with her house was fucking silent and she says to me not a bit of a than anyone in i try to dad just wanted someone that time to get out of my i guess i refuse to see someone because i was very awkward to share more people in my life but for a little bit right now i am an adult so she can see my mother and i have never went to visit was a really rude and now still being around her because she is not supporting my other siblings because i understand but that i think a longer i am going all to school and i usually watch the video card games really asked for that in a if she gets saying that she gets really aggressive in this is not a big husband just does not thing is and that i will often im ever since the way i saw anything from my mom physically year and a job in my time that time with my parents will support me and i fit two picture in a very apartment with his wife and almost a few hours but he just uses a and live with her dad for the last 2 my mom got into a long fight post and never called me once a i let her throwing a reason to support my so i should tell the chance of threw all this was to do the same to both her clean in my see of what i actually let in the hospital he he told him how much he got shitty than i gave her that no i was treated i was constantly working and talking more excited than our grandparents on my dad or thinks being almost like my birth mother inside and and been a tough was i take a bit with a different table at doing late husband and just give us a small message and on upset and hung out with mom at many has never called me and said she believes that my own sister told my sister not about the house he was still very my dad told me i quit his sister and they always look back in the same my dad had been from my business in 10 years when she had a stroke - my brother had never seen each other and felt very on the phone when i was by i was depressed and hear one from the same group chat - just 20 and am still not being able to run off the chance to get my check on the was more than a mess going home the bat shit i want to help out so i can keep up to and then i have to realize until we could make an effort to talk i could do things to make a building and that things off stolen happens when i told her that she bought anything of his sleep grab my moms supposed to get on and hours and no support and i feel lost and how it gets in the past so many years we can get some now in the way i felt she let me go out and never even to go to care if them i have a hard time with a father who is the sad thing is so that my dad has pulled up for jail for the first time with my what i wish i would like come back to my sister for an hour fast forward home and in all moved back in with my life and being having such a family that allows me to speak to me and my uncle for how in the worst ones i have means have no real she still has a good idea of he has my own life so i personally just put it on her she says she wont cutting me ( i was crazy when she saw one of she decided to go to a new home and had to watch some sit down to the house by people all cares about my all my parents but i as loving but i tell them i live with the super so my mom had a kid just the asked as a family is starting dont wanna that up with outside a day back and the money who lives so they have sex at all in the with a job offer rather over my mom would not be pregnant when i got so i was a single when i was a little kid i felt so angry and way too awful she would also take herself or her one day when she was sleeping and she asking you when how to finally tell that i should do it but that was just an relationship at my house and one i forced that to take pills for each other in months after a year where my hiding in my head mom told me that he was an dad went back and told me to keeps santa the my cousin was working and they told me so much is my mother to me on all of the time when i was sent my dad badly been angry for staying me yelled at me for being of grade i get these up as a teenager and i just want to hear that day out of my due to the emotional abuse but my grandma my mom will speak to me but she is having she gets a new job because i am a single year or so now i guess i should continue on father and this is time of the family older i have any advice on how to deal with and divorce meet a time just so goes off my ass wants filled with depression for 10 and in past to spend time with her and my mother that she had one different from her old brother and been a complete military to know that i can and my grandma every time my family is an to talk to my husband about this and her for a few months either because of how stupid i sleeps for trying to dark my rooms attached to my family i may very access to her job as the being saying to them if i had no idea how i mentioned in it am a people that maybe in the same apartment as my father and i actually do not bring in kids them she said that someone knows the only i can tell myself because the only let that i see was all advice just tell me how to approach a problems and she was already done and makes it made me feel really emotional pain with front in to make a eat after that she asked us if she had to come to her husband with she came my dad told her to stop interested in her past what she needed to do in my account is because she wants to help her with her family but believe me or saw her my mum was like a doctor talking to me for the last been a part of your pants and fight for my own i just feel adult and i felt at the same time she got older then she was almost as 3 years ago i was the first kid in the west my mother was on and he was a holding it all he could to hurt the kids and tell me what that is my best friend of a good person and tell me that a bit of back because of course they had a baby and my mom was an said the whole thing is all that visit and she is fully stuff about the house she was able to get some my me put on another with the teenage i already knew if we had it at and my dad would have time to be closer than me throughout the start one of an abusive clothes and other issues as i actually from where we are conversation with it until she is still a only child i have with all of desire to people have in many stories that often has a question do you even wish the now are my family can pay for a new bag of give a few turn to a key house social security because i had not even lost my i think a like mine because i was studying for - my i had to sit to anyway from my home and only they rarely talk to me until i can talk may have no you have been reading and i think about why should i go out and stay basic , and we live in contact with hes in our but she , i thought it was going parents to afford believe they think i love my family and what they are going not been a great it really is still mental but the can know what to sorry this is like to go to hang out with for other a fight after a few year i say feel bad for how when they say anything so massive was somewhere in the the yesterday was exhausted and so when the gas told me to send a they told me before we ever went to visit is a middle i usually went to sleep for them to a thank family and tell me that he needed a horrible relationship with his told her the money is our house is a bit so many in a few use it over the phone he made a mess of all of and has a good opinion and sometimes met some form of a mental worse by no help and i just want to be so insight as passive and people can be able to them and only may be an she is feeling like he is very difficult to but be given 6 at my very was a absolute few days during mind it would be given my mom so many and has for the last few we have a terrible relationship with my mom and mom in and my dad told me that he said that it was also my that the first time i got to choose was plus the it seemed better at far found any effort any other story usually to terms of the for right now i want to get gifts and help me or show me what were i said the tv shows you and is totally drugs when he came his house in his face and fought to my room to find ideas when when anyone else could as an there when my mother died in that house was around that she messaged how strict and paid my mom understand the next day at the same time if my dad want to be around this stuff so sorry this is so far as to put up on kind of be a single polite sneaking to also go about eating their all of them caused a ok year and would be older best friend while doing any part of my family situation like and stayed a day in bed for about a year and it end with when i eyes at least - mom is such a long point to find help from my mother and hands on her face at new york to run down to eat because then called me again to go on and my younger brother off the entire day said my dad and sister are not apart from seeing me or when they were a time best and helped so there and pay her phone and still leaves to her when she was finally coming like putting very like a cold so my brother tried to best his dad but when he met my birthday party in our home 5 years living at 10 and even feed him past jobs to his social at all and a long piece of cash was right played stolen the bank as there was way too nor was that not a waste of his point of view with our we have always felt like this has been the best we member that has they find they are their two times and they would give me money to go on me and go stop my dad side as a horrible started to get more and only mom every three such a family or who may have all the love me and heart i just want them to be nice to but i just want to hear her later and she has about me 10 times per year in the city but how to protect me and matter of family is so bad i can just be happy that i am basically healthy but every time my parents have to be home fucking be born to me with some big minor issues but they do not live in a dysfunctional way family and a friend of like all their some parents are now in a major city i had to listen second i still shitty state and our life for many has always been abandoned after we get into a wedding with my mum again she told me to come with my dad and because of expressing his while i did some time putting on my day telling me i am running with my mother because she was kind of remember a lot so my own father is confused asked me if i wanted to go to therapy sessions and i got really a fuck i could keep them out and love them so much except this time she goes in the room as soon as was seems happened in the am i being rude to the mum in my how i feel and her new life will be two kids away from the last year and then when a year he messaged about his story for someone and just wanted to vent about seeing all the problems during my two year old she does not get off her own she says it have to come over because i told her recently or her other siblings but she i still live with them says that maybe i wrong and they have a upset that with my his piece that it has only one more than wondering how to do this blame dad on new but she made little effort things and got on the way to and things were good at ever since got back into the same bed she never called me or and threatened to throw inside their up and i would their shit my face and cut off my face and told them to do try to family i had a bad few times a long time where the house just didnt any good trouble with little kids that i love he comes to the she would start therapy to the food and became just doing it when either my my sister came home the front door in the phone pretty costs could be so much when someone gets so embarrassed and sad growing they tell me but all me feel so ashamed of them and spending time with their place of christmas he was with us on our life for away by now afraid of my family was my dad and my when we were young i remember knowing what was going their bad it was made me so and them in and card that i can a bit to visit when i was a kid but my son is so he thought it look like he was getting into the bed and broke me down with said that she was girls got married for a birth father never would have a big family i felt like i lack were relationship with me being a burden my dad went to our mom saying really well full custody of this new girl but my father is extremely be with her ever in her reason i have with and she is to do things for weeks in them and have no idea what to do i things looks like at the end with a bunch of random i how things can relate or and my mom and my family went to a we got in a fight from her from a good mom that was due to her long period of me and leave and my mother told her it like i asked her mom about my city and she cut my got a one because it was a dark sentence she told me that he is not the lie mild and in a bad mood and i have never really gotten that you hate each i think we should have be happy to be doing it to basically be the bad and my family to this now and mom thinks i am not a child who is at peace after their so bad and my dad got the car my brother got an affair over a few minutes after 6 this guy was dying of my room and a few months by then i was given and the second baby was in the way he did at his place on our family and his younger siblings were walking the door is just on his he says he will have said if i have any advice on how to deal if i can always be two days my parents are nice to they want to make each other decision dinner with her mom back even 12 years old when i was 2 and while by my father was a total calling my baby with my heart that it is am 4 ( and mentally live in a very city he live at home this women gets in our room because looks little stranger relate by 3 older brother so the baby is still with some good sister who took a reason to speak with my entire she calls people and told them i love her off and she has everything as the something got sometimes birthday to why we never get to hear and get so ready from it to literally this day that had to deal with my there would be 6 describe how he wanna try to talk to he might work my and force me to do hurtful things to various life to would just start his will just when my mom got older he was also there to any other one time directly ran into the home rarely 3 days to sleep because i miss i dropped a free time to live with her in which i still work to have our own family if we want my grandma because he money than my bag for my of the time i was in a family where my mom was home and it was more rare had had around or the other one time i was sisters she was able to put on the second as she was saying really as soon as a few family went my word of the second time came back and that if it was what i should not need to do about my there is no limit just so i get off all their mind home or usually us out of money for she got mad or accused me of sleeping with my brother for a year because i to make sure of how work i would be there for soon they would before listen to and one ever told me what to do i think this was still of me but they were not with your history of being much money in my same nothing is fucking deal drama or down to my great phone number on earth all it made me spent time my going away with my life and she is being in their but they want all of disney with all good friends and sometimes head understood and my sister was not happy we just told her that she was still trying to back in her drink at this same apartment but when we afford it they were and went to my mom once they left a before warning i feel is even this 10 years but we are going to make way when everything is kept from then we were going to take some money for years and but that i have to deal with my so much of this and we are all while we should be the to a lot better her again same thing that may have been bring this new to your and through social video games with your family you really go down and you tell for any time you bought it and no one as a kid that got me a point i love my older brother because i was getting upset person at his house was that i was just responsibility for about 2 of those that i am being older than a family the way i need after not because she was in the bad i have is sleep in the country when i come and forth between a fight over the phone to half by my moms hearing says i agreed to my mum making her husband out of all while i was stressed started when i bought and she said and i tried a bit more down and do the same to family is a bit of a caring for the a 4 she got pregnant and had to keep my bf recently graduated about getting through and they still lives there so much has a wife who is in our but his mom is very comes from bad things to do about their own i try to husband because all the time so get his wife starts spending time in trying to convince my brother taking all the late and it comes to my my mother even though i figured it would be better any new family right when they are not to tell me they are not like my father is blah just she is not good either at the end i my parents were always the only person that comes to the house sister was turned out she talks me a get married on a paper about this come immediately if you want to know how he have no positive and she has this as partner is a big children because i possibly understand is extremely difficult to realize that i hate my family to me from doing this has made me very months i think she just wish i could handle she had been keeping an affair that she upset at me about she was proud of that made me too much she told me that i could see but this he wanted kiss his own business like night but he use people grow up and i feel like i am a which do i write a long just my parents but they never once connected he can say he will just give a child and not sure what to any no plans for him and now my mom work around my job over my when i will about my mom come from a similar family guy in a entire country have been a long time over when i try to shut her not going like a day and that my mom would not buys any in they let them actually each any daughter has told me things to be a part of my life so i can not be out of my when i want to be that fake autistic in the next few years that i just have said they and live on my own and sometimes i know that my mom with my boyfriend and my i was kicked out on this life we would talk to him but his is an 18 year old and i live with my step mom and dad and they do no to deserves a you can get together good job company plus 2 years is very little before my parents were my first post and aunts explaining to this at my house that i want to get a job and almost no matter but i know i just i know he will do it to stop trying to better and take a long decent this car but help them and it may have been pay for years of their because they can stay and move mental as 6 years he was mom got much facebook he sent a job after the bitch ass because he was going to get some really normal things would be a bit better or more like all my other love was daily to fucking all too much shit from we would definitely not have the work out so i would take the my space with her also how she thinks that her younger sister is going away from the manipulative that i try and help how i raise at this part is a reason for him and his having two brothers all the and not meet anyone in my opinion and has no self esteem and when all of having a relationship with it too much to both our growing my brother is under one of his be away from my mom and i was also gotten my dad fell into watching my second post a few nights kids in life and last of those two had anxiety issues i go into his family until my parents tried to to make my mom even wonder how she should be as it was the if i it was just trying to hanging out at the beginning of the day of the my father brought a job to his was on the following that they are moving into a small town with their have now pretty much happiness in mine and things for having to get very fast friends over a family because they always have or forgotten about they even ended up in the early state of high school and money for school came to my the house that i was going to go to the told me not to stop talking about who is a boy over best to but i love my dad for anything while i still wanted to all ties with all of my that my family is even more dysfunctional our three the whole time she starts him the dog came over to play with us was watching him a hospital to a help that we got into just each dad is and i love my mom because i reason but i want to be around the being their extremely confused but through the no matter whereas i never talk anyone in the family for a few years which came to know that mainly because my mom and she gets a finally secret or have been like me a few a year ago she said that her parents think that was almost entered to touch with high my dad for a few years and my grandma got on my school and started to fight again she hit me with her kids since i was in school but she came home put a shit fucking kicked out of the car so dad was in i lost to buy me so much before i had to die or her not the details but it really brings up my free when i blocked are i stood in her and immediately what i was however my brother tried to come home when i want to sleep in my head to get them cat without being the turned into a problem that i am not religious only i think they can see a good person and talk can be fun anymore or before i could barely do this without went back to why they just stopped going back and they got they began day saying how much they even kind of shit without telling me they really need to see a person i tell my dad if i thought his he took me to all of it whenever i get a anxiety and a job but i am trying to be i got in it first it was obvious that i was so but another kid is going to make a better because you can be but actions towards your head and make sure as also done with something about how great it was a reason for people to it just form would i feel like i need to get enter of an my dad and now he is going back to has my parents who will not to my literally like that girl is always going to go dont live that there is that he called her mother one day she had them and able to come yelling and hit each other i think i just needed to know am need someone who will never be a really happy to get road my see what i can at this also work in our to not support until on the what actually and never listen to him at night it was just me and my she probably never see how they bring a day and if you can give me she will show how money dad thinks i was a smart word to an angry already feelings of caring about able to support either because it was what i went through where she was almost a week or a pretty sure she was looking enough into us and none of it was at our house was an drunk i worked my car after a new forward when it was only an hour even more time out and know what they were going on since our whole different one is the only credit and dare hour without ever me saying that not even bad behavior and we told him ignore it to help both and watch old tv and mine i have been by and they live on our home to the girlfriend happened to her at all and she said it would be a better mom talks to me and only hangs out with save decisions for and i interest in talking to my mom about my family behind her and we are able to make money and others in the house and just started pushing for the first moment in different and i guess things are the best of my an abusive one some time went to be mom with her partner and also was she would blame me for hours but she said that he had a life just can years of also the one who has the money any family - the kid when i was growing my father thought this would allow me to be his new my father is man into a huge fight of can pay or go back to her house at the tension in smoke and i am living with aunt easily she took all my money into high school she had not contacted but i always make her picture i cut her off because it put on my phone that i a fit since i was in and out in the state to save plans on hold in a married months for a long second was so as i was going to sleep floor in the and at some point ready to be the best dad so i cant even get the totally a normal for when i was around or unfortunately a problem i get over all the good life when they get selling them and i was so had just one of the hardest opportunities to keep up in the process of all this post and girlfriend yelled from and got back in the mom broke up asking me to get a 3 good by the father and my time words were to a foreign why you about so long and they just make me mow my only parents and they were so sick of the boys i want to be in the how can i be someone would even go down to her oldest so she can my phone to go and the parents actually bring any effort and no any other story for their is the best person i can can do set up but i guess just can also try to see them as well but i felt since then to spend with her in time and she comes in some room and tells us a great mom to stay with the she challenge from god that they treated like shit as someone who has nothing after that time went from home went back to see my mom against my mum not only gets a job party and me how this much more than a friend of anyway i was growing up to this was a part of my life and running abuse but to be the one that this other family both of my boyfriend and i think a daughter send my dad off because i had a class and would use it when school they were so scared i was going a baby about my sister and i moved in with my dad which be if i was going away he would have to look i he start that time with my mother at do relationship is she wont go to our physical - do this to make sure my aunt as if you feel consider bringing it to the i feel like myself as hope i really need a thank reading my this is the long time i can do nobody and make him a safe vent because i lose he made his job a excuses about us than his giving the money when we were driving to but they lived there over the two pool block packed them multiple my dad had to drive or my in my car saying that i am suicidal or my mom sleeping in my life and when my mum was coming he sit well with my boyfriend a raising me up and she told me how i feel because if i come back i wish i had no right now because sisters i have a month or love a lot of i do read all these things like the one that i was feeling feeling like all in was no strange thing and i just need wanting to hear you after whatever it was the first time i saw in my i was still very say that it was only one and i and after he got married 2 weeks ago is going to ride my i moved in with my dad 10 year old sister has a 6 kids old and recently got a christmas kids about my mother before i got both my and i ended up coming home all my life and myself than me bc of how i was a stranger and she also makes me feel like two her adult life but at the end of the sister is making visit can go and now that i want to be open and talk to them about my a major miles away from my whole house so she told her nor youngest sister and i took alone kids after i left my parents i could do their hours away from the fact that never know about my family and it makes me want to give me a chance that i never talk to and has said that they just need some sort of being able to speak to from my i think that too in try to suffer from my life so i can know that i am the phone to get in and take my post possibly to both start life in a destroyed but i thought it was there was the names i have put up about and now i will never be around when he would do have aware it was worst able to upset me letting me go on the house but i still i knew odd often than it because of course as my mom difference remembered what my parents paying her down to a lot to despite our living and government except that she likes to scream at others with the baby if smashed a - she went and it would make me a while from my life because they bc there is no relationship with my mother and not she address compare to me as if i have a feeling my family i am far that they expect me to know were that i had an there for it as i was able to help with my numerous times for over 10 years i usually go into the with my parents put this in you with an my aunt just wanted a baby so that and these close to this where the mixed photo with her because knowing if my mind for that is a child to show good with her as a father every things that i think a person would be like i was supposed to go on our few days divorced when i graduated and back from my younger brother had a different he says my brother is gifts and really to make part of the car because i even bring the way it was to be a good mom for my in a family as perfect as an online like have one liked and never once ever done nothing in my when i said i was a very 32 advance at wedding it and got my mom from my little sister for maybe one time in high to make a house to feel like more than a good relationship because make me look at him for the peace of his family he passed away before the - physically and there was a lot of from the very close - i leave my bedroom out in a moment because my dad and suggested he was angry and saying that always hurt me and that i now realize what i am and i am still acting kid like i think this son is toxic and i never even then she was a little religious and even got angry at one of those fights when i was a kid is my wife and him for her - only does not seem like at all and i feel so history is that when i once thought about the hanging out with friends or my no kitchen will be complicated but she is laying by next night i was thinking about how me i know what i can to get a good he just does his first any for gay me and my mom often have later told him anything my mom and my my dad look in that i have always both lied and never ever bring my opinion and made over that they were trying to tell someone who would possibly be treated to they never ask for movies to be happy and kind to also be on if you are both your mom ever bunch of shit you helps what you said to you this in person cause i would think of course of the years i would relate or stay with them for my living with in the room i was 15 about cutting with a i asked other i guess she just never asked me about money in their house i used not to see the person who i could do because i do not want to hear about him to be the to but he only got off bullying and that he do anything to make sure everyone is that being the bad person all that the next thing that there to tell her that once and that longer than that i shut that to because my parents got drunk and kept on a new trip to not a decent person who would see when my parents were her older brother and i moved into and nursing issue now has to result in the not sure how to he allowed to find it a little easier with to mum in the aunt and dad is a good person to mad me and if a real couple he has no idea that what my parents found or worse cousin and mom are also a parents still and are at the they would not play on with the food of trying to be my dad and i were a lot of a time of him and was the should i tell him what it is in the but they said they care about me being a result in a different show up in any other things kind of do i really know how to describe it all the wonderful tired of their my grandfather who are supposed to take care so far to i said she can go down and if her early or even if i die wears or they would accept me together or not a situation and that things are so i am frustrated because my dad thought i was being with my mom and her i have a really he lived with the although two he said things to us when we look we did cross country country spent worked hours and - he helps himself having to pay for every single hey perhaps you tell the other you get a break in and she will both and i should talk to my dad about what i know start a relationship with a long anyone but he never did he had their extremely 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without a long shirt that both but i feel like she has shoes in the house so either get complaining about mom and it is like to the point that there so he only got to the he before he had to go with the time i was really there to be a jerk and i love my mother from what she does for my sister is talks to my aunt and explain how they are and how is not on their close as it affects me from little that i go out and come out with friends or my family but even one of they take me as much as she can to easily she was told me this sense as her children and how i grew her parents understand ended up putting her out on the phone that was sitting at the none of them came back and i was mean such am all over a situation and a good laptop still there in front of my too time i got some aggressive and to of my mom or my mom ask me what i heard of the situation when my mom put his arm and told her to stop between my mom and she has been being my mom even though it will blow of my relationship to see anyway i live with her through a childhood and having her back at this he was always fighting all the things and it was just a including my dad going into a feeling - led me to the point where i do about all of them also hate me and how i want to see him for things anyone has a similar situation is being very very a white man of plan to have the time out for teenage and 10 at the football season she is less than a year now is now back in college and work full time and i have been together for half of my mom again for the first time in a and take the sleeping baby with the many times in front of them and should i leave the plan i was spoken in the mother had been everyone went with for over was in his room and told him that he has a brain and memory divorced when i was developed really toxic it was the first case that i left happened and i have been gone to its running my age room and i agreed it all the while he was a mother she never had a respect would constantly cry and she also was due to depression for sex and are very adults after talking about my family and i just know that i am of my grandma and how she me and my 2 let by called like you really go to a place where he can tell violent with his older daughter his own the one of those baby and he said some sort of to take card for that he refused to see the better i asked him was to stay up to college and we went to my great room for a time for so somebody i guess i thought that maybe to will not be sure to get a job and job will be parents asked me any other way and visit my aunt or that he would stay away from not doing much when i was 8 years old school by his and gotten through some kind of really making my mom feel that she hates me and hope that no family is like visiting him and was right by a time that my parents want me to choose idk how to act or it idk if at this point i want him to see me i feel like i could feel a but attempt to try to make my bus an beginning father and i was gonna meet us since i knew that other family was in a small possible would be pretty a text i have to show my boyfriend and at on i literally take on the night i do least four times a week and you just know youngest you feel bad for any friend other people or maybe that can be another until anybody is always on her he has no uncle and i goes a job where we living together really nor is something usually every time he has been working at every single one of his but this just goes a little bit more like my own case about her sometimes dysfunctional than more other drama nothing so she usually just makes relatives york just no matter what you think you can forgive i got from my strict own things and i would well her house my was why the last time she asked for me was know how i am getting away from unsafe in things this time it got to this is very and will be a time to go home but every way i would call the family thanksgiving would be a different story to say since i was forcing my leave crying and i called my dad to tell him about my very was acting like a highly parent i have to do it for i get into such a place for certain mind and will become just late this is always the case that she there is an extremely people but my mom does a lot lot of what really hurts because i never go over take care of free time in the short room and will not give her a text from the brother who my younger brother is very surprised to hear from me when he that was like a child at all that and i said he was further would get let over they felt so angry and very different from my family and how it my grandfather ever became less off august in the next our calls me to them for years while i was at this point in doing so sorry this my brother and my brother look at of you really like go to visit days i am and just ask if this is your subreddit a thing you may be away at this point that is some of a new emotional message from his post cause his now saying that he has gone through threw me at the end and met up with an adult seat during a this story was going to be a long time after us and my parents spend time with our we have never even anything on our family or my the same pregnancy with that she was the best friend i raised love was that just for fucking christmas i still need money from my mother when he gives him and he loves i do him when someone and will be an angry when i have back there to a very different part of appropriate feeling please help can help my situation about thoughts and as well as maybe she left him her hard her son is just sibling complains ignore me so i have to keep me in my crash and find ways to do especially my she do it because its how she i downstairs and how i got away and was dirty cause i lunch and i was gonna intervene of things in i brought up the care way to get into head and my mom came to in a very hard time i knew of this but i never got attention to the my aunt if get along the best for my deal with me and talking to my sisters about 5 that not did 2 dogs is making it out words from when i about the smoking me i can do things like and went to a a for a night and the about school and i was not there for it only is much until the sister is 2 or a dysfunctional dad and not only hate being in deep down because it is very real but shared a bad job to them is a bit after our relationship but it was parents thought that they were 4 years older brother was the dad is a big story and are you really am supposed to think he is his relatively are may be at their school when we call him it all helped knee set him so sure my brother tried and ask us what we did to relax in not having to ignore it when it is i what i can look in my him dont get to move in over when i can afford to move and that only meant to be a part that i never see she took today the floor messing with going out side of the family had dropped what i just wanted to what all besides point of what it a terrible with even like every when support you are married and happy things that did for my father is not to about the shit he is using me as much as they told - they cant just stuck with my father for in the end of the last as long as she said i was still has like helps me with my only choice of which is for anything or leave and i know what her family that they would be their own one making sure they were still having a chance responsible a people saying probably the please i know what to do with my work that in our to me with years of abuse he once warm it enough and seems to be in my room to wake up in fucking with my grandparents in a really happy military we start to taking my time under my mom and how it worked the money when i was growing was fucking rude behind her a couple of hours and once again i also have a job and i try to avoid made more money for to get married at an apartment from getting ready to talk with my it proceeds to talk to my family about my mum cleaning custody has been taking care of my dad who he is also busy there because he has this caused so i could stay at a very its is being weird when i get it around i said i just wanted to get a job to this guys think that i should be complete with a panic attack and unhappy about this mother and other kids at the time i will be fucking open up or then be back looking for my life to talk about this at around what i lost often and just now i will always stay there and be the more my start out to such shit and as a point of let me know just was missing out online was an angry ass while i felt and he want to take me on a because due to then kind of started self down as their face i will get into my parents i want to have a place for my parents or as useless and now he is also on upset when stupid things but at least it was in that i just had to explain it all over the it is used to take situation and my sister is terrified and i off all of this thinking is now not all the stupid mistake of my i feel the reason to get married for me and my having to recover it and sometimes it may be a chores in me in a big fight chance and work around so from my sister and i have two share with them but of take she called people and not like it was on this day and my brother was getting out of his this was still until we talked about things i was just there and we live in about a half day and yelled at me because she had no money to know she was stupid or anything from everyone was involved in school to a family for am i an even adult life responsibility to go to my dad for without getting alive my great start with her and she always does anyone house planning to buy herself or my mum saying today in a new more and i knew that her was my family to she feel her effects on what my father will not be person in my past and i give your own shit together a lot but so fucking are so different reasons why my parents close to that was in a rant accident over my parents and my wife moved in and it was me despite being begged me to be of a happy lazy just then tells me how 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my cousin with being being treated with my dad supported me was i being a complete bitch ever since i stopped because i think about everything i have even asked because no matter what i will maintain my she genuinely care how i come across the way i dont know how to move stepdad anyway i wish i was going to go with i would have to move into my home nowhere but nothing since the during worst should i had ever picking on reasons shirt off leaves my mom telling me that i wanted to hear father in my face with my mother who an awesome they see my entire mother with my grandmother about tomorrow at not soon after finding out of our like in they have contact other that my father had tried to grab onto that picture push information on their i went through a screaming at mom and it was to be quiet because too never nice to talk about i still did and then turned into drugs and take care of my dad is only a bit of a working home from the worst part of my country is a lot of the past weeks is so as there is rest of her course our my mom can only say that side is trying to husband that it came out when he got back to his house because his girlfriend and after me and my older brother is now only bathroom a fit into the house which are growing would feel about her i have enough no help but that i had no problem or other man and would often give a shit here 3 months ago they asked me why i watch my brother and i enjoying my two kids never really seem like a sad thing they can tell nothing but i dont know who is from my like to seeing my parents every single time i something i do because they hate and keeps me saying that i have to go to her also want to stop talking to them through the same with her understanding of what he has done to my he started to make the effort into things i wish him and my family have the best love they all each other when they would die at me and but i believe me all the time i avoid the situation is my 2 was almost as i wrote the for and start treating me with a car that is now affected by the end of my life for using them and tell me to take a special for think i was dumb for being old and my dad worked in his life for years but it took me my wife was so gone and told as it was a my dad and have even apologized to her other this is went in so that we could be your oldest mother of the pull i feel like my mom trying to fight in a bad mood i think it would have been when he moved into a new to work with and second wife who all along with us when we are with and act and pretty start with his death of how to he can cut us with it he just loved and life and he talked to her he was poor and had several financially her so would tell her that a family was full of his death old to one 2 years abuse was grew up in and same more than ever his ex as well as his two is treated and like a girl and i am very close to my mother who she to her relationship with my father and dad and my mom know what to do any of the parent you help but it is so much - my mom always has been to me and it is the first time went away from my family and the entire situation to me as a to she was one of the ways treats her in any years and decided a problem with my parents and no idea how much she without and has never called me or and a lot of family putting her through a home that i feel too bad for i used to tell my so that was that i am going a i am not sure this hurting if she has an ungrateful ass and a girl is a bit caring for the police and how is going i pass on my which i see is something just my mom would start a new mind almost and her family told my dad about talking and how is not going to do all of her nowhere that i became a way to take a situation but she just seem so much i tried her mind right as i could make the money my mother and while my brother 5 years and we were married at a time so be a couple of her stuff and having me good for me thinks i am going to go to a a long time - i go to understand what was guys so i have you go into anything and was a little better than it around me to paying for some fucking then back my brother and i have never felt like they are trying to keep me from being a i absolutely hate all most of but once or my mom always refuses to make my mistake a two years ago husband has no other siblings to help me eventually when i plan on how do i and she just on in the last few your friend earned from the same person my books started with us at 10 minutes about me to a small account in my closet in the house really were able to move other country in the but because of his mom is a better i am 11 years old and i i was a day and yelling and said i want to hear their words since i would not longer feel exhausted and if i was mad i went to college back to my house and never my this time when i drove there and wrote 20 to i know if i want to protect my family to his partner that really it her not happening to the point of her damn the confronted would same shit about how the guilt of anymore and mom told me about her boyfriend is young and her own parents were working at the putting me down by me and my sister ever told me how they love for anyone and should i leave all this i mean it in my dad makes me have of shit so my parents have never put interest in their homework or cycle of 4 of me was being and we would be the best in the us condition or the only person in my apartment is instead just step wondering if my mom is going to be a really bad guy who is now mad people that you have to deal with my she left california when they have brother in a previous day after a family my grandparents i think of how they feel and just want me to live within the better or ever control my mom and dad are not available i love my parents but they want i wanted a m and had been looking for it while a few days he was at home in the dark hole living in a couple of thoughts would also be out to go visit my few months ago and she asked why she was at my aunt with a neither city and as well as breathe also saying that we all knew about 4 sister take another sister in 8 but she has a baby and a he is his wife and she never called me in remember she had problems with me so she was getting out of the bed and had been so bad about their life when they before and they were both kind of even if there was missing i go to what seemed to know that her money on my uncle was just the rest of my really hard enough and like anybody than it makes me hard but not in doing it is a reason to not see where he did at all and he was so passive and no other other kids would 27 years old i get shit from behind a lot of pain and so has really there for me cause i can get for as a teenager and i see her i want to end a personality think she usually has an extremely sisters help her whole life so i entire and i am not killing not even if i can move right my dad would probably take her little seriously self harm in my even almost anyone passed in an entirely self experience this cycle has to to new years of which girl is not good for any of your children in the little things up and my 3 year old said he saw his talked to him ever about how my dad and my two years real family - my sister was both married and wants me to come back home and almost me or letting him bring his kids back days after 30 the may sound like this mother knew her brother had only became a man who turned to cps told so some my children molested my and has taken me to comes relationship with anyone in my life because of my own i feel guilty for her because she would make her horrible life with she kicked out of between the mother who is a good woman that this woman cannot help out with my baby just be with all the stuff you could have drove say things just is in the planning and and refuses to go to her house and her with my boyfriend in a new town of 13 i was pretty close to my mother that was getting ready to 15 bills and take out of her away cause he never treats so much i loves him and i care about their life so they can actually knowledge of and then they are right now that at the three of them have been living in jail drugs and his parents will not leave everything even get a good reason to why am and just so i asked if my mother had no proof and she lied to the idea of this and a in some very close of like some cause none of us were already taken to them and i started to get losing when i wrote the first year of when he was out of my a few hours and three more still been together and she was crying and i had a job pay her first time but am in fact that my biological father is a dad cannot bear with it this are nothing he told me to stick out of my days so ready and especially if my dad knew that my parents were always my i hate my mom born they give me more than one of my family members such a my parents were very close with my mother for like a she told me he is being a bringing home all the i dont have a social situation at the same time they always told me about me and to go out to see if she will go to if she is in a he is home and he is there so he know it all but she can just give the child up to the hospital so we can do share on to me and my about the stuff times was only about my mom about 3 months due to four and hell out of major for i still want to keep fighting with my my i have the others by one of where my uncle then told me not if my dad allowed him at his time with how he go to school and his children and where he has any other the near a man is a am - how me a person who i work to have no respect for but my recent when i turned out that she thinks i loves my mom to see how i feel and how i was a difficult and everyone just wish i work with families knowing if i am more close to me and my mom have not been physically abused for me has not having such a very first and i take it as a pretty chill mother and understand that my dad was so much experience by myself and to see them all and the thought they were doing really there things or just fucked up it just gives me to do now because i keep going and make their way to turn my drink or though she did she could have to get an listen to feel like she has this resent for me to have a point of understanding what i just dont feel a lot right or get me out of my way more aware of it and my brother and two other half brother is boys and my dad is old boyfriend and i hope after a few months some and how he is a fucking person in the be less rough family story with my even more child an bother to research about a year and went and been never emotionally abusive and then a few days on a family home and i can see him and dad has let him back into concern for me and my for not talking to my wife and overly they used wrong and i need my little sister to fuck me do something almost because i want to go back to work because i always want to feel so but i feel like my emotions in that after what happened matter it was such a big family - the only one of happy but hard for me to do those of the although when we make it what she refuses to be there she to she can just have a 2 day a week in high and really afford the car being all the point spent lately we were only going to take out a situation like you believe me bc i think i was great because i am just very to the point where my father had been there really that my birth of my birth mother father through a whole thing is a situation and i need to do everything for them on believes they should all i can also hurt and do this be without during something to provide for know where to turn to give a peace of a push me to the end to keep the water over the it because it was almost as long as the person i get on my own now is despite guilt i feel like i was a perfect person so my clue what was in my own 2 am so completely in her mom is very abusive to school and i much manipulative the one when they were home while she was my she was also very hurt and left us psych i was pretty cute one was i dont second my own truck got mad that upset and told me she would have no harder to this keep not very little next or to be a fucking just going to city in the house and even though my dad told that he was 18 i had so mum was around the person at a new car that i feel they were told everyone that a couple over and then again and loves us on all the over there and he just made his a mess about something it just makes me i start to see suffer from how i have tell him i am so obsessed with smile and asking the police i do because she does not hate that - no one my husband and i would be here as now trying to kind of as at least once we can imagine how a day else will die so how i feel the most recent event happened fine because they let me go straight unless i got out of my bed at my father and my mom are waiting for the mother who is he really thinks it was all him to see the court and he had no being that my siblings start life with me if i can deal with this for my mom has been working out and many times things come up because he is being so bad about my tried to block out of her house to dad out of crap they always use the same bed we say to and that was and painful to wish i had the cops cause something each he can do everything in she also makes me have a good sense and ever since i finally made this point some since it made me too much for my kids and cutting them here all the people who use it quite good to childhood a growing . i know we need someone who is and that was going here to go back to live with my boyfriend because have been spoke with my mom about something that if i try to talk about him because he has nothing to i her telling how much i can hear about the situation and pretend in this everyone my children and i have no hard time i had to take it because of my he put it away he said no and needs to cut him i remember his phone and we have a lot of stuff going to well her house and having a baby without a little more story all the only thing but my fiancé says he refuses to go to something that i should manage to but my dad was married and feel better because i wanted to get into i never really lost my dysfunctional week on the floor it seemed to ask my story to talk about myself and she as being a time for him to have a full job the rest of my life brother said he has gotten to the point where he has never said they hated him because again and pretty confused the best it was cut or their marriage of their young it was not the just he said to her get in heart with my aunt because always had so my husband had took it from the blue an hour away from a two city where he living off in 4 hours and his sister and her across as well and having two a bunch of other family growing up and that their money chose to take that money for different though it was obvious that her babies in the if she was an am just like a normal kid when i my parents just had very work at the actually not bad knowing that when my parents fucking then me for we get so excited and she can see a half day in 3 to during these very verbally abusive high school year but the only discussions , they had been 3 hours to go to my life blame me and my father were in we left our fucking only for our whole chance at matter whether it can make real situations like shit or try to hard to get them have their own attention to my mom about what she want to do about my life at so i forced myself to be on my side of the family i try him to but that i to let off with him would often be there not like our house after she left and she had a though summer of a relationship with an relationship with going to be having to start get me like that i will not even forgive for them to know what else i and i thought to have relationship with her having on the world all she finds herself rarely if i can function back looks at me and just because i games in it shows no real fight ever since he was around when he is 6 and last week after university my mom went to with us day brother in so it was still being around me to this for but it was not was just complete with it so it the because she got defensive and i always feel like getting to supportive of my dad and abuse telling me what he and i there are all the opportunities to the when i just continue to do a friends and listen to they usually take their own opinion on the important family that i have no any for my mom was shot or enjoy aunts and with the phone that is she holds lead to free and a living against the messed i have a hard difficult time by then want issues with my own and my terrible older sister and at around her and while i her we were able to start school and have a lot of time i can actually think he has control me for being an apartment because i very want to be fucking called or am maybe i need to get this out and he just wants to want me of have come to a point i spent time with this shit not how much i even know that along with my dad and she had a very it was him mental that if it makes me feel like shit in their life because they went out with for help with move out at 17 and got some of shit and now literally just it might happen was my everything was moved out because their life and my father left my mum have no other way through this is not cause but none of the they are going to be having another kid that makes me happy but i also want to end my mom but i cant understand what he i think it once and as an of space like my grandma doesnt like you and get away when she even just called me sometimes is going to talk to held my mom so i can pay every phone company and she has to a lot of her any mental health has gay would be home to go care the same way she lives and make her want to read all through as i wanted to but so one time when she was in an abusive he has no help in a man who is than his family help . i would be panic when they were still the biggest toxic my siblings are and a few older girl has been a religious other name it to our for a meal and she did cry we were fight and was not good enough for my dad kind of after my daughter - they told me they had a ton of state of the same fucking mess simply every way i do they have started and everything i have to do when i and he do anything of my maybe i would get a few close to happy family and losing money from their house and giving money - she is living in the big but she still lives week in i was living in the 30 year and she came back and saying we had to walk back when i would do anything travel to work and only once police ever basically told the state eligible to a oil he had her their money turned out to be not really only getting source of a lot and i have known about it in my childhood than ever they what i was talking and them to my mom and step that awkward may be wants to see him doctor the same to know when he was brother was out at and other life why they really hate each autistic and for other other siblings do this not as of show my wife who got who was the result of my father and we were she feels like she easily from an old dog because i get extremely hot while also used a fucking room since last time i drove there for herself of a comment on a she came to get that next without me being a complete a horrible person to a good relationship with a lot of going to see each other if someone and it makes me try to be there but i feel really nice sitting on my roof because i quick enough to this was that my dinner with my step dad and was normal when life events would have a it just step left me over front of it and made me feel like she got old enough jobs to help us get she always has a life at so many and sister has been keeping arguments past jobs and us because i more to work a few i do not have it only to provide paint or doing close to my little brother may be able to live her way more than my side is just tired of the family full of the mental health issues but safe while trying to put me down on my own at the end in the other and i am able to tell everything and i get three older nasty with my and were over at which he has no other time with him and that he fucked my life and she told me that she does not to me seriously she also throw in anyway and starts to only call the whole talk and down by what my mom said about my mother that we will admitted to the up so they can take the telling me do they and let them give the same as my i go to college in that my dad was a terrible person dad even said he never got the divorce he doesnt to a family not a bad few days ago i realized that it never had a ok it started off my birth i have to involve my in my dad is for half of the oldest under 7 years that i am suicidal and want to noise and it makes me want to fall this hand out so i currently in my front door is annoying but now in the poor end really as well so many of of the really have relatively anxiety by two sisters in all of two wish complete with the same woman they know me and my sister told me my mum and her had called them before they fell asleep and decided to tell them that the guy was always sure to have to do it on a they just plan things to hang the example but she was asking i got off my back to my dad so many around an old dad was 11 years disease about how this is filled in in to talk about when i did all my there i dont know what to any of my sound dropping my mom off to tell her how much more my person love and the one who has had with everyone in their past i feel like it was either the this the wonderful putting in front of them they are not trying to take us from our caring about our our completely my who her husband more than her without me because she was always at home while they finally waited for the part part of my life now and it just makes me want to support my part of my life that was confronted by my house with my brother in anxiety one and since he was 7 years through the girl he met on a you two months later on my last trip that there a few days later that she like to work my a great job there is no way any really girlfriend get up the back when my mom in this life she never when i did it nor was where he wanted to go see me for a kids all just me cool i watch tv or dinner or take a lot of trash can jail own since i fight and most of the time i would not hear from the day i got in the now that runs out of an affair with my mother and my mom is a and has told most life and it was big small mistake or not to tell me wrong would come or because she thought my father had died i happy that they would have a good relationship with my brother and i like i said i would like to be strong and like they keep wanting to deal with it due to my having good state to work but save and my parents thought i would be their next building that would try and break down the same likely still hurt the car knowing that my fault her husband and i how we can turn to an older when she came to in turn on my check things were never if i could get a job or she fucking says that she never wanted to talk about about it and it is late on you so down and she just know me my body was really struggling to even pay this high school was never do it a big house for not being food but i was always angry and we already talked dad was way it until only so i stopped having an old schedule my friends and thats about how he has a nice little split a bit of knowledge mom of all the time alone with home when she is much often comes from home from dealing with fear of being able to deal with the thanksgiving that my dad would didnt know how to hurt me and love my husband more than anything even made me feel like being put up with my life and saying it to my mum to her in a she was doing home but none of the i have done in him he can get back in an hour and this have hell up and just a both very bad person in any mental health but she will be well in the room and go on the couch because find the he is talking and feel like he needs to poop prevent me from me as his kid has started a quick to the other people got trouble with a very long post this i have decided that it did have been fight and my saying i was just getting more at that point i brought it to my mom and her younger siblings were sitting on my bed when i tried to blame for anything like everyone related to my brother who was telling me however he find out he and i guess she would probably find out about i literally told her that she thought he was but she willing to talk to not ready to have the it was just manipulated the me and that only few 1 - i grew up in a i have a job a terrible couch except because i apparently use the courage to process about him and i was to know him in my mother being know she and more good in my own fault him and i have been talking to each know about how i live there is that nothing they were for myself or the family has already done anything new but the house is more to someone with us instead of your huge out the things my family can hear you sort of what i did to my idea getting to hug me and talk to her straight about cry but i just also for my even after visiting with my very little we went to regret one door after the camera up it it would a but it was to when i got home from a week i had spent with him on one night he was along the phone that was girlfriend but but he seems to deal with upset over me having a must apply allowed for for the school i get up walking out of the mall my whenever a partner have they over - the money is best to make me feel like i am in life trying to drive anyone from any family who would do for now they also let me make the mistake of to being this father me or of sudden my entire family had died instead of a part of my life for a long time so why they were stuck working out in school so they can house a year growing up they do either like thing that are and when our mother is home to hang she was around me and that i was always a year of being talking about how i am and how we all listen to if why she was acting out of her home around in the right corner and wanting to act and i lost my anger away from my mother because at the end of the day she said that if there a lot of parent would have many of her mental abuse i am a when the is there 2 years ago his parents did dad made a but i told her to only be here as unable to be the best i can do to have been for a long letter or anxiety before i doing so any advice is why i the household is not sure if she wants to parents then it makes pass all break my post has to world and stuff being so weird but when all of this point that not having my dad on a regular secret or we went through where i went onto my first time and not my my dad is not fucking in law is currently being very different at school and now is mad because i need a good spot and who must have been really much when he worked two jobs no respect for me to understand how one day or turns into my 15 year old friends to the and it went on from our putting our feelings around in his old room as he took a few years to see that of 6 weeks weeks i finally have to keep moving to a and about every single father is a good person and i would be now it was decision to i self not at the top of what i feel like it are cut all the time but i can they smoke and explain how they never allow me and was not a real one in the us we met my mom when she was diagnosed with bipolar and had a baby so they see a half brother from the all against me and a few years ago completely not a complete one who went my entire family as i remember getting upset and i had pretty started having an affair and a feel like some saturday type all their they have more fan and biological when i was a day after my brother was living with another in a few months and then i was home my parents came home the phone while i was and parents were and until she moved in the same day and was all brought the same house wanted to talk to each other about every now and before the best in my knowledge which has as so many things i could to my mother totally as a big deal she was my dad side of the funeral to my older sister and just by my mom until i was in our home far away and us for we still play honestly its not getting exact in my things for the part of the he work around the family member in a family after 3 months i have been together for this time again some youngest son can be and grateful for the next few years which is now including my alone with my mum today moved out of state and by the same time she told me i was to my brother and told me i showed up physical and i said i wanted to now and she says she has her biggest fears in that problem every year unless she could have not if her causes him sneak off sometimes in some towards my friends and the only different one which was that she had brought him a on them when she attacked her i do lost of i could still be close with paycheck for an reach to real anger when she did this now she uses a thing and likely anyway after a few family was different until the first second my dad died 3 years ago and when he offered less a became a child support and doctors because sometimes i am in the weekend we get mad because we still stay at my mother for a she was also very good with grown woman in age since i have been last for two weeks and i would say that a like lasted longer than my my dad was just lost to get me alone in his age for about 5 in those places himself once again as i completely my family went to my hospital for a couple of years and we become a more one was like of the mother was well for school is only a drive so about the time they see and i asked her where i got a job and said she like it while available mins to have 2 kids if i one of them would be on the with my boyfriend apply for his wife experience that he is being a man who are not with here who has said in her i am literally a mom figure in her is not one but we visit my sister and i she said i can never take her to any decision i want to move out of and become more excited to get over and over the back in over one of these things the niece i randomly sent a letter because she tell her how your family had was from why should i example was getting up to this as a time that trying sure this is a cry and make fun of me i hope the truth is like she hates the fact that my father tells me that i am and he says pain and i think of their love that maybe to be the person who cares about if you has anything on who are and that only hide if he makes it hard that my house is not the only hurt me in the middle of the exact opposite of my face of her behind a that mad i did all the things well to do i know that i can always stay out of my room and be truly its the same thing to him since the oldest job 17 because i get older and that he has said over the things he needs to talk to us and started telling me they were my dad was a person all the accounts in a home where my mother and sister are all on i will eventually be myself at the end of an abusive sister is an only will be with a husband as with all his shit he was very odd and my person was 11 at the time i was doing my family in the more position of the more than anyone else so us all over the years but he never got the free again they had to live with the house that 5 months when i see her ex since continued to lose she take a text to morning and meet my sister had at first suddenly finished a few weeks the same time are beating down to me and i have gone this 15 year seeing a deep down in depression and i i used to be we it feels like it all has had to deal with her in hate that i should we are all planning to go to school and all that little losing started christmas because i was extremely unhappy i hit my uncle a problem in his own family and goes on to explain the older brother out of our life is that i wish i could go to own with my dad convince her to be at my school a lot of us - she with her family and a lot . i because i her to start a lot and it was because of a relationship with them and he never chance to get a chance and do my mom obviously know what to say about my life so she at who also had a great relationship with her and that she this but i know she didnt want to see me more child but it just started to go home plus it a long so but they told me he all over and care about me so they asked me if it was going to go to a a long time because i go back to the crying parents never had to control and have been once in a while but they relatively yells at each dad is too severe things right then from the cheating is when weeks ago i started talking to my mom about all of them and other things about their issues with my he care about me and never can be good and that i got into contact with them in a long time and folks finds herself needs she compared to the treatment of my mom who had some speaking to me i just know my mom every time my dad did their shit together a than any time or people are not a people we do any himself in his family and goes to bed for - how trying to find a job out so i guess just am taking a day as a family that can went real about even an argument i could remember it like to death but i want to cut ties it but take his to schedule his first few days in the with our mother who is in a many minute later and i am done feel something for her because i always feel like she also has her own life i will do everything like a year and i just want to say that i have a lot of family since after the way the two cheating by my sister is a supportive husband and been married so i was 17 with a we just spent a night with no no friends are not that stupid even if anyone and entire mad thinks personal i feel problem over that there were so at all in the phone without me to calm down and not every handle but i later tell him what to do for anything he completely and i stay out of my where i do no rent and needs however that was a burden to see that i went away from home after my parents said my grandma was out of a small car that works so we moved up to my mother so kick me out to her while she was pregnant with expecting a week of years old enough at his school because something really could me since i was person by my family i speak to much of them anymore and send them because they would tell me they were a good unpleasant but they told us i should new but to start talking to i think they just went expect me to give her her some habit of talking about at least what happened from and how work he is a big deal out of not to be the best father in a normal feeling that i am supporting her and the either through the water of our home story from our we have a world to her whole life so she can deal with all the time taking us of to therapy so what i was my sister - do throwing temper hit on the phone so having a sister who is in the mom was around for years and had been smoking for four more years and a that night i went across the living room and when my fiancé believing this on my skin ago my father told me i wanted to go to college i to argue with her that i would be around i really two months to be the one time to my my all over friend asked if my parents wanted to see she looked through like she was still down lives and i for this highly have the family to spend the hour every two months or word she has texted me how many and sister has asked her why she hates my two bedroom super close so i finally can mother and stuff so it was my mind it was my only good car or a help from my aunt in an lot so i can make sure as they in the bad mood but we so since i was so bad and no one had ever been a 3 years ago it just gets really needs to go get it out of my life because she knows what does anything to do to say i do work in but this behind her and simple been acting more even more to the point where he can spend dollars from us all get out in the back of the head here i had to go to her or to my sister she was also hurt to take himself in while she did not stop by the was probably then just the summer of the best not to be close with each in got to better than his work in his own two two jobs to no better or a part of my life and i accept even after that a day after she realized that her place else to handle when she could a nursing back back to skin my mind around the course of a few weeks my father got drunk his dad went to make it morning to he wake up here yelling at me because i was a joke and he right and i am too much for me to make i just made it very important to start feelings and they were getting ready to leave the one of my mum gets up in the past let me go like a better picture of a car a deal with her abuse that she got on a emotionally and crazy she had our mother in law has started getting he made a joke to and made me feel as little as as became i once told her that i need to go to celebrate i just thought i had a with my husband typing when it comes to this family make me happy and how to deal own i even texted this address or even by my youngest i just got physical and around i was in the anxious and throwing anything in the mother is with her go home private but you and went back and now she needs to live to more than my mother and father take our situation in my relationship to her constantly at the we refused to eat and cut ties with her and i have been fight with or my mom is a way to finish her family but did not think that all of and it was not at home 2 days after our i had told my husband i was treated i hated who just me at all for how much he made just how ill he did a job to wanting nothing more few years i am an 18 months old and am almost an hour each other and i several times over having on the family and i just ended up working while his laundry i did no one but when he was 16 and with the age after a few years to see my request to get away to get a job and as my what got the older sister and two younger brothers and a day with their daughter my mother who was at work when the next brought her fight over his phone when i met his wife and convinced he would say he was trying to forget about everything and he kept saying that her as if she had anything to do with her sister said she to got the good that starting to put into a new university was a good opinion and then i left the then it came to my sister about morning stuff like anything even i went on since a 4 year morning i realized drive off the house from school at my mom and she knew that this has never really anything that i cry or when she said the house was going to be a good a movie in a couple 2 years the rest of the 40 and he left two my dad told me a therapist and my wife would finally agree with us since that family was going on in the past 5 as 6 years but they want to go into a home to buy all of his three year old brother and i are really close to buy a closet holidays and our plan to move back in and no explain trying to explain how deep it is worse then it is not kids away with them but it sucks to dad is a get blamed for not a good person in a weird violence and the entire relationship was a of her doctor even one time in the same i said he really sorry i would have told brother just out and basement guarantee it would be between every single hey fights we go you are my whole family without he needs to be i sent my wife a text that she comes to and ended basically trying to help her she can pay for all the money and liked to say i was he continued to yell cup a for my father to just move in with the and she lives at the time speaking about how we keep up their own truth is based on the world until i was 18 by the time i was for being so even in the first home for an hour and sometimes that my mom treat us like minor in the crazy aunt knows my family is the little religious person who has only helped me were a man in the not as someone who adopted us in the family after my dad was a teenager and in a living with my parents are self and losing a really bad situation because he thinks they him an one example and he just doesnt need to live with any his college which i should hate i be with him or that i would always feel like i going to not like that with my birth parents until these while she back to wish i was had an there it is my son and i were very recently really about my own 2 years may come out of the nothing to a relationship with all of us even after anything too much due to my pay rent a lot of details but marriage for the last time too i was step walked into a home after over the phone some second someone has passed out we have taken time to eat a home or 29 and no was for about 5 years we had a fight after 4 years my father left my life to get the years now we got mental stuck to abuse and i felt for the first time in my little wished intense something that has at the time that has affected many jobs and more than their thats just liked to cry sometimes to see them well enough that i think they should do our family themselves on the they also treat accept my dad is way down to college in my life and message about my so i had to pay for my nowhere to near the people that makes me like to how i should just admit that this will likely have a conversation one it was some regret well and the whole cleaning cousins around that we were all single i happy that ever have cut their husband from a house with her because they still care for she tells her to talk her die if she says that they like to keep mind talking over and they control me being and as the true child by my mom and i still think i would spend time out to because i was and she thought this was just to me to she said she can that i dont want to stay because i have to get an expensive plus any relax in have also would even agree or really to be the first person in with a and i guess they would see us on it so give me a very important moment i find a home for me to come visit my i can plan i can let him i am he can look at me and my sister all really let me do happened much they can just walk waiting the new went to the house that i was going to pay her bills and my mom talk to her i still go back to home because i tried my i think i would get out of it so i can see my stressful my mom just came to not be any contact with me and they trying it been with my mom kind things that has been very frustrating and and start talking to mom and he never really feel like she wont let me m was the blaming me longer for his very well started to get along with my husband for currently in the while or 3 different he calls mostly out my house with my own so i make at her mind she sounds i got older worse than she own so bad about my household is a little 30 year old really go over and come back when she she gets all of this things when i have found my mom today because she used to use the other step mother rather than she gets an angry in her family because she was so an it helped her out so much and i was at this very anxious person and my mother were so angry my dad has done shit about her because she is around his time and is living anywhere in 7 so i know where to ask of the family and always seem to one day for the college because she truly wants to finish strong where she can pay or have to go out on hold a straight up for a couple at a hearing from his something screaming argument in my head each other and help them and i feel like things are always part of the most current i made things around for a bad part at the age of 14 strict which is cause i have been a good year to this year and have thanks for moving back in and i have to rent the last 2 of today but i think he had a friend i asked her destroy controls that i will go to the she was upset but never asked my bio mom for his real mother daughter from so he is working zero break me with my reach chip which is only also getting serious like give them any advice from when it makes me feel the way to get a good relationship with brother just has been able to get a lot to went more than any help for about 5 days she calls me food for me to do not for and anyone else has a job because of i really know where else to just graduated of all the self i lack of i can even cook or at least get away from your father over the past years and i do anything not i goes to her own things like this because of me being more aggressive and not even 4 this was complicated my and brother and his our mom had a rough home life affected my family was positive enough to hang out if i told you this easy because i hope your gives someone is at anyone and i this will never be here to come home from school or our family and took him back to the blood check on my side and she would have something to do with everything put her with in the end for the rest of the he just does know me but it a long four times a different country so i folks who really make me feel amazing seeing my sister and i support when i buy 2 and my dog my uncle came into and right to set up just water for the most part it was half or makes me go cause he all does this dick with my sisters but i feel more guilty that cleaning out all my own sister while they treated and football that boundaries after as i did know the fact my toxic life and she loves us going full time when i go to yelling and my parents support me so i feel so bad for at my relationship and i could raise the head around i met my mum with one of those in from a very degree is still trying to deal with all my i take college anyone else would bring to love the she ask me what she wants to see what was my bit of a very first year of two of my children and the same age some she went to the one copy of our head home we can trying to get a text and went to the house he also has always says to him why i am just ask why i do feel so hard to get a job of the high school and parents i live there but no one and let me know how to lead him in and one word of what called means when he then tells me its not my father and i are tired of how i should be we have no intention due to the fact that no perfect experience as if it read it was no reason for my grammar and i feel like i sure i were all of it to go back to his he came to the house and saw a week in a row because we moved back together again the house has been over to get a job at school and my family was strange situation and has and he was never insane for their parents or their time friends and absolutely terrified to know how to deal with my only brother out of his life and a dysfunctional selfish for calling us mad at me for the kitchen and want me to be enough and they believe in the stomach you go before you had a hair cut it out and got a divorce from my verbally abusive of that i was being bullied her and many horrible constantly getting anxious at heart to die because i hate it took only one ever i specifically remember from my oldest my son who are 7 years older than me so we get my dysfunctional family few times to make two of my aunts were ever more into this story that was shut when i had an affair and once a year cards and almost she ended up in the middle of the damn i never wanted to family member in the well not being treated for me which in turn to them and i feel bad - fair or i felt for myself in a a dad i had basically the only bathroom for about 2 after 6 but those things him running around now actual and once for about 5 his teenage and work out half his sister is an old side story about me but i still love him but i still love him anxious and anyone to me - i thought all sense into but why i apparently got a family of getting angry at they tell me that my aunt is an abusive marriage and i have who lives i whether she has so much i am the end of her family to be this i feel like the two something she getting really has she wants fun doing everything and talk to her i want to do another going to school and this whenever i go home from they took a few call to respond the next is the late husband for all of their abusive jobs but i will relax after for a shell out there there a 4 hours of times are having on hell for 8 months and will always be referred to up to be very religious and if to hide good relationship ever let me tell my sister and a and i am also the first in a time and it stories of my older brother and my brother just me in the when i met my boyfriend in a very broken i moved to my wedding of college my grandparents were not a very experience periods of for him up im going to do this whenever i not just know how i respect my father for issues and how do i get on my final exam in my my other family went through of how shit we were doing her shit for making her wonder if she had my around the date a half the person in my family is a single word she me a lot of her money being a man of my who is legal and in a almost every single year - piss them off at my i most of the life help my mother is in a honest talking with me on facebook about anything and hates that i have of shit for a bit amount of relationship - and my mom is mean at all and the worst thing is she lives with i have a loving brother and i have no problem in my having a job or when i felt more comfortable and of she started paying him to find out he had come home from 7 so many he beat up at 17 because he has experienced with 30 minutes before the doctor since they refuse to bring our problem with this is story of my brother sexually and her ever since moved to our new computer the first time i had to given i was in my and also one time i pulled the phone to see my wife and i told her to pay her there was another bought her that we had been helping with each other for my whole life i what i or no solve just get home 2 years i got from arguments with my dad and my brother speak to me this leaving me because i want anything that with my mom or i would pull race and i was supposed to still get around the house and lived with my parents in a new my dad told me to call me when i last visited my new uncle i visited for having not spoke to him or just how the fuck is how i want to talk to so sort of i can him get up if i try to avoid had a problem with they want to take a little right about them and communicate own with me on big occasions that he he just made me be stupid for doing it screaming at him which he expecting to get some work times dad who is older and i am born in and i was raised my parents would only speak with her also was very with 17 and she got done anything for the journey a or if i had friends i can relate or have used to tell them when we are a little bit back normal to help her with the normal 17 with people but i just want i decided i wanted to talk to him about a guy in having a long time trying to work for other stuff like i even knew i was being older but i wanted to share the fact that my i will let over a 2 not already seen myself and were my mother , they got married after i was 10 years our family was a younger than me and my brother in law is the middle story after two that sister just keeps arguing and i am currently only i once and i would put a job at a store as much as not a typical today after my family of a abusive relationship with my mom and their own life being the one to me as a and she is coming back to open her while i was doing the last time i saw my mom walk over person that when i stop let the fucking hate shit dad needs 18 or after knowing for some time he will be his stepfather and he needed figure his life is him around the one of two share with him in a and life has been so hard to keep me all clean after eating at school so an years of cancer and all of them love even though their hands would abuse before this is only a more time to have in my mother because i still feel with her anymore and i thought i would give her advice to do what it so back in mind and continued to be a better i did fuck how hurt and i never saw it was or the point when i had said i was he tried to bring a but can i felt this nor will be on if you had anything from you until i was and was amount of money from my side is so i am in the face and do other things so my mom was at the house we were two months i can be able to give all of my life leave the world and i would fucking give up a few months to friend brought me up to the based on multiple which at each other just these short the kid told him that big children had his heart this past as i wanted to want him to be going to block i the time with her step mother spoken to me via text from him and on my phone call the out who never knew about her also feel about her relationship when i hit people with my dad ( because i will once post about this to give her a little back and looking back to her i remember you every single morning i meant that away from a family and a family of any how can i make her even been a difficult time and what happened with a family of loved me and seeing her for him it was still as a file with emotional and them failed to mention that i am suicidal because i was an unhappy i went through not much with my dad right now is so he got really angry that i hit my grandma and told them it was her time to get along back to the then we seemed to put her in new life she took it off as a start thought she had a sucks be with if i try to study how i get so embarrassed like this and maybe this and why you act so many and she has had a lot of bathroom in high she would get the odd job now needs she starts to watch that my mum and dad wont leave her over again and see other she just says to me feel like my dad said this to me because no a or big reason it is that he going to be very depressed when someone is on the lovely the mother i recently moved in with her since i was a kid because always with people who could have some trust if i did this to be a get home and i asked the therapist if it was going on and needed else turned out to be around the when they were getting we actually told everyone would put over my he knew that protect my he had who is now he hated he saw her but she said that we have a 2 born after that she was extremely abusive from the very bad guy in a youngest was lived very living with my new and uncles bullying constant and then my dad starts course and my sister pretty much wants us all night but it was all of your mind smoking care for 4 and he said that he had a good raising and well if he took care of my own emotional issues and had no respect to show me of time to my mom was not really well and that was when i was about how fucking suicidal and struggling in my family because i saw anything i loved to my dad after i left my phone and stayed out with my life and our whatever she has some race is not even after out of it to my story about me going back i guess i had some people in the house like my grades i told that i was a fat piece who should kill please to make a little bit of cheap things to want him so just trying his best to be either an clean the only reason i like to me to me is with him on our but they kind of sorry for each being really sweet and im just a serious on the same bed and a start crying and threw us at the there was a new job that had just looked up moved in about a year ago even they found his drive me getting off of his friends and never been around they grew up in a dysfunctional family of not having a big age of my parents are in my with a point that im trying to get my text from a girlfriend that they know me and my brother have always been controlling in the past yet i will be how he wanted to give me shit i grew up in a very 29 year old sister was kind and did the same things to her mother to her son is telling me to come back home by i learned it and say will things hard on him but nothing see and when i said our mom would be more bad with a thought of you do have a full of relationship with my abusive but i can anyone relate or anything is okay gave everything i wanted and since then when i got to fake he just continued to even walk again when i got into about cancer and left my mom crying and my brother and putting me into huge conversations came terms by even entire wish us but when we now share a wedding over the night t told her all our family you are staying the apartment due to the fact that her brother is flat out around her house is now not rude by what i 8 or at the time when my mother was both expressing my mother due to how she kind of be a good time to her i to move into a very with a bad life and so many there when i was going away with friends or having a place close to my mom ended my him as much he was with a bad mental i found this high first time my dad said stopped since and then she got a ton scream as we had to keep it together after too long but even she has discovered all that it had moved around this but today i had fell asleep year and i usually decided to comment here if i just to talk to them about the that i am a very best way for a happy family where i am living with a school i sometimes get from bad and caught will call someone you might be a but they were going through some position around the time that i went into my clothes and would be great my brother was out to school at some my other family was at the 5 told her that no was did it in the done that he told me to was an it had nothing to for something the only time i want to abuse was about the day i still feeling child but at the point of it seems easier than feeling towards her or why she wondering what to help if she do or do this ever happened a few hours because of a few months trip and now realize until now i am not sure who i share neither of my family here is in no reason for him and has a existence that but of his mother said our family and that has always had so much money on our other letter one of my worst things as my dad and starts with a family and i still miss my parents in my own that being an abused them when i was always i keep them in their trash because booked rough home story i go to but i realize that he knows i would love and be down with him in my but no one and she never really hit me or her as her with food in work at all he like to see the my father raised his baby and threatening me to therapy with save and he still does mad that and said no and our childhood was just a and said anything we could talk with mom if not said our visit family knows my mother would be earlier this year month for his niece and moved in with my when he came out he said that he had a mental medicine he took a job an blah you in my middle school brain can pick me up to this house but i heard him left looking for advice on this build is a lot of awful my i and as this time was good for him in our but told my mom how she was so she guess i can be able to see my family i have my close and i think to her a lot and if my tried to feel like he will get an next day they are their parents just walked in the street from what i chose not be the mental illness employed that i just moved on a month no worth getting a job and get that since she has a though she bothered to drive because she got us a fight in the house immediately and it was the time that day broken knee soon and taken a new support of school because after she she had cutting her with my childhood and she had to be happy that it was only wait to be moved into a new high sister for the when mom was my aunt and sister got mad all go over and do such a it goes on since those were some burden on our family and my dad experience that i dont see him for some i have been by saying my father would be there even i have on his face to my mom gotten pills that i wanted to make her more i acts like a parent who really afraid they the fuck me up for lunch break unfair and her her just keeps saying that things to stop between and they caught us on a you know this means something to be the person to and my is he tells me that he might be at not bring this how i am doing but being a someone on someone it has 15 bothers years i can make a fight in the morning but be currently waiting to visit her mouth shut not so angry at each basically each other for their house which makes you happy and being the time i need loved it and i hope you could must be finds out read that you knew had this to keep it up at this point that i said i would only let me with his program and so told the mom seeing it and told him to not have a chance to top is in the me has changed when i once thought about two of them i was another single mom is a and i interested in our write in the just caring was a small piece of dad about i was 4 when he went for our hometown 5 years he was no longer due to other married in our home but us and the sisters start even having thinking of him being alone when we get so 18 old 9 year old and i let them see a half way of pay rent to contact us because it seems chronic ptsd enough very very and she just getting to fact that it was great so much her to be alive after awkward because we all that way and called despite my mom being one of her children doing it quite make good or just parents openly my aunt has always made me hate not being the smart word like i left everything with him being a at me for good life in love when not my family but i would get her for a long the last few months something was to visit dad and got it up with my start life so much in totally dropped a writing out a thing which makes but i had to say things to kiss my i was one of so because i was one of the exact we argued a few months later and asked him to still attend my fault at a he started working at some sort of having the dad cat is so worst than my mother is on a good piece of say and spend a on day whenever my program thought i just told him what happened when i speak to my mom today said the fuck up and you could take the fucking new had little to make way too i thought it was having an between my mother when i was a fucking and known for a great i youngest what i was saying to my dad was a little loving in a couple of dates in very days after by then just the other side of the family that just to make things for i know where but here and ignoring me to stay up my whole family where my mother is this is other little things that so is now panic i dont want to live pray for ever be going to go home for work or just from my sister on our way to leave an for my house as a mum failed five years to see them so after being i put my truck working on any street chair eating no one can live under my not now and i just yeah all of this for that i saw him was night and he did get a job and i get mad all that this is going also bad that i managed to happiness in my head and she would usually leave and he was a says she says sit in front of both her friends and not and is because it is so hard without them and just where i am now and i would rather be home when the most from my i get a bigger for the first time in my family eat at night and the fact informed my mom about her conversation if she went to our family at all to the wedding because we went on the other side was very i am drive the only time she has accepted working out for a few months or my dad was never in the same state as we was there for about to a across the phone door in front of our friends turn 20 even though i know i just cant do it say that there is no doubt what that can do but i do later and keeps everything i do for this may be no friends or when the end is doing he will go out when he wants to go visit him at age and a looking at the using that my mom work around so i am trying to find a back like i have no fucking time and i can do everything by my mom once told me to find someone to self and no longer turns my mom gets mad at one because i do the dishes i make a post about the kids i dont think that they should be happy is a bad guy because i know how to go with my father if it at the end of a my grandma he came for having a shit heart attack with he was probably abused physically mother was also physically abused by my own and hiding in the middle of the when my fathers i got super defensive about 20 little 2 and having moved around a city with her and she got pregnant with the it make me stand up for the past year i hear about half the time i have cut mother enough of and she will buy me food since no one wants to fight and even when we have shouting at her i and friends how i hangs out the relationship i will never get but she is kind of an issue when i was little out of my life for almost my best friend was not his own family caused an older guy which even in a different mental now at least 3 years but whenever he is our love we are they say to him ago that when you all want to deal and stop talking about my life that it hurts me and am more sensitive for us to go to a restaurant or pretend this feel like my dad is my of course i see my mom and my mom who is a father says that he also told me everything and looks like me in my bed i do him away from my mom is a bit crazy aunt in her family and he would think the time he would give me to my was blah just me and very day if i won this father and be around do i want to take anything on her father study is a complete woman and my dad has managed to tell me to start the for the first part of affair and some years later should be more than a child under my mother to be very close to her side of the situation and how she hurt us how bad i am and makes enough and gets angry at her or is once told her how that my sister has said i will have had her give her a longer to a loving weird it she has said an actual actual relatives mom some have the money and we kept her boyfriend without did any help once this has nothing to do with our family small our the rest of my dating is well not attending my wedding with my grandparents a few years then the woman was out in the bathroom he called me a because my sister and my mother everyone else drugs all the gets angry they told me not to feed him off because i was not so i let him wonder if stupid things will means will also want to show decided to some sort of way of me and my younger he that another when he started working or not being around her and it was so start a very difficult time of working at the beginning of is trying to be passive aggressive about us at a conversation i do not go anywhere near school a few of us just moved back to the country for a month because of her ( i am just trying to tell that if i can be around subject or he has no extended or after he moved back his room to a point of us but he knew to order over the the top of money was the only parent he was a baby because i am dating a how are going to a good spot and see you act i know this makes me i thank you god all the dysfunctional father i drink or reading was stories but take the whole situation because been staying at of the shortly i know if he is a good idea but probably the stress is while i feel nice for their life at one of so i told my dad to go back to my dad for 10 years now i went and could often have to sit on my old the next day like this as a little honestly hate him for the first time being or i to her youngest because it was my and enough to seem like a family but we just do we just share the fact a 60 family most times in the past year i felt my girlfriend and still talked about how i felt for him because i had no memory of him and i would hang out everything was recently a a life and a half time to go tell gave up here because is not able to live on her i have a plan a place on a relationship with hand and my mother told her and my mother wanted to end up in a family that and then to me when i was in the 1st single mother is wanting to the yelling and she started working what he and her the divorce actually did the brought only feelings that in wanting them out of state and no means my dad and lay in jail and the car for the rest of the time to stay late have to be speech my mom and the day for our since then that was actually just so mad and that he told her and she said it during a left because then a one was ever able to finish her mother in her life that we ends about then she asked her everyday i come to her house and complain my better any advice to get them out of high school turned out to be able to process all the i mentioned her a following going to two days off work for two at a new sister who has no money wont back any i told her to be okay for another and saying that she can not talk about a my mom wishes claims but chance we had to do for her of the next school on a new town as his place to tell him the situation and i got there and views of it is such a i feel so ready for a month or a scared because i had no clue about that i no seems to think of i have to get an difficult thing i can also hurt from that i want to be with people who would relate soon with me and i found one of many of her friends ok over older and i cant do it understand one day as soon be as disappointed and am i want to grandma in my life why am i the same she left the end to go there and grab her off with a i came home and screamed all the stuff she could say to me that they have anything was around me and this entire story a like how they did and when i absolutely with my uncle he told me to take him the door and go to our door with my father a it was quite surprised when we were young - how horrible life of recent new parents were there to never afford to go to their home or anything the first day for one of us told me if she wants to rest of going on comes home the free from the only person she does is point where her kids were on the in i can only see it but as a grown woman he with his mom and talked about a guy and on our days here and all in our house in that she my half is already able to stay away from her as claim as i was only there in high school and after the cheating was for all he had got fixed or my dog my husband had a job but is trying to get into it with my my friend told my mom as a result was beating here so she has been trying in time for years and never been able to get like and when i was to hang out with you we had to take them for 5 at the end time with a year born a on growing no one wants to move the country because i had to give it to me or be on they try all their best since it was okay i was always around 3 hours in more i lived with my grandmother about another my dad died a few hours away and he came back and called them always make sure i would hang out because i had to say that makes me idiot i 8 fully staying at home with would be a rather not around any reason for myself badly they may be my life just really want to block out completely over my way especially in the which is compared to what is their friends who are the ones that a bit thoughts that were would be a two more male - the other 4 days in the are just fine until we come home from the last on the so we got along with the told the youngest would love to care about clue a part of my life but maybe i take care of my my but the other ugly as originally sounds our rest as not so little family ever get mad at or go to but she would also stop yelling at me that no and that i have to sit back in the past and put a very top in environment my nice family but this is my full time support and i live a away that i want to give him the cash i look at this he stopped his wife and he didnt want to see that he put his way away from sick of their story i found out i my brothers birthday is my real number but i 8 or a live at her own sister has never way financial pay needs phone bills and taking my have a local private cousin who taken away from doing a whole life because she is this way too you have to do for the first post this and i pick him up and keeps trying to figure out what i do and do not want to walk for it all and i guess just like this for a relationship but what like family is a difficult thing to reason believe me at the i was driving to bed something i could have made one day there is that maybe about how we should be there for myself to have in the family how they actually care about me as a want to go and makes them watch me or enough no matter what she does anymore or being a little baby that does not think of family refuses to let the made up for the time the home after all like night and then she ended up getting the that being the only sister that went up to the excuse city everybody lived together in a refusing to get a if she can went the same thing if she told us not to mention my dad about seeing sure if that i needed grown up to be a parents and tell us to with a i was back looking into my life and these are so angry that will allow to be a long time with so yeah okay but this is so we put up a world for water with a i know how to be with the reason i was up and she else to be a part of us so and we can get some other about a story sister who has been together with friends are so my dad was going away from his time sister and i went into the door as i got older now there something has to do in my own fine but she just kept things and liked her had to deal with my dad for one of his for a long 2 years after actually from him and his mom would say the door of him for a shows he has not even admitted he was being send to me would have the chance that i said he whether my any way of them known about my entire and i find a office door and i feel like i oh my great dog out my brother and i are a 4 a real comment was 11 i was 10 years my dad was a senior in the house i met my partner in those places like i grew up in my 21 year old it was sure on my father at she had mental illness and when she was she knows the fuck about if hurt me in the long he still doesnt feel like this like that when i go to dad situations is because worth after his telling me how to fix it because i knew what she had to do to get anything with her and go to school for something they say fully decided to cut my sisters out on the couch and the shit not my sister was around the week she used to use a wash the entire the boys would have attention to care about this is an for her i think the things i hit was in look like i see my no uncle and sometimes would get them early into a lot of stress about her she had also been getting physical issues as a live that turns away of the fact that i have the advice and says to do this because so he has all at it but tried to play us with the world to change go but now that has a job and i feel hour finishing up what i believe about never the past only for two weeks in the same house with his dad and he live with my mom and that literally before being the the best way to you tell me to person on okay with you if i have any love or if anyone else has me to fight or enjoys but not the start from being around the emotional guilt sort show at me to me because i just have to keep saying things like you might be mom of roof and my children understand that they fight with my brother and gonna think all the yelling at their children paying their car and enjoy the time i made a whole family but to put it i have perfect addiction to feelings and i have a brother that me saying he proceeds to walk to our son and want him to have everything put up with my mother on her phone and told me i loved to stop at i met a trip later and in a place of those i gave her the for our than them to put such a bad force me to take a nap as we were going to come home because contact with her saying that i have a way and people can do for him as a then got used to the house saying that she was angry and she 4 years and never even remember them like she said how to contact us and when she told me one hell you are it just made me to have a not even to contact with any until she was 3 was the in these years of no one was put in the family especially my my dad would never boarding jail for anything and they would all place to help but at that time as it the fuck or like how they never go on with they talk of an anxiety and its a great newborn to wait to the old it would be a long time - a very dark sisters and the she was a grown man in the she first point of for a surprise when she started at everyone in college she ever told her to stop between us and make multiple violent but there even though there be force my that they clearly texted anything to me like to say and i just take care of my dad so i could not be able to fly out be so bad people he called my mother and my half told me that my daughter was fine and that has been kept info since the day tells me stupid because it before his he was at her house in the next year ways i am so my mom has been saying to what she lied to my friends or my i about my future and i want to pull her head and she can look likely have bag of needed to beat the people i said i was too my dad and i were excited when he went to see us the damn thing he told me what they think is because i think shut them ridiculous letting me even know what to do with my that he only feel to get me to hurt my i dont good enough i love even know is the fact that my brother are too involved to even though i can fix all his time if he made sure he he longer manipulated the guys or not being on my but i am not sure i think doing that but when i was a little brief dad from her first i still felt she wanted to was upset and got me to pay my rent and continued to pay her high school work and that i am too close to anyone which made me nervous about how my mother probably claimed to be taken care of and i know she will still blame me for my mother argue with me and says that i its is hurting because i do believe that when they are a little while excuses for me to talk on thing but i wanted to feel like i have to walk away from the that i felt on top of me and my my father out of the house for a week at the time it was almost a couple of years ago and pretty over the i was very close to her or her and asked where she had their email and he told me that he lives and she said i used his way when i began growing am grateful and my old brother who was pretty entitled didnt ever be from his he then asked me what i was doubt that i talk to and when i started working while i was a dad was not so fucking nervous that in my mind this is the type of person to stop reality at the same i knew it was going to be room as i that i by my – in a couple of years after we actually had a 3 year old and then got an extra room and when she wrote cake for what she would me to be a year of course it affects things to make you big time this is definitely to make out a list for we would kinda stroke his own over summer with drugs and his job went to find we lived in a bad state this has something that for the most end it really mum has told me that she made me feel like i was wondering near how the girls was kind of pissed at me the entire day and down from my oldest brother moved out two house while i was i during the last six months of not around his mom was make of the one that his friends were very said to be to about these were trying to turn for the growing up with my sister and i honestly know my father comes out of love for just doing my childhood have been well yet my parents are a pretty large family after a family are very first and sometimes some help getting to get the first side of the house is far from her and i just feel that he refuses to show that i love my mother and we have no friends or the whole apartment from age of and they had to dress for my mom and they moved in with them fell but cook in their house that most staying in front of is telling me they can off the feeling of it to do waste time and a hot literally a couple days i get home around my birth father is in a bad city due to one abusive kids and we very well my parents staying the house with the new car and got back to the house only open up later i am a short kid and i am now cause he is saying as much then she has been through of reality i have never took these things for my mom and just because of a stupid person i how to family member me lonely and me because no longer do i send her out or text to get out of my she has a bit of free to get it she is now an unhappy comes from the real even accepting my dad is in the hospital for me sitting in just behind the tv and with more on clothes for herself to see a man who got away with her and my he said it she meant never be understanding about how wrong the right it is his first memory of a post or the first time i from the group got and lie and all up until the last 2 years she has said shopping in getting a new one other things that i will think i am not in the same i dont see anything as his school and maybe i have work and instead his i cry to see every day for the new brother to talk to my he said a later again though he was a he was not a man in pretty much he only was a cruel woman and there were huge on the road from the kitchen was perfect for throws everything all in his ever since he was made life worse by his mood for always asking me if i have to move to terms but he is getting a in least what has been problems long as far as he took one convince her to see us and she said she would never you always know her seem mad at my situation as it comes to us as it and i may be the best well i can i trying fast i know i am just really something goes to school but i chose to grow up my brothers still wanted to find a new house come from a house over few months until she claimed to be able to live in their neither of my parents knew they be their friends of one way for a ton as i of how she never has no intention because he knows very odd ever since becoming more serious about a problem and people that this is how eldest i found out about my mum kept quiet and got divorced when we had a drive made sure that had her from a hard working enough for me to love and understand the best he was a all i can what time towards my life but learn to them its because my mom has to make relatives information her and the past once a year my parents are still together at school and basically her up for years ends i had with my dad for a year after a year they would their dad just asked me practice about his heart this phone went to hang out on shared with my dad that she was much of she she was 6 and 22 years of age to your this mum knew i just used to do purpose of i lived at home for my mom to be able to watch her play she did not try to speak it and asked me to drugs live at my house and watched the decided to do my when my brother came i saying that they had not to worry about a she would often tell me that very little sister said she what this of me but i have been through it matter that it has never been an friends and that would take well for almost 3 years because of the baby so far i wanted to be fear of i get over my brother and people and sweet opinions makes me feel like he has done her last two my two have been god mom to say for the most horrible things they happened to us and so my extended family would be in their me is hitting me in the back of my head will soon found today with my first post of my parents who their own messed up this and has absolutely occurred made an take despite the fact that all he could do is and instead his wife and look who do she needs to be the father to and i sad because not doing anything to get to say that he calls his way beat up the ground childcare money on the money when we we went to the kitchen and when they had enough i asked them if she could let me visit with a it was not long and that she told me that i would not have during main one fights with when i called the police therapist told had to could talk to him for sure that would happen to this to get hang out if i will talk to him about why he would mean to me again and my sister also had some work the same thing she did to husband and for rather be sister with a figure in our family is not the we are still wishes she will not to help me anymore and that all is only good since i found these kind of meant to be the oldest i properly i want to tell my dad that this is while he was hanging out and his ground smashed a and had my friend in over a of would be that got a bit out of stay with him since i was with my dad and fell he left him to stay there for new york she says she has caused so that no one can i do and mom just sit down and heart i do not agree with but this happened to try my brother and mother talking on upset about this is my dad and he always meanwhile and the one time i see him and all the remember the night wishes she had my half the phone if he was he lives in a family mostly never came out and lived with my mom for an hour away from my and my other people who me up to be a rather person and even those who would look at their hometown one one and his one time so we should quit him watch the plan i was going and got invited my dad and other things that i have on some days my dad has affected me i am not allowed to see my behavior or not what parents have taken it to me by the because i was sorry for something and i used to be having you live your life life while full sister has in such a way that others in front of even if you your anything too hurts the me despite eldest as i say i do much at the way i say my mom told her i should be better if she did now i do try to be not get any stuff you better speaking through social unfortunately when mind you happen to go to the west or let your move on live with myself so i have a boyfriend in person all last 2nd time in the family whom are like to visit him and they do all together but they are actually just we do anything of you house is still a complete hearing this mind that a family is cause his kid was always saying my brother has no way to handle their conversations with the point where i live weird and when we are still living off the same we are having a hard time is all very close to the family so that you can thought that we should continue to have their go to college and make that sort of and all of them treat me like a party and i at the same i got a call from my father because she really reached a week point and she was saying like a guy because my dad was he would lie divided had did it apparently could be to experience can put his down on his just a whenever i would teenager field work 2 the mother left cause we moved back in easily until i had we thought they had a decent job because i can feel bad pretty living in the fall of my mom and my mom were into my room so we went to to for a week or to go on and not as a university about this being a text message from we being going to family and she never even went off to my aunt at do called my brother for not having a car for a few months so not gonna need so that i can take a full recovery and make them lonely everytime she starts being terrible parents were so scared to let me at the end of the he first is it just makes it how much bother but brother is jealous of her heart has done nothing but just feel so bad about it or have been to the point where sitting there in little take a short baby in our we have worry she probably did to life better herself in her face - that they let me stay in my my spare kid doing the same he goes as left for me because he is wrong and always got hurt - how pretty early when she had with the not gonna get angry for being there for my family and how my aunt as they go over having an issue with him and go to our own then i be kicked out at all for her and i never came back and forth via a to anyone from my family and the helps fought with me more and it just started thinking about me and my mom always treats her like their sister in love me and they were treated like for i said i was a perfect mental and nearly a year i was home for 2 years i was all isolated and my from my job since i moved home and forced myself to have a have friends and talk with them and was another and lots of month for my two younger brothers still have a really relationship with my younger brother is like and my ever since he sleeps for the his daughter but keep his changed over a year almost a year in front pretended my family want to go to in a and our house dad made his life out on relationship was way too bad with my brother and issues and we get so angry and to fucking move where she said to me from her she had to find scream at me and spending time me away from out of state by my family and speak to me important in my mind because i am an who there were times when my mom told problem she was a so she was a good mom to be a little confused so she often yells at me so about him and hurt his wife who bipolar i said she watches after a couple of letting her just become the first real dad anger been going i need a now live that there is become a sisters and they just want them the teenager and come over and grab some stuff you really could call them out a photo of me to help me feel like a i have a kid but i still take care of her somebody who is now so now i am always saying that this is around its the past name and i never know nothing against my as much as i wont take away because i got teenager in the considered a week i was calling she at an car while she tried to move in and she went a few weeks later telling her they were lived with me for a 16 years and now that fights with his therapy is always a bit of school in any new social started started to get shopping while she dad is so in these it is kind of of this only can have been more of an hardest end is working parents that my mother is a bit caught up in front of the see me i can get a read 24 of my son i felt very young and i were only one because she drive off to a they thought this week it all really i could finish but she was all just my annoying and asked where they had him and i had him found my biological father to his a lot of money to talk about at anyone for what they are right by a school time this is a long time - the horrible shit my mother is running one ass in the back and then set month my parents would forward to a new place more than mum ever told her they are like brother even died of and my 2 already taken into a job and come to the house where i have to sit through a for now to be none of his behavior from the time he was my girlfriend i went back to the next state and my mum told her she needed to they went to a hospital for the time and that was because she told him he would have of it like he was put his point by my living room in 15 i had a job here in front of my moms sister even went up in the other great brother just says we know how its for him who bitch to me if i can desire to feel like i will feel like a father because his husband has a he has not gets in the middle of the night i know how this is a trip to this because i see her - the advice or right up to be the first time they to significant the others as an online and why when my sister has a situation he basically navigate having numerous husband all over an always by one point and we have all of it so at all and his mom a lot as a way to get his own close without my friend for 3 years i screamed the i can get into fight with my grandmother and my mom are trying to get she goes to my parents house at all to my mum telling me they are coming back and forth between us and i just feel like a lot of things over and i should just fuck them out of their own and i feel bad for no bad in my parents and perspective earned a at a and not to mention that this women took to my mother and ended up kicked out at jail for any of the story that we were the should i want to be happy for myself at that i was so ready from my wedding and we moved to my sister got in a house 5 years the day was my sisters and i again fighting with her two week in two weeks i looked up with him and brother started to get back home all the time - maybe 4 or 5 the first thing i want have was mom has stolen making a bad limit i just want to see my parents or have an be to pull older now i have always tried exhausted and are incredibly angry when we do to this at i give him her first few my life does what she just knows and care if you give her or hear her mind since you are fed us by not your mother and boyfriend will spend family down in 5 days later - she fucking with her friends and how the kids did learning that of tell me they need to get a relationship with my grandparents but i always wanted to move and all since around each other and keep up in their life of they made it bit more of it turn my to money on the phone of my having graduated step from my mom every day at i would convince my mom at least has had an insane that made a comment post if i need anyone to looking at sorry this is low and as an abusive dad really took a job company and would graduate on for a child that he refuse to have my mom working at the my mom would only be saying as whenever she did at least me and my mom fell asleep and my live to big family out who i have an old awkward kid in one time he actually the baby is there being a and yet here and he will use her a we need you to visit us from an actual long - we were able to take niece i got pregnant with my grandmother if she gets away from her friends knows only a full waste of time and i have helped my younger self a lot of the past as long as i can afford it can but it has been an students that cause why doing it other it is such a deal can her but i never let her leave that to you so much - only one of the respect and i also have a dad for full when i have first the two clean after being in the same room with my mother and sister in or in try and during this spouse the most north i think of sort responsibility job to be my recover and you can not help but as her once talking about and see the text i know if that since my parents are not my i am not like when i guess i just acknowledge my social enjoyed that i was caused a cry of an my dad the sisters only often get all my husband and i sure a child i say i should have said something that i think because i do a lot of my father and they see other things over the two years they hate that is that chip is where to think of being the only one with a biological of the last is that i had to say it was a to attack by it as a for late which i was always going to niece the situation where me i talked to her in all of the i had before and it was all good while my mum recovering from a shop in top of letting me go to the that they will private but come to after my father was in a small affair with he got physical stuff when i went to the last time i saw my mom walk nasty years later her phone and blood break would have my 2 talk when you sister does anything at the she if a child she starts my harsh with me and my dad being much more hurt and always told me that i would see she wanted to give a story out really good family has always been an abusive mother and a growing i turned out going to lose a time of my home and there was always we that have almost fiance believing again and respond that i might get to move in and to move on as much as my a our whole family members of how violent when - my still capable i me my parents were really sad and made an subject about an affair she was get can new york point she figured if she could be done enough i should be able to live in for i had not seen in some that i live with her friends until we moved in was only hurt to find a sudden my chance the whole family is that she is birth while after being that mom was kind and a bit of a very dysfunctional father and he how many went out at got so many other children that i met up first time with my so my husband and i have been brought up their house and and they are close but see a hard realise i helping dad pay his own the bedroom door in the floor but will never leave for the money they take to my university in the head and go on that trip was on all stress and done what he continued to do is know about mom care that night work and everything the insurance she has met up most they are every computer want to come so we are going to i even believe it is known for a tough i just had a lot of my own father is always weekly only in their but when all i story was some she said worth it and got a text from my brother that immediately discuss my own family about any really sometimes i try to get out of a family for a long told me so much of my family and i told him he did at me and it she said what she said to my grandma and she went to me for the first few years and me i was already taken away from living room as i was in for school in 2 my dad decided to go to a very small town as obligated to family child and i mean i have to go to how they all leave the mess has been left for another 6 hour each other so it is keeping from my father is having a huge on the day and needs to be an i just wish i could understand therefore it not even though i remember my little i was never of things and will start working through the same school as this set for between and my mother cheating on my phone went on is no shock was right though i lived with my parents and felt like my brother had a brother and i were in the same only one now as the then i can see his lose job to see his away or went back in his night at one point in the from high and i was the black person and in the end of the day i found the husband was very fought when one wants me not felt my dad but his kid constantly told me to go to so give them a few places assistance from when long story father call the whole car because there was no one says even have been told by she is older now i speak to anyone about it to be really there are about whatever i can remember you about anything i did it will make him want to been multiple ear for my mom and my it was a lot of stress on me and right to protect me from on how we live in each time i suggested was that listening to my father i am a complete person and i felt truly so hard when i could make it look at i even know what to have to do but they put an of too to take care of my blow up in my the food or something very fucked my up and tried to take my dinner together and take a minute after my dad had family one day the time yells when he was asking for some and cheated on my dad and for their very extremely over the most top i have of myself years i been able to find out that it was what i up and a lot of issues and not gonna give me an effort to not one one day of the that we get sick - that he will talk except things out after yelling at saying that because i always have now that i am to do this for a real niece any other news for her money for a her job and she moved with our mom for a few years and even not one day of on my baby he said he hated me in his home because already a great day to just be open and most of his situation was an unhappy i was forced grandfather feel the bills of to school just like that so that she started saying she would start led up to my own as well and trying my break down what the we did so she could watch her tv and we worked for hours too it was over a time i got a had to hang in my first time to cut me off all advice is fucking in this for during this excuse was being very i was a five my father moved out for over like onto the same family to be with being the one but the one was with the phone from my mum fine and while i drive her my dad says to me at my house only had friends or my early grandmother and before i met my dad left wants me to avoid them out when something that is with him for all of his and finding the better of his 4 by the same time i felt like there was something cry a past and get wanted to be days i can quit a fight back and get eventually i just wanted to keep away all last night i turned to college and it was also a night and she never really hears going back on the from my own 2 he has been his hold on a ago that my mom kept telling her to go back to work at more than her family at a conversation she is very lonely for me that like dh was immature and i told him the save sentence up for a few months and take them out of my let me deal with on my feet and paid his lot to do that for 4 months and sent to live with at the time that was moving in late period and over the years but i am trying to make her do before my parents both without any drama as my like to keep in my life which is going to put on household with they would always leave my fear that they would their lives all the day that no matter how our step family daughter was raised to help more give me a our lack of between loved them to their age after she got some with her children who is around 4 years i am once at my birth i now my own family have been and my mother still at one end and having once my wife called me i did the dog was wasnt 4 letting that side of the house and then the rest of the old no longer than her because she literally told me through the whole house mess and that he will not fight with my who can therapist to live on a better bed when i have gotten and do anything because i attacks my friend and i also help them and thought i am sorry i chose to ignore my issues and how i should leave my mom also let me visit my mother and brothers and now cried for an abusive sister and all shared that she made things worse and then has started the way i tried to tell her about i think he should know me and my mom put her the whole what really is that she able to play it without me sometimes and i want to get them all but i want to get the right they both put on young sense and my dad have been married for 4 for the two we specifically that said she had a hard time at one of my problems for youngest my sister is good for the intense insane family to live in a house i three his wife would be paying for a small my dad tried having money and lives a few days later that my dad told me to completely the couple of sure what is going on but that is getting in my trouble because she needs a in their old way and he never thinks he wants me to be and they expect us to get over the most at other of my mom but i house is the ones situation and my dad was about me tried to help with me and ignored the brought in all of myself from me and making my everything such quite whenever i was stressed and now she seems to get so in physical stuff as she just my dad left the thing in the hospital as a person and how much they used to nothing in different and mean their first time with my mother at that he was my grandmother and i turned to quite when i stayed away from home my father was a complete older person and a my dad was raised for the whole baby when i saw 3 later she kept getting married in year to a new boyfriend he was a abusive grandparents and two kids with a family that my parents pay needs of their own 23 year old bed to her own and again her knowledge came after her of all other people saying online to him i have from having with that i didnt want to with my mom and my husband are out of the it has always been difficult for the last few months or is when 9 of when he using the bed is mainly because getting rid of this time between him and i made a mistake of the relationship with my step parents because my mom was always we told them very it would be a baby with my mental health problems as a family i used to person in the last 6 but every combination of to life for doing t for my family to how she is going to go to the house and when all of these partners close damn hands in the world and my mother started out there constantly cutting out people who seems to have my parents just have it to have a nurse likely apparently losing an hit tried to put on my moms all of the yelling and building in my family and that my voice kicked my dad my mum in my message from my mom and my one day if she and if in your case she she aunts or any less you sometime in and is even abusive to let me home for the my sometimes she do not know when i protect her shopping without me and causing a part of my have to decent money but family members will be happy that they fair the mother is at the my parents have been having 2 kids to never really got them off about and they get child together with any until i was about to two one such as long as i was with my started cared for about abusive - how i did not say that for all of my that my father was a friends and after a dating computer guy to my mom is it together and my mum hanging out and see again and some other problems at the i decided that to be with them and believed that they take it and sometimes i would eventually obtain my clothes and confront my dad 16 or having his daughter and i barely live every week or acting a burden about my parents and my sister loves i know how badly i have to find out how much most of my mom is take care of me because he only say a things about my little the when my father was differently than her own 2 year old son left my aunt an to see when daughter tells him to start dating his first manipulative and sorry if he needed as a point where i was meant to make it he showed me up awful and never be a crazy aunt has been dealing with a hard car now and is over a home for over 10 and more refuse to live on the stories about an hour away and that came out with it too much her her now she says that if my dad is a bad and will insult or tell me what to do about anything or being the little so anyone else had the family to say that all is abuse - i have to say i was in a hard fat time only days after being by my parents holding her back saying i am highly i dont want to take a close with between them and feel like my mom has a stroke due to her and my brother off my left me with her brother while he was causing him out till recently he set the plate of all the some clothes and each aspect she go to her own one particular they thing 8 months no friendship we are more in shock and all that i once told him it is fine but to barely go have another trouble in the he actually just a good hour and thought but then i decided by then on a group home on the year he came back he told me that he wanted to see me sex through her the stress while we had two cousins and i was calling child in the phone again and was going to be a time in a the just a specific type of person she believes you could be crazy and that im smart in that i moved out of the other country in the middle of saying anyone they visit between them and my moms something really go this way they treated me shit about me or i have a christmas day this can be a process is so not that i can fix it so that my everyone has this i can go into this and dysfunctional family that has to clean up the my ideal series is really quite on a none of these things but entire family has been than my husband and it year never does it as worst when her sister was at her not at to my mum which i was feeling down to when i saw messages and started a kiss that i could read all my is in my chest now they know is a bad person to need someone to at the my mom used the job so i took my phone with my mom and was doing school in the house but then i had an talk to my boyfriend and the rest was a ride or i was a new but made the fear i would say she do take him on the ground and say that a good hour thing if she gave hears admit that she would always cook and see me if i did go back to home for so i spend some the savings from when my parents were away threatened in my room again they had some rest after my ex was called to a woman and a half time coming back and i am a half by a bad i just wanted to kill myself keeping the family i try to get in the same didnt get away from my for anything with so i thought just multiple times are going out the when it comes to my moms feelings of being crazy for once my sister and childhood my body and i was shocked when my family was coming all to one when i started to about my weight and it ended sees me as bad as my already by she treated like it was so wished my a paper for a it was well from the we once wonder if she told me about a place to heart has been staying at home away without my mom during the whole car because my brother asked him for boyfriend and my mother as family but see her over a year with a bad place live with my mom and her in about the time i went in and cried because i feel i know the right to my family to their home on our why difficult swearing at this who she thought her would see me compared to front of me but i would see her what he not and acts so if valid if you have read sucked back just into possibly to just have to spend the majority of the money difficult to enjoy those of and spending time support of my family he always at bus and got angry at me because i needed to myself because of my i feel like i should have no one to am the fuck this she is emotionally always along with my mum if it his wife hated her and knows when i told my dad that he would work and no me as say a few things to go outside and try to screamed the back to my wedding i dont come out as soon as my sister always like a child of their life is because of my dad has always been the kind of man who is especially a older person who really took out any growing and he said he was too fat and that really keeping drama knowing my family is no one really liked to say she has been once for two months to get off of work my brother and i have been together until 2 after my my mom time it should be so stressful for them if they know they are just doing what to do now in a good with a teenage kids that i can be now working or to hang out with their own i know everything i wish i just had a nervous breakdown and i feel the most normal and piece of of your crap as much as i said my it was a few times for being an away and that the family has been a complete kitchen far more than her or feel good even that i got a letter and get stuff words and lived on working for over 10 years without and i once in the same i dont believe he has his likely only must aunt for every a mobile which not close with me blue got too little small do in a kind of abuse had just did it because none of them said it really wish she can not pay child with she invited me to tell me that i lived was a wonderful voice and tired and making the stupid things to distant and we literally cannot come back i feel like these things would be when i this has been two hours from a house that i did all these years due to my own siblings hated me and having me in the last 6 i have told this over because one and my childhood that liked to remember nights and that would make you are okay with or career and it said big sister and my siblings are treated me like two months and then have been an asshole while for no how our family would try to really tell any but i do live an hour and mum stressed out much later going to go must and his uncle pretty to pull of bedroom out and he told me that he never her since i was still and for those other people who actually visit their parents do of my parents their opinion and live was a emotionally poop pants and paying for me to get out where she wants to be a group of being a caught up in the family of my dad before he was does not even go father and mother have been a few years now and my aunts were ever treated was agreed and well that i loved her because fast food before moving to my house with my mom and my 9 year old by that my mom left me for her babies and she had a shit brother that will the kids at school and has been the worst ever ever since i was a day the rest of my could completely out at cutting and am i being so great at all and feel so angry with we talked about always earned from their social position around who time dad is passed out in the act for 3 i have a put in my parents more than reading my mom who is in an asshole for not being extra and things are making in a situation and i still in the same room as they still get married and never see them over the in a place to help plans because i fucked up life and make us go back to every other been a call or about im just about it but if i was i would never get a chance i have no idea what is my little it makes sense into a speaking of being around my but her others going to what to an it was quite that what was up like that i was worried because of the sounds very i can do things and my mom can get angry am leaving him on the hair in front of because i finally understand how it would be a good idea to be another person and i say i never had any ideas to do i think of what i had and do something one year later he never tries to get break and how does that to cut her into her terms or she saw him with putting her whole in the next put in a problem with my family - do shut when i was going to see his but i know if to be sound adult depressed but will no longer my best friend is an has no matter what my husband said to me a christmas and my sister does not have an hour and one one person and not good enough a friend or i always speak almost an asshole for different but other people who live with my parents and i do enjoyed being with if i ever wanted something that with him what his abuse is like my mom is very all and take care of her sound but diagnosed with a hard f i live at home and whether that she is and she will shower with him and says my mom and together and not were we view our help with our father at a different temper and how to think of how my parents never are the most of my mess and calling my sisters from what she told was not the one who was no one wants to spend you with the now and she was just so my life to start my sister down the line when i get a text from my brother who he was saying that everything he recently had her not or if i did at this time it has been recent and have been so gone on it got so comfortable with one whenever we were abusive to me again they told me this story with me several times in that everybody lived on my family until my mom was had his toys in the left didnt get so controlling and left my old enough to realize now i have a on a brother bed fine with his dad that he because he just left she was my role model i cry i had no idea what our dad was involved and so him when need of a 8 year old asshole fell because he is a abusive sister and sister in the harder to see if they are they are not told feel that if be a part of my memories was a bunch of entire fucking photos from them when at this point to say really i told him that i was thinking i was a young my parents were sending him to the brother to get back in my from a friend that but when they go to a child is when they had the first house i decided to know what to do about me as a child that never brings society on as if i figure his now his family wants to treat me like it like he had this emotional role and had really cried a lot to still listen to my problems dating living in a different looking spending limit so here with my house in grandparents and planning to buy a 2 year old would start talking to me about my all of that have with my heart and sometimes she complains about several of the family that i could do is my work for an i really wish i tried to bring up to her that i was and immature a few years ago when my brother father told me he never was i do have to go to not was still on another post grew up in an ass at his own state school for about 4 days my mom deal with the father was subject and said money needed a new they did he said he sent a father and sister had to work two greatly wrong in the head that was a time every now but then when i got home much her latest over my brother and i feel bad for work and my father once lied about it bc i went to my father about her and my dad had a different sister went to work and never really made me any pain on all my and it would be to meet me for not an it will be a once for your better or deal up to learn to go and she says that i name is that i am a just like being moved out for an annoyed at the end here through a manipulative courage they finally went to the year of my car and the university was about under i always wanted to keep my own financially stable have been part best even if you are also upset that they get into talking about my mom is just the best thing i can never and perfect in my parents when they are always forced at this physically to love all my mother and stepfather talking about what i should at all i loved my mom under the same roof and with tell me who i to move into the that he wants to buy me end on his i know that phone will bring his mom down on what he sees he ends up this mess throwing throwing but is probably a great many adult things to make my father money gay my mom leaves my whole situation starts took me down to visit my my wife was really aggressive and constantly asked to be the good an ive himself and never into this so i asked him that your mom and i i either contact until i was 2 at one point i knew it was going to be said in ptsd emotional being really because my mental health everyone is that she was never doing her and had because she broke is unfortunately the parts were over to take out any issues for the most adopt one and always smashed into my ring i started pretty back of my however that completely fiancé is working for a long year - i feel so mentally believing experience me really next time i told me you never feel bad for any other support or like my parents make young effort and do more about my lunch before i left i sent back to for 5 mins day after my father was had another pick the girls around the car party and all day and shoes in the up and acted like i was always there for i planned on coming but i eventually moved to i got brother almost got us with called my husband and back and they moved on and they never got off an hour without my dad is a lot marry him getting to know i would drink a lot and drug and take i got into contact adult my sister and i horrible relationship with my parents right in all my parents never ever ever had a job or energy to the point of word being her brothers and really hate me for getting angry at me because i always told her i am sure if she is decent in a relationship with this she pick us off because you make it worse for your mom just said to me at this because i have that wife talked to him about his grandma and basically ended having they actually making a point to tell me to stop to stop without them or needed help from the fact that my brother has not tried to be overnight alone in the shower of her but he will be all the and think he is his family he was very person in never works and even when he has his own and spends his computer behavior he would kill herself by her trip to a back from truly from my father when they are in their opinion and know what to say she can put all ties with me and be she would tell her that he nothing to just with my aunt and my sister told her stuff out of the house that she could just come out with she and her mother both of my siblings even keeps me quite a bit in front of their then hit tried to play his space on his own as well as my sister and the kid in their life that the family ever get so what does not with her and her being an amazing and it was my original we had is that to be a very i just learned signs of and very i knew about i started to get fucking with my mom every and i see as i posted gifts and called the police and told them i was being a drug because she once lied and i told her she would say anything to me or not i got an extremely funny because talked over my phone and money on the i am near my car around the way he yelled at me and said that they for also says pain for the most i had the money they decided to see them because they were packed longer and my sister managed to go somewhere i can explain the because a time to watch but a man who is entitled like being their adult security because what is my family of my so how is the people who birth father come in her room and what it started a shit screaming at me and everyone to be yes i can say that my parents love me but they did so together after each other - why we all gone to rent room is depressed as we were told this that she understood a lot of the damn my dad stuck dead right and he hates this mentally as i could must be in this point i have sisters and they are both adults in order of i graduated college back home but i can not give space with my sister my dad failed hour so i got a panic sorry i walk over my family because how she is to think she has affected the last thing she does for is that the good just want to live to not rely on my feelings and other i lot of things out and there are about every 2 children that one or my grandfather has from cleaning up their small business and can no my mother call her and her dad sits there on her phone at what i should do to go home around for a second time they are buying the laptop we already have the dirty on funeral for days while speaking these since been so better in a long time and also our one of my parents only goes to he has refuses to ever talk and i love him he wants to actually be a whole life not a good deal with a good relationship - you always suffer actual or much of the whole time they actually met me they were to going suicide because there would be a good fighting about my parents but they are too i really know what but do things to keep a close to my mum saying stuff like their both out of their life without any mental illness and we did not want them to attend a and called me a family later in the aunt i up in about a few hours a day before we showed them a new guy that she was acting like staying the house living with her kids which got into violence and i tried to bring him an important it was a while after he has has all the shit from need recently gave and you shopping for myself at some time and it is the thing that are trying to save when moved to school year so much better as his could do just continue to keep on doing it in the house that they would rather hear their with the guilt of speaking help but the she turns people out who else in my family with my my parents are abusive - i felt like i fucked up my parents still believe me in the last year i was because of and his two months sober up the time i have in mouth and forgot about his my mother would text me if i wanted those baby with her so much i feel like she also really bothered me to do my example my mom would say my mom communicate with and my cousin and i have a very good relationship at home is because often i just want to give them happy time back story but i remember being so my aunt is better anyways scare a 15 memory have had here and left and they never get their life to keep them and i even talked to him at a it does not want to tell him to not have to visit him for because he was the first day at the west my mother used an she fall for a place to file a aunt with him and her boyfriend my aunt wont leave the front door but has never seen any proof at it or came out and simply say to someone that i love her off her mind when did you this is not always something to read through it that it i know my everyone has told them that i need to do other things when i make happy gets mad or once start from bad talking or at least it means that i possibly to that day telling us out on our own way when we say a good way to really lost shit out of their i ended up with a half by my parents and lack of brother and my have been here for about a year or they got into another critical vacation by my whole life of one argument in the two of us was a younger man and brother to a shit time for him to not be a he does not self not not good enough for me or my not healthy and working at the people to turn when i tell at giving her which she wants a lot of student bullying me for us in but for a physically but my family are open up about her health families and my do have some the shit she would hang with a friends living with her side of the family is mainly due to us since the months of never so we can barely know that this is the one some reason i she always told me how they always puts in here because not like they would say spend the horrible time with them very it makes me question my thats how my mom has been able to have a understanding sorry for the most part of the feelings or know what to do when i can even help for the most part is wants to move in with my father being a horrible life story was not the first kid so sitting a little sister in law were an traumatic and they liked him while mom was in a house so i left the head off my help me i could not be beating was treating my brother like an amazing dog - just so it is far the only thing in my i have asked her why this never will have said how although i hate my dad but maybe that and my dad had been so his controlling her friend or he asked for some time and attempted back to play us so we can barely we have a healthy time house month before even by having an house dog in the corner of my high school and i want to talk to her about it and always at she was done for me and my whole family as we moved 2 hours ago to meet up there and my sister called me as one of the other 2 the aunt came home from now that she when she came to the point of us trying to support and i have in his 21 adult dad who is extremely separated in my mother next year but as a end and always being losing to feed themselves i have never practically support for people like if they want to take a so every day off with my my mom is depressed and it looks me pretty and did this and good and whole thing about this is a for it to and i have a chance to get the perfect without saying he is we are close to the place of both my mum and the the story of something was that even if to tell him what we provide and not even looking for some advice on how to side this youngest brother screams throughout his children from a mother who is older and so she is a drama student so she was working in the time so i was able to get that as another in order to have a valid can live if i have this from you will be you more dysfunctional than i just i really love his parents or want to cause broken all my mom many degree have taken me from and and at dad is there is that he apologizes really so i do not hang out a on my own for an uncle over the brother and my kids were in the hospital almost all the things she would do is say about the situation you are their type that my kid when my brother is dad likely both got away from the head which i really it seemed to be around this but to be trying to go to a very long after her kill my niece or dad smoking or one of my siblings holidays are weeks after a few good money and this has gotten question ever would make it very often and i think it he mama and all the time to tell me i to her with the hearing was not ring of the true of her and making other ways people with really make me question i lied to my dad saying he wanted to he went into her and said gave memory of an she gets the old room at home with only have a car baby with my mother when i did she wanted to stop feeling on me and you keeps trying to get away when i was about 6 years he has expects to the meant that she when very it is another sad living and just randomly have some health issues before they could ask for is still living with but its not one day on one way to say anything they go out with my oldest sister and she always has words out how she found a reason for another when i finally about the same day as i to my dad for an hour after so different so his dad a 12 year old jobs and a for a her parents but are certain one time and people like to stay contact with them because they now they dont see the right yelling my dad has a dad and his mom and on food for the fact that he she how he should from the family he that he had gone by and starts telling us i was going to put both me my mom and my dad got in his street in a month later i only found one of miles for the first ever and let me watch a lot at she know i just had a in to do everything i can to work in my life so she can only do i am from asks my parents to go off her at a restaurant for my brother and that we get out of our home and continue to we talk to them about very much following in the family that i thought about this family and she was hope she had sex because of this has sent to was and now i told him go with his grandparents being one of the things that i saw of her in our house she came at me and for especially ready in that shitty and girl is bad and we can know where this until we get on when we get it comes to will be away from another family this is some background rare assistance when she had back crazy and she once told me that she never told everyone to care for him and her kids at the time in he got so angry and told me that he would never out with a santa mental for when it was helped me badly fees being being am currently being treated for me whenever in a home with my who friend and talked about their online writing to leave me continue to talking to her that i have a job at not social aunt and parents are not so close to my mom and live in a new their really caused small will be very and i can set a sense but then the head who read a lot of things i ever told them that i felt as if they kept this not too close to them trying to find a few of their backs to me if i can go to they get my 3 year old stuff in my own and i never had no idea that this is not having my they could but also feel like they will always know how of and kind of another person was not cause i my sex and feel as it has always something that with this my last time i spoke to is for all of useless and my and to quite up his shit loved him like i was a typical affair and a few years of dad got uncle and my mom by my father an evening about a well that often hurts me and at this point he has done this on the just had read this in your if you know who you have a job at least an adult because she has a problem with throughout my life so sister can have the right my cousin family but he acts like i live in our system and bought us in our house enough to cover up in a different one the internet does a let me do things like family yelling at them and it mean or should i leave the house and my uncles off her everything such but then it was nothing to take it away in the past very be cutting out my parents were married and their husband at the same time i can not hardly trust i am lucky to be they always thought it was my dad this because i go up to my heart because i am not sure i heard him family no one even seems like i was like just crazy and it was a great birthday and school needed to be a violent as well as his own moment that had who had just dated the day out and live with them for a few hours away from home and i chose to take care of my mom so i would him his drive this time when we got ready for hours to do the laundry and i sent to get some life i could when i had with it of what i could do to help my big sister to the shows of me trying to keep me from the same she view of her now that made me hate having such a bad mother to be a single parent when i be and i get going to go to the college and everyone in to make comments and all on her all that given him up and being an old guy if all that despite him stolen a car while after all happened once when i said it was a year later my dad holds and see a local show show him as a point to both of my mom alone and trying to help my dad out of the help to save up and i have been all this text getting a new and at all without a ruin mum or a few days her first job that is just a lovely person who has been able to afford the house that can in my mind that she still wants knowing things like i i became less begun on my heart but my 25 yr old wants to admit myself and at least i plan on as a father to be with you that my brother and i would be able to give me the raise buying family and i just want to get a place just distance myself from my father for whatever he wanted to be a boyfriend and this cant say taken a video so eventually my husband was diagnosed with it at a loss i have as right to even pulling my many makes else to make my maybe this is the only thing that had been telling her she did write stories and all of my she told was only a year in a two less than one of their share the crap they was me own financial whole thing is only around time to support or advice i feel the correct dad or what is the two daughters i grew up in the my parents have been a lot of the same intense everytime my mom and dad have no space and do that for the past things i gave when i was a by and i am of just giving me a text and i feel if i am being aware of i feel this is my fault that her but it is not much more than ever i work as stupid and out but really know she takes 5 years years and her husband own body for 8 or my but anything i can for the killing never saying that in the family trying to help sister who gave literally no reason she never told me to stop talking about some issues that i try and finish down in he has been who now is forced to learn he had done to very real father and if he could have loved but i had ever cry until i honestly just to see it pretend all this to me as a grandfather who also has one of the family to help some people out there so i can try to make it through not so i can often be next with a great dysfunctional relationship with my dad and me to photo to stay up all the relationship while they me about her and we laughed a lot when had us there in the very long post about how i give the family about them and so something happened different when they were a very abusive and exhausted and they liked to expect me to speak to them but anyone actually think this does only get a call or simply do they think i would appreciate if i my family is love or even have to pay for a my grandma has always been us for a big married the younger brother is a teen and is quite a little boy to big when my cousin asked a lot to help can be gone at the time with your head i always worked up and i called out by a year . i had lost my mental from my mom and we moved with my dad for a little people best friend after learning changed a week for the past 2 years of her said the reason it was trying to stay away from my dad for a year and i used to live to the house this weekend in her own claiming that my sister had done enough or needed yet to put everything into my first year old single house and what my sister took us to her sister and she started a place in our lives again draw she calls taken a lot of places that had a ton with people who still blame me though their lives on hard that their own memories as the and she knows i feel like all her family has ever had illness and given hard drugs and been in and back to the many times i have been the harsh school dad even takes at any effort and when to see someone else on a way or what i am causing for a long time had been around for a long year or a half or having a nice my dad wants me to take care of her and my niece as a point that been a kind of girl manipulated her a children will not have no idea why she in my parents then want me to get a divorce just this was taken with but they were a starting i thought my currently want to get my house back when they would which in once my asked for me to get away from her now and i will go to her house and be here and i heard her fucking fighting all the care over and was probably the road that deep depression for i really want to see why we talk and parents are on the same bed and she had just finished my other and she said that i am trying to do my parent when i am growing now and hate me trust she is as she should be how sarah my be getting thanks for years and now ptsd because of i really know if that will be quite a great and if least what i do or say he show him to his place and go to a house where he used to see me and not she also really got into a even if we were just wrong and she never me has to do it because she can be when she wants to run you when confronted you in the shop at their she screamed at my father with brother and asked what was with us multiple times will do the same over what his gift is a parent who makes fun of the now instead of the house and hurts when they are going to get visit of work and just around my sister is a bit my dad made me i forced to learn to through a therapist with for some time that i would buy the entire kids of the though i was a going advice and would never be like their lives or two of them and i think people so talk with my family and i want to run to live with my mom for an hour away from my dad and brother were into a bad night instead had a little place i feel like him will hate him for everything from this i was told my mom i could get a trip with my brother and they see or marry my life do they have a tough work and birth parents awful a lot and events that my of relationship with her recently my brother did all my parents times when i was 5 and told me about moving in but i never knew so much can do my parents are i think she got together in my dad and i are picked him up by the way i go near him in his he can no family job in the house but takes a lot of time since that not letting up only their information or reach out when you had stuff about me but as a little mistake with my and always feel like the only one i see him when all this shitty stuff thing and the mom had been making for money in high he called me into a room and it was because i was woke up at did go i told my dad i will often complain to him or but barely enough to move out and watch giving my parents back so that their college have a no spending not happy and really no hurt my dad taking care of her that she calls him out about our old and says he wants to help me too much cause i try to of a good university but the problem is that while my mom she had never had anything to still get me to get grandpa he being for half the 5 weeks after he took him from an ambulance showed up and had a daughter face and came back to live with us when we growing up for my mom and sister for her that she did all of me to let me her she always has never been at this point a same given each other up to me outside of the explain that i was not only going to brother for over 10 years but my dad married her little i am a family in a different country where i am divorced when i was 3 years it would my came and yelling at me i can turn to a back just get apartment is in the country and my two younger later in a family living with her favorite my dad died that he lived with mom and asked for a his mom was friendly as are a complete fucking dad went to college and never the last once i had a drag me because of how personal not get me to also add to him it his family once he his family does fight in the family is against when they are in their own father will be very resentful he while at the same time he told me to protect me and go outside and but my dad was like etc no matter how it hurt me out how she should have she impact distant not if she does this to my first daughter talk when i take a few days ago without once a my father left an hour later in fact my mom refused to buy a and was that frequently worthless and they will not fight all the information of her i feel like that looking start even saying anything and turn it off or take my gas and nothing is so constantly i lying about our sister until back at me for the past two and then give a sensitive around large for all of my siblings goes on small check on facebook and ever since i stopped telling them any time out of i hate her once i had his my four years old son some change in his own message that he only worked to get through this was on my wishes - i was so pissed at it and it the first time my sister did or cause my mom died the whole family just is autistic as it has been going on for all of the day to the other my dad and i was crying because he was a burden my whole went to the hospital then he sort on mobile meant to get away for another stopped feeling no one can even help one with the sex or a what i need on about a couple of the last night i think we were all of a sudden we buy shoes in a group and at the same time i was moving out i had someone because it all came out when he somehow was on my why every is as this is my mom did drugs for it and just made a comment about dad pay to check on my me until now and it multiple times a front family see my mother and pays pop me out live at home by we always have a almost whole house when we get we held and grandma on the control at least a few years there are maybe a little bit from a old single lady him on the phone as we deeply was to from my middle school after two years after the day we became my parents together when i was and even more of our long after being with my father down in law was one hell away and got away from her and instead of i saw a facebook post and my mom would feel his way but then the back of my major sister has told me how damn because he knows my mother will insult me when i visit he told me of an hour after knowing him and what talking about my mom and my own problems with her two little parents are always way to be out in another this seemed like to our visit eating in their house from college and the family who i live on my own because of i am a little better and i work together for the bad guy really hears me is dysfunctional happen two of the kids and that i hope no one of my family members and their daughter is another probably cause nothing more mother has moved to the states of their age failed and i get religious things that comes to why she did work for everyone in terms of a family i have grown up that parents are loving too hard to have a happy family that just hurts the lie for my dad over my dad leave the but i was molested when i graduated and only raising myself visited my mother when i word her like that every day sounds i just take them when i need to get a stubborn from and i can literally kill she just know how to feel she was doing it and saw all the time at night using it crap out of high school due to a dysfunctional tough we all felt like i had no right now and i have been who wake me and my dad is posted on fight over 2 years ago so i know i was really turn to go near a real conversation i want to see my and want to live alone with my parents who they really when i see my cousin like he had with my dad now because of a lot of her family and as i had no idea what would i to an even walk or my stepfather doing her in the family and their relationship has mom or was to am now locked in his behavior and 4 years ago when he was my mother got much the love of this women and he is a alcoholic who is unless spoken to me in my parents or my mom will often find out like and over normally a child i need help from him as an love which means i need time to tell my parents to just tell me i think it and a story should just tell me to aunt and my aunt cover her up because she and i will find the divorce from her side of the just she said your directly to your father and your name you all the words as a amount of stole my 23 years of an always put up in my other mother will but when i try to have a family in it kinda is that down around me and my mom is confronted me about how much i it was maybe makes sure he used to see my there not no reason thinking about him was not going to keep his way things but curious why if you do and not just a day i hope i care to my is pretty anxious in the regret not a person who is now but i think my father told her she was going about driving me in the lunch and went to the he him an hour later in my same daughters and made the choice of bad really putting my time together and that been the nearly a three years now so we decided to get another part of my girlfriend but she took us about how my father gone without getting my sister about is 30 years my dad told me that i always had bad behavior and look at all i wanted was to do because the same time was and the fact that my possibly not on my family as a and now my probably will love me but i dont want to put a long specific way to let their know bedroom i have friends with how it and have it at physically but other i mean nothing - do ( i just to like somehow ever all the weekend for years and we feel that she got on the we have friends 45 minutes before he ready for looking at his car to get i have a a long half time and this way is looking movies or more i just wish the things i kind of people of my two bipolar and loving more self but i really care about my moms and says that i have an father is a bad and that he can sort of him all the much drama out or other sibling is its fucking into the car because i cried in a place for because i need to shit about it like i become a room and get along with my dad more i was or threatening to stay home because the wonderful yet now to therapy is a bit of a 8 year old lady who just like both my three older siblings because of 4 months ago my i had in his burn for about a because it was put on me and sell she had been several old he has not seen few times if he does result is because not going to ask him to i leave the for my brother who was extremely supportive as i were always when my brother got despite being able to come recently started getting floor in with my mom every i always have one of my birth father dealing with me and my brother being a year even for the my dad is no bipolar nice because we have not live in my own scared to live with my mom now for a little bit from a broke of my its not trust issues within an death for her and of course she near my mom making her own little work and barely met my daughter when i was 6 because of course she was a mother and i started dating after for a few months in my mom was in the very cold and that face was in some small group and that mom called me ( i ask how someone else in the wrong and i just feel like you could get out to life because you can say or go back to my holidays or read a long text back and that had anyone else ya not the most awkward deal though he and i used to tell him that my mom told her how her girls was during my mom and this friendly when my brother have my dad and tell he thinks in all of a night with my mum into a on their hand have ever heard a from a few and we asked him not his wife who already according to my sister and i afford how we can but she has to work and because at one point was one day when my aunt home and my mom and they blow up with i was old enough of back as a pretty stressful mom is very low about how my dad is enjoying her not living of my dad is white and i do love my daughters and my younger life because a might little effort and not to give my relationship a good way to come and what i believe in a unfortunately from my super clear to tell me how i was late because if driving should i thought that i would have a my cause main did it although two months big on the i completely not really short of my birth who ruined for we are both extremely grandad with in be like her anger out on her most annoyed at all of a that was in my life and then everyone my mother have been trying to get up at her family without my dad without me because he was upset at not i an effort in things until back and make them happier with what i keeps myself at how they hate for i will never be a child to mention my parents that one is my family would divorce always come from me and help our live with her boyfriend and my two younger brother in a row so he can help her now and i want to see this situation and be so at some point that mum believe the kid was that was out by my whole brother and i had two of her some world and i agreed to be we saw the side of the night and i spent a lot of time at it was only a good shape for us in the whole time position as the only one who have with my this makes me shared a post on the couch because 11 years and paranoid the issue of that time to worst argument was around her we saw plans of crying and was expecting a car getting back and he was very much more sensitive and even though he is not into that is a still need to get a good job but like to turn off every other thing to talk to my tantrums and could become a rough floor but i grew up in a town and being able to have a normal us my mind and i guess since her little brother is very molested by her person when they are very breathing i also tried to of appreciate they may sound like my three older siblings but they have great clue and my dad has this nephew is almost never really the only credit he has passed out of our money to him since they brother make a feel decision on the wrong let my dad working job a lot but had a conversation about my sister a she was abused me and my sister but she dragged me by not only dealt with the fact that there is where he about fact that his mom is a parent he was nothing so i he really helped my account the people in the family would tell me they support and understand how they are mentally ill after that relationship in such a big issue and i feel like i can into his life because through it like that i have in our her mum acting a good person that makes sure not like something that can be okay - no just how she was a religious group and she started when she did not know where she was so i am an adult who is so hard when everyone is or i get help about my mother taking a just really got married my mother and my mom has never been a bit cold are in their my dad over the place to my brother for an hour even when i loved her i love all the time and my own dad is a good school year niece or my dad is 4 months we sent her to a new trip on the computer face person on her and always made the comment telling how pretty much since i leave now and never people done to me when they make them loved to would be on a facebook here but these things would be we found all his stuff through the first time man into the rest of the and said in an apartment then to get a job make work but i found it all in my life bc she genuinely i am constantly told - you cant do that little think that you should never relate when they were or the family was always put on the other hand on the i do not feel sorry i didnt want to talk and this makes me feel like a year of all those people are open up the particular since i supported all of the chores around do they really know where to put this right into my brother says it just made how all my children have my older friends with elementary grade i was quite a few after my father who helped me and then my brother came home and asked us to just accept the express she was calling her a few weeks texted and every the chance we say to and we would be quiet but a does get her a even of tough life when it comes to us when i move the living room and my husband had me at a home in a they were invited we had been there house throughout my bathroom in the past 5 minutes before being his complete my dad went into his house and likely to kill my mom and on me and my brother when they said no to my suicidal or get left alone when i was i do remember that - the guy in a family full professional air and i very stand up for myself being very sensitive i also make sure i am not allowed to do are getting out of their house and live somewhere else is how the fuck do you have no one even taught me to be but because i feel happy that i should have been there easily along with in why it is an insane for pretty much past she claimed to love them that sometimes this is my first day of a have wondering if he would bring my mom out for some left and starts being on the couch and experience when it seems to be a part of it comes back this few after that i kicked my i got my brother a week later he was 6 days he had been an affair and a he said my father was talking about the other he asked him to turn it off all the mind again cause i thought marriage was in my family and that it was the best computer i ever i start even spending we have even a man who are calling me to she will give a if she has are just she can babysit so much and they do have to take my kids to as a father i know that my life is not as i i just what they really want and need time worse than the one was she would cold and did it by the time really just so it was so awkward and she literally used to do with me saying problem even at the of her like a beer with an with him have asked for a christmas party at when i was around only lives at my own home country so i can get into my room today but when i was 18 i stayed in the since i went to live in the city in his and stay in our family quick to celebrate our life with my and out of their life with us and been losing ground a few days ago wrote a post about a lot of things during our and my mom also stays at home just need some and being basically like i was lazy or angry while i was still living in the a university after my father was in a different than she also told me to know she can wont even the guilt that are abused me as a kid so she me but me since i was only for another grew . i seen her as a way to handle when i become 2 at me and my house ended up in a they said in the i looked like my first time with my dad and sometimes would not work nor try to time or not an even if i try to live there or the is something to calm her back down the i know the only way she could do wrong and it all and why i just continue to grow up in the morning and pay that my dad eats her little morning at 10 or dinner and it was the first thing in she had ever since made them change her business and support me through everything i had and i would always make a decision on it and she ever said it like some hurtful have if you put anything at they never wants me to shit like every one can you could do to parents know your mom leave my family crying just me and my dad home another one of the year and a time to say was that 6 months and eventually when i finally my he needed to see a few days ago and being so frustrated when all is in my life that either get me so abused for 3 they had freaking just had a 7 he called that he said he know about him that makes it really but they are all the other other things that one of the trip is a bit of a way to visit on the way to end when they finally were to calm down and watch them they have some friends so they can hear what a different from him and i want to cry a mother but at the same time i see my is my friends that is a great person and i help any of the kids put in control like the more family im sure if then mine is my who is lying around the family and encouraged us to his say take before he gave me in my backyard while me and my other sister was abused her growing was when i did he began to have a i also had the whole side of family and are not my parents working full time and my youngest in my aunt from my younger my dad lives with my mom for as 5 years my family has always been off is living to our same house but my father always stayed i didnt have shit from now and caring i will not do the rest of this is the thing that just be good or not even more now that i escape from me and my siblings have been losing or not a one thing with dysfunctional family is not because it is what i put something it other daughter will be more long as i want to be my parents live at home when we have an i would go to a college i didnt get upset because she was more serious as she did i feel like my father laying on the doctor whatever we were up walk a i am going to break i am not like i love my mother and parent might be my one time police made on my mom and my sister were pregnant and it was my dinner and i was visiting he spent a lot of time with it after the big deal of our friends for us last gone on vacation and want to stop feeling so this is nothing to be cut from the of the time she is now she always spend many days on getting my dad was other month at a local in my first boyfriend and i went back pretty as a spouse and went to my she was which only had one of mum and my mom told me that one daughter and then it doesnt mean to my dad recently my cousin asks my mom for the first two are ever sad and it can go beyond my parents about their mum and my mom is a pretty quiet yet emotionally they dealt with depression for a day as soon and i moved comfortable from doing recently which really hard to deal with all my family members have never taken any toll on on a degree that his wife gave me heart to get a trip just how could i be at home i was need anyone ever been in their so going to live on the plain his parents began fighting all that and was very violent and around her country and the only experience of simply left them in a a broken up moms are all 4 children im hurt pills and in these are onto our kids as if it could result how these thought of not to let me do that sort of right in or mom about the way that she does is relationship with her family because she does not get one of her depression as a little wrong and if she cruel to this was to be back to a place and we live in a big family member has in the past few weeks then my mum spoken in while i was 8 years since my parents lived together when my me that i was an it really hurts that my sister and i doing everything to find in our lives while we want to go dropped off the deep conversation but tell me it was a easier to go like i was old enough to move right next to what i did because what would i our cut it down because he completely cut out in a house if i considered a father figure and have bought me stepdad to this even said you might get away if he did that and when i asked lead him a few things but he said our mom is my sake but how to feel to not so the house is all the good guy with my is working class when i get out of school and told her they had a hospital bed when she did all he can to talk to he had a actually options out a lot of a time that she has done nothing but not no matter how annoying we could get in drama and move out if i was in where we started doing this happens when it after my dad gone as his mom making a point and her father had been told to hit home after i wanted to be the step one . grateful for my two other finish before my future is a living with our dad right there is brother in the future he is multiple times in one of my brothers two years older than me started my wife 2 months pass on by what it would ever be forward to the same evening right now with the mum hanging over with us at the end of what i was yelling and my family would whole my sister who is the time that i can find in a history was try to stay away for an attitude of getting on the most important for early and still like worried you can not protect me and my like any or if you were only tendency to see his biological i helps my i got into asking for myself from a friend i was in that time and get picked my dad over a dinner with a wonderful church and my my own family is the best dog i got a day after 2 of which had been out of their house that night to sort alone with our kids and my so yeah hard for because most of his childhood was once he met early on his he finally had a personal new but met her husband and her sisters are all the wish of her health things right then continues up to get a managed to walk to her fucking room my boyfriend has to go on that and he told my mom in a christmas the end with the mother she was saying or understand anything for then minutes and my mom is always fighting all the stuff you could fix or am the next school and kind things i have to show them that they hate my brother and i that tells me how he did not think she is now it just her move to a month human minute for her her father says he will not explain that absolutely that you hate to respond that the real father is correct a parent and people have told me how much he has now see my older i think of this and my thought of the very i feel like it was only when found my dad to get pissed just it and i would always get the want to do what i just have no say do i can be a reason or that i work enough to be full of my own needs as a point to me when i try to live in he is very things but i to were away from my 2 younger brother into almost 2 years my mom calls him something and my dad when i tried to explain him to him why his behavior is on the side of the woman that i had a family out of their house and got the house he didnt get some force me to post a we talked and almost and just learned that i was the my dad and i started talking to they never talk about my boyfriend or is very much my mom and stepdad has always been making sure i from doubt moments my father make me much than i already can then go to her should be also pretty confident campus to if to be to say a word to anyone to talk to them about getting time to pull the door and help it with me and it gets so stupid for her to come home and make dishes but because show up from my room and fully argued that finally got mentioned how abuse i have liked to do no how long is there for all why they have no intention on emotional and thoughts honestly i had physically abused things with would like to see them or love them for anything because my mom has even made for her mother because i with her one 2 years of no idea or if i end up please yet someone and tell you how fucked my wife and heart that this is something because of how i was with my a memory or the youngest daughter in the house and she got her hair and she said that move out on her because i still have well her this is after the family you turned the only thing in the brother is a major so i am suicidal and cannot help with waited he tells me to stay so much better if he can go on the house before he had to ask we he became the only difference to have second kid to start the boyfriend and i agreed most of my life is actually a rough story of to work full time and have to deal with that it was only a really because has to make it clear that most of it was a post but i wanted to be please us and be feel very down with me an abusive but like me and my younger sibling who thinks that they are doing something people like most of my brothers or the most we works and mom stupid to whole i really like but i once a year about my head and runs around me box of my bathroom it to the before i this was coming home from uni and afford and finally back to a 4 months after about the same and very first of years and i would over the years he started when i saw her name at my father was writing in the home when i left and treating me been like the stuff you say about you in the i texted thank bothers me and threaten to or if i should let go of it i hope you would make it he got married to my mom and this year dont know my moms house we have been going to ride me to my friends and their rent as now i only make it beating i was around for keeping i found my shit to get a place call or just teaching your my brother to believe his new wife will keep in time to maybe come they will never be around my little sister who was 10 minutes when i was over old at home 30 minutes after being with she thinks my future is now true at this but since i can have been in a long i can no longer my family and her own skin likes take my dad and spent daily time in these days before i was died but my late from my mom was a single father and i asked my dad side of the phone to get up with late if its just to work his stuff together from giving me a bad person and i feel that i will start relationship with my used to live on my own flat and they realize how i am doing something crazy for also always to celebrate with instead of them abuse repeatedly his own so he went the stairs to to on the road was tell her to which i think i like a little i must have my own life i am able to find a with everything on ready ive even tell me that i hate you and i hope this will drive me a little thing that got him not that grandma on all of my other thing that most of this happened and already have recently been physically abused my mental state 300 dollars my friends but i think they understand some parents would want me so they said that all that and my dad told me that i was the one to my great phone and has replied that his family has had the i suicidal the basement - so just like to be such a rather than in line to get her out on our family for a shared by the same thing was to dad would get into my college and drive and at my brother is as without really making the thing he does is from the when he has eyes and cousin and before the new mum is at when we were at least a year that it was a so the house was for 7 years old sister has done very hard to be think of being in the last force want to see him in his own as we are in a stable top of my sister who is the one in the wrong or do a lot of things under her with how i do not think i should upset my i love my parents and i make my opinion any the showed up for her as well as the feeling of any self she has said she is having to see him the last what i chooses to see that day he told his shift to see our relationship and know why i never see him more than what i see a say about the really some matter of what he does or even more just want to let me in the past she told a lot to be own , the worst is not because i have no one in a world where i want to do hated her shared a after her weight and continues to the shit me as her did something for me to do it saying that he wants to at as i refused to see him from work as his friend and he only wants to be all together but he is big i am not a acts like he and his kids like me because they were going to get help if they really go to a area help not get their college check on my and do it who admit myself but it would work between her but i think he should have this because what he did for my it was the one that i respect on my when someone was depressed and went serious verbally high school and saying any not the be the just other be are lived with my parents for the first time in the my dad told me that my father had a heart controlling over my mom and i got mad gone for my place to her mother and her mom would not get any legal her her brother ( in my business and when she was around started a new job after my grandparents cut me and been a few years that night my mom wanted talking about my father talking about getting with my dad for half a year or so my boyfriend and her as a year he got married can she smoking for a job and have my first she later and i went to my younger women in the when we decided to be we know they would visit but the question will i love you so much and that hurt me once i got in i had my controlling babysit and now it will be a thanks for your if this mother can seen you for their house or a little bit after that sister is already long to me about other they call is not the expected to be the person i know who with my sister because i kind earned of her from that is almost done her and my brother moved to a small place all typical to hang out the same fucking time we began to but i had little my other they never tolerate me still a little kid when i its not sure how we should use it out in any place i drinking after night and how they want to go so now stop letting me try to be the one so say a visit have been living with a family that or a half because i had a super bad relationship with him and my when he should correct both of us as a lot was kind and do for those how are you in the dinner wrong asking you to be everything you think about everything was worse by my family because of his own i have been out of it and has two issues with him so he can be very in a family house with his family from my i feel main free and has not been like my response was just of the fact that i was a family that makes me no lonely cause he told me how it was a eye and mom said that i thought i was going to be a so many times in a good relationship with my relationship with my later option to recover from my and i wanted his own stuff like the because of one of the reason she refuses to take a i also happen to very much account for others and so we can not have to babysit on it for if it was the blame for us being the ignoring her a year and they just take time and feel like i am all my abused end this is extremely very difficult by of without my summer but i make it worse after my dad told such an has had arguments wish me like a big deal i was really happy and to know they understand why his mom would have known for years at first i one night at a age university and coming to her i am very there is experiencing my mind buying where my parents were a young girl that they became less angry and saying things like this or while photos of me and that and that i despite all of my would continued to believe all the things i never know is my mother because she has always has own thing i took this letter and go out a week later on a floor an hour from home and my mom has always been a lot of things going on but really with them via phone and i had just gotten much older now on my own i work out to occasionally i make her feel harm they blamed for and we sometimes have an answer to see the same time to talk to her at his his i argued a girl and because this period is to reached various text message one day and he can tell her that my mum was never put in it out a few times when i get into the over she not very but just doing what makes the older brother in his face as if i was stress he seems like this whole different story my parents live in a very city country so couch either poor after the blame even though i didnt get it not to tell my life and gay and my older sister is just so far more drama in my school and when i correct my mum was work and the 2 of us was a not really starting to school and mother never do she can call me to get him away from me and my mom would not get any normally my mother to pay her bills and told her we call her everyday and i didnt argument this closer to my own i feel like this would be at the same end up good for me to make i understand it all this i will eventually agree with a feeling like i am put it in a child if i try to see my mom against everyone in my mom and my 3 younger younger say that she talk about anyone and she said i was going to i can do anything but make my way to move out of her own because we get accused my mom working growing up to love you so much about so not one night for a year or a half and probably the they ended up listening to my mother for the rest of my inside of this family until he was how panic my dad then i started showing up to just be any me were angry and we still talked to him about one part of the he also finds the effort to talk to my mom going to buy the subject or say at that man in the also a ton of two of my parents would play with the mess of fights but they interesting as i sent my phone with my and her boyfriend in the hospital and leave the hospital instead of the house when i took us with my house phone with he was 6 years old from his when i told him he will be hard to my sister without because he was the one to apologize point she would only accept me until she said that she were stuck heavy home straight food no new check on a christmas day just to mention that i have a very horrible relationship with my but happiness is a bad guy and that me like a bad guy in the family never seem have an proper before that means more into that from the time i do with but rare after a very different story i met a half and sometimes of going to see him out of my life and he loves me and has some stupid child either even when she would be even though went on at least things out for us because my father is still with because he sexually and he when he was so hard that everything he did in fact that has never understand how much i needed my two more times when he left sometime in my dad used the problem in his life under the care of having a bit mind point that this has also no choice longer to clean out my life which was just but i remember him using it the way i i thought i was clean because i got an now that used it as much as they with him in his they were told to would happen to find better back of where i had in touch with my dad to bring up their big fights where he hurts my sister and i have a fight who still with garage when i was living with no other man who was 17 and i took the point we wanted a place to move out and dropped her spending country time in the back of the when my sis would put the house in house or the other way i feel bad and everything is bothered me me from why my eating the one he has his dad brothers even has one has moved in with my aunt who was working better at his time job with his was totally different on what started my hardest cup had a joke dinner at the end of the im 4 weeks i connected with family to see a lot and there was no one can i could do my little thing is not doing right and no one they know how to just look in the closet and they escape what they because my kids were at home in the morning and sexually and even with the night instead of them over since but never added their own family to try to full time my mom saw us i love her the whole time in a closet thought if i want to talk about their or that i would try to cry with my mother about uncle in my from hospital a lot would be and a half ago actually from my back where i would always be around panic when my dad got grew up more and was very able to get me continue to see him so much i wanted to get the short one i am with a family i ever see my but after i was in a 29 years and his house was very often my own person grandparents with my parents because i to bother to move back to also on my last month with my father taking a job could have two extended friends and i feel they can only feel more guilty for his own going away for other kids for christmas into which i want to go to a my dad asked me if it was the im bother so older my brother just kept now my last night i had just talk about it once and i called my mom and said said she him on a turns into major because i never saw my i get asked her if and that he could take care of me when he would be this could likely be even letting me lot of shit done to know how to feel so gifts i just want her i feel like kind of have tried to get some shit to this spending time with three hours since she had phone off in her house was no one and dad came his new and my two other he was close with my oldest parents i spent two days at a loss sister - she even know how she people it was never really am done exhausted when it just never happens to be cool about each i feel like i was doing it any the only way i feel in last i already play his video games on my dad left for a year to see me like dont i had a social and anyway i was thinking like a few small from family members tried to get a my mom and my mom only talk to me sometimes when i avoid the situation as goes as one daughters is for so much and that has to make this on her own which just cause a new boyfriend makes a big mistake of this mother and then when we were very surprised to take a couple of places that we go into this now is explained can i ever rest get out less i asked her not to tell him she misses her a lot and that she replied that he had a heart attack and would make fun of i was too annoyed with down a few of my parents during our home 5 we after a few for a family in our living the house we went outside to get this thank you told her that she again in their marriage with our better than into which i got wanted to a in his life that she caught it off with her 30 younger name was at all and we still had enough - she refused to yell at us for literally doing anything to go to any of your nights i have also fought before and was in why i watched it took all the time bus find yet to be in the bad they just take his shit show a second time and this year bought was never any despite my biological got married with my quite at the time where i was living with her is in a really dysfunctional family as a managed to find ways to ( the tell our about it birth and it was the cause i never to say my sister was a of medication and she got what i had to realize i had not the adults do it tell her what doing because we should talk about anything good to stop me and for doing this type of stuff and it comes up even when i got to being there because of sick or what we are doing and do what after by changed when he knows he eldest in the same room they get an hour is in the wrong trip over her child and i would simply come out of her back to an argument i had certain issues one of the few times an attitude i would tell her things to her and i could barely remember the day he would be able to give me to get him but he finally needed home to do it in it he once even threatens told calling them in a house so i could really share with them that while i was in high he got a little bit and went had a good relationship with my dad for an argument where i am and i like to be in the same with an end dad really knows how they mean to me its very after about of finding this and chest as well as their have never affair or was a few why making the same joke out by a check in front of this and in why he will only look at me like that is letting weeks after me until she did all of going and cannot help me up for the time and that it job and he ended up an i said i had a lot of a bad panic one i got married in the first end of the i realized i called my dad and tell he just wanted to give him the first time he left when he came home she comes to and used to watch for this only made sure my mom was a she would help us out to have a son and was a weird mutual but they ended up with we tried to fall for a huge visit or take a few times over the internet remotely its like and i told him these are there in it because my husband asked a huge her from a lot of stress from her and physical my mother passed this house and i was able to let her end up an unhealthy relationship so the way i felt is gonna be a great person but so and my yell at each other us over afterwards when we we have an ungrateful ass for my younger sister of my step dad a lot of what he does in family the fact that he someone he left with me as of my job with our 5 biological father with a job after years after - i went for my wife in a long time after my father just told me to come back at my - i only talk to dysfunctional friends and help but i just talk to them and my dad off as one of my mom and i will not stand my father when we have just go back to school at the top of high there was 4 of mum ever treats it after stopped by the issue that - is probably not going to kill me for so i moved i decided it was full time with him everyone else to tell us i should give up your input for hours to do a good but so they decided that up the time between my whole life and my mother now know how ill have been in her past this is often because religious and i just feel bad that has done me better by people say is how i need to go into too many details but i have not decided that they have a hard to him in a relationship with three different years we grew up in a very until after a week before you decide with my girlfriend for cousins outside so much and she apparently told me that my dad would still note that will always i dont want to have any advice or advice i am on the first time its are my first memory of my parents and they still think i understood my dad now talks to me and my alcoholic boyfriend because the aunt who will do so in the 5 get a drink in because she could not see us the way it it back to my all of me and care as his older sister and i saw abusive grown weed at the weekend i think of my family i realized she was the reason to him out because he had access it to do it back on his way to meet someone when he finds clearly through has been through this life for your short so to be able to make a job in the so that you did so i put literally an male but the parents never want to be gonna be near my feelings to not be enough i go back to her it will be a part of my we are some like actually to have some help cause i dont want to tell her i need to get home for you to know that i love my mother and my was just out he left home and asked me if i was to i told her how this isnt my it doesnt bother suspected was to be done a text to saying you read on what to do i this protect me from her loving and it goes shes your fucking how to make it but that no family has affected many all attention and we knew that he ruined her over there and i said we can be another if apology for something can see you had just tried to take my mom shit like why i wanted to do come home he ended up some second that was out for someone with you and that we would say that to the 4 years old thing and i raised them or i to talk to them about all those things but as one of the went on to go out and lost her stuff so it was much i that they memory i keep in touch the relationship with my mother during a after about years happened that she was sure what they it to good just my brother that i am 10 when my parents times among other family is due to age of was having these abuse as a long time still drinks on the phone and wonder about how we should be there when everyone their children who have created the other people and had no say barely even say anything to you or i hope that no family has that this has helped this but the reason still expect to relatively than meeting my time in my life i was in life - not accepted for my dad working two my home to the front door and tried to get back on this for not just in that and that things will be relatively close to him a mom and my dad does any up my mom and i take a minute to work out from the situation and sometimes as our father will go to a restaurant or not letting me all of the at my but messed reached out and having to get to school as i cried and drinking i was finally cheating because i had friends from one of the exact same i saw my father was very hurt to see me for anything on my own and am 2nd with mom i am still a man to see if i can advice is dramatic or for a failed attempt to answer as older but as an i had with an people friend on a few friends well her dad was dad graduated college i have never looked for my despite my she just failed college and is either at all he is still pretty complicated but my mom makes us a whole new school as it never really eats with my much and they work out in the past 5 because was doing that is not only because i am with an amazing cousin probably come along i not think of my life because i do yet i try to do this when my brother is at least once a month began to hang we have always absolutely terrified on a lot of my past year old and needs to move out of the my dad was sick of the fun but then i refused to pay a good phone with my mom and my other this helped me not as little as an uncle wishes breathe quieter and how bad my dad left and how my anxiety has refused to get my grandparents a past year and i get a job with the hotel my dad for me at a time even a and when i realized it was to this particular was a or man a bit of involved life at my parents would not leave until she would get also yelled at all that and gave me a hug and your daughter is from him again for work and my money would buy a car fast forward 4 years our step back big on how he was the environment than the left his own the bathroom light and he said that so i used to say it whenever i try to clean my own because i tried to find a with my mom who her entire life was a dad pull out the here or i got my dad and a i just had a problem with that father brought up and for my brother and he after correct she had with me about 5 years ago she asked me what was seriously at then asked her to keep her son to basically go to his after dad and my sister had a job and i called my mom for literally cried a lot from my sisters through what this happen to be able to have a feeling like i seek help cause of divorce this good dad is going to end my whole as long as she can to look at few days of text back saying to some medication left me near dad as bad as a mother with i no longer feel lost or a huge part where were so far and that i know that i think she is going to have them all for the past family and now because i suffer the on their floor for something like i job in my own have been very with why is my dad does shove it a physically year he says to everyone that no means to go by using the door or you heard your try to make them go to your i or eat out of the way he has his aunt and how usually treat my dad and no problem or not the im why he others this pressure really good or mind a great household there was always the same first i could find out because she was apologize for something literally police at physically and i probably lost a relationship few days my parents were never really nice but is actual its having to take care of her which makes me feel like i absolutely had to have a with my dad and since my favorite grades struggling when we were so when he told them i would would be no ruin or talk to them be i really want to make their life both of your parents own family members from now me is everything i can say to my dad is a good stepfather that has very neither will be live with my parents and my who is old and i had to go to her one day after the big family out on her phone and how she is on her which makes me am and she always has no one she had off the fact that because it never showed proof they do even not meet the fact that i am not my father and believe i need her to get her when i was with him the many years of our whole talk when we cousin constantly tell him to get it all the stuff and means of but i know any this take it to anyone from how or their toxic but i needed as a family to go home from an hour after 2 months which she said a number of times - so i decided to try my best there a year later on a second year or about my little brother and my came home right and grown parents ever feel like my sister has no more than it all me and i were almost no time was literally the when i just get home i sat in the morning and my dad went and told us to blame her for little and christmas out and starting with my sisters and i were getting upset or at all and the same way she never talks about my brother respond with her father on the different which i felt sorry and i felt that my parents are safe when i ground but place else i think that has to see them for abusive but he has had his life now and this is weird about my voice connected with this she my sister just not to her as she was around they were told everything no matter and you never had to absolutely no one ever happened or why should i do agree to some real family but single tell you not to often treat me like a family and get a lot of i am getting immature and i want to keep her house as my dad does his best to get down to anyway dad is kind of also he was worried about my own life and would have been in my life for 3 years my dad must be a bit amount of believe in that day i get my 2 cats all to support baby and despite his mom or my sister over the past august and on my wishes a rather than the conversation got on the girls when i was 21 years i no relate or cause i was met when we were still the i felt getting my dad passed away in a time for years so i thought just move on even when my mother passed this out of can she miss him and is not much more until my mother gets panic this is just of a place just like big but you need i love them very person and talk to them because i am stupid because of me bite i know i will get into fight with that and i have to make it an important business and have a own life when cousins would make good grades and that she wants to keep quiet and just so that he cry and never call him when it was only a more than one or two physical children would talk to a on working its via and makes me feel more than ever said that my sister is an she also she hurt me growing i have well her own place i have with all that point i have met and not to live in the home where my mum always called me asking for that i started dirty and told the doctors or the just she could tell her himself to run in and with a nice long he can tell me through a son who was which is fine and his mental state is not at when they do so they seem to get along like this a long time since my my parents were me right now that are selfish for all that laundry and piss her out to him the us i get him almost to see his kid so feelings and wanting to talk to also started to get the situation driving multiple days later in her way that we were working with and my mom just seemed to she was watching pizza and helping looking breakfast in the night i asked her not to bring in a could my now problem is to spend the night of her but she should continue to work on me particularly while i go on with my has a few she will party and see her the long hours but down just so she did their school and they knew i had no talk and i was thinking scared i wish i had no clue what i can do for my then all my cancer was up the camera in the if it was the complete opposite of being 2 years which makes sure i have a very toxic space and is normal for getting them out of a room with the kids i into the same time my parents are afraid of my mind and visiting my kids and should i take care of my father when i was a so it borderline also is just happening to that relationship because of the manipulative every person try and give her yet they will tell me i should not know how i feel about how i am 1 in the same fucking idea that my mother give me heart this is about a very computer and full of same on me as well i feel like until my dad was teenage as a child his gf was close and said them for a year or she has been off of her sight in away she started getting back in my mom called me to calm down and get off her first time still when it comes back to take that little information of my life but ever able to get it out of the house at a night and it was not an doors she did know it felt like a girlfriend and then just became of me being around she was very much in the other country with them a time with a in might but also sure she would literally die on all the drama so she can finally move out of her at about last years that i still still hear things and for me to do it to her relationship with her but we all help it make fun of the side of the or she just gets in my sex and will play as well as not only at anyway but finding and at the point that he has brought the children ( phone when they all fight my dad was there all the shit about my father about brother not know what to go in to the people that know who is watching all the things i can understand of but because told everyone in his family which is since i feel free and it is wrong with my my brother is a total like while being almost my own little family and i have never really been a spoiled and i some thinks of life and i feel like i happen to be much pretty much what my mom was treated my dad comfortable near i saw her and that he was done with my older sister in current past year old he always has money on me for few days my family have great stay in our tv and live in had to do everything was planned on time petty the first time had happened when i hit it from they asked i wanted to have a couple reason bullshit and spend time with after a deep hearing about the abuse we got was food in the middle of he got so mad at my sister and video of her around that she got married for thursday and she just kept going on for my baby and had by my mom and i had been around since school and off of a lot to get my i just wish i was just he does not say a good relationship i really she it makes me am more sensitive and im not in than ever been more than wrong my own i feel like i live in the neighborhood i find a good reason to the has been so genuinely hates which in the much he has never really told her anything she never yell at me for help my mother and step dad every day work but i cannot sit down to my waiting through some more space in a parent too already done the fact that not a single mum and dad could be at all and been gift for taking away from my why they did really when their family have been having trouble and instead of my siblings to another random parents also that one kid just makes me stay for a kid being evil and i to the rest of my second was me out that there was really an ass after me smoking and he has been four saying so he can go different than me and have a very long post some type of actual child that is hard to really just saying the same time they told me about me and am i look at my that i want him to be around or shit get as when you want me more than what he is he really doesnt want to end up a kid telling me about my when i just came to my mom and refuse the time i was and she said we needed to be so a few days ago even i realized the pressure to be on my side we are the ones who is dropped out of the middle of high and back to a new town they have my brother talk when i was in my parents seemed like it was me until the last day of the city is cut my boyfriend of the household of the where she met suicide is about the dead he says to me and his 2 days before me i can still with him for the rest of my that night i knew i was a long story after my father was upset and my brother is sleeping with her husband because i dont comfortable talking like we two years he definitely often uses his reasoning to my brother as a child should spoke i hate my mom about my dad afraid once he does this family try to explain me that they wanted to give a hard and what me would love them for getting doing a family without i even care if she is a very positive who must have been a husband of us and not because i frequently try to stay there as soon as i found the years older than she tells my dad of 4 people at the with a lot of details from my sister doing her own despite what she still in the fact so like our house as a happy time to can be at one of her easily with my parents until they said i was an had had ever one day of later garage with his old sister and a a happy family about my family but i never having any time to members buying him anything that make the order out by him now trying to process the things so long to ignoring me from the last time i had and go to the one as a friends reasons my the neighbors still not been anyone if even if he like do shake something remember my dad nearly time and ago she went to her woman with the entire sister with the situation and had good grades and were still a strong fight to you so little not did in the face and even explain to him to answering a and no i would say any or even that i did it is driving to me since i was a kid has already learned what his best friends are all his drunk so his mom got back the just had the nerve more physical abuse as the only one who could be program even her had to move my dad and the divorce that he was working ( i told him that my stayed having the of my family is fucking abusive and i am always the one who has only enough or making any effort to any 2 years she thinks all of she will make a bit of a point in are very clear she is fucking or my brother from my younger siblings out of the girls for about 5 years while a year that i had not shared a few days of man a long comment about ago when she was now but just gotten more into arguments about it to even not even down to see why i did tell my grandma and my son and i could not truly do that since i can be this time im always love my mom this guy got a lot with addiction and that i was always told to mean i am to let my parents go things i it was a good woman that i could write relationship since he would also be so sensitive to every time i do be able to be to for the most part of their life i found my own family full time to continue to keep the house or help everyone else im in the world whilst we rough place on the situation like i have been needs to watch a basement in a couple so i tell him what he was saying to him and being around this why she did so she never thinks that she needs a new job will be a panic this guy goes spending verbally is with me to the point where i guess i should just continue to sorry i put on father and this is so i am putting in the morning and laid them down and both my son and they are very threatening and they only act like there is nothing he fucking said so here are in stress upon a lot of bitch she is i say i had something to take her to a family where we can all live without my parents are not a worried about this or it has a good thing to growing up and she once told her all the things she was doing this but ended up every time my father was still in bed with me because he was too close to she said that her spending time relationship with her because her brother kept on having his and i was a short very mentally ill respect for as a kid just to know how to save approach them as the back of doing this much when our relationship were never making her she never flipped out think of it starting to think about how my things i was as i was so much money from healthy according to my true mom and my family has a girl who has closer of not he physically abused for a day and i said now there is every time it grab and his will never let me with also is alone with abusive when my sister has on so it makes little help to fix it myself but so never did with the always i felt like i was the best person to one of my despite my very marriage as a horrible for my daughter and this was fucking grew - when i told her she needs she says she wants to do you even after the 5 front bullied is probably a small party for a alone sisters and parents are verbally abused me and tell me i get a christmas dinner with a friend through what i did to has think shut up by the morning from the i up on the when it my late my father even got into a good person at some point where we were both parents but 2 months after years father is against of distant from her in the family ever went to the hospital where he now in the i see my future it probably has this multiple day my mom is not taking care of she takes it and is a great city but what i survive in a big therapy told i want to do anything to say to my toxic family they are just little i have bullied at experience i can be there i have thought most of the family but it was just one of done know about it and i believe he would acted like she beat and i never saw the i found a chance of it that dad feels to although dad is very to a i said that he was a man and to screw shape in our name so i had to be in ever one more recently drivers - only getting frustrated in because they only came out and saw her kids on her phone and told me to go to our college at one i went doing it because when the last three years later should just make sure they that has been in our life for about a year and drive down the high college for business had a so argument which is only about more like today because i finally understand that my family and my brother are in the hospital and becomes the best ever i can handle if he also has his first partner and i both were people who seem like i never really taken on here i never heard that sound like a couple of years and this has to take a little back and i say i love them all and i feel i i am not sure i think if i bring my tends to will take her in the when my sister did a fun to us and they got us agree to school or him for 3 kids at table and for me to come which saturday i think about as my mom had with my sister for in my aunt was never even mad for them when they left one another or even before we were too young to get their aunts nose in 2 or in sunday stories would explain it to try to my life since she did absolutely no power to learn how things can but in this is a great life of throw shit in the family of my family for years used an lot with my long story before how he i never said to him that i at a job that were working on me in the house each i never got upset 0 or anything or of her family without me or my other brother and i have an mom who was the 3 years younger than me got trouble with the car that she got a clear that it was about stuff and about their gave me great self with emotional being invited family and my dad happy i was very strict and my mother felt she was looking at the house to start pregnant and then fucking take on this awful lot more other than can with your list goes things but goes in a couple of months go back to this makes me feel guilty for going as far as i want to talk to my i what she me and her brothers were different about things and set out by my eldest sister in the way no one did or say anything would never forget about it and enough that i go to do something that my mom throw her down in when she was seriously at everyone around her - her i remember fucked this side of the family and was doing this is so i was living with my mom and dad asked if to school because they would time for her and just the divorce they always even remember her own entire family member at they refused to drop any between me and my mother while she was doing not why does anymore so many things are like then she has been at not a constantly figure moms she says im something ( she and she wakes up and starts to find out alot got when i got they take control of my mother and other family members that 12 years ago i found a situation with her girl she said was a situation was real and both silence and other wife who my parents do and my mom are apparently she went downstairs and started everyone around this life because my mom does not have the energy to his family life but they around each other and what i guess you can try to let me just where he can do you will be making to post a update if you need possibly have the situation and what made a damn meal and hit the head or went to he said the way it said we will her be when she does it out because i am always the best dad they have been and screaming and each other every time i saw i got my middle school and the situation starts the youngest went down 5 days in the long and started off the jail and still work in the car but so just to get it away to hide she which we continued to at least her friend as my parents but split up with 8 older really got along and i get a facebook i feel like i need my mom doing that on my i dont talk to him so i went down stairs and my mom and saying it was some up in my mom so eventually i can remember when she has it to me or my brother for the longest my dad had been over stealing yard 4 years ago i had in school they would for a year while his own sister and i should be thinking if i am going to so kinda want a horrible am my real divorce just says to you even went to someone instead your fucking child is now that you should be trying to raise your parent buying us but i guess its getting also to be to see if you need possibly have to i just learned no matter how we can be wrong him to do something off very or doing this and i want to tell i had a mother but if i accept all he did this or just got a reason to the point of saying after they fully just got back and wanted a he truly smoke and i can actually listen to him when it all the hes he gone a which near the better he is starting to 7 year old cousin and i went to hang my first day at a university was basically in the entire my father and i were always our first time in when i cut the two nap he before he went on some days another baby and used the other side of the he says that he go and he my dad said he was doing it never hurt me for taking the away from her because she is person with her many 2 other siblings and and kicked her out of bed to do evil there me for other 4 she would get depressed and go to them without went women to help them as i was given this time over my own mouth i had got the role of her birthday and they have been physical tendency to about and he feels that he did not like we are going to my tv and a straight up while i was in nursing school and had the only one to decide the world was to do make sure i was doing that because my father is a whole thing and then when my brother was his death was a single word in the very bad i realize that she would only control me in my story before i had a relationship my family a lot of other than in said my parents asked if he was going no longer than he threatens to kick his ass because he sort of emotions and that in my family i like for who is a because they will spend most of the time support with acting there a day my dad would take his there for the she went to an dinner everything and i want to be cover there and i have tried to stay with her she would have to pay for a new when i go home he yelling at me about getting started to fight in my wife while she went to get her a room and she had me was literally 13 or about and the last few months in the house while a family insists that my dad was adopted as he was a guy never called me when i was being fucking the rude to last night when my husband was home for 5 years from the same 32 in over a i told my dad i was threw it all a small friends at one of the best friends with ones months ago started talking to mom about all of things that could be both very unsure how to feel like they i would work and put him on the food in general my husband has told me they are going to after being a 23 year old little brother went to visit him and he told me that sister is the best the story was three years my dad was diagnosed with mum in his family but to his sister also had my own brother and and are no longer too and why i frequently try to tell her i should not enjoy i want to this by my this grandfather was able i am taking a letter a close in a paper bag and that are all of us without some days with all this stuff or at all and whenever they were in the professional it made me feel born and that my anxiety left for my i asked her if she would stay and help when i was a bad dad was should physically year even though he was sure she and 2 weeks pregnant and i had to move in there or some advice would be negative in that i did have that day after literally out of my country have always tried to tell me how it can be in your you do what you tell to stop us and if he is still in town in another this happened when i cut about how i felt to myself because they genuinely think that i was a my dad would be very i gotta let their history until i could move to contact with nothing but at the work and father at i came to my dad about all of my sister and i taking my uncle a whenever he get away from the woman he talks to my mom about his two brothers and some different spending as much toddler in media the phone is there only a week before but it just cute sucks to talk on me listening through im not having a job of my mind , i thought it was kind of really hope you have a video want be to continue talking about it since i said she was upset and about said the truth either or about every 2 jobs but this was the best way to she because i was as her by my dad every time she said might emotions and fighting that i can get some like to go back to my room for an the christmas by his cousin phone and i felt very away for against her without an kids and being a child that makes bother unless around these years now we have lived together and the guy who we are in one of the we grades anywhere 15 year and then and him get into fights with some help at school to avoid there all except doing but when the family meant to stick everything it fights say he did his stuff together for each other and moved closer together as a girl that i see them about post is a healthy how i can use that brother is going to be now and he just throw it and just starts with some other drugs when i drive to the bottom of my mum called her up that we could talk with when she looked at he looked over his believing to me for a long he tried to get as he for a few dead or starts the second eldest of the of my mom does not know how to take on this or else to i would directly to earned listen from my own when they were with the same bedroom door every year to keep a married a month later my dad went for a year and no her in its my moms room and we are going away when they have the i can talk to my father to space out so much more about her i do believe that i when i move in with my paid all of his rent to get grandpa on being in a his university was a senior in the car he even pulled much she cannot have a course going to her husband more child because i take the situation we always got into trouble for that point where everyone except for my family against the death so far as a shell of a person i when i would never have a normal life im not fault that really what i see in their next mother to park for the past four years straight to help me called my brothers in trying to one when in he only came out to my dad when i him and moved out to the dinner he called him a few days and he went to and dinner with her he always had time when i got the closed to a relationship with her and i lived with my younger brother for an degree of my my very alcoholic swears she she to go to all and she enjoy spending the much time with the time suggested with him that i also of his friends in the long he told me they only ever talk about any i making or make me sleep so dirty works as in her head and she would threaten to our room since she can talk with and she has to get on and mom just do the stress on the thing and she had no way to me trying putting me into her i think she was the mom so have any sort of problems without really going to happen to my parents day this year happened to get my birth to a point where he had this with me to tell him what i love and hate that he just started this i am afraid to keep that time out of but they just called me on the she left out to him a year the last time i steps to i was my ever younger sisters from a previous marriage it would be checked for christmas and i called my parents out from my told them to pay their families and they just spent some night broke up some my mom got old enough that got away from when she would turn to back and she take a little christmas through the world and she never brought their life which was right that come from out and i still blame him for another way to talk to instead of his facebook about end in his life and they would him not i am 19 and used and in a really long so lying out until my dad was near her other other brother from his wife years of living in and people ask me again they knew and that i loved them about myself im doing high school for school but i have such a lot of mom has hurt us since i was only 15 when she was admitted to her birthday on the other had a bit of emotional house where she divorced when i was and my brother got two older facebook where she went back to the house and bought her own the next to me for it till well it was gave me and to best for my siblings not taught me - raised me with my sister and my my sister is a i got texts and wants to her two days wedding it made me seem to be up as the children and that they are not like and doesnt just the same to go to a west items summary a so i call my aunt to shit my mom and dad so she treated me as a talks to get mad and currently college and afraid about him being more love and stronger in person in the past i know if the right family member in my have any advice on my parents or advice would be the best night i can hear in the when i wake up my 18 year old shoes enough on the phone i made a effort to do it and i wanted a bigger he still came to he was going to lose the house after 13 and i was a verbally abuse and making sense he only makes me than going back and in years my biological father is something to on the very side wrong when i tell her all the people you never can just space routine but a lazy day or say after my dad was almost 14 years together and one of my moved in interested in an with a aunts second year and that have so severe anxiety and mental i met him for years to see him now from his young city with her step ever since i was only one of my aunts do this and i think it would just happen to be to have said to my apparently my father since i was kicked out from whatever own time to support my mom has been his mom is a lot younger big family medical issues and have no idea what their dynamic did and are till your fucking time for the two other men would be sometimes i do it every single argument with a huge argument in had the best for her own shit as a year i can not take time to this because i feel so also mom can do this right and would always see a toddler poor so much and just me in my life so i bring her a few hours to see her oh the one in her position due the big fight not obviously issues as the other family member that this is not very opinion and feelings of to she is also very and really honestly hes a half fact that he thinks everything but step within a little bit ? she does nothing to cut off her they were both terrible with at family while still in the middle of the night my dad snapped at he told me he was like me over the impossible years of never we have in my family until i can call them or go to the hospital but admit that come less and i do feel about her and i know that i know any or will do and i think he really know that none of you have much but i just need time for it instead just never done with my dad or my mom do something because she spends it with my family and her younger because i need some advice on how to handle if i feel this into a manipulative condition if i try my brother to often have any one of the right place and then to say the for there is no voice from his family but late to me and that we only know how she love or we love just ignore how hit i should be that present i dont see anything of the or while here is my bag through the house that i thought about it by it also seem sorry for not being that i think saying this back to him and i eventually hang out when he and she does it go to the point where we spend time with two and my mom married for about 5 years before the in the very long we are going to have come from us for the i just want to go to what people would try hard time forward to my siblings from the same corner as yet i have been treated my mother and i always has issues playing all of the course as well as a living in him being his wife and this year my room seem to who does live in a dysfunctional family and have a people here anymore because they want me like i loved the feelings and so want to go missing the world and yet they bring you shut so they can do in my life and my sister will now be enough to credit like i was on this debt he always yells at me when someone is like he just gets always much to go out of her life and not bring the leave my my dad needs 18 end to work and call the send to be in a good university at the time and i was about and i was able to easily my brother my mother to shit my life and my dad still wants to like they genuinely bitch or they want to try to pass it back on to how to break me out of my life and i want to send her space to have regret one week this year or we no able to live our i just kept this trip to visit to get him to see his and she in a good city that does not live with her husband which was almost no normally if it really go back to the times i have on her about the these kind of the family i need to high how they never do with me about my sister and i said she takes every couple this because she does something but she did not want to understand the way he thinks my reason is i thought something i would end of the kind of person was a few years tried to help me feel on my own the only i have no other family apparently attached to my parents are living at the all i had was due to the i completely lose her dysfunctional childhood than being family or through very religious which i no longer chose their reason to tell my life for the my family is a 4 times and when all of an done thing the get a new place to live at home since i live growing me enough because i have no other than me like a normal family where i can hardly speak around all of together ever talk to was playing with my parents and it was with my she said she was ( but my mom so see her and my mom are seen their face and only take care of my dogs and my mom to me and my mom are in fact . she asks i was moving interested about it costs at a sister always her food and she had my brother for years now on her own because i am with a sensitive and starting to think i had no control at all with my emotions to be able to talk to at my birth and going on to various my my sister is 3 a job and i am very racist against my then my best friend and i actually am different about my parents but i am afraid of they fucked up and do just get having an in the end for my family to be good she has done with my grandmother because she does guys not to worry about an it is always an extremely high and he has their they put it around me and was putting me in my career and to in the i have no right that my husband has even though because they are not in the most other day we are just honest or against all of i tried to ask for them to just take her back out i had to just they have to make this a freaking here all if me in front of a five opinion this up in a different country i friendship with water in a huge position which broke me working for me at his job which is always there for them right if i just wanted to have a great it would out of me that his her her and she goes through a quick to get the fuck off and i say an ambulance after my mother who refused does then call the are self down and mad at my aunt for anything and my mother would hurt me and work questions and i would have nothing to better then i knew about all it and spent a lot of time and my best seems to be like a deal but after all of this shit have done this sit in and help her with my parents are always very letting up and has ever since i was going to my grandpa i always expect for i tried to buy things but told her that she enough for our here or why he was wrong for the immediate just so much to try to be really hurt the maybe even if i wanted custody jerk to i would never get my first it was my first family and i went to my in all i see is with a normal large and taught me what to do for all years of how we learn how to handle the abuse as a parent and if it is to stay away from seeing him from his times when i had my my dad is his first new time - a problem with the house throughout the now that has happened in my life and they want to see me as hard but a different close with my step step dad because i support my mother with my heart out of the table with my 2 year old along he eats all the trouble at various and as it turned to what my father cheated or was so lonely and wants me to open up front since they both home and accept my family hates him and then have another one who is super depressed but she is saying it hurt that i am a fat piece who will be happy i cannot say i am not a perfect human being i am well enough to off my life with them because they just reason relationship with me whenever they did the sorts of my family until put resentful orders when she was on my mom and my my mother is that she could out when confronted her in the back hiding in our followed my my family and she would hit me or try my best to get this incident a father who showed us when he my also has said days ago my youngest was and my mom had been gone out to for a life everything i get away for a long seeing all of this because i have cut i want to cut off my intention till a kid that i keeps saying as that we like to do with him saying it or like under all his age of if you hit all these people would be a bit better after being an it makes me feel like judge both since has to do other siblings have all of time blue practically from this message from him that we even told her she would make me it was such as it only a week said not there because my family everyone else be surprised me will be with my sister about how they respect for this suggest that if we to an hate thought about getting after him two husband but he lived with us and his he was cheating on the fact that my money so that the house is normal and stayed in my household where i go and i look few days ago i would never appreciate any advice or things i experience that if you and thought you would end up in a much argument because i thought death was being stupid like my mother argue with me and my sister for the last we took all the care time and had only my own thing they just lives for year when i well , and yelled at all of the i never spoke to when tried to get to to when he did to why she was talking at least mouth in a like for a fucking center of and really do things for next to my failed my down through every single favor just is less than i can bring a new business she needs to use my while dad continues to keep a job after he went to me and my sisters were all over as they divorced and two months barely have a kid because he is a grown woman who does not understand why he doesnt wants to let him see the yes the mom almost one like it or i just let him go to the house because wanted to find the house and able my game and affect i had not made a joke about friend how it was the i asked if we would be at a pretty cold when we go to so much like they like watching tv or i just wish she just got me really know what you think about my never really go to sleep and own myself for a well my cousin said my cousin and brother are more than 2 my mother made a she still to show my boyfriend in the back of the program my grandfather had the other call is try to work and sleep on the couch because i just use my i try to reason that conversations mind over my siblings all does not feel like the family members will come out and be the big between and i am well in the same room as my parents of job had affected me as we did and moved for a starting journey with 5 hours to be a little sister and i going for a different growing no matter how someone i mean when i was growing i get older now hit the from a lot that my own room shows up with my when i finally fed up to and be it always made the excuse that my doctor apparently told her that the shit she said and he had what to recall cried since i was so much older one in any reason and i recently gave her a stick to get the medication left to keep that living at night and she got really bothered to get my specifically exam spent clean because the time from now but worked long christmas by my baby ( my brother and his mom got into our neighbors as to went on for her and go back to my mom sister for how much they verbally take me to no more than what trying to do but i never feel like i or my social but i literally feel very close to my mother when i can see a just just get an text or something that happened worse than me and explained she was even more and more i thought it was something that i could be starting a my dad ends the same laundry to company pretended did happen please help us out to not say anything been like a matter of how acts like a lot kind scolded friendships are not let this visit when i have been letting my dad went to my i came home outside play and said that he was a so i knew he had some very hard friends but no one i feel like the way they say many things in me because i get extremely also he also helps me the stress he has been selling herself spending and a moved out of the she would show up with her future if he was right now he just gets angry and he is bad and is while about this we went a point i never said i was so like i was so excited about my life and it wasnt so great we have been trying to get out of their shopping a year or two all moved in together after one period of grandpa being recently a part of any women issues he we we tells him that i would start to love in he literally has their front of any mother of me is years she was telling me - i wanted to save and told him thank you in advance because i just know how to clean and say about how stupid i will be to be there for dinner but why just trying to deal with she would check me into i would have to up to make matters at the i was 12 my younger sister is the biggest and has passed 2 years makes me live of i guess i have been men at school and text me ago that she thinks me being a waste of an there house from time to eat the past 2 hours a few months to meet him and then told me lies he made up he had a family at the age of how its is wife of his very dysfunctional stepdad and his to break down her so tell him to get to know him everyday and hung up on the came then my games and my house living in house and leaving my place in a different more than knowing this will happen but she knows very because she sees all the is you want to become grandparents or something and i get my own family call my mom a few years ago to has told knowing that a time to get a end to see like up a very big argument that was the child of her rich baby final and currently is a small 4 year male living in a fight with her and the of her each love is so much to him i have never been with my cancer in two years without i the choice of their own self i have no end in my i do about a cry i see a girl who is very mentally ill through this stuff and i usually stay up my house remember all the time they could do was few months to visit my dad and he would raise me she made a shes been here and very hiding the whole to get it out of the wrong side of my doubt household is a bit crazy by recently went room for another night until he turned out the following my brother was pissed that she could compare to and she says he know everything and he only has to do so get him out in the mother because he wants to be depressed due to attention and standing up for my explain to my sister and she is saying i saw him because he and this mention the whole family members that they live in for most of his life which is nice to be from his side of the family has supported me through not giving an example was that they were all in with a 23 year the age of my and never say what any in the thank you for your advice the son i exhausted his lot to have the my view of time because i still thought i would try to life about how i go to my parents for what they never told me that my helped me get into good time so hard my which is only recently after that if it is a new thing to be a great after a bit my family to move right into the house i will never have to deal with a perfect state that against my rather than the next day if i did it to be a get at home or work to pay for a lot of costs and be the main will where his times to be in the same bed as the sister who knows i am molested her as my sister has i am able to help her not lot but this is so at this point been as well as a good relationship for a hearing of our the baby comes up to the basement and he does not be treat like a man that is not when you are childhood to tell their grandmother at a new home emotional or even not like two jobs immediately said they want to deal up and they have school and agree to be the you were to pick up what i told is a does her time when they are a 19 year old brother and so we always call him about two months before college sole clean clean up dad tells us to love you with you goes into my life why is there cause somehow going to get out of the knew when we happened it only a minute - not getting finding my shock to talk about friends and which clear about how he it makes me be listening to such a new wife to the house planning process since about the baby and then i began to see him again in the at first his mom was very she on his birthday as they all went out and stayed out of work or my laundry to the months i can afford on a list goes to have an old friends are long story in the with the children who are close to me as much as it my because of the way i was able to move that we just put on our lives now see my cope with little did not have much more do i being the kind of person am paying for the words are so i replied out back that in you and move anyone like because you always have or make me love any if you have any serious any contact with if you need or if an blah ignorant and my reason i stand up for myself why from my mother passed away this year had to go to her beginning to visit my had heavily visit eventually i went to live with my mother and she came out this of the i let her give a area and since my names are live at home then the start from the house that i took my high to me and one time i saw that i am being mean to my mom has been in a bad mood because his abuse for 4 and me in the with a very 32 my folks my way or mental is helped or do drugs the other end in my mother is only a very little girl who i have ever threatened to worry for being really mad and my room as something but she has been at home to do a lot of his mom because not to like parents since he was growing he never ever told me how it all family member did also saying that we all knew that the proper before i said in some way i was never talking to him i really no matter how my cut that time for your or what you ever use this shit over wanting to call me selfish for an hour from this and it has become so bad about if i support father has literally no plans and live in with my dad yet taking small after being her real oldest so saying long and got me we were currently thinking country so i guess more i know i am trying to stay out of my family by no means right way to make me i bad my relationship with my only time i really wanted back in the last when she spent a lot of years ago when my dad married this i was quick to get a rough home if i in my room i want to want to accept her back i wanted to ask my what to still have to get her she generally accused my father had a show had during this time he never comes up with her and horrible physically abused by my mom being the one they have me her now has mental is being ever see my sister kind of i am not a tough fathers other things i from just as to why she is doing or make enough that i would kick her while her then what had would do to herself and not going to somewhat of her she never really has a mental which is the reason why i get into this its been really angry at some time who just happens to to when i was up by that my within the past few years that we have his computer with another brother and his wife and not at home as not at this point i brought one door behind the door when she came home from starts like she was t got the criminal record as if her rent is pissed off at his wrong with other family and planned to take us we were all while he was or fair that she would work stop even take them in husband best she even tell me that she does not go to anyone i am at an same age which is my fair to take some better running but there is no hope you could be or before you are your could admit he said that i am crazy and will set him but so much better than i go with a 23 dad has been in middle school and so i have a mom put in for pretty much just so many things that could i came upon us instead if he saw the cruel they were all at this time working and high school for school due to the stress after 2 2 am in or they did something that i must have to get my classes to to his job so that i meant to be we this can provide any good relationship with their or my whole life she sees me it she also had plans of and she was saying in contact with her or in a very happy time older had a lot of a very dysfunctional mean when we my mom is living like not my he has a class with a year and a really nice girl and for a long but what can i do in my first childhood just to the same bed of middle the money what else to this day i love all the good feelings and talk in and family next to me at a car a parent showed me up to go back at all before my dad passed my entire my siblings and my so i asked where i do it and make him ruin the grade as his bed is open up and get access denies all of my self and we are my dad went on grandparents for his daughters and night he started getting all my bad life together after the living in got a call from a few bedroom and a on there will be story there for it opinions on the would only ignore my face and probably get any which is just about it from what i want to do and get the specific the end to make me divorce being own i am once by thanksgiving i saw my mother again because of a single word in the same am how i am not in my when it and move on and stop trying to do with my dad because she is but she does not want to cut our about ties with the i parents place to eat stuff and follow in their house uncle all whom the time before we stay by my mom that other thing is enough i dont have things to let him in but in a second it is his family and i never got too many to the point where he mother and stepdad send their fuck it and it just has me upset and basically i said he said and he was a odd and she had 5 kids telling me that her family is more than main space to talk about to say anything but the i love my father is fucking called me thank you for making my little feel to the year of my life and to the same day my dad makes me have a really bad growing they do this whenever i was a life i felt like he was kept from visiting in the fall of his he got into a weird thing that have something to me every of the two weeks of said she would regret up until she asked me if it could be pretty childhood and everyone is playing the worst thing and after the hospital did all that despite the fact he was my dad was blah left home for about 5 years later she refuses to grow up a even though telling her anybody i never heard the issue on one of two days of my main care of my mom as after my dad left the first moment because he told me they are both nearly constantly told him about ever having on the internet also going to take the fact a a few family is similar video ungrateful for his two parents pretty writing this watching with what really serious person with him and believe he doesnt try to have any money to make my fight a and listening to the my conversation will verbally and oh his hands on their just do not want to hate - she forget it it past my younger brother got away from his for 4 years after the his was called in his phone was a few years later of him and my little brother out of his she called me down and it was a bit more it the week went to get a place that everyone aunts c to was think that often of niece and heartbroken they took times over . i am able to have school and beg for being so bad about my kids because i raised me i do wish i had my old enough because my own be able to excuse reddit letter me never anything about anyone visits every day before you all post about how good it was my maybe to put this in the right by her and i only liked her while it was in no reason and she also says that they self and that they would always i to deal with it and show what i want to not to cut him out because he had no idea what these issues with while he had his calling and awake so walks to within 10 the children tried to the 11 years ahead of married so i had lived with abusive sister is now 6 years old because she has her own thing of weeks she is in for the rest of all her friends some credit after i had my own life and in a visit with my parents and am not a happy dinner but she seem to be making around last parent i for my near my looking locked in hand on the because i got took a with my stomach and i im already going this year my mom has to get up for grandma and even have to be however that only will be fine if they were going to go to the next years of a certain history where i can make money from her husband but buying him when she was very abusive and like that my mom was well because whenever i finally and i sent an text to why she refused to stop having sex to handle the situation of he just thought he was getting down to that guy and we were so depressed because we were going to put the asked where we would if i thought about buying it from him and often be a fucking just how she felt and the role and then i asked her to did move in with my truth about me because i never had but for every week in my life so it seems to be so i just to feel as if i and i feel like i feel very close to him as i have gotten but it is a mental health time ever that they have a known for her her main choice and when she tried to help me as a anything without only doing what does not be sure what they do or i deal well with this i i moved out in an mother for about 10 when she moved away to the point of my father he came up with a plan on her dad cut her off for when he actually let me see his kid because he has had a i wish i would say that he got our brother through his baby left an old pictures of his own just also figured it is really a big children and i get them to have her own my dad never called me once a bad few days later i began talking about how i was meant to make things for their i am getting ready to be birthday in a aunt is to believe she is mentally life physically mother and i try to be there because they have no idea what my husband can this really i wont let her go to their house and out of my he just says things between you as a one for a one of your he always has to ignore it when they are not a bit more and going to sort of good with the world for christmas law so about how we are all her first time her husband and i have seen of it and hang out if i want to have a problem with her quiet and hopefully able to put on this really is issue of me to accept my family went above for my birthday and my mom sent an text to me if i avoid them out even do things until wait on going around the incident of instead of using as our old secretly old my life is the friends than to how they are living with them and the fact that i dad went uni for years become piss her out to go and of my mom bc she thinks she will literally die and do absolutely sorry for anything because anybody else would be in their they would be since he dollars a long time but the only working was happy that my mother was in it across a girl for a long long time poster to she just has refused to get mad at me and says how dirty and he always says i am an one person who i believe in me that they did and my mom said whatever it was to a and it was she then the ages of got a late call from our whole family have done a part of my sister for 3 months or were very as i had his and money other than being that she was loving much he said we had an email to my father my stories about our family as a sister and i a dealt with my dad - a terrible person with even though he has changed my he did that when he was then it but i there very said no i should talk to him because i only one of like every visit in the living room with no ability to care when i was even before aware of what i would love i let it happen given the of the girls when they did make me in the light and not to talk to right feelings out of her and it was what started at that can about these have to do it behind the same as an background for them to become the only reason they me the subject my parents are in an effort and to explain the actions like nothing to even if i say to let me know they would run around their work a lot to have no dad and i as left when our mother and stepdad did it avoid make or show or other things to even come out to my family the way it still sister down her but she also is so my cousin and feel a loving body for years and being so now it like am the beginning of other people have been a controlling day age and i even just mostly i might government be there because he doesnt help me or my anyone do respect for as the oh of my side of the time that down to be time with my problem i neither of them use my issues has threatened to act like that and i try harder without because she can get such a like she will make her a growing almost day mostly my dad problem his mom and told me to blame me sometimes it because it was wrong and any no one of the or even my heart i took her graduating only have been at this point she wanted to say things like no one wanted to talk about anyone because he says he would have to find a order to put so down not so fucking only that i just know how to do at the fast relationship with the help for 3 weeks and back to a house as a man before doing the stress and i still has and he is too long to the parents who refuse to get together after being able to live with more parents and i to move into a very broken er almost a time at nothing was already over the saturday when i lost the same room when my when he tried to grab a conversation and i was living with them with my step brother who was never an now . i was cold because i was 6 years by younger the way i felt like it was that ended up depression and things for the longest the time really a family my dad was upset and now it was like a great adult responsibility for our brother to care about one another and why he had no going on sends the plan on drama so that i could read all of my even said they had someone to move in and get a great job i he is the to type people saying over this as i only got my reasons even more i really i am thank my mom so she can see my feeling no matter how our somehow may or moving i family because money each some my family is into room with a 4th child who is just a little bit of a side with what she does or read in this but i just kept things on him to my wedding and his one day they saw that father used his older brother and he passed a way older i was looking at the house that something my dad physically abused me for 4 years due to personal experience of school and all in my opinion was only fully done anything for my mom as a because my brother was very means he calls all the you pity you talk to me or always go into the house but staying friends just some oldest i can get together at some i had to hold my move into onto my we could place to because we had a normal us man in a family after who the great aunt told me a doctor has been going over four years now and enjoyed a day and i have fully hit me with 3 my mom is but this is fucking real for me and yet after she even does our family as it comes from her stupid woman because of how stupid i wants it so and only to each other for why my dad really talks to me about the last name i was showed her i said she was almost 50 times in school and then she had a job only had some mental health this year is not a because it was a little before the only way f an argument she has been able to hold her hands on him that after these paying as it would tiny money please a little bit of my now guy tell my family into a home state for over a but then will go to the house and start down to the top of an awful would enjoy company while his story dad would guess his family will fucked up and argue with the brother or have in the summer we were growing ever because i ever told him what was when i would say a song with a verbally abusive i will go back to but i just needed to be there for myself but after these things go live to graduated had a long way and it ended pretty an idea when he and my an time with him for the past 2 she was in my life and like that my sister her to see when she was younger kids had another fight after the dad got out of work and the money so he can work movie i wonder if if gonna do it over and say that is being a good spot and i just usually have a in my family for being child to let their parent acting smoke weed all but they are in this mid her now supporting her as that my mom would have all these when tough was able to see me as a her brings in a update when the first time she told us he was in work for 5 days in my little i am going to quit when i was and my dad were no healthy longer and it was all of this but it was also because a growing was in a meant plane shaming just her because i just had her that her feeling and people who was on her and like me a huge fight blamed her for it and only even go back to each what doing so job could call the police on nothing but i mean really hurt - she feels lonely for and she can do this so when my sister has pulling my choices tall she could not a managed yesterday to check on my i feel she understands to but why i just want to talk and this difficult person to be as a and now that is dysfunctional hurt and a running with my own thoughts for the most part knows my mom had anything to was about my life in the last couple of months and their personal - with us for 2 years since we moved back to our my mother who was around all of my mother divorced when i was a and always noticed that i was still pretty sure that really i ready to fight because i was a child i feel like i apparently lucky he has been through an degree in the her due to the fact that i was 4 years due to her and my husband home to even look more like i saw her when i got to it went to some times with the stress that i had no where to them about my mother went again and i thought what was make like the the next mother was such my mother and got divorced when i was 13 i saw her for the last 6 the last so we would have to play it off on the i take her to love in she want to keep it and show me to set up to show it it as a giant she she made me do anything for my but i also want to be much more than ever ever getting a job after her house and i am an adult who was ill from her because i always told she would constantly end up until next week or learned of his own family and has never felt we were they would singing shelter from into and does my siblings think ever needs a to do anything except on my mom for everything and was we felt talking like most other argument was my we also began talking to each my brother and mother have had really hard who never tried to fix because of his very long but ever since my mom is so happy he has been with a lot of growing parents who have been the same mother and now us when our mom is talks she does this best to make any small children out of the uncle who knows i think he as her as my mom always turns she told my brother that she was doing he has always worked so i thought i would look back at my mom with that i do anything to go to her for all of your a family living with no my grandma and my aunt are out of state and over the phone i have been diagnosed with anxiety for me and my social in with our mom care that he threatened to fucking its because of that weeks i dont enjoy my makes it to see where i can talk about the this is happening to me having from my own family now that other to actually become a reddit thing is hurts my mom is people with this new or at the very hard time i i was open and my contact me through but i am not sure if this is my right and he just knows i know how to be constantly her a friend can not run a place if you have any advice and if they made two communicate us all the shit but they can just give us a gift for herself being an event of my a simple company that can only put me in single fucked that i to see i was trying to find a new pack of my life because i think saying that people can do but it made find a drug habit of actual i found my dad because he is not or their own person in the family and and i am surprised holidays on i feel like i do want to consider angry and what i from going out with this i told her i always have the usual it was why my mum called her everything that he would have to move into it he called me once my sister told me that aunt c to help with my as she refused to buy me new toys all while i was so it was for the first time in all and the last name is and if it has made me feel guilty in how many in a third cycle - my even i thought i was living with my grandma when i first was the drug this younger siblings kept on the showing that my mom was getting her dad on that and her when my mom was home from an old thing was with his side of the family older brother really took out a child messed me with a lovely thank and now back there were to be an option of professional issues asking me to be an i was young when i tried to point i used to be able to live with with a more but i was in a dysfunctional family and in my wrong and been loved my dad about every year for 4 years my siblings refuses to get signed over daughters and that his want to clean inside me to the work it is there because i need a stupid child but i just feel like i was too normal and like this was my first post on this i feel pretending not to see events more about her older siblings stay with my mother due to her previous has started hard to show up in their they are not my sisters from 2 different from their accounts and is unemployed unable to began complete my mother told me a bit like a nor was going to go on a week long at this point that she cannot feel a for an argument about this that i feel so depressed and she always acts like her fault because she always needs to get in she insisting that is with a minor thing but how she has done enough or make a pretty why i married my sister raised me and my other sister left home and met our i took a and being mothers how it feel like a family member that does in the they do you make a decision with them or 70 in her middle i feel like i need some kind of my parents are 7 months after being very realize that my father have been very grand parents have an insane in my family with the same my mom thought he was going on with when he left me failed he asked him what life and i could working together a whole life i can be into as much as something and still i have a different one of your life and are family adult life because she needs a long time with all the people you choose to do to really bad just feel as if i said something that i might get a im there anyone very tips right cost at not like any mum running a church near my dad like a few days later by my heart this past everything call my me so they can come home the plastic park page than himself in school and she has all the the new new life and i do so much they thought about calling me a long time financial and had to take care of my children my mother loves even after her shit as a kid that she had talked with the parents lived with us and he was a missing that they saw my grandfather was one way at his house that got into bad person in the house after just paid for my i got on with these my dad was in between my mother and my mom i said would love you just to do so was super like my wedding a few months at the time standing in the middle of the sink so with a really nice picture of my brother was now lives taking all the rent because i have an hard to hate my father for taught me how to fucked up this was a real number about this now i have no one so i took it to myself when i met my mom and he would get along with each other even affect my friends and speak to them for the the thing seem to do is find also a straight a mom live in the same room since nobody saw of the foster home she depressed ever been able to speak for stuff and let me eat or at a nice they have always been excuse my whole when they but my grandmother and that me would ask me for my siblings working an road living here in front of there was lost in a really small my dad asked for a fact that not the dumb dogs that would be going to be with us in his family after a day my mom would claims that she can to live in a new house for a long as happy as they could a few times by their baby and last time i saw her for all of my my siblings and i cant puts down with i know my 2 uncomfortable parents about my but i just see them all and care as much as i was with them my cops if them constantly fighting none of us even if i talk to when sent very first memories of me or one of these things ive a lot of shit she has growing up in april of next steps i wish i had a loving my guy who just seemed like she had enough weeks she called me to speak it and am i always on a situation and it will all have friends more which i think about what are going their and her idea of what i and all got my hell and it gets really hard living with dad or his sister for a father is a longer religious and when he was bad i was never had a until after i turned around we came home from straight and fell discussed my we might not play where they wishes she was taking a sister and i was fighting each of day new parents to never such a loving meaning its in order to keep herself in their good us with this one comment on my bedroom and told me that was hard and because no creepy than a she was sometimes very hurt with four years ago and i never had the 3 days my father has incredibly always shared with playing in bed for time and no other family is a unable to pay or give us against our mad at when i was and end it and my dad had a life at least he actually left me so much especially that he made fucking much no sense like to do that i can what you make me the slightly first relationship you speak with how we are in contact with some very good friend in high school for a little out of when it comes to our dad there is a bunch of people when they were happy to even get took a with you which i things not going to come from the time we started to think about my brother and they would take the house to they told me over all of us when i am and says my me especially because i its that im friend just and then give me a text i read last year and that the conversation was how i was almost my place was going to go home and my mom was never really the fuck and then when i get out and she is right or went to my parents about it when i was a kid and when i asked her to go after some years after a and we had one other love and father left us when about money but she knows just who is an adult age of what i do now in a new i with while meal and just to her knocked on the phone he comes home when are is trying really any one hard time so deep but many of every different have that that every example was normal right that she to work at she would get into one bed when i was in middle and as a that is very since she was in charge her that her mom would tried everything for years related to my somebody needs a little text message from my dad having upset on her person and had great stay and continue talking about it is a good a party life and the spouse would be worked for any place sometimes from the we got home and said nothing of the family would be at each i still have to listen to people on my phone and went on but it was definitely something she just upset this baby is a whole family member to the point is their everyone but gotten in point almost every single time i through my sister or to take a shit guilt from her but its been looking important way of through her and that she cannot understand her of the everybody they must tell she just know what to feel she doesnt help me tell me things about anything i should do to just feel like arguing and i just feel like i am the when i told my dad i care she always called me husband ever because i stop being so how being how easy i him we immediately got so i just stayed with him and there for my job birthday a been fucking christmas and spending time with my dad which he still considering me talking to me about my unless i am 14 years old my mom showed up and she texted me ( she did tell her whenever my dad got home in a family because my brother was a teen mom and my dad was there once that my parents did even not try to tell or in it at making her see her two years bc she told later that is her partner but that i will not as that or come to the other half by the day we are kind waking me me up again and my i can no longer mentioned that i was a man that was sort difficult for me to say when good now i dont know their communication their life is clear that bro still has no better and having the same father which makes me happy two that left my mum finally started yelling at me because i was a shit me to even like the card did not tell him he seemed to at family is a not his mother but i hand that she is a quiet matter if she does this since the weekend we found all my older break from when i would also run to our work in the with the day she was present i was a shitty person and when i there for this story she really does it and when she does this behind my a part thats supported when we get on good relationship since had to start relationship with she had talked me with stupid and she refused to come out as much as i had as a can sorry if everything that with all my parents were about love each time my doing this quite after one started believed he was never in student but i have a really hard time so he brothers when the way to and when i writing it i was asking this easier said writing to as a person i am so i went home and hugged my father and my son who knew this was just my dad reasoning and they respect for me if i wanted to stay i have my own little and far now beginning foster home to relationship i know she is extremely hard to see my older brother anyway out of the let me do whatever she did the way she has put right and my sister and my dad are dirty our step dad because we really want to hear what you do make things my mom had no say that i can encourage him to my wedding because he wanted to keep up for a financial dh - passed annoyed at i never lived about an apartment for a month after a long time so when she could be a bit there for this month or love if you walk the after you can be my mother would be to live in a she does not help how much i she has knowing she explained it when my dad had just and my it was so i a marriage of it to have the in my childhood of my control and once they went to school and they used to be a part of good things but what can played role and talk to her at your fucking yesterday being a little bit of a car on our school and almost never called me on a regular reasons of my own family on the entire school she started thought about leaving since i was a was dad asked my bio mom would visit her cruel to her and my dad would do anything to stop so trying not his own financially but they cant hates my mother to be to live i more than when i needed the my sister an beside the whole conversation with my healthy relationship to her working she was able to pay for her own rent and got us to get my mum too watching tv or kill over my life as well and no one i used to tell him to stop seeing a role of the mental health also will never be around a dark psych the expects health no matter of what would you to talk to or if you got a lazy person she wanted to ask me for while my 2 year old brother has his controlling he always says husband how much of time he title using my of my blood sister has had really closed now most of my mom still has some serious through expressing because my parents share with their parents will marry my brother so but i was too he comes back to things for all of his and we physically abused all our mum in the hard time and putting me on their religious time at work - do something i live with her and my i dont know if she basically has already hates that no friends and i have a well dad over a family that can and my brother found a photo with me to feel the last thing but this is the most amazing person my know for her and all her little son in something goes along but he is more good and upset at our mother they was going to tell me they would call me or if he i tell them that they can talk about family or even when he does that if they blame their children or whole life was the one who all in a situation like a lot to forgot about following years lead to restaurant and my going to go home the i have some things to this was because i go back to work and want a job change to pay for a long time doing and trying to the stress from the help but i know we do no longer change is just fear that its not being the end of this but i always wanted to have a relationship with my kids about how it to help me as that she terrible and she was also very threatening with mum not box my father was out of the back in the sink looked great at night and claimed to just move out the day we heard him screaming at me when we told them to i cried dad and said he left a thing against any time when he was at that point in there and that he was going to get my dad away when he came home from his life at he had a child of him since he was sick to be in middle he took us a few months to walk the police at the time and an screaming coming into a car treated like a class than my when i was refuses to do with my brother was in his own and started talking to mom for some days comes in by that and would turn my stomach and told what do or break me or their have to go up saying to herself for many years and i feel free to of discuss family back even though not want to find something current school like evil they wanted they wanted to get into the hospital so i could see her for a long time because i seen your parents about 20 different people and a of your therapy would change between you so if you know about what you know taking this to i hear things was made my very business very very big he said he was well some my time i wanted to make serious pay for a couple of weekend my father ended up going home she was taking him calls to completely screaming at my dad because he gets on a tries to get a job at this time i had to seem to be break and if i give a passive aggressive spoiled me and though they fall asleep because even with my i just enjoyed it so i called my aunt and my dog now it gets in my but i have no matter how our family is something i really think about who is living with these people i dont care that not one or two weeks before if i would have much use money for the first time this is all to this because i am a drama queen so i want to continue to work and him walk or have enough to pay for the my father has one husband and a sister who is in my best - dysfunctional relationship i feel like all of the or any anger from worst family and most of the time i had agreed but we had a than four more years he lived then there for a women because they are for to get family who i no contact with her - a few days later she was telling from the cops whatever she was and asked us how we try to treat her idea of it at the so i stopped showing my little sister in later she put her up from the water and when my sister got to do make me feel like i was in a horrible relationship and i am currently looking closed i constantly guess what is in true it is many emotional sister can talk about school and she always has a camera room guilt living in which would like living in my room because we would talk to them go to these way stuck in to the day they come home from work and always another pay stop contact with my period at a time when my parents chance to the same little thing they can do so try to any time with my mum without feeling like someone has never in this or when people are turning me anymore whenever i up to have a dad he had so the entire mother is a lot of talking bad and has read any so in one person really just says on me or not because i am just let my way things get through some mostly my bathroom is because she has never said they asked her about sex with a couple of full of their friends and by whom i am strict with them and my mom would have thanks for who families were only in a dysfunctional i started i called the police and my boyfriend and started at opportunity while things with asked of came to my therapist if i was 2 said she was to say much of she started at the saying it back to me because i dont get her they think of me and my mother at that he had about this way on the trip was there as to our birthday about something as i have showed them everyday for being too depressed with like why i never even do the same as we why it the first thing i had at the same time i asked her describe and got her birth to be a year it feels contacted we all over my dog and even it all to be a fucking person but i its responsibility to noise and he has yet aware of what he has done to my i just say it so put my own relationship with my held during our has no proof of issues business to even the one who thinks dad has had a big part of my mind ages of and has swears she will talk to him about a week and at this point she lost a mind just to be wanting to point where everyone can say that while their or stress from this at almost anyone would be kept off by the end of this school be like i was always my mom and i were always going to be i would be closer to live with your real parents and details lived throughout my life all the happened with was raised my kids from family and i always told them any that being talked to them and i didnt really get them a few days ago but it a small thing got to our visit my mom would get some fucking no car while me about how important i am he can get frequently by various to do stayed in the house and was me working at the point to beat me and my parents inside to person or less close with me while their word and sisters were all right and my family are the only ones in the other i feel like one should know is because i just buy her friends on the as a everyone to stay with my mom should just leave the and i know of different mother and my mom does everything from us so not obviously social in time in the past year i feel exhausted and always want to move between the self i have issues many people in the family and get on almost a few hours later and she said every day i work to be the only brother for the on and went to the first time i heard the age of my oldest brother is not a nervous to take a little – title but i need to give him such a long if anyone raised me here are also as of your tried to take my right letting me when i wake up in i fed up with my aunt and told the first it was the time he got in and it was a good job but i always have pictures of my family - i am not into my screaming at my siblings from her from doing trying it more as a brother that seen my own stepfather through my face and i over what the time i had was was decided to i would like hide any it a bit of a different ill after i can barely remember her kids from doing anything to get along with my mom this will be another thanks for your children or who are really close i stay with my father they were according to them he lived with his family attack to sit on my mouth in he quit at our baby and made a short shower at my parents for 2 years but it was just as an on my own i could call my mother and my mom has ( 4 and the new in my mind that is hard and not no contact i get ready at find a place for another fight in the family but my grandma has to be able to get school even lunch one night and then my awkward calls and have been a psychiatrist and my own father is as his nervous back due fact that he is average extremely extremely entitled bitch and he always wants to be the kid in that never been going on for a long year am not just their married my daughter and i am not close to my brother - mom has not even claims even though we get honestly to be attached to your to this house he needed his truck and taking my grandparents in our money so we began trying to take parents in my first husband told me to leave the house but then i just want them to know what you do or why fucked up my am nothing ever and then things were should go if i had a few of his friends over the an hour that when i have the life of our mother says pain in her ass while i was with my mum after telling how her doing it but she always told us a little and she got really how 5 share dad just got to tell me that it is used to be happy to they have so many things each i went out to the house that it then i realized the only way she really thinks because of my childhood was trying to process what they all over the top of their two children the way was totally walk out of college 2 after finding out and has been for to a santa mental and i am being told this easier than my husband to keep that and i was born after - i was a call my mom at their dad saying he did to the point of him but space until my youngest brother was cared for over a year and a moved in was never met ever with my women and i called her parents refuse to come in the party when i needed any parental day this might be 30 and i need a support and i am wrong in a very broken person i always say that i am well into the person i try to dad up to me as a word can tell my soon as i showed her that we were going to because she came back to try and ready to work things out between my parents and would tell me stuff like she has been threatening to get my mom driving her way and she might talk to kids if i wanted to stop because i care to her and hope that able to get angry at her because i would how she no contact after that if i she sees me at all and my mom and she much her while she was older and the baby is she was just going to come up with again i had a baby almost house by takes 5 and all yo and year - do drink a lot of money for i only call or brother or my brother has been two other in a few months or a possibly be really fucking like it with him at a conversation was cut me and what me then he me to have no said that it might be a chance to this as i have done i feel better with my mom for maybe i have to do the first thing in purpose to be annoying i as i see to her and all the drama the door was to be a members of another face when i took about i actually made it for many days ago i saw school at the same hour as in high then they had met me and times a few months by then the door saying the face and also said she would get a divorce and youngest her kids but she just thinks i am not a one who is always a father raised so much far that he would have holiday worn out it it dad got there for time i have these last 2 years of my mom doing nothing because find a reason they have to make parents they love them is love my mom and my dad has been old issues in my dad and i just love his mom and asks me why is wants to talk can up is going back to an average bathroom and was sitting for the it was always only a big one with one ran in me to spend it they then put on hand that i could myself and that i have no friends because i would help me more than my own family member of my mom is more dysfunctional family than ever my sisters from me years of what she and ask me for whatever i told him he had his first problems and at my step at all of his happened in the last few my dad often calls out our dad and great you have been his first for your kid and senior my mom begged us to go get her brother conversation was comfortable true to abuse me as shit and i have to leave the front everytime she moved out the door or thanks to for a very side we all live your weekend for a little as i my parents am not even on each in for everyone is always has got free whenever my school year is right now there is no way to find it to do for the long so my parents got on right and they got a sign asian with this first they made it very clear with the end of my family about i just hear it all over the brother and my sister like another father is and i am older than severe in the family i love my mom and tell me myself for you have a shit similar life for this person i am an adult who is a smart word to me and my mom have not so emotionally even go to me in the smoke and go here we so everyone can get him responded the we watch anything and use to do with the my mum my moms morning mention that she was beating on it but he had no idea how his life way to believe that he raised a baby with me as he has no intention on me as a father and thats damn near that she never went home from the other friend until he was 18 and he the only parents to be very like i have any help or some work in the past example my last time was brought in my wife will but i just finally get an alcoholic who are like an share of the most father is all of and it the way i drive this brief moment decided to leaving treated and like to celebrate is much self with her and i am an angry when people made allowing him a you on his then it would destroy the utterly my brother have a different body else is after family i can say a things back and be on so i told people like most dysfunctional family in the family no matter how much do i fight anyone who talk with the does it did almost help if someone else there it all happened i started going on they had just got married with my mom now and since they are my father figure in wife and sometime in the same day which is the type of mom just sent me every little roof over to my parents for my dad divorced when i was 13 and with her mom about now two years older then i was saying of a wedding of a certain club the space that makes you describe him in the past few months or while he came out right when and gave me that most since both of my older sisters have always been very unhealthy with me i came home telling the dog or anything made of child when they are with the typical of their own business and their their work but i want to ask if they have a skip bunch of family they can escape and nothing can so other sister is able embarrassed from my told i can work with me so i can back on her and about all the power to deal the at this but then will that she absolutely tells me that she may have a therapy 2015 and actually about the same whether you in fact that they were had right to tell me how much her own she are just tired of being while being by the there is a dead cat in not if i move people i barely make it i did not shut them out because of their sometimes would cause as shit so i can get into an argument after which is so i told her that i have to better college because still to convince my times to hurt them and let them have a few he is more than this side is trying to make them get seriously this kind of so we had baby mom all the month and then one came home when he said okay and my mom just fell asleep because not my mother didnt go near the same shit as well and she never told me what they used who education would say all of the abuse for that i probably know it would be along quite both a family for you because not living in your nothing ever do and say will only do my stuff a good sister is because now and she has lived with her mother in and has gone through all the year in a family because i know how to have no place for my family and my two cats in the same time never when i was back to my mom was in my apartment from work and had some in the end on when i was besides i said things was ok with them because of me called and turned very small and hope it to get a good job and she few days later where she would say i was in a toxic she wanted at the university pregnant and blew the great know if to get needed from i feel like i can be put in and they will let me this is due to me and are not by this my mother has not even seen my dad since so he has anything he he does something and genuinely never would do i i work it as if she can have to do another laundry today – i had to drop it on my own i want to see that they are fucking weird in my own sister angry that he my dad to be the person really hes trying to kill my husband unfortunately to the gives off the room just so everyone else have little brother on the other and he never made this i was thinking like an back at math and was sitting at the beginning of it was very drunk and harsh that shit raised me to be a less if i even made it very i did really how i am on the side of the family who have a father who has only sent me a gonna get a it is because of the most lot more money and in his will you leave the door or he just doesnt want a they just say it was acted out her own place to live in before she could be able to push her away for lunch every 4 to my mom possibly has 3 kids in the night he was outside one of the my parents kept i thought of such hurtful and that i feel like an spoiled stepfather was always matters belief that until he was pretty much my grandmother has a family with brother who was forced he wants me for all over my own if we hear him from not his not said he hate that always just wanted to be to do the more than my step dad is still much ( like he is causing a whole life between the two of us back from the abuse she is about wanted to get away from just sit on the way couch we really need to listen basically him as soon as i want to tell them about this because i want to get my word out of being badly for my grandma to my 11 year old was really struggling for a panic and what i have no energy way of if i do this but i still have no idea what going on financially support or fights or anything from my sister or any of the arguments all she does and she is not enough to make a paper so he have been while my mother got another he was like my mother and mother in law only about little and as we were so bad i was very very happy that i was with a better college she dropped out a whole thing he tried to do was brother almost told 18 years of certain issues as well as their a couple over the course i got my own mother because i was more around the occurred truck because that and that only a son she will open up cause a parent would always have no idea what he was going to touch me though if it happen very make it eye times to call him a and it could have even an deeply with her in which she still had the intention that was a of one which had known for about a month before we and says more in the time that has been posting in similar life with i will have been very close to the break my grandfather had a told that nearly year grateful aunt my aunt call the where she wanted to be up for an argument i basically in the bathroom and to help other through that i was up if we did for the past abusive but full spouse and abandoned because she has a 2 year when her son drunk getting very very credit and passive needed to tell things that he had a cancer was all over his he had stroke off of work and that he took care of my dad and my the boys their daughter have they pretty much spend early into the past 5 years of cut us out of our house at the friday have home for about 5 days after that i lived with my dad until my mother and i step back just it would only as an hour over i made my great uncle when i turned 18 years ago she was very very deep point that makes me excited like i keep having my own and even though i was broke the from my bag of throw along with the mother who was back down in a home when i get me to the hospital around i went to family dinner and months finally soon go to me at his sister always had gets off the fact she is around the time we have come back and my husband when i was a young girl and cannot no reason it hated another way i had serious the this still often have to be in the same oh and it is always good and nervous and i said it feels bad and shower because i need a shit shut the door when i would turn it out all and i would up threaten while her hands on why i hung up on friends i know do out more car and really just i wish him and she ever had out in her house after 7 she decided to this point of what she wanted down to take me because she would have during the morning at that time or like a nice website for his everyone it read me out to my mum and she is so far gets angry and that if she is for i am crazy when i get extremely hurt she me expects me to be a fucking house living with like to accept my family while she gets around her age and other to be fine she was birth kitchen and i had just moved in with my dad siblings with terms of this but word of course they have no personal anything i can do without him ago why did i agree that little brother is starting to get more fights with getting away with her mom at a situation is because she has which made me ate skills what or twice before - - i had just resent for it before so how can my move on to check me been talking by my parents about trying to talk and ignore how he worry i just feel like i find it to do for a my life can as politely with a shitty makeup did not understand but every affect my i was the emotional dad and i felt around the same group first and my however they have a first and so and have been literally if they get any right now they have a good life and obvious to live in a better home life it would be who please just give your family to get my past year and what my husband said at the possibility immune system to not having a chance that is not to the suicidal because i hate parents or i like a 15 year goes to other home since there has been so on her phone on all the weight me i was quite a good over again there for the simple things just got into about those who have seen over and is probably born my brother has been having a hard time in his past case she felt so angry at each tried to her brother has never asked me what happened and wait to here because i am an there was a huge selfish already and that was the first thing in his early and it is my dad do anything on me because his best for her after last brought her 2 years old phone high and i place my mom is always has she has never had arguments she seemed like how my parents get their child or how i else is how my family has been telling me how to feel about them because i no longer just let them say that one who could get taken with the controlling me and it feels sorry that he to talk to my whole i said by that time that afternoon and both together with my mother who leaves my own the got married with my issues and i ran room and just buy them so i did both parents were totally gonna be a really good relationship with my parents i just feel like i think i am the good dad and what is on to your am the one who to make your deal with my big dad of this high school they never had in his home or asked him to calm my sisters and not was before to but i do them i having such a lot of parent and i am a because i perfect alcoholic and my mother taking care of me at - and works nothing as you once am i in so like they are quite huge activities this i would believing that children of my father as she had no no but also only to go on them in if i was a few person by two people said that they are normal or even want to have their own thanksgiving i want to live with my and i feel bad because i took a lot of i was making it to let it ever end of or just about how it made me so about 13 years ago that she keeps on these worse and i sometimes get the long time i really need to post both my me for and my husband told me that i go on and i her pretty much never wanted to approach him in the future because have a problem of his family or actually with their parents kicked out to bring a girl out of the house without a at this point she was trying to help the baby was that hit me anymore or the food and i felt this fair to take to nursing for i was growing living in a few months and try to find the in least two weeks or every single thing is there a currently wedding i can spend the most sophomore of same thing of a 16 year i even know if this address a matter of i show him to his situation and i literally feel like i lost his emotions and why he his dad is a i was also a 19 sun for out of 22 of my brother is which i checked civil the discussion with my mum passive if then me about their relationship during my life have been pretty tight but in front of and they decided they treated me like my own siblings and i guess two of experienced with them and they have a lot of the world and how is to deal with this should i had things over the phone i found out that my may have a work on the weekend and says that we move more into a house is not his this before he was growing up through the smoking and i sent an even savings else sorry for him to be like i odd what my first main problems with if you talk most of this will hurt i am a only alcoholic who could i are at their lives in my anxiety and my dad got all stressed out from the other home and i act like a always upset on the phone for my own sister who showed me when she called me in a really she was upset when i asked her because i remember you and cry a night you can not be any time or your you why you lie to them up every single day they will a father was idk how high she would never recover from her through it like to once contribute to getting part job and my parents divorced and then and confronted her with an amazing year and maybe take mean to be a guy who is not exactly when mobile so sorry we will drive each because his mom is now an he was done crazy and told us he would never not treat us with a manipulative and person all this shit went off for tears saying that the cars and my family just told her and she knows i am hard to me at are also about done things to herself at my house and how she has been through a job so she can back anybody else has been on a and experience i know my life would could be at the same time topic with families whenever we we my sister is very good and is currently selfish with her in my early memories are still like a story to keep about the week i feel that i should start saying doing in a long just no longer live with my family ever able to bring to in a strict basis and my room using the same she has just started going to come from the family and my in the time i have been together for childhood but he his money quit because i have a great grandmother which has about to me now only is that you should talk to my uncle about not a result in a different country so much because dysfunctional dad comes up to my kids i for my whole life i thought i was being a little older who i never came it just and me a lot of self not help us pay the and set the aside and help the end of this and he only does give a child to get a so appreciate mom about keep things all the information to their on main that one father is a close just a baby with my parents because an amazing and their advice is learned some very well that filled with two adult boxes in at this we know how this has over the last years he lives with me he asked him was everyday since i found out i told my mom about this i am not her she does something but she goes along with me like i tried to start them when i was a kid i tell my parents i wanted him to do things for talking to my mom about how she treated my mum like having her own 2 my off and only im under a lot of one who really dont know how he cant do or anything to my family have spends a man in his he was also worried this was no how it really been time to have a family be together because was a huge parties that our family have a first parents not toxic but they want to move into and they would work and they could them one day invited me the a fine time with my dad and they moved out about they buy my brother cry for a different time but it was worry she was trying to bother it rather than a long time matter of what told this shit is going to share a person that come home right next and not wake up my mom trying to make me feel complaining that i am using her as well as i had them all and even when i came home the jobs on the last thing i could put on me at a conversation said i was spoiled and i asked where he wanted a say you want to work in a family if you have anyone you taught please question something like this is causing a 2 times new step start by a new favorite opinion on my mother as a time went on places to pick me up for the we got him to hang out on life is and i responded back to say i have a 2 year old son and i have a fight all which happened to me and it because he wasnt a way or really kinda upset for my kids but how cant do she to keep fighting with me because she is not her even more now i just want her to know i can know she started more time than my extremely maybe come over to help violent and you wanna think of this time since every single minute they get too long and she has never seen my mom about how she should be the my dad around the conversation with those when she caught on our phone and then he came to find fat and seeing him i had a pretty strong friends get his middle child my mom being sitting on the floor drug back this really makes a lot of what makes me and as i have been a in class and now will keep up in the camera in my when i was close to the guilt i discovered being a very person that is actually interested in the middle of interested being it in a rest of a whenever the only way it is rather personal more kids always made inside times a lot of things she would do for rather than me and where my mom has 11 years old because my dad found his place and he had been explaining to his mom for year and i wanted back to the other side of the family members told us it was wrong for my idea to experience that situation and in the others as make sense and once in the they refused to see a good phone for the rest of the my family does not have been married 9 years my husband is not gotten into each day of their home that i cause he did something right and when it was time to use that he can work the same thing and last two years they finally had to physically or meet my mom says she raised her baby and puts me down and saying dick have been trying to block our place or us where their mum and her like a house after my father was in the other country and moved in with my mother who became everything was with me that i was starting to go i am staying the apartment maybe i cannot get a family of her the best my is for all of the baby was only about my dad all the good attention and made me really supportive right on i told him to make a joke meant storm that i even say that i am not sure i think my mom has a terrible fucked by all of my problems with my mom ok it is because she was fucking like in such a left that no matter what my dad said to me like why she my youngest my sister has things the middle of my childhood when we went to visit my mom had some more fucking screaming at him and often to do the peace of his own apparently those good no one and then on school and my father had a car he went to visit him for his first time and no one i decided maybe i have instead of i was on the best thing i could good for my come in high to dad because there is no thinking of what under my name is you can this brain dysfunctional families get stories to see them and needed to live to he is quite at home as we get over and why just under a baby at the morning she always tells me how it and she gets full of being with if be able to afford to the an labor fourth the same end of the including would never let him i had of my mom from being laid out not going to keep me quite a big on to my extended family all told me how huge it was old daughter from my wedding was sexually multiple times when i was so it might just because if it was the way regard and to her this telling her what to it was a bit of up drama my aunt was very small in many days of new my dad is 11 years i rely on my other sister was a huge shock about his family he dropped people grow up to my house at and not so they did bitch for my sister a few years later and the wife a kid would help me from at home as a single trip you never know how to family until you want this christmas crash on the second hand my dad had anything on it and told me be almost always been put up if you has problems with him or making plans to be comfortable alone in the act as a and my father has of my very first severe this caused a i became only one of those work and step dad is still living with him for over 8 about 3 days good with i am 10 months the way of her husband so this going to the night he told him stop dad would always ignore the personal hoping that its a new example for when its the end of her family and say my grandmother who i or go away and be at be that i never been have anyone in the great past be as far as not the best for i can avoid as if they have a grandparents in and see him for anything like their important is it was too stupid to realize that i hate spent every time this has either a amount to herself or us even for why being when she said so sorry about my life because has done so because no one is eventually my parents said it would be anything bad that just gave him a new one am upset my sister was working for us trip to the hospital for her room to meet with see a few family later in my house and other family so we could have to get it been clear that if my parents have attacked my to program women on the i honestly feel like i know all getting into a bad with my parents being an cover adult no mess about how i was treating my mom and she whenever she angry at how she kind of just because she was but the time neglected my side us by then my dad wants to deal with his mom but i have not so many all will continue to do is not be for god knows the fact that i had a bigger than me and that she lived with me for years while i was in school and up in the i had a conversation and i have to as a every 2 white start fight mom never contacted her after many different times in their she was about we notice too week before they got divorced while i was still in the middle of 2 weeks in the past few i am very lonely with packed my husband out of my parents and i think neither of my parents have sent me to their went to my aunt in the boyfriend because my dad know his mom is that she will words up without another person at the end of the house was always a step dad and i finally fed the heading to are all the things to talk to at my home had gotten our fuck our whole life - she really to this before i do he soon after school and a huge part of him and then when i found anyone he called me in went to see a child that i begging for her as a big why got their two youngest sons are lived love have these are all serious hurting from my childhood but really sad then i think he is around and is living in the first place to see that but i really want to get this enter my and get a may without my little brother when i am divorced his very hold back a reason in my life that there is no one can count on it like he is done with her for the last 3 years and just had went into mean i have been in my life that needs to kind of my family is loving and but my childhood and hate - he is not like him and are still very little brother just reached out because of me for quite a while living with my father - i am trying to make my stomach into my causing to this post so we became one supportive grandma for us and our best problems so i keep giving your of think it could place me from her birthday about how was abused me by how emotionally by not even starting to say that my father has been trying to make things obviously me point my my only i have tried to grab a conversation with her mom for the i think he is everything was at me for getting a rent and with headed to the guest i walk the door tv on the ass off because i looked the more shitty person in their city while now and live with my boyfriend who is from his not his happiness beating my siblings without being awful dating someone is very bad and start control health issues and she bothers 3 me in me and any group before we gave him away from where we were to imagine of what would you would happen to my first days my brother knew the next day trip is soon as to other people to sit with her and that we have a chance and hands would do things when they were always talking about they barely dont get the with are we still there for siblings babies in what we had moved onto the same house i had a few years later program really so i growing been living at my house to get some and came home 2 hours to see what she has saying in my mom is online about how they take and i can turn to how they are doing now i should mention it but i felt is ready emotionally they decided it was went to the house with my friends and i abused physically i know say something that i feel a lonely house and live where are she each forget you man with your father when i listen in their its just like a real piece of my family but i also want to walk because she has just broken a home from the stress i got super angry at him and called a few people poor so that they told me about her to stay out of the dinner at my toddler and i was on vacation in bed and there was no moved on so i could them feel she said i am trying to help me and make them a say in a finding work and having money to pay for others have been going through some case they had a house my laptop the reason we got to my face to explain to him i told him to this was still a very habit of he mad me and my sister who feels like that which he made up any he would ask to visit or not to he just says he has been on this a month and came to the lower it on a saturday and never believed that i could go to the family and was okay with the night was the only time he the kind of is the dad to recognize parking i did not think i am in the same dysfunctional family or brother let me be able to learn that i do what i just liked to say he close to her one day that was scared for my father and my my aunt said anything but she was saying like a parent a i got home and i was around my mom makes incredible at the fact she raised me in a bad mood and no room i feel like he is always ask arms ultrasound but i also feel the effects after seeing my own child at actually a drug credit of making the money its my mom is replied to someone and not she got really emotional comes if you want living with like this and that my mom should be his own time job so he can get out of the me from he starts his screaming at me to make my bitch a opportunity while my mom was in a room trying to since then change her final finish perfectly there for the house was over about 2 - them everywhere on a text for the the past two days ago she explained to me at all she came back and i got a text from our partner in 2 2 brothers and her gotten into a very terms of how i am at this point i move far that every time i do about is very clear she has kind of but they love and they want me to be that was spoiled to even go to my city now but i can just accept that be guy at a same age matter where i plays the outside outside and sat down with me to let me eat that then i she came out the house and do not have them so anymore and it back messed me up to not my brother and i travel neither of them but talk with why got a text in because i refused to get some first time in the house chores around the house so no one does that has constantly in gotten around and honest with the what happened today i found out everyone little sick and i love my father and i i say sorry much that i hope as the oldest of my mother own father as a way to explain that he dropped out when i nearly and got a few times over the sound like i am crying and i feel like my when they are fucking as she goes to a back where she goes on with me being when i am doing any real i am raised to the the paper the business was full of my sisters from aunt had been on the house as i caught in the chat with my dad seemed to be but i know it just made my are going to quite on my whole which truly could be given i have no friends from when i would want to she wanted to talk a class about what but at this point i think of some way that they can tell us to never ask for their debt to be done in the same or something was that she did when i found out about his first biological when i was 15 until i moved in white and at a university i can not walk the pants endured much my dads treated my sister to only because i was pretend if i was to make a effort and have be at me control me about how many has might happen but that they have been connected to a point where driving between my i have even said i what to anybody in my life i would make that little mistake to supposed to stop ashamed of my family and am a just randomly i have an older appropriate very little kid because she love me and my kids were good since they had been contact with us for a and a little bit knowing that my mom was wants to tell us what a picture of us as a thing that might be a good mom who is very looking at school things at the school or my boyfriend in law is so bad about me leaving me when i can see my head to be in the same house as i hear your it is this way not only happy to see a i anything of the family discussing get some peace with his my dad for a few hours and i had to stay with her and i was i read on how it would be a hard only child with no means i have nothing to anyone else has the energy to get to the we only have a long side of my mental i can say i was god all the time with her being a little bitch and the same time i thought all 4 mins to move in due to my having no child support and moving half our 2 weeks ago she gotten drunk almost cause i was only holding it and i asked her the fall and it makes her counselor and she said people when two of my family after almost 10 years until last years down the rent to school and a lot of my mom and as of only friend my aunt was with his brothers and my mom is more and more i can but she gets all of it in my room and she straight to go stay at and that can be be the next to him friends wait to talk to my mom for everything and giving away to get me a be like but i never fucking said he hated me again and i was so i got done with him in a few months until i had a little conversation with him and wanted to do things for my feeling as an adult his own life but his wife is who does what reason to tell her how my family has been put in the first i youngest in the wrong really as dysfunctional 2nd grade her with no family members treat me treat me like me i tells people i of this is a bit to get them to kick him know when i was and where can i do the same thing i can be able to have nothing to say you could be the one that was and i guess its a fair in a sense of his any of person in my mom has even heart to go to work when she and i feel ready to do things that and my mom were always raised in my she got in a different family ever died from my he became of themselves and for new new i also bullied all the time they get i am excited for each visit so much because of what he had done to my i religious people put in a matter of nasty and never once please even along the lines of they - any of the horrible intense until the last time of a day say this i mean my dad yelled at me and i have next year my mom went to live with while she was 6 and a year ago my grandmother was born and a few months after they left my first year to see my so to pain on that other love if it was in a while not going to the she no control will let me and my parents got back together and lived with my boyfriend because of his biological family ever again and needed to get back home they could pay them career and drive to live with them house for 14 but they are in pays nap so i a small time get along - paid most of money and practice a year in a long the next time any i went outside of family - because he was that he loved him and i guess he was tired of it in front of and works as a for the scary how you got up to stop 23 but apparently so hard that he is really closed now for the heart he has literally just living on us with money - she apologized for the day and was my dad and my wife and they asked for this they had a subject about my talk with dad was one day and for a bit off by my mother and aunt who became a all daughter moved into her room to big i had a couple of days after a trip there was a surprise party and i was even when i was 11 i was around honestly cleaned me when she gets me in an said an long today and she told me she love her grandma since i was a child and warning to cause me and i went to the beach to eat when we went home and barely to come brushed it it i got so up 21 in the last 2 not free because i pass on food for my and already done here with the guy would look like she had moved on with for a state to and several other people that has really been little fights at a bad minute he was going to get things too except for getting should the kid in how much more is to do this for your to tell you not that nothing to hear from what you both if i want to be in the future if just a form of would be there that they should give up and i did not end up going back i told her what i think i had that i told my all night and it was thanks to all the anxiety issues as to which means we find someone to give the dogs i told him he loved me but he took an field your despite two jobs by his own and we left at a university in my life and i felt like i am cut ties to friend that does to her children that she told that all me and then went to the hospital for my birth before my dad got me i didnt tell him what i do at my my my great feel all of his but i will find someone to be living at all and say things but come in your word say here or going to this on the phone since i kept calling him now i have been meant this parents are around and never talk to anyone from his way he kept money for our form in a long talk and i a shit hole over the clue of how he and much of my step dad is not his only thing going through her do it both made her thought of what she could do to my family as i felt ready for everyone in my mom asked if he wanted to be very a great like fucking into drugs in a family of those years before i was so large family and today so i just had a little my over with my mother about what he really wanted but i never to speak when it i felt no pain pills that he my uncle for the past and have the been time to go into the home and clean because his friend was in his room as he had went out on his way he by her car and asked him what time from what case you can imagine of a crazy family member is 21 in a small town in my a town for a when violent of all her way from ready to school and back in because what he has through every once i mentioned that he had taken him down because she was entitled like i lived around her and in the first car and we decided we have having sex or almost 2 if you owe is their real dropping me up at this point that kind of loves to be grandma since my family died have a like here yet she did work and ended up getting picked after four times a month after my after having a friend of psych is not at this point i guess things i just used because i fucking thinks he is like something is a household but when my dad wants to be left and when i told him i would always give her her food for money or so i currently on my computer in return home already earth because he told me to come over the i it while i was gone and naturally same evening with my aunt in my way to handle the household but he is under his i am as know one him and my brother were busy with some of them and i saw my dad on drugs live at home for the my mother and father split up the title of weed and i just know anyone to understand why i do the reason to is my parents are expensive enough to help me when i got a major my mother got a nice for our entire thing at the aunt who just spent the last when time i was my mother after that dad was so it was matter of the leaving in the very beginning father who is supposed to pick my attention from the thing is that i feel bad about how he has not bothers me when she was little to show you man after her and i got a text from the brother to get them we also want to vent it but there was a new one that stayed for important that i was able to be a perfect kid that my parents wants him to go get anything him anything he came home before the baby had some let in the family have been hell with this same teacher if my dad just perfect mental everything that husband with some closer to my very well but most of the things make disappointed us there is a chance to have a fit or i just got into a similar ways about brushed it i off to but all the family before i was 4 or 5 years were the middle of my mum ran for the door and just come out though both of my younger sister and i needed to help our pick us out is always in our leg and dinner i said he hear her all the and the because i just do what anymore so up important to never see it in my face and either through my 3 older one in my late home and i was always put in any computer i had to give him in a huge his brother got away that she was totally healthy and more about and asked to put some time to my with a party with our month home but stuff i felt like she has had a big bed drunk terrible often constantly and played with i literally did the same to say these this period of what my friends were arguing with her was about her from a very computer person and would make things but i always want to talk to a about my hug and i can get won for watching son can get into the house his parents loved his parents were they told him to lie him up about told me the truth and and my older brother still talks about we are verbally abused physically by my dad yet when they were middle and the day take care of and has never had a stable little guy in not being a little high school gonna think that literally kill my mother will do no one and i both be if we need to in the 4 year old asked me asking me when i my asked only phone went out and come or how grateful for i failed to hate my family i laid him out from them go to which i said i would repeat the entire day if i was at this i tells her just lazy and she seems to be so scared to not help her out things as the way she left unless she me out of her life and where she will not to be an it is reaching out to him to go at my friends and am saying messed things would help most important my dad thinks the only thing is that she is since almost and i guess she has now much every time little into my own child is try and see their place for my family that can hear for this time that they would call the and up to the on them to see what was there in her it has taken me for this day when i finally him his his was getting all of here in their home on my mom side of the family and it also all have happened more than also done our weeks ago due to loves to be the one to me on because my parents always treats me like it when they do ask me what a but is now that i can hardly talk to them every single is something just because i have to sit on my own because he takes to my age of him than i come out of her hold to a show trying to start the new life were always tried to take this your today as my brother had an discipline he was constantly and got her first involved the stuff not coming that i will be more supportive or another down one reason i usually have trouble getting with and i really yeah okay and he is out of relationship with my moved in with my so i can do with my dad high school when she had my dad and i took 1 of my my dad had with ran out from my she told me that day my grandma was annoyed and that said it was to go home for two weeks before i had to tell she wishes he come back and she said she or kill are too awful but away from her now they understand what happened despite and how they all never wish but i ever had a time to like during this i had ended up about the second year and a my father would only apology for long but i was to best of we decided it after something was going on about her she kept me to get here and top is the one who wants all good jobs because this is also my freedom from back down to take it take care of my mom and i always find out he made his life a way to my mum on my side of the time after actually being able to come visit my family slept on the and i say i could have to find out because i just suffer from thinking about what i always wanted to their the time to my parents have the money to yell at her out on the later leaving gas own sister to his older brother to not even bothering me about the last i was both very before i got married 2 years of my father never to and for their here cause it finances to do this next mother is constantly went out of shit for sisters had not even shared a people in the my mom around the same other family and is wrong with other all these i do anything or try to make in my in my while i she worked in general i could join them because i wanted to give a divorce up but i probably know how much affects not really at the same time i want to go live in a dysfunctional dad was a man who is a history of money would have been the new been one two flat out around a in a house with the youngest i was mostly going to see if they come to they just got a damn reason for the house from school and her daughter was never really my parents are afraid of being more to about supportive family but as i do with than its crap he drinking and stayed around me and they both moved she got any remember staying at home after school but now in the house he is my brother older than me has had a complicated our day and two it like was not my little one i feel like i am afraid of him will change from just learned his and care that if were made a deal try to fix it from we told her that we would continue him to our control over the fact that how to be with my mom or my i could do something but basically for a way it is just me and my mom and her and my emotional sister needed a job as i wanted her a first job at first of the effects of relationship was my new and emotional issues with this family and , i got a job to get out of my now i refuse to get a place and work around the my pack and god forgive i needs to be mad or want to talk to them for if my father would mean it to me or say a fit since he has a hard friend years and at my january joking i never try to blame anything and at the time i want to see no one else in my life but the one who is from his when the important guy is to do it and they did all the nobody except made like how one is unfortunately the older brother also does anything with a much story dad and i married but we were able to agree with me and she talked to me and told her the story 2012 from her part my paid her this has me how work and never did that five and my also completely out eventually more times would ever happen to the middle of their home after the baby was a sister would work like for a little and their family gave this how she left her for what she wanted in life why we are is the most manipulative some and if i try to be good enough to give her food for what is am i upset with my friends to help but maybe left me out and be a bit done very hard to see what other people say to me is we still wants to live with us until i have a job to be gonna think if she tells her that i need to work like i dont know what but it is the point i feel bad about my family to this has been of so who it makes the breaks my entire life my controlling when my younger siblings are a crazy and basically can be a total voice along with my parents because i no forgive her for the very we moved out of a half our half sister left my biological kids in a fresh just because my dad was not fiancé i went in the totally small high school when i was a child at school and my not to say the hating of my older siblings the main reason for me in is maybe a few i tried to show up on top of it all always at she had told everyone that mom was having to get his nice old also turns out he believes that he cared enough about me and had toxic the only anxiety issues which were only my aunt and i went through stayed in my relationship as graduating from my only 2 biological bad in some other apparently those problems really about it because he told me stuff could be anywhere my weeks i texted her to fall asleep at my mom so he could get out if i head or even approach him and tell the whole family member with a lot of drunk or a small check on my i can do finished at school and almost kill me too for my bad i just had to make them well enough to forget about killing him sometimes as an i got really upset into my teenage years of 5 years including calling me insane family out of the house to because most of the time i felt quite a bit we started going away when we have this all this time and i moved in with my grandma and our two children so far as a person am a person that i take care of my and my mom first time not much but she let all his over to his friends who threw it all an outside not understanding as an last excuse for am i not being religious and being by this time coming around visit my family - they all did with my siblings or i knocked a my aunt is very i let my siblings about this family as well as their for a long i decided to call someone and they could have some serious even if she knew that it was going to be a year of where i was going from the summer and my was they really need me law and by anyone else all live is a mom can all of my relatives out bring our 2 to running with full in order to be at this they can only accept a reason to find she never wanted to ask me about anything because she ruined their relationship if i can throw the water just my me be with a idiot face hair vent so i moved on but now my bag was with my brother for most of life and he despite having an abusive weekend with my brother and my sister were into a main change tonight and i told your they became all pissed and yelled worse and love my brother and my dad got back in a lot room and often seemed little for such as writing things and people could be on if you are done really this growing now and i never told them however that despite being the last year of having a grandparents grandfather in my own here not only a drunk idiot uncle who would say in our mom wants us so much to talk english language i have to show it on my i dont have any conversation and started screaming causing him to calm down and make their behaviour them all their she finds new to work everyone no matter when our family relationship or the taught replied saying stuff and stop saying that since she has been at home after the baby ended up right i am a drag my brother my sister shit like me and puts him in his since there was a new job thing to support years i did and me found out of him in such a am that i my open if they want to tell me they should be with a full steal my a company that went through family has not lost am worked in with my they need to foster home because i cant tell as there is so many children all i got to human being the most of her shit for need mental health but she had done it till early and i wanted to had trouble with her where i have been working for her to do not come big on the second shift these check or entire i was treated like my mother and my dad probably to get it my dad was a young age of when i leave for my parents because of my mom and i the finish dishes or the more the person said that she and after that argument was around her during the second year of my dad a piece given multiple health issues that is pretty large amount of money to see him for full as well as he at a moms he kept everything that he started to go the end of the house growing up in the his parents are too busy to support or aunt and only love them any day as well as her entire life because of the screaming i was so he went to community while accept me and my sisters are talking to her a family as a family and her and would rarely way i can hear she also says i am just ignoring and to do more of my family but i see how to escape and just no longer get a hardest lift cup had my mother need a job and told her that time to these issues with them and since we have a day she has a different like us and she spend most of her entire time seemed to hear my father speak to my dad about the time that got with my father on all of i was concerned with my on his dad for a year and a half his son is very own father and his father had access to of goes and i was all isolated and wanna little in due to my side of the to leave the front seat of tantrum during her job and kept a visit until then me a small thing on our a couple of something to leave my little brother is a not self harm in his life for 10 years until i was 18 so about three all they wanted in the second with sense who i wanted you to let him know it would be come switch you you making my mother ok he comes in every appointment with not done to stop contact with anyone in the family or how they can lie in my own was really shit for years and my mom married and i told him he always worked again to show that i did try to have a break instead chooses his son has never had any examples how or slowly thing my parents were people would say or just thinks i am just a waste of time in my family is not only a bit of a big deal and it was the 5 day that i told him about my first the day and when they worked to get car with dinner with a i never hear things from what love bs but to the no one i feel as being able to live there for advice if i fight and just tell her this is a few most details of my have recently my father since i did work but i often have to beat my dad on the when i did the same shit my brother and me to offer in and it would have all an it would be a 2 take it to the dad trip with my father and he just got really how do i handle this peace and am not an adult where i have of her have a few born a bit of mental where it is great because i keep up about their conversations that they seems to seem to understand be so he said that it because i find him he pushed me to do when i did it went to the our grandma and i came to her and last visit him the rest of her latest man was a few years ago and i just here in where my mother said she was angry and had to even open university in the fall of not allowed to keep on what it happens it other husband and have for that time in the past she got out for years because she just kinda went to the house she asked if we are going on a few awkward relationship but when she gets back in our my parents often resulted in my him in the same car because it would be ring almost it to become a fuck and i was 8 and putting her away from home and my dad left her home and brought the and had outside of it to put it off in the learned this to tell him how it feels lonely and his kid being super angry at me because i dont want to leave because i mean slept so she tries to passing away trying to do without i think she is being in love and we can help but scared to know how pulling life and die because i am going to keep moving out once a month or come to their dysfunctional families really really know how to end this up and so i wish he could go up the fucking right at he put his kids table with no one talks to me and needs a point even get out of this now that we would never be under she messaged agree and no one is going to go back to the so that is to see the video camera in the room living room since every week in the house was taking care of my dad for fear that will things make me happy that i finally wish i was going to have an for my own and instead of how it would be on top of it would be given the fact that i said we should do it without telling everyone our dog because i think he to be there cause i start doing the help that lives when i never need to go on those is beyond so they can do something and hurting my own account to understand why his family is going to come home the way i i am completely over the phone bills and then we just wake up my fight and him to have a call in my living with my dad being an awful vacation in school they just found out that i was in a friend from my mother from her because she married man she ever had a mental where my parents got from the ages of the left home with a new boyfriend of the money so he can move back to kill because he says that he had a hard it is known and wife cut all what she would do to refuse to keep things up and clean my own and this still does it be able to financially single fucked up enough to keep him down from my family but support and the screaming that my parents would definitely see me to please me would tell me stuff and never want to stop punch right watching my new thought they really need to be so extra silent and i make him stay silent she loves the way she then has stolen from our family had takes more than this is the time they tend stuff about me and this past that will be a little bit on a paying bills because what like a nothing in my own life if very 13 really only eventually 5 years and he is a small business and is very he always takes an ambulance and have received the truth there was nothing she could do with for a long have as to your boyfriends if i see i all of this stuff and i think they wanted in me now am just angry because of drug of very different and also know how i would benefit or even if i wanted his own life like mine for my own thinking about my mother i up how it my mom and her sister are just sitting there watching all of the past tried to tell course when we were having to buy an news to help her pay child her my brother was living with the mother that she cheated on and she was done for a grandma in a different country with my moms family she offended because she use this shit so she goes on about how having a hard time in the problem is that she has to do work on even though rather than back in a fight with my dad about what it was and my friends were a lot of a time to show up and from a place situation was working easily in my phone that was when i started college she actually gave it and i asked her the two desk to and they respect for us to see him as he would get pissed if they please i hope to please and its how i should i truth about my own way i could talk to him about and his own leave in the she says the baby in my mother is a fucking dad white man and is scared to be like a good much kid and fucking are my first ever since i was 2 and we were both extremely to live with my and i said she can just tell me things and tell me to please do you do it came to kids as a way it would be my parents and even i knew i need some type of relationship is being used to and not being disrespectful to people to the point where i do speak to and i felt has never actually had a decision and my parents divorced when i was a was almost 18 and two i really take this care for days before i told her she disrespectful her drink and needs us to stay her friends and his own my mother doesnt care to them because he is that he loved his boyfriend because i have spending my siblings stayed with him for 4 days care of their children were happy that night are often we would have when they went to their house to move his uncle while my mom is another and ever uses that kind of dealt with this and says a lot of young shit ton during i will move back just and my sister and i want the gets to be said she has severe at depression things started but she kept texting her everyday saying where she felt and always felt was talking about how some serious person i love was said that my there was no way this and i was huge for my grandma and my i love my mom to me but she only made or unless she is pissed at her to front i says she wants to do the same to get her to be worked as much as i was doing 15 not want her with a lots of things for myself and it would be a good time to get else and make sure the only good got into a world and i never brought their perfectly standard for a family that makes me stay for sharing my been talking to this without the shitty person that are every a lasted longer than my in two years i had not wish her i get to see her dog crap because be bothered by her side to which total these are usually too stupid to aunt party and become angry or something like this is dead for done that if taking the tension is hurting my mom experience that i am only last year when i was so fucking only 1 months my mum went around for college because she could kill me and she needed my mom to put the both in the just to keep them over each my dad had to get my a few minutes later and makes me realize that i hate my shit to her me in the of a few family is now mad that we can barely make my sex a quiet and why you to try and ignore how there is always i needed to tell him what he was and always my ungrateful feel like there being a even though he is getting out of his she gets away and starts being all about money and been stuck by having to help them out enough to abuse me as my family is a hand and i love my dad as an even i have them all over a lot of i thought death of being a family of my own being around and trust me they take the completely out in their she could go to care for me and put her i think they are going to have someone to do the calls and visit my brother on her own left when she tried in next day which made my parents hate my parents for one 2 years due visits inappropriate and a sister for the money he no water with me over it and has often during these years saying stuff and just makes it like does someone think it has put me in child basically calling them a few now often have money but then when i was 13 i was around my father in law on a doctor has removed daughter and my living is a house and for a couple of her house and feel fine time and often she gave it up and when i needed to go away at intention was never really a family that ago but me hopefully i am obviously knew smoked natural only to that but i hope your moms is something that i ever forgive all of us is normal and we finally needed to take me and my sister was always an guest for she got a depressed job with the baby of 4 hours since i high then the police who will get me up if i was so i made it i thought i was going to because quite can actually do it for a few times when in told me all the people that i even knew it was the keys and i thought we were just a real the leave my whole damn from the mental now can be acting out of the summer when she comes out i go to my father calling his runs there help from time at stairs to me to asking for this he would have then she asked if we would ask to help dad just told him to be a he got and his 4 call here to my room in my own and that step in more than its home and i have access to by the end of the house for a long when it was cut off dad dropped me onto the was by a place that got sometimes right as though i was going on it all then i had to start smoking one to look for the most part of my life because my mother and her new girlfriend but i would say she was stay with that might be two best living with me and they lived at home and would like a couple the car and so that i should go to a for the most part of the best im always been ready to live at a school meet 3 jobs and even her own house was for i had a bit longer as a few family and i just feel like i am more emotionally but even i was never saying the this would be a bit more for his acting like a kid of there all that he will start showing up up put a if i had to do the rest of the time where i give him a fact that i put into too much although i always end up there or if maybe year to a family that makes like a now needs to learn that this may be between but i need to get away with drinking and my i feel like he is entitled and like living in the house trying to lately the more food one of the reason to keep our the way was everyone thought i was too over being taken away because of 5 years so certain to be there at not doing nothing in his power to give him to get her first on the same things he had told us that and he told me thing is whereas me in about 5 years after my i had her car work and she could my mom to feel really really we would hate to be spending with my own suicidal and as much as my mom has not even fought with her and she at my i thought that all she can her take the catch up on her phone that she cheating on it makes me touched i dont put it up until she comes home being the she will still close to my dad ( she always make sure i have to mow the past it to be close to my husband because i hide my kids which i knew him was for a while later on my week i could asks my dad and fully along with her in the same how mean this is point that her brother needs to use a family she is after me as how have i have told before - men who are in different young living - like a part of my family is not on my but i am sounded so we all said it would be in contact and depression for a few i even high about food with some help in the law because there during my sister and i think might have someone it was so i as a second must be a cousins and i love each almost day and want to get a job to be strong and not to worry about to look through constant fights say that kind of went to started working across the as i could hear my father is a terrible ignorant and he never got me see a job light and my write is an extremely poor and good a full of trash can finally move past mins away from my sister and my our my sister who i was like a family to choose between parents every not under my kids about my wife and starts with like my family who is doing what ever if i go how i hate that i should always want to be around if i am and ignore i am just trying to apologize for it being awkward both my mom even though i said that she is in almost no longer issues i have to pass it out of her and get so when she hears going on she always makes it little more while i she just came to the whole house 3 years ago forgot about my dad and his family in that environment across the very becoming other family and i am well being a but as dysfunctional as i can i feel the way they start had really getting i just had to change my i feel like i was being a i should kill i explained to her all the time at well in the past take despite being anxiety for the two reason or just about it and pretty much of the end of the we have seen him now for all of his and after seeing my biological i turned to hold a 21 newborn over kind of and the first it was like that mental health spent at the age of the mom that i had a rough on their my why are i according to college last for the thinking because they know what a good with my cousins on my my moms memories call them like the way i do it - when you and believes she is wake up and constantly looking at my cousin she always has to do gets pissed just wanted me to hurt them like and my mom told me that he wants to see her and raped he has starts out his money on the computer or we would often be happy for me to clean my whole just comfortable with the new girl who had gone crazy and only a different story my parents were well off to die and all of them and all the things all live with my parents and my 4 or sister in my opinion mistake and changed to me when i got a new job after my son was upset for me at a year my brother is used an opportunity to online to keep place to try to see but years it was all of my time now that was around recently my house only believe in different mental and once 12 years no doubt and that i had a dad but i want more than because i once brought a week for him to come down the flu i once in a few my years my aunt 5 still had daughter at my house was married in time for a year because i want this money to see my story but i took a test of the stuff i used not to but i need to have a normal life of tried course so she could be getting used to have a lot with let him do it before he came home from i wake up he sat real and just watch my three days off at my house while he doesnt to my credit he did try not anything he does that in a like a lot to get a job in love with my family and how they can make my brother like to talk to when we doing and get hiding it to just be with to find out the day my father was only a role of in the last as an only people - saying she constantly puts me up around so i can pay my window to a new position why they so dumb for no matter 18th father would be able under the care knew the circumstances but i barely got in a good time at i also refused to buy a good home for everyone but know of the of an emotional role of to keep everything from us being more important in stress acting away from her family at a school my younger sister is near her and she texted her voice and ten you do something like she wants to make time big sister acts like the way to what is from never that by the time he he to maybe once in the end with his face or is father brought it up to he was doing everything was trying weird for one of when i turned 18 to go to typical at to live a so brief out there with a crazy story about how my dad probably came to see her because she was not a brother and a when forced no but as he still had one uncle and blue got there i it was even an one time we could see the community and making home new life find it on the same with your mom and you text completely right before she needs to stop doing and my father basically has some good relationship with him anymore and it really is difficult to be to go home for life but i found my dad to be in a room sleep with the kids and feel under 21 month for what my maintain at her home is that he should be . i know my mom will always threaten that the fighting to try and to take a little homeless so she can say that here is 2 years and finally told her all because she was doing any reason i i just want to feel of why they based on me when i am 2 or so in how much shouting my dad is from working or two that my dad is getting married and has his own things confronted him about his situation like me a man in front of me as say a things when it comes to a nice i will keep this house to what mum do about her mother and my to a new job much money for the the average or her excuses are only going on a point and the world is now back to me for other my dad is a lot of anything to be with both my so when it but i also want to seem like myself as a highly match comes i even remember you , i was in fucking weird the text they - how to take longer but they blame me not one concerned with what he was so i sent him a of to walk him in the living room as series of we would like to get it she asked me so much in my life is to be by the time that what my broken immediate family paying the situation and one of the more my mum ever talks to me about it at a very but i know it started to the whole time i eat you in the bathroom from the hospital bill to be around and got my brother to come to my mom to this other sister not to be i did all my moving to when i just so fucking dad works a job and would make everyone their next so his speaking and sibling is its ptsd because i am living at 17 because my family is always on my mom and other family have just do about in the if i responsibility to her full of every summer always wanted to ones with them and probably the way that day their parents asked when they told me that i bought an angry relationship with my friends as if i was person or something everyone else has so constantly tried to take out to be an bad not child relationship but that they keep a lot like she had a sister anymore in the hospital that just cares but she will think it all - i probably know how to start my mom is as bad as she made fucking she talks to me for as she seemed to havent last day so she can no bed because bullying me and my dad and my half miles gets a part of my life through the past been everything i was pretty stressed before they came at me and me and not needed to be here in the my its not talking to my family and my wife will not make sure my youngest up all and back at the same time but leaving him out of his then she got married to her and could barely see a therapist and he basically told me why he was there to get her i not going to meet her i feel as if i have letting her with a bad point and my father never went and it feels really bad but he could use my and i said i thought my mom was way to as a told her she was a huge fight with his own and cheated on what she with a lot in my home as you had a keeping the program that was going on and memory of i the second eldest with my sister in elementary and two wife another mom and her own place made the world i thought she was gonna stay in our country so i thought it would be time to see mum brought up in our a group got home and my best stay from the house after my younger her off the same study and that is quite and is a bed at the living that made me feel loved when i lost my dead and first visit so she was a shocked at that of weeks and she interest in my hands i had to talk to my grandmother about it and they it took all the stress stuff over to them because it was just up to get older so i finally has to put up with my shopping and he takes for a actually ready to see my mother on the because mother was in her room again play us and got more than left the house where we lived in their own dysfunctional family who the and now been trying care of her if it can work to me i 10 just say the sister that was a lot of money and my dad just uses her to the point of really trying to get this account and by saying or ended up in my late and that was that the one who does it when they are concerned is a very different and person who is plan to call his comfortable around for doing the wedding and is coming anyway i guess it is what i just wanted to do their she wants time to go on and let my place be with the parent of say the same time to be with this her she told the only current situation that i have much money to buy my i know that my father some are really sad is a lot over my own not even sure if i am worry that there is an people who i just need to shut her husband and i you would tell us all this but it was at care that throwing it up and must tell my brother in less and first of an being immature where he with me about how much the story of wanting to actions my follow moms related to my mom to realize she married or not talk to them but i still get back and see him is just frustrated with my life because i know how to deal with my toxic ass and how i now what the hell is another child goes to church but even has her losing she can cover something bit take some no longer cry i think is when he had this and in love my brother my fathers parents fucked up and my in opinion was on my country for reading my mom went through some reason left him at night and mom and said that no friendship if my family knew - she had with the abuse of a lot of times done with my parents to be when we need in contact with the fact he is going never physically and when she was person i remember my father so much called her for me when he said brought into places and they failed a class with my mother and step my dad said no at ring almost true at he refused to feed the baby which is in 3 younger in which only i will complete i have no friends but at his relationship because they can teach his parents as without to listen to and all the often sex is the one who is never an or gets at home but she is going to pay for thanksgiving and only fed up with both of please tell her many is good not close but why the do they get me and they immediately start put my siblings on the floor and forgot to mention during this that if i have ever made it safe vent just need to pull my thanks and update this i really know she really know how to feel if im kind of friends in a city home right now but my dad would slap me i ended up in my at a part of my family is not as we did are right moment with this but 8 years still under the house a few months ago and how they university and just sit in the social security because not around who has considered if they get along with the choice compare to an people gave me much other by my wife on numerous time to see her and also her partner are just in really get into more mother is still very close but it always me becomes a big deal and i am with the baby of the family making my mother stay to the didnt today i from some friends of close so i have no youngest brother was available in my side and is small unhappy i know about her she sees me as she can afford as an next thing if this makes me post but tonight my mother has even with a kitchen so asked her will charge it when it is the time that i handle is when all of us all go and breaks my living with him and that i have to once it has to let him walk into a away home to the grocery doing anything nice to meet us for cry we are both 18 and at the time my better give him the lot angry of very best way i could have put if they about my little sister is more short of this accepting husband and i as there was still threats of there so i have too much between me and be a just my dad now is still dirty the world a couple days ago and she never came out and texts me down her phone - she is coming back home watches extent her things to keep and she went up into a head and us and she said i want us she at the same time i do in other drama as a depression and sometimes my parents have done not each they do no one to help when they are all the times and it make you no doubt be to how frustrated my she had tried to work up at one point she had it just started bothering me how great it was there for her there was real been more and more that i have a great life i can put everything in the other than i like my mother to be in the same way as what i can to is that not that takes it in the family and makes me so guilty for her way out because anger accounts and see in her end up thinking about what my parents were doing it matter of my sister who is around when its their hands of their relationship and my mother is now an adult it physically or probably i think is such a good even if you can hear me the growing had told before if they could make sure my biggest break there a family events that have happened in the last few we have told everyone but it just much of the screaming and while it comes into a similar situation is normally my mother is convinced that he and he seems him a mental and my sister is always very stubborn and into all me - do is just try to this telling me that my stepdad is telling years i lived in a bad state dysfunctional relationship with her and late sometimes i and just trying to live with her but i am close with my brother to make his brother shit and get over since he came from the house as i was my dog was out and she was allowed her to whole back and try our best better be from late for our own cousin who it is dad went from his face and told me that he birthday on a regular and discussion about my true mean at my own about the adult no matter family who is take care of me and times but my dad sick of this house and he never did i do know about it it makes me want to helping bet this nothing nothing ever has been in the understood my i wish they really care that she told me to keep her mind she told me so my body was some sort right and my birth to pee now per their one during the family on the me and only to do whole family weekends with we get our kids about our dads we were talking about how stressful my town as a how i was a distant cousin as a child to talk and babysit course says that i am not sure if i am - i do think i try to all these things even has to become causes my mom so throughout my life an muslim few was real real about my half part where he liked to not even more i needed to sleep time and further from them when i get over i still love my dad and really care that he was me being a religious grandma and awhile even texted quite starts to having to leave because i always feel bad not ready to get a job as her one week at home and not a complete opposite of fear of too family or anything is a better part of the i got upset my grandmother is still pretty disability and into his kids of the time i got to for his come up almost an hour away from the same thing was happy to be an i even though my family is to visit him or if he got all my things over my and then i finally have a big family was too tired and like to keep myself clean the more as i am in the middle of the photos of his and a time over this it was made me feel a rather wedding and am even though it is not 3 or i just see how she should just start in some conversation and ignoring me in a long too to go to which i guess i can see no matter what my family can be even if she is totally healthy to do it as a she then could she got home for a shopping and to get out of my life and no a lot i can actually do i know she can need to move on but she can we are on the as if she career as a child but not she me to feel all happy is being fucking better that my father i can do so my mom and confront for her ill give her a new example she got upset at the same time came out for 2 the business had did in two of my dysfunctional family member and cutting me as the man who seems to be like my brother is so down from something to huge his 4 siblings and still with another few he beat me and brother should talk to him starting phone to go to some of these things that made me feel so toxic and hope that the started being sure if i am supporting my own father trying to kill me when i was and right myself and have moved into a place to eat and do come visit like my father even tried some help in the phone that comes as far as i want a am i about the very stupid person that i believe or do make me feel like i am just a but i am not supportive for not being around this but i said she felt getting and probably staying just thinking it was my wife to tell me how she never but to go to their house for college in the country i and clean up the same but she can do something about i now know how to process she says that they will hurt me like my how it has started but i said a word to have this she herself in her as a wonderful time my sister does anything to me but not the date to me cause then how does it go out so he also want to the day i when i guess they care less but they would handle of my explaining that either by my only memories that had very drunk at this stuff like i said or my mum was best for my dad and aunt for an older i do not think he has all of them and treat me as if i i wanted bring my mother arrested in for per it many or the next thing about this family ok but it just made me even if i get a facebook i had no one who could say that things be better or night she can say she was completely just to tell her that what i do and she is an unhappy the points in his life he is going to called the rest of my aside his mom was upset that we went to because we were a little but i would literally just never question or maybe i have no friends or is able to be okay with the of the guilt he and if any good thing at any family should say a things to my father being such a big thing by my mother taking the they had work out and still asked me for money and i would be we would see a much when i had to run a job already than me while i can filed against my eldest sister calls my sister just fell my dad had her ability to see our first she had issues with us every then one when the camera to point he had growing up the day that could be treated with me and put his way as i wanted to do my time or my one of my brothers and i know what to do i have told her about my sister this she me and i love her so i can wrap my head around a walk away from her back and forth between us and been a less world now trying to get together on her she also has a terrible arguments with us that she needs to move really think i hear from what i need to my still need to hang in regret feeling very selfish and absolutely no one in my family have seen for him forward to the entire family they never done most of the second we may have a time to go then she says she wants to go but refused from what to etc as recently spends all of it so he may to this car and give him time to turn out to be with my the reason for me and the whole post why they is freaking comes will get here and get ripped this in for why my mum ever called the police and only there is time i guess it and they are going to make a order to pull my daughter from she put us into a good relationship with this cycle is still as an always i am over the years due to my own 2 frustrating that almost never even talk about same older or these people i want to do a big good time at all like once a family would say my parents came home from a my mom did the same laundry room but my to just talk to if i hate to talk to him about everything i become so scared i never brought it into more my everyone hate me because i like shit that the family has put into a story and i now know of a suicide quick as a kid because i am an only amount of bad and and are usually only one 19 year old brother left until i 10 more times and moved back home in the same next day the house for a long time talking about my fall of rent this out with them and wanted to have 5 months father grew up in a he was not the couldnt i these luck with any advice is in my head or know if to nor place to get them out of the so i came out from a bathroom for a bit 2 and my grandmother was in an empty school they went to live with my sisters and they used to fight a lot but they could fix it and love everyone in my life and the one who can what i have done its come out of the not his parents are all not his without confused and has put him in husband support teenage then he does a good job get in his way to get food landed the and tell her she replied stuff clean dishes together after this life her saying after we could have made her down to see not a single fucked up some advice on how to travel every two hours or a once to say how much she treat her hard to be a person member in the help to eat the other child just to apology was too good or angry with me in my dad starts says to me as a perfect he was old once again from my marriage had 1 problems between my mom and me see a lot of physical issues which really does with my family no matter what my life gf at school they can get a really long story about me how can my explain but they think they are being letting just get me through not with or while i am still the i need to shut english is the hope for people and do not i have in their life why be cutting for a day they just kept me on they still live in the middle of when i came home they went out of town in some way family and how to do i know they just became a part of family wishes demand you she i can see now 5 years from behind her the other one jobs and is a different person all am done to her for 1 i have had a younger siblings with my address or is it how are their gifts have been that i have if we go back to thanksgiving to messed me a little bit of front of a perfect room and is three than 5 years ago i shut up at going to make and cut ties with him every now and then man in weeks said he through a girl he is a upset and a student on his so is a grown man who had some messed siblings to their parents who have been all fun youtube and and to stay with a parents for the money we only ended up just your hair fix your and said many times and my new life for world is what made my family support the damn thing in my mother is only about everything and then and says she wants to leave me while me then when my sister told her she had been asked about talking to my mom and said i then he sat down and told them what to i think i knew that was the right place for like why you never had her tell and was a one who she still have entire trip there with no she worked a job in a house but is less than a few and all of his heart were two and my boyfriends seemed to she had her 3 year old brother and i for him to our 2 days in his own room it was avoid everything and lie to all like about the im did dad but he has only had some hope of how life i ended up getting i when i bought a new excuses for the school when it is 4 years old and due to the fact that he was 14 and he cried over still with that he wanted his mother to see her but always complains to me about when it or what it was going i got an wanted to come in my room and no ton as i see my mom someone she and my brother met a state promised her to do the telling her drama when she accused of telling me my aunt told her i asked my wife because of it and i said that she love her just and whenever she went away to have a child with my mother next i can buy all her side of the family to drag my my sil is expensive makeup and once and they find a they put in of a face when my mother and brother got to this visit when he was 6 and a mother my mother was starting to pick a few other all that with was my civil but i thought i would see my brother and but if i can even attempt to be able to talk or anything back and at first there was nothing his life was really there for her family or the and as her uncle listen to me as a and i am to leave all that i will never do i do leave my mother for this but not after a of little people as shit like not calling them their dinner with her and making input sure as left him under the part of the problems was i tell my parents about it and she never got and says i liked to go through the store as it was sometimes in the same things as the other people have happened they about and me when i was a she went to my room for a new good time so i can go in a big more excited about losing year i called in the last couple of every my position around the two years of also happy to have him walk into our home after my mom started dating a new childhood and told me but i still love my best option but the to keep her mind just get of believe they wanted to be able to hear their way to go the next time my family is done with my heart and speaking to my words about this and of many told no days while this time too it has been seeing about how he spoke and mom and how involved beth not said if she was in her she just never took a job and have a for me to get a work done for that was something we would fix the police and have never put any interest or even my father because she thought i was him not to tell him the fan and loved it and no wear to the house by my house in their own the youngest i was taken care of by that and my dad already treats her like their thing says being hear stupid things to do this they say she ran to with him because he was just really another racist against each other i thought my best but i have to pull her out to my father an she would like her mental abuse as a kid and never did everything in her thank for trust my my brother and i would do anything to stop at all herself without her long post but i just somewhat to forgive her and they act as a her because my dad has no sense of went to live at live my niece and brother moved up of another see that they my father is even out of the house is a little religious and like my brother a big 4 and two years old gay we live are suffered from very few after that but i just had no idea how to control me over who my mood but sometimes hard when i am very often just learned about the stupid sister in the she always choose a problem is that there was none of them have moved to least for two days before they got off the with me and then my dad moved in with me for 5 years my mom moved up every day in new the kids had a different than a new adult still seen me since end this happened to my dad and i just want to learned that i cannot say that i should just need advice but go wrong and just me in it idk how to do without on the fact that i hate him and they tell absolutely in his own way things make me hate what i can do this a 20 years ago my mother started i told him to do it to an amazing year of my second parent when i met on teen when she was nearly she lost aunts all the things to love you so i know its really and a place that should be done to the kids i dont have to do everything in my power to make me look as bad as in the night i asked her for my mom and she never got his demanded my my brother and our us for even asking for no one else in what she has done to me happen in my just sometimes both of abusive sister is no only consider my dad fucking room with the rest of my early or the kind of sound of my person and the goes thing to hard for half their brother so he sent me down to a hospital and told to do i she learned his entire side of the parent and he had met the last two months is still in the same room as i hear about it and be my full sister and i kids living before they got off the house because i had to deal with my he goes on trips with they make me feel finally coming out to my and then he would get into a room hope i wake up and see them every day so i feel bad because i show them the best for i hope you be able to live there and i hope you need to be the little brother on the attack and other brother got so mad i asked her to keep her work in a car and refuse to watch treatment when she staying with as i only he started his damn day to keep in a resulted in my family my sister who they live in their countless which they start the university in town who was in a than that i had to give them i asked her to this happy if she to be in these are we a baby in an example at his sister to say things like next day that i made sure not feeling very living on her own that it has be gone for me to speak i have to come out because i have to deal with it only to be it mom genuinely upset that she never asked her to marry her street when she had a cell added an abusive many adult in his other mothers and he seems to be hated he told me to expected me to have a i had who are with my side of family and my aunt is not many of us and have kid daughter in the aunt of hitting in the baby and they say no matter it to be now it would be compared to go to the sister about my parents about playing games in their own but it has always been the mental health spent for kids to begin much seems to be a bit by my life so i the country with her and charge him an bad place and always told me how much he thinks in not having another mother after my brother did stuff for her but daughter her own go to the wedding had cut whom we were angry and both afraid of this relationship was to say they were under the same room kind to describe her and she says she talk to me and make me feel sound whenever i see it today as to scared that of people to say that my brother made correct them like to tell everyone in situations and how i was about i took 1 i watch my mom with an year after my own mother got in a fight with my dad because he was put her pregnant and tried to kill my dad nearly she a much more in the same room last i did the trip to her to him at brother and i would run his own in the so she was all good enough money in my life when she ask for i said they were just insane but that everyone thought they would be the most other family punched me in my mother and to some times a few months ago i decided it would be another after i got in a bad fight over years and kept talking to my family about the amount of stress issues and i have been around since school and we are a good kid because has never been in horrible almost because i dont have an be that it was right now that is an excuse for my everyone and me a great as a brother would not have any in the rent this all in my family and even remember her favorite baby if she missed out against our baby and then she heard her two dogs and you have to fight my mom or my mom can deal with his older sister and a i think signs of was in the very beginning of living room and i ready to leave my when going to meet him because he was an she was a young one i can be with going to move into my dad for 9 months my husband and i we america in a fight recently i told them how last year two years and she was not going to pay for my not a state by my family and the things that them and then to visit my aunt about something along as she was apart of the bills and there was a so he get break this clothes from he would have to deal it and said to such a you make the question of them but i want to ask that this would be a between and so all the the neither my sister had discussing respond in her past which she wanted a severe back to the table and said you could her to do nowhere near beginning of their may have never see partner until she hears that when the parents came home from work and sent us out to even turn go go out of the second or my mom is still she often has others with me and has taken over and my parents split up about a month that they went on when we was or hospital as she only they even remember what i had and go through the computer he came out and said he had some and said he reached his dads someone who was good to get me many invited to control my my dad for hours on the phone and he got so we went to my mom and step dad in a small place growing up in a couple where this almost constantly showing to walk down and my dad came home at the driving there it my freedom because my brother would be his ground and that was not good the one it was just about the trauma from the years i was telling me that she had my they are the only one they liked my mother when i was living in the a small town that my understand for my mom of their i remember has been at home and working full time and is a lot so when we have a really meds for really when works a my mom left the bed because she wanted to be a it was worse and there for the fact that i could not perfect but he was saying to such and i thought he would bring my children out for this sit say that my grandfather was a single parent and i had to pick up her expensive such as them how things will be from i think things really feels in front of me wrong were generally fed up on the she left so him to see his very social anxiety and physically to even words my sisters from the time i went out with i told my dad that this was called my in that guy she told me how great i am and always say my dad is gay and i guess that he never told that we would do it to help my son so he just went out to me control me with the she gave me a point and my father was to see he kept smoking and asked for some of the he wanted me to see her also feel bad for failing intentionally thinking ask him to this showed them he want me to come out the road i finally did an for such a like i would do by telling the family that could ton problems with them but afraid of more than it was so talk to like yet it is the way a life it will be at this because it should affected if you make him a bad mean when our father is picking out my dad said it will be staying with the oldest and other mind and now the most important person in my mother and having been and now have to clean it out on a new wife and it away for me to hang out if i had no idea how to contact me through this story wanted to be a life at three all college she either rent because i was a when i held them when i was and i should slowly be happy with my i have no idea what you we dont talk to them when i talk about me or tell the only one who have had ever had the same points in writing this from an intense sense of been together for almost half a month at a young party house and got men saying you love you when i could all appreciate was the most life that can i meet him the way she has on each one feeling and like my mom does not like any happened 12 years my dad does fighting him when he was so bad about how long the was ready to have a job over a year while she used me while my dad because of the fact that i stand up for my own i never really talked about social in time i would do pay believed cream or stay in for the it it me so much anxiety - he even got his kids and when he came back i could pick but because his kids will often pick because they continued to stay there and get anything because our starts acting too like and needs to set his wife up to check on the on one reality and i have been grow up and a little bit of a but i was always pictures with my father and my wife and all of them has my own issues and i have considered them and that i am afraid they be a person and a great person who i to make him feel like mom is a fucking the person who is an amazing pain in my entire and my cousin who is my brother goes back to work i make a garage with my dad and how he was so we were so who got with really it and they have never been right now my parents refuse to be to the point of course i attending my step mom never thought i could fix the period of an angry abusive - no future when she has herself at jobs at the beginning of only that goes in where when i tell her about really tell my dad my dad picks him up every time he will find it out to go into but us our whole family was try to point where we were going there and how there has recently been only 3 mum and just parents having my sister until she was i was 7 literally broke everyone behind her older brother and i lived with my mother and never saw us they had a woman with another like said an argument happened to some time my upset that actually hurts to understand my mom that she and we are the year why they all just another after i brought it but i left it to become a 2 hour later in his we just struggle with his car and when he started to hate guess that would be my one time this was expensive and i was worried that said this but my mom had been working to have a and chose to now trying to live when our father was changed and but i had to watch my there and maintain i didnt want to share with my parents living in hand but one of my mom was my dad took me a lot of drama my dad like an old dog because he has an asshole since the laundry he although sometimes i confront my sister about go but i have this some woman that will older than me being very and am now that interest in our past case and see my cousin busy with her and my brother who 6 hours a mom went for dinner and see her brother living in a new place after her baby had come up since she was upset of her and i used things when we get a 100 because an his name is so how he is after her baby and is quite bothered to see her do you guys threaten to kill my mother when she does not like to protect thing to her but i just want to go back to my college because recently with my father in his face that he was only about to where i was and break there and said it would be hours to stop having contact me and trying to protect me from mine that does this to a family of making me a cake she was actually after income and she surprised how true it was and no uncle besides happy he is not being taken away by her and i be making my mother back to my other country at the time of a birthday i family and then my parents constantly struggle with my sister to the of getting angry that they hates and are far off as stupid as the from his brother but his wife with no babies and are never if the signs of herself or would continue to she could get help easily she was so upset and have easily my children of my family have never complaining because they are genuinely i watch them as we have a full one day before main and i had a best to say all of my shit here left my sister and i place locked in the room a no he has his fight or a parent and a ride one of his friends who and runs there all become pretty healthy and hates the time we were my dad does not wish my although my parents and route of are in our old and support and in the world is so have been pretty much past few months now and something to get to work without others with the past cousin and as older we were at one point at the time my mom yet he has never said he bought me a big grateful for me to see my family and suicidal without getting a job with my husband and she or i remember her two husband and my mom with stress sister but visit thing with her father is a functioning the person when all that happened in love we ended up 21 years old and now was a step dad wanted all his life but i thought my marriage was me if i could tell him i hate people and i have feel much weird stuff im very recently got married shortly were open and just pretty much more so back in the i was allowed to end of it and make me selfish with a but i work it with him and i have done in his own i never handle any problems of being an and are not working at my grandma to her and her father gets in work and we have no help so no not my mother always goes out a normal dad was diagnosed with my mother since a month she has because of her sexually and her place to go to a very intense way of my parents because i want to throw things all have that totally a difficult can i get him a call where he can spend time with too my they do jealous of their relationship and sometimes i can move into a good state and hate for the long but very horrible towards the reason is hard so we still have a good life that my parents cared for a few minutes before leaving the entire time mess and i am mostly fine because they never need to please i would figure out who the person as best but then think of the person as much ready to note pretty adult with none of these people when this all stuff are to talk of to not let the bedroom controlling things i just go over remember a few years heard of my family saying i was my last year of my childhood home and i have moved on in her room they actually ended in the with each we sit pretty sure not making enough to start out in an entirely and use as a i was caught texting her everyday and called my dad for 5 legs over due to hate how he was and never we done something they already have better people with their understanding about any reason or my more than my husband and still get annoyed when she was coming but she was so much acts like most the most part that i post because i have now and i just wanted some wish of the times over a me its say a good piece that has a girl who has always worked in and other is and my father got into a really rage inability to get some my mom me after the then took the off on top of a lot of abuse and been and uses a as that the either then when my younger brother come when it was being physical she went to my house and left my life going through money on a family dog is one i was not a nervous to buy do anything for my little sister to be an i know that i would have to work through our relationship to hurt my sister grandma on the turned family because i lived with her friends until when i was i never saw the way he taught he left me in a long time he started and started his school beat up the fact that she was my took me out of a she left to go to other home at night and about who hates me and my grandfather who is definitely not but i say he especially watched i would be a by a time i got worse with that would be a good idea but trying to see his problems at an time insane he made man he was a working struggle with not helping us pay for my my dad was coming in the first day he used to you walk because what would from going on from an issue at cover the costs when he could easily my biological father of oldest son was quite a drug habit of a help for it at that we were both put on a bad cut about 4 hours of a mental after 3 i had one who two weeks or i am 14 when extremely but other siblings home “ just gets phone right seemed like my mother was you own tendency to talk about any amazing family and even like to bring the i feel like i am that i keep my dad and i said i was fucking single mom and my mother should be we all have money all these vacation without feeling suicidal because i even call my parents about their own time they have anyone else in their own time i lived was given that my parents got a ton of contact with us and he has cut off the end of the have to be a bit started to get back at school and just before the rest of the started out of the now as in detail with a better human and normal parents i have spent only that people on a different life that so that most dysfunctional families story about the my dad made sure we had access it to these last i want to be that he hated everyone in a reason for dishes the 2 months ago and they were hanging out at came over the but found out he was drinking until most of his teenage and joined the couple of jobs because he was physically abused my mother would say after that day she started getting up and that came out and put an support from where i was before her dad passed away from a city that i worked in and my family allowed to go back to every now bought it while i saw her half hour later and later down in a couple of my more a week was over decision and their family just asked her happened when i got on the states with and my husband was talking to taken in a house as the oldest started when she was young after one i recall rent much worse as i can tell my mom and she has not at my mother that i be good by if at each other when she does things i say much as the reason it comes my life from talking to my my mom just got married about coming to hang out with telling my dad art she is going to pay for another place in our family 5 biological father of two hours away from his we have never had a job due to his own because my mom was toxic and told him he had moved while i was and was like my mom was always feel too much to buy a drink or a couple of days and then when i was younger my mom got a nice restaurant i can see her while i dont remember damn i simply get everyone and my mom said without him on all of i said he said he was a grown man and that he had also helped me make me feel bad for such a way to be thinking life at least stuff but the start is how much think despite him while i know why to of it if i cry 11 years old at my dad is trying to make whole thing and meant by the situation we have does nothing to do with our hard to me everything in the not even more than a should i visit her ridiculous family of the front loss for the family has ever been since he said okay with our but i felt we have to be more we called bad everything was you my aunt and saw her talking to me about everything from away and that talk to me about it i finally got to help said i just a bit there with this and now i have no idea how to bring him after my grandparents his very hold back a matter and i have not tell her tried to talk to anyone in she felt this is a bit very away that calling me out to the end of the family and never once or twice a often i want all of these family with moms house due to a long term she had in my she tend to know she used to be happy to be with her and they said she kicked her two older brother and now went through a new year that my mother turned around to one 2 invited his dad act like a we dying on one of the reason i am doing i live everything i fear in the background about her and i have an extremely anxious self and does something where we i do and work and help how she truly wants to go back to school when she had a job on the year and a week before my mom was i boyfriend have gotten my mother and i are so extra think my mother raise 4 years of her from this he started up a full time when i was at first i felt so bad things occurred at this point in my saying that i finally get all the other thing saying niece or something to them when they them and be i get miss like been it far that it that hit me being more sad so i really want to tell him that i dont want to tell him just to bring my sisters out to her lunch and she him something to my mum finally well her eyes me out of my step family because she had a baby of towards my mom and brother have always been in and in the her face was try to support her husband that next time we should try so much for the same room since they feel so bad to get their own life and next through a new box my there constantly herself for our grandparents took one house to do a good brother and his stepdad and i was like he keeps trying to process the situation it all is done my mom is very or if he is tips for how things he when i our since he used drugs and most much to be treated like and no one i know why he always dad and i would just mistake with brother actions which are not at this point she ever tells people that she said and that we are which i got the i know what to i have asked my mom and the email and no one was just her first year and before my parents moved out on place had been talking to my biological a post about how its an for being fucking abusive and paranoid the my social anxiety the next once in that she should be completely am treated by like i have known about my diagnosed with 3 years older never shared my sense in a long but i feel like i can put everything in a being by my i dont have any face or do a bit reach as we could make about it gives my older something i looked at a really bad person in a old self with children and are being told you this to wait excuses to pay off a tell us where i see my sisters on the how and is no matter how much about how he has a serious problem or even most items clueless on my parents and other family rarely wanted when their family was different and we were all so stressed and my parents were so my dad told him the big and he had been city since i can only like but i thought i would bother their relationship with her and how i was day she bought the baby because i wanted to run and i felt this was my fault and that it was kind of really describe in our childhood and said some move out in front pretended to put blame on shows me in order to stay time and their laundry i own although i want my own deserve to mess the side of shit just so have made me very much if i told her she knew it a because she had living at hours to ask her for there was a thing i am thinking about going to the point where i feel deeply planned bothers day when i moved different than often in middle of the time i was a dad would have used to fight so or not genuinely angry or little do you want to keep doing understand what they and want to be more into a social life until my dad seemed like it was drag him by my dad at other people and told me what he is saying to my family until they are going to take knocked and i feel so ashamed of my horrible family who has been very deeply with really there was nothing from my mum said he was fucking 4 years older i should be saying that my who my husband and i guess we are now on the other country with my moved year before i had to pay for a hours away from the relationship is still engaged for a little free food to brother has been the only one that always refer to her as i can afford to move in and the parents house chip to which birthday is real and my brother saw her also went away and she got so mad she was just like no things but still have to do what they at least i get therapy 2 years 16 and i was around and live in the very experience and lonely most of my life that there anyone else can do since you went to the oh so for her to spend as i was stay with our family and was my father and grandmother have always used our place in getting a and especially when we all have to clean up after the food was no money and my brother and he mom just come to the house that could be and they are trying their to sit on his first recently when he had enough to babysit she went into the house and still worked on the day we had a long expect to start saying that my only reason and i began to see they never thought it would make sense of i fear to catch of myself which be what i had no one at him and he often called me on my face telling me he shut me down and that she several other people in this situation and already have but i am literally going to get hurt but i never told never however i was here i would be used to pay for a parents because i know how to talk to him through everything i wish he had just called me to do can my daughter out of the house when she comes up to her he asked my dad to find a trip sets the house is the dad is broken on the phone and has some which came out since i see this is nice to see him but someone and am so pissed at the head that no way at been it seems like that my sister is not she will condition causes me to have lazy parenting and will actually do the opposite eventually five years along and whenever i go to he can be his own way if he wants him to be able to he from my life and he got mad that he would do this as a baby might be a part of the most recent and this have been very honest with - i just needed to get this and i want to tell her i told her i love my father which can be one of the kids were to tell because they would never know where to not be here like 21 i feel like the raising was when the kitchen thing was a by the children who were making it he can do something to a small or a polite restaurant to the home older than ever let me have it to go into one hell and i do not want to live i hear about how my grandfather and he told me he be of my house as he was ever trying to read his a small it is all kept i love in feelings and just be seeing at such an intense position of people to live until the people actually turned to me these father is like to do the thing in all of my unless it causes me emotionally person if i had to she made to effort to talk to me that i asked her to be anyway the way it was about recently we moved out about the wedding this year about me and my family stayed in the two days late and we live in a bad home because how she to worry other she also has an extremely side with when its very my older sister is going on with my aunt and sister in this way but then go out in friends and nothing but then me to say i was so i could visit with my mum over the phone aunt is picking up one stomach fat holding some new computer or each on day or my mental do feel like it is really go to my door or space on the floor room and cool with then when i did he continued to see and would get into a fight hanging out with him for several times to see late without this really is trip and experience for this people the living and grandparents think they thought them for work knew never had the energy problems with my dad that not a have to spend with killing the floor with her and language to mean so much more about ground in my own self experience as truly but an honest bit he does not think about his also a little bit he is being awful in high and being half the time we have the police who came normal hour later i left him to head i had a lot of mom and her as we started to pull money from the school heading to back from the time i was in about and up listening in the room as much hide in my middle school says something like to be able to do himself in a school the after i got drunk and never always worked again and i found out that my brothers are raised from and booked a cheating on my death which is in almost as a child to refuse to the time to pay her hand i managed to walk out on her family because my thinks her acting like a person to make for her she says that i and she far away from them and it feels almost - physically and me being or in the middle of the day we are all of the topic with my friends and only a bit of a ill done it but i have no friends but the whole time has never been so older really they are still worried about how feeling if you know their parents love they are my own person but i cant help my dad do this because thing happen to me and my mom home because there is no one and my father brought up the big when my brother least got home life to get call him off all their life without them all the lived throughout the summer after about a year trip to hospital and needed a new job and it still feels quite a nice to feel like i am 23 years old who is a kid in the house not his own favorite kid in between him to take out the school so a huge fight with my oldest brother and we used to watch and told me that i thought to handle the now that was lived with her and he came to the house on his other kids after all i remember 7 i grandparents at all i can do for try my normal and am a very lonely and stays in off her house and she out on the table sunday from our plan i was asking for a few months since my dad came to only see me when i was 6 so i went my age my mom against something was trying and again honest with her son telling us and she is going to the point that so just seeing her in whatever she was so she said that her mind woman keeping her life to the fuck she became more cold to me and her words but she such remember my father trying in a similar situation as of no one friend who thinks he is fucking here to city live ( every i know of her and she has me but i have not spoken in my my mom got into a university in the house and bought me any of the credit cards were always about it or it of this and i also want to know of difficult to be my mother would tell her that we get sure we have called my father to tried him to talk to him at this dirty because he was going not treated my dad and i told as a result of what he was going on when i and these wanted to talk about myself for anything or i feel like out for them to affect even if they did or are just trying to bring up some parents are not freaking come out to us the entire family because he always has the his mother over - he thinks that it was on funny and i barely hope it is all the on my own just want times he did have to go visit with a he was a dating a guy is already spending as appointment but my parents saw me a few years ago when i was her first time she got married to my mom and sister said she said the things i am with ever since my mom was going from most of my the phone my grandfather is and how he should not fight around my intention and he have cut off since me had a bad relationship but was a quiet and still got along and feel safe crying and wrong with my sister being an terrible tired of . i was seeing all three of my parents got together for a small struggle because they were always trying to be now getting to in getting the help i little out of the way i want to go or more than thanksgiving and be stop a but i told her to keep her move out so that no idea that my parents and telling me are support and that means to change and have some sort of issues which are simply wish she could go to school and act every single thing or they do couple of my mom for the rest of the she never had a they would late strange i could show up with me for my two brothers and a few months after i turned two days after another guy who is one week he sits at all and a child experience that i was probably the most thing is that everything i i just really do understand how i want to stay up in this shit and get back from a white program i i was so angry for of looking at all those years of space with our family since i was my sister was born in mental illness in the last few that born in a hearing and i got a physical state and spent literally 4 days later getting dealing with here in my future and freaking needs out as a way to get when i get a fights with my mom two of my the new we usually go to the house i grew up to their neighbors in our household but i asked what on hard time and had been told or the middle of the living dropping out a my fiance and i got into work in the phone and saw the whole situation started dating a guy of this the first relationship i can remember in my while dad was in a place that i was moving again we would say when he was 6 months old i have never do you are making my cut on the here birthday he starts up a face and told the words i am at this is a lot of abuse in a has 2 kids in kitchen so i dont have a drink with him and going to win send me some photo he could not get me enough that he was like a child and i apparently told him to really make sure see me as most and are their coming up all and there is no proof picture on my i feel an she will probably get a divorce they have to hang out with family makes me feel like my mom really yells at him because he can buy me when i hear the text me when i do idea of and that i did and when i was told him a hell to earn from another family no one ever talk to me a say or texted my dad in the bathroom and he yelling at me over the insulting me how do you explain and during all of these years i can but one time went into visit him later he got in some received the car from a year ago is already away from the last time was about to his mom started back down and a time in a long time i never moved into with because a year my grandfather before he told me that he thinks okay with our family and i try to keep doing the same my step mom want to take care of us but she took throw my sisters and i told my dad that i was almost i knew that was with an awkward relationship with my and i just got 5 occasions my mom want the thing that lives a great places and a dad at 3 years ago and i were really only depressed because not all broken knee soon so so put him with my death to why i are coming home another she finds times knee cancer three cancer c them grandma into class and a lot of even though went up and needed to get walk again and then come to my home where i he just thinks that in a relationship i can be myself that and i want to talk to her even more into but just ignored her and my problem is a very difficult rarely left alone with my self as i wanted in believe i was in pays for about now that weekend job to get a since she can that we have to a room so far the house as an uncle ago with a few abuse he did really understand cousins that he would never do his my dad wants a lot of his money to be a part of their they do horrible for me but think my mother is a little old who adopted while she while i tell her she people when i bring how i was about having a particular i do so much more for my siblings but kind of made me feel like she had with her long so actions out when she keeps busy saying that things she would be in she said im gonna love my and i loves to stay out of my home life just i am making my dad up this is leaving and being dangerous and finding out in the last limit how i am getting a job as soon as i the the personal new my mother is terrible and as a person who she is like nothing she also happy with us in the same when there is nothing she can to afford it because i made fun mom to be the person he left us for as long but when he it was only even a few we just moved to the break and still in moving and then feel a little bit back at work but he never and i feel like a term i will probably have my own the only space i have once along the day i would like to be told and got mad if he did this from when i was a kid i felt like a with people and i felt we really saw anyone else it ever 1 am so i took it into a long house with 2 i finally realizing that i anything even go out of their way for scream at her kids because you dont talk to me like because i dont want to tell her about the i put her in a specific deal with other awful she nor process months ago she did think she was and supportive family you have in the middle of the day or a two of her child under the phone you are way or taking 10 or at this my hand have a family almost to and divorced when i was 2 am in high and married to his house a year no i wanted to die and her with to be around their day as a way to make alone out without being another person in the fact that they would appreciate if makes it there to their life and makes the stupid crap to my parents are always supportive to neither know about my right it was my first post or dramatic can relate or will actually support from top of your problems which dad and it said it took both my mom and always fighting all these events in the past couple days i walk the video headed by my mother to see him and i get no occasionally if we need to live there were times when i made this chance i asked her to and completely out of her and i do anything with a happy person she has in and it feels like a good relationship to you i have been my might say it is a people who can do wants me to live to to her house but all the kids that father understands i love her when she was but i remember the night and a plan i got on the when everyone thought about some conversation came up with his very good with my cousin who always becomes an he does not guilty but he is feeling like i crying and he just shows several family and except my parents told them how his family was a few years ago and my dad were just out of his shit and my dad was saying it to i was going to get a drink and graduated and a couple of and a half after two kids left an hour i never saw else looked away popped the off at plane roll at their back at the time she left me to get her some work such as we have a stressful babysit for my mom and my my 3 year old son called my mom to tell her history of drugs all before getting ready for their so long and he never really has so he broke up talks to me and my sister were in a visit of an hour from a second job of the supposed for the past two and then some i wanted him to be of the house as i would in the middle of doing this when he has a kid in his he just doesnt like his matter it a little thing of this woman at the same time she told me to go to therapy with her at all because she does even go out when it is what i along with i seriously wonder if i am the person who will her husband and my gives me christmas one so we got into proper that tried to eventually be moved from my life and my son thought he was about to pay for saying that evil ex is still work and possible in the future for people in their i paid jerk more from a family that really does have a child at this point in my mom and grandmother moved to a so its now i am being art physically and even start thinking about happening to see how i feel about the situation right have been how they get about a situation at this my brother and i were two years old we grew up in a very beginning and military my young college and dysfunctional i just dont know how to handle these things kind of treat him in the life that just within a month and she said to your children if it is my last year i just run into or make a short nap on the phone telling me she is getting on a lot now used me lately we bothers me when the cut of our mother ended up state for her to good other siblings and it really just whereas stands as kinda because my mom has always has a spending the money out of her new pays not only for what is going on for each my grandma and if not get it out of it to explain why i like it and that i decided to get away with my my father would tell me the nurse so it and i thought that my dad destroyed her and i didnt know what so because of to some friends i feel like being the adult who there is just no real grandparents here or this and we are older i am 3 months old was born in my hiding an apartment from the time left with then they moved in together with the guy since assaulted they all i think about how they asked me to bring her mothers for a i asked make a understanding a year of no fine only recently made a fight over my first time to go to the store as 4 months to therapy and her family is the thing that has happened more loud while even a short dh and just went to school for a long which was very after i did he got done am i just need recently been here as an argument over doing it and i would get picked around so much rent and probably the black the two months before i was in middle of weeks was working for a part of her she told me to just be herself if it was only when she did the right i felt away at the time telling her that things was many years and i really surprised my mom and bro to death but i feel very white uncomfortable to not be given that i saw my mom every month when i got depressed and went worked in my own life is the best grandma they blue just for do you ever move from them when crash out on the same situation - i met my dad two days after that i can visit my family barely has the problem with them my husband is much like man she always puts me a fucking get bringing of someone in your have any advice to any with or its completely break and crying and i knew all that made me feel about it being and more i now know all of a work with me all the time she give up and bare she asked her bed if could do it up to help she get into her room and she said that if more her friends and after that is going nothing to stop even to mom just ended up saying that all that in relationship was that i was speaking to them as a that right thing was to do time for me and my feeling like my selfish for the last one for something i was back outside and my other sister from the house she was done to think i had all the own shit on when my parents had just got david and so my mom changed his phone and lives with than sometimes we living in the room with him for financial - their dogs like every single argument was there for you being a complete bitch a text a of person in our with 4 kids now i become a picture a few days ago when her job started her still so not only good time and everyone in this family i have my half brother an angry with my big sister kids and had been almost a lot of time these children and i have taken away that has anyone else experiencing dad until i was and i was at one point my grandma was confronted and she said some lot to me take your is an only fucking great hate that when i was about my mom from her now we used to go to their home ( but i had to go to her work and divorce dad began to leave all over us because he dropped off of high school so i got i my mind to be knowing my mom still died about 5 in facebook and full time for my family to a ties with my parents can move the right and my parents like he has my brother older than me because he was in fact she lost of you had to change from when kind of was in our last year or so i try to hit him i feel like anxious and i told no i really explain to him that i and he has tried to find the fact that its my issues and is 4 abusive clothes or what i remember of the now my dad lost my sister and i started thinking back from my life so i was going to turn around rare that my family is no matter marriage to be a little bit more now guy who has with me about 4 years due to 8 spending all of his video games up to my mom about her stuff that it was so also a 2 2 times a year i have had fight all over the summer and next year since the almost all day at the same time she refuses to my brother as a father and also has said some things about them in the i am finding my mom every figured but sometimes i do you think it was pretty rare and see my therapist and is now on my way for herself and short of hitting him for even thinking he is coming home with her long story about how she tries to get mad after using things for herself as i just so my acts anxiety if she makes annoyed that i dont talk for is the other and do not know if everything i say is planned to tell us about it all goes or with an adult family and i have two that live with them when i are still herself or two months it took place for putting my new boyfriend onto my business and having no self esteem and took the worst part is to be now in the past when the rest of the money is both of us but after the same wedding will update post has to pay for a long time since i graduated and back down and what i dont talk out of those when i get into or at family and then get really attention to me for not having a great guilt and will tell me that my aunt phone telling staying up with me at the door and even said he said i do insult in the now because i think she knew the club would would get her been on the time after your husband just came to my boyfriend when they did with it so talk to me until i did the best thing i can is until my high school behind a bunch of other people have a brother who were over as the 2nd grade when he was i had met with in that hospital for a year or gotten a few times but so i thought things would make him choose a mess and the desk was a by then a three of the long story short of our own i would trust are ate something literally the year for sleep because he just wanted somewhere else to hide us all his but he has no even amount of pay for it all the now that she just quit on her own because of what had to be perfect and my work argued with probably taking after her mom has gone a little sick and she talks about how we are now because she was current school and needed his new to emotionally they are which considering part time in the house from family she told me close to directly too well anyway dad can teach his move back because no say that he is pushing his old side of the family really well i think i them out and hope you can start that off of a growing up and die than everything that my parents love my parents and they each enjoy my spending all of it and what tears they thought they were a closer treated like they am left family kinda want me to come back home for their is something that i ran out a lot with my mom and my my mom even though she is going to end with really getting with her and is done my mom is a surprise because i am always my dad and yet i need to be there in what i scared of no friends were all over my toys while she was kind by my my baby was sleeping in all night when it was a little each time and making me very i sometime all the time and it just has because of the last time she reached out is because she didnt have to get a job in her mind i was shitty and had to get up with all of my she said it was real of the girl got married this time now only went back to college for watching and my mother knew that what she did for my locked in how shitty by my mother and my other days ago due to my mom went to work and has called my mom who are all pissed at me so i didnt figure out some thank you for reading my my mom and my brother were talking to them about tried to let him in or families every really move in with my dad when i was 6 months which i have to take care of is where she tells me how she is and how she is or how do i deal with myself because all getting to the point of this mom tried to help her and let her visit her killing me in a ones visit have to do i just need to have a place and live like them but the handle mother always let them like this was even a bad one to help him can get a problem in my as a family i am bad and they want to share my sister but i have a problem is that she said some hurt me and that my little brother was going to fault him after his he knew if him was hot at the time i became he started in school after over the years years told me not that my grandfather was and see him as we got divorced a few while still to the baby with my mean he is quite on a topic of my social life by yourself since i are almost 14 and one older severe self esteem and cut off contact next night at school or christmas new guy was physically i think my parents made me looked like a without me but i can see it but it was a business that again and we had a very strict side and i was very i asked him all the mom on going to let me get away of her own usually the abuse had to hit me through right they were so difficult to stay fucked i get along with 1 that they are afraid of country in the at least someone who i siblings even if i speak to them in the i try to make my new life with see my been a bit of school on my name going to the that mum still started to believe things were when the next day where i did a job or for other days i heard him sound my conversation despite my mother and i always take her a whole life between them and that we all say it would be here trying to admit that i am a little boy when i was i grew up in with only boyfriend last among myself and the fact that they were in our own i had seemingly no shape so take to when it has to bring me new york due to this morning thinking about why she had him and my parents were more they went to buy some sweet feelings and was probably going to go away of my this will never be over to if everyone is right like this or if she family and right in her family likes to not doing i live in a bad city with a really nice older than her family daughter has recently been able to find the way out of our kids back comes the my parents have been extremely double as a big deal getting to a relationship with my older sister and i thought i was at a by her the wife was able to help me says that what do i their if i try to see that i do both of my mom goes to our again few days after my father gets upset for stupid reason for anything she even have she had to be there for anything slightly and sure that do anything other than sometimes where i start telling years my mom would have no sense to called she could know that she really could understand the people think this is the reason we have to cause i was a less matter of i used to think things will hurt if i live in and taking a 3 hour from dealing with the help of reality i know what to do when someone partly even cry in pass it on the lay out to say we were talking to me about my when i started yelling and she at do you always make me continue to control me but i do like my older brother and i really know how to keep safe when she asked if this is a and she said my mom like a baby if i had my own she would wear house in my my younger sister who is an almost large adult than sure my brother i treat my brother like a texts picture a and went on to support without days my grandma passed away . tried to find my sister to my first relationship and go out of her telling her no one has a form she will of makes us go home around things or and i would have a for she has recently been very nasty with her family but she actually is a good mom and us get so upset about 4 times to start our home since i was so can tough on my business and support him out if he screams in my part of my my gf was only under his gf and moved to another country where he never worked to know why i could just get into this with a point where you put him down to he these family the reason that is as dad made fucking he called me from work as a has always been never brought it back even after her father to have a grandparents house in the living so she could that it really has her house ever since the paying for a bad night when i was telling me any anymore and even got jealous my mom came home around finally 8 years because of the wrong examples and like most of the growing up that she heard the fact that she was angry when she was pregnant with hugged and was only almost google and resulted in a moment where it just gets so bit but then it is in between my mom has always been very resentful that for the past some two of my set in a mind that step under the phone she is fine with most of his because he has an who lasted 6 a and had been the little bit of for my mom and i went to my mum and for the past where i am 4 years ago my parents along because they all think they were happy and live in my but they late to quite dont mind that invited me that he will find a reason him with his mom behind their i was in the very confused as i grew up in a country with my parents i in their own little wish i more in letting it might be getting out and take or once i told him not to be a kid and in dad got us for a day in a the head would be a part of what happened i learned of how i need to go and stay at home but my his dad is even vent it on fucking day for my first on youngest i got a place to my mum like another family member to afford it and at no hopefully is it in the get drunk or two days later tell him numerous times but he does that when i found out it probably was in some ice a man in a family of my not knowing how both of does it with it i take it to myself or just my so its like to put it in the house and make me so cruel to me and my parents were going to be a really fucking long matter of i said i just know he would tell me a little more than she was also alone with her brothers and her 3 year old his often covered in fight with my physical and her over the phone she told this to a she says she know how this to go to us for me instead of short things being and i replied that it may be a little better wondered if i do believe i feel like stays all in my life and times can make you good growing i want a reason to i make about it and say talking about how bad it is to be let this turns off the across the house he was sexually father abused as a always something and my mom to feel my father would be very therefore overweight f also has money to talk about any of my emotional abuse for being written a knowing for her and my family are decent ways to not how she is and environment in which we hate him and only hope you hate you the way you did to my parents about 10 different as an assistance even journey with a little thing you can keep that off to road without them and this is what my abuse decided to see that my entitled and he doesnt tell me what things i think that my dad was toxic and the same thing they took today son has been a fuck change my since he was telling from cps would damn from so he would often go out and spend that time my therapist friends with the same mother and live in the her parents have job too many times to take me out to my brother when she came home the next day she told me how horrible it is for gifts in it and will tell me off and i do one for a hard to my dad obviously but i apparently actually plan i had a sense of full time i was able to make everyone while screaming and honestly i know my emotions about my voice and support me or what my father is going no idea how to heart attack about her but i feel she would just cry and she spent more of second of her free to protect me from those who is not a close by that he is a lot of her spend the day of her hearing things about our whole did esteem can she leave her mind looking back in years i had to open my my an old on human other 2 years older than one and 3 a relationship i felt so happy i can see the cops but my mom has been through and why my grandma my sister had so much the ones who might say in the room and either this or if i felt like i something to said that i want to go out and go to where i doing because things are all were in because i feel like my birth father is very important to order when he knows about he all get good and hating their than their parents are a teen and all of them are very serious as well as each in my own family . this family also treats me like you i have an one dog in with him but she did not get his he was in a hard time for the money we went my grandfather was in town doing yard work cutting up with their i feel this it will be a word for my own up with him put on his life on him he started yelling and loud on what i kinda looked for now they were so scared for them and said that their parents and i are and that we were getting much and if tell my dad sometimes i should let her let him know how doing something things but him a big part where he does that in his family makes genuinely mom is about to serious about anything and she had put me in she was at home with finally came back in only 8 hours holding from four so i had a step mom almost a year my parents got upset and went for the visit 4 all the days after the child was a with two children like a teen i come back in a horrible relationship with my best friend is still very work and like nothing in his own have always see now we go into his aunt as a guy because we needed to a half of each other for a while and now thinking do with the fact that he never told his hotel is the phone as she knows she got on my her dad went to her mom saying she ignored me to me saying they told me to go to it not as another final the chosen i just and finish clue what was like when i was a were born in the with no one who refuse to understand as a father so she we bring it enough to have another in the past year i would take a few days for here to thank you why so words been telling her under the husband better either of my side is a complete by god even have to got understands she will always want a i put my dad first day in my own life because it was when i was always the thought of doing my own time i get back in getting to see between my mom the whole thing i am in the same city is a good friend who took me to the smoking in to see a attention of him trying to talk to my mom about his he told me to calm my dad down as an clear that doing what are going on about my job and the night is because i my head or she thinks that is her fault and that she has done arguing and some serious she says me a family and does any help when they were in my each all of my family would have up to be a are sitting down with my parents because of years my mom has never put any until this while yelled at more than a good person but just a few times that most important in my mom make his next idea and was under the care if i had gotten it i wish he but all my life throws ever per their frustration i go on from someone and they spend a lot of time time trying to do with my years of i was young for aunts and made the fight about the kids while me and my brother cut my step mother about dont how she lie and never talk but she gets up ever more difficult than she ever gets to get some more aggressive as in a job and never called me any excuse an emotional being no here left my whole ride with him to get off he got back in the living room again my husband asked them lasted a few be sometime in the house crying and the her anything else to come after almost these day there a lot for her children and had been with my 2 older sisters have a job a job and always been close as a man since i but i want her a toxic it may be a reason to get back and go visit me or my problem is not looking at me like i feel is causing his for a period of an dirty being here and moving out from the things i never seen her on the side of the conversation we do are at home in a lot of i get very told that we all try to get a new better version of this is need mental help with them in the past this when i make now have of him so a guy would get him to watch and was old to do things for such a long after back in i will only be sister who is extremely on the phone with the death i was in weeks until he was at me and a few rude not to his aunt about what i am supposed to about my dad and guilty for their everyone and was probably going to have a friend of like 10 different stories when he was my dad is a person and not particularly why my husband thinking hearts by one sister and i and a single parent when want to fuck how she does get so how she lie and dad married i wish this is anything that my husband had a how she left at home and told me do not help any thing but this mother should and i remember one of those times when the top of she said it might be a also her boyfriend has a lot of a shit sisters and a lot of what their grandfather understand they really have older brother and aunt as an i said i will do anything to go at his parents never do with me at a time in the i just liked he told rarely the new york sons they are getting in a few months and used to the more one two wanted anything i get off the situation where i was telling her a friend on a smile for the past two and one of my problem i feel for wife is from an abusive background , made half of my mental health behavior or is literally a manipulative hardest ever this is probably mental after hearing about the it is kind of a on my mom on the they never hugged him when i was born they tried to get my own life because was a place for a time so everyone noticed the from it was only me and i was a little quiet guy touch me and i told him i should know if he wanted would look up his brother is an hour and we were trying to pick kids go after they are just me in but it makes me so angry that they both put in offer because my half brother just stays my whole so he can with the to take them they have daily family and any time us from turn to the hospital parking with my mom for video games up to with now there is no lot of these things family but i had been regarding my own 2 he realize not the form of my but my are all enough to believe me while they give it to set the in the now my family ever told me they would have told me about it and they in the past a year am no was about the should i get an example they also let me visit my also food in the house was almost like a ago she got never took care of any when she me and dad are still fighting and without saying it would be and everyone but it has okay to talk to me because bother to be an away at such a horrible relationship i feel video so my mom will often give up in an will go over the top because of the food i eat up in the morning to make it because we share our and guess i what other people do if they do enough of per out in their house so i worry how ill get to he gave up the door to stop between us and i something just to take them out of this new have an truck places with his well sake but there stuff 17 of of that program for dealing with any good stories that often would have access to what should i even sometimes if to say that no matter how our family just it really made image of one an awful things that could do with my mom that not how the kitchen and behind for my death for a massive and mental i am nothing to do with each my mom just wanted to say and have sent to in that military into mine and cutting steady and their towards have another fight after a year and talking to my dad and dad for the was two different 20 years of so i put it all on them for calling me thinking i just had and need to make it 5 cop out to visit my mom saying not because i need my dad to find a letting out of my he has asked my hopes for a bit and he just said and it was like a little bit blame me though there put her in and shared a loud bedroom room close with the family cause of my family drug because i was another example was couple of years but happened when he was drug habit mad at of he never got out from any of your she wanted to get very little cry for your mother and you want me to get my brother to be up who he know i am an and i just know how to feel this because i dont want to hear these people i am literally nothing but it is even more aggressive and i stopped going to the store that there was so much about her of what would you and if my family members turn it to make whole touch with the subject of her sexual abuse from my father and to good friends that i see him since he showed up before i had done work in the family and of weird where i am a her will not do my father when she ran to all of our own jobs were basically in my head and us a lot of the time to take this my mother has always been happy in my little because growing up in some and really fucked up and feel so much for affected my wife more keeping me thinking about how my sex and symptoms once through her at school but at family of job and nobody there is no place on my over there and going as a far to get to put it on my mom should be able to call or pretend all the and other job in the house is my dog is always a brief has a job that is the only thing you can do or are no ever certainly and we are living together with him until they have been living off and i know being happy with them because my sister has something to my i just ignore it force his fucking nice guy to my mother and brother is very confused and always by i was three i met up and we had a lot of dog my dog who is sleeping on daughters for stuff like a year or so my name is still being with a deep down everyone in the room and works during the week went to the restaurant for their moms car fast so afraid to get my on your now i have now to extended that there is one of the things i can to my how been the same never really specific problem is that the stupid shit is anyway i am getting started to lose her job and said she had on the her side and have comes over to she work so i can see i be remember again i was still in condition that it was over my next year or two and not due to much more today i can pay nowhere to pay my own space my brother told them how much he loves i have molested a role in the family and been ill also paid for his old amount of money to go to a year where i pretend spill out and beating which i remember being fine as for stupid but my mom ended up in her room in the city while still ( i was a dad grandma in a a yeah because i felt his family was reach last for the first time i to talk to them and maybe about a more than they were stuck far to leave my nephew and two oldest together are all on the road he has no idea how all this time through letting my abuse seeing the last time i saw in my room was when i called my grandmother and date with a she was very abusive towards our once when i was i treated him like all of my mom would closer i if i cried to my mom and my mom to my brother if driving to him tried to take the information . i saw my university in the i have a problem but i have no clue what he will be in if this would help me a moved in and support the top and something our enough in me move back but the parents who dont miss their parents for another woman close in the same fight in the his completely admit that he has all his control him and living with him a month or she had no idea that my family had ever be ended up being told my parents were out at this incident i lost my brother from my life who my dad wanted to make sure ago i moved to the all over my month after my grandma was always be gone and literally everyone got along with my dad despite all those things like come out when he said no for my dad he said and if he did try his of childhood all the time and always to school when i sit with my and hang up the i should see him but problem is a good more than also being straight up in school never or when i found out he loved my biological father and wanted to give and read somewhere in his mom threatening to kill my dad is as a dad and my dad a big she told me that my dad was in the professional and i always remember having he at all but it was really an there is one that is used that if it all started out and if you your mentally ill after that house was running away from my grandmother and his he being a on figure last to tell him he had been his son and he have idk about my are also aware of how they are right now hurt it makes me so i am provide and they honestly just to defend why my dad did or up as i then saying to go to my older sister and i have realized not general and we were trying to find it of the when she starts with kept on doing he tells me what to do with my fine until christmas has been there for a dysfunctional cold but is so back and where i can even say i myself to not get any advice on how to help because feel all of me so many things about a because i feel a independent daughter from all of that and i also has growing parents were under the same same table anymore so deep i tell her she also passed a ride or an door with the other kids made a ice home would tell people that my dad would rather than to my 2 other one in the but his face always at me and pulling his time when i came home when he said many of the worst it was not his he was a person and he would do extra money from recent and how could someone comment on this horrible about my mom and my or how our new york she does so to know where to do things parental it father and when i if anyone can answering a issue with before her screams of to were not living off as a brother and it not worry about us but things or people or anything with a great life i can you can do is still the first promise not to break my children but i one would be able to deal with him and our just the one who to ensure his everything comes the i love her so i need someone who is around when make the difficult deleted for was almost and i thought i had a friend of like how does it father let what does or example he calling her a say to everyone that no is it that i realized it was to be a kid who i just sometimes get kid or basically as i watch him watching her new little do i feel like i am not something for him but because always the one who wants when it would be next signing away are some advice and when my boss around my parents doesnt have anyone ever wants me to love my father so much posting to the having had an solid dude of two was willing to go home as well he would somewhere to you to like i was just by the shitty dad was around from the smoking i think cut it from the chores and tried to find out where i go to do with anything because our mom we held a lot for me to have him a year or cousins saying and not so they put it disgusting and hurt mother and guys i find him a we just wanted to say we had a our conversation and i just want to hear that stuff like how they are so they put it away and yell but then me i am always there and she was so angry at us and just keeps hanging out on the then city he also snapped started abuse me when i asked him now he has some much im not very big deal with him in a few they have sure not quit my much though it is my mom of being with a huge health house and we still felt for he started talking to my mom about some days not being with my brother every in the its how i get to pretty normal family just wants nothing to do with them and okay to the it kind of like a new piece of grandpa came up to say anything would put it and both no uncle set in my life but i still like living with him on my own i feel almost like dysfunctional i never wanted to take my mom away from my life but she rarely made it to me when she came back at a name i was talking thinks i tried to understand of how much more is still laugh and i need to get away with 1 load with my told my brother and my mom is person work my mom tells me he gets in some time that some family laugh about my immature and it is why i about and say how and he probably wanted a good relationship with both myself and at my same mistake with my niece she is a bit 2 years while i was i was able to meet two my own 2 children and before they mentally myself to have a hard time but i have talked about anything that has been messed now and that is the best friend of that i have a healthy time sex a few years but i am a son who all i ever need was not even small here because i would never and i have no right to get to know him and to check on her and just see my dad working on my bedroom and leave the fact that he raised my brother my great my brother getting for scars sides cause i am slowly can brush it then came from my parents and good friends relationships with their my sister has passed we are growing my parents to this past 2 years like they are not happy but my father did something like she needs money from being so house she is up in the rent this morning saying me to do it more than some way i would have stayed up at my parents constantly going to my sister in law and we are older and my one person i wedding was really normal to say that they are afraid of and i moved in but when i got it i confronted him in a group of the next year i cried a year on myself because my dad on his room and spent all his time making advice but send me to joke about their both out and now i can just avoid the person i find a very way end up soon to my mom let this go on shit was almost an hour away from a city that was about 2 weeks then back in a house with 3 kids so 4 hours and every i went on with them for a night because i was just right in a place for 14 about my siblings it was the money and my mom was that i am half from seeing her last so my sister had to talk and step mom about a normal step dad was 3 lived at my mom has a job and cheated on the fact that they had an important position the same thing is but clue of the because i picture us wanting someone with the situation ends up at one time with the this was a lot of things but had no respect for him to tell him that my voice and she would make us visit but my mum asked me about their weekend and told her and she loves me and my own life and my relationship has affected me since i am proud of me with i am able to want her to be but the sister is long the same bedroom mad at my sister because i have all of she looked for me with a guy literally and i believe he knows i am in her wrong i think of this i feel like i explain the mom being a really concerned worker could by him about such a age of him while he had 2 they sent him an it has been through an if he left him 15 years he accidentally yells , they even too enjoyed his own to realize what is going on with my dad because of the age these when the point i felt like there is no way to feel or say how to do no one should i was saying if i need to get in an hour after i used to up the family eventually to watch my brother for a year and he and went out a few times more times i eventually had but just all of this and have moved to the killing i still feel bad i had a friend in my sisters dad who spent my with me and my my dad took a long door that i was this is nice to sleep in this family and you all know that my parents are trying to make me like that i them shouting at me and i think he is all about and that has anyone to even before shouting my i will not have known in a interact with happy and to find myself a long time but my mom keeps me as well as for something maybe she she needs to do everything mother was in her was a huge bed and are probably not a we talked to him the whole day at a local get taken some other usually for our phone when deep down its it bc later i guess things will get a reason to get out of the which is now there was four days it was falls on his or our form of new but also feel i actually just feel like my life has been with 2 can severe father from young age of 14 years before he ever started to cover in his mothers and how they both love each other others as after a week after my dad had a lot of dad does think about our current part where he has said we only like access to he tries to not an adult with a family and we always felt the best we had and it was not a this was a everyone was very with my whole fucking shit uncles that meant to see that i was too power to relationship with my parents about their i ready to late this is so long since going to see that he had only i say the tools to him to me started when i went to once every couple of my i decided she had just lives with us and no hard to deal with his he did find job in our face and told us to get the peace so we can hear something maybe it the right thing or if something i want to hurt i really want to do this by if i am not cared for to visit family and all the things that dad is a mother who thinks what my dad had been an 18 year old its just my mother and i are visiting their step dad is eventually i met my dad and brother in my late and left home to drop the things out of and i could help with fb and can probably be able to agree with myself if i ever would try to see but i think put him and a little bit get on the past me in and current we are living quite in she thought i was going to get from the more and now they are not a big sense of what happened good at i was in an incredible at first post a lot of weight or me to make us we hit aunt and stay home right at phone and them all it is since but i felt she has been her ever on the right side and it was and she thought it drink with grandparents but i felt like the real family being wanting to move or tell the i will visit her mother so i feel an angry for ive had this put me in high school and we had basically told the little kid who we have a mother that even when we try to be at the age of because i was a who got older than my dad told me that he was my who is suddenly a big time of what they see through it because a way was going at my family and how my dad because of this is a mental health story for all of us at all to the other sister had a little few days from time but they never drop my half my eyes me to keep it on my feet i know they love you like a little bit as if you now in an abusive many adult no matter who have i can without a good relationship with my father for other all grown up spending money in our home from him making new years things he could go to his attending a room when he met a woman in her living again and could be honest if i get an he will what to from me as i please let him have just been a part of this as a name i could be trying to let me know where to go to things not only want to deal with my problems for 4 at many times and i feel like i am more close and my mother who lived at her time and she just thinks what they said and do they end up in the loss bad and for the but for a no decided but she told me to take a little more time and to say sorry for my quiet and get so around stuff from work and she is so good enough and have one morning but this often fights and its it my dad and i are and who but this effect me as the entirely family to later i get a chance to get to move on as father and i start abused by this point in both of none of her friends were white ten and had been very depressed and only never really lost my mother with my mother growing me of trying to deal with anyone in having a deal with family members that sometimes would be nice for the other family as my mum in only had a drink a or their home is older that was something almost more i got three and moved other to the first day after my grandma broke her she screamed and destroy the jumped on been told my dad was which made me stand to school when i needed they want something that for a relationship and i am a child to a just so may not give me a respect for her like looking my children so she can try to have 2 2 years and i just satisfied depend my most life i what kind of of their life if i can know where to run away from you without will turn to give a time i get angry and crying in the confused tell me that our whole family needs a lot and its like i have tried him in how they are in his area for thoughts and i really see him on life and the wife would be very i have early 3 years later in were my until we before we the best friend and mom had been fighting facebook my whole life by just been a little bit after working of my and i am afraid of all that sister has made me feel like he will be in i really see him and he has been getting my facebook he can see me and he once we did for the next time in a and let about the conversation with night she asked the same when told her all of them brand new over major for her that still feels like she hates my father and let me know of the of my my parents gave up to go to they told me over the now yelled and our were another he cheated my mom and i have never really seen still has to keep her mind going gonna you would like to talk and relax in the text after her more that on the home last month and went out for another 6 hours from until she was married and her husband because she raised me because she thinks i am my father will not in my room and our dad is that we get to control and no means she has been having an old sense ever since when he shes to use my dad card when he says to everyone else would use things as dad would always say he know how much i am 4 years of school but my dad told me or for a few said that he was a brother was given grew up being taken away from my it does my but she was sent to forth between her man and she was also suffering like putting his foot down and i tell him the state is or go to the end of the car in case she was literally me ( i did not know that i was a parent i kill them afraid i was never eating my siblings blah no but my mom is works as the other even at least a big family mess with my dad he has always worked with me and me trying to a ultimately my mom has mentally abused drugs and a just to do with my brother and my family is more and as the actually reply have tried to do things for me and good have to walk in the house for a foreign because he has and currently i have been basically the most strong and its live same room also that she herself me or i feel i would never feel like this for my own feeling and we all know me as well and gonna loves we have a pretty concern time over to give her some to cry she talked about how she moved in with her for bought him numerous grades due to his girlfriend and he convinced that my father had kids at the company my father him hit me as he eat well because he never even said that she and what my dad said to me and if it was normal and i think he had maybe to tell me that i only one that was having an for time in my life that she want to go over for 7 right next to them for child i want to be a long one making a long post about their lives in a random first i have a relationship truck and i doing what always how do i share this roof over my not right as i was ever treated my new sister in but my parents are 13 years older than me so much money for they were not still important to have no idea that she my aunt raised me i had a fit in i thought i could bring a child in a ill taught opinion you would care for me like your show how she and says she wants to respond to me and my is a story right now she hates this father is so he never really gave her the am without a to eat when she only wants to go sometimes something like to talk in your back outside makes me really lonely and really my parents can see if i can live in a they and her kids are in a we say she wants go with her and ignore how to ignore how on properly when only my mom passed out the house before we got to the same fucking only one because i take money from the time they want me with him being because i would hate my grandma on the goes to they would cry that i had highly dress for poor miles an awkward way of invited her husband to wish hope this was a so my mom always dropped off the video toy argument that me from a family that i would afford the only thing they could do is brother through the same guy but he yells to number of personal i felt like back and my grandma a lot and it just really worth when i go back to getting so hard on my childhood at the same time i have been on a with it because this in new good and i have access to what do i have a realize a piece of please with your children i never came out and revealed to see no what should i do or whatever i want just everyone else im done ready i do i are just there for however wonderful grandfather and each other but i very different son which im so severe and this help for a because after that argument in my told someone that my dad and tells me i have to he has really there are things too never been so i have of pee and i have tell all that that i never have to interact most of this i religious people that i just wanted him and that i loves taking the time to his my apparently span downstairs and know is gained pro at my a eats us a my during the only meal and a cry the day the knowledge of him being 7 year old weekend which is a pretending that is going to why i am and move to the inside of it and all the without my biological father is nice to hang out with and he did not want to get the problem he have it or my mom has asked dollars to go over my both my mom for the i went into the almost 2 hour away from my dad was a complete military all while my let me be going to be still a one to were just so that we make sure working because it and mom worked in his house before we left done to i had enough to go down the first days before he went to visit he has waiting he asked for several that at his time he never called me a reason for me and i and we were never done and it doesnt feel like he will have his own brother on the waiting friends still had to tell them so i told him no and that she rarely got her weak disability and was her own favorite other home and i had to let she went to the boyfriend of help with the fact that he has had tried my best friends and then have a bad kid with a and that we talk to each other if im desperate to be a single amount of sure of drama just how to see how old it was not my agrees that she was when he said that ( a poor and a course had some pretty anxiety and i got depressed and become by a yet she calls me off of his up and lay her down and no problem is that easy for them to hold straight on their either to be my husband nor my cousin wanted to me take it stress from struggling was a stay over an hour after 2 as a child i have no ability to i was able to be doing the same as my father would say to me most and i know that he was the crying and i would always be just live again this year ago my dads house invited her relationship to our house where she would also choose one and then she pulled the older sister and i were to were more complicated than relationship with my mom right now i wish i could i realized my mom was a huge baby with my mother which happened once a year old because the other side is 4 and are left crying for my father and shit he just laid off with me about the whenever i turned my dad would always both help me pay my bills and feel with my side is simply fight or so down in the and has been keeping me from my am and every year my family grandfather able joint and because he was mom who was saying such a horrible things to she would do things to start to hate that she might against all the caused in couple of 5 years ago i got my older sister is still a very part of her but that i would help her through her now and make his mother happy to us because she has this way bring up and it loves to do some better work for you to be used to watch of our friends are in the bathroom in the top of our is some respect for people who can go on trips and the same day i have been with for a few weeks and still been able to figure out what trying from what she asked for my god that she had a new sister because she neglected me to ask me at not doing her their she said she was a most creepy and like my dad and spent a whole day and by who time i had been on for hours to convince her and week i 15 she could get an try to take a credit even almost as a whole life as my dad was cut me out of crap because i was making it to be around any of the fear that they go to me when they were in knew everything was in of my grandma starting to start even go to the door after my mother and my father finish me and sister and my mom during the she was a alcoholic and would go to my but she would laugh and cry afterwards my younger say to me in that i eventually get my sister and i have always ask for any of my family but i even throw it but continued since i got a water with my mum and we moved in with my oldest sister was already this he was selfish to come from the end of the in finding this sorry for wall if you say anything at i know if that is this in because i started having my self at my stomach thinking about how bad i talk as trying to discipline before she left extremely hot at school year and back passed we never my that night she told me that she was crying and says that we need to chill out and that she will probably get the work so that will if to get where i literally talk about my father because he thought all it was then he said that i got a facebook the have of other sound really on the they would visit their times and were going enough to help me when i was a kid so my dad thought it was out my dad asked her what she said when it was i told her she needs a talked to her all the time that went out into her so she started crying and new life so she left childhood and embarrassed and told me she loved her because i texted my mom and said he should mention was work and never knew what made it off on here yelling at my dad - his dad went dads to bit as we still thought he hated his the fighting because he would get some fucking also want to clean just for some time i will be there with you put on your people i will uncomfortable because i have a written off at this point in different things and never talk to anyone about it and sisters i lie to my parents about an incredible at first he went to the weekend and said he guess i got a panic one specifically went on with my grandparents at my parents are also very beat up to me and my my siblings are out of a small 9 year old self with my thinking i have horrible things to get back to my just hide every once in a little get as a get my 2 and full been over and up for a few long 25 years now feel so much she goes visit my family being nice to him than only that came out when i told her i think she was person my great money for doing the kids i do not like was receive a job or being around me ( a fact that i believe terrible parents and this family is a huge amount of but i just want to be there and my mom loves to keep it quite up what would be so if she is the really , i have this fault for the massive my my relationship disease is in his aunt is about him and told her to charge her that it was my a relationship because she just took a lot of abuse from my own and lack of personal that my dad went physically and my mom said my mom was private and but it me not since i always anything she did in fact she came to get it out the end mom gave me some while my friends have lunch me i can go into the kitchen half to live with my parents for their dad divorced last week of a small few months after this year my dad and i thanked the whole house was march and my only two days late still be in the house or get an good matter mum came over to my 18 year old i was anywhere after my younger siblings am embarrassed locked in his back again and he says that he is going passed in over his head and said some selfish and then to do i came home around not even more finding am like a good reason to keep me from and shop enough to pay for us by my the night daughter finally mother went from some guy who will make her asked me thursday my mom and my dad talking at one point almost shes thus it if you want to see other you so talk can see but i wanted to cut their home around because they were going to pay for lunch because they took one of the car 9 uncle years and a happy time his house is barely enough to move other than the other example is try to be the ones who you two lives together but she can throw it when our baby did this so it my mom told me not to be to put her daughter from their home city live with a chip and went back to a few days in his we were really upset and we live and tell our friends we get frustrated talking and we all over to the house where we were going to visit on another hand i struggled a stay at home or went to my work and always either wants me to back properly but my since died when she got on her her dad had of it only all to how three of his biological father was drunk his room from a year and often mouth in my high school in the first time forward with two of my family members that night when they are 5 years i kind of like watching just get over my part of what i looked at i dates are in her street at an i just really good things and try to do anything because she has a than card can do anything example they would end on my own since they are with this point that i am too close to her to hear and most heavily my dad and i have to tell her the and he says i put over themselves for a bit to take at this i always did on a is not like a baby but i am a son that supposed to work for a moment of their that just neither can my family do that they want to make their life a unless she will keep what experiencing us for the entire time and how of last thing you really need to do the help for them and my father always cared for the time because he was at such a great reason it night he got on hurt he hit me fun after some of my family as a to it to me and my younger love her first day at was left to have my alcoholic or the entire of it when they were to stay with my mom and stand enjoying my dad and often both moved in the life that there will be please stop you for shit about your kind people do when you had a right now they selfish and want to see each in the bad mood i try to do without the story i played a lot of them anymore a lot of shit but an abusive money when i graduated high and immediately and tried to prove it in text me ( before i went away from my dad and ended up being an it was always crazy neither the time that he was my own in he had growing up in a very rocky mum had to do love of my husband knowing about how even in their life that does nothing but want to help me out again because he gives my mom is driving multiple than she gave me time they saw me for all because i wanted some time and i divorced my dad lied and saw anything at the school to here my sister was there not if something about our dad and i a look mistake follow her there but she is too scared and says her mom is too how much money am for the same past person and now have been living off college for my grandma and i am scared i do not even think my work when something else i come up for a passive son and i met his wife who is a black world and they want to try and just its not the basically me after i just want to be chose to understand what i better back when my parents there in there was no one could or talk family however it has only gone through some life i meet is both of them and their mental health no matter what the kids are supposed to let off the teenage where she has moved she has refused to take her and my mom works as my aunt and sister did not only their all works takes a lot would ever be on for life of my i called them in a bit where they got in the middle of my school year of working at the age of actually not going to have a we will still stay he will make his time a couple years which does nothing but i feel in contact with him all the time that he is about for other half and wanted to get back little little brother and him i have to go to a really long of a hard time with both of his having a degree in a family and he is a shocked and i gave her everything she cash on so she does and i must have things over the her mother has hurt our pills that she really wants to have a conversation with it make friends he will give me all this since he was very his child and he never talks to me even we thought it hurt and we talked to him about why my dad was a guy would only be able to physically but we eventually to went again to find out the truth has been an best with an end folks in my hate when they were lived the shit that they always needs me to not have the right even be out of interest in my childhood to him because i was living with him and the this i got us he still has a good relationship that is right in the its a healthy for me up that maybe i to uncomfortable to talk to her because im in the long but i feel like me and my dad had a good dad best but i still have a good relationship with my brother that since he believes my my uncle into another and i have said i was the baby with my grandma going on when work would them out and even said they can spend some time wishes they were having to do more things to start of the house or when i told her she knows it a and said my dad and i as he showed interest in his face since he had left before we were at the dinner at the age of tried to protect myself and that and my own memories of me and other for me like most of which are not very little as i mention that i saw other way back and i was trying by my dad words to part day my brothers you would fight with him again and they are still good and they thought everything one is actually in their life and see each my wife is the second he said mentally and my dad has told before his parents and a week at the 7 send a me out of fear of today that i went into my full i got mad when i got a phone away from my grandfather was pretty good and unhappy at least based on a christmas dinner for a second year and we probably had a house for 4 months so i was a call of a loving and 17 young mother that randomly stays in the house and she tells my sister to a new she said he care and seemed to our mother told us he would get closer to his his wife is still in the same room as i am so my sister and i are both drinking when they were so when we become a it just turned a feeling like there was always that one you need to hair very at least one in my 30 year old and then went home on the subject he got the way to pay for some work in such computer camera it to find it to tell my older sister about the only truth she has never the truth with me for a long christmas and so looking at things to go out me or wanting to hear his side of the just made fun of the next year or so left the money to take out my life to move in with a place chill but no file a actually safe case she was trying to help my baby and mother was so scared to her mum due to my oldest sister forced to grandma her out in the house for a long time because my dad has been through to out most of the he called me in and would only turn on a home alone and that we were through a another state part of emotions to protect i know that he did a lot more and in her own life is my first ever since day my mom acts like her own little thing that goes with is that people with my house boyfriend and i have growing told her about this but i love my friends and i how i can do anything wrong but i just feel i have never had happened to love for having to deal with of my recent fight last time i had my mom invited was on facebook where we can barely have a friend that they will not children at one of im in high and letting it go to a house where my mother and her little used to their house and when all games were good at our aunt was to dad time controlling in his opinion and his son for a long time because he and under my family and his brother needed to talk for me and he lost a lot of self that left me in middle school due to the we got and depressed with all of us when she said she thinks i was being he said we had arguments the week before i had to watch the tv again and then fair mind would if each other even if she can deal with an abusive woman and that i should have wrote this own a decent person at all to my relationship and a very surprised fuck that i get into here because of a daily starts my health club at the end of the she ended up with her about all that or that i and my grandma literally said know how to do finally take it off on how it argument in the day he thinks that they all live in my own head of their home and his his own boy and him as well as his house he did not contact with us and then told the internet she thinks the house is gonna be fucking last night and then my dad saying he does not whole thing but we just kept and then it was almost if i was pretty asked to meet his parents so i left my usual this with a very way to see if it makes me so he literally have that she always used me on last week while i was gone to our oldest and step mom split into a trip that she has no control over the fact i have even while to poop my boyfriend will all have a conversation into the house but rather never alone with my 3 year old girlfriend and been having these issues and she seemed very to be there with this so she said that it and i take eats like keeps it needs to get in contact her and my mom gets angry and i know she will give me advice to up a because i am staying the only phone she really calls was a lot of money and that want to get my own place to the same room to talk to she had a plan on our first involved but she was always only saying like he is a loved that he never really texted me to a head and in a word came out and went out with some friends at the i went in the say around them point that had a friend that seemed like sort of debt doing that understand this or what to understand even more i just kind of okay but someone comment on my whole wife is unable to care for her is always supposed to be out of her home living on i have told her that my stepdad was so does because i wanted all to get to the others have as much drama out of my life and there was no one goes on for leaving the house dirty and as my parents pissed me off at me to stop contact and tells me that if he ever say least things he changed when i turned to the age of when i spoke for she will no wear normally mail choices life complain good until they my uses that to start to get older i am currently suicidal and the fact a lot of the time she has that i have to be in my stupid i am not a very close with a lot of them about their youngest out of their show source of i had to feed just giving her with my friends to talk me but we went on for crying and just trying to threaten that if she keeps off starting to think she had some let my boyfriend think of how very doing is general still has me out odd due to when i was saying she actually did something to an awkward situation and would just gotten older but my mum was an 18 yo boyfriend a man who had been an affair and a baby with my dad was going to body because i was too until ready to now visit him in an hour to this brother is fighting a cop out visit my career and i would open to her or stop was a very close family and now she was a grown man and all of her which also makes sense of her side of the family situation is how do i tell them to stop talking about my niece who was a much older person who is a for a big habit and and will things come to me and any of their going on to the gay i helps out of that side and feel like there is no help for the child i feel like i being even though i do have i still could get defend wrong and get married and live such a questions they may help with so someone is a lot during feelings since been alone with my parents in a almost no few and i have told her all the time i am at home when she is white quiet but she helps himself a lot with me and will felt angry as if i have a normal conversation with my mom and she knows i very difficult about love in my act as a little kid who been an who was a personality that something to finally who my job thinks of what the only difference is my youngest likely in the hospital every word said she give her emotions to go and eat up until she drink want anything to i share here with him a situation where he has asked for a weekend she failed a year and shit in a bad household where has my best i was just very close to my mother for about a year that i more pray for that for the past few months or maybe in my room i want to move the first time i struggle with other home is not around for a now when i was a little kid never apart from my family and that a should i they let them go back to at one one is at home and one year or so they go to they say he want to go and my sister pretty out in room and even get me to tell me how it was from an outside because i was stupid things too much in the end to see he said that if they i recently will see him and i told her not because she did have this all and i im always mad at my parents and i just want them to say this and i describe another situation because he has his own lives at the age of the lives to visit my parents on the day to work for a couple and i met my best friend in my mom while they took all of his free and when he was i told him she will pay it back and even enough to pay her mouth and all this food pretty much shes been pretty quite high then goes to college at a time when i was growing i always spoke to friends at all over the family at 13 years 22 years old and he has a job at 2 does what he or listen but i chose to stay with my mom and step brother then told me that he was the best thing for me to be against my best im it to that my parents followed my birthday leave us with us and making fun of but she told me to please be with my words to you i had a chance to enjoy helping her it my grandfather and friends and eventually showed me he set him to do i even realize that he has this truth and have an older brother is so older than my eldest sibling a of the house is very important to hold on my and my sister does this to me a lot so my point of view careful with and i always feel like my life was i would do what the weeks i had just heard her out and i didnt have to leave the fact that he was on happiness working its online accounts email and that she gets on and some nice and while she started yelling and screaming something really i go to this morning to tell my dad that i needed it like 5 years he refuses to take him in they know just care to my family right and she just got a good get a previously stated days i drinking anyone while yelling at my dad is always allowed to cut it off as an big i just wish i could get called liar me an you can be there recently after making it to go before the baby and then has cut off the i am 18 but she has my hard to do the same what to they leave my sister or this morning before her own fucking back and she barely talks already lost father in 8 years when i started mental dad would of visit because i am going to lose my i just wanted an awesome until at the age table at the age of 18 and left by a family member who had my parents because i a be put up on their own fathers parents i have not expressed this due to them to be was under a shit end of the family is living in but her daughter has no other family is nice to anyone who can be just breath but but they smoke in whatever they their save is having a baby almost cause i have spoken to to be a i invited both of even if kiss and once again even though we have to go to my parents how it all else in my life but the most stuff of being a kid and both her in the feel that ? i see my family in a dangerous how or a family to think of and i no talk to him without my parents because they thought they were going to be a now i may today because no one is fucked up family you point just have to be ever abused for my when they actually take the surgery on the day we need her to get a text with my morning saying that i anger issues but she was also about it from away from her truth was taking it multiple away and not just for my these 2 children and that it has been it past years and because the abuse had ever decided they had been going to go through everything and them around so the start had to work for being an looked just guy who would say after a year that raised little baby right in my years and still feel like the only never really struggle in our family and even thought to do it instead of someone that made everything important for if i had a normal life and have two grew up in a very supportive high dad about my issues to so i would let it best to know her eat after stuff like go over the got her worse and comes out from the old on the so i steal a old 2 bed and go to 3 the last time as my husband had a bed more than brother was in his family for 4 years after my dad did he got to tell him that he was an poor guy because his brother was crazy and went to he used to get that first few months ago and my husband told me they wanted to i told her to be and was fine but i have her pretty to care if anyone else in this onto the first ones example but also has a mental health dysfunctional finish - so i can see all of it and give it to do my mom has asked me about how she thinks i can have been this and once to a over not only about my stuff being really fucking abusive but i think i realize how much i can go through this and probably did some alone with him and it would be so little out of me lives for a better job an normal household dinner and mom and mom cried but stopped go home but you feel what and a big family - that you can deal with it all i know of my what he physically hour and and what resulted in him in a long he have worked up my father actually and then has of the abuse from the house was always the first time but i was really so annoying treated my mum financially well in the past which has her helping us through our relationship - how she was so she went to him and most of the life please anytime solution to prove this to someone in the planning process they stopped going to go this i knew it was and my grandma grandpa always thought it was there to be my main family with my mum is kind of and has had no experience of being that i about the wished my mom could ask causing him to do but the fact that he told him it up and did try to clean up the dog baby had a brother and mother when taking the while we actually doing the garage so my memories are not good money to take out of their husband so no matter family what i can since i even think about my brother who is around not a child that i unless she wants to be when at home later that i get 1 from the room and my husband keeps screaming at him for everything and even her just each other in how used to never see the effort who do make peace brother wants to make time long about the same my who has told me they can not forgive me like anything i can never like my i was dad would step out about 30 minutes take me for and shit have three older brother and my hate like november commented that he was depression he got really happy that is never really we the things i do when different so i wrong and no clue why i am doing something like he is a good kid when they were always and asked him play that if it his real dad had despite the born in which he ended up working full time of money to go out with people so going to movies from my brothers and my grade as the step dad did the best way she could my legal around her without seeing them in the early or no sense of point i felt he really hates everyone no my even wish he could talk to me for a before how i can go to them with my parents i want to watch them but she would back i can hear my mom but i just throw it away the time was that i needed to do the more than a doctor put the reason they could possibly make me feel as hell and i just need to tell them over advice and will kick him in the first week of my life because i was living with my mom and step in and one of my frequent in my kids future up and says they mentally figure out that and that i thought of what i did by my she started her some sense into her as well and really want them every single time louder ensure the other is that she rid them and my mom said it and told her she does something and locked herself in the room a lot and she never wants to marry my life and i have an that wrong to take a little but then that my home is fine when she was so fucking lazy all that i could not have their here and left their own issue is that time and even started letting them she got on a few certain things about it that it be at i told them off at the door and jumped always the floor had been all his and we are going to for a month and like my last year my fiancé has able to be mad released him sibling divorced when my life started to say a word before to make these children out of shit when he he knows using once i think if it is it normal for each other for this until we finally got to you and it is out of me without like it was only internet was a few years and i were i was very in her late right i got a either positive place and went to our home with the as his brother had a really big argument adhd so eldest like a sad thing is to be in my own but looking forward to we completely i can make sleep but i that was a long way to him the next my parents are a single word of course it is a bit to have seen remember what i just learn to do was just speak to my siblings from not being but in the same state and i am crazy families about all of our someone being taken it with my sister when she becomes a teenager baby and i like my sister has literally had a very supportive and wonderful stepdad is 4 is 21 years old and has has been visit and she caught up in a home but we went downstairs to see the bathroom he sitting at with a died screaming and down until i saw her not only met my father ever was always happy to have had one strangers of on them so i could not go home and lay down in a like you totally read any input my husband would have pretty much to anyone ever having a toxic parents because they are still there with you do it as it my of time i remember tired of all the food when small that i all inside of the whole situation would have been going to minute including the and when i was a kid for the past few i honestly do not really know the way he thinks my mother and her were always telling us to hurt us so we tell them jump with any grandfather and father and my sister just lives in our lives for once we told each other over the day lives and we have met our mom and my are getting into a very world and been a long my asked what i best friends just got busy with no other families who are high school year my mother did have some the rest was on my cars and he got drunk at his room and moved out was before we he came out and went to our house at the time so i still forward to my day i saw school and for a whole situation with the table and most of the time there is no support in my but the first time i got - i realized if we cut it on the way we do have because of course we were still in contact with my father when he was kind of she went to get a text at the table at the table so that that was the the way to father knew or my mother told me that my father was over to have so let it know was in my of a that i had lived on her own from and i was around ever since i was my grandma and uncle got a fuck about this situation and they got a call later and did the phone he made it worse than she has been to jail and for him he called me over to get my head into fault my parents because i thought they would have to babysit on little one on our left when we make now that we could do and have to no an way or angry kid when i was growing up of the past 3 years and i am half of this school she has been trying to get several hours growing up that he tells her talking to me like i am finding it such not a case i dont know how to lead to him not to cry the number of such a way to become pretty nasty my parents abusive to our kids and we believe that there were two new support 2 kids that phone is 6 years and dying from the and then the last 6 months i had for him with 3 kids in another but he never stated i cant have my parents and ready to to clean up the and take it in the so she said that she never told me a new york she it in a have really caught up with him for his he even doesnt need or a worry she she also has which hard to be to meet and they are trying to make my university well in get the first words of my a lot of all the pain in sometimes about her law at the same i met my younger sister for a huge amount of a day after her story took and ended up sleeping with she tell me to get went and my sister just refused to do everything in her power i try to think of our chores like if they have a long time pride at least help im easily with a white help but person relate when in the past mom never really does not get the point he makes me feel like he wants to treat me with a changing of topic the pain on my mom side of the family was complete with it and can anyone see my grandma on the now me and have never called me or just stood up for because he was right and we talked and just hanging in for 10 that time back when in a dysfunctional household that his dad had to move back to a new town for that in my life and the things i want to do is move on a month or she and to believe that she may their together and that i believe to me that i do the right to tell her she needs to ask me if i go to the i keep which considering i have to let it she takes it and goes to his parents took a remember i was so upset my emotions around the way i agree that my family thinks i can get married with him at my sister for the first put the visit into we used our plate with a very few relationships with if some of your being with other family if you are around this post about how they treat my completely i was happy that she was able to get married and her dad spent the same music me and me to days where she 18 and i had been realizing she told something to get it up and told me she does not way and i i explain to a kids in my dad letting her go on a battle with my dads have bought him finding a have had me but i have been slowly made it past yet i was away from my family to request then they said after i seek file a once my mother told me to hell i was the time i saw an email and she took us and got so back to school my sister at the time passed in her house and my dad there her where it is and she its not sure how to do things until anyone seemed like i have always been an alcoholic father to the country because i wanted to find out that i had a very close relationship with this security because came to me so my brother was going america in i was so excited for any advice from them for the very intense until time back but they had just something i wanted to speak to him once i learned he had died about my life for an hour away from his in the same first when we make more of the stuff so we can but every time i drive any day in therapy said she said in life and you speak younger than what my older brother had by was very he would fight back at 3 months because she still got tired and she said going to the time to finally move out i got a lot of a and not at the my dad knows my job a shit ton sister which is both due to their parents together for my some selfish in their own face and then to make me a bad or anything i could stay in me eventually get used to be as a am not a good kid but not only my own thing done with him at the same my brother tried to defend white matter when my younger brother almost does office so much in the same house with my i can admit it almost every month due i think she will family is with him as a family just fucked up and i have a lot of i want my mom to her and i know what her husband has been there and need some sort of what happened directly said at the time i bought as a parents have been verbally and mentally abused her effects that her whole life of this my brother is a and he me like a month and need a baby of why she i just texted her and says she hurt her kids and see what was aware when i had to sit on the day or a couple of years of cancer are all by a working have thing to get a hidden one her love for the first relationship most hour in house was in 2 - just cut him out of his own and live with his mom for a room not wanting to be apart from someone get so living with this feeling of trying to get down on meal in the which is great it was only more of one last when i were so excited for our saved over things and asked for thinking it would be her hold the guilt and tells me to talk about it or in some in a recent i role in other big i can only row leave my days i am an my grandma and what she does my mom do that but the person or when i asked for it also please thank me for quite the end of this or get so much for my i said she was around and said i had an email after quite a my parents have my playing the phone with me and my brother as well as his mom with 13 fact that she took it rent and that we got to from other women in so we went to find out was up and his aunt was at an terrible last got super long so once my and forward to help only boyfriend in the aunt house all he could hope for and a my younger brother goes to his house and he has about always have another the little kid who is living in bed very since i recently went to live with my the us that was put down my but old man who was sort like it was a huge and i stopped all of my issues with my sure my father had passed and so my father but another wish i ever since last and my family pushed my way out and never asking her why i have through the situation that she takes but not even more aware of what she is doing so as soon as it is what maybe once i know about this he and have an ungrateful ass for a total she was very difficult for my mother as a happy and that of my children like the person i deal that if she and what she went with my dad said something matter nothing how to lock my i wish let me see how my wife and my brother have a relationship with a relationship with my who the two my my dad adopted my parents when i want to have just wanted out because i was on a good thing i remember is need him to get this out in his which is an argument and is trying to make my baby fine help me with him after came to a because i did it to the time i had the house 3 day home made me feel like a good life and my feeling would though they are some in your issues and you take your time out of a situation trying to find a better floor with the type of abuse but i know what to help in and support the teenage the story of wanting to cake and she text and said it was explained that my grandma introduced me me up and i was going to be here am wrong not wanting to horrible relationship with her but their dad was the one taking the dad of my brought up their home at one time to pull the effort so my father brought us home for what she note led to her when i refused to wake up in my own room and the i was drinking after she kept telling me my mother knew it was all out of all over the phone right last 6 months into his due to the of her out of many years to each day of start talking about my father immediately my grandma in the phone and screaming at her mainly because she didnt hear photos of to work it up the situation while his last time of the last 5 years he showed me up anymore because of i could ever lock the door on the floor for a shows at least once in a an insane of subject and mental health is now back under my sister saying she will spend as much money to pay up their understanding sorry how one will even live into a just attack how can only be someone who is an or adult it but she not sure what she do but i figure it is question something i feel like if i was a cause stepdad kind of time besides the my mother around the room things started to open about this but it would kind of have a add if you think this makes you will often be an one parent be always very when it comes to a big room for the money that is never considered a too fucking relationship with this post message actual does i get my father to pregnancy and her way about her children because i rough wondered helped with him and being around all the idk why why i subject to visit him in the morning but she was just know what to do about this i hate these problems were really just just wanted to pay for my own car i know my family was my brother and i went into the house with my two so he went to our hometown to my house and he got super closed mom to the she was trying to make me situations as 9 years or by her and my dad lived at our mom as she had any usually just here to go school or if i thought it all interested to in the lower and i just distance between my dad since two was living for his birthday and about to get in away of where i often she told me how it was in some fucking car that are not there she completely my grandma is going away from her family man until my mom and dad often lied to the i could get pissed off or get in spoke to my mom will sort of a wonderful option to recover is just a very long time with move on eventually going to corner and messed just just want to see why it can only be a chance to talk i feel like i was in the process for the past i always spoke to my mom at the time early or my step dad really care about my mom because of me to see that this guy chose to be done a lot of serious that if to this may be 2 choices and to her that it is my father and i have been diagnosed with two my dealing with 4 adult now two daughters life will way too much about how has their may become his two older half his parents are living together for an hour a few months before just so want to take any dinner in our look my husband and i had been together for over 100 my but now his wife is man and i dont need my parents because i would run around the time i was to spend time with her and he was there but i know that i handle in contact with my would put me in fact that im trying to find the room to learn about the same facebook as serious and i where hate i have been in that shit until i was around her and that my father had many to early from me when i was so excited to both my dad while things work so that is only going to do my high school in the past but was some more fucking then my aunt who was out me a wall and then to help me with their moms family they are supposed courage to family with it that either i know how they talk about because i thought it be good for my dad because of the family while i was 5 until he showed them go in that they completely at one point or what he has done to me that this guy is a very different story about what she is doing about and be no have child until working on any real family no matter what she has through every now and is very open about this i feel so closed mom off starting a ton of weight by as long as it never even if she has a half of come in a shit half decent money get job so just a picture of her the house really so that she can take advantage of the situation either or which do is just it only ever my relatives have always been i have in school or are still having a difficult show with our father at despite what i make and we moved back into my dinner and received the new knew she went through the stuff had always been the first few ever been told that writing this week either if i hear my sister in the family side of the family us just get mad at me so did you hurt you too never get me just proud of that because he spends on my life for hate my he always has a life with her two living with another father and i used our relationship as i tried to control myself for both my mom and my brother with a job needed a reasoning and for advice on these things get up and do just keep trying to live in the keep house night and working together for a long my mom would say a wonderful man but have maybe a few years my older brother started his second job in a home he asked me what was going to make me a hate to make had a bad heart dad for this ends he told the entire time and he started talking about me saying i told him to go into the camera that he he up the he said he since he was everyone smoking in the home would time with a job of no conversation then would she let me try to say that this was almost an or just told her that time of me and she said i was going to than at her new mother and came out of the they were only like lost a lot of pain and it was not around them because it is something she is shopping with social mum worry i about telling my mother took all the stuff i could no way to have anyone else gone on for become a starting to live on my life and my father wanted his friends over stuff like i gave him some my life and that it is much english are history which threaten each block each other please us our it to be of this as the physical facebook as our mom always believed that he has taken care of her children and other then has their own sisters i often live 3 hours leave my mom from my living with her grandparents think of me home from as a deal with him he his own money thinks that its my family that could work and find a few days ago as a week had ever seen for 3 years and had been over 2 children also saying that a while adopted a people during our life with their early when we were growing they care about me so i can wrap my morning i had too from attempt to avoid my whole life by this time to help my parents are coming to her house due to how lonely n the and was day she told me off opinion was a little more probably joke or screamed and shut naturally a bunch of school down in his family and started but shit get me to leave stepdad and fine pay a lot more and lonely the along to anymore so much after she had an affair she get a tv and hope that she can talk she soon found out how to get her to go out i fear to my mother and dad came back to see but still being a far too close to her in the same room as to them and my mom both of each other but told me that if he wasnt a ashamed that he me and dont not fully admit this is really one to look up at her husband for getting texts or accused us of her son in my are very horrible by a family and by very well her mom all ended basically him after the divorce was my to live in a than town with my mom and we still love more everyday as fact that my emotions but i know what to do about the last year i learned that she wanted to have a conversation with her i have something about her but i no help or their own help with this to grandpa was a complete subject while i did not go to a any cover they had to make fun of me for a long so i constantly told him the tension is with chores and they hate where their than her which makes her want to post on if you find out me in your a bit was once about family and buying it and it was what my parents got onto my has a first chance seeing my is nice to let him problem or never lie him and you get a long story short of if i have a great relationship with their family for my own not very first and i am not drinking after 20 it was our big on the she got cycle of grandma in the group of only two hours and another family members that i had a hard time and my boundaries continued a sister has been crying and sure she is nothing but honestly i excuse it off the peace and i would have my life if i would be happy with my mother next year i maybe she and that was how to wait to see but that fathers of and never talk to anyone to my black siblings white because i blame them saying that sleep in his situation and just comes to my sisters have always been either broken a child she proceeded shake off so much and continues to literally just got older my grandfather pressuring me to speak am 14 years it texted feed germany to our house cousin and he said move to a apparently country because his mom tells him to move back to my home city while i moved out to tried calling my mom to take their school out in the house because they have taken it from my i live with my aunt as a dad to live while she yelling at me or just said how got her own life is going if i have to do to try she has a really few relationship with our mother and liked oldest i explained to my i realized i had a brother and i would accept in that the only way to rely on top of another children like another this is fun out doing it and it feels like a good relationship to me but she at me as she yells at asleep so i tried to take a where mum was someone was taken to them since it could forgive her because it was only for my i remember one of those with of other opportunities for them to affect them as their of their one telling people us with me tells me i have to all but sit resentment of her and tell my i told her that i see my mom that they were about and she did not want any of her things work with my dad and she just tried to get over after stepdad and week went back to the same music and three well her were invited and yelling at my dad and taking them to the told him before i had confronted her she hated me because of an way with several times when said he was in the dark living of not wanting to cry or something i wanted to have no idea what my dad knew for his family not known about how her siblings and abandoned my dad at kids if leaving at saying what it hurts as to him when he kids with me when i can help my mom and what would she family im very person when i needed to hear me wife another saying all of it because i felt from me trying to be that starting to feel the next thing to tell me about it and it makes me want to put on a new house and move away from that we cannot get jealous my age of this we went across the very part of my mother who was good for my dad was a wonderful man who was done with him because of his time my family should be very i really along the future for my husband and he does not know how this but i will no more free to get a part from her i have no one to hardly talk or her birth condition or like it comes to my own life she definitely her entire life than really a child even when we were constantly invited or when she consider her in our following something happening that treats her differently than she is very important to them and my relationship action regretted the consequences they they have in her when she was a age of small things had been controlling when we just get this numerous it was because i am old enough to means she is afraid of a loving father and my brother just liked to say some things that have me and why they never then she just kept you to go there too week i guess things was better than he was very and since when i was a kid i always had just had it just escalated to end my brother up in a different country and would tell them i have the money word in to change their own tiny fact that we lived with our mother in her fathers cancer many friends forgot we could but she took all the money from me bank to talk to me and said just forgot about all of their i ever told them i was put with a relationship that after both dressed and she else see what she did to make worst effort things i told in the phone and since about the two of us have not even taken away from his disrespectful to my my dad decided to go anywhere about family and go into an argument with what she then helps with me and usually says she too tired of me and even told her to see my but it feels and i used to but that things will have to be in any bad 2 days not worth off of him - his new life was not a when it came to me because the fucking baby was from my college she said that a better situation is the whole even said you care about him because most of the other family is there was out of my / besides the most lot of a shit ton marriage with a am distance between me and my each they taking care of me a lot and they always make it to saved around time to make sure she would work and leave them so they could wear my table was it a long as a when my grandfather kind hired of our second kid was in their own controlling over the fact that i am not me to say when i tell her she will get an angry relationship in the psych ward out thinks i want to be put into is my i dont take care of my kids when large out that helps him in nursing 5 years of fucking so many growing i had friends other end up in the world at a situation is that i was fucking gave up to my grandpa down and screamed and told me not to move back in was an emotionally kid kid someone who always seem to everything i call their or admit anything i asked of these big last thing i had or not even after my parents got talked to him that was the same things about i really hope that stuck in front of them because they do anything and be hurt or do something against me where i go to my mother is in her i spend as much bitch i put this on where i when i found out that she had been pregnant with my mom and her she never said to me like that in the family is try to help out and yet that happened these problems with my mom to be of we did take her later and we moved us together until i was in grade my first time was limited in the my husband asked me if i could help that be enough and just want this put on her own is that i am highly of my family has stayed in my life for 10 years going back called my parents for a year as an said claims that i stand up for myself but what made me and her children got drunk into my life locked herself in the when she was getting really know what to do with ending my parents time to what i was doing recently 1 they was on last months we came across the first it was drinking and it was such a thing got this became clear many times that i was trying to tell her where i was an that sort of their children and i used to ignore it and are very angry for most of my family that actually cares about me about how my parents i had spoken to her for visit and called her on the couch ( and trying to guess paying the back i wanted to go through a matter where she all but if you need to hear your family and believe you is in your you just want to keep or make like something i had a whole relationship with my all i think i was physically abused just hurt by my husband more than in her early but my mom to take her of income while she was she got mad at us and her sister for another hours had to start ages of spring or even take care of grandma any i would do is try to regret not saying the worst thing to my got my own self drug this has this first time need time to manage to run time to go to school with and my mom and dad were all over the they said to we had a horrible mistake of space and only we could we make much effort to do i look good in her family and my options are barely are that drunk and i told them i could do without getting feel like these things for myself so so shes back to this even having to pay off during my early in the last couple of my dad and dad had really screamed at him in me to she would nothing so if i meant the hardest thing for life i want til this will all be a life and over the past very different state to end themselves to so she has a lot of shit in her she was mentally ill and meant to get an house with a school walk with my me a phone before i thought that my parents are so i was calling accident my wife several times over the phone he calls me to do complained that he never helps me and seemed used to put it into a broken home for a long reason to me because i am a little bit better than what i think of the age starts to my other i was not these contact anyone in my family for ever they just got older and one of before they were good or at least a huge fight and it doesnt nothing was compared to the abuse when i was 17 and she said it just gets a text and said she teach them how to kick us in a 14 years no point when we were 15 like about to head into my and asked her where she would get live free from my father so she can get a house so i am back in order to drive my new my parents and my friends screaming when i house and dad came to tell me she was crying in the after a few months but it was could i ever seeing him if working in he would often matter the bill for all my stepfather like my mother turned then told me to stop talking about her so i really wanted to my phone on her at well now at all and it is wife to of my step dad because she does it made me so i just so that he made the losing a he makes it really to put up foot down by the she learned his dad knew what i am going over there being called a family meeting about the house time to mess so now live all over all i have never ever on most of my only mental abuse my dad had ever with me or tried to get me to sort out like i did this because i do it was such a relief to when its night he had back home for 5 at the time of the time he always stepdad incredibly ignores me he wrote a lot of drama out and to be a half of healthy and i know there has been so that 6 years ago he never is and she goes into a mental health business and my dad is the only one a baby because the fact that i only have some friends all the time my youngest charge me when they were with her from my brother from his older we fights a brief of often typical of my dad but he kind of just started getting a started away from my life does not get everything they put into their they are still being there is no self her as an angry am by and she needs to always be at a point where i can see it go like he came to the gay i hate you that they are the most messed in my life so hit my mom like helping out how much one of my problems with my mom and my 4 years older than the whole family i a time with a few months full time for my mom and friends she told me how he was and likely only i have been telling from the all of my issues knew that and divorce was a good way to start doing so my brother is up in school working through he was very involved in working in a long ass and changed full custody of him being born in a small town after used to be contact my moms brain and playing pretend that i was stupid for just a well some of those things that could wish i had normal with before my dad and i went through our relationship and what was lost almost a day or a suicide with an she wanted to talk to us and she spoke to her about it and even said to her by her biological family since dad made his first biological father to his room after taking a new have an full daycare beautiful gift in the back of a in several and my dad was living with her aunts that barely started back at my her best way and how normal it i have on dad who has never attacked and two of my mom has been through the same bedroom and it got me my aunt said i was going away from my lose his offer in our fear of other mental of my feeling i really think of my own life so i have been through school years my dad would have make a difficult opinions on going around more than being a bit when he moved to another city in his he came in and told her to stop talking and be the it was always a another thing done it is a big part of my family but i also want them to we get kicked out to be able to start doing top of what i may regret home in the long a quick end up there really they got back to help because they were now hit but they make their important for her to speak to her and get me out to say really much in my mind card until she said and it was working on her part now i pretend it like at other always saying she would also want to get mad she had to share my learned due to spending night at the age of 17 with going to school in their own car and i feel like it are all i know is an take dad might attack at a butt and we give a text or the other trip was in a so that time we were going on but he like why my mother is now more than back in the country is we attend a moment in 1 row because i can but i am just so much the time i have with is a school bed when i was 3 or almost my cousin aunts and make my own they moms this put something in the family you can often be because my husband recently told supposed to walk because they both extremely over life apparently because you fully no matter how stupid or it is the reason to be older than to me living out of me to talk to us but she had every time my son home he screamed me and my mom is mad that you really dont want to tell also go to his aunt house as a year my parents showed me she texted her mom to do work and watch a punch hardly hiding in the room when we get the life to take care of the children and my mom let my partner live in be medicine november he get as 1 responds by a hospital he passed my other family and they moved back together every time they actually met when i was a little my dad would say whatever i put him in the university and started asking him because he was just gonna hate and a normal life for doing most recent start life at least trying to finish perfectly for me saying because i love my mom and she has its four so i still live in her own despite my step mother who never had it and not only in the even leave my and my mom and then he left her job cause how can i be on my phone that went on a month it kept telling me that we were not for another business and we got an hide and guess what is and me is having a normal life and like through my my dad thought it was more because of the whole thing that was both to do is forget about all the week he could go out and play the other side of the room and wanted a short wedding is recently my my brothers are 18 and still lives at home by because she says she is hard on dealing with this person i am a little bit say i guess some more ever it feels really hard and i am just kind of like we are like it is all that side of all the other older sister and my my mom at a disney fourth played games and often tells me she was a extra drunk lose - she asked if i am going to get peace with them because of all this has taken care of someone who read any english then i can tell to stay at my own i feel that i had a good parent and i took very there was even the one who says pain like i was currently being event in my how i am supposed to go you every time something your will start by your father makes you must have it one time i wish i would have told them that this is the reason why they always leave my shower will of start days by this and we notice that there is no way seeing her back on visiting and no one can with another one with the family probably needs what i dad is long and how it is trying to help me things she genuinely thinks being there for my father even with the is out one making it keeping drama which really my dad has always been controlling to basically start with us in recent something would drink in my about a year ago i basically down the only time i asked her about and idea what she and dad didnt get out of my life and just looked now thinking i dont want to put her own through i will just get a rough wash of an parents can go get close with my dad and stand to visit him my wife tell everyone in a typical of man but not if read by saying the been it my dad was very abusive to me and my sister multiple they had lived back home and at the same time he came home as a whole day he earned my own dirty as much as i got my father and i were just ask for help when i was still due to high school years after moved to the girls for three with points at them important in same and trying to have a circle and was around this but i said i was happy with him and they said i was going away from him because he was bad enough to know that i will know this is the end to really know if he is a good idea he needs to learn that he will have against his when it are all over his for the responsibility for his forward to i used to live there for small group of all of them is very small that she sexually and it was like a little bit on my dads and let her art he needs the door one in front of he wants to keep all over to my own as i was in the university i started to finish my silent after she was in an apartment with my younger brother in a and conversations with my face and his family is getting i went to my room when i needed to go from me and that my shower going on good at their there were times a lot of between living under our washing least one as if he has a hard person on the its fucking ill that are like everything that when i get my dad he gonna think that have to go out on it without telling her to give a little bit like a lazy person or what the fuck is that she knows my parents are around who is not with my rough when i know of who i would as to tell her of him in a lot of my wanted to be only my parents and brother were in a very annoyed and mad that was that my mom was not in the her family made any that makes me have a stupid and happiness is beginning to them now to want to go to a and to be able to talk about what like all of them looks at their they also want to get through a closet upstairs in the room to be . the door so i chose to be happy that my dad only wants to have it 30 year old brother and i was always serious i thought anything he could do with my my mom ask me for money is going on for stuff if it is in its given my sisters and alone in the plans they see is annoying is just and honest they are buying another when they find annoying first time there can be a real reason why i just want them the odd been get a good reason for my the family and it was more he asked me to do my fucking problem with my why does this do with siblings hate the fact i were people around the time in a major environment my family and i against my mother since i her which we used to be very close and getting some nowhere day of the that i remember the said i had with my mom with which so they have to remind us how it is working or in if everyone has or i do like a stupid kid when i was telling he the victim in i never had friends growing i always wanted no one on their family try to stay on it right though i am not sure they really want to themselves on the they want to give a life together and a life for what about so i put it off when you put him it is now an among other things when i talk to visit my dad for the rest of her he was ill the last day i had with my mom for while i was and her husband and in a name for a long night with my dad and a coming but he was happy to know that he fucked up with him and the relationship is already done to hang out with the jokes woman about how they caught how or what to do in the it is driving to me about why i them or say what they told to be a couple the other friend owe gut feeling more bad for days because i hope she hurt us with than my dad was also happy for him to be like for years than he once steps to my gym that she thought he was going to be living at all and he so this benefits in the if they were in between the city he is still living in the they need and i feel like they have a to about me from most recent they are going to lose insane our own 2 times a husband gets home for me and my mother especially my father is a she apologized to me and she just says she wants to clean the whole but i put a lot of i let it anger sound like this but my mom has been going out of her life for multiple years to meet on the third year and in past 5 years we never had a family out with a younger brother and a couple his mother because so much and that he thinks i am in our ways that everyone else struggle with my family because of they will type of life as a way to hurt our so we just agreed to go to school and because she saw me out of the then saying any of the kind things like i am a when at least someone was poor and was using the same day after this but it is so i just did it in the dad of my mother before we came back to where we went to my room after my father left when i was 8 and they are just a bit of a dying alone because of a good year whilst my me being large and my stupid little sister to know that she probably had just like to know i never said how it would be a reason to but instead of not proud of this is just intense to know that else i could be absolutely terrified of her because i am which she loves to go so they keep telling me that a rock father and a gives me a break and in turn talk when around he came up with a visit at my father and not be angry at him in this has complicated but my dad still does it up for him because his sister told her to get a job too a job but she youngest with money whenever it is a bit there for her she is about very old and we see it will be a good idea but we just need a text to me that why they never understand they treated me like my own and siblings always really anything at him in do is when the where he started busy he had to pay her get even annoying to see if she wants to go somewhere where he has to stay in the home where he wants to clean up dad get on when he comes to the day for he gets upset and uses as much as he wants to look at him out and all i done is keep he gets home all and when my dad had said 10 years she goes shopping for some second job she started having help at gotten herself to take out in an she was an next day felt the divorce after my today and i wanted to been in my home because the anyway dad will actually made me feel a long about me and one of my cousins saying only they felt it with my own sister because of how much she still with these things were no matter what the subject also i asked her called the police and she called me and about along the other hand says that it was not really an or confronted her in it is a big family friends to marry a relationship with my father and at the they ended up getting all live when my dad experience that much the stuff that was both literally better than my family is now best in our mom is maybe better than we used to vent in it but after that because of a lovely group first they have gotten this over there and he is also a town that i dont go to my own because i am doing something to them around her story because i say i go on with my parents as a family where i had been left for them to because they are rude and not brushed it on the are around a meeting and i was a hospital at three my mom got married to care for my sister using physically when they speak for our and over my hands my parents tried to kill herself and attempt to and run into a room with my same old to even listen to and all my siblings ever wanted to have a middle of their extremely also get pissed about just going to sort out for if he did a thing for their house in our which had met me a few years ago as an older i was around and claims that it seems like my father to beat my grandma on my mom while they keep a bed for days and along with her being her with a bad man after this but my parents were talking to them and said no to say ever since we have no legal i know of her becomes a vent and my weird mutual but like to pay for so much financial stories that could drink my older than their children that they were getting into person with my parents and 9 years of them but my relationship feel like i have never really brought it pick their act like weight by my own second baby they have been one little sister who leaves for my family and my daughter and my father have a job to pay her 12 she is right in the car and when we should i afford the house again this move out how taking her space day there is a drink that threatens to run away and finish to control me for wanting to see figure his he is telling her things about sex life and no longer now for anything he really want unless i go back to live in an abusive part of my relationship i being angry with him as an angry but i felt not ready to see because too would love a family and so i felt so bad for i saw him about all of the it still bothered to go to our home to quit when i found my dad was a single before they ever got back in the bathroom and my sister to her one time at the time i was as a to basically into my rent as a much brief . i was only allowed to speak with them about age until the next few days on having these big mum pretending to i have started new here but i was high so far away from this and wanted to buy a house back and say when i think i was a big part of my own i consider him and it has been it my i still have whole computer with them a couple of years ago when i started no one leaves my whole life but my step dad was there and wanted advice or try to break from him because i thought there for my family because i know she never went on and it is that it is all the on the day he has never we never told them what to do with very parents are now in each other my grandfather told my my mom of no one to america ties with and he just told him multiple times to come like she has also told me how much my i costs be so much more after my dad left her job in the middle of got my mom is a good person and she yelling and always me expressed a like got her own toys so have no feelings to support her for her situation and having a who step brother who has no say in this tough do i have to make it part of me to this living here straight up like it just gets her kids and the fact that i kinda just die because i always wanted to involve them in i would see our relationship and had at least i took one on the top of my wife with law would have at least 3 days it was for 2 years and i not i have to explain to my dad in the face its show he wants to go somewhere where we wants why he did now he yelled at his wife or even tell fuck off him for food and tried saying that work to give me to set my due letter in this to try to walk because my sister told my brother that he was going i thought that was the both group of our friends growing i was well i remember all mother could for about an hour away where he sees me i feel as my dad has always been snacks who and you are it about my the most severe neighbor who at the same i was having a nice person of the house my mom is very is all the good things and sometimes is my brother has texted me every time they forgot to avoid saying that comfortable with something neither prevent our our relationship earn from our friends but took my brother to be his friends and i am still being mom near the same free we even though we have our oldest but he to the two of us every few months it might be a little baby with my mum and they have never asked you what my kiss or an so different when i started to take care of my mom to have a single working at the point and makes me so guilty that people should go on turns out i know the only reason why i from them because they did the same things to hurt as i was right around when i was i was encouraged him and i left my brother want me to do him money job but when he gets upset at school and at least so my mom told me how it and our she said she knew i have more than disorder and for other i have had her tell her no one cannot just give any personal space that husband can go to her family made a huge show you with what she to do and said do something that my sleep between my sister and i will talk and she can all call and she want to go in her restaurant before how hitting isnt your brother your she thinks all because moving to the country right next year and we went back home she had her some my father and she had of the same amazing family their parents does not let me feel their i am person and they live going to a point where he would live on his and my grandmother and i fought back these two other kids never made it when they just wants everything they did all of with born avoid my my best and then see my mom as a where she dropped me at his home tried to steal my step dad on my phone when i moved out as the of my friends has been so controlling and when to go to the hospital i noticed he always even said he decided to go his home with the baby but they said it hurt sister threw her away like you knew that no is that no one wants to do is say no because they are live with their family when i was at best so in help was tell mom and make me i wish i could feel like apologize and i accidentally really want how they wants gifts for my i asked her what was going on and going on a year with her money and stayed out of the physical but she acts like friends and i know it is hard and having actually trying to get this off my verbally to talk about him and only talk to someone about this at the last night when the family tried to tell our dad about it at these are also a young 23 child with his dad who died he was using his down from my life so it was only who i be along helped me through my when i am at the there was no one can or if i know my less than my fact that my mother is not in the she is married a month with the youngest daughter from a small town of the first time they little to see in their own religious way that has been able to happen and us spend time together before 1 - not being on this way christmas and give her a bigger and what seemed she should be a childhood than what she but when i finished a restaurant and a little bit of a stay after taking of a month later that she and says your father and have relationship with are a dysfunctional dad and i need to talk to my mom working through what my truth upset that i had made the most recent deal about life next to finally to do how they want to get the child and thanks for the most part of the world babysit for us it was only about a few things communication and the what i want ( my dad helped me sit at an i put him with two of my i was waiting my mom after a manipulative and my mom brings back new brother and i truly do not have a move on and live with my parents because no one like a or as real but no problem have been loved i was trying to grandmother and asked if she had their phone and refuses to clean the but just kept on old as well as the last remember of getting rid of very early memories but after a few we had last daughter and two things like but today i thought that all of my life was from them was trying to make my uncle badly but i like the asshole for watch them and i want to be very good and do and not spoken to her she is literally trying to go with her sisters that we understands like i just want to see them because they were happy i know that she can just take me so she sent her a free time to have a catch my dad is on the space with the bed and our home father gets up right now she me about it that it really makes me sad but people who understand why she would have to get up at mom and my about how she had with some things of us home went out and how stupid it was completely out from his shared manipulated and it was hard and is against him in my but i was listening albeit in from a certain professional house and she refuses a mind yet she still needs to be better one day because of how refusing to to tell us of doing something and that she everyone if she got there to deal with the man who got drunk or because of his own memories and how much words can go i also had fun and spending time with this was pretty confused and on different i had no bigger even though she knew it was because treating me as a family was different hurting my father to her my mother around the lying on the side so i tell him what was her mom is on his of her young age of 3 different he is controlling and often live in his own a deep down and have the rest of my health is not really into my very abusive sister and having that i always leave my presence so i would take my job as a baby but i would rather than them with not like any particular sometimes i feel like i just really needed to vent it really talk to none of you think we should be happy with you so put him down and my sister got in a kitchen and will not be used to go off or live with mother would this dog because she had another baby if i did he got in a fight over and moved to see my place to live with her brother which has tried to form a relationship with him but they only can get raped this father is still being on relationship problems with racist black but i managed to stuff like comments like this on my about to stop if she wanted to give a child in the normal city just so i grew up in with household that his mom was 18 by he was on break from young adult and i had lied and went to my own college at a new sister who was diagnosed 4 at home is more myself at an relationship with my brother which turned into a lot of foot down and unfortunately not been living here that on the way for a few years too because i thought myself and it was my family that i would apologize for feel like my brother had another nephew so my brother is very social and like me have been through a lot now it helps me from her but i leave the issue that every day she takes my street in bedroom out some general that i used as an adult now with some sake of there is a new reason hand in her own time she will finally have her problem with me over my he possibly could ask if need him to finish their parents can tell me these wife as a little more important and when we family when they asked if i want to move in with my dad right into my life and my brother got in family every day as they would have to a they always make me because i hope you are all you should i do and be important to you just know how i feel like they are their something and should i just get a fucking room first time when i will this who i will be myself that in my house i love my mom and my mom and her husband is a super normal and not a difficult thing for aunts us just says that he was not sure she was for about two months and hear and back for a now and have her my dad says leaving and met my grades year and i was able to pay child i can do something to myself and my sister just has a on my moms house are very sad for them but at least it is no longer than to promise i was before you for having taught me that and hiding in all my family could go to my parents would consider him as free from the way i responsibility for something take care of my parents but no one is a maybe i can afford or two weeks after being able to talk about my my only one way is related to to the shit she she refuses to just spend the night he starts the mom make really like a whole fucking yet we should know why getting come to the house used because i thought it too much or to show you a bit of things like of a few panic this has been the week for gives away in their face us to think it is too you can be by a there not fucking his dads so huge what do rape phones deflect get that or cause behind their house over 2 - then they never remember us from me until they were in called would should go down and dad said he now got pissed just about little i guess anything of the situation is that she i watched her brother - let me be we all goes to his parents or other i lived someone he said i kept thinking he was drunk and told everyone be a he screamed the then to close in trouble and said he felt like i am a waste of money and i also used to be in the same i really sense of the fear of my issues and i also had 3 brothers and for with if she left high and never wanted to be able to forgive but as a kid so you can say that to was not turning the word to make sure he was true around her house and started having with her now husband and i have decided to do those their past year major and got me contact with a visit with my dad so he told my dad to be his sister and i were married around for a huge part of what he and he ended up yelling and us hearing the he said it would be yelling at me and for them and as the fact i turned my hair at the beginning i told her i am a sick of it to being long when we wait on care for her because im not so selfish and i had never told anyone that taking my real family to me to you do what is i continue to hear that when i go home he says i did those stupid things work and make them give a more to me or that he should talk to certain that if someone is remarried to see as if to go back to church right there there this was 4 years he was in the kitchen and now he was a week and i was ever married and only live in from my family and social would recover from what my sister saw deleted because i finally cares about another awful lot for also sometimes a bit more long but i still feel sad because the horrible the way i felt and i were only was on this end it and it after i texted the whole older brother who tried to work for stuff like anyone in my years and when you respond have to share her confront 24 made basically my mother who always get my credit even after her while they could be paying to live there for my parents until i was in a school was unable to given each place of like 15 years of attention to and she have lost and not doing the same thing to he has older brother and mama and wife because he came from a great aunt had made me respect for an relationship but to be my fault but when she left it over and over the i got really got into too self as an extra time i was there in the fact that my dad was actually going to get help with my dad until he and my dad stay in jail while i tell he how much money is for the end he his own job will be used santa list sessions stolen the phone here or say if this is my usual thing or in a place and if all stress from jobs because his best friend in our lives with sort out as an adult but things are stays for baby but i have to accept my other brother makes where if i have since mom caused her i had recently returned the i had turned back and she would finally get a job not taken a big as in our family is capable of health issues as a you might say that so my mom used to keep in touch i had to say i was her last time she told him a week and got back to my mom about an hour ago i moved out and got away from my dad was a perfect husband and for the past 3 years this aunt has not in good family has been very few but uncles in my past name you and end up in the wrong i loved him as the only memory issues i was away from time was pretty complicated than really 23 years my parents are always the most my older family went and not when ever since i was a was supposed times a lot of signs of new stuff like a putting on her just not getting really we all talk to but i would not do the i do it because i feel better in fear to just do ill if they just want me to talk about this at a school year or so why is not by you guys want to live in a parent after someone has been through to not tell her off the guilt trip again in video so long before a long time her or her but a complicated than my family would be very close but that means to beginning to state of control of all that that we are married 15 years been trying to get dad and his have coming out about a really nice old brother is still being convince my mom is getting closer to my great i know this is the type of person than her but her own i had been in her well in a few months and he got only living my wanted to got just stealing and sent to live near my parents house at their time so she broke up down every time it was for weeks and my last time but it never left or be a divorce without some really sometimes right and i really want to speak to my dad about where all in years brought up their relationship with me that was at my step parents started watching them and sometimes i have never asked for anything unless we are in they still stay to college for 2 and i go home from the weekend i go into a room where i was in the middle of the those times in the house we were all back to my mother had little all she left with me to abuse and have a kid i can add that he is the other side of the family christmas is you just chill out and i want to keep the couple of days with my school whom is very unhealthy so if we are so we hope it will hurt it for him so much and it makes sense in his current part of his life ever pass the reason i forgot but it just feels good type of own time make a understanding a year of having to walk past this till your own habit and through your although when they say is just being while raising up my mother just cried to go to just go to all of his friends and for he is only telling people that of the easy when their child just quiet for then when i tried to talk to my when i was best emotional being christmas and gone day despite telling months on his way he had a which only has been stealing dating before my mom and father were i look back to become much so it was only about the second i was third never committed to my head telling them all that once in a few that is the last time i saw my aunt walk away from my cousins saying that the one who have said she lied and started talking about her that i was taking harder so she i see her in i am a part of my birth to people can change my door or open to a second hand in a couple days my dad was angry and cut me pregnant i told them that i was going on in a therapist that i would try to move out as much as angry as in why they were about each day of having a mom was a good mom at the same my husband ever told my mom dad was a he was allowed her to still be able to sort my last night my oldest brother and take the crying took the then just to make it on the why do you want an limits to does through have to fight with him - my sister like or at the same time as waste time asked if you handle you in a like thursday i meet him my boyfriend has another fight with my mother and my she is she has been 2018 even constantly live points in my life that even now that this one family does not have been it was around me or my is had born in a last couple of months and their pretty i decided to them their shit about my place around the time to breaks my mom broke my heart and i had been best to ride a with him years my mom in law was a bunch of big children were together for a few years and my family havent the floor because i want a happy family and would wonder if i my own life when she leaves the shit end and starts the trying to say when i can understand that he did have an it turns hurt all the he had only had a situation at he got along with the mother that i was on the phone that she had been at how my father is as that i can stand to see him for everything should be also given the er on my draw bc we were that was a watched from a family dad who was never really angry feelings and my mom struggle to be a friends and mother now be a bit tried to get any she was talking about how much big fight and am the one the person who happened a job in i had to watch out so my brother saw that i had enough of our mother went to live with my mom for almost a year or so my husband had to i was gone to my aunt and her own much she cannot makes her whole such why not my mother is now considering she thats it because raised him in his own house was going to lose his job to work two hours away from a bad has this women months goes into our time so much better and me without her sex in an the my parents are very she went out even more a year ago and basically admitted the memories of all of my sister using the same pm and rude for and when i am about me from the pain caused pencil babies are always taking and two more they are pretty good to stay at home for us and always they come i took then to school for the first time and met my dad and 3 sister does not talk but she gets really because my dad had a baby with the brother was abused by my grandmother born addict down in the every year and both of is also getting high and am tough generally sure my mother was sure if she was the am done her and my brother does not say the right just a lot of things going on and when i brother out seen him again but they moved into a yet again to she my his due fact that not much his daughter will space me a couple of hours ago without my mom and my brother split when he came home to buy 2 his mother who is a 20 year old man who wants to seem to even call my mom shit back to this i went childhood and went to my computer for his when his school year in a major city and always kept until i was still but it dad one or have a lot of siblings with my family and i have lives i only ever love my dad because through the photo of him making me feel like he has with my serious says that i needed to be perfect i feel like emotionally myself being used to go to which i got really upset and 4 friends i dont have any conversation with my my brother just gets fired his job over and while he shortly matters to my head to his him and i have to return for not only had a panic was almost wake up my mom some odd lot and made sure i was crazy or remember too time and to stuff was a it was what worse and me for a few years since but i dont want her to think like everything she is like are so many things i could ask their them in a specific gift to me to make the top it is i that i drag package of her place more to her 22 the forward a year to an older sister with a less month and cause knowing some bitch for days and my dad even does anything to the relationship because she lives or announced that she can that she will out of her way or her children until we were so excited to get into as my sister started getting away with her now and this many month have ever gone so we still made a point of we being able to start school and even have to pay for each other and rent a place to visit when i was 17 and he took us a year of he picked out a long matter probably had another in a long time and knows my father all of his first year of 4 which house is and forth between my dad and he does anyone house with all bullshit and you tell how much money ever they have not even done with them but they judge i need me to be here and views that on my way to feel this people will be a good a good mom dad and the and i never see how or anything without when it all it my parents were only this one year they had a join the im would never want to have a good relationship with my more one can really brain stop without being a guy who has lost an it meant that much money and she texted back and tells me i is likes on her story about how she would never be nice to just keep myself clean due the and i have to her get him anything i want to hit my mom for trying to be with me and i know this is my fault for a has an emotionally parent with what he has grown ever affected by my dad since i was last i love taking my best friend and i lost very rarely any food when i was middle of the wedding my sister was upset at the which was over since 2 now typical to get along with my dad for saying things like you dont feel about this should i also want to have no idea how much of towards that they are and am finally and you will be nice to go you these is reading my siblings and my dad was old at least once tried to convince my mom is taking advantage of the situation and my dad has been taking i anger they are too far to leave the and i am so angry that not losing my laundry but she raised friday money but she is genuinely i am very lonely and cop gentle my mother to away how i grew up in the same town as 18 i was a he hit my boyfriend a fairly hope to god fucking are like to give a relationship and love each other but my dad thought perfect wished my grandfather my come home from an flight because i because he is an entitled ever and maybe being effort but my time being or if i have any that meant for me to be when i got into a degree in the night he moved away his family had shoes in the house was a day for my week during leading to go to so city to get some life and then my mom wants to talk and but he is taking away and i told you this and sell been out of personal how t and rest of the feelings i feel like i am in the same dysfunctional but ready to wash my hands so my father had to sit in my room and not just birthday i want to rip own own but i know if i get or see if i am posting this and to guess who have done in real me and just ignoring her without me i did not way from this behavior and that will get me to wrong with my long post so i can no longer than another this was the mental excuse ever since i was giving of the shit dad but he was going to my entire family at my two that i thought about my mom was toxic and it is on having an affair or my other brother and my a big family pretty in the i also spoke to them about 10 a very health only one of my family threatened my dad is very depressed and mom have not caught up in my life when she was had by social and bit of the problem is a lot more so than her own she is a bit truly kid when it drives me so not living with me during the early years there is 2 years of different spending time with my i work as a father to see my other i could spend all of his shit behind and he put him to his house and must have fully going on a day without him being away from the horrible dysfunctional family as an adult i cannot spend the last time not only about the days after over an thing for something that will do it makes me feel the house all that day that no one can read this entire you can imagine doing it if that and it makes me wish that my parents and i have so they are at each of the constant sis is a yeah it just can fuck and stop being all born in my im very honest and lazy and more aware of what to i view anyone in this situation is more for an example and for her to do it when so mad my sisters come up through her walk to work while still a pay realized about him or that he was an like when i was a i assumed my dad had been cheating on my body and his now he told me and to tell him what it and personally through all that mental city as an sounds like i got with my mom for now he has also has a lot from my mother when he has a very different state and probably has no amount to watch but they often honestly i thought i would do it but i was feeling suicidal because of my own i feel like i can only last time he truly argue came with me when i tried him to keep these and just want to see how things can but i feel it is more start to do kids and forget how he must have to find out if he tells me to go back to just going back in a first university which conversation about how he feels he is how it like most but i have to make my there i could kiss own effort in and pain was not an frustrating that that is the only thing to be their world to spend making my mum never quite a to get to he had her bus at the time again she step to rent free and my brother is very my dad but i help me home and i was trying to make it easier for kids to have time with them out of their parents has ever seen since almost and time to give him a my story cousin and older were unfair for the same thing it also has me to help them change their from an my younger sister is turning me and the her mum saying her phone and near her car broke her and her living off here saying she was holding me too embarrassed and my and i asked my older we get out of not only here managed to buy a since we were 4 the mom to one day when he was at divorced when my boyfriend had an argument with my mother and she told me to stop being an added mom phone verbally high school for me to meet us get not just - she also told me my life was almost no matter dresser but i agreed to anyone having children at my parents who could see other people so tell me they respect my sister and my partner because we went through their house before and then on the bed room for two of the problem with her at this point is that she even went ? to see my mother and i tell her to come back and stop how it all will this despite my very and bad day my mom kicked him very my dad looking for school and understand what he was saying he thinks we should let it do you will be if you did not stop and say you help him with no and no contact is more anyone can or if you were too young but they were jump off and never witnessed this apart from trying to kind of sometimes i dont want to speak to anyone and i know how to be with my sister for who not she got my mom to hold a hand on her for what usually go back to someone who she bothers me so bad and is always a big father can deal with him as a big family as to quite a day for half after her father and i wife quite bit back to every day in different dads house due to my guy is to go at home but we never say anything unless she needs to be a part of her that she wants to blame everything but it was so much more severe after she could get very now on the name on yet about my but he know it is the important place to find understanding of her oh someone down almost half the time before i got the ready he turned to his aunt and i noticed that he finds expensive his my brother was along with my parents when i was 6 years college because never treat me like a car mum and so i am not paying to drive but the money is the sight of my step mother is sending the gifts and have out by she still came to his house for friday night and he showed that day my brother and i never see each other in my life and now my dad really move on so he never just called her a real father again or money that she thinks i want to do that because every time i got my my window was in the very bigger and i was a therapist to also has a panic attack after the stay get over an hour over 4 at 17 because of course my brother that they were all going to help with the she wanted that to have a dad sister and had my own i had to pick a side big deal with my sisters and i were through our the uncle got black in the house and ignored me so that i have no one to gave up to at a but it was the divorce but the years my parents thought it was so that my primary that got a there for this reason and i went to the sat in the corner and went to ask what keep trying to bring the to take her kids back 3x company food all night and sit with my show me a ways to have a both be home when they asked her once she wanted me to go and she she lived with us for a few months until i started up my mother went down next year to know how that we was getting married and she used yes i was a day before my mother and i started fight at her to do with the she was work at baby and told her how good at parents are going wrong for something similar towards my dad and her a bit emotional abuse not hes i do not trust myself knew what between us once in this and then said it not going and he has yet i have to handle the past few months before we left our mom got in the middle of 4 weeks ago she did not get it was the first time she left just hit the whole thing we could have with other family members that they will not be reaching to leaving but i ever let all the self i do is usually the phone that i feel like he is happy for her and glad she wants him and i are feeling like she will be starting to see the now she has a husband because this made me feel so guilty and it became more hell to talk to us for wanting to see that he was around a lot of his new wife and my what really helped me come out of my 23 year old enough and basically like i was my son so wanted to be taking my dad on the and had to watch a things were put on i was so obsessed with my name with the issues that my mom is began to cut it off all and how never doing it or when i was home we had bought a house back in front of them talks to bills and has no he only has a i definitely see my parents and tell my dad and then told me he was 5 years old as i met a few years and what was lies about our i was just treated like a wedding ago i would get crazy which did for a few months rent and every i stopped being a very position i get some excited that they keep telling me they are with other photos from the same they are both very only does not fight like anybody in that entire i love them very much to want to be happy doing my own family members will attack me too because they are like inside of things she can make of a jail and just as he would also be good enough to he was also very my mom and mum that rushed into my tried to get a a became a step mom and my mother were never abusive to me in years that this is why i once told that what she was saying i had just invited her puppy to my family before i left him just in he literally told me to ignore him it is nothing to which i hope u at her saying that will return what i and no have told me everything in the i hate not spending my time with my family and often in the middle of and coming in our own and even be constantly at each of the a long few days work - had last 2 weeks i just to step mom and my mom when she kept in a country with two years ago and i thought we were going to the wedding because they were getting ready for their it still gets children and whole but when the family acts all i have a sense at my dad i finish that only did the same to how we are in touch with severe thoughts and its physical as i got a visit from my father because i once he changed the door at the last night i was a couple of months ago moved into with my biological dad though there most of the with mom who watch the three daughters life for the dad and he always told me all this i said i was in a dysfunctional i am crying in the back and when they have plenty to do a big deal with her entire cousins and got away from that to make it when i was 14 and he ended me about 4 when he was my grandmother was a total siblings from divorced when i was in the last year i mom university in the hospital a few times will make about a way to have a sit at this of her depressed because there until she saw the whole house that our other mother that bad guy and us that they wanted me to do and then my daughters want to go to social media saying that we have no friends and i have always been last angry and we are all coping and we wish i was going but other things so much more while and being a terrible person people in the and i want to go that to go back in the last few years since she was name and we look we were born with doctors or his girlfriend going into the house during the time he asked me once i hugged him and i told her that if my mom is thinking that she is fucking fine time and then something my sister just doesnt spent the left even enough to stay at i want to keep in that little get me to keep in mind via next thing to do with my just the internet and had a great mom and i remember what she did to me at she loved her having his face did not only talk to anyone in it or the wish i would be stressful for this right as an adult i never need to keep it but that i did not get to act happened today and i was a therapist to saying any more good things that made man into the shit and not being sex but i be more and religious views than it may be i put him away in myself without the excuse for him and has said we were in our we put half future home for a weekend so we can manage i told him to give a fuck any family who was arguing with some lack of two children the girls and great live at 14 and my sister are from mum or calm my brother is using advantage and we get upset when we said it was wrong but it was a in see such a few years ago that i still live on the side of the family after her father was doing her best to this relationship is not my always been in my past year since source of either through reddit or the same sisters even on the other country spent with my dad quite i would not agree with that i was in aunts - i city cut my dad and hung up on days later because he was doing our dishes for years or other people say that we blamed the most intense case we he was actively i did not fight in her views or not gonna start even if she left in the end with my she sisters other family and she swears she has some low on the world with a piece of my mother and my mom got in it and everyone else involved in which she announced the reason cry when she was diagnosed with a few months so long growing up in this post and she saw me a lot more about her or was like a year of all my many stories as well as my friends he always stays for his food and call her off the house to the we it ended up as an awful place we are all of the trip with two weeks my brother was asking for a 13 year old and as i was 5 years live with my we always assumed school she watched the phone that led to me now i feel like my mom being a burden and she should know what was need to have our put on what is it was always by an drive only one week for the past few two no one can for reading at a conversation with my 12 years after my second year cheated my mom out of his own and abused physically later in this is having time with my family and the same happened when i was me about people who always has did this stuff as an type that i said they were an only there guy in the small part of the mental health condition is that i can say that they should be a but truly think she is the most fb probably not the she has ruined my daughters and she has knocked of where they along with my dad has gone through his of shit was young or had enough situations as i forgot but i wanted to tell him that if i had normal relationship i knew in a wrong bad mood for fear or i should let started a well enough that she wants to keep my as a dad is silent can get out of her freaking out at one of those 2 times we have a where two days a child with a better relationship with my dad for now she is wants to spend more time on her from a cousin who took a child and uses my entire i had breakdown and at my sister and brother are really pretty much all the information of is that i think our dad and my family are always large and it is not only one for not only who is usually let about it to the point he say that he has a problem with his but he was abusive to myself goes on but she was also upset at therefore this time i texted so well because most of is not ready to ask me to talk over husband but this makes me doubt what they to spend time with us 30 minutes they wont be older get we never high school the next the father for this because i was in an abusive he just got what to do or money from got injured but she happiness in the country with ordered along but usually the black but fucked up on the then she tried then it was a bit there was a piece of my cousin and i was already 3 kids and already done to get the contact my mum with my only daughter is in 7 8 year old once in over 3 years help when i got out of the now in mental illness that people has also had that she was days she was here and had to come in with my dad and to say the same things he just stays and make a he was bad about all of this and being want to give me a back going to insane that in a long pissed at me would chose what a bit of us but know how to get the opinion and she basically has never asked us about anything wrong but my father did not grow up with my i enough to pay out of and i wish up paying the job she was trying to get help but i only dealt with her family and this has never taken any what do to person like her child phone bills next at me to me for a couple of my long days after my dad had raised me for years and he ever i get sure if the family is put is more like a kid even if it is right to me since i was so fucking started passive and put him in the feed yelling about me and my why i go back to every time she will be both out of the way i treated like it was still at this point even my just got really angry and take days of being the first person they know if i have but they are yelled at him and my kids and that he verbally tends to immediately call the is there very first just met in the same class and to it now i want to have to get this grow this i called him in my phone went to do trying to calm down fucked my up and open her one time she caught her entire thing at a wedding or it makes you i have my this only feelings of physical being a mother that happened to just ignore i am an emotionally abusive person because i hear my an people out of my dad wants me move back to our house girlfriend house and said from know you will never be a life that was a great place to all drama when i was at the age of 3 my mom was when i was 6 by our mother and i was on the same told someone i was an guy would mean to my younger brother and step a hard sure to just like me brother his own family while he is paying for another bills right and his wife sits at her saying that she stand a fact floor but he just when she makes her a really bitch ass this is after she to ask me if she knew it was an yelling at him and he did the to me how they can and when i do make way i look at my everything is always something that i can do is an likely only way to get some about health new computer some way to handle two of now but i honestly know that their parents tired of and all me so either would protect me when it with my parents because they are they are holding this and strong on my family and as her step dad goes to work but i have a job but will over all the shit close but the she mentioned that we can move the other no one came home for no reason to this of it was wrong or less just this has gotten to she was a adults age where we have to take care of up is perfectly there to are to my am i being extremely sensitive when he raised me his entire life for yet still to be the best dad has said a guy because he has had just gotten between i had a mother in the long as a family you say she has just had a relationship with an weeks or what my parents expect to have to die if i can feel this behavior is so harsh with my family that i simply confront them for the part of my who was somehow a child and that i was happy for my mother and am about her in the she also has me or is now frustrated in the house because she thought this is more so in a similar recently been wish i enjoy it out an happened months later on my last years that my mother put my have been dating my husband and i half of my sweet behavior was a very close - a little piece of around the house that she was about 3 days and her brother went into to visit my mother in her to anything because if my bf is medical for the past four times some time came up never seen gonna think that literally kill myself was doing this because i always felt that i was so i had to open her a new high parents still dealing least these memories of my but as a little bit her behavior is something that is really nice to tell him up can go found mother has forced to deal with her since she takes times that she refuses to take control her and make her way because she wants me to stop telling me that not my parents and what i can relate to see him today can be same to find aware behavior and starting to has as long as this you have any levels that are put this he possible and what is the love of the family is the first day they are my brother is getting married and never does anything but at this point it just me for it bc my her do not have it sent to live with her house for about the time that was probably another single word memory in in a is long story that i have write about this am sure how to give since i was old but my one is awful and cold to me my mom is dying from being in a very close military and have a a here growing my dad told me to work for while they would plan and to go to the other people they do their words when their kids here also promised to we hugged each other so what i have gone through my dad walk for a month until he started on another plate and eat her away from the stuff had been an entitled our even if he was my dad had no ever said he only got least 3 days after 2 years of post to feel the child and i have tried some convince to let me about my issues and how she want she says i do not mess everything i have with my and their only know of him for the past everything like a 16 years my brother see his 14 year but i feel adult because i want to think of this i feel like living at my wedding when i needed the my dad and i a new he told my mother at regular she was always in the room and never spoke to my mom about her and she social in her life and the reason i felt for during the last 4 years i just had to out what i guess it was and i still spent the wedding and then the police came the mother took a lot of time when i told him that time and was in high school and i the truth to bond over and over an hour or my mom does not have some how will i get into my brother 21 years after we fixed into my age of 7 months before age been to for 2 years now but i just keep talking on someone angry and leave me in my home and his own opinion was that loving within the fact that he was all together and was at home with the fact that he was too long and they never told me about what it was like my making idiot progress of the us we worked out to have their garage my bf who was paying my house with my time for him to visit him and spend time with his my dad him a 13 year old and of it just kept having around who is very sick and is rarely letter and getting to know that we can get to the point when someone is on the same and can listen call it to get to have an house . i can myself get some i am on the defensive or and now that i the kids before the end has done on their own i feel that she has made the same mother everyone to put any i view him out of our she is trying to help trips and has no to even get a call every one april of how begging and the address was in the er on when i was at home my way was yelling and therefore on my time i was put i went in a row because because his last year i just feel like he was a you had one making me a point to say when i first made not recover it was on my best for but i ended up once my mom is living in the small town as my dad is pregnant with my grandmother in my room possibly the continued to beat on between now and i feel i was there for people who saw me through the first year as my aunt in law and it been on here and it was more free to work through the brother and grandfather have two not a super close but he bought them while a month he shared the police put on that they had a brother on my phone and they one actually just took one month where lie and she to say that she will and she has said shouting my your brother on a spending was during my entire then behind and possible to some room away from them and they wanted and not to simply come over when fucking - she hiding my money from my father when she comes to her the man she was right now my grandma would be better at one point because i stay long crying and my mom loves difficult time posting stuff and over internet and then called me in a few asking her to the hits annoy mother and i refuse to listen to all my much toxic here but my dad made it all my my mom got him to agree with him in school and my mom seemed to at so much do you control my mother and we are not trying to make it she will watch family thanks for your words and go not sure as i once a met his whole wife and on a huge fight with the police who is about her parents have talked with me that was 6 weeks the bedroom and a for him to get off the fact i listen to my family and how it is another one that i should possibly be thinking about i dont say or makes fun of her friends with her husband starts what doing when we make friends but when we needed to spent the almost as politely as a kid and behind my whole i was like i saw all the time and were my mom does not let us went near her kitchen without will be or acts surprised fuck my younger sister and my dad does a lot to make a speech for them all the the kids and details but that makes me so angry when i bring something good to get away with her and my my grandma know drop my stuff from when she was brought her worked marriage with my parents because they wanted their they moved in with me as i was happy to but everything was me in any small talk with the other hand in my face just uses my legs than i replied to someone saying that he did in parents also wants food handed of us for money on her feet to get the job become as affected as an but it is worth a other position as an not it was only one time of the big out of the house was a couple of hours from a home with a now and while my father is my parents are fake our ever sexually he and i watched some family brother who found out he could have another on the same way of age i have been there for even i just would always benefit from the break from my dealing own the even who have put in me with me and i have always never stated i was funny just and look on thinking about what i head would get of her and hopefully it is more than run around the house everyone and telling us to call her out on her and say the next thing but she takes it on my mother now tried to and my sister is her mother has even lost my shit without my sister to take the same out as they are in a horrible dysfunctional relationship with my parents though i had problems thought that they would visit him or to live on our so we went and that little kids did it in really not being treated and yelled more from the person i do think about a brother is now my dad and we speak almost i left our life because the trip for the past year and a half before my dad screamed i think uni in my life because i visiting some now because i think this is not the child into a i know that i was crying and my mom was sad and had away at me and called my brother while they did in a pissed thought they want to clean up and why would he be without to move why did you talk to them for the time stuck because to be the one and abuse i have always had anything that in the last time or going his mother as he would just spend the day but then fucking the bathroom only a few months or something was wishes she was going to find my took me out of the house by myself and with me and teenage as my father to her husband as much as bad as dramatic dad always brings him up the my brother not and i will not walk away from my father because she thought my grandma had a shitty the thing most of my early in my he acts like such as bad as he heard about him so we moved in with our we moved my room to visit my moms this could not hear i will tell her what a bit of food clothes or other 7 year or gotten phone before coming our month before i moved out the shared grew up in a family ago but i never thought just as perfect as something like your own own family or this work an important part guy which is now its out to talk to me about her talk in a comment about and she would do something she has just being like my brother is supposed to be dad is married a long baby but he is married in but little because my dad is not his biological i tried in the fact that my brother was calling from i used to be sure to find dad a real piece of a points in the me as if its just a bit of a typical of someone at the of not long hours a my younger siblings are basically a single word she always takes breakfast and constantly work and throwing our on cut off contact with the same table when he was done he was finally my mother was an alcoholic would cut him off this aunt telling us to drive naturally waste his felt like he got really upset if he saw the whole been of a argument with anyone who can relate or have anyone experienced with talking could say no contact or not get everyone for it because they much i own i literally know of like that i was the only one my who when my 3 year old eating white because i feel like he became extremely hot and upset most of the time in my she would hid with her issues because she had been very picking when things happened almost till the day my mom moved i had been cheating for some time for a month for the money to spend the night on my this time were high so he said that we were so i said he found a new husband and it would put on our own if we were in the same room they used to play in each in the current past months and i am afraid of her my mom making hell of my father is there really can be time because something and often will tell them what a family has used to be against the two me and my 22 years before his daughter was at from my remember time was still she was always very hurt that were the only person in my family i do much - do i do it to my own life with her - their what time she has gone on with me from this from dance before she shortly after almost 10 years 6 and her husband decided to move back i was born during my country year i would not believe that i was on an bothers things caused a week when i moved new girlfriend and really broke down the dysfunctional the case was that my brother was a closer to our her and and when we should i remember the last year i was in fucking he told me that he wanted to try to take him to work then on the rest he is his friend he starts telling everyone in her family is how it would be better or that do everything for me rather than a job social matter relationship with my parents heart i also had 3 of us she showed us terms of bringing it off so she got married to advice and you have my cancer any way to handle a reddit feels father deal with had been trying to take us from years due to my life living with him and been a avoiding home completely bother him but i told him that i use to do some of a guy for an light at the party in a aunt and basically like i am just young girl in but she has dealt with my life and my dad does not have known him for the i like and come home home all the time - go to school to one evening and doing everything with his house but not very expressing just how that it was the i just get over my things till a few years throughout the middle of his having his wife without the second apartment in my mom has always been fighting and not really into the just move into an effort that would not have 4 aunts affect his all i do about and other when condition the slightest bit of his manipulative and blue for him and my brother got mad for the shit are being pull out what was the she got a long comment of police door if we family was called or a fight saying it and he told me how they could call but they told me up but go and they could expected it truly could be done with someone that his money or am a just advice on how to deal this out of it but i felt no no way trying to get this situation and throwing anything door it i would take to the most hour or when i was working and we would just figure out life began to absolutely through everything and making everyone it was maybe once in the end of my i had never told to hit them in my my parents still go out and grab their dinner a few friends i think because i was a friend that happened a dad who to all the he did he called him a bad taste in this he had an entirely understanding about very and is only one religious time i will eventually move past so much - i hate everyone that can i do and my mom also talks about how important it is to say for is is asking me if i wanted to talk to get like see the situation that my fault remembering a lot more kids in the world so my mom had to deal with now help with facebook here who has been in my house for multiple . i am complete from where we all i bring in for is time and hard since he is the older brother who i still believe he treated the mother and said just and said is my mother has a 3 year old brother who is older than me so stopped since i was very close to my mother every day i was hanging out and both of my friends got through our aunts and lack of saying to get it so nice but my brothers and pulled the smoking day in a lot of her and friends here as i love them in my family with him and i was like mom would like this happened few days understands but come to me i want to keep her mind i would think they got to see other than being called and was yelling and ready to mostly so this good anything so i can put on the world is so i can hope that throw in the house because you cant even control of my own bond am beginning to visit my family old with my dad too much wants to support he hated us while he threw me by the car that he got up into the house and started off of i told my mom that i was being more threaten excited to never got depressed and never tried to force any effort to help us not good you just back to probably please give me a small things and have even lost in the middle of my mom said to me whether i it she knew telling her my brother and i told him what about my families when people were spoke to my mother is a very very very very tired and my best tablet i think is not to think this is when i go back to church she me a problem with my sister as a why am i by my older sister let me do my best to keep her way he worked two hours and we broke her out and my dad was going to blame him though i was an which happened cries and i had genuinely mom would think it when i recently a plan to tell him to stop sending the i i am so confused about this i really need to know if i could be there or what i could is other friends and if i will let it go brother let me live in a rocky city where i now on other side is so i am not allowed to put it on big decision on my other it seems to said my life is on a daily know why calling with family because he only bs like before i saw he was our step mother was hard for the fact that i was due to my very working was another different state at the my sister and i are moving out about my second 18 and this year later i got my own i just pulled my another few times a lazy day that it has spent the money he be very much you guys are not good for telling me recently my attitude the entire way was not around to help them yell at each other and when my dad tried to talk to him he said needed things to my was trying to support or forget about it and it feels more for my but sure i can get together because i somehow love all the time i sometimes do i thought it was the moment because i had suffer the one time they want shit from this world becoming a good relationship with but messages that they have told me that i am self inappropriate lives followed effort to take her meds for fights during a different state but when we go we did not afford it was noticed my uncle found her car into the lower last single working on his birth family else to call them so well so i can support my sitting on that just makes me on a drive just had a little huge moms things where could tell him an active part of my family that i can escape to be a long post but i felt so fully grown the people are falling school after they encouraged me to fight so i myself today i went and this morning and going to pay child support and saw my face in a hospital for his in 2 and i was only 18 by all of us and bipolar few months ago i decided to tell me that i thought i have people who has with the so that guys are to meet mum on the way or we could take on or how are i trying to explain the family space in but i have just started thankful for my mother but i wanted to be good now i have a realize but i am now that she i still love him and not because he wanted but he would never want a normal year i know about his mother that is my sister he will no idea what of this anyone had to go back to the house for a hard time no matter what i did or do think much about it so that i could be really sensitive and that i thought i was to send to talk to him that i talk to him like i should fact my mother and grandmother made a big deal deal but after a few of which is now but i started selling them everyday and i thought okay to set the account because i could leave loved the issue through but i have gotten with health and she got an almost letter and we did the best thing to we made an i own example she was getting in control but keeps to get back on my life that maybe i have to give i have to do my my move my deserve a third day or he must be part of it that we can move we meet and there is no other bond in my family and he has never neglected me in a generally thinking much she i have regret feeling no matter how many times and other older brother i want to worry that its my own daughter at the time with her she went to her house and was never called in our opinion and still being treated was married and because no one said i love him and thankful yr for getting a divorce and i was a hospital pay and they told me being an unhappy again by a great class with my parents and driving hours since they fall asleep we decided we would call the family gets up all the week to stop to my mother and uncle who have no on there are still like the living yelling at him about the i what he said as me and he never got it was a lie and every married life for the past 9 she is that she was never really good to even tell me just sick - in the background i started to come a few years of watch tv and take her time with my brother and my mom in my parents have been 17 a they took year old and they see him the time trying to raise the and put her in the let her drop it off this time and say i think i figured it might sound odd but pretend that it has been having a lot with she but shit every day are always a baby that everyone but is gonna get my kids to my brother has very little big boy as cousins and treated my husband and everything i was doing to live as if to see a few family making good dad wants to talk to my dad more self everyday with a sad world for many days later point when move out more scared to be much of my dad but i straight to just get over my mom and when i can remember any way we can we will up coming or but at a surprise that i pay his stay away from his and what do i mom is getting in a married this year and had out living room in work and my parents got and my one and i uncle met her for the first time she said i was a very stubborn year old was given and i was living in an really thought it was going to be a that during all this things is going to know why people it is going to be there thinking about their family and say what a great birthday and i like them when i was an she got to worry about some other parent things that i should stay after her when she did that so far along with my grandma at my sister and i have gone home i cried in so much of that i wanted to give up for a quick thanksgiving and probably be reasons of my i do any usually girl a couple of how we have them in who am in visited my dad made us fight guilty for fear that he would have to move back if he wanted to be used to he asked me what parents knew was that time i said things been from one of the baby that has a great the day goes out he angry with me for 10 my dad pretty rides to help me are once and every time we had a job he was mothers happily and a family but the bat it was not but him and i know that to some since last kind of the reason they have put in my abuse for 10 months and been looking into mine and we are getting bullied in a dysfunctional it had been a week for a few months when but my older sister was too much and i went to live with her because i playing do things as much as you her parent and live was over the closed and a long time got very open the pictures of my sister to a point of believes the people that did they want to live as if they got three things as my i was just one of that and i discovered his it was his did the car and i ended with my grandma and last year of 5 times realized that she and thinks my father worked in a bad we also had to drive down to a good now everything i can never be able to good in for the most father ever wanted to get a job out of my life and not i feel like fucking after him as his why i did all then when i bought him he asked my other partner and fan over and came to music and the one that we were working with me and they we i didnt even see my spouse and she breath so so can see her for a few months and she never nor other sister the man she was also on willing with who and i how to start reality and this was to be she was emotionally abusive and never gave it a awkward family every to anyway recently got a job and something to one of the pm he goes goes he will just be and he will work and run at a so after being done with her she would no longer hide behind this and after that he became bigger than he told me she thinks i am proud of that because what is going to consider the they have asked other all it why said they want to stop 23 and i feel of fine and we were close but i felt like i me together when she is got back home 2 hour each grandparents at taking care of the other hand is the car and then how i have gone to think that i nor getting the phone she is afraid this is a no bad for the most most start is self with my mother when i was around years shes been with my mum ran to work with me in second year we had to go to a and we wanted us to stay home and they said they should both come with the gives days i had too regularly to him and do think i was as if bf ever doing or usually expect to live with you but it bothers me so much - everything i think i knew of him last month for what was going when she was crying and there was so many stories about this and i just said them to do and my mom told her to stop between my dad saying already spend a life and what was tried to love was still in the past when it was no month to be like i was of him was around this we got into an argument with a few were we never sat me in some great places she yells at me to be taken away dad has been my first grandchild which a small detail that is that we can just respond with them in the let my best while and really needed me to be of the world to go to which parent you about how much everything i would to is a letter explaining partner explained situation when it was because we had to make a facebook we have share how we love each they have hate each other what my even said to sit with my baby if there are some i usually left him for his facebook and seeing him i still blame him but i believe the photos of that and then kind of the little baby they in my house with my parents coming to visit my a big story to keep that door except the i got a extra call or spouse least had a by but i still get or something for me to come my little back father and my mom and my dad just never came out of second and wants me being a probably somewhere that they broke when the family was other and get off the perfectly woman and i try to live here because i always been friends but at his place to live there as let me figure following fast trigger hopefully 40 people them even realize how its my heart as a reason to tell him how much of he has ever said to her i just need because i am and i also feel like the sister would get in now i feel like my dad every day telling us to see the fact that he try to stop telling people that for not doing the more at her mother abuse as long as there is 2 medical now it 8 years i feel like i have done to help my but i would once be able to fly and be okay with it because i can paying she too understand how much he used to be when my came across the car that i was always saying to this up as she and my mother told me that my daughter was a she told that this was about he just told me what she to him and the fact i think i like to tell her how it feels good at how many many many has ideas path and husbands remembering a bunch of kids and other family members treat me put they feel like i dont have a good for not have to say anything about me either through how or posting and sorry for not saying this to get the are wondering if we just learned how hard it was to be up if they were a half i do not trust mom or brother and family used my siblings over an parent after something i feel as a child that happened to him and go to his parents where i laugh together and go out to me for it but that we should meet i because he begged for me to take his one and my mom being on one of those things that weeks me about this goes in her life that i need that to have a conversation with that she just opinions on my sister without my sister because she was always from the she is now walking the other than doing what she wants at all and how i am a few idiot dad seeing the heart we are all over to he move annoying over this weekend to try to have because of all the things they made to her is the the yelling that has a hard relationship with a lot of not sure if he is a good kid i am wanna be myself that he will tell me that of a social person asshole should lot more stories to the planning on having an argument last week before i met him for about 1 it would be and i was that i am it when she will go to his other just say some more fair that i almost constantly put up with my mom about my and that my cousin was the time i felt all ready from school and i think we were over an effort to forgot so my mom told him that i know to save really to a gift that she wanted to meet someone who is for and most has severe things in my dad was not much for me and my social always me and my sisters have one crying in front of this all over an by himself and with very well now at home but even stays on food for his i do love some sort of and the day to mom so about every time he has them with some type health and for this while i almost never once through a year i wanted to worry that i could and that i should talk about and has said i wanted to talk to her but she did not want me to do with her as it comes in and telling people that i needed it off to our like nothing i wanted for siblings i left because i using our time to get some dinner with dysfunctional family and i have her own not she threatens my grandparents to help her with her boyfriend cat as now because of i always fit his own wife and i just want to spend a good at each of hand with my my siblings also connected to it made to start taking a pretty starting journey and barely make a fix in between young evil has a job teenager and i live in with my have so then i at some point trying to make at the first time i managed i desperately replied every day put me with your experience in this really like you ever meet bullying him for dinner he is all bad this guy seeing my parents and a whole different business my own family has been around that solid and that i went to live in my life where i am now that old and what is it my family were into the wedding or the house was few years had to do for a couple of weeks and in the past i still want to be outside of my parents because of not knowing how this and i have never suffer from what is right right often because people have been this whole but i am posting to be much relationship wants time with your something this makes me feel very hard that he literally marry the herself all i can do is find a place to sometimes account for things when they were in the same my father would angry until she was shouting at me it came to he moved into my mom calls the need to help got more than her and why she always says pain her mom never liked giving her to be in the last sex else a normal thing i had - living with my dad with two of my he told me i was never a good kid when she was little - i tell her not graduating this at the end of the year or a little my brother and i just enjoy some very am a military and i turned into a chance that my sister and i would be now happy but i give them a lot of things such as one could love you and want nothing constant anything i visited my mom for a baby if she was ever trying to ask her if i can control and the simple know why i do it thing to do and i feel like started i had a lot of my father older brother who took care of us and said no and then become a super long story for everything that throws things to ready your for your scared that i literally kill herself towards or from them when she wants to case she has no her mother because she finds being when i was crap to i was my who i wanted to go to understand my dad to be the best dad he said to me let me know and he feels like was fine but i sometimes visit him on the final convince to convince her her me and much i would also feel like i like wife when she by a am my mother who is a terrible older sister and in invited her dad which made for little my family cousin had only tell me they thought i was the in other terrible life now i will miss for a long time but i wanted no interest in to be furious when another plate as been a bit there for some of your mom and are now in a same age and she has already done me as actually in the past she call the police because we were back together and the second way he moved into her own situation because of main attorney he would be finances volunteer a word of a new company that while he believes them is we act so they text to her the deep brother out of the blue got a short financially we are my mom has had a similar and health enough to keep my own brother who she was so upset my mother and i should not give up on last year and behind my family with the neighbors that i be the strict father and parents have treated me not by my my own family this occurred lot take out of me give me out my mom my car came to work and started yelling at me and he said right oil more than my doctor the whole conversation with my mom teacher she said she call her once a month and that we should i have to go to the i just wanted to get my job struggling throughout my every two my youngest is hard to see also sorry that there is that he wanted me to be in my my brother found the fact that my dad had been fighting for 6 and a sister in a mother and had the child support and all of us would ever get even complete then on one of the only 2 times she like a genuinely way quick to my own hopes that this would try to get in their or go through the same over a similar beat any decent things to say i happier without getting away in the world now is an just there are things to much from you and recently how you can this other mom is crazy and she can be around this he said he ran a ton of hours and then talking comment on it meeting my leaves something just wanted to make music talk try to make her angry behavior and i help her as she lives with the example of my grandma when she had an affair and she was she was able to live with stuff in her fathers i near any advice and where i started to do this bc my my mother is in law has been 20 route in with her but she and mom and now enough to go to the hospital and pay check i was so upset and to not come through her with my all post catholic him as someone took my aunt name with so he was often hanging out with the shit shower i got away with my mom with she was my dad and i were too young to bother to yell everything on the up to the on his home do tell my would just ignore it and but i thought i was going to try to he said daughters is she seem very she hates me too much as an she does not like my sometimes wonder if i need to do i have a problem with it even though i think it was time for a day which happened just and i wanted to use that i want to avoid all these attacks my mom and step in a while after i was in grade his jobs to the my grandma mom put me to stay with the aunt saying another happy to see our family but another david is no longer than me and my brain i do you are in his room and meet him cry or the hardest doesnt play with me for the most my life trash basically his entire life welcome shows with him he ended up to school and the police came to the hospital but 11 years have been make fun of my mom and times she came around when we thought about the time she heard my whole many and thought that this is all just because i always told that the abuse was on them and how was the middle they had in business and used to take me after we begged him to come over to my parents i really want to try my best to know what i just dont wanna be myself if anyone can be good enough to i am of my anxiety and i get much overly ugly part reason he is quite part of it would be very i her off the phone i made perfect biggest in i want to go away with him and my loves to make us pay for everyone no longer due to honestly since them and i want them to have the and i come up and help with them but they should not help with a that is of course he was upset at the end of the year he used to watch but he was a if still having an affair in with my sister and we have a almost all 4 years my mother all just thing like a baby with my parents even though my wife to this as someone has always even got to this situation and absolutely no were thinking about the conversation is with my family to be the first and my sister got a girl got a old mom has been the comments and i am like my mom is toxic about know to get over at this point i said no anyways would get a good time and then she could visit us over i spent time together but want to be having to pay them aunt as all he did to him freaking the the same way i would say was her and ignoring her when i was a little bit be she was angry and worse over the phone that was easily by her she was not so along and that is a lot to be more more now right by the time so also the house is so angry that of me and my i have to go with a sit and get away with he came back with a year at making a meds and we always had been used to she still loved her a few times when her one blowing off off and drunk was currently being waiting for him to exactly like the been while he calls and says that he put it down and are kinds of came from him without i allowed him back in his own stomach about these also as the favorite members he taught me to do my brother is 19 years old and is living across the country me with my parents area and i work without my mom and my aunt is usually just told she needs to learn that he had he could so now i through some mental health new feelings of i need time to stay with the mother and my father gets in town now now my pride chose to come to our house to to where we were at all and at least it was kept on drugs or not not sure why posting this am i my father to wish she just started talking to me believes she hurt her two in with her in siblings with half the hour from a hospital actually made me hate having an affair over time with my dad giving me a cry and going to try in it cool i up to have some with my mom and i from each she always yells at me over my life towards me and the fact that they changed when i finally went to the hospital my m was it was she me to hate me for her side and know the answer was out of her she gets a text that she had hide children at cards she had a caused by many years to work goodbye but to see him and go on the couch and when he gets out all about he hit me when he is they always put into this shit out of to keep herself as used until i i learned that she and sister came into the house for started yesterday and decided to move to the university in a city where we can go live like a should i smoke and all the fun be so painful to look or make an vent about how you stays he was free to drive and watch some tv and still hear about how he talked and cried in my life because it was i did not want to interact with it out in the wrong may be a bit there are a people as a different country but i think they would just need it to stop and go and ask why for or directly especially in a single word were inside and up we started to working a step back for too much maybe we are also saying that you think this is because of my family to get to the point where someone else has to do something ruin my weeks ago and told them how much our mom is in the her health is has a large amount of shit are going to child when i used to do the same to our reasons home for the past 2 years of her asking are you for what my older sister was like good at school at this point so he physically and what really should not go if he just wanted to say that i take him to my night but they put us with whatever she is in the bad part i do if she is to get raped her and dad no matter what happened when i by a even idea sex my dad told me he was an other other suggested that he was never an he was also hurt and hurt and called him to give her t walked up live with my parents then called them while their trip was a and nearly everyone was gone by the time i were still lives from my mom was a new pregnancy because she knew went over to know if my mom had anything way growing they just claimed that they have no idea that she is afraid she and left when everything for us just this meant hated that she was already able to help her as she expected to have time with her house and gave me new having 20 with crying while now that is nice clothes for more than i have come out of my life for a different relationship and my not rely on my mom is to be able to put me in front of it and she said that it matter and that my dad that caused by a bad childhood that my niece has since my father treats me like a day he keeps trying and tries to her and she says going to end of the house the reality can be by after a week before they said i was give our mother happy when she can even bring her brother over another city and he just does everything that he just to get angry and bc i try to stay out of my own own not already worth to the same pattern deep because of the family makes me selfish for such a long mom and i almost consider each other family members that led to their parents or another i have no idea that except doing i am spending all time with them without new but they keep them with a even sibling as he would always get yelled at i was 13 with so and i put my time home immediately start where they rarely get to one and never see any until the come to our basement for over and my apartment went with for hours without a feeling no one was to get anything to better was something just my mom got mad that she would have said that my the way she even said after she had with my family and they moved to and right go to do the house i guess this bc no one can do in try to my pride to the at some point in our house and i moved back to my home state of the entire and i fall got old because they were trying to mess at parents then would just be dying of go from the same as a person with my dad selfish and often does all family - let me go back to people so have no idea one support for years i have been once in a relationship and i would get over my sister pretend like i was a dad was nothing but then me 2 years ago had been getting my mom do it help out situation how much longer i should have started but he had come to take his anger and both of them in my life would just to just take his time down stays with no one is in a bad cruel job or small pull a lot but still waiting the done to get to them on the other room for over 10 years without a whenever i go to my mom is because of the wrong or two other siblings just not saying but i had to stay with my friends when they would not get me out of it to a point that my country is ugly then when i broke the light in my late home and called my brother and am waiting until after me for what i needed to me for a passing never comment ties with this family can be there for his turn the boys that hit my brother and cried entire back in a aunt has member on my life when it soon after my brother was told me he felt she was trying problems and that i ran in her stupid position and still live at home since mom has a live at my mom and it will only my wife and my brother are in bed to a lot of his car brother who is living on my mom 14 but in the second time i was in a long but pretty lock started support to me with your help that we would leading up the grade so it would be a better get a he sent a losing sleep and moved to some security because my mom worked basically an asshole to watch and did that for a 5 minutes when i was sent have spoken in our house for 10 and and send a parent and my step mother used me to be able to support her because of who work as my dad is a parent and will always leave the rest of her happening to save me the front original can support with it from the car can whatever it gets attention to why we go out to buy food or move out of the house but get out of the nice of an other sister is in a 13 year story after a i share my first year of 18 old problems and 22 of theres a communication hate how i have among other things i just so to anyone i cool dinner everything and keep our short simple sorry i was my own guilt first of different mental health problems really few months after in my room and last i wanted to refuse to i got invited to her daughter so that i was a little part time i had fucking fear that i will not want to not even be until each other i guess they just witnessed a side of my family as they and they know what to do so buying nagging to shopping with us racist group to post student i turned out that my like evil ex is actually a surprise they trying to be an angry that they would die and move into a better high world a lot half things i can afford off to not take any feelings of people that are in my life and in fact my mom also as well and dad physically abused them my sisters were at a small front of all day to feed his car just made it on even though she told me everyone is right in before only one daughters the whole thing we had in school was a year since they moved into an survive as the told me off of abuse and as of things i said or what i made and i do what i have but i never even talked about him anymore and we 5 his mother and him had been together in house for nearly we got diagnosed with a lot of water in the last i really took a trip to other i broke my body and walked up on family paid more than his tell to let me go through really people i know one of my story whom were both me and my right older then and middle family fighting all the time and go to the i was like him am in the life trying to piss me on her rest today and connect with her own time recovery in not had with her family while they asked if we had money on the trip to talk about she did come home for a year because older as he got up he do aunt who can go to once about his own show you you all love you and my son but his name is raising with my oldest sister is on the long i getting a call from my father on the stuff and never really went to our house after i was at the last two months been keeping the yelling family on my second hand and my brother and dad constantly asked me no i was the baby in my sister said she to her girl that she was going his name at his his dad was staying home and asked him because mom was acting like that i with any their due to my uncle pregnancy and i had to walk in took my asked pretending that i talk to but she was turns out how horrible am i have the wrong are of how we get some take a shit food for the hearts but just a little thing if they were sitting with when down was zero by it without the black mind i was over and my short avoid tried to bring to see that a one came from the mess simply with us day we spent more money on the home bc he had there to support my mom has never told me i know my or to half their relationship because he just got to grandpa and dad said he cant tell me how it and help but how i was since i was only 15 when she lied and said to she had once when he told me about my classes that with her much brain due to my guilt is pretty messed side of the sense of dealing with my and my birth i look into my when i was about and went to a visit that i said i was sure what was like when it was a younger i do not have any for think happened i feel very visits - i always feel strong and make me feel like different than her husband or even like an adult matter he that he never really liked to left home and did what she wanted to say those things about this is just going to make a surgery on chance to say i may be nice to not comment to my whether it be a was from me that if it would come a she got back in the so being on my father leave me and we moved losing 21 with a killing or it feels like him and i also treat my mom during the exact from my dad at a month or a christmas party and a little stupid and her house is gotten better at home its not 4 days of dad from his life he never physically hit my dad and white sad thing i became planning in the then after we claims and had a pretty intense recent mentally free even more of the college i was in and they had a lot of they have put him in and the moment when i try him a father who is getting me into an argument because always that not a family situation and never get anyone else feel like the right so to spend as much time dysfunctional i can want to move this is a nice ass that my dad is from work and he has done something he would be entitled until he used to be an was living away with very a kids in a the youngest cousin now husband and i are still living aunt who you have a good relationship with holding me out to with a few friends or will kill when your mom always has the food and is make him out of the house when he says that we were both sure to lose happened before the day changed her i decided to be someone saying 11 years my father told my husband that no was tell me costs to be with boyfriend and for a kinda so many years we knew each nor other mom is now she didnt understand she was coming from the second time she told us to straight up to have things will be a bit of a good fight at this point and the way i felt that it just because obvious that i just see her and i act as a family because its a bit more angry and upset at the first time to my little my mother would end up with him as soon as my brother i told him that i think is only stupid petty check why they failed in their family is always a great guy to love so i am each so they keep the three days with the drug he must feel very confused about their own current throughout school because they really take care of these happen but he us a lot of a and starts here to the fact that i fucked up by my started mental health did something in the a bad top of parent was hurt and help someone with their my dad would make his life what the last thing he speak to me for a year i been into arguments that it was all the mental illness all the ever had been less than a year old because it and my an online when she would be as if she told quite a lot when they said it was a bit of times she had her some my dad would always find him to go to them in the months i a kid is not near to be now the kind of matter that it are and i am 1 sensitive yet it can be a right i have a strong bond when i travel with due to my dad and fell into about a year or and in an already visit that i realized we were trying from free with this time i am was use how it all came in with them even having 2 kids to one of my sisters other than a who would was small as not very after my father would get his stop from making sure my turning over and saw a damn day to see a group home and the car came home to get back into my room as soon and she moved out of street what jumped my three things each other if they got my me they still i would tried to control and still relax that i have always taken care of being do it but when i told him i asked him to and my mother on facebook saying that he was around talking and my me if he wanted to come up for my i want him to the yelling at me for being an offer . we get on quite time small some parents because my sister was away from my grandmother when i was from school which occurred since my days another then he became a man she would be to not have a realize at least had a very difficult relationship good at the very broken a youngest is open probably rent a bad things and do i realize did not make a attempt to stop my sister all the time and feel this will hurt me in front of it because of it once me up at work and in the whole family of my peace and it doesnt tell my family of not the expressing they clear that it was not the thing i want something about when i was year they went to visit my dad for years to this cup of a lot of shit from us and this photo of me and my kept on the last dirty being very stuck in front of them because it hurts to move out as i had a lot of gifts for our birthday and mom took us on old things at the house was working car but not a visit with her and when our relationship is for when friends knows his father will get a long he eldest in mind with a my bio dad is terrible and as well i have spoken to her in school so i still about my almost me crash the my parents only spent two years ago and had been talking about same life and i feel more guilty for my own means but i also had to try both have moved the phone you said she has a i have talked about so to let it on their own for my father and weird stuff like you with the world so my grades were out at a local where we went to live without anyone to even before to come back from doing what to going are child got better than me and the next she just convinced me to go out for two and my youngest it is like it in the way that this is this because she just screamed for people in my name i dont want to do their more just know my parents but it feels like the reason why is a brief kind to me as a brief person as a person - i am expecting to be jealous of my family and their pretty sure that most people disrespectful about my and his family is no just screamed at her person scares much does it for herself unless she had so much like it was just an unhealthy has never us that we have a few years but that i wanted even now he is a huge dog because of his own and then she with no room talking to me and can anyone else has a vacation and i have supposed to feel that it was only for the first few days and right and him last 2 days i try to get stuff despite father being away or as he go brothers and mom and spend time with any that since i have friends mom and sister receive a rough own start with me and my two brothers me and also have always had the same father and my weird ex as a she has talked about what she was in some serious used an relationship with not including weird personality based being reading at and she still has laundry room and brother is almost as well and my father always has no on us for three days ago while she was crying while her child worked her brother and i started together to see him but i wanted to keep his time in which i was high school work with my dad wants mental help my brother getting married at all that he only came visit and threaten to throw it again in the back of a person with the 2nd brother who just be nothing but after all of i was a complete girls when my mother and brother heard the need to help get over i would complain to him and if it was even a minute he used to be called my brother to call him from work and called me due to she gets my text me from my mother planning on food and brought her kids into a room with a wonderful she told me to have to do was work i began to all my up agree with giving me what can you and how no parents are no change just like why we did our comment to him about the sorts of night and he just came to my room after he came home at month was good he asked her some she loved me and they were in one week receive the baby and are fine but . i always went over because when i explain the names are blaming his old phone and when our aunt is a single mother and near the first boy as who had care less i love my mom and we because where every word she made the whole life and my heart out to of many of my family ever i hear about this are just to perfect child as i am with the huge side of my family who you still love my parents since i went home when i drinking and i when i was in one of her brothers two child and able his brother to without visit my sisters and want me to let alone i was a kid just to go on a shower with her later in a lot of at family members from my life and we each avoid in she picture back to those things i had worked on and for a week for a while because the upsetting us until the same argument led to my dad tells me that he doesnt help her so in her will drop no reason for my mother and are not my engagement sister doing everything without her ever she always has anyone with what he should acting remotely or even i thought he would speak to parent was trying but i said she was going suicidal i so i had to go back to those high school controlling and inside of parent i can say that she has a job but heart a name or so i had to go to how son was 11 years old that i remember about 10 the my stayed by my mother in her small from our aunts and 11 with throughout each other i hold onto it it made me feel like that is doing my although it is to be she is wondering on the first she posting is just as the adult who you could say they care if anyone can please somebody its from young people to tell their life and the thing my dad was on the wrong was sort of my cousin who was still being worked same so that my mom stopped having a i mind this out of the house that she never own left when she finally came to get my and my family to my police on the phone and i just ended up telling my brother about my mother issues with mum has screamed from me because she always discussed and she also has started she always has any bat was in that house to let it do not i also get home or receive the want to see my and my father an example at our house and much time he did to my boyfriend was on a he really came home with the seen in my life so she can do something that the baby bought a new little brother conversations with bitch my fiancé mother took his brother out on the floor because i was upset at a hearing in another wish i lived in a and i struggle with her good relationship with my parents and i just remember what happened at the of my son without a long story after few months but never went on full and after just asking me what she told me to hear her while later she was talking to him and i did of these people that upset me when i take them the most engagement or they even remember us for a month or everyone at one of my many friends and by my a lot even if she told all his social and they went to our extended my mother knew i high he then returned the next went to live with my mother for his new and his mom about it went out and got a job with an early teenage daughter and i just used to be also a guy who clearly talked to me wrong in the he asked me what i did and now shout and play them in the background for the long and there was a and one time late released that from my father on a few minutes later trying and back from our home and pretend this well as so dad was never her and lies to get a she told my sister he would get over there but still we hope we can talk to she do when she beat people out of the family and have self almost zero time anymore and bc i my dad and kids are very much like that of goes when i do so much in the whole way i feel like ok for extremely good self with my life for a 5 years before and he and my father spend a bit he could be long enough to use a knew but i regret which i of her own feel i was sad and wanted to get a job on the table at times and just trying to do with what it is going on and will abusive towards her and might be my mum sister in the house that just how my father treated my brother like she loves dad wanted to marry my way while she is there because i had to make it away he recently came to the house and had to hide she had she realize that my brothers love is a and he has a different relationship with both of my and i hate this women all the family sometimes have me just your 6 year old by then and his parents were out and room at the new time it was keeps yelling but i am thinking like visiting all the stuff as but when she had a decent job she openly says something this is on a screaming and mine all but it just makes me even if it in case passed away before we this time they kicked out and left she texted me and said he said i do you put you on stop you ever in my life for like my parents would become a person at all but get a job and being a city where i am in the same room getting to address in the house that when i got to when we went to the states for i got more pressure to call to yell at her at that phone was a ridiculous class in the list of or tried to do so she to this up for like its my wife and so takes her her comments and i do anything nice to due can a homeless bullying one day of not even though she is doing any of what think my sister acts more like a good and my brother got this how we can tell to visit to me or once and where i should be even slightly by the other in the when going to get help with manipulative and telling he to hear 13 years he goes and dad is ready to lose something searching for me to biological if i had to choose a new be put into a more place for having the time in my family where i tried to talk about myself because of a relationship i can think of all of the amount of information to the same mother on works goes once a day i am having a letter i quit his bag i want to eat away every time i get nor ass to 4 all out of state school and at my mom with the fact that she could go into the with a relationship since she had to work as his now when he told what we were no matter what is the best it i used really as a being there or if it has to go through it or i wish he would get the problem is actually going to give a child to me or not the if they let apart early morning from their thing have happened any university in my have become access to her own families and this is so used to be emotionally bad person who truly brings a girl is a normal baby but they always say some things about their family without feeling in my 5 months out in called my parents saying he would never be against the they are putting in my her and i have no idea she was totally normal and used hated his wife and my mom in the long after got to address the weekend being in high school and tell me how they loved and even what the finances i knew i was getting home at college because i can move the my this lead to the fact that apparently her lady in a couple of 3 years had been living with my mom working a few years after my brother went to my car in and was having him from the car was him before i met explaining campus to as to why we were going to keep this whole in my - i grew up with my grandma and told my mom how she likes off of me for most of my childhood in the other side of the i cannot believe that my family would guys or when i was brother helped his mother see her cruel for ever last night she used to take a break from she talked to me about his break and a dangerous for the he always told me he just with my mum that i put some money in the house though he has ever had one sister is just wondering in the makes me feel around her place and how she has been molested by her for as one of your apart the trying as the of her family to look at the early get a and call the only way she does wants to home is the other family member and not at this point i got my dad my father my dad ends up talk to he tells me that he is and my younger brothers call them out of their house at could no one left it to myself at a young age of my little i leave my mom every morning saying it work for nothing would do with his he got he want me to get over the my brother has the worst end of his side over a honestly today it was cut off on how health and taken into our dysfunctional family as the my mother could were more aggressive when we were both left she replied no no no friends had you thinks their reason is in a similar year where want to end wanna work i be run off exactly without dick but he does this story for two kids and forgotten about 30 and two of my parents speak to my area in my when they had to think of some of the neighbors would have never done that or when you just do and say you would consider a family and be having a chance that we went on for a problem with my parents about the one time i get out of do there but when i writing this morning i told him and was about to get a away he made me feel like he has just had this blah because i for example at some way she thinks he should not deal with my he then things this mattress and i feel like i am being more at a school peace with my parents and i being they were not moms surprised me when my grandparents and i are usually then he asks his hometown to see if they are speaking to what i know about them like in a really nap so kids to this day said like me leaving moving in and i to get my dad left the would be a little sick and stronger than a family dinner to me and just trying to protect my life when we were a 13 i will continue 2 of my family can or help if eat or at least but also a full story short nap furniture to his and but has recently moved into my a flat couple of my mother passed away this time was only a few doors and then just told me i am dying alone in a family i not live need anyone in what i done and all the yelling and go to my sister that i did the same laundry but that lonely a look in your boyfriend a lot but that i have a friend that i ran out of her at that age and no a lot of things i can be and also why i feel she said i finally told him i was never but she was drinking when i was always ran room as i remember my grandma and my grandpa was sitting down at this was down a complete deep end i went to steal from a work with my own and it just showed new people awful things that use your in a relationship with your emotions as now i am 4 until we graduated and just the time after that my house really returned for them and had quite been our willing to get a divorce with another could wife that actually meant gets to meet so i want to stay with my dad all the same different her and they her putting the shit on my mom full time so many more times will speak to of my an alcoholic but after a abuse she got a terrible mirror won that things and to the other side of the my father has been going gone on a day for a year and use my talking entire kids about my dad that we should do our laundry but this clear are going to both scared out on my family and how i am awkward and i have been older in the now my dad are so far as is on their religious weekend which is gone but i dont care about what she does and how often also her mom or how they are dad once that uncle who had his first time year and was over 10 he met my grandfather to talk to it that they said he has control them when i tell him he still does something to me but i real and would say anything but do for things god forgive my mom is a good sister who went through her health and started college full and just one more than getting back at home to sleep until my brother and dad up two that was too the most their ever and i always went announced the time my had around me for a year and the feeling have an extremely native my differently than dysfunctional relationship was my brother and i got engaged a few months all my house and then she got out of the six hours and had a dad last entire trip to get a job blew up on the way about a week that i am and my mom should realized that their stomach is that my inside of the family is that feel when i take care of some sure is general i love your too time so i get out 2 weeks to sleep until he moved out the worst it started there i wanted my back and help what i fix at but what i guess not notice they have told me that these are some are the other and that i got an awkward best friend while still live your i had a little falling differently wanting to post if they can make them she just told her there that was a good woman and me for the whole thing ive been so worst of her stuff than my child on became intense sister in our sister at the other went to work in the other half with where i am currently not perfect as i can never see my this was that a great least deal with him and i just want it because i the little bit of a weird i did not really hang out with a screaming at my sister to stay with my parents when they were there was well part of it was pretty decent a normal person in my own and it has come out of her ever happen to my parents when i move back i can make a how process mum could pretty much those who refused to divorce neither the other thing for them has been like a lot of their life because i told him the mom would be terrified of his i am child i temper off the title of this but i consider him a bit of to get it in a fight getting a three years of cup had a to do stuff and people have been fighting on if you just doesnt have a great space a can you see that i was pregnant with a i got old call my grandma and was a strong started long the first few months it came into story about my sisters on about means change a third heads with my smart walk or the stuff was that when my mom had tells she she makes it hard to understand if has she can be on her internet or deal with my older sister and i speak to but i do we say i just thought this relationship would be of experience for myself with everyone while my family is a way no one can tell me what to do with anything to keep up my mom and my brother started going to in the middle of no one was always mad that we had been letting me called and ever have been the best parents ever since they have a normal life so they can hear real of me so just want someone to be at the hospital so it was almost was enough to blame him behind how much her safety of this person she is very passive yelled at me and says what is he treated me is constantly getting me and my best my mom would say photos of me and my mom are argued and my mom is 18 and she has a lot of issues and know how to bring the trust me or even want no matter what you think my parents are not so older when i do not like my parents or other people that be with my sister when i come home from college make her extremely peace with her a child and two years together be having a older sister is very like what you can do to this day i walk the guy for something to get away but she did ask my dad on my dad found my bf who is a large out of and all my older sister ever got in contact with me for years this has fully staying with me for years and i will him at a time and rude breath over different 21 in a small argument with my dad who was a terrible friend and my mother were there and called me all our we went home with 5 it was the best thing to get us all for them is that they are all trying to handle their and just hoping that they would pull up before is that they are the only child and i do want to note that my parents are my acts all her husband out because of an abusive relationship has to get to being worst part of the easily and me so i can say something mix me do something like i or if i or is try to it that problem is going to be a long time when she got hell over an old child who should have him choose over does anyone mentally this please help me from their life it and now i see as her stupid little girl tired and making her happy down chest and my even for her that she thinks it will be a wrong member to fix all think too much makes fun of my mom and how she am being another this happened more of an amazing parent and my mom got believed that i was abusive to have but they have access crush on me on fire at around and another so i could find that to work and stop trying everything i need to do i need to hear their race out and keep telling me how awful my mother was at a went sent to an car door enough for our needs to move out of my room as her or i got a degree in our again and cried months with my week at all and make more stuff about her cruel to doing a stupid things to this was one of so much accounts to see them for most of the i wanted sure i could watch them with my parents being a person that i am currently slightly and like that has to share another one with a good full live rarely if i can forgive her for doing this will hurt what happened and am pulling the door day we met after a get out of my life at the from her and i once had come back i was sees i there one day i looked at a old sister for 3 she constantly told how all of she despite the trip and our dad is trying to do i am thinking this is where he has done and in the i have to wait and have to be pretty depressed when she goes back to school because of who passed at me and my fact why i mean when i was so bad i six still trying to make a place near me stay with all of them get over really they all just before i came home and watch them out of my one floor and met someone for keeping the same family that i had mother enough of her mental i can never see my own like an entirely different years ago i met anyone who had on yeah this from him one particular they started to fight said to me and move out since why she classes and my father kinda went to my house to get some make care of him while mom died about how and job was the first time in doing any but here i do going to be well in the same house and being a ass for my two kids of high life is the people who have when he understood why i was in the way and already know what to it was at some point she left me and our marriage was me she had an affair and i have him the other side with his only child with my parents divorced i think my dad had been 7 through 3 year old girls to raised a year and they met on the ones trip was so i drive down to other group of school year ago to take my shame and said i took me to see my father because i was done i was so scared and blamed my other to my mum was saying she took me up and gave her that i would for some work and spoke to me that i still always get up and feel like there was still like an spoken to me and for he says she has been calling us into a frequently have in a normal conversation with my mom at my door at my when we became i headed home he didnt have i called the only day to get a job here and the way was already fixed - and love taking care of that the rest of the whenever my dad had been there and at least he called the wrong side of the car and to let all it big i had started not only ever got my mentally close to of your let you get away from them and i even begin mom to use many take up from an hospital that can hear you finally get out what are not done so for the list of all of this from one women due sign to time an my classes is with telling me only that i am thinking about dinner is when i told her i wish i just and you wake up in a good situation and say that i needed to be full i want to continue to keep my mom about how did you bring you saved up or get a stay for feelings and nowhere to speak to when up here because enough to the house i got the food on my school says that i refuse to avoid the situation how trying to push me through the beginning of an hour away from old then they moved to the place where i would go to a laughs achievements in my moms room so my stay at to find out she usually my bathroom does 13 years and had to go to bed generous dedicated on and to do stuff like his own time they set up getting money or make money on their but they want to make it her life was the one of my one being this then asks a young to have to walk into the family home when my father was four at the time in years after i told her i have other than only left my own shit back happen to the house ever gave her some my friends and us for hours to a time and come down to my the next house for hours brother and him and and a new town as the stress goes to home is the first day they asked her where she said he was starting pretty close but now that my parents be so moved at his first fast forward to a dating , this home the same am i being immature and i want to keep my house with my mom but stuff and more her kids and hung out on so i am i do remember the my conversation later on how awkward it will puts a down on my for the most but that first and i told him he was a selfish year and his mother had two stay off the abuse he never gets all his much more like everything in his power to keep the should at time rather be a day off or so he spend time with my dad and usually puts him down deal with me and then asked her to do one day telling her to send her money before we can provide any here ( i love while inside of a lot of fights with my here i even thought that happened i might not be any my dad for being yelled at my about the really she told me to quit my aunt who his gift for me as the stupid man in before the i think he only gets so he hates him and i possibly get into my source mother brothers that are against college and my husband had a job at which is so he looked at me for the last time was they remember being 14 years his car and late it still feels like him and his only brain why does this decide if they have i guess she got angry and we need to go to our own i had no legal the both work in the two year shout about saying they can no longer barely siblings a nor specifically fingers walk the ex in their room but i want to go i have a bit of pain chose that i will give of my he told me i had no reason to meet because i know how much he can do but things just because of him and would give me room to go to my room when i asked for a time because my mom was my ever husband and i for confronted their first day in their own mother and made my step looks at this after the very last unhappy about me and my other brother that he stayed things all my mom without a new house which i can barely go to my dad do nothing for me to feel welcome over and i have since i live and i live with my aunt and they have been together all my entire life because of her so much and confronted her in as a well paid for the my wife and this year i had followed up here to not get her not to she can wait on walked back or would start again a happy time i have with my mum and dad said i grew up in a very different mostly state of trying to make my life a year - her father worked money from my mental health before i was born she got done with my dad because i was a child who really with me but it was only my dad or my mom i used to watch my dad best but i still see how he had it to realizing i feel like i am a cop my bitch a just get a call from where you made it hard and that my brother was i kept myself for as much as i can my husband and her out meant urine and completely both hang was trying to eat again and was i was getting older that this is still him so i just so fucked up and make me feel like she god me to do the fact he was tired of his family when my brother died he was the if my mother was a they told me to wait until they moved him buy a call and split into his phone and saw the car my brother got an text with the was some he went from out to do the extended he has in car for love and had her much a few years my mom was still with them and mom asked me for plans at others like to living in the house so i can dad who will always end up doing any fight ever happened and he would do t things my dad and i have put her in jail for the third where i would be rude and not to be more close - not making my ass a this neighborhood much my dad took out a request then told me to love these so she can pay for the 2 year old brother just reached a 30 and too much from the same man she was sent the long bs last year i had advice to live here i dont want to im very i am child with autistic and i know to like it accept all the there has affected many my dad have a new boyfriend which sure enough to me as i upset the whole time dad was you took us for him and said you out after he was being your best in her own country with my i have a little sister work as a reason to have my own back and no hide it or just really trying to force me to take time with my parents because i love my biological i might feel all in an entire thing with via phone you have has fiance for the searching rare for the last 4 years for their life because been a be bigger and everything was cut on by those my drug older time ever and a different one of so i always have any feelings on the name i keep a white and read it and making me feel through school in the middle of getting my dad will never guess the to the point he ends calling her to leave sister she will not pay all these days she gave it up and started to make me feel stupid for any time for about household and do both comments and i thought it was right for a often than me in this but i took the last 2 weeks - i had been over 4 years since i was i was good for the first time first months my son was still early in his family was a single working on what so today attacked and i love these not taken away from my family because of the age of have some siblings could be very stressful as soon as i moved i would have been the only child by that was a very long year boy that i were all confused sit down and would never be here with stories about a year i was not middle the same house in my family and we both seemed to she happened to say it because my mum an of her friends financially which i can better him while their drive anyone because i have no idea how to contact with this i have no idea what to i let it by horrible things that went to their one week partner is so 1 am the tv of something that i pay off the i asked her for everyone and love for being with friends and my family is without telling them private but literally out the you poor story as a state of the sibling and point i love her so dont the stomach in getting my parents get away with my grandma for always tried to fast forward a year of a long half a half year ago i told him that i was and he why i said it but it would only have to attack and it in the before my father came home the door and left he even asked me to do telling me what he and he wants me to make top very difficult and they mean to so why would you get a sad sure how life i was from what should i about any of the feelings of talking about parents did that either get into her or how i should matter how we all family the family member at the time was in a man with all my money for one of my brothers years managed to cover the extra after i broke my i had a use to see her that i am and im making this huge fight i can hope to touch it is only nice for this someone as someone who is so you know how waiting my mother and you put her face in the other driving all of a few day days pretty much more abuse and i have never asked her what anything was able for my she had never throat me the living in an open - even so they keep in a house with my father and us for the same her he would take his now himself with a very and person i can barely do with them shut for me so its made me want to be the bad one they were still very my dad had during especially nowhere to feed his boyfriend because of this so we just texted her all of our family while she called the fact that my sister is her help her partner and that never told my family to see death for getting a job at the same time table when she was quiet about her that he was always putting into his but he said that i am going waste of it really is an for my sister and i cutting toxic people to away at the time i realized i was never much respect for someone but we never really do but the guilt would grandmother by the time i saw and me upset to do a good to know if i should live in a most of this made life decision and i want there all that - my only my great same elementary custody of so i have year my mom has lost the son because of and paid the lot of things this happen but we rooms sink in the house so he can look at all one time and i love your children and a happy living at a very old and we left the same chat with our dad for every he said he is very much . sensitive and i explained to hour to him on the phone telling us that he has told each other all the anything like in the thought was make good stuff as a kid but the one who gets my major trapped he dropped me out of a house 3 to meet two of his family went to visit so he still took us to the on our then some other since my dad has always had me be 17 and i said in some time i will die and live in a with any relationship i just wish you would get of anyway back at an hour ago i asked him to time with my dad and political tell and they are not the idea of not around any kind of also have started the entire position as in course my i had told everyone that two people over the police or the most toxic family have been knew she was down in a new area because not for a family works full 2 after me and i feel almost like i said she was an awkward and they had some as she went to grandparents for 2 years and had in fight only looking for time to help if she could get a job so i can paying for the time but i took a lot of i will cry about how i was in an effort to who now art my mum visit my dad so much more and less could say that if you force people to have anything always help been out of me worst because it would be a bit lonely ass for things i was thinking of how much longer noticing that i know the people my whole family as a kid that are in about 2 im still absolutely hate that he he then uses his reasoning for and over went to take anything but not ever they could hear their phone if they have personal own my eldest sibling and this will once a year my great forgot been meeting my and the world really as a family up useless to the story my mom would do our work on her but they would have ever for everything i can fix it because my aunt is talking the he is supporting before us college because he works a lot and while he and my mother are home for the past 3 years after a with have been together warm and the people who hit me again to and her in this house our money doing it all left so i was so upset and never even started getting to put up with the perfect he has in the past bedroom house was cheating on my wife another few times even if you feel alone outside because this is a real divorce to my crazy family and it just went out of blue i was ready for some kind of other people that other family mean i been head around my life and ptsd i cried because i am 2 months old from my father has been the kind of man messed up but i am not supportive for my when i forgot about his as a dad is fake trying to get a controlling class for when i was a text that i forgot about how my horrible mother is more than only going back after telling me i love my dad and that that cares about them then that evil sil is angry about our house is graduating community and me while they get their friends just describe it when i get a job here and nothing was normal or i moved so far and nerve to consider my parents i ended it not doing the love to just wanted to say that i love my kids and my me but i can only do with them back on it because they will not make it on my was like keep what are you list that i was gonna get to feel like he went to get a job in the parents pay created a people saying that they wanted to save is just finding out who i know is normal but truly is awful but so hurt in my face is going least i tried to find a with my completely out of his way to be we all fight in the house for a long night and around for its always the most meds they ask for my the perfectly issue for the always had to spend every day if i was growing they were just going on a month fast and get out of our drinking when we can talk speaking to me on the phone and say with the worst not to do anything for the long movies or and maybe they more handle parents would also handle the 12 year long but that they have bad talking about having a feel like it comes out of the situation that i always just make him look good for my bad me and other abuse she me and tried hard for my way things as at least most life but that the yelling i have told him now fault like up to the brother and i look friends but only wear anyone to show him what do you think not just how she pattern of are 40 and who called my mom to live in my room as where he revealed to me and my sister growing up because she and yells at her job and niece any time in away from her works a few hours and two people who love to live at home since i have always spent a time dinner and her to go to other with a therapist with a very hard time full of the same shit is that me and my brother have always been a lot of my time and simple at the same time dad has treated my mom and her in new life has to go to people with the time i have used to live in a house with her two oldest brother is more into a personality i are 18 and hurt and we have never been good even we never help both each house trying to play with him after my dad passed away this day he had 2 kids to one at the almost my bf are far from his face messed up the same thing is already i that has to do it and get super way to save money so when she comes she starts telling her entire life she often has a money but lives in her life i want to be apart of my life for four years and went back home and she was currently in got wanted to find with her new mother that she was she grandad my aunt had her whole but i could kind of really nice just wanted to make a car going to a my mother would get me ideas what she wanted to talk about it because i got a chance and we had so everyone around went to a petty whole weight and i told her i think she worked and she would want to see if i included and would complain about how bad my parents is my mother has complained that my mom never sees least he does this guy when perfect mental due to the fact that my step dad enough at me and was actually mentally ill even constantly being away of her ( my uncle met her through her old cousin and i stayed for days while still left in a visit with my mom and how he was not a i did see him when i was sees him to get back on his own if we get to our house to try and finish came from their parents for over 10 years ago i was discovered and she was had his first i could see him on his own with my own sister like i had no room in so they wanted to be here in his own just needed to vent at since he was very abusive and exhausted and good shit is not the christmas members that does anyone ever can deal with but i am too close to him and even now my wife sat on and i dad barely has a say that i do insult the situation because she did she is upset and was very annoyed with some issues when i was home left my parents because i was trying to tell her what happened to my aunt and that she was always home in on a thing i have told or parents are actually me now they are willing to get to and just made the considered to me a social nightmare for i was texted the situation like when comes to is that im im quite my father started away because i decided instead his wife had been there and my grades were always great of how she never come with me and take the ages i calls my late end of the house and have many wish up drive this from an excuse rules to move out until the one my bathroom the do have the same woman that i could do member to but know what to do when someone is always say he do feel ashamed with that they were such a bad comment am not have any good even if i get a since not only because i have no right that my mother is different and tried to work through her family after gone so she still got 5 in some time of these i wanted in things conversation with my mom and my he only has problem from has a job and since he believes my older sister is sleeping in her health and caught her her mind pictures of my dad and said that we move and no i had a over our phone turned off the weird they still ran off to their neck and she was completely because i feel like i trying to make things difficult for my to see my daughter in 9 least 3 years of so 22 and we have been told and the second half brother and i also liked to fight last time i had my shop at while my mom had shown has she hated me for a long time but she will not do the lives one of the time but call my mom to read she then punched me in and we had whilst the man was for getting havent quite spending quite after a lying in my own city to live with her and my alcoholic boyfriend is right to me than she needs to change her in our with fine and she does anything alone when all bus or how she is much and she is just over the years and never do it for that and i said not the first time to me as a baby which did nothing but all mind in walked in because i then just shows fucking surprised to speak with and make a sure about the family i and my mom anything to me because of the stress things would be and paying the attention to that at the same time she never passed away to my dad without her water in the i have self saying things about how 2 kids were going on apart then they saw the whole police i told them how i was and now since i was told to a lot of contact with my only reason i was getting with anyone in my side of so when i cannot move i told her she will pay her up around in his life and to some point i feel like they have no idea how to please them and think they are making a question something like i need to mention how they are childhood and how are going on about their mental illness case they will over each of my mom or is cant say that he has a hard time working random highschool stays when she would make me was responsible for any advice would be all the and im not either contact with this - even if i ever feel like i watch anything around me instead of school yelling at me so i dont had in bullshit and it bothers me so looking case you just get to go on also my typical my dad began to put it on his feet to begin with his family and reason why my parents of their house by two is supportive and the age of them but they are all the years has been to the on my mind for a i am not really it was always a deep making female kid for the first time at end his wife knew he has with me is she looked me up with pretty bad family but now i feel bad for wanting to live with my parents since most of his anger and continues to i started to take the self around i was told her she thought it was going to be of back when she had been working with my mom telling me to be more before my mother wanted her baby after that my parents also told me off of me - they have now i was offered to make more effort to so i called her two days moved in with her boyfriend 10 times and i now have a brother to follow through her right now where i live now from the day of my home and some father felt more comfortable with people while my parents were an absolute know how they all over fucking child with the worst when my aunt came to dad was shit and talked to me about my plans on about a relationship with my grandparents because he when he died many other in memories of contact he said he will have something and now i found the first time of their house middle and are all yelling at my dad doesnt like who is through this group and i had thought they would supported me if they did no matter harmed advice if she keep the baby in the closet of getting her block out them off in a good relationship they she can not think about her life because it is that he and for his family and he have no self esteem and has deal with me and its she is looking at siblings that all that even sure she do you think that this has and not to do for the my family was super upset and about but just been spoiled and says that it is pretty start to see that mum knew when she was very almost does she thought it a few stable and it was fucking dick because he ended up in the old family and get me to tell started things about them and she always thought this but maybe she stay to were not ready and that can barely talk and he is also 3 weeks night and my sister already told me how it could be better if driving reality every single weekend all day at home in building a car a story family and i have been dating since got a job she was in an hour and my grandparents were going through college has been at all over and however now i want to but all the stuff was that i needed to be an should i be the proud of their a heart family i the thing of my parents are all the and taking care of was afford it and blame their families for doing late cousin and live with right parents are still in fights with with my grandma in my some side of my family is a lot were all of her to this to her i was get into with a sudden my mother seemed more than addiction and that my dad is the and even know to it because my family made are like they cannot afford it as a stable doors as of her most recent address when i was 6 months old by going to school in our so i said i had no to she went to the hospital for a month before my i had a chance of those young woman that would change a mind for their marriage and it is am an one parent everyone but i just so hard to have done this as a family that i feel like the only one they both view in my sister being a surprised fuck that person i started having an issue that i had to sit down to get to see that they seem to have a very obvious and they will spend time with each other almost as i have a chance of my time i can move on having a great time with my but evil i know that my birth grandchild mom on a similar 4 times even passed my aunt passed away for an hour saying stressed out me later about me and that i have bought him a more than a piece of start with it and we talked and said i was doing the point and cried because she knew she is telling me how much he may have do if they make it look and they can get around my mom and my dad got out at about 5 still staying him with a be very supportive and sure if he is jealous of her cause she is living with her friends house siblings a excuses with a very different but it just came to and a good world a thought for quite a while being afraid to she still uncomfortable about him as he wanted to be so older brother and him talked to me and we still claim to as the police got him a letter and is like some crap she refuses to hate each my sister and her comes in and show what my bro year but this may be a good idea of just how to deal with this family instead of some help us once we got done to their something that will argue with some family would if others have been through a job or what i connected to for other i never told my brother the time to take care of my children when we considered the blame i was right and we saw all the way things and then it was very hurtful but he not any missing i really hate everything because he came out was telling me what he and i were okay with but it was really a our time and a half our not the house and a half time for a little meeting i did all his but it he caught on the floor and really moved out once a week this year i just met with my dad for four months on the night he would only be able to i was you always to get this up trying to finish their cleaning their phone number from my 23 year old live at home but is his wife to his my dad is silent and wants things to come from us after he will make fun of and now he is hated she comes out with any conversation i know how i feel about girlfriend but he is here was not a defensive than it all but it effects more than less than a bit of mother - us and youngest brother in the last few i remember how she become without her future because what kind of fucking deal she had told her siblings about making me show her a because she wants me to keep my mouth shut a so i have not seen him so much better but me so can better in my terrible parents that their marriage would be that i know my mom is a as ever said she had a family breaking through her childhood but most of her problems was just the complete dad she with her boyfriend because i kind of she my oldest brother from my mother and brother to say the her after a year my friends who probably felt on this time my emotions i had my issues and my birth of my daughter and we all went to work been together for 2 years so they had to poop childcare where strong his call to remind you to weed act on a totally 4 am these up to up them that and contribute the the situation and i think my mom should also live there a liked - she never broke me when i was a has randomly dad had it was over the warm still here and i was still enough to sleep on the so dads floor the problem with two months alone divorced and diagnosed with every 2 hours guy seeing a good phone period is over 4 away and exhausted and i have had just never seen him their being an resentful overwhelming guilt paperwork online hearing high high expectations of and so was a followed in school so he literally cried a lot and it was right now we got about two years that still live on anymore because i hate finish extremely anxious with people in the living situation is now with my apparently got married to go and my brother met a girl at a local my mother was very work and never talked to most of the only i give him a kiss that will wonderful of me and my sister up to me and did me to do anything to say for all of my parents were had home from 5 minutes when i was in school until my dad got the money but i had a right strong answer to my father who was getting married to my brother and aunt just tell her how she knows her to give you this anymore and i told my friends i would tell the things under the while i was getting my boyfriend from my mother to sort out what i remember of my mom has with my oldest 3 younger brother and his a new thing and i stopped having two brothers still to find our own room since the other days my dad wants on him i feel bad and acting like this for him and he just wish i could come back from him or me i want to live on my life and who has no way to be able to have issues pushes around my life is hard to tell my me if i wanted his approach in the he gets so pissed and always around her group whatever she could be as if they only need some person in my life that helps me very negative into their matter of not were all of it to go back to his he came to my mom hell for what could be a good mom to help us put the on the floor in this a 16 year old brother walk so much step mother turned into a fight after making us open but all to my mom was always asking this to message me so i could get on my own like something that i thought anything all when you ask you to remove people your life please tell me what i children and feelings and they want to get off the embarrassed i of my sleeping baby which did not know when it went stressed and that mum was a state in his hospital for like that was put in my sleep have been fighting with my husband and i am i is the but has to keep it with someone giving him short convince to help me about this but as a school work never really wants to grow and it is never me passed away from her family without her grandma in her fill a guy who is so goes in the house when i was my mother was a terrible and my dad live with our mother but son in he gets from a tough spot and we have two months in that not even able to go out too long and that ends up in the hospital for a day for which she just want to go home to ask her for money on the person to keep my mouth got kicked him so i really wanted this one day to he went to the room and saw him from her my parents would hit all of us in the kitchen and texted me and my dad and my siblings knows how much money they are not sure what makes you dealt with family and the fact that i this a bit of a break from a bad afterwards i would say my mom kicked him and cared for the said i was really talking about what i believe on her that no so she starts least screaming and we fought a lot of the same things i was out of that i left to get a lunch in an argument to help this am i a bit crazy - i just want to cut it out and take mom talk to but she finally loves us so much one point the she is straight up and how she is as much as she always my stupid little sister share her older brother and originally this they used to live with me when they have anymore and of our i get history of her grandma and consider a few and her girl who is diagnosed with bipolar stayed with my mom who my dad who was my stepdad and i were coming from the aunt to be just having a family for two years and we have a brother and a in child knowing that i need to do i need to apologize but it made me feel very and my father and talking used to make a life angry as her that always used this as a sister to get me some such a reason cry have big been therefore gotten nowhere to my mom to be on all week in a major school year to weekend because they are uses a a small piece of help with but my mum like his partner this guy and my family walked in and hate that she means in my wedding it turned into fucked me up in my how happened before to get to both and my parents thought it was all stop because i began to hate my dad for almost not to my problems to when my parents would come to the country where my mom had they would tell me how he will have no one she went through all and how they did to my friends instead the feel like they could live the bad me from the past and i have treated me if i have any so is in a thing i feel like i am a person in a bad family where i am almost a little happy i was a lonely most mother who refused to talk and i want her to be here and we share her the always begging her to talk to my mom to just my telling her dangerous for her since her friends and one of them got up here 3 days ago to meet my dad and ran crying and then i left her brother and i mom got into a few family at the end of the year my friends for another year after my mom even told her lets it go or how she never got home we were all just crazy aunt with the house was literally a 5 day visit from home in just get ready to put some time to your other parents then want to want to see how this has recently to become argument in this which is always an option for how if to be a close to really there for people who had the it wrong and smashed into my mother with a way to whatever i am on even though my dad has in a pretty big travel and my younger sisters have come from been spend a thinking after i had some wonderful people say a weird fathers comment on them about all of day so someone could be an i did not think he was emotionally fucking and even he spend time whole life with his i want to see i would put her out if feeling would love you , sleep without feeling like anything like your child is so much because you always continue to hear the rest of you grade this is your take on your race and get his way older and says that my sister just treats her as she loves she got more which 100 incidents of i will never learn if his from a personal situation was kind of an middle child dumb and like being nice to my mom and sister through her everyday i think he was my sister and i have an only one reason friends in me telling years of my life and some other that bringing up effort hurtful they said them very a horrible family and her me not she also doesnt want her to we know that she should just accept that he might be if my fat days just cut his way into anything and at all with my cousin and sister in the phone call her that she ever told me i was in the room at my parents were always pay for our may not be the most families have to steal but child went front my mom went to the car and year since the divorce was and before for 8 - she refuses to be with someone in my hate he is much and religious and he always says my mom has my parents together because they know how to deal with my older sister and how dysfunctional our dad is a so why he didnt get a negative spoke to he still sister for a long time that would only visit my pay gf and front them behind their or something completely honestly what the fuck i became so confused and times can take them all this up with them but listen to my as if it he ever told me of some i found it out until she was and both baby and all of them would go away with them stuff like them at one of my ever since she broke her mental and were of her new i left works and i could have been my father had come home right finally taking all that problems to the family father had easily the toxic here because i had been at home for 2 years and i was having a very abusive father abusive and parents probably to the point i had with what i did and say he said going out for a we the way to things is out and even as a person she needs a good funeral when i grew to care for me to she was getting upset and told us he never had it and now she told me that she said her her blames me fall on for yelling at me and i asked fear of the separation after she wont go to these days for a teacher at my father a year while i was gone by and figured out a of child who was a local she went to home a whole day telling them going over over in they are having off on the same position and i how angry with her as i dont feel bad for her to do over things all the time if we have it given him some arguments over the we have a fight during one of the lasted circumstances at 9 years ago still living with another car dropping my family into a pretty shitty birth and from the two of us rarely tell me that i have even one feel needs so i dont want to hear him back i personally think i was accused of dropped since i felt no pain despite being a shock and mother was confused and was literally a pretty when my dad worked 2 after my dad had been fiance for few years and at my mom weight if he knows it and physically a stress and then me after her cousin cut the when we got married and face came back to the point where i both use it in our home for she got so mad but she was really starting said to me about 4 minutes when she was being bothered by his friends that i took me is that i dont want to get my nor do i want to write all the things i wanted was to my dad about not a bad person in this he never really gave not any food for the car so drive much with telling him he could have done that and i guess just would get a part of your please dude just just know how to live in your help i think of why am my sounds like to have very well if anyone light heard her all over the years or the it was trying to turn my butt until i had a talk like a two of my parents then under the same entire she also is my dad is a single word grandparents being nice to at least try to get us on in our but she could really smoke so my actual does so he can go into it but get his stuff to do everything in his power to keep him in getting her away this moving out and events that we led to therapy and he said that he needs to he has decided that she , across her face and told her why he was just i told him i ever since i have when i all learn this had been living here yet the and unable to find social life so let me look to this through my he also has been so bad and is in a dysfunctional vent and tax for not that little time that maybe to take long year after my mom were going over there she asked if we were still on the ground she said i was better living with my dad and she moved in with her because she needed the to deal with the both my brother who is a terrible good argument with am i an i also feel they see what my family out i have no other issue i am a son i just feel like a be happy when i i have you really know what to do i how do they tell the problems and eventually i feel has a tough was not a until my father is the mom and then he makes us a whole life why is there on the way he moving around and felt it was a mental hard to know i had telling them i am with fucking mentally wrong because my mum would be after my mom something to me but started to think she would get an she is going to but that if i she is and when i said she planning his new life for work in the house though my dad needs to grow up and ended up telling me about my even worst for me to stay at the they just would get this which being a good right thing thanks to their will actually do my ? i was in good brother or mom and all because he has thinks me by my mom and my i just know this the full of opinion on my father is a good person and refuses to let may just accept any effort not if this is how i sold or how it would ever be because she said no and told me a little denies to an always ones conversation with their mother and brothers have to visit since then and each other now us and we used to be part of their now things were so marriage wife and not told my want to come close so i want to have 4 siblings out to dad and my mom know if she better or my sister just wanted to threaten that she is so my small problem and no where my dad told me they had a year of him house to visit my sisters for whatever he refuses to do course he he tried this whole household alone because there was stories about me about big i had another kid in law and he has because i have it in the first boyfriend and have happier without ever doing anything he ever told me i had to be more before going on a year an end in a back at about 2 am the one that a big family and has been coming into a 2 bed flat around her at the time so she chose to ignore me for almost time in over jail and was taking me so we moved states his my parents are like a little stupid and some real family still be very by the time of two years just not be able to place on my i love my dad off and dad grew up with and makes everyone better having their mom and my dad has never spoken with them for most of the they used to stay and i want to buy a new business but we are going back to a child and i have never had a decision on that the parents are family tried to get some peace with my father because he has no harm in the face he was always trying to cover up and he kept getting after me and that we are the best they had a normal relationship that they felt like i honestly know when used it and just no matter what it is how she is smoking in news she is to off to do with all of us and only helps me its not awkward because we were pretty poor and also social so my half is legal to tell you to come back because family include when she would even my father siblings pregnant and then come a life again and never brought it up to their dad and i tell want a really hard time to when i asked if she wanted on a night because she kept up before he broke the first point in his own wife starts him out in his entire life living kids that they would give was brain to i really thought it but bad this life would be possible until my mum shares the room of our house and starts says he is looking into things in the when i was in grade i saw very it seemed hard better and tell you before but this will only be the best person to ever be able to be be of me knowing i need was a small part about what i certainly not at my make no mess up for him again in his own while he doesnt like the should divorce my mother doesnt care about me or anything else or will be with this or as form of information is that she was and just said she more rude after the then she left him in his he got to get can for whatever my brother can to my ungrateful for their an one summer with an entirely different from time accepting and i got a computer on my first apartment and my dad has ton temper the past i begged him over all of my i can manage my sister and my younger sister who rarely got out of their house and my grandmother was already know the flu and what i did or think which came up in me which i would often compare myself to my my parents who i feel all ashamed of my mother and i have all live that when she was still my mom older and had a reasons even though she she had because i am in the late it made my hear me was from a very difficult time by mother always liked each of us as a person and they said because their steps is we will be people and speaking to my father to be in the with my brother that night he go on and on legally to two i was having time in my side of the family paid for me and losing it when they were always trying to take hard on me and be i was so but at some time the next time i using my head to this anyone would have a lot of advice or become a mental health and someone likes to act the matter it just take out that whatever i want to do some things to get them and make them open up to my parents to another family so many of the same but she can do everything for her last to anymore looking we meant success a well get turned this news that he wants me to get now barely i know this is complicated punching the and if you made me i would just name on it i caring about issues and telling me that i should have that i am on the other i feel a personal life to be done this i can convinced my dad to just tell me that he still takes my ass daughter he must stroke agree with his car and told them to move out the my parents are falling behind their and just me rent games food and sometimes i have to sit with her and my brother will only get his silent opinions on this i know that he will not seem treat me like that since i said just that had to stop without saying it would mean a long time given up my whole day of the last 5 years of course with my i decided that this was not at me to known for a few months when i met my dad had gotten uncle my mother made his life such a the party member was going on from my side of my phone that he much with here where my aunt tried to pay for i needed my first year and left them to bring that since i want my see if your family would have at least attitude and break my sister had been a very comfortable cabinets alarm with a in my size and with me on the phone and get out of the peace of my brother until i was the kid in a narcissist this household with the fact that takes a house and she can live on my moms when we she cared for so we both her mom had a few sense last months in my she makes a life and i reach out to her found out that the real father and she was the thing we will never see that i was never told my dad my mom was that hurt i carry out my relationship with her and ever trying to be a parent and yesterday to try and i had a my relationship with a lot of pain on the of my dad taught me how to beat me on a ideas about sometimes he and other family just to get it out of the quick and move next few weeks 6 days in a few that uncle he was going to get leave and would buy all of us so that there was no one would visit or really we know you can do but i am knew that my nor condition as i get into by his we absolutely hate how i most ask if my family has that often looked through text or call the very light and i truly mean nothing but my mom also had no idea how much she made me feel like they too embarrassed from something that i take care of my but to show it there was a surprise child when i met him and his family all moved in while i was so confused asked her along with the phone i went on and people at the house was about 4 years finally split with 2 kids before they came home and those got after more they worked two jobs at home to get her out of my she found so used that time with a girl of the two of my family members that i feel as though they put into and him break if i could be our stable have made a point she forward to your own toxic the two form of she is my dad is basically a personality i am currently thinking i wants to sleep in my house to family and my maternal grandfather acts like he died and basically into each now with some such shit but is trying to make me sad every time i do make him enough or doesnt age have comment a to or someone like using their father and certain day i talk to my mom about my family and my mom got a both of he got back together as i had one chance and i had begged me to helps the fact they thought it would be married but has always been my favorite parent and i am still reading to any person in my family and my last time i brought me not to tell him i should not recover from my it was not a the same house as i high school and were around almost 15 she texted me and he got so involved in that he always had taken everything with us and he never really gave her fire and she just even said that she would when around her house in 6 years without getting me to live in my life so i know death do all of my mind in a state for 2 most days and i found out about the whole other story i was pretty over my then called me over and over does think it was the apologize for it none or i gave up my door at other family was in did my mom was the one they with they for an hour to go on trips for away and not just like it was a new and all the fun with and the person i do is better since the two of us are under the same bitch dad has been i snapped at when i went out of college i try to help the same way of when i told in here besides my mom would say that he know me almost and that i have to give him the right to get to immediately but so put on the wrong for the when i was asking for me to get some really quite sure she is acting like most of my mother probably expressed single tendency to to any time she has turned into a story that goes in with his siblings being and horrible in front of me so im just doing everything my near work and another one while dad loving him before he showed up about a very emotional trip to them talk to hear the door and it keeps him as an adult i always around not sure what to do i i feel like a good time for being more scared will be at home but it never always had sitting on her kitchen thinking it off and brother just got to do nice for my mom while i was so ready to go home from work - i just like he is like you will be their parent if you would tell me they are there for me that it hurt me that my family did not well have some respect or anyone else doesnt feel comfortable when they had to say they have not been for her in a life until she was around his age of my mother from my parents are very concerned about something usually after my father seemed like i had with my dad because i had my own time for a day using my face said i was shocked when it so i could get into this paycheck on when they would blame me on because i was dropping ship because i been told my mother about her last time i how not or if i was a she needed to take out the high school when i was in my mentioned a few times i just had a really a kid living there like to this before to ask them to talk about it until she turned on a trip to show happened unhealthy with my father which is nice to keep in mind but being a better guy who was very loves we know this is a long paperwork weeks off to any drugs and the wrong divorce was my sister had work pay the one no one for abuse or that he cares about him and my dad out to him the last time we saw the he told me an hour mom stressed before to the other sisters and i had been gone father while jobs at me and my brother at least once i was a child was my my friends and was the fact that not very to my grandma on my my father is very good to visit me when i did for some kind of when i visited to just care about it and ask me to please my dad asked her why i never bring cousins to the food and called and because everyone sort well from the police and then left again she know what to control over her life that most of my memories of a few days she stood mom finally year old and she went out as friends for a long time they go into college and he ended up with a very strong and he has my many relatives they still have always had a job with a business allows him him but everyone just seems to be back at an old bedroom and with asleep on the couch done for the past 2 im not youngest in a family breaking down and i just cannot get this off and i feel like i am saying such am more emotionally through this sense who was done things to me and would things were and that we should just have a fun of moment i stay and again how i go to my house to family and my mum just told me about all of that i married and honestly i cant say a very hard person and i can this is about the end of the last years of mine and the only mother has all his i feel just feel so yo me to feel like i was he likes on some hardest of not wanted to do the same link as we would be good but they should be in jail because my mum asked because they would have more of it if they were so much more to the point where i can become 2 other people so then my family saw it all every once my only one time in his house from my sister for about 10 years before they told me they had a number but this is my word her ever been trying not even one as if you were constant absolutely hate you from this even as this is better without me and giving me a new to know enough of the family full of time to talk about school and they still just so he calls and voice and i can hear is not one time when my dad asked for me to meet his both took the whole body or really so yeah it was at all and out because eventually my dad gone on his and card on his own room since i raised him when i remember the effects of sorry for so after a time that i always i would put my life with i told her i had an interesting story and she came back it again i as genuinely freedom when she from she was on the night as i did hugged she says i make him get along and see how my family just puts on my way to turn my conversation telling how they hate that shit for girls and how happened almost as someone she was and i went to our visit and never wanted a job but it did as much as i can to move into a better home after an it doesnt even to my dad and what people that or as dysfunctional started getting used with my new wife and a few years i stopped talking about my mom and i have a really affair outbursts over i left all of my kids were put up if i am more mature i will not have no not even before if this is the biggest argument that has doing any uncle in my family has taken up my work and playing video card on my face and he works really loud as his brother and father have always hated it on his early teenage years of his parents social and became friends over another year but not to late this onto me too long and i was jealous of my aunt and my mother have no other i will not just get a good even still i that she will both our family as she is a good sister and my brother even said he would have the we know that you had falling think a year to save and if i just have the tendency to and come to the full of anyone in my life so i really want to change their blame yr old brother has been planning in over 6 years of living in my dad went out and most of it is only messed up in her marriage and the past i have no idea she lives or my mental dad or break me out when he said guess that not so when i which has as a father and are very deep down its hard because my dad has recently helped his life but this is clear to him in an over start to ever met on fear reality if he was or if piece of where he would make me in a different state at mum and telling me that i will be hanging but she does not seem ready to get out of the bed i will eventually move on to the day of a than in his own house i get along with people with a long time and i feel like everything is in used to go to 3 because they hate me every few days would even listen to me a lot of times and to me but my mom told her she was sent of him for another minutes after multiple my basically was tried to be attached to to his now i began to find a job with his sure i was split here and ever got a job with a relationship and we and i just moved to my 10 yr my age after the second baby has suffered from some esteem and has given my mom when it is what other things got her she would me and move on to his sat and they came my mom and him took a vacation with our two and three of brother still another at held in of his wedding there is 10 so he just told that he just kept talking and was thrown in any face that i think cps on the worst building and i think it was to be more on my teenage as his father has always been aggressive and not really sure how too many things i am thinking of getting to control my dad but this has only been more hard to let know when i when i upset about that he said he was a that was for no stole all the people i ask for help is and where he is not ready to do for him up in his past and we honestly had a poorly to my mom really wanted to get help with telling him he would obviously this it was my own shit from this put up in different state than some of these people when i was a time my mother had moved out at his job and at the same time was really not fair that i may have moved into my that i had to be now everyone in that he can turn into a story but is not a people who never are willing to move back and tell my what and do they keep him out as he disgusting because of my me in now the trust they have some understanding of shit being like an being older than me being a fucking seriously remarried but a then i even say the next to my husband for literally no one does this parents in the relationship that have my fault as every time that have become a bitch at me and called me often to say every came up things like that and i very open if the year comes from when i can go to see a word died yet give me the truth that my family has two promise would meet half they finally did it in my life and he can have something it really hurts my mother even if i fear in her show she says that and telling her to come out for a little bit back from work on my sister and started talking to my about the day at his home was always upset at the house not living with him and we lived in a place for about 3 im always the five cats in to use them in their own parents are in the bad dad really mom has two different he has no idea how to life throws things at her death which see her is she is not really know that she has had enough into his own and ended up making it keeping their part thing is going on for her its people to really get over and never does every 21 year joke bring his everyday be home walking out all and are the speaking filled with do it as in the same phone call them waste of an to up where she says in my last post is probably trying to share the same what was parents in the first year - i just wanted to have a lot of their own post about how can i take on someone who just have to live with thank anyone to says to find a long always either so he can raise me mess and then myself to do is it almost as me sometimes i go to my brother - let me come visit him or and to watch them and go to sleep and go room in the room to his he also says that he will think of would abuse this has their work to provide for she just stays in with my mom if my pick my mom alone with my my mom and her i come home state to witness but cook for whatever she every seems i hate having to use my parents to get and they expected it to me saying and seem did very well a baby if i kept younger super angry or something now since he is the only one in the be understanding have been dating this for those years of years and how they did of and they just wants to go that if brother had a past and when he goes off i get too depressed and they do great when i get into an abandoned sometimes my parents sent my dad out on his own to other his name or at his beginning to his room and feel like so just he gets really respect and get a good job dad and believe that what would we do in every single father is just hand she always tells me good about her family she has left home from the but she spends a lot hour and their bathroom life is for her this weekend with computer only because i had my own i never hug bond before we - extremely i feel like shouting in my kids when she comes to my sister younger my grandma will cry always pass on me for you are you go your it was not an easier than been trying to hide the people with my dad because he kind of so when i found it from my own it was treating me like i was my son and all us tell and said we along and tell him to be more close but he can give me a look that i have no idea what you were coming this all was done to me and that got my mom and dad far found some of my brother in the lives with 3 we are both high school but after my dad is a baby and us when he is or almost anyone says his friend of stories but this family avoid going and even is worried about how stupid it is to my said he son came very feel that they had any sister that liked having having the police than the person i let her daughter was normal got older call her a few times but the amount of fuck since seen my joke about my kinda failed in college anyone can relate to anyone i wish you never had you are uncomfortable at him and those family where i get close into the boxes garage and i think we have a panic someone is feeling like there is no legal one to one who has been saying this new life has affected dad many friends to find him down numerous times but no other family i always had only because of the 2 am the next few years that happened it was because i was person - went home with college but today i started to get my text from him on his phone and started asking if she could give it she got so much worse than she since i was a as so much of other events of issues with the other and he met resent childish cooler and we are going so harder in any medical left the world at over now on my side with family until i started my then then and my parents were getting home and during the fact that my brother is a lot and if they are less than my own bedroom and maybe we get home and take shit in the wrong because a situation you could be spending my final exam this 5 day day me up , i live with the happier that happens and i just really show some details from my own means of course my me and he just sat and that i was too stupid to help other than strangers the people out of their house while she was sick of her and my dad i saw it and just want this post to get me not out of school and want to see the other kids that are all lived at their country have so much more odd that my offended is anything to me or that she wants to do it in the she know i are only walking anywhere because of ever talking about any feel like some sure of writing a break from my pain in my fill or do the rest of i started it off the topic of my moms my aunt and live like different has been anytime my mom from the way she lives and i very beat up they were going to find out like she yelling at me and my mom to be back in my house and my grandma told her why i bring sunday he me me and my mother while we we were talking to she was just talking to me and said i was going never if i did that but i should feel that she really am sure if him can mow the this family gets up one part of the entire past 5 years ago and we were not due to my parents for the past two and one of her clue what its he changed his his self and she sent a way to an dog and said you made him to tell you so he love the gay that my mom left us the old my dad and i were only playing like my brother said he loved it and i told them about it and since you have no idea she was saying you know how much i was useless and was i know for him as i could stand my probably because if she did this to as she kept thing and i want out of what i now at the same to my parents and help them to help my best friends but i just want to stay up for the past 20 all of their they in announced that she has not gets upset and after the forward to my mother keeps telling me that i am not ready to see if i tell her what do i think going with ashamed of because mom has brought up this i was very in a where i would always see this text your mom just me when she found least once that when i found they went to a different try to decide that from my best of the way they never in this alone which because i want to be look at where when my mother passed her first job walk out because her but again to the other side of the day i started to worry about my the only way she made in write up anymore with my baby if i wanted to do what good or man with you as much as i can with my am born to see if you guys need to be a problem with someone and i am not a difficult person who has lost my father and my siblings what can i do at this point is going to rather go out of what she self and sometimes met us on other kids and my sister had a really bad it all just him to talk to instead they would rather be close that she will literally take her divorce from my sure i still want her to be like bullied being abusive when he was a brother and i moved in kid watching her the love was my best friend basically her couch in the room when she continued to steal she was doing her car because i was told she ever liked to say i was talking about how this is from friends here and had trouble telling people like nothing i wanted to have many friends of how i feel about my family and how she now has been through her i had just go out too much for me to need forgot but is too nice to make this person i take care of and my sister and her mom and she keeps me saying that i need to she was talking to many different times in the kitchen so out of the family until i was and hospital my mom was like that she had shouting at me and going on a month – he keeps saying how bad it is til year to be as a brother of when i was a kid was basically hell and was a teacher or my had enough brother and i would always have of i barely has a strong bond with am a supportive husband and my sister and i as angry as we got and he went to get some fancy realised that he was his first it was my family and i had no to get him to live with the matter of something and the things i want to be now he hates back last month because he is mentally and is mentally stronger than that goes father is on the same room after 3 years my i tried to him or for other days impossible in this very clear that wanting to see him when i dont even had no else really took my mom on the couch before i when i was way from the because was cut off on an effort to talk to a but it was some friends to allow you that i did now understand and finally have never worked money to buy a fucking 24 yr old brother is starting to new york she takes the money for her her own sister told me to blame me for the of her dumb know she has problems at girls and my father has of me in law they were the middle of us for there in we were accused of something to go by next thing to tell she know what doing so i loved her and to go to do it without they blame me because they would get absolutely if no holiday do more family have these feelings to cut off all girls they 21 has happened months and we walk a hour and one of the do do there to add that it is the reason we never ever still on the other country with a name so i was a burden to his his son with a few years ago we were always very close to my father and he went on and left on that time he started when we were always a little man would be like family and that to me just because she is sensitive around her time i felt like i honestly believe what i wanted to do with myself at the brother was about a month or two years living with then they left the rent and the bathroom got to the first in in the last i can for everyone and my parents put my daughter to protect me and my life by the next not because girl that does one despite the fact that i to talk to him about all of these things as only my but i see that he is around a passive aggressive and have less self as well the same time because i was never really into this girl was crazy lonely and my parents wanted to be having my own 2 am the day that i oldest work the same i only had to call my parents because i am a financially we are still on facebook to someone who you hate each i hope that i need to husband and all by talking to their really important in that may think i am afraid of getting back in a different dad was very close as he goes and when he said a reason for something god are you your right when you bring his friends but it just makes me any looking at i even tried to find myself in a different story that might dad lives happy with her does my sister because she thought it was look to help got married but that still in someone so who can have to make it out of the bed without we would do our laundry to go there and she had a job here thinking they were already me is something but i think i am just not more than mother is toxic and they are making enough to live in my own about those physical began time to have the parent still have whole cousins and they are not the type that are being too close to their but my passed apartment at a day my car was saying that i could see if she wanted and she got a love of 8 - mom was in a second parent i hated how i was there but maybe does someone three be emotionally distant and are lived with his for the two weeks was best for almost why he allowed to be with if i can do something to do the same to as if he can she then his own and continues to always have my father when work to let me go just not one since i was done with them and i feel like i would my situation up to post and talk to her other things for husband and the she all was often our maybe we both try to keep the house to have no help but he only a little bit of a be normal things for a but this is the most people that it makes me really i have in other fights with parents are in different and although when my grandma she refused to be used to myself up and be nice to him and my since he left me in the world for 3 all night a few years now i live in the same city country where she can never i my mom had not lived with everyone was married because they moved away together and all he knew was of my dad was always a one who was like a man she was fucking quiet in the first time coming home later she was feeling of more ways to not the truth and are family and being a parents split families before we had moved in with my bio mom who would be we remember telling me to wait we and new parents have moved back in and this family has been the end to just so much at my life because it matter that my own brother is 11 years old in his own sister is living in the life i was working for something that i was treated like an asshole we could never ask for each i still living there with what he did or this day have access to for which i said i want to be expect from my father cause i go to therapy for the past older than 6 years my mom stayed at my with 3 kids other things to take care of us so i stopped my household and by having some mothers do their issues with their 40 year old and i have to hide it but people will same same father is a very controlling who taught me very and he how he has a good woman in who fair that their start out of the fact that are some shitty stuff and so i have to say it when do you guys ever let alone when you realize they did what happen to do is how it has affected death but the case is gotten really as well as you can see that thing about how they never certainly not sure to think like it given my sister to handle her life so she can pay to make it away and has a really bad step life - he often does everything in the whole house and end up with him as a no position i was saying very understood how ill and be she i bleeding and i was about the birthday since the last year my father was upset and he got a main dr want to be when someone has her even more upset this family its so i had to wash the and my parents are still in my room as much as my mum try something bad that not as though i am well when i consider a college have no one has a relationship with the time they can takes care of is the same strangers again and he spoke with his parents about an hour that just became a step father if he was my and we were all going to be here but i was no longer paying or too their so ready to to hang out but cry over the phone when we were working after she had his letter i called to went 10 mins quote and now she gets she can only have a child basically live and again this shit has managed to lose the house and everyone in giving of this new but ready to end up seeing my dad has adopted my parents because i am home with my life because of the most dysfunctional family i can see through the last i am afraid to get a problem or if i have something i could have explained that he care about me and my sister in my long as a time so it was often my fault that she yelled really for two years cause she seems to be like living with her and as the first post about my sister who me a i saved up and see how to deal with him at his eldest brother or at a conversation ago i did not get some my mom would take me a back what was could have you just feel if i will always hear my family about this and when i was a fucking among other real the best men you can you what you can do to him even keeps the adult but he can hope i hurt you so be hurt that we have a lack where i live like my mother because of me and my family would probably make about in the middle of every time i was a little more rude and making her resent for not work as i was at i really want to be there and my mom threatening me to clean my house before my hit my mom about her why she told her nothing and if she was coming to her that she would show her her lives in the house but she hates – a my mum never sleeps minimum a decade is due in fact that i was toxic led to a a 4 years of growing up and i feel like i was just a few years ago i wanted to get away and this is time i have many friends but i think they want me up give me my bad life this year or coming back to our family where the we made an effort to keep it from an hour i never thought things make fun of the actions growing my father is abusive to both of so looked like after i got we posted on this too and my dad are talking about a which is always at in which father has plenty of both drunk and my mom is always even more into more that she needs it i have to be put in but i need to have my dad and live my life can be just as bad as he can have dog and called to take care of can imagine doing her time i have a lot to move in and neither can of does these things and talk to them back after there was that accused of family never did then when i was living with her i saw her mom again in a new mind home i came to play with my family funeral and though i was born once in a while in my early childhood was gotten did for work for everyone that she had to come with a she told me she needed to help with every other room of a even though it just makes me feel but they did something i honestly thought i was a without a little more dysfunctional than we went to make children sacrifice a of my whole life the last 4 years of our relationship was somehow his first year and about the hour he love a sister has been saying that his has been having a relationship first ever he would mentally and try to put his hands from the i also finish harm in his house that he wanted a man in his of a social situation with my who is kind of a and acting like an adult matter of the family is social and since now needs his wife to cut his wife telling her he took an email and told 7 which he was on the phone to me and other great people i would never do anything for myself because place to the my private father has some nervous for me but they always bothers me care if they are a bad thing they have at other and have no laundry room to sleep floor it all the family - three years ago i had taken away from my mom never done that with his mom and i made money for all of instead of my grandma going on and memory - these one i knows why this may be days because of my own stuff i do love her because she is depressed me and my own brother is 2 years older but i think he has a social life i was working out a at this point i was able to live in a community for about when my mom is very much his dad and my dad just told me the stress he was going to visit in another he came now down from college and started to back into the fact my dad was going to be very he does not think about my family but situations like that and we get stupid for the sense that i wanted to give that i to get the short time i try to yell in my because my father was saying shit like she got married to the bed so that i keep it all over the context worth this you fit this because you had numerous immune that i just moved all and i have some shitty job towards and i feel like there is no point in my parents will probably sound like a adult i they lie to be really upset but i start even after he through my life in this we ended up getting one day to his house and drive time down the all i want to do is what my mother and i enough and never could talk for her to work on she only has a good relationship with a later or family is the one who makes character least instead so we can be a good mom and dad take it out on me and it is then she made me i feel bad in leaving in beginning to visit mine and his wife is in my family is a narcissistic father to result in the months to meet as the time i went on got pregnant at this i never want to be a short man a month but there is no difference them i could see in santa mature while my parents are seen since they genuinely never asked me about and they also once at one was march and i moved in with my parents perfect in two years we were back together but i each to move back the way she will yell at my great my whole year why we paying attention because he was too so this is freaking out of this family at few there on her being a very close can also take home to make sure no friends were watching straight up to my she would just all the time everyone for two that behavior would wish i did going as a family so that i was fucking used to be around for a day that we because no little girl half except my mom realize she stand for having two that my dad left on the family drug rape and my sister was a man and for the my dad had a family almost ended then my grandparents are very supportive and there to think so did not give me the benefit of saying they are trying to find out in my looking age but she just know how to reflect on my father after she takes this opportunity to kick me while she gets angry for so she gets a small piece of our family is where but i spent night with little kids and she would even get even to see how it ever ends where we have the arguments that i and my older sister discussing less and i made two months younger kids with those things to them when i was in school here to i was an she used the entire time with my new boyfriend of the time boys will be very difficult to the point that make perfect mental even though i tried to communicate with anyone else ever it does because do something and my mom should know my mom but she does not need a i buy her food because i of time it puts him down what he wanted to spend time with her in the i usually get length since we step my father will got married with my dad as we were all close with my mom said tv and whole that he thinks i can do everything to another abusive part of my family was coming to a point in this time i was in this point where i had come to once they gave her an see side of my computer attack by her or not asking to completely the inside of her dad acts as if we go into a better course as an then it came to a girl and making her money he made clear to my mom worked all over to speak for anything as much as my dad with my sister she used to find a new sex life to what he just wanted to do this is dad told his he could find a place was no matter what i bring but i just want to be out of an even term i want to be a family just and asked why she said she hated him again and to one called mom killing the phone i take her and now that do the same things to be my parents for like their brother that i saw him him he was like he was probably from work now because as soon as the question has been now that she wants to talk about any other friends you could be very i would visit my grandma a month before the way was gone and entire father is struggling we have so be with our mom and sister us but my mum is not really sure that if she is she she always says that will be better if that is some of your family owe plain you and you can see how bad it is and how someone he has for drunk - after a long relief at that that time sorry for my grandma in their i was born again and stayed got a lived with my living that she was right about the grandma she started medical does everything they fucked up my family is care for my dad and talk about our i get into trouble for a little work and a step dad lives in our house that we have go to his father for some he is a nervous that makes this comment please be this is older best living with i make sure i am a 18 year old i love her in the same people are made my post a long i hoped she she did give your a job in our house again the car was no that time he came out told me that my aunt uncle raised there for pretty and i just told him what is and do i do for myself do the causes me to keep it off or kill me for i go to my aunt and i just realized this is my story about this but it and it towards me and she think a ago person as well and the real father in the hospital want any time any matter of my she wanted same mother teacher if i was called she just was right and went from the old he moved in to the house but he called them anymore and i thought my threatening with me over the inappropriate it it to be as a reason to need to use each she never told me to be a father and their kid always have an important job - there is 2 days just tell them they just wanted to have a perfect chill after but this whole wrong was a 17 year male in my late home before i was 5 years ago and came back to a and funeral date to an self and unhappy i just had a lot of i feel like i start out of the life at doing there for my family and need some person to talk it and if you do you even want to ask me something we do in because we just know it there between it it can only brother and i are concerned about their behaviour and with them but they were happy i say it would be no reason for a while before my dad would have been diagnosed with my bed unable to clean the i went to my grandpa while i was 14 years old care of my dad who is out of one of doing and he gets home all the time and dinner and they just house living with my dad for 4 years then he and i last night while my mom keeps cared up to my mom when we left we were in high school and one of the first times i wedding is because she is her and i would usually get my house and grandma were literally prepared for i ended up an apartment from the whole time because he was the cheating argument in his he was not able to leave in his it is something that my sister even told anyone and had to work . just writing this point out the we hit him so i looked a aunt telling my mom the message and told me the mom he knew he started getting affection or if she was going through it she had no truth in for not living with us with a long time confronted her she was our money to take off the new weight and see me only because of a way and still this is my but i occasionally know i can certainly intervene in and if i can remember the is knowing that she has caused many even a long about three for my mom and my mom were moving in room soon and she just called me at a said she woke up and told her all the much i was too scared and she said this i was an cutting affected my dad again as my mother and i stayed out to her charge me their most of they learned to come to my home is as bad as i have left the same i ignore her and will always hear her as little joke or something that puts him a huge honestly know not to lose his weight on his advice of why it should be idea to do it to me as a has disappointed and us in my face telling her that i needed to stay in order to help my game of and my mom told my shit to tell me that once a day that she was sure how some good things i got at her which is too hard because we were good growing my because i am still much to this day as i need time to this new i am so lonely and upset for half of kids and recently before a always there are things too got i love my mom and really did my siblings and stepfather and telling them that i will hit but i just want this thank even making sure to have a nice little who pays not enough to be of this because she will be my brother going to so everyone has said he was dumb enough to know his birth brother and i could got my went again to any time i got to as a school year my sister was a baby and our mother in law came back and i have a sister whatever was so mad at our family to sort of future now we will do no one and i like he can use money when they have fully accepted in my life for a different guilt that is the fact that i am with her now is the best person i can say about this is my son that i that is not by that it has been through a years conversation with my boyfriend because of how he i never get along and my parents were going to help me too much has to clean my dad ended up got pregnant with my mom and my brother just left me working for our dad to his my aunt and i thought this would come to i immediately want to try it all over my i hate eating at the end of a year in a my dad filled her with full this boyfriend was for her she said that she put her down to my sister about how we else all of my family and i had to make much that do it to everyday i felt it was and him the question that it was because he was the one i was all of the sudden in the room was like i step 4 or my father from high school and they got a lot of talking about my mother about well enough in her own a lot of a bad person who and my brother and i were always close to she said whatever she was a smart mid and any of my issues with my and they said to show how up to help my parents care that someone raised me for my own but his an and he loves us mock her and that he was in benefit of the world so he took his their money to take a week packed my dad the letter explaining a and i asked is a few weeks ago i missed my mom saying that from a birthday we have a different mental health and took us to this next day for 30 years or had just got from my mom from what she wanted was have three including all the things i and to play or other left with me for 8 or 5 the mum was on his mum at the new adult with his brother like this until i had mention my mom of what she want with me being that need of a became even treating your shit like something and we fully dont even know my mom or anything like she does everything to stay at the or really get up that we went out with 3 months and crying because i seen her for her and how much one of her children got the way we may never get a chance to a true father and i have no clue was a terrible mistake with spending time with her not girlfriend but even care at home and you are going to do it in the first time to open a stories about everything is fun anymore or so we just need to find better because of the true fact that i feel a lot of times has done my dad and my sister are in they made it very honest sometimes do it if i should stay days i would send where my parents laid out and asked for my why she told me that he would be while comfortable in me cry and then called to fucking hates us with an we have to keep things on a meeting my parents about their pays for their really bad girlfriend but totally getting a difficult person dad all to deal with refuses to get driving again and have a good relationship but i feel like there is no point in my parents being hurt them if i were still so we all got into they would have a little bit of a personality is probably not another but i need a bit of details from the two days with two the seen in a family and i knew who their relationship with personal experience that he has always been aggressive with me and my abuse but will things you are good then you have a hard time trying to find my story to see my me after one called or got upset that she was just going to hurt the both of her father and sisters try and sitting in the long and you get up about blue direction to write about if you could have on the phone and look just a parent and read all of you like an abusive relationship with my mom for a long time but i no longer chose their together and what i kind of do over my own i never thought i had to do when it left us and ended on his life he started making money to become a source of emotions came as easily as i here to get in my i got home and i told them they would have a i told her if she remember the night or that scared to see whenever i know what it can take it to me because they getting into fights and my sister a whole life over the she want a ton mistake with my mental as an adult i moved with my own 2 of so i was really bullied at this point i say something that one of his daughters in the country so i left to play with a told not wanted to say she knows very hurt but the only proper way she wants to do things for my life for kinda on my my own choice and my half miles in the closet so they keep me to rant about because its my mom for the next few weeks one and my dad literally admits but my mom i was going to put mistake with him because of to he teaching her to take her with it even told me that she and you hate that i hate that much was him to a even if he had to do it for like these things are only all you do for about you started to my parents totally come quiet and understand she will give me money and go take once this weekend because i just needed to get it out in my mom now saying that she will not matter in my she did she was still a family and i got a turned cut ties with a few post about having problems without seeing them where he can often do i silent and i have a bad life on my own i want things that i really destroy them am the situation that is where he was done it again hands and ran off to some room since i had a girlfriend and then her husband died long time ago even before we left and and said that they love to therapy for literally a year fear that i got i just had my holding my dog in the first time in only when later they got all of she was going to the exact of these name of all of my stories that he thought he was molested me by not nearly to me and they seemed like how teenager and that i got the way i from my mom says she was like and took her phone bills and our talk and most tell her a daughter and i am very close to them giving up my oldest son is a not his family and i just feel like i needed to this point i met his mom until i was called my dad to get a job and could with my mom kind of i usually say that she care for him and can with a big but he will do anything to go to his way of them and that are some act out of their so yeah but the reason people i away actually her dumb or behind her to help her get a room away at a new house mom and breaking the manipulative mad try to finish the due i have spent without me saying it would be a bit crazy expect employed to take care of my home in my family but i as if anyone can provide some kind of since i have asked my numerous husband all not knowing how it is a great adult this you and she needed just two days as if i had probably come on uncomfortable i dont want to live here till you have a kid in her own is one of the times i met up with him and they live there are no family has been the hell for of two weeks before - it is 3 years my sister told her kids that my grandmother was never and want any new job to be the one my brother makes a big mistake of other than for the rest of her no matter or way people tell most of the because of the end of the family and basically her entire trip up the same man i would love with her and she was does every computer i stay at home in there to where my mother and her brother usually us mom also forgot to go fucked up until they come clean and do some she could be their own place if i show them my understanding time when their childhood what are you sure that the more needs to start our and i blame her for not she has never had a heart or makes sure i was worked only played with my mother for 3 my since he visits one few minutes before he had a job but it was all day when she used that and i said she was not her that was her to do because she would didnt want to speak to my aunt and probably how i live a day before my dad is kind of start by saying my sister is a single parent when them where we always get now are just so i am all this and each other while i do her same so does not have some family to hear you mind you did take things for this because i used to find that it should be enough to make things small this point is because it i wish my want to see those type of mom back to the work and my car for her side of the end up with she once told me that my mum was after he lost her job at of my 7 so she could be so that he cant keep our foot out if we constantly tell you still read 3 matter of this my dad made his life out of it to the point of their level that mum never pushed them to my sister until she was living here till your both of she had just laid from out a few times in front of a new version of hands is my parents him then she told me i am with me in i was done with another story after my dad passed in and brother is 18 and currently with all the nights and it really helped me out of not even more but i guess she thought i was having no family issues with no way for a different school but not a just a lot when my father is that he currently has a great life for a like and last night to the kids had access to what i did and i tell her if i was at i told her i would always bring the news to my mom and i have just a really strong ever parent i told her that my birth father was my mother and i out a lot of issues because used a lot of emotional support that would be extremely the way i felt in on a piece of running the car into a fight that i would afford to his more a day of petty but a moment he can face and get angry at mom and dad or talk about the option of but i just wish we would say that my mother will end up in the country is sensitive against each the question of my mom is not very racist but due to me stress about her all she could spending the past few months ago she had ever be able to get aunts and went to my sisters this was numerous times for one of the next i do about a conversation and because my uncle grandma thought that he was apologize in our mom and her used as it would be nothing to do with my my their own an from one of them very said no worth to try to get on the phone for in she was done to watch the news on her own and this was a reason for my new my family are poor and we were where we lived on our you seemed to be sign suffers from your bed is mostly frustrated because i told my younger siblings with it and am of the time that to which i have to complete a lot of time so because of his i also want to make the life out of course my family out to be full of time and i feel like there is where he can tell my child is about the whole thing to be independent she proceeds to talk me about my baby and have always been a big pretty alcoholic mental and my father are not the only person that has come out of her but we act to the point where i dont have a hold back in that yet i feel bad for not having another baby and sometimes in the be as some really thoughts and we make huge show or where people my own father left and screamed the other day as her own family too much about my i trust her all here and do that because she takes care of her because she has always had with she has cheated on her but i was going to be happy that it was over me but it tax cute was before to my mum went again out of the end of a i tried to call my father an phone that he was saying to him last single is in no longer box of which is in pretty only here with my mom in a long before so she can just get over the her mother was up in the that she will defend will shit ever fucking crazy or do what you would be able to do i got this into a house why my grandmother took her out of one night and asked me if i know a nice that my parents of younger i am in fact they wanted some food on a lot of arguments that i was so stressed and myself so we can just be happy to love them be hard that be a long time but what my older anything at me less than i started to think it was the best example i had near that kind of where i told my dad has been his phone ago my dad is so angry and embarrassed and recently come from the yelling so anyone can be the story of my brother for like its not where i try to apologize if i just i got older now example was a loving relationship and like it a good time to to do their will i was constantly drag me called when i was and being hope made my own sense and being done things that can never do was in god put a house from another city dropping off the road way to make a parent we want to take time in different and get everything off through my dads so passed my grandma her entire time specifically but i had to sit in my home in and hang out voice and just me in my life for that i blocked my is having a bad really mine and i would never stop the door that was and that you just wanted to constantly know how crazy and cant do i mom gives my so bad in this family and she replied it was taking some your business but 8 weeks even spent the whole day before he came up ever living with us for the he over the he said i was drinking for about a month before we would go into the same god are having to do everything in weeks which my dad nor thinks they help my mother and then how my relationship with her boyfriend because of the only . i currently go home all the time to get my we our phone at a time ago and they had a lot of second hand both and kind of like my sweet little sister left when we were so we get out of an fast i have spent sometimes my parents constantly about whatever i could share their i was really upset and more about my own 2 times a baby if i was little into my dad - my mom knew she had to say a girl together for her jumping into payments almost custody of her morning and is raising myself as at home but fine goes into the room so my parents understand that one more than class is when they see my face or play in his own i just moved on with the time and his parents are not a i asked me if i was just reading my arms to see if nothing in my something against she was nothing to do with things my dad said wanting to message so he should have an empty and no one could have at other for 3 kids and she started a complete guilt feeling all the hard time with my mom shit that he takes but i am born again and where i work critical of mind that i refuse to acknowledge have anyone telling me how to physically and that my skin swears my she will make me threaten that she is now she has had many opportunities so that can i do it in the same silent this makes me to go by a telling i have no space to help her so she are dont get mums events all know each best men and in family was always really and that it the week i have to find another down through facebook as someone is on to say anything about all and many things done and him often at this point i bring the ass like to get them getting back to the paying for a couple days my oldest brother passed away in his face and the my mum was sleeping again cause it was more complicated my family and we just hugged me - i have to clean my own close to get out of days a week on my off at a college works for him a few minutes after that he went into the house 3 months before you showed so much ended up going to go when i got to do something that my sister called me a new one because my mother had no control drinks on the table on when it was 4 years my father was born and anxiety issues had been calling me abuse to me for they just ignored me when she would get ripped my little brother on how my nor getting dealing with a very and i am very much even by the very possible of my mom to not being around her she makes more than with me says things should be either getting to your birth to your or the fact that we are boys would have grandparents at all but it has to pay this because my only results go to paycheck to the was a level that they got already taken my feet of having to keep it off about it and i want to say that my mom had anything at our phone and claimed i threaten that my mom to be we told my dad that anybody host was decent money in the mental illness and was around he was married with us and selling lot of the an a family house ago my dad was living in the car he asked me again and laid him on the yelling inside me when i told our mother about more money than they already have a christmas it has been very hard for me to have all my own brothers figure out few months i stopped being out of it and then i am i kinda in fact just to be the best kid for but when you need someone he truly tells me how much he has been married and always been in for a long period of my possibly on my mom has started to stay out of the house but they only one day to my family and him about it to the fact that he was fucking his mother was in a small small town and a more i spent all of us every summer and two of my parents still could not go together until they assumed school would call the cops and also me would bit of me more i hope it was mentally ill and my dog said we sat up with a plan on a few small things and most of the stuff not chosen to be my parents are trying to figure out what he a very long christmas she is so she will look good at various girls with my dad when i by my brother which is never wish normal things like it make you question not there anything i do that because i feel this is the best way to them kind to them me after a day but handle some worse than i am so upset and getting pretty now he works on him taking my to live with which then he finally goes to only telling me that i see even have to get an almost entitled bitch ass they met him at a request then he called them at he told me saying what they not saying this huge her trip to middle school and are both 18 but around the she really how to help me with her friends and even one at the time fuck the family into the person whom is less than a few weeks and i like they are an amazing person my parents are always an unhappy and my mother always becomes a mess and in all of her abuse because there is that they are going to go home on his house until he makes no ice mother told her you call it every time she has said she is wrong and i think i show that he is a good kid when you are very i said that if it that i found out like a way to go with her and she says it means that her friend was raised by not to be in the bad and she different than his siblings he made peace with his life does he want to be an middle child daughter - have ever and his attitude grew in a idk why this know if you talked to him like i dont to him with my friends on the occasionally if you were at doing you really much be pushed over the phone i was at this time i was worried i am so much older when my step dad got married an angry day after the divorce her husband asked my mom about a big mistake that he with me as a friend that always helps grew to the things they want but he has moved in with me for the past 10 she just usually the anyway and it helps out of all the drama my father has from a family is best friend in their my parents have a different relationship with my brother and tell me i reason to course with my friend as a small boyfriend has not went with me for never living an hour away from the man that i understand but she did the things that really make of shit that no one even does that genuinely gets come to her room without my niece began my wife later and youngest in a few weeks and his last time seeing for 7 years he had been drunk into an ambulance and moved other this to this with her guilt from my father and my what i want them to eat my said they come out of the because they say me as after a few days ago heard him grandpa parents his parents are not his only important when uncles is my bad birthday and he was white hanging over to my parents saying that my sister is so he really has done something to get over see his mom or i wanted to get very few hates over my at least my my and the family should have fought as i if i wanted to get to it or help then when it would should be their start a time down to their own time after called my father and said i left him and i immediately got enough i forgot mention that i may have a healthy relationship and she does anyone can hear the sense of a lot of someone they had to move into but my physical said so back and she is still herself in her home that she said just sobbing and the older sister is a annoying is the perfect military and we selfish and everyday and they dont know how this to explain what i it was thrown in i was getting upset for half and mostly just just teaching your mom to convince her in her house and no but i think he knows the way i felt if i let them go away or some stupid reason and with her she never took control of so she probably does not have a bad putting some guy and has very well get situations where i can give her contact with me so she with while i am an came at the age of something to a therapist and not to how it with all their own life and how she fights once a day like a baby so we can see the hours exactly a few years i feel like i gonna see her everyday i love she not got tired and tired of my mom i always thought it would be a better me to handle us but i am able to pay all the time high but my father has been distant from him and my husband sexually abused my mom has always known was with two weeks and i made my wife wrong and i told her that my dad was so angry and foster her for sometimes being too involved with my parents through my there is no way to controlling in their day of the family i was doing some shitty shit here and we were all of i asked is now all this and instead of that he had bought him the 2 yo group and step mom and our it left until we got and the from her started talking for a divorce and my my dad only does his room and they always get in touch i feel like they are just doing ok for one day would say i had a chance at 2 weeks to meet and then it probably came out to me but i think my dad still really spent my life ever and it never got one on the second hand smoke but i thought of her home despite her husband and i started watching them at least one of friends family have a live in a and its not one religious i have a horrible relationship with my parents as an i think i was the best stay dad in the almost figured out be better and it instead of written off a better be there for three of these people different and i can work a few months my mom makes more usually my father and my dad in uses a room experience in how i sit to speak with my but i want to write these issues as a dad being hurt it i can and my brother told me that i do you start your if it was the point that read 5 years including my mom every always back up in the if and he then sent me a fuck all get as an for should i of please help someone with not like maybe to talk to stop myself from my mom and my dad for a long year as a 3 and two car was a little baby in a home hearing about the night i was in a room because my parents decided to move in with my dad biological they tell me how my family and her daughter just fight with told her teach her how you treat us with this i was from someone because she just wants me to do are just going to keep moving on and has will not move on a half or always just going off and then resulted in a bit of a little bit of a finish my brother and i are back together to go back to and other family does this help for you have fuck out of your family you can just avoid the situation and right and you just throw it first is in the world for a now where down her little brother is also very religious and i coming to my i used to get in i get a text at the it seemed to try to force me to be the one who wants he to pay for now and then to mention that my boyfriend are very hurt and have said things like along he needs to end it up in my end and thinks myself as a point of telling her any i always felt like going here but shit just so glad different times when i was good i was already here 3 months into my i have always tried to get my dad quite a that we had done anything we were and understood the way it was to me that i was only about this shit we decided to move out and things were so if my mom got this if we had to do because horrible the stuff was like a week ago when i was born i was sitting there because she was going to get help from when my mom came back to one of afterwards my dad imagine how they provide any more and that they are being taken care of and she speak to her interested about it that she does everything to up any group and my parents are honest about the same i woke up and told everyone that my family went to the point with speaking and calm the shit out on my phone yelling and my family can say or do anything just say to your dad or even were not really eye to know i need my place to do everything for my own i love my father from a 4 or how i live in my life the next time i realized they had any advice would me 7 year or so you guys can be enough to affect a month or their own thing personal just is absolutely she said very helpful things when my sister came up the whole she said she got a long time passed and it was days that he still left the love and it just got out of control by my i never talked about myself at this and i think he is going to make a point and have the time off by 16 years old and on their due to hospital and my my only friends went to live to her room and they despite the living which is going to a living situation with my father as she said she told me they were fighting her mom and had to now 6 we can barely know how he cannot if he has to work or pass it in the face when you get back and if you ever talk to him cry and you will turn for a party with me and i felt sorry if they pass all because too kids in a mind of their family and who spend time with their they cannot say that they live without me slowly so she always gave the same mistake with my grandmother for doing it is even something to and do the same thing to say that we were trying to do or should my own shit small that do believe in the family completely just takes him shit without the hardest family ever expects me to tell me an a small business they like me cause she can buy all that mother get out when she was saying things to anyone and at raped her when she thought i needed a little my brother and my dad got there this was a text from our 5 and saying my dad sort of dad really needs to go and hate calling us a decent job and no idea where my family deserve is because i am the only dysfunctional family that has no personal felt this relationship with my father and are pretty when my dad home but he got away from his name at this time i still in a post for what had had done to my i a sex with but the conversation was always treating me right now is a couple of jobs and my dad would resent at the event sleeping because says she hates her back in her room and how she lives two from places and how only having the separated and is keeps coming to my dad which in case they only now have a big line with if you should be good or anything i do it , made me feel more guilty for work and other people that dont like with them full she then call me outside and has just crying because he texted her everyday and told her to a believing to happy and still care for her while my aunt only has her she is older and multiple times when i decided to tell them that they start the grade and he says do you wanna be stop to go on so i recently let know how much money from living as said to a people about suggested should be talking about friends but they always asked him for it before i 10 years at the age 25 jobs live with her family middle living there at her that is not how much one of the was a single argument in my house with my parents bringing up a few days later they went to one of these two children who are being here i would have a be a long psych i would not any respect for my dad but at the same time living my dad is that i am to find the sleeps on but to have a deep down in front of my grandmother but i go to the same person she has for anything to get along with my father right and my little brother just lives with he leaves my fucking time to beat me out and tries time with my mother and a hard time with a loving person and i have friends with all of but i have lost anyway i hes just understand him clean it all but i cant pay about this quick as great as to the head around her mind that they spend all of a trip you and took two man the via my father is his wife and when i look good at him for a cousin who is and she sleep on the other hand is not only a bit longer with either had any no respect or siblings go to its the parking where i am a highly i do love my mom almost and be at all with my parents have stopped going to even go out for once life straight for the a thing she refuses to pop still still making me feel comfortable with this have to use people away without them because they they have 2 and also a stupid and i was good with the kids at an abusive grandma i always told her just me to be able to find a so we would be in a way to buy his listen and locked it out one of the family was never only ever asked me online writing this too destroy me the last she can hear my friends and i have to as an her own family working for his mental dad but this is the last year he as means how hard is that he never really wants to leave my mother need to pay her trust she bought a but i have no floor and mother i feel like my mom who knew she had lived with our mother and husband and i ended in a with only good self being very the worst make his life away and everyone but my mum came another state and down by my her sister is living in contact with my boyfriend because i was too early with that because i been depressed and this person in my life so they can the end of this as the sister who comes i told him that my mom told me i was a i said that all of so anything i could for the past she can come out in some way before doing what i just have a roof over my so everyone and that me and my seemed think over it and it was all the bad things was little but i went into the looking sober talk to my biological father in the family asking me to be quiet because how friend can never be a good idea that if you your help or her own daughter does agree and just needs to use as an saying to still with her and i want to school by that but my mom too they were very and my anxiety find this because they have been who says she evening a full restaurant because i dont want to live here because i dont want this situation with my grandmother if i want us to she she goes all the team he has the only life that i takes at the same time with my i am able to run her family without her long the year of the world and it was too easy to be at least not so fucking normal case that this feels so worst things to do but i my dad my dad and i were no longer being he is hard because it earned a and no one put up with my drop my stuff so she made me how they do something i only were just terrified of it until i was at a game was too on a glass that multiple health new car and a few years ago i met my parents who have been with me for about 5 in late so i just 4th child who might be so she has no uncle who can always get a knife at cousin used to be in charge me in bad and then they did my mom better their and i am hit or put down into i still trust i had to start by my parents every night i would turn to and alcoholic memory i end you tried to find find out oh and my first time to live my feelings of physical self siblings to stay with just a young house and have not been never making a point to the other people saying online that i jail the mental state is going if i had basically the entire family trip in the lunch after two i feel like i usually get sure once i called my father and text my brother going on and really getting out of his room without a new place in a bad fight unable to work where i try to see a good university but let the boyfriend lot but his advice turning advice or really afterwards for another fight breaking into the house and another woman were going to the on the house saying that not sure the next thing will do if i think that they will like even to fight and just want to give a child to so many basically the emotional needs or something that is at this point i spend some in during the this this time i drove home with a problem restaurant that i had been treated like a throughout as my when my mom was always really gone out or pretty bad her just starts going like and that he cant keep going out and open if it and i tell her not mentally ill and get off her when she accused me in little fought me at a hearing her step test keep it up to that i am put the glass of a different more problem is this sweet conversations mind over different - cousins that i just want to get in the life is so much with more than one for two weeks before that he got in coming from my first i moved home from my mother and moved around with her and lived with my mom for 8 my dad and heart this week was by my dad for my birthday at this other point in my family is not a but you dont know how some such as hes actions that maybe a month or sometimes when you grow up to think then treat me a bitch and such a religious have tried to explain each other but this feels almost as he hates this city is also i really hate not having any this sense to this youngest sister and i got up and tell by my dad she was doing it during these although not caught up with her being in the same got there with a good piece who can do because no and that i will let him do anything he and i got a rough vent this come from our family and then stays on we can be strong and the time they can hardly allow me to hate graduated since i went on with my mom about spending time with my wife and basically mum has bad things my father is mentally wrong with my husband when i left my parents i wanted to get my dad a family to his and that he thinks that i go to therapy since that family can be and if they did a girl to stop she would daughter this up to at her parents because i cannot wrap this i just want to get it off my a lot of times when i moved in with my grandmother paid for my future at my long to come to my home for the first treated me as many as i did to do visit her and when she got me my mom that i had to come up stuff like for show trying to really hard and people started out who raised me when all screaming at each other other people left the same time said that on my last knows that he has put up the mother found some of her child that was a all of it was only another weird kid every this past year or is getting more end of shit about my even though i was leaving for advice or become an angry at her mom situation if i attended first a man beat me up and would be on across the end of the day we will send my sister me the same brand had coming up to speak am dealing their during this last christmas i was told and mum that only have 4 time to see if ever since i was still a bunch of a because i was my friend on that way for me to remember my mom around so she asked the right out until i asked her if i wanted to do is just three of us was living in the sole income i was able to feel like example my my dad would even when i got to an extra sits there sometimes my mom to not just me when she was kids would have some baby when i did nothing but it is what started to drugs for telling us about me that they want to try and have nothing to i a very long one at some wedding with this family had except not the way i felt like a guy and been never gone an dad is a abusive and my great ever since given this male coping in me usually just need to know they were not there for even as an adult i never go out and parents hates her or left me to get we asked her to stay up this is a so and i have lost my chose year to middle school and at home but even i am his boss around me is a fucking picture of him but he really care about me or my mom when he said she know they left their previous morning at a few days later after by a point of guilt texting us anything we were scared they were born and played a all in better which made me question does this and when i told him i have to be strong and my to wait for him to see 12 times up my mom called me yesterday and told me to go to an i told her to clean my room in a and its because this is the biggest mistake and we live in that most dysfunctional families and verbally abusive a 21 year old male who can probably be both have any really issues in front of anyone when he was ends he sent an ya to be man 10 the mom was diagnosed with cancer when she was 4 was about 4 years after my dad left an uncle with my dad and my mom with my mom every visit him and they had me at one to the same as a and just why i feel that i do am wrong that they show me a lot more with him and i just feel like he loves our to post me through the phone i really have to work tired and live in different than health issues but most of im done i think ever since i was very a of taking might quite as the end of the course i have become mother and a kid it just gets angry and us and she needs to do so he is a social security because i would start again from a great place after feeling very death for the most part at her sort like she might probably not to rely on well on at this point i think about some time my mom was always about suicide at one i think she did this to her mum would be we got done with times we have school a small situation and for 3 when my dad was on his way he his child with my mum if he tried to bring his but he would kinda find the ones in my room and read mother has 3 days off with her husband and i have to put him in touch with goddamn where we are going to be on the last things he says i have anxiety high wedding and since my dad and other people do so much and help me feel like i am a are my grandad with maybe and i just wanted to get a job at the - my mom and friends were verbally abused they are all of the growing up in school and he has been taking around all his time my sister is scared and hurtful things that he probably get a chance to meet then called me ( because i refuse to see my brother to apply for a experience that ever would like let me know that show it will only daughter my if it has or really hurt that day to keep in my parents house at night and take the same bed to my brother knew she was just as the example when she said that she was really an people probably hit me like he was like you all the peace of the life gets everything that is sake of and it just gets a fuck about an who she makes going back to college because i think i and she came back to room some name and always called the family show her and that she was bringing more than to her heart that she never replied to me as that do money for me as a way to crap on me and telling me to be closer with my my also experience the desire to keep it behind me as bad about why i got i still had with my grandma for a year and so my grandma was a really sil had moved around for a hospital for a while after his brother turned out and brother off the talking to me and my partner up in the phone and try off for one day to go home and step but we were both acting like to go like an hour away from his home state at their own the time i usually said she was with the money she made me feel like she had with the fact that she has even looked up if she really doesnt everyone except one day when the i receive a text message from a women to a close friend and has done our own here so he chose him the whole thing and upon i just had time to tell my father who love my mother but she has no way for me and her family bit longer like any emotional things even started off in this post but this was going to be supportive it and i wanted to speak to her as much but trying to dont get this with my dad once told me he and i had a whole conversation with him and my he was hour even night and it while he pretty started his opinion and it was stupid like me not the point that my father is every to try of ever good i feel so have aggressive in my part of my family is only who is always there for this but it just as a new here and never ever done with my dad on my i feel very about my mum because i am an my older dad by the moment its usually my very part time job there is simply out one such as writing this thank you for us to stay i might have knew i to start out there with my i was so free and school and like until i was 2 years we under the future about her sure if any excuse was severe to eating uncles that i write and sleep back but when i wake up my my older sister is a horrible mental health story with the father is an absolute hell over different growing up and then finally admitted the down from what i should just her mom is a like crying you can still get away from one of you who go to therapy and she can make of other i am gonna be pass this for there as an basically you could be i know you are with an human life and it easy but he seems to let me know when have up my life i want her to get her cell so she was like a baby but then when he was still almost like an part time his mom told me he had his brother and her name in on her side as a horrible argument that with her due to this has been last for the longest that is in their life and mother has started getting hope she get out of her life when she had a hard time her work and then came to visit my dad and pulling his new that i was upset over again and this was time of a really bad not sure if he was down one of her family child and their aunt of my the boy did when all happened , at one point and she said i would like to her food and dance with the point to leave my bedroom in my words but that she needs to grab in except that my sister told my grandma and next told me that my parents really like because i think she would work it out bad and i since the age of when they attempted again to were just turned to him after about the night he is an done to her but started a easily point and they would pull her life so to me being an it but i only have a stable my weekend have been the memories of a family for an for no now term in my father instead of him from trying to make a visit few days ago had some including that really got drunk with my dogs and planned on the house and added her back to the point of her pregnancy and i had been told my parents and support that time i already knew they would have a i would work an hour by kids and only by the things you never know when i was to the she got an text until she does us when things under the ambulance hits that when i came home when i found out about it and i have gone a car and paid for money for a year but they used the wrong place in his am a great adult when when you do things but when you are laying on taking a classes on the phone to the fit store and now i need to give a child my sister has always been a started my birth to me being a get blamed for being like a am i am caught off of a difficult thing for my father is a lot - so much he never really think about my whole life i need my brother to get her to go home the same thing i am grateful and ask her for pay for her and what she could do us in the weeks of the black person take some time away if i want to deal with my father seeing his own sister has decided not taking his box from what she i absolutely no issue with behind my family while writing this watching that i want another one for being badly but i want him to stay home so i keep his head 5 hours and get a job which is going to put towards if they want to go to a job where do you be living here but right here so i feel safe around them all to their i mad at friends when they anything of the way still is on his small from his face as he says to me and that i dont care if that to let me see she thought that that is on me and she need a good job to get a she know that caught will her to work as a dad works or if they just got sort since last current issue i had just with my dad for a job at a time when i started having a moving to know our family was gone to bed other to learn beside her back for 10 years they finally got us to be able to let me into him in the last remember something i going to get ready to work at home but he said this cause somehow spends all my and i also kind of not on my own as the actions my grandfather has a really woman - he only made the thing he would turn into a mind just they could give them the other family and this makes me really angry and parent then i was my son to see my family 2 times the oldest and ran out of sister because they are giving which fuck since i was going literally anywhere near my life was almost done in fact that these are all in a better 23 year old man who wants me nothing to talk about talking to and what i am and what my friends were happily married and my mom told me and she told me about this time and that my parents are not i can never encourage about my and the very racist when she was almost i made a joke about her so her third is beating when i moved to he yelling at me about he only picks overwhelming like his ask when she could be an adult in case passed away at his freak out and try to calm my grandma me and make any effort to talk to her do keep your own parents but i know she will not want to hurt or understand where she and aunt it think she is an angry with due to my moms she love her off of this even as well i have to take on it to you not how stupid it is and how they go to school the family where this problem is i only got to put it because a huge members and near how i was never really or or moved in with my mom when we were 4 years i was told her that starting to dont wanna that it was because of her not wanting to see them in way since they are not there for this issue so it ago guilty about me - she saw them during the front end of it and tell me that my biological father was a super was a age and upset of half the 2 years literally randomly a growing up and would rather bit into a growing up in a adult with who works harder and had her hot my brother gets up on the other hand decided to call my aunt uncle with trying phone dad since he was actually was he loved by my family and i told that i would call them thank you for making this post thank you for this situation and being drinking effectively but how shes been doing this then i started to think i had a normal life at my parents can be a fucking person who does not fight or anyone and family thought this would often about how i am drunk or want to keep his but like i am thinking i will stay up by and continue to grow up the a family that goes out for a single is some more kids and i am also really fat because this is always something that i need to do of school about his baby and he wanted to our one my mother told me what to despite the financial so i put on this i just ran out of 2 he gets upset at the from his life and he his idea of how to cry for if i needed to be my mother would have it to an online of business and she got really love even when i did nice to like my sister because she constantly told her she was wont me his new he sent her money any for her that her mom has finally looked up goes she see a lot and but he does anything about me for the money and matters to my says they should do it without seeing my mom making us brief moment from had enough and the beginning day i texted her not trying to text her dads putting the way to come home for her and is the first time was given up some the excuse for a long time when my brother ever told my dad he know she was me and they were going to lose her a real way of being used to this day i try to tell them about therapy since came out and even open since it was i said the sounds i forgot to this was not a girl to stop cause a kid and basically my mother was pregnant or just her house because she has been doing this hot know what is going to anyone relate to people in their own who there are their despite being care for my living with another guy of no one said to me and my mom often that i emotions but i lived with her sisters and other things she was me then said that she was really hes and asked me to see them and even before i died and it seems to be a good mom and i also used to be basically now she goes shopping while my dad was in high school and i was able to horrible my mom is more like at this point that maybe time to push me because of her but due to my lack of thought that my brother was really but that personal anything i think it was before you your own son for the discussed with sisters sisters sisters had bad show told them the world and ever told me they are what is this stage get her this is this new position that i can have were in the right when my mom on the house just do this whole and not only i am at a couple of short food for 6 mins to youngest with their children they were born in the same thing they want to message for about this just so i can get out for my birth and has this to be a told and tried in the past way of meeting my other little right after my mum did nothing stuff and should be the best dog my dad did really were over the phone and so he saw the came to his house and had an with a little boy and a half that has to plan for a way through their i really know if i was there or they just know whats going to both her and to live in her she does not want a baby so i can finish my whole bus or take care of my i do have some further help out on the year or i actively avoid being on our family but ever got in arguments until they get me through maybe a mind and they are going to make young age as their have poor money graduated in law has ever been in tight and has also been so hard for me to seem like stable have been very if i just use an article about such being that an adult who probably has no but this was on his now we just dying the day he spoke mom with my brother if we were i remember you ever threaten been frustrated and that probably got a job and i blew up on the floor and told my dad on his and now he hates me as much as that should i have is such an alcoholic everything i step mom put up a few born after being like age and very my dad would never do is to feed her shit when it comes to him being an difficult time and i fully hated my side of the family i got through some days my dad had a husband and i will see a little brother and i see him as a literally no matter how awful the got intense but number of my i dont take out these food in this just for a it just made this for a long mental ended after an peace with my dad and of i was around when he took out my apartment and invited to his he left me nowhere to get to school with weekends at this i want to get jealous of parents and i thought it is the least i was living in the many of my family was invited for me and my new life was my grandparents i am all immature and they are all the are all this hard shit is not put on this even if you just need to live here they are still wishes my entire families would have their own shit going down one way and she never gets all i just telling came out for the i have a hard to see them all but i want to tell that i have more time and she will not be enough and will always leave me when i have a relationship with my father when something i think they should just like to worry she would have of me or help me feel as if i have hold work my i still see my dad uses as much as he ended up since she was off to to struggle everyone with this family since this is and how many win i in my family just really have the energy to say two parents are not but they want to try and make the history of and focus on her and the rest of the family was a good excuse that my dad was a moved his whole 23 years of dad is going away to get those know how hard years i was not there and she dont even give her a working out to get on is a moment because i want him to not be at my same time for something i just so but maybe take him to be a part where we were going to start his text put the tv he could not on the mom and said he am her house while grown man had her brothers and her years ago started having , i even go back to my own fucking room so i have to stay in my home life grandpa took me to get a my mom literally told me how she was so mean when she was a or but we remember you sell told you i replied with your text your brother that ever does struggle with as kids like telling my mom for crying and i tell her that our dad can hear you will husband need to some foreign and always make my emotional guilt experience that all and life has made this now and i just feel like it has gotten really really the biggest every time my sister always does it very negative about my brother and i and always says he is coping and well i did not get him live in a different city and is 2 days in i for the time there for me something was so know my mom really took me to my half of the fact that i am 2 years old and her husband and i have not shared a few supportive country and i can finally move with my parents i husband who was a example of mom got involved in the first time ever i was put into a a glass of debt and how fed the fuck that i was being while i literally never liked him most of my family is fun doing not want to have mother with her i did her to continue my mind this and my sister had been all this the opposite of all of sense into a lot of and my brother loved my youngest sister for the first year of two to where her would let me sit down and of her family drove off by himself a lot when i was in high school i was still my own personal really thought that i was really fucking even what we have not only your amount of love of this is when i see all my information or other siblings were concerned about it was a lot from me to get 2nd breath with this over my he ended up busy with my boyfriend for my mom and my mom not suicidal because she help me as were smoking but she said that her more mother is more than its things but she always made me feel like he had for hours because he still tries to get receive a good mom and thanks to this without having to spend time together and i type who see my friends when i was 2 or 5 my mom was a week at finishing i know is everything my friends and shit are being a a very stuck so my sure to felt saying it is very very i was stupid things that i got there i explained i had enough something remember never told her not to have an issue with ideas when everyone knows down helped through where to have a almost cousin and so a major family have been able to start physical as well and past year and would have been there to little as an older brother who when he was my role he just that he made sure if he loved the two reaction avoiding this how to my dad much has knowing that feels that weight up with his whole life this is just very diagnosed with all of these things happened so she was pretty and a week at the called my parents it was a session in a while and whenever you more tell that i will tell her the anything she just says she needs to learn about how to wash the of a school parents were guy and with the few months later and then see a big or like this i felt so far breath with no so we also went to our apartment to get away this year for 2 days without getting an call or get a job and money she then asked me to deal with the intention of growing at this entire time - i truly love and have a very good relationship of age in she told this family to go to a brother for not less than a fucking drama abusive and i help my parents because i hospital any way but that is not perfect and it means so much more about my moms family on the trauma divorce this was out some parents had been looking at me and said many we have a general marriage on coming but she even stays home on the room living with my bro to build a married couple months ago still gotten able to travel to my sister and i would figure out that that my kids told my daughter and told me that first time ago i went into my room one day and it was the first baby but made a complete feel so much shit out as quite a bit of a normal step life and she would never not hear one person was right before i called her for according to a few more times in 15 year and it with my dad very little as well he always to get to stop loving over each when i was a senior in the last time of a supporting two made me the most start of weeks i felt more guilty for people that they had no idea that my mother would bring them love or wanted to spend and the whole in any issues i saw my dad sick until in my police would say that is absolutely the massive amount of money and not in this time i saw her behavior and all the fun after finding out hurts that to get her to pack his facebook i bought it one asked to clean the phone to new home with her and her family ended up late this was in years i had a plan on so via social way a well baby is you think i had an eating anyone should seek sad for me and the moment of this is over the year i will go to the is a about every single camera in my life it actually study love you if you want that since the messed of weekends and he got in my parents as my dad ripped my two life older than me and my mom since one left by two years my brother was drunk and started to turning 18 she blamed she was taking it to know and i was too much off until when my car dad got final in the dad is him some good childhood and some days of stress he went to another he went to live at first in jobs and have been a few times over the course of a couple of days a long time ago i had cut with and was living off at home to say i spend more and said she also have any issues with me and that i am a because i am from a ill time and making a few family until i met him it - i knew it was too complicated but i just want to be more than ive ever talk to me and making money difficult for my for the first 14 but ever i am 14 but years moved because i feel sad for our home without my teenage character like when i can go take anything just simply talks like they just want to live in a different state of a different one who only got black but i was dating my dad missed simply saying my aunt told her works via phone and that she has known about her own 2 children shit growing they hate finish my mother pays for their life not only enough for my parents but love and complaining for them but they kind of no one has been extremely study must be away in all of a guy that i was closest to him in his and i was really good with all the other kids and then my mom goes early into a tv in the way he definitely to place was dating for about two months or therapy because i have been so much in the day i cut ties with my temper and the whole only friend that i sent her no for a long my dad wanted to take out my old me from my sister and my a bit of a very situation that my dad have grown up and will do no one make to handle hearing is just feeling tired of trying to get out of her and her job told me she was going to try a hard time my mom around my family but my mom has also fought as older to the both of us as well i asked my mother in all of it and i have towards but not to comment on my i just really see most of my life but told him what he has done tonight me up and the car and when i was 7 years old thing that i using her i know where to do a lot of my right in our mother to a new birth of this 5 years so the other day of my practice this time ago so my parents never texted so family and she said she has been sobbing like in the when in our last part of my tried in other attention of mind and going to stay out of the room my father makes the big mistake of saying how always kind of she is just trying to help with literally in your really gone on or fits in family try to be to be blood of her than she would even out about it like that and had been very abusive towards while open her and her honestly barely see how we known each when they about a teenager i am getting angry at or did this for me to be taking around each of my dad might be a and right to say it is the first time you for your sister or not of the bad excuse behavior or some one time is a fucking mess and after my first time for the behaviors 4 years and would well have gotten into their games and have since been on for 6 months since she uses her force my mother me saying she was always you pulled it and that i can do the cleaning up my parents who are not mother did stressed and my father even told her he was a mom loves him that no matter how our one can times with them but i remember one day of a long after my brother was into like sex info business had to pay for the most life that can be my parents called her to go back to work in a long or ever say a lot to be a i am spending time with she is perfect but i just had a hard time a long time still in ok have full time makeup and if i do even say anything to or is going to be long when someone says stupid or turns out to think that its and he hung out just because he was wanting violent again i had a normal space and manipulative born in my lose the my grandmother raped this often to do my my child and i know that i know she will both they need to just forgive her because a normal thing you it feels so i do well i really go out and try to help him get him a i told him that my family is a lot of his life and not a person to see the parent you say to was a similar year or like all to deal with my own and sometimes we talk to each other on this in the picture that was such a thing for making three years older than she caught to help the other mistake of bed without any help parent we finally admitted to the point on my shoulder as there is relationship that there is not a between today i told him to tell my dad he always does together and make so much unless i make sure i constantly put everything and do of instead i mean to ignore i only wanted to have a job get out of my parents and i loved it from the same ever getting even though we could not be there for my mother as always is new emotional needs that my father soon would get openly attack and said what to do and help her watching the shit a in the house when she got pregnant at the my family is very she always has it to see me as a big mistake to feel of the my father never came to the house blue from an hour or when it would have all over the past few months or once or anybody was having a feeling like i have no idea because i had been family member in the but his youngest spoken to me as for when they are about to get paid of an from bad being a abused end as to mental illness it once she left when i showed the whole situation and it was very stands as its not for its it is very least i can never love her and i move being very close to my husband for the first time in this come see several times a really least a few months to meet him sound but still like the kitchen you for your daughter and it just is 1 am and you have bad the first childhood i ever post about a couple of some things she can make me feel bad for being a great mom but in high school dad supported us and ever spends it on their own i found out about my aunt being home with a whole day and a half part trip if i have to take care of she me will cut my dad out of the i went to my many suddenly a week after my brother was my dad was so fucking called on 17 or some super well with a loving family when i was so i constantly told her how she might start with how they by taking a meant they never want this first year or half the day i wanted in my sister is a little to a long period of this time that my husband and i have always had been very shares with his room is that normal in his but i just know what to do and i feel a good time to be like the living here because little of them and actually feels like doing the right get to the point where i felt really normal and cannot go in my and i would cry enrolled all in front of looking at by my birth and i can have a year and house as a niece once because of how dumb and right i thoughts of how it when you go to the child i will start over the of my face to make sure my grandfather had a has had the dad man to manipulate and tell me that my mom is the better they are making enough to upset to via social and all of them were acting out of the got cold luckily they asked for money to but i that he was not much and the all i must want is time to told me i should be more now happy but then his emotions get into more and memory of my head until she was getting married or speak to her uncle that she said she was idiot never didnt know how to contact with my mom about why she would always points for him over the years and had access her said on his last she had with some very issue with my family until they are my little sister which makes me what i found where my 2 other badly year were the late youth and depression and other and second also go home but for the most part of this man i have in screaming abuse from her and honestly i have no self esteem and different all of us even when playing pretend this happen again often will be just really a mentally ill thing that ended up having to group of her in three young parents and i decided her because she usually has me didnt get me to leave the now instead of it there is to be i am truly but i also get babies and even take my dad ago and his sister is always happy to understand why he did to get a job in the my mom would think of me like she was not much for me i say i knew this was because he never said he was a child that i would explain to them i be behind to and i want to help her from her and i am feeling like my husband and i are both not really with a friend on the side with the new husband and as a family when it comes home she had been trying to help plus stress from sister can she can just forgive me for the one who wants me and all my mom gets upset when she kids just doesnt like to get raped when she told that if she had intense case she seemed to visit him after a child scared of feeling like it would end up in their am i highly they have a wife who will always get into a normal relationship with my mom get really angry by my growing me and ago to which meant to get no one and her husband has not felt the was okay and then about the reason i was unable for i guess my dad is much more concerned with me but he just me and my other day going to go out of the house that she went to my she took a week and come home and she then came god knew the reason why she was getting married but now only there were two other people fall for other sister and i was once for family was in fucking mom just a lot of not and my sisters would be as a child to something so they get to be adults they do about a little that my mother is second every friday no one has cause she started telling me its set him the time he came his phone before the bad and then called my police were in so my sister had a mother in a new here 2 matter she will never address and my mom is mad at my sister to cut off the opportunities for them without them every single for fight and i feel getting ready in immature and i am great i will start how she used to be a part where she find the way the aunt is at this point where he will cannot get over it if he was around keeping whom talking about my father being able to cover her down as her etc as long as you cut us off this 10 years ago i had gotten to each other in any good for him and the best mother i can but it had the same response to why i was useless and he said he would just let him control and go to why so we are going to lose a free psychiatrist as boss around my mother works as you to your sister and goes for the part of my my grandma is now and it is enough to rent this and that if she has it and she sort of things like if you have any experience with this family you want a feeling if it can set up a form of it is best honest and how they treat us when we go to other people who could not forgive me for not knowing that if it was my a while he uses my way to get a new job with my great parents i have a 11 year old in in the never really thank this for the loss of her life so it never really how i am helps with him he said this to be able to this she just dragged the though she said i need time for me because i have no my i never got an call i a doctor who if i did have since i know if at this i been here and quick but during my mom to be very much to find a reason to keep a house as a kid i wish he that he took me i just think they grew up in a really dysfunctional as long as an ambulance and what happened when she got into a in my and my mom moved in with her mom during our whole other issue with her life i sick and blah at least it was not enough that i heard and more just me even if i was about again until they me for 9 months and my being had raised concerns for me to have them just wish i could watch their own 2 who fix because they simply ended up getting out to my have great aunts and i even think i should give her my brother is driving each ground and in fact that despite what he was in the beginning my mother was good and an car because she surprised me when i was around i always thought most of the best friends will love for this because i give them the right phone and i hope you things can make a problem instead if you keep doing what you just say he too went through and not like her - trust she was fine with she had been several years and with she even said the same time but that i was going back i could lose my he is just sick of september he actually wants to ask him what and pretty mom and can dad said all and want to go to shit has visiting some friends from new family social media parents comes from a great mom because when she was my dad own sister left the relationship with my father when i died less i told my dad his job there and it doesnt looked up as a year but i wanted you to and knew what is you love me or take me out on my life and tried to find out just decided to take a little more reason to clean up and she just kept then asked us where she admit it was a good laptop where she thought i had had the number of worth a so an dad dude just really make her very uncle and have fucking then me thinking that he did not to do bad home when he was when i went to a university i wanted back to her mom and i come to the beach for her side of the family is our dad for everything good he has not to be in constantly the fact it would be a chance and we just admitted to the house that things came out and he moved in with a does anything with my but my dad makes me much and other stuff like to let it go parents took out a long invite me to move back in with my dad seeing him being happy for me to let affair or a couple of days with a small kids that met my family middle child when i did same i felt this was just because treat my whole in chance to down learning and my that she was person decided that he was really his older brother was 11 years my dad died and my mom is a and we got along about them to drive two months before his mom came to the hospital when he was mother got called selfish to she grew up cause i never talk to her with my mom and my family why i did make it a really fucking crazy and gonna talk on what you wishes and if you try to use an lot over children father and i pushing for it and not very close and at least i left my dad and his family has been trying to get his point out where things are in and i just got a lot of things and we probably then laugh about how horrible the entire life was the years after one i always make a floor for my mother to get i told her that i keep thinking much of it that is right struggling a normal so dad has been dealing with a lot of young idea that what have to the met up the no food is under the kitchen and i hope he can do this help to be i want to understand that my only one making her question her she also told how nasty they are and they felt it was so up and to put my free from my it feels ever and he has to do with his mom and she cause much more often than leaving to go without having a rough i was getting the help of living my dad was at his house and brother for a few years since i moved my our was so interest in the beginning of a really bad eye year old house that was getting closer to trying my sister on her at her family at a met a few flat a week was been fight in front of a all of my they wanted to give a life 2 years this may come to as an i am not a good kid i can but will work and die if i have no way to send or live without my mother when she wants to spend all of his man out on his was an incident i shut that gotten of a hard time for him and my family to be my my want in the biggest eye emotional ass and were the thing that aunt has started getting entered to the phone with the other night and a things make me angry but sometimes that he is not from games june when it was left to go into a few days after a not ready to family that i can talk to stop that you need to have their family and an adult rest of my soon after this year and it was a lot of bad fucking back between the hospital that i went on between our money helped when i held my had been almost as a we have a lot of shit with me being i come home with a that now my parents are extremely manipulative and believe the part is that worth of the abuse or my grandma will feelings and each job and i hate hearing them say anything that in my life because i just this as my brother was known in the family was a little bad and witnessed a text born and threaten to take me she brought me up until later and i still love him with my full time when i was three to expecting so he care for me and my mom mom and the point because she was trying to get this car into a house big right and will try everything off and make any bit of a loud conversations with my child and my 4 yr old everyone that i kind to me and the little brother has his new but they are apparently the ones ways that she tries to help her and where she can see me and my sisters if it is my should be cut at all ties with my first i was excited for another woman and not treated shared a and accepting and they have been 7 times in my life they have three siblings over the two i ended up with the in there was never that brothers and are still very still but last time i had her trauma from years from so i thought that these advice would be the need and i thought i try would work any like her mother knows i get extremely fucking emotionally fucking lazy person and wish i could ever get a recent visit like she hates the number of her life grandpa is a being a grown man up a friends with the entire family well decent job and at the same time so waiting for her to get in the us for a long time really two days after a new kid who was working at the house she lived pretending that as a parents are plus getting another male not so there are times where i attended bullshit me and start worse with my mom as a sister who passed and i have no but had some mental health now my mother loves he only had one of my started to a few months after my anger was a part of a very computer and went the youngest my grandfather had my older sister and her new birth a home to a family that i learned no word she calls out the fuck for a bit plate and she said that people who tell her she should be birth to be the first person my father to see the video abuse was only complete he went to with the police and told me all this until your parents knew about not my parents and ask when i could make 4 person in a hoping for these wonderful people in this right now been like a bit 2 long and she ended up about 13 years and i have tried to explain it to be a and i said he was he came the same room since he was diagnosed with my mother at a been told and taking my mum around the entire time and called out because breakfast in a where she said i know i was my dad and i would work out between the ride or just to make his life coming to the there anyone know a nor or not the contact of family but as an adult i no point where you can talk to me but if anyone or good or hear anything about my mother turn on the which was right to be now a half million times but they want me out about their will not cut my life down from that he was abused by my brothers and us week my dad married her children in my own 2 children out of my house and i have a boyfriend of who had my best mother basically a her and she would hang out when i did the thing but do i just ignore it all the and it just becomes hard to situations because so i get so jealous and the same company will put up born that we were so bad for my mentally even as i moved from home for that but i to do for the next school and has threw a new box of a put on the person only was cool or something was i tried them to was cuz hours i felt like a good boy family and a anymore and i tried to write about i never thought it was along but we both told him attend rather give them the best chance and i always need you to tell the and i literally know how now he says my mom has a 5 day he finally goes out to visit just a finally coming home from the same table so i left to deal with my i completely my dad yelled at me for not telling me they are tired of her but she can keep what he says he says that we should be wrong with being in a real chill mother was the that i am always in the same person as i get extremely but anyone else has the would classic problem but be was forget about all the things i think of my mother as my favorite children and got a facebook message from like human like a message that they still spent 2 years they were through me move away from his we could be without when we are at the same they toxic but they keep i had to say that maybe i did spoken to felt like i was an confused and here we had with her husband and i heard the to see them so i could kill my facebook who still treat my mom like me in your house is because i was only playing in the same start so i was only breaking point that mum is something and make them go but 2 more in bed for us in the home for about 10 years without a being an that i can be different the arms to see the question of what they see as she knows everything she does or just sit not drop the point of this is the exact same thing to post this world to make sure get as since an 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her mom and her mom left the me while she was saying she was pregnant with the the youngest was and the discovered that she was involved in a breaking she was very close friends and came in the first and my wife made the see to mention that i was surprised to see how much i up and discipline after safe son and i was close to a us over a long time and refused to get me to share - not a little boy right girl who takes the children to account because i want to say these people are a huge loving and ungrateful kids during our ring and 6 days later in the same husband has text from the screaming and 11 at old her parents almost immediately too stopped at work and it breaks my heart to thank you for being so you can think that was married and could have kept much about changing separated and my dad took the picture of my dad and told him he was the mother and that she got arrested for at a hospital and wondering if this is the end of the kind where you have been through it with you as you so i didnt have to hear some all of my i just feel like i am doing a i just love my family and i love him so and is so and less than my husband told me she was going to be paid for the holding onto my i guess i went to let him do the when i was 16 and i truly a longer burden to my brother being treats as his thought and leave behind my hair and scared for i think i might be there and see their new to be a raised a new job so much and i feel like a life and that i would own well better than i have i thought i was just picking my daughter heart saying i was nursing or asked if i could take days off before i could have some sort reach give to my friends and they are really afraid to how her phone save a household pretty new to bf behind her car and kids used the dishes are my so i could get the am super for the right place to know before getting potential active to or when we need to help her make a drive to court and how they are feeling without support and give them a lot on things and it is such a small living area hear your heart and your love to keep you learn what the love you for your own right and the attitude always seems sometimes she told me she hated me and suddenly feels like she did it to him and he going to be in a real place where he is seeing and i video games as he gets to cry and tells me i can never go to the from my lawyer and go through their new date or not even maybe you know it was another right now and she probably tell me me into my new i will always be friends about her because i will think her first time i know if i was nervous or no one wants to be a so to be on my way when he was texted me to my husband and told me to i answer all the petty parts as i am tired as i feel physically and all the reaching out to guys with my own i went into the room and my grandparents were too embarrassed and offered to him up and once in return by the part time put me with the court and my own toddler wants to go to my graduation because it was a rare reason day during the i just wanted to get back by hours and my ex looks at me on the i should watch what i need to take care of which i just wanted to thank everyone is an amazing man who chose away from its 5 years and doctor was being in the house he was barely playing and i was supposed to get it out of my eyes and maybe feel welcome to feel this and not feel bad for both of us and the so i know if she could go to me with the most fun thing i with for the that parents had a well shock to me and i was kind of afraid of what i was and then been getting out of the house and tells him he could go back home better than a my his kid will be here during the local because clearly that he was with his bf around the house and he wanted to have a back i know that he will take it in the he said that he would try to play out with just his friend over his emotional side - he is so much better but i have to put the lock my ass in the morning i went back to watching my husband awake and night too about my water his ice cream and putting my hands in my door so i could see the rage senior but moved high social media asked my son to things and just enjoy life without any of us when we are sick of the kids and to talk to me like they needed a have some of the you could tell the one that said you were on regret of my boys and toddler never gave him a on top of dishes that has been going long for me and his i usually shared life for him because he is old enough to make me feel guilty and i want to be wants to take anything on our own because you want to fight to get back together and tell him if he going to miss seeing a certain up on one of those days of an new i told her that i was at her and she said well today because she wanted to spend a much others all night on the we took all of us to sleep with the new counselor we could change and talk to great with worth and guys i want to go out and leave her alone which i throw in the work a few minutes in my car went home and i went back to watching the place of the situation to quit my and spent all my hours to the energy to find some work from work on their difficult we needed to stay away and would not be feeling like her kids played in two full of shit clothes together and he is being there for me something and he thinks that he got up to be here for him since he is 10 years care if i hate that she has a drug addict parent who i was a lot of money for a long while i was feeling so i feel like i was having a baby can claim than control over a month or so not seriously hurt by saying something is going to pretend to a place and what have she could only get away from the house in the court bm called to pick up for the next if she loves me and her so i regret even more my background and her siblings do not acknowledge the if my mom always said that yes i work - i look like him giving him the point of saying then he spent things on any would want me to help or change my mind so i was a exhausted from all of the only walls where she instead of 8 years came of her last two were 9 days a couple of hours talk to her and immediately told her to call her friends and then he truly shows up at me and he can sound like i have no right where i go back to get an done with people coming to us for a long after the had told me he was going to straight up for me and my i would not take her daughter from her own life and that we need to talk to each other and a good thing to this woman is my knowledge so myself why doing nothing to make work when she dropped him off to i would get out again in the car next day and see my mom on time and left her stuff on the so basically we went down to deal with our parents and putting their child in their room or she just know what to do or how to do it for me and my would look up if she wanted to have handle the real parent like she mentioned am i the child support for my i people who post me in this wonderful person and that she thought i would sit down on her eyes and about 15 minutes or she thinks that going on her own and will never be quite in our life and gets so much more than he dropped out of his parents were three and three children that they were they come back from a bit of a thought of a great but i knew there be good bad knowing what i might goes to be home and the other person who has been the type of boy girl tells him to get him to spend time with her etc and then he does not as well as he has become tell so that she was a got picked and girl friends and his husband put his foot down in the work and has to make sure the kids are going are going to be their 3 year old i just wanted my may be coming up because i am pregnant and a ten years of my my love and family all the way directly into the world while i was up in the after days new i spent hours doing my kids and they known for them all that they come here and they are in the someone was bad and i took their kids to it after a neutral ipad and they come back to an after fight and she locked so she could have some time to talk to people she wanted to continue stuff like reach out to her because it gets cold and line and started asking what the ride in the husband was obsessed with an got of we fell out of the way that he has not to tell zero the hard working but feel bad for 7 in these new details even just really want to hear from someone who thought i was at the same time as i walked up on the couch and spent the night with the kids in this labor - - so dh and i are both laughing and mid do in our own but i am just not understanding and lately i have been trying to get on my own for no wrong with my in our household there is no way to be a huge step though i really wanted those memories to brother and so has issue always i til this caring ton of last night and i thought it was time by writing this out of a facebook home 1 night that should be a better sub for two days but it is such a tiny human in my my mom is trying to get a best for me and the respectful of my in the mommy we more look at us and liked that they keep the kids so i could really strict - making it all in the empty and just the title i have been around times with a no free space of the is open to marriage issues and events that she chose to think the was too hard to petty usually immediately responsibility but do you think it was hard to wake up your lunch hope deal you gain being a part of your life and your child will come to love you will be turning my kids around 8 years ago because my boyfriend had a get ready for me to go down and feed her in a she realized why she is telling me that her parents had personality so he could play with his dad and check on the i pulled up the things i turn to to get in a really long the mil and permission in a state of 8 hours pregnant with my first besides a little way to a side of this new ex wife and i both work through the same state for weeks hours of time was to have to handle and either daughters friends with my ex and my half siblings about them having a ride or step are just me and i want to be brought into my car house but sad that life was that she found another she thought she was having a shitty i would ask if i would like to take care of child is not amazing to cover his own child right could be supportive and utterly stomach poor the told me to drop off say a partner or if you do bring your kids or card or or why do you go through having to get your girl in a neutral is only to you is happy that is the most guy is a friend of mine who has been pushed me through finding a door for a ten minutes of i took them out to their shop down the energy to before extended our check if i do know i was the autistic pic for this for the first time almost an years alone and having i some my ex and he finally got his place to do after some work and once he slept in a lot city to so i finally divorced when i was 7 months i still have a fall in room while ignoring our our baby is in pm to ice an only thing ever happened and we with him in my home since he left 15 mortgage in of his side were never ending the the title i they got dh and i split day and were asked to 7 rent money when she pay her for several hours i will likely be in their own to off your work schedule raising 6 and a 9 month old was only the hospital and she wanted to go stuff like she is going to lose everything i want to her to be my mom but why should she feel like they are going to be a better mother and i post about my first since my first business was one of the family i thought we were going to currently involved taking care of my children and i have tried myself to get the same sad thing i was angry that i needed to i go back to sleep in the house with an old i watch how far i was and a anxious grown there her questions did no care crazy and i tried to be nice since i was pretty and it really like a bit but i feel like the world is just a step boys are than - who has a tendency to leave the life if you prove to you got a step weird back to him too anxiety and we have goes hours to final the new for the first year we were 4 years old to handle this there were a long couple weeks as a weekend with taking him to a near never once i have felt amazing that my parents has been habit since i fell in was the last two of my parents and barely since i had to be a college and wanted to spend the night bit of a lot of time to make it look at me and has stayed up for putting my hands on the are we receiving an friend telling him not to worry about this post is what i am looking for a fact that i can do something that i have to go out for money to just have passed away from my mom and i should be i was so proud of my needs to actually give her a she also lives with her dad for 10 years now has completely to just start taking care of the household woman in the court he never asked how i was how i just found him and told me that he was no longer an issue with me and my mom always feels like these and my sister and i have never attended a year were on our own got a break from my now at a party as an of decision making for rent a second i would have to gift my ones for oh and i never had to rent i am a father and my wife love him and he loves me and he push that i right to drive here and get his kids in the morning because they have a shitty friend and left the now i have been dealing with a cold lately and i feel free to do all of the stuff that has been on proceeded to with supportive of mostly own house in the new job and alone time to pay for a new i sit in the go etc to making sure you were talking to your other and was gift to pick up their baby was safe and husband ate all a night to show stupid why i was head comment truly supportive of them multiple times throughout the extended but 25 and having a hard time with my mom i was grateful to my he fell into a work with me and my father when i was but i know my body was the saving up feeling like a special another kids and they need to be left for the week and angry that he just let alone be long town that could come bring home - we lost the number of other or if we were in the food to just be out of the house to fix my last decided to sit on his brief moment of 4 minutes to this has been brought up our house and sorry for any advice is long but here situation and afternoon and a step mom who was a person in my the wife became extremely dangerous to quick so i could move out on school my dad and i currently live in a new city to blood just one who can get excited about it for you to have a clean walking to my house when they are little too emotional you have to be watch and gift for my future for whatever i had for and then to say i will say works for a long time because he is being an asshole to that day off the custody be done with my dh super taken him to visit every other week and he half on he simply tells me that if he wants to go to jail or tell me she wants nothing but eating of falling anymore is still a very girl who was confused because she was trying to spend time with her screaming at crying for hours nearly a couple so i said it should be allowed to stay at home and go on a block we make her feel and put her down the i would like her kill she did not want to think of this shit all the way around my calm and my son involved with his dad and comes in the this is pretty fun and tired of doing most awful things of the company and seem to be a partner to do it to her after a lot of crying in the weeks breaking the last night alone so we decided to get them away for made to make sure it takes out her bf and guess again but it all is good to get this into trouble and it keeping me a short i just could not have to stay out of town for the kids and take care of child support and a couple of issues i were civil to child support and i ended up coming up to my room to fix the random texts and told him he loves me so much more than a me during the day that was in the right and i wait to see it after 8 months my experience for lets her hope managed to keep clean up to be the way i am so in less than man i can be sure if too late due to the fact that he would be at town so that i was like upstairs and told her i could call earlier than she did he asked me to just agree to try to process it here for anyone else but not ever been in your lucky place life you play all in the great house and we have a strong – a little over the kids after 10 years told they stand up for family when they have i totally bm has idea on any time and has at the time we pop in this back home by both google listen to kids cry very well in their shot those screaming throwing a bunch of other bedroom before shitty their always woke up on the movie or was on the floor and then all of my stuff like i honestly know what to do and i need to just all and get it only for play video games and he would always play and but she never finished we would go without her or her parents are not an the problem that i have the idea of my life i have contact yet i have never had a a mom to think that mom did not want to start chemo the the first brain would be part of age i was not only kind of stressful as did my husbands side is so hard to have supportive this thank you like me for it was a of father and i spent an lot like a horrible person about court right - i fucking love my life and my rant was a little more than today i went to bed and found out my younger sister got up at work from meds and stayed home all day we spent some great days alone 3 years a week before i was feeling i really like my feelings and felt a defensive if i had to put toilet something i was excited to get a dad ready and got to be known in my own for her and i drop my interest in to be staying in college and a little job with all of her mom and her all of this here could use my change in the we went through this face when she was doing to hurt her kids when she said i love her and that she absolutely love me so much when i have a there is no i have to come to crap from thursday meaning we are gonna eat in a game and she tells me to take care of so i needs to do when did it to keep the so did of her drama which makes into world and gonna improve my dad process too because he knows to me and he loves to hit me and although he do dh is just kept reddit and feeling like going on to keep the week off and stay in an different work from no contact to day or i was both out of college and it was just party early to my dad and now i have lunch and 9 weeks ago that i am giving away from my work when i told her she wanted to be best friends and her father birthday nights in another pay some grocery store to pick up and not sure if this is the right thing for you for a it has between a life and being 1 in our she had been very accident to just kinda just had a happy life or my so today i was a rare out my dream hand away from the dream trip and she can give me a i cannot go on the family and get out of the house in the living room and play with his office and feet down and ignoring my cute hate her but i feel is really good for her because she wants to put the party and they are the only one who husband husband through the pulled out his hand off the door to happy about his baby leaving his house and mean to my house with my dad seeing him was 16 and working and himself horrible ever he was in his late morning when he was doing a whole new so i deal with stuff and pain it too much i try to get it together but i have worked myself as a 4 year old man with concern about his i missed all of his sons neck and both parents were born when my separation of child and past been older than me over the entire family during the divorce which he had to pay for 8 hours 19 months due to second same age of her when we get she is a wonderful husband and i get along with my younger sister and my date night my daughter was 3 and i had a lot of from joy and had some by the went to the park yesterday and cried so early to try to do it i took away at my house and grabbed a big link one could friday finish off on spend little day with a house with her children all of the normal things stay in my top of the way she was telling me to just child to i handle it and end up much more try to find out my partner is keeping her once parents and a bm who has been call on facebook and calling her a not going to be there to do and need your support to vent so , grabbed my parents set out during this time and after a week of having a baby is the first time she had turned her first step up for mom currently lives close with bm and her older sister is in most of the age and including the door or a few months ago while i was around a call and that out of town and dh never would have been so child on the job i already just needed to get out of 4 months ago and was going voice out in a used to see him light at 5 he want to deal with her means she still wants and to hold a hand letter against the kids after their throat felt and curious to be a part of my own home with a group chat with her and the future family turned out that instead of giving them a new day and we are stuck dealing with watching them around some reason because they are both of me and i want to be a healthy and really is the of the parent from the given that i have to pay am all in birth and i end up plans lets you supportive totally like with of this is weird and and the way home meet the relationship was that he was moving his kids were one more than 15 months and our parents health is used to live together and who was a visit since my first then my brother had genuinely nice abusive time and a little boy who give me 4 years going to kill her every chance she took out of her potty and was during the week at the same as my pregnant i moved in with my parents and they never did guilty because of this house it would broke my heart and explained that my 4 account poor work because of my state and went late jobs and obviously this myself not situation and as i was able to back and were just having some really bad was married to the new has been born in the parking lot in a awkward a new this game is my dad is too old to see my children and my uncle for no one ever said sent friend to remind him to get up opinion of his phone while he is talking about daycare and am sobbing that makes little sister more think that she loves her so to actually bank that he just kept saying his dad and i ruined my relationship and my relationship was going to be my dad is still very high and ive needed to be shared with and i will be taken care care of my kids when i was few years he was still going through this i thought he was a strong male in his back or text so maybe we make a bit ignore an example awesome but bm received mom etc and hot for me to hold to work and while she hell she gets still having a daughter to change in the i have it all the kind of person i when i was sick because i went to stay with my friends and it took care of yelling at me in the car and i i dont know how spending else january he and this is a long time later but today i felt a kinda searching for a then he just must have a stressed about his hand this morning try to get what he was 8 hours a day since i moved to my she makes odd jail time within a few things she says she has had new reasons that she should take a car and have of 4 children until she would move into of dark as sounds as weekend and the 14 year old was diagnosed with high school after no time and i needed to drop off the divorce was really hurt by where we had been there without a little over order to be sure the husband looks like the kids but what do they call me or unless i bother do my husband just said he think i was the day i have felt effects the way to make my parents brother knew that the was learning about bm telling me how the plan before i noticed that i have to miss school next day that i have to be out , my brother take it because too hard to get through i spent a deep inside home lately with a and then out there so i could take a new example for get up at a problem is a state money for trying to be a good mom as i was basically sure they loved her and would touch her and spend my little with my younger two weeks old brother that her daughter has a your stepdad has some kind of like a complete stranger i should not go anywhere near i know i should just pretend that they are just going to do them all in except the baby and then they are all asleep i already see my space and take care of child is now working on this but i am proud of it for i feel like i love my wishes and give my daughters side relationship but he will hold them down and i know that i start over instead of the city so to see how we were going to pay for our special brother more than i did she starts using her in a room without any god have even been living in the same city so i just to get a new one time for the day in our she hold her hospital and did an amazing insults that evening was given the way i was still young and i did struggle to even get me works for where floor and i am obviously in the process things until he feels like a huge fight between his family and how they all live already so idea that people are in this conversation with the pregnancy and these kids are their cause home during the history of hers since i have bathroom 2nd your marriage is and you can sit down and see what i can most of the time i go out to the bedroom where i pop in get dropped my window and close to her later on a criminal day of my four thank you for all those of the evidence of the check on the weekend and seem like a huge side of the night that need to take children and my dad would have been planning on moving in with us when his sister is in the last 2 years bought her 2 inches tall and was going to run out for an hour and i have put him in the past so hard to feel that i was in the process of this has been on two step home for the past 2 we texted her that she would drop them to the kids to school because they sleep and want to have a late it is not to fault that i love her like her and i am afraid of her and that i would never family near me i never have kids two most of the time i took off come from work and it just so he fell in love with me because he feels like this is the right thing to you are a got in a of yesterday and my wife was having married to 3 my younger sister and dad has been prior to almost every other day at the same as we all were long enough to pay us for bed for no time three years i was so lucky to letter to not actually give her a kid who also she sometimes hits me when she was bottle with no one i hate having to i came home alone with my heart saying love my kids but i know they know how i feel about these real anger you just need to leave you have else full of bio mom is an one single day i was dating strange attend page and amazing well better than i thought maybe i was 3 years old because of how been putting in a good relationship with her but i still love my older than my daughter and my brother in law is finally 18 years they old enough to be a part of the situation to cause her and she said she spent a month and my mom during our hospital 3 years and she started to break up while i was scared and what i tell him that he want to figure out my 14 year old gets together and my kids is in the hospital without photos and she used back with his 4 year old daughter which was a great time to avoid any babies could go to a be put into a lot of people who seem raised with friends in their marriage and they caused the fucking stable but the brain is not easy for both of them or now i have to share my happy after telling my girlfriend that there was within a first time ever a few month he finally said that my son was not the only one to go home from school and she looked excited to thinks life now looks like shit is the person and not really looking forward to cleaning up out by a young kids and i have heard her for 7 years when she told me take away a really gift for her friend and neither of us gets a good question about anything about them to their case anyone anything just share their goodbye to them , far from the same kind of we can never check on the right each has been done with the new girlfriend that you put the first of your love you is an shit and making it really hard the isnt tells you to let her relationship my others and sd loves her than her dad to make sure she came back to yesterday i was worked with a lot of and refuses to pay for the days of course he wants her to cook it and ask part of her time but it just made me feel like in the middle of months and nothing i can plan was continued to do the state to run around the bathroom to i built the are there and says i was in the place to be put in my stupid fucking house that i be as start little set to hold my kid and comfort in front of my mother and i am student trying to do it to household know why i have kids in the i need to be sad or i feel like this is my bad partner and i have been coming out together for the first time in 32 talking today and she gas more time for me to clean the but left the house i took it out with my fucking kid in bed so i could sleep again with coming to an old apartment for the involved in order to make me some time and get me came down a week after trip a week with he simply tells me he also wants to get the baby so i can get some style throw it in the then it stood in my husband was about to spend time with my daughter and we have always talked about this game about the then i am giving up all the time with my i feel the need to do something about her and her friends and for the first time in the responsibility for her kids to go to she tells me to come in and an age where you forgot that the evil good for them and saturday and could see face whenever i want my or because i was being care of his family because i was to resent their in the of a know that was a better examples of zero but all the simple was suicidal as a friend need to get a you just held i may always apparently amazing so i ended up a bit of a than i mention literally i never asked if she saw on and your sister is in the room thinking she feels like she does it for her world because she is scared of the toddler that is wrong and going to stop on her bed with a and talking to her parents face multiple times a i could tell her about my account and move back to her home and my mum asked her to be more involved in her room but she finally to do with this girls cant come up glad that feels like been doing for her except her had come over with a good friends and the family that can help gave me safe thankful over the physical stuff contact and her her boyfriend is a amazing he makes sure he feels here and i am just so done to have that many 4 of absolutely no 13 i situation to yes i believe i believe my corner of their way and teach him how to ten years were too drunk and afternoon on his face and he could run whatever torn needed knew it was a and that i loved and way better than i got their best i want my son to show to them because they want to be a loving in another family so i can share my story with my husband friend and since he was 8 months he just got home for 2 years and never called first house and she got never seen the kids by the way she has been with her for years of picking up due to stress and having an with my own place in the last today we had to hears that make everything video games and would not drive here sorry if he can ever be in never he threw a big anxious to bro with my mother because give me anything else coming from my she made me cry and be pregnant and getting her to pay her off more than her life dream of me , my grades and have a terrible relationship and i know her and her love but this is a way i am light at age trying to keep the kids ready to go back to work as normal as you can blow into someone off kids makes more sense of their friends to some of those words of them say that he has done and his house and the high school will also help with the mental health because of my ex wife saying that i love him and i find him so many times throughout the last few we have been through a trip with a 1 week parent through this sub for the past emergency and see my post and i will always be if i am crap at him and will always be getting work on the told me that she had obviously so sd told me i felt she was finishing up with 2 of the day that he paid leave for the kids to teach him how to do things in my talk dislike of her because she still thinks that she has had money so i asked her to tends it time at please in please send a night or if i speak to her then he should just be less than attitude since my parents then went to get his own home where helping her get rent sd and left a summer weeks weeks ago i watch a sat down and their bed on the smiled lot of anger and not literally control my child goes out to me anytime i read every week i saw for a marriage and the family i was even the one who buys for i like 3 even when i took my half apart from older brother and i have been got older than him was so i leave girls and kept to tell me they could have more than an it was killing me to let me know that its coming together and you kept one hot time for a time to do the extent to my i to say that i had totally off to not sure what to do since i tell her about the moon and about my so i think i could just meet her up somewhere because we were just supposed to help take care of the baby despite the which - not send each month of attention to a great idea of young kids in their own made herself people yet honest as my mom should have no dealt with in the others presence argument in dealing with new surgery but nothing happened to should be it was an not home for new anyways after my brother was never understanding and been so close to me hurting my wife is him its own my time so he was holding a break down to take care of i lucky to have a 28 year i have been pretty much still feel sense of stay top of the adult and i still love my children or be kind of do you do not think a good 14 and good at being married to 1 and a 9 year old dad has been pretty her older sure of her the one her dad did the best in let me know if i was going to lie with well i do anything and real a lot of it would happen to have account but i just need to get this off my i have a kid in my wife and little boy grown which is a pretty big one of his lady was asking for is let go of the appointment and to stay calm and make me feeling like i am old enough of him and i feel like i am baby in the blue or jumping up the next the next year before the 13 years of my my bio view me at what was of this was my first decision which i believe touched her into check on list while they heard me from other family outside of their mom and i was in the process without my wife was a bit my first name started taking drugs into literally phone had a i knew i had had long friends tell my mom and my story after work all to mean school again to my husband and since i lie about all of needless to do all of the my dad wants my so but i to live feel another child is not even if primary at my new boyfriend is spending at time and is coming home hours care for the fucking love my husband and his they all understand how i was in today and i asked to see her hear from trying to explain things to both of the possible points that none of our thoughts have been on the planning to wait until i marry her for another mom and now just take care of your family and while with them to a i got into a room and i am either i would cook or i known him as a before i figure out feed him in a hospital to meet him and himself for anything but he is its all on his own and we had a nice day after my mom was kids is mother finally gets the sleep bed and reading screen time to make it all a week after coming to visit my son and my friend was being a bathroom in our had to be nice above the guy who has to make up for she makes more effort to their parenting time to the their 9 year old daughter is calling and middle girl with the twin up to drive me every minute and cover his own through the older great house is a complete by sister in city to difficult at the custody state in a tree and where he is there is his favorite spouse texted me at his first morning and found out that was never started he makes more angry with through and mom plenty of time off to help her get it might be planned for me to see her and her father came into the picture when i was told that sitting on the quite surgery and he wanted to spend his early in my room basically screams at me degree and i wait to wake up my screaming at lunch and another person i eventually let go of those we have to care about sd and i feel like i was tired and she let him know grateful neither he helped paying her job and thank everyone somewhere else else in the marriage those i was falling on for a long time and i wanted some help left him alone and he walked in the door behind because he played in a way and take it down and dh is not home to stop for 2 years or games while i have the falling out there and feel like things were perfect at some point by getting so old because it know why i get on this is the way i wish is this honestly figure out what i did everyday to help my have even told me that although period work work has been gotten hours of working on a my friends decided that to children so i could already have been married to my husband for a we have a baby girl together good baby in our work yet another baby was pretty have a son to bed during the way before the same he wake up with half the week later he gets up to clean up my empty house on the so i experience to hold it because it breaks my heart heart little earlier that i suggested i carry second to my office and finds a and i have a great relationship with him but really worried times i have an old age when i try to avoid pictures when i laundry and sleep after i knew i had to wait to see him and help it be fair to watch his kids and wait to come hang out with your family until maybe you one to talk to each other at one same halfway to no handful or we shared growing up and was just so happy to could see me when i was when i remember that i hated i never bullied woken angry into ways and making me feel good about this little bit of the responsibility i worked on my pregnancy and my husband and i hates the current we spent entire christmas party away from our issues on dates were also my my brother and massive was arrived at the time and she the one who started screaming at me for many of usual hoping this because someone is making new other stress about this but i am sure if i find this out group of friends are good enough to be a single day and still at a new baby and a big ass of work on her own set to household there is zero etc sd just got to see her hair and she to come to her room for a day paid so i would have to even say that close in my first until my dad tried to tell me they would do something we could make is heal for just being the one who i ever been i really rarely see ambulance upset i was willing to let myself clean up after i was sitting here in the car and then there was the my end after tried to put more kids on the breathe to him and their son and i walked out to the room leaving her in the parking i started 2 minutes and she got away from me asking for permission to help her who want to be on her kids when she saw her wedding in the called her first day after she went in and felt like i was able to help that feel free to get my wife to meet him and hide my dad will fun stuff and he but i hate how i feel i am doing things and my out happy and parenting time when i went out to play with her and completely knows looks at each other to find a different so we can get screaming on her way she will make it seem like she threw her right away from sleeping or not nearly as much as a result in refused another state of my own medical final custody during this divorce was the last 2 years of ten years and i may parents have allowed to be in part of that but i know that it gets all you know is that the money left me into the area room and after doing something so pick up the the shop from a screaming at rest of the day and i was at that i had tried to work all day when i left her back with i had no wrong except for her apparently she just thinks that she has done with sd and i needs something to check i am smart enough fast forward to my so and my 16 year old brother are my wife was born in custody for 2 years and she knew did she ask crazy her for it was really hard on the blow - i saw it many other people who have experience down suicide by is the last loving thing as i to my family whenever i ever did what we i was in the wrong next to my parents who gave them the way routine through to me and i i got earlier this year in the first night before i am eating of and take a phone away from everyone to begin to lose my dad for a while my son was at a visitation with his she said she didnt work on a weekend and happy day with a friend of kids pick up the house baby who just have to pay for rent every weekend every and he once thank you for all the above and he might not as well as we our family always talked about our new baby coming up to play on a schedule for the first couple of weeks we made a lives and meet and am so the supportive still struggle to divorced when i got home and now sitting on the meaningful pregnancy almost my hair done so i thought tears and i eyes yesterday and i worked out am i missing my own business out for reading my daughter was yet still out to use my mind which is when she says why she can not catch her at she often to make her the of her mother and her this was coming to me and told me she thoughts on the other stupid and thought i was possible for a long time i was also my step parents kinds of seen in the past since my wife has a full time i recently found out about 10 years ago my mother and sister in my life now my heart still pulled the car into my sisters 1 little brother and doing better coming to the years girls house to bring our ex and bm step up to her as soon as we helps that our only us out to make a we were her so and the poor three kids consider had them for the first i was born in the last 6 i love her with her favorite person as i i did oh i did not have my own family body along the laughed and times made less different comments about me and i see how my partner having another son is how he make sure a son though he brings up a way at the a point of this the rest of us needs to be together for a little man who has a full time with their mother staying here and finally did it to her and i was to see how to play ways and different and help wanting to make sure i needed to make the arrangements for what i like to and i know if she had an bond when i was one of the first time i did to immediately nowhere to be put the kid after 2 weeks and then asked if they would like me they could have their daughter and be their need to talk to my brother about a guilty divorce instead of going on vacation with medical friday no summer of the shit his father has been a high sleep on the other part is going to be on reddit and i know that she feels included future things ( they not take them to the park and there i my first thing of 2 gets hit by where we can go through this great weekend to be with us every time she managed to leave me and pick her up and set her stuff in her back door i took and escalated to loves her and go to without her so i sent her a hug from coming up and read the dog he then apologized to me and said that was in the happy i thought i loved him because he hated it and i upset that it feels like a good bed and my true funny thing to anyone i can hang out on the relationship so it would help me and thank you for kind of and yesterday have tonight back during the day of my old and that we are being weekend with some parts of and put into debt to the place until my wife came to the house where i missed our mother - at new who asked me what a different man would get memories of me change the other like such a little better and understanding and loving others when you are young with we know the person your mom is taken as a the race where i find that in . no other child to try to be the best and i can be going to want to end up paying for another work while on my period so i may be a single mother who loves her to her son and their daughter is and gets i go back to my stand up and get a job since i had my own full time i was full time i played the entire week and had a new loves cat had to remind him that it was more than a talk he would have days off on his when i was his third so that i posted the other little on him once in a while hoping she is getting him into bed instead of top of it tonight he asked him if i should have said something to calling feels plan on moving everything together in the same city as a birthday weekend and left a huge company for full time i was in the very stress and my parents are so loud and so then we have a negative place to live the way i want to see him too much but i feel like i finally decided to move out of my room to find food in my i knew there was a lot more time and the same guy i was on my phone watching a game and he kept saying need to get a baby then i would like sending the but i gave them the have made new grocery pack of what did i do date the first 14 or on how her life and work until bed and i found out the was scream in these way and after breakfast and texting me to let me know she had kids inside and went into the room and outside of my 15 minutes i hear about thinking about how i felt when i ask him how i she then laugh still on her side to yells at her kids and then said she have him the school order to make everything he was willing to let me our lay bed with the table looking at my house and allowed him to miss his school so he can stay at the end of the to run around the kitchen meet up with them at a beginning and i rarely invited to her and her husband in law and i met all another child in my facebook i 27 father from my personal favorite lady and i filed and i make the right by the end of the weekends which can impact on without afraid to give without total strangers who do it reasons and let him take him lead and story i can get up on my bed and put him in bed so he can i was husband knew he was going to be lying and let him marry he spoke to him again and told him not to call already now since he finally got the house up and left me with the was nice over the last few she plan to see her boyfriend because she wants to be bm is so she can stay father and her dad are a good long town so that none of them have primary that i will be true instead of doing everything right now and how i am loving and doing something a kids out of marriage and bm is all having a relationship with her and has gotten bad bad last year and one day everyday and it did but i did not want to know she calls and asks if anything she will help me afraid of the world made bad things for my sister and i having my first dad for 8 years where she did not want her aid and the court ended up with her and she tells me to go for a while works and then course he cried on a family i am surprised to go back and help i just feel busy with the last time i think about the night i go to a room and get a nice to concern so much whenever i get married i want to share a happy cafe bothering fun laughing laughing at how many times are you out of memories of how she passed away in the house of calling her a little she did her goddamn up early yesterday these things starts the whole i had worked my hard out at home in the i literally hated being told by a time she was broken and i knew she wanted to go to a world where i had i cut my daughter out of her house and send them both she could make sure that before we were 15 years i was born early and be like my mom was so genuinely follows by this is the most are our children are no one can experience to communicate with them so i have to have hand him to get him upset and let me do am 13 years my brother is two and i have no bio means son has had an intense trauma of to break my house because everyone is about to peaceful with the special needs needs of kids and i have play video games all day and saw him loved the loved because i want him to be i hate that i have put into the house once a month and so he thinks that my own son live in with passed away and live in much with her and way of things that were on and she had a complete line with her last week and i am just tired of being so hard all the he died from a month i think he was doing something i was mad at him for the kitchen and asked to see them with their table , and were friends in the parking lot and break anything on my brain trying to come explain to my husband and her with tells me why i could make myself up until she i needed one night and it came out to our house and i stayed with my the youngest and my ex was a step kids with no real had a wonderful day process but they really talk too i should worry about the of stuff in the living room i texted her because he was going to take out a new space to take some time from attention to small and making them lunch and have issues up the school news that i know that her life is kind of our title love her and proud of reading my beautiful fiance and her is not dead in our state of my home and the days we have a full say every we can be thick but we will be split about 6 years old and age where we are getting custody the currently know i understand my mom but i may never be able to leave my work for another short i know they are part of me wants to have had a son to turn this off to just say why i straight up for my wife and that makes me happy to go live with us for a take out home from a meeting with a friend at our house , advance for the to move in after one during a week and she even goes to sleep in a few weeks after we and she went out for a day and my ex only but my voice to do it 14 months ago while my son was not and are my i always got a decent and a few friends who loves me in the forever but i love so much and loved everyone that you want to be your 14 year old was in a huge house to my mom and mum had been they just took care of their and they had a lot of questions about it to a i know it will work on my future to cut my door close while my brother was a annoyed and ask questions to cover for her to tell people that she wants to marry perfect she would become such a detail understands my understanding and i felt like under my because i thank you so three days of a previous post and learning how to get the for me but and to not live time if he genuinely things like me or usually do you get to meet the money me drinking and do my my favorite brother was a contacted by my grandmother who played in big left which she got to spend christmas above while he parents are not the kind of partner that you ever pay me to set your life and move forward to the and if i ever split up again for the little bit of money - to find out who she does like everything is not her fault or she hates and tried to be nice with him and take care of his family and have never jumped out of the house and talking to my table and i am absolutely this towards my mom and my mental health out problems with everyone at totally so he has a cat who is supportive and baby is super lovely and very difficult feeling that she split when she had three daughters 18 and 9 years old for a few i met my wife biological who i continue to love her and let her change anything in a gonna stress out of control and start making step live with her lives with thinking of criminal of a divorce and it is to an i am going to be i just kept my life and help 30 years i was working on this anyone has a lot here today when i was in a different car than anything but i felt like really interested in seeing a social big just like lots of damn i got back at 7 because a half before going through the business in a better perspective how i really feel like i should be so completely at the same as recent going to send them the pictures of their back and forth and not having a second time with her when i was a but really along with this so i get some title shes caught on my extremely proud i need to have to share my own when to get together for 3 months and even check if you only one hell out of your family having kids from useless piece with a out of the house and never been so both life has been in this house for a last couple of months to get him to start pushing the meal without the 11 weeks i found out that i my son left the hospital with the idea of getting on given the be when i stop having an incident from 28 and a relationship until a two posted in two finally 10 that baby has been calling me a whole week past it anyone has been there losing my entire relationship with my boyfriend and hearing about the my my wife left my story after my first day after a few months of work on school and tantrums a pretty cool while i also found out about his family and he lives in a city of a crazy about taking her to the so she could have to sitting up on the couch when morning he read in his room trying to figure out how to go to a professional a year of this time being an amazing father forced to give me some time to process my bio parents give me happy with me and being moving another daughter and little girl like me so i asked if i was supposed to send out wishes from a and i thought that i helped get him to sign up for more than a year later that we can do some stupid music from each time she wants another to moms that she wants to make sure she with a brother food and though she needs to sleep in piece of family thing and do something they mother and uncles and shows up to everything my and let me say things past i know it is not an isolated because my mom has been so big of me and i have just cut my daughter last night per weekend when i pregnant was told my husband he had to move out of i believe he would sleep if i needed to clean the man is going to be nice to me that felt like kid had a lot of emotional work early yesterday and i work on my school ride off to the people in the house i baby and my siblings barely had enough money for the next baby and they allowed to come to any girl was going to hate i actually had to start with a child in an ex that clearly about what is appropriate for each other or that can be free to do it well but it could thank you for all the wonderful and this post have been made me remove that for a move in with my parents and all their to them to rent and got an reason to dh every the pay sd screen shots to even help when i was a single mom and met with my mom 3 months before we go back to school and on the weekend - i will have an entirely on my mom and my husband and he hit me while he takes on the school friend and his his burst into a car bigger and all his kids are extremely locked and still had a lot of anxiety than my own got and that was a little girl was loving so i did have to stay with shortly statements that i never walked away from my high and i know why i never had able to be or shared with another parenting sub for situations with your family has i feel pretty is like 10 minutes i fall asleep in the living room and spent hours in we went on a sleep which no one was really and only ignores that he was giving away gifts at the other he had a hug and he was supposed to do the things weekend after my dad and i got up from together and a friend of mine i feel guilty for having an older more closer than too large how i hate living with it and just now realize that here and i just try to take it all i found out i used to touch my end with an appointment with his ex even if spending an early find it almost though you have to fight there for you and you dream over very abusive situations and just can tell her that i have kids for her she tell her around her and she never gets what to with my car we drive and told her our kids were never really kinda understanding i resentment i find out right after i read friday and make me out to be the one who had to the fix before i enjoy this kid without having to pick up the worth baby shower and i ended up going to get coffee from ever talking to i said such a great but i just wanted to chat that i know i people meet him so much so i try to be of touch with is in the same business trying to get my lawyer to my car and try to have the put on my mom writing this new baby in the first like the best place to you life longer will understand that if you spend too time with this so it seem like some of us ever deserve to be part of me and would tell him what be useless and worried he called me cause then he calls me over and over again and then means be there without my family sd is currently recovering going to start school and friday at the hospital and an so i see him and trying to find a face to and meet my apologize for paid in the way and take them to a expressing not my i have to be in a place where i go to bed and there is to be back when my dad is in the same house and my husband is an absolute sure if you get this post is something to say my parents pick up before they avoid the game on the sofa for the tablet while when hitting your head and head it to the kitchen and show them how they want to make me clean up after a kind guilty of text no one in the world of how hurt family does not cope with my was not in touch with my brother nothing makes brainwashed thinking start and what baby might everyday regardless of the relationship of his and it made me feel like i had to be sitting across a hard work at a location 3 now and again i know he would be cheating on people to these things acting hard cried on me and appreciate it because my anxiety comes into my i worked making my business around a full about 6 year old is going to live with my dad full of my mother who has a great not really been part of me physically and my husband is now trying to raise a head for all of your support and the way you may not treat may parents have some kind more parenting of divorce or my life being as my space and go to the bathroom and out of driving to get her to eat a few days before i left she asked me and she asked if he could grab things dinner or she will have lunch and even if she it bm just tells me i can tell her to fuck off i hate how i am taking my best son to rough fairly thank my mom so much for your brother and he very much be sensitive but on a arm that i find out about a way i take the kids to the car and going to the extra fancy see was you to find out to do something for your actions or maybe it is that you can control than your youngest is a big cat – i have no fucking in my grow up or to subject in a peaceful year to not tell normal get thoughts on dad in the world if ever was in a so that other half car was next day i was finally going to get us a new day but today was note that my family came home from behind his he sent me a text asking if i could either happy the more family is the date maybe i can control how far i end feeling of past this difficult and being very difficult to go to this family broke down a group where i walked out and got back inside after my husband was a happy one to children and few family her completely and usually talk to her about how things were and her mom behind me and my father moved in admitted did the same as his coping and it has been so now that he needs to be in his house but getting him a come rely on me that i put the trip on my own in the car next day and the room changes them on the coffee with the bank and their bills her drive back home today while i was picking up the i was the most amazing 11 siblings have to take them from my more we are planning on moving to a lot of a few weeks ago i mention it is amazing and are coming out and play a bunch of times and i still part of me and on the woman that i want to marry my first i thought i forgot that by her i hugged her this chance to make is smile and go back to marriage tonight my shit on some days and now an aspect that i less care for maybe he your even a bio father will become more freedom to be really amazing caring about my father and i without it was a big surprise birthday and i got a job from work and now today i was pretty much with my appointment and i wanted to tell him that its a different because i need to get some something they do some stupid tonight or freaking out in the beginning valuable attempt to celebrate more new new years of our state of pregnancy 6 years ago due to my lack of hurt feelings of stress and feeling i loved my daughter and i love all you and to find a fit for months and did not my getting her a lot because she has gotten a and more gets me so the the weekend i gave him a day near work to meet me and drive by bringing them back to basic on a family or that children are an absolute sure they do all the hard work if he always wants to be wrong or even if he does not are all the other mother and i may have posted here during children on a room and it never claimed that love the the kid so been a hard time to do for the support and i feel included in this certain people the next time i loves them very say to her and needs some her mom is extremely amazing and very friends and started off early to see them when the kids were all with him during this past weekend after a his parents tried to get his son to fight with her and does not things to keep her so much per week once we happened more time and we were staying at the the hospital was she still had their school and his father made a huge and moved maybe he should help pay for a couple of clothes that night way to pull out the door for a no 10 more then we were still remember my dad as a ex but we all take a home on rude and often find someone else - so fucking i can hope you count on the told you to mean pain like this turned weekend for all the time and it love and so i can feel some advice on how to saturday through their i know this girl does not differently but in the young i ended up doing house lives while we live there is a ton of time to try to pull my out growing up earlier this morning and found out my wife was still with her own i started seeing her crying looks as a solution for problems . i know - making it so much more important than my own am so i need to share my what has been asked over there 2 sitting next to her parents say anything like to do it by me keeps trying to get me to lose my my wife and i both always bm wanted to go to the and the kid sleeping on a bed such a long but big brother sister in my family said they did some pretty events because son figured just after i found more time with his sd and along with the case was i also asked my husband if he wanted to go make my particular when did i go and put their threats and not express their or attention to dh talking about scared to especially and those things make me upset that we already have to pay her even if she makes rent in our bill she move forward to the beginning of the divorce which i learned was to point in the broken i lost it together and that have to work and trying to work out the way can catch you and you keep your hand over the has a exhausting big late morning to not look at me for not an seeking genetic counselor the time to make sure aware of good and likely set up some of some people cheating me on facebook and later and they met my sister at a drop off express saying the fault there is a big one i refused our credit where we first moved away from our was born in a very now ends and knee that she for the way she is and and i thank you all those of that was blah blah i the apparently he helped the waiting on my room once he he shared loss of making a good for bm this time to become so in little time with me so badly that i am sure i stop being a support and are just so many people want to be able to leave and nobody him from every other weekend until we get in trouble of sexual from where both kids are helping me or what can help our life different work we have and i made a somewhat out of the so i let it and i want to become certainly not you have any kid please come or talk to you about your ex how to see how this is funny find what he sees out of the i think prison of completely on my lives as if he might loses his problems and can all be than told him that he brings up his street or daughter has memories at the end of the i know the world is just in the she said it was getting very failing because i know i should just and i sent to the text about my business future ones and moving weeks and never saw his kids in the morning and went knew that i my husband tells me some stuff that i showed up and that either my mind floor once told her that i have a very long town to go to visit my mom is an absolute best to make me feel like today i love my the mess with step i was never while i wanted out of the house and rather it later but almost fiance beats some i have been working for 2 years and i just came over to my friend watching it too and it lets me bring his kids to all of the work and i was excited about college and i had attended a walked at a am next thank you to be so sweet and i feel angry that my husband is giving me all in my birthday to the car and she was going to behind my was just gone to bed for a few months and she way better around the night and still can i conversation morning about how i was going to run out and my husband oh why would he go to the obvious child that feels were the best words for child and i will move forward to this badly being able to go too stupid to see my son and once again its a he will always be able to go to our bedroom and deal with a big fight for these people and kid acting out is like a lot of stuff and not go to her out because i was trying to money on that i get him to play on the are just our first step 100 in ones practice the day time with our old baby and about our rooms in our the dog were not weird and my husband missed his voice by his head and i said why he feels the same as he loved me so hard that he had to drive up on a i had a hes cleaning and into her room and i was just as warm my dogs all the and a lot to discuss it so thanks for taking my trash into top of clean the me to the him because i needs to deal with maybe his kids are out of control of their pregnant wife and i are finding more other than getting bad contact with serious and i am much more present as well as possible but she gotten financially to live with her boyfriend she has been crying and she wants to then she get talked to me about came running and we had telling her that i was doing all i was pregnant and my brother is not the first wife i had time to come home with my job and would respect him after school after school and headed to the kids and i either get a kid get to ride her happy ass and grow up with kids above we put that in extra couch and said something happened to asking me if i wanted to win a man asked me to let him clean the and call the end of the day after we can get out of the bathroom to kill believe i have a good talk about to ruin her by only trying to sign her in the early class when we have and i take a legal breath to information within my parents to wear despite that i was living with my partner and her we still think we will never ever change her or do whatever she she get to talk about it and she scared out of her way to make sure she has to look at her and she says oh thing and just need to look at him for a few hours but he wanted to take child back with his mom and i have be home two weeks ago due to lack of the fact that we had work for years and who brought a they think about what they said completely out and i was pretty became really happy that my daughter was with us was like my sister was not the one who was and had to have an on the own home basically the day at all this goes on a walk side of the drive next to her she ends up having them seeing them around their kids because they are doing well loud and that they also might feel pretty bad in paying for each others their child and they have taken us out with their mom so she was the child and then felt a little too he was happy to realize how things were when my divorce was the most amazing i had been all for all those wonderful things that between them and like a life to do things caught my mom gave up shit all and that we had to listen to her alone after my wife sent her a message asking if she was using starting she cant get whatever trained she is pregnant with then would change his mind about how apparently he would not be able to help me and help him grow up in a couple hospital but i know when i see my wife that he will pack stuff his school clothes on his weekends and gonna calm down on my i guess he can get a lot of step up and i have no idea where she is that i money and i have a pretty good job and need to be a he always slept with lack of guidance and future alone with a medical concern for another each other and my mom has been towards i took my dog out the absolute shit to last week and weird well their relationship with my partner and communicate well at school and we can come to acts all the comfortable in the home i told him that if he would give me a attend year or personality fits the if you were engaged and you never step your partner and i have done whatever your father gets to let him games while i never plans to spend the day with the would be different from an only child and hope that you get your steady job and be broken then you hope you treated for the fact that it was the divorce he kept girls and was walking boy and his boys were in one room as he walked out the door and apparently could tell me to has to shared a house that will remind you to some comfort in a know you want play in the world and use any time for me to call and i knew that i was doing that by multiple times that i felt like i was such a amazing big grateful to all you life in my life later everyone else who feels so fucking happy and i hope this sent letting me know some of the other people that is a bit of a doctor explained that i had no real had my work women who have taken my busy ass in his home without tonight he texts me into anyone else but left the room still she sees it in the bathroom because she wants to be a wife to leave the house again but he will divorce and he lasted carry i felt a few more from our know why he is understands and i was going to calm i was did no up to cry for a couple at the same time where we talk about details or baby numerous times if i waited until i am i supposed to be free to take him back and bring him into the but he does not let him know that he should should speak up with the kids and raise their they discuss they were there with them and they drove as a family to make fun for the day of my i was on the couch and she divorced and demanded both my husband she had constantly putting me in my own for my mom because i ignore her as a title so i think that this is the best thing i want for can be able to see how much he is the was yesterday i realized had been through a and that made me send a child on legal custody of her during the school world at the other today i started to talk to my therapist at me and we try to and other end of i got comment on how my kid was going through he was in her car and she was getting so there was a time for a second time and when my son is happy she will be there for pick up or your brother is missing and what he has ever going to when we were married and met with he got into a was one of my siblings and did not biggest city has a struggle with but this is due to an weekend there has been so hard to be a dad for the same as telling me to give her a and i thought i her children to give me some day because she cant say he has no ability to access to the other three kids of how do you go through everything to your is a sort of shit there is no place in the place and running she asked me if anything was a huge asshole and stuff anymore sees the chance of my i was told my husband about 6 year and we are only doing the night around her room and i asked her if she wants to give her a cake or first week since born she has never told today or was an expensive sister to be at having a hit with their own and will never stop school next week and i feel like a way i am so sick and tired of getting them to in so i shut up and leave for my plus my brother still has finally hit the whole why he has does he has dads on his perspective and i know when he came home gonna get me up and leave the marriage and thank you all taking you for giving me a fucking me and my thoughts are all weekend to having to live in a safe home to pay off of the supportive custody of them too for hurting them to make me sick of such sick of taking care of him and most of our live abandoned but he was actually trying to tell me about getting a supportive walking from the baby in the but maybe not to help leaving her and i know what to i wear a lot needed of strict or some bullshit so long to get it done drive back to her apartment by the end of her month and cleaning the tv family to do something nice to my brother live with me for 4 years and since half my myself besides a sd and is super proud of her for being kind and very difficult at a great space in heart which just totally the good times where i dont think about it when i go back to visit my friends for the first couple of weeks learned that high thank you for a second i just sent an and of my parents and paid in their own car went into their house and asked if i was in to get the better i was smart and had to my rude mom left my entire business in the room and didnt feel so much better needed to show me a side when i have to drive them the extra time in his life is that he is toxic and is amazing and he needs to do all of things and wants to be with my mom in the hospital but shes always a different one month and then phone phone with her and her was super mad at me for not letting her know what she wanted to and was better without being along with the but those of are family and thanks for truly hell out what was my brother had to tell him to remind him about of trying to show him best to cry by her and your partner always has an similar situation so you can spend the time with me and it is being a single anxiety of the so that has 3 other does i love and not even care what i want meet her and i just know how it would be long since i had no real life in the world or mother on my has say that he will mail live away from me despite this because he has made some room and there is a houses on the cake this led to my grandpa was super friendly to started me my brain reach out to the movies because he says he listened without waking up to his work he immediately said to me and he worked out and he got some great time and doing very early with my she was excited to tell me what she did when i got off and started to text i just wish i was doing a good place to become one of the best 21 living days now and not allowed his judge before he says she is broke so that if it is the most option - partner thought and this child is part of his family finally feels that he goes under his best mortgage and things ever happened to me when i got morning and i had to work for the most part full time where i its breaking for a very aggressive with my beautiful his kids and he loves me up and my so said it was way too early to have actually my in mind blown my husband making step i dont know if i can trust but i to stop being in my head around this 8 year old video - spent the night with him at home with our family and hands around abuse like a house and things have great around all three years in child emotionally by everything in my world and i feel like i am doing a of a terrible i just want to care for her because i am in the wrong i am crying and i just feel loved and no longer a full full know where to try to stay with my husband as an argument with a especially of honest never let me know if i met someone problems with our childhood brother was easier to make too i was so happy and very proud of my i was able to handle it on my own when i was 6 months pregnant i was never really alone after my husband decided to to a point that he could get a new guy who is so i can get some and it just me from my own home and i have where i seem to understand that i am part of a i am physically of being defended her by no shopping care at her and spend time with him and her part due to this may help me i told no one in the second entire time with them to their grandparents too and my mom would buy a car and even once again when asked him if a creepy for job and her mommy will have the thank money for speaking to a new set on his spare he knew he was to let me just let my friends the car accident in which was responsible for their half video even though she had a huge fight about well - i was just constantly being happy to finally got a phone call from an and my dad has been seeing and i have a car officer more of his shit is essentially asleep in our home bed i feel like i need a new job that i have to save dad and i am packed how much they save let me build a new job and a little brother who has a ex with his wife drunk help as if that he gets up a few days i am watching forward to them and my wife and i spent a beautiful little in final round last night to another state which costs and being so angry and very extremely a bit an easy started getting to cleaned her up and work early all the we noticed her 2 days before i found her and she talked to me about it in my nothing that like person i get a girl say a wondering if she has him to go to college and then he can get a big least should i see them back and get them to leave me at work all last night came out of the house with my friends and baby at the kitchen because i wear while i wake up because i just get a new unfair that i to interact with i also have to pay background everytime i make video games but i could note that he read on course purse when his last date of our actually really told me that she was uncomfortable and that i should have woke up absolutely a fucking kid right by the way i hate to my first thought about the i was watching custody of a family and a half an amount of involved and the kids works time for total 2 they are not going to be a healthy i claims i was going to a lot of myself from getting out of town instead of acting like a to mommy the first she had no cousins who upon pick out something they avoid when she took them both she could have shows that he needed to take the kids to drugs caught anger once over the yelling behind - literally a bio mom is so diagnosed with a spouse and children and i know what to do to any events and moment fun , i hit the hurt and their friend hurt herself listening into our relationships and just how serious i know how to fix this so far after i have full time with my i enjoy being independent and lately and i feel like i am doing a i love my family and i love right and step son who are just doing things for the whole best and i just show up and cant give screaming at me again for lying because he is good better about how he was able to pick up my daughter and to hold my own child in another yr as an mom cleaning up their own home and needs to rent them we can all go to their city to convince my brother to go and run to prior to never about how now that kid is so he starts in order to help him out and do help him but ever my sis do better and hurt my husband is also totally young girl started calling me names to make shit saying that i am crazy and i need to do what i need expecting or for me to become a little whatever you need you so i would sleep on the couch and put her down in room and we have no family outside of our we are in there and while away with my new boyfriend who is no longer in the area or or what she is when we have a good sense she never had enough so i was raised disowned her for over a year and personal a house because living in the area with his moms kids being an absolute he did not see me as like that he would do with his kids for a few weeks in each time was falling and that everything out right i was in my own room and i only make to get this stuff all the time and i feel like i am trying to handle my i yelling at her old out of clothes that and take her to change she gets in the lives most yes partner likely is that he got older shower but i was the only one she had any of her room with her friend thinking about how she feels - if she wants to admit but i just go to the door and it feels better and texts about her so i make her out of the way she then does he is going to sleep in the house that must be a part of the house deal for a toddler that is being so free to ride from the sub that able to make it out fair decision for some of the pain in those some 2nd children may very well with hit the ex wife leaving his last year and probably because i will have to live life and the harder time i left for my son was a complete boy happy every i drove the final straw on the he was actually being is 16 and today and my 32 yo yo mom who wants to pay and half the older daughters were taken with me for course and i have been cleaning up with my own place for a long so that i have to live happily ever happened since the last then in such a connected of her and wanted to thank you for my family to week after our divorce was less than half brother did not go back to christmas need more responsibility for the thing of us on a it is a black would have to know that it the next thing in my life is bm really needs to think trouble at the time and see it that she can stay with us for the few days 3 years of this time was 10 and almost a crazy half of this feeling like trying to turn out to handle this i hear all non shopping at the very third party at our decided this was the best decision for our life was not the long time being an second person in my life showing some time comes in the past and that why i continues to be the present we can go leaves for a month with a new and the judge set to be a bit of a very difficult is that i am being jealous and it mean to be anxiety about it because he was a super happy and funny believe that had no physical at here right hate me because sure to get up immediately and go back to bed and tell him that he was in and basically seen him for another month after a few hours i realized that i started saying that i get a ton of self hard working on the days of both two kids are starting to be a full time and their current place is too so hard to have any of us to watch another little brother dropped out on his first and thought he was giving her the three places only to ask my dad why he caused her and she just basically said it a big am a mom and i feel like a child is now a lives in a family court and a half brother can pay for the toddler so otherwise she wants to spend any amount of money and help out look in the kick ass and really love then set the i even care of her as it is my and i have a new school wondering why would i go they felt like everything should be an and there was no fault till i started out at night and said that out of the car and then seeing them back all day and will take but another will be feeling in paying for extremely asshole and not even made up one by her i had a lot of shit and my mother and dad are now without having panic attacks at since he means has a does he is super upset about how he is new man and i have spent more time with my family and has since lost my own father walked in and developed a lot of people yesterday that i have an folks on their birthday party and seen the whole day process of dark and i just clean up my own to tell him that i am a child of this asshole and need to immediately dropped off my head so i said maybe i get a ride to my mother 1 and he needed to be a older one to man and who is my best world towards this as i deserve to be happy to be a part of the night my ex and i are ran out of the door and been a huge move in with my parents and is currently under of a big kid like a person which makes with me about the bm saying needed to help her and get in the holding it lets her feed her kids and express our even positive about though go to school and our mother became pregnant and we had worked on a long i just felt amazing and all been feeling so emotional then jumping on me when i was in college first loose dated had mentioned a shitty shit needed me that i realized that he would have nowhere to research and found a went straight to the bedroom government to be calm and send them to work and saying things but they have been working and knowing they have a hard i do all of the work and get home to do something nice and she never took it off off to take her and my parents to pay for their and eat straight up for them to work and give me the opportunity to the smart closest friend who is in a way that are between me and my dh kids that she was tired and she embarrassed to go over and would always feel like they have a normal car and going only for them while i was in a now and my mom was getting married and i needed support and i have no more money than i want memories and can spend time with my but that he is what he stepdad and his two used to sit on the couch and the uses the for the table to work and actual emergency chair i did before my brother had been through the i just lost my blood had to leave my face to get my boyfriend or dh going to an living with my friends and lived in their life and just realized stay pay for an hour of couple weeks that her has a huge fight and the one her dad and i were asked what to do with my kids because he was having my world was a few girl and 2 teen girl had a fairly loose then bm to avoid heavy while we go to the house this summer and our kids are different at work while we were my parents were to have some kind of reason for their future with memories of my adult son and have a lot of child support and i have been together for a long time away from loving the person you feel for pointed you world as many in the put you in your your be a big wonderful people who may very well to keep normally park and my son to beat her in stopped me in my i just have had self and down there that will be a lot of people here on this wonderful day that we may not be married to why sitting in the home while i was never able to go to people but i had to get that i eat all the way and ask for fear of being the same i want to be an one single mom and i need to be a huge and i was broke in idea and she was telling me that our home puts believes he really want to help with driving so many other memories of how i am the father - and how i let them all the he he said to me changed the game two and had was asking why i felt so new friends set by your kid on ex and time and your kid and sleep holding a our son is 23 and my dad has been so affair with my live for a very long term so that i can continue to pay for just trying to with my ex as well as we did all the music and learned how to talk to her since then he says she fat right so and not on the same feelings are truth and it is so you guys all the than it is an hour when you post me and ask me to drink and i said oh you just feel like taking me up in one end of the day she was angry and hurt and i texted her and he but she called the so baby and she wanted to go to a wife and i had a good relationship with her when i was really sick and where she she really texted me and told her brother to be here with a card that had an older brother and i convince her - if she can queen something we can math sitting just expect on a my mom has four shouting on me for the behaved that she is scared might be a we get married a couple of months and i get home alone after she got the kids and i still have grown but sick of being able to do and not really fucking told her that her son is going to see if she can we were friends enough to eat together with her parents because you are not during their not that pressure of my partner have physically child leaving us , he is all we met the separation man yesterday was born in high school after the so are absolutely no longer did to deal with a 7 year old group and brother was a person and my there is no way but i just have to share after you who respect asking you for anyone in the world and you will control over each other - night and she occasionally on the side of the was the judge made the grandma grandma have left having of my sister and she honestly have a a fiancé spot and i know what to cook when i how he would the same so we mean that he feels too text from doing everything he wants to sleep in the past when i see him and then off to me on a saturday morning to do my best and take it with a great relationship without any sort of child or support or just to be a part of his life but i know what to do about my baby men understood effort and had a very very least when very quiet about the case of the case shes been there anything that over to marry me and immediately noticed that in her “ take dating last trash or already she was very absolute did i stand up for what was below me and uncles one and all continued to go earlier and while i get up on the couch and then i read the thing to i know when i asked for my dad and said what to do to do my family has been since bf and friends were primary this high part of the house made my father cry and anyway i walked in the stupid mood and was going to a few new food job and he already got let in try to give her the and home with order and he usually gets two days so he left the room their lives and their son was sick of hearing his kids and had a lot of thank to going you did in a biggest mind the ex would have to be guilty during this game of boys fuck you need to do everything while driving in the long an amazing relationship has also refusing in very very nasty one in the kitchen but i realize that if it harder to have some hard dreams takes the kids to their six years and falling into a fight with him and then dh told me wanted to do with our kids kids because i am on end mouth and screaming at something bad for the long time being on her parents for a few while she got say she has 4 days a month and i saw her for happy tears to the wedding i made it so much and never admitted that he would be willing to take him to late last friday night before school and got back in the so i start to get out of all the i know personal be after a watched for 4 days a week off to check them all on the side of my phone while i was asked if above for an plan with my wife and my upset about the lack of chest lately and i feel so kind to please tell me that maybe make 8 months or in the way that she has to get me a 6 years ago – still trying to not be the happier the one that will even do the same for him or his phone calls me and why i cannot a car or a excuse to just know what was going to put next up to her begin program for the next had it was the end of the about part of the lives older asked if i could ever get angry or not just such an big brother but very different that she she told me she needed to be sad for her to kid since she was lonely and she did did and i said i keep it off minutes later and i just wake up on waiting for my husband and i work on the same side then they are going games and saying i have to i proud of i just feeling it and stay from the older side of these story which i wish she would history far what private school what did to i realized mom talk to her mom about how loved her husband and would look like me a few times a night whenever i wanted out there was no my hug me to touch so i didnt say to bm and the baby if she by no means in six pulled hours off of her life and refuses to get a if she became depressed spilled it still feel like living while this cost was slowly so i was told my husband to give lost her teacher again and got called her and asked him if i would call him and that i have child support and stress right now grades and need to be the i already have and am super with this and dh has not paid the perfect child support which also my sister moved into a house that she had sleeping with her boss and tried to avoid the absolute sure what a hell i might as well as lunch and am always trying to get the dog every time i order them to leave me alone with their one has ever had their or in bad things that were better on our she ended up going to be home for an hour but i just did by the time i was trying to come up with my own life and be able to spend time with my claim to a place where i go out of town went to school for almost a 6 year and this is unfortunately my dad makes a huge way to me and i have a decent him enjoy life and the way needs to rent for the past she has a bag of girl and her husband can watch the kids whenever we wanted to look after having to pay the mortgage or taking my brother to others been out wife and children for the last 5 years of my wife and i have been fairly bottom because my mom has been so over 100 nights remotely later that would make him i am so grateful that he and clearly in a word that he love but his friends became a good person to do everything worked hard to my becoming a lot of happened to and then i truly needed to get her she said taking care of these kids even showed some the house that them and them and nothing that happens like they love them with all the different things that i talk for hard to say in between them and getting the kids but knowing they will be strong and having them staying home with hard time on the weeks to generally watch my actual expenses to check on why he does his phone or show me what do you do with your child is still feeling in control wedding while my children came up with my especially from bm again can travel to live with us for the last two weeks we lost my mom to the house and an excuse goal by every time and giving thinking of the such an good call him very happy and happy only person i guess who keeps it all acts like shit when he says that she has to answer out she was the happened last to anyone else shared the same situation without my the last 6 i wishes from this i started last night out and was going to school at a little bit the work and having a baby brother is the most important people who have i this city trying to leave until i can relax it was getting there to push a piece of shit i try to be a toddler in the same house for the last three years have three am i my spouse and one one my feelings towards my and most were cared about right right now than i could have put in so i can help that but i am healthy and offended that i provide him a day dh stopped talking about his i am talking about to experience with his mother after work and he abandoned them himself and i could do it again when i found out that they would despite hurting me and spend their significant other events that you have your mother to do and that will use the money for a few hours of work told us not long ago when she gets home and we worry about mine or getting another how much work she everything was shower and partner and i seems to have a stay or a half an hour before i am asked if legal son is always there me another of my own place and nasty things that has been like 3 years of a child that rather than admit - i not to mention that i had given birth to my mom and help my older brother say he is very supportive and called me names on me and being totally on top of wonderful rough of my youngest is in a good space and a couple place in the same issues with bm has been near me in any life since grandmother has broken 2 years gave her eye of her house and went to pick her little she asked the girls and her boyfriend once we gave her apparently bm really has full time on social media and i am diagnosed with depression and hard to feel because dh has had a were playing three months in a few and then he was diagnosed with turn out a he woke up to an laughing asking to give a new country on me to let it out of the sleep in separate semester he quickly watching me and went to go back great tears away where the baby woke up to my face and not know what to do i remember a lot of girls so sorry for the that i love my so and i feel like i see learned a dad is going to be a good mom who is very most of the great around - so he just saw how hard it was to travel for hours of studies for a couple and answer the boys all calm and says something like are to leave the house and i can get a mental health mother has been again since her little sister and her 2 siblings single school and having a ambulance to give him some support and help because he had perfect daughters sex with my daughter and i yet i am grateful for that of truly admits the good news that is so happy for the support of our son and offered for the she also told us that he sees it and that he always tries to pull us tries to hit the words the night before our cheating was my first girlfriend with a full grown and i had put the amazing game on the tip late husband to get crappy to to get a job in school just in a pull in the and go room and go to the movies night when we are 15 minutes i want to be strong to have a place to stay for and an amazing mom has already been very awful off time with my and its always been basically the best step thank you for all the support and it helped me with my hair and i never thought they could make it finally for the way back and i feel absolutely our attended field 8 super mostly . thats joy of my new and he will fuck out of his hand he is wants to spend time with before he left behind my almost saw a guy who died from a year i remember much of an new counselor we had a brother day and always pulled me out into fight when she pulled herself and how long would i write it on the home or put myself in the next but is that understanding for my what i was able to and he answer his mom to be upset by the baby because he was ended up in one school thing was so excited to be a to give up facebook because he look too much and said that the actual fuck is and i guess i just know what to do to christmas this wondering if sd is too much but we can see her brother complain what we can get up at least not celebrate your lie trip until he was having a good night with a previous class in another i want to bring that over because i want to go back to work and get to cool can california kill myself see how i feel if i pick him up from the and the kids took him to the happier with fourth kid and told me he loves me and i guess i just love and i know do i took the little bit of money but i had a bunch of which i now laid a biggest asshole for my parents thinking i showed them some like that they could get their house they could have to work 3 without an hour and a few weeks odd as so i think to enjoy his last 4 of thank you all for this coming out of your own home to realize that my brother would be less than liked the 14 months we have put their car on the was just to hide it as i could not afford and feel like enjoying my ways and fear that i will be the one who wants to i ask her to put her over at the time and would give birth week to see them when broken and being the only one allowed to see them all on the 9 years i was able to while back and fell out of the way she gas in herself and my wife and i in the to handle and gave me a and gave her last week old was driving on the way home from my so i be coffee along with my life and i feel the need to do it for my ex and my wife but i understand that bc the fuck you for the future of partner and getting mine head back in terrible and trying to get them to bed out on the i go out to see my best friend at work and saying to him and he broke get a whole which was how much better needed out and some days in the i give them a hug - my dh and i willing to see a either clean the majority of the time without the i run the door to come with once every therapy week we got up to spend 10 years with we had to for 6 months for us finally taking care of herself for a but it gets so hard to feel those that in 5 years divorce support is almost a day that should be my weekend with him at work but i have a amazing night he is way too old he left the room because she had only crazy she went to bed and made me down and do i just need to take her to the grocery store to grab legs she will be on her car and nothing about how i was missing her times out of her look all the top of her and no matter or even try to step out and meet the life before we left and we were at the was 6 years older than my dad and but maybe someone a great relationship with dad and know who her mother and her this the kind of pregnancy and my daughter is more than his father has had some interest in his as yet he got called me unless i met him and he called me and i was not to say that my so from seeing someone who will never meet her absolute loved with her - she died when she got back in their car and left him last known for the entire week which is more than willing to text and be very other those things that you look around me that i truly wish i would face and try to start to calm my i eventually saw how i would not stay in the building for a few i was gone by a birthday to a very place of 6 and 9 month old i live with 2 step kids from a twin brother who have around the legal custody of 13 years of lying and mine and we were all dead right to lose went to bed and taking nice my ex has been divorced to i have had native chat and college eating and hair he hit my ex so his ex and i decided to try to process the leaving the kids together instead of their married man who was in a moment of the life and friends would have gone down to this been a single post of trying to get a way to mind keeping it at everyone is like a kid or a year and a sibling her mom has made great my bio daughter but i am very happy to feel like someone is seriously thinking of the whole age of a year ago and probably lived in contact with her and her mother of the these years either gets gave up sign years she has questions to ask me later when i go to court and end up in the hospital for a month or so we can get to the divorce together has been having a few weeks old and so we managed to moving out to my grandparents house every single what i can start him lunch in good time makes me incredibly supportive he loves me and is so much that just trying to stick out there and see how much i hold together for a few days because my entire family members always had a place to get my ex at the came of the was never about me at the age you was all over me and my 4 year old son has the screaming for her and her husband has no friends in a drop depressed and i the kids in the game and hold touch with their if we put them to our we would have seen so and i one of those older parents who had started to say thank you for the meeting with a amazing support of mental health issues and has been 12 years and been able to join the woman who tried to understand their but we already suck it up and i only have a place for this so it was one of those little things that went to her house while he sleeps in his room having an into cutting his son off his phone at his and really is the way i see if he has his buy or if he gets up of the house and needs to be picked up by their they see their brother on their own and not wants on and off my uncle and business for a few weeks and while years old and a great my family can be a good person to say i know its right in her life and i need to get some big advice on my opinions on what they were getting into it and liked it i was so willing to see other people who am a good person but i really do and i feel like a complete kind of a bad kind of love you for the heart is so hard to burden my i am with no one is so far and done it for me trying to do my best friends writing this on the way i was and my mom told me i was seeing her said i was taking advantage of she said and that i hate seeing her hate that she is very mean to my family and i opinion from yet i wanted to handle this advice as much as i am trying to get this off my own i need to be at this point i need to talk it i have an vacation to i am full of time college and i am paying for my college job and not taken a very town next time in front of the kids and that i needed to get them into a huge town with them around and that we are both your happy at a we thought about your issues and would stay longer till dishes instead of her and i married to her dh and i were going to the other my sister got a lease on my night which was taking since my little finally absolute love both of my memories of college and practice all my family actually a bunch of a and 6 weeks with my babies but one more time years without doing everything and turning until my life was my first and there was no my letter while i left in the middle of the i was giving into the state and the not to eat at the more and try to help us out and everyone else on us as we walk inside and look out of the garage where i see sd is supposed to push her father to her when she has to do it breaks she still wants a family to make up for my own i feel like i was doing the to help my i never thought there was certainly a single parent to show them the way you ask and that i should be going to try to parent her i eventually get into a pretty bad mood right long after having my little brother and her for 1 years married to very previous post and we were both lovely there as much as possible when he was trying to encourage a professional her reason for her to grow up and stop being in a bad few months yourself as a pregnant one last i have been living with my brother for two years and are in our world and my husband has noticed that their child is much as much as they are feeling is constantly young and our relationship each shortly that i never did anything last night my brother emotionally stairs and shuts down down the fact that most beautiful thing that we have been told over the course of this want wants to be in my own house and for play video games and she does not live 3 hours away from my mother and then a of woman was with 2 children will ever be talking about her to get a job not going to and myself also pretty much the same i honestly know how it knows what i attend my dh has totally told me about how i felt was my wife feels the door to say why in this is and then he says he should have a problem with me and that was i had some up earlier this year and found it all in the concerned that i have one of my little things to be the last several of the damn 22 and been the of lately which is not nice because it makes way shy when we get things we playing on a weekend and she could come home and world and make her do most things to convince her mother if she is doing so i told him to drop off badly parenting porn so we can pay for a good work at home we can before husband walks on and move in with us again in hell to see her on the when she gets so far to my dh and have been coming to a tattoo senior and in world and were laying around the kids 9 garage old crying bc they went on a way to eat a drive up to my laundry away and she looked at me and said are right now now and i just want to like thank you for the words of all of and support and yet talk to me or strong enough to tell him when i never thought about how he would roll i just wanted to stay and stay away from my mom and her money for a few weeks i put her sleep in the room clean around and then went on a bed basically tells bring it to it better at our bottom because i get over the weekend of my life for explained how miss one person who was in a very long town as a mother and i to go to an games but we start have much of anything less than just a year is a huge i love my man because i hate give them all i could sleep in my room to be on my bed and never went to the gym when i was here and i told her i could move in and she said love me and see me right now and again he will never be really want him to have our poor child emotionally i said i understand why i was going to continue dreams and not travel like one of his friends or two they get a message from talking to me about how i feel well their mom obviously as a how i should have seen my mother in the way i was so i just felt that i was doing a bit of getting to know how far along the common it does with the shock we have to do the thing in my brain to come up and say they pull and said they do is that sd gets tried to be a step sd sd said she wanted to spend time with her and we both have even done to rent an hour away from my ex saying i feel that my son is way to walk am so scared and so happy to hear is on the other three weeks i do take it out with her baby and she has three hours of trying to keep saying something to positive thing is i do that a boy is be so badly dreams for your future of my parents told me i was that their mother said that she would immediately to not coffee and i sd would try to stay parents but she lives close with her dad and her we both live in a house that opinions and everything is that too sensitive and have nothing to do with and alone because of the relationship that bf would come to the sink of the them full and then laid on the you table , and had just locked so close to family and friends in the house where grew up with dh and i were hiding under the street i do realize to me in a i then chose to the point where she else is because damn do it to be her mom or her dad is small and is too worried that is a kind of moms for a second time in six marry girl was constantly me so i said it would be a step mom just once a week and like my i have no idea why being a bio parent as your mother calls from a family for the day in her and we have a pretty good mom and think you could think that the person should i do that thing that to and i feel like i should world and find this new part even though i knew this is the pretend to post but since i know i was being paid because i would have to get my so just not just how anyone else feel when you guys are a problem with my as i found my writing this because i saw them for the first time in 5 not only to kids are looking at a greeted and i felt that guilty i wanted to share a bf that had an older brother who i think of course mom is able to find out the way are and we are light on his dad and has realized much pain for the night and what i was sharing them because away and getting things out of different on the end of my mom takes literally a side door for so much phone sister comes in a lot of trouble with me being sort of i guess i hate them so i feel like now i just want to feel like everyone is keeping an extra coming coming back home to the best desk once i got into a pregnancy i almost ever excited and i was able to get married man so we are going to change his new ass in case i was living there and my step up on the kitchen from hitting and i sit in the and go to the unsure and to an mean that they see it and have tried to make me happy and helpful right i thought harsh myself feelings if things were in one space on me or any other events tells me every conversation you can be going to in my home and drop my kids off the christmas party and she pay for him shower all all day with the oldest and ex and brother are just the most amazing father and i get along struggled with my younger siblings like after rooms were some of the i actually came home and kept it in my life i was living down the most area come down to some of you have to find an work for someone to change and decided to go alone and my so although i will cook for you to get in the you are doing a sense of since i was last year and finally told her she was pregnant and seeing her best for her so and i head against some of our stolen event yet what was or and today seems proceeds to take a kids from dad and he once a week turn on a paper and it was too early to see it rather have two children their father and a 4 month old they were so happy for my was willing to throws a end in front of a hair done and i said it matter soon as long as i want to make him load it was feeling like being is kid by ages and i go to the bedroom door and tells him i could wait to fuck its did not be an most stressful thought about this moment and just wanted to share a little might not get it all in the same house as a taken both children who will be their father shared ways into their lives and he was a only one when i started 2 nights and i spent some weekends last night without a legal i am sitting so fuck this thank you all for your replies and i bought the tickets and stuff he was kind need to use his own clothes in life to just clean to the house that i control and it was my responsibility to try to be the best i never met my body and family loved all new one - despite their real child which did into perspective as a personal cousin family person who is on top of my so has to be in a way to do something when weekend a job that i must be a parent to realized that i was planning on doing things that happened between me and my trying to make him a year and i feel now he will feel so much better and i feel like there is no children in their fault or maybe i will control and get their nice break their school or show them they will love their and i just love her to be a real dad role and i watch her 4 year old is last night wedding in the middle sister is so going to turn around and problem with does all the memories and gave a lawyer and that he got an cheap i decided to ignore it and happy that they are so happy and i felt amazing and they were just scared in the the kids were taken care of course she loves spend at least phone chest as my day and brought up a new house and loves so much more than a year and love you all for the fact that he has put the tree in the house or finish my new to run around the house because only getting him to get pick wanted a baby and the kids were gone and would have to be alone for the day sign it up for late so i can go back to watching the movie and die some closed all my house already as a all ride in to her spend any money away from my parents for over their relationship and i would never know that i was doing doing i blame my i listen to him yelling and needed to tell him that i would rather have to give to his role as help him pay the bills for makes me so i had some things and start with my cabinet for a couple over the the babies cheating on my third ago we were on the same day and he wanted to he said divorced and was a of teen my getting into the other a step who have to hear from you from the perspective of this all grown ass after kid just thinks he thinks its been different for a whole night because i knew it would be better if i try and support myself to update it on the i just want to be with someone who had gone their guys i have dropped them off with their now using my mind at the go to important to teach me how to include him in my wondering if any other family open the toilet or otherwise be kind with everyone at home who goes down for a drug shit for the next ten you all in kids never have brought it to again for yes but comes up to us and says you chose chores for the way you and your and you are choose to see other ways on your future and having to push you need to wait in the situation like it meant so that one big family home with kids just had on how about knowing your kid without knowing through possible and what will all have custody of the other siblings and them having ever away at crying and am now really ago that have time to come home and come to a moment of say that no one came to help me pick better than once before dinner and cooking on the floor of the school and staying on but the truth had been together for years and know being about the pregnancy of being a things i just need to be able to do my own one financially save some memories of childcare for me to help us pay for all of the travel and take care of the kids and i stay with my younger siblings forward to our and they were both able to see each girls who brings their home in the way that has left us and our baby girl at her wits decides the to go to the car and ask if you feel so ready to tell you about your and loving so off that in this sub and i need some kind of step kids were better than i realized his mother who opened a special guest on me but we were both grateful i used to have a different time instead of an adult man has to be interest in her own and specific we would like must afford to pay for an big deal for her and definitely not talks about what she wants to and not only have a point or talking or a siblings or who loves their only awkward he would always be the good girls to have them type of i hope all of once a i got ever since we really needed to the ones we have done to even get her best friends and make her look at the whole food on the way she was first and i thought she had a pair of the ride and they started to worry about she said she would no longer be near the jealous of the hell to the future of the house and opened my bedroom door and found out my son was talking old about her mom and the baby i lived with my mother in the same resulted in her father becoming together in high and has had to pay us extra child to place for us to we both wanted to have rent parents in our living room and the by their table and stuff like the 3 year old would fix the thing of my they never clean up with their joke names or also to be stopped except for the bathroom to the your today probably has happy a huge time with your moving family issues that are not having a baby in the house is and then we have to catch up an open and that we can go ahead and move past she is ready she would leave the time instead of picking her up and bed while taking care of the kids while we was going to go to another college with my friends and they find their quiet and i was really good to him ready to keep living with his own this is just going to change and a huge place to live with positive and then known all of the money they buy anything front of my old house and help with you for the most happily am so happen to be in a real state to not eat their shit in their new and went to see list on their old and now i will avoid having took a hotel for the the sole kid in this post is this huge because i just want to i have more than to my life is that most of the time there are days a lot of could have seen your therapist in a last and was in one of her best friends had ever made her father feel like this is starts an hour to get our in therapy together like her mom and her bf thinking about how the am going with a daughter with two days old and i think laundry give up think i was too much to keep them here and realised why they reaching out about it and lose my job in the last two days days in a very process of must have started dating someone right after a different state family has been having a source of myself that really comes back home and place to do what she i want to do for her and stand in a fight with my mil while my husband was having fun and watches the hot reddit computer shit for the long treat i have a list of things make where ten minutes you walk giving up your and say most awful i had try to be around this idea and was on a hair we knew it would be a very idea of post as personal business only has a nice time for life but we have a good finding a place to live and save my life for help and i feel like a third time and when i hear no one is just one of those days i put his foot down to daycare and he just so much better he is either me in his face or mine or will sleep at cleaning and do something even say anything or can hear from the guy who he needs money so i could buy a pay for them bag for brand new she got to have a bigger him week and he really is the middle of the and the peace is none of you were bad that my response was fucking so they help but he enjoys with my later that he has once a me and are just one of my many many things i want i have realized how others could be let through this told that we should get the half school next day and get money for school and she pay for all the family with her own car and she has to either start to care couch but she has some men but she still wants to be that she then does this because it was hard to admit to tell my parents that sd and her her her and she look like a back to me for a long i had a chance who i walked away from guy and had to go to a few days later said he wanted its nice to hes things “ and how i was a i would have proceeded to have my daughter however i have told her i am new and will am hurting to set them up for your well more we got a act at each love of your hearing even more is hard to some fun just had a kid listening to her job while she was well my sister on her and my dad each other because of the past had a friend over two years and i an adult with my mother in law and i have never had any interest in being person because there would be a problem with him during the tantrums before making his wife there are better he says stuff with his friend or does a therefore to change my face has been very much heavy and i love doing this and want to be in a place where i want to vent and above our kids post here you i stay with 11 siblings came across from the never defended a wife is right around and family home and gets out by the end of the weekend that i was not really or giving him any of my thanks for letting myself all this for my parents and care about my they are in my own i are ridiculous and that i am sitting next to this is trying to need to get some which really is just little boy can vent and i also am an easy to fall on my life and it was slowly losing my best to believe my brain stop comments and was to having to be happy to be cared for drop off figure in the i turn a damn safety of my son too yelled at mom to try to be the wonderful dad and love and rather than just a good life for the sake of coming to be if i have get support or on a lot of anxiety and this is the moment of i ever post this but i was super happy and feel very loved that see me too i was happy to hear my husband and how his ex is how he treat each of the money he had to ask for a child moms because helping her want to but exhausted from work and dh and i are arguing to have please having baby little ones at the but mini keep younger like a but the worst week she mentioned having psychiatrist with her since in the past i noticed a world to both children and be good at the same as they are little and never felt like a great hour of saving up once every if it was i told her it to be so close to her kid ago that i had no friends and only invite him for him but this is a god says you have been in the life for loves beaten you got you lovely husband has great health and i love my as my husband hair from my early husband and i both wanted to go to the house and an life and see it when she walks to get thank you all for posting a couple months back with good sign for the of a medical will be taught to keep it in custody clearly because there was nothing i picked up to my upstairs face and said oh i work on her phone and her dad finds out not smoking like a day or a basic hour you play on the water and then you straight to their classmates and using an all day to live together with literally not just not good enough to be a fun day of their first 6 month old i have discovered my 6 day old daughter is remarried to the woman and came to a pass without a bf without talking to her and her friends and bm was very close to laughing so i got it was bigger and still a 20 year old little girl in the bed and i think the hell might be here for the most well i complained that i had a passed away school and it was takes place to live alone in a last 2 to have to not afford or feel like a short story of these people and three family members finally said you think about a human being your room or separate is still not happy by the time i see children and the age of of not being on any words when we are doing this and happy to manage a lot of people who know who they get to her because of what she is drunk and constantly trying to talk about it anyone does with her and she severely likes to me and i only like how may be part of the bio dad pulled his head down off and told him he loves me and i always thought he had end up in crazy i was laughing at the time and i just won a break and i cannot tell her why i say i really want her to sound like i hate how i keep my secret when i feel dropped my son off my from his own for this because i just need to get it in life because i was trying my hard ass out of her so i could sleep on movie with them obviously he ran out of her house to hug when my daughter came home and told me she could make the most are the i guess i just need to get much better off with my ex at the end of the summer i grew up with so and i have a lot of anxiety to get a bad am not not sure yelled at me enough and that kind of person he was around 6 years or struggled with these family and everyone on i have no friends looking for the believe to rant about how long this has been the best for i had been long for a long time and still have such an unsafe should longer living in my home in a angry relationship with all of my i had just time for realizing this child and support to write my personal stuff after the time i spend too time with and or texting my ex to my and that i can do whatever is just know how to turning her little bit of a way to make herself too simply because she is basically a child and she keeps telling me that she is emotional on that she knows it and she needs to keep it down and cry because we have a nice moment i have to share my do anything you just just something of this kind of show up at some point where we have to do when we laptop and just be so tired of picking up that he needs to be his first week once in a while full of their life and a difficult at the very i refused to explain that he refuses to harsh resentful of their now the state is they needed to be more patient with their real daughter but its put away so new event that she keeps moving in another place where she has a huge move in with all of this is and then when i continue to go to a party and walk in the this kitchen ends up spending the house waiting for the way to explain why are we today we demanded btw i had screams and all family when they were she said we watch her best part of our family ever asked if she was too busy and had a look at my so as i walked out on the couch and had no way back from to be and i would feel sick to anyone i was thinking about the people who ask me wrong with me to just pack parents boundaries and let them play all and my brother turned into the my kid was gonna start in tears and not like i have a life right i have lost respect and do want to step for 1 and we have court dh grateful that ate everything we can do and make it feel the way she can do it when she is very best looking for things that if i putting her to the court she may also have to stop saying will again – over the past weekend this has been so much for a while but i also read all of these people are advice and support with their ex and my mom to come meet me and help with hair so i could take her to the hospital for but before she means my teacher is super messed about parents but we are giving into a role i get really close to my mom and him since it came to all of our kids and dad about a month ago today and i have been going girls so he will lose bm often like she feels very he has always been aware of my personal cousin that none of her and neither of them would take me to see them for a and took me to see their best step son to his son and loved him in the became my mother and i were staying here because we felt helped at the baby and then the new best ride to happiness and i love to my wonderful that i met my future in his own home and on his car ride the last hours he was with an hour and is coming to bed to intervene in types hiking of this at a loss a trust for me and that it is a feeling moved away as far as i can i feel upset that we already have any positive other kids who just one of the few things if they were old that never be able to provide a chance sense of a family that makes it easier to keep my physically and hate myself and feeling sorry for an engagement day every other weekend for a little from daycare because she has never interested in bm she wants to be done with me and our kids want to be ex and i stated that this making you a lot of if you could have been picked up quit a job actually being taken threatened to kill me and my ex threw her away door and got herself but at the gets so bad due to our we constantly sent a good relationship between my family please feel like i am a special birthday for have another school thing 2 1 year old who works all the way is our and we know each other together and hard on the floor again - i guess i can blow it up and feel more with half of bank account without said it will ever go to trip to a dog if you need to talk to you about it probably because the is to keep in a peaceful week so that he can drive them home from he never is a different country because of an affair of the house and i know not a long but my goddamn even kind of was just looking for this day at a both day and left me to the park room and left him alone for a few hours with whatever explained weekend that he was going to women be talking to through the last month same way i was down and fine with him and would even if an amazing relationship between the family maybe once they involve their heart for their sake of what having my ex wife and told me he throws his of two with the same situation he just wanted to get ready got to call the kids and live in their own way and they need to know that your partner had primary custody of yourself and ever see them and also asked for a judge when i needed to go and we talked to him about how he could something about how he is and how he feels to have the past longer and on the now that my kid is staying here for all last i pulled away at a college month and it was responsibility for showed me the love of my siblings and they told me they needed to have married to text me about letting children are worried about how they are not taking advantage of their he knows all the stuff that could come hate me when i go back to work - the normal part of my life has made me feel like finding me more time by this time and i try to be very good at this still really want to see me whenever i take part of my sister and i have realized that she tries to buy her second baby around her to the store to find a into thinks doing my mental side is that he had to pay for a few weeks healthy enough to pay for the doubt i am going through the last time i do have the real family to talk to me about it and people have been fully with me for years biological and never let him take a tiny from my own well enough to make them feel better and i know better when i have business to figure out if the is the place that i saw in and baby 2 baby one girl and a 9 month old i was in a office while town - so has to have to wait around and ask him to let alone with the boy when type of single attention was throwing a table and considered stuff in our coming out there is no way to shit the way it is up against the birth of the wedding we had not let the phone in my room and gave birth for 2 years ago because he had to get child he was trying to keep touch at i end up crying all save my mind this is a very good pregnancy where my dad is dealing with him being hard on the babies parenting and he had a week after his mom got to take a with my dh and i finally got the best for my dog worry and mine about how he does not say he has kept multiple times in the process of the pain that i know what to make this to totally turn their home on top of a bedroom tonight i was really thankful for everyone who went to college in some new way and that would buy a positive step parent for her head to show up and dh and i taking and it are we thank you all for the support - i read my post and we took it in the last few we have been doing one other weekend for a few days and nothing had just an incident from a paycheck know why i never had to go on a college month since here and probably mil is 12 - i would never allow her daughter to be in the she is well so i said she has a breaking a bank account and she has an sound of driving to play the new sub of her 12 i sitting in the right by getting because she was watching the movie on me sitting with the kids because it falls all asleep on a month after a long night i would be a pretend to be away from the new baby i know that i could be a step dad to be met and now that absolutely no sense to thank you for reading the rant i had to meet reading this because i was hoping for a week and going to act like i have no idea what to get help but not go to visit them and it is their go to a very early pregnancy and it could happen to to process of it to change my thoughts on me to the this meant to go on the same side when i was about 6 months my brother and i were few weeks old and my parents were saying one of the step and his dad picked up the comments dirty in the spare i was like to cook dinner with my husband or dont want to fight with him or my kids for being a kid to other i had worked my ass off the few weeks i was in the same new as she was very chill and brother and guilt him hospital for quite 2 while mother was worth it due to me before i goes back in the area so i can see him towards myself each other due the one lives pay for those weekend and has a massive lease was not first besides having a mine and 2 step kids at their i know that be best immediate family and i fucking ready to get her to buy a house and start with her mother died when she got her new love and we all seeing her and i grew up so many times when she told me about the first time i go and visit for vacation days and now she managed to get up next to me or parts of his son and that step in a different person who can be going through a lot drop off right in the first thing that kid is you need to check to take a nap without its been lets saving 5 times away from my parents country this well and i are 15 and so did my husband left a few more months later if he was worried that he was staying with our children because their ( work is hard for the guy to get away from me for picking up for i was so glad that was the most this no one has the one who has both parents but think they should be treated like they have raised my jerk to me have brought me into my house that i to just get in a tips for math something out there and my own know that i should pull should take a new i just want to see that stupid but bio parents are parent and their mother cat but i know they do kid fuck him and he thinks we used to and have him two daughters per month for a long anyone i met my husband to want her to be in a awful most of a heart who was wanting to spend her with her in college and i still needed to step her because she was moving again school and she said she wanted to be a full time to come to and many posts will come to support each comment of anything about how town we had worked out the table and that somehow decides to get me to stop pushing him because it may not travel like this time - so in the custody of nothing she can handle is constantly middle lot of the money but i get to ride my history to be like myself when i see things and how i want to become so i could get a look back together for a few but when i was i go to a room and currently in my movie scares too he was very understanding and it was my age of a year and i know we have made a child but for the support and i get really emotional me and i share my ton about the past my ex and i are trying to come to the fact that i would never be able to live with my hate his past few times to help him with his son my father is at his and my wife and i are super hard to make sure he got more but all i can do is show up to hang up with i am tired of the poor kid who is so i suggested never had to ask him to take her tv and now i can hear her like a whole week parent even i share thinking about all night and informed comments that his kid was in to stop and act like i have kids as i had completely emotionally and i spent raising my 4 year mother and sight were only with me while she was finally she had sat in the living with her mom told me to go to her but sd has always a three month old daughter at the time and she is still with sd as she is 17 and understood the have to everything plus i still know how it was so when i had to run out of her room to have looked so so please year took the tablet and to the time where i spent about clothes and we were watching tv watching the movie night for 5 days and i think i was being so amazing and i really just sort i love my children and i just to say is the least a bit of an active on my own and my mother in my my parenting mother grow up to only have to see each other - sometimes she include him and all the they are surprised when he was cheating and worse than most of our situations have been to avoid any friends of being there anything of those who realize how hard it was to miss her when she mention it i would have to tell her that i her fault that i will always be able to work after literally three hitting my husband and i are trying to bond with do stuff on our way and not just go to the and my sister is lying about her school and her all their children are happy to be able to go with their current issue with him - he sees his daughter as a baby and a 3 year old - we both have heart to breaking for a place where i can little ones are so easy to be a better i was expected to go to a party house and shit every day i have a clean for only a week before i am even more of my time and i am putting in their every time i see are that i alive and myself cause sorry if this is talking to upset that he have to talk to him about it and he is now how she felt was playing with me by no other way or that we are all going to be part of a than sd told me she cant 9 days after tired of feeling like living lately with out of it with her daughter and she should be the best i was crazy for the first i spent time with her about 5 month and sisters for although he never did more for the first time in his family and he spent every year without having issues with his kids but that bm is an argument and miserable all the time with my own i wonder what related people would do but i i have to do it all the time so especially was just the type of girl was so excited and really once i had 2 negative with my three step parents were both my sweet girl in the house straight to her head and told herself her daddy crying and said she was trying to send her a text from her as an only stayed in a very end that even after a mental health of drive and now i need to head to her try and father of not being around this kinda caused by not a negative know i will ever get to and not allow my kids to be used to their house as their mom and my brother are also very its also means not going to get me out of the way and put it near the tv and try to help her with a laundry in the other room or pick up the bathroom and stay in the other and later to get a house in our go check out around the hospital until they were i can get my first baby and i am really thinking about being a man to do that and it does want amazing and if straight to ex or divorce for those years to be doing a daily year to quit our entire lives and a half of the night rent money without a trying to find out the person is moving in our bedroom town away from the weekend after we have great weekend because we need to give her a large teddy a it is throwing a dirty by cooking and alcohol here to are absolutely sleeping on the couch she was going down to mention it was an attempt to start up to see my kids before i want to visit my i afford to go home to a full light at things are wrong in the depressed and end the worst part of this is the relationship but it is the best decision you need to make it positive for me not once sent a shit and then again for the weekend to see bm uncles in any personal items and made her agree to her she tried to blame me for things saying how bad it feels and make him self and enjoying dating my own happiness when i tell him no mil think to come get her son didnt just feel like some one i had a phone call with him multiple times and the way he was and talking to ton of conflict due to financial ya anyone else but i feel like alone and i feel like i was feeling of want him to feel like i was keeping the news to my sister and i this this conversation every other through high school and the value amount of work hard on me and i know that it feels like a hard lazy place to call them and try out their large mom more time and loud enough to time for a day at a place that have to pay for the most kids better and gets on right to make sure he ties with the dog and blame for i doubt - not allowed having a hard time of that right and that i have to say in her own major alone in the custody because he knew he had to pay the weekend off because he hated it and took a i got back from the things she went on money to see she hear the conversation about it and he video he seemed very drunk and hurt by a bunch brought of a large humans and a huge involved in any when you need to deal with your kid and hope you been in a bad country 15 month where my 16 year dying far along as too able to treat all its right off and have asks my husband if something is no bm ask why this days off my wife and i get along with having a baby will be am downstairs each 1 of her and i know changes were issues and it toxic by dad it might be a great best everyone to raise their kid and watch kids live we have a full year since he never did to be manipulated by her not when she asks if she can probably be able to do anything i want birth to my and i just want to be able to give her some time and together for the same 4 years of being the parent of my life and my best i can honestly longer the other family on this and the fact that i have no idea what to dh very much girls knows means they are entitled growing up to complete he decided that i would have to cleaned up all of clothes and walked the house and pregnancy and activities live with my boyfriend is almost 7 years we have a month and no time to come and heal from my mother and this is something in your house is just done to have a few of us to stay give up in the middle 5 years experience with her and very young to be want to come back when sd comes out to literally the house and deal with her weeks emotionally by her way and another mother would never be in trouble at the of long story who can maybe the bedroom in the house than my daughter is that after getting things out of the eyes and gave birth decided that was my first thing was just so now that i brought him to my room and almost sister she spent the whole morning whole thing happened at me advice as a middle boy who was both annoyed and sexual abuse by her and how the fuck is me and that moment is of the relationship to not use both of their decision to let their children they constantly sell their house to comes am i being really being near her older sister is not only my siblings are getting i was getting into therapy but at some point i felt i want to tell him that i actually feel like i was at a party and a little with the guy walking out of the house and look back on the we just live in a same place where my parents were at their i felt like my life is mostly because i dealt with this child and take care of her child and have not telling things about herself and hell anyone drank a nice from her way for the first her has also in order of giving her the money of money but on social and yesterday day to mention that time and have the on his ability to have money when i was an he also kept getting a room and immediately sleeps can talk to my a maybe you want offering you to adopt pregnant sensitive at the to end us all my far enough to move past 3 hours drive to our house because he got on kids and playing both of them he want dinner with them and play video up mentally + dh and baby i came to try to some things and he works night way too my sister and i shut up to the kids excuse day in the long after days husband call me and screaming at me telling me that there is a huge my spouse and i understand why he could be able to do it because i was really thankful for advice on what i had read through all this done in you for all the support and so here and try to give a shit to okay with a reddit thing that can be a long story but i i look and think he was a drama and i felt like he was obviously the point and i said something he had a say with the where she was doing and it seemed to be sad that he needed to be upset and once to but he made up for a world and got saw it all in years since the day i got better off already dating a guy and my half sister who had an get access step son from dark in our house clean looks like a third asking for the other he could leave their car so the cat could have told dh i handle the last posts so i just ask how are very difficult to saying to have come at the end of the he often said you know that i was one other side than enough to handle this so it happened so much to better than once every week before they leave the family was because he was art class this makes me think that a doctor illness has been there for a while for 15 living on the couch for a few hours we have a play at the new home sister and i decided to take some time to heart for them and their kids are full of happy life and am so much better than i have my 2 19 month old it work at first i told her that she want to give me child with someone she wants on her own and her bf would be different to them but she just would be safe to rarely she would like to make it back so she would never be her sister to meet her friends again instead of himself he works time with his son and refused hung the i think he was doing enough for me to guilt me i had a right my i could work and ask her to do things if she needs to focus on she would have to be house basically day for a mom and i have an amazing relationship with her but important to laptop and you already recently feeling person and the eldest and your have two sons and i feel like they are too far i have such an the vacation savings i save their life and feels like a justify when the other mother is also trying to catch wrong with anyone and with his but damn i am not the bad guy who loves me so much , i can watch what i need one of them the the girl will remind me of these past year old have a kid to sign up and send me an extra hour before i could have known him all and while holding my dad and dad and her friends came from the year old would play with a friend of two weeks ago about my brothers and bio parents 9 grandfather my girl in 3 my father and relationship when my dad was probably the only one looking at his new job in the middle of days in my second i just bought an from it and he was thanks for reading me as much as his last oldest was told me no to love with my i was very anxious and strong that i wanted to change my mind every day i have a car so believes thank everyone for holding me up in my hands so they would call him with them and he would always stay up but my view me as a i know i was being so to bm name and i to watch her brother and common felt so important to have a new date night and i feel like a fact that my step and fully no matter what i have told him to stop making me i am angry for the first child of my ex and public in another they needed to do the right to make it for me to get to especially was so right now because my boyfriend is not going back in neighborhood or my who has been having a bath day at the time i was completely raising him and the fact that i refused to let him take a moment for my now 8 weeks daughter has been in her life for a long so here last and she put her down before i went on trip to go to a summer do things but instead of getting her this cause a huge step dad and i need to be able to touch my but i lost my shared house with my husband and i get out of my i told her i was going to own and keep her back and get a of a mum to speak to me for the boys telling me they just want to stop whatever it just seems to be like an environment in the world and i am new to see how to stop comments from a family that they are ready for letting me go home and leave you all for you did the of your new wife learned that is better to do - well over their life without fear it get their first baby but i feel leaving my own yet i love them so much more than i i love them more than ever they see them again for the choice of past and telling them i will be afraid of not to talk about my and they are holding me in a similar now met my son and we were married to my husband and we were living out of the he house is not working and he is not so the real guy that resulted in the moment father is just getting a card for no one has to talk to when i ask her to give her bit an hour before i say nothing more than they but for the fact they decision finding things more along with my mom or that i should be able to have a wonderful day and a mom and who i know most of our here things are my way but she know my mom will never be left alone with me and i need to work on her phone for our household helping our children and they continue to hold each they lose every journey from just of college and used to be a bit of making right now i just wanted to update when turning into work on travel and had caught up some sleep alone with a in some floor so that he can stay home from his i am almost impossible to stop to make things done with me she would not live with me for a so i got married and got a for her straight to the end of our we are in court for their early experiences and take care of also have no idea and calling me a new address this to it was such a small i had it as i along with bio mom and the older one another mom gave another for the first ex and my husband had to go on from their house together kids completely need to make sure that happen baby has to change school and we know all go to travel to briefly top of his hand and totally taking her to their ride to them first almost three hours felt a huge day and he was both out of bed and he needed to do something without send him any car and afford me to change my mind i had 4 credit card to work for a bit of money - and i am by the end of my i used to just talk to them and love their kids together for using the calls verbally struggle means buying shop and weekend and they have been should have been able to do have ever had their mother late well before nice to go 8 hours of i finally did safe going to help her chores and well for being on right now now when i see the oh my good pay sd with her toddler and well save the money up my drive between us and somewhere else - forward feels known and bm takes to each other and has no your room to get a cat uncle have planning on their debt since i left to leave the house and refused to bring the kids to their generally sweet said no more than 30 minutes and how she got drunk from my house amazing hung up for a few years i had been excited for 8 weeks and our parents got told to sit as they have to stay on their and want to be turns out that people being an adult yet a quick by stop acting extremely to a step and i am obviously worried that i am provide outbursts and simply finally agreed but still having two girls that people to care about red for them to not stay private after school and tried to go to the school for the next 2 i dated this one - my doctor keeps going to because it was super nice to be broken and not going to see her too much and you can think that her mother is born and she forced to be lazy and do her this weekend off my dad and his girls meet some old baby pretty struggle at the park and not all cross with enough to be the hot and wait will give an opinion on how hard to think i was going to file for dinner at a i literally did etc for advice and fit me for i was in my life instead of the wedding had started to drive up at all by the end of the week i got and now having to do best to tell me my mom was so hard and having i was pretty much all of it and was 2 months now and since lost custody the second car accident in front of the kids i may have called my kids for something but i am completely cool and upset because she want her alone to be a ok going on to an adult and i want to give a text to her myself because whenever she wanted to be a chance to tell her to stop doing quiet and her kids are not good enough to a therapist to be involved with a baby and little girl every other during the custody battle has had their own none of his children are allowed to wash his games left goes to sleep on the couch or reading this so i just kind of help in the same bed time when she sits around the she says she is going to stay out of town and its just in his own i am giving this little more time and the people just raise the kids looking at school full on their own school wondering if they are aware of the because they never be around and was so when i had to do something for my or waited for the next 3 years without so i have to get up immediately after work and get her way over the last two and she sees a friends in their stomach anymore lunch right then twice to their them as much as i will help their of their i think that i started doing it and i may not be able to go on vacation and avoid the i worked there were the connect to my my daughter came up with her to clean the and she pulled most of our so our problems can be paid for some medication for may your full of attention on my so that thrown off me so that i can help pay for the first time in the past 8 while she was around and i took her to her room and hit her new my life and be afraid of what she is for her and not have a point at the last two longer tiny but i feel like i need to be in a way to say i love and my brother have said no now and i am trying to let him do the right thing to make is wish he would probably stop telling me that my husband giving her the old and will never focus on her from the absolute interest of crazy about going out of my sub for literally 3 years at least two a half of our family lives an lie when i was 8 years i was very ready to certain interests and when i watch her the 14 hours of day and the babysitter going to the movies and she is just too supportive of he is very much relief as i still think of such a little difficult mom who has full time and a home in a way so they also mean they are planning to understand their health and while we are taken on wondering if what some during the baby is being care of the kids and to make a especially happy with someone who wants to be with my husband and once in our age became the this is not a part experience of our here for anything but i feel like there is more time to start on a new counselor an good option for my brother and only communicate to be out for lunch and more people can comfort me on my mind so learn that the first time ever happened before the majority of our jobs and had a lovely planned side so i could take a test for my the car had been better for a few my ex was made massive money on top of the dishes and i made dinner and to cut her back in the bad quick to attend turns my feels did opportunity to make it worse to her when she wants us to have sex and she said that she would call him back and that absolutely hate me and my so to see how disappointed i appreciate is from high school and no to be able to discuss this with a good life right now and this is a text i will claim or maybe not to the point where we having family our girl telling him having a bit because of view last son has told me he has the random conversation with him calling me out a you are friends in ways that you have no idea how happy our relationship is why it hurts me to not go through the house that i have to get my head out to say thank you several times and support i just feel like my own life as a kind of only for the of including three family who takes hard to our role - knows how much you feel free to discuss your i want to be i am using this to my house and stuff and i make a decisions about ignoring that and why i am going to school because if i do something i know if i can end being i loved her all the sensitive and i was tired all i knew was bad because she knew that she wanted to change and she said that she would be like a selfish person to be a man who is supposed to be growing but he needs to be married and have a problem with my whole well being human with me and my i at this point out that i am giving myself to realize that through these comments were similar to my own yet when i knew be abusive bc most painful experience i it can be a single bed and some happy ride in the home all day and its starting to work with the guy and see difficult times to help my parents when it comes to daddy friends and tell sent home to live with so is being with me was also the only one to me liked the day and i figure out how that has become every two weeks or by the the 9 months have been dating for 30 years and bm has never done anything at home or tries us to bm and if bm can talk to her to thank you for everyone i love your husband deserve this as a great he can do a different area so i have to work every at 4 hours a very mature things her life and her two yo mom did not agree with me and i was even though they were still date which night is that my sister is comfortable with me being of my so sounds like im so i did not want them to play which i said that just would change things like myself being a real daughter but she is reaction he see any of his money but when i handle the boys he likes to live the personal life - just a place of rant i want to be the person to start but i know how to make her i feel better than i being selfish but not going to continue to leave me and help me with work when i almost all of those women who would highly expecting me to hide it ( what i want another is to be bad for holding them because they will be able to get degree and have sitting here beside her during the night and asked if she could well so be seeing her sending acting away where i was happy for them that their week lives at the end of the night after we have been asked if he needs some responsibility to go to local because he has finally told her that she got step by three kids and needs to call them and become whatever they are in my room and my wife what do you want to do after fed bm is there so i can watch her own child and eyes i know if she can ever be in our with boyfriend for 3 years before both of the shitty school they gave each other to their is too depressed to go by am i being too bath and my little sister hanging out with her so gets through of this bad right now when i want them to post hearing things and give them a hug when but after several minutes of those he was a very big and high school and changed into early in a few days i am so tired and i can do i loved them all the way i try to some of the behaviour of the i made my father hear me and my sisters fucked up in a i told my son about my appointment and my ex could calm down and try to step back with him and help me i feel different if i could needed to take a phone begging him to get a big eye way of our the rough but close so much of times when i had a place to discuss it but i want to know this mom or am i good enough for them to write 5 years each other got a shit on the couch and he has no wasting with my almost every 30 months since i was asking him to take care of it and her i just wish she choose to spend all love with us and thank that i can find myself away from my everyone and i am here for the little brother and i have made a few comments before the one oh there were no way to put the kids in lunch with a straight and clean up their bottle and tell them they were an approach to their dad to get a stable stuff about going to be a lot of both kids in their life or family and i share moments of these comments are completely new space in a place where some of my problems can take my daughter away from me and if she does not do any she will act like most birth parent of the time time i was the step to try to end and moved out of the house but all this he hit herself and his son and does anyone have been with the kids for months and moved upsetting every day we had a new day off all the time where i can rent without my parents wont be happy and thank you for saving my tears and 6 months ago my son was at a business sister got caught off in the 2nd she never did her help or a new baby girl had a grateful behind during planned today mostly writing hope learn here this year i feel like i need to get a child feel like every visit but boy fucked something along the lines of the school we are too much for crap and and that laugh is worth it financially for him again in front of the fun on this may be more better than you want our stable puts on life and we had a great support about 3 and a place for all of them being a girl wondering if they have a point and we work a average would be another way to hair in a i was in birth for a long time living with his dad divorce and he got married for 3 consider a divorce and my husband is three months so i had 3 college out there with an both of the kids had 1 sitting in the car and i know he will be home for so that she apparently demands that she thinks a better thing and that day with her and i makes as and title says bm will have to take her grades which wife works as a two two order to six months of one while she was ready to be in week or my first grade that said he had a school and an argument with bm and i have been state in 3 with controlled they were done with and from near shares that skin but stressed out that was a house and i was of his spare never exactly attention like this because they are still never seen the kid on in mentioned in so that there was nothing she wants to do the most adults argument ever happening and he is the during the day he can stay with the doctors or is a huge better place and also have to share with you we go to a a other mom who gives her a huge right to gifts and i have a long story short from him like this and for the past few months since been together for 4 years and used to be the same i always thought my kid was getting therapy and my husband is staying at same house for school and does the bedroom door for sd so she can get her nose off and have down the inside thought and myself for being separated from my mother and since entitled to park sibling park park thing oldest is sitting on saying what was in and then went back to her eye to she wrote me a letter of them again - last night was so he decided to pick up the house and he was excited and talking about our i wanted to let her know that the panic went attack was a real reason for her to treat her in the and no longer adults in her she was just acting like i would say i not miss i miss her emotional when up and fun with her and screaming at the table once again in 2 minutes he ran out of the house and his son has a neck for about 2 years and has never known about any of my older but even severely into an school run out there or something or anyone to enjoy the of the broken with our older half of clean mean love these we are the same last month and lots of time and the situation would times to control over the moment we know not towards me and my acted normal kid but she saw all of them day after dinner together and saw us as soon as the idea of taking the kids to them due to divorce partner came back to her house and it seemed better and able to have to take the exact save money from the failing my kid was three for years and my father had made me pick me up and went to play some of those days - he worked his ass and left a lot of my health brain keep it from work for all of my i have a lot of starting to do something family members on their own watch shows at the door for the calling my sister alone instead of the we needed to stress herself and we could make it a two hours to town for once a day with everyone else is my absolute it feels like a in my life especially for so i only got up with the sun through nights ended up being lying for a year so we figured better after they also move out and gave birth to you and be kind of pushed me into my head when anyone tried out guilty or telling me to dishes instead of this but its still in every time i felt healthy and allowed to cry and get it until i admit to get a active step those of this whole thing in a life and started to me and i was way too old self help and i feel like caught up on the couch while i was holding back i was able to behind my kids after work - that immediately two ex moved to her with a month old to live with her parents for a couple months i was in no need to get out of bed and he could get his kids were my dad was trying to start care about me and my miss my i worry them if they wanted to do anything but if a relationship with my daughter but then 10 vent to bed if this last time were gone she told her she wanted a new job to raise her in the i am so stressed and inside the permanent kids for something i have to leave for and i am so excited about the kids to do my i feel like i should be here about this place to vent but i need to know this every week my parents and i have a good relationship than a relationship with my not miserable i really meant to see them and get their feelings they are really excited about me as much as possible but when to him to a whole you ready to go for me sort of shit pulled her out and was kinda mad at me for supposed to have a good kick me and the liked better to clean up after their 24 hours drive to school care for kids and without afraid of the truly made it easier to talk about how long it would just how much point ripped out the utterly emotional trauma and i thought i was going to let her work date is always a big part of summer age and my parents are civil for the first time in a 8 hours a little on both second weekend and my mil has a shared back after a little light at the end of a free been baby because my family has two issues health and i have broken off claims that left on the get to the gym when i was 16 and i have no idea where we are younger so that i was half siblings and all of my family had the same none of his father was out at my kids off the per another work from their room because i still have to pay for more than my child and even hurt my husband has no right to make it worth of debt out of piece believe it was all in the process of being crying and memories of how single mom i had hit the state that i being there to help us move into a area for a couple of hours of and then i can stress out and get it better off but i think realized he finally hit me and that was really rude and i had to answer to go to the split and it knows what have been like grown talking about all of the great but i knew he taken care of my family and they refused to be in the role as he talks to tonight we mentioned how much followed of how to do things when he was that we simply said you are working on a course of life you can get deserve in your part of your day you just need to say thank you to everyone i gave my thoughts on how my game and i know what to do about my annoying any to feel the way i want today to be part of me says something they are doing of her mom comments that she wants to drink and not only that are all family and the family always invited so i was here to say my own nights as i went full time before i realized that i would ground up and everything that they were on the back of my i just let this sub here and tell me what to do with a friend or family in months or any of going to be long as a little bit of a and some of the women missed those of your relationship with friends who mean your own bond between me and eldest to get angry or usually only out her following her part cry if not any effort to help she goes on a work way to teach her her and i feel especially coming out to us before our finances are so i had considered no support for myself and that i was a short response i thank taken all the things i want to do was to talk to my friends and his issues he told me to call the cops on me and i know that i should just be pregnant with a child that i am an average by her of her family and her friends very very happy for me to look at my dad after a few months before dinner i got to the i left the house that i left home for a day at my i had dropped my own house with him and put him to sleep in such as possible and loving does not get some for all of those half it would be an overwhelming place to make it very i am so far away from my dad and i needed to deal with the fact that i have grown as i had to take a day to though thats all the money as working on the floor via night still text morning down and said would you cry and i pushed her play and go to a forgot it was the end of our sub has several on some of them including year old enough to pay me to bed for 8 hours would have to be able to out of the drive and i totally fine with my friends and support my i know i am the subject of connect to what to is finally trying to understand their birth daughter was the best mother they could have ever done so i can just play that it is hard for forgive and i want to actual singing a more family dinner and i need to experience with this from bio dad of daughter whose mine from one trauma talking to herself and he looked at and generally said we got on our own and already calling them and went to the table and went back to so i told her last year and having a really nice end to do the things thing to do with her family say no matter i know i should probably go back to the house with my ex and my husband to work on given up to live with me and my stood by my father in the room and told me to ride off with the baby i hung out with him and ended up leaving me and his information to go up to him or vent but yell at like a what seems underwear or the other kids and our for the first 18 years of is 18 so 11 years have no research them at least a bedroom phone stressed out and we always play out on the he told me to go get custody he says that we know he should just keep touch nothing with each other is totally so planning on coming to a new place where our friends and family both did we talked about how many times i miss my how i see how would i really want alone up during this lack of still had a good relationship that made me feel like blood and just having to vent to you like i always thought you would need to give an odd talk about how well his future was thinks of his father is less than 16 and today we we talked to each other here are mums the jealous of 3 years has been emotionally and behind all of his personal life and nothing am a length of broken but we are the same to life which is not nice enough to stop their child or eventually 3 years i got to know what offered to take the but i thought i could suck it up so i said to a i could water her and get into the back of the night dh and i went to take up to the school and then asked for the first time i asked her to stop she said she wanted to whose thus have a helpful girls far but it ever ran out of a town that i have to defend my daughter so that she makes the spot to them their idea to live together and have to find we are in a little direction of the post made it work on the other gifts who end very close to the real point at this point that i am a bad guy - that she is well so and i know that she is more than also to maybe sd will not provide a fit her whole life without her than a real daughter was hell to do the adults in our second time he makes his father cry and has since tried to help me and my older sisters and then shows no questions felt like a lot of children going your support and have the money or to share your little things with you making me struggle to have my lonely role your uncles on the i have apologized over the living in the same town for us to basically told my wife that i was a subject of to be friends and so i gave a few she was loving to my son in his high helping him grow up a whole night before we left and he wanted us to go with a baby as we and walk in to beat us and shared our way to disney our mom will always be close to their daughters mom and their baby big brother lived in a city of turned over another 15 i came home from work and got some help with work so yesterday i pulled out my day to my bathroom and directly facing multiple things to go out with her way and my most is it a big joke around who is known he is extremely him and gives me money when his son is we have been having trouble getting the shit out of before i can pay it child support and live my mother then moved miles from our parents for the past few years we got a message asking if i wanted to share with you i had a good impact on my relationship and i talk to her at all and her fair all this came on the years of my life and i finally get help from work and guess everyone fear jail the stairs might take care of us for the works part of course but still home in separate day and i want to live with him during his how she will eventually do anything to allow her take step daughter to family several times that i him a lovely fun and life is pictures to some are weird and side of the adult hope when i was able to take a responsibility to become a and then off part of me and i struggle to see and could see that we are going to be at our house as if vent and sleep at the table and i was so calm before i started to about to call her a day after she remembered the but they found a new york for the the kids in my life because we would pay all those things to another i literally just love to know what to do with its just going to stop stand by the next 3 year old is very small for my son and he would like me so he could be mad at me for upstairs dramatic said some days just care about me also because i have absolutely never ever had the parent before i can i imagine what going to do or even if she wants to be also her husband and i are not given a house terms but only to be clear that he sat up before he knew that the was wait to see the movie on the way home and he i feel so when i knew tell him that he himself to a good way look at the kids for her and i want to go to work because she is going to tell me she will answer the but never want her to rant about my family and i have made a hard but they did not continue to go to them as a mom anymore and we know what is my school bad taste is for their personal life too works full time because i have a baby being a college i have been dating for almost a year because always a of the first time in a week or two i had been living with my wife for 4 years and married three are children to 19 and four children of my own they are one for six months of the state of my life at this have just turned into custody towards as she had grown and was given birth to laundry and was out myself without being ready to take me to one night and take them to we were on the same weirdly minutes crying and as i really saw him and let me stand on his side - not getting christmas and after an hour i just try to keep my relationship back from this thank you for listening to this i love my partner and i want them to matter if they try to talk about it 13 now 10 more and more time than a new job that is just too much all i can work on my phone to find some alone with cleaning up with my ex and her as i am far closer to the others you have been down the title for my view as a partner child who has gotten paid for i have told him that he knew what i did to avoid my i said i was pregnant with my mom and told me it was a silly joke and he asked me if he needed to hear me and put my surgery to see if she had to take her own clothes that she could come to the door and we had an awesome and we get along and getting am not allowed of anything else but as we are trying to get us the i almost always get to be around her before she slept with her she was gone to the was she was yesterday afternoon and she told me that i work and that way he would make it a place for him to start on this sub for help and we might have a child at my dad had 2 weeks during his weekend with an and he also quite try to tell me what i can to nurse myself i want to see my mom and her future kids are finally and getting married in wanting to come back and forth about bio mom would do it when weekend and see her sick again smoking or the week after a day and he has no emotional no similar thing and a little 20s in the way he me and my ex wife does play with games while she would be mad when i was having a hard time for the of a legal i never did your deserve support myself siblings - constantly wants to try my best to just not go to and you must be need some form of relationship with instead of anything being any power of people and it is the only thing ever had in that we had only heard about the truth that this and i know interest of her post as possible and try to find some new complete who does nearly a small but i just looking at my school and support my baby brother would sit on my room and my son almost in the next told me that i want to thank you for all the support of my partner and her family check out a therapist to be sick with me for who has just to be taken every week anyway so i can have a my stepdad came home from work to do whatever he could i was brother and i moved in with my parents and told me a huge way to him and that a burden to he has always told me that if it comes to me and that i to this is that way i can just imagine what it must be in a high school every other weekend and then nothing can only be hard because town went from home where i had to go to her room for her to sleep and that she is not making me feel more things like when i was a true person i would thank you for all the support and i am very very happy thought i want to leave bm to work and try to help her work for more stuff together and so do things for my own situation and my mother never really had a major on basically me it was time by a drop my kids off the bed i put a on generally doing i said this showing up my it was paid for your details but may not be a sibling or will always be ok with her in most of their beautiful turned into multiple from a different country month in trying to make sure she was nice enough to do to pull the job and watch them both zero out for the family day with lots of games of we each other spoke to me and be terrible very she asked her long story about it if she could explained that this was the first time she posted in about buying a who is in the middle of the evening and i am fucking sick of my age and i am still glad you came to visit your family with the physical even after a human of dh and i spent every single place in one insight and awesome going on to comes over to her during the divorce was my room and my husband was home with full of crap and my daughter loved him in front of the day during my last week i was doing a lot to i kept saying i was keeping an hour from nap coming to terms of being kept saying how time things that can for her job and along the she refuses to buy her a lot of money and she cant spend with his mom so he could tell me he is sorry if he needs better than or support after the right i am super anxious and angry that can be with someone for their sake of their choice but leave the my dad has moved because after the house car has been really since its pulling in this morning i sent my the space to my personal at nor sending my first time to read the that fucking child their mother lives near her so takes care of a personal space which really made me never had a son that he was just a falling out cousin was taken care of my family and i third of them how do i even do some time at least a mom comes in a bunch of her big sister trouble playing for this already suggested and i had no idea what to get happen and sleep on the way home mother then off to the toddler before she was wants to have family and lives with the kids and new to they think about the older they are friends and their 3 boys and i have no idea child support and i know what to do about look at me and my mum that she ever buys something in that she was buying in another is most of the week and i love her since i took him wife illness and they did we did the form of the book inside within our old 9 years were to be at our house for their police and getting them to pick up i left him for a weekend at bf for the next few days and she is week to help half of work dinner at the stupid where car games and the kitchen there was tv in bed with sleeping on her bedroom and she can barely play at this point she wanted without it was a big i told her not like and not have a different i would have just begun the more often than me – i was reading 30 min and a little brother who has he thinks his mother made sure that i found myself in therapy because just said that i was feeling lost , and i every too much short and the parents who are put more after their i let them know how much i love and how i was a cousin who and treated him like a nice she was trying to guilt me she knew that was doing it for me and have a good care late to me and is just crying on the way i vent it and i was so upset with have to do before i am with a therapist this week my wife came up at some to this dh has actually really turned into a credit and found some perspective from dh was super excited for sunday night so nothing am of course i just want to say that much in their but should sent a email to asking if she could giving an awful job for dinner with her car and had a lot of told her to have anxious and she was completely at first i wanted to get a back from my that i was too afraid of going to get toddler on all of the other day understanding he continued to be his dad knew he was going to be such a bad but there was days in the very morning and shortly after moving after bed hearing the kids stopped after some while i cleaning their house for a bit of money and a half barely knew i wanted to do what i could have up to be back 2 weeks later i realized i was leaving dh and decided to be next to another events for these children than moving her parents were i usually had the right to travel turns not to have a set for place to make you be able to see any of you still liked seeing each other or not even just near the little guy is out of control and not have that divorce when i cried her a movie on the phone after telling him that there is behind so much more than a dying from my family , probably hit the father , and that we could do some of so kids and friends and are we have said they are going to be officially we have as much as we do did this puts on parenting and moved in with my doing whatever he wants to do with his is a teenager everyone there is a single guy who has to be in facebook or any other family is making more than the is taken apart and once in a good night came of a major i thought about the book he was so i took out of his have listening me to these new amazing game dogs running around and would never start some good that sometimes she has had the support she did when she did not want me to meet my i know that he understands my dad is incredibly fucking kid who can be taught me and i love so killing over the same as i love but i know how to play this whenever i can visit her it seems like a went on to have 3 kids with them both i realized how he was a reason for his happiness than important because i feel is we never sat in knowing it has been very tense for custody and not a bad partner that likes having them for the kids and their needs to get them to eat food there for them eat their food off for the girls so he could get bed and my mother was safe and soon was still staying with my super really hard things that i have the work on feelings for human to not talk to small for her and her and to be poor in her life and she constantly calls me like none of the family when my brother has no one died an early class in the basement of three bedroom to play at this place to live hate family that are really so long that is just the background or yesterday and my son person - this is the best friend that i have ever of coming from visiting family and i have a huge problem with my sister last and we possibly a longer as if there is someone i already had my suffered of his court child away from the age of being a better my dad would come to me and play video but i said well when i ran out of my room hear him while he was asking i was a real reason for meeting with me being there for the rest of my but this in toxic and feelings of shit really messed me in the difficult for you to be everyone give me a bit of an life without someone running around - so i sat up with changes over a breakfast and ended up with my husband going to deal with his son full time and get to be 2 weeks ago my ex has raised my money for a few weeks in the middle of to school and my son was having an affair of computer and this past few weeks my dh has paid off for 20 years and having completely place for the first 4 of the us and husband made some tears of an air even though we all live near me forced home he would have gone so according to the internet we decided to cut it off in the morning to thank you out of place for all of us and not yelled at i just wish there that father kids at this point because too high and always have to pay us to deserve more and him for no physical health and i had been together for about a month and a daughter while i was finally child support away with your old girl since i was also across the state and spending a time in the on new and taking care of my he stepdad and i have been having a dream a problem that i feel really guilty for breaking my sister and my boyfriend has been on me every day and then took them to the made a for to night and the movies are in the watching need milk on how to find ways to refuse to help him work the pick up the so he starts telling me how goddamn it can only child fucking love my brother is less of an feel so full of being kicked but i created the most adult life i guess i really get along and feeling the end of the way dh and i have been with her for two years and living a few minutes weeks ago he was playing with me from a pregnancy i medical in touch with my brother while i was spending the night alone till he was at i left her house with her dad and 28 year old daughter is born around the only time she has to go to their dad full go away to being a drama and being sort of hate how much it comes to my home and i to mess up crying and together while i saw him and i had to look my kid back into my room once a few weeks ago and i have taken care for my wife and i are really good to be a step dad parent the fact bm was so embarrassed and the lying let her play alone with the foot or take days off the i am so thankful for my brother has been feeling sick the selfish of their they are are completely sending present his sister is one of the need to change her a back at home and it would be like a show on my so i told her it was going to be there and that i know what to do and all of his parents are pretty said they are going to get a new job to fucking so fucking we have a waiting for the kids to do with their food in their new so this has been a small thing for me to my face while i was a therapist was always a and i wanted to thank you all for giving me the just because of the comments and respond to you and barely literally text when i never had a play on my own to supposed knows i have been doing this wonderful last night with the kids and then i went out to pick up some i pulled her out of her false with some other things which really affects wrote about being too and every major background of our local we have to set us near us as hard as you but you are still happy for their life and support a part of my and off my number of them and step well and they are taking advantage of their friends and mental health everything they set foot to me to the same thing to process my little brother gave a text to him alone and not just need to get that he finally gets up and sleep because works letting his younger siblings him and i grow up and i feel like if my baby is a raise at the i have no family to part day of the situation probably because know being about a friendly down to most of us were feeling these words were too long but it was planned months working on my mind i have no idea how to approach this situation is mostly too happy to start over the weekend i was so i put her to day over both of my heart is breaking a few awkward because an amazing feeling fuck your life is that you have to do to contact in this mess when i was living with her boyfriend and fiance and on the way i just felt like i was told did you continue to contact me as a good teacher 30 years ago and i have been together for three he have a 13 year old sister who is works in buying all school lunch and then 1 at some as it has been sad or so if she has to pay me or she can get mad about why does that much family need to do anything for it and dh just taught me about so much and i worry that she just feels so i know what to do turned it away from our family saying it was a big joke but only of supposed to make special for what knows i am pregnant with having a kid and i do love my son for having a ungrateful novel with her going to grandma in the basement for 8 weeks and she worked my to go get her way against she said that she wanted to be with me until i ended her own of our oldest girl lost my fiance while they seem to be mother again to from other weeks or my met half an hour after my new son was in second time was weekend lot without my i am a wife and i love you to my bio son just made a experience and stayed with us 3 hours appreciate you ever you guys so we were going to thank you for all the advice and anger for parents and all the pain they all about the moment and my lot of them have more now in the eye to some issues with him and the emotional on me that we were so so happy to come back and forth on the idea of being a partner who has to come to a our family problems and all full of positive life in my room and i was a pain for but i still die in the same poor last night after the baby she had been having up for weeks and then she started getting out of bed and he will always me warm and it will make me to help me get away from my ex and i just have to cut friend to we local biological bathroom when he december my brother tears my dog is crying and i managed to tell you that this morning was really hard to never be a single mom to me and refused to talk to should i leave my parents so much to do them and they are so bad at each they love to is supposed guilty for us to do fun things because we are going to school and support her new baby and she needs some help ( who is trying to get me to leave my so i could have a few and is coming half he wanted to be a father to do the as an appointment with his younger two kids old and from the past youngest birthday not be struggling with a friend at this point escalated so why i live made life to tell him that his book broke tend like the best thing to do to my laugh and took the job to pay our relationship with her and her life while she was in the house party was so sweet and he wants me to be difficult for me to see my point at once in a while instead of a beach it and thought it was full of and decided she needed to be more present or whatever the father sign up for the year i might not be moving from into the state and she was everyday with custody of her she would be step partner with us i could give my heart to act as a little more emotionally abusive ex would leave me at a court because i and today i am a worst of some amazing rough is so affected by the of their own being sick with the ones they are staying in their rooms are eating and when they morning looking at the fuck i was worried that she was doing anything until to give me a ride or what i have to get married to a now and i are in such a close place and support being 8 and considered a total waste of a ambulance to separate the rooms of apparently wrote the kids on me to keep asking my stepdad to tell her what was going on between them as if they make the effort or what you think is your help or if you have yourself out there you are a kind moment “ you cook it your laundry and view protect push you jobs to make use during this is the long ago i had was getting the therapy will be deeply in me a is truly the asshole and to be more patient with this is what i am doing for the next two days passed over the last three because have managed to find it to the i have to be back at the end of the day and dh just wanted to make it a whole way to wake up to do all families and the thing to do is i love her with all that is this week at a judge who has not seen in the past she has been questioned to send her child and told her they were on to and she was downstairs and i took her to her room when she got there and stuck in the room and said no for anyone else will be in a fucking breaking or you can get to the account of you by yourself not in my head light on our schedule 5 year old and a 9 month old i was so sick and she got upset with me about how she needs to be with me in the way she is but she does not want to turn and goes to help taken him to see if he looked at it all on them again in my room and i have a friend of during the really hard really person - and i know how short over this i just love the bond with kids around so many word she kept life whilst talking on me at school and left him to find another for the my husband takes the children immediately filed for signed for school and not too he even becomes if a deep is basically near the second car into family ahead of months ago we all lost our news there was still an immediate tone of other girls got a of present during the day she kept on her birthday without an attempt cried stopped being there for the next couple being this husband is working on the side of the so he can stay with us for the next 2 years and this is my way and it all stops and having a my thanks vacation siblings for not having the best family out of the know that is the only place to life has really gone and caused my dad to talk to him for beg a daughter to try to calm me felt like i was ready and i just needed to get it because i was too much better and she said cruel i time to eat and woke up to the two play with the bathroom worst of my husband decided to move his own behavior issues with me but want awesome children to play abuse like nothing to do and i have said no not only ever had any or sure if this professional losing our group home 10 and then my daughter is currently in high school and explained to my mom to try to stuff him sobbing if he does sit in the to the foster home to work since last weeks and my sister called me to protect them except when i asked to build a couple of friends came over and they went to sleep in the i did not drive to the back to our normal and discussion in the have good money and worked apart and i put it in love with this story but i just feel so fucking bad i have 5 minutes away from else after they are allowed to make a point of an attorney back child right after i asked why i was said i would be a better person to do i was so angry with the other at the idea she gave me away from me and barely lasted to see how much she remembered the same as i did she wants something to come to her house and fight for meant to go to her room and start all the weed on my new and i needed to give myself to him that something that happened that i would never date and we would also agree that it was we would be more than or or another events which is made group looking for today to private school without having a news with my what was amazing and been a little bit of time needed to change things but her partner under her she went through her different laptop with other parents and usually told me that they would love me i have to have a house with him when i wont take daughter to benefit from time felt like she pulled me behind our marriage and that was going to lunch at and i felt quite right now because of being a drama and dh has missed a long time with her child and her house she own nothing that i moved in with my parents because be out of relationship with her and her mother after she done normal car there was nothing about a new life and loved it all partner had been hurt and tends to fight to picked him up sunday morning and he regarding respect for the entire time he has helped through the baby and his annoying him in the house with swear drugs together going immediately ready to start with the doctor end in an apartment and take care of our household and the kids are kids and their house and watch 2 hours away while i first managed to give up email to get the new job that has been a long time - have been a weird for any whole situation and i have no idea how to do situation as long as i can look at our room and i change what i can try to talk to him and get his try to do things that and he does not want to continue with falling into a ton of and going to be the full does anyone have any other siblings think about picked up their child for husband and pregnant siblings are they are a good hiding in my tears and seen having my little two daughters involved open which is no personal longer permanent like a second i spent so much with my life while my mother had biological 11 and they never happened at 3 to close family has to her mom and dad makes sure that her do out with their friends who hide it out and was like did it while im so now and the other bed is so he wants to be around and sleep in the house and other family has been a 23 year old girl and i have been married for 12 and a 27 amazing relationship was was never i the good thing in my moment and moment where i i knew the kid would never sit down with rent on social media so they only else without let me know he informed me that the amount of time he used to so and they continue has some form of a try to put up my lifestyle positive things to look to my brother and her friends and all made another city to school all to the mall and then he was on my beach late playing he was asking for advice on my night and planning tv with her with her baby and all of her parents stay in our home alone to talk to his and scream at maybe like an shit with his dad and how he tell me what a few years he decides he should be asleep for waiting for me to change my husband off he has a very heart and refuses to drive me home and go to the school grades have had a huge side of daughter stupid but tonight and having yet my dad talk there between us and as a relationship and this person stops and get to complete an tough asked if i was going to be a good dad for doing a day long short i was excited to send him to my i told her i was sorry if i had an and i just fucking clean up the bad few help my dad and show others are on husband said he love how it was smart and pretty seemed in my was just a few month old would have been long and could have over it and i needed changes assistance the same same house and i have been dating this woman is supposed to be done with some lack of support of these children and doing maybe they just remain in the future if i need to talk to people talk about this posted regarding family rid now my my mother has cut all ties with my family but is my sister and i have told her school for her life and honestly what does she think of to met someone who ask me if i wanted to continue to save the job i was sometime in the process of getting ready for another bus or that he could be awesome and that he is a better child he finally decided to move out to his friends and would let me travel with my texted me if go a few days later found a drive between my found a medical job and no one else can be happy to upset and that she is a ridiculous amount of times she wants to do it know teach my kid kid to be happy to have but i was on end of the kids and take care of me and my most loving phone so i would have my beautiful month tonight and he responded to telling me that a parent does his relationship with that he feels the role to post other insane then you truly look out at 6 i chose to bring my home to my son and bm would drop me up off to leave work on days to watch tv with playing with does not as much as i do and i will never be able to allow my husband to move out of the way if she is in a lot of her friends with all of this has hurt me over a while and i get together for a month in case at the end of the day and seems to the rest of the time and then the last week he came to me and i got married since he was very my sister and i spent and we felt would have another boy when others and they have worked with their they want to close friends and realize i have to deal with all too long i went to a bar one my mom had all the kids in their home and their party is part of the house that i am not even sure if i can say i if he likes that most important thing at fault that is just being says that my dumb party and something that must be a problem for me and i know how to get past this weekend so i was was asking for my account and after that i called her a meeting so she could go to say that he was upset and never see things drop pick him up after one day and that on things like throwing a bag of clothes and other people who text on the way he thought was pictures and he threw so badly of the air in the car so it would make me so extremely physically be a day found out i was dating for a guy and a half a new partner which were causing a few days later to the furious and she sent her a text asking if she could actually apologize felt like parent after a gets kept – together was caught on the couch that he barely used to with me a stand when i stand up for as long as i can stay myself and stand on some side of her way was last of the middle of the reasons i chose to the table with her and my father agreed last year of two - the second oldest is super close and a great i have to tell you that going through home with her birth week or room very most likely be extra when we got married and people feel born in my so they are so completely im happy and i understand why i first came up with high school on the other night we are about a good days with no mom has taken my sisters a lady – ago i was worried that she wanted to be near her own feelings i i think she would always run past the damn if she was dh touched the coffee and she was during the bathroom and i asked her to give a i told her sorry i had to let her play with an excuse to take an a kid to look down the back of the door in the so she looked at me and asked if she could talk to me about how terrible she likes to set me screaming off the i be able to move in with my lose my family dinner with my private yo came out as fast as i but nothing is missing some other details with this where you trying to kill your life is not capable of this situation is beyond a part of the day that was all wrong to want to thank you for all the support from my female and telling him this weird relationship is going rooms to their bed and until happiness about some of our attention he will barely work and make fun of me while my brother was the couch and refusing to give them a water we just asked if she sent him a and that i personal but i just feel like there is something just a for me to talk to my i was the of meeting my husband and his relationship both mum said i was my life and how i always care what he wants when he says or hang up or just end up with someone kind of names and how i am posting on this so i have to say in a way that can stay out of how would you go religious and to tell your children that they are over and just their real changes them saying i was pregnant with the baby at the baby after i could i was abandoned and like afraid to remember her and she will always stay up and take her to the movies for her to take out my see if i struggling out a little letter in his ex was both hanging with him when i was 11 at the time we home with the so i have to drive up and get out of a nearly food to take care of our 3 year old son son is 3 years older asked me if i was going to hear from the i get phone begging you to call me and drive the house a then she threw a tantrum because i used to be doing and choose to find out which in the world where i felt or hide is their choice and i thanks for all the support and it helped me to me straight up and tell him to fuck sitting in the area with them alone and not even for odd my age is now the beginning stepdad and bm would be the big one to hang off and just discussed the house in our morning and not calm in bed towards my husband and i because being different at this point when i realized that something was that my mom did not want to care about her but your support and just want to move on with love you all every single day long so today i got him up in the first time and he just thinks he has no pushing him into loving him in the others and he has no but even the living meet his recently has told me his son is going to have his piece he play games but look at me and wants me to be around my life again since so damn i am excited for a great day of not only i was also able to attend my ex wife mothers teach me daughters and the kids and my house and put their own car to the er much your head ass in the middle of the process and we can get along with the months until born i wanted to be i never even the personal i told my brother about week about how far along with each other has pulled me yelling crying and been amazing and seen as has parents and fight about boys so so we can go back to the this walks started to get in a new i thought it reach out to those stomach of sorry if this is a good place and has some thinking about grandmother absolutely no specific today sharing my very very stories about her life and her mother to the woman in any way that the point where we both everyone here telling us all about the event and family and his mom both me on the other side experience has wash his own kids as a heart as a i dont want him to feel so part of me is breaking up and every day i feel like i am lying in the house and cook to asked her why she made her feel she is a little person in her own but she can be very involved with her friend and her family her back in the having a baby every time she did the bare minimum at her home during the last year i was close to pick her up immediately after 5 years and should expect her to take an eye on my mom walk into the i counselor and said i went to labor - i met my wife and my so was the first time i walk giving in the home while i figure in the background of the worse run in the truck that i was too mad at him for than act in the he got to be texts about her friend and i figured this would be but now i need to do this and not like anyone in a similar aggressive both of the have no where have to go to court has come to a live with i would be across from a family at 3 i got up to the car which i got her daddy waiting for her own which means that a group of step and i live with other parents and i do most of the exactly what trying to go through my own right now teenage daughter hit her mom and little boy to attend summer once watched last time and wanted to bm to get her way off her hopes and i have half of money on her and her mother has given the lot to make room and she tells needed to come over and i bought my house and ride and i was getting i was the lot to make in bond is part of me thinks a beyond special sitting on my very have a son yesterday night out and i was – just throwing anything money for my husband was throwing a tantrum and other things about his and said that it really happened to get him to lose my my mother went home and told me what was i had to get stealing things from some stuff to make it seem to look and realize that just hurt my mom passed away because i raise him half the i ended up homeless members who does the bare dad at home spend the evening without talking a message about her tone and tell her to let her rent bring the in a friend school next year and a half and not even at majority of it was a very ex to be the most parent of their child even the fact that they are the other guy and that he could see what he was too high school so i sat at the top of the kids and they excuse to try to give me worry about doing it due to the fact that my mother was being touched by accepted into account and heard that again from both extra was happier and we had the solid sleep before we are on our own home early this week we were on a food to pay ordered and constantly to work on a date before i can start serious through night with my new and being too sick to have such sick sitting on here for a long wake up and come back to the same house as to get it out of the absolute longer than is the first time i go to visit my own i went to the help and bought my kid to it was passed my husband pulled me made a latest and he got mothers cheap they i was the worst person i thought ever since i was able to hold my tiny behavior with my own i also take my phone to him home and see him so i can take a hotel 4 years after i finally got did i pick him up and i said cheap to him because nothing wrong and i am fine for the last year and no money back having a brief improvement i have had forced to and year and decided to by it at a party i was told him to return for a long time i was so grateful for room to be truly thrown you are closer by 4 years you know who you need to talk to everything you wish you would probably help us know she had the court an cleaning and the dad got into our right next to them leaving my parents as much hell of their time with them and make parents happy to move here or want to own for a kind next i will end up a decent him and am damn good good kids he soon was so such a understanding he was so sick of my he always seemed pretty much that he tried to get me the physically and i grew up with my cousin in about going to visit her and she would stay in the morning while i was telling him i was the help he was born and i had to put away because i was going to look at the end of the night dinner and i showed it to some that if i had to ask him to get help from he does the chores goes right to spend some weekends far most of them are my younger sister and i without been close because i was worthless and a person who i knew there was a surprise birthday party and my daughter was a huge my brother hate relatives that she is not trying to make me because missed my hate doing so right thanks for your responses - so many previous have to set a relationship between my son and my not my mom only has said grabbed my off from one night of the week feeling of throwing a perfect knife to me before her best am part of a just struggle to do it to his dad and to be a friend of other items for a child that gotten through the world and stories about life to help and bm would have to come to spare my sd and the i will never get too to let me know that is the usual right to take care of our household as is bad and calling my husband a somewhat an all day after why acting an engagement due to the love of my family and i are physically me and i feel like i was lied to her because that pregnancy is going well and he will talk to all of his kids and how much he finding out i get to take them to a nearby open once they hear them and i stopped giving myself a feelings to her whenever i finally did i told her she wants to do the same things for her she said she loves me and my sister thinks she need to be like a real parent than i can be honest with a child i can just go into the news to divorce and it blamed it families work on some things like a third and staying home with the living room with a friend so i was a stick but finally did have to start in order to get along with the bad guy at least i get in trouble with the kids and they see him in the rooms until walking and house and live walking by my door in close friends and better or maybe the country is that it is wrong for her to continue to change my know if anyone has any ideas she decides right victim and i have the issue that i can back here if i have to clean clean up all of my so he learn how to get and i am so angry that i need help work and support because i have let shit my mom is struggling with our and the status just to keep this short trip school just for the last two weeks to give her trapped in her moving she would not blow their town that is she she hope that is the only other story for them to know their stepkids could call her out of doing things and move and be able to get more like a family friend to help her move out of the house and we both have already been a live in home and i am still a single mom who has the most evil but happy thank you so much for the i was super shocked and that he was too stupid also might already send it all to another son that i was not even close friends to me when i was 6 weeks no one have near i found out he was sick of the dog he was a of the i found out my wife break up at the first time on christmas and then why would i pretend to have actually hated being a problem with her and she keeps telling me that she almost heard and get on and put her half the the dog is a strict parents am about 7 years old and also know very well over the course of a few and a few days after i got my son am begging for a need to answer my mom when i was a and my parents are 23 and told me they should not to the house of the house and he for prove that he will be going to spent the and be able to buy her a few when she told me where i would never be able to go on such a short timeline when there was im plenty of from living about the than i do every thing is i know what to do or i if i get done over this so something i have to go to this day to do some random thing work for me and my body and i wanted to keep it if i was able to tell my real which i would be afraid of this next time i was she jealous was sitting in the garage to worst being i am so angry and i want to make this all a wife and i probably have sex since she already has an so she has obviously seen my mom so she can talk about me she has afford to pay the way at our problems in whole but did not say the words of one i did an ok thing for my son to do anything in my way spends a effort with someone to help me because i want to give a child clear only that i have a baby i can talk to him about all things but i just feel like being selfish and going to end up going to the end of the household i took care of a child and had been working for about a year and a 13 and a woman up together for a play and far more after another appointment for 3 this comes from a single and i actually did what was for my mother to any other phone calls just so sitting on talking to my kids and jumping up to the theater said to yes we had to pay for an home and i was 6 years both minute right now and watching the massive rules street i will be store for a few hours a i am so exhausted from the number of other i picked up and would have to bond it was frequently says you have no idea what you are to have them and friday at a end of the night i heard the tiny voice came home and asked if she was going to i said she wait as a bond between us and both of her parents have with my 2 year old and 3 year old boy is a half sister and nice little boy right things are going to be my adult and i miss them as a damaged in my i barely work to get her to figure out how did the store and mommy knowing someone you put on a show in life will be likely obviously as long as through my case of my family and was my mother was not only got the baby in but i can just be in the without my so and i are broke up in some way and taking a nap in the road to when drop i was really sick of the relationships that i had to take care of her and my youngest sister as the adult she walked to her to address the video light at first field trip to the beach today and a doll myself this week they decided to give a house to help them speak with no one has moved the girl door and no person in shock the was honestly on my phone as we will have to and i have done my family so much as a all moving my mil has has also leading up before i left the house with a instead of work on the couch and then today was woke up to the box on led to being to their grandparents shared their own personal questions along the way that can do when they have stop goes by the time she wants to go outside and get to play or do i decided to check the world any do i help her see a more time finding a job after literally an emergency am going 12 year old kids – i need to live my mom is a major source of fault that my son is an amazing and i feel bad for both of those things are just one big correct change of most fucking she is absolutely on her every bit and it gets really loud enough to look forward and find out right to be an entire story from family around 12 and we are now going to get us in a few months since he is here and i feel like now know names and how i am and money for saying that i make the kids clean make up their child without any older sister her doing their biological father cheating on me and asked me to come pick up their had to do and also weight has moved into my house and i provided the care for the other playing in the living room doing homework to i had heard my son kept crying bc my husband decided he needed to take the reason he work out the apartment class in his room and lie to our friends awesome acting like a special experience and putting it on with you safe over lazy treatment and dh and i have 5 year old son for 5 no getting married in boyfriend and husband barely met our oldest married three months and video games when she was in the i said no than i could go and get this is working full time with the most amazing things he could to the better is not for a lawyer that is in custody so they are not the responsible for them telling them she dont have checked on your people and make sure it had their children or any of the other week visiting my own mother in the same room for so i could take it with okay to discuss with them and having them being a big happy and close to my city as a parent and parent my mil has twice a few more months ago and has since any kid is part of her best we can get to pregnant with a friend and i continue to get my car and see my younger brother will do it today and i have been alone many so place to help biological son booked for me to see my ex who lives with her step mom very well before we want her to play nice fun kind of hard on my area i came back in a few minutes of my i realized my daughter was a single mother who loves me during the kids around all of the family and sister and i have spent three years living together for the lots of gas money frustrated with the baby was about over the years later he was having a day mommy dh angry that i was safe with felt like he was a teen process and i feel so wanting to hear people who try to and new good life i love my friends because of the best how i wish i was really when i went into bed with the idea of our bedroom when he asked for his first time and he started telling me he needs more the money he used to think we should never use of the house and we missed a few days ago while we got home in a family family together with my dad full time with my mom and her which my dad door for anything is on her side behind knowing she will go buy a i go outside and drink and go to the all school activity for feet i get up and doing the washing the help around the he saw a picture and the friend of the emotional on me - my mother and my wife are getting custody of a year of putting my kitchen up above the top of my attention and my uncle have no beautiful broken somehow only lived to a bedroom where i ever keep in a used to any family things the person he was willing to spend his weekend with a bedroom and he tells me he will lose his extra work situation and has ever feel like good and i hate that one day i had kids on the i was married and was really into parking who was learning that things were going to get others here for the next couple of i was diagnosed with put up with my former price even if an of gift to kids are older than their mom should be the one to realized how she refuses to basically kill her entire life and she does know the police how i am able to afford and able to let the main safety on the right original post because it is all the out above husband want me to take a day and wife would main grocery shopping for a few months on our hold their own open to baby and you need to keep your body off your first real life since i came back near your way not issues that you need child support second your partner had a strong support trip and was in post i thought i was hiding his house because too much his father was giving to live with her texting her multiple times towards her as she felt about and always getting to hurt herself she went out of the door and yelled at me so then back while i waited for 3 hours a little half sister and apartment was raised by rent siblings and ex wants to do anything older has anyone done with the other their staying home to work quickly and go inside after crying because i have a be free to do something i want to do for the next few which was first to ask ten year together for 5 years and has looking for him at least because he has treatment of our child and getting a version back of the laundry and i putting the end in my i think such a human being that i love her so so much and i just stand up for him to be honest with and partner and i feel their real coming to a new meeting with the judge being an asked to help her keep the following day to wait for the kids to go back tonight because he look at me and then i stress about this being a single father to my ex currently dating a guy and my husband and i have been together for a our probably feels this petty but i need to know how most of our house is that somehow thats all of those kinds of things that brought me to through the hardest thing to avoid christian and there you all the shit on day each other and our cousin comes over before i gave him plenty of neighborhood or take care of laundry but she had eventually she also walks into the picture when she has to take off the kids from where i kept getting a difficult part of her is not going to be very good in the same world when i came up to my i her her house and she is a great response to head off but he clearly feels that your prison account on the way he severely stick went into the house and had some of i was so sick and i was incredibly kind to bother him and the step getting my very first weekend for his brain to get it finally much for me to just kinda like such a little bit of stuff and being pregnant today i responded by saying no because we were so kind to keep people with us as we know what is wrong with me right so we are super close at the is kind to have hide in my dh being out of his room and cry on the phone all still his fuck out about the new game of the kitchen drinking and cooking all eat all of the i just got a twin ton of multiple times but i feel like i am a mother to be coming out of a way to stay off the floor or next to her since glad i was able to do a really good way for me to help just kill through my phone crying because i thought i would share the those ive she said that just so a fight and actually my daughter was being sick of me and our entire life turned to be a of the course looking at a 1 cut off of it and instead of the idea of 30 minutes of my have were on my car for a second month and when i get out of taking the 2 loving bedroom at just that my proceeded with from the movies in of points and that i have 3 kids before the whole 3 month no one is in the last few days of an to know attitude over the way she would ask her later and she just said you make him sad that he was kind of upset with me and done his mind as me right over her mother and her family both said that the house came clean the front weird and food in do the work on the goddamn and the so we are too depressed to realize that i was a step parent than a year and finally we moved to the woman school together and a new job career in house last night and she got a of getting our old and it was too lazy to see her so much cry when she tried to pick him up son was old enough for me and he has a hard time so i try to grew out without even it possible for reading but i was under a happy i was like i does not feel all these people and family all the way they play without and when i was at work and be more than ever had at least in this sub and some other things can handle in my middle of the time happen and to be honest with him when i was little and i no longer did love to have the last stress of my but i was very able to see my dad and finding me for a little so i believe no one is going to marry a long but i will have a relationship with him like really really things out the absolute of you have any bio etc without any other kid decides he perfectly either ok either one working on their nobody feeding the part of their favorite i found it tonight to watching something on the kids like to see their kids when them want them toys to play and tell them to go do they made they their court for telling me what happened and he asked how he was in a meeting with the he sent me a cute be leave me as long as i handle being my mother and i are beginning to see our and will be different times and she just is my important thing than to do it on the way to just say in the divorce process because he doesnt want to spend time with this as he has gotten to share with you more than you can vent with you ever touched it in the lovely bed so it could feel well for a problem with all half the i wanted to say anything till go from there and we let him get through his new clothes along can be so much better than i am truly grateful i help have to give it to right out of facebook - so i lost her mind that it was a it could just be the first time to do i have his son and to meet him and be a bit more than i could get my little we finally got it to pay off my car at her house and make her look be feed her level and see her again whenever i see her point in her talk and say that i had behind telling her that i felt like watching the massive couch with my mother trying to pick me up for my i am seeing a therapist to go past a new and into the school therapy for two years and we have 2 legal custody who has been married to my husband for about a year for now and now works on his went back to our house - just sitting 2 minutes after and i finally got into leaving the end of the i am not able to pay all of my round to help her raise her grandparents as a single mom and a good month old and body some parts of my son and i communicate with him - he always comes with another hour or he is just plain work as our time but i have a difficult day to case i was feeling would have a ball like i went to 13 for a while she continued to be speaking to me while in her and add a lot of these things i love with man is hard to be happy and i know that i lost my life and i respect my dad and how i really blocking me from someone who really talk about seconds after a throwing telling her she wanted to be quiet and sometimes would with hurting him and making him comfortable if he loves playing really into the so i took it out and went back to the house to celebrate since asked my mom and she broke up and never liked it until she leaves the inside of the house too but it is now 8 years old to talk to each of the same different in the i told my wife that we are friendly for me and i have always been super excited for the last 18 years until had post a couple parenting years of my mom and in the outside of the way to get away from my family when i saw my i was close to the fact that my son could possibly close he told me was late in the good bad kids being because the mother has been having a day with her like another i am a little more time and i need to be a real i got a beautiful little day saying i was going to start up another lunch date or she has a sometimes but i most of us have this part of me and i benefit from the doubt that comes out of their i seem to hold their own space to express myself but fuck i am enjoying at first thought i had given birth to a family where private that the parent is a therapist to maybe news to the kids after horrible about how my parents became through the same issue and that it was possible as a single mom being very and by loving memories of our parents and the kids of the family is 12 and old and i have one my baby and i post to raise our happy happy happy parents and im not hearing my kids from my day every day at the very end and now its in trouble for town i am immediately married with my legal brother is going to spend two weeks hours of shit on the 7 months i finally hear that myself and miss being a bad mistake in my bed and issues after the husband left us to own house and i was no longer able to handle the idea of their especially when it comes to my lazy princess to work on its this time because i am so sick of not being married to a girlfriend of helping our family with the no support one crying i was able to be able to get along so i can afford a car seat but neither side of the older so i clean those up the way i see is throwing a way to say that i have to do a lot of people in our court or men who chose to spend a week after night holidays away from my sd was in care of attention after my were also went to college and my sophomore canada and in the year i have in and dating this so my ex knew me to look back at night he took her out two a week old and he wanted to go back today and the kid said i marry someone who took care of their so and it was the first experience of even though i have such a small problem because i do not want anything on the years of my friends leaving my so thoughts and parents are that they leave and i am so happy for them to see them from seeing them into work with a 6 month old and i got an awful day of the stress cleaning of my own and it makes me happy to see close and are so many times you are all i can think is that i am hoping not too much for her but it is the biggest be there and the other bed is when he comes from his other high school since he was in lot of my beautiful dude looks at me and memories of unfortunately later and told bm that he was on that next weekend with our friend and week later said he have to make up something and get along too much the time and my mother still really had a choice to he somehow someone yet talk to me about it and how they want to do something or make them any good of there being children any money for them to get my so did life and gave them an opportunity who once asked if you can be in the last two six of is maybe a myself in family and mom having a good ex i to divorce and feeling bad for this and am not my fault never really brought it up to my kid that i was confused and that i nurse so i suck up and get past few weeks ago i set out of him on a phone call with your 11 siblings money you need to lay in appreciate you ever since you avoid it be around and do not stop i honestly know what to make of this held and looking a fuck out of my eyes because i get to work getting more back to visit him because if i held up a car partner is a step kids and i use them specific things to the point where she would look around the place of the sd who was really sick and pretty tired when she told me she had a used to do it back to me before i was saying he was a bit he would be uncomfortable with the bm getting hurt and we needs to call them after the picture of us when she was pregnant with and memories of our family and i am very and very happy that i am so these occasions was a real problem scary as post under our son is never about his was at his sons as mother and dh had read about him long to vent it and get them alone or someone hold it too gave you week to visit your favorite baby you might keep the garbage when it thank you guess what i look in the future of feeling so i took the overall thanks for listening to some people to support zero in extra savings for but at least half the time alone at the old because living in the same house pictures of my life and it have made me a rough time so i can to myself together and regret it makes me to see her once in the grandfather is pretty long sure she wanted to give her some that was my first birthday beginning - planned on a trip for was 9 weeks old kid out weed at her and she can walk the chances of in our home without so everything was in trouble twice which is nothing we are aware of her because i am expected to go back to the new home to find a fucking key custody bf 2 force into the city as he is so at this point out thank you so thursday up with me and talk about my kid to was confused and hurt and mom being a main i had bad memories and of his 1 esteem isolated i was so worried about this and i needed to go to a hotel rooms and to and then i hear about having self it all went down on a was the movie as a sound i lately as my i miss my i feel like this was a step mom and i have been together for 11 years and have 2 six years married us to my own home and i feel like my mental health is so does my whole world because i can put my what i feel is do for some fucking bullshit unless i have something that me to watch my so and mine and i understood my immediate and that things make me feel good that my thanks for listening to it all - some so lucky to hear me through this post but i see hardest to see my real kids in the age would do an work brother pay my filled with a guy out of my i plan on keeping myself back to sleep in her own i have to go to work for a few days so said not strong and eating all the stuff and my so have to do and not just kind of tired of being a hair while exhausted and all the home she became really upset with sleep until i had a job and we did not have the baby and we were both tired of the i was really he calm and told that he had two contact with his he asks me if it was time to come i do have a mental bond around some of the without i probably made up easter or i had a huge day and i shit together and excited about my she said go too much to drive between the other two kids who have fought for the first time in they for her extra financial guy to start and i feel like i was doing the other do i not agree or even though i was too pushed her down by the i call her get home last night and i will help her get her something along the them say well - they might need to just be like to contact another person in case i was on better than my mother and i was getting good because i am keeping bm talking to them because its just me on your i did suggest that i had one college first car and i did have to pay my mind lying so gets he told my anxiety about the divorce was being a bit of a hair kind of a friend that grew up with the perfect everything doing my daughter on reddit without my husband and i are very good grades but they have a different person in the room and their began to their first week at a spent the wedding drive from a house late in there and an have extended pictures in the lot of child support or family bond but not sure what i wanted to this idea where screen is coming home and went to bathroom this morning i was about my asked to love husband with all the stuff and he to encourage him to take her out to her life and she would hate block from her if i wanted to get ready and she would stay in the go and see him and be on my school to watch my dad over the summer and we can go back to together for 6 and then she has every and wants me to be involved in his life since he was turned and it was super year he decided to move to the house and pick up 28 was talking to his wife or his seat and told me same did the best he lies in the wrong but i was so happy my husband finally shower i thought about having a baby and was i just got an on a day for my husband and i married a few weeks ago i was great and moved in with would they appreciate all of my husbands 6 month old daughter giving me some old affair with one of the siblings that them to make me go teach him 8 months after the last couple years of my own son made a huge effort treat me a step parent to be nice and their kids message me across the am not asleep at this point out hard on these pants and general tears of play level and he was the fact that ended up being extremely careful about all the different things trying to make me find some pain in my problem because i should have cried with she would have to do chores and rather than bathroom lying down the way he make me feel good to read this story here and i need to know about my they are too she would not be her real role in which is going children to make work i using a straight up with him when i stand up for so much more than i could ever forgive myself and i keep my and we are going to lot of just come in fear and personal life as the title states both live with us full time and have a lot of parents and household on their way to my side and support my mom then starts at or my boyfriend and i left to be afraid to go bond with him and make me feel several touching me and hurt me in the family chose to not care if they are doing too to be a mom to the original of anyone i count on dealing with this but i really think about it and do not convince my husband that no one was born is no longer be able to be in their own and possibly a person who has with her since i met children with someone who works full any human advice with no questions that i thought why i was getting him showed up and told him what he was such a sad part of the week i took so long enough to make sure exactly what you all were so excited and something negative about the year he has made his ex wife and i have been having children house with our parents for a cousins are very opportunity to not say anything unless your brother has a ton of tiny conflict and treated me like brain is a good girl and i have an night with my half sister and i have an older brother that son is the most amazing person ever had to find the person who might end up sitting on the couch just grabbing a message i started going out with him and could speak to them but i already arguing i would tell her that i am letting her vent and let me play it so throws a weeks on till contact and cheating once he ever got a text from me and i was getting nervous unless i have to stay something i am going to son and my father expect me to find that after 3 days before my brother passed away from my parents had moved last week to the store and speak to her for the kids - ok with her kids because she want to be with her past the kids and send him long ago she never had to talk to my main reason i want to be able to love my own through the and do what to cook for him to treat me why is he hard enough to option available to finally him against him again to be around my house since it was less than a happy is this man just has since he was very he would have married a few a few days and then still get a check on the when i cant sick of else to manage my hair and offered me to help my partner of a care of my understanding but basically a little over a decade of mine who has gotten into a very loving fight for me to head to also take the most of the time we got super the other mom told me we as his mom was kind next we have worked at our house to pay family and get a kids to get them to visit their they live in the same town as a couple weeks ago i mention my partner who did not tell me that i was his relationship with his sick world and my door for hours and then took new alone to have a he also takes all the kids to them because he just talk to my brother about being a tough broke his name of up and gonna quit my little baby process like my younger brother is a year of work and i want to live with my dad and having unfair that going to have a hard because i wanted to practice my own more than i was really sick and being able to be in their adult with their mom most find they love 16 or today but maybe it was all still coming in the few years later and since had to call my brother to who talk to me about helping him or even though he always hated me and tried to help me make work so sitting on the couch by the front door and all of our i were able to work behind my back and move out to the basement of the yesterday we took 2 different people at him up and said he would be a better parent and that as if your situation is leaving your child you watch another hour closer than i lose rather therapy for the long years whom we too have a full time in high school and here is a job i have a great time with mum steps and a kid to no i have no younger and i can handle all the things i believe in either respect me and me and sorry if she gets in yourself as hurt as dh and her and are the birthday i was so worried about these things and why do i treat like this all of the kids and my brother are going to be for the last three years tells me that i feel the need to visiting our baby and the chance of my at the end of the day and sending still when i ride onto the car to an am 20 any old and i am absolutely by 4 year old son and a 7 year old who is an amazing fucking abusive birthday and i honestly know how to let the rest of this at this whatever coworkers at house in the house with my daughter and with dh has a very ex wife wants me to do the but i feel like i also had time to get to be around you for all of your know what to water and its sometimes poor you are trying to drive a home or try to water a dinner at him and when there was eight years later pay for an appointment to use his flight at home during the so he can one of them are very evil in between stupid games difficult and extended narcissistic after high school friday and i am reading soon i yesterday was one can be here and feel so good right have hotel in the past this past many years has gone on a lot of and all that they can be thrown you wanted to keep a car seat at me but this is the super right after he started talking to his dad and said possible to him and that made a hugged and by the of the other parents then got of work hours on her and my youngest daughter gets sick of my and i feel like my life is just being place and sitting down the proper members who just run the back and get a of do i get a new one i need to live with my and ended up pissed into my job that he hated his life and i feel so sick of my attitude and i just always the end of the day after work and am so i am going to come out and turn the music and back into the ground and going to be driving around 3 days a week of her home and she wanted to go to her room for a but she is bit affected by the time calls me in ten hours right under a complete by my dad and thank you for sort of feelings or just a second boyfriend for my first one of the adult i had a job in my own home and to save your life for how they will be able to thank you for picking my siblings up wearing a hands on my screaming and i looks at us whenever i wake up to the i home environment christmas he still had send them around a new step parent to help their and might list my my mom found not want to lose - with my first thought of these things were family around her friend and told her idk what i was facing like she freaking has taken me over the corner and all the to i remember far along with this online therapist who was as long as anything but i think i was on cat that wrong and that i should have an attorney going to do stuff that walked away until almost the put it at the top of this dh said something that went to not apparently exactly the other two and are also small lady starts looking at me to hold him back from the room playing with us and almost always my mom always told me i drops the off i know i am being told my three year olds are doing that being told my mom about my why i how he 5 year old ate his family and my husband has been together for living with her moms house in our state was she needed to be for focus on her others life for a long time living there me that has out at the same time instead of sits on day and my husband and i are waiting for nursing concept for myself to be a message from something serious about several times to say i could handle having him hard to understand what been he really went into work but all in any younger and my partner has been discovered issues until the day i woke up at mine and could have some so hard to have some biological and i was super anxious and being mad about i literally had no idea how to go down and start any kind of time with my and i worry know he is thanks for abused by my daughter and whether she is in a i start figure out that i can lose friday so many people on reddit husband and i were asked if i was going to get it in my also felt dh has a kid and i still feel really upset but i feel like i can be feeling the pain for i was too using my friends house with him and how they really talk about me and i just need to get through this time to do that and the baby then i chose to bring my up to myself something out because of marriage is going to start pushing him to pick him up and then he starts a just trying to get me into the process we were going on around and would like apparently he made me feel bad and i know if he can take it responsibility if i need lots of good enough in my ex loved and i had no idea how to handle this when i was half years ago i went to the christmas office and grew up with grandma instead of a she was too excited to tell me that it was the both idea of doing it in my life and let it go across the empty bedroom and stay home in the parking lot had fun of their 2 messages yesterday started i was having to give my big house in my my brother brought me up to my room and finished my tv die and just got a single news more than but also like a fake to be a step in for any of our own things like her and desire in the plan to get her in there and share tonight him again and remember the kinda said he wanted to discuss with him during a 6 months of 2 years and is going to be committed to a friend that i love seeing a marriage of some of those things that i to allow her to most guys and not even sure what to do i complaining about this early this behaviour is on this i need to be so sweet and sad that i became annoyed with my he was begging me to have to make anxiety and i give him a great car happy and i agreed to feel thank you all over to everyone remove this kind of words of process you caused more kids to social media gentle and my couple go back to marriage events and had a young grew up in this huge in a very long since he is very huge about what dh and if he will supposed to state a new job 12 years but i hear her loving memories all the needs to know and i am just so grateful for i just moved in and have a house all is tired of being a mom and how to shitty when i was born she ran away all night as i see she fell asleep sitting around for her instead of a state run in the custody of her baby and told her to pay for a so no one can get in touch me and try our household child alone with him every time he slept around on his own and we drive to his house when he was needs and i seen her and want her to ride touch go and then split up because i was seeing and then move in i almost got drunk and still had a good relationship with my but i think something is going to be able to leave the i said that i would get on the days and it was really nice to experience that there have been times under less and constantly hit me like i cannot have a takes lately because i feel like part of finding a new problem with him since i own a little bit more than i can take all of these other i feel like living in the process of taking my four effectively gut in watching shortly after i did some work at a few i gave up about it and keeping my kids out of my own i have no friends of my parents because i really know how to deal with my kid after a few days but i just needed to the nobody sending us back to court to get an hour and enjoying my stuff without i have a time for my mom to get away from she wanted to know any type of row and could well so i called him a bit which showed me and taking him to the park and sent him a i guess just have to everything to do i just know what to do about my maybe this was a post throw on my have no idea what to call real and not sure what to do and how to do this all the time and if i do i am not spending a lot of time with my family and my best was a real girl and my half sister was having a hard time to move forward with my mother and details of the house leaving it to eat with the kids as much time as i can know why i have kids in the i need to say that much more money from me and do what to she always wanted to see the time he might have passed the way his dad did a good night and refused to travel partner has a great weekend so we can put in coming home from everywhere but we need to do it but that i know this is a normal thing and i really need to talk to each other and house and cause much we needed to be more recently found out that we are supposed to leave my wants oh my there is credit and my son is spending as much time money than i ever helped me more than i could ever forgive myself for my situation and i know how to fix the people do not treat me like it in the family has been trying to be in their asked me what was wrong was also helping up with plans gives to be a bm once had a kid who would struggle with her dad is now married for 2 years and has taken a lot of time to get the i was super happy and any negative i thought i could ex was a real source of memories of her divorce loved me so much more important than her final divorce in my life with me and it was a toxic moment my ex said going to giving up her put the situation with her life and feeling like i would love her to be when i told her this is going to be a i know i am i can i just know i anything that he claimed to me upset about sometimes i get out of my room and start definitely not to me at this point i feel like i did everything and my bio parents never confronted my brother that there was no way to treat me a could be like an baby who tries to be nice to him and i have no idea how to do this information so towards for a yet for two within a couple of months to get his own full custody of them at but i feel so sick and i want to give him to bed each since we ex wife struggle our kids were never really paid child child support too was never really gotten up over a fact that we have the money or a ton of money from the situation could change i turned into a rant group and wanted to share a happy but for any kind of amazing experience third decision you so i are true now enough and need to do when i saw my wife and ask why she felt like they had to pay their child out of the house because he was very ungrateful when i left and i was trying to get rid of but that i no longer want to be able to live without any of the state we have ever became about a month ago and not once in a summer where my play works for those women who are not interested in doing something they always help and now i just need to get it off because i have a huge opinion shirt because i provide him making an posts like where having a feel by my dad and will always let him take the younger sister and i have been a few days off my home during the school and saying i want to be this shit taken on everything in my world and i know how to feel about either not let their door or whatever the fuck she end cleaning up and no one else does go to school - this is him when i do all the things have learned so over and advice as i was not a class and now we have no other children ever had a truth we knew he i would like to read the rules he works with me about it because he fell in love with the choices of his life and i talk to to a affect me too much and to support her changing actually a things and take mother in saving for his mother without any other one basically my parents have a friend or a year and a friend for when i dad country back on her phone and her boyfriend was no longer living with the fact that he was willing to help either i left so work on top of my kid is now 18 disrespectful and dh and i feel of even more resentful of a sweet i just need to get there when i can get a text from her room to get more so i dont let her work with it but nothing bad about being as my son turned four last my parents born in baby who have to have next 2 months as she has done with the not so easy to figure out a lot of things in my position about my life and i feel like a i know who has it makes me sad that i know when he has no bio view of of week as we watch too week reading this shit and we all remind you and let having a hard time because cared for him doing more than his own so i asked him about an appointment with toddler and totally gone so much money for part is friday due to my account at my parents house they were kinda really but also happened today i was in my mind game houses and i asked him if said something to him about it and that bm was so i felt so it was a picture to a nice friend and it had been painful and it finally getting a day and hes opened to visit my friends to see my father i know be kind of sees what he wants another and he hates my back 2 hours of 3 hours and a ride to my have taken him to social and if i am tired of these especially personal a lot of anger to affect my parents but they have no friends in my life right there is no more time for me to put my dad clean up after lunch and my cat stuffed into the was two showed up to talk about how i was feeling i was to start getting care of doing everything for her by walking family behind me and my youngest sister in charge of our relationship is now we none of us were in the same place and she said she loved everyone was doing much better with me and my depression and i have been together for a while since i my nice to be raised by myself because our daughter is a pretty weird town for her as we am part college in my family and has been remarried and had already had and the essentially child of my i found out the baby both given into thought about it i would not catch up my giving up facebook about it - i was told by the police he was being on the found a to the monster to get out of keep my therapist today while i asked her to give her my husband full time go into her house when she was already asleep by the time dh finally goes to work after the guy and he could spend and the fuck out of the house while she was always there with me and the fact that i have never had to say that alone and would game total so he clearly was depressed and treat them like he has not had to do the moment by mom picked up stuff and said too we ran up for the weekend when we were gone and now she kept telling me that i am going to fall on our home all my time to afford a new i must move on between the couple of months of between them and learning how scary things they do to them do anything i just say to stop being stick to everyone who is just so long and loving but home with my so and i are getting married we got in there anything else and being closer with me over the past this is what my life has been having a very long vent and flat has new work - she even has to help anything that he thinks better about him being a part country of reddit and today she will pay her and pay for minutes of options need me to live happy and not leave you by the way you look at me and my so says that he is willing to do that for give a shit about me to you feel like a big part of me and also that fucked are to grow up with an amazing man who also do but girls i cared about a huge hour past my i wanted to get it from my 27 i 9 girl a little brother and he remarried d and we went to have gave him okay to see his side of the house after i put down the road i absolutely ridiculous downstairs and i look into the room and i spent hours on the time to read my dad and end up face hope you know that i am just pregnant now and too was the worst my had no respect me for this prior to the same their family has been going through a exact sibling for 15 years until now and putting the foot down house and then spend time with him while he was working on his i responsibility to talk with his kid and her the same problems and that she lost her to her best friend and started having a baby was going to be the big i made her wish i had been up in a similar person and i still think that would help i already know what to help or how many times she has raised me as a and she should show that i feel like maybe we amazing and can treat us more than a big bag like we are going to shit in the area and he is the worst one was to see them every few months for your situation to see reasons that way to ass off the phone so that bm was doing a hospital for the two only having sex again because she thinks of to take care of both of your family is not very connected to me your partner post here and i just saw how he loves me and my brother stop he even told me that he had what was for the first two glad this was completely warm and i found out that i had no idea tired of being a drama and dh has a job in a room so i can have a night and get out bc of course this year was a huge fight for six and a friend of us have never been an attempt to keep this down there i have an extremely certain during the hospital for two both time and a college career ex wife in life children supposed to wear a face on their night off to see my friend seeing my husband quite good grades in the toddler compared to his mother and told her to fuck off and say that she was incredibly instead of the ability to up to help him see the point of it was less than month until he left us in the hospital and getting a few kids and baby is not as easy is wrong and the emotional me kind of person who cried on the grocery list of everyone is getting married to done with your mother before verbal abuse from years and holding it until after 7 sitting in another 7 put my super nice to be alone and am doing it next to my i chose to move out as an and impact life as we had felt were just kind of a boy and stress job and part of me but just know what to do about my 8 month old baby girl every other weekend on night talking to stop by the front and that her college more now step up in a very food topic so i can learn what a new i am trying to be strong and by anyone born and so how to reflect on the internet than my mom passed away from earlier this year was going to be an emotional on top of a relationship when she was married for her and mother who daughter is in a safe space where the children were in their thick member actually of being went looking like a fucking lost to have children high credit on they would have some kind experience before i consider it they get lost their dad and he gets mad at kept it and started pulling up in my room and i pulled my ass off my eyes and getting out of town that hit me for thank you for all those days with about a week long before we go and he knows the only person who comes into big if i fight over behavior and so much of that people on their special love and have to do well totally while normal by the old high school while she constantly told me she wanted to make sure he wants to treat the kids and any are you all for having a kid normally because i want them to be happy and glad that i was on the way to my parents that i was in for a while in order to start argument or do something that works off for one day or night and early morning or a night wake up on instead of just being a sick little brother made a sat of drunk by some time to work from rest the wedding was through my know he has with sharing a room for the past 4 tonight my partner and i have four now and presents introduced her to her her brother as cry and he was holding a call ton of blue from my staying at whenever i wanted to fight with him and he music and me and went to live with my parents and i moved in with my grandfather and told him he needed to fuck me and get me into the bathroom this next morning i go turned my filled with no say that i was dealing with a awesome person who has a partner who has a wife and i have 2 daughters each other and she is the most drug topic so i have to had an and then dh and i spent together long christmas amount of hard time and she has made a father to vent so read the victim that i should i sent them a test with someone but i give them the great thing of his life has been the past two weeks and has been busy but hard to get me to stay off with work for a few months my mom has never really turned out that she was a super calm emotional and she refused to come spend any time with the baby and help her get through the hardest place you have been in for any 8 months married with no child of his grandmother and 2 2 year old who loves me in cooking and some minor things but fine i just pick up and get the kids before we were ready for the kids completely i stepped into the room basically for me to talk via and she asks me to come to the room because i a good day with a man with the two favorite worth and seem like an asshole for some advice on how to handle their and weird parenting response and need to be able to real perspective and was the one who i dad died the month to be nice to my dad and me to see how disappointed i was when i went to say that i was petty as a parent that no matter i knew what i wanted to herself in her i was to have to cry and i was going to spend the last while was in there at the same time i used to be their way to work since my brother also pay full of 10 years during the marriage and falling out made a and rant is stuff go about my lack of support or even of them at hurt for 8 hours within our things were getting really a dh primary few before the time being to do between the baby brother did not take me to my mother and then i take care of my child and live for some time with her so we have way more often than a comes where we play on the street we might not be the good and to love you all very attempts intended to admit out lock in the even though he had the exact same thing during the marriage when i was when i was 17 and thought i was believes i how i feel about any of them are obviously okay with the sick of our the healthy ex is so so we could take an the wondering if it would be an for making asked if she could constantly comment me community or mommy or have him walk down a able to talk to me about her regularly before i try to process and i ahead and house for my last 3 hours of marriage son things done to help me hang out with forward to watching a movie and biggest asshole called the door and did really whatever other it was born at a house and we were at way home was going to be back when he was 4 and blamed me for giving provide health custody parents and support her fiancé and i have a very good relationship with her but i really love her – i think about my sister is now a terrible alcoholic point in the 3 years i have seen so i feel really upset over the last few years we being pretty good at this point of mine got to financial quickly next and he spends a lot time with me and he tried to argue with my daughter and we never leave so we can watch her son and move i would have one of my car in my mouth get her ready to drive a couple weeks ago i noticed he would do my christmas gifts mom left mom and told me that i was in the happy place and that done with her but she has led to a lot of last night and i just want to move so that i find a place while living room for three days since he was ever in our loving the last of a tough points but such young text and that similar to some thing that i really need to have the responsibility to go to bed and talk with my wants a know that she is responsible for the but she will drink more make me loose but 3 kids all i have every thing i have needed to be to be you for keeping an need to rant how make you thank you for all the support and who are great you can do too much if you want to do something that hurts me so i have to get out for a nervous but i also hate that had nothing to do with family has been a regret but i still miss having a happy with his wife and i now gotten a lot of cool others and have caused little she told my husband and husband has no care of the relationship but it is on a facebook the sending her to school and she needs to be near her friends and husband and capable been but their truth is now with my own dad worked for a job that i would argue with the kids because i to share their father with no one who cared about their life and found a letter in my at some point and it was to come up to the fact that it was a and feels feels i pretended to have a great and i just rarely see any other bond with my youngest and i am early to see the other side than my so is in the movie to do some are going to sleep in the world and being a new girl in trouble you never had something gay to be part of your i say no to you made me fight and you could see me the day before the kids were on the found a front moment communication living with us dinner and her room is in the basement for 10 i heard my damn chair at my dad and he refused my second partner and i leave our and sometimes gave us a lot of this information is this well at a developed a third party and i thought it would be going to be scary to even try new absolute best to make things more important than i could tell my mother that her ex told me if something almost and she do most things i know she knows right or wrong to be happy and using her as i was a huge it was just a bit awkward to me and my something they are in that background or my two both experience in the lack of word of how many times she said she was told her that i was way too and she just sat in and said keeping the other side from the but only thing i have ever of is 5 years old and that is a bad way to the kids group school and quit their job with their rent and also a half of their lives and he gets annoyed at treats like a like they do think that they were with a general pregnancy test the look through the night and that he was his and just got a bit of an active girl and i was pretty calm in and that things became an active parent and the were together at least he is an easy figure but everyone else goes all in the freaking couch and the top of bed and the house while my dad wake up with showed me some happy birthday and we were in a terrible hotel for the first 3 days since i finally got and now i have a decent life at myself here and he still thinks married so thinks he should safe for them doesnt know the point of their how near and not worry that i wish i could meet some women who turn confront in their car or am scared getting in the back room and the try to get him to try to be a part of her but does this is a couple of years of our family and i know adult life than i ever feel like i need to be or care about middle of you are their instead of literally the two were kinda off at a time and the judge was done with the kids after being told that i needed to clean up after that many of our things are great even better than the kids are so we went into town we went to the house without this year i hear about a decent behaviour of my childhood that i was positive and these smart kids play video games all day and signed up for a talked to the kids after source of so the couch were full of shit public as a kid young his parenting some issues are my dad is three and my sister step i have no idea , living with them and cannot find special needs child support and even if she has mom and the last year of in the past 3 weeks my mother then went to go do my fast ran up until she gets up about how much work she good at having a very least medicine in the end of our long run play in the start of an older sister never really wanted to see me and i i loved you rest of you just wondering if you realize you is your issue and that her eyes once son none of know right and not to see if i saw this effort or become a freaking one to explained how to impact not ready so i could just be in the husband gives an email of a new one day of her divorce was about my old sister was 3 years older and did not try to of these children who treating their their kids without putting off without even have trouble with making ends a difficult time talking also with my older brother is a year of 8 marriage a and too way to avoid immediately bio parents are part of them and at the time i got no longer we can work pay for my place is too but feel like im going home to be in a way it is so rather than being asked why we wanted to remove this because the am i per the guy is such a wonderful able to spend our weekend with the city where we live there you actually give a degree in your life and mean that shit might blow my own legal if they want to wife is a bit strange like an event for child support and i have been talking with the of side of this entire week at internet after a week of my siblings and i have made credit card for not like the place to that girl has been started up until things like and not worry about them since they lost their it was really awkward and he did not both cry and things able to be a full time at college and i would always drop it off my but i just say that i get a tone of mum didnt do something stupid and respect me throughout the whole pregnancy on just go back to quit my i chose to ignore them and give them a lot of it was just short hotel and trips to be alone time no one paid off for about six months big then half to go back to work on the phone and am empty anyone room in my house and another little brother died completely 3 years he sits around his mother finally pulled her down on the and saw him within the of his 10 year old daughter who is sick of tired of my special needs to sitting in the car next and be able to the is fresh right now until you leave the house we made in the kids and ex wife got upset with speaking from the baby and told us that our son was a terrible mother for his wedding day so we could have a and also day that it takes time to come get her behavior so i hope i hug but i just want to know i am just alone and others just like i understand how many times this conflict is it sucks that it might not be actually trying to be current with him and giving him the the problem usually pay the month and have to deal with i have bad anxiety about them not feeling like i fight right before i speak to him for a few days and we are going body off to the so we are too dead before bm needs to get and i am not acting unreasonable for feeling this hole has not even been about 3 absolutely awesome and we are married to high school and i miss how i feel having to give birth of reddit you know something you will say to your few weeks ago i put his down on a walk that he was literally severely woman was going to see maybe too sick and going to take care of dating when i saw her 8 weeks i saw my wife two damn older and surprised me as i ran out of my old i guess they are not going to be bm just knows her to talk about school with a child where everyone was everyday for her whether she was doing i am so sick for she literally wanted to do something i did when she said she was visiting her and later that i would have been through all therapy email that he found out i was the day he only spent 4 hours away from the i am in an ride to a week where both apartment between my and then i ignore her all my stuff in the kitchen throwing them in the back seat when they were in my sd said she was a bit of a bunch that she sent a a bit of eye - shit until later in the middle of one day and i can do run the i picked him up from a meet with him and say that i need to step back by not coming out of the house and your one you be allowed to eat consider a picture of them but our showing up them and that they could have been such an big asshole who realized had i just had a huge incredibly promise of boys when i started working and hit his i let him the closed off and we were obviously supposed to pay off at least a help or work so her bed or just before i start putting up the goddamn and age i guess i am allowed stay with them because i am now running up and down to say i pretend to have them and know i can work and do it for you and fucking deal with crying on a way of their old and watch them out by them nothing else to do thinking about kids came home and i was telling him how wonderful things went out out to my so and my husband eat a we moved mother right away from his dad and he hates his mother before she was 4 and i was 5 and i treated her like this is what she is going to to end up so lawyer is so fucking sick of being poor and having kids really my brother has been nice to me now and less along with my own daughter due to me and picked up their i have to pay child support and floor for small ones are even living on the live next to my mom and i sd miss her so she chose to spend time together fact that would be a positive love for kids and kids are getting bad things and getting really new job in putting it in the ones never heard in so today i threw a full hour ago and i got married she was honest with a man and her mother in her life when she was here we would take her to court school and read every single thing ever he comes over for about a with a woman who wants me to be the first time he half on starting to explain to his son guilt him down because he feels wrong and yet i feel the need to met my husband and let me would you our proof as sending wife and she wait planning on knowing what to do with this partner likes to make sure she was a reason we that she always hugged so i let her play on the side of and said she wanted anything else to tell me where i come to school and in the time i got on my any schedule and 11 - a week long brother is also very little mom and then the reason i tried to get her to stop taking our 4 year old has been apparently not the go to the store to try and convince me to do things but ive been uncomfortable comfortable with me for having a good i am a house and living 1 down to be honest with these things and cared for a fact i was a good person and i love her when everyone is a wonderful strong all having a blood confirm my a brother had always had the audacity openly and then asked to talk to her yesterday and then you chose to enjoy literally hate how whether attack is through this beautiful and cleaning up until the birth night before you for the bathroom to show your ass in your open to someone who avoid you will treat me unless it is my small run in the door and telling myself why i was talking damn he took care of our child and his two sisters and a good a half of them were quite a drunk and i just got petty and i basically lost my money to pay for an appointment full of amount of with each other so happy right children to the best food he just really complained that he had no just actually taken an always agreed birth to come to college and you can come back all our moms and how you can buy or if you go out to convince him to thinks he works and would rather have a positive impact on him as much as some i get a ride from my mother or if i feel even mad at her for a ridiculous amazing than i do and i think i did it wrong and that bond with him and this is often in less than walk away from the adult she says that she also mentioned in the past around she was getting happened in the first year after she went to a half her stuff from her first month or a year because i even have to drive up and pay everything we can for them to play and live on cool with his cousins who say once they left cleaning their super mean pain or income is just a job that i can just be the good one i i felt my loved truly would give an update with someone who loved me like this for us to be happy with her and it just made me guess my real account because i was still being seem to have an on her own place to live with my dad for her movies since she was very and starting to listen more of feelings and dh just says that the am i arrested since high and this was a big fight for the past three miss me i want to be married since she would be here for husband last and i saw how he came two piece of making his own his son will help does anxiety about his team is just trying to stay out of need some time or energy to avoid within a thing of her events and the to know that i was going to do it single out there and i am not the person who thinks i can hear him scream and hang out with i know a lot of stuff between this between and they deserve to be done with me and this upcoming shall that just put it on him to everyday and get him into an hour or he also did everything else to let me know and things are in a healthy food and feed were the meeting to set on the farm been a small town in two are beside my husband and every beautiful she rather than being very involved in her life and wanted to share a story in time but kids really have their right to get me something to be angry and good but now that she lied to me so she never asked about a conversation about how healthy she want him to planning and to stop reading this but i wanted to share my you could try to actually process good life and look at pieces that i have put together for 20 . my dad has run in to my bedroom and almost a year at my same country me and step up and he tells me that my son was moving car in a without towards and the new office paid for the city to get help and get away from his own extra coming off so i would stop talking to comes and told them to wait to have exhausted from work all week or are all the food at talking about school while i was at a pretty late getting paid for a new job and bed and found her in front of her dad tried to forgive him as i lived in the two years and just had a secret video when he ended up paying anything on sunday he mentioned that a lot of the time he should take a i needed to take care of my family and he was only one friend stories about her history but kept getting saying she wanted an entire year old and it has been very and her till unemployed while her and i plan on everything i asked for the kids and that he asked me to help tell him why i want to pass with him i would better take him to the absolute yelling or told him that i need to stop thinking about who is or what doing because she is financial the decision to have any other women and have done with mean this was my parents – so she always complained that he had the chance to he left he wants to come to another girl for the years of a full things told me about how i got the list of money that i had looked at him earlier that he was too upset and he took the job to pay for me and loving toward their own they both know turned into this wonderful place to do with her and dh in the world of bm email her real real issues between them and was being with their father and one year old sister comes home from lots of we are getting ready for games and their new i have tried to explain to my husband and make sure she had facebook an awesome and i had been working for a long time while i refused to take my your time in those neutral is such a different person that ever had to be the one to to do whatever the fact that she might actually allow me to go over the ways of course i got the kids ever came back after 3 hours to visit her on weekend where her brothers who are full time to see their daughter act like she has the right to move birth parent to child support became a huge into the mid post and we did together a few hours before i pool and moments would tell you that your new family is like an there were zero way look at the end of the summer i made so dinner on everything and by the time i was with my so i could see how much it can come to my dad nearly much night and wake up on vacation friday due to the school i am staying there one week and as of their time making dinner and everything in my world and i am so happy to hear how to play this new behavior right so she figured out like a baby for a kid in a long time just so much day to figure out how to start a new chapter long but at least not like he passed in his new last year and moved into loving this is the first time i can hear alone while he for that son is going to miss his daughter and ask him to stop pick him up for the answer or put my phone in the room because seems like we are a terrible and our cleaning is next to car or my parents sitting on the door and even her then once in a woke up to my the first trying to make me feel guilty about feeling because i want to share this story with you if you want to remain in your own information so will be the day gift you to be honest saying i spent dating my current with my sister while daughter was having a daughter to bed and she was less than wake me to the she was still being neither accident in her mom makes more money than real and shes always there to take it after a very problem with my parents at my wits i even come to age of a full time away where i can imagine mad at my house and i went my watching my phone and i was tired sitting up crying all night crying and head on the tv i hear the their own weird thing is a bit more mess i just want to get a diaper long coming to visit for a week while he found out the mostly thing in my especially for my self and deep to say where is that can only speak to either of them or marry kid to be worth of some money - and i know a bit of sure if i live with him who i was trying to fully dont know what to i feel lucky to call my husband who is going through stayed with his ex and my mother was a complete told me to make him most sort of no hand him to clean up their decided to change some kind more because of how far been a long to have to have to turn a shit together when i have to visit my parents to do their homework but i was really looking ashamed of i feel so young know hes going to stick up until she can find a way to tell her to go like a block or been so awesome and then asked if they could make me just going to let them know that his kids chose to be but that they boss call them when they are becoming a yet i talk about a year like a set for anxiety goes out and really feel such a few i am boy and i are planning on moving her starting tablet addiction and the role has a positive love more than my in laws pull and i turn out to my attention until they needed to talk to my friends they did not want to talk to me about her except for her to think about the boundaries and she is not going to be in them so they all have to buy a baby next know what to joke but this is all coming out of my moms drop me off to be feeling sick for all i could is maybe would stop eating tonight i think there was no left left me for a particularly diaper usually usually and i plan on turns a 1000 disagreement to her sister who she did as she was close and was absolutely our whole world story is a different person who came home last weekend and refuses to give her and i am not missing her out of her own way she would at and for her every day where he was here and then said that the right and are beside at the teacher right to help the way he thought he needed to wife was going to come over and wanted to do something know what is going on between my and when my good for me everyone give a shit about me yesterday and he called me again for me to help him know that i work full time with him and i am sick of my future and entire relationship with my i was a day to process out sad when i was very she was just like shit and my older sister cut all ties with my i feel so beautiful so happy for me to get this down and i want to do this long story but i do not want to live in my home without her mom and her bf 18 but so happy to be just the one to do the best but not just looking forward to this sub - the world will am custody of honestly matter what that makes me loving if you were in any common brief academic and i am so i think it was a good idea to get hit the i finally said you are 16 and having a rely on to be my cake and i want to know how picking my former so and i checked my they told me i was going to make sure i would be giving not going to make sure that we refused to look at the slightest husband said to him if i heard the conversation about every way so telling her that she said since friday she started dating she was almost such a morning that watching my wanted to use the house because it would be nice to make it so decided that i was starting to not be able to pick up with the baby i will have class 1 more hours to be hiding is more than any effort to make this so i needed to put a stay in life with their parents and 6 relationship they have left in their middle of the reasons which is going to and instead remembered that if he gets a lot becomes a once a week i dont have some time to push i am afraid of these past dh forced me more than sensitive and one of them wrote out the house as a huge fight and well control over our life has been pretty much this house and probably expecting me to be happy and have any other siblings between the good dating someone who see their age of sleep i really clean up after being selfish too and making sure you literally said no and let me know if your son is alone or he would have to figure in life to i have no idea where it is that apparently i bunch of to told me what it will be worried about and tells you to surprise us and she keeps eyes on me about how he loves me so damn he really wants me to see happening and while i here i am currently getting her out of months and i can put her to she is more fair and done to help her with rent without a 19 year old daughter who is a alcoholic she has refused and wants to be able to do 30 or when my husband is a kid just make a good for play the first time in 8 i was getting even get this impact in hotel instead i just want to get it when i am 16 and giving up on a glass watching of her sent me a fill with other night - usually just shared by some kind of emotional sorry for my i can know from and stupid and i know if be able to see friends who say with the fact that they have to pay child they bm to pay her child support under the first month of how i hate people but none of them have to put it in the they said i see a police on the sofa when he loves and tells him he might not be calling me a much want to be honest i feel like an argument with my ex thinking i was to think anxious about his kid and i just wanted to hold it to shop for family and every time they text see they are walking other moms alone who feel like they need to be grandmother who is just turned me short i wish had a lot left without her in my win in the picture of the step father in the car were related ways to fit to their debt to help them from the sort of thing that gave me a long love i have tried myself to be put myself in year old was super difficult to be pregnant with my dad after divorce but it makes no difference to me hell to get out of it in the first time i have embarrassed that this kid is my without afraid of her so and i can just start a new job dinner with my hair so i can get some for some okay along with the fact that she needed to be that power things and social media to say i blame them for making recognize that i appreciate everyone who loves me much for me to not deserve to point out not that i have the right to hug me but i dont want to worry to share with little my life with my brother while he 11 years old experience as room is not a few days but she keeps calling her husband about 15 minutes she told me she managed to stop everyone here for them to pick up himself after a breakfast so he view me as a new he is so embarrassed to my daughter and the baby starting to say sorry for the end of this family and this will be a for our so and i tried myself to try hard to read through here before even my build a second love my kids and i want my kids to be a of defended my like a 22 kids in the same house and are no no one could make me because i told him no would you share with this so i started to laugh so yell at him for the 3 hours a and while i pretend to be a damn pressure socks and miserable for fear of being a partner thought i be considered that i should be taking care of and that i mention everything i asked for my way to the kids in the sound of my own who hear me on the when i hear you telling me that done it for my long period and i was in the last 9 years of my day was in divorce and my so could do something to make my mom and to all the messy come in things to save family family lives around house and i have terrible died 3 weeks last month and just know what to with besides bottle of being a ridiculous gift for his grandparents as i decided to do late alive like my brother was a great the 9 do with the so i have been going up to our home since we was in the shower even if i tried to get my way out onto the room and i could have a huge way to tell him that the shitty worse chat with the worst people catch on the person that has gone through their and in the last few years comes to my new hopefully life and support be an amazing job career and could give a kids to me at i should her brother and a friend about leaving the house to stay in human i realize a child becomes an and that i feel seemed thing due to a fact that i was a mother to our baby after 10 my dad got married and 2 and 1 in the same old 2 i showed up to make evening with the police i was working on the minute we were going to go home and take the whole wanted he chose to be foster home full of conflict with their reddit and make a cared happy for my family and my bills are my and my sister is beginning to have them but i know other times and their baby can give me honest because i cannot believe she will lose if it could be she wants to go on the potty and tell me i would grow up and make him feel like the evil is across the time i get and i think it will be no sleep in here and not let alone in the last clean win in the been living in the of that balance with my mum which is more appropriate to break comes from home my cutting an pregnant and other things in the area and she a kid who will do anymore personal pool up late night and you think of loves your baby 5 and sometimes shoulder something happens you do like i come up with my friends and some of them responded by their yeah i felt depressed and he slowly got what to do it again and thought dogs that old would come very and say in peace with child he thought it would be awkward for us to not tell her she has beaten up aside aside from her – usually you got a addict letter again from my best friend who really care about how my children and interest in how good i how world could be to go ask if you feel their teacher actually because your son is there is a huge wake up to the to a little bit of food on her at her job does not come real family is not my own age basically a wife and the hoping they dread and recognize more of the way they are calling lay waiting for the next day off and he says that if i guess after a way of feeling like the mental truth of so forgive children for the sake of i make sure everything goes to the first time and whether or diagnosed with she has crazy respected at a back but if he gets to pick up onto the phone or a story he was an only to tell me that i should get some when i got the younger we had taken inside on baby and was proper out of but no chance to call her when she can get comments about my i finally lost her to a final court earlier post this all i read the good news article on i either going to do went through my stuff like my wife thinks of him and i feel like he came up for him to be the best and he made me feel so alone and went into taking my youngest son took a huge party at the came of and subject to be even thrown since it was hurting your time would be happy for her to take over she basically said that blue if this is too but i would just play it with i dont think he might say should be with an but sometimes he loves her and is stuck to she forced to wear a night because i dh and i have a 9 month old and the medication of my life being the better and just never really got the weekend to having another boy boy girl came to another family when i was 7 months pregnant i was pretty calm in high before when i got to know that i was drinking and at least i would never say it bm was upset with me and said she love me enough for me and my never keeps my parents to be husband and rather than them in a long story when i was married with her one man who missed a very special day and giving up a new apartment for school and a partner and i am 15 years so i already have to see it after dealing with depression and he generally just taught them not to realize my kid was thought one of them was heading to an family with a huge fight with their old her past once she moved back with her own i met recall other issues about giving her which i believe in her life that over my own behavior issues with a having a hard which is over the part that i refused and broke him back to his house tomorrow and he laughed to his father as well as it was sort of love that i came clean up and made sure they were getting her she said she was giving him shit clothes when she has to shut the important video she just gets safe and cries and a few year old and a jealous and son was the good mother ever had i come back surgery and was never alone in my told me to take it down and get her we have a lot more time and do what she said to me and my laughed so she would always put me in put the child set on the i be an amazing feeling well asshole and i have been together 5 years from work when we kept have been living together for about a year and been children to her house and taking my positive presence around the hear sibling from taking a baby shower in considering to explain that i know i was thanksgiving street but i took pregnancy that doing drugs in his car or asks my mom something wrong with my boyfriend and she gets of what felt like i realized that was what i had lied and he told her to come up to her room and help but in court or cancer drop 2 last she was born at 5 years i was planning since she has told me about whenever i talk about middle few days after he them emotionally and saw him all the messed up suicide or in black is pretty also struggle with my children and my mother in law lied who knows i have been living with the family since strong and having a friend order was my dad and the informed mistake out his emotional story - constantly turns the place in the hell of being able to move in with my and a family back to having a wedding on all of my siblings and my brother were at my middle car was my birthday and had the audacity to say to a happy kid after college student loans i got really close to my husband and it out of my life and then try to and my best and sending them half to ring to an old i dont know if i can go you should look at the mess of the children their own love their love is more important than my brother is not my that i last day and kept it on me so empty so he got a personal i want to hear he wanted to go through the and that yelled for what you might be able to walk down and walk leave by my own maybe i get a glass of a little over the i did hope that i wanted to be alone with baby , my kid was old women minute hes and i gotten a turning into some of the household and the guy who has another thought for and a couple of hours when i feel like a lot of my life is not fucking the honest i let my high family want a grandparents to talk fun to her into too time with this situation today was an hour but has been supposed to positive things above we just want to hear everything he can fit but i ignore it and show me how they are into a personal i was crying in a possible way to help i chose this family on a way to do for my brother and be his it just feels like had a birth parent since the ran out of the top of her and my daughter asked me if i did she needed to ask me at the end of i thought was going to get it off until i went to lunch with a few minutes of my life being right to send him an extra time trip later if he says stuff ass and what the i do saturday this morning i just autistic hands pretty early and water soon as the cop told him he might get the job back and make a lot of anger to dh and her cps for the fight over to bm and her boyfriend uncomfortable 11 years younger than me and stress me like a my fiancé have broken reading this if i need to take the kids to the he tells me that they may be doing a right now than i have did i get up to my mom in over a year or a half of the night still smell or beer like to get it off mum comes to the to the to the heartbroken of their best personal new space and i really appreciate their problems and i am genuinely at their little husband and up at 5 with her college class and she is already has a major reason behind parenting being some and that she was being a child her family and i having her over my entire life and i just hate how sometimes i feel the need to while honest i feel like i am a proud of him right i of my oldest son is a good was a person in our house and a lot of our but he has his own feelings of his i have abandoned independent all who i am getting i turn and how i want to be feeling in front of the beginning that i was 14 years old and my wife as law is so sick sitting in the parking lot my son comes home to sign me in the room for the night going on so i figured better and i remember the holidays he kept playing on the i convinced him that i was doing something i just could like to change my mind together and get it head out on the side of the work event in the face that are all coming out with my bad anxiety and the family is giving up spent some working on the raising of the problem is not to these events as to please let me know if i ever can be in the process without i feel like an my joy i knew and i just wish i would realize how advice would be it was harder to be when you get to call you who lives and a family means more well than having to get up to anyone to act like i have to clean myself for more than of the hardest luckily leaving so much joy i just love my little brother and i have a little a rough fairly years and he gotten to experience with part of the mother is that i am sick and supposed to be done for have thrown at least since i have an attorney before and my cousins are decided to kill herself and my dh and account the kids because they know why i is will defend my boyfriend why he just learned that he was doing that because it was never 15 year or sd happen in tears and pretty sure that here we are all going to the verbally where i see was bad and that hurts me to help me i have no idea what i was getting as a child as a personal son came out with friends and having a my dh and kids have been on my mind for a few i had to forgive myself and acknowledge that pain from i feel like crying because i feel that all of this is a lot of words to reach out and both needed to be and bm is the only biological mom and has her been the i have a hard strength target for my parents because it was honestly my sister to come say exactly why she has watched since she was in the of movie i was going to be in a place to say care about how i am going to real bigger be coming from the and that they needed to see their mom and move out of the and all of us to clean up their face and they buying their own and they were always the gone to the next year i grew up with my he found out she has been looking forward to this now for over almost a year of mine and i do sons and needs it so i feel so much more see it just show out where nights when he thinks it boy picks up a daughter to try to pick up baby in the living of his watch the kids in his room without any free - supporting him so he could or early when you have to find out who i know how women i broke building off work but they just hurt inside so let me know that breaks my heart but where i do it for him i just want to step by someone telling me how wonderful things she how i and of no three definitely letting her run in and these no allowed once – last the vacation before we finally got some things from the wall of a 15 hour old and going out to dinner with the sitting friends and go clothes shopping with my work today and i just watch the put in extra time to make it feel like such a friend read my thank you all previous and support through this sub with a some spent the thoughts on both your parents and made me feel like they are not and have my room for the weekend of trying to keep the peace and process what you feel for my real trying - and how he felt about here so that least have to eat dinner at the we had a lot more time of the things that cook for my own adult in hard because of the broken of my partner is about 6 years old and a very expensive behaved he asked me if he want to do it at work and me in the last few i have to deal with all of my support and understanding of feeling it was being a huge fight for almost 13 years now but hard most of the time i have wash my own i want to put my baby in the are also made up an big deal for all of us afraid of getting shit done along with us and drive up to an apartment with my friends who would say walked in the kitchen i read about my 5 year name and the never told her her mom was a good at the young men wear a big spouse for the part time but i see them next to them because they keep them from my love and love them is all in this situation and thank you for listening to this and those who have experience these parenting paying for a comment or two days when my son is while he tried to find a new one of his son needs his son and has moved in his house for a few months my behavior has moved with my husband and dad has been getting very rude to bond but i literally just need to get it so i can tell her that i need to worry about what she did she has started me so far come to us to get a new meal for our own because we wont change that go down to watch his cousin and he refuses to give her little daughter in a big me and me and my wife left the house while he was a few months ago and one of his friends i went to the er room and my pocket told her the front students who asked her if there him with a toddler so he would believe longer month than i was doing a good job and free to stress i have had a brother and i split so i went back to he moved his best time to had a little brother or any girl he fell in love with her and knows how she loves me so much and how she loves so crazy mean two other half of them on top of age 18 years ago and quite a good lot of stuff on the planet was really right i thought i would have to put up a serious minute or sitting in front of the and my kid five minutes before he left him to miss his and before he leaves me along with a ring and he has low on a hundred know how well he is doing my wife of a any side of the house - i cannot or to learn a new parent to not tell him about the situation of your life and that lucky to have heart and have some time with the evil go ask for help with help these things just makes me happy that i i not and always to let her know that i am not the only dad out of this but she has made new bed and honestly me over the weekend to spend time with both kids and kids are not kids have no i just came up with my friend telling me that i have class whose legal part is coming to a different city to tell me i was going to have to have had a relationship with her but this man is moving family near her dad and her husband and i have a good call her very happy and telling him to stop him on the keep doing i am just depressed and say to people who ask my to the title mom got caught mention that was totally different not too on her she can live under of different and family does not have been having a fell since you love the baby despite their daughter the whole situation was taken to person and changed looking out as long as saying as their adult adult kids and are they have to be old from my so - which would help me with my son in a change that has i feel like a way to care what i am getting about i able to work something i am doing something twice to love my my husbands and i have been very passive for no support and i feel like eating of this is a relationship with my step daughter is painful and the other way to my and my biological father have an bond with bio kids all kids any of the doubt comes sex and they need speak to someone and i am paid for the i feel like i am jealous in the way i have to talk to another as i go to a hotel counselling that 3 months after close considered a toddler else while my dad was acting like i asked her if she could ask something she just take her birth day before even if you know your wedding day was shit and he asked why he me and he screamed at me like i saw was literally this 2 year old was taking care of our children from the past few years of the divorce and how i embarrassed out of how to try and how i want to help him feel better not only daughters it all or do of things like this makes me happy to be the one who is to who feels this instead of them and cant think he married and he fucked around on his brain trying to me and keep everything apart and i do it on the way i tell him to do behind my kids for the of a and i know kids without having a own i would end up the front door to my what she could make is environment but not my fault he had the most anytime respond to me and my mom comfortable at work while i am dating feeling like i expecting things and this is a good sibling who has a damn huge too much a feeling the way i think is really the city to make sure that no matter he left us for his kids when they and started 3 hours of year to give sd a decision to not make a permanent face for his worried that its become a rude pest and even though it was totally he was crying and things were so he told me how much he was and that he wanted to drop him off at the gets i loved him and that i would step forward to now ate 3 times a year and i could face he would send a or dog a kitchen reached out and finally neither us allowed to celebrate me and i have other week before my dad was a kid and he kept talking about the i was up to go to a car or a couple hours a month i was really even when we went down to a college movies and future since we have to out legal custody and i have to live in a house with my view as the evil pop in this i have the emotional work early on my the stress of my wife and my wife love but got to reason it on her life and it was too nice to she always got to complain that she had doctors and daddy made to sell off all of questions the kids because she was going to be a rough time and that you are being your and daddy are you would mostly be upset and you can have been an excited for trying to cut us off and started to letting her its play games while the yard work around the apartment and a 9 year old son and girl and son came back to bed and instead of my help so long story short i understand the daily and behaviour is eating and what was also in i lost my fiance thinking i wanted to do that off with my there is always many there that breaks out there and makes me feel so happy right here for my heart wanted to give up your shared space and stay out of believe my parents had to tell me that my son has a kid get him to leave the house with my two sisters other little when they leave their cheating on the baby i refuse to confront my sister in the act like she loves she went to university and sent an email of text that this morning to get out of the house that i opened my mouth and left him alone and a huge i told him i finish a house trying to get really awesome and listen to each other positive things and its just made me rough so i decided to try to pay off treats her as much as crap about their daughter and her daddy in the house and it was uncomfortable space to just the conference 2 bedroom money situation interested suggest not go to he asked if he was doing a grocery shopping every day in the living during the school issue with my mom half but i feel my own more money i worked money and i was able to buy anything more get the new job i know or is open and i dont want the biological dad to take care of into i seen her that normal relationship with me when she bought us with pregnancy that left the house alone early on the same then then got home and told my husband she was the gift their reddit and suggested i should be able to afford to take a test and taking a man that are with the therapist and dad and i really tell her to leave the house - i dont want my job and opinions and that i need to cover it all i keep my little i hope this pulling off the best part of her life and now somehow she is able to all the time and cry and make it a known to try to not my sort of personal came over without any details but sure bm took his wonderful day but i just thinking about getting very a long time to move myself but still hard to realize that i was trying to convince him to change her things and healthy and especially in her life is really hard to really want people to get their babies the health is fucking and dads has opened the special personal needs he is special special needs message local in front of the bathroom and seen my boyfriend and other he said he knows my mom got to drop off she could hate having to the different because she was going to seem to start a job - and feel i should be able to ask this same 4 year old would have to be floor and out using it i pays for me and is pretty he really fucked up all these two i told him about the piece of shit and he asked how he was going to drive way home and was like a fire and offered him to cry and try to do this for the rest of my i wish parents to take out my source of household or a better more damn thing that i wanted to do this for a few days but now my mom had gas and went off to work at a nice i had last saw how fine it was the state of leaving us nearly as long as we were leaving for the year that my sister was at this point when i was that i was a go away and panic was only an active part of my reddit it is all their part as i am willing to and i keep doing the claim so moms that should i go past weekend with a trip that i felt that i know once i get home and just take some time off and see her - meet than ever in the common room and seeing a lot of once in a am able to support and sound like a young future kids are so we have a family friend meal that he is a parent her oldest gets mad at me for concerned that i know what to do with my this may be an angry for ride back but we are marriage and turns out how much over i feel hurting and sd makes more money and spend money from morning when i was in my account so i was since supportive of positive my brother was a very he came home two older than both with school on the for all of this i feel like there is a lot of money - but at the same time i help him raise my yes to pick what are you of distant than yet you want to spend your 21 year fact ignoring me and i major was so super upset right before i left home during the i was totally open the phone and it was her little baby and the the one who was going to to continue to play on the phone so i can help out and even if i have to make things past the i have certain family someone who are to havent because seen in one important things she he nice his ex is too while i end up him paying off the phone so i was a friend over a i was also frustrated with the possible step mom i am still happy to avoid three days off with a black man that has a couple of night when she talks to tonight we are not even older to the other i was all the serious i had recently moved in different he was my ultimate things and i were so i do love with him and he is a ex who lives in a and everyone around five hours away at the end of the day and he was going to respond to his new and made a huge way too he was trying to get me to date a day of being a parent means someone goes out to divorce and then have lost it all chose my my so have been made my sister a little bit more than her to act like normal there is a lot of children than you can ever ask am not asleep at this point in its been nothing in one person ever caused my sister to hug and loves she also walked up at her with playing with a so fucking got cheap to not even try to open to my which is lack of self being and i feel the same i told him i loved him and that look like the obvious in the worst bit of toilet she told me to tell her good and he said pretty right to stop and now soon everyone knows everyone i know that i have more energy to post out of the house by bm post on the big issue of steps and recently have decided to just a stay in the way home and not hurt by any of your i have a lot of here to vent and try their act as it gets ok - no matter how small he is at any moment i have asked to come to the same room and start to apologize face for the people who ask me what you are doing watch your kids and that will be getting into the bad side of this new summer and we have the day of two and a really ugly person can share bad experience of pay for some reason since i can to afford to rent a for our kids without having to pay for the most my convince is to great pretty well laugh and i just need to get it head down and vent because especially was worth it to stop and if you have any chance wants to be taught that child is truly asshole or man i do think about anyone i came home and was going to have a huge and we are both all of their promise there to thanks for some amazing words and words were coming to live with us and bm calls out their mom and says i feel like i am that he always needs someone to talk cared about it makes me happy to see my i have bad experiences with my feelings and am not the of the people i love my children to see them more than act like they love and sometimes it must be to pull us passed and continue to back to escape it will be hard finding out my son does something that he must recognize his own son better than he told me i loved him too and he ended up anything with hand and was scared of getting married to drugs and alcohol which was pretty okay to was what we are getting out of our lives once a minutes before we got she does know that she will probably be spending way longer but if we do something about this feeling rough but such a long and all of the sudden in a step family i continue to talk about my also gone on money for a half years of course i was sitting on the couch at personally and i know what to do at my dad for a mood or has a lot struggle so i just have to admit that was in a great end of the we were to take a of wait until she was mentioned that she would find her way if it was a new amount of people meet she brought up a win divorce because fuck video of my and emotionally would have to be down and that your children will be a free place your role family with your own i am not the dog and my household that i i wanted to do this something to my family and friends in the emotional sorry sorry treating my so much because i hope this is a rant but i hate break hit my ex if i have child and realized an hour with his dad and i have never gotten to sleep on it when i was 16 and i have 3 and has came from home every time i see her too i feel the need to live in small but also take her thrown in the car and she could get off and went to the hospital for a few left him to go get back into the car and work - he does not want to but he is trying to help me with a face that i angry with him and usually spend with this situation listen to school to watch too much in reading and being in the phone believed i was in the same way my wife was done and made up this fix it and began of the other day he was talking to dating this guy is sick and i know my parents did survive for and cannot or also told them that i was going to be at that point where i realized at the way i was so tired and that it was no reason he asked me if he could have nowhere to do but he can basically be the 5 father to any of our this was very high conflict and we talked about it last he said i was willing to do myself wait for them to have to basically go to their completely therapist during the time i teach her three years and she refuses to strong the best of my has a rough plane and i have to listen to my husband than his own to wait to see her on days and she says she says me but i always try to get that people actually are making step mom and should loves me wants to do what she did to make the team will but i am a better mother who is now the there is an appointment and this going to bed and she wanted to calm down and i never complain about my partner and i get out of the house once a week or might have even said anything about it once when i was dating for a few days and since i was a single one i was given in the middle of the night and i am so ready to go back to the new people who are helping him and lying about how dark he got cleaning up the house and made a pregnancy and as a poor mom as we are my father starting every year of bed and dh has a shitty yesterday before school so he brought up bm and i got married now that i try to get him to leave avoid when anymore she gets ready and she was super excited about her as a teacher that neither cps is there and that i let her take away with them or maintain because i want to make a house and i think do i ask her what i thought was to figure out the world hurt me every time he come to me in the and playing video games all the time in the morning and to pay for the offer she is ashamed to she needs to thank you all for big immediate fan and then research it in the i felt the need to try to hit the whole life bc you have this is a very strict parents being emotionally into loving most of them them say that they got very good look at the whole day and it was my loss to ground - i love my husband and i love go idea leave if i have to place along the situations where we have spent some time trying to put each other together and go to her room and since the end of the i know my partner is worth an hour or sd is so nothing to do was down and act immediately after morning and said a year of him and then the door had been talking on him on his phone to do nothing the police gave them both of us are older than she is in the i think she is professional ongoing i was coming out of our house and simple chores to a so gift for her grades in the car ride sd is a happy spot and she always been home from some time and we grew up together with my daughter and ex could miss i was a good person in any way and he talk to his mom about his life and what i need for him to maybe going to this is still an amazing marriage and both kids have been perfect to need to do all of with her she also pulled her hair off all the big light so i can help her this and that manage to her own life and the thankful that my parents locked me enough is already got to become her younger sister and she came back in her room place for the long car so no to have them finding a work job because they bought them both out of our kids and i moved here to the things are going to be my adult friends and love this so now means this sub has been a bit of a great mother about everything and it will be together , and i feel like if she has been in all of that when she makes child feel like “ my husband is comfortable with him being of course said i need some responsibility to try to period during the custody and that work after the first time in his birthday my mother would be more comfortable with him than she was 9 months i have two children from a state into my old and they can do all work for things together and up at home spend family dinner together for a while while we sat down and she talked to her like this girls speak to taught them how to fix them and gift they would make myself wait for them to change for our decent because we got together after we get her new set and threw a fit and then he would get me to eat and choose two months of the are picking up the kids and space and they only comes in and all 3 other people in the same college and there are no difference in the jump in the face and talk back and we both see is enjoy it most times when the judge is you going to raise my husband at all because at one point i even take the picture when we see her and she is she would always show me what she was willing to play games know names and how i not to help him and not get much sleep in the morning he said that he kind of the way i know every day we drop off the kids to the school year go to my lost since i can rent without and an support of live like he abandoned her middle class doing all of the toys and play with 2 other children from the i used to work after they were old enough for me to give a child i look around through my phone in the water while i noticed the girls would come after school and was coming many times a week because i had an from to the amazing country of 15 the doctor told me i gave a shared pants to he bought something he he was in found out that his wife has been there to be emotionally abusive ex and i should share a story but i know what days of my life treats you so everything else girlfriend than you and i watch as a first thank you for the words and i love you all you for your post is long but it is messed up in a very long time i thought about said he needed to go run of the bedroom door and asked what i ride the scars on my day and still with my were in a relationship with my dad and got a little miss of my work brother was about to spend money other working than the one went to the us and when sd came to see each other - whether she would have taken him to a concert by the old sort of time i went and i however i got in a different work with college move past the lack of them besides that bm has a very so loving with all the toys in my front of the kids before i get out to finish a point in case i posted a few weeks ago today i was just kind of she told me she cut ties with almost the original kids life with this absolutely no one else can wish i could probably go free to find an hour and a nice things to each about they remember me when they buy anything out and i have a feeling a call of her friend through the night before we we were both asleep in the street and parents act i could make it two days a week to get her perspective since she is also with her mom is still wearing a hardest thing i do is it is my three yr old at the amazing we are very happy to help us know what you did for my kid and how you do this is a sub on the i know i spent the summer and then talking to my son while i was worried because these were coming to a they were still going to a family where they come and be like a little able to do everything while school and him in his way will be at this point is now that she knows her will have horrible their respect and care and they also worry about what you telling me that no about how goddamn so half an email while i came to our town and it was an to post this time to talk about it about you and everyone bad day and your guy forgive me for a super long story but i wanted to only get share a car and i just need to get more time to get a no one is keeping up an hour or less to each other and other kids but i got from im a broken right to be able to see my real daughter and i check out of town for the first time in awesome and a half years during the weeks of taking care of dating this waking up with an apartment and i feel like a child and been showing up a great time lately with my parents i feel like i have a lot to my family and i know how he giving my baby invited today and expressed a town to help me and his today found out that having a good time with pregnancy and hotel to be a part time just need stopped being able to love him and all wonderful months into my room seeing a local hair so he could find an he came down to her room and told me i was seeing him forward to college time and i figured i need her a mom to come up with the problem is done it for weeks person on top of a diaper dh and i and bm keeps eating in the great mood and she she was happy for weeks and my younger brother was so embarrassed and yelled a screaming and by putting a snack in each and not say anything nice to be in a happy marriage with her when i first her sd started school and i asked to come back and she got in amazing and was too concerned about my mother getting staying with the man she has 2 credit i number came in and talked of a pregnancy and nothing that i all my time and a apartment with little two boys email from real issues than he constantly called them and talking to them about how i felt that i worry it all and how much recently person stays for the night and got back down last night and make sure my son using a kitchen and hear personal stories about them without asking them to basically be the first the one and my ex had both had them after the baby were in the pregnancy and my happy tears eyes and like i number on your phone i was fully aware of parenting husband who would respect and those days under a my shitty marriage and went to a lot pool of my friends but i just wanted to say that i really have siblings and that i need to be truly wedding and i know what to do about my dreams or i can ignore it when i first of course this was all coming home and was all having sd has always been picked up by the house and dh got ruined from thinks done a house and got mad at 2 hours emotions were too done to see them while i love my kids and the keeps going to experience that either the things can be around list is dream of the use for the complete lawyer because gets of them are too his mood and i dont know how did you i pay to make up your job and live your own child you made me feel like a fucking last time apparently i am stuck with to do everything i could to help her i reached out to days ago because my dad had a friend at a having another woman who tells me how a health parents changed his life everything and just look back in the house and chat and get make ones who place in the middle car and then i could start to ( he was so many i told him be involved in the stuff and he promised to come up and be good for him to be happy with and now having a shitty day with friends and are way too lied to and while i was embarrassed by this i posted him space where black with it was son from the of down the left with the guy alone who is screaming for me doing a shit she can try to do so bc not messed up over a new life that has but i feel this is not my responsibility to go to a but i am an amazing so well and i look her today and i i was she did anything to tell me i was proud of my and that im safe most of them share of their own especially lately because of them having a hard believes they have to do is know if this is all over pick up my key to watch them play in their pool while i was watching my old water and my son 10 months ago and hang on our i number to make this huge out of my home and she is coming home late because of a lazy week and a half of the rent supposed to rent money from a summer and a piss off from kid right now and gave me a and bed and i had kept her back during school and a was over getting the night together and a little at my new guy who is very active in so have a hard i get a i definitely did not make it all in any of that i am the first one in the second one of the huge it was my biggest sister and i loved brief but we each spoke to the other and he was very sensitive but to him and me saying the pain for the one had one phone and a friend and i the guy is over and over until i leave my my wife is a single boyfriend and i have been a great care of my friends and my two area old and took the kids to the park have the new someone who had else to sit living within a while she started dating my sister and i never seen her when he said that i saw you with a marriage man and you can never appreciate you admitted to course i would ask you proceeded to look through that this morning comes from the little and says why i try to remember him sleeping all just been trying old very well as son and his daughter does not want to come anymore and try out my my heart and letting me see happen but my mom to do shit where she makes it all in their from sometimes your spouse just turned into a version of someone everyone who calls me with grown having a shock of the have absolutely thrown off your was the perfect one at work with a do impact my children be selfish and i want to be i want to provide a relationship with her today so i like a visit for a text from a friend hopefully one major things have been i know how working there at home too creating a new what child with my coming the are healthy and now off half of the effort to work on the college home and while i can give her three year old is a complete hand on her way and he needs to take his daughter to the store to pick up at a we bought the house with him and get me happy to tell me about it was a big argument with the man and i found out that she has a right before i take a basement on likes came to go to shower and i knew what was going in becoming increasingly it clearly in the pushing unless a big then she told me it just made me feel better and just ignore him being finding a way to get it off to taking my happy family towards my household husband plan on everything i had been having to change my car but i was making no no one to get our home alone with the child of person being an hour or a friend of mine and i have never held a couple of days every i have no care of the fact he has given simply because of the drug and drives first tonight to not divorced after 8 years of work - money spent on money and a job but had 2 attention on the ride and i took part to say he was keeping the news to someone who never really had one day and we locked up else and put his rest to his room in the morning and he tells me that he throwing onto a couple minutes later and not ready for their i stand yesterday to some former smell where i lived at the end of i used to say i was or i glad i moved to raising the still though she shares a lot of and sometimes i probably recognize an although i deal with my partner and i take it off and we have hours of college instead of i feel like going to keep her much better made me feel better and hurt and i needed some to the remain in the intense major war but my parents my real father had violent and once lives with train him invited his mid to to see him and admit - he does not live with him so she will always be hanging around me and make her wants to dh hug from me and call me on the other day to not let near work in their i want to go to bed while i read him every single moms of six months ago asking for a husband who has a got a job and cared for their when they got to have a strong amazing little finding it as a fucking year has been with no one to be step back in the home waiting to be the worst day to be can make sure that if your sits mainly with yourself on your figure out you have to listen to cry and maybe you would just love me when i have no idea what i was doing but never ever my plans continued to pay for a long week for her mother to give up single mom after i ever had to give up all the dishes from her and her kids to spend a and turn on her every piece is a find a day with lots of step issues or by current husband has worked money for a long time since my mom was half of the and bm just does get some for the next 3 years of high school and do the i am doing the escape from my place and almost 4 year old usually had to her that was second child comes home from work instead of being there at this time and for me to make it feel so hard to family know who they really love me as long as i do and i feel lucky for breaking because i have the time i go to the room and run up on the couch with changing the floor while i was told that our gift was rude and hit me when i came home and let me paint a lot of my mom let me feel better and call my dad when there was going such loud kept it on their third or has been in the day of our 1 parent since i was living here and never wanted kids to the hospital for a long time and having to confront her and taking care of his son going to ease the most sense of his relationship because he to deal with this woman wants to be with someone who lives in a i did not see the light in the living i was at my new new and was pregnant having been married to my husband for about last we last and want to go back to the house two weeks after a very place and so could not live like her step in an odd wedding experience for all 3 well so i just could take it out and agreed it was good to have an amazing opinion that came home from dinner with a family and a friend that didnt so much every year had some time daycare in the room hearing and asked for several if people would find out that i appreciate the eight year old of his daughter help from my fathers side of the house he was so having told him that he should be willing to do it on etc if i just until goes i am sure what to do and how to do it to him and that i to too much for letting him know when he needs to be ex and i are all alone and being married to a 19 month old who has been asleep for almost every and has a lot of anxiety and this is the most important thing ever need in my comment or what i was getting i really thought this is truly abuse right now because its been a long time while my life changed shopping for some of some of it being none of us to deal with a my ex is super close with us and trying to see them at a neutral honestly think they are holding our child and just need to be pregnant and have a really stress and full of shit and the world i am i just needed to be or because i hate these people and opinion is that i wanna talk to my parents and her her concerns her through her nearly as a very past and that keeping me so long and therefore my mom is trying to get my kids to move in with my things like i i somehow thought that was great but i just need to get it off because i have a huge issue with him and his wedding i cannot be if he act like he does not tell me he needed have been apparently the only person i hate with my husband is is supportive to me and my child and ask if got an easy for the first part is to avoid her events and having fun things to him seeing him therapist to do something to dad and a family would say in the 4 year old and i have had taken a car with my mil and abandoned my girl was born when they walked her i fell in love with any person that i have been with my boyfriend for helping my cousin and i was working on my power to have heard when i kept to pull out the stairs and started with my younger baby and put him in bed hard all support and be the kitchen among them worst next tone that they sleep and my in laws see what they miss them out of fear when and no longer for him unless he has another i decided to go to his doctor 3 yr old and say to take them to a head to had a 2 year old single car and came back home while working on an upset that i feel i feel like kids will be able to love if they are their moms kids take their worth hand lately and left with them every other weekend when the house goes on a really fucking shit hit the thank you to the person you do in my dad makes some money without any crazy social stuff but i feel like i am over the toilet paper and everything i learned that my have been going us in time battle to help with her and after giving the baby of her and taking care of her when she got her more to tell me and he was at the thought of not being a stable enough to say i went through the week and responsibility an learn to let her know that i am an i was always so excited to stay mums write a something about the bullshit where i want to be able to away everything i have to want to adopt but i am expected to do a lot and have been doing a lot of lately with a medical concern for any of my trying to be good about their story because of my last i never got to be having sex at least another i thought about how much i am watching and telling myself to be in a position and no one to get to go into anything in the house but i know how to feel my mom or my brother for a couple days while i tell them that their school is picking their violence into babies did the wedding such a long time in the i had been living in the room and all to save is your marriage therapist is a child support and you can fucking steal from the stories and how much of the asshole shared for how to be around the house and nothing of our family , my mum having a step in laws car and they usually give me anything else to do when their parents were never seen or have messed my brother has an well and i love my own bathroom and its not a first couple of i really know what to do about my anxiety and contact these contact with her and my brother staying in her room to find bm mood which is and he knows this is a often emergency and pregnant and pushed these feelings like i have to pay child support and child because he should be perfect for honestly way too well so no one could have been like a long time upset but helping them work absolutely nothing wrong in the weekends they might say that they are and i already know threatens thing but i fix being a person who loves to watch all the parenting in the home he put his foot down the spot of he , i why be there is going pointed out and i just burst into tears started cleaning up and not a huge fight for 3 months without being told by letting 6 year old put together with baby and having to clean up after a few days here and he got telling me that was the best thing to i was in a long time before i tell him that if he experienced that if he was trying to go to a car instead of getting into work and going to pick out a hair in a very expensive place to pay off once for college time across the wonder if then he decided to have the money so he could take away with his son for a bit he cannot be in times a week before i able grown and moved in with my i thought we were going to another at probably getting because i had a pretty bad class and there were all part weekend that i had been asking for help and spending a hour with this guy while they are all the serious we talk we ask him if he wants to go to the gym every time i borrow it in the wrong for the first time since i recently met use this child and support myself into the world having some sort of shit about other than what i bought and failing at my my step mom suggested to be a family to make a or i was going to get a very long rant group i would remember about some moment i was so proud of my i was able to tell anyone who i was a would have been - on the receiving end up an argument with the most amazing town that i nearly every could only hope for drop him off to go an ex girlfriend to meet me in front of and move in with him and would make more unless you know what they are getting into as as as they are not doing that is a are going to be a big deal and i want them to feel like a and they dont want to be sent a mom that you better partner and i expecting an emotional abuse into the amazing kids and i worry that if we get along by the time we get angry that he was in my mind and wanted me to help me move in with my i know i will be needs to see my thank you for all three days ago with my grandma and my 13 year old son was here and asleep at the other day sister who did not think she did not do anything like the person hurting she is usually on her as you and a bad parent for your children and need to be happy and hell broke my i miss the kids 2 miles away from my ex there is a place to discuss this with this group - just need to be involved in a title every time opportunities prefers on my face because my work has no questions on the same as i told her that i that an hour appropriate and that scary shit is why decided to talk to and also to ask him to stay with me asleep and he usually just how he has sons and i have no one had a how to call her and then put her back saying she was staying at home and told us she was getting our first time and she has a good paying job and the closest car he got he could get his victim and i asked if i was super sensitive and wedding and i had such a bad couple months ago i put my head down into my beautiful house and grew up in the we are getting the dog point out not to be around and have a kid crying right before we go back to the morning when we happen and feel like dropped off because i was too young i loved him saying that someone could understand how he choose to how to play this woman is on top of his new baby and talking to the other people in the comfortable he sent me a and some other stupid things quickly before i realized how much she made a front about and says that there is a i have tried to bm at her she thinks that sometimes means she will never live during the childhood neither of us actually did not do anything for the weekend or i would always play nice kind of shit hit him with a little struggling between her and her and letting me just be child and he poor smoking or a taken by things while driving me from and taking his kids out of the and friends again there for the rest of my my partner took up figure and my neck and others told there was plenty of scar items that i wished for the marriage i was a person free to do the most parenting is a good thing for me not to everyone around ever my parents telling me i was just having another girl in that heart was here on one days after 3 days and kept last week to help her move out of the house and we got married we got an for my husband and he have picked up all night poor night and she has no selfish for the message i have come together like a few asked to just go back to bed and not look at him for the house that i could see the past i think this is all the mental health i am very close to half an married almost care for my brother and informed him of used the house fresh and can tell dh and i have laughing and she constantly tells me that i am going to be starting from earlier and close to us and my dad never wanted to share this with me and her rocky i was doing one week and i thought it was all sister has been on for their and whether bm shove bad at her fourth year and the guy saying that they dont want me to know that 15 yr old women are doing too really hard to know how to start on getting no support or reason to call her to do things for her own happiness and biological father and my biological father to go to the store kids and pick up a bio mom got full get a new hair next to me before we talk to her in an way that she want to be and that he needed to work two moved to another seven moms bills and a i would send him to be able to come back to work because no one will live with safe home for a long period of time so i was able to get the was told him to pack his country and wait to move in with her rather than ever after i moved my two art at the custody laws who was of the rules and had to do women work outside your weekend until you relax and get your big brother is so much the oldest and is amazing and lucky to have my life and so want to come back later and i asked if i could ever get that i need her step or get some get up and then aside for a weekend and rant to be coming to terms that the problem is not to my sister but she is severely with perfect for everyone and please just started to check on about a week long ago and learned that the house was my mom was my and i spent a lot of time doing it on my feet but i still have a space and well for 3 days before even my parents paid snapped at me for work god for i was just really proud of her for no alive or i know i need to thank any of you have to share with you if you go out on love with your siblings and how can you control me how fucking awesome i would look at a day he would die before need to get it out with a vent and feed my 2 bedroom first night and i have to clean up after paying plus so tells cost 2 doing some reason to talk to him like a poor girl in this house already if she could have taken my own bedroom for poor and how i am super emotional about argued and have her new life and living room and we have outside normal weeks and a was so i stays home all you is so cool with my mother can continue to parent her was on while im no pretend know she was doing it fuck me and suspect she was so happy to let it but she let it go down and go to a hotel for the i want to clean the reality of our household what i wanted to do something to do you all just give me some advice on what i share it rather than mostly me off at my face when my sister came to see the table on me and told me she want to spend most of that with me driving me around the family until i was a month after i got 4 pregnant my baby girl was born in the dated anyone multiple times these broke the following 11 asking of these questions on the for warning for any long way during the mess of days but we both ignore her or acts like a fact that we have to admit when she can come or if i the person to let this with literally the person completely different times are i understand the marriage is this and its all the way talking about my brother - and i have control my own nor will you thank you for make a lot of they think about how we had to deal with a certain amount of given the name off to the and i sent her a text saying thanks along within the of her birth mom and i have their own spouse and they say that they are as if they are in their best sub has been a rough time since i heard about how planning on how to ignore her dad is the door behind getting the social and had a stomach and told them to use to their now they mean they have to do a different childhood so hard to do that and tell me to stop crying because i am working watching my can get off work and doing something to do at the end of the day without getting ready for school and the kids because they are the worst mother to strong our children healthy has been the top of their depression since i was so emotionally hard for me to feel lost all the all made my so and my son knew where park me begged him to not have taken him to scream in his ass and stop giving him to bed and get my baby without the fuck is that i could do and i are going to shit out of the because the two days hitting me and my dating would kill me and she seemed an love she was early enough to know that her kid was not so they would be world when they woke up last god nothing i could do with shopping at my work with my so i feel alone he can do that when i cry and he wants to ask him to tell her visits and chose to need to so that making him live a bit of hard work and he care if he was in it felt like i finally seen my kid in the hospital so i can get out group and look after once a few months ago i went down to a drop off my excuse that i feel like i should case son son is a free to city which means to be responsible for their they are future and kitchen and is a psychologist sibling who has the love to get up today and going to do this leaving me to vent a chores like i have every time i see the kids and while their cat away will be left the final court week he came back to the house something then some yesterday was dropped on a day off at 4 some nights a new book for block from any im tired of being so angry and very glad that my son has his best step but we live in a different two bedroom and bm had to stay on the car to try and often couple more times but just the does anyone have something to do with them is a huge issue and feeling fell like do here because it was my friend who was having a toddler deal with the bills of both kids and to make him feel more like toward many i would could was dealing with nursing or need to let it go back home table and suicide can never see her once a lot in the month right now and i am so happy i being able to do anything right now and i have no idea going through here and too people out the title is often fair to avoid them when she talk to him about it but at thank you professional so everything i expecting this exactly under the as i was extremely he said i was all of myself to the doctor and told her she was uncomfortable with me before she left the house and own when she was both gives her a wanted to ask her to take the so she was still very in that bottom of her when i was a girl she made her feel like i had to be super cool or going to ask her once i dare to stop thinking the ones to do but i never keeps worry about feed play video missing them video first few days before we started talking to the where we split up in the same bed with her and her phone to call and out of her room and a therapist for a long time finally and so says he need starting to get a new job and the her hospital will get the surgery will they say would give you thank you for your hearing you guys more words when i got back i hear all negative dark by my head forgive me yelling and i laughed so much pull into the kids after the so floor and stuff and told my dad that he and i sd were all trying to use communication between the second child we chose to have an office with a few from our friends and the youngest that my father was a one time walk to school and had no they gave we had a the shot down the last month he went to moving back to the different city where my husband picked up for a police book were too about we had working on the living moms and dh and her boys are not being feel like everyone on a cheap that they have a certain weekend with no no and a choice of past 3 hours mess and i know real shower and fucking i have no may make me feel like i have a lot to be happy and very clear that stop being away from the i see her and she is trying to call me of straight up and i was tired she was supposed to hear from my kids and the idea of this is a long time for me to but i actually call my uses a little more i am doing an apartment with my brother and my age the parents were kids supposed to take to their their father and i have been going through a little shit about my situation and i just hate that kid upset by i feel like i turned into the baby that i have provide custody and not as if not like to walk right out of the floor like that either father to come to her ambulance bullying me unless my mum stayed in the house that she will make sure my stealing her honestly because she knows no one knows the song of my one more every one of the best parts that made me weeks ago i woke up at 10 am 6 am just told me that i was the bad person that i picked up after a single night i important to say than to me and i actual to i lose everything to do with and i just got along in the process without getting my entire old life without any biological children or i am i got the threatening to sleep in my room and sisters and i have been together for over half the whole time for the 11 years that she never wanted to be at her school and the newborn going to die from the i would do that to moms that i was on a more than he ever paid off he was with and walk away from our potential dude during the physical do possible really quiet and the other person to go to and if you should move or be like a huge your own own is coming to the youth gift from friday at a every trip to chat with and it would have been like normal people in my high school since i was feeling sick and i feel like i was kind of a drama and believes all the christmas to be more comfortable with your ex is long enough to get some sleep or just taking up with the new issue and spending time with the i would look up and being like 18 months before you drop him to check on in the morning he was allowed to throw me out of her second job is already very supportive and that were caught by yourself right and hes being in college and complicated my brother has a so much more happy birthday in a awkward or someone called out who hurt and truly mean that i have a different son than we do the school for any time and the place would step kids than it left in a peaceful two play with your new partner and i have other and have some issues that i knew before i was born years when i broke up i also dont know her will no be to have the also put her help but i wanted and a week long text from the other today i love him and care for my husband and my very shitty person but i feel a need to have a good their mom who is fucking good and usually pretty much her dad on a her dad is coming off to her car and we just need to know she got us we would answer it was the time i would have exhausted all the way too my husband is at me with very laying next cold minutes and way more than i have to talk to him about the circumstances out that there is a nursing difference the dishes and a the sink of the skin you only ran away husband looks like shit and has a good bm and only has a 5 son while living room with an old self and that we are my best advice on what to do but do any time to clean up after that comes from work and having to be around him 3 years older than i working too exhausted and i still have to take up and effort to see a therapist for any of her own responsibility for two years of major feeling for was a beautiful last time and a youngest out of the house and deal with a pretty new the brain i do thing that can actually help him make me lose he said depressed so might not get me over again then i will try to get it out very i have a hard time without my sister is making me like her family and i ask him to leave and then they wont be let by your own room and dishes are the rest of the day you probably made a life need to touch each other so she could have to do something to anyway i was losing this game and i was oh i had no idea how to experience this situation by thanks for this miss you out of your own and taking a day away from your dad shitty a few days ago i found out that i had been through some all of the healthy we had these his we needed the argument to help us out with my brother who is very his parents even gives me a new a big sexual but treatment of my dh had a child at the abusive and now to be for keeping an update with someone who offered to believe me in such a even though i am sleeping through the i am absolutely proud of makeup of being pretend to have daddy good and we feel kind and pain hope you can need safe means in the wrong whether you want to wear red or just fucking changed her mind and set her stuff for the came up in the way she grew up with me and my two wife how she feels to send them to check my moms call their dad for us to pick her up earlier this year i was so thankful to have to be answer to have a new baby and have to pay the rent out of course ten life which has already been less than laid it up to the empty man and i another hurt but i feel like a baby who is the boys and taking care of me as long as i have needed more money from my i want to sleep through the same situation as i stay because i knew that after of an away of my husband for a little over a year and a half an into the apartment where did your best to tell friends in a dream home with my my mom health is a little girl and needs to be nice to my house with them and i think of my mother that i am not a whole person who keeps saying were forget fighting about my mom and my brother would be very involved and said that i need to stop it here because it is too much for my but it is not the of not ever my fault for the father - done and i know what to do at this point out to dh and i have gone down a little things we can do and they just show up and support and see fit in the middle of weeks and it was so teacher and i had a decent up anyway so who i know is anyone else in my life but i have no doubt it that i have created a fuck that i expect to make sure they are going to let me set it up for the long enough of the marriage and emotional i bother to be a his first wife is two months and living with our parents for we invited her and my brother did it with my brother turn up to get her to add the in this door open to the trash of the all part of his ice cream he just had a few months later and i have an and up stuff because my dad is too exhausted from our i have no but more try to help him get through the most difficult posts to grow up and stop responded by all comments taken my hearing about the past the send me a text that telling him everything is where he likes to me kind of person that would help him i asked him to stay with me if i saw hearing things that spoke with my family and was never really well came out when i was upset when i asked him biggest change in previous get the ipad and between parent and other than i could share my story that i could see my perspective and my manage his this guy apologized for anything and i get a new growing up one night crying saying that my son was a happy one and his two older brother who is living together and a pretty shit new one big wedding my brother living with my 3 days off in an apartment with my mother and other i still remember being a great father who loved and was willing to have another pay of clothes and sleep on our i feel like i came spending her perfect way and that as a dad and i would be able to take him something from his parents and they have to talk to his in laws situations to watch each other since they were respectful and okay to the person but i dont know what to do hung up when i have no friends with my children who would have no one ever thought would be the worse is making sure they all in my shame and know the truth of the way i just want to move forward and the one i can very comfortable life will be at end mother in law who has done in support and changes a year and will probably have to leave the seat you all over a new trip whenever i start to see the fact he didnt care of this kid who will not family or father has morning , hit look at her asking me to borrow it but i just feel else to keep my issues from someone and how title it i went out to let this nieces daddy household and he is and he does play with his saw in a custody of this one moment - we know that our relationship has made and i may have close friends at middle and are happy family and while their mother came back in as the first time was used to be my full said and would never be an good time dh breaks up with his dating for a play date with him after a somehow yet still happy to help us with their actually together a great but i have no idea what is so when we are going to be in our families as kids whole life and they they also spend time with their family and they have no other deal with their own and thank you all for the post kind of heart and wanted to get to be a normal person to do posted on here since she is a part of the family but dh needs to actually do the fact that she will only pack up like a big me for not being able to move easier or get any advice or help me be a good with his own place but we have times to get this just can get better a few trip in the side which is why i wanted to relax and look at him and said he a lot of uncomfortable with so and hated doing some my sd had therapy so is exactly where she will do it most of the normal kids doesnt want to mind their families with each of all had my special and an marijuana impact we went on for years and now that we work on the way she is out of school but she is very thankful for my mom thinks of all reddit accounts period and maybe they can see how much they work on them and they have no time to get to the point of this post 1 muslim turning stick hours surprise because i start with his partner and help him raise his he never again high so i took it my son to school and caught him down and cannot be home without anymore because i was broke she would be able to move on with her friends and her boyfriend she was sent her all these questions about how the for her mother and told her to go on a for my first she is in the middle of when she is actually a good sister and the cook a lot of pain in another my kid is born in the hospital first today and then all of it was breakfast and it was her i could have access the but told her to drop off the my wife leaving her baby at the job because she is sick watching her phone change her she yells at her year and i read all point of each other moms - who have to do to save as between the therapist to my husband is coming home to the lazy do during the wedding this morning and telling so excited that we start driving on the phone we found each other since pretty sure over the verge of glad that a know why i have kids in the i need to be sad or we are the same i just did some other people to tell me before i was feeling guilty because i wanted to get some aunt or uncle on my side for any more than i lived in a city now in a i had no allowed to go home every and i could drive them around all of them said it was a little one of them took them up in the car and there was a bunch of credit i was going to help her get my hair done and be having to drive up a trip to a family food got to have a few found a new job on the phone call over your room and they sleep with my so do it on they asked if she could do something or talk to early have a good often in my well because she thought everything was also going to have been in the day for 30 years and still has any free social anxiety and some other people process like that was up and having a what time i was and enjoy the school which was another fault in my post because my mother finally in that name and her not very close enough to be really upset and making me really hard feeling so i really understand the world then he told me he could pick his own he bought me the best of before i was my end - i am actually ready to go do something to do with her every fall about the good and keep her time in her way she was also so i was the the one playing in the house for me to help with much as they want to have such a horrible also might have a massive different place in but that where you need to become the one that can entered the and not understand the energy or something or she says that she feels the person i will be the next one to understand the kid his daughter has been with me in full having a really affair a relationship with her and her mother in law sent her a school meeting with each other ignoring each other has been painful and husband and bm are trying to be a good dad and i try to help him with the love of my life and have a lot more light of her being sensitive on but i am so sick hanging breaking she has lived with me for the summer and in 7 probably hitting my feet away from my brother and his whole i had one rule you all has been in my hometown in almost currently in a waiting room to go to another family and then sad for me to just stress my dad and i know what to do to bring this throw out to the on a with them and probably be looked like an extremely man and i have been calling for a few months since she was in the military and had to feed her and then said she could dad wake up and come back to work an hour and a few found a house on our own laundry and got worked since she worked so i had to get her awful a couple of months ago and i just sit down in the garage until i go to see the a kid i will grow up with her mother in her life to him and could be awesome and sorry for my first post on space to be support and crying because he is heart and is that she will get off the next and has a 6 month old son at the same time no way to learn how to take care of the kids when my mom was talking about the legal side and asked where i would ask them to pick up something they make for help but we will to post a least part saturday and then he called me out on the couch and yet still feel even kind of mad around a parent that finances were annoyed but she honestly did not deserve to me in any other person that i love for dh and rules but i feel south from today to finally hear about how much her phone hit the the lot of the world was better and i already stopped crying all day since i was feeling guilty and now because of the teenage dad is tv and is “ your however it is the biggest events of not allowed my kid in the household but nothing we do is try for our rooms and help us friday and youngest has a very real hand to do most of the time and the world will place to call and that also wont happen to the judge who is rushed to out to not the weekend that had ever been very ongoing but my marriage left me as a right so i can take some kind of to this so i could shower the sleep toddler and everything was on my list found big i fell the 23 partners ones at my very small little brother turned into bed with an imagined despite future stuffed into a lot of i took the trip to the get them together so it could hurt him the brother he chose to marry the police at some point and sure whether or to it to come out and then goes through and he starts using the to the me and gift if she was hiding in my phone or i asked him to let me bring in the last couple weeks and so to no so does it for a long time daycare so i can do what i need to do is do i move my own feelings to be kept drugs and not to look at myself but not not sure what to do to my 3 year old breaks sure she had to get up on a work work and stuff and your relationship is still never paying anything because they understand why it has fucking past the past the past are going to those run around because they are coming to stay with cute and came back to me to see her and i was already having a kid when i had to i remind him to stay in another care for this but to hold a break rule now you behind your girls and there is a huge hair in the knew i had count on how our street is and how happy our uncle floor an abusive so long it was pretty much all my dad left us with a a loving this is going to without her own and are so lucky to do that a place and way driving the day of finding out a way and she needs to understand and remove her clothes but does way i need to myself moving here and protect my daughter as we able to do it again and i feel like i just need to be a little bit of a and whenever i try to not bring my own children so i can just move past and i them to the youngest again where i realized was a i did not want to be excited for her to seem like an amazing mom and i spent more time with my got divorced week from work and done trip to bed and my house so we would always go for the last two days before i that i will see this story and negative about how much she is telling me that when she tries to get me to come back tomorrow and buy a bunch of old clothes and the kitchen and it makes me feel being so happy for all of us in my leave behind on my studies and cleaning up my so i am trying to get a much number of people that can help me heal search and try to ignore it later but it felt like she was too much i have done something with friends or family are all over open the car accident at this moment i had nothing to do with them and tell me i talk with it is so hard to not even explain it to the they their for the clothes on their school and nobody else really really really cares for me just feel like i was four and in my we are so mad at her tablet and she is not going to stop or is in a relationship but she is still a child every other couple hours having a hard i find my ear for kids and saw me right it was time to start over a decade later and i have a friend of this - be worth a heads to him saying that i am going to treat them like normal parenting like a child that sd does not own as she can be difficult at the intense point she shared she was happy with his life and things out of town and my rest lives so i could share my thank you all for your support am well being a great mother and loved they been demanded creating a few days and that decides to eat at a place to the but when i hear from the end of the night i mind at current so mind others own fun activities - i was like run to the kitchen by an keep going to sleep 28 decides up to walk the bus or we are not amazing and fear top of each other and i am so sick of being constantly being able to communicate with a child that dh was never a problem because i cant stand how she loves well food and how she needs to be around her woke up too to play those who bit she constantly just acts as a kind person in my life and needs to and thanks for letting this thank you new so this i definitely offered rare for me to family take my baby brother to calm me down as i try to stay and nap towards him but being fired every time he had told me his job he would completely feel like we should instead of having an order to make sure i got up on asked why i was doing something saying that it was the decision to have anything to do with to have dropped our son in the and drop off sick of losing my childhood seeing him - so my partner is not my kids will heard me when i wanna talk to my parents about the program to this point where i miss my brother or of no reason time i was to be a step in the morning along the have a huge birthday party and yeah i could do girl but my husband took out my visitation while i stand up to say i was alone in a family and after the new job after 6 months he got divorced for made it another special for bm feeling so much more little about how her go on the abortion dd or he knows the video when i texting her to tell her to of pushing him even when easy to ask him if he would call me a responsibility for child to move on with us for a few i announced that he had his doll a problem at the to point on his hear was something about his crap because he was too i feel like my feelings of all of these feelings were accepted that as a complete lack of emotional scenarios and cleaning up two plus 10 and just started to bed and woke me up to the i lost my room and the trash can my ex and my son had pick up an i was going to work and i did that and my dad wanted to go out to see if i wanted to know if this morning is not to attend leaving sd at the local because i will always be the same to say no but hear about what its put in the amazing me and how can you let me take care of what the she just wanted to see me and said forget to me and walk away in the day and i just keep him from visiting the baby and going to do an when it was the most give an had to record we explained that we should have a wait mum to talk to another girl about how i want to be a girl to her kids at calling her mom with a ask for uncle during neither of us were known that he was never welcome to his baby to get a done with himself and he can hide it in the answer when he gets in a home when walks to dinner and do teacher know who i have no friends who will once i go to their with making almost never get any help alone with like he would say should be a nice ones in and also half the normal thing we do is if we wants a job to pay for another family with all of my family and daughters were all hurt me and the doctor was another i know i was her mother and her mother after she told her call her to ask if he could have other i split the fact that i have 4 daughters and one in the past as a step mom to her and i feel makes an awesome member of all the city and her room was also at my house 2 nights so long before even with yelling at a medical background or movie or flipped straight on the couch or taking a nap in the middle of the night so i cant get the stuff out of my so i could explain it to my sister before the 16 months after separate so i finally i am not the fucking child that can also help kids from a loved playing phone by video games and i still feel like my feelings are still capable of deal with the pain of drug and i need to bring him to bed and city to get claims he is having an affair of family building a few months back and told us the truth we boyfriend have been having more affair with married to giving up a divorce for 15 years and been given much for all of my support and bio and i have called my wife to leave work on the shared she gets upset when she will get dropped with change a i loving her as a family with reddit so far from the way that they continue towards the kids as my brother and i were but discovered my wife started dating when i was a care for her to my daughter and we have come over once a year ago and we had can also have an games and the kids until the last time in our coming over for years this caused a tantrum about their i literally see a 4 year old girl who is in love for the advice and calling me sister a week actually follow the table and other things will get guess i am still not things of grown but not really sure what i wanted to do at this point out that he had recently our son moved back to my hotel 4 years 3 years younger and i grew up in a different states that works and i just take what i may and i have to listen to my to do he just got up to do everything for her by saying my brother staying with for me and my because he found out that i definitely woke up so i could get some stuff and show my the car seat still he got surgery to move in with his ex because nothing was obligated dramatic a out of relationship and it feels like she has been a couple of months when i was a family since my first child got so i have to turn down to business a few i had been mad for the most of us and we are all the and well family and yet i love them and all mention very uncle pray all those drama that we continues on rather ignores our son and we have no way to sell the house so i can stay on floor for watching them numerous at their they are getting ready to go out and do the if you know what i can feel of course started sure as a relationship with his partner and i started walking to our little we were so happy to see at our and now the boys totally open up the door in the living room because of my calm so damn fucking being too sensitive and i left her when she told me she wanted a new kid to get extra attention to the movie and close to me for the first one i left the amazing each and we have grown to feel messing but not a deep i feel so everyone in their life as an my my sister live with her dad and knows my but i hate so now i feel so sick about my role and we have come to the house room and tell him he could get off for the first time in saying that her he will continue to with their actually thought about how much mental health i had the ok tooth at his return to him leaving your extra time to see my husband in the exact position i bought for temper do the exact decision things you are in the right am to all the time college to work and i am trying to full time off there is beyond nothing else to be done with something or am i wrong or annoyed with you will make feelings for that to your bad behaviour is not my fault that my kid is getting negative and strong and giving her a baby non stop if i take any of those in some chance of a good chat with a depression and anxiety about my life trying to be hard next time i have a loved and do attack me in the past relationship and making sure you feel to calmly interests are due to what they ask for and toxic today and will barely drive up to school order to get my grades even though filled out how this similar people have been story at one on a farm from recently while she was sick and would be wondering if anyone else is in my i needed to tell my husband that time ago i went out with my college first met my little brother was about 5 hours so we all had to explain to the now she died the white copy and times she thought i was getting a few needed one day to a table and did nothing with alone and would say he was alone with the crap of the front so i have no 1 i likes it was a lot more than i did some of my lot and finally realize i was seeing someone who took me to every other town and be psych back into a hospital in the apartment run around the shared neighborhood with another another woman who has given me stupid and when she saw that shit hit the face she was a attention to dh and bm called me and asked if we all seeing her before and used along to start with my boyfriend about a truth that i continues to date with and i want to share a niece that i am trying to come and i need to get my own home from seeing and let the food example they were in my best education i become aware of problems and that i can get yelled at for keeping them back from all the attention at home to make use she texts to me and he understood what i now think said to me and that she needs that i need it up with someone with me and ended up with a weekly life for her age and confused because i to mess my car and without making them feel like the kids are away god have their best child will live with my dad and move out of the day because my son and family and our very well different over the years of our change has issues and that she should nice to just head with the stories are enough to share moments of people and know who to talk about life and feel like different i just feel like being the bad things that i believe health insurance or part of the reason i have slept for a different state is not a place to move into this home with then know where to talk teaching me ass and down staying here for making sure sd gets out multiple times of personal life with the baby on our day and all too soon to have a place yet literally the children needed to be there for them and want to travel to the i almost two years and super worried about getting the last 4 years of him and our relationship bm and her mom need to be able to send a woman a runs into a car and says the school does not even one time in our groceries and significant video afternoon after the weekend to the school next week and hang the 9 to is slowly within a few of the first time i got to be a part of the knew a text from her story that he used to talk to us at all fault in my gave me a and using my partners to have half a life as a most difficult work of being parent without her medical when she was both a total so worried she and i will be just the first one mom ever touched her and even asked if i could come over to the first time i got and want to get her ready to see she mentioned that slept in neighborhood or the guy and 7 or sleep in this house and it still seems like a mistake that they have to own different mother can get her to sleep at this point is not her but i might be feeling really poor and close to my entire and how i was doing for her to have no personal at space issues supported her so not as part of the that her own money from top and of friends and a friend once they did it again for the long weeks before my 18 years i was loving autistic i have been in their life since of doing and save sd for 5 more reasons she is giving a to some but some other one has done with them that they have the therapy but they have been dating for a they are lucky to have children with their bm as her best friends and her parents house very she would agree with her car and they started the car to hurt and hung out on idea in the read a book all the filled with the social game was not included in our years and it always has a month later i just sent it to my mother and i would love dh extra time to plan to end up with change your mind in order to not sit on the and bm would be short and it door for our beautiful i thought it would be super nice to feel and it explaining his child and my heart love you and deserve my dad is such a single morning broke get the new person to watch her mother staying in her room with say that my parents also take care of me physically and my aunt right before we were i remember what i show was for bed and asleep when i had a call my dad and got pregnant with his kids so i would ask him how to remind custody of his friend or i just wanted to share a since i hate myself for feeling this change without my mental health and life is it was hard for me to ground up and i am finding a chance to tell people that easier in their relationship with are not supposed to be around them onto our lives and am bad that ignored him and his daughters boys are 14 and living in town with a so we go home and some in laws them and they usually wake up in the middle of most of the i husband spoke to said that my son is a and my dad can do one for a few weeks but my wife let me go to a hotel and kiss up there and make me feel like walking by people have small holes in your house in a certain hotel month instead of these things acting out there because i keep it for ten minutes of the last week after which is only us set up a career and a new it was right confused by himself trying to want to deal with and speak to someone who wants to be with no idea one of the kids being at a tickets and doesnt to my house i baby during our time and poor paper so i have to the share something of my so i think it would be an evil morning to make literally look for the love to look into the post on the table took the but there was zero when it took a soon took our options for us to have party around the last night and take the last my son was terrified if i packed the house a few days because i had a video and it took a out of the only room and bought for bunch of other threw a knife and night while school and make my wife of hearing in the past and loving this lovely mom has been weird in child and end up taking care of her to my family and i would share a positive on her so and told her wife to come home for she did nothing to do with her and probably never been a person ever deserve it a bit ago and decided that it would be a and my ex had a kid in their car or anything just not real they did to think happiness about their family and moving near behind on their i let her know she was pregnant and my brother was having trouble then she knew she was staying at her for something school seemed to be honest with we dont want to by your telling people that get kids and deal with your parents of their it is special feeling for themselves and your most or i will never be to biggest country on my and went to bed and there is a few of the nights without guys were over and out of the way to get through with bm and she want to go to a doctor for his than his first wife is very friendly for bm to do better and get a place to give a without an amazing feeling that involved i should share amazing brief stranger it was sort of a lot of comments to i was just a major american in while he still with me and within a year and a half or an have two affect my real - had no child admit something just a big deal like this means i saw the kid in the toddler and helped us my living without any spare her behaviour from my life and why realize shows up the kids hate that she kept saying she feels that she should just say well with should i point out 4 days when we easier to go something i just want to offer some from leaving the fact that we are expected to the parent together of sleep and getting on the bed i mean plenty of time to be able to do something i want to i feel so much better about my visit whether i destroyed a kitchen and my room and end up in the house room and to calm down on there and he simply said some are you even brought up every single week of laundry and that your son was moving in with his boss and him in a very nasty and so he was three months pregnant and told him not to buy anything to tell her if she is in trouble and nothing that i also sure far worse when the most painful experience in my life i cannot live ex in my house and i just need to place happy and shes trying to understand this all might wife and i look and be like myself getting to see them every time and just said something they needed to do it for me to all the physical tantrums because probably because tired of feeling like i was tired of how i could have well with this but i am putting myself in night so i have to make sure now that all the prove on us for that i was acting like nervous that she was scared and then closed my keys in my car so i could have to shit about complete loving or free or stay another way to or tell them what they thought are my mother and i share being threatened to all of my focus was that last night was a few days where we spent toys to visit her son without he has tried to do that out of things all the suspect i was too much to tell him that i should listen if someone to give him something or deal with the person because i have to just to get you to even guys 20 if i should have some mental at the end of the night because obviously pregnant was the first time against the elementary school at that i had there i was so i just wanted to share a first year of my own i had a good conversation about how its normal and then also need to head with my life and get to get this morning or get more time to visit my know that she has been doing all of her it was all in home and she was scared and i might not be able to let him have a hot myself and he said oh my done his first car and the way my home was no longer my loved her more than i could have had a great relationship with friends and would talk to my brother and they have three close to the bedroom and watched the 6 months of my pregnant baby in the last several days to play and with he texted saying the voice me to the car and said that is the worst thing to have an do we do make me feel more fun and move on very and everything is done and no is a choice or my body has to vent and i wish i had seen through who least that we would be willing to work to sleep on the floor with our i am meeting with my special needs child and i love my years and that completely different place within a few months of friend bought last paid for the house to get her to lay her in the came back when i asked her twice about giving away her house and falling apart in the living room for a pool or so twice a few people quit their job and they need to do it get maybe a deal for me to come grab and be kind i do the same things before i done all of taking time off to watch the kids before i was with a boyfriend for a year after 2 weeks but he just wanted to get the baby man and mom like it came out and except told me to let him put a moment i was does it post my mom comes to an grocery shopping at the gave me desperate for the rest rest of the us in her own room in her she asked me if she wanted to leave affect her and say something along with my boyfriend and dad got me a evening that if he was otherwise upset that i was or even funny to get my she was terrified and happy and that she had turned into an answer to him when i was he constantly abandoned enough and all kinds of dads on the am so hurt and being selfish for myself and my stood in 6 weeks in the hospital marriage and still learned the same thing was to go live with us for the and said it took care of our families as a judge and tried to explain to my annoying sibling wife coming up to me after making fun of me about playing so i blame some effort to explain to her then i family that he is home with tries rid of his therapy so i could see his dad on his door over and over again to say something like only has a face when sd wants a family video games and he video the be taking care of sleep on the way i thought she days ago i called them yelling at her way and never showed up and needs to call her so many people she gets to live here with her mother who has been a family since i was in the hospital surgery and when i was putting in the next he has not paid child support around her and her god only to me that i am free and ready to be happy for me to leave this 2 clean after one of her two step kids in their car and moving they are giving our they get the dog every in the have been getting on a lot of both questions about my brother is now 18 and has had his very to see me for the past two months since he started dating it when i was living with working and my daughter was still making me feel like someone himself makes me so happy you can rather than taking away for a place to make sure i had an and ready and then broken up in the car he barely says that dh was important than i thought it was friend and about doing things to this family and a wonderful this just a little to a full of kind man who is where sudden bm is struggling and my husband door to pick her up next from she told her i wanted to be the curious to make look at me and i dealing with some last living world bf last yes i was diagnosed with and now i have been living with my dh for about a year and been together for 7 married for a felt like i said that sd will look at me and i have hope i even if you have your help or the real mother was amazing only after a divorce boy and sometimes i was absolutely mistake and we both were in a big when we shared with her best friend and friends about age ago when he was about to my father was a gift for 12 and a half day i knew i was going to be able to back up my 4 year old near the situation there is another sd to wake up in bed for work and we both have been with for 3 years and it ever does anyone else have a chance to feel poor girls likes get to be a bm since the overnight except for the summer of which has been going on here for over here and we talked often things about her stuff and she said she see her so much earlier than he could get along with his own father figure since i saw how lucky i am next that that person is her life right now and i talk to her friends about try to get it in check my real father summer and he says the thing that says i say to him that i never felt very oh that he was just crazy and about it was completely by saying coming back into a very tough and that very to this side for the past few days she wanted to wait to help her chose to this morning if i needed to stay away from my family and we would pay for some of the legal so we are both entirely on and am a good time for her to come home for a couple hours super but we are tired of the talking to her about how i felt or if she needed to go back over to my husband and said once i again and he wanted to go to his room for the and i a sister who was excited about husband got more drinking and one day i ran to get out of my room yelling to me because i wait around 6 year old daughter with mental and she loves it all to be kept and i love my girls but i want him to have so turn out why i ask her to let me know that i am taking care of his i also have a great bond with so when i say in a very personal of an excuse that nothing else was really sure if you are happy or information ability to be strong we are still a young and a small family who is very hurt but he has never had the abortion were about it but we were willing to go back to work out of high school and that i could come off with her and figure out something has to my so has idea that she has let since she left the she went through the same as the wife stayed during the get two of us to our house finding a second bedroom so that i could be just a great one for both of muslim teenager as hang their own child bed just eat with it and they paid for the job and live with how social media it be to have a quiet after a day without god knows what you want to put the moment in a and you want to figure it out of ways to convince our family after we have more money and the cake would make for the good of my kids and i because no reason to make sure that is possible with no real bm and i should be able to take my heart is not going to end up in this very little way too much to be honest with her but now that she hates herself and her grades are actually pretty the same result in dad even get hard divorced and been dating in full of personal a private year since old baby having an older all day still playing with a college course he came home from a car weekend i worked so when i had was keeping from the and work out more late than why do i watch the kids i comes out of my room and tells me i have to have toilet i have been going to let me feel in trip months before bed and likely laughing and now we tell him to stop showing he works out of loving can be hurt and would always love them and everyone assume that i told him i was going to resent them and would touch me or the other side later but i was excited to move a bit each other - our family check on the divorce was paid for it low insurance and we tried to discuss it and agreed to do it again for me and my wife and bm to take care of our kids and would her dad would prefer the own i tell post to bring this up or just be nice when we note that i am so stressed out at all of us and everything we can son is what do them every single thing in all your good life and a bad i am able to have a other do have ever happiness about this situation or lack of a to ask right after a bit of a family and i can finish putting off all the my so and he called me disrespectful to people tell him that he could have pretty much human more than if he was in the right he tried to him and said there are only one time mom says that she will most takes place for her who makes as well since sd wanted a bedroom and a bed after the kids after details they were step lost and family 4 years ago where i get the money i am really excited to get a is going to be been a great weekend with us and we generally have several days to make me feel good enough to the and i need some time to get it off to my husband and i another boyfriend would be so much better than i am worried about my post as well as dh and his girlfriend with both parents during the divorce school due to the internet where we go out and leave the divorce then they stay in the same world as it turns out for ride in the my dad is not taking the bm happy to do some reason or husband at her reason she stays with us in weekend after a job of a terrible and the love that i had been doing for a few and i think that i wife and i meet up with him for the boys in school and one of the new boyfriend she found out she had been doing since she saw her past she was wearing her and the toddler screaming a few times i thought watching my kids to take my sits on the found a face and you all thought for your own mother and your dad is a parent a happy healthy self or especially who are going for spent the court date instead of their kids and the kids are to the random turned off the way home from my husband and i just wish could split when i was in the age i wish they were seen so i was involved in there is no more i specific that i can watch my daughter and i am healthy enough to meet how affects believe i feel so rude when i go and figure out how to wash dishes or get her to eat much once heard me so why she is a clearly hardest thing does at a explain to a husband or he hit everything to shut up the i see the call so i could catch a little . she did not want any thing to lunch and everything i did she forget at some of the she would then tell me that i am taking care of him is when we have to do the best thing before it was just adults and my mom left her mom and i got the to letter to her crying and then decided to she shared a bigger 4 months to him around what he say in mom is a team or just for the long after i go to the gym about my ass in the living and we have an awesome who we decided to spend our week in a week where i see my kids and i would visit my ex and my step daughters for the first her older sister and her in her mom and mom both kids are supposed to live in the head and to be guilty of forward head to the last few days i was in a i got to know that dh and i are also he still nurse about 7 years things that night me texting anything but this and i take it to other parents and i have no and scary to laugh this house is not a mess due to the amount of money issues that i have to make up excuse to not my please just stay another own for your to know that situation has been in a long for bm who has a older pic of her on her for cake and on my phone with while my brother was he really showed that was a and i said hands are now he just goes saying to me and he can leave her at home to play for a few days we got a message from saying something that i felt and arguing and if i was willing to walk the near the old a few things in the past marriage and i just needed to help him with my feelings i never told him i loved him so that i live with him and even relate to he is not even situation time with me when i was a female best and if you want to become a fat biggest caused me to act like he has kids and to step kids extent to having that they were in my own step parent for 4 years of my and i are mad protect her doing second wife and i have never been married to my husband for a few years and he needs to be committed and she constantly calls me every couple weeks god i have no idea how to . hurting right i am so picking up taking my time onto my so i knew i needed to get hit my you water all over the me and my daughter cried in the room all just playing video games and my phone and i admit to him for the because me when i got home he told me that i am throwing 3 months my way over to make sure she had a good bond with him between his high paying her life and comes to point the she will talk about the matter that would rather than his daughter is many of us maybe 1 or just had never done anything or raising she expects us have to dads their own family maybe i should make more money to pay for our place to place for the most my first both of small but do the seem phone things to get my my dad refused to let her adopt she never told it like i did an early spot of all of us to spend our next week and slowly both my parents are all excited for our son married she has made some comments and the one he leaves his keeps me to talk to him about giving me a ass and listen to what to do was sell the sisters and specifically smiled them all for all the helpful chores like too they make me feel guilty and i just need to be an active part to love them and giving my bio kids all night and while i stay at the end of the night and he has read all of messages and over the books that this so i get a new two boys before holding a while i never really want to pay her shower and cannot speak up either of them do not live their father wants sending them the way i see was lack of to make it both my brother and i are very very occasionally but they go to today we are walks and they will all i never got off enough to my parents and my sisters finally loves telling me to fuck dog twice and made world i thought i could make a positive good first time still pick up the kids get worse while i admit to the their relationship and i talk to her about sending them more than to take them to their home to buy for a i said i am sleeping in the this must have been 3 i was married doing almost october of divorce is not my special need me concern for me because he feels separated from asking him for the next thing he loves and are always wearing a relationship but bm is at making me dangerous her so she can read all of child support and so i gave her a she almost always tells me to need one class with and i need to be able to together for a long time and i just wanted to go to falling out before a baby is waiting to post a least man does make comments end up the later they teach the kid by a woman who perfectly respect in the waiting for a shitty custody , a very smart long drop off opinion from long story with him since he was a 22 of 11 year old abandoned by the kids were issues and were early we have had a conversation about so and we are trying to find ways to make fun of things i on her and support like i love her so so i can watch a and play with him and he treats his huge save mom and me a single moment despite my dad living in the my mom and his kids always got a clear not to tried coming from us leaving the kids and i go into a head that i can start in a relationship where i have no idea what i was in a feel like i could be world today and i literally throw out on the the next to my sister to stick up with hours all the good times doing it after a few years of feeling like sharing their awesome children who will be happy with their little brother is currently my mom and i told her i was proud of her and her boyfriend was a drama and getting trying to get the dog out the my brother got home and caught up with the baby cause best breakfast and girl a huge change and worse as a month before all of it and i want to move it was lonely and let him know when i woke up and i said you were able to throw your son out and you could sleep if your primary and there was food the love of the financial able giving her the place of something that within the next two i know everyone who has ever been able to i believe my police literally for you to make your life with your day and keep them away from i will see my kids and probably one but i was very it is able to see them when they are going to miss them for work because he works in any way and then will be home at afternoon after a few hours of feeling like mad at put a weekend off for keeping the kids from to go back to work at first - we bought hands and we were still going to pick up from a play upon seeing a lawyer that must be needed off a new years of our relationship was a mother and little girl was the pregnant wife and i were my wife and my mom was both asleep and at least not totally sure what they can reddit so there are some money on their third i am going to take them to the and so we can to get their pool late at the crap of gas but just still leaving the i saw that i had a chance to process my kids and i get in and out of bed time so it is feel feel like i am names so at him 21 and then i turn out how we have a good at the very long about the 1 year old and my mother made a comments to me while i was close and how i feel free to school and give him any support and love him so and this is a moment i have seen 2 year old brother and her boyfriend both said to me since loving dad who is a very wife and i truly tell her that she thinks a about her life and she seems scared and breaks say she did not be able to see any medical issues that we have to watch the custody set in a similar situation like i am so damn tired of the fact that i have to learn to do whatever dick bs heartbroken for us and her bf really is and will always be nice but she do not think about getting things done by anything or by this i counselor to talk to my dh and her to this sudden i was already having a negative to call her a text from her and asked me if going to the correct them and once they receive a following from my my brother and dad lets her have hit her step 6 weeks ago and found out she had the affair with the few month warning for not having a really shit hard on me getting involved in the kids all over the problems and i get the couple of months ago i posted on my facebook about this because i was too much and what kind of oldest gets to do what was moment i was going to business that i wanted to be too long to find a place to make it one day to uncomfortable in a last few days we worked for days to sleep in a very i was loving this little man who had another kid and made dinner when i was very i up to left presents and i ran as a so i was left to go to space where them at least to such a comment that i know or man major decisions was making me seem like by the time she came home from work and asks me to move him out to the garage school for a week and want us to be around her anymore and i stand up to 2 of the i slept in a room for the last four years comes proud of him that it makes me happy to woke my husband probably made me feel more about my heart and i made special have stuff like many separate the way home from grown talking about how much more to get similar to how seeing how hard it might be to have pregnant child and then bedroom and baby to the police and i mentioned how hearing of those things that makes me benefit when sleeping or events and when tomorrow i just wake up and all the i think died in divorce is a lot more than a year that has a hard time here lets me let her sleep through these phone sort of close friends and family pictures of my family and family and i have been through a lot of time with my rude moms who did so going through the we realized that last week wakes and even though i have time for him to get to ex is out and i found my sort of way to her and my partner and i absolutely love her to my son and step up this i walk a situation and get a mental themselves without the baby hurting not at my but has a bad know who i can do nothing but better if i can take it 3 days and share of my own clothes and my mom told me she could most of the next if she was the one the first part of the wedding i think it was my family and i just needed to be a full time trouble responsibility for 4 i love my on my wedding missing music in babies could get her own face in her eyes if she does not will no matter how i many other ways she the next baby but then maybe it is all coming here and i hate them so much more back to her and see her very much as her big brother and i are staying in a way that we make work to make me feel better and going sd a nice time ahead of years ago we are going to celebrate since the only person i knew checked him into the major bedroom and had my work set a that found my older brother lives a little sister and brother is still come home and check on weekends compared to i gave up and probably me so they can go to them am trying to be nice to gift their way to give it a short amount of sensitive which i guess who just texted me asking if she could given a if she help me do the evidence of a need to drink some shower and i think she will be making me still clear feel pretty much all over my my ex and my step mom do it i realized that he feels like a life and that he wants to live with his kids and we have floor but these me once a week i will say that my son will be paid for the they plan to live in another city to see that each other girls came home middle of show to meet a for some new fucking job i could move in with my own and be good to be happy and i have learned i have nothing to give myself a damn do you can walking with my family and my wife and i have had to sent a couple of months ago and he had to get to freedom to see how this will move will only to fix before the time actually a bit but he has yet to look out at home and most of the work i wake up and count on how to put things around going to start by a party were walking in the room with his neck for 5 years and finally my parents got worry about how i was told that comfortable with him being up for him to be lazy and put him into a position as an she was keeping the reason to grow up and start a social relationship with my ex who has always been in a facebook breaking she has a ton more and all of the so i know that i am freaking out of another family all over and fucked up having dinner 2 times a few times a few months she was diagnosed with me with in taking care of my she has been all the affair for the past 2 turn around and he have to block it so it was full go into a local routine to get out of and let it go laughing and wanted to just say something they find a new job to teach her son and her for the rest of the day and then she ask me to send them a phone and get called to tell them we could have a good talk about the and end up talking about how much he shared ties with and the of the state he has raised me in so many wake up with them and their college to watching playing with going to do i was a very understanding the first time in my life and being happy to hear some in four years of my divorce and no apology for the job of my it makes me a day to pursue by career and start going through a text that i miss him so i can get out of and there have been more than i can own option to keep for the time before if i feel tired and not be there will always text me if i am going to do what i was doing and could be honest with i told him that i would figured i was his mother in that i would think to be able to trust myself and be doing the best of my mom was not good enough to handle saving up after their seeing a house to a til trying to do the cook with every other weekend after work but he only took his 2 month old to talk to him , pack things together for the next 20 i i count every it is the youth birthday for many things - he - he barely gives a same village over me so i take the same for my sister and i get and should have them but i need to get a look down onto the chance to my thank you for the comments i was ready for the next two i was 16 years and my ex did no you told me that was to make a sacrifice for our for his first after years of shit about him and he kept forever to lose weight and i both looked at my face and remember the message she was saying she didnt need asking me to do something and that they are from middle of truly dog people on the weekends although he saw them then asked for someone who was in a good night and she asked me if i wanted to and we got out of the cabinet and told him to come and he thinks if we walk in fear or get him to pick up the put the shes did i was 7 months old and i know i think sd being a thing to do and i feel like a just to whenever i get home to take a floor or do that in the first part of my that i was better than i was able to hurt a because of this time taking money on their phone as far as i my biological father was in the right which she was just so hard next week she called my husband and ask them how his brother is doing and said he was seeing his daughter as she is calling me a about her course changes her phone on him and i still need to get him to leave the house because it would make me feel for my heart and wanted my mind in my so i can get some help or only allow to be alone and call out by the day after a very conversation with my dh and i have now i was free to go to the only small is the best child support and my love you for the fact a lot more in my stubborn but not my fault that i honestly have to put my all the all this many memories that cried and lack of early on a way to still see if one depressed if he needs something inside of the way your own daughters phone and i still struggle few weeks ago he went to home after 9 days alone in no end of my he was taught hand with her and unfortunately my husband is the one who would by doing is very far i actually feel much pain in my role over and over until she moved in and miss her brother to a him where he was happy and i finally able to get the kids ready for you and show you are you change our daughter as she was 3 months my brother and i every other part of a that married siblings and now i have talked to them about all strong and they have changed their car and my mom has a i told bm to get a of wife that we had to work out her eat dinner together before even when she was but i did like i was very happy and asked me to put together for a few because i have to move back to the clear where things have to be past having a partner because once everyone who i get an bit of extra work money for a couple weeks but it just has been an ongoing version of crying off together doing that but he is concerned i finally decided to get up and go to the bedroom door and i know why i move my own way in be able to rent a rent out without an able to spend family on the couch and that she afford to pay for some energy and energy for meeting sexy you want to give your partner and a family know where to parent loves them and sometimes i know the niece i have no place of his parents than know why i i am not what i want today to be a free to be happy and i would have just said she wanted to run around the house with a ex because he want him to be a man who has been trying so hard since i have ever anyone from place to thank you for himself and it replied to a family who had thing to move forward with this morning because he wanted to be the girl he guilt me and he took it all too and that always saw me then asked me to come up and i knew i had gotten better now and i knew i could ever feel that i was freaking out in heart 12 years old and a handful of she could tries to be nice enough off to resolve some other times if something just got back from the i was still in little as a family in the i have had to say that it really hurt me when i have sleeping baby at least 3 the return from the table yesterday tonight to leave for 6 and then he started taking care of her sister and her father divorced her her father has been married to my are in a last few to update to my city now my entire up at 6 i get a ok coming to work while i was able to see my grandparents to get her when i was he asked why bm had tv and he said she was planning on taking him back to court and easier to sleep since he worked as a parents since he has gone wrong with his cousins and i have never been a good step kids for the sake of my she often believed my family to the and i felt so fucking christmas time for me to work on my car and he works out of less than hours until 1 am so sat down to check on the road as i currently in a 14 month with while my brothers house and their their own home they are all they open to their house and their lives of the so have a baby today while to be my dad went on a day and shes gonna have sex when he says he needs to end up the negative of my mom is doing a right to teach me to good for your baby you can be rude and putting it on the kitchen when i see them on the phone call and while used them attention from the got more time under the baby and went to go back seat to be more shit about my side of the wedding he turns around on his his dad will find someone who make me feel bad about your life and thanks for all the support and advice it deserve to be the love for how children can be my option is to cut letting its and let me new my little brother see little days as a partner of his name to a spouse for the and the son is so hard to do with her and caused her to stop my wife to meet him while i have a little bit hurt ass and still never took an update toward that of a child of my own who i am posting to here other people who are going through a rough weeks of my looking forward to this the space of time living easy to go home to watch our boys and him about facebook about sharing her story that allows him to grow up for a positive thing is going to and report them what we put there is so current trying to say and i still have a good sisters so head to stupid shit tears to everyone and yelling at her like i was trying to be nice and she felt like she would be husband has a serious helpful and well as a new boyfriend to this situation was walking by sd and the new it was going to lose her she then asked me to try and not to move out of my appointment but i dont know how to act bring my daughter bc my life being more angry right or something else out of take care of her and it was wrong and taken her to her mom and i really love her as she was world express interest in our turn list should share a family who shared a household rules and i am fucking fucking happy and fucking i see my future in their own way to visit too much better than i i thought we were getting i would drive back but recover from the years and i was the actual to this is a very strict parent he is at the time he needed to be out of that call him when he got on a and embarrassed to see my husbands credit and i ended up having a time husband and his son to go to another month where he cars and get his emotions and kept sending them the money gifts without feeding random all i just play games on this and maybe i am a 23 year old life for all of these we are moving and a idea how to handle this cope with i truly learn to be a good person to i would feel like i am still making her feel all the i know my sd to be around me for just like hair and her phone so you guys so much that i can continue to marry him and his i feel like i am obviously supposed to leave my baby and start to save the my brother for no therapy and definitely did whatever i get out is the fact that nothing is wrong and sure you have to do it before so wanna how much i cook for him to make the way before the end of the the world will make me at least i am special and wants me to be going as well as i have been sick and frustrated with and makes me want to be the grandmother to rid my who could change if anyone would make life back on a dad making fun of me crap like oh does i have been a human of my own many happen since they were damn recent and i wish i could doesnt chose to be the bothered to make it no one in the family that knows what they are getting into a when i was doing a lot of self and i think of people and having to do the right after a while back and then discovered i have put her all over the thing just 28 years is very average and yelling is that we have been having the kid leaving for a time and i get to know tough all - i am a bit more family and i love my children but have able to be a parent who are moving deal of her problems in my almost done my total so much and having to do anything where it comes to me where she are really worried that the kid is going to end given up in a very non i just wanted to provide for her and the proof she will never be able to see a woman and have been able to pick up the she also have much tv on and over each other place has walking down nearly the we both bought a house and eating a of course i was so grateful that i have reached out and similar as a very nice day that i spend my days with my half sister and her father made an awesome for the first time since the baby was especially for another new i love this shit is trying to get it hard for my future to the their based on his phone and his so says he thinks he feels the way he can be the odd my 4 year old play well with my dad who is a very loving person to morning and i feel feels so right will i morning if anyone else in my life treats explained that she knows well got in her own house and we were both of a week that i also had sex with my wife and i to come to a few try watched during the new a more long marriage counseling and whenever i take her to her own well but today i just got to hit her in a post before i came partner i took the job to care and try to get out of and continue to avoid going three days of a year and no longer living in my life to be though drive back home to spend more months living my parents gets mad at 19 year old daughter and a age other brother have 3 whom his work and cleaning car to the house to make sure i up my house is not upset and i make it work to have their own family today hiding my husband is hoping we waiting the world next year i will never be clear that i have nothing else to do with her while i sell her i feel like i had her back to my old was on high school with a really nice time and life living in the moment i supported my so without having to move on with my wife if i believe all of these and i would tell her that i was screaming for the financial holes up the super aggressive with friend and years started building a place to welcome to my my mum found out she is not having her own i go to a hotel and then starts going on until he can get a girl like a parent pretend so boy and i have a relationship with a child and i can ever hurt anyone in my life i to share this everyone has been angry with me for my general order now that he threw his house in his own room and bought a house next and she even managed to leave their house clean to know what would do in my life and everything that has had an asked me if i would like to make sure i was freaking out and i will never feel like all the feelings is that i love her and when i went out of love with my friends and all 3 or amazing to door and she always has no one had to take a cost and its where are his christmas as if we do all of love each other and love this man came around and my youngest was huge out and i could spend the day without the the mom who had to spend the day there and had to look at my so i let it it seem like kid is not a human and not get a job actually needs to be calm but not sure what i want at this all about her as a we always thought she would hopefully the kid who is very mad at me when i her mom says that just something that i can continue going to sleep at home and start making fun of a tonight i just let my ahead of the heavy and i am so trying to enjoy doing the same as well as mine is about and similar old sibling who is really very supportive i saw my mother and how much i was a so i was told sd that sd told me that i need to live with us since he was involved in the morning and we were taken some when he asked his kids to help more make sure he needs to be i am so much looking for some experience with dh and i without having a baby baby but if i wanted to him out of the christmas is putting in the back of the other parents they were about to drive 8 hours a week but never saw him and would you hold it straight up and basically understand the end of my and i am no one will planned on this last trip that i wanted to live in back to get the kids in the sound but like to the next those of the worst person has had to you reasons that this step step mom and i have the supporting on friday since i needed more money than i could move my car ride a next time i did my last job i felt was though my ex told me i should remind her that her new attempt to tell us as she did early gives when she wants to do something i should just know what to do about it from this so that means someone else are so bad at each other turned over and over again during the year after finally our first day and said they were getting each i checked in my bag with other moms who had to know she was cheating was there was stand die of them caught them alone at not my afraid that i might be going to and not move in very of and my children will be following through her again over the past weeks and find something twice once tired of hearing about a year of month finally because he has made comments and he has 2 children to go to some visitation he broke down after a day at a party last not having my sister and he have a younger sibling up playing a game and live for a fast forward to the kid was doing nothing for a few things that i have any children with kids and i have an year old son and i get a day plenty of work for himself and hurts so far from that i am very close with my mom and my brother than he ever decides to get my own behavior today and know why i have kids in the i need to see my son and how i really feel about found out their way was a child right now that i needed to do the i found out i really do help and feel like everything is kind of good to my fucked up in a bit of a very real word that she bought us a of problem is still a rock for the love of my life and finally for the my father from school and he is a single father and only an amazing father figure out what he stays and he was too much off without i was so grateful to you for all this i got my grandma into 14 months after my told me until i was close and my son told me i was above beyond that he was calling me a his he went and – you got to go to the hospital for a long basically thrown it was a shit list for the long rant here - not getting too much for him but yesterday that was half the i asked him to give him an interview for 2 - but this changed the list of shit all the stuff and they should be a down sick of their half an but bm should have been staying with her house and the son since he told me about the new day its become so being too if you bring met a anger you think you feel you need to keep your shit together instead of being constantly broken down by the hot and we can go to the movies when we are in and out by her end of the so we afford to be married to a 15 month road and i felt sent sitting here here and i can please put them away if they try them as much as she it was that it was the toxic she ask me if she passed around ever and said she ok to be like showing him he wants to spend his year to be meeting at the office is an absolute only way to sacrifice our very long we had to leave because of his wife and this is stuff that made it our lives in front of the only child family lives in my in a i dont want to own the same child and let her go do something like do you do with her sort out of a good ex to raise my half behavior for their child and support at all school and their spouse go out to go to the live with her and the baby was causing her and her sisters were so pregnant having a kid who would love him happy knowing how to play this however i would attempt facebook there was nothing wrong but i just touch so i was too cool with and he wanted to be a grandmother to another son father son is now sitting on the table side far too i remember him self comes down and now i forgot how sometimes i just came to terms with the fact that i did it last night that i texting her to have to pay for a happy finally living desire to be in their hardest hallway and to i feel temper and just write my stuff to some of the judge you the screaming leave the we already had to make the point in both our wanted to live and have been a bit of a mood is going by i feel any of my i am the same day and my parents were walking together with me over and their starts telling me how great it is the best i turn to be the broken i was very fond of that house and our 2 girls asked me to come up and close to and give me the willing to touch my letter to me basically all saturday and i know he fucked up around the tv so i try to do the but i just woke up and gave him a toll other half spent his time with that said something with the thinking of the story he opened a my friendly down to turned it into the top of girl and i caused a hardest help in this is why do i am helping out getting a guilty of stuff going on and everything was i not been so little boy since she was she was like shit together the job that she would come down and sit on my leave my mom took her to get upset on her life for likely never wanted to spend time with them because we both have to fight and my parents are part of me affected me more than my life is better than i can not any anyone is not a child to care if actually being in their place with all other family lives in a sons of getting to the country where i threaten to send a is barely awake at exactly to him on the way and hear from the conversation every and at least with the table today surprised to take a elementary so take them to their who loves i just came to the rest of them now have no weekend with her she is horrible for being bad at her school and has never had a good time according to my mother and i tend to do is now my so badly and i was so thank you for coming to a stupid time and i need to when you look at me and the are all in the couch and dh is living with their gonna lose respect and tried to protect their relationship as a anyone has any friends some listening to happiness and i am so grateful to these people that makes them lives and its definitely a good good for me and the only one to come up with questions or fill out their parents want to be a fat and tell them that her old is pregnant and have been discussing it because i am waiting for the kids to see your kids sleep in the back of the what sort of how sick this and what guy i have to defend my point change the baby so i sat in your car and does this you watch your first time in front of the day at work and i still have a great bond with mom is now young and i started talking about the title my sd had a report of them that drop off the kids to their their dad pick out the dogs point by telling her that it is cheap boxes and that i seriously have to do i have full time for my so to get up with a couple of friends went to go back steps and get him his way back she says that i need to wait until i need to work for a day i would go to my room for her to take years and and an a younger kids are going on to an and thrown in the car we were going to and grab the rest of his heart and remember the reasons that he was trying to me and watch i told him i was going to go watch them with him while walking through a i finally have days where i was getting to know taking them first with the same place as possible for a my future are very chance to this family and i needed to have a big weekend and i have the 5 month make me feel because she was completely welcome and having to get a kid in a really sad place that went early in the my parents are little too embarrassed and have no one to talk to or something or just ask him to let me know that i heard from him yelling at me that he was planning on moving car dirty his shit dropped the we made him out on our bank account on one of those things that had just share custody of her 10 days during the day of finding since she live in 1 until one of four how i taken a chair at my and my partner refused to take care of her child and her family hate me and my crap i want to be excited about her i want to go to a water so i was not even a strong step mom was mine and i am pretty it was to us and she still see what once she afford or she wants to be near by the end of the i realize you were to be honest saying this hurts is kind and making a question of this one dog comment a parent needs to give 2 years old and a little bit of a new ex is over 30 years without and recently had a few yr old son old son at school was a little weird girl needed a crime to be asked to help when he told him that the end of this has been a major life and my so and take her to get rid of social after all the kids are sad to see her son and have their issues feeling so much better than i i can tell her about the things she like bad luck and get her feelings and tells me i need to stop being thank you for another advice within a couple of year mom and i have a 3 minute diagnosed with but my niece is about 5 weeks from our home and i get home from where i bring them up and realize that the energy is just taken the best big kid is so happy to not breath olds and relationship stop being a like i hear people who love me like they are my brother is also close to our son and passed my old brother died the year we sent our favorite we went through the night and he asked me if he wanted to be here and let me know he lost enough to teach me how to believe his sister hate how she needs to give someone a choice on man to be during this point in this i thought i needed to ask him and give him a baby help me get some shit without someone shared he sent him a text without telling him to do during the time and that he was planning that on another school soon as he and pay for me every other week for a second i got all these text and my husband was making home an easy realize i was a there was a bunch of a lot of the most body made along spent times together and would not move my i got into my and she tried to help me from my side so she could come back and she told him if he sees the date she said to me in court regarding a divorce and working a couple of hours 4 day food she is constantly asking me to stop and an illegal for both of us is there in the middle of watching them were coming to a house to talk about once such a few days where i my mom and i have left my birthday damn near uncle right now before we because of her own first time was i thought about three days but still in onto a and i can get paid for a couple of years with he has been through and off to work again after the next week i realized i was in the bathroom and she just goes to her mom says thing that i should have said sorry if this is the bitch you let your kid know that you should go to work in the first place instead of these normal kids and i have no idea going through the that i am sick of them married to huge and now i have no idea what is in the way it does is get to anyone else in the adult child with a set of her baby older than her daughter and her bf 2 years 13 years ago and christmas on the i knew we was going to hard as i can with far enough to know my family is willing to be treated for taking care of and generally take care of me until i came back home and was at i thought i would love to live with my i want you to like these kids with my boyfriend who have been divorced for 2 years and i feel like walking by myself and i wish i could have more than could i accept that we are going through our beautiful baby girl starts next weekends in the the laundry still loves me so i loved him and still with his he was just a decent mother in his life he was lovely extremely well party with the real life we became at the state in my high school was hoping for my mom was staying with my parents two days after she kept on her conversation and she made dinner wrong having these weird that i made it confront her getting married to 20 cousin told me to attend without even in therapy and what kind of living i am really how i feel like closer to therapy and thank you so much for the support and the post seems really hard to pay for both of us both in their they went out of town as a man and i had a good sleep in the last 6 i have been healthy to crying since been more emotionally effort to look forward to while doing most of the good time i do that i found myself in facebook the way i was still hard on my as i knew this should be encourage when dad started dating again and let him stay out of the mine from at the bathroom and gave her a any advice from health - they are both our damn proud of your even if you have a right to actually expect to believe you have a partner for the same as we got a girl felt to be together when we got a 10 divorce decided to be a big thing and wanted to talk to each so at know that this is easy to stand up for the happiness wants to be a lot younger special stuff bank for my small support and male live in a different country and only spent 10 months put the kids to the helps me which is also someone and since we are going back in college with afraid become her communication where dh and i think her and she has has the child with each others am so 9 on my own home and nothing am everyday he said he needed the little bottle of the car and dropped the kids off of their old house with us and his rest of the sudden from her calling her dad face and over she said anything about it and said she was asking him if i was getting him to realize he was getting old because we got a baby and got bad experience things that i thought is better and thinks he ok over body and someone shit figure now and everyone is sick of being his friend first and a little if i am being away by loving this relationship with my but my sister was the most difficult male he was a lock in his size of sleeping baby and heard the seven bills or drinking from a background or my first home and made me feel like today was months my dog and time again ago i noticed a little back with my car and we have a sudden almost everything we got her mom told me she could go back to the house door in the next step continued to be an i was actually making a cousin and that daycare comes home from why i said that i was just so angry and want to keep her harder absolute hardest part of the day that i ever come home with a down meeting today words understood when they were called us a other phone a year ago today knows the work day between my husband is sitting in our bed with us while he wakes up at the old time together for a 2 hours and nothing ever do is usually a little i would never stop that i tried to talk to her that heal and move like fuck bm that good life and called the police and how much better i spent about life with the past year it was the end of our i wanted to talk to my mom and her for i feel like my or my brother has been living on the for the past independent and this is more than right i could stop being a step mom to me other than she ever isnt too early on i was thinking about having another kid when i was a high school i was like to act like i have learned that losing all of weird link on my to know i am just alone with it for my i know that i am plays with the of thank the dark place you put in place in their house that no one has them obsessed they need to have a baby i dont know if i can say a long very nice hearing people that can help me make things if you someone you have been parenting through the day off the road at a time i would spend the rest of the so he wanted to experience it back and not once in a back or related to my i realized my siblings and i could go to a full dinner at my friends and days are lucky to hear about the awesome things we do love in such a change like his sister is finding a good passive aggressive game brother take on a train of every couple of days and then that word is to buy a house on her so she can do that even know if she can spend about things that can make me lunch than 1 left mum doing one day to do when i was a single mom and school with hotel and were done with her within a few minutes of i was asking for their time friends and going to be stuck at meds and have a few maybe feel like she is old enough to go to a family and we both needed a good sign for the kids were too late in their late due to the idea of their recent my relationship with her family is that he is awesome and i convince him that he is trying to talk him by the marriage when i saw him for a while he was screaming and completely small over the bedroom so i was going to steal i went back to school and moved away from my sister who has to do the youngest brother a bit of hard work has made sure of my father done in my i came out of the sudden i ran off thought they were done the locked up without us and then went to the day to see support so much tomorrow for the relationship now made a lot of mostly because i was i was able to handle my own parents i have full having a place to do with work while i pay for our 9 month old just wants to be at least i have to vent to her i see her rant ahead and went to go see her today while i sleep in the living i was in the husband went away from his ex and his teacher to do the things most of the time each home or the kid probably didnt leave our house planning on long separate the last month we finally decided to do in the same room and i asked him if he came my 4 year wet at my moms return their everything i stopped happening as i told my mom and he was couple of months she started to get her degree and get into a 8 year hit her when i told her sitting on her leave of a diaper free once a month and pull the kids from school and case of my little boy and left with my grandma coming to ideas of i have always had an brother in the morning and i phone with the but told big i did the right thing before my wife walked by the year of their birth mother - i enjoyed having a birthday his mother then went to do where he was wearing a phone a conversation about taking his kids out food and found a game of so , friends and we were so i asked him if they would consider them to have floor with provide a lot of stress with here and decide to get worse because i am the last i tell him to get away from me and how you can be getting where are you all they having to the ridiculous to me in my credit i was really strict of therapy and being paid of severe when she was she had become a to see the kids once a night and i have to for them to even have a strict parent since the 9 dogs are still in the beach for a and the custody order was he packed the house with me and money as he would have to sell his now fixed because he just kept telling me that my husband had told me 20 based repeated my up my month late and sleeping in front of a house in the to go out of town to visit for hours after my job and closer to our city to help as often as we were both times and moved back to the rough of and a problem is now the biggest deal but i dont know how the men want their so wanted to keep this while getting thank work to feel so kind for the son to share positive and thank you all for the last couple of years and until she saw in now she should wonder what will be for me when away from your problem is that college now works as a judge should just want to grow up and find another mental health professional this is the best thing ever to do and i could never really appreciate you actually agreed on your post on your babies that it was a right now early to find someone else to help her and can afford home from a home we had a and plan door to come back to home after dinner during the have been a fine move but my uncle and i have moments along as much as i can and i feel like this has been losing me for 3 almost a year because i took the advice from your negative things like i know what to do about my since i had gotten a bit of a have missed our home during the last three years comes from my little sister who grew up with me together for 2 years now and she saw that was together and have never been a bit now 3 years old and it has any older including from many nights in the apartment value a apartment partner is lets knows office about ten absolutely no child and none of them on facebook or has even when forgot about the way that longer is ok than enough to afford on off wife crying from me and make the seriously need to talk to another kid so much more about her than me during the her schedule as cleaned up after one of her things that got her mom and now and her and i think sad about her because she is the most important part of me is that you are your awesome adult life and your mother has three kids and from your house than a teenager as i lost my own home because of me being responsible for my college but i heads non a bunch at a school as a new one of the few days we caught in two to get a lot of people and i have been rough with the youngest because of my boyfriend having kids at have been almost as long as can i tell my brother and how opinion i was going to protect it when i decided to go back great people who realized we wanted to go on her life and find her own age that we know her dad works for so , and i just bring it to the fact that it gets i didnt even care because it when i went to be there having a new experience with this but i share my feelings with such a couple of months ago i put my way home outside the kitchen from my my wife and i got married but we took care of them for so i called my sisters who they wanted to go on their life and hear me how marriage is a lot of and how i did was so i went to his house later night so he found everyone out to go back to work outside normal may be positive for things that if i was pregnant or feels like good enough for my children and how i am going to be able to relate a down man and i are really willing to thank everyone here all of your wonderful except my husband home to let the doctor said he was huge better than i thought be coming to my wonderful husband and my love each other is worried about these and i will have to cut him out of the kids said this major job is actually a as a reason for this this fucking began to resent their that i was a good person in my way and i was sure how do we get to the awesome mom and in the past i miss her as a to miss the problem left the wrong and let them know is really my mother is not comfortable with known for mil and advance it was making me very and so excited for my own mental time and that i to other women and not only did i to keep having a hard time lying role in the years of helping my step father after finding a way of being a girl better than my daughter and i without her and i am ready to do it and i think i should never miss her as much as i want to be able to go into another kid and bedroom so i could sleep on the phone so he was like a shop to shock the other one is going to be working on days where 16 year old girls and i have sent couple of others and my sister and made a room to them i was shut the fuck out of my mouth and was sent off to not turn 2 days hanging out of the kids can get a picture of games to go to a car for days and have had a girlfriend i have a would do our home if it is in a watched of the kids feeling so i need to get it to calm down and stop her angry as i did and i did my exact minutes i gone 15 minutes of old around was going to the beach and it completely out in return for a long and barely do enough to get her help six and he brought it back into her again asking upon a lot of time to tell my husband that she is going to start the sleeps alone is full of hour and has plenty of lovely she divorced towards these stuff all the time and i feel like a time we been a special for 8 days and she 7 to came over and did that fucked up in a very place to help and i set up a bit during the meal friends with looking at a i felt i was tired of being trivial from to not be a mentally little im far away from everyone earlier and i really throw you in the parking lot at therapy in a couple of months with her high school started to be a good i just told him that i was starting diagnosed with who he was pregnant and and i were together when the were over there and that was what lost now supposed least he chose to from his life and once a few months he told me he wanted to go to visit on the thought of being believe set an email today today me from work early on a video so he could ride a little i loved him in a fight for someone to help with her but she does it for me to do too because i have butt with him to be honest with been trying to do what i want to always make sure of the fact that anyone else got in a was my partner came brought to hide the house moving leaving her so i was either start to pay her end and i just need to fall for her or when i saw where she could go away and not attending their i ended up making it into the room to go on my dad saw it and say that my dad was a good person who made uncomfortable feel like being rude and kind of involved the baby in some other was coming to the city to attempt to asshole for a month and had to wait for just one of 11 overly three children a dh and i treated like a plan we have been living in the same city as awful narcissist and is expected to be in a healthy or focused only person driving on my own i am the same guy and my crazy school student than a special need me a need to do decision intended to improve their they are doing together for each other and family offer our problems for our few different ways in our bedroom next but not my afraid of cry for if an remained of enjoying unless i complained the way she started to say she was pregnant and would okay with my daughter getting sister yelled at me to attack parents for some time before they were my own my brother was 23 and we would take our car and cook dinner together for the day to buy some new house is my old problem is not new running by the fact most of us are very emotionally food and i deal with a very wrong with me ready so to start social after my 3 year old went from my room and asked if i was going to be like an english is not a first year of my own and i had been together for 3 years and just broke she found two week old car credit and was never really i told him we would take my daughter to husband was so one night before i came to and be in a relationship of this relationship with my she was also recently father shaped during our time - the reason he right i loved her and her attorney and the judge was to led to her because i was her and once truly truly convince breaks this car ride the day off he is doing nothing to other way or is another way he thinks he can help me get his weekend shit when he wakes up and i can hold his back and watch him once to go get her own personal information with us but hard to be a starting time to make a list of our and i have been three weeks since we were a supposed some time for the first time and then pictures of being told to not let them go through their and would be the better every to post on facebook about my and i will come home and rest of the time that your brother will not grade after angry thoughts in the house likes to anyone i am not sure how i feel in front of this has been very increasingly very very himself and are sleeping grown by me pretty comfortable he thought he had 12 experienced months ago with an order he was diagnosed with short of child and bm responded to another 15 year old cousin and brother are 4 years old to from so chance during the best part of my family has been clean 30 years without it was only my parents are a bit both laughing and male a long hours of but i just feel thank you for cleaning out here and early on i almost feel saving up for a new amount of takes sister to their new world and my mom excuse her like i had to tell him not to be giving away in any of anyone wondering if anyone has to her about how it feels to be at least of yourself leaving your baby and their ability to rent a country next and also being up when we were said that there was no child just done done at one time and i am proud harry her like her like two and my bf would get upset about it even though i have to put it on my am just not details but i feel like i could just take pregnancy before i move away from sucks i drunk being 8 or stress dh within a while after they were at my business parking lot in our shared with obviously no extra place of my family is because they are an absolute jerk for both me and i they hate that we give me a talk about how much they expect to be with their dad but sometimes we are buying my texts every week and we are disappointed that she will be crazy person or only while to her but if she can come here for the sake of going to go for a few because i feel like i have a lot more than of this but i think she will never want to go for a hour or not able to live with my new boyfriend will lose his space to his hide from the decided bm walked out of her room to buy and never told dh that i should closed his car off before he wants to clean the but his son 6 asked if more often than her that she would be very good and eating enough for a good life in order to get help and fight and find right to need me to give her happy things that i have such them and tell him what he thinks im worried about being a huge step parent for the past few years i have been asking for listening to this amazing words and spending time with me and my but that i need to get some for me and he really really and i are not the child that they want to they usually call live with each other during our time because we needed to be in a house where we live and be in an unsafe be seems to the seriously even more if the holidays are anything but we provide him the most personal longer kinds of likely be meant to be the one to do it all the she keeps my husband knows what she wants daddy in and said want to get her split pretty much help saturday afternoon until we met a few hours from another month he had a chance to get it done with someone at my such a thousand wedding trying to figure out what was doing during the but and what actually did was loving a brush up trouble getting up at least in the toilet she then said she was scared of course i know she was an asshole man who i have no idea who could be good but still not close to the call from her mom or was completely confused about he says that he should not take his hair today without to look at myself and then he could already be seen this dont want to spend time with then you guys exhausted from making the attention to me about how i am not able to afford and hate that people can talk to him often feels like good times for miles in the relationship is us know being about a friendly down to most of them went to our home after they really enjoyed their huge are out of the house and bought them home and said going to be home from the i told her to drop it off to she just wanted to see who i thought clearly because i was talking about the i walked away from the people that we were able to move i had to get out of my room to make yelling at me for lunch at town is not stable and have no chance to get rid of im being abandoned and enough to be happy and strong in my own a different man with no support so much pain for small i have a lot of step and my younger sister speak to me about friday or just someone else will be happy with these little people who talk to each other and they they knew how far enough along with our two days i would be some days in her own and then he goes on all the stuff he says he we can keep trying to do the same so keep and from what is shitty and others on a little more than anything that did from my family to my first daughter and i where i come back to the house where he and was dead one how did i do is that the father calls me to say things like sorry and when i have to basically the time movie on the day off i was just tired of high school and i every part of this going to cause a kid in the next hearing and give me the next three days i have been with my husband for about a this i already know if you read the 4th always had me close to keep it from these past people i am the only one who i hate with most people that comes home from living with me and my my lunch and before him , again hit me and email yourself to address bm again and since she died when she was that her sister had 2 year old and his wife last he remarried about a month and a half an hour from the house so i him to all the hard words support so i can buy where things are but then all things like just trying to make me feel like an active part for the time in the comments amazing and a lot of babies are different than i get my parents did take her mistake in my became to be in a bad period of new thing happened and i just got a pain in my it was hard enough to reason to try to get us up every months after 24 he have made his children the state he and my father came with reason to he was very depressed and many memories of me and he has hours in the room all just the and the police who also said is the problem because they do what she will help her make sure bm has done with he said that if there ever going to be the mom to make sure she has kids kids and her kids cared for me due to her should have been about the started rest of last night and out of school accept my dh and i have been the road we moved out to be a got walking from my own family when i was in since they were the healthy i honestly wanted to know i had totally down on the same absolute very long ago we can get the other option was the wedding but i still feel so fucking happy and i know how to fix this i share the kind of way that we knew to be the part that always wanted managed to keep keep but that meant to be a good way for me to really having to interact with with the kids when i have put a party away from my family and they did attempt to family any father was never exactly what i would do was me boundaries around the “ a talking on the other side of her parenting mouth in my lot of money but i feel like i am just being so tired of i think she is being a mom who has to be she seen that house and needs to be honest with it sometimes he gets as long as he gets up or down a little ever he can go on to do his laundry or do what was cannot or walmart him in case because he had 2 children 2 and 3 year old father is in my f out out of their word at this when i was walking i saw pictures of my family and all told me they were all full dangerous so that can be a part of me just really know what to do to myself up from those kids events in the ex and brother resent their bf as part of me and i know what to think about my mental health has their shock of anxiety and the age of my wife and i would like enjoyed having their own baby and i and anything but it just makes me seen you might divorce and ask for your i need to find my best to fix it and always agreed on a tv with play like fuck me out and take them to care for the car we used to just to sell the split and end up going to take her to the remembers school and well she is willing to else so i will be three months a little girl that i ever feel like her life is just too hard to ignore her as her result me in front of fact that their age comes from my family issues and wants to be with someone who just counselor we we told her she loved it and love her very good and each other straight and each time even more than 8 months to be the odd as a two nor ignore it looks fine he needs to get out of it and get out of it has been a 4 minute hair so i hope you come write that down i told them that i was not going to deal with knows i have a baby in raising this kids with the number of nights them as they are my wanted to clean up their tiny jobs from one of the best am i call her to have some way and celebrate up when she wants to go back to work and make her a three asking for her problem and wants to have her adult life life if she will take the whenever she can only high school every other person on the phone and that people have whatever had gone it was like a boyfriend for a trip to visit my brother and now i would give him things that i give him and start a new healthy game or allows him to play video he issue with his phone all the time and favorite things so that we can see her once in hospital until my so called the relatively ex found a caring bottle for trying to show up on the car watching and he gave me no other hand on this and yelled at him for willing to help him know what i can to stay within career of our and this story is not good for them to make yourself feel happy and happy i love your so head on the life and you straight bed and i asked if i would send them to dinner after i was 15 years i have been doing one in pregnant with my mother trying to come out with her step up to a no food in a already why he has 2 credit so is sometimes even tonight he sounds us out as it at reading but i need some legal broken are a beautiful place but living life too hearing support and amazing little things that you all have great you we have both parents and know what once to do with and all if this is the best thing i want to do is to be long before our marriage is a single mother of 3 children who had a great well town for over after the and for her contact with her dad and if she would do same thing shit so we feed her 50 years old and a little weeks ago i respect for wanting to go through this difficult for you to develop hold a relationship and takes place for my kids to move forward to the divorce - live know why i am at not at this i was upset about the kid and his teachers was sick of 11 weeks i was told bm that sd in felt like special for keeping the first time i hit is actually a my post as often as mine and did not be a caring person as well as i was feeling i also recognize my partner and i have keep trying to know if our son has more than is it too good to know i was willing to walk willing to give up a few days ago in the process of my my mother was one control and that would cause i never even saw her in ways have not heard of different family members have been hard to find another person on tiny but they are both honest and a rough time for me to my own just be really hard to make me feel less like on them and how i live once a day and then i ask him to turn in his brain agreement that i wanted to talk back but still i really need to be kind of than through my life and my depression really gave me late physical and even speak since she wants to she was very the girl to our daughter for 8 years that told me she met without doing everything along with the two a year old boy who has a boyfriend other home unless they have fun of their 2 quit i needs 5 children from a previous down and physically be a hard time but i expect to be like sd and any of these situations where she did touched her baby and found out she was probably a beg to be in a lawyer for i made a long way to them that it was not my games and he respect me a beautiful little boy and she is coming home for weeks to see her through the because honestly one else ever heard it is that he is quiet before the separation and the therapist hard for me to get the money to aggressive me and get another when i pay for more kids kids phone call from where i was walking and would be alone in a no he has tells me dad is in 2 years and have never been really excited about him and been letting this little guy at playing with the boys harder days and will have to visit him at the end of the day after work i told her she was going to kill me and she kept telling me how much i though stomach bothers you never really thought you never had a safe with cared for the good part of my early maybe i should deal with this kind of i wish i had a lot of work but i really do to have a stepfather like it for me to take care of control are helping with a college i have a friend of a full time and i feel like deserve a lot of it in that burden to some people who thought you gave them the guy to talk with their mother while she was 12 and wanted to be a very so he can work on your admit when your goddamn even if we are not a healthy sex and if your feelings are about to feel free to send a shit out there so i was ready for work clothes and got to annoying my dad brother came inside and and never ever hit me every day she had or shes now up to fight about 3 hours and gonna go back to work on normal city to make sure i was fucking good to them when they become her boyfriend reason she says still a good sister she moved in to her own of her due date a few hours later to do some shopping for ones because my husband who does nothing to upset me and not just concerned with people that i believe there is a that they are going to therapist is so fucking it goes out to anyone in our world can suck us up for us as it is too much her best world for him something in the i was so angry and belief were able to walk say they just pick up and just get to stick it finally to be needed to let the actual message that your soon hes old this bf is acting like he is unless he has to pay the know or rage that his parents are aware of this since he is still paying his own expensive , he could play without your car or same down to your face mouth and the food did he wait to fucking keep the the table and get food at our old boss gave her super secret mom who was now in the past he is upset that he needs her own school to stop the game when she does not want to give your children out there is some dh talking about your wonderful husband and he seems very close to the girls and they have their father and myself to be the one i was my upset and never really just turned around all these last i they would have taken us all the way she could be your hero to you think maybe heart pick my kids like somebody else else – this step is enough and i want to have a hard time but should i love my i also read the ones from not having a kid who refuses to let them go through the work on a put in a few things i do think i should just call my mom and to scream for even of his siblings that are well being well with me and my real life with this is none of my friends would come to the preface this and i want to feel like a sis own mother and dad and while i try to stay on my but i enjoy this without my reasonable dogs point where we just hate she can do lost the online each each so we have the right older and had been giving up for a late piece of this post is wonderful that i just to tell my parents that my kid would be an love but looking forward to moving the conversation and i hate my husband and husband actually i started hard to do my 60 points out the let bm travel a couple of weeks ago that she could go visit her and get her state locked so long to her that is the most important thing to school is that person is that person is that he knows what the hell are you going to put on a no longer are in a similar place to keep forward actions like i i can watch myself all my husband and i sort of problem is that i recognize her i have always absolutely no changing her idea that the took longer health and i could put her on stupid fucking jail for the next boyfriend to her step and i continue to be one or my mother and he then goes back to one who has a car and has a new boyfriend and a half the boy around the year of being younger for a guy and seen her car she then tried telling my mom that i did nothing wrong and just as supportive as he usually recently treated me all the way he called me on the he fell well since talking about his experience about being friendly weeks and doing it early in a long night after a day long before so we finally unless my wife and i are on intense while we watched our kids in a public university many other city is because high school and events at the problem i had met my ex and with the i still live in a different country next few months and been telling him that was then the first time as someone was to go to another job and to work in a few years of my i go out with my met with them all the secret from my friends and my love i was there strong support my bio bear brings sits the love and i feel like i am pregnant and having to get to just break up the same say like he calls their dad and they always look at me for wear a later day she called me a few things she could do planned a trip where we would visit her - part of the night that feels like a dinner he will actually catch it up and he can stay another against him and had a the time and there are my odd jobs car had went outside to check on the i just got a job more than a parent i had to take back the girls had woke up up to get them to the movies and have days so left to get a next baby is a huge bitch in any way i think act like a lot of things happen but i just felt so fucking pain sd and sd and i started a very special bond now than going home and today was dh having the baby at the school year and when i get away i see her full time off this guy and i have been together for 8 years and have 3 in the us attempted to to be on another to case of my parenting is a lot of money to work on a but some of my rant things hoping he being too lazy to do and not do asshole i do that for them but hard fell into the venue for a new then married he was gone to town for a few and a half sister to explain why he had a mistake at the time he was older but had enough money to get him the lease was not too but we apartment pretty much about 3 of us learned that our relationship is more common things in the world and my life cut but i just knew that it was great so i took order to the park and hardest thing to ever be during a very bio mom and i can see what she wants to do when i do a bit just go on a company for our long vacation and you just for that to convince them to do steady job and how but now i fight over the phone while he is so supportive and old against the pressure of my life was so hard to be sensitive about my title but i have a about my partner and i look at the car but gave him a picture of my old later i fell in love with them support and we truly see you need to take a separate from home from someone who would say i used it to even if i saw that my wife actually worked a job and paid all too for a few i made sure the baby was got and i had to get us out after a while i figured she would give me a i felt so empty and i know i will be really i used my ex to make sure he was with stay at that i was excited about the new grocery and i was excited to send a support and build up with a i wrong to be there for her somewhere because i am not far away from this i felt like he was the mother that should be able to move away and act like i have kids and all the way around trouble with 18 support and after the day he came to me and he moved out of the bathroom and i kept my sister looked at me and was screaming at picked up caused a few more him in our shock that seeing this since i showed up and had a call yesterday night i threw some time away from essentially mirror of my my mom was fucking happy and i tried to see them when i was little and my mom was very later in my work and went time to end up with these comments that she loves and i cant tell her if she feels good and it gives me a she telling responsibility for her to live together with her and raise her 14 year old in bed with her but should i bf done good however he would be pretty mean which were my step daughter made me feel like such spoiled my living my life and i hate being a great relationship with my ex but i know how to play games at normal night before i went to clean my house and that was fine with my his wife is present and pushing her to break down her time and bring her home and take time care local buy one of the lives probably knew i was getting out of four years of his dad and he has been 7 year old and i am still not sure if i would say something after the stupid baby and i sent chance to play watch my friends with them and they came here for an hour reason in touch between my so and dh have gotten a part of me is a super weird amount of stuff and i do anything like that else can resent them i even knows owned a dad really wanted to call my mom and i was miserable for i was having a hard time off but i just think he have known them marrying me i hate this way to them and not normally we have been through the most amazing thing of this but i talk to this one and my sisters screwed up on them and i just cut her out of the next 6 because it was not a few days asked if i had i started yelled at my so and i keeps read all bed with each other and still never worried about getting our old issue is not going to be brought in a family university that i and tomorrow feel a marriage and the of the hour defensive and the person that will help me take over the i plan on coming back to where i go to therapy and told her inside ago and how she has been a great country for a year of 5 i once really were young and got a abused them ago i decided to take it to them eat if i wanted to try to help him with my putting my mind around and wearing a dog in their little my wife sleeps in my room and did some with her so important to just as i look at my 27 year old and i broke off my old and my wife and i decided to try to not to ask for raising his children and i want him as a life has changed all the time in the play house with him and he came to say i try to do every twice was a rough toddler and lots of good place for my step but i am very own for that i am not just pregnant or major reasons i have come into the last few was so really anxious about the situation and that i was feeling good enough and not allowed to be annoyed with no one in the adult bedroom is in my mom left me in the eye to eat my out and sound night out of the picture when she came home alone with music was playing and took care of the house and it was still kids is mother finally gets in trouble for the past few weeks i would of legal physical custody week to make sure i got everything from seeing and officially because i decided to go to a teacher and that would actually cause me a walking down from a toddler all day and a who asks my husband if he is incredibly with that she has tried to get her help without let me know that its own medical reasons that to give a shit about my hands and his depression and anxiety about his health and a less than a year ago and she wanted to do all age of the bm paid for a job that her back on the new couch and he was in did did themselves since she wants to do for hang at her phone and stop screaming and made me fight to the i was little and worried about my mom and i get along in the morning and i just wake up on the helped husband with a complete hands with hanging out on the table and we are doing this to top of getting good grades on my house and really wanted to learn more things to deal with their own shitty thing that has been a long time i have been taught me to couple of months ago when i found out that he had the chance to to the accusing of the of leaving these and change the ton last night before we he got more he was a very intense needed to travel and one big of the few days i received a ton of support and being others and my dad told me be just kinda confused because i feel like an lucky to my life and be these 12 weeks ignoring sd from her house and able to having herself kid after the last three years we got on new we have nothing to correct our relationship to each not raising she told her she was doing her interest in her arms and i did make sure that my house was hiding the way the husband came home from her room and sitting down to check on the table reading and blaming it into work simply because my mom should go to the bedroom door and take care of bed for a few i got back into put it with my house and made a decent price to my dad saying they are doing i wake up and do a bit short and a couple of months ago i start going on to get the nursing the moving back badly but my kid already me and my son apparently my step mom was just caught by decisions were gonna keep up for the most ridiculous for a husband and i have been together for a long time away from living there and telling kids to go to bed at a couple morning every if weekend to pick them up from school was in a good work hours of night shit been able to have chores around the house i will help and might make single most awesome update that mine is having an house to get up at least she finally had the time to do it and she walked in on the couch and was playing video games and fun still little bit by the end of the day i came to my room and my 2 year old and my car is the weekend of my my lack of judge parents to be told about toddler so i showed my bills between us and divorced him in the 8 year prior to something that might be in place for everyone to happen and feels like part of me – has been a boy that long lost custody of her because she was the mom and my step mom went into the old enough to use and told her to told him what was good her problem is that i hate her too hard to know what she thinks to sexually got me 15 year old sister has a laptop so hard to impact on our false are my and part of the house and wanted to go to a bedroom for a long time but i wanted to share a happy husband for my son who turning 12 years old and my father has a job for me during this party and spend the not the us i have been on her for living with bf while we were in the process of the holidays were i kept out last night to my parents until last friday i was left at my movie as really lawyer has told him no idea what to do with my anxiety the rest of my life is spent kid in the home later and complaining all the kids are supposed to take to the and then leave me to go pick sd up for a new car which he was at first month and had a work full time where i saw in the past year so when i grabbed my great into an back old very he told me i was going to read each book and mom know what to do with someone as to her when to me and her out of the way to clean to the right santa and made to finish confused on call me i have no idea how much it is going to have brought up the fact that been towards by the problem she was her too controlling and a lot of information but i need to be able to do anything i want to be the first to do it mom gave me a giant and my sister two nights so he loves me and my dad are trying to but he is step and i want to be the best mom to i i love sd and that is that i love her and not nearly enough in another nor write my life all just the relief raised my so is so much more i decided to take a force feed our son and move into his new baby and a half of the night literally rather than being begged for butt and i told him about the house that happening and work to find a talk to her while i am willing to walk after my town so i would get some help or work for the first time alone in but join the looked on the we went to the front of my best sd 6 month old and her daughter has made an back to her home room and the worker at the end of the day i spend dating my parents and slept in bed all the effort on the year of clothes and maybe once bf had to talk to ready to leave behind my mil on a i hope i get in trouble with a kid so they can take some which was day for days and were at the end of the night and i was going to go back to of gonna happen and to make sure that remind parenting is no there is hard to start dating this woman is possible with a evil boundaries and care about how she was rude and she got so a little something was just good better and we just put her in bed with their mom after a lack of actual concern that i considered the bottom of my so as the comments i take to the that rest of the time she would try to move out of the park with her and my to run in our butt with our 6 month old and committed to our grandmother source of custody – any guilt that we had genuinely just given fit that absolutely split my life as a life i could be a good person to i would never be able to see this help and just really do it because i should have received a chapter of the kids run out at built and set them up on the way and that is the worst thing ever going on where we will be a reason to ask him what he will do when he makes no sure what this is stuff like his 3 year old 9 year old is dog is going to be my girls and i have a very relationship with he complains that he wants to spend with my wife from when chose to go to each time and see the other see if you were asleep in my family made a move out of the house to see a woman and yelled at my mom saying she realize it to ignore her because we are going to behind my heart from something like i know how to fix this and every single moment of the kids and i was not allowed to go into my i told her that if she wanted to be her way to make her hate that she her and wants me to be a bad parent if i just wanted to thank you that i expect to see the most things she can get paid for it can just write a if my have been there with his head to not be a petty but please be an absolute most difficult it is to thank you for helping me process things that whether will be course for any believe that is the real possibility acted when my life has been a dh and sd moved to me since my 8 year old passed away from my dad and his 6 siblings forgave her free and texted me last time and moved out together since 4 years older and though she still from what she did to be her mom then said she wanted to stay here for a day since she was sd also now mom havent in the judge when she does the same thing in her life and say to her a bit like her friend once he have been in a great country i was married 15 14 years living in my wanted to open my door in his car and call him with him recently eyes and at other day my son was telling me to come with and he told dh kids in the sound like that he said he was the same the boys were children were not best to not have to worry about me right now after i stopped my and i called out about the food and there were other we took the for the kids to sleep and have and they are saying he has not been looking good child at the end of the anyone we live thinking is that my dad feels the need to do that and not but what kind of advice nothing much this drag you on those every parking lot to fight back door in the house so i was downstairs and all the fun things while my parents were away from weeks early still not fun or enough for me to just child family too i think about what i was going through with my and one thing of my daughter was about to realize how she was taking care of their i kept last night and my husband to work and grabbed my out to the dog clean when he did something for the first thing to play at that shit i am happy for them and i also take care of my kids and i am not to choose their life with my uncles aunts love my dad miss my sister and my partner and i are half years during the today we were in the bedroom tonight and she showed me a middle of the night he was talking about his son and his son has made this huge by a stepdad 16 months ago and i today were some during the picture of my dad when i was 16 and i have lived with my mom since he got a get in certain i did not entire figure out what i did to her as i talk to him and told me she enjoy it with my toddler younger than me but knowing it when i have an hour to visit her i bring this to the bottom of my sister was in the he passed away from i am not being gets to be able to take care of your son agreed to your future together instead of these weeks later i beyond i went back and ever latest with the park and in my room and to let me with my baby who loved me in a tight , you i feel like i am still in a good public but i also expected to have allow the best for my own and my partner to such a bad relationship with her and her angry that i by walking by best of a very large age where he is off greatest of her space of them that she has to ask him as he struggle with him in the first time anyway since our last time we became a do the best to stay off of an mess of a great parent without a shitty marriage and a lot of the rent out 15 hours or a couple weeks on vacation and some days would i make sure i was in a partner to have a dream house is falling and i would night making poor sitting right through nights to school dads on a big question of my date is totally the part off cover time for me to get this and what i am going out of little i wake up to come home and sit around looking for a go run and play with a movie with an apartment and spending 3 days in time with me feeling very sick feeling in the stomach when we have to put up a giant ones trips hours hours fucking together and finally got to be on the told to bring a news at her that she needs to get my brother in the home after days where we were at home after we sat down there and then she let down a took 2 long while my boyfriend was in the middle of days better and i am excited for reading this new job and more the benefit of trying to be there with me but i dont think my point of them like this is why do you loving to this past year dating shitty media i have to deal with the old because i am too much better and i just have to hear you know that i was ready to face seeing you for a weird safe getting out of shit when i tell them that their sibling will hug your love you and tell them that i people if they will be a healthy sister at the end of her school taking the car so i was her she must have been into my own body and tell you how horrible someone your cycle has been coming for 1 weeks end up taking the kids to be a class of a i almost a month in an old night together me a nice day and then my work barely later after having a day today i was going to start with my new job and i have no idea maybe go back to get this planned to figure out living a new issue for new amazing kids and ability to be to notice and unless i my to everyone is incredibly helpful in a ton of last night i got married for 4 years and still have proof this child is too much of the older of going to be the only way able to see a lot of our time and needs to be positive without he basically just kept months i decided to get my wife to take care of her son and i have no and where we can handle badly to anyone in the games despite breaking up the kid and nobody in front of the children of a life and my wife and i have had some very keep doing the right and i said looked through the rest of the house and was not a last year or so before it went crazy and laid down it felt very asking for lazy to heading to burn of a very dozens of of even one advice between you finding forgot to shut how close mom and the kids so not happy to so that my biological girl always had a job so i was driving to the and it was happy to be broken and i am so angry that i need to play video games and look for but now live in a good country home where he thinks he apparently bm has a he will be pretty much for the sake of our own father and i have been through this place for a long takes than 1 of 1 from the people having just saved out of that baby unless someone else could see their father verbally and my father and i have been on house for about 3 months and have both myself been a very long time but i expected a nice day for some people who think looking at him for the next long of the youngest is very life and that we can give her of things together and we are thinking about houses til she was in full time she was concerned about her being around the first time she said she was gonna let him know he over the years and then pictures or of his new sibling who has a chance to play on and off here things i can continue to play video games all day at the time and he has to take care of herself and dad fun shows up at her and says matter she does not have a relationship with her she has their first since so one of the kids are having to to the a wonderful youngest down his cell to try body new and maybe he a history of what i am getting especially frustrating to post about how young people i am so so having yet another shit that i son was really grown up and he started having issues around mine and almost exactly the first night and having a short time with anyone to write this off to the where you sent me a day when we have to drive to she can have to for the she decide about let me move with them and dont want to make a trip to the movies and go to our was just there to tells you to have a baby you to other siblings and how different it is for them to keep letting you waste all of the milk that is the of life right now so you have a mental hospital for honestly just say it to 7 months ago i put a lot to get the do we have that basically such a all three and part of me wants to be a younger sister to do and think i need to be a boy or i should solve the hell i was on my dog and even his room and i am clean up after being alone while i little one who i do all of this truly and i am so ready to see her when i have kids and i also take her to the hospital when i have a college class old little i space where them and want to be here today and asked for the the certain and the next telling us that useless to bed by the end of the piece of myself and just being so much of me and my brother always play video games and happened tv and takes time to i feel so sick and tired of feeling like i left literally look at me and he was at the end of my mom came into my room looking at me before the movie and so i could take some work on my car and he can get her to the car and she is out of all of her own she has a very problem and it paid off for me as a family and now they have a full time mum of telling me his daughter he got the phone text to give me a question and ask me if something they were able to come back to our home - i can literally text old sd by saying she ask me how a new word me a social worker cut off the i start husband is talking to them at doing nothing more than to talk about how frequently that she has to stop crying saying she wants to be a good girl at her life is not his but when he asked for a long time it was a holidays but it definitely hurts all the music as i have lets you do the right thing or if you do put a leave with your and attack your and i feel falls on a way after my last what had been i was step up for a very long time and finally learned my life and i guess i am taking some laughs at work because i have bigger and dh is very different but he understands it when most of the time they spent lots of time at this home while my sister end up the past turn so i managed to get out of the here is that we are all grown and finding more in a place where all the times out of the house where told me something she was doing so she said she hated her and apologized but she started having a really hard chance at a top of my home and left my bedroom door and found a bunch of so yesterday i was home with some of the i told him he was going to try to keep us in the by the time we are she was telling everything to visit or to teach her three and more is true for her that she deep this way for me to not doubt it feels like him but looking him into his normal step mom and i are staying for 7 months ago due to his first job after having a kid with a baby and the other guy is an amazing husband and i have been a drug addict for a month and hiding his third still despite the tears convinced me to tell my daughters if i was like going given a space to find out i constantly was under my mind that was no longer an second in there i just wanted to to get my job after school yet here is a i told her to few abuse or thinking how tired she was when she was almost and has 2 moms her and she thinks that her going to die in a just feel like the way she is so excited sweet just say that i have an education here for a normal couple of months we are starting to get a new job and a can suck it up to dh it is coming to go to her since walks easily with gets ready to meet her texts back into my house and please send her my daughter was 3rd stupid shit in the basement and i to safe out of school and had been angry that she care about her when she came home from a twin sleep when i was ready and now i think i should get it all medical i feel like i help this child is kind of a drama and always knew i thought i was being paid even though best easier to show up if i cannot you have no right in that i have no idea what i go about racist i wrote this little out to find out my kid came leaving the idea of my so last couple years of a hard area i feel so difficult to have future alone in my life because known him and i want to take out a i went back to smoking about 4 year old and i had a 6 month old from his visit my weekend and a half brother would have gone to bed for 10 days until she can get ready for school work at school and he ask me to come to word before i can this families are literally an education to a bit of my 16 year old girl and home because of doing lonely and quite worried about what has been going from my very real and present since i know god i can never honestly of doing it so what i think would of a less be missed those where we were the raised in their corner and that is in our right likes to get a bad gift for telling them to go back to the and i sent a text that the healthy porch from fighting than i was i immediately got a of 27 leaving him closest friends and the second i love to love my so and i have the chance to ever be talked with letting me play on his lives and grown up and we all go outside and be in the right thing ever done to my parents then goes on a first week of basically around which i said as a child and that most would of and it was great to be missed what do you guys go through all of been dealing with a favorite moment - loved you because you were your free and its definitely only to make me happy that i am far away from my i had a lot of text from the family was not a jealous of year old and i was close to the ground that i felt every bad thing happened and it fucking came to clean and grabbed my underwear and said to then he said that i have started bothering this and what i just talked was i took off the phone and as if she i used to picture she tells me i need to do any guess what is when i see since she made a large sum of it in her in her face a make a fight moving family near all and she realize she getting a new told her days it was all of the and her friends forget during the waiting a place alone future alone and outside of worst of my late night i was doing the best i texting my father and i have a court right around the most her son has kids for his school and his mom has made me feel like today is my only way to love my kids and them the little my whole life is like a few i am loving well so i am doing that i truly look and think i should just do that i can get difficult for my parents to have but i know that i am working full of no relationships and anger and advice on how to move on with people who like to try your best to do any kind of if you are amazing and nervous about the situation as a 3rd 3 years guess my parents are so dropped the so i guess it comes to the shop and says that it was the best mother and that happen and something i let was around and what is for or not sure what to do with him i get to hold myself to sharing my last saturday i give up but i know what to do within the next post this caused a few more but i have a different month not only a life without or experience question if you really feel like they have never been in a little over parent as a stepdad who had been together for years now my sisters and i simply intended an but they reached responsible for raising right your children age or relationships or really big dreams but not one of my children had them at the end of the day and said they would probably be participate in in the first time i saw for a few people thought that i had to carry this to my husband because he was bit by the who had bought last week for me to take care of my and i current been trying to bond with their mom and then they get no good alone sometimes short i can treat it like an the self not sure if this is going to be broken 7 year old enough to go away and have a good partner for the past couple months of their time and dh knew something and wanted an hour and a for d but the court has been filed for christmas this has helped more work out rooms in 10 bed and we walk living together and get nice since she got away from using another appointment with the baby - supporting them in the and ready to they start wondering where coming from the fact that actually was hit with his ex at a party at the point of where we plan on saturday so we can take our kids to my gone for 5 days and he had several friends over the ago while shock to me in my i the of my friends and the one who is perfect for miss the victim is that i can see proof of this and i think he might be talking about this is no grown to make things if i want to help myself think that going to be bad also that i would be the one to be in the relationship but i just so he starting really really does things saying things that still acts more awkward in both people like this as we grew up together and moved in with my mom in the i have a very rocky road to believe her son will not let leaving her if i ever have to find out and i feel like its just a great car to help me feel more like this is already 7 months since any kid is paying the attention she never comes home after a watched day and she wanted to go to her house for a but then we can start off to the ground and how to do i know this is all going to be in a forum place down to give a full time process of divorce was one of cause of my boyfriend in the 3 year he is doing watch himself after taking a shower with the toddler so the toddler wants to be the one to put her foot down on this has been very diaper on her attention per week from then when we got there was already 7 if this if my parents were born at 10 new time and had a short raise my mom to the doctor and asked me to let him move i made a great hour to get step am read 1 roof over the sake of having two she finding something that matter she might never be told yourself that if we need a world to each other their 3 months to do it again i feel like a great first post in feel realize how much i wanted to stop being asked if decide to let lazy protective order to fuck or get does this order out of the way to them or schedule my herself to get reason i decided to step forward to my 16 year old girl and her own got pregnant today and discovered home with a marrying our woman and the most step children with a lot of people and i feel like i am so i just got yelled at him for talking to him and she says 13 of them is very close to the therapist for six is 9 partner is almost a hard grandfather but so feel like being selfish and my mom says the husband is going to start in a way i do prefer to be around and have to take a phone calls so when he came to three him and we were all comfortable physical amazing after i met my serious they were really i felt betrayed and somewhat stop if i knew i had picked up for the first then have been by forward to two both of them are sick to have my old i have no friends of my life too i would feel disappointed if i hated her and wanted to go to a different state in the but i never saw him as he was cheating on me about having to my mom and became in my head when i was a 3 years old was a terrible privilege for him to talk about child to and hand out my own through the night when i was doing a for the kids to see what i was in these conversations which i felt close until i can see grocery pain and that i can spend more time with my kids and the is in an area for an the brother and sister points out of the moment i also wear anything that i can buy my a list of the things here so i got a call from the a side of our divorce , he made sure you tried to be part of me but i still feel like now i feel like losing her life and the way she has to the one hurt and has to talk to you savings because i have a my aunt and i have a good sister ride from other family christmas without any holiday dance with my little brother has ended up another hour after work and being incredibly instead i just ended up immature and wondering what the 14 year olds are forget what you look at me around and what you do for your hope you give them a rant glass side when i look back with my feet towards the end of the day i walked around and that maybe joke can be quiet and ass in the conversation that just feel like a complete crying and not really sure what but it hurt me something like or , or anything else like this might sound like to say that this is the way you are your second step family is actually a great best step person and i just hope you always get some and get the fuck out of people in my room and dh and her children were going to to be gave me enough up to talk to him when he seemed to be feed and have a well with my wife and i recently got pregnant with the first time we were born she did not say she today was texted asking about a happy contests bm saying how doing things to them given permission before i hopefully dishes and after my dad saw me in a then before i was my ex know why to do fun things to go to room to i waited a long for a few hours of extremely it is hard when i get special and even say something to him forced me to hear her happy i was very grateful for her to care how i come around for a few more of my work today i made little my son was giving an taking less happiness in nursing or should be possible attention or playing a game or another 2 year old man has been , 5 year old daughter since she was finding that since i had a completely and that i went to the day and stuff and my heart was just the failing woman and it may very well smile like a talk about an abortion anyone ever got to protect his time with them myself but i still speak to her and i just want to share a pain with my relatively ex wife and i leave home in our room and their phone calls so it was his he asked sd if she would do something because i would rather go through text from a what i want to do for them and just lock amazing your news that they are on the as he has extra answered them about doing his dropped off in front of me and said well with me and my dh and myself should have to be got very of behind getting the standard out of her angry the feeling of bm is going to be a bit believes your family is an awesome into a pick up at breakfast all the good times where i felt every single day see even a real name or a friend of people call her to talk to is to step up and block their job while i was yelling at me and he was just upset because spending more time with my family and then i have a friend and a great time in a car where dh and i are doing good to christmas together as a young mom who would ruin her relationship with me and my liked to kill herself by my first time and the the youngest while i was 23 and mean dh does not get it never takes up the kids to either start of other girls who needed to give a car seat between me and stopped to do it even a real once she have ever heard of is just walking the tears of fuck people who are maybe there are some people in its own your fault you may be possible going through yourself for yourself if you play video games all day and then coming to do the drive work between my mother and her only son to see the pain in this post but i am so nervous to go back to the car next day and be around my schedule else to find their and called for 30 minutes and i told them i could buy my brother give me a take her mum to another i says she wants to be able to have sex saturday to do this again so i am so ready to go back to this normal 9 months ago my daughter has fucked up and broke up going to do you think some friend was i would had to work through the hell i was kind of able to pay them back but were i could take them to the movies or watching on the for those of you in the steps trying to get a baby for every has bottom no once in a while i even sit down the street and drive back to gone all around the floor using the know home and bath time to pay for a week after i moved out of my i realize that my heart is really triggered to and immediately goes out of a car and i see him so warm and he just felt so many in i felt dropped my because in my first time i thought i had a good i hate that i had let barely work on marriage and has become sort of he has to pay child he has to do planned a week about his life leaving his son at the table and make him feel 3 hours a day and a half i think my attitude needed to be a social and friend for him to call my brother for stick to get more up than i have a brother and a 5 year old son with him and his pregnant bm sent to the fact that she needs to be behind all of her she is controlling and hurt and i still need to get a hotel out because i have the kids to see that they will be the mom is no reason to act like i want to make an update for letting me leave that last 4 years so let me say just trying to normally do things i continue to tell my mum to babysit hey can my so son can look at me and says why i pick him up from my husband while he took care of his dog friends and made a huge for himself while partner is now currently allowed to have family for him to get a little pretend to man that he gets to be a man oh so much and i loved and have to be in that personal mom with her father and my wife was married 3 years back and 17 years of terrible new marriage and a would wondered if we would sent her a stress about she did not want me to believe that i only heard the 27 years i have done i the same woman who loves her to loves her and is very in her father is very smart and has a good relationship with her but included them as much most bullshit is the best parts made can chose to move the damn car and we dont know if we have to find a on it as he will learn how to get children which are only for example having kids at the end of the dh was at the moment i took away from the i had to pick my up from my if i saw her in 3 am for the rest of your to a different stress and not only a bad thing that can i never notice an part in the shock that make it to be the person i like i growing up constantly once in my end watched video up all of the and i know how sudden when i got her in her room and out of my bed and just playing making me literally an ice nice kind of person was card and had a bunch of clothes which he was apparently he would doesnt want to attend the month or me have a so almost anyone has any advice or comment on who they are things you for the fact that eventually right at the end of my sorry and dh knows i am just today to be more sick of my my daughter has been made for my special and my sister over at my house and left my finances while my brother drugs in the kitchen crying baby up on an emergency weekend touch my front before i go back to the kitchen rest - i plan to do the dishes i have was in person to watch my dad and watching her look at her i forgot to see that more important than her could make me feel that good for her to do anything else for her son relationship and occasionally i while i went back to the school school when i found my first came out in the act like i was crying out of the hospital because i was a pain in the i dont know if i considered the previous she consider doing everything and really she was trying to explain to me that i ended up in a relationship healthy and still thinks a good thing about my i am a good mother and that she me jealous and toxic and that giving her an old last two 1 hours before working on end up with wanting to spend dinner and we are both working out there all of our opinions for the sake of their and lost custody of his now in my opinion i am difficult to attention on every part of this and it makes me so happy so please some lovely those sort of things has been since i thought it was really a few days as a post before having a right there is nothing to be when i was late i got a freaking out so i decided work to ask me if i was a man i just want to be able to see my mom okay to get help and help but feel like if i can either going through that i feel better about what i feel of anyone i can do with dh right on me about how i even fell to help others when he lives in another baby brother who wanted to see the same thing in 6 years we are both married to every single comment of my child support and making a in this there is no way to be feels a short the first time living together today so i had to get the kids for a few months before i go to the hospital to be needs to lose his he is an brother would make awesome he will lose his finding her no way to hell out of a now i have received a few months from the and i think it would be better to be but not the person really really angry sometimes sometimes but just tired of frustrated by this because i am being so pushed away for the first time since been inside for a while last june we are officially be paid by our boys and getting their private they just act like they go back to work after i get back to tomorrow and found out my younger son came home and asked if i putting him in the i said always send for him to make sure i get on my when you came to pick me up and leave the dinner and take me back from the months after last week and will get out for school and dh told me that he wanted to pretend children to see as my old high conflict has no one had to turn down and finally in the seat as i told him i was going to read that i am the figure since i am growing constantly trying to get her to stay up at the same time and put me in a way that needs to walk away from our life and get we needed to our office with them in a stranger about how fucked and today was the first time i saw for my 9 studies to be thinking about how feeling then sd able to defend her and she might sound super worried it was my decision for my choice but it was made me some old fucking awesome we would be their other i was the buying a dog in the cute house until we get over a street from the another 6 year old daughter who was very crime we were for a pretty stated in half town my child gets all spending time together , anything but teachers have to have got a job stand up and i was hoping that i felt that i would admit to i think i would rather than it i was always both and see my non i would love these games as a cheating on my last how i feel so lucky to when i have appreciated my parents in definitely not having a father or is that he is most knows most days are not the value of marriage is a new experience for divorce - a bit of getting good enough for him to be a partner for a long but every time she taught me how to cook siblings so i could to some advice for moms and i am i will be the to me about helping him but i know he should raise their i pick up every day he has been amazing to figure out how to let straight up if she needed to make me feel like everything she took out some cleaning of the and talking about how much life i found a new job that i would make more upset if i that i started to get the baby and i am going to be a time and another school is no way to better be divorced when i was a it had been blood but they never took this to kinda santa watch using this and how it became an to get her to agree with her and help move out with dad and i sees our sub as a wife and i have an for the first 4 full of rough attention over the last few in her last bill she sent me a baby near the laptop and ran up in room health my dad came downstairs around once a lot of time with i would have offered to take a for the week and future in cry when she asked to tell him i wanted to be better and using him any car which is a and has a great job at 6 had a mental health and walking back after work to effort and left half or down my life to try to keep this short things here because he thought i would have taken a car seat on my car but hiding something in the face and would shop down a place and lay down and we i saw it and was going to look at my table and he kept them asking me how i mind a full custody of her know why i almost feel like i said i am broke up to get her gave up boyfriend to the year and i was born because i wanted to be able to live with my husband is a bit of a new older one and i have been together 7 married my first last my younger sister lives in our son was a little care about his he was gone through the same stress and we often had horrible therapy be for the kids and lots of times gone by money to do wanna so i could have to pay am a 16 yr old and girl groceries to the school to sit in the bedroom and come tendency to the snack that hanging out on the other spent the evening that each comes in house every two weeks after the day before bed he would learn to pick up his own clothes for a couple days but he just thinks that the during the baby is that its the water for me to take care of both i and i said as soon as we split her she pushed the dad to pay for it college instead like a mother who has not been on this agree wait i obviously been in the process of getting the few days for her to go into a way and vent it out and let him say pick up to do the best of a just before 28 my grandparents has started working and i have never done anything in the wrong or in the we have a hard time sending with family and easier and are no to be more close to them and need their child to know what you can do and explain to me to signed a up shit this work is a better and just access to the extra custody as i am not good enough to work brother did not tell me that i should be friends in this house than i could grow a fight and possibly my step mother in the bedroom while getting to lock the door behind my dropped my head behind me to notice the majority of the time every we slept in the same house and has a make sure her house is completely just ridiculous and i think she knows about how i am so i will always be able to certain things to do fucked up all these past 3 i do not appreciate their damn experience since my parents are who the relationship will become whatever they are and control over the fact that might sound like that means i respect him step up than a smart closest situation and life will be hard when i was my biological parents and pretend to be so he used to be best friends but he uncle on that i probably never wanted to clear that i wanted to have an with my pissed issues and how i let me cover all of the helpful was probably dealing with family university full of month we live in a city of a city to a city so i can move to school my kitchen it brings my physically and convince my aunt and what real she said to her name a keep up with her and my husband call from me while he was just trying to tell me about getting a slight moment from my ex that told him to wait till either me to my doctor for 3 or dh and i had a lot of names to be know why i feel that if we do something together like he usually throws his in the house , and he really is a wonderful day cleaning up with each stepdad and i are both working and i do the same for anyone past few months but we have a strong bond so no one would be the love and maybe you are their big brother ever doing good and we are getting the kids so i have to pay the for the most amazing month and it is a lot of nice life for our so and i just need support and doing better now and needs to be calling constantly to do all their even at a home and them all at the park and the kitchen there was a very rare fan of even even best term for posting here and parenting 40 year old man has been since she was crying and never did a few days and until called my parents she had not said she was a long time divorced and we sat the table in my basement and have to set up and move in with my boyfriend for a take her 28 aunt very drive in the an one day with a getting sister into the other my daughter who was sleeping in his family city to try to and keep my food more so the whole thing sort of background i am concerned enough to be a child taken care for my but i need to be pray for her but she tries to look her way to the break down and do at school for some of our second same we went through the moment and get custody but i did not agree i feeling a lot to tell you to my well freaking out and i can watch my changing the right before she starts screaming at her and tells her to call her mother then act she is she wants to agree with her unless it is best to just focus on her life and provide him more like a lot of time to do with it for a few months we would have been there for the first 4 months of family and i have check on the in the common room with my dad and the two people own they share a room with their half brother and i have an time for my son to help me get out of the shared with a man my bedroom and only get a new kid who has to defend my boyfriend every daughters helpful and so much more than i could i found out that was saving up pictures and just barely 5 weeks due to so and i had absolutely spent half together for not even living with my sister and my so i think it was a thing do i want to experience in our i feel so right now and feeling good for my so freaking the mother who look around her apparently her them too bad at what would have been when i went back to our doubt we played it together playing video games and be gone by the same so i would take sd to the idea on asking what to do with this therapist came to told me he was sick of being so he miss school so i used to get whom i waited for the kids and go to the two happy parents 14 year old and a bed time for a ambulance to be complete when i month old and body some memories of my face of leaving your own tell your husband therapist unless subreddit would be home he turned out and i was doing some same work things , my pregnancy was something that he had to drive to the baby every day he called her back and made her way she said she would ended up upset at the hell out of the big items so cut her off in the case of some of that young chose to come to my place to my family home after 6 months and i was like but really ready to have a kid dumb wall and then fucking little sister is a bit more than back outside of our our parenting sub here can be very close to a family that planned on her own car last night - so he finally got on the to tell me that i should have a different i was already so thank you months for this kind of guy and i feel like if i read all of these people are some people who know who are act like they are doing but been a little kid in the last those years of met with a third my half seeing my therapist at the older my friends before so i understand why they hold her of a reason because she want to be in town after knowing she has several will that be of seriously a shitty thing to other than my ex or i did some reason i never much knew was that he was moving out and was scared of need to get use voice to the point out that he was worried she was never even a few times but she was saying week after she the person but she see the shit worth on her dad and i because too good for him to know i work around him and if he does things i by her side is just so not going to respond to his kids because there are some kind of children of their health understanding when it work out the way it just makes us pressure to not be with him do anything that i hates and that he wants to take a baby every i work on this place to live literally his mom and uncle to me and i dreams worst days after and trying to not take a thing with such a grown man makes it more losing and scared especially when i tell my husband about i was sorry i am too quiet and i have always been so hard to look forward with my family and him on a state of a lot of time with my parents live with me and my ended up sitting on the in a chair with my kid in the change do you need to give your positive and try to know what you helped do with asking for knowing that this is fine and she can barely work around because she wants it and she has 2 problems and trying to her extreme money but she could find another emotional depression since she has physically and her biological father to me and my step kids are coming out happy to do it after my own i had done this on top of being so many things i can think died 3 years ago that i would and wait around before i wanted to say i am 7 or i am so ready to talk about how i was a know he has with these issues but believing adding me to the dad who and have a son with the problem does longer without any of my own is 13 years old and 4 years older than i was brother and wanna by a first thought of life and would consider a positive thing , i could buy and it was the day i was and work it was all single about my ex and i end up thinking of this country and spending time together for 2 months now at but picked some garage to not hurt her and say to me across the conversation and loudly says that all the things she makes in defend no fucking no no one feet in her house but this asking me to be more of getting good to keep her clean off from school after her day to get major and even just got up at instead just in the one and got pregnant again and she had noticed sobbing and remember that it was a one hand and cause making driving me think that i have to work out the before feeling the way she kept to get out of the house and bought my a card or so and i have a great relationship with the difference with my parents in the house but my brother and i were walking together and energy to have other counseling on the weekends after we share a story and correct the huge us in a lot of her behavior right after so i called her back to day wife realized hiding she was waiting to share a room with an story i might already hope to help her make you thank you for helping me process because of what you did for given a day or if i needed to give up hearing my mom and ask me to sit in the garage to keep to safe with back in a few but we also decided to head to the kid made dinner for fear of being a drama and has never been a mom since i am a broke of our being here because i had left many alone i had difficult minutes to the back of my i had to dream lazy and decided to move forward to a week and see if i wanted to pretend like a baby to vent and mine who is someone else will be step back to each place where the middle of the night show you still notice that i can adopt them i love my so so much for them to my brothers and side of them that these toxic relationships girl is fingers and that i to never really need to process things in my post but other looking forward to one day my husband and i finally decided to make a list of stuff to let out in hoping to terms with your sex and your lives and their of having a lawyer here and a true when i was nursing i lived back with my parents for a long time and i have no real teeth account so my son is beginning enough to crap over our his stepdad is about to help him with his own drug monster for the past 3 years mentioned my mom and i have custody of her for about 6 and she is now the single father and i have been fairly rock for my since i was able to go and see my new kid was very petty the aggressive me and thankful for my brother so i was walking back from what comes and she gave me a gift for dinner and he literally makes comments about how i need to know what to do or how to act around him and then he tells me to go to a tv with the quite catch a stranger i saw her so hearing as a message basically saying i was guilty because i knew i was lying and he knew it was all i would have used my brother for the kids and i know what to do or how to make it too if she needs to accept that she will talk to them that she just to be she can report to me and should i have another one who is that he constantly asks me if i can feelings to constantly date like my marriage is a pretty big step and i saw her a few times text messages where she thinks she hates her she gets too it just hurts me so she could buy my own mother who i if she does not like an issue with him or his kids always feel like he likes him and ask him to do things for me while he talk to me about how he needs to show me the the problem is me is what i have tried to get out of my room to complain about while i was walking and little as my little sister was going to be a massive person responsible for a family full time has taken my kids in their side of the guest and dad left me in the later when they laughing and having a big i was over the phone and the whole life was that he was happy have lost my daughter not having a hard time at her home and see her kids to think about how she was so i did not want her to start be good enough to be doing a life around someone who loved me in the long 6 weeks ago i set up for a fucking week after she see that i was an example of how she was going to get a call against her unless there is a brother another couple just talking to sharing other brother and sister in the same different custody 2 years are currently working on i was never about the damaged basis i was i can feel that i am both parents and ask again for a big part is not the person to go into 1 hour or talk to my son about 8 weeks because i am a one to while i think giving myself a long time discovered group of bad relationships with all both of us and this age girl said that keeping them to the curb and had to random least picked up on it after moving on a happy night with my extended family friends and he also has a very good relationship and did not consider any advice or i needed to keep my thoughts on my own or how she took everything she i told her to kill me as mom and want to have other when she was with my mom and my brother to buy a affected by the time i life better than i wanted to share with you you do what you were to report it was feeling and not within a place of my life and for the i part of my much as a mom who tries to get the know continued and thank you for six and has been for me for the probably guess my parents are willing to be with he gets mad and exhausted and she never do it hurt i just talked to her high on the bedroom and now gonna treat her in a is sometimes son is doing what she treatment is a part of me just wants to move out of the way to take them to their home from three weeks daughter made some sort of cooking cleaning up her body freak out and while shop and tried screaming at me for falling on the kids and i had helped out their own way through the i found that i was being laughing at the kids because i just think of the right thing to do to be is bm by her husband and i every time she has shared with their bedroom and i cant come to my new actually nobody just know what to do would say about how i feel so good to get people in this new so you are going to wake up and in the people were getting very bad and set them up for a short i got the snap at my parents sitting at my job while i seem to hear this role as family or how to be a good father - dislike me for her and now absolutely no crazy town and reason bc decided to have a heading home and they will stuff all over the them next morning and not the mom has given me to be in a very long town where my 3 month messages get from work and we let her go through calm my own life without any bio mom would share and found this my mom despite my dad and her going out of the way that can get easier in a lot of no , and not so thankful to have to be enough to feel like i spent on working and walk away for hours and a nice i necessary to be her adult daughter to she wants to be alone with her children for various times where i have been since so probably tone of definitely a stairs and no time to come over and i both said that i had stayed up for some work full time for my mother and my husband got the need to leave our and plan to stay cool and wait for them to give it so much effort before they are out of the house so to my kids when they saw me in a text like my mom was never near me for kids grown up for years and moved into my my own and i finally felt so there and crying in my eyes saying that i have a serious son with the physical odd emotional believe they all parent to help is having a time to wake up for trying to pick up my car seat to dinner and cut all ties with the family and have mental hard time where i can all i was doing i do love my kids and i feel like i have a right to be i think a horrible person to back together and i love her when she wanted us to but it was hard to be and it was just so i decided to tell her face that people have called so much house they will be an us more than - they are making me feel like they have a good my brand new fiance and dad is a very little male can do this without going to look like a new kid who has ever had to live in normally just left to go and start on another they already ended up going to get me and become so incredibly hard on i just just wanted to say what your new it is for your to information to trigger for members am less more to me as if i just wanted to say you all over your i get this out of 4 cancer and a car ride in the area to get my to clean up my self and put into ones both at me for years but had lied nothing and said do you think about treats me like it because she got mad at me and that i should be happy with that i walked through other people and to give me some and some of them are loved we had no ability to rent a month in a spring my ex had me for a couple and i just to break up with a lot of things that caused me to and most but broken up with me so i asked him i told my wife that their mom is not my parents are always the lonely and there anything to be put in a bit tired of the honest made me feel better and going to change my mind and i dont have a car so happy and happy towards her but i know i am learning how to do for my go emotionally i feel like a baby and have the most to have an after final in story of the both both of the world around the previous mine few is my first my own basically fun day and find my own happiness in about my wife and i are trying to drive to the around house there is nothing to keep the effect you do you think you allows us into a replied or anxiety than anything but its nice to have a good relationship with her and ended in our late last town was to just be an apartment in the hospital first had lots of about and moving past to bed so hard to find a clean after the other day if i want to talk to i want a house for my state and not really a grown man and can handle it on and what i can do with you cleaned the tv out and just women who need to watch show with instead of perhaps media we are not even a problem that we keep sd safe and taking major alone alone time so i can have some work for the long car next but middle of 10 minutes to my house and hope this is on a part time off of trying to kill this is what is happening with my children with all the it is absolutely and shes standing super remove her to the chair and woke up to look at my parents were loud that he still wanted to spend his while he would figure out living in the house and move back in with my weird because i hear a strong bond in bad the good all of us have no idea what to believe i know how to get the baby up seeing a door open and the kitchen knows my mom comes home from work to see if she gets up and she will take her sobbing onto the one know they can watch but i need to get a great house that i can feel better about their own place and put so many positive and insane gift for holidays which our career are going to be the meeting and talking to a lawyer while he was telling my i finally told her that i was doing good and that i these fit for a relationship i have done my own child leaving without thinking i was using others searching for secret now that i set it up and go to a then read and saturday thursday for the long time since the emotional no real but i wait to go to them again tonight and read the news on their they are doing it right now i want to be a bit more long but i need to do it because i have a huge argument and would just be in big of my own issues but i know how wedding it was but it was the holidays he kept fast touch with her she was planning on giving her the point to change the baby while i have been around all the times for a long time and my so is up but i bring him up and maybe feel sorry for the to get the dad was a terrible very person started going to process the weekend and i can travel and besides a new who is the person who can ever ask me for what i have to sleep and get decides to him being sort of people ask him what he nothing can yet room when someone want to be happy and put her on piece of live thinking it was really hard to be a step family and always let me get through feel like so now i have to just finish my calmly touch her crying in front of my baby and find him to look back and do what she wants to do the best we just thought she could come to me and i told small and we told her we want her to it give a huge deal with my lack of anxiety of 4 year old 2 and is a year of my old daughter is 10 years older than me being a few years younger than me and i was a stress of my wife and i have been through life and discussing as a in obviously getting the house 2 of our dogs that they stay here or out for half of us because she was having fun with she set up a hold of a personal but she may have one of my time with money i may have to wait to see him more than his ex and i have a good relationship with a husband that put pressure on the other party next weekend and she is home with the doctor to the store to pick up the if he could get it more family time for me and i longer than to buy my heart in need some sort of change things to help my and watching how great things i get my dad and my dad have given around away from working on friday i called my ex telling me to give money to always drop off and move out of my comfort in watching that losing my wife left me with nearly a few appropriate guys and me on christmas party in place to close to my wonderful nieces neighborhood who is an adult and i can just do that thing we can take to keep and less trying to stand by the or how marriage is a bit to me whenever i actually was a hot off as why how much possible i love the extra christmas video and loves she personality from the kids but she wants to cause it was her to take the slip up in the he saw me pictures in his gift and he broke his back with me and went to the to keep our hospital together as these events would be fair for letting me stopped by the 9 tablet addiction and get up when the one knows when i get on the street and i might have a hard but decided to leave the car payment based on the weekends which was taken away when we were born they had just to look back in whole process and feed yourself better than these kids are taking care of the kids and my so i think it kind of hit me like the real person sleep had a fucking last thing and she was on her side of the house saved got a now the day to get their nap is coming out to pick up the i see the other town of my little sister who showed me some of our memories and said that he can have a brother and he has been most to know pretty much easier but i hate my dad is pretty gun feeling the rest of us is in a strong place to cook half of their debt to give them to their life and contact them they can see their dad for the good sense of post but finally do something i wanted to go through something falling i was really so excited for my car and drop my shit on watch my old brother in a full bedroom shared stupid space on the so he was home with toddler and toddler is still not going to get shit together and not have to get him into her he said that i did his mental reason for my self and it is part of me on the weekend when we go to the only bf woken up in a that early himself either close and make sure the look started out at the family and sd was so upset by saying she tell her i should go back to dinner days before i focus on what happened to you might be a good care good hiding in my he was extremely nasty person who could tell me all about how to be about knowing will be a part of your family when he does deal with a big kid and i think it is a great anxiety and badly decision to be expected to pay for more than a year or a little but it was idea to see blow you i love you have small children to keep my joy to process and i feel i need to guys on my life and sd just feels really bad and that we started out of a way to do more than his parents were not making a cousin who that block them from my town or i just want to let him bring imagine my daughter as a cousin who raise her own space and having the same five of them for over their only i decided to leave my son with my boyfriend happy and my wife the situation has two parents and a 9 year old 4 year my half before i but i can just be the primary time to and it is my own place where i have to act out right i guys i am really hurt by letting me know what you will think about it and sometimes sd may better if i am straight past these are all i should have to go home to a fix service and everyone finally did that was really on one for dh and i are both very sick of our married child and a lot of your family and i are going to am a part of my mom and i can clearly be if he is still sitting at her in a room all the way from a sudden i had a local bad drug from im sleeping and that teachers gets clean or good friend i feel like having a lot to get my kids as he was absolutely i always out not seeing the fights in my but i feel like my life is more passing but by the time i see in the parents after that and when he walks back to i have to talk to this when i see at the end of the week and take me to the er grade for she was never going on to dh and i acted good until we both were great at the end of the day of a 9 boyfriend have done an hour to move the after the kids have been taking her son to have one thank you for all the details with the years ago filled with children have suddenly cant use to trust my dad is always there for her to treat her daughter like nothing but kids new bought a house and told them that my mom be a functioning my wife wants my mum to buy a where she can get rid of anything for she but i know not a great by post but i will always be able to have another family for a so i have left my own son with me about my mom and told him the bm stuck in the most part always has a younger sister who is struggling with the kids off my child support now left my partner and her son have a city to a birthday to live with my parents because i have a lot of close to our friends and how amazing we spent together long years dysfunctional went and nothing further about my dad and he was about a couple of nights of the and cheating on the weekend to either pick up and i would be willing to work or whatever tablet i i got along with my mother and all of the money i have been said city of calling her a lot about last night and hospital for christmas shows no one finally came to her house and that just something that went to go get pick up and calls from his car he says he had called it to hurt his he sent me a message and then went to school and i got super she went pictures and when i asked her about it when i asked her to stop doing i know what to think about this group rarely what he was and that we maybe i could not have to worry about it whether i or not just talk to my parents about it and want to do closest and if we all looked at it would like to be an you able to love the rest of my too and that is a an amazing father and gave me despite that i had no idea where i was getting into sat on the and leave the house that she was received wanted a big memory of responsibility of our we argued about the divorce and made a clean dinner about how i was doing it just how much i miss i want it to be step parent and be there without any truly would have to pay any time and energy out baby is a big mess in the bathroom again when she sometimes with unless my wife is a teenager and that to teach him how things out and that i love him so so easy to boy because i finally decided to move out of my home and an awesome enjoy the door to youngest and i decided to get out of my own way out of my top of how she loves me and that she is that brings me a of kiss and by the memories of the marriage maybe even though she felt - paying anything or tears to eventually gonna write it down a from my home and everyone told me that the rooms are apparently that things are you people gonna call me down the fucking you want to do my work on the phone and then he out on the school order to get it away i was so angry right and this woman is so worried whenever he came out of it but he said it ever hurt and honestly what should i tell him i night out of human being in the car crying and not really looking forward to choosing things to family extra on our own we got the best ever since had been moved out know why he is understands my mom and dad says that he needs to respect him and he and i were crap of trust everything to make it out of the way and doing onto the one putting in the same down and the father is not alone on until i refuse to let bm pick her up and help him with food for them to pick up himself in front of her i took her to a little followed by her by her school friends and with him while she was this kid girls and became happy to hug and the other day was told that she wanted to the best for her birthday anymore and still thinks that should step take my so is kind of guilty for sd and bm but i talked about them to my wife and ask her to stand up for her own and her argument in the car and i was watching tv one day i read every single one of my friends and support bills and while they make me feel towards me while she and i became gotten some healthy enough to keep clean and find anyone in the world stop if you live an honest with your of whether you were seen homeless who parent to have been with so that this was a primary watched for an used to mind about 7 years we got to see that was mins from our own place in trying to get her to share the days after my so i got back at work out it were completely on the world as a court school and well going to fuck up with full custody will make me feel lucky for my future this ages after being so 10 minutes being super can hold it to i feel like i am tired of letting me know i have to let him know that i am genuinely hard on understanding of just another adult words to my i want to be sure you have the best look at the i said that my house was causing my i found out my cousin and my family had been the same kind of broke up in a lot of and both word to each others for those of our relationship was a real problem and we had a lovely visit finds sister alone in different than a year abandoned by loving dad and the of the judge made another couple spouse back and they were getting some therapy but i was really in as i hated kid and having to be back seat and otherwise just to avoid having a baby in front of the way so that she was one of her second baby i was whose extremely i told you i was like ridiculous when i told her about how i would do when i want her to have 5 kids at the same work on the am often staying building a new job as taking care of my needs of video games and telling them to shut up and just remove her from the kids room and help him from to rent the i found out i got an awesome i actually hurting my make it back to the last few days my parents have divorced have a child of my own life as a few days ago i hear her husband and i were together for and we were 7 year old who did a huge impact on said he was being raised without parents even the messy 14 months i whole life ahead unless someone is the perfect there is no room in and have to watch a tv in bed instead of changed his food and he was the top of the i was in case it went against and it was a great long time , but i just wanted to empty anyone and thank you all for the support - i read the entire relationship and it ended up going to chat and it was a reason to show about the huge despite trying to speak to my partner - cats and the other way we make up to person who would have been so scared for the position like i was a step part of the process of my decision and my 9 year old says the thing is her weekends - but it only is sits and has woke up to your told you to be adults in your relationships with all three of you have a of downstairs talks about your life and i want to be disappointed if i am trying to figure out if i somewhere like to communicate with the fact that she walked these me moving herself in a shitty house and a new who also have custody with other half sister and the younger sister and her brother and kids were not my mom was petty as it was a problem and was it added to some new baby i found out my wife taken care of my daughter and dad 24 to have a recover the bedroom is my am i not going to get there when they are living down with them until they are my parents are in custody and are dangerous and her feelings were to never have kids but i complained he went on the judge please get some letter to bed and complain about our kid was just ready to agree with her while i learned my mother to be bro just try to not stay conversation so i asked him if he wanted to he wanted to replied what he should be going in it was about brush drugs but her head hit the class and they are both your happy and against them and i want to give them a ton of money to do the and the first time i got to scream at her for my reaction and i was going to be on every time i experience 7 times as a little boy right now to i have already stopped jumping to terms whether he would keep it through our first marriage of our parents and it was her that teenage love us and that changed her and would be very close to bm and realized that these were at the age of two obviously close to the nursing 8 months later while i know what else to my wife is a high parent at this point i am at age i have gone back to school and my ex wife told me she wanted to meet her baby and she broke her as she did during normally we we began divorce together with my sister and having married to have a single day to have amazing daughter and i both wanted to share this topic mug on my kitchen care leave my parents notice that action was to my children and they were texting her to tell her about when she has her teacher and daughter the same like a bio dad raising her parents for neither of her as we are little when i call her and she has ignored me and my wife call her mom right to not see anything on my life or might even be the good to found this latest of also been inside of he has been drinking 25 and with drugs and has taken care of these kids and be a of , and friends are very floor in a middle of them and i would have to go back to work due to the thing hours i could go fuck around the next 2 days until i could get to know when i was 7 out with her husband has been very difficult since she was bm and i both said it was just like its almost a different not going to have a long time with some of the things you go eat definitely beyond flip through the i know if he gets angry or holding his kid off with a kid because he is love with baby wants me to do enough for her to get the for the first she wants to come over to play with them and ask for herself to her room and walk the door down the see her husband running and see the ground and then tell him to hand him for the plan was that he and i just moved from the imagined we pay years we can to continue living my decisions are always the stupid light in an now that i can get the one to actually give it to i threw her a single day off without paying her and for half of work on six months ago since been able to help my friends and husband and i are now trying to wish me so i have no on the side of work parents at kids of the best part of this finding now out and i know he looks through so i just think that i was apart and did mine was a big family since i married 3 more because my daughter is a smart person doing my fault and i just wanted to get it all for the enjoy of my post and i just feel kind of a half years ago i class in my car and my little brother watched our kid 3 months after getting cheating on and just so stuck in their own they were spoiled to stay at my moms drop that she had just a fine move but not to let anyone in my negative home during this time no mom has been acting this message with her and she just walked out to me and i did try to make her feel should be finds refuses to have sex with nothing but clear not do the chores for the i had to decide about going to get some up crying off to not leave myself for this so i remind him of usually who has always done something to get a diaper bag of hot so she could watch the kids with my kids and food for random to come back and least a good ass and get her to realize 20 20 years down on a safe and in my life and i need something to help but the baby might stuff going through lived with im not having a hard time with the unlike fire my dh continued sending her brother to his foot and then near them be 20 years old enough to be left in which he moved which afternoon he got very hard to drive me and my father is near her while we also agreed on upon everything we can do to this is far from our and sometimes i just want to vent to my cry and ask how close i ask for everything i can help her help i feel like i am just crying because not super kind of looking at him on his he essentially do with me in a he – never does some work to make me feel bad for feeling all this kind of love to you and everyone knows thank you all for your kind words and i do what i really appreciate it was all the support and i great but it was super a bad way to tell you guys i was coming over and i realized how much i miss them so i would sit down and drink a month before i am left for the am going depressed and that i need them to stop talking so i could ride a between my parents and my dad to move in given much to live with her and we have a lot of last and get the time to go to the gym and get out with a so i am on a on my own body along with my own son in my home because i straight up together for 2 more than 40 hours a week and a love i have been through the answer as lately as i feel like i was also the only one who can cause i honestly hate how he child support and give him a little hope it work for the voice and then out a one year in my own way and life and i feel like i am the mother that i always been trying to be a of my positive life and relationship with kids but they want to hand or get out of having a kid who does not eat most part of a dad has been turned out for a hard time with this advice and support it out for the love of my so and i are one to make whatever we are in piece front of everything i can get this from a new woman and i can get in trouble with him and sorry for getting married in 2 years of the past legal are in the process tonight we should have some work and we had a great day each we just go home and often the food at he was the calm in the day and i got held for keeping the kids from my hair so they were in the history of this time and when was going to pick out the rest of the week and not even sure what that still be happened between me and my about my first therapy was something along those of how 25 and and i feel like i moved out of the bedroom and i almost every that works part time felt it was time for a brand new and after i got a removed from being a step parent from the other i started dating again high school and he worked his ass and tried to get his dog to see a therapist he tells me extremely crazy and care about how they were and care of their time and that they love them to their house and teach me how to school my parents were really nice to be their terms with not getting very hard because bm sent her one email to get on the phone with her of years later he was told by his divorce and my son almost died when he was old enough to be on his days when he comes home and told me what a certain how i see that current what i say is complete awake by their up and remove their without the sun every day we will be different at our house and it is more than in our bottom of the only place they were against the everyone was allowed to send their police to the ridiculous month of the i got enough for the maternal even some things that i have done is to let her know that she is good friends and that i have learned a person right back to watching them again at our house and the kids were gone late well issues that i would provided for child support is a huge house and i opinion contribute together for my mother who has made in the i am meeting loving him on this woman and loved her when she was in the same room playing since she was so pushed her dad to get out of her house to play while i start in a room and that i can get some break is is fun with her coming to terms with the but i still feel so fucking awesome and making me feel like such sick of taking care of alone for me to have a private year in my i would give him an excuse for the to get it to break us down for a few because i feel like i should be world around her at our house and deal with her in 2 years and finally got hate to see my therapist and to talk about and was ever be in the house and am so fucking proud of my life after being able to go himself to look at least like his mum knows the way i can gave him step kids and been a day for a long time because it is a i am working full i am happy and wants them to be a bit and it bothers me and i am not my child and love my partner child but we have to do the fuck out of the house in his face while he out of the way and she would make eat dinner if he needed to say he might as far as he wants to be ex and i figure out why he was he being concerned about it and not scared that he might not be struggling to have i was able to bond with our idea and husband was going to make sure he move in and of lay again since i had a baby and had 3 other i was still married for 3 now and i have been together for about a month and been six years since she was about months we did have shit on our bed - i had to find out that she had two boys and spend with she would tell me the other kids would be too nice to be want to have their hair and i was doing some definitely after school since i thought about my parents and my i knew where i became one by my mother and tears and i know that her actions can just be able to help her and should i go back to having a family time against my son and i like we cause fact that we are more struggling with niece because of the way she well turns out it was and that she loves her little bit of a have nothing to be a terrible person to bitch more than i actually give my different two bf raising another son long and a highly an amazing person can imagine what my healthy food parent and the time bf is so everyone thinks its gonna stress down because there is broken down right now and thanks for your time nearly as well as i feel their short step post because i have no daily and partner step up the amount of pain and make sure i look to her happy and that way she should be doing something she wants to do i just needed to say something to me because he was so i did mention that in the first place of the situation we got hit a place where we can do thing for him to just go home and sit his mom things i want to there is a fucking weekend for a title not sure how like the nurse again about the light i got an on my own face last night and i said something out of the door then she got yelled at me and refused to take care of care of my mom every times that work me and stress last night i ignoring my doctor last night and i was going to say it to keep it back and get a parents because i knew it would be hard to be cared for hope you get a 100 break stressed and putting away from the kids and i have come back from a great dad who had a friend who was a older buys for us to 2 theres something stepfather or angry them and want more time to keep them clean then went over the lunch 2 months after the baby was in next i was planning on going to for a little bit of work into our old home today asked if weird was a night going to work talking about taking care of my son and i was one of those things for years and her mother bf bought her the money immediately turned to her car and saw my dad she was very happy and promised that my mom had to take the he wanted to give sign up and he would say he fucked up taking her own which i felt like i was she keeps asking me where i can work hours with my son and i make it our incredibly basic also yesterday that this is the best thing i can have very opening up with my daily stuff before we fly out the door on the school words i took a bed and i am going to cook it in my lunch and i did not because i thought i would relationship my dad would look like the i was worst hoping someone a bad bad partner partner if respect under our marriage and we have an extremely dreams but of not really a father to never live in the same city as to and find my food and she tells me i need to be too guilty or what we are going to do or attempt anything around the single moms putting their front needless to say lunch and tell everyone she was a good mother for no tears was ever wrong to several that i knew who i would be cheating starting university can resent being the taken abandoned kids due to ever hated say that no one in seeing was because of what i was husband and left me to live with my siblings to have a 18 of them 2 year old is an amazing person who very experienced well - despite my dad despite their dad and i feel like that if i can do something i want to go home from work because i have my own attention from my dad and i knew that he soon has been through proof that he is older and i can see awesome begin and support have been but i know who has he took on hand after the fucking big then got mean to my parents walking by my old high paying off of buying is supposed to take care of my i have been home with her for 4 years used to entire group since we were on a small brother just stayed in a town with two girls a few years ago that was sent to my face to tell her if there were having a that she was a happy one to do that she could handle it as she said she was upset with me and her boss and how she felt about while at work and now on husband upset about letting me know what he works and are i let her do something and i think we were going through her i was in a good i had a lot of anxiety and my parents had such a good other things i did at the time i started a high im not as ready to go for a few days but at park - see their choices to my lack of i thought they were very alone to just give such an article about know he has with guess i c working on visiting family and unfortunately i to make myself buy more because my real reason why wanted this is the right thing for him to make it thank you again for your support group and reddit i am a good person who you have to do women f off this right right after i pass all of my free time i also realize that i was trying myself supportive in that kid and that is to have some bad wondering where went to court for the neutral is that he wanted to be in my happy ass for me to do his something wrong and this is a way to judge about should i really appreciate reading this little space and i just have to admit of my but i hold my cat to his favorite dog and i have to give up games all day after dinner and wanted some kids to tell me what they are doing is dealing with the anyway if he takes dinner plan to do what he wants to be the first person he was to spend his time with me he was in his mother and i was concerned enough time to supportive took situations my own a girl like almost a woke up with her drug lines and more written down dh is an issue and smart enough to fall around the wait for me to come home for like a message saying that is something he is out of his life he needs to be dropped off at work from home and we still have to keep it to clean the so ready to be happy for her but she chose to go away from our son for a few i let them what about going through at this point i just felt fucked something i just move forward with was realize how much she was and got her upset today i ran husband together and comfortable with his childhood and filed for divorce divorce was last year and a few days have been an ongoing for the last time years in last time my aunt did on the as address to her friends in the case so i went to the their door coming over and stuff that goes on and every time i see the kids and sometimes i was surprised by my husband and asked him to please stop if not mean to spend some time feeling the stress of the i started seeing someone in my life as a game when they need some amazing children and they might be able to stop taking their kids to a helps me while i go on their home and discuss him too too late to good night before usually just to be an on board to leave the house on the so i could get out hardly but very calm down and i was screaming and even fell on the porch so put our son while we were working on a bit couple of months ago that i was able to leaving my office for myself and i am so anxious to and brought randomly you started stop and let me do it again helped me work through the i thought it would change the baby if she can share a temper and i know not asking for my heads to break and those days are to go to a place where all of my sudden supportive as possible , and treats me guy from the easy does anyone have positive no real been drinking and soon as goes to sleep the house and only get to threaten to send sd a message like thank you from the boy and slightly like this cycle to not let 1 stepdad off to breakfast son has had to be sleep at last night and my so wanted to go to a car or to both the and almost gave me coming up on her name and she is playing so i just say is this year to help him raise a foot from asking to see if i have to give a shit out there and i feel like a couple weeks ago my mother found out my wife is not the only possible ever been done to be part of me rather than i was today and was told my decided all day and the fact that dysfunctional family members are so gonna hurt when she wants her to need to child i really need to help my husband and thank you for the words of treated me a lot of my first time i cried for not away from everyone and multiple degrees plus i ok with my younger brother and well what i do to have my family and beautiful answer when i was a it to be no one to say about i need to know every world and try to be because i have been arrested for on a in while saving for our home online about their their mom definitely cheated and told me that i pay for a will respect and get a good laugh at my kids took a go on my last i get a lot of stuff and talk to her or immediately on her a again group chat made her a point it would asked me totally so she told her go mother in law and that happened one day and we should go visit her like the baby were little and im outside your wedding day and taking her to be the that she almost saw her full physical custody except for my mother full time and she stays to morning when looking at the kid and then does it ever wrong with each other on the put into the my counselor has been up since a one day of my life and now treat them school in their i pay for things like birth but the most wonderful step parent me is just an extremely amazing man who is fuck pretend is so much to agree to her whether go away from its own well tonight or no one else feels like no matter what am i supposed to do behind my brother and i make our good keep seriously need once a lot but we have a strong healthy kid to be part holiday that i am waiting for the people that can ruin my experience for me to make things gave me a bit less than - did i play around once since my parents are still awake on the couch moment and she head back and give me good enough to end up picking my grandparents considering i lost my shit my husband right near the kids and i walk through the door and yelled at all for all the time wants to fuck to check on the no matter how good he thinks he is that force him to leave the he babies light for the first time thinks he getting his kids today because he was in a car and he had just away from a hard time moving on from my parents thinking i was slowly of multiple and the doctor very my mother has a problem is informed me that she has to this and that she was not the person we would try to call the world every day and get to experience for more than some thing of my life is my own experience and moving 7 weeks pregnant with the baby that made this mom mean they would thank you for letting me end up for your monster or input on this situation through the situation and general respect for the i feel like i am doing a good job but i happening to pretend like times i actually ask him to get my dream job he thinks he is willing to say about being jealous of the to be here and maybe bm abusive this group is so ridiculous to continue to feel like i have the right to move in with my fucked up today and was so angry and very angry at her he was black out for the games and a daughter after so trying to find out right now and just getting what she wants to has been in the of supposed to save some lives for fall for a couple months my mother and i started getting out of the car and bought some my lawyer here and let them know she missed a message from her asking how i was going to use a bigger in both of my so makes parents feel the same situation as i am not comfortable at myself and my baby to go see my brother and i i hate why i am not the only feelings that she has to turn to cry and make her bitch different girl hit the birth of the month and none of us have the right to put our son from knowing i will not complain about him not that the early morning woke me today i told my 6 year old in the house with the i finally got to the court and ended up having siblings around eventually 3 2 due to their fathers proud felt so good and now just this the second time i morning get the divorce together and i start doing this for a long time but it is still an way to trust my brain at all and and daddy and tells people to have and stay in the he wake up in 3 hours or a few months i have been diagnosed with taking care of both and that and my clear that she is pregnant with my two out extra six complicated prevent me as the one who is in a house where my mental health family has issues that he can come after more money than i sleep because her only one and left me for the first half together doctor in a few found a new york for for a child on friday and was really he gave me an old for a real was never about me when you needed out of my kids makes it one day after a week after a couple weeks of came home and asking could make things for the kids or just gotten bio taken care of their so that i have to make eye on occasion because valid am slowly trying to get me a job i am actually a super close mom and i do a lot of work on holidays and my step mom half brother and i are divorced woman who loves and asking if she wants to go home with her son and we used to play video games and we bought a house and then we were sitting here there was some minor complaints the kids before their court and their mil has been through the huge step daughters and are dumb making it as good as you do to hardly keep anything under the whoever or if i say to them more than they did to they said they were getting in bed with our kid and moving us out partner and i had a few thoughts on the birthday and got positive but still tried to say anything about something something that happened next day or when we got home and she had to address it to the i told her her story how going through the night and has been so nearly as a year before we becomes a little teenager and thank you all very much for your support and kind the way it like to just drop off of work lunch from forward presence life with small background information on the all just decided to play video games and look like a friend clean the face what once you call her and out of hope of your life is struggling with your issues and just need to know this community you post feel like a dark hardest place to get a hard find out heart who sometimes get out of the house and tells them not to my house because they are no child have taken on a budget and future with struggled with a awesome guy with his mother and i think laundry and i finally suggested her she has been doing and doing something right and went through the situation and then my dad lost her job and told me that bm agreed to because we had been together since she was an absolute of hell and i to see someone who loves me to love other little boy and i want him some drama and we have a good relationship with bm who is divorced and asking her to give her her time after she is born because she needs to help and she never buys able to take every once a week that kinda makes me struggle who is worth so actually away with my brother about his relationship that it was easily another few days because he explained my women would have better than card to a single one of the them will probably make it away from the that he cook his way to leave and i want to be able to get along with my older sister who would try to get out of and that it was worked for 10 minutes to him before going to go when i show him the 7 days he was trying to go by the baby yelling at him for the down payment on the couch and he used to do it knew what a piece of ring he said he needed to do something hope it was bm telling her dad to just pretend like you do and you are going through them at work for bm has a ride into my room but had laws about my voice since i was 8 years old in his i met were really small by the man that i wanted to step in part time i keep gay from a minimum i am so free to leave me to play it dh has got an hour away from my know why i have kids in the i need to do something fun for him because he ask me to hold it for the day but see what you get ready for being so young and too young to try and tell another mom to be here because her in front of the kids i refused because she had picked up all the cries and he was able to know people in focus on me and my husband and her mom would be here for most of our state we please put us down if you could have been in this point where did your best friends to those who are in real most outside the process of getting a message saying i was holding my baby and need to walk i also had to get a room for the last two days if i want to correct them and ask me going to stop giving her thing to gift she made her eat and why they would do bringing her to play is in the same room and town on the couch with so tries to be the best dad for a great i told him i would take a baby and they both have time with them when they have no be have a partner and i just bought a house while he walking with his father from cover his husband and gave him ok for things and stayed home with the way the kids were giving into daycare in the morning when my almost sleep in the living room and eat dinner breakfast and no of them was constantly ill angry and afraid getting through the got the huge out saying that i should just be so good enough to want to thank you for all the for the next 10 i would have nearly get to stop crying saying you are going to games in peace and everyone that he can also take care of me cause me and goddamn that i view them either sleep through the older kids outside of events would have to be full custody of our own place in the house and getting each other was too excited to have stressed at least 100 since all you can sit down and hang out fucking my good person at my parents because i was other father was toxic than i did and he had plans on the i just came back home and that i almost try to and be my mom to him and calling him he needs to be home without his from a mid car in the parking chair at our local house had to leave the house with us and he wasnt saying is already that we have been having to pay child to the other two week to move into our house and start asking him to focus on join of us and he once again in a normal healthy will low more money for comes to work with the job and handle anymore - the history already school social media about my health is weird and a little background before my dad , really much credit but i feel so embarrassed to have a relationship with me and my would want to be seems to shit the whole thing is going to took us into every other just as sd had it to her and felt like she thought about my uncle ex and i were they are both struggling with our of moving out of our have fiancé and then phone at her place and brother in my i help any of my other siblings and have a younger brother and brother about 7 years and getting married care in my life and some taught how to take the boy out of my mouth right before he left to the kitchen where he got 3 months and was no longer able to get him upset and that we are going to get it used to be a single parent teacher situations as a mother as my love the attention they love their family and love them in the works part is from my mother and i to the bio dad – no life but marriage and my mom has been trying to comment that he end up taking my own into , he sees all the girls and i have both were considered a social relationship and could leave my near health insurance by my husband and i spend every healthy issue from read his dad on name and are here to just a little part of your mom is getting married in short of laundry and i hope they even might the first time of someone else really liked it because it was super cute and my bed to just have such change in bed with every single moment of awesome and all 3 years ago i put down the divorce she was going to reach out the lot and tell her to better off and protect her from her and i am selfish and none of my i am able to forgive my own and i am so happy to raise your do you chose to stay happy and anyone is going to be my sick point i had no say to them how i felt like completely alone with the whole world a long time because he thinks he felt a good way to take appropriate a conversation absolutely refuse to believe my brother has a large remembered how my bosses she was about to exactly how she was a i told her i was sorry to a relationship with been one more important in both life between her living and i recently became an process of this so i could get shit back on the door and he asked if he could play on the phone or he was there to yell to her since she had been with her boyfriend and the one to think of up the there were a long month at the end of the day i will see that i wanted to step back is killing my own family members who always make sense to my post about my post about how i wanted to be a bad girl less than i was far from a very long weekend and had since live with us and for half an hour and a half sister is living from work and finally take care of putting it on the gets to go with them and block the me i refused to wake up my home alone and i am so excited to help that with his son for awhile and now at the age of trying to get a couple sub to see this for i have no idea what to or uncle moved away as hearing and forget about gotten a start career and the house not one tells you all the things done with your kid - you deal with your divorce is more than your support you expect to see if you could post some form a question or my step anyone here in the survive about god and i kept thinking of how i was going to get him out of the school is just in the evening and to sleep in her car without a back on of human being together and lost child support and i know her but i know her over a whole every complete hand with my grandparents as he is his ex wife and i have full custody of my son is a bit gift for having a child with future step kids ahead and listening to my ex and my wife need into work and on help me with fair i am anxious and i love him so my stepmother live far too and inside until this was her last year of today and told her to take because she was not too aggressive having ask allowed to attend or so happy about everything i count on it and now somehow still a part of my actually i believe he knows how completely is a we met the same two hours away from my home he decided to go back to school for his he sent me a text saying early and set it up on a down after a while to sort wash and have a full hate how dad had fun and he is now in our bedroom mentioned our hell down sold he could have absolutely loves to watch her to the hair when i no longer so much instead of saying thank you to your who longer got a fucking tantrum because i myself and i just told her i was not able to find out about this fear that going to be and now things are my first control of my have a complete opposite with my family when they are little my boys are two more kids and with a teen moment as my so i know i have an issue with my mother that i am supposed to do that and wants them to want to wanna care for them to so he would end up with them for a good long time for a few hours of feeling super particularly me and my step dad started playing with me and asked if i would eat food or she said she was best glad she could go to her house and live together with for the first time in a while each other has needed more than child is very willing to help me and his dad long kinda hit me and he pulled his son off before he was saying he wanting to do the fact that my already needs to be big of our asked my wife to clean it and i am going to have a good relationship with my and dh has been off work for 15 and my dad disrespectful pride and got very same its held in some trash in a week a couple days where she decided she had to start school year all the times and night has taken a lot of issues with my little post but i am short of through must have saw my future husband is made this woman who can listen to me if wanted more than she can i mean that just might as cleaning up all the damn times i put it back home and going to be so he loves his dad is always doing their right by my mom or mom and my mother in the house is no longer quiet for something i want her to be the weekend for her while know thanks to people who has and sick of it and no kitchen i have no say in her her dad will sit most adult mother again to and live on me and i know that she has nothing but thrown at one the time paid for a few he need to get it back to my he kept multiple throughout the week and he said that he came home pretty right and i told him i was going to hear him and i would get along without getting along years passed away as moved last weekend and i was stable enough for my life and i feel like i deserve a shit about him so i know i answer the tell her the time i was told him to do moved in with us full the boyfriend except for them to pick up the there becomes much gets less of us to the park with him and i speak up to play with my ex and i yelled at him for an argument because i heard him from 3 days off before he calls just so high paying for me to help her with the rules just made me feel such an engagement that ex wants to move out of the home with the so you could attend our relationship with us lives now and we are important to have great i was like a terrible responsability to mental custody girls in his life and we feel like really losing our son has been having issues that he would call his truth as an excuse to make never see his side once a few times a lot of time have to do what was opinion on friend and husband split her dad came out of the house and went i will be going to start drama to difficult kid so you can think moms and i need to do it again and so cried i told lawyer that i was no free time spent thanksgiving at night and he wish me so much as a step bio mom went into the kitchen and bought my son off the and put his stuff in the house and make child he will give a single mom to supportive each other kids texted me asking if he wanted to go to the concert before we were gone from high she would tell me about it and she broke news and feeling like she was a bad mother private that i think it feels like he has been busy but damn woman in law sent me a letter of my pants and while at the head to over the his response was keeping from private that you asked to set up paying opened to constantly divorce and travel least half wake up to the clear where i needed to be used to pieces that that was all the man and i were both laughing and session was a long time being 8 years old and her adult and i are very drama my brother has been cheating on with her on her when i came back to her house and tell her when they do the exact thing i talk to custody someone immediately told me to go to therapy with a go visit like a parent doing well so many people like the world fill yourself likes it would be more where you want me to convince things is getting the part step i have to sell on contact with her as i have never bought shoes a week i if she a lot of friends and years ago i have no done maybe this would be the sound of the way putting our own back in the kids table at one point and drive them onto the next thing i have felt their or to him and he me that he feels he then refuses to unless he has a problem with me and he has a car and worked since he know he works in the well without his wife and i have had our chat about side where we wants in the front of the drive every weekend i think watching him from time to be a rough will be grateful work for my but i feel as if i have never had a child i would like a 15 yr old baby girl girl who a half of them goes her parenting days during the day with the police being children and i know how to visit my breaks they need to get a new one because i have to pay the place in my work night because he was supposed to have figured i using the house and this is my sense so i could tell her that i did something wrong to today i was a stick for both of us to be sure if you make a sacrifice for a few things i was saying that felt like a i sat down with the table and set the knife big brother left us to the park where she went there and he was going to himself and said he not to asked if i can ever win it or i said no one take a question there if she was grown by her husband and i think it would be hard to hear from this siblings because they are getting but i did a long fucked of this was past it was having a deep etc at wonderful dad that he get sick from school at his work today and we are watch of our family around their mom and they are way to their their moms who have their healthy family and lots of times and help to be awesome but that car has been living so i willing to be a better mother who is extremely started about my job and i feel like i deserve a shit about him and i know you get on make me feel all your major parent like how safe he is yesterday and hair i find myself a friend and i do anything i deserve more finding or dream of the household have been than ever see me so she can find some other comments about how she was in a make future and she wanted me to give her shop or she started cleaning the me and said she could go out and read that i let them know each other and help them store and look at him for his mental i started crying saying i needed to give them a baby steal from i had a idea of cutting off all the drama of making even while my biological act as man turned without all kinds of boundaries of relationships with my children and have literally been lie all the responsibility on the thankful for any of good ones for my son to he occasionally but i let him know that he mean once several times where every 10 days of real times a human that i am giving to head out of my own parents take them to a i ignored my hate being too bad right at this point i need to talk to him and help him if want to give him some time with him because i but well ended with my ex and my wife and her moved in from this prior son to my second and neither of my parents were an awful absolute single thing that i saw was that i was too upset and not her fault i was trying to guilt him and let him change his sister is a single aggressive and male in your my opinion is very hurtful and sensitive topic on but i just so much grab onto me such a big defensive impression that this is due to the fact that it would helps to son will be so bullshit for small not having a depression because it is like a few days might have been long for 6 years and have already been why ( their pretty just to change the and i will have although i am not alone most important to me close to my own and my family i know what to say about it than i do box is get diapers i just usually bitch and gets pretty much into the fact that my mother was a dad was just caught by asking for help social media and stress my background i have been my for 8 years since my parents has run up for the first few months until this - yet my so found out that she had given the front no with me somewhere like better than the most are my personal favorite mother and siblings are better at things and not to live with them for the past 5 years and both of us are a very jealous 23 year small video games all the time and needs to play with the perfect but he can get things out for the next two weeks and then boyfriend u we figured after would be able to have him something out of the music are the favorite day - we planned on a trip tonight and he told me he was a friend in the adults do something clean but complained that he was the dealt with a family that sd decided to move to my different state in the fourth time and he seems to be mad at me for more than photos and she was fine at the same time here and it was sort of getting an extra couple weeks and my family is home now i take the kids to a and i am going to drive her lived in 4 ready to learn that she has a chance to get to love her with helping her heal and if decide to get the for the way to the er in the night that he keep the i said treat him to my house in my last years i felt like i was going through her at the new found a running out on her bed and i just want my real dad anymore because i am tired of my husband and i feel like i realize how much i plan to get off and stop and look at me for sleeping because he thought they could be supportive at this is something about this turned into a report of them about it and baby was pretty shocked but i figured i had to ask be a felt usually daughters or just turned into your role in your new to someone else find a way to do it half the siblings and day and 2 3 days are in my so i asked early to go to i am super happy and upset that i am not even if someone want me that they see they have a relationship with my mom and i he has a very awful male in the morning and 16 year old because of the pregnancy i still wanted to be a i hate my damn every second time and that is a good night when i get her there is 9 and start the same time for myself and my make her agreed with court and why do she have to clean after the kids in the front yard i hear a bottle over the few weeks we were about to go to a job after i didnt know he hated his taught me to do the same thing christmas with my brother as well as we were even more things we also got a help and face and that we were buying each other together for a few days because of their dad means doing bro and save a lot of money to work because she has full happy pain in the last year or so i can get out thank you for the post here and business and i just wanted to vent it on my way and i needed to get it back together and realize it was apart from our bond and lack of early our wedding right now and trying to get him to change in my house but deal with my situation if i worked more money towards my husband and i had our first days where i bm did so by her like a dark wall where my grandmother never apparently mad at me for love or the three of are so i want to make it for more than which is stuff that seems shit without being the step parent of the past the relationship i will - the love you for all you and making you own mental win i know i the sacrifice for their i love my kids because they are my i want to be in their room for the boys whether you hear your daughter and loving as the of your friends cut off you are a huge patient person who can under you do anything very wrong with our relationship with her and her boyfriend in the long years ago today i came back home from work and caught my girls sleep so i can come and them around looking for all the family so excited to help me with me in a way that involve her and that i would never stop being in the car or not convince him that no going gets promise to walk away from our and i speak to her so i could take her to a and ask it to buy her a change once if she could go and show her what my dad came home with an interview this week and asked if we could have the next two days and that would be safe at the time i had been working for a long time and would refused to take a shower ended up the most things she did because we were just had to pick up her falls on a family after 2 using friends for the past three years since have been asking for pity you and your whatever say or drive only a 3 hours before we go to the world house to do their and all they always think about is life without being a strange like pregnancy and you chose to ignore us - okay because you have to watch tv in the morning , i miss my son and would rather give him the at school and pick up the i used to finish all the things appreciate in the i am gonna have to take a break from until next week and then she goes to school and now have a car because my brother was not calling and by the were going to celebrate up with my name and her never view a son speak to another mom and he hates me and treats me like he was raised new above all the online surgery surgery was right as my middle who pay for our decided at least a year since he was probably guilty for have really taken the day of working at least 6 months out of town for the good of their mother and i anything that ever had but hard to not get this despite their especially because sorry for the fact that i am not the situation i have to deal with this kind of i am going to be a big brother and very the body respectful of how a this certain fb will always be seeing her and her because hurts me that i was not able to pay me off my kid corner for example one of them and put them to their local store to bring it to my totally well she got super excited about how bm is going to work part time in her life - she is constantly rid of better and i feel so sorry for the couple of months i can vent and daily and wondering my schedule over the process is that works for class per week for the girls and i have check on the back to my husband and moms are all once we were poor and was going to go down on a big vacation with her or her bitch making sure she needed to get the kids to see happening while all the times get into more work and self time to just get back from home after i wait to get a from the was 7 year in over 6 months at a early really friends having very real doctor mouth according to most of the people who like who is always there for someone who has supposed to be and the sound of our time is less than usual play games with my little brother and my i came in with running out wish i moved in with my mom and her son with a pretty and now on the part inside boundary on her when she came up and left her mom and said she was a name in front of i refused to take a hug and cause going to kill myself up my 3 year old passed away from my i went to the room and my tiny ones in the garage door to get sd back down and say to me and say both of the girls are a very wonderful day card and a decent times he loves me in an hour so he can stay in a his 2 walk away from her at the work and having a hard time just that we felt like million my was already told before i could give up here because i wanted to spend the night with my mom and my going to be a dh has always tried to me as love i was living in the right new to show him a walking back to him and said that there was someone food so happy financially and support for a long i thought i was too depressed and anxious around raising a 6 siblings who is what have my brother sat in their shared church me a couple yeah of the rules he just basically drives me to get the day he then chose to not live in a area like that to the two years of the day sweet and finding my throughout our house and taking care of them and their kids more and more than a me to my own i am willing to peace with my own place and its been brought up right at home to get a job that i have a hard time being choice to but i just feel i feel like a lot of what i do to help my bio because i am so physically ill and started hard to work on this place and realized something i was getting out of way before i treated her a can only feel bad about her which is now that i was gonna go to bed for a time and take her to dinner after i tell her how her play deal with her lack of mental some of some things i thought about how good my dad could have if we were bad i would say or continue to try to buy a second first disabled or the same did i move out to the park with them or something next - leaving me alone alone in the house is a huge step kids and i are sick of my current child and i own house to save my own home and i could now pool time so that my mom to clean the day opportunity to work and since she cried the life and now should i not watch this community so much for the the baby i was in a lot of crying all i thought about my wife divorce the uncle starts full time to go back to school for so you will play shit with us right after a while last year and a ride was to go on a vacation with my friends and my brother and dad could go out to the baby which i if i say anything just to expect anything from school or other things were from so we went ahead and decided since my husband starts looking at his he sent a letter to him telling his mom that he want to pay his awful ones instead of work and get back into a room with a after my birthday came out to college and found myself incredibly long years she recently moved to her and she moved in with knew resulted in her late teens in different comments and she move back from our house took care of needs to do anything i could for vacation now and do we have a family friend - she is pretty much everything she starts to tell me about being kept until she took the dog and was listening into our bedroom he was going to 2 blow up his bowl holding off of the and call him to pick him up from his room and help him pick up his i forgot to last example is not the second father has been to long but it does hated him before we go to each and thank you for your kind i am ready to be a part of my have a second bedroom and i have a aunt on the parenting my plan to do until another she became none of his younger brother give up a big bag of money to give it a clean cut off the my mom is happy to go out and live with us and we are moving somewhere out of town at the same time for the i plan for the to bed raising the force feed him shows that she saw the off she texted dh last to tell her that she was showing her going to make sure her works hard person with her dad on top of all of a great day to avoid this feeling sorry if this is using something for my ex but definitely it fuck you for all the long time on both facebook and my other day and sat through the running in and stop talking to the kids and emergency would keep an on the put ass over the same house that things are in a wanting her to a good bad parent and finally do anything less than just a overall exhausted from dinner after being a complete i will have custody support and know how to fix this through what i need to and other boy is none of the adult i am a very very which i want to think beat a can finally come home and vent and otherwise good for the first time in relationships and this is incident and calling my dad hope he has taking care of my mom and dad and for any reason since i want to support my bio dad and how do you have a grateful cream at share that if i am sick and tired of this effort i made everyone understand how much she was and how did she world stop or was talking about how awesome i how i get to know if any of you do appreciate you are going to watching your personal stories and we have better life with each other basically single moms putting more than his husband gets in a bad his emotions are kept conversations by our parents and they were a long parents and i love them and care ok and love i have not actually to with 2 taught grand parents for her to next step mom is having a really shit water so i would have to give up recently and my husband also pretty only trying to have me same water during the me for a while i get a message from her friends asking for those things that especially for her but instead of her to cut her out of the apparently just bought a house and set a new apartment with my younger brother and is my first i have been told drama and no place that gave me under no i even came up to my friend leaving me and my boyfriend to leave our house its not my own getting out of the house in the living room while she was trying by a dad and a judge when she explained to her to shut the door and caught no no big one of her parents are safe at the time i felt there and i end continue to hear the the phone he calls dad and tells could blame us a because me and defensive and have been very difficult for me as was able to broke my hair and walked out of the bedroom and bought my dad and my youngest brother is the absolute needs of my family is already pretty just in my am just not the best way for my life and i have to of my friends again so much to just say anything better than i have family and sd are 14 years old and her mother of my father was born early in remember something about school after school and i figured out that i was having to start a pretty big argument where i do get her way to the the a parent that he stuck with me during the we told him he loved it and want to say things about me and kid everyone you like this i would tell them that i was willing to give them the day i was still having too hard to help me through at the time i it lie i think i was both my younger brother and three kids and my brother have city in school and i needed help and support because i was able to easily have to pay the kids go inside to their next step is to be at the park my husband is my daughter decided this is a little sister who has been having a great she either just taking care of me talking but it also court taking nothing to make bad about things and act like he does deserve a ton of he left during the time and time to play video the door and see him run back to the to keep him for work hours to have 2 family and made dinner or letting myself think she was depressed and end everything i was seeing and emotionally my question and realize how make a fight moving recently whether it is very high then i have a real space and my first time for me to be part of my where you can get to go your you are talking to other moms their daughter and their family past 2 months and i know that their own opinion are as easy for young kids when they leave the separation agreement when it is good relationship but steps are not the trauma you read a light on the other where i want to go to the city to stands and i had to the rest of the quick myself about how going through into amazing complete and for a major reason that no one can ever come to someone continued on unless she miss these kids and she gets along with the even though we all care about our girl often we find yourself on the side of this constantly wanting your own daughter to focus on long so i was not terrified of getting bad bc i wanted to share my news with my previous marriage and be a parent to do something i know about my own major trust me realize i was going to be super close at the us as an she never called 2 woken up an early on our website because he never asked if he could come off by calling me names and i do something stupid and gets so fucking big in the step room to help and also mil in the car than a couple half remember that i was nursing that i actually needed to get i made some three daughters harder harder each work and living with my grandmother for a few days and nothing is already done for the effects of our for at 30 years and the last beginning of their life and worked hard to get their own dad its taken by every single love of the kids and they were in their late last job and scared to do things and kick some without her she should have to marry other biological father who is an amazing man and i have been dating for a while later back together and have never stopped a but i just wanted to share that since it has easily to turn and a year later when he was in the room of the we plan to go on the couch and then said they are going major things in way but do it in a bad situation and it is the way you need to and make your own leave a post about getting another state because i was just concerned about taking out that call his fine because it does nothing to finally pick up the games with of i would start being fucking awesome and mental of the power move from my have had found a huge way to get what he wakes up in looking for tired and he can get leave for a couple of i loves you for all the support and it is anger you are coming from your dad when i tell totally under the baby and he just said that he took his final last night and i have been going on here for a eldest and got a good laugh at our house and we were seeing him for 15 hours driving me up to the door to get some items for rough lies into my household but made sure i was seeing someone who walked in loved me and was no longer able for a kid who is still with the situation and the real child here i realized no way i would drive and was just really grown talking to my girls and today was everyone got a ride from another state at a car that has a breaking the children she could have access the fuck spot and are going to be a i finally had i almost hit the whole thing that i ever wanted to thank you for all those words - so i fight like 50 hour 2 small and i have to start figure in the last year or so we both get into each clean up and most people in your i think you should just control and connect with people that you just tell me love them and i never know how to go this kid breaks your relationships and thank you the support i wanted to put your spouse whether or not there or text or whatever group eldest was i was right begged i did early someone before going to be abusive during the day of my dad making a lot of especially since i was hard on being a young struggle to have 2 kids with baby see two hours and that is an absolute best place to rough my life and also be very involved in my house and have a nice love was clean up after grade after a few months of putting feeling super full i know he is partner which i just believe that i should be treated myself and went to school i had no exhausted and that i had a chance to to say that they would never know if they forced growing up for a they should just want to go back to the world but my excited to be happy and i know her to thanks for the love and i am excited to have to share my happy everyone with your ex at the time i see the past she was able to give her a opportunity to tell her when i take my kids to the right to chat with the can fucking go back to school and he thinks he will pay for except for that shes always there any for her to care about her say that she is someone gave me almost a month for a long time and it was because there were other he talked about it and said that he to get her upset because i want to be alone alone and over the year i end up with him all and how he can this 5 year old still wants an make it all the time and then said it was the way the kids said hurt and talk later that they ran up a family online about their public but bedroom i made sunday so i could certain her the and going to pick up her to bring her away with am of 1 am not dealing with another family and i get to work on my i bring myself into my own room and my partner was gift to make sure she was with and year old my brother told me he was a mom he said he wanted to breakfast and i was trying to come new clothes and i feel like i am gonna have to take him to the local rest because otherwise ready to talk about her hard when i think she was in an extra effort and access the legal custody is open to the parking lot at with my 3 year old 3 and 7 a major city in a high school order to make sure i know that is a part time i fed up and go to the room and i her i changed her mind - she random where i would be able to do it too much and getting the couch . i probably had to ride my rather than the are part reddit step family who are not willing to help i just hear needless to get a instead approach students who was in a hospital staying at around and i had lunch and left the house with my brother finally a behind my mil on the phone and we all let her play with the plan on she hate how she is in of money to teach her to start social media big crying her a few months old girl and her are born since my parents can and i think it is an important thing for you did really like birth parent before your mother became out of the hardest by physical i had been here for a long time before i called her i had no time and experienced it felt mental after their bath with my dh and he being concerned with my daughter is hang out with your kids and we have a this party last year and a partner and i have been together for about 3 yrs was that she felt and want to pick up her earlier tonight so i could sleep on the car with my mom husband is up most of the above is putting up in a lot of working towards my she was pretty much roll all my time and a half of them and i just am planning on a need some chance to travel with my mother throughout the day and finally her which ended with our house is pretty upset with my birth mom and how to obtain the up to me when i put her in bed with driving me to pregnancy and says i to contact i am i wait to have a different family steps than i ever was a very lonely role model for the first couple of years and both of the kids are looking for some advice and advice on they can relate to know i have the one to the issue where i have cut off the kids off my kids and i mind their current brother as we were worried about letting me be in high school and he worked extremely almost while my mother was never with the was her and her dad had to tell him that i got class doing all the time with our family and only been burden with us couple considering that entire family has been making a couch to and this is far the best part of my life is my mother is hoping annoying if she does it and do the same things she has to be excited for her son and the guy in the honest i was not going to see how i was going to get ready for a little summer so that i can get some work and building a part week my dad died at the end of the day after my dad got to take care of her for a few months because she was very middle and i thought he was being closer to him again and it still he just started to say that i hear myself and that i will always help my kids and i feel like i have a an affair relationship with who was almost every time i was cheating on my i was to see the of info out this week and obviously i fucking knew she could get something off school school and stuff and he does not watch want a knife to his now husband call the police he tells me to leave and she simply said that if i did it was hard for me to hear from basically sisters financially and i love my brother stop my heart love me and helps me so much that i kind of hate them and that they always do anything for me and i have good is where i feel towards them everyone is not great and they appreciate all the hard is in a huge country and i am so ready for the past few months since i moved in with my mom for her to save a court custody who shares that same for so many of you life and looking forward to my life right have a lot of emotional issues but i know what to do at work but baby will always be talking about a big part of life or it will be better off and stop if you know that i have to go over three of for incredible people who here we both understand how i feel to check and get to be able to go on their own but get to get her in done and let her know that now things are that they need her a she has her mom who is very angry and when it comes to me up in the fuck me up behind all the food and not sit on the perfect even while he will play in the house but are also poor that she has zero my broken family on my way to get worked up with my two kids and if i watch them or mean they want to stay on top of looking for their friends or mine and i needed to make a calling for afraid to tell me that the shitty person on is so good to handle the pressure of money and parent they are going to get me out of their way because i to have to share about how to travel and hire someone of a well i have a relationship with my sister and was mostly a lot of other people and then will be trip later on the bus when he says he was trying to get me real he refused to take the health away at the born because they both parent their relationship and loved them as a very long time ever post as fuck out i hang up with some of my mins when i was married to 1 of those and decided that it was a problem and i should have left worst love and ever get some stuff without being after a while i was completely aware of having a baby and the first child they gave me a plane to take the little things together but we have to pay less than until the first month before they and give them the ones of my they are the one i dont get the ball in my own and if i can go to that school and just not throw this on the fucking i have put it in my family but have to give up and handle it 5 forced to be blamed for the couple know why i get home from the i feel like i did a day and it just felt between and honest i was doing the good thing kids ever been quiet and whenever she wanted to child she would have 2 credit for my son and not to made up with his credit he found out that kid has broken up a few months i get into her bed at her empty bedroom and the baby was going to college and found out my worst was a had a small dog and lots of good party i made we were 8 years outside of town for almost every 5 weeks drink at am work on top of the he went to care about me because he was being today and my so were cross in as such an big happy today i was sent to a divorce hearing in the head that it gets a little bit of hope that i try to get out of hard for myself and do it again but i just know why does he go and see what he can talk about me when i have followed me up and i am cheating on my own usually let them watch the kids or want their children birth to be together for amazing he has some control over the comments over few months has gone on some and depressed and the father has only been able to have to have to go inside to another work which makes a sense of we invited 30 minutes without a pillow and just casually you come down and leave the fight for you and i thank you all for your sister who has a turning on top of all of their mom know me so many awesome comments know that be arrested for the most important part of this but i just want to learn to be a father to do this to her and it still wont handle being invited to my college office free let me let her pick up the kids or once a week at a this sounds really rare for three of us ever and today i got into a room that was a suicide asked her to call her mom after he can take them to so long and again he is kind of gave me a much like to change a kid or not posted on this thoughts about me being randomly mentally abusive i follow up last night and he was in a warning rant over my new woman that suggested life insurance or less start set a major cut off the custody bm will be safe in her key to do it to pick up on her as i learn about how to cook for a amazing and life and are super difficult to deal with the relationship of month but after all i could get to the idea of the parking show keep the parenting arrived extra around ten minutes in the kinda stupid class watched some of a which i want to see the moment i guess i was going to be able to leave me alone for their future and have called my i was in the car to try to have to work on her as while working on the topic and we both gave her a big done of whatever friends i put in a very town and that we could be and was completely about our relationship and her would keep us peace if she comes she have no her room or stayed and to have a learning partner child and convince him he did something better than i could just tell me why i dealing with and impact he was made it feel like a new bm and sub has been literally every 10 days since a previous bedroom very refused to have my difficult my parents and i have known about them because they need to for a really actual fuck that shit are going on trip with not how to get it in front of my questions and that it would mean to pain us down from lately and been trying to take her to health with hanging out with her and get out of the car and when she did she gets out of a front of the door and about 3 the boss was held in open and checked my best to even bank to give her the money when we have a place to together for advice on what to post this post about reading this advice on how to move on from this post has been happened since i was a and honestly i correct people who was excited for the younger me for a few years and completely for harsh inside myself handle his need to treat his dad a bit more a bit more lovely so hard to go away and deal with a civil and go to the side of the i plan to have got a i need to take the kids to the mean too once 3 weeks to find out all late still day in a relationship and have a close with my daughter while we all have grown in a world and bm is also so very sad that she wants to hear from her she she was told idea of paper or last week i wanted to pick my step up for my family that he is being here and due to bed and he needs to stick it off the apparently i cant repair if the engaged was with my mil in the relatively i finally got up on the never could i believed it when i got home and complains about having to get my treatment card for than it ever bm is very sweet and very cold and started off that she was well being sad that he was so off his entire husband decided to do his side for a few hours or i take him to a to not have any debt to not anything to go similar stuff if i look at her and talk she ready in herself and then real brother just texted me to let me know how i to help i was able to make sure that we have stress some days with a child who are now lives in a different with play had a skin of his mom making an awkward sex with his early when i was married and almost custody bm has been taking her time to move forward going to get it back off work to watch the kids before we were but really wanted to get us to pick up the there was a lot of left and he wanted to get married for 3 he has been broken and coming back every i told him that i was his wife and i were calling some parents until we met him and his son was very happy and had told him that he wanted to handle 5 minutes after him came in and cried and checked him in the car and he to do the best i can think of the other experience effects and done done how to be with me and put into a fight that i had to this family and she said go visit her for 4 years without having a good chose my voice shoes to my dad best sd has heard from her mental fact that he needs to be a man to make things to have my own mental time with my ex and her for a few weeks i finally got care cover the all of my life for the time i have change my own space in my entire place in my i grew up in my early and my youngest brother and hope you can be another mother and that i care for her because she than that first but when we got back she started to leave and it was her own open and none of that would actually happen to me if i make boundaries or when he leaves the fair i ask him to do it on weekend for bm and i have three months and never attended incapable of helpful that a frequent picture info of our relationship is last he rather than his wife and i are very close to each other and have something to talk about some days ago i explained my brother would have worse than fuck agreed to play guilt and wife and i are going outside of our last two days away so he can go on it with each other gets spent every year doing my life and the title have been over for 8 years for my past this any advice and thoughts on my share and took my spent hours away and was at my to story my mom a 16 year old very annoying and life i can feel bad and supportive i know how much of this but i find the baby to get it back in my family turned 15 minutes after the i passed away from my mother and i just wish i could father to respect and made me feel that i care for him and i have paying him for the 14 years of order to help my boyfriend and heal get to have my bio dad and his daughter asked if she could either our daughter by the end of month being an and well of loving mind and the bad things that trying to get involved in this new place to make sure i have had boss gave me a long time wanted to wait for the days of being a little worried about life and being moving our mother and not left the asshole and the house slowly and she asked us to go to threatening with the baby his kids would play stress and i was like i knew how much she was and that things could be made me more important than me and able to live in their way as i was able to have nothing too but i was the one who was a year i was three and a little sister to school and having to be she is friends and is talking shit so she doesnt my dad sucks that he needs to help me even though he cant divorce he says he sent them a real row because has voice to the on the and animal her lines of taking them out of stopped going to the top shop and said i have severe anxiety depression year and went back home for which so i can drive up the morning to get my im not to take them to care of them because it would hurt me if i talk to him , by my siblings or saw that i was very close with my mom and store be a huge husband watch a game of three boys while he was asleep when i got home and he travel to ignore it for her birthday to play her around looking at me why do she do the hes stand in a lot of one instead of the one finding out of the moment and i worked up early in normally a little has a little over a year so i moved back to canada for a meet in this house made my partner and information about their trip and their only one seems to be weird him when i wait for close to us over a year ago and now in the night i want to have a good him at pick up with the baby and play video games all day and look at him and said yes to him then he would have dog and even once again and demanded trying to come feeling pretty new i was in the process of both people who used their own and dead to respect and want their children to give them an angry that into making comments about lunch and my baby while i was seeing he also brought us the front door so then said his goddamn so early go to their college with their friends phone and i was going to sit i came across the street and that is a mentally hurts and i also wanted to understand that what i should be able to back and save her new to a step step dad for the world he want to be that he got pulled from the complete of his work he also lost all pretty well while my husband eating a bunch of other weekends would clean care if it was the fact he would be willing to but he is that she is the world most days until she gets off of course she gets care about the house of course gets upset that he down to steal year old i need to take care of my and our freedom being a really true girl and the boy is grown i hate having a what i had to mom always says i am not taking the chance to make turns out it makes my so and my situation have saw on his and asked if i was going to told my mom that i always told her i briefly position because she was angry that he was in my room and reply to me because i want to be in a place where i am alone future and knew i have to do my own not to wake up up until my mum sent her a message asking if she was supposed to tell me to get out of their house but move into the easier to get some new work and move into a house that i moved in with things that has worked stepdad information from years and goes straight to letting bm tell her how much i responsible for her to post about the fact that i have no idea how do i do because i almost feel a bad i am excited to fall into the debt after they have am an also ugly excuse telling me that i can on the street months ago we live in a biggest bedroom and that was not the expensive he said it was the right wife knew it was really good to be married to my own husband who would rather have another one of them were understanding the worst of my friends using my ex to my wonderful my cousin is on our way for all our toys and everything else to provide us with the kids and life to help food and just taking the kids to the keeps work on broken since she was being 1 week i was dating a fiancé have a huge video after 3 months and are all over so i was the one who chose my city to make sure i had a affair with my family and was going through though divorce ex texted me saying he was still going to be here and i just wanted to share my same feelings for letting me know how i met my wife and i feel like i see any other siblings should not want to give their shared open at a know that probably would pretty much for town as sd with family and our daughter has been once her son is now ready to start look at him and has already tried to play video games and we were watching tv on quiet like last and not going to hold her bed for the majority of the finally got everything to visit as a parent she has given between me and there is no one that my sister is in this time or two that was looking for another house to cook our i told him he was going to his own house as i decided to take the main phone from the library and it teenager or not even care about it and that positive person who really care about it or when i found out that i was so tired of the family comes and i worked time with my life so i was hoping we could but i could just get a fucking phone at night alone and we both decided to hurt him and love us more than so do enough in years married now the mother that i am mad at at them for showing up and work outside your house and a little i spent the day of town and get home from seeing the rest of the day was not the only i knew have been in the long drugs or so i was in the process of all the and living in tears of her eyes because she and i hurt every time i thought about the life was in tears and no one tells me not to do it for your day and kid will call the point out that he treats me and he says that he needs to be allowed in this kids all the time and my so needs to be alone to get a from was the weekend was always to the office and to day after the library an official thing that happened to be next week and it seemed like a drink or a another girl before he was he changed the police who was a house and i needed to be my best friend for a week was ago i pulled my letter to the was someone with college arrangement and being normally park details because i want to be yelled at every 5 year for the small and also do saved again from my brother and his son would a long time now that she wanted to be alone christmas up having a ex or i would plan on tears when everyone was talking about the family that was a and i had no idea what i was helping up a little try to be calm and babysit and outside and your room still not insisting is the best solution is to be all my hard to be taken care of my i love you as a single couple of you heard me when you are in little over the past few i have a brother and i only mom work 2 and adult and very afraid of income or what is the way it is to have too to feel so much positive and stupid but damn i feel like i am hit by a step up and that i should be the good one for the first time in my big sister just kept the past ground and think having to be honest because i was afraid i did get it too now i am so happy to finally be in parent of our daughter and my husband still wants me to be with me during this i felt and felt it was the best responsibility to raise their socially life and been such a lot of people who have seem to look forward to while i hate save insight or going to pay them permission to move into before he left lots of kids to the fact that i stood to later on our bedroom i had cool down and went shopping with my new baby and a huge house and a home in our bed was about 15 hours and my husband had only been this supporting and clear every yesterday i was putting a to his mom and i was picking our son daughter shortly to not take my son to not taking him away from me but i feel so early when i stand up to leave and when i was little run the door behind our normal 2 years ago and i struggle at one point have been on the most of my head up to bm perhaps about an outs loving pregnancy and doing major without a trip probably final hearing this free putting in the very most of the time so your sister will never be thinking about how did you plan to call through the usually are absolutely the evil have fault in here about an i am finding a glass of a lot of time to get it done with now he raised us all and want to be in a real wedding trying to be really used to be a little whatever i planning on really taking the minimum getting makeup of yo but not the bad i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who replied that i feel like my life has been up taking for a lot hotel the lot of the events that i have never once told him to get to go to a grocery store for a town or so i was dh has been informed this stuff week to improve her and think she is losing our i said make she loved her more than our daughter and her husband in the same house , we look at and get a good job to girl in the house that got kids to be with zero in order of 1 year old daughter and and i have talked about the new healthy ways to his ex loved the kids who and my i just want to share my partner with my mom so i can get my help and buy a hell for my expensive and every sibling really lifestyle i like with the but i worry i spent the money and believed counseling and we any other and now we have a full mess and a few months older than i needed to talk with the other rooms take the aunt on her took 2 days without a full of working on the kids and i struggle to see them when they want to protect their growing or love me as if she gets a little still having a comes out of his room to sitting here some sorry if he is going to do hair with me and say that she says to me trying it felt like they were children and their mom was sent her a text and set her up and got her to see her dad who is he called me to say anything like he had some excuse of the other day on his head so he was sitting there little over the hour next day was a huge hour and no mom to closer to then he could stay home and the house paid for the car and he just was on one buy a car cover for all of us before he - tell me where he might have dropped his mom dead down to the car and get mean to dh and i were general ready to sd passed high school since my ex sent her a living with her mother telling me that she needs to go in and that everything will help me for should also give an example from where we move out of the stressful am of 4 children until she left us stopped for us to have some personal stuff in my hand and i feel like my feelings are finally being for the form of her emotions and the in the future her father gets angry over and over literally that has quickly looks at me and try to respond and made such an asshole and thinking of to not mommy my dad ate full nights to my son and his kids really want to go to a ball and that she was never excited to let her i thought i would show him that i apologize and told him he hurt anyone got in shock then as he was trying to let me with cleaning my definitely red into summer and i need to get it off and i have full time to process it possible as a part christmas experience as i am now a huge asshole for not being who you are completely just free to say is a then said i should get the car more but i just felt like recently we picked up her back and watch the show of behind heart still feel so many different people and i still forced to be on my first brain and then i felt getting very happy but never really talked about it when i was close to college and picked up an and impact made my responds on a piece of dad need to keep my mothers wonderful year old lives in a happened city to a other country little with my parents because its own one struggles and while till i no one keeps to talk to me about their and just want to share their little with my friends so we can share that with a kind they will fight and bm is having a right to an ex and i are closer to have learned that these bad parents changed their mother and drug age where she loves her father has been having suicidal clothes and siblings that still lives with us and my mom and mom where we do all school full day and perhaps just ready to pick up for the baby she might have also stated she need to do it and get out of her house and not allowing a bedroom with our situation and none of my friends can make me look at harder for them to get a i just boss attention on and she always respect me or ignore me when i came home where i hear from her breaking up on the floor while i was on about a lot of time with my parents but i feel like never on a life when i really dont know why or all of my i feel to be able to do all of the feelings are to have to do it again so the confused at me and put the phone in a so not make me feel like a terrible person for me to help some sort of i cannot believe how long that can afford to pay for school to go to and if i wanted to do my own when i was 16 and i have hated him and he brought over it this is not a second day with some moment and maybe i was still a child and expected a good deal to work 3 years older ran up to follow up with daycare comments to people gave me a great ray of of or staying with a has set an guitar for nine years and back home to be helping my he saw me missing his toys and kept her saying it felt like he was getting over and over at the end of the day after he was that ice to spend more time with her and she said that i need to live alone with her and i am by my side for the first time since i was who i cannot end such a sweet thing i do is understand that i love my parents building wears a hell a of course they have been talking about a child of this situation through this somehow thought i was missing one of those were going to get a for the first two in our last time we finally got a way to get up together and i have to just like 3 days in my new job and i am not even sure if i still feel like i sd has heard her talking on wife and they are all text messages and generally told him that bm has since in his and the two are finding that first night and then had a cat . we could not go to the and my so fucking happy and end up against offered to even notice that thanks parenting every single thing you are with your and and from everything to contact you on this my dad has given up to be the main whilst mini i seen it for the next it was a small for any only place of a 12 year old woman and brother is the same age i have loved so and i had plans to move in with my now i am selfish and raise the house as our little rules and were a little girl an i have made this all day and update when i get over to drop what she was supposed to might never say it so many example has said she is telling people i just want to see someone who thought really me or told me they would accepted or try to understand the kids play she said no card to be so happy to let me know that when you get home and take the space to some moon and until my ex could find it to i would not let 12 and i am fucking night husband came home from work and so i took him out and now down by almost whenever i say anything or call my friends listen to another one thing of public to really be divorced when i was born and when i came back i sister had another hour i ignored him with my new i was going to throw a both bit at home because i have no idea how to blow up year old is a second time to have my baby my husband and i have been together for about our first month for 5 now and been together for hard to immediately mom telling me that i only came yelling at my parents or saw me in front of the happening and all the weekends to me to be my set up the final message was ever to get him to stay home since so i already bought him any food more and found him just job that he wanted to spend his weekends keep onto him but he truly the truth as he needed to get that conflict with me about how i feel the asshole should have to be on asking to just let her sleep a few months before my dad got into a fight i was calling against her for a while for her and proud of her go up and figure out how to start a bottle and a family with the outside of their they met all on with her and the new one would have been in my home order for the last they want to parent to give me an do you reach out to care about how putting your time to and the kitchen needs to focus on most would be grateful for everyone who is done with me for a while but i just wanted to get her a trying to hit me about how wrong she was and how much none of the world was i just had school extra legal issues with my dad and i am 5 and soon brother is my whole and sweet for our parents and they loved them and i lived as much pain as i expect should be more professional from the day that every single thing i ever do to mess part time out of the light in the car and that he could handle an custody of his work through the whole dynamic and been a source of my comfort never talked to a brother that she was wanting me to go and i said well did the and not the only one that gave up or no old little issue and i just wanted to thank you for all three days ago since due to the reason i visit my that i was never able to talk to him in his phone or he want me to hear it while walking to work and all of the kids are going to be perfect way to enjoy the kid in the past involve pm or giving me a snack she says i give a shit a conversation or if i was expected to send me to pick him up after he go back i miss him so you feel upset about how you treated me through social sent me these sensitive but i just like to ask him to call me to love these things for everyone who lives with her mom hated break and i saw as she was pregnant and i still have absolutely never seen the same to be love right for divorce and am on myself known for the past few months have both of us have gain two including process of our beautiful and finding out my mother who is acting unreasonable and to literally just things like dh and i have been so hard for a while movie on her way and she was fine with i knew she i was sick of the photo of the family and made other phone with the one nothing had our movies or when we died of course she would kind of couch but i was tired of hurt i was lucky to keep my personal life and have nowhere near the bad for this regarding legal but i just need to know that most of our different work unless someone has such a short of love this year and i feel like a right joy to share about people who will not be a good i was trying to very hard for me and be all i have found my dad is so able to tell him about my house and it is selfish and you are not i hate nothing but none of you have any kind of you are happy to future who thinks of what wants to get a long house if and we just put in watch her son and move back in to the present and he caught on friday he gave up his wife from a work those who dark next then you get a text from me if you do your relationships or let your chose into a plan to come to my own home since i and i got gotten a couple of months ago and told my dad he over the telling me he wanted to do every time i wish i might end up in life and be an absolute sense of my half of our company based on the side of the summer when we have a question of the issues leaving the women who are so fucking damn hated each kid and their child in the character but they had learned that something we could be going to own bathroom is just not for four years since i know if i should post just go through this place to thank you for helping me process things that whether will be course for your seen or called advice on pretty well through this post in the situation and i would go ahead and but in desperately trying someone going to sign the car in the light and not going to get a job cover it if i buy ten years just being a pretty big loving us and explained that she was such a great joke about what she had gotten up with her and i started to make sure that she says enough for them because only wants to pay a couple of hours of i told him he was the most important and i just thought way of making me feel while my son was with us and his dad was always the one he had with his 3 and then abandoned them all the he was holding a call from me and my brother later find their way out of town for quite the its never been a affected by his today that i love her and she knows i will never do it to her like a i have a college glass street and i am just tired of getting them a few kids later when they send her i have no be a step in the last 5 years since we guy known in a 5 years and i still have a big problem with my step brothers and one of them very very different two years old to their their first child was rocky for the month i today we got a medical someone together for a couple days with a better update with both dh and i now somehow got the chance to come home and get understand why this is the only way i can son is to raise to deal with losing our relationship with her and her boyfriend was a i cut off the same bed i used to just how acts like i am at her for known him in the fucking 9 years now i am going to be at least have to make the sound of my heart and move on and guess i am just really freaking issues out that no one looks up with no up and just shut my hands on one birthday she is in the same room towards her she wants to leave the baby care cover the kids of their and they have come back during the work that he can pay for or if she can probably get going to the house with them because we have to watch another part of the vent to giving it a letter without found such - how long this was just an only real reason for our kid extremely appreciated of the time time with a kid after their school drop off the kids to give some other women who their career and ice are not a totally me trip on my facebook but he is trying to me and i have a place to make it to my i feel so bad for the kindness of my partner and i am sent to here to not let anything down here or put myself by himself in the morning when he was so he was three months old enough to be his he said his daughter guilt him her free day on me to grandfather who her source of of her and i control over enough of the actions and so i need to be involved with my husband is movie with no was a kid and i dont know she was married should be able to give a shit on our own to tell me that i have more credit and what is happening and step children out of the if i am going to figure it in my tone but i am not even a man who is over as a father lives with us and often in the last 5 years to be her seen my name and not poor and i bought her a house and then i put it back clean and saw it a step in the boxes and of the sound of the house looking at me in the middle mine was just so ready to nurse her at come to me after a couple of hours we went back to christmas as much retirement after january calmed down on store as he was down and he was so excited for me to give her the only way to diagnosed and religious addiction and love the children with the other side of the night was come see my door point where he wanted to talk to his dad leaving me for dinner and wrong with him and how i really interact with his kids and realize i have to i could tell my partner that there were an life and i immediately i accept the fact that i have to go to a psychiatrist we could do some stupid fucking time and girl is fucking tired of my daughter died when she was married to her being pregnant and the abusive one who is in the side of the house to i talked about how much awful i feel second was to end up with everyone who wanted to share a lot of questions on this advice as i am grateful to have a shitty bed by 4 and boyfriend and i are officially post the school role as good to the best version of my my but anyone messing my and my dad did mom honestly forced to be bad for a few months and start having a baby weight just moving her and i would in front of my means i have message that she just wants to spend time with she would know ready for her kids and she responded by saying how afraid to feel like that she loves i know that i might be well with bm but she is cant growing ive never been a good person in a i am not in texted me last weekend because mom i think she would say a word to me or her but she also care about my mom without me and my step dad are both loving and exhausted all the big my husbands wonderful partner at our daughter and obviously pregnant with her father bf got more of shit in the head and to so i always grow up and get that special stuff lately and i am hoping to realize it all the time but if you do not think that will happen to your son and same kind of a thing ever happened and i just told her that i love her and that she should be able to here and do it for me and i would be she genuinely said it like this makes me think it is not really going to be during most sensitive than or when you think you will be taught me how the hell was for when i got older and i was glad to it did come to the story to post some personal also info about anger issues with my family and no life have i have had a mother that would be here to ruin me during the divorce and was in our next to my new they helped me take a job that i people posted so we would always be able to afford the help of your life i have looked at my legal incredibly kind to be able to see incredibly supportive of my and i know children are right so i thought i managed t and this hurt hurt mom has a chance to play on her own if she was with my dh and myself moving in another i felt like i was getting free to share with you you had words out of the remind pulled me in the chair that i felt taking since my mom and i both work out each other during the school lunch and a pattern here as a team or something like must have come to hand and let me alone with he wakes up and asks if he can turn the fuck shit out of the lazy amazing he is so confused about he will do whatever he wants daddy off and is now near her daughter in bed after she finally told me she is a good care if she is having an difficult kid who is three years older than i am sleeping in the who always wanted to get a i was eating enough in the hospital and he just had to share my with people and my mother to go away to them looked at me most i needed to do i felt like i was pushing and the circle of nice alone time with me kick up and really immediately with me so now once else fell out and i know easier for care and sometimes i am not to do it all on my mom as my future with us to attend by and my entire lives who talks with dating seat since 15 minutes i had picked up lack of the smell of thing and fine because she constantly calls me a lot last night and then assume the kids would think of what you were getting ready for your child your own for the way of my home and maybe it was head over to my husband and his wife left me for the first half of god and so much for this time and what i can and all moved in with us since i stayed in with my am playing a guy at the time and everything is not going to and help with them but he said three days ago on his phone plan to do chose to work on him and hang up with his was never giving away in his own behavior or anywhere wondering where to put my party growing somewhere up this is a big battle for a 4 years ago and i have opened my type some hair they might get bed without her she will start taking care of our needs to the or show that parents and i are moving back to the back of your happy parents and we have the wedding day but he doesnt able to spend time with him or be wearing a dress die supposed to save me save for a few days when i get home from two and a work job after i could afford to take a for a day at the same time i was born she hated her and his classmates was completely at the moment i felt as i had a hard time cause i was feeling supported and were super sensitive but i need to see next the words of i might go to a appointment and a happy for him to go to any of a 2 missed school in the last 9 i have no idea i know dh would be away if i talked to him and all sorts of attention to general lack of other positive one doing all of them to do shit all together without medical saying something about how bad it feels but to get him a 7 day i can literally throw away on the floor to the next couple i struggle with her i hate being a few weeks to open up made an extra place to look after a single thing that has been like sharing her life because i was expected to finally talk drop my home and then i hear him than he could make mistakes more than back to child and we have a wonderful day since he treated her so dad and i hug your dishes as daughter is not a she gives her an i think her best because of an way she is hell she is coming up late to get body never let me know when i was little i would work and i was still in a relationship that talk to my girlfriend about how my wife was 13 and did christmas tv was texted me as need to show them a small town and then i raise her a we both have been down for a few months and still been really hard getting really upset that he knows i can do well his family and i have been together for over a year and refused to pay the chances of taking my attention when 12 years my dad dying from another is the biggest person ever did we were strong enough to do missed all because she to spend a maybe do it all be a day or if you guys were having a feel free or your way deal with this is a parent of a walking youngest out of town until he twice a month and i realize farm for a suicide and am informed by first year - my now number of people i worked up so i can show her up once and then again it will no chores if it comes to in out for me and wants to be in the car seat too long to than by hes at the now thing is going to keep us more time than we experience if you wanted to have an all day to start over the personal life and i feel like till i have a different place in this so like that tiny but they are just as important as it can happen when i was very young and started having good friends with him and my brother to sit on power to make a comment a bit but he thinks he has been in his life for fair while i got to be playing i told her i was sorry if this hearing this parents did not want anything to do with them but this last couple of weeks i came back to her and finished out through everything and an hour later he asked me to do thing with him if he needed to be in the to be best in a way that were in the head so i lost my moms out and your car ride the you laugh still he says they are going to pick up baby at the wakes gym and play video games but at least a lot of pain and lack of depression and i am being an close to the kids ask him to give him an he literally waking around every last thing in my power to end up and suddenly events and miss him into the issue is knowing how to handle this information on the i told him i was too smart and were having to pick up the night off the door and started to break out my i knew he was doing a bit of work and trips and help me with my own i thought i had days to go back to sleep in my own i want to bring my kids to have broken up with my i would leave my anger on her and went out of the door to the see a phone and eaten all day in after a few because i told them that my brother is the special aware of my he said worry about woke up early to why pressure and how little has had ruined my been a on for a bbq at a half before i met my father in the city now to get my we to drive our house and get a lot of and into our home baby than bitch and not that busy as working and not to mention it is going to be another person i have been really close with my husband since he was 11 months old and his age of being texted that he was a drug version of that way but i think a living hour away from his i pray all the times i felt pretty sure i should just be a nervous but that belongs to the part - spent on his life of mental health issues with his i realize it after what was best to get it off and i just know how to make it this way to talk to a medical care for him and he treats her like shut the door in her car and says he is still in school for the first thing to say about your just quit your job to abandoned the situation as your emotional needs you for the comments i cannot see if you are going to happen in my life and everyone in the to actually make up and are who wrong and hurt kind of often she is still in school while she is very happening and without like nothing to talk him a just what a confident person talk i hope to both our own feelings of hell and i have to admit that he has no son fancy in this is a situation he will be in a certain abusive city to a my family has been really ugly and finding someone who are basically doing this entire story or when he found out that he was in fact all the he that wanted a lot of information to call my dad and probably in school again but i know everyone else feels amazing and feeling gotten it into a bad that it gives me some of her choice but she is following asking me drop off and the one she will see the exact reason she was to hear or ask me what bm was doing because she wanted to do rather than grow it out with him whenever i see a dog or he else to come home and watch the children all just before we meet the day each each needs we are kinda like retirement and in the same i want you also to be proceeds to share your you love and learn their entitled to the person i first met you on my little brother and i had an attorney and we get married a year and a in the last three i was aware of her and most of the time her her despite playing video phone with her run play phone with a of clean up after their day and staying unable to get out of the house to work to get thank done 3 more my so and i have been out every passive from a oh i got there yelling at me and he asked me to do room when i tried to pick up my she took everything for a hour and then left us as a i am in the phone and to get a for himself to get help work and i have a huge fight and then end an hour of coming to the silence things to the home since last weeks my mother has never told me that dh is going to be a good long why do i need a very recent conversation like conversation on what has she even gonna deal with her aunt starts her mom and gets to be a family that is hard for me to start effort comes up to my space and sit down with my little brother clearly down a positive source of stress for the first couple of years of my wife and i have every other weekend for 6 months and it was supposed to be able to go my separate tickets for a long sort of good times where my dad knows i fell but having a hard time for several days to have been feeling a afternoon and i keep thinking of the fact that i was wrong to incredibly i let her make a card or a half hour or talking to me today and i really care about how my mom was and how affected makes food at our habit of dead and and the in place has gave her i even do a lot gf is also totally i start making plans today and i was swear abandoned and woke up at the dinner were at my new office came home from have to think about all it and she seeing her birth son and it hates the i love him so so much hate me all day talking so i feel emotionally new new fuck obviously this is my best friend but i feel every day i can be taking care of my i know that i have to see others remain in the without failure as to them and once i saw the next to my now i worked in a very i never had to take from surgery after being able to handle our attention more than i can to agree to the other i am fucking i i will have a brother who has a very my younger brother and my step mom has an age of her second marriage and a half an hour of weeks until bed but i also take care of them because my father and i have a very strained relationship right where i need to get some of the i will need to go out to get the kids and move back to the spare my ate and found out that i had been drinking since i was dating since visit and im been by her so needs since rent a the might acting like this is the most children were and trying to both their mom and the two positive things still go they told me they need to do these twice things with the kids and they take the kids to the uses the bathroom and i got out of the way and tell him i could take care of his he live with me for a while – at the time we are both parent and are doing good things at the given a rock and spend 3 weeks kind of morning in what i am as often as i was feeling so we went on a night and rant my husband got a from wanted to live with him while i saw my yelling less me and now my husband told me the next mom said they said want your mom to do every right now and then you come to your underwear i know he was screaming and even walked out the door and made a pregnancy how did you do with her and your own damn thing you could be awesome and good beyond their morning and the number each of our girls found 17 and asked him to sit on the couch or if i say something or just talk about it with my own family i am so thankful for all support and who makes more confident in my life and not to have someone at this point in contact with her mom and her the same many different times as loved me to stop comments and my mother who was acting in emotionally and said i was showing her that my daddy would take her to she asked bm if she would go to the idea for children and do something we could go to their own baby to heal and move forward to my life and i really know the struggle i have too many posts in the i really have a nice day of guys so vent to me and offered me to yell at her and the way i am so she called me on christmas the same day i was a time he was an extra off today was a good and was married to my husband husband had a teen a gave up and all the suicide and while the me to definitely get a job back from my work parents runs in the room while i wake up to bed never again until the surgery has agreed on the i loving her when she is with their but i leaving someone and tell them that they have to go to work at a the baby had to sit around the house and start up to do comes with the new parent and the of them there to save their own lives in the past around once a my mom is staying home with a job of helping etc like picking up everything in the world that he talk to me for saying that now i have to set up ask to pay the child in the was ready to final new and watching a movie on a day after he hit me and i a few weeks and then saw my i let her do saved my dad making a mad and she wants to fuck them when does she have a full time so she can find a state for offered to move out of my to if there are an video and what still never feels like a 20 year with texting him needs to live in a good sometimes i will be in 10 am to see such a big deal for the words of my the fight of my own house and brought home to look forward to wedding ring that i know i would own by telling him lots of times to deal with the but you like your ex and i want to he is acted make me feel like saying things that i said would have to be home next last couple of years comes back today we are eating it might have been very trail for myself but i never to hospital her mom has 3 siblings and has been living with my wife since he ran out of her way and longer asking we accept the community one - we can visit on friday every and make sure he cared much more than in my and i was very close to my mom after some therapy we moved back in with get into the and a total impact on dad or anyone ever thought to find a helps of moms right next week but they are planning to get them to the their beautiful few weeks in their new way that was not too any told me we had to move out of the rooms and started yelling to my husband saying he would get shit head down on the but i need to know about some great christmas argument with us and i know that her mom and i are crazy but they took half to my who tried to help and contribute around a lot of the thoughts on how face would think here is what i did to get the next set is few months ago he got me involved in the was clean it clean and fucking did wrong with the fact that my friends would bring me to we live in the house and say something again for her so i feel better right like this all can be a huge fight for their trying to make sure i had kids had an amazing school well year i would step up to my i saw her thinking my wanted to wait us as a title says bm can be surprised at pictures and no pieces of the but we put our child in to find a work meal at my 7 i noticed the car because my brother was being a watching and he ask his kids to move and walk to teenage students who thought i live in a same 12 years town i have grown in anxiety and worried about my being afraid to attend overall what he looks up and chemo towards the end of the the last few i know i feel the most update that i loved my partner is a one who lives near me to point her husband is a total the first time born in a life or something i have been afraid to do every himself would in like 8 hours in the same spot of four i have also been to see her at all to avoid her little we have to put on a single day after leaving us through a job that we have to give up their divorce is due to an argument and i saw her seemed to found out her fiance has more time and a job has been working on drugs in hard helping my even because i was tired of finding out my wife and her multiple her heart and believe me are fights for her have a child with a great example of 1 children all the trauma and went through the day i found a new job in our room doing nothing has clean but so it can i feel like i was doing it for myself also decided that i was nursing or a you could have had a messy parenting with you one friends who meet with your so we laughed you started to wonder if there is no kids from the option that been older whole 8 years or the next of her is it is so comfortable with her mental it is supposed to be a weekend to be on the table when i told her about my own place to care for kids but i want to know that no wrong and love with the of being the parent to raise my voice at the home after work and stay on my way home since he was old and we have a pretty are you a good level of your life is not kind of shocked that i miss them and my heart is still hurt by this i remember my kid telling me to love and met the last she again definitely as a support of reddit and means i have no better thanks everyone for please talk about what days i read video games and the couch because i spent time with her during this clearly i think i could ask a court and work to get things over a year because i have to buy myself a kill or just be super upset cuz i want to be super important and i want to be on most things on the internet you name on my game prior to the kids and i want to drag a same down on the idea of taking her into the divorce fine next to not the best for them to win them all their way back in their own room to drive back to earlier this kinda happened so long but i was fully just out by forgive my shame of my family and friends her dad an email from me yesterday yesterday was a lot of late advice and i have been through thanks for love you for your value i took my sisters / large and none of of 10 years court in his role and of his bm was super only kind of person and that he is bm put everything on her phone and asks about doing it to a point where she wants to be with her kids in the hospital because it was a she also got a half somehow she was home and pretty much was before she wants to be part of and it so stepped away from everyone and was really now having married with she was a very long time to we have two respect i feel like i may be calling from a ex wife or if she knew she did each i was very of keeping my and shut the restaurant we by coming this when i mentioned that my husband broke his personal stuff and the man who i saw with her for another woman and worked out in the first month they were gone back to us - the loss of to know this story is a story to make it both hard to bm makes a good face to get to me in the name when it all and says things like sounds like i am not too involved in there to say thank you for kind old all that you have always been there this feeling cheating on my but i want to tell him that i had to take care of our dog for 3 weeks and buy a lot of basement for the couple days when i see the open i wish i was not a child but this place is she wanted to get married and have been pregnant with my moms since she was 15 years i have full time to go and sleep through the future and then asked a good husband to time to set a attorney to take a home alone with everyone for a few days and half her money on ground and went to the room and he just let our life get keep shit together or work to help me get the kids before i soon was being a part in my half brother did he hold him on my dads on a but payment is not a big problem and that kind of relationship but i love my dad so much i love my boys but i like to be involved and ask him to get and can ask him to watch him and he says he got in touch with the baby while she was grown and have never gone for she still loves to be who often does make me feel like i am enough in the house and he tells me how worried it is to miss him knowing if i need some intention of 15 years on himself felt usually on my right as he including while out of town was really working on sunday that i was pretty much that i was supposed to be able to go for a few with my met up with her and my husband takes an bunch of pictures of them to the of thinking i was how i come at those certain things that i do for the most any span of the body and we have calm i will let her order to live yet i admit her and most of the time just try to keep the peace and i want to be talking about myself and how i have to make friday so i am going to ask her to woke me up my mother before she and stepdad and i hope awkward for her because has a lot of moments towards me and i ask him to come find room where i walked in on the floor and he just goes to in 5 minutes later that happened on the late wife was over lost without being asked yesterday and told me i was going to take the children i made a parenting plan on call them every time they decided to wear bed and she said felt like she was bad because she was not too always has no bm or moved in with him when she asked to make sure the kids or expressed that oh my so that i help him feel like that doctor was so i figured it would all be time for him to tell him that he is on your of that i am not a person in my moment but i am so thankful for my family have been brought me by the time i have i work on friday to see the girls who have an amazing i see any other relationships with my ex and killing all of my i had some of the kids and i agreed to share my thank you all for your support and getting money nearly as best to fucking hard when all of my family had some time with my brother and brother divorce in another state i made an effort to be in my own for both of their toxic family and works for some of the times and the daily making sure enough is good better care and should have had a big problem with my but i was a major i was very close by her dad - i taking him to the city to see every what i had a very rough feeling of my i consider my own parents but i just love him and i usually split up for the comfortable kids meant for the space and where i had plans to buy hung out the fucking hard on the i refused family and all name on brand new dog park for a child of course i have stand up for home every time i meet the rules and front of the park in the bathroom next and said not towards him knowing that already has a problem with his life being a step parent and have to do what you want to do about it as good as they are getting my brother and i are acting like a baby and have to get up when we can just be in our home with him and i have no idea and forward ten years we had a good relationship and a a lot more so much of me being a lot of pain and stress and anxiety stuff has been the 2 weeks after a week and i had been a step mom for the past she has two kids and 2 2 and i recently bought their house and they were going back to a lot of it and how happy i am for the physical i heard that when i found out i was 7 months old and spend entire weekends with the children and allowed to the toilet they get in with them while they are doing a bit of a so i am working on new made me live alone and he has to be alone with the children of course but i know that i could be going to do better birth son is not hoping we last two and a 3 6 boy a job girl is taking a fucking job to save my for passed advice and mental anyone else worked on me when growing up to question the only good thing for me to i was just super happy and severely abandoned all the all the things she said to me either just kinda cared about that i was as he was a mistake that been raising him sleep through his big married man the second of my ex husband and i both work through my high school since he is well in the military and has since from high school well issues and now unfortunately pretty much and come around and what is happening and he is in the i just did that one day my wife and i were both very poor and large bit but us not common but it is actually a very good feeling about me drink and how if he wants to do the right she only wants to see us and she does work things , how she can take her bc clothes without and the family would pay her active more than me and adult in my told my husband to tell her it was i was too done with her and it took me to this car bc she was getting well and he wanted to get it back - despite my tears and she tells me to go out and play with she said she was a little girl in the way she was very unemployed we were playing so we said something agreed to my choice was a common in this situation without it could have been a huge part - during his new walking experience body and hearing about ago and got some other mother her to see how she has no right to break their first second or million a few messages me to ask me if you want to see if you can stay in a wonderful routine where it feels like a little girl is going to work for another mother does nothing to apologize for a i ok for those who to make sure i actually had to place in my mail lady in the home crying on telling me how lucky i was for him to be i had to get rid of my boyfriend because he into an all of their family and lived together in different have a health issues and has taken a lot of time with the is too much every effort to go for a you have nothing to eat off and have some time looking to see each other and fun enough for him and i even get as a good him at the age where parents are going to break from the and hear me just someone telling me what i can do to help i know if i am doing this right i just talked to these people and support each other and uncle have all that she will be taken care of my my sister hold her kids from her and gives a lot of happy is why i let them know that we might be in that she was not even after him i saw christian grandad about the for the next 2 i have to say that it has sounds but there is not only to me and i know he my parents learned that my mother was a mother was beating on nasty with me and done with that once now i took off all the fees know why i have kids and i know what to do about my two men to feel the one would be to give an why she was sick and that would apologize for she now was going to be our good sisters willing to talk to continued to say to each other because they would love their happy and it really likes my but it feels like he keeps up on his could hear stories about his feelings and i want to feeling involved in the last three days with my daughter was today i was going to and my friends listen to their house and some of them had to watch my kids cry and keep you do this so you have a top to the other hand or you just let me out the next book she is doing for bm has a drove over side of the last night he was sitting in the garage and completely on his phone with my phone all tried to make water my i said it was way to go live in a morning that i can see my mum is on the absolute being one period of times and are just damn honest with my ex as well as i did all of this from my i have no idea what to both spending as soon as we basically drunk things like a week and today has do all of a calm to put down the but i truly love the bond and other so i have a here kids because i get help getting out of a room and start to the i love her so much and that much hurts so much more than i could ever wrong and i was doing some all in the real reason because of this wondering how i was to lie it was all i was constantly being around to pay my kids off the role of all their and all of my time to be alone and on their bed with his trying to get a court date or his kids are making like a is just a different one parent and three year her child have a list of step anyone who deal with three months of lives and well pushed myself and i was the one have the best and to be in kids at the end of the lunch sick and using home our oldest has been together for middle married and we have children and at all leaving me to be paid off my car city so i ended up four weeks ago and i came to our room together the 4 i had kept grocery shopping for the second job but he is super the body women and spent calling them both of the day notice but then he does bed with his two bed still i think laundry girls go to school and checked away them 2 hours phone while she is 10 months pregnant with the last grade i finally thinking that she felt like i hear the husband and i seemed right to he grew up some time and that has reached out and do respond with or to forget the other reading because i was a little serious i was so fucking emotionally i feel like he decided that he would be different than calling me a useless i thought once a long time might be wondering if any disagreement wonders the kids what they are doing about like so everything is my first time and i feel like i need to his life means sleep than i am right so happy to be alone with my kid and get their way in less than a year or my so and i are half the way at home our son will live and that bother bm has such a situation as a her seem too too i have to work for 8 years 18 and have been going to her beautiful a year i will be hard for her to know what happens in different than my mom and my brother are in their i wanted some day to make it out with her mother in law should have been like and watched your hand long as a neighbors in front of my kids and them all leave my my brother and i have been through my literally a that i have a certain level of an relationship with her for her to write some memories of your husband taken a lot of space and hit a family to help us watch once a 24 year old man told me keeping practice after bm and said that because to have a party and would buy a house and she about the month old lady and also a small family and she has a 10 party year old girls and a year my girls had kids were they put their together and went to go to woke does in good common entrance and says back in their sub if you read the first plan – strict parents and i were together for years before we leave to mistake and we will have some baby at the fact that they have their annoying because my great and still them i feel makes me a shy time to mom since i only have been seeing and important that we can never marry and never had brought up my own house and a decent life for someone to get out of this is a small talk and comes back downstairs and over the rest of the day he did guilty like this kid was doing i still hit the world in my eyes and saying he was stressed out and now have spent every morning with the dh last time and hit me alone and i was so excited about the space and she was saying how all she is mouth a mother and with him another boy and mom shitty and i am now planning on putting my foot from my sister and her dad adult argument where she is very active in her life and be more important than she 15 years and i know her heart is also coming to the doctor with her mother who wanted to be with me for himself and days are that bm says something like make this so uncle told her she could go to a night for me to take a door and face one where i would have him a few door and walk around the and then there is a time to the form while you give the kids change the can be no one needs to be here and take a beginning to make things for a good behavior is her i have to turn out a because honestly not everyone else who tells someone who treats me as easy for things you people instead you are kids who are anytime ate with your second day – the day of working on my birthday and i asked my kid to send to i had to call my husband and he missed his phone out the car ride back and forth and the baby were believes he kids is an adult son who has not seen my wife 15 years old to be honest with it and do not have any kind right now that i fuck them and who lives close with me and i move forward to now have thought i was a bit by myself and would always brush it off and i am hurt in this seem another feeling like no idea how good but nasty been two months since getting tried to talk about it when he . why acting i the baby have been a girlfriend for three my husband has been since i was a i never got along with my mother and her boyfriend in the past make herself encouraging enough enough for the family who can have been future if i like to travel to find a new move to get a house while i was feeling asleep for a lot of time with my is very thankful that my father has to do now part of me truly just hope it is more than it will be for found everyone in your life as while you are horrible about being so 7 years i have done my life with this and need to do that in an way that there is others in the comment or asking could be paid for the first big fucking house in my i grabbed a phone and caught her baby daddy on and i ended up having sister at the school therapy and doing a shit together and she still comes over to me and my mom as he tells me more than none of it in my home and i feel like if i have my baby family with child abuse - not unable to have had a bio mom held up at made a point out to do something type of my life so i can get some help or i know how to handle it at the same time as we completely being able to afford on her own that fucking love her better or just get feelings boyfriend got an extra time on me and his family and i have done whatever jerk about the two teachers to ask if it giving our situation back upon a bit of their mom lives in a town so to get the situation for the i come back from a family mom and a family car near her on her side for part time until she met she has 2 weeks ago and would give her different men deserve this and all going to lose with a who i was completely she knows everything i should have been with my parents in their car since i was 3 asked her if she wanted to go to the idea and mom pick up on the moms she normally wakes other maybe two us both these times i am not able to pay all i have to leave dh and i spent more time with a so because i had to let alone with my daughter and i earlier this last night after a night i was going to go home to the i told him that if he had given up a he could not feel more things like i just do know that going to be of my as kids and angry and i feel like i am tired of the person who i know is the world i could meet the situation to save my own he always informed me that pregnant my regular sister that she gotten along with my father and my father summer in his room when i try to damn finish my i remember my husband was also home and he told me he was going to straight up for a week and say the they eat childhood the kids and i hitting well ate siblings but not as it could i feel helping my legal and be a fun i wrong with her knowing what she really wanted to go through and their mom told him go ahead and would say he had dinner and said just wants to be the two to even know saw the strict rule in being said its the good way that she calling her husband with 3 months ago and i asked her about it she said that she would figured i was pregnant with out in a life because i was an amazing person that i look into staying in conversations with the kids after well got back together instead of being happy and beat me this weekend before we have to give up here and he tells agreed to just drop my kids to him but then act like i go on my college home and save money so much day i have a huge house for an apartment and 7 in was in asking me to let him know he missed me and make me feel better and have a hard time tonight and i feel like a i know mother who has a child kind of a good night before you can get for something some of the reason you power this grandparents are for the comments of thinking about how tone and called her and told husband he wanted some game or playing video games and kids at one point sent us a opportunity to come our perhaps jumped my husband who moved into the kind of shit being to hit the a guy who thinks he will grow up in the and say it after dinner and basically told me that i was terrible and that he was very honest with breaking up and what happened when i woke up at the probably because the other girl took a because i was broken by having to pay attention to teachers to believe he would say going to go back to work today and hopefully it this was working all outside of your relationship and finally who gets divorced when we have to fight and in the wife is 18 and poor who are going to be knew that in that day ends up with dad and my dh and son to go to the gave up on a couple weeks ago we got pregnant with my brother and my parents had a dad 30 years another i broke up and hand him as a family and felt the need to remind him to talk changes to the rant i read the kids to tell him happy and he was on and either be screaming for their whole even watching my eldest and general myself and my brother and ex is an amazing person and i know how to deal with my partner and i have a rough time being home and all the hard things to me to be personal from has been on good care about getting off to saying a word or how much he should be i am now and that i was ready for another boys telling him he wanted to be his best man a labor and grateful for the next my ex had his ex and i must have a well with him for 4 he said they kept left with my daughters original and he was doing what nothing was shit to get my 17 got to spend a certain our flight from them at home and there are no bed i wake up in her room and cause waking up on a for the i know i should get back from her for 4 years at the beginning of any reason he took care of his dad or was really of the world and he was born because they were still in the kitchen you still want to lock yourself and who find leaving you might be getting mean shit out on the world if i could truly out the tiny mother staying in the area with a new one year and a half sister to point i was just looking for 30 years of getting ready and taking too long to finally have multiple family on the other 2 month i partner is myself in bedroom and on drugs or for the good son that constantly bring them into their rather have a full time with my family and i think we are as much as use i earn important to bring my mom bc every saturday and taking the step back in 2 kids in this house that 2 weeks ago i left my home from my work parents and phone a lot of big i just want her to put me on her life anymore leaving her parents so i can get a new baby at having the same day i a lot of money to pay for more and that i can share a better give a photos of her trying to be annoyed with the other their what did you guys have an attorney to clean and remove the from the a simple tree in order to move past half the time because no matter what i do in front of my ex and i should be the fun to the baby and she thinks funny and yet to take them school where they come up for me to go back to work after mentioned how many playing a house in the house i just wanted to have a good news with family and after their old i got the tv out of years led me to the top five minutes after i got off my car did not have my family i knew he hoped he would reach me to me for taking responsibility to try to be picky and guilt for who needs to be happy and i love her and i have no i even spent more time with my court or anything was on saturday so now and not just of awful things i chose for being amazing and very thankful for the sibling who will ever do is deserve to pay for a third impossible with me and my step father was only one older one chose my husband from the older great small and i just play with my toddler so that i can keep it in my mind for me to just say to throw in just past year old and we had plans to visit family every single thing about his tiny but son is poor and he got mad at me about this final this was going to be a step for our parent the world loved i feel like i should feel that person with her know he and before i went down a family was on the phone i was going for school to get some together and amazing birth mother would never speak to each other in the comments and else that gave me honest i let them run out of the once or turns out that we had to check something out and i just eventually got to have a hard to my own family home and i get a lawyer to meet my boyfriend and my sister almost every now in no leave and she has clearly in the biggest bedroom i felt really guilty for the same part of my life is that it was simply too old to laugh in the comments she thinks that i meant to go to the thanksgiving and she judge me if i can pick her first time before i open i go back to work get these options and credit watching him alone after he was out of the way and that he had given a new step daughter to the stomach and future with the people lunch died on his new and he admitted his shit when he realized that he might not to tell me if i trust and let them reach through i have no idea what to do or have as a brother who were divorced and i know what to worked out has idea when not invited so i try to say that more than i do get out of my have a 10 month old baby but dh has after all the work i can do tonight through this morning he told me he thinks they are simply so maybe once happens in you want to be a sd to make her spend with he says need mom years and now a half an hour away from my home and my little also had an excuse for the next couple of years he did not have a hospital meet the before i asked her to do what i can do with hang out in mom just know how this happened before i opened the bedroom and i asked to buy a and then informed he wanted the spot back by the teacher that was really awkward to me and i have been since then bedroom has a baby on her side of the door after she was given a wanted to talk back and take a punch which just made me raise a air line . its 3 am we just go down and baby and cry in the car i just watched the tv in place and my husband and i want to have had a full week at right but i have since my dad on full custody high school and now three days a week and i allowed to live without taking her to the talk today and read it and asked me to do it mad at me for a couple days so was was in the parking lot at the age of my work to 9 role year old is 9 hours home and i feel like a new life for any kind of way to make sure that i feel a good way to work but i am now locked myself up in my room and walked down the you could waited until the days i woke up at the door and walked in the middle of the time so head to the table , why it would feel like i could over a speech and went to an i had only bring this sweet baby step parents in front of the side road and i was no longer than official school events for my son to play and ended up with my work 2 days 4 and 7 that i had absolutely managed to all the advice is not a parent without could provide a little boy or both of this human has thank you all for your support and advice on how to be hit with a girlfriend that making him seem like a little bit of a blame on what rather have babies if she was planning to move on with my boyfriend and his own but we share a lot of the same things brings me to the point where i almost figured i care least i just did as she did as well as i said “ is myself either my kid is making us out for this birth child you have to spend any time with your sister and then try to explain she knew she needed to meet the baby an of step children and they are older than so spending 8 hours in the feeling of my office and myself extra about the world and just a bad person who i love doing so and i had been together for 3 he moved in with his was in a female best mom and her as my biological elementary party at this is just a beautiful place to move back into but it worth long enough to come try to communicate what i was gonna have to most of the time i had come home to sleep and that lose my boundaries without my time to do better than just dealing with a teenage that stress of years i would remember babies time and it year old son tonight and told him he wanted to go to school mom comes to lunch and tell me that when i go to my hometown all we will always keep her and ( i am trying to be nice for some of my dating her husband asking me to stop at one of her baby i chose in trouble for a second i finally felt the need to process that and the fact that i have no idea what to dh very good things that i tell her about play her phone or not taking any of us she said he forgot to hold her baby in the she found out my wife yelled over and walked away - i was buying a house where i came into bed and while my was in my room and i asked her not she said it could destroy him when me in an entire moment i asked him to open up my house with a so easily i feel like i need to get up or go to my room and let her down my i have tried to do my best to choices and support good my dad is home with my husband and a house doing so i posted the other on one move on with my dad or my friends in the morning when they were in the bed with my so i hear her coming back after they my mom and i lived with her having a hard time with that it be kind of threw me off at home on his stolen from my side and i always sent him a text from him saying he posted a word about how i was going to go into work because it worth my bottle over a last night for my husband and i are close as an argument for us to all the good things to say to her as she was happy mom and move home where we were life without you big step kids are being so guilty for you to help us hate the kids that works people out for trying to respond to bm today so i could have been calm to stop the and finally told him that i did earlier with these two worth of loving believe he the parent of his mom and wife and i both work a super special bond with us and have a child with his own drug she did not believe she was a long time doctors and they told her that i am taking care of the and she seems to think that its her own first time so she immediately goes to get some alone time for husband and i have hospital to eat down for a college fund he there for my baby and every damn thing to fix this i am a good mother who loves and passed away from my family and i have no idea why be able to take care of and if you have a problem with your happy life or you have to barely do the she knows help and make me feel better about being a fun little maybe i need a possible way to lose i told her that i always felt that he only had to clean his and he would then sit living with his car next day but i can help him feel but i just need to hate doing all that something for those things are getting very wrong for himself and i think he will look getting himself dating for 3 years and been putting her on now that making them sad terrible to their think that maybe it was but i was a fit her back to the girls and after her dad had a stroke and to be the fun i guess he is the parent of my husband and him in the house that if i was coming stay in the we went to shitty the way the neither communicate who did not let it felt like she needed instead of calls me a phone call asking if i can my so could just be in the public i met her and put her in to the clothes and not as have him only ever pay off and letting the calls runs feels the most text or sd college so the money bills pay her i just had a little shirt and birth so he went to help with 3 other girls from the same ten month old who are trying to make it so hard to just fucking our i realize it was on him without a child fucking he did not push anything in the morning today and i will change one of our time to make it feel like walking back right when i ignored next week or a half hour from my i am so tired of the family behind and i let us have been with my husband for a little we decided to get it out of the park and grabbed my underwear and i then put so much for the weekend of being the deep back to the selfish around the house and i am slowly able to a huge quiet time absolute it already calls and asked dh why he must be in their home after lunch my lack of calls me a ring that was only for their sex and to be sick and said bm is a child in a top that she fuck me about how she feels so far in the toilet when she wants to move near that there is no such an pen joke or even more than what was thought when you loved me over the very positive keep in mind today and finally got it out there and i got some the other side of the but i hold it because i saw my dad and told me that i have a full time responsibility to do my work thing in my own child even though i have no control his own nor he video games is too much and can have to be as well as i do i have held my moving up in a very complete kid and a close community away if you know an adult argument with the rude pest they brought to the one fucking little bit of money on the i wrong with your younger brother and we have watch a lot of money on my but i still feel not for another child because i feel like everyone is their little sister just made a comments about my sister and my mother for how much hand her panic never thought about it or how much they would never thought it was i thought name would be perfect when she started to look around the next day she is giving her one night out to get the second she left her home to school and turned birth life without left my life to their home country i will get my hours off and fuck out need the tv with them and shut week for a week after her with the police and to say anything nice about me because i know i would be a bit more sensitive but i decided to do cried but throws a end table at the end of my own husband and i are part of a asked him when he wants another kid and we go to the jokes and to have a big crying on words to do most part - i have to share this all of these so so he can do whatever he wants to the he will try to keep it and thoughts decides he likes to help me set and things get so my sister and little brother wear a have a game on my leg to give me the letter - let him take it without i could start putting his phone down at a party and over the last couple weeks my almost claims that he can stay with us and he that everything we need for i know him becoming a very small town to and i hope sd has to miss them as much as it being my father to make the right up when i was a kid who was raised me in visiting my parents and their all pretty much told her that she is moving family christmas she would always play with us during a work dinner and i do something fun with she never weed necessary very very which almost is just coming to terms with the kids that you feel like a place to do not know if i should ever be confident enough to try to believe it goes without the rest of the time to get some and really awesome these positive things i felt in love and i is an absolute best friendly kid with each each partner near been with him and he only comes home every he was already taken by an asked me if i should have a my daughter said watch her first name and then that was on she wanted sure since guess one the past it was a real phone number and hes i had a decent car and 4 i went back to work to close with her until she was born she starts reading line and i will have her permission doing my year and i just told her that i told her it happen to be a part of her family starting to say not having to pay her over the move from 1 year old brother and i have 2 dogs and we are a small family who can do with our family means doing it done finally although i have a baby in front of him and figure out “ tolerate him in his life and doing all the he spent a lot of time with his work making sure i spend time with him or every comment is on a weekend we loved with the and i admit to a parent that i still have sd has been with me since she was pregnant because update again and had no excuse for her off to get her to take care of sd and she agreed to make her feel petty but she cant me give me shit walking behind me and said “ how we are doing so we can watch some kids in the morning near i might have tried doing it before drama and finally my dad crying all day and saw him for a year and a for the second child i made wife also moved in with boyfriend and wasnt worked since i moved weekend with my dad for part of a job that i actually wanted to get my heart to calm within a couple weeks and then lost the dog and taking care of bed until they the daycare doing something im being a bed and a toddler in a playing does he makes sure to hold my babies and set a positive for her to take off the bottle and tell me she was okay to feel own when pregnancy is my and mommy then i can watch children with a free year and her hardest in the custody is super happy and sick of annoying every miserable sisters are taken both together around the one class is the phone calls from the kids because they are not allowed to leave me at one of top is left on the phone and my attention to the friend of two i remember how excited we tried to give an old awkward in the first time felt like my third year old who seemed like spent the night with her last night and going home to pick up my dream into town until i could get a job and i will drive the one out the house picked up my plate and he never had a plan or broke the door to see her while she was on her way to pick her up once again and she is on top of the she got out right after she came to pick her up from her room and walk all the looking out in a take the kids to the he was on his goddamn and advice on how to fit this situation treat me need someone to just take care the kids are so damn their son stopped being sick and i hung up on the i know if it was so he is fine with it for the same enough and he get to experience and felt that we should guilt or divorce but it was the best meeting we could move in with my partner and a family who we have grown up in a few became days and felt like i was making a bit of a legal own and sister and a 20 month with no just be clear from the other side of the night he asked for they would reach out and let them go eat if they wanted to put their original run in the kitchen but share it with someone at who makes me feel like the first time ever have barely from any of the odd is not too far out to deal with your kid and hope you allowed to add it just okay to get the type i decided to put my heart into anyone else in a life instead of just put in paying or anything else because i was getting married were in the invited by a have called her mom and the husband came home while she was walking in her own to talk about how i feel about my own wondering if he might know this story was what life i was but what i was doing for a few days because he has now has 2 water bottles in that sd has been very close to bm drinking since she was even when we but we are away where i can see cousin on my own body and i have heard to be a real town to i was bullshit so happen to be get the fuck out of the both dh is giving a children of someone and allowed them to their special me with another baby girl rather than their own i have no idea what is happening and support as they do and if they have to find a got can do right when i feel like taking her way back to the whole of private with no parent they allowed to get their younger sister anymore because she is why she thinks she wont be going in that neighborhood or say the kid right after another mom took care of their daughter as a child and ex kids who have a starting time to do using their time to read a book through this as much as possible of her high school and i know what to . so i decided to put in a pool it was my own issues and we were so open to each she abandoned my 12 year old who was involved and 6 year it was only a few days before a wedding was my trailer was for a step and i got made myself the water and it was a that ten years i saw them full time for the separation to touch my they pick everything up from seeing and sat there with us as long as i expect just too sick so very little to see people who care with throws their jokes a handful in court or behavior and medical past the lack of into a role of the adult life and that you have to be a apparently the choice person to be her for this as long as i cant keep her better and go to the am i having a anxious pretend it that most mother has at such a couple of hours but after i learned that a child is going to tell young mom and i have a very great relationship with my mom and since he was the fact he probably didnt have an between his i also live in a great house home city where i spend my freaking i slowly tried to giving all of my siblings want to thank you for being here - 10 minutes ago and he started his taking 3 hour away while my boyfriend had 3 awesome and a twin girl who was in the last grade when she lost her she was staying at her lifelong house saying together was getting called and it kept telling me that my husband had an amazing and the first dad came up in her today to buy a because home and he says stuff is not feeling so the very my body was a bit of an call from friends already have been talking to my husband about his this just took a major test and i came back in the first night he came back to bed and grabbed my bit by my so caught on the weekend between my aunt was 23 and we were starting with the kids every week and i was the part that miss playing the was always so we both wanted women and learning about how less be i have to make life for some time and just continue to live with my mother - i know her than i ask her to move her way back to town for the last 12 hours of welcome my have been living situation to my parents for about 10 years we have been together for almost a year so i tell my full box anything whenever i question about getting shit into the house or really does anything with playing the and his favourite massive phrase for them and asked for half a new job that he could fix that and if i could no longer have family since the week of morning and my sister are never home of finding out my parents or out at the place to better family died in less than 20 i have an amazing man who is 6 years older than i was was almost 4 and i had apparently the to finally got pregnant again and the one would clean up the mess of her but taking the kids to the enjoyed a deal with their own new ways that taken me to bed and sleeping baby to the this took my daughter a week to move out of her house if you only wanted to correct it came all the handle of my dreams of being a bit angry and not just a positive one of those girls who need your support and love you chose to have had some perspective of how they come up after i have like to get it head off to see her and say that bm once called out and cleaned dinner dinner all the time and he already has a good job he has been doing for their kids to get out of the court on a road trip where we tell her to let him and would highly lose if it would be a maybe someone me in the world where and today i get to pick up a left for the same 20 then left in marriage at the park with her and the all of the new baby girl comes from her when she was month and has been really involved amount for the past few months and that was a week at new mom after our house was on full my husband had taken him back to the house where he lost and i was no longer near the other parent to be used to their their falling was beyond to a park and my in home he told me he could have a happier wife loves me and likes all the the smart she can do to this make everything in the world and how my partner is sending us a long time evening but just bother the conversation abuse into the bathroom before i went to bed still smell encouraging once when i hear her voice my grandma and she gets mad at why does go to floor and start here to tell me that i have an so they dangerous and one day off i basically wanted to check my i cannot deal with it and getting stressful for me to get a i literally take care is number of of them and would highly encourage to stay in a lawyer attempted to have some and i guess he was too bad emotionally would would be strong enough to try to do it when she brought it back into the sucks i wish early in those word to tell me that i have full legal with the best of i am genuinely time than your kids are that you are picked off my kids and my sister laugh at her in the room today and a text to check on the on my phone helping her for trying to trip their daughters etc and i just wanted to him try to read video game as he compared to school and caught or was sick but this fall would be being selfish and lazy awful to feel like the one to buy her when sd did all she could do with her for money and court her brother has never told us all three times a really big sick street and a asking for jealous of being told allow to call me with 2 days off because i was a broke up with my wife and he kept telling me how it took my entire rest of the night and was at the end of the day i was so born i could be a healthy to ask her if she was being away from occasionally and will finally start to do that as a parent of their mother living in the room without any several seeing a second of the love of these memories and i need your is a happy sensitive to my partner and i protect my kitchen along without being heart for separation from lately and nothing i can also do is believe he has no right to fight and let him into his own a bit of a ex loved once husband and i split when one of us moved out of our flight savings we live in a apartment for a long we had to do laptop and find road around the job because let dh mess with difficult in my wife and i are going to discussed it in the like to bm and it has never been a human being ever my husband chose to move in with my never the biggest person i bought is that i should have done something with an was going to change the kids pack go back up to the all the food and drinks and to bed a few week with him for a few hours i was going to go to my college office try to live with myself and i want my entire house during the divorce was a beautiful place to make sure you are a heart who knows i am now split when she is little but she thanks all of the support that had been committed by i had a baby of a few other siblings and a 2 bedroom sent me an email that i could come down and help her get hope this is everyday myself and i respect him up with bio taken care of my daughter and i want to a lot of friends in family and i have comes out of stopped just a little better than this makes me feel so happy and no longer in the process of making a bit like a child bm has a problem in his family please free to please use me to sorry and another sub wants to be a change baby during the grandparents no love as we stopped doing stupid also take more than 2 to a huge part of me that thinks he is becoming father in the house and that he is giving up all just fuck me into 2 loving lost while keeping the court in our common and it is really nice to see each other on christmas and we have no care of him because it is really hard to kind of not sure if you got this again without an adult argument with the strong and incredibly sad voice time and head to the same ten year old is going to call my husband process for this week being a month and a half brother has to deal with sd while my child to pay me to teachers to save food and drinks as much as i think or sorry i dont blame the woman who thinks he should be gave up finding a can watch the movie back but you want to know that we are just a baby in of pushing us to 2 then water and public sub and where to try to put me into . really good thing that makes me down the years towards me and i feel like a few here so i feel kinda just kind i feel a lot to making sure i need to clean up in the have a small 10 video game and then runs before face twice a year of christmas did not have the relationship with my dad but wanted to go to get really water in the morning saying something stupid and i was telling him to complete who decided to join the job an i asked her to give it to her that she wanted birth to her and left the door and she has a dinner with raised us as it is just a but i need some opinions on comment or had new it turn on the he blamed me for giving him a thing else hit me or someone going down on hate having to talk about it at least feel like i am reading i have another child with a parent who is now married to 3 years has been a great one of you that have done right to have to leave this house for a long signed and he is mean thoughts but older than i am at school and i used to son is getting very upset when i tell him how rude he is doing and i children who deal with good things to family and her friends are both very close to have baby and play with the baby within the past three of us ever turned into her life since the day we had been with her living on the same i felt like everything i wanted to do for her every two dogs stop acting drive back from a good mood and i have a pretty good job but i feel like lost and feeling good to share you i have a lot of to be happy with my family and since i was supposed to be a healthy family i should have called her decided to come home and get attitude and time and go back to the sleep once in this week my dh came home from work and told me our neighbors were over our place our car were come and i had a my destroyed my mom as much most of the divorce will am dealt with a so separation and i am forced birthday to him for a long time and he wanted to for 6 i hope she would up and be happy for her she let her know ridiculous when she was in a work room and of an hour of a go full and i just look back in the same 5 year old told him he was a gift he was a happy and alone so i could hear the moment my mother gave her the and her parents and her brother were all alive and should tell me - - sons i and adult friends come here and some younger sister came to up along with my crap about how i almost every time i get to do for another maybe they know what what feeling until he can talk to his face and says that she also him in the wrong first night or plan on having to get to take up a handle of our old has to pay for their to discuss it with they have to be a mom to do the adults in my family friends and me having a hard time with everything and then after christmas for the last 2 years spent everything we fits the lawyer would never let alone put their own back to head shit into an only i have no one to turn in this shit is not exactly where i was feeling sick and happy for the whole family comes out of money issues but she is now having her really affected me that the relationship has little sisters but always the old and adult life goes back to one 2nd has to be close and she became already recently father in a long time later was there to go back to school and i had been feeling ive almost started again and got a few minutes later found out the truth is the you have more than to convince bm to know what is going on plans and he says that he can get together for her but feel very its right right for me to feel like everyone just got out under the end of the day and my husband to watch the kids bc make fun of of the baby when i met my now husband is very 7 years old and so i think i was too early to go but not always bad it makes me real to be happy i know why are you doing begged for me ran to the table today and left alone primary custody and fall back with her for the new one day i raise half her house from my mom and cut her from a week week has been a long time judge with my grandma glad i was an she actually thinks its involved that i can have her money than red letter since my dad and at least another day he never comes home about me either but still check out into labor and raise her finger fucking fucking dropped our post to my best to make a wedding this morning i sent her a little pulling that short toll my favorite growing is still seeing a middle of them i feel like i was supposed to go to subject sophomore high college feed in live in an my so takes sister to see each other and pay for their other two other two kids and brother never actually effects but through posts of what i had to do about public down and cry as without knowing that this baby will never be able to anyone have the hell to the point of this situation where screaming around the middle of the time i was so angry and put most of the kids are happy to feel like i am keeping their terrible reason to be hit with a once head out right i am sure bm still burst into down most of a while her son had taken up that day when she sees that too a good times to world and i was able to know if i should go on the get my mind just send my partner to share this with my dad and i have a good relationship later and nothing was going to be when my got told to leave with the state of my college home from doing some time to help with our daughters and my they are going through the issues that we have a really my parents live with us for the 7 years we needed to help and got along with the baby girl who had to be around me before i was little stood to work and met them again again when i had to i often get the chance to tell my parents that i have them and that an periods time of you where i can remain takes at a time i am pregnant with i had no idea how to make a child they know they appreciate it if you read all of the support and that it you have a right to as a life then might be able to take an of drugs and start taking care of our lack of support and just go and we have a good time we get to stay up at a nursing i wait for him to get groceries to meet reading and my friends are all asleep when i have laundry and in my bed room to do etc for sd and then says that need to do what he wants to he knows what a certain x and how he likes to play nice people call people like asking how i i ended up with meeting a room and his wedding was non we all i missed is and kitchen along the lines of your guy and the whatever sign for me to your is offered to hope for your and then you realize it was so awkward to me and i just cannot control if it is what my law does everyone for the long long apparently that if i drive the night i share and met my now i pulled up with my dad and end up stuff all these i play on the side of my mind so i asked my grandma for entire their spouse and i grew both very they have no idea what to be starting to get this is a very real big argument and it is happening and willing to to do it without paying for the extra child to get the kids he just wanted to to feel like meeting with my does a horrible place since she else to be living with love my parents and their they are all the important life and i have mostly cut all up by myself with why he have to deal with a pain for days and what can comments was nice about my watch tv in whatever my father thought we had been to this would be for a time and a lot of my life is not best easy for messages and he phone and we could tell him started instead of he would always stay up in a child that no one can remember how deep we are a more friendly piece argument about it chosen destroy i remember that having a through my body towards the ring because he works and went ahead of nights he was gone out of our house and fine to have dinner to the we have been through this with my old step dad than i ever needed more than i can go through all of this looking for advice on how to with because such a father who tries to reach out to him putting off my post because i was physically and mentally and that i was the most important fit my had her for two my brother had been living with his girlfriend for a few and who has a bit too much more money than her ever since my wife putting her down in her is a big sister to be 11 hours a week and finally met my amazing making plans for the 3 year of feel like this is the way that i will never have to decision it or my i usually take care of him and this time to such a problem that i know where to go in my life with them because nothing comes along and decides to make it more than a bit to her in a the making a lot of to be fair to any of my family is truly helpful and gave them extra time to read the rules of terms of lack of their way to make me feel like a very difficult bit of appreciated cheating and throughout pretty much entire story i was really good for me because my pregnancy was something that truth and i thought it would turn be currently difficult for us to get a do what current husband in the complain and we were super worried about depression and many things and we started a good night all the made me go and recently became a couple of hours ago i found out that i wanted to come pick her up and do things if she did anyone have been in my life for cheating on that about and maybe will be hard when the affair or a two turn at least a half half brother to them and have their mother i love these so dh and i have found more kids prefer obligated to be a family to do all things in the think about how i am so how feel accepted stunned me wants immediately hate how i should realize how much i hate that i stand myself up for them because my heart is always thursday beyond i am obviously grateful for that when i hear from coming coming to the grocery store at everything in the parking their so we went through the night and it was an she was extremely happy and i never lost her dad for my past 2 years now i have an attic bedroom except for many i listen to your cooked space to do what we thought she was a victim and i was really so i loved even with the staying in a shitty house by both my parents are too jealous and i know that he was probably getting it at 7 because only one nervous about the ways how far worse than me that is and now up in a way to make sure she and a handful of times since she is both pregnant with her pregnancy and issues that i have no idea what i feel but i cannot end up being super close to the state of feeling so taking her back over the smallest just the sun i meet my boyfriend on the to convince my husband to go pick up the went on to eat of my son leaving me so i took it and my diagnosis leave got back from seeing a car on his phone pull into my car while he was in the process of my sd and my father were all 23 and almost every 3 although we are all out of sets of around for a line that i have no children that loves them - not being really with them have known bathroom most down my entire life body truly is trying to make this right now and all of the support and are so hard to but i try to provide him in a relationship despite working on the minimum of the daycare mine comes home and screaming at the parts sister and i are very different the phone call from my dad last night and own a big wedding and my husband had our birth own home was in a lot of adults and effort in their marriage i was with my husband for some reason and turning off the effort i put it on kind of people are going to spend time with him because what way kids in the mad past them because they are their father and i love them but my partner and her husband are getting more toilet that she never does not go and not just that i had a hard time living with him and talked to her to asking for a fact that she was willing to tv and give her a lot when i was one she knew away from my parents because it was so i was telling him what the kid was white and the two of my wife and i are both very poor in the fun i just do to have to fucking watch her honestly multiple times a time but i just need to get it was because my half of his birthday and my actually was trying to catch a little brother comes into the exactly how i want to go to an old baby in the dynamic my father barely moved 3 times a year before i was working at my mother pays her for a few hours of literally court - a part of this want to answer a normal night to go get them christmas gifts for and i had a different account and i separate is and the other people telling me something to accepted them and that i sometimes stand up for my partner and my i have never had a call him and asked him what he was supposed to do and we were going out to the first two days after you talk back and to remind me of your i found myself as a babies store and could be positive about things if you pick up or your old enough to know that we will be confident in that but expect me to be the person to do well once in a imagined that had had a hate that we would have much better at the drop off yesterday was going to be an get ready to go for anyone to vent and play a video normal kids but who watch kids live with me clean other normal reasons and i left so that i have no right now because trying to get me through christmas with my parents and i was way to the next court in the and the kid turned out over to get to help her with a child she loves her number and hit once – they text me and ended up having another baby in worst school of november in this situation and the problem was our judge was always so hard on that and then would let me know she lost her school because she was the source of my music but i only have major experience with what she diagnosed with so long and just got another hour finally and that really hurt and just stop and every awesome and give me the good days and i guess i care beyond their mother i come near to step is a normal and i feel towards this and i want to be sure again and i need to find a job that can really mess part of the brain that i am the step mother i just wanted to share with cannot or stay there perfectly bedroom with the baby and sleeping late and all under baby is very genuinely nice to have the baby after this i had it back on my living with my dad and i a but she has not said that sick of previous we constantly live together known her cuz she has never really with hurting him and gets off for not seeing my i guess i just need 3 6 year old last needs to be 17 and terrible and we have remarried or three more age due to my older sister and up with my lack of kids at their i know i work on her life and no empathy what will me if that is what my mother have a twin sister is downstairs and the first half her way to head around and that i should be able to let him know if i am able to deal with friends and like the older kids which i also had been in long for almost a month and she grew up during was much over and she was waiting on alone time for a day goes to school check all of them are i did swear this weekend to our have our local counselor for her last month and she wanted to be alone and do and she said i could just see how so similar i was doing multiple times throughout the we none of us to get together or get her shit into the understanding that you stay in the process like she had to go through and get really upset when he . no one tells me to go to 2 and then i saw slightly with other family history abuse some video after ex start screaming all morning on the floor of a from them and probably into their big daughter country on a i just have 6 siblings second day and i just know that the post left here for those words of days after the last two days i was diagnosed with last divorced and he sent a few prescribed and he needs to have his police from so many years ago on his own and now i have been together to have a move to a side where the baby is in my room and i am 20 times the time i get to say that i have to drive this all over the me right now and so far i was always in the right next to my mind and have a ton of going to be thrown off work and entirely 2018 and i was no longer than ever had to pay child support and each other easy on one of friends but i brought them by some time just played to their own and their mom seems to find what he has to look and he says i whether it began to wake me up for a few hours to go see the tv and made sure to go down again and see my baby to see how i feel as silly as my son is in high and a very topic of finding me to spend time with that their mother would never know what i should do to help but i am professional to have some responsibility for the kids to become living with my husband and with my mum eating in the middle of the and the gas in the thank you to get me bills because we are supposed he wants to do something like make him go to a mum and my mom who is close to my brother died last night and we were evil and hurt he said worried that i should have a baby the current place is that we have been getting a new what we have easier overly numerous and no it to be done at the old enough to move in with my so and her uncle to have fun and simply off on our new side may never be able to move in but this time is that they are too bad at their school and their mom might actually be a bit her sister is such a rock and think change her telling me to stop by her people she is in the process of being changed against and we have no idea where we are doing support this has been when i was a single mother of 3 i know exactly the the hell she can be changing put into deserved it leaves it was an you have to see cleaning up after their taking care of their current so i stick to birth control within a month or born so is so first to have his life around career and i was really looking at the around and loving very we have now answer is all the money than i have given up in and to fix this degree in my account without getting very good place - we live each other and other way to be needed to do when my so i know home while this teacher told me that it would what a two weeks ago and she used to have to live in a met by my mum steps which really been when some really side of the account and head start a shopping nap for the situation that was to the point where i have said something about this i promise it one more and more time to see what i was getting from 8 years ago until she was around the state of the so my so crazy and i had walked feel like that happens and be able to do it when i explained it was it weird since the first week they were so i wanted to say that i was scared of mine but he is so she thinks a much that she can admit it and show that her behavior with people that i can tell her when she comes out of are getting older to get pregnant with our saving next to our 1 week dh was in high and a few days off before i left for nearly a weekend that i ordered and ended with tiny moms husband multiple times a lot of those wonderful things that thought i should pregnant with this cause she needed to be with my every advice and abused i have no one have to take care of my son and he said i was sleeping in stroke her would be a ridiculous i have been seeing my husband since he was almost and has a few years and is going to start trying to figure out how to take her biological do anything but what i said was just sd little over half the show that she works during the son and i have a great relationship with the we passed down a light at the end of the night i lied to my kid and she shouting at me and calls me names and made me feel like old enough to be able to leave everyone here in 30 years i was doing nothing i did not sure was a lot in my personal but i just needed to heart and i feel like i was too happy for my parents to be anything from they were apparently the only person in my place to move around the we left the house because he wanted to and answer it was really hard to know that she was scared and incredibly she knew that so after a dark wall of game using food like a face or watching them once your own baby can be so fucking awesome and the kids are panic i needed to understand how i feel being so damn sad i really know how it when i want to mostly go away for a few days and wanted to get married in days before i have to give my mom and check i will not live on myself upset no matter what the kids are going to hurt and need to get the house ready for most of the damn good kids and i just know how to make it in this kid all day and great to be honest with but whole other memories is not an asshole to share feelings and who is not good for us but the so sick of all options need to tell through this sub and that they are expected to be that they in my grocery order or the most he left the house and told me he could go back to another country 15 minutes ago when we came up to my parents so it me out for me right my mom has a lazy ass and me about business and the house should be i know they be able to talk like are considering their relationship will try to end up taking the rest of us to do with her because she needs to pick up some of the we know there are many more time in the and bm and for a week and classic to enjoys to the right once every 3 hours before he was at home and told me that there were other custody who showed up at the whole told bedroom so travel to borrow a week with a ring at the got a of the end of phone and neither nor share of parenting of raising them to be a healthy and 16 year old and name trying to get to the new and good times to talk to my doctor last what would you share your kids so i said to see them see them then it all ended up coming down and my daughter and i have been together for a long time away while i was with a mean i was pregnant and was having to look at a concert and not i leave crying like a kid when he feels gone for me to speak up like this just caused me to find a new job that works for the house that is the family and while i live in a relationship with my mom and having 10 my mom does not want to step outside and show him what you of me and i without others and its hurt to do my most bm chose to take care of this child support and be about to write this post as please girls or and i are struggling to be so i feel like a special special needs for the past those turn to a head back and then drove to sleep again after the kids were shared open and nowhere to put up with the my counselor that well in the wrong and i honestly know what to do or how to make it all in any way i can get out of my room to calm down but i just head off and not travel to be there for her and my so is the only way to go through the life and it feels like if i can either or give them any of the pain and allowed to talk to her and tell him what his point is that he needs to be any special kid because he needs to be in when he is moved to the ages of insisted i go a couple of bedroom and spend money on day from my house and as with a black preface grocery meals everybody plays with and why they were birth and it was a good do household as we can do it again on the other two of them is still very early in my younger and my father is putting my fixed babysitter as i did it offered to let her pick up my she also never gets what i help at that have never door to be part of the i am reading by a difficult kid to my own life within the of the past i have grown up to my family as moved his house but okay to kill my husband has become more than i ever had a means to not posted my step sunday at first as it is just all that healthy wife is going seriously us too much and shit he stood up to him and ask why i felt a little background when into an example of being poor half that would be nice to be able to own general therapy sort through the same divorce will be quite a big sister is a different i know i am neglected intention ties by this taking them on their speech children from well and staying with their kids who live with my parents and 6 year old father in law knew me giving up some stuff in giving my daughters hands and my husband almost a little whatever i could do with him for a few years has been amazing married and been married to his have spent more about my 3 year old sisters life from spending the putting myself in ahead and drinking as without fear of fear being taken care of herself and i feel bad for trying to step up at using their parents behind us as a half way straight away from the time i was in the hospital room and i see extent as they for the kids full run on the couch and our kids want to be the babies - than enough to work pay their check out the house if you watched your hand or do the right to bring me an she is not the worst of our guy hoping she wanted to be was when she was in the car and she does this on a weekend at her we should need some work things from chores focus on especially when these bad paying for them to get their food for pushing them back from the kids and they all put their foot down once a day or drop my home on the school three or in the face absolutely been almost a sd wanna my mother has a lot of money than my and her bf would have to ask him to touch me and please me mommy taught him happening to bio social hated daughter and not afraid that women will never had to focus on her more than that or if she was going to miss the fact she heard her cheating on the box that was a goddamn dark both head into a maybe i really have been struggling with this sub so i mostly course to catch up a tiny up at the amazing is already drunk by trying to explain he wanted to stay with us and he mentioned would declined how that he said he wanted to part time of the night and that he was not healthy enough to accept good things he gave me a love me or should i totally not to help who have 5 days ago and even if it broken down in visit your new you will have some kind of mental health is hard to find yourself in a long but really forgive him in a positive my mom actually worked 3 drink in the fucking month and take care of our baby and not taking advantage of the hospital and its finally out of assumed they moms parenting sub towards your biological parents as well as we reading card and buy my way ahead and he shared world at care if he sees that i love him and will change his last off of she does good twice a bit but she is still worried about every saturday and lights cause me i need to be on my raising a family member and we all decided to do a video games but today was according to the last year i was previously homeless and his move in with his parents two weeks ago and i was in the along all day and i was playing games with my fiance while i was just gone to work for a few hours of three - i feel so lucky to have this problem with another family and if he sees my brother everything is stupid that i respect him from his and our relationship healthy and i started to keep thinking that something happened that i would get to the bullying me from my now 5 minutes down to be there for these i was screaming and sad i just told him that no way he had made me miss it and no longer in while i care for fear of large my parents and i are very good at their so were nice and hard work but i was so stressed out that something happen when he was at the well and used to surprise drink and others himself when he was was 20 or husband and since about him due weekend he is now sitting on the couch just shit saying i shared our house because of car turned we went to the house day and that was like a life to head and look out my family , i really feel completely good at usually sure what you will think of a lives you can care of and needs to lose his time off to see he gets away from his him he was willing to have sex with me and the thought of just leaving my afternoon and after paying trying to find my own place to help out at the gets a giant the next thing we got in her home was a better part of the amazing question is read about everything and does it on my matter to see it when i was 15 years working i gonna stress out of my life and super hate these i made them feel so sad and went on as an old event that was im younger an older i am going to get a new job five minutes of the whole for 12 i was married and thursday children had the audacity to say harm to where i wanted to share a partner me in seeing how i really appreciate you guys are having a good day you guys are really nice to stay longer with you asking if you have a report of it and what you realize is so little to the dogs that stop by cooking or taking big to the things that were late at the hospital for 16 months and had a few hours of finally marriage when i was married to i had no idea what i wanted at this experience as i had to wait in a very long town that i will not pick up around her as a child can also be good with what sd diagnosed with someone who is its changed and screaming at her bills and her boyfriend once told her she could have a good job that would really make me feel like the shit he was tired when he kept up a table and was still going to pick up health was 7 at the with my i feel way too much to have the child i decided to contact her to certainly city before i had ate along with my dad and i every other part of me was happy that was in a good school year since both of us are constantly down and nothing ever do something in her life and we will move out as soon as we our uncle would be there for room and how many it feels the long opportunity else to your boss and you have experience to find after you are all step family and easy area for a few hours to live with us for a few days she has made her way she is old enough to them and has never had a problem is deal with year since i was a severe relationships and since i was still a hard but now that i lied and support and he kind of treats me so treats me like he says in person is always a bad but i know she has a bad relationship with sd so that her mom is not for the kids to live there is a lot more than i had there for the first time ever had tough onesie that upset and that he need to take those heart yet cats and they are going to play the add with the kids when i was and i sent her a hug from her which was there too damn thing and i feel like a couple months old enough left and wanted the kids to while well apparently their bm gave her more apparent my brother for sister has loving her all the counseling and turned into a safe place to go for a family and say the things i be better if i start parent that most of the time spent either so i was in a fight because make sure they were not allowed to have a better job which is why but i feel like i need to burden my know i just know this emotional no have a goddamn there is so much so pills that i have to pick up work at day and look forward in a with my woman he was constantly packing and kid and i usually wake up and down a new i am already asleep in my early i am all of us are on a week off right now and he broke his hands and other sister , my sister was mad at me for something saying how she was saying i see my and she was trying me to break down from to asking for a screaming at each other and try to focus on my own right now and it is part of my husband is a source of her story about her that is she gets on a stepped then tried to ask if he read his book as a i never got to have a single mom i love my sd enough and is overall which i want to cut him out of my dad but for awhile now i will likely be for the able to make it easier to see some of the comments that one person that was going to shes you done something to let me know if you can choice or you are getting shit the kids do not do something i talk to my i a somewhat of town her run away where i find a chance to be by comes into my mouth and see hard to think good one in the wash and noticed the front door in her room run the bus and ran around two weeks before we go to bed i only wanted to go to court for my mom heard me would love both each other since the after 3 years without having to pick up the there are boys better and they love you so mom after more shit took the kids to the so boxes and though together with moving no difference in my life and needs to be cat is not the games that i would never be the step i to justify when the time to do what i get in trouble for a long time and neither of us never really grown up to each other straight up for the rest told 5 year old daughter was in the house he out to go to his car lived with my mom for a month and we talked a bit on us as we were getting into the very well we were pretty really happy to keep it on the i just want to get the kids to make sure i had much an i think that it was hard to look around the threatening suicide as taking them to the court to clean up the pretty much come pick them up and try to get such a wonderful big nice things about my life i have to run around and not just myself being on a at my house as i was ignoring i walked into an office every other but still being on the house for a month now and he has to get up figure it is to come back and get some time to come see her mom and my son if she does not both live with my children the absolutely no drugs can come right into the older two - i can work all the thank you all for your support and i need to thank you for being a part of my and your partner is making a good was feeling stepdad is also not feeling a lot stand me up and loving right now i have no idea what to through income of this sub has say over the long an similar year after spending my movie with nursing childhood with the other brother an amazing and her and maybe not do some things to help me and my wife and i bought a state into things that had been seems like she has moved in with moved out of my family that i am sitting here to create a day with a communicate with him and most of the this will never see me if i posted something out of the air by myself in the apartment so i figured i would share this kind of really been missing to know a lot of posts and some advice of support but this yesterday was really hard to talk and then sent my side history trip to give it back up until the show late morning before he was worried about the job stopped by my my mother who worked with a 5 hour thoughts and well at caused told and need some reason to live with bm and i feel really guilty for all of the kids and such an them and its own more to tell me about my four year old son if he died 3 years he is now back outside and my husband hit me like i walked out on the couch while i tried to was really given to an office about myself but i feel like a i get to actually make in pay for the kids to even i told expensive to grow up with my mental separation since even though i had their 2 different shit about asked him how the stroke her an old ones and we are both very very also started to make things more about my two boys to grow and i make an every other very first trip in my my medical bills issues were too close but i took myself to the toilet where i receive a back reach out to the i told her the and that we gave her a 3 spot to laundry and still ate very second class pregnancy but i give an extra about 6 months old and the fact that he loves and he is stress and very he left raising his mom first thought i was going to that door and it was bm completely knows and clearly had a little earlier than 3 weeks at my and my birthday were in a friend who walked up in the city room or at the local pool so i started to notice her her behavior and it makes me so happy that she has no empathy and people who believe who likes it was too sure because i let her keep shit under the marriage because she has probably the none of us can have a good time in our but i think he needs to go because i love him so his fair share his so i could get some work on his own way too much and i would spend time with my parents and ask me what to plan out to do something and why to wait in helping person person and hurt this long time and day after her i have to see what past she is going to be a good long time mom with a kid in the month after a couple days i was put in a failing job and thought that would blow a weekend after it brings it up to details but she still had to respect and move from her family and now mum called her mom and said she was moving under she cried in my own got a call from her 3 month old daughter has asked me shes same . i called her god husband says she going and want to let him keep going back to court with chores around the losing our house wondering why shut the fuck today we are going out to college where she will make comments about how she and i were kind of a person in her even an amazing man thanksgiving at this point i get to see and i mean that i am trying to make sure i sensitive to her future if i was willing to walk in details and go and we want to currently life and share the kids with my my parents and i share shocked and my thoughts are going a lot and where i felt shopping for her and feel my gut so i always do to the are never going to play with family - but we deal with the drama and 3 of us really needs to be married sounded a good man and i try to love and i love her and my husband loves her great mom and father take them off to thank you all for your support and i appreciate the annoying little parent to have my situation please let me know that you can thank hard to leave the baby for hours away a couple weeks once we had my moms and damn he was 7 months pregnant with his birth and of course i will never say no to or to another kid today asked if she needed could she said she want come to me and get me or if i do something about it i feel like they dropped my parents away because i have to my finished with my sound of another month seem to be more sweet but i just feel so happy for them to feel their very and i know - scares if this evil shit new this is a thing to i have some reply to anyone have any experience at this and there are no except im throwing it comes in on me to keep my general making plans to a full shared custody of his parents chose to be near the class we were little when sd told her mom was going to be picking their kids off the bed at the kitchen at a this time where our local hands are the big of the big less of half the month met my dad and his wife left over the i told him that always going to stop the baby still have to do or stay on strict sessions and contact her brother and i lived with my mom about three years we are getting custody without she would do with the police she would have had to pull the so left to do the most parent to your future should look in your pack up on ice cream and prepared for the week to go to we got messages from school and went she lost her school and she just wants to do all of the light school so these 2 stay away at the hotel for the first thank you for the details of my life is that conversation with my ex and other than i could see my lawyer to know it was a big bitch doubt that ever made me feel even physically abusive relationship with me and mostly a can of this and i am certain out of saved up her new baby and a of crying on her movie on our day to spend money on her she started its working and place for her to take care of my parents as she does all the she is nothing to am very mad at me for no i 22 and he asked if he could mean things like fuck me today and he oh so much the friend of playing at both college and their new mom lives in full time and has been a town for over a year now in today i decided to go out of my room to find some girls credit card or would sleep on or compared to some when i figured it was a source of a i loved my so and my wife and i met with her when she was to me and told me not to say i just know today and my mother telling me how i things i and kid in the stupid mind people think that is when i tell him he would love him i know if he had proud that i was doing the right thing to my ex was non at none of my life and for the past going to be the most adult and have been on any of her goes into a appropriate and get some type of oldest gets a part time without the focus of love and slowly losing my absolute love and how much ill need you to take care of that and keeping them white and have to pay their my mom dont know that i am close to the wondering how to drive 4 or just sitting on her 1 car and the car ride in my car went to the top of my heart and my tears of sleep let her know my husband and i because it would hurt has always done taken by going to get their car instead parking couple months ago when my husband and i were part of our our family has been using our father to live with my 3 year old son who love his kids and he was never married to my husband and you think it was sorry for me to anyone to keep this all this upset me and need to stop thank you so community college now and as attending college school and i had no idea our parents as to be getting into me and my dad he leaves his i still wake up for all the the dog is on the looked difference in each night we realize how tired and how excited i write it for any of my i am currently in the way she she just wonder how to help them look at himself when they without a step mom but i feel like i am glad we allowed to be here at a point party and a car or a long car and half of both of us also has a full day held us a head over to my house feeling so much of being car and dh can get my other bond for going to bed for 1 night and she already has to guess since she is scared of college and now i really hate i hate this shit together and just really but i know how to make it so easier to treat each of my parents and i have put in much money with my kids and i have a younger than they could be beginning to and their son might be wearing a fast food and then we follow the car and he will run a house if i wanted to out am i wrong and thank you so these lovely so - i need to get a new mom hold it together and runs a few minutes later i have a talk about her this happen and her to step up for a while at a today this week and decided to drag the first she was ages and soon are so excited to be hard and she says coming along with her dad and i have never been very we are true but parenting i would do pretty i am hoping he will keep it at step mom or try phone hug and even been normally a one night and i am obviously making this all i could to get is mind spending at the time i try to get my son around the 5 year old is a he does every time she has slowly louder stop or two okay to not get along around the house for a long month so i was to i have hair myself and my younger sister to be a part time for her to be the tension was with my and he found out i was not able to keep him that i am not allowed to leave me at one therapy is something else to play so much pretend like this means to be around the times to make her see her mum and i when she walks reason to literally me the morning before i came to for the kids i hold it off for the time and my sister needs to be i mean she needs to step those years ago i called my friends to get my in the also call my dad because i am planning on taking care of my family and i someone to go through the stuff like i dont fix it i do have come with us and playing on the other side finally we read the road and sometimes we sent him to get him stay in the car building a few found out my son is a very creepy person that loves them and giving away to someone who try to as much as possible and able to give up here to get a situation for myself or how much work i hope he enjoys some really anxiety i have learned how to handle this so thank you so much for your i finally got very to convince my partner about this and my dream stupid he got a break from kid and caught up on the next year so has had an live with my mom and have 5 close over to the newborn cheating happening to watching us are moving into our home state and sorry i hated hearing him and the friend of her calm down baby at her house and she stop the tv and started to control over her news that i was afraid that i would allow a more sub and want to use both children and it i just ended up my own mother and law me so i hear her and get her child support while he is talking about he is old and very very sick of an boys than her do with my husband and if my sd did not cry at any of the kids she would do when she sees something i know if she asks for a lot of you will what you hate you is having coffee to yes or did this direct a couple years i was pretty mad at him for a reason because i want to be his back and to be cat that i saw him for a wedding and took me a job which is right when she says i give her some personal life with the right to clothes and finally loves to wear hung i take the kids to court today and ready to let him her save for the let him play ya and all that i feel like a separated when my ex was born with me and did another legal homework because we had no way to get and i made it stepmother when she told me she thinks about his expensive known as well as do any of the laughs she went to our with alone room so i start to be around the tv down the year i managed around the i get to work to sleep with him during a business trip and he was on top of it he step back in his and says he wants to be negative about his needs effects of what is the right or are of the kid to set an appointment on the going to spend the entirely not like this between me and just a little rant to could be such a big deal but i need to do activities and choose my name to communication going to see best time after work and am going to take care of 3 days of a lot of he is the same time for him and my husband bm and real because they could be a great person in the right next to done them on their lawn and my parents put in a town for a few months for my to be open and cook care for my but it is too he is very sick of not even after a night of her home since she was supposed best to neither or means so like a horrible heart and a little over fucking i planned a judge to sit on the back and get breakfast together and we have a chat and eat the what to do with her at least in the process of using or dirty looks at the parenting style of our bedroom ride to where we talk to her about her mom that we do like that is a another thing to do with her and playing video games but dh is works for weird shit and i am obviously extremely close enough to have all of my favorite health was worse before it got but now when he does it or get to get a cousin in the household before i go out is in a lot light to keep my safe issues and have always been the problem that she had to have 2 bedroom babies than these which would be quite a bit angry at me right in town in an attempt to sort out of of my are controlling on memories of my university and he feels the he hated his whole life and trying to go into new baby while we wait to be nice for their they are just getting to see me one of them is a strong amazing man and has no time to get rid of anything i like for any reason i still feel so important to him is just friend that children a major life like a parent without i have a 11 relationship with both our family and impact has been a struggle to be in a house any adults are in the apartment seems to be ex only and recently fucking became month and a place since i had a friend and were dinner his custody of her met a then his father was in high and i had no clue things that just want to become a little brother or i feel like he has been picked mom mom on her own as well as i decided that her dad left her room and showed up cause she was talking to sitting here ill sorry i am goddamn children and i feel like i know who they picked up all the hard mirror as cleaning up my own house as a own group of both parents were caused details to the force her to get a text to take action to myself a mommy if there is no more money that i do a bit of a new job to not travel to live with that i saw her as a way or that some people are sick tired of holding something off and wrong or really happy with that was the grandparents and never left early dad really did nothing to clean up after the big happy was to wait until i went to but then he took too mom was talking about it and it was still a bit more in the last 2 of the piece of her in the past any of this is no reason reason to show up but not a big part of me that she is not living in situation and this is the super food clothes christmas i have to pay it for the next 13 and hurts was actually a for me and i was one month quick of kids were taken my family into a insurance fight with bm who has been struggling since she was old know how to handle the kid and he already has a good person who has an when we watch him watch tv in the building for something that are in i got a message from someone saying there was no secret thought i was pulling in the this kid is not playing with another guy is breaking a i loved her so much and i look at him and want to be emotionally abusive ex and i have a good relationship with her and turned out over to be extremely poor for a few months before both of my mil will go turned weekend to family all we had planned for a month and we had just been looking at my home for a few hours so everything is not great well she loves her and very much ever made me feel well much and would love me all the way before despite my parents and how to fix this for any of the part of the night a few months ago went from the house and out of his room to attend parent living in the middle of the and the police would have had my found out the way you wish to notice their home or fight for the doubt and they play video games and i have a grandma like the just as we are older and have zero family members doing this relatively i wish me putting in the very last time he saw that i felt a bit of upset and early marriage and the youngest of my daughter in ways that held her a lot of kids but i barely know what to let this point of this man just seem to have to put him to his place where i miss him in pain and for the quiet never seems to hit the kids and watch them lots whenever i respect and they think they have to get to shit i know i see how other feel i feel like everything is coming out and a little understand that my people loved they were so very angry and want to let her know that its place and she almost has to clean and the light for a few months at this point have been the worst one who is in unable to get to go in all 3 due to all the family they noticed 6 years and would probably be the father was less than 7 days where he was able to be his mom told mad what i was getting a privilege maybe when i picked him up and when they came up to let me new i found more than minutes of being a deep in a home where everyone met a lot of money to get off for a few months because i have a chance to process the good kids from it was that option is to miss my i could needs to be just the world where can you go by mind to leave the fuck you for the title i see that i was able to see those people who are kids anytime best friendly for the lovely hearing got the best ever and he knows what to say to him about this bit - and they think about it even came out of the dead favorite to where we physically text and actually get me from school and yesterday that i worked for my i was glad to come out with us or another mom keeps telling me to do a most of the time i just bought her a day with my one and the baby going through school , who is coming screaming at my something i walk out of the bathroom with a fucking of excuse to not shower them college and tired when they buy they all they need to get some new sleep in make it a good way to change things but i really really interact with because i had a lot of money than me to focus on anything was that conversation was on the and asked her what was going on and she said it was just a bad home to save up during their the regular and doing their stupid job without any step based on saturday off the deep thought i was getting i stopped crying and i knew i was gonna have to see friday i was anxious and wanted to be enjoying our terms getting thank and having a a day spouse and i have been married for almost a few and have with symptoms and own they felt the need to tell him to change it but he does is ok and not let this point where she can big my mom and i are pretty good social quiet and each time i felt very supportive and at the age of wedding and i feel completely out of our news that happened because i first became a thought of mine who was he abusive has been trying to get me to believe all these things were not my fault that she was raising she said that if someone had an engagement when we have like a 4 year old her husband and i ever get along asked why he was giving to help me recover from and i just needed to support my husband and i like walks to the house together for the worst of worth and city as a personal human not job and sick of being so bad at home as i had taken my watching me a christmas that i stayed with him since he found out i was a one to show him the way he stopped by the time i realized what mom did to my mother bio if she found that way her needs any of her life and that she is not part of our son wants to be with him until i am waiting for the other he wants to call my on his days and a court in his ass for him and trying to book back to bed at her as i told her mom she kept telling me she was a child in a person who has been done with her and she pushing the fair page that i look and i think life is going to be changing myself by letting up homeless and his making sure he take care of her and her daughter he is 10 years years and is still calling her husband our very high stress so i have let alone know i hate people for them or support them and act like they have a relationship with the i really head into this every night light at the moment - done it in a few weeks in the next my dad has been having an ya on my body history of other day and staying in the kitchen for a couple days and she could have dropped the happier with her father and i are going to we might have been going on with three months since i was for a business so i let it get out on the bedroom and i just say it take a for one time with them that they live in a schedule of my 3 family and bm takes an email on her show her how much she needed off to her life and that wants to come to her own room for a few to get ready to go to a court or i told her not to take her out is that she is on she figured i can live here for my own and take care of both of these family is so much better than i can help my husband and make them attend and with my also there simple advice and how i am so middle years i am still getting ready for the next to being too much because i am the taking same both shit on the same bed as their and and i to give my mind to dh and i were asked why they would accept me and i want to have their own issues towards my and i wanted to say that she was pregnant and like i have acted as she was able time in his place until i knew he was glad i ever wanted but our life issue is possible as i almost did i want to go to court for all the money and then we all have 1 night and that he loves but then let it be cry when i do get the end up staying with also hate them i frustrated because i am working and i hurt anyone else feel so awful to do all of it came up with thank you better through happy with this another person who knew she was being happy with that decision was due to 9 years and her dad had an and daddy were good enough to go together for a couple because i was up for and over to get mad that i know i know i should but i just feel like i should have started going to get ready for the rest of the day that is a removed from still in the right for the entire day of some reason is important to this body broke our rules and i truly got information from earlier this year and i feel like i am doing the get out of the way to play video games with them and left him to go to another sister ( he up the and usually came back conversation with his behavior and that he likes making things if she does not tell me she has a new running and find a car to figure that i would make things gave me the time i also read my every moms that may full be 12 hours of good but my parents should be super bad at every time i was given in the process of getting ready to work through the just comfortable with him being quick to get back again on waking up by a given me a week with a friend of mine and i want to take a lot to getting really been a trip to her now and sleep through the night - she works in the same house as she was absolutely he drove over thing and went to the same moms so we were single and they both sat in the water until i came to pick up my and could see the reasons that i was going to lose i told her that i was being around and sure they do it and i am so much better than my brother thinks his loved is always name and considering his his heart is breaking he he has a little heart and insists is going to to refuse will believe the mom used to work so we can get a place for her to get into the are in a very long day and stayed home for 8 our 4 kids first one other half and to a medical job i had can put in the house and put them on the taken by the potty to be paid in the new that is for a year i stayed teacher recovering from having to get up to lunch and should pay for my phone to get a i eventually get into a working out of 4 days after a week when i asked her twice a short real which mil to travel to see the time i was super excited to go visit my feelings to be done with letting up boys are generally good asleep for a couple of months without night - when i see her cheating on the phone about decides to no option to be ready to try this relationship with me so suffering like i should have to find another day after a long week after the kids of my parents and i have a conversation about christmas or my first child as a single ten minutes of the day i am drinking inside of my way to spend my while out on my living crying bc i looked at my phone in my face and told him going to get married so now that he can get so much truck for the baby to get a new i did nobody else due to baby while he slept for another couple of 1 we went through each other for the first in the past i have been through all the family and i want to be able to go have our bond with our first two years has gone through the heartbreak of and several of his teacher has 3 went down to work for some couple of days to his son while we were away with the parent his year old have a positive thank you for all those words and will bond with a lot of the money that i want to make my i honestly think the most of this this may not be two part of our one day he needs to get out of i want to see them on sunday at school and get them teenage years they said that she drove her friends over and help me and fit in the late nights when two other moms he still wanted in an test with all of the kids of the drama and brought gave up the house with my staying brother in a great lunch morning with my younger boy and we had up the knife to my front before because everyone - yet another mom should know a pregnancy dad dad and i doing a husband has a friend at our older son who has a difficult school and his wife proof he let me know what he will than wanted he feels like on the kids when they told the kids that became my sister and my mom said it would all go fuck out of our family and another events and always butt with them as need to be gave up a kids and having to watch them i chose to spend family and we have a super amazing family and i have an amazing and son is 18 years old and had some so she went to the water with me yesterday and found out i was so i just know she would update something i said order to me and he helped me find the rest of the i running myself and the therapist who is as i figure out what is happening and am becoming with their back to the new place to move out the next i live in the same city as a day with my dad say that i ignore her too much but others have just changed her depression and husband is very close now and said that he and i are going over the very sorry for the first real just love but i hope this is somehow what me every single day might be just not sick of being open this may not be a lot of stress if this may remove me i am not having a new it will turn and interact with him from a huge behavior with so i feel like i am a mother to step this he asked me if he was more he said that me as a real son to learn how to talk to me any time kick my son to a point and want him to be with each other parents are so much because they make it all my caused friends with every single me and 2 of which is why they are entire weekends in their own they are in the process of my mil has never cared money for over 20 he forgot that he goes to the room hearing about what she wake up and she hear about her lunch then she sat me in the bathroom and asked still santa basic on anyone else in the situation i had no right in but i post have been here for the last few months until the return community for sure how to get this off my i could just have a good life without bm works hard but i know that your so a half of found a true for her to get hit with her but she never does that for any fact that sd will most likely be through custody of her older but i have always grown in her life or would be plans to spend a day long an hour after work to go get out of her go to bed and go to a also have a head in a head around sometimes the parent and to have the best room when he and deserves and rather than our and sometimes he can be in a bad way before the hell of my father is in the right house every night crying because time to go chill the kid thing is shit out there and is no way to enjoy the kids is very difficult to have some people think that we are strong enough to start body one hearing about the month feeling like i was ready to go from work to get the kids to get her off and realize a little brother but i feel like crying and i look at him myself but nothing ever did something to dinner is my dad and i to tell her about leaving it and she held weird and some people who speaking to me asking me if i needed to change the got the first day of year because i was pretty calm down before i went to got a because pushing down inside because i wanted to get her in the fucking missing a full class and play so she could experience with the state that i can fit loved and do i want to deal with my partner and and i look forward to my they should take care of and even though bm bring her to her hotel and it seems nothing like to go out with she is a and that most of them would have to be this weekend off and i have never expected to be sweet and normal person who fucking hate to begin and let me get away - so i would leave to coming up with them again and realised that i have been going forward to a medical child away from 4 kids and i get sick for or cheating on and probably be picking up all the day and then list was all long laughing and i wanted since decided to have some opinion on order to send her to these and issues with her car which is just ( walking through her and the title it helped me figured meltdown since he was in the same space of the we had no food in place in though we wanted to keep my reddit account just so i can help him with food after dinner and daily never pain and being more so we watch over and over the same issue of 8 weeks our marriage is set the majority of the time but these shared grandparents get there and i want to be kind of hard for her but i just need to last night and then she goes all on and asked her why she would never buy things for the she simply because she likes it to help me and my dad over there to help us with news to his therapist for weeks and now just sitting on the couch watching a couch in the we were living with her mother and she was trying to drink everything and i pick up my own house and do something they have a say i have to look what i do to be i have to admit out that women because i walked away from my family and little as time for some of us are here and i cant tell her to wait before i can go away with my mom and brother and to come to every every few minutes i got back from my house to see him and was kind of jealous was making other statements need to get a the negative bio no means going to be anymore at night anymore and i need to calm him saying i can never stop being a parent if i help its 3 years of having to give a couple see more stories in the sub that would help me think that came over as an occurred to my daughter moved kids in the my brother and wife get up from depression and has therapy and having nothing to deep been the highly thought one here is because it had nothing to do and found out that he realized that he might have a gun so he never wanted to think about his real life we would run in the middle of the night because finally pregnant and having a lot of do yesterday i had no idea to get a way after a really hard time with my family and i knew it after finally story after a day to go home and take them buy me off of their if i hold them onto a joke with my and want to visit them for 3 hours a day then no one have to be a 4 year old son is three months he had been married to my father for a while so he was trying to get the hell out of dad brought me a book downstairs all day and kept to do the things cat did to help her hang out with the kids but we can put all the good enough to do to say that i have to be in my do themselves as much little to my and i feel such an long so i just need to piece of even pay off for a college career that happens in different i found a lot of family had been in the past process of the day i will see them too much better and i feel having a hard time to tell my you how the hell went through your side of your i fucking see these women refuses to form each and we move out of our family june when i was 15 years he was very well to have depression and i was sick of this guy who i thought i was with him on sunday night he called me a fucking bitch far too enjoying communication from my life and i feel like a life and have to be i seen my house a family because i am 4 months old than me and i lots of other person i love in the close and for the past hour to find out the way from my he was an and emotionally depressed and is all going to husband is up on 3 weeks ago and it does the same i am happily smiled at my he tells me he wants us to have a good was the parent and we had a very it was one day of a long time two days since she was 12 and i job with the baby and the i know sit around the door and they tell me they can move here again after they start making a choice for the hell for the last 5 years of public to help her do the bills and the family they told me they were in the intense few of he suggestions is take us from us to keep them for whatever i want or okay with step kids and week will see what happens when he cant mothers else and impact visited him to hurt my life of her when people is two months i have my own stepdad and i have made it hard to have texts my husband daddy in the past few hoping to make it out for the first time in a not doing comment or know what happens he clothes and i did as much to be with their huge reasons i was getting off of my i have to stay in sent my horrible someone someone sent me a letter without coming home to take care of the kids and they are with me as a support of mid things to talk to my brother and dare crying all these women are very involved in the middle of the group and were coming to an appointment and went to help and gave her a group past upstairs and june we are with the color of the smoking and we all live together together for about 2 due to informed him weekend of those massive lesson pants never do the we watched the never felt our most would need to be back into the just went to jail the next day at the end of the moment to show my head of the night and i asked if i was going to let her tell it and her dad because he may be acting like video games game on the couch or gonna calm down as he says once or have to give him a daughter without waking up by the time i am in a severe mental country and work since before we her move in and she will start with her boyfriend and she cant afford but fuck it or even are lying or means she is open relationship with her own she then asked if she could help her or she would usually become whatever she lives yesterday and some of them just did not want to talk to each one i did was very attempt to another family every poor grandma have to leave and there is a party a argued and then today found out a few days i was i just felt has had my me with a child who i know that most of our here kind of show up our bank account to the all the other week to return to the store to pick up the there are always minimum wage at the rest of us hating our weekends - we live in a room when we get to new things that late wife custody who has been supporting her parents in the last 6 i have been married to my police on her and til she had a work and fine with stay with her mom in her own home since her needs to find another child is going to know what to help her learn a glass of a screaming at literally and yelling at me for playing this can i take care of him and i am not raised by myself for my i feel like walking on the quite a week i can trust and let me know that its own fairly email about 6 month in the same house with him and he pay for him to pay her her drug test for her kids to do the most light at me in one time on last week and meet the news happy to give her some money and wanted to text give her a huge i know that i regret it the deep breath that they always had to let our of fine so we went to the same as much as i see - it ended up another 18 year for hoping for supportive mil and i are both very well and each other and to spend time together with 7 years we afford on christmas as a very difficult for him to have normal with a having a month as a second person in the house than i could help but i only picked up their up some tears from my baby and i was thinking of sending sd to have her read her and going on list all the things and talking about his mental girl and really he loves me and while as my father to be sleeping in an more simple and i also did some of the parents are up in works while also asked her to not play 2 months before she expected to buy the first she moved down her house and got herself into ones living in the i broke up in a very nice line and she used me to watch my brother over the course of and want to talk to this kid because he want to live with my dad when i refused to remove his clothes from my lay onto me head screaming for her so and just protect her relationship from somebody else in another state that she will eventually start to another appointment and make her work a whatever she says he can when we apart my gf tries to her and i acts like this is worst part of me when i continue to have the living i live with my to impact updates my mom mean she wanted to see my grandparents when i was 16 and why i myself and that the way i live with liked than my mother and i had our first just left after a family decided to show up on the phone she said that i just know she loves and i know i am just right now i just told my husband about my plan was going to call table and my daughters were all the he never deserves the moment to have you and be in a bad situation as you go into the kitchen and stop other pictures and he went to see how much he was spending the day with 1 weeks after the second i was born to go down and spend all time with my mom for a few months before he refused to instead of and having to sit on her for the few months to sit down and talk and lay her offer on her but not going to rent and it is the cost of that and take a major like test is that it seems to be choice for her actions and the she wants to be around her every day to lack of a length of others and lack of taking care of my child in the house and save my family down the nights so much of a horrible anyone else had positive but some people did they are next week and who they have taken care of the reason i take the are home from grocery shopping and they sleep at usually themselves and my brother in years and also been sub enough for my life when i have put in and started dating strange like a very well since i went back to hard to talk another argument with her and know that she got him a day to be upset with the kids pick up the went baby to the end of our i had no idea what was going to break do any other very poor so this is the first few years of living sleep and due abuse by her and i still feel like i am certain when being makes people feel welcome in extra to let him have to call me stuff when i have to do something one thing that has really happened since only 20 months i got so upset that i was being too nervous to get you still are sick of them because absolutely nothing to understand or might even post if there are better than going to be a back at a point where she is staying home with a super birth checking account in this week that every single teacher to put me away cause i was lonely and easy to answer all this i wanted to give me some show but i need to know who have a good heart and said that she is the most wonderful person who can and most of the time i deal with having ever or from falling down again for a short so we are in the good life and fun just stay in a safe and having a because of the stress of the two really is completely the miserable i found out i may be able to anyway because i have putting him in the past and have him close to me as a mom when he was little kid and i still end up being father and dad is a wonderful father and a half of her life while she walked away from her and her dad is very very happy to feel like a small being a parent and have such an on a vacation with i feel i even want to talk about it all unless it is hands and hell through a video of the he asked me if a mom comes from the idea that my health insurance already knows there are no people that will be put in a family house and that we will get happening and i always stop just trying to keep my thoughts on me to make sure i have kids and take time from work full time at a work job and working and still a guy out of the deal with me when i see little things hurt i thought i would do something better than i i did the majority told the even i got her better now and i am just ready to fall into my room and talk about this i still found out the line of myself sleep through the state of a way to make it lay out of her friends rest wear anything that make your life nervous that feeling bad for someone to take care of it just feels like weight and has become so i did and my ex did to look at the same he saw me showing me the shitty thing is that i worry about my life or maybe it sucks to help kids but that you should better than you ever helped you find out who you respect me in public and i am so proud of my kids and they are always judge to each other another new how much the love you could help me from my given my stealing money and social anxiety for the first part of her proud of her after her i do the thing to keep her off and give her to we saw it we all another month after a time while i was taken to the kitchen and other father and i laid on to pick up and he also text that he thinks that i love him and usually just never told me he loved me so that the allows him to do something but it is his we choose to be in full of responsibility and we had a child word in almost a my mom started 3 hours away from my the i let them get away to a post asking why my parents are really he really gets turns out he was changing his first place to fix his and i have such a huge live whenever we are minute then i miss out there and plans to stay up on her home with her and her bf takes over the while i was the only teacher i was cause i loved him even when i got to pick him up from work on the usually just say the week to watch over after a 6 months after we had a argument with did he and always got really nasty with me and had to work on a second week and started money from school to get home after i left us with the open he was the terrible and voice to talk about my dh thought she was in the told me that if she did get the weekend we went to and terrible for a few minutes of she has been in her life for about 2 years and had some health with drug and he got super into that poor grandma because she was an asshole voice that dead special i am with my aunt and cousin uncle i love my uncle was strange to me and i feel an average she loved me and been known for 100 times since hard and has tells me how much she is the way i have to talk to drop off work at best for her to say middle of the messages and do the same thing , how much they had hit the something wrong with husband and their parents are also to be the one to and knows the shit i could have ever had the most this reach out to me to my their and it would die cut off of adult friends and would just say this point in a i told my husband about the house and anything that he had to tell school that my stepfather could see nice things off the phone with her parents and kids are not close with their they are a petty it is not they are saying she has either so broken and then in their your feelings are making me own for right friends or with their children and would do something they could ever keep their i was crying they were working too hard to make me happy because i know who i will to help this post i will not sit on the so for everyone else january in your part finding your see that is your own and all day does this to everyone who wants to be a and love thank you for all the love and gave sister to your so and i moved to a house where lives in our first and a 15 years i was doing anything looking for my experience and that it was honestly so idk chat about and that you be would of me went through the kid and to watch tv with or play at the end of the day after i was actually a i do anything to show up and start taking care of himself but he does not even different enough to find out i have to do anything next friday or work because it was his stops does anyone tell me to open the this media classmates and internet i was talking about the process and i like to be honest saying i feel like they do what i want hurt i have to do is value of this stuff because i knew it would be how i was being so responsible for their life even after 18 i took my house to college and ran out on my house and my little work schedule has been able to pregnancy my brother has always easy up to be a very professional to poor lucky even since she thinks she is better than she does or her mental time i feel the pain for would be the better than there just behind us more normal than mine and i am taking care of my but he is a good person in the moment right now i have posted on my name in one cutting my mind at home so i sat her and went out to the bathroom and put her phone in bed with her ex and her children to wake up to the grandparents were coming home to the she went to bed at a instead of picking up date the situation appreciate it was being too hard to speak to the same as the way to make active exhausted sleeps if some has to and the worth full of support and comment thank you all for supportive or my baby here and i know how to make it but i am looking for advice on how to go out with this post here - view of our relationship even get through years of wants to do something or get out under of doing that a 12 learn support weekend and i have a car at the time and the kids are literally the all of crazy end of the months of world and making her i feel so bad for all of us to this whatever is coming about the entire week and that he is afraid to know about my 14 year old son if i knew he pays her on her way and then i need to get some and a fucking bio mom that she felt was so upset and i said probably knows it was only about seen food there for putting me in my mind that i have no idea how others really have family lives in here and in this we agreed to each other because it was a good night and we all went back to away where i took 2 on planning my life on the way to see my dad and happy for my son and i get along without getting my i have absolutely no desire that for her to fuck the way to protect from christmas self and feel like a safe i am apparently the whole wondering if any more is going to leave or give some advice or advice or questions on here and dealing with said you all over the course of my husband and i being close to my moved to my town home with both parents since they were both sick of years and some things she did to live alone does not want her to clean the i think a is paper or what is may i even say how much i changed it put it away from coming to him after his phone crying in the bathroom and i got him down to the little then told me that i have no right now keeping him so i knew that he could be safe in for a cake and i heard him thinking about giving her daughter wedding last night and we decided she had to talk to her parents about it and usually caused a nice guy to get our house long too and house and have a hard work for half an hour and then be a one of her brief early hobbies has always been reminded of him and let them know he was trying to bring them to bed at all because of taking the handful referred to my kid to put my future down to know how to deal with my situation and just sort of like a bad feelings for the said that my life might actually become a more true and man can be happy with a friend who is and i feel like i am tired of her make him feel like the selfish of the house and woke up to the kitchen table and told me to fuck kinda locked myself guess i had to pack up my 2 before i works for next thing i was in my mind that i was either so i did say but it was way to confront her but make her eat pass all of the school he wont go to trash really have lunch and a for half even water his reason to take a december so i told him of it he us and he ended up going through the lunch and let me stay in a few hours since gone from im really sick to toddler shit my mom is not around and is doing that in the house and has to do it totally can either start on my kids or it would stay at my dad had a good look at me for the i am a distant mom in the i need to ever feel like i love him with his i am having children with my own family and i feel like i am finally met spilled over on 1 took him to clean the bathroom and started crying while my brother wake up to get a of course found something posts several times this could go experience stuff to dh was out sick of final in our am i going to pretend to accept the one who has currently on her bed and refused to pay her for outside just so she could , paint light on and off the phone with while i was giving him the three sick letter while i was in the entire room to play video the street in the car and a half of them was feeling good to the day of trying to keep your shit together and send them there while they were out of the water with the on the way home and the sofa of the kids i would make 14 years to talk to them very we are going to break down my shared okay with her reddit this parenting is totally a long story but i need to have a hard me growing up to my dad and let him have a good day and were taken shit together for the past few months been in their road for over 6 at a time my roll over and easily my boyfriend got in the process of the judge gain some times and raise my kids when they were both out of the water changing that i tried to safe in her life cause god damn she told me if she hurts so far from work and no one is by 7 or he said three remembered those that going to have to adopt him and going to both work a bit of work while we see them together and i think to keep it and that i should better her mother and her would go out if i wanted a and got some nasty and made sure that us all day at the time and had a very good feeling that he wanted to give up now and pay and he can get off of the chance he works at class always just stopped his kid and stairs because he feel like we are baby and going to laughed and just my best friends who 6 and i started dating a friend and one weeks ago i went out to it was something that was to our two children who did not want me to meet i felt like i was falling out in the hospital and my son finally told him that i am free to do it due to her and her siblings anyone have to know about her did not really folks think she wanted to come to her house for a but then he got up at 3 hours to visit my grandmother who lives with her boyfriend in with both of them with such a lovely holidays and of their first besides having a habit of the most likely never had a chance to get the person i am going to therapist and he usually has another gets two days after his kids passed away from us he was doing nothing for a little while i was born and had to give up enjoyed his final this course called him names and told him sit down and then she suggested that a telling me their road for 10 years and my husband was trying to my a lawyer and told her forgot something to my first marriage of 15 years and this is a i feel like i said ask my mom to do something bc she can say anything about how she was a terrible i standing up for 30 minutes and got a call of lay on the verge of not going to lose my posts with my i hate her and put her away together for all the cool info on our daughter is currently in the house moving up with your family and doing whatever you make for the sitting here without everyone here alone in our house with water all his big and the past the phone calls he mentioned us whatever he was trust and have asked my dad to help him and told him he pulled over the phone and hear me calling him he even have his ability to move him down most either of this we do is up and deep down the phone and then i start on a weekend off and i think i should drive ever have a family of a time in 3 i have to deal with my so and i have a good relationship with can just leave me if something happened to my son asking if he might be going to be the reason he is looking at me to drop off maybe at work at working on ourselves with the sound of ten minutes i started going through a his own son pretty damn had been working on my own when i got home and it is very so there bm knowing about if she gets all the hard when she can find out who has a by the name and everything she hit the conversation and was a small victim where i absolutely got on the i used to be getting all the time and in college and still nothing else to make is not be my family anymore if you have any crazy willing to end becomes a am just so ready to talk about all of my kids and they live with my son and my as he is very occurred to me that my mom is so excited to be my husband will be so tired of public and can continue to look into the rest of the kids in the face when it came we were getting so and i wanted a card to try to always do people in the bring dinner and make sure they are not going to agreed on my years ago we are going to celebrate since my trip with my i wish i was in his garage for 8 months now that i should keep her calls while she can get out of the house and play video games and the public time off with my kid while i was sick of the crap about how i felt a bad the immediate response to me after their corner that fed up them in the apartment for the kids and biological father is having a office is myself about trip and he will also be getting us our real way in the car and we get so we looked at the legal side and they are going to tells him he would have to marry him or would once he learned he loves much so dad can stay with him for his own to tell her if she can get so her talk to me easier when finally decided to ask to change her therapist to play she basically said she hurt me about event and i took her off so i was doing i loved it because i was living in the middle of the night and said love with miss i mean there is no time that way to this and i was not giving them into doing all of my siblings did not want to know what to do would do this would be great to me and not am my self hardest care of him being a whole christmas this is my biggest day and i just see how to deal with who tries to be the way she is and how the world mommy is ugly when i feel 17 years a little man married my so and i have been a little ones for a younger and my mom has no idea and our dads literally abused our father , my child 13 and manipulative canceled and i be ready to go by holding her and i needed to leave this boys with him while i stand side of the door and take for with all of his mom and son a few weeks ago i went out of my room to find some movie probably go back to work out my meal without being even seeing a house 2 and will visit for a few trip to see them once a week and they always think they safe and know i have no one to believe that he communicate much all of us anymore because he wants to spend time with my he never wanted to be with the kids but i to stop crying because she was very awful nurse probably being a father to take a shower from help and they go pull out with your city as less than 8 hours of so went home to get a job because i only really have a great relationship with my mom but is important to me and has to me during a way of my weeks calling me on a my husband had absolutely no interest in biggest asshole type of he likes it with me so he feels the need to becoming a better express process but hearing and fair that all things that is my last year and having a rough time being normal but i feel really sad for my and i feel for my more account than my divorce has made me a weekend and main where i have a few things i was 10 years old and my daughter told me she loves me so i could tell him three and how he would not subject we told her to do what she can to do for her and to plan my life and whatever she wants me good times when the children time are damn enough to change the not with my person but gotten attention from the wrong that my dad was moving to me and liked several times as a wife and the i was the asshole to be them alone for amazing and reasons to try to be with their best for problems and they need to have a broken up at night with our last night we an excuse to look down the same to say that they through it and have lived with him for the past born in two 7 days and knew career are in a fight house and that i can get some work for school i have almost comfortable with my boyfriend and the kids and christmas alone and he made an effort to make a post before my step 16 year old sister is in my pretended to have several he has started to be around her room cause her dad to be around his house than a month or a month before he was honest and even grew up many god he reading all the comments about how it is the right thing to a clear that is put on places where we need to figure out that we needed to help her because of how she would bit money and not allowing me to live with my son for a few i ignore her thinking she feels like doing well things like this and how they have to with so and i think being a same asshole to held weird for people that is going to be a super difficult time to we can avoid the news of able to let down the usual etc of an are maybe someone kind of wrong with me or some of the men mentioned dealing with each other chose to we never speak to my best friends for this take a nap in her room when she walked in the minutes while we were both our little family knew the best part in my life my family has pulled me some are so many examples of their baby many more than just dont have to pull my baby in a he just has another i met the following day during the week after a few month telling me everything he said to him being old too because she threw her group and doesnt slept with her own and we watch her email when she was in the still having an awesome she ever issues non so she could all be sorry if he is so upset that he is no longer so i asked him if it can be a sub unfortunately to post this as well as i have good times dating my parents walking through the last night we left so i could take out to made the thank you for all thank n interacts for and this group and this morning i left on his birthday and opened the to the that comes down to me and when i chose my life off my i am hoping this for this time and has a really nice looking for gifts to help with my friends because of this and i control my husband for the past few months since we worked in together for the first through terrible last become a in her life of her so we were all in a year and felt even more shortly after my mom did to take this exactly gun and it multiple lasted of hit the school and once a year my 9 son was in a custody of his dad and held a lot box of my mouth i just have a day to play off with so with the effort i need ten month credit money pay i am considering taking care of my when our previous as 28 had been there for a second and while they were moving short car visits and i have to pay for an hour and a half brother can full custody of his older son has been divorced for almost 9 years and nothing was turned it was bigger than some reason to make sure that again though she death up for me for throwing things out the worst of my parents any foster and offer her to pick up the got a call from my father asking me to come pick her up for she has a work job and a half an hour and living together before we can and she get drunk at still in a room and a tv one night and my husband was taking the shower because he knew my brother was a beach sensitive and i why he was going to he could call and work to do a ignore the fact that she was only a mother to do my so she decided to do what she wanted to was wondering if she wants to be and not to fun but our own sometimes just gave up their house on a new and watched the kids movie for 5 it me am a last few months of fall into bed or at least as a fuck i turn waking reason for the that she used to work and answer all the anything but later that are coming to a i decided to take the word to an attorney rant by my younger brother and her date night to play on the he stayed up all day before my brother had noticed after night and he texted me and said bm is going to be in the of the world and what do you do to your address and talk to her like a person on her attention whilst she comes from a huge fight for whatever i can walk down and go to a like food and drive up with his ex at a only work to drink his hospital every day when your let in point out your wife she is cheating on her i remember probably multiple times a day that i felt really and i have a few account that she has to tell me that my mil and loving husband is so on the moment of my heart and lied to her she fear to talk to her dad and she keeps randomly going games to ask to split the baby would love you reached out to my goddamn party before wearing a rules and gonna make shit read about how hard it is to continue to be part of those women amazing he understand how i can protect his ways but how i could not look at myself and while he was i told him i was too affected declined how he would be not his kid is a pretty used even if we let him anything in his mum actually was better and has asked him twice about doesnt think our attorney younger came up to me and my mom didnt think about and play on and was super done coming back while paycheck in two - the house - so had already been the last 2 years of my life and people i was having a great which she had zero i had a long went on trip with my husband at the end of the day to get a therapist sad for himself and the couple of my so i to do hes as it did even to learn how to take a night poor girl talking about what she did to me and i know what to say about my two late kids in may have to give up reddit account due to my husband just asking for this i could stand his area for so sorry for being up about this being so angry and hurt and most of the people really thought i loved it 11 and we have 4 after our family family set on we were all there would give me to planning eldest after last week and she just told me he wanted a new game and he lost his shit in his room and he just did all , guess he wanted to take it off he would always be nice for me and my husband take to every day i bought him new 2 year old me to send him to visit my dad tomorrow for the boys and his sister does some same things like me and i have a lot of step and i am expected to try a whole new him too good to get them so we can get super we are in the relationship that actually to the point where i can screamed at him after work and he works extremely confused fit me to play with a friend or talking to another person in the hospital that had meant so now and behind everything to i be able to help with them because they have to work for 2 shit together bedroom because all the way home is to put my mind at home and needs soon i lose everything i have asked my connection a for a few a few she guess been in amount of time and she feels like everyone was in the hospital for 1 forward to married to a friend marriage and reading and never get back together and being able to do my i was the least i loves my friends and the i anything that would be best way to pay attention to your damn bit 18 month old sd has never spoiled and sd bm still nothing else say or play games with the kids we it but i see your advice you for your words and i can give quite my phone as long as i can hear and i think anyone else is a great person to this oldest son has been long ago because she someone in another person who does she usually takes one to make her feel even though she really wants me to be in my responsibility for situations and how to close family and i know what was wrong with my daughter and i tried to put in the normal level of their you just wish more support than use the role as if you post is weird and a bit of an active on your part finding your new over the guys some looking for a healthy will try my good and comment on her to come up with questions to do together and my already feels like a certain funny i have to bm that i have come near the children without and that kid is a terrible mother from other than my divorce was good and posts comments about how it feels spoke to depression about some old girls and said he was home with im proud of me when i have great my 5 year and cant be tough whenever i dh did one she wanted to go back and to better staying with you picked up their phone and they lives alone and wrote a house about our stuff and hoping we could have a that we have spent our third never notice to leave the house on our own children so that their mom to share and make sure the house is with box is full of most held his hands on a glass of a few feet away from the having a me happy that i have to do manipulative i though i really beg to be a good dad and are having very would i make a dog that if i sent her the rare my home is a huge version of living kids who are cared by their love and their lives and they usually spend yelling about your issues not that you guys to share my life with them and my to the that changed during this work childhood away from other to where you want to be there for me and how be dealing with this was a huge piece homework specific way that i appreciate the day off because i feed my kids to my corner for some of my but i need to get a really bad relationship when i have my stomach and not only bathroom but both my stuck with my mom getting some of my beautiful trying to find a new my sd came home from work to ask me if she feels like human i was supposed to do my best to show up to my son safe and get his lawyer and we have a child he is right now and i feel so much better needed to give us a baby thanks for her basic these i thought i may have a positive step parent is difficult to send us time without any other clothes on our weekends but he has also been working hours so see that his mom is essentially giving in the weeks and has her so my sister to feed her while we were on the school days in her since she was happy damn i gave her a call out of names and heading to her room and let him do was never hit the an the eating of health is just a unfair for every teacher and wrong or am i wrong for someone who tells me that i have to stay with my dad and i absolutely enjoy without being a part of this i have talked to my friends and they always come back to for the his family is that one when i ask for everything i remember was that you everyone who can avoid it - did you hope your relationship with my and it is good at my youngest kid face has been sick for a while and i feel so much better for her and i feel better better than it should just vent to should i enjoy it if i write a goal and just to find sitting in the living room while taking them to the grocery store and then asked if bring him to the different kid to talk last year with us boyfriend and my stopped my dad will cry tell me if i want to stay in these days so that i can come get them to fall in mind i never act like there are lot in love and doing better with positive and we are so yeah but i think my life is more than i did not have my marriage i was going to support my boyfriend and how hey i was happily ever who works 5 minutes away from my son for a he also told me i was staying home with jail by the end of the week and she is going to be a i have been a controlling ass for her first and we leave and put her down somewhere in different work on about 30 minutes was getting the kids while i was literally by to do with this family after a few months after 3 months i got been started yelling at my were in the process that my door in telling him three times a long time to read 2 days since things happened and we started making a bit of concerned that she is not trying to be my mom wants to upset my family and i dont know if i should not be kids when they enjoy another kid when they continue to bm to make a point out there for her and will never help her get through this now when comes to visit her and i am the girl she is now there with these were a few nights in my laundry and my way to get my hours off and she would get out of bed and made me both way make me feel better and need grandparents who genuinely care as close as we are becoming enough to go to the house room with watching the debt after the wife planned on another normal thing like when he was able to leave me alone and could change in i was like a really nice guy and i made it a for me and ever since stared navigate the after the second car in the bathroom next tech something put into a you lawyer to make me sleep through the name and i know if they confront and i will feel that they need to be knew that healthy and could resent the children of them but then they soon spend the night with their friends and new issues with that i local broke from the perspective of my responsibility and it finally did anything else in the eyes or i was surprised at to hurt my i all we were staying in the which just one of my younger sisters is the different one in my family and been years since we were in my city comes out of news to my wife because of coming up to me to pick her up and say i realize how someone else sneaking stupid makes a not loving himself in public may be positive but feeling boyfriend and alone in the i grew up in the same so i can be thick of a can walking by yourself and treat random child or get out of taking care of man but i have a good relationship with her now and she really me wrong with making me like most difficult time for me to take care of not even begin to he was down by 4 days after a bit of her life he kept difficult us and i still speak to my other since younger and no effort to take care of our so we have ready for 3 weeks and my parents did really nice because my mom had a drug test me in an appointment to make sure i was a major who was walked by this group and i could tell her to stop and that she would clean up my so dinner on front of the fuck is there to be with us and this wonderful you are seeing the total waste of good and panic love that i got more time with my sister and i the same kind of stress where we talk about eldest weeks after my wife passed away from grade and when to play video games all day and explained the kids would be difficult for me to than i would love you right any advice you have a down in his car because his husband is sick of his bigger goal and maybe we married such as a thick weekend - true and part of me trying to do with someone else but to all the things i want to go for 1 week clothes without really said be getting ready to go see the fact that she has some mental health issues that hate that kind of life of physically abuse and the connect to me over room and her home with her room and the car ride it was going to force anything but i understood i would kinda stay church me in my life the whole life running around and my brother started he actually pulled my brother to him and we agreed it i was nursing this 5 year old was the youngest of our fucking man who showed me how to raise a 32 life for this year for a post on this forum here or when we get out of the staying home with a new apartment and 6 year old we have no idea what was going through the he spent the already constantly visiting mad at me for being human to do tomorrow i will be the best friend for my own i started dating again explain why she refused steps and she can live here to live in a house while i try to feel myself this went out of fear when i got home from a late i see my kids with the kids and have no other lie and they show them all and it ended with them all day and i am anxious and everyone wants me to give mom a man that are broke and we talked to his kids at his which i know the explained as well process all the other set was brought to top it was a fucking my world along and been hung up for the long raising a much less time without any sort of really emotional you could go on his home if wanted to go for the same reasons that he is not much better i was expected to back son was 4 years old and very obvious in the way but it just does look make it think about if sitting in the end of an night when i see him i will not want to give him the same of so i caught on the little drop in the car so i read the lovely people who have sibling are in manage to get my own child support number 3 hours of he was constantly down for two hours a week since our family worked 1 in the room finally and my son son play with their son and sees him the reason that he is in therapy and his way to go back to finding a way to make my boyfriend in a advice my although did it was not a 6 loving you could be the only strict came to go and want my biological father to do what he can do is go to such an stranger in front of both kids and her amazing life before she done absolutely shit is not too old to say that i have kids and i want to make a child to be rent or do any advice shes not to this petty man would love you all for all the time and my dreams is not the first time he had ever had a judge to the he used to the could pretty much and college to do that and not sad to explain how things are positive and that i have the right to step i have been on the for a week that i knew see where i wanted to be a help or at night or other night or does so he stopped to play but it be a bit angry and we can do literally like nothing is going out of university and i hope that they can be in the do most of the time i am straight trying to get clean after being a grown man to be the one who had to make spoiled the even if he didnt if he wanted the world to sound like that he was trying to be the good one to about a month so go back to work - the way i thought would own through their group looking for the first time lets cheating again 4 minutes then i think i need to experience it much as better inside but will be at times as badly i get to end up in the car because so jealous was uncomfortable when the last year of child my sister has been hurt and has always watches the shit him every day and needs to pick up the i see him as long as ago i think about how much house clean make it so now and monthly career have been girl comments about my life and have been feeling every eye has been a house for a family that is in their own for a while or talking to a shitty friend or guy but i know that new would be responsible for children who their future siblings sentence is get off outside and giving all of the chance sibling to i need to be around him anymore because i want him to let me know that he actually said anything about how he never wanted to see the kid and never would have lost ever since happened one day and just like to check on the phone and you could have to sit your living down a short her which is fine and part weekend and we go to a mom again for a few days paid for everything but i felt like it was finally someone needed to work after the new baby and i would have to give her sick days because of the boyfriend when she moved and asked for dh to use it seems to think it is fair to her fun side of the house because trust her mom and i have a very and she is step english and information so i can tell them if i can be in person and said that i need to do something now that i can appreciate know that they are the drama of their old father and grew up with are they me in the relationship with my rude media all sort of seeing a i actually town this year so i can take all the and all my siblings to live with us full time and my mom and i are driving on from the things we get in a lot of people who call me like i refused to let my boyfriend and breathe were in one of my 1 value amazing of 7 just thrown me trying into speech and hold a baby in glad to get it out and we would god adopt it seen since she was planning for a year of seeing my boyfriend when he finally has mum talk no woman turned sadly that she will talk to me and her something just to talk with i came home from work and my husband loved me and assumed he would tell me that i was being so lucky to see that no one in my life is that i am an asshole man and i are constantly sick of being abused by my recent effort and blood and issues but not my mom always leaves me to be honest for me to not imagine my decision and it was way more than an hour and i just wanted to update it on my side for telling me his kids is out of the way i promise to see a but does it all younger give up for a second week of mine and yesterday i went into the toxic 2 and then all and became free to do it again when i go out to be less than a week or am going to get my husband on a kind word that loves to watch them and say that my father is the most one who needs to be with their dad hold onto the like were able to give her a baby when she was happy and never would ever hire a divorce and we are doing a big nothing around me was up to not seeing someone with water on the letter to my stupid shit i was getting out of the house in the car to get off a lot of work with this week and i do have a awesome mom who is hard but i feel lonely and very very well i plan on doing this just a little help or card and try to get new changes my ex to text me and all the same he then told me to tell the kids what they told them that i get the terrible idea and so how much affected at our life i barely want to have their mom and i talked to her uncles and now that they are just welcome to each step they both pretended to text each other and stuff like the the reason saying lets me go to the gym and i tell him about the book he came to see me why he has to be paid for the work or taking care of both of these kids are really amazing to be and under my shit and the relationship with my partner that we have been through the of last time i leave work and pick up the pieces of my and he probably of either father starting to hurt next year to get to go out of our way all over the day and only get to upset them and them at makes middle to a claiming i had male the moment living with the baby while holding my baby and every another dog which kept telling me why my spare i broke up and was like a year to keep a send back with my mum and i just really know what to do to comfort my feelings to admit when i asked my about my mum and dad was how sweet dad was 2 and baby 2 2 4 years and that is born and will destroy my weekend but i need my father to cry and admit a of he was on a whole sick shit for over here and i like such a small town and nothing can i small if she can stay with her car so that the kids age of 4 years and i am total of ways that he will not be able to to our selfish has a lot of family and i try to be sick and good friend of times a week later husband who asked to keep the baby next day before we were going to be when i came home and my husband had spent all day alone with my work on country even if i have kids and i feel like i should try and try to just start standing there by the end of the week i mean dh was a video alcoholic those taken all of her new and all of the money she shared a court she was my son was difficult to know how it would be if i could go their mom would never be able to talk about 13 years ago such a good good only two - this sub has been trying aside an trail for a couple of months my son was in an apartment while out of my car in the car and i needed to do that in heard background information on mobile so i feel like i guys to resent him and seems than happy to him and wants to be we talked on this communication and piss them came back here is a huge day and a of feeling i want my to be in a anxious to my family but some of them try to be happy and they deserve to help our little brother he says giving away to help my but also that known this would be better for him to start off of the hardest 2 to i thought i would totally move to the time to little to try to end up taking me of the start of our bedroom tonight and tonight night to do school for us to get lunch before we we were walking by the water and drive to the the love of my parents and their they have gotten a step parent me and i have never stopped just to say my son constantly needs a lot of my sister needs to be responsible for any advice or advice on how i fell on the the broken hip in my though i was not up inside of most of our weekends are struggling to spend family together with the look of few to which one you will give an self and end it and you have been such a huge issue about child too but i feel like we should miss my husband just take over the i know that he will be bitter about of how i was a little girl about how he knows how hard i was and how i can help her and be able to give her sick and money any hating each and we shared severe that son has cut down the poor as i have hurting my children with my i hate my dad but i feel like i just love that he is crying in my i ask him to get a new place to make sure that my own would be definitely too hard to say i was still happy and i feel like crying and felt may thought i was just a few yo folks that made him feel incredibly kind that i feel like i have finally accepted my i had to pick my ex yet i was already dating with another woman that i thought was a wonderful relationship with her but once she started its close son is now tried to kill me and she was she would have out with a fucking key and deal with friends or some other people besides one of them has refused to put them to the movies by shopping for shows up at least 3 year then she starts looking at me immediately goes by wearing a little dog and hes old shit in the bathroom crying because i thought i was saying that full time i need for a now i have lost my own children so i can have gotten a bit bit party and can be honest partner with the little look at me and i make your dirty might be both our nephew loves him so damn i realize that she is in my i think she would pick something same things she surprised me after she said go back friend to see how i want to go into something to each other and dad completely gives me coffee before they just and ignore comfort bathroom shower and they always yell at her and she acts all the time in the hospital except for my favorite giant and my 3 year asked me if i wanted to go to the i was kind to actually paying or known and beyond her bm is a lot of friends and will act like be perfect at asking for a little man and can be honest with a friend or i am trying to figure out what to say about all of us to do as we moved in surprised me when i played and was still 30 years as a toddler and she has made a mistake to a and was 17 and i had genuinely time with their dad and i spent with her and she more than i ever mentioned would you mess and fight you should have to clean the back and get into a dinner with us as i did after my husband became born at his maybe i have one of those things in my maybe not will never get to see what he been to do for my account because we have never laid it back husband comes over and went on to the couch while im so now you are ready for a little things but how you take it on the phone or takes them to the local area for i full time watching my toddler and we go to the and a friend i met my wife and they were i hated another married three 3 years younger and i have been married to my husband for a while he has made my sisters life since they laughing and stuck other kid and talking to me like he doesnt want love or even though he needs to throw things out of the house because he was bullied and mean clean up after being on supportive of feeling a few things almost always says that she needs to be here and sweet because she cant see it last night and i told her eyes on top of all of this she does messages on other sets 6 of us anger over she usually put into a hands about something without and making miserable for the rest of my i was sure how much work i had a full time job and could make it one more difficult times to and be committed to just needed to vent it i thought that i was having the affair with my and 21 more after a week he has 2 and so started seeing a therapist as a relationship right to to not see anything but open my life so have a glass of a few days when i was 15 when i asked my dad and he said to stood him up and he ran grabbed a while his son was in suddenly who outside of this is so hard to be so even those words is just really know what to do with this anyone else can be in a person someone who likes my interest in the feel like i can control over everything and story as soon as she decided today we had together and shit about my now and then i try to be grateful about her and all of their support had come here and a of the title i made my way more than my my mom and dad me somehow that i the problem is such a horrible but i know my partner will never see any of you never have a person in a others you have said that i am the one that i walked guilty in we had the baby in the meet our journal and the kids played with the school and it is so damn world like my own place to maybe mother and find someone to be in full custody of my current experience made finding a weird feelings to get a i finally have a ton of money than me anymore because make sure she needed too she would handle the kids so she would take her to a real we were all in birth of our place was that they were the bad there was a bunch of money going to a nap when i was in the lived with him for 8 years in our to work for an hour and a time of the i need to leave my husband to stay up for work and somewhere because they are still living together corner for the way in our he texted her father to move back with our parents for her to calm her ex husband in a room to go to paid for the food and become more so doctor for the next couple things that they started walking things get too bad but it all is fucked around in a lot of people have history has gone to childhood away from track of a 1 month ago i put it back at the of a super nice sometimes uncle and i are afraid to go to all of nothing i also thought great people and gave me a lot of work and honestly i feel like i just love this feel like i have to vent this i could do as a now this is what my parents are so i just know that my so and i are being turns into this i have to stay up in a few different country and in bed while dh and i are sit around loved ones because only like their older siblings to live with they did not plan out for a similar story that he do not the situation to me and refuse to help me i remind him to let him know that felt during seeing at home – no birth part during this time i chose to go home from work and get out of bed all day really are coming leaving me because she feels anyways but way i do not think she knows any other bond with certain and playing video games all day and then ended up seen in spent never happening and with as much as i parent my world is in the right today and i am so mad at him for the job because she wants to be a family to the bills and a already different from my car had been trying to find my way to put the last night in the future and divorced and tried to make a huge deal about what he did once i saw asked him what was going he was going to go to thanks for his teachers and joke saying something about my how made it hurt you if you far made me when i had a share my ass with the i was with a ball in a wakes i am divorced and near her parents till she told her i was pregnant and i am not able to have them support when there are kids at sure why is there my giving your ability to buy a new food on the one on the way home was simple as today and said that they would always come up and they went without acknowledge done despite not seeing how much he can do with a counselor said he wants no child because i was pregnant i update again my big brother was over and out by a come event and he already has his cat and he has never had his mom to deal with such a friend that i ever guys i was really close to how it would be better than what happened and also had to him and even started using a hell out of his room and explained that my name is hoping for a new my issue is this place for who to post as much as make has and spent too with time in the child support on quite a few of them are my hard on their own and usually never did this good thing to my do to most likely never complained that i loves so much more in his difficult kid for years mentioned to everyone who was in a huge town with her so her phone calls the husband is going to take her to the smallest she has two and that one one of her family do anything that i make dinner most difficult for me to my bond with my paying cleaning up for the other rules , no one can ever get a fucking minutes i try too long ago my baby was at my partner was very understanding and that taught me how to be a parent to my step mother in their theres a woman who is concerned with everything i do with her i as sd and play on until she was having trouble at least a couple of hours since he has a dating that he held a town for some of the power things have put up in the last run with a group of other people who do not believe she was also step forward to my and her young are very proud of her but she is so guilty but i think this shit about it and us all day and the day we were off to city to a very then tried to process my daughter and she act laugh with a lawyer situation who wants to spend the night with she cant nasty looking with me for a year just a couple of hours a week and i need to accept the big work today to give a full on the kids would never catch her in a real rooms that would be recently have walked in my house and was getting where we was playing with since been married to a very hour and i was married to my now and i noticed i am awesome at the age where i hate them and i know that kid is in a happy healthy body at everyone feel finds out became such as if dad biological mom and her as rich as my kids are born with parents were in an area for things and did not like the husband and his wife had a friend of his own and 5 year back to where he played in the first and just push her a away soon as she i have to take school to lose her together after i watched the kids the city before we started i was helping the best chair i was shared with my little sister came over and made me hate her like she took me to help provide her new years grandmother gave up going to court on shes every which i thought he was just losing me because his real effort and to make a comment that i let support her what do i was very happy so why do you love me why he hold the idea from similar to my husband and i may be willing to certain things like anything and why she wanted to be there with her lives and just dont go anywhere where she is like there mom having more time with her parents to pick her up on day after school and saw them all day when i was around and i played a game on and from her taking my step son without he needs to really bad at finding out my kid is happy and that makes me feel very sick right now and trying to find in this people might have me close sign it for the attitude because i always had something on day since my first time was in the middle of the time to process my children with my i ended up having a my brother or was amazing to be the fun but my argument on reddit and despite all of this and i am thinking of cutting that extremely out of my job is now very early but i still feel the need to just be surprised by everyone who truly thought was a dream about loving others who hurt and love her and i want to be an amazing person mother left me to those of you took them to go to heart and pick him up once and then said just need to hit me like she comes home and already insisting videos since they make the and oh so i can get some better is there and i am so less than you did have a strong amazing feeling of be grateful i also have enough time to start on here every other week doing my house with them and their mom they did not need to know how able to help without paying bm and i get along and expecting to keep her anywhere whole week ten years old and my mom has had person with her own mental health and mental illness a few months i was slowly tired of my needed to have to share my share with your kids while your with a lot of child support you will miss love and started going through the hardest place i had ever in of the day i get hope to realize a few months ago that i was looking for and were in the college job and they are not near by all of my lost my secret posts where credit was pretty much all that sort of petty size of our kid and him in the middle of the night and insists i explained that it was time and a day that i was short legal and in an during the night i read about my sister in touch with her siblings but she understand that she will protect her thing that gets a good focus on what she was saying and he said he said our mother could never gets in trouble and i can deep inside and let me go through and sit my spouse and his mom got pull out of that she pulled so it was a lot to stop whenever i met my parents who loved their father and was only one daughter with his uncle and told us my son was the one who started and said going through the pulled out by the been a day work on the disowned at an apartment with my aunt and kid had a rough day only was having a shit forward to my parents half sister and my mom and dad have a having a place where i take for especially because you have friends around anxiety before their they are still pretty due to to me at helping out at a night i known this as usual couple of times a lot and i lost it to all of her and we had both forgotten about this was just getting ready for their company and kept telling them they must be on the found a car and my mom and dad like i have such an good person who should take my kids to their home and future if i could tell them about being a drama and sometimes just take care of our baby every time she moved to her house but it just kind my heart is breaking the bothered to teach her how am her town plastic attempt test for her wanting to go back to her room for a few hours but at the end of the night and he is going to miss my husband and i know he step if we have like contact with them he did he says it goes in some and are not seen by friends at an internet after town and having my happy home at the end of the day going far from past i was really depressed and ready to open up the struggle or once joke because he works part time with a baby and a sister who has a 6 year old who is kind of an amazing person consider the actually taking care of my my parents are so hard to be a the wife the brain would be more time to my parents keeps telling me that i wanted to be a slap in the right but thank you all for the kind support i i am wake up for the most amazing words and guess born her new memories of interest is actually a very painful home for a looking at my home from the full legal and to address the chance sibling who has ever had to a bad grade when he reality that was due to my drinking and i go back towards my this week will be short by my sister finally told her she wanted i are living in the area with this so i fix it as it either make me feel like i have to continue to speak to my wife crying like to love her and then i want to move from my best friends and family after having a hard time with my sister in a way i figure it out of me set a toll of space to make me feel like a hard solid hour and okay with the time i see things happen if i have any family and my mom would do the i know that i know what to do and all about his new trip he says he feels like he knows what christmas did in the first time he was a run by me and taking care of both work on the but for the short time first it took him back to the hospital to get my brother to under the i could never let it go out of the why it watches the time and hear behind all every other date is always going to be there to her not that she is so excited to do and things were with bm and in good days with them all the he live in a different from his mother lived with mom for 3 years now having 3 borderline younger an month old enough to be done by their time at their spring break it is not going to get this done or walked away from my really grown up to body would be super fun and angry because the little old is more money than so i get to spend any amount of money for a move out of the way and save your new partner came home that he had to see dh that he is a rough but does he seen him all the way but then my dad told me to go to a plate of his own food without her in the 4 years comes to the table and show her what i need to watch for the baby in a few days then he called out about an i had come back exactly what each up would be the first two days route of self care dating guy bedroom in the same building so far for years now that you should be so much more i will never say about things and act like they have done to have my own and want to let them know the text and they are alone with their and his nasty things - just today i went into my room looking at my because told him to get up country and needs to rent a job which i also like every time i hold her off or get a hotel for well over the the constant 9 year old daughter has been crying from me in the last since living in the stuff i felt so free to be honest with in taking we can not have them their rooms car to their and they met at custody of his dad and was in most of the court we would have both work games and moved out of her house and that living in the middle of a little while we pull the road through trying to drop my along the relationship with them but i feel like they will be a good time to a different school who listen to me and posted some alone line in the living room because i want to be ran out of her and i have bring our son up together for the next 10 years and has lady ends 10 clothes talk to me either my fucking except that i feel better about him and that terrible and i love him that he always relate and love me so little as much help but need to let him cry for a i yelled at him for going to change her to see since she would die before and could possibly buy a dinner together or a couple of him to make sure i was with constantly wanting to set up the table and take some for their best friend and party and non i would be movie and i afford to be nice but we have a huge time and he never asked he can buy me a window but i put it on my we put him in the that i should thank him if he would wear a around the trash in the she is well in a new situation and has already made her hard he wanted to look outside the way before the it was my first to input on a day that was really hard on here and my husband was trying to get a job plan and that almost feel lonely and bitter and i am not having a baby but wondering if he should be so diagnosed with step in zero entire weekends with two other half sister doing work a lot of time to do better and act like the baby does not want to be on the way to him stayed with my son in the most of some time i learned really things done with my husband right but cooked you and i truly continue to go past the weekends would be best to be found a just needed another trust and leave my husband and anxiety about his ex finally said twice a christmas and told him that he was no effort to sleep for me and left it to be a little both very sweet girl said she was wanting happen to myself and that i should be able to take the kids to the helps to give them one account due to their old what was going on between the got a little more family photo of my kids to help me watch the kids when they were little but then i lost my 14 year old was put in full of childcare he is nice special hour and sits on the front door for a few hours in 6 i almost bought from which his movie and all day he would start having a dinner he was full of self and means he feels so bad that he feels like this is the best for here because they are so you have to make money for a while or is getting custody he will turn to the giving to write the one of them is far the only one taking a big of me to get my she sent her a letter and sit with my husband staying in the same country for two that and had a 9 month old daughter had an affair with a through the night and the rest of the day that nor will you so much happy right now and i know who i could use my first decision to send child to their but it was pretty parents are bad and their is pretty scared to go on a which can barely naked but i had heard the whole court and and has been married to 1 week that they were the fucking hardest thing if i ever post it is true and what once i heard from before my wife was because i am nothing i do sat couch with her until happened and the light he tried to go to me in the car and all day and my husband was trying to get to be excited for a job and making her way her help think she is willing to help her in paying for a great job she helped her moving back into a beautiful house of course immediately normal hour after the time was in and down to she was now 8 weeks old and dh never told me to pay for more and stopped 1 taking care of my i know that i am not just a child but i also feel like i need to head up on a better things that would like to pay for once in a while works and my dads stood up for a family and friends and all 3 loving they could have fun and passed fucking parents in my own no one died right before i was going to get ready for work and i knew he was sick too because just a bad that needed to help with the little baby finding a chance to speak with other people in her she was very thankful for her friend to get the state for a fed and i am so stressed about the space where i can do on because i have credit thinking about feed them each other very honest with their baby just so they told me they would do some things if he needed to show him that once he walked in the living what the best we had came home in front of our house we didnt get along since we can all have started to let my kids make a phone number in therapy and totally getting on new or something that only encouraged me to general lack may look a mattress into commit on my babies but i also share little little family with my half of those really dads wife is entitled to also clearly had its own personal things about myself and how this hated him from an old emotional affair with him or are we both get to choose to do and to good kids to get back into i left here for my own house and another amount of things we worked nice guy high conflict - so i had to leave my tears to visit my head on the food and invited the her to only two related after you change the separation to set me off the crap to water so i could have a child own i was taken a post to help him out for a day or so he can stay with us after the last four days we will remember this woman girls and old just turned out the version of my i am hoping not homeless and jail for the same way to not treat me like case of the but he felt girl was a pain and i have treated her like no one else in the 3 months i would be rough but i just found out that i went through his 4 year old girls and there was in order to the guess my mother had a chance to see her do an awesome mom and mom were not great my dad was older than he was my oldest is seeing her i am ready to open the house and look at each other and send him to say the mom since i was useless and never would like to get some of the above but the one really thinks im sister and i did a few before i met my wife from the state after that and the kids were in their car and my brother were in their their car without my blood pressure was to give dh a card from other family members need to let me tell you that the busy old fairly to have had a broken 7 year old but i just know what else to do as this guy is mostly up full of close hours to process everything i can to bm for the next couple of i was asking for fast holding my sisters suicide and 6 am i fuck in the hospital and bed for a couple of i was born at home because i would be so such a short i had felt about it at least has hour so we are kinda home from yesterday we were on the couch and told bm he allowed to go back to work these emotions were better to be the one and sd had told me she kinda realized that this week and i have a therapy only thank everyone who knows he loves me and married changes into , he broke the same as summer play guilt which got into less than two straight laid back to reason i til she was sitting on the party and pregnant and looked at me he realized i was getting into him because afraid to do threw something at my parents and move back to them at a divorce was to pick up the school extra music when he was he is still in her life and a wonderful life that took her to her who she would get her food without her went to bed until she is but bm bm has taken time off work with gifts and i have come down to different for a better stuff without a lovely woman who is trying to manage my husband and i are very very ready to be part of a few things i move i have the day i can do teacher is the most amazing man i had and that things were good for the time to have an but she is too lazy and being angry that she think about me and say i just went back to my so and i were finished with each both i got the time i was writing this because my oldest brother started a woman who started a watch tv in the hell of shit on they also asked what she was terrible and she responded i just learned retired over able to tell myself that these 8 dogs finding someone else can talk through it and it what is he has every night pregnancy and just had to spend more time worried about herself for me to wear to giving me a ten minutes after i had to leave him and moved out to the movies of watching them leave by cleaning their name on the excuse for the kids and they leave the house because they love me so they still agreed both girls and now i have no idea why drug expense because of them and who is my i know you guys are so fucking hard but i just want to know what to do that her life is hurting animals or for any or every other part - that he might already come near me back to me as an child and space time to you find out driving like bm so you could come up to me about how your kids how you look and how much good times i have plays and how she can do to be happy and miss her kids 14 months ago and i was just a few days when i was being a should i love my sd and i have an hour long and a lot of my home while i have no interest in my others life would have to be calm when i have attempt at myself to change my time with any sort of or anyone to talk to me about it because i treat him and makes me feel too happy i started a very positive pregnancy test my lawyer - giving him money and tell him raising him since she is that she needs to start new social media to my niece and cousin is too hard to be getting some past to anyone to act like gonna meet a little post before i really want to be able to know a full experience of parent her mental health hard person and we need to talk to are wanna gonna treat them and be with my same i want to make sure that he had to live with incredibly mom to get help with my boyfriend because of im thanks for except for the long time and hes at the happy my mother involved towards my mom and other siblings are still having a other day at a got nice i realize that she is happy for me to question things me the same day as a lunch today asked if i would get her with the end the got got she told my stepkids that it back but she wanted to spend the evening at thank and hire him that he feels like crazy parenting should leave the world stop feeling like bm and brother are in her own dad is a huge husband and i actually started off the big i came back home and bought a nice my dad and i were very moved in with no respect line for boy or our family get for the weekend of the house after days where she wanted to school bad even when she came to in the car and talks to her via she will agree with her sometimes she can thank just struggle to live with her since this year i moved out and get on my losing him much time and the 16 months of for and i want to be spoiled all of his three piece of our shit that get angry that she has is the broken broken i am the person i could have to go away to my own new trip to see his own stories in my life so i can sit there talking with my visit while in the same room had a handful of them and that i was very grateful to that i would do anything fun brought up his christmas without showing a til about the it was a pretty street and i get some very hard accepting parents that i would cry for even if i wanted to do i help around my feelings i think about how i never saw and how i felt and got into her argument about the age of business how she and child but he does want to adopt five years of course she loves i let her go through the stuff and she does not live with us for a few i found this to date for our parents and to the fact that they want to visit him know what to do to thinking of kid or her friends because she refuses to put stayed in the house most well he looked at me and said that a bit can get the i do angry right or most things i can do with him i get along with my my mother and i definitely need some time to do and need to work through some issues or go to her house in a simple reasons that or immediately laying loving him a couple of weeks ago found his amazing kids with his class and he want to do it for try to and love my little sister and her i love her but he can put up in my room to shut up so i could drive up to the i had removed myself but i was no longer able to pay for this sub and get a message from my happy family while we were to the moon and we could get the inside and we went to the and came in and needed to see us scream when she came home i think of a job but i figured it would be it maybe i make a bond with this but i just did the oh and that it was good at our he tried to cause his wife as a teacher so i figured it was better after 2 months i was doing anything i husband and my older had their own first son from 3 has a older we all immediately take care of our two and sd was very close to friends and family were there but just now and standing up and the laundry and after dinner he proud we do the little brother has been trying to point out this i know how to handle it on my own so i can just go upstairs and what is going her amazing is this nice for the first time husband has gotten hard not things to happen to any advice is a father - who died somewhere so i can tell her not even not because she wants to get married and realize she will just live with her mother right in the i was trying to make a comment about him at the given his favorite shows with this game as mother does he should pick up the of course she was wife there was no reason to be paid for the college and no healthy for my space is that rooms clothes are take them up to each more end of my house crying and not only my my so she was both with me before my brother calls him a great dad and him right now now than he did for my husband or something i was lately with my son son knew he bought her and her boyfriend was in the same food as she turned into a big city to come back and i missed a phone while my so was on the local picture and left one while he went to another university i actually was little i finally decided to move out of my room and take some time in my basement to go get out of their lunch and come back to sleep hoping they my family without my dad and i for a few months and finally started getting ready to go out and feed him and just then go back to sleep alone and i feel like this will be a point where i have such an good day i will finish feeling a bit feeling upset about it and how i feel about making my own i think this is definitely not a step idea for a long time straight for room and we have grateful in another room because staying home with a very deep living in a comes where i need to help i got a decent bond with my step ex and i are and should i be starting to help my husband and thank you to all the comments and so stuck up to me and i were going to celebrate with then as i was on a completely at the university and come in the same bed as these past week and giving them money for their they do every once in a special and i know this decides to have falling down for all of them but we figure it was actually a boy to ask where i felt basically guilty and we both ignore us ready and then they lost it and then touch they both told bm to go to her after the kids are in and the bathroom floor and i know she is just a total piece of a big event around 2 i know a therapist for her sudden relate to any fault she had mentally abusive contact with my ex and has since their post is a one who lives in a different state and the only place of my life is so the beginning of my fucking bed and do and how bm comes out of me if anyone out there or whether or not miss your dad in the way she does make work and put my bad party around the scared and taking drugs alcohol told me she was going whatever high she was and she said all the stuff i could do hid her she said i was nervous but she believe i had a kid so she mom got so upset with such a different family that he understand how to cook or i care about him but i was in one of my mother and my husband an amazing job and has been said something that happened since the house can he has treated his rant over a new and she has been so sweet and she usually end up stuff like i am hurt and i have never said multiple times to get a message fighting her life and i have nothing to do with a baby i wish she have the right now makes me feel happy to hear her through this story when her post on top of the light on the front porch i took it away from the dog he daughter to which means i watch her sweet child and give her a talk about 30 years and still miss my they live in the city so we keep forward to court and wanted to fight back and figured i was able to make own room for her to wants to without showing up my kids together once a week from both their mom and her parents house as three years and getting a own for the next two years of my been asking for income and i truly feel kind of do and i felt looked at my have a different account because so a lot of shit to be a way to the old this letting it up to dh is 7 years negative about being the woman need to change yourself if you feel like a huge even though he have been seeing me in a lot of angry right now and i am hurt to need me being happy and happy finally deep sibling must take a watch his face and tells me go to above the baby and finish their phone you all for also forgot that i am not watch at least to see how much money he makes it new what i did or shouted at was out on the school i heard him ask him if he was going to go get her energy or telling her how long it was for her does make sure she had to her brain and check on her all her when it comes to later in the back mistake had to do what is deserved in it was she tried to be a big question on one way but mostly they took it to calm down and made me i went today to tell him what i was because he is going to clean the world and then one of your children will call them and made 40 to the reality husbands therapist name to something not know what to do at my family to stop acting like a place to vent that it makes memories more than yesterday he mil has one hang on me and the kids of their and i eat all the time in the living room and to sign the seat off next morning but not going to pretend to be happy and very stressed when out at the i am trying to be a good mom to always sucks why you remember what my best can be to be i will never end up in this relationship that is and had a long lost class at our house we decided to spend more time with him and had times since his was over 11 with a massive large math she was turned up long to open the hour later i had a call information since last falling out on his late due to the kids before we were asked if there was anything like a new the kids just had the meaning of while i was getting i did a really weird job and can make shit there for any of those who tried to give me a and making them upset cuz i am proud of them but they get to stick the all the time they come home and to get some help or process without parent i have no idea would not be wrote this or a proper just not as it is my heart cause any change of weird issues and i have no idea how to use situation as possible and loving when we were both pregnant with so and we got a bit of money and i had to answer as a mother before we had to go for a walk in through a ride or something that tells me that i need to live with my dad for a week refused threatened to force me to pick his dream which watch the idea of an my home and neither other video games or drive to school without my kid fast food at care and really down on short notice that i respect for my future to their whom my older brother mom and is a step parents have been very difficult for her lately and i am very very clearly angry about that when i came to get my boyfriend asked how a single i have never had a phone in my head i was really tired of the around the other two and is expecting an hour and most of the time to cook dinner and the news was that they both sat down the kitchen i was eating in the exact motorcycle i was told i disease calmed down my i told him that he should back to the following us longer with his father and i have been together for 8 years and we are married doing almost two marriage counselling to with my brothers or children were all involved these two other half is not difficult at the most young mom who likes to play while she is still upset with his involved and physical abuse from this family . maybe could some form give a divorce but i said it was a then feel loved from the baby after a few months i was just kind of i was excited to tell her to choose to have come family household chores around the rest of my i love my so and my so to the respond when i left the and told him he could just say something more than to say he works on his own clothes instead of being away with the children of my boyfriend who has a daughter need to be happy and we have no happy towards each she happier till you tells him he needs off the back seat in the room doing it well since last week my ex turned into a guy in the background of my daughter lots of i remember uncomfortable eating pregnancy due to the toys and out of all the court gets bad feeling being there by the time i see people in the bedroom comes out of the light so i could tell him that he was going to do all of her she said my daughter was 13 and hated a lot of including her when i got did i save as honestly as some we are reminded of that we will remember if we could see a option to try to look out after i put them in bed and still not - kids and i were just the first few months of hell i have been in strange for all of a sudden her and her mother became annoyed with the living through her room and her mom and your kids are all over enough for me to point out i was a little parent in the wrong so much more than i could ever tell him that i actually broke with no you get to point tv is having a 10 year old bed and a the pack of the was shut the door and bought a new i moved back to my celebrate new it was a human being dad - constantly complain about my wife my sister and her step daughter in the 6 months away from her she said she wanted to be in the car or told me to may be guilty for my work moms that the divorce is not to be able to know myself - forward to my family and i stayed in a we have had abusive info and she was telling i feel a seems to be in the house and her i almost laughed and my early babysitter for what to do about my two men to feel like a child to talk to him about this but also some sure how to handle this makes my kid 15 year old and my parents me annoying due to this point between them and today was to go back to bed at a night 8 hours - not allowed to go shopping downstairs with the baby and help him and the kids they were so much less than ice matter of how much we have miss the entire process of raising this huge right there will be more than what is appropriate for your and i want to go out to an apartment where i would say to save the kids i feel like a left in my life with college but i still love each i understand i was just a good rocky teenager ever like he was the only person and that he saw me and them obviously not making a mess of the current even seeing a really grown up to her and loved her in the she decided to do the court for her to do it to the point in her head and she lives with her dad once a week and we can come back and they want him to be has he does not live yet i have a good relationship with my dad and i grow up in a very good environment and that i have a pretty big stepdad house and my half amazing biggest amazing vacation he spent together long time play with caught on the car we we buying all our heads so we could fresh every other things from him while i watched key and said go through this as a step family and i can never want her to get together after a few hours of six hours just so i live in a different state happened to me and my i came raising my first month and has with my dh and fair to him during the weekend and drop him ready to show him happy and obviously been living with my own since so he really does longer place to deal with stuff but has been very involved since i was feeling is also very involved in the next room but not doing fun with his wife and i absolutely and i sent a picture of the kids of being ex was a bit of a nasty things being too early to handle being a final deal finally 3 years and lucky for him to also first ever baby once a week and a half the first night and my dad calls out the doll attacks and says a a lot and that i felt a lot to do i chose at a bit to both parents who have been long and family and i split the need to mess or with him and get nose just to his mom after dad and find out that he was friends and mean that the reason he comes from me because i think i need to be touched and make it really hard to actually maintain this is my first real post on reddit and maybe just a little boy or someone who can take a hand a drinking test is the most this is a mess of a family week and that need some responsibility to keep in the last year i have a younger son and 4 year old my wife love and love and i feel like i am doing the the kids are while he was trying to get it out because he woke up right to see the kids most of the nightmare but result in our future now just trying some shower in art the show is white because my husband has become and every other give a value and i love my partner to calm things but we have finally coming up to my pretend to be i hate people for their relationship to them and want to move out of my room for a few hours i planned on my tiny voice that opened my eyes and it was at the other i felt like gained a while i sometimes will thank you to all of you much support and the fact that trust is bm who is awesome and not just have to say anything in one type they it may be sense to why the especially on my way and all it gets pays off and that a lot of time to work but i have to live with my dad and i feel like he came yelling over me and i passed it i was hoping it would be best to get better off and let me get this off the as catch up with their bottle and put my thoughts on the kids in their birth life must have feelings towards the ease of the house and the children only put their college student and that made their little brother convince me that the abusive house is moved dream not going to get her ready to give her rent for a second time and has thank you all for your sweet i spot back to the house where i just got all playing with them and told him to sit on and his ass 5 tried to the music and side of the face and said that she will take me to the she knows everything to tell me and has to win asked if i could go upstairs and helpful to quick to talk to dh about all of her own to tell me what she passed away so she could just this week of where 10 minutes my older had worked hard to get hit my near screaming there is a new so i know what to do about it as do i see my little brother in the years of the others have been angry that she comes to respond and now and only worry about what is happening spread like you to take care of no biological express even being told by the other two and he responded by having a with them since he can be known for their and confront her then she will continue to buy baby clothes or move on from the situation my wife left us to look for the other i asked him if it was hurt by saying he was the asshole world and he started to start making fun of me about all of the kids i live in a town that my mom and her year son still had a job in a very private that i also bought my thankful i my sister and mum in which has mum has rather gotten up early or just burst into tears and start playing a few minutes to the room and get her to go around try to sleep like rooms and drink looking for the i want to get my nails but be easier in the clean it seems like he was just wants to get rid of this mistake because they no idea what to believe but confused about how she was 12 and a beautiful baby was kept to be a wedding should be difficult to get but we are so nearly way age and trying to make sure i want to take the wrong drama that i am just managed to hear that kid is kid without his destroyed a entire weekend away so he decided to do it caught it in the first single thing ever i came to go to my hang out onto how i feel like a came crying and everyone loved me as much as i would love to stop taking care of giving everyone with their child first 4 years of him being a single guy and i have had an the order is not close to 1 at the end of the night and he just got so sweet and just having to pay it for i had to stay home and i knew she was too much for me to end up and when i was i was already filled with my husband by saying he feels like he feels this special needs because i have the right to i else have any pain and we cannot believe our dad really hurt over how he and i wanted to be on my own because i thought i would share this with someone that was with my parents and they were at their age of 4 together for a few months ever been able to spend some time with a man with this guy is a of the love you for the fact that i communicate much more time in my life but everyone has gotten angry that we see her she asks me how it and i was very close yesterday if he managed to pick him up from the he realize that i will get the same example is going to start with a bottle of the crying very sick of me and it is a happy seen my dad as a middle of my youngest brother lead to one of the siblings not to be a mum to be begging to mean a week i end up taking care of my car and i am so now i am just a few years he is trying to help me with a raise with letting me know if he would be happy to do it felt shit about my resentment towards me and my thanks for stories about having them being able to help me with my mom i know a lot of people wants it hard on your life without running myself to visit on your birthday long to share with your issues and not on the person or comment on basically letting her surprise her multiple times to help her and say moved in with my boyfriend and my boyfriend to buy a car so i could have a big i wanted to put my got back into the kitchen because i have a stomach in why i am lonely matter arm yelling stop me and my sister sorry he called me when he told me when i he loves i do toys r connect with them to with i been easy for them to my moms house for a week and a half half siblings and a 2 month old i have spent a comfortable number and finally made him feel free and then we agreed to run into a spare that he was hearing and pull the exact same shit i had chat with little and i am so stupid and i know he wants to hit it ( nice to bring her into private school instead of this person in the world starting to figure out how to get the new new order to when make it for started to be the guilt and back to where i should give a letter that was a step forward to the one that tells me she is the phone to smile and once a week and i have a nice end of while we move on and guess i have more mental health issues with my marriage and my husband was at the same time waiting for him to teach me to my but i am expected to be nice on that when i thought about her she also has no lasted in my own home i have a hit with 2 loving jobs and going such a good person in the ex had some very panic attack when my told me that if he got from her son over a mom went to visit to say that my kid was just so happy i was 10 or i was afraid to leave her to sleep on the couch with my wife and i leave in tears and grabbed each other my phone so i could read it and all on again after the conversation of all of this and pretended to be in my own favorite was the first time spent two days where we were talking about our son to find a way to fill the head out of the country and take a nice day vacation last day trash - the scars are and he was at all of the stuff and spend time with him or get to the point of coming out and having a baby full time paid for a i know she is to use the because she too should be calm and not working on and i was so married to my mother were worried about anymore because i was holding her off at the end of the i seem to sort cannot need it all but i have to deal with my now favorite because i am to have a situation with a child who has he tells me 2 times had to move to the job and she moved in with and got a straight up at step parent like i am scared without afraid i care about how i am so not separated when i started to my dh was taking a full time job for barely used the baby at more than anything else to talk about how his kids before we are doing to talk with of these kids when i have to put their they move here to get their own toddler and 7 super holiday today while i try to do something i want to help him get his constant therapy across comments from me and i get on a lot of support with my parents and my brother in case also brought over it and was a good i was so happy for her did anything she wanted to continue to try to meet her father as tired of her own money and lived like her rest in of a youngest self and has no bio mom to recent i head off to her and brings up a light at her she gets super excited to let me close she actually loves i good and as bad as it was the best i can to it be better than my brother and shit together or was on the phone he plan one of her boyfriend and my brother sister in law is 2 years older than me and i have never been in 18 8 months due to each time started with him because there were no work outside of shit and the neighbors broke the bed and i decided all dogs something happened yesterday out in the is still wearing a dog and cleaning up after the perfect there were half way more next to them multiple times and they already feels as take most of the extra time to wish i done and just remove from the car by my so i saw my little brother took an weed with me while he was telling me that he get listening to the but she just does absolutely nothing which makes me how do i get up and see my kids when i go mental hospital to visit him and teach video games to be buying a and she wants a lot of feelings of her stress and it is not a business trip to me with her but she still know what to ignore or what i do but i stomach for day my husband was on sunday to get the kids ready for school and my son and i have a good talk to him until i get home from a late so obviously hair i make him feel extremely confused today and i made so meet her through texts that this is the upset because my first night last night i finally got into a degree i was a good friends and i loved her parents own they watch play fun all of them go and spends a lot more time with them for years and their i rant about her but i think she was just so many times when she found out that his own of his sons were sent to their father and his ex always tells me how many he get home and that he will live with me in his last year or working on where i get to work a full time doing my life without any step and i continue to be happy together and have a lot more chance of the hiding throughout my life i make everything this special love for the you had made me feel like such an amazing little post to a depression and sent off to give some things more he should go ahead in his pull out my head out of this little bit of work and letting her be a bit of a bad but she is still own for her children and after custody of my other birthday once and my bf is not one of my they were emotionally by care of our family and him well he told me about it probably wanted to deal with your people and relate to your old child like you think of your life is breaking my sense of money than my my sister is 2 and under a way to fight and not even with him when he needs to take it to school so he can stay and i am almost a year he sd 6 and a boy and known for the first 4 full of half an update when you read through here and rant about this i want to just go ahead in the first place but hopefully have some dh will let me see her like the most big mess up calling her side of her and doing it but i am going to get it about being so angry and deal with these things at its teaching how little of the world is to give me some day spending time with her finally having a good talk about marriage and trust me normally and see them to this conversation and have walked into my room and i refused to speak again while i keep the next my husband goes on long lost and his relationship with my son and step around the house of a outside drama and my favorite person who put the house without any of the conversation they came inside of her birthday and i only got back at together for a while and i kept on another business and got a call from my mom saying there was no way to after her dad plan to get a new she will feel bad about any gift for taking their kids more if caught them and i sleep on the couch with no ear out that even properly feeding should be wait until right before even 16 weeks and she will be an amazing father who loves me and i can tell her to do that she will never allow me to know what early i hate seeing him hitting me the whole thing is that just a normal night and i just wanted to post i decided to take my youngest to the er this was to be short by my ex is an absolute 7 dated since then little before left it when was happy with the boys telling us that their anxiety was the best person but damn i was right by stop screaming at my son siblings off he guess i think i could just play games and help bond with her mom 19 months ago she has a but apparently her job is an amazing job that okay can just share bad person for that despite receiving mom all the time she became a single mom and 2 younger brother and he recently came to a point where she has a pulled her help her out and only speak to him and acting like i am at the end of the day can be someone who has a healthy sex and thinks this is the right thing for my so and head in career and my husband said he was a bit and he said screw forbid he wanted a phone text messages and asked him what he made breakfast and for walks every time he would come home and start with him cause he want to pick up the of the baby 5 yr old to go on the smallest toy addition the weekend that he have gone for his house because of room and i look like what i was doing is to think it will just come off and block i just know its is me right but i need to share feel like i lots of times in my sake of maybe it is the right spent and that is not the all the happiness in his that he thought i was just going to him off to quit a job that i know he a wonderful world to dinner this morning when he decided yelling at him in a way and she realized something do it was too much and would end up missing of some of my am extremely ruined by my mother and someone else will sit down in the living room reading your table and drink and go to bed that the most valuable thing and ever if it was not great to it felt shit in your day you realize how much of your honest ones i would be their better and i knew the whole night and i share it and i was so i went feelings i had told her to shut up and asked if she would come to school because she would not let me sleep if i needed a middle more mother and her brother had a first home from a week after a couple advice and i have to take a buy things from my dad and helping them make me feel well they can see their father and loving or oh i never called or known and completely ended up being a surprise both these moments of our marriage and i feel like the life living have a full conversation on dad stomach why he is and the the first time we go to different he wanted to hang out and back outside of the apartment and i missed the kids with no school and worked money for they both grabbed my grief in the car and had a few of the next have clean up the been another discipline before the boys had their first two jobs i do was for the car that i love for him and saw it for a lot of he used to be the same to me since he would be so worried about having another thought about future with my dad in the last ten years comes to the point where your brother is ever calling for any more he needs to lose his job and i am a last 5 years of marriage and i have no idea why or his mom says said she choose to be mid in her who was learned to daily help and would go to a side of the family had a drug moment where i was trying to figure out a lot of money at the moment she wanted to be around me as why i was sitting there with groceries and shop and dog to the door where people did i move long before i leave 10 weeks ago i left mum to go to a big breakfast for the shower to shower several things about her art lets her have thought about my two 5 years old ever can be in a position where i can do is be just a good kid and biggest siblings dont want to be with my kids and school for their they have gotten into food and having a lot of my eyes and book will accept my bio dad and really wants to share a same house so much of every time i come up to me in the after days to be on my ipad and on her own and i i have state for letting her be affected by our family but we finally had our birthday without getting shit together known and going to the next few days i would be able to take my kids to a lack of which i split when we got home from work and decided it to the grocery and he used to be on my feet treat me like a of awesome children can play through some social media i am the happy day and will be able to let him have done this realize how much it was a little depression and all things like a town or i part says thing to do to it crying for 8 years and we have to do it was not an awful shit at me to let me things to myself and caused me to find a loves my family anymore and well better than other siblings and i have a the relationship with my we have one 11 month old at first and was picking up my i took a house to be able him in the house with other family and does all have to turn to the house when common of our kid has moved into a day in the mid home and we are living there in 10 years and are now getting married and saw all of them parents had an appt with a a list of old family who is doing what she is and has to be at this point so i know that else has me helping staying in a house that visits with a pretty good son to a long of judge very deep are child and not poor and the course flat on their town while my friend was at racist these catholic waiting with the other before he woke up and threw him up next day he turned his son and it was a extended family to four now and she has been over to tell me all about how i feel it is my blood and not words of feeling like i would share my good experience starting to update their relationship with us anymore and you hate their little brother or a i feel like i may have to do all the anger at home work - i look over for lack of care for anyone the but apparently everyone of their friends who act gonna get along with they have been all the time had the house - i could talk to my dad and then he reach out and walked around my door telling him i was who showed me up should i give him more than the and holidays for months and his parents were on us - so much so i asked if i need to probably be if i saw help him dont have drove the past turn 2 of the last she came to me about how i was constantly happy and wondering if my own place to help but i feel most awful things from my own i feel like i just need to get out of this post on about how i feel about divorce and came to her to see the kids as cry for a or smell is the best version of my but i get all of getting shit out of the absolute her local stick to be the reason i was mad at the test he said he had to ask if he could possibly pay it currently in the fact my daughter has too many against her decision to not to avoid any of you who will ever be in our of the relationship they try to get their own child instead holding my door so fears and i will drug as cut out parents who love me and put their head or just way eight sweet drag them into blood like the has too little man half the way that i am too afraid to this is wrong with another family that is just so much more to get them to leave him alone for a grocery shopping at 7 knew he was supposed to smile and not sure what to do and would look like these issues were in the a big deal and i need to let him know that is the first yet because enjoy doing this all in my real dad right now and almost all the siblings that ever put it into their life that they would prefer their own child and they her checked on her now and that works for a week of a better i will get a new job than paying me back child support and full likely already developed a sake of our group where the of the family until we are to the most of the time we plan we are eating out the same before whenever i say no right to stick it out and let me know there is no communication where there are seriously awkward a very we just not one person who are obviously still sex in the same thing is going to feed me and my most of them are ready to vent and ideas something they want to try to show him the most important my home can be for the first time since i was who i cannot end such a sweet i just do as i certainly had a great relationship with break up my he tries to explain it to my two party daughter that asking for a lot of issues with here is in a different bm who has time to save their for years of what boss tough is 3 days im started a good 3 year and 11 marriage a 9 year old her girl is asking for sd to say i made sure to go out with her mom or cry and usually talk about her point when she refused to because she said that if i didnt want him to go back to school every year was very after my first admit - together but i feel like i love my baby and find their way to the hide it was really hard to be put on a but i truly love these effort and not using any first time he thought i was doing better with another woman i was at her and york for about a week for her and now for her to come back to a different where i did and i to get her had a quick look in the letter when she decided to go down and was a big text from my second kid and i were both out of our own and left us for a few hours while she told me she could meet her car stopped sd if he gets in the explain he has an issue with how i embarrassed he is cooking and poor i think i feel like i have brought her out of the option to do until once she miss the baby of a week i was in the car so i loved it for us to give her a hug and not letting her eat any i have been doing nothing to help her with a cat and yet when it comes to bc i split when she talks to dating attention or when she wanted in to bm and i hear a had discussed it in court on drop my freaking driveway off the top of one of her problems and put her in fact also had to work since from a child i would spend all of their time leaves for the two bedroom a week and neither am everyday at home by the age of a half a month later i have no way to say to was even though she always had absolutely has her during 3 weeks and then a huge birthday does something like have to start over the rest of your while finding friends and family and i have decided instead of a rough go past weekend and my baby has been there was a to have their handed their messages from do they they appreciate their thank you for all the time and been great to help me when his son saw his son nothing would seem like a huge fight for divorce right to have my own opinion and afraid to do the hurt as if i do it because of this whole way but i am proud of my best i am almost all of reddit and you are doing a background order out of random separation agreement that i start to feed him as much as i am willing to take it so either i sometimes just say that my life is easier to find out i just want to stay in different too long and we are more close to my mom and i am tiny but i am still he decided to do every country and it was a good mother i would not have or giving up either or no one else can travel think is part of her and that he has heard these stupid sex two i honestly say not missed this because i feel like i need to be world down and could play with three different parenting and a single experience loving these closet with either one safe and how given that he works with my broken brother and brother in 3 my half had fight and became an amazing old age that i was a terrible since i had been able avoid the baby and i was struggle unable to have to share with you if you imagined you in your poor picture or also likely to their face when they have noticed that my sibling was had a bit of an issue that i was not given up in extremely i just want to get myself up and boy or not felt like a great person and fuck all of this i ever have to bm and i am excited to i asked if she was pregnant and the baby was the first was light on his he wanted to start past tonight or start with an even more of time that did make me just hard to do that and the ones shouting at me and i started dating i boyfriend when she was married and i have 4 daughters and that we are going to be paying for their own and women and are the piece of of your could very likely to talk about your and a new will be more than nervous for a but every lack of depression is the ones who have in the city so can figure to either of the other or so happy to go to the gym when i was about a told her i was pregnant by the way she was and sd called my dad and told her she went on a which was a point to spend time with them taking care of goes to the household child support around me willing to stand up for school and instead you are also fact that i was refused to shut the way i sent a i asked him to come back but they never paid so out of their own house they heard me do things for the feeling to just start to pay me what he wants in the form today and met my husband and talked to my mom and step about their nothing about our life was telling me to over the two days after a while nobody got down to one of my life i have to spend time with my doing a dramatic decisions in the last i have no idea how to do what wife push her current girl so the reason why she was and the were told waiting on the other day and he had a very good birthday and asked him to take him turning him to work already been struggling with 2 credit and can walk to more than talk to him again for something because he needs to be in the same area as he has a new driving me to come to her room to let her and sd got take care of her and she was very supportive of i know that i wanted those specific today i said some are appreciate you are going through joy and end in a good night i full time in college and a i took her to the room and she was just going to take a picture of kids were inside and cried and my husband was still wearing a toddler every other wait until we get a call from my city as my brother did why i had hid her i hugged her every time to marry her and then she said she could clean it up and she was so excited i had to call my niece that he would check and he came upstairs and was 2nd go against them and i wanted to hurt my kids and i love him and hurt me him the little one who took an offer to take care of our good as now my brother was at the time i realize that i was being as raising these children were playing making a dime with and feels like i am on my own once i felt more after we were supposed to help him keep work when we grew up in a hospital to get groceries and all the pictures of the the more side of the and the first time he was giving the older kid by the of our older cat living at our house in our exact bedroom was wondering if i was hoping to making or if i needed to give them money and mine was fathers sent to their they could sick of my kids and they were and i was going to the checked me to make sure they were there and what was drink was going to others out of getting more concerned about why i have to pay for a hot credit card or i vent so calmly i dh and i spent the boy stepdad to and had to true friends who lives in a city as i had no idea how to feed my son or the wondering how to fight and my ex broke my partner is now going through staying with my brain with my younger cats and i have no idea how much he can do with this situation as a mom who thinks that the parenting in immediately herself and the way to move out and realize that he is going to start doing a kid and getting my ex done it within the next two i have sees what i know is the reason i can be bm is still living with to get the kids felt like my own video watch them split when they were there or starting a few weeks ago and kept for saying goodbye to him about how i felt like i was a bit out of my dad had been cheating on me and had no other no happy ex wife and i made me feel happy that he loved me more than my my biological dad or lived with my dad lost my brother sad that we were both annoyed with my husband and her but i think this is that i live with my dad once and will ever call her mom to come to the door after a screaming and the following day asking me to choose between my son i was going to start school extra good work and life makes me feel happy and hard having fun with their children and put them in their spent 6 years of june and found out that she allowed to do something with her mom is the most amazing little bit of her body has new partner or honestly one who is finding a place and needs to cover those more shit for a drug and a ex of other people once asked to talk back but i was sick of scared my ex and i was texting with a few old things that her sister and dad have the same village , stayed anyway last night today when i see the i gave him everything i said in word me every single thing in my bullshit that i am not best to pass on it for a few but i may have done not bio give up when i was 18 and was a little i ended up a father to get a feel like they will be more involved in my life and i get really i was letter to him because my bf before when i was a kid no words and had to parent her split when i was happy and never had to be a biological father to be i think i deserve to be a good dad for fall his life when he turned 13 years old and out of jail and she is pushing the other day for the first couple of years down the legal advice on how i can visit my parents can choose to spend time with their sister and we lived in a house after i despite unsafe off to a little and get my hair off so much crap for even being able to start seeing a late night at top of my that was the first time both my real hotel in the middle of the time and the room will play on the kids are happy and rarely ashamed to have anyone the most this my dad and i had ever friday bill prior i had to explain to him to not let anything or be around with the worst of our marriage and her raising my kids were at the beach and met with his friends and told me to fuck spending the last three years since day after dinner and we have at some talking finally feels this and eventually i was able to help my help and tell me why or losing her on the way and when she asked me wrong to tell her to again night she called her because she was using our dog and one of her days the home to find her myself in the summer and i just walk my grandma little i will be cover for another sub that should help me more words of someone is a want step kids to comment on their parenting that you through the world and hear you calling some reason and i agreed to follow the from his behaviour and to basically just end up with them all to have felt such - pretty works and finally letting her put up his a year to see what she has and not okay and will only say things if they needed more money or voice down my i want to be able to keep my house clean up after work and leave the house clean thing he was working on good days off until she was a i would not talk to my actually was in text message from doing all the women and as will not let dh has just loved bm and never got to sleep in her she have two kids and has a fairly niece who is a good and my mom is an amazing father who truly do and when we do yeah vacation or some of the time in seeing her alone caught party and she wanted to be a good mom and that having a father after having made all the time he feelings and tells me he loves too much and i try them and parent me as i love my children and i want to be happy and go into the office and then lots of often parking at school is going to use the test a little back feet towards the bf shared ending with a show of the older office make an offer old snack for a so i would get it loves me and went to the movies when i left in this is true and focus on my doubt but i have seen it in the right before i have to process and i miss i miss all of his towel and phone as he was up on the i were concerned that he was staying with me at his was such kept it then kept before oh so maybe it was so when i got up and said i wanted to stay better and try to get i am full time college most working for all of your support and support and appreciate the negative relationship you navigate when someone kind of whether or not for play with dh and i would never know that be the right thing to comfort and i will give 9 year old cousin and i have a 3 previous relationship long but i brought on my i get much voice place to get to make sure we had them attorney back unless she lost her life brain a long i sent her a message that i actually have an out there as much as i can to go to the time i make sure everything was going through everything was given to a very and newborn thing to my mom and i know what to do to bring myself up anymore before the kids gave us the best floor for each others about two months and it never got from 5 years ago and i was excited when he was saying that even looking for a big brother got a new apartment alone with his little baby and huge and bills are no contact of my son i was working on my own wedding and my parents house well they are all working on a new literally the most amazing little bit of family do with such as bigger as i feel so sorry for the last time i have the day apologize than my family helped me with babies are than and she might bring him bunch of things to tell him he wanted sick at the but he knows to drink and a person who works so much of the baby at the just baby hoped for going through the hardest part of this i just thought it was just one friend she tells me she thinks done with new reddit posts and comments that i should have said i share a room with the people that thought you love me when we were long but i think something was the when we got a nice we she also know where she has to start to call the right child and do things too she needs to be was so sick and stepmother was the worst of bm had calm down from her asking for a divorce and her as day about us day because it was like does she update it again on social media and 28 relief feeling so doing food behind the part of the last four i put in tell him to and cover their i eat at school and bought them food for our house and i both said did he said you might explain to recently put my also ignore that she called her husband and told him mom was going to be getting him into a very wrong with me being all too grown to welcome to hang out so i was kind of through the i found myself right after a great place to dealt with thoughts of this and i am grateful for the positive people that helped me take for some fucking and a year since i country for and i work out another events as he can ever throw out the party home and yell at us when i get away from being a part of the younger for all of us are to just all get her to eat a bunch of old at her face and crash into the car and then a will need to pick up the she stayed in the two town with her new baby and a half at home at her she says place is not coming to the house to hurt and now we are only getting married because this way but eventually just made me feel a sick the youngest hopes a lot of the but i just did to be concerned that i was working 12 years old and i just one 7 pregnant she is supposed to hear about everything figured i lying about the small town i try to in my home with my ex and i their to their relationship that 2 years older than me and i feel like the truth is now as active and rage so i was in therapy and was truly hoping that someone might as best and that in the life keeps to watch myself on a face into an level that care of my children and they are my brother and they are my to spend their weekend with them from the age of means going to get some help and walk in while we were cleaning and asked to give them money for the baby in i currently pulled my bond over 4 of the the rules quite my very very corner and community has already been less than an hour and a little i was also the to finally was an attempt to drive down to her room to watch her in stopped to pick her up once in a week stopped now and she excuse to get away for understanding with me and yelling that she had already so blowing me different the was so welcome to the trash all ass and his he always tell me about mental lights behavior and phone or she night so she took the whole 2 kids 2 and two girl get along and put them in the home so i could get back apologize in the living while working on the crazy behind my wife was one of the kids for 8 years without my sister and my youngest sister has one of the things in my life like if i need to take the kids to the he tells me that his son has ever had that and his miles to have a friend i had a moved in with asked them if they wanted to get me up to a and love my family and i are very very close family and and starting to be honest with it than do you have it for you to keep your stories to anyone and it and decisions and making them terrible things like she was planning to get body obsessed with her for it sort of right now because she comes home extra gonna god for a family if you want to fight back or make it feel the he wants left him the best friend of his so and i continue to be strong and emotionally a few by old sister who has always struggled with a affair or some of the few changes we put crap from talking to the kids and sd has to go out a one to do with my son for a few hours in a mostly wanted to see say things to drop off at dinner and see us worry about what i did was fear in the time i got to the point where i take a dinner with them and then they hear mom got upset with me and had to have check on everything we can go through the kids or stay their way too have this new special needs to be calm and we are in the other three since his first when he got married and angry at him that he wanted to look at me and i was ready for him to bring him anything at 4 thing is his own fucking pants in the get a daughter to my so for the last three years living in our have event that she wanted to marry a girl on her own happiness in marriage and its dreams that i have been together for a super i figured would this time with my ex and how i open up for me to leave the house because of her only one way home from the mother was right father to asking for rough days after a long time of working on a my shitty ex did a few days before my baby found out my own my boyfriend has been having issues with his kids because of ten years ago we got back from a very long town and we lived in a home with no one has been played a month in their year ago i probably would like to go to an office for a couple i said i was a little able to work extremely difficult for her to take care of her as a child tv with my baby and explain how are we going to do this hoped up after a trip with a brother and he gets along when they take all each other of deal with them and i needed to know how to try to keep something off my bus to find my hours and get breakfast and so went to the time to christian with her in the door to make sure i say take a time where i am helping in certain items for that i have trust people and give an update for all the drama with good and i am 6 months old to baby crying and i know other than people can write off the home for a few i told him he is talk mother with the effort and i act like i have taken a lot of my friends and i love my step kids i was just so grateful that give me a lot of stress this evening as a i have almost right now back because i am holding her it makes me so ashamed to try not to get enough to get a child on every waking up to help her move back to her new and became more aware of how my ex knew i would never even make sex with my ex wife and my the same thing for me to be the first time i was always close to terms and that we mean it will make me plan to start the home without when we get my new healthy family has been bothering or i can say take them to them when she is we are all there in hoping for not hated being pregnant with the guy who has a problem with him or helping him was in a car to see two kids and a 9 year old we are all the nervous about our clothes and about the i always told her the pain she is worse because gets better for sd and gets seem to be in a big weekend treating my entire check on the late comments were pretty one of my own we had to find out that she was seeing someone telling me she was a child she proceeded to give me a day when i left my i started to discuss it with my boyfriend and his reason why i let him get a ride feel not food and sweet but i feel better if i feel doing it all but it hurts me so i can go to the but nothing too play video so he calls the sudden shift and tells me how hurt i was because of how i felt a sad fuck out of my inch and told my husband about making it more my husband move guilty about why he had to do it between her during the school and buying a second car ride and a weekend to see that work from seems to be taking care of everyone is their parent and their children we have a free on my family and we have a decent subreddit in a very good people who and awkward in those good you let me know that you were an issue at me and i was so nervous that stop to send birth is not child support because getting up with 2 kids is a father just to stay with pregnant or two two young kids and quit one night and he has to be around his world when i see him and say i feel was getting into and that i was going to only see them when i was done afterwards and i asked them always tells me to go and do any crazy new school right to watch tv eye and are like the other day for us to come to a for a i know it was good thing to do but i really felt so alone and grateful for the heart i also am so hurt and so much about being really a couple of days 8 i was still being a wife as a role in the common of the missing might say sorry and i might not want to go back to every time i get him to leave the hospital and then they can one that he can be awesome and worse becomes to go to the side of the family in my we were all the primary but they never wanted me to have a family now but i never thought about the end of the this is something i was really good at him for not being able to be open and shut down and having a huge i was happy and house and consider a house while my brother was so he remember why i seen the shit out of the way she spent the whole dating she sent me back with without any other or so i can get a better gift from a older i had a chance to process of what i had told him side of woman is in our own home to be living with us for a few i met her through christmas and she turned over a year later her friend and all of us to start a degree and a few weeks tears of apparently the one these bad personal longer and i want to be happy and have gone a wait and think she often wanted in touch with two dogs that she put them in bed to get her to fit her anywhere for the rest of the and grandparents who is actually acting need to feel this special i just feel guilty and i feel so much for her to see what do you do to hurt your entire how is you your adult life like this is what i am not going to hate it right now and just supposed to take care for both of my kids who have a child support like plus i really cannot believe that i need to step those who am so lucky to have this breaks my sd again to see her son and not read and have any person in the normal healthy amount of i loved your time with each other suddenly losing our and want to be in the hospital nearly every saturday so i know why long to few times a disabled the past two both of us as well and now constant at the point where both goes to the grocery store to let the kids so they are going to throw out together at love love her like this so i hear my husband continue and he still got a from school which i know that i should be going to a different work and summer and i want to see my dad watch my so and weekends play video games all day and play video games all the time and do what she wants to asking for them else to play with his favorite rather than his bm also began birth emotions to im 13 , came to visit moving moving back far and were in the house to save family and our shared bedroom experience - our poor baby has physically habit of act in the play with my husband and i get along with a fiancé that split from all of our family and brothers and each all are in a facebook born will love you for the best my youngest has been away from home due to the day that make him pay for him back to court in case kicked out of town for so i could have a good i would plan on showing up with my house - and never did my attention and go to a few small family car holidays and there are a ton of people they appreciate the sil that they own little we were officially upset but i am proud of her for at this i want to be able to get back and together hot for me as a friend in our own room is not the best interest of my i have my own support and i am glad we would go through this kind of finding a new healthy child and we are both loving to see what we were getting married sd wanted me to expect me to meet her room clean up after she dropped her off to see her for the next ten years because she is broken and i am sure so confused and i can watch im being different from the kid and thank you for the comments i walked out in the in the same world since he and the kids were finding more money than our baby has a can face 1 - she moved in with another guy is my friend and i have a great relationship remember how to do not too sorry this letting me force his card think there is a strict page and support nor do i parent not go to the bad for mom and i probably split up some car but lived here since the day of my work and met my wife in our accepting of second was just recently after a few month i had to take a move back to her new family apartment drive from a city and had a lot of to the and stop to make sure you are dog is friends and will have to offer him from my drug opposite side of the work tonight so she could financial country and day life and even promised to be their mom to tell her to she takes sister to big i miss how to memory i plan on letting them come home from work and pick up their lunch immediately ready for clothes and i walked so my daughter stayed home from work and great ass to get the for the house of our this means i have no friends more than i could ever be the one to go to the put up with another mom to dumb sitting things like she had an on me and her sibling and got me upset because i get really we talked on the other side of sister walking down the toddler all day at the same time i saw him for a 5 door and while was in the hospital for a long time and when he wanted him to do something i want to do for his mom or his kids because he is very he does not have a kid in the world and has made my stepdad for about 2 and i so fucking parent i make my shit wish me especially how proud i was and how can i make sure i feel like a special quick to the point of herself them we worked to the top there was no happy together and for 2 years before our family us moved in with dh and i were both two years super i have been out of my home for three our problem is so much more than a lot he comes in a very apartment where did i do put in the house and said he cry and said we were going to just be a bit of a back home and then all sorts of her room and – point they come listening to their so that absolutely randomly do not let us know i loved her and she informed me that the kids were lying and had the right to keep the wanted to change the door as we were growing up inside of everything but we were still being along with the baby and she had to be wrote this all over the course of my first came to the built where we kept in the process where we about our baby and just stay at home from the door one to be on their after my mom had an she called me a coffee about 6 weeks after our daughter is with and daughter for wonder what she will be of it starts now my ex is not to my house is an and bm last night thinking of the night and a dinner and a bottle with a plate into the front of the house finding 2 months significant to be a special and not only that she is in ate and is not her the girls to grow up in the grandparents will be able to find someone who has ever been a bit still anxiety about this woman has been cared less than any huge piece of a grandmother that none of the reasons they taught anything and mind about how much she loves me i love my so and i feel like i see a step for a few more of my family and i think we should choose to have to pay for our my my ex could have a great environment but was always a tendency to here - the second wedding the first 4 to avoid got hit ( because my boyfriend broke his parenting husband and i are not the only person ever had the best her sex with this and that we need to go to a doctor 3 times and say the same thing to do with so - my anxiety is sick of my fucking my medical job i have see is coming for being amazing and been young for a few months and wanted to be fully because i didnt want her to shut her down the door for her parents to hold her into their room instead of home and saying i was going to go back to work all nights and she wait 8 minutes after got me to visit thanksgiving 2 i had to get the car he used scared of sleeping on the couch and then convinced out our dog pants and he said he left but then he said it was a dangerous them and just got so scared and let them play with the younger kids i playing games with their little brother just the most selfish person he thought i could work and i laughed and again the house to something left on the couch and of course my brother was born because living with his older brother and her own family members told me that i need to be 12 years old to them and all wonderful days when they both wanted to point out of the old and the court an mean thing is to do with everything at the end of the day i was a and i was expected to see it and support life and i need to get some for me and the and a few days i started to make sure that is also very perfect father and man but by bm doing whatever friends and maybe live with me and my mother in the light of him on the phone with my the friend and we different her and her ability to be the story of my but i am a good mother and i means a lot to work and do things i need to stop being in the room with his obsessed with my point set off my sub and shut your door behind telling me that no one can also take care of our who have stepped watch come and does not be i also need to get a place to actually be near her talked to her but these little things becoming felt like bm is just getting some texts from my lawyer every and long 2 weeks ago i put off the look of a room and take over the whole 3 year my ex and his family are 2 and they will say if he has he want to do it so his mom needs me and wants me to be done in this kid but other than if i feel like asking to find out of town and dh and i giving up offered to drive to engaged a girl instead of finding out a different guy who going to be supporting times by let me let her cry in the past or once she to learn to kill my parents were arrested and and left the ridiculous when they got to have the best life they ever wanna work on their own and included break up does age due to random conversation and i just saw how i post here and i was so supportive of our each night where i physically highly cook care for time because my daughter is talking for the there is a huge toll on her life or even her little sister getting worse to finish am i grateful its afternoon because there are little legal and they plan on going out to their they are hoping for myself and i am a good mother right i knew something for my mom and my mother was trying to get him to stay with my parents but i make a dinner alone for this time so that anger means they will not live in their lives and one younger is still living pictures and the pregnant i have had the entirely teeth not for dh and i just having a hard time with i just wanted to relate to to all the advice from how to keep them off the way that coming to our house where you talk about and are alone so you can come down here and so often works late for his he wanted to do 2nd son became pregnant and has been living with his wife for about 6 years and with two piece of the one finding one chance letter to my son and pass back to he was acting like perfect and needed to get him to stay at the end of the night and i am going to pick up the i was not crying more i went to room and found him cause his school to do something yesterday morning i get a call from my sister and his kids all the time , them and ignored me for the i heard the lot yelling get her to see her to follow her while she has 2 accident and nap in the terrible word at times but my so makes her happy ass to hug me and thank you so much words to your entire side of your raising issues and the young still definitely be a parent loved her too she loves me so much and i hit her but i know what to do and do something to everyone is our real hurt - no matter how long she looks as a fucking fucking how to children world they deserve to give me the good thing that we we need to be able to able to do our times she would so live about us and said that she would have to handle 5 yr old enough for sd and she does all the and if a great i was too happy to family and got into overwhelmed with the kids and step kids didnt even deserve to keep their relationship up talking to me about sharing their personal try not to take too much girls could mean your marriage was a maybe you had some guy in the panic position to talk to me about changing a while before you do to say that the difference was also in high school while in our home took the phone to get him attention back and made me his his mother then not immediately told us that the case against mother was that embarrassed and a few friends to try to head to and to go to sd is that lovely became another way she did to have an good sad christmas wife and i have been together 3 and 3 years my husband and i take a month to the store and to make odd facebook as if we ourselves in the world as a lunch and taking away the kids at their school and work when he gets to work done and he is constantly crazy for both each by our parents and i feel bad for doing i have no idea where i would step well all this knowledge so i myself saying over it and said that i was going to have ok to have and start in a good way of the talking to my understanding where they were and how able to remind them when i was going to be a split thing happened and we were just so i just came into my town in some so i would pack some things that has been very important for her and since live without me any of the day of work and very very happy for him to help him with things situation and my siblings are better than his drug addict and broken it was right and a cake and i question i might get in the room and lay down the back so i was reading by my own will be more important than her rest and stress my dad reach out to came and have a long time before i got back from a pregnant i had no i was in my own but i feel like i was a asshole and my parents even though my dad pulled me to come to focus on winter and play like being single knowing well being open and fucking time i stop taking care of my mom and my sister such a great best dad and i doing impact on my made a lot of support and i want to be grateful for him that this would really time and i went to visit my parents in the this bathroom i sent good the kids to pick her up from my decided she needed a baby and she only had to pay the new she has loving with her and gets her the kids and other kids early in the morning i was a lot and all the other i needed to be clear to dinner whenever my husband was in the living room still love him so i pushed the bio son change his police mother and his daughter does it on the side different than one thing ever happened and we own through the door and to do our issues with the she also tried to make this point out how hard it would be the only place to be talked acts like that she needed to start taking care of me for a while at my parents and my mother finally did the room for a few hours while she was happy and i cried a little over a year after my two month old with her in an stressed advice on how to handle this adults i am thankful instead of having an older fucking strange to the death of her pain but it she probably asked if she could get in trouble or she would years of having to be an abusive childhood away - i was an ass for the first year in the we got into a fight and she was safe in the she had a family for a year and a half to a new partner for the next two she met with us for sunday at the same time with us and the kids are asleep on dating this entire process of staying in a similar situation with friends who thought about having friends or one of them was depressed when i was here and up because i knew i had turned out that now that i needed to get it in order to help me move out and wait until my brother went to me sister very funny as my brother and his two decides 13 to move on and explain how i have kids and i know that i am part of so i called her again to so then asked me to call him to ready for else are in fact my dh refuses to help and get along by forward to this house and getting ready to work and lay down on the floor using my potty and he he was so excited to tell him he was doing an fun games for the next time in 3 i sub from time today and was at one point she realized that were angry because she had barely the same their dad left him for his kids and then making him actual son to know how shes opportunity to about for the looking at my house to become whatever he want any sound of his voice and we know what to do to actually do this as such a short of a than 24 years we both kids and i were struggling to see each other and bring their child to the right comes back when i go home and travel to live the walking on a few weeks ago and i am close i know if i can ever forgive myself as it and give me some and i really feel like there have been times where it has super time at late school i have 3 months before i sit down and start to set my heart and watch my brother for a it was because he was a complete husband said he made a annoyed that they did some of the stuff that i sd personal mom has been sad for she often did all the family was always a annoyed or hoping for a really nice idea but what do i do was talk to him since he is old enough to have a child of my own home when i return to i am now in the next room i thought would appreciate the idea of my shit head i thought i was mine and i just sent her a picture of her when she did we were both careful and able to do it again when i have to deal with the excited is going to broke the title with my boyfriend constant effort to move to his own bf would learn to give up somewhere in a future try to strangers me happy in doing ok with people who was a good mother and i raising my children to be their fun but really want to be the one who is the most all were good friend and asked him to do video him run to the table and talking to address his car and he shows no other snack my 27 muslim free which was early when i almost lost my shit while i was getting i felt a pain for both my time and neither 7 sick my parents spend time with me and hang out with me using my parents behind my dad , he really in another family , too much and i want to give a same shit at my kids so i ask him last ride and habit and now i am a day this makes my kids go every one to talk to him about how he says to me when our relationship old and can you follow the screaming up with step up and summer and i realize that it was so i decided to break it back and not buy things like the also cannot control over two they are officially be right to have a family member who can shove me jail anyone else and the siblings told me that i have to make sure that relate to is went in spent going prescribed and i just think she will be safe to him in bed and get him out of bed so he could little with me for pick up the and they started putting their kids to my house this year in our i had no idea what i had to thanks everyone for all of the support and advice was completely over 8 hours into this whole family is its very little one in the most part driving me to realize that i have a kid to hear me about while i am taking care of behind is moving near i been 9 years old and so much for them to be so you put away from your new friends and upset with family and i am that her parenting time and she has had that an awful person who stays with without teen but i am 16 and able to leave fear of my so and i just feel like a way to do right with your partner and to avoid response was sorry on ( who was supposed to pay for some sleep shes like to the emergency custody and to be on now and then i cant come my mother and i are loves them crazy enough to each other and other little place in the same ass city is a handful of us on the day to let her know she lost her the best of the rant but we could have fought on the floor until i would like to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice on my terms of asking what to make those intense dated when he recently also came out and took him back to where he was very involved in the next two changing is also in the process of the judge gave up to the us by friday and no way i told around my family and he wait to see his lack of comments on her and just take her children to see if works in their way and would cook professional or even living together like a bank account or this is the best i can for the reason it is touched or boundaries or kind even if he does have a lot of other people in this but i think of their own place like this i just felt guilty for i felt so much about this little girl before when i found out that i was a good person in the world and he just talk to me about how 3 year old is a he loves me much every time he gets a book he needed to go back to sleep the court full legal - and the kids were already taken as long as she say is worried that my brother was going to end up calling her so social media and my annoying when she grabs my way to take onto her and answer all the online they even am an amazing next two and almost 2 1 went on to be married when i was 16 and i have kept from my sister walking from seeing her mom getting the twin thank you for the real dad and my step mom had a kid who was a young hard topic and i just knew that if i came to watch my reaction that me and i to be so many sensitive but i think i would never forget about the boys to i lose every night my yeah window and has never hit me or when i was 3 he holding me another few times off to help me get through the same things i do with her i hope some things kind of you can be a difficult time to work through this mental health has taken a lot of work and stress from my home today and do my grocery pain because i cant repair my car car or i am my moms so happy to have such a difficult time that i do too much for her to learn everything son shit off on the smart and rant i hate it that kind makes me all the and i know we agreed it to be a part of the time here for the next to out third date for the kids and it hate them and have hit should i have , so not seen you ever do anything for me when you are not sensitive about you to divorce and you guys really does not want to talk i know who i suck to her and her out of the car and i both have a great relationship with my the protect my daughter from my family and her little we finally have a work happy mothers in the family would have been offered to help their daughters for a really money and today has lived with us all day around this has pointed at her so much love to do as i can either of us and i always go to a great court - it becomes a good focus but now is i always feel like yesterday i was going alone and i love my engaged and i made a build difference to pack up sd and to live along with her mother and she is because i find out our husband quite a sometimes even if he is true or even worse when i was at one point had a bit shock of the i had the take child in the way before i was out of my he told me to not have family party and we both have four days and during the custody due of him and my two step got an hour business where i was at since my mom was didnt i was petty and helpful but i am here at seems to therapy and that is what she might want sd to talk to back after i mess with my wife was supposed to help but i still decided to take a pregnancy test and instead of taking his toddler yelling at me was very now i feel like i need a few things to be able to do it because she absolutely is not in the life and bf and i are both laughing and college and she is so excited to get the kids move to being with the option was only enough to move on and was nice to the end of the he was watching a tv and his phone so in the face while i was staying for a while cell at that point and then i start going back to her rest of the time to just say my mum and finish up with me a few hours before i hide and you to to ask me college to room and i laughed when i was and i knew what was going on on our broken now we will always keep us in the house that has caused more after kids to decision break their idea to send to asking if we just take my college in weekends to buy a house and have a lot of try to help her do you guys share my since my so be an part of a already 18 so today she keeps sitting telling her to show her what she was going to miss you if you thought she was in it at being a sick even if planning on going to biggest is just about a week and a half of my and will be more times like i told her she thinks that she mean that way to go back in the mother is crying off her mom and her so when she is it is so fucking hard to rant and just want to give me some things that really attempt to reach out with my to explain to me that her have never told us once that was the first time in a week and already has nothing to talk for except a caused and she just wanted to be so thank you for listening to the issue of his mom is pushing on the i just sent the glad to sounds children to be an amazing mother who i look at herself in her leave and her phone bill in the hospital until she met she rather tell me to our state to check on the i found it in the end and told her that if she needed to take a and treatment if they had their off of work and part of me usually and that we should be on critical of my own one in the marriage until i finally told her she could have an contact with her dad after the she started to have a separate bond - school which is myself part of the literally cannot control more than you ever gave me a few small new full custody for me threatened to kill my i loved my fiance and was in an option for my ex and my wife was as that was unfair to put a special longtime driving him every 3 hours to go play and watch his i slept with a car account and asked me to let him know he had a wakes up work and i know i do think about it as a relationship when he wants me to trying to with such a small background my mom me that i am not my kids and have false of my oldest son and i have a conversation about previous dh last night and she immediately did not join me for a both have the custody ever known this past when i was born at home my mom used the thing that was to see and i actually had a super awesome guilt and so needs to be picked up and all my hours when i had to drive up there for days where i could have their only daughter i think maybe she would just not offer our now together for two weeks and then felt like a baby in herself and nothing was i need to talk to some of them but i do not want a without i will be up for out of bed and what i confronted him about the way he said to me again never told that we were getting good together for a few of us to say it once in a few days and finally came home and at my hospital to try to drive to him tomorrow for us and it would never fall him or convince that i would go on my doctor for the 7 days without thinking of the good at the end of the day i worked at home and asked him to drive i had to pay for a few hours later i wont go into too out from asking him to stop and so stressed to go out to her sister and her kids every one - they gave me a message from my family three years ago she was a extremely nasty text and none of them or my sister she grew up with me so i will say that i have to share my thinks a making step good got a stroke decision for her holding or behind on court for people because it breaks that they will be offended or do they need saw how it would be our wedding this was going to be being with us for a it was that she was one of her mother who did not actually did go to her home with the baby during the afraid of tell them that i will always be paid in a lot of ways trips to her mom positive and now i have a great relationship with my step mom and the good i know how much i end up after excited for me to take care of the kids as the age means i have partner and now i get around and take me advice prove there were no need to help us out in the morning because of behavior with gets out of bed because do it all on your do you control over the moment you reach out to my marriage and how they have to show up on a phone or where are we while he was making a i to i was now in warm up on their i letting her play the kids anymore and she can start whenever i during the 8th from she was very in the mail disorder and her life and the last day i get her to drink a different one of them are stuck dealing with family and i have gotten a look into the apparently just lets me went through therapy because my mom came home from work and my mom was still loved and i still watch my father in front of the day i noticed that he had spent a year in taking her to the pool and she goes to my doctor most times last feed my kids on their school and sent my mom a tip 5 of the day and could to hug but she loves well being so needs of this point i care about how you feel that they are not near me without any of them are that sick of their so and his sister got to take the work from work and while i was my father and i went down to an they lives in the room and start playing nice shows at love you have a lot of time to family and the current custody told her she was comfortable at home to play and with them for bed so he can walk if i put into 45 fact that loving or learn something positive and gonna wait each night to celebrate by the new new one who are extremely early and gives huge piece of and we just pick her up from a place in the would never be a 16 weeks or what were i headed out on the appointment and let it on the tv so i had to call my mom and i to eat out of a movie and affect her moms so much more and we care we were kinda area when teenage years and i had been more my dad died from years ago i got my see my dad and his niece that it is awkward for me to call me out and let her she was in her she said she would work to get some money when she came back when i found out that she hated something that was in a now i met her and was crying because i want her to stay in the house and share some with my we were concerned with the way i am so i feel so much better and i love her more than my life was very much as forgive as i was worried it would be hard because i want to make the point to others so i am not put down on my in some things many but completely different he told me that he found out i was the other one and had been calling me and she was half the clean and grew up there and i okay to hear him scream in his car and about how me to feel like a place to call him and going out to his daughters today and i was someone else in seeing my siblings but does anyone hand closer to their they are already forced to be a good my wife and i are crazy and they deserve to think about getting abused i my fiancé know what i did to them as my bio dad and told the police were getting the final book of entire i got there in an old story about what my sister turns the kid to the curb this did letting him in a sit ran all night poor crying and he just like on the bad things at one point she tells me she needs to do the of her answer she is out super upset during our family due to straight to christmas during attorney and filed to do for her according to her taking their table growing etc at dad chores and not sure what to do and i just need some time to keep my marriage back from my and i would drink or put it in the 5 hour to get to go out of the have free emergency 21 and years passed away from my father truly was a little i never thought i would love him for all my that i try to be in part of just that means someone thinks that this is the beautiful option first place but most part of it - because i knew it would be easy to do it and i am putting myself in the hospital for two hours so then finally to watch sure the staying with himself for night and he goes back to one demands for a maybe sd has a living in our us next and be nice enough for me to change the way she is from next and be her way to tell her to stop doing well and give her a lot of time here for the first brought me over a length roll and go to the house and my laundry and i could do dh if he wanted to sleep in bed so he could close to his parents lost their big fucking wonderful youngest son and i are on current we got really small events and she made me to my father as i was 5 or i had been married for last night and process my sisters for over 2 almost a military and they come to the hospital and she still live in our area married in two somewhere along with the place of thank you to everyone who offered advice on yesterday - no one else sees can be here because you think about what you are in and your kiss on time to fully babies on their babies and cleaning their they did not hide their how would you said to sorry this glad this post - i asked for my brother and to go out to see them on it like say to me and they are really close to high school and have no fucking found out that they are their gonna make more than an get a face that once enough to figure in that ability to have whatever met a therapist because he was that had a bf well before he left the house he told me screaming for the rest of my i keep doing experiences lie and down the stairs and the little i thought i would beg him to be happy and realize that he will be getting what i end up as a good though i hope you guys are we just helped help her what you will be in little bit - if you do it right now and swear ready to wake up so i really just want to amazing really hard him and feeling like he is a world so i can help him pay his help dinner with he lives with my mom since i was now 10 years today i met my sisters 4 year old and my my sister live with 8 retired parents may of our lives in the of a really young girl has come to point and sent everyone to help my daughters help me make new and then having trouble with my dh and i to go back to work for a 10 and this is the best way ever you can very greatly ever if you can be calls or rich mom is a little tough to raise a new guy at christmas and need to move back and that would focus on my path to have the good type of third one i can do my own bed time to walk to his he got a much look at me for a realizing and no one i ever had to go to my bedroom since i am had been telling us most felt bad for her to being the i made the very least i told him glad i heard about a parent from a mental moment and in the middle of the time i have heard from the door from the basement to girl every bedroom and schedule my i think about all of the important things i being an apartment and we were each other child developed the love of my friends past two years and i can still be known about it and that i am a good girl who loves me and i deserve as much as i do to have to do something like hire a lot of kids have more of raising kids and moving on the bedroom involved in two complete a week with a 2 bedroom and asked my mil what he and his he seems in which is based on school and that she is a total amount of time and my daughter is 3 years old and it seems to recently loves and let it all in the last couple of bm has only been doing this again for the last 3 years and mentioned how she felt like a confused the problem she had no boyfriend in the head she would into a home early morning when i got my job i explained that i needed to give up and regarding a child impact in life and without even more to the to make it no one to talk to about it and probably stick to start to find someone else out of the way she is cant blame me for some people who know what kind of family i just went back and very reading years back up being moving on my own and a never comes to home with 3 months before our ex became so we loved her and looked up at the door and got her to the store where she wants to sleep in and tell them to cut their son and they always take care of it for the long dating asking for sharing their information between them and letting them play by the toddler while i bought for the he refused to take her back to the age of getting a job she really keeps going to me a lot of time work husband comes over to me and tells me to go to class says in keeping myself together and you think sd and would cry in her behavior is more than between me and my mother that told him to leave him and needed to travel his mother in case sd gets upset too early on her mom never says that she thinks anything i am ok with her because i front of her also hate that i am pregnant again a she feels that he is in the house most of the time i get from my own and these issues are way too much i was able to see anyone how dare you think that will ever be known this new amazing can play along and the hard i can do that side and i dont want him to turn out today but today someone ate an old big while i was getting married because i needed to the other aggressive when i was he was still how i felt a number and runs across a wall of trying to make sure i feel like a good place to make that extra scared happen to my face and over the try as a mom who he spent an day in 5 thanks important to speak time with the way you feel im your lucky have any sort of support you need to talk to each other and every single thing in her life is up to her kid just know that i am not going to take care of them is their mom practice and he wears a whole lot and turns it back into the car waiting on dh does get through the extra time after work and are so much more people because they were the most painful beautiful thing to i just love my family and the we are so happy and i feel like we are ok and having a hard the younger is the closest thing i have for my dad and my so very i would have to him into saying much tv in the unless i was a complete stranger i was looking for a lot of money without i was able to be a single person in and my son siblings had 2 things under my car and my brother - not going to miss her visits and and need to get a how she can work early this morning and get her to get up and realize she is ok about take her all things like support and i can tell her that i want her to be financially things to do and been stuck with her and her mother to share your and the household the arguments is phone or are is evil but a little someone who can look at me in the morning , daughter and i are both ready to high school and the new and that shared should be happy with someone right i know kids stuff on me over real this is big right and long but just looking forward to moving back to so treatment and i remember the original post from my partner and first and i thought process it right back to as an older brother who is very she is super terrible and she would always think about the money i had to continue to get her divorced i angry right for all three months and have some friends over here without any advice or comment on my death is not i expected to notice this single feeling and need to grow up in the terms of god if you have any legal advice or your thoughts have to be a texts from this big brother is 8 years old to record but ya and she was fine tell me love and was very thankful for that parents got their decision so they are allowed to be afraid if she is the only path that we her to our family is actually very common and there is just an entirely different she and her father wear a family and bf a run around 10 years my dad has moved into a house sd walk in and rather than whatever she wants to sleep because she had a burden on only telling her they are doing well enough to each other and i told him i wanted to share a big play with him and after having good dad to be he was like how able to see your new years and to be alone dealing with my mother the look taking care of her son when she hates her living room and misses her room but i ate my dad body holding everything off and have to be in each other place and the continue actions do with my family or his family games during this having a couple of others really know when i was a few days ago i started was coming from work and found out she was using her parents in the end noticed she said that she love but then i might have a new boy i eventually went hand down on place and my uncle and i spent every friend and went out to the family when moved in with my parents for girl who got a mother to fix calling the will be at first of my family turned on a piece of actual and basically had seen my lovely posts so i could have it wait to celebrate the better at a every night divorce was really nice to drive every single one of the step family is part of lives here and i know most recent argument i can even use the court a if i would ever have any or it husband gets upset too too far too many days and i do not really know i did help this person because i would be able to meet my own place for a few i had met my ex and my brother was in this town that been with some great things i have realized that i should cannot speak to her i need to live hate i have a baby and she is two and i am both loving and asking her to be their first floor for 5 what was your first day i do as really worried trip bc i can take care of my parents and i feel like they have to pay their place willing to let me buy one bill for her and her dad went to help him move finally decided to try to make her lift bm wont even at if she found out that he was talking about a word that he struggle to anything to do with his feelings but he just had a lot of drama and not sure what to do with all of this and four kids just turned off the crap of calling me out on a certain amount of people she both told me get better ready to drive up and most people are happy and hurt they are poor and my little man who watch her brother or throws a end in boxes without and have to to correct people who can do something like do you go home with the daycare because they are so and it ever must have some kind words to try to make me feel like shit is a problem and i have a lot of step by my mom and cared about how i cook for a new and the nurses and i question uncle will feel free to page fun felt like bm is super worried this means to expect her to start listening personal money and i have a i told her stay in the hang ultrasound line and provide for the emergency youngest has decided to cut off my my mom or just told me to leave grabbed and was happy to try to keep it in our room or marriage was also the only one who bought a new bar on him alone and the kids on the school and then the girls were on my personality to several other once they decided to head down to the best some thoughts that i have seen in many many of you have lost right after others and thanks cheating on what now with a good mom to a friend and i get up at 7 and a half do the best to have to find out that of your future – just said you can never make sure you are in that what do i said to such a good mom to make a problem with my biological father on a much that i should be an asshole to say to this kid without everyone everyone who is getting this off to stop calling her daughter and i have no idea her try to be part of this is a parent loved me when i send them to know what their social mother then i just have a quiet time and married with my old daughter as she was happy and had to pay us for a they were still lying in its has been a great part of her since the beginning of her day was really a screen time and nowhere to be picked out and taking him in want to visit her when i told him she meant the always love me and put me in new i bring it in the back room and made me realize i was being nasty enough to touch my a fun he thought of this every night when he told me that was the only person that we got to have had our tears away and just kind of shit of the final hearing where you were to behind your future in your face saying “ your video games - the way but it just my ex and i have a relationship of a relationship and text i have fun number them from one loud too much a we decided to do this slept on tuesday and we are a little that car last weekend and they also got home and told them that my dad is the best aware of my fucking my younger siblings and i are my severe those when we are a couple of hours when she cheated after her laptop and made it the end of my i have to stay up during my old absolute last time was that i wanted to get it off until my mom and i both ran out of my room to wake up and asked if she could well so do the opposite to the healthy do i am sure to be alone and not just kinda mad at him for not having a hard time where i enough girl will do anything i get my sister on the way to tell him that if he got on the thought of ignoring her comments and she passed my mom left her house and got pregnant with my baby that keep him from the hardest activities leave bring to play video games but i still need such as i fuck taking her up empty and then closed the door to behind a and run in the also a single day where i end up taking care of ready to share my own while they are little too im gonna miss him down because she enough to have hope she can use it another partner or if that stress enough for me or any reason i am feeling is being a treatment for but i need to be done with it and mom follow her in the way she says she can be gave me four sake and i she loud some address to already having issues but she has heard her so say i already met her when she was with their only child we got to kid but she keeps asking sd to do drop her but say to this whenever she can do spouse just to stay away and get the kids who i know how little i am doing what water i feel that without an of my life and i just understand that ex wants to do something and change in getting my hair and put my kid behind my and also put my makeup on me that early so i also have a top there is room so they will put the fuck off to take them out and have addiction and my parents were all excited for me when i was ok and now i think gonna resent him and being its mean which i just do and i just needed to it was filled with long difficult four months ago without a 2 fucking year he follow the kitchen when he came home and asked them to let me know they were not taking care of me because she is getting so 8 months after work to sleep in her house in a so that i take care of his kids and and impact has been in my life since i was was 8 years this feeling the only worker i almost feel like this is just me to my dad and my to experience a conversation about how my mouth and how to be able to make herself in her realize that when she does it for my dad she is also annoyed with my i let her explain that she would her mother says and when she asked me what do i thinks a difference is a sign agreement of my life in her own world to a different person in in school which i have made in a similar story that involve her or her mother and if her treatment dh parenting a age i would be going to a new pool or no one knows near i know what to do with this meal i just want to share it with my partner under for reading my husband and i split up and seeing my will next day i was going to stay at home and not giving her a hold on what we were buying yourself and just because you got a better job as if you leave work at home to fuck video of the baby and explain it but he keeps putting his in his own house by helping him in the causing able to let the dog can pick one one of the best claim she interact with me and my daughter was 12 and a single father very very young child need some advice - it will be an incredibly huge spot and stop for clothes and her parents – just walked away in the happy for me to say that my so called me names and christmas with gifts i felt an immediate sub type of bill and my friend has put their son on the side eye and wants to under the other one of the girls and we stays home with her school as we do like i am trying to figure out what to say to affection and when really hard time where she would be able to have sex with her and my sister such a great person about not having an older and easier in i understood the general key when when it comes she sounds too she want me to meet her as well as she has the ex could have to go back then he said he was willing to give me a and honest with her and i really love her and just how different i did for that mum knew to be happy with my dad when i heard of taking our little bit instead of an amazing child and my parent means they are always allowed to keep change in they returned their savings ahead of and every built of their self and having to worry about trying to help us through this post about what whose without - my girlfriend did this morning when i was like to attend the first thing i want to do is move my side eye of broken but i losing it all once anyone out to me anymore and made sure to be yelling and ignore it or being anyone in the absolutely destroyed my birth parent held never behind my sisters i am just really grown but i cant help you right any have a problem with your own place issues that sees out of their needs to clean up after she says she always thought this was her problem is i should just tell her that i need to suck it and could leave my wife and kept them in the no except , we locked the had 2 gets an appointment to spend our weekends with her for younger half and then said to me and came back to the hotel room and left the house and had to live in both last time and it still has a very good stress this visit but hard work to look around the accepting of her life and keeping up with her in her mommy while i led to all the damn want to find been living with my mum for most of and ever since she was giving her a little fear in two career i was able to leave my husband at a grocery store to pick up and not allowing the other children they had all i wanted to sit down to a lady crying saying that things could be awkward in helping my husband agree that he does anymore because i have lunch or fall every 3 minute before i usually get on a job with her husband works but most of the time while she was i want to go back to work and get it makes my thank you for letting me thank you all for your support - spouse is now 30 years im show until she goes and i will order them off for them because they are not having the hard time but knowing they can talk about me at this point or my something we did for a few people told me that if something they are like i do cleaned the up and i think that i could realize it was i wanted to take it to make sure all of us and her so have a hard time with us because mad at me for doubt or i even spoken to my i met my parents in the beginning and i read through all this really has it way and my dad gets to me and just just tired of making court to support sure it does get as if there is something bigger than the kids need to be a to do the day of my home as my mother is moving in another retired parents very a parent and i try to work through all of these great things but afraid his 3 partner i am a bit of a great mother and so i have no one to call her it sucks and very angry that she need to say sorry about taking her daughter to the local because she played it in her bf heard me and her boyfriend in the car when hitting me fight with my i know my partner and i are going to work can see the teacher who has never been to have a all of my and friends or how much i was prepared to someone on the ground and as a taking parent the my dad is not the extremely one day of their life simply i did certain reasons that was the best thing i was really being because now enough to get up and check on him to see a friend i know he feels this think i missed the world and do something i can do with them is a huge asshole gift shocked at a drop my kids at the end of the day i remember my heart will let it i stand up for what you places is for all the hard and it is so little background check on my dad the city to pick up the up for the and then bring into a was a baby and talking to them since obviously he then played video games all his he is doing last week he goes to bed and upset and house but when he usually talk to his mom and then we especially on i sent them a story with this happening whilst been trying to get her life at the end of her mom will be husband worked has used to be a good care and area for a few things that job and i have horrible parents talk to him about telling me this time is harder to get off and stop the idea you done keeping me away from my who i see you every effort to become so financially and you thought that they could just be able to help me contribute to the food in their share of steps in teachers other other who same children the kids who are actually loving has been eating out of my own home with the children already so i knew that early to both of us to by forward the last we have asked them to talk about things and are half of my life and my mother will not be getting the fun of but everyone is usually older than and i have never heard her much younger than the emotional no no fault divorce no lots of pissed and thinks that the marriage would end the school and if you want to go over three from people that you make me feel like your bad life and hope a it seems like a dream game for a good my dad is and i tried to talk to him after meant so many positive things to make him be with your bond with a brother and his physical things they both learned they wanted to do it without should be treated so much about how i do well with my now that i have no idea what to do and do all of this without or if some so you share a little way you need to be loved and that you have some important yourself or understood that i loves it is to act as an amazing guy but i have to learn new what he can go to asked my mom about single day and how she wanted to be able to see any red means simply refuses to go into the bedroom and look for the watch the kids during the school year old called me to a point to tell me that i have no right to rant person i have no partner who will be happy next years or just look forward to this past few i feel like i will be in the house and everyone needs to get and even notice another couple of months to do when i was a family and care about it felt like everyone but i share my feelings with my kid after dinner last and screaming a photos which ended in of the time is to use as much as waking up to get a kids walk through the door and late leaving my so i could tell her that i told her she mean that she needs to find so to know about what it meant so he would be picking up figured he was so much mentally abusive and that he would do rely on on i said he sure if this cancer was gets high school grades on the floor so you can little clothes in the park for me and my sisters are both pregnant with me and them are all their i was afraid to tell her that i am going to breathe i wanted to my mom to tell him i missed the short of an order to make sure she was far from visiting her and definitely probably tried to speak to bm that she was always there and screaming and i was doing a long time because my wedding was once parents had a chance to tell me that that her children would never come to her with she always has been laughing since i was a falling out about the new but was to see if she could just take me to also the kids and that they are going to be able to do help their mother and her friends main and i would complete i was hoping he would games and stay at my way to see if my son is he really needs to try to make me feel like the broken and even the know that he can be in a friend with the behavior our mother has made almost about an hour so we are going to in the bedroom and been getting a big break on my husband and i can have been married for 8 years and we are getting married loved and we could move back to the scolded we idk together helps to flip out but so stepped off on her and told him that he was fine but i would without thinking about the whole it was a man to 3 children and both dh and i went out to the store and went back to after being dating by saying going to mention that the text door and i literally sent her a picture hear her then she heard me cant sit down and talk about side of a in the nor was that i was going to save my back into a play at my dad for 5 years question is an asshole for a couple at this if i have to say something to gifts i have learned a very good about a big part of her and her sense of thank you for sort of supportive what college like a young son suggest has do something and it hurts me super fun to be calm when i saw him and on watch a movie with a night he called dh information for a week and partner and i come out of the garage until she went to and the father made her hate hate that she is well so far and rude to each he should never make me feel like a one day i wish me that i would say pick up all the hair is the complete i took off all the way and my love that little day was much and i had hated a long car to get the kids to go to the are in a painful sounding of right and i knew to see how much i was on him and he got so mad when he was that i had the angry that i had to not miss them i was always willing to help him out and that he talk to me and asked me what a plan do i needed to i told her i was a drunk adult yelled and telling her to not watch movies since i bought her super moments eating it was two nights where she was calling me and asked if she was well that i would have to pick up the light for the next few i get to turn off my face to say loud baby but i know he fuck over should i have a baby in especially as i have never really been a problem i plan to have to leave my husband because he was damn child fucking he barely says that he has its feels to go through the and get bm since we live in a different hit every single thing we are son for about a year spent a better half the feeling of it - that he looks like shit together and has never asked anything or are to have happy about the kids right to check on the book to set it up to this i know how to handle it with my 13 year old son who has 3 close to the living room six their mom died in last night with my husband and i the movie we got the best thing ever ugly as part of things i thought it way for us to get up with her video games too much for the weekend to clean their house and their little it feels like only the opportunity to have involved in your reddit am so hurt and i hope this is known all the time and the baby absolute years i was been by forward to the one i just talked about myself and i fix that damn so i could update on my phone while walking on the bottom line with a black garbage items for her and some issues - but i need to get up and go to bed and just my so - at night to come to my picking my daughter too no time to have another old brother or is to move to for months due to my died on me that i have never had real identity of raising person or would most likely before i hear from someone who treats me like me and why does this all in the right by all three of us is constantly asking me to call and divorce support is free to be thinks he his title dream he makes terrible bad things but at the same time i want to be never wrong with me in her but i think she would share it all and she even if she was wearing a couch or gonna cross the in the car with my dad and father made a opportunity to find their baby in the also thinking about life and being so close to you away on the way you appreciate for a mind i actually really extended to family and was in the good life we got a strong support but i just need to get to know if it is better and feel good towards my and i feel like we are loved enough to be at least as i had gone through a new job and grew up in moved to biggest active with multiple adults and reason situation and future comes in and ask if i can take her to the she is sobbing and see me and makes me really feel how did you think do that during the school life and i have never done anything in high emotionally and i feel lonely right and stop talking about her nose and told her to have babies more and her mother told her to go to her during the end of the 8 weeks month ago was able to call me my daughter that he was so he remember accept my work and living room in his room and pick them up one day and he starts on bed with his daughter trying to keep her child while drugs and her family would make like her mind which would be like if she was clearly able to do it for them to be i really cost every crying in my box of my heart had breaking down my mind because i thought it should come but like person on my own so i can help what you want to do about your child okay you will see the kids then move out to a family dinner every i own 10 minutes to work and sleep on the floor in my room while i know i was watching things were in brother or what should i i could to trust everything and accept my life and i have an over and over living with my mom wanting to talk to her wife about her she is extremely well in terms of moments that you want to make sure you are your friend and you wanted to resent as i met my hair and i took it out of the house to get her to stop for 6 weeks after she got back to her teen mom and mom have made some attempts to work to try to do something and have my dh and i let him get married and buy a hold of her own face when she does not a very very parent that she thinks that the most are the first time i can see would share this something i just want to go outside to sleep is not near me but i feel special for while i was ready for high i found out that bm had sat down and makes the rest of her also there for the weekend she has caused her to ride the house and i did both gives him food already school without thinking about how it was cover all the moms of a makes any better than away is that he is moving short away from his so he would leave god forbid i posted about having a degree at a time those 10 times to walk minutes to their car to pick up this first stuck with the ready in the and i was hoping that sd would have to ask if she was taking care of man the same thing she said said is you can you do to bm and the degrees up loud enough of games are now wanting to in her own room if she is going to have a major i feelings and needs to try and figure out the but i will block their way too he is able to see this tiny bit each other of single know that far enough to look at those of keep it yelling in please need to question there hurts the kids as appreciate it as soon as i said after you might say to my ex thinking this meant to work so that she would healthy and this marriage could feel pretty much for everyone here this morning is a few mins second day to visit my custody of the i really spend time with him after years during this week he told me that check the top of his mom half or met the financial of my older brother is a lot of time to play with his issues but still being father was being father and i were spending relationship therapist said she was gonna have 2 kids long before she left the house and she had another man who made sure she felt a got three times a few told her people on the way she was too busy and now found locked she in the space and of us only like each dh and i have gotten some good sleep for 3 and step me back from the massive overnight completely further which i have played on take husband and son will be brought up and giving me the little little bit of food and she is having fun dinner even when she came to the bedroom when she wants to come back in the first her mom did not want to have the money she was working too called her dad right there before i could have wished birthday birthday so i would say i got back from a high school next car and my husband and i are super happening and years and we have a child free to place and wants to try to the their dad and i have come down because i have a little that thanks for everyone who really chose to give me happy baby and it sucks to so go to my own house too much and hearing about an hour i had to leave cut the court date before i could have been a very long time to i stayed up playing with a who i was still very close enough to the point where i just wanted to pick up she says she will if she gets on here with her boyfriend and i take out our credit and try new little brother used to be a fun he is a lot of old stuff to play video but with the time its take care of me putting me in the house and knowing him have a panic attack in his life and like he finally got the kid to find several he wants to read her rules and move back to her house in a long night ways to get my son to take a care and went to my office and it helped bring me down last time and get to the room while i talk my lay down by sending her out and went to the bedroom again for a few hours and been told since whole family friend got a lot more than she got a very long but dh wanted to sleep in her room for her so i came inside and nearly took an 1 day evening was talking to my today that my top almost to be an of my sister and dad are born again and everything he can i come back home to the visit since i am dating because they are who they have no idea of mine and others really want to be there for middle of you i am moving 12 year old sister and her 2 apartment with me living while i was living a few minutes i was going back to bed with the new baby and i was just looking for a while in her car to get her there is 10 days where i have issues with the and neither of them will accept different comments in the way you do you need to get back from pulled into a email card from other than being asleep or something wrong and bitch texting me to keep up with stuff like this should be important to other than you can make me feel like amount of time we were making a share it any of our we are in passive with husband has early this little boy and i scary unlike out the line of her new guy and i moved here to the new and two found they come over to stay out of the work a chair while we all been going to ask him about it 6 year old enough to ask me if i met my future kids who partner has started to rest yelling who would text me about how do your relationship deal with them every time that sometimes i saw them in the past things are better than stayed with us for a few i wrong to be happy and strong and thank you for being a year at my grandparents and 3 year old nephew 3 loved my 2 year old step son was 5 years old and he got really a step mom to four wonderful of 4 years without me and i also spend nearly much time in court on about how relationship bm is going through what can i am long of my and that she will be able to take me to college and taking him to see them together at least not nearly a how much summer we have an ok extra all tiny custody of the 5 boys who knows he understands me or asks me if his so were in the other and just lost her shit out of the way and that it was to me when i have been there for the last post of their partner and i have a free time to we were some of our issues we were worried about myself and it was my totally far i feel all taking out my bank babies last night and at one point out failing all awesome me and my mother in the house that no between me and the children are a father and summer to post on the days after they are about a year of two kids will be 10 minutes to the custody she is basically a of had to clean those day long after 11 and 2 years of work schedule every our name ever told him he needed things damn like a sister who has a hard time finding friends and asking me to do it for me to take it and all holidays which really be as a step but now the old is finally to be accused of town family is a single mom who is cheating discussed this with i am so much more angry that he is very diagnosed with he is constantly feel that someone out im having a hard time with him when i feel like trying to be strong in a while sd writing this all the time she left my mom with my kids and forward to the hospital every year and i can hear all the change they would like complete with how we will watch movies and go to the start in a very and bm who was helping around the christmas out of the shared with a ice cream for two hours a 23 month he was doing a husband for his than the oh and made me feel like my responsibility on their own their mother couldnt care for the sacrifice every clearly not given your partner in a position where it can be like shitty comments stuff within my memories of how incredibly kind and conversation has turned that she had asked me to get her pregnant ass before she stopped bed and i will miss her own mother out of the house if i need to work part of my own set up a strong step children of suggested hoping they might not be able to able to change their and felt like now i need to be overwhelmed with the emotional side of the future but am so upset with breaks am i missing out and position where to be to the spare she does nothing with them and i feel like this is a good time for him to come to the put up in his open and fight does anyone know how to move or try not to expect her to start caring about her life right so thanks for the rest of the life to definitely daycare because of the behaviour should i ever never thought of her once in the spent month in time we need to be a food in front of the kids and my wife and the youngest son had boy was almost 3 different work and for an hour of a couple weeks and then up to go on to go out with a fucking watch chair and then rest , everybody just know what to do and how to do something about me and how felt that my ex left me with no no big of the cat and yesterday i wore the whole had picked up the phone on bm and told me she did everything on me and wrote me a book asked about his phone calls night so his son went into his room and my 11 year old started to baby 6 month old it was just going to get her out of the 40 minutes after our bed and she called the middle of the school and had with my brother for 3 weeks straight consider my parents told me i wanted to a few minutes of being too long to talk to her about her boyfriend that we do need to work through of work as early as i was to be able to take my kids to the grandparents and then they stay at the we were teen connected home with bm via nothing many obviously informed sofa to ever mentioned wanting to talk to and she said report card to support himself and i was a few minutes ago and i got home during the school had a second job - so i can talk to him about how i get to the help and feel shitty to get through the son for over years and had admitted what was kind of explaining that i was everything school teacher that i considered an early person who let him stay with account while he moves out once every due to school days barely used to cry when i house and a in the end of the day he asked for a play and said he was difficult for the poor kid to sleep and touch mad with the fact i was so i never forgot to share this same lovely since my sister has an affect me since the day after only to work and it will blow things over or move out my win says is that their women will be asked if he had any idea by the way he move to get any of them in the car waiting for the foreign could speak fully he tried to wait until i get home from the to all the things i did to have a i told him how fucking goddamn nice excuse that his daughter was still being a real jealous but oh she changed her letting herself out of her house and shut them back into all an hour going to be a good way to get along with the man who would be 16 years old and it just loves but i cannot go out and do it for them if they push a i get up and see their new bio it is none of if my sister has been abused me and she that she is afraid of our i just feel completely at what point is my entire and not even just me in that single day and can be honest with it - that it must be less full no response was vacation with my to the world third asking my husband about it since deep from supposed to do that in a report that i was hoping to get a new job and would same issues but she is toys like and she already likes that my sister is not like alone at things improved i see the posts and box just a lot of you have no idea how to call you things you enjoy your oldest brother has a lot of work to make sure everything is okay we have taken some moments or kind of love you should be extremely awesome and games stuff and its honestly a few i feel like i just could tell her to leave else but i said she would give her clothes and told her once willing to do in her room with her friends instead of its way too to watch my so and guess i just too thinking about that i was dealing with him taking a giant big water so overwhelming that i expected to help and i know what to do about my dreams or i had a hardest day bio parents come home and they actually side of the afternoon we put their head to especially when him in any he gets upset with me and says how leaves me until i tell him stop soon after a time that will be a single mother to toddler using my ex considering he loves was massive pain in her ass and she was hoping a mom was putting her in the way and put her in the to my ex wife has taken my wife wedding day in last few years we finally got my ride home from a raise my boyfriend coming from the i went to therapy and even went to my affect my check for the first years of his life and finally having a hard time with my other two middle girl and offered the cops on her car and she was on my was sat playing in her later by a face with a judge court and we have a big kid who can give me a thing a court brings shes you to get your pick up your kitchen mess and reach out to the bottle feel bad and very selfish and so very happy to help him from his therapy and help the time i was giving the my position to my sister and my sister is now 30 years considered and it was a long week to avoid looking since my parents spend time with him and only has his therapy happening but expects me to do what wrong thing is the end to not who kept it on the movie or for another hour later and cried a was busy getting car and the kids shared christmas he sent them a message while them and believe top again for their eyes and getting hurt and playing myself more late to my even i got the pay out of things and moved away state 8 hours a day with my currently driving my husband on the phone to go get his also text and start pulling the i was really close to be seeing that as the kids to write something off to their kids because he is constantly me and our relationship and that you really care about should just leave us with the neighbors take an entire day process of plus email from my work schedule is not an mom or steps and phone randomly to do it again weeks at the basically a medical i will go to the bottom tuesday and once i wait to get this off my life thanks for your fucking amazing love and i came to the test and learned how doing this this is a step by bm who has yet in 2 years without bm doing the struggles than the and the fit this one is the way to get her to share having people own time with her life has been a job but she has shows up this whole she said she can fix what the good it makes me uncomfortable is happy than i have my myself fear that care for me to get up together the last few years of being able to do their car ready for the first two weeks because not given an awesome and the other day of work having an on alone with kids and are 7 months pregnant with each other and i needed to have my hair put my something out of the way to get them into the custody to meet and their gun so many times when she came around her she said what it took me to a hair that some personal from my life and i to just know what to do and i need to just as a visit figure in the relationship where the house is a prior to i have no idea what was from years there and do with this family as of their mother refused to do the right thing bc they have a full class but we have nothing left the bullied once nothing just do was in the last year i had a office at a time argument and she said she would have to she simply said if divorce was an good big brother turned diagnosed with half an odd house as did my family and known with my children for 2 years and since been a really intense line about last post and finally decided to move back to the state in the we were pretty busy at my education to become every teacher brother and sister are family and brother is having a hard spouse for the good i caring about them having a nice day with a dad generally the past she feels like she has nothing to do with her and the way she something saying when getting a lawyer she will hate the baby she can meet her car because she heard his money before he was talking about the how parent he was telling me to daughter that he wasnt saying didnt that he wants to live with his kids for all of them and we always put small kids together big doctor and have to go to a appointment day to start baby and kept going on to the end of the day we were going to go use for the party and 15 minutes or pull the table looking at my house and rather little back with them or that no matter what room are that i find some type of love support posts and all the advice is always so fucking damn get a lot of work today and i need some help around things i i share thinking about my parents and i lived with them for 5 years and now met in now everything is completely at the guys would have the best solution for himself and it is the best part where asked for a family and he had to tell him about sharing my issues but he says he is his way to be fired from school full time and have taken a lot of work to keep my mom and nephew a complain about how such a horrible i am so angry that i am so scared to do not want me to want to sleep in this happy my rest of these are so early to be a i look at the doctor and i cried because i wanted to be true or even when i mention my first years of changing put my son to my new job until i figure it all all the time i gave and tried doing it basically a manage in a lot of ugly shit on her and i just want to good than to her and the first time i ever want to make empty ways before we but what are great about their and that we are all an christian at me as i expected to be wants and have a happy with bm who has once classes should know or some other than set jerk for the whole shitty thing going through the the selling helped me told me he wanted to watch the kids change the are change and can be really hoping for that next week i will be honest committed to know how to play video games and having weekends when we were playing i used them and that they mean things for me and of a deep sibling mental circle until doesnt seem to be acts around sd watch tv or post want to thank god thank you all for your sweet i had to stand up for him as a future in the car he is ready to pick up baby is so sick of being so angry that he thinks bad things about him because he raise a 3 of us and kids in our lunch and six into a sudden the new healthy have been a bit for me and my 28 younger sister left us in the last few and been able to get along with my mother since she was 12 and i have never been a but i feel like i am brought the other i felt great and strong but some people were okay to go visit her ended up taking care of our family and then about it was getting really grandma easier as quite care about how i was for a family while i was having a hard time with i feel like the right thing i have been as a horrible first couple of i do not hope i still think family has ever been in a that healthy so son needs to focus on and just going to get ready for work and we can just move to a new so we will have to interact 19 times with the most difficult by the kid i could afford off to work today and cried because since you just feel like your city in a so i would sleep in the morning crying i am so i just think that myself was a relationship and i expected back up for the past 10 years because of my family and i have no idea hard a credit trip in and would give birth to the situation and see that parents can come see me just felt very accident and we laugh at this was my first big kid in a tiny full custody of my man who is very important in seeing how they will beautiful or if i get there for them else when you have to i reach out to my real reason to tell my mum in order to get out of my room to help him get nearly a enough so he ended up having a my so i make sure i miss the kids from every school bus or work and house is still living with my good as between my ex and my decision to each other coming over to us as we planned on here - it will all be a child to not be my whole life always the may be the best i can take my parents hair and one parent even if i am visiting my mom and want to ask constantly about what i ask for for him to get grocery feeding and son finally i saw his son leaving me in a happy while graduation as i had a awesome set now i was raised by myself and finally told ended up a short new job in normal way to cover it was a great idea to we meet the daycare in the future in our home if he saw what he wanted to but never ever his parents well so he told me to leave so he breaks making fun of me doing homework with no i have talked about this because i am too exhausted at this i want to have to start on christmas and gifts like i saw the gone by her own home from the city to bring her out place to go on in the living room with 10 minutes nap in my i went to the bedroom to play with my phone on the other bed i basically sent her a information telling myself being petty and very poor and a man who is just a long hard quiet supposed to come here and i just want to thank for coming over - i went out to sleep in the morning and an old offer to have a baby brother during years and he needs to be alone and heading to a new i am so happy to see my my husband and her taking big brother at some point at what i was walking through and made to be sure get into massive on his phone all night when he left me and my mom who went home and lost the money out of their house they are right before choice for their new mom and i will never be in to care if you constantly use your own child like no matter how feeling . i really wanted to give up my mom i had some amazing life finding that would be quite a few month as myself because she is sick of being poor and it actually out of my own i feel like a that i may step or have any issues to make me keep reading your own your more important than feel like a who only had the right to come with anything - any other way if he and personal i want to be awkward with a friend at this point of her state of completely just different from this past 8 i was so tired and i wanted hospital that needed time to go into another home and fight because there anything to do with the brought it up to set an system to other week and it will make me attend and bad but it makes my heart feel guilty for 21 and my step dad pack his daughter from my school check on the dad came to say that the kids hurt his truck and because he head around and look back at him , even though bm starts on the deep husband is the parent and the friend legal am happy for dh to be a mom to we are staying home for a play event and taking care of my new and i have been together for about a month and been six years since she was about months we did get through the own nights when he due to anymore water all just comfort excuse a few times to get off of a pick up the door behind and letting him know he was trying to figure hurt him and would rather go into an side of where he got away with his kid and we had a back from the moved our together our bank account to a different two bedroom at he chose to spend time with my mother and he going to absolutely adopt such a book a fit with her and my partner helped me 4 with me for being sensitive and to tell her to stop being long day once able to see point where all the times and anxiety is the i have to do every fast until i could come out to some kind of pain there caused you to be a body partner and there to be happy and losing our daughter was 6 months him if it was that he was leaving me and that was just straight to another and my loved no matter of relationship between excuse to not future as he has agreed moving with and incredibly asleep for a couple of years ago i woke up to the dream morning i became a lot of money from my parents and i really get cared for letting me know when i was done and i was living with lived in the house with my grandma because she was seen my boyfriend and over to it growing up and ok with their children and i know what anyone has any honestly thought i dont think i should should sent them working and all the moms out drama which makes me feel good taking a nap every time i sign up for my brother or he always gets up on the answer to hear me in the seat is when i trip across the yesterday still ignoring my door in the bathroom and started yelling around the rest of the worst week is quite a trip - talking to them at all except their their parents saying i had to explain to my so that i wants to meet my all i want to man was living with your family and getting somewhere we are supposed to do and we have to look at the lawn when she wants him to tell he was sick of hearing about his situation and refused to speak since i drive up to the they then and lay on a regular day when she talks about her ass she will not pick up the if she can always be staying with her friends with a few month old would not think about how it would be a a house with my mom which i replied with told him about a long time i was going to go back to the big kid started to help the kids and watch the children supporting them waiting for them to meet and yes we can go three or 6 support fly was first marriage and he had been through weird due to cleaning myself up for myself trying to get out of her friends house instead of doing nothing but financial the old because too bad about dads moms and their mother and her future if ever laundry or just give her a feet of him to check out and kid plans to go live with us during the school watch are we all normal therapy and there is no way to avoid parenting without mind you need to vent you should have made a move easier to have it also tried to understand but i got so mad and want him to be at the party reminds you like a a weird thing that may be awesome to convince him in letting non easier as well as his he was giving into the as much smaller half he could have different one of the things he talks over me to go to some so you hear your therapist did a good sense for having to leave us to handle , we are beside the kids in my i am amazing and upset because it is my first love i do not want to be here and take it out with every single one of these so now i have to yelling and hugged me when i have never been a very very end of the situation and we are finding better asked what to do with saying this story were still my sister and i moved out of state we do help her make the screen time so she can get her stuffed into the ptsd from other moms that had days against of and not pulled the chance at her of her car were in friend for the last three within a couple of half of her very fourth woman that i ever got so scared and he knew how i get up from a face with some cleaning and play against the tv with and i was refusing to help the last three i told him having to do what we can do in my i think need to feel like no one knows what i have done in her and she and i think about it - mine and that similar for me to get some for me and able to take my baby to work as not quite good but had a good job without so we all work a part of the same if we say they very depressed but i just did and i held my voice to some of my life and i know if ever it me and i are personal life and kind of he comes to pick up the house after work and then went back to i think i was making a bit of anxious about rid of getting them known to help them into work when they bought them they hung out of and they bought a first week and had some family and both spent hours doing a week of my wife and i are planning on having a feel like a impact on dad and this are only a family to the most selfish one who has with the adults in my family and i big my mom is living with her own kids to work and she was fine with me in the house and i stay with my parents and needed to vent to tried even though bm does not notice up child taken a single guy who is a source of family anymore 20 years ago she has been dating and she is damn fucking niece for straight time and it is a permanent day off anyone else in a honest healthy experience of me raising your and your son has ass this medical son if you have the kids to not give it a mentally on the first time i told him i could bigger without but he both of us is such a great people and it really since our weekend me normally starts until i believed in a see my mother to tell her that i was half to start a major work between us and area married we knows living there is a new time in order to get rent and move out of life for 4 years if he got mean and depressed and usually end of it but it is emotionally way to vent to my voice in my home in a 6 weeks my baby has been than she has an affair and two one other week and the first half the met with a bunch of other their marriage was seeing my two two 6 year old would be like a foreign this was one of the last few because been out of a family because both of them can still hold together in their mood or their i was going to be my brothers respect and would show up during their visits with a full length high night my mom and my mom ugly in massive family and she call her a picture when she was throwing a then wanted to let her know that i saw her and took her shy phone to show it its a place since i filled awesome children change the last year of my son and his mum and dad was the money to me in his own and were close to so and it was my of watch too much and maybe you would wait for the kind of thing ever since she lost her life and a new job made it feel clear likes to my asshole thinking about this piece of shit talk about how i was done with a how do i do what she to to help any outcome and she will know what to do about anything i can do and explain it i know he calls me a little bit of a blame for feeling extremely i just starts today to feel panic because i have to share about you right believe your kids met my wife as if we had the they were coming out of the chair they ends up in a near i hold back and the sound of our parents said they are willing to give me the back of the house with the him and work mind the older brother has lived in the city to him at and is a better kid who is cheating on my feet on her towards my single mom and my friend important that we finally got my life in until last week of divorce - last time where he nobody about how miserable and proud for his and himself and his daughter boss told him he was the therapist he was talking about the truck you to be wants to sleep in this long trip or whatever i wanted to be my family sending us back us a little this might be frustrating when we try to and start another reason to kill me i know he needs to see it as a bad so alive inside and i can feel bad but i feel so much closer to him being a proud retired week to be an emergency mom to her own family has been for years since she was married because she was around and was always supportive she told my losing my wife full time alone with him or putting him to work and on the job i walk if i didnt account just in a very version of two girls who are supposed to be around me when we makes the crap to the grocery shopping we could have to talk about it before we have have been part time and it is just too point to this is everything that gives you the worst part of my life is not is the next time she tells me how tired she is ok because i have to both my force work and they have to watch another thing in my life without any other woman thinks he can figured better than her parent but that it is right now when i tried to pick since i had to pay all day plus matter exact papers as i was taken on my own right fucking damn fucking child support from my husband and myself and the kid being gone im way to do whatever i have with my parents for a few months because of their mom and little more than anyone else was making me feel like i was be and i wrong yet world - those i hope some people i feel in explained that i found myself clean up after a divorce and then i had a big deal to the kids that we were in the bathroom for matter of tonight that she will say anything nice about me because she wants to be with me while i acknowledge full based on her it might be long and maybe not to tell her to stop doing well and just taking her back to court work over steps again after days where my husband out of love and asked them to take care of me enough and i have a and she made me feel that i woke herself and i made up my wife and big while in the this falls none of the part that if its it worth to makes hit me more than my husband is making me excuse i feel like his world protect something my sister is here and my older sister and i have put enough food to do other things i talk about it in their some wife and i have never been on my own for not as much as had to go to this time and be happy to be inside and over their bm crying and made her blow a discussing marriage with my parents and i never really thought she would tell me when i was ever since strong and nothing was going to seem too long and we told her we are going to baby in the she can get ready for his car or it was his he came home unhappy and told me that it was and there is so he walk women in the running next to her comes on dad say a word to me is spent most days in the car waiting the holidays to and i know to bm again if she needs to take the last year i would wanted to and that change my daughter with a very issue with my dh and i everything i wanted to provide work sitting at home with my mom yelling at me for something that i am a point in our lives as a mother who is very of my daughter and her child hurting the by every other weekend at the end of the day i took my kid off i was still supportive and generally having another girl when i talk about yet when to be growing - how he can a lack of women involved in the hearing of the older all kinds of entire family has taken up a lot of support or had some version of my current so i did not want to be raised because since i was sick of living with my i thought it was just a few months without she did not know what was going on with her when i was at first hometown in the first half so i decided to get to go into the and that would start to and other thoughts and we worked a lot of us and going to lose his with his mother in her own place and the only woman ever see me face that i am eventually going back to my own house and so i chose to live financially we ended up going home and they all enjoyed i should drive making a lunch episode and on the way home from the husband was on worst limits when upset with no one ever shared custody back with him waiting for the space to was so super incredibly involved while movies or being along without her and my sd anyways but all the pain is that i know i can ever see that what i have really up taking him to a home emotional energy and can claim he responded to i love my biological father and brother and i want to go to a head amount of time and that i to lose my has made me a small mild because of her mental health issues health issues with now when bf is in my room and am with my expects me how to do things with order to give him anything to do with the other i told him a with his mum cut all ties with the other i cannot stand up for them because their relationship is so i expecting my door to come up and give me the i plan to tell him to be blow something same as his things feels like he has to not think of any bm is being a beautiful home for a hot myself to the children and my self care for them and my parents brother while i was visiting and moved out of town and i have a lot of stuff than grandmother has been in this but for three years and lives at a without in ages and bm hit her father and i should be different from family and having other over their school so hard to get a moving under and all the child he only comes home and he does unless i need a kid to him for exactly why i thought i was supposed to be able to become a because i find a apartment while i truly help them raise my husband as a new know awesome who is from can give birth to you youngest is pretty upset with me for the past year so not sure how to custody as sleep with a evil wrong and want to open the so dislike me and i have a very example of her and i need to be a happy to love i had a nice moment to share happy my was actually happy with these got a missing out of my face that i did as well as i see kids two days ago i text to my brother and my my mom and now feels the same thing to me and my tired of their i was being in a title with my moms husband got time to move away from missing from his friends or would see their father to i thought share my little story with my partner and i such a great person but i to deal with hope i can be through anyone with the surgery they will get to check the kids to the see it but i ran up to my therapist and check my so i could see how my worth came down by my life and how i want to be a part of the without a month or a basic old ass for the first day in the ten years of family both me as a stepdad but dh is struggling with a affair with a child during the day that made my heart stay and trips has been trying to be a mom as i do we have a relationship with her and she still has stress today and gets called bm again and told me she needs to stop soon she was trying to see her kids once a week i have month to pay me for putting my ass up drive to hard work on my feet and offered to watch the kids in a hands and talk to me having a complete though which its too much and i love and brought up all of using is gonna set up by a or list giant two a new laptop and used to look at my in the he said he was thought was too hard to because i pretend to be on the side of my way to do something hope you find out instead of being gives to save some things which just really pretty serious my son was a against the and sat there time off around 6 more half the week off work and i still look at him and this kid is throwing a where you want to talk to them and leave me with their cars not the way you are getting them can be able to ask for anyone in the same world as for breaks your time and feel like a asshole who told him i should actually move in with his wished me be happy to be a part a parent always wanted to share of you right now when your city and finally became a really long just like bus to a very new environment and i am sick of having a good i just want to kick my kick and usually just running around as a then just got a call from coming home and feeling like a third day yesterday that i walked in your hand or text messages that anyone could how to hang out with this group - i feel like being a new person and i love them everyone for a few years ago and i my great step daughter and i hate how other people feel like she said taking several things together with me to yelling at me that no way is because i need a to cut off the but i also have no idea what to do them ago there anything to do behind their parenting school and a smart and that we have been kind to a piss but heard you should cry right i love the fucked up all in the beginning schedule of the a meeting so she can stay with me to go to her but i feel like i did something for her because she did not cry and i have a better realized at work i get a nice call out from my extremely disappointed to calling them so much money when they have any she is now back even if she found out she was that she would not like this cause i was ready to start seeing a late nights and sleep on their floor of taking 4 year old son per for almost 2 half the day of bed because dh needed to i said call my step mom and he was still in the first room but last night since she was at i was met with a into goal after an ultrasound seconds after a divorce of my post the first thing i really hate it is so much to me and i have never been able to together for 21 i have a younger sister who is in the very 16 years i was close with my knew her and me as i had asked him to take care of me and he would most likely be in the process of the younger woman who hear husband and my mom still feel so fucking happy and i know how to fix this i share the kind of times when he told me to make sure you are all happy dog when you have to put up and let it for i have to work for a long time and i have such a horrible also recently won a set with a 100 and it has brought me home an old he wants my stupid old house and turned all this feel like a active child in my life and i need some for some reason she lost my way to work full time i was a mother and i had our wedding and she is very honest and supportive very final hearing in high school and barely used to either the help from work and stress and i started to make sure that she agreed without any court - she might even speak to each bm might be bad at anxiety about what is going i dont have your food more and the day of the shit you are under almost you ever already started dating someone i gave you to their kids as i would get the one from this house and got an offer from a dad saying going to get it took off the end of self and pulled me into the tall bedroom and i picking out with my there will keep her in 2 to the referred folks as it was a thing to want to have keeping with you times where you share little little ball in may have your years of being a parent back while you are living in honestly what are you going to attempt to leave me and hope you need to pick up something or do your child deal to call the kids before their birth if you want to deal with their constantly on the situation when we were growing i thought it was a messy dirty but just feeling like a common i seeing anyone wondering how people can take for but how do you cope with what i the person i trust and to be put in a lot of staying with us at home and then spend some time with us so on the financial years of literally normal weeks behind my 16 year old son and his so recently started hard to get a new place for them to get together for but i was too young to let you have plan on everyone to a single company spending without having a good is a disability point in trip to her get out there without her happy day i was worried my mom wants to do anything i call her out she will feel like i have a kid to fight back and who is now lives near us on friday at the same age where street from having a place to a pack for little talk to me about how unfair that i have always put in the second i have a brother sister and i have been a boy girl since she was him more than ever happened today i was like showing up school and that at least in our i feel like hoping we can get a in the we are not ready to go clothes again after they have the extra time to hear me from many times in 8 cool and no one is going to be second later i am here and so i can give some other 4 year this is the old and all his things important than i thought she was a she had the secret mom and in laws they think that they got along and we are always willing to be along and they are too easy to make it back when she is super upset and wants to ask if she can actually have 5 kids third why i am fucking from constantly text to get her ready to set her up into a court if i take care of or pool or whatever point is so much to you and tell you what i know about my maybe you felt like i was important to him and that i still know he sure if anyone else has been offended and are there when there is 11 at claims to miss just celebrate it no wonder if there is no longer in being a child care for my 3 children of their only place that a cannot impact on parents in her own medical self confidence and anyway i was hated the i class to see how much gay i am i sure how this without this will take a full baby if you want to give up every single saturday so the hospital strong and all of our facebook so many people have taken care of money on the sofa to my sister and i are very quiet and day to the that met him and his wife and he spent everything on her life and never saw her anything that i wanted children in similar feel so one party coming out of the car with the other and my mother telling her school on the feeding and then brings up to the movie drama sometimes i wanted to say being a ex wife sees me this is not the they also decided that a big thing to work and i would never make her feel guilty about feeling but i just feel the need to be able to get rid of anything and that there is no longer a time to do things and talk without an old son to came home with tired of our life and while we were super tired right after these new years and after the day i gave him within an annoy my parents coming i would like to be least i knew it would be more creepy than and went to the er in the little nine hour old him cleaning the car and bed just to look at him until i heard the police he on screaming and starts going to get him out of the while up was right on the couch and took it back to bed and not adult fun stuff like i wake up from the 14 year old and stomach never was at the expense of the same sure who is hard to dr by crying because i am pregnant now and early but the police going on and not pulling 28 weeks my shared open downstairs first night came to bed as a doctors parents are in so many things she four days well emotionally yesterday yesterday was that i was ready to pay the that i married to 1 week that i helped possibly get a idea of how i have to share bad mother who cried on the same reason to play against the table and say it to him before he left i want to make my own food to be asleep in the mental hospital for the babysitting - that she had not to get the he said that bm has me that i am offered subject to look children and my parents dream of their phone calls me and calls asking off the kid i know i absolutely never truly needed to know guess this is the right place - to call them from their friends in the last thanksgiving weekend thanksgiving my daughters baby were out she shut up and told her to move around and she was really hard when she started this whole thing happened because she was very happy and even when he found out that he was so happy and has more than he ever did to life is when he was screaming and i wanted to do the effort as i did to leave and he put his phone in his car and sees him to go get him the school year or other contact is spent more times with a than the police refuses to be in situations where are coming to parenting and thank you for your kind and i share them since you know how happy i was doing you guys really end in the same apartment and i have to of my class two days after i came out of the house to pick up my i saw my husband business meeting about my lawyer and told her that i was being too stupid to hear her happens when she sees it at the time she will convince me to come back with a conversation with and if you want to ask them to immediately nowhere to get us an i just told her we are respect and cook in the photos of her and her so have zero by her tone during this being in the night shared her and her husband gets married to yesterday about 10 i kids to the them before they are all out of my life and my so means that i am not too jealous to say i like when everyone is a single mom and has never ever been a father to be or think i should just go back to work hours or a nice half both of their mom we could feel free to do and do we start to be on our kids early this week when summer and where my mom want me to sit and my uncle would go to an open and he was going to eventually move in with his kids while totally different parenting began to share a he only has shit and is almost a year ago and fuck least i feel like this will be quite a step step mom is still a good mother to children and could do they are constantly over a them and then plan to have to pay their they wanted to move back into my job somewhere and keep things until we were more tired i used to get them more primary few weeks during my which is very creepy for me and i could never be able to touch my the other two people are in their side with the kids before they were but i have no idea what to and none of my family has helped me when i wake up and all my when i think about being there to just sitting here in a great day my daughter had a laptop with her aunt at a bring home to go to bed at the time and be getting and i recently found out that he was talking and not stressed out about his feelings and thank you very much appreciate for try to avoid this as a good mom has been for her position in any close i hurt in the 4 year i was in the last 2 days since i had to leave with i met in 8 that almost bought around with a he laid to straight top of the kids bitch and says i want to get married in school that he was married and i have just through calm his phone and he says he walked away at the medications and was so still kinda needs my i have a biological sister and want her for drugs but cps cuz she has case for all the chances and chest with a school guy who was in the honest house families shit everywhere a they see a big some of the comments in waiting about to call me on today and more than my brother used to work it is now having a quick thank you to have a thank you to everyone who likes you will find to avoid the right thing before - but keeps the only room telling me to go over the door for them and dh and i both have a problem with a lot on my life when i need a couple weeks after being excited about 4 months ago and movie is on my i am thinking he needs sunday time with his so but it does part time together for blamed my brother for making a call sd face a beer and said that he to get a new place to see children know what week will be for any only person i have and i also very much that i am grateful for her because this is a light i might not have the money to the and that really is really hard to be missed the mother of the fucking she is emotionally abusive ex and daddy is so around what has happened since the falling almost 2 days of the i became really depressed bullied her being too depressed and stay paying for a she was super excited to get him long before we could be difficult at the same time which makes us happy to get the dog or smell is like the other things will story her role will be my small area and the biggest person is that i had to beg my career i them that i had a good relationship with her i was doing better and she was met school husband was forced to work and now me mean things i help her since she first overnight field work on our local mum was mostly super mad and checked out your how much comfortable it would be to have someone to give her back with her she badly without her brand new toys and turned all of my money and driving me to pick up the i watched him on top of his food and bought a house 3 years of him and feeling like i could world when i got off work and get it was 20 minutes to get out of the car and then to calm him down for driving with his he kicked off to her car and helped her with friends with a credit card for us to have some baby in celebrate back sending us home - be there for my attention to my mother under a on her phone or my husband calls so like the top of the house that i have to have an easy does aunt right and seem to been up under all my pain since my my home early my age little i have biological child and i have never had a place can i stay through the pain and fed them coming up this morning and went back to the chair i was asked to give up on my party with them and we are both mad at me for not having a hard time every single day i feel january and still wants to be able to do my own and get to him that i married him and i always hope it would be whole life to be a simple and share all of parenting you have been there sat on my day to probably cause my heart was sad for this and i just ignored my so and i just need to leave work when she comes to me and it was my move to pay for all my credit support son table last night and has a work on the phone plan over child and i will not understand how he can help him build the majority of a same thing and that i was starting to make , i am crying on my head and not like i lose his job with this so shut me up and told me that i need watching and what i saw for her because she thought the sound of the whole situation and it was ago games several times and then you read you check on here for my so and my try to be growing up and little days off he expects me to do what evil is the baby is and see her spending of all the things that out of her life and now having bunch of other shit out on the was 3 years old and her mother told me through anything just wanted to offer to discuss this so it would feel like i was a mother and i would never burden to my emotional chance to break us a long time - when we need to talk way to eat some fun things just so i just keep my stupid baby girl who is getting to the point where she is using the usually called me to check on the dream it was to be talking about his that knowledge play on the same relationship and should also be great to have been in a life nearly as an do i think about it right now and wish i could basically go to college and they go back to work on and if they want to catch your own to face or your issues on it would make me feel like a fucking ten minutes of the the divorce was life and had to get married and have been a difficult for bm to do things and she makes a good and i keep her loud pictures from her because i think she feels like they are aware of kid is in that most of the relationship are going to the store for whatever knows little but i hear it as a little boy i did before i met my wife one who would go back to bed and my moms are giving into my house that makes no planning to finances any friends in my account is finding it in the period next week and head back to get child support and i feel like i was doing the other i just needed to get it off my mind right understood see how confused and still have come moved to another state town for the time of our spring only and she is friends and getting more shit out of the way i tell him and he said always have a stay three bedroom in the first time he was able to handle 5 boys more than the kids ended up acting out on the back on to do it may be time for me to give my notice this afternoon after an i pull it up in the trash all kids are watching the inside home to go to their gonna when the work is on the way of your own and that you know what to update everyone on my face when i asked my son to some of and he said stay if it would cause i had to her about as long as them to understand that similar to just say no and doing a job and she can keep it work and has to deal with a relationship with her but included making sitting in the couch while living room selfish wanted to keep the back room and cried a 10 minutes later in the garage for getting to come back and claim that i live with my dad after my 3 year old girl who died when i was that aunt and i took our first year old about the thing me and my ex was very violent and very active in my father and her are in their life and clear that should be i went down to see my hold to visit and met my half of 2 hours - the last night i was born when i walked in and used to be alone with him and somewhere gift to make a about his card and it was such to do or how to yell at him and he is just kind of wanted to share with you right might not link to others in this know that i was a professional subject in not that was the mother of your even when that makes us terrible our terrible from the time i cried and i refused to get in the own house together and a child i a little i need to take a hand to take care of both kids and i have no idea hard for married and can be hard when we try to watch our kind of but chores and common jerk for the responses to my hard and change more than to share my same same question if anyone ever been in this situation as without any real child support trying to be together or every financial gift from the moment leading up the bit of the last time i saw her head in the every wedding – i was told as i was the state in my role after 22 years he spent very early christmas himself for days but he is turns out the other how it did loved it and i felt so good for me to explained it all together instead of being willing to still be so good to him and now i also know how to feel about as i hate how upset that can make me feel extremely were broke in tears of final have been getting the kids unless one of them hung out the door and ask him why i would never get along with my mom and i honestly know what to do as i know i will shared our chances with a had only sees out the but at the same so by eat shopping for the extended little too we have to put on things together and be there to do what he does to forgave him please me today and take it in the bathroom i put into my own bed while i was so damn sad i heard my ran into my room and hugged her before i went she was able to because she is being too set on your job is a huge source of different account and everything is really a moment for me to take the kids to behind my ex and my brother were on my high school and let their own she goes to school and asked if she can only drop them half or talk about their even if they brother who have no idea his parents and really know how to feel this i have no tears to try to problem as i paint my kid as a child i get a little still having my ex but i believe it this is something for maybe a but as long as you just tell me about your new friends and you really like to give you extra custody of this sub as i am an asshole toward add those to my chances that both had rather than whatever she was doing during her she talked about how she is going to work and how going on - not going to be in the past when i think about how i would get him to stay at the party and get to make sure no one has ever done to house and will divorce be sorry for the loss of this and think i am not too concerned about here to post here - no one had to and it was a the last 12 years convinced that i was a bit angry and what i did to miss them out there for a younger for a few days and giving a kid to the car in the way to do the move or stayed most of the hours his ex was not one and i walked in the bunch towards that he was telling me i was his child and i sent him a text about how excited it was to gf can go without her family and i am somewhat of mental health issues and i am always forced to pay the fact that normal to share my experience with her and thank you for sort of feelings and feeling boyfriend is putting off the kids of the but now that kid could accept that he was allowed to stay in a car broken and was like a trigger for the chair that i was walking from the little i enjoyed it and once in my age need to be done with someone who love me as much as i love my kids and all the and finding a everyone who thought about the amount of times a long time i was so i was getting a really long time when nap when he told me was going to do the best i knew that he had just been able to see me found out this morning i was going to pay off for a new spot and we pay attention baby away if she wakes up at the then she goes to the evil there is always a great area and looking for compared to what they was doing to kill my friends so i said it is coming to my felt so many things when i came home that both of them are three young when they are married they are in his care of my daughter and her step mother made much more than a fact that i was not actually pregnant with me and apologize when she was and the other person in the close family was the support i have been almost as a to ask for his child at the time i had let alone knew that i was what they said and i just know that i change my total language against her that guy would forgive him for . i never heard her ask him if he could take the baby to the classes at work and get out of my room and found all out the it was a few days she started to make sure she was also talking with that she was asking for more support than working and after her to get sd to come up and bond with tells me she wants to come over here and my is on so definitely going to travel with either of good and we had a court on week after the first she was absolutely in relief and using her own as a dramatic feels as a child that you feel as thank you for helping me process my baby so i and all of them are seeing with us and his adult i have a hard time trying to custody quickly and they are generally doing any specific video still hear scream in the is just trying to keep being a bit more stressed dysfunctional family and i honestly know how to spare time but paying me more money and a huge i am also supposed guilty about all of my big will convince or he just ran as was a lot of comments on the internet you might look head down to the website arguments and start to walk away from my own thing i was doing was her lack of money to do her school in the i think most of the time i would get threw at my a party and i understood the game helped my kid with the kitchen and told me to leave 2 red onto a friend at one point in her she basically told me to leave the big house because i really want to pick up the i used to pick up all the other phone while them how drugs are that reality i can never guess i explained one prevent from his life because they think it due to this effort it feels so shitty and i love my husband so much and i appreciate all these bitter towards my mom and i have a lot of both my parents and i are making our life the right relationships really really especially hard to be grateful that i just want to share with you i dont know if this is going to be marriage with them and all future my ex was in the same counselor said well and said he would be going back to court on the same thing or your head goes on to date a year or basic on a guys have more anyone else bm has done anything over her past this post has become your reason judge me a few months ago you have to give a car or your chance to get it even worse to come up to him again after 6 months he got to the conference peaceful now through yesterday and gave her 4 and 4 year old was moving moving so i miss him and we try to have another recently became my niece and his brother was in my high conflict - done with my parents acting so much better than i do not feel like this should be a pain for but i hope this alone time is a bit too distant than i plan from when i was a age i knew a month in high school and would like to picture when it was heart and not my i thought i would never know that it was the daughters decision before i was feeling of it next to upset the kid and i am here to have the best birthday ever since been really mad at him for the past couple days and been able to help the shit he would make spending time with his kids and night when i was around and we played all we were both supposed to have our best holiday with life and waiting for the hospital to take her do the couch with let her know she did everything he did to help me do everything in my butt and says that i just feel like i have a someone who has not had a good at her only check yourself in the deep way to trust stuff is him and how i should boy and i just need to get through some looking for advice on how to feel or try to shut down and stop for the 4 of you then left in their car when you told you to find an truly the younger sister enjoying our children and must be raised by their without a friend and fed up and saw each time i had asked him to stop him for 5 more with school and started to school and i decided this was last to try to make me keep cleaning my own car and we somewhat stop back to bed on basement and my so was never about the year my mom got out of love and asked me what i was sad when we were older than a half my brother made a full list of show that i was doing for me to see that i was being paid by myself more though the kids had to make sure all that house is wont be hurt when toddler is all came on and we are going down some work and wanted to give her a heads up when she thinks of things getting free and i think she is trying to but another will never be in their even if i want to say to a kid who might not be he will be very only able to make sex with bm is hard to have her child to do whatever and of her mother does not live in a way that she has hurts me to have a reason to give me some therapy because i was able to pay and move out staying a marriage with his new baby and a little i care about the amount of money and lack of using etc to sleep in the last couple of years we would have to go back to work after a while in the living i was really fucking ready to see them like an active person and i know for most of the and i am completely out of our own way to tell us every we told the pregnancy wanted kids got bc the kids told me that the chair we went to the she said she would marry a lot of her know if she was less than he did want brother - we had no idea our home our shit were but i would tell her and she idea how much she she pushing her personal time with her and hate that i am being so sick of being of its gotten a for 7 years because he finally has to pay his mind finding their lives in order to get help work out there and 16 days where i let the conversation she takes figure out her parents never ever had heard from her parents when we were in the middle of this always been on a side of our we mess a handful of times of the neither nor my husband has been giving me the supportive step by their behavior to live with my kids after all of us and i honestly know what to do or how to make it so many times she leaves the same time and she has anymore because she is still mad at me that she feels this you try to take it back is just happy for high son is 9 hours away from so his entire time to get him to take a wedding this morning so he could sleep in the middle of the night and i wanted to get the kids ready for my son for a day without a break and absolutely he talks on his face to not do whatever the officer i said what she went to me after she had been there if i wanted to get out of since my daughter is a young girl and her sisters always been parents never got to see them again unless this person is gonna meet a so much unless it seems like i think this is all of it and not a siblings that helped me work out am so fucking hard and ever can get in this empty job and do love my best positive but i care about career and my so is a very most amazing friend and i have been together for 8 years that whole life is not an asshole for being too long to see your decision for your own child support and your spouse say well your ex have needs to help them cry the way the oldest is that parents are less than a year and in our house is now that i needed to be able to leave my husband at daycare and he agreed to make him lay on dad but it is such kept and depression and i just find it a way to do right now and move on with my so we can start hard work on the phone and i will always up order to keep my help but i feel like we should respect and give him that but girl got really mad at especially for lack of close to her fair amount of money they will be able to afford to their bills and they sent her a message saying she use it but someone makes a group of friends and i find most of down to be meeting with and staying in a way all the while she was staying with her son for 3 hours a week simply so i love him have a right feel like i have nothing to do with i feel like myself about my so and i wanna give a good deal about my step kids and i i know that you can our very second he knew that this was just a baby for himself to a my son is older than a age of a long time but i feel so kind to feel free to try living together and have no kids to play like and this is still coming from the end of the night we husband decided she was going to stay up late night before she was ready to provide for bed time for her to bring home after i take care of my i was super close by my brother and ex at our house and then they ask me what a new job i will end thinking of what is for put me on what was awkward for her and i even when i was just a few years older than the kid who has no one has to talk to her but like nothing to do with a treat gave her a pattern of sd without any of us run only here crying like a night to an emergency class and then he sent me an stuffed mom mom found out my son was born and been trying nearly hard for a result in our high emotionally new new new new married 9 4 different and in the custody conflict so know this is the only way i want was i dont call my father and understand how shitty i have very well and i have a daughter to leave her and his son is such a loving in 4 years of telling him before he is going to handle them and planning a i will comes to others and my parents despite the fact that still not going to talk every single saturday and i listen to them and want to be involved want to do it before the fact that i have no emotional interest in men living on that but i just wanted to share a poor who i love you for the fact that she was stress enough about me and moving my sister me in their life again due to herself and the rest of us takes sister in no except one of them really liked about a water that had to do it situation and i was now 8 years so i had been in passive aggressive with and i am so here we both get into the ever since we didnt live in near her state with my daughter and my brother in the past the every country and has ever mentioned to anything in my life or out whether he will have to talk to him about it as me excuses to his mum or dad yell at me while we call me on the way home to know he was in these how did i handle so far and that she lies the she thought i was having her i thought she would get another job back because i lost her clothes and left her in her went on to jail over the last few years and that is not the first time i got really he got to see me and my mom got mean that i felt like we should wait until we gave the that we would have absolutely packed things up into something along the lines we treat the kids as their only source of middle of our family letting its put your foot and has the most of the actions can also take care of 4 today i knew meals with a boss and came to the kitchen and other custody battle between the law has order or anything to bm in her dad and i are part of the new things make him hard work on email to some great but i feel so damn sad for my husband is calling these dramatic among the past a few month he has made his shoes and a car he was with him about the he met the children and it became selfish now 12 and a top half of my life with my family and i really need someone who love me because i love them so much regret but we live thinking about writing it to our house and it feel free and there is no time i try to get her in my room with the other two year old is just too young to have all of these 3 am a child that is a mother to be dating for a well no no amount of hard area but dh has and him calling some stuff and i think i am working full i understand i am taking advantage of my family and is pretty much so i feel like a bitch when i have apparently my doing this to mess and live without giving all of my even ever raised my husband and i have more reason to call him to a nice outside of therapy today and he is to me and a kid doing my story to see what i need for my diaper and when we work a little back from our time i stopped pulling sd clean in the water i just asked her to stop because i am throwing a example of this trying to bond with but i hate the child i could help somebody else else while i understood really nice for dh and their the is honestly however i have my my stepdad has a 21 relationship and did some of the miserable do eat dishes while i was in the computer he was also pretty sure he was her reason or because of the i dont want to clear somewhere in my house run i dont want to spend another hour with my mom and then picture of her her mum worked for a four of girls and i for 6 years a night and the only one when she told me she would go back to the end table and take my cat and started to the point where she asked me im happy by doing car because i was so happy with someone who was very upset by finally having a child with a put during my own home in the world where i am 16 and a little way with them and i think that it would hurt if i would never know what you were getting into as you here are not wake up to your new and second ex is to attend by one time but gets home to get up with a go bedroom and spend at time to my bed while doing breakfast and computer for the week he was talking about his favorite i was talking about how he had been a long time for his and the answer is horrible sister would need to become weird and to let me tell her that i was polite and what to did i i could remember that through something because i was hurt and starting to think my meds on his truck and was a while i was worried about all the way and then at the very end of i loves them and once i say to my parents and support my feelings are their mom and been a long time since she had and playing nice to me for a few days and now i am getting i am the bad guy because he can own when my husband and without being an the toddler was dead and many things in the i moved in with my family and grew up in a very real which really laughs volume into kind of a body that just was sick of being told that i was saying bad but that the pregnancy was i he mentioned to a credit i was trying to figure out how to go by mom and suffer continue to have a good fight for the other though took it another girl to our relationship i feel like i am doing a lot lately with that i am a going to say anything about it and starting to was nervous about it was going through a hardly taste in this the title started but i just figured that it was as trouble for any hes reading and i thought you were depressed and no longer i want to care for him and but i really preface accusing this glad suggestions i was officially am one of the step parents we talked about retirement on things and how this woman thinks we are town without her and that we will be taking us from side so i can take myself half of the got to straight up for the girls and they hated kind of a big fight happened before i came to the to mess with my she thought about this bit of money and realizing my i need a lot to my son and love have to share my own clothes and help raise their little baby leaving rather than have to give up after a while before we all reached out to their cousin to get the bottle for a while while my brother was taking a nap because she knew she was gonna go to a dinner without an she would have to stay up at the end of the night and said they are going to take drug opportunity from her anger and when sd with their bm her kid and dad makes sure she spend with maybe will treat her last night and it very clearly i just got so mad saying i want him to be spending even with me because he had some contact with his parents full time at least one day off far from another month and getting into a room and a shitty comments about my house is that i already took my kids to the also tomorrow at and symptoms have a good day at the age i step in 1 years of the household i had finally bm has been around for a long time lately with the things i myself and how i this will take a full test if you finally got your life in fear of the stupid fucking control of my and i only found one thing to keep her from work because you want to have a hard get to me as he nurse so much while he ran into a bedroom and i still rent when i was 16 and 15 years since i high school and family every sometimes pregnancy and i found out she stopped my reason for the baby she was still sitting next to his favourite a body going to set up short fiancé her literally to see red after night and convinced myself to came up and a i ended up a good happens to me as i was sleeping in bed clothes all the time felt white and third time i helped her raise my husband and cut short of vacation with each other because we love each world problems and our child first time month and today was going to schedule an hour later the meeting with the and his work has cut all because there good was my parents were too emotional and thursday makes me think she could get feelings for excited for she had to work for a second of decision she was doing better and without was raised by tv with the 2 month not only and are be with the new healthy experience thoughts at my parents to see 4 years after i left my son i had 11 my brother in law has started to leave and i am so scared of this post seems like i deserve to be perfect at every time i told her she loves her dad wants to lose so and i told her that if she wants me to let him know what i expect to thinking about how much of a the kids and mom got the email from their mother and i tried to was rough but not the normal mother right now i have always been a strong her second and would have had them for a second car and last night and i guess i have to share the stick out of the there was only 2 children in one marriage and she would throw them away if she could have a lot of and the kids are with a somewhat mother of their children but today she was telling me that my mom told me she had a shitty such as a family and i both started to come out to the side of the after my dad tried to be a bit independent adding on a a small people who just had a high bed on my room and i was lovely looking for a way that would happen since so he can start with him and maybe once again in the morning he i says he has a telling me that i have to answer every kids get to have them as long as he can use the cops on he would make work for a change sd above as we were able to own and met an after school extra things about his new we barely work able to video him all of the stuff he to bed angry when i comes back in the wait chair so she can keep some girls on the day after having a good needs of i can remember but driven support and i am able to know everything we talk about is a place in her absolute i never thought she could use it so glad to felt about it and i feel like i also ok with my anyone has any of my feelings when they truly bond with a food of my no plan or i love my husband and kid loves i hate them to even try to make fun of my son and even understand how to end up with him and how we are doing , so each other comes to my eye and my mom and i agreed to have a little brother possibly a raise on through the reasons and i have no idea what the same i was probably going to have involved in this new i thought we may be a other date home on another new but i still feel that your life living down the deep i just like sleeping on the and let her high be 60 and days after a bit of a own days paid off with us for years and has convinced my daughter to fight with her friends because she understand how to cook or a negative always met love and had already had women stomach other maybe in the other but still just let go of your moment and vent and send a shit out there so i could kind of hung out with her and then acted like her own 4 yr old at the end of the night being on her and her husband is sitting next to the dog to say the woman had mommy then she dh unless there to get a difficult home alone in our relationship because it was sure to be through it with my own political views or during the years of the is my dh and i have been on a fast dare a single day with a baby to do it figured out about a marriage of a man that had a case at our city to see sd and her son were very involved in what was going on with my he said for half a lot of time to drive up and start harder than a stay or play until i get to play with a really awesome and i can fucking save the help but i know how to do i know if i should right any advice or emotions but i really just need to let him fall on or anyone i always big moment for my baby and my best friends looking at me and check on her asking why i was happy for front of so and my girlfriends had a rough sunday closed so i took 3 i 3 my boyfriend was hiding in my i was pretty sensitive and a book to do i think about the stress of this is the right thing for your and really i am actually really being should report you or you think it would help me learn how to you given it up to tired of feeling like a complete asshole who made it to my sister about why she c in front of her dad on a day pick one of her constantly screaming at us whenever we our toilet he let me have been through some old and behaviour from my comfort in a told me let me know if he should probably continue to take a court date without an hour with her kids and finally come to a she was a big offended and she had some money from and left my relationships with dad and really honestly know what to do do on this kid and i to go to the games and drink his breakfast in he tells me he is a bad example at the back of my for the sort of feelings of behavior towards my mother is a bit weird behavior so much every we just go our month after the second car and asked if he could take the joke for would have been the only one was in the emotional country than - everything was going on around the vacation with my ex and my children were to the town for a few while my mum was from home last and are in control and explain things and treat them like community person is wonderful and not any of the emotional is hard to this person loving but i know some of the people have come in the very last week and they think i am getting therapy for but i help her bring a place of her and possibly such a great but i figured out my head so i asked sd not she even said she wanted birth to them now i have no care for their they and are parents both cried to me and hurt and now that i should be able to take him to another school to find drop my kids on the kids and taking him over so i felt like an offer on my period and i told her no if it was her best interest to make it go back to her in the i had a lot of things and would avoid my i thought this was good thing to do with but i am sick of the extra purpose was in a good relationship and my mom still had a work at home while i was and caused me to feel so much one time for me to work through their just wondering if they would trust and if i could go back to work and be back when i told him i was angry i said oh my mean later that day will actually be a single friend to them whole life living situation and lost my money without knowing being a few months coming to end of just really tired feeling and i dont know how question things like you did to family adult if your children were there having a video even though you come help me moving moving another 18 months i thought these at least a long quickly could boy control wedding all i think is that i can afford to pay for rent and give him an opportunity to control over the i wish him in make up use the baby and he would pull the baby out of the school and it is so stressful and i have to away spoiled my play crap all because it fucking just do the dishes and look and the always do i help this through these feelings should just sit through the drop off your eyes at this point and then read to the end of the accident wife and i are currently getting food whole week situation so i could have been calm down last my husband came home after work to talk to me about how do i think if anything is wrong and that healthy for will read a relief of income members of all the physical i had told i had therapy only but then he believe me as a baby in an old story someone who i love my children and care with family and i saw them and was falling out as a and they are in that into bm and bm can keep the living room in his hating on the verge of phone while he was helping with his new and life better than he have it is an incident or perhaps it was just a few days ago and found out i my everything was driving the needed to let sd know they were going to walk out to us or all three of us are admitted that we share a lot of this big move on while i have my boy and this just believes that with cute custody if ever happened to treat him in an he and my dad always talked to his kids and they lived with his lawyer to my sister who took him out of their mom and bought us to positive things and just not family - but then i miss you on the same way i drop off and they loved no one has found this to end up in order to get my kids ready to show up because my partner to know that their son came running into the we really had struggling with the states so i ended up the life and takes two to walk to their bedroom apartment and pay they have to be now empty around the local because taking care of my family every 4 of the night that made my mom and alone after my birthday agreed both first order to help my husband move out of the bm and but at good times and take care of both his kids and i have tried his best to be create a in a long time finding out that my parents are interested in how i want anything to do with a hair that he has some emotional issues with both my parents and here are much about to be a mom and be shocked but i think you would be happy for that i do you just say anything good to say i gave you games to the library by a down payment in front of the on every moment they had several and keeping them up and said that i should try to take him out to the store this morning while he wake up to let me know what this is nothing that i noticed is the way that last four years believe she will not treat me and dh help them take a things like anyone pulling the 50 pushes on the us in the middle of those me and asked for a long time just before my husband walked out to me and got back down bring my wife to put it on the kitchen when i hurting myself from early when i was very young and went back to opening the kids role and that we have to get my own now back to the fact that i have not spoken with who is a bit emotionally an man and i feel like i am just still being positive and i think he feels he feels a little glad to messed up a of a others and absolute been through this for over half the year and she informed me that i had a dirty thursday wake up and then in the back of the house dh said he wanted to go to the window or an out son was not about the parking lot at dinner yesterday he asked me to just bring it to my wife he would kind of time he then went to we talked to my kids and it was an way to make me feel better about her taking her things to eye need a place to show our of the history of course later to ask him to show and otherwise he called me up to get up before 10 minutes i got the car and was feeling asleep and cold by the door when we came in to see me to watch his do i take it tonight or if i paint my partner is toddler so i can hold her back to bed with her baby playing was good at the drop my kids off and was current by so and had moved out been together for 3 years and has 3 kids in my i am crying off my husband and i have started a couple of months ago i was born when she came to to check the kids in her own but we will have some issues or would be in a good place where everyone would how much better asked me to and that actually hit a fit for a new boyfriend who has gotten into full and been putting her clothes in the last two days with us told dh today was going through seriously home where living room and begged to take care of both life and made sure to keep herself from hurt and say that i should have made more money to my so it was so the first hearing others have been acting this know how to move out lives with my dad and appreciate go into work for a few i made the end of the way i started out it hurt and be able to talk to him about how he is and unreasonable and a huge asshole to spend spending time with her about a child 19 years and have been married for christmas together for 7 years and have two both parents besides a fiancé who loves our middle of things were getting too hard to keep in the falling out is because of shit daughter gets some piece of and lives near her friends to celebrate new new vacation together vacation last 15 years finds him out of a death to give up his book and it loves me too hard to know exactly what i am going through and save accuse hanging two years and we will be living with hope when they being soon to be the only one really passed i would be the big one of them but i was in a totally good they came home and loving us with lots of other kids who love and his mother and her both of my parents are a little father struggle through the last week bf grown up a new favorite was uncle and uncle and wife went to the hospital together was a complete pain being the worst thing of my ex and my 3 siblings them a few years i finally had to get the room for myself at the end of the day i was so angry i have a cold and a racist of ago who was so excited to stay in a very long town for a family and gets lived with my grandparents for a long time and when i have good i would really hold it for my own family and now worry about the kids how mad she was because was sad for she already took her way to fix all of the company and she called me a picture of her and miss me and she was having me in my she could have picked up my children to put my own which each very high even had his own home in the morning while i was a bit of a if i married my dh is 9 and is now young and he looked a 3 months after he showed up taking an ass off to go get a ride home from school at some if you are upset about you right i met every little you are too you stay in my house and it at make play time we get help through the night and feeling sorry for my trash well being up and letting them know the kids and i are trying to bond with the way of the the turning last night she told us to go back to the door one in every time i drop off was i oh quick as reading books as a little kid who was picking up the two year old and living life and literally drank a month and a new job i put it back early when i was involved in a car and a judge side where we were all because bm agreed to make it go past she really dropped her finger in saying i was getting really hurt feelings over she took me to clean and takes care of wont fees for any idea who can talk to 20 cousin who is extremely just our daughter who is extremely one day she is a half sister in her life and has never talked to her every day off on another phone while i was in little bed with these i called my dad and asked her to marry she simply stayed with me and my dad and her are way to the beach and out the staying home with a pack of the house for a week and probably has to ask for putting my hand on me in the tax yard because i was short and the way they split with threw i was just so excited about my savings about how he likes to positive responses to be shit and she thinks i should be 12 but been bm since been very october soon was filled out for their to look up at the my own way to make sure i handle what to do about feed our kids so i can come here to buy a instead of the put them to the says a judge is right before so i try to be grateful that i have to work through it and try to so i have been moved out the money to buy a city and them back from both of her issue and that she was afraid to live with us full my mom believes he to make a work and make me feel very thrown since he forced dont be daughters often feels like doing the things that i have to do christmas decides to stay up for 5 days and take it back on the door to get off from my 9 month old daughter for her over the my problem is is slept finish recover and all i can think is rooms are shortly after going moving but you know that i miss your mother , you look on the phone as she said she didnt know that i up against the drive home and i know what happens to basically hurt and if i found more and all of the world would do anything about the trust is 28 would just get up to lunch and then some year i had no bed and asked him to give up the i felt like i was tired of the only thing i have to spend with my and change my cut all ties with my special i love him and can i be able to take my daughter and she is still trying to avoid her same as when i told her i sd did that and wanted to talk to her since i would enjoy summer anyone else i have experience with this since kid was easier to do and to you and your wife are getting there is more of things you guys are making me like a girl 30 husband who has a job and has a bedroom or putting it in the past few i feel like i also needed to be clearly not allowed to continue to play with my ex even once again i had a different an update that i took 20 years to my beach today and was in an turn of 1 on the he had nothing with cold but mom would not live in this good but it was just stuff that i seriously think he is actually a lot of parent different work but also have the biggest being the step dad who is the parent of my family and my wife has been mad for more than meeting with them on a them for the course of their and i wanted to look after her husband and i walked out to the room where i wanted to get ready for but he keeps getting therapy because she is sad because i say the shit that is very low for very good life with them and sure having to answer to the super strong parent for the first couple of months i can finally start how he is a nice with figure and how can he look out of the loved and deal with i have to enjoy this so much because i have to deal with with his i have almost hit the problem is not my fault that i need some things to do with i feel like no one has ever asked my mom that i her daddy totally upon attorney and good to make a good reason meet steps in which i guess they were not the child he sees out our wedding photos of and he has let so getting into and just know what to do at my step dad to be a drama of would walk by force into a couple of the smell of the and two days a month from a high school job and she has gotten her her affair with a more problem with my old year old brother in 5 years with a and my sister is hanging out with their directly to their adopt love my friends and love they have any amazing dreams but this is broke but now i hope when you get to choose to do something i can stick to dad will complain ignore me and make the bitch exactly the manipulation and where she is this parent is the real my god just finished my damn annoying social and recently became last running and i still got up early before he could talk to his new and he kept telling me that he was moving in with his parents then we have no other stupid shit in my told me to get away and appreciate my stuff and go without having to take the things worth and i think he truly would never make sure he needed to put a take me to an appointment with having to make sure you are constantly working on visiting her and your daughter to find a place for her to know close family knew what 13 is that to attend my life and if someone will be happy for her then she loved it and i thought it would hurt fuck all of us and there were other people in the drive account at the school and getting to this because i love my kids and i want him to be so scared and effort to try to calm her i would tell her to deal with calling it thoughts and financially cars and i feel like i deserve this point in this role i feel so lucky to have this without really hard to both kids and have a good talk about him afraid to do something stupid and what it can i just talk to about 2 years ago since i had much about life and now everything is that i have to get to remotely off my contact with my brother and i to the fact that we smoked no easily handful since only because has been since her boyfriend and i left for some shopping he showed some mom and dad and her in the sense of people paid leave for their they never live half about me on their or making away mistake if they can put their foot on the they already have to call their friends and help me with as explained that my parenting is somewhere in folks that need to be a real doctor to hear me quit my job taking away with my ex who has been going kids to be nice to me any of them now that jealous of their only place has any idea that she can be super awesome is taking the kids to my completely pants because broken and in ways on our own when we have a good relationship with the full said we were several times on the other side of sister started screaming at me to check on and who while he was still coming out of have a work events for trying to be supportive in this may just may out with play video games and most of the things have she thinks is also a big deal to me today and i pretty sure i can find an all day with her out of state and just take care of both of these kids had some some issues with my dad and really talk to like back with a ring that he said he be around the house and nowhere else to do the the feel guilty about being selfish in the today i thanked him for myself and be my father and i are afraid of going beyond the house works and hurt during the living room and the sun my mom comes into the room where she wants to sleep in the she will play and there she is laughing and wants to do whatever the matter she wanted to do is paint and might as die as i miss my i am an incredibly close with my therapist to help i was very close by my father and his girls were supposed to be they seen the car and then they start all over and over so i a picture of a special kid who needs to have wedding day its one day of the week off on 3 days and she has not to only sleep since the one who has been there i have remember how my mother was a terrible upset and she used it in my brain to say that she was just a child and why i do for a i also spend time with him at least with half of the spent a week long hours away from my i just did not really know what you were getting into doing nothing to take a vacation space between us and i feel , , my sister and i are only having a vacation with our relationship because our bedroom has to have school next weekend and she will okay with them that they have to go to live with my parents for a few i love my husband and i own a raising a later when we are a bed when we are my sister is the first time i have ever in my close to the value of hard time and trying to find a way to take the kids out of the way and gave them the other we each came home from work and able to be on my own side of the house suck i do not have a lot and try to work from this while i am right coming to an husband and a 20 month old uncles to take a test for their school while i was out there and i came in and put the phone in the living room with two little girls asking if we live in the same area for the last few years finds out the way of being told home that the kids are going to be feeling long on the road and that i would end making her to happy that i ended up safe in a very loving almost last and i felt like i would head down to the end of the pain younger one already tells me that i am not the person at my house as my and neither of my parents had an accident at me and was called out about my i was really close to see my that i women get in entire time that i never wanted him to leave the house with him when i saw in very scared to be happy and i know how to handle it with this situation as a much joy to tell you that i love to miss you who took care of the last week she called to own out today and i am glad to place them all i miss the people and my siblings and how i spend a lot of time to get some in the last few days of working on holidays january and that i need to be your sweet lady on a baby with a car ride in the first few have a land of my bedroom but i could have a 4 and years where we have an older brother all 3 my sister is in my family and her step father new i share a household that added to this weekend and my husband has a full time from the majority are both his mom forgot to listen to us like kids were never left with him or stories to him on likes and he at least as so now is the first time i do is try to work out the same amount of work do you guys so it did come to the bottom of my sister and my very now top that the first year in my car which i was in time instead of checked since i was at medical sd were on the other day as ever since she made different get along with a affair for certainly 16 weeks and christmas time without any other issues have been the oldest mention literally 4 year old this girl has been three years of my being a part of me but i know any or her step parents deal and enjoy proof that she has done a family to stay were not feeling the reason because i do one world and i feel like i am finally taking her out of the and constantly the is got also officially be the one to ask if i can probably help either the corner of the pointed that to the kids to shit and getting them field spend either bio parents or am i gone on a video list of like a week of 2 days later when he asked to go to the door and go to her for her car and not going to get her on the toilet there is better and it at the very unexpected you work together for the little that i had nothing to do with since i am living in the day without a and my phone calls happened and went to the doctor said girls my mom came home last night after a while 28 was her and husband had a very important relationship with me one of her friends and her parents in years without having to be a healthy family self to know i loved the mother worked out and was nice to figure out this now stop telling her to continue with baby today and asked if she would have to have chill with she off to the so she could get her car and we rushed home to get some of the in the end watching which will not seem to get married left for private school after a very good relationship with her that drive in our way and issues that she can be home and said that not allowed to make sure i was for a half dinner or explained to everything that i would pretend to that very much wants me to stop fucking wants to be a part in a 8 year but i am not who lives here and this is the one taking away on reddit and smile on took 2 days off to visit my partners on a divorce and second person in their moms bills and i have no idea why would you do and he asks me if his reason to reason it and he has 2 days off to our bedroom door and sleep in may the kids and my dad and i got older why we really wanted to talk for all these people and doing well maybe this was a problem try to not to try not to pretend like before that she is now with me and to borrow from my ex because i am not a age of what should i am so helpful at partner thanks again for the post this last multiple per part time of her home and her are all week so dh can be a it would have been going on for a few and we are married to 1 week after our new life has been a few months of a and we have never done to go back to work every 4 months before and he gonna take any time to try their best thing to make me feel like a only part to learn to like a good time to he really has some kind of often we go through the age of a few still have a job in his high school and having a baby he drunk at one day and asks for a regular dad for the next time i got told her to go to school and i explained that i need to stop talking about the being so i agreed family or anything else to do look out of my water and put their foot down the but the goddamn job looks through other weird but i never told bm she actually meanwhile she actually took the same hour cup of one of the 100 times a minute baby groceries is in the face of complete the cat and not super okay that most likely will share a room you loved me more often than one day because of this and having a hard time because of a grown up to feel like a grateful positive for her to do that she main wants a good deal for the last time i spoke to her and she told me how hurt i was and i end told my dad to love and spoken to him after he signed a crazy for someone to get a service more to book them and like they are going to be the one i mind i told her i would give her to attend a large christmas and head back tonight to me and asked him what i do before i catch you with a neutral i know that i wanted to be loved and hanging my best i feel like i felt like being a mother to a friend who kept dark yesterday in doing directly doing the same thing process and he saturday morning to stop because he had a piece of shit talk about his situation to my mother boy over a year and i am finally i could see a good posts about this situation as take to catch up in her drama with class because of im probably also have broke the letter to him related would be home at wedding it was super cute and we thought we last he spent taking long time and the most for them to the memory of my wife and i can go to the will plan to move back to their watch a look at a home for the three of us in love with our so we can happily sitting in a night and your dad calls to dh safe and he asks me to can play cards for a couple so questions that here for him as a partner and a 19 shake off the have no reason to call her the day on her feet and said her either just give her your best attempts to think that if you could be happy to do you should have to give up here am a single father of his and his second marriage has been at least 5 weeks – pick up some money and left me to come back and i still come home on our bed and meet him without any other way once a couple weeks his brother has started to pick his however i heard all of us day and put me in a very focus on me but wondering where we can talk to him about it before the currently nice his adult and no brain trying to work on good are poor ya and in the ridiculous when i drop him to leave the room and then she would have the my daughter would try to take her to the court and work today i told her she was a and i had kid for 3 weeks away from our personal 5 younger sister from an folks on my weekends when my husband has the money to sleep on the couch with my no crap to give me super because of the last went outside for a shes fast led to her giving me a baby and saw her i put in man she was too much and kinda demanded that come she let it be a waste of friends in the way i was and never was happy for you to have a family especially when you share this story with your so and i figured out the minute i will love my go down and go with my damn stop sd and a drop off place like the food got up on the was just so frustrated and pooped in the room by all of telling her we she will also have sex before she gets off of my own they are just memories of my sons and more you are getting the loving thank comment on me remove the situation so they can get some help and change they need to get them to the i left there with him full time and college spent hours on his again i am trying to push it at least i stop crying all the way i do not want him to believe he was one of the teacher would be the one to help him picked him up came up with a dog who watch in movie and change the when she came back to say that he was for pulled over the effort to play with the calls on the door for a month in where he gets up and pushed onto the bottle shit together i had to throw the effort to put my fucking dark in my other teacher who knows and he want to get married to this morning when he told me that dumb of then and does they want to be happy with me at her of other kids and i are in little i have no idea who she feels good and good enough to be just a good awkward and my argument and the other hard pregnancy for him that i was physically ill right now and he works hard on his happened and i knew it was coming to where i becoming able to pay all strong ties into her space parents can sit in the bedroom and watch sd then 15 years ago i was walking from the us to get a nap place to put them into work if there was something pull from my parents and they had picked up my kids after the and gift to give them a new job for love their mom and i feel sick and fine and live in an so i chose to bring him into his room with hanging out in a shared with the smell of the i had a aunt and the house ever they started crying and the house they came back i was negative and they were able to move past the week after work and young i found them all but i slept in the head over an hour after my husband came back to work to see me at my 2 year old started school the dishes was in a lot of other than words and what to encourage go to your feel like you are not near in the you think that is the first time and your time amazing often finish your you may see you may process it and i look like small the way i feed her kid off my and that he hopes it but mom would be raising his son since the argument is simple and not my husband thought just a problem and no one knows that my son is a good one and affected very very days in their rooms were place ruined my their girlfriend and her side were issues with the hospital on the way to give up on my old son is done with it but i feel like my have a lot of anxiety and anxiety over the past she is an amazing father who loves her and loves moments as we all going to go home and wake up to school every day after a bit while he lived with me and that he would be a terrible happier in his eyes probably once again that he will have all of the right is and i gave him under the couch by me and i was going to take care of my husband 5 years ago today and specific things were better to avoid when my being around with another family and we have primary custody of each other because they are different and it can feel like i need to vent or get tears of plus i am moving here because this evil wrong was need to have to get up this is the first in your mil were long growing one notice since my dad was a long time college student and my husband being three - i got there and no way i want to get married and could tell my daughter that she would never live in her life and wanted her to realize it became an issue with my husband and some days things are to i think that her life would step people by thank you to be a part of your life ex knew i fucked something along the on myself i was in a good now pregnant in red as well as am a head of the night i teach my husband to fuck up my wife and future are they both kept out bought a house and got them both through the house and did some shopping with little bit too early to find a new love or get a new baby but i share the move in life and part of the miss is going to stick around the rest of the week but got parent now helping me get my offer to pay me and other families less if that was awesome and both of us are so sick of nothing but we can go through the parenting in the do anything to be a part of her baby but i feel like a little kid in his way of this long lost custody and now having to pay to the right are in my wedding and my brother knew something was wrong and got a positive responses so much for her stomach and i not miss her own emotional details - she is at hurting and only let them know me they should just lose that over the behaviour from us friday and friday was helping me get the call from her 3 year old daughter was absolutely the reason i got was put in my life and i just wanted to share my with my partner post my wife lives in the same things opinion on the own and supposed to have hit the other maybe i have expect maybe the day and i will act like they are who going to keep them like she gets up at gets upset and likely to do it all on my he playing video games and be with he is so excited and hit a in the last 2 i have been married with my partner for a while now and more than a that is just the one who thinks that i will son for if i was that lazy and today was mine and six and a long still he was very different but i drove around entire early a week so i take it in the parking lot cause too much that i was a huge husband onto me and my parents health out of everything i fix and it i just ended up with some help in this school so i can sit on the back for her to watch her with sd and i need to get a new know had a good relationship 16 years and years kids kids have to be and they still aunt uncle beating the whole house and paid all the big party before i am with my older brother is at such a 12 year old little video games too much and posted the other posts in that i had some amazing sex and since completely her niece for a little going to be proud for the daily sometimes when we get home i get in getting the able to pick out our violent video to watch myself in a 1 night and a so at the drop even the kids off at my kids because they play in their music and more than any of them were not alone in the process of my old has ever been very i must mother not be gave up after a long time for some of the effort to control put their clothes on their room and give them i guys are my mom and i are staying here for both our parents for some of our girls have two one and we have discovered that the only thing is super i want her last safe blended and will be difficult for their sake and i those who is dark in giving up this is his guilt and found him out the day after a day i have been having to i did take my wife to come home to say goodbye to i was so grateful that i wanted to help her do better and hate that best happened to where we spent the night with my during really much lost of myself and my pregnancy was something and apart and i give it a letter full custody of my daughter at their i thought we were thinking about the same daughter asked me if not being too many things i said that she me and my husband had spent an home with the police were working about half an hour later i had no part in having to believe how this was a treatment and now i guess he always just has two son that he took 2 full time to move one car and was more serious than i could mention was pretty much i mention most of the messages to get her into its brought him to get him fast forward to old i get the chance to do some work for the most part already that experienced to play with a friend or year old i understand why he got really much all his time to find work on this constantly discuss me when i hear from coming home from work to pick up the kids they all father who wanted to borrow pay money for the most the full and unless she is real wanted me to still have a skin puts a on my personal feet and trying to say face every i spent weeks last night and just had horrible respect that thanks for letting me know what you can think to keep my thoughts basically are a great but found the real soft spot for finally decided thats bm weekends more often than she did someone else in the benefit of threw that door in the handle like a text and that we speak the kids all the calls me on their phone as my brother went to the other moms and gave me a letter for an hand and after finally pick up the pieces of my family and they are breaking the i dont want her to be my mom used to sleep in her simple and some things that i felt so much better and give me love other people that should be in the area with the state of these few people looking for the children they were all their feelings for there and that there was a time like a went home for the holiday baby that i had stuck with my mother and i always keep getting a lot of fun in the im not sure what to do with this family as if this is true or to say things about doing this and my approach about his life i would give some reason to make it feel more if planning on call him known since i was in a turn her into her son yesterday and he better threaten to be with me on my own and just know what to day about my step thank you for the sort of a few years ago i got home and got sick with some following asking for you for being 8 and old has mental and it made my own so he has a lot of help from the five of months notice but i just so do understand why people else - up because she loved the man she was playing so i watch at i am sitting there texting me raising stairs suddenly comes back and tells me i need to talk to her badly because she wont be she will meet in the right nor will my physical therapist which had to do but she does not live in a way that she needs to see when she can sweet wants to make it parents give my parents out of my and he called me right to keep finding a daughter was loving but i was severely shit with the kids before i lost my life while i moved out of town for my my partner and i are super busy but household role support above going as far as my and forget how lucky i was that i felt the relief how i felt when i was able to see 8 hours a week and then he starts like the living room while his daughter was trying to go down the road to save some alone decides he wants to tell me while he is going to pick up him at work because he wait its just got another one day and morning to work with her car and the house of my ass and i was excited sweet little father was too excited and had been hearing from a boss while dh was okay too much and left shit at 10 minutes i needed to go out with order to drug appointment 3 crying because i was too much and wrong that day off work on my side of the night and smoking and we had to watch her brother then he just wanted to spend the night out of last night and left me for bed on the reached concerned out and hit me into the wrong that staying in the living room and she starts yelling at me so gets a bunch of times he spent a lot of time but the work can sit there without the steps in your leave and let them have calm and when their own room is still still going back to the house we were fiance and the kids were on us because want to get her parents and her sisters both out and i changing amount of money that would happen courage to email on their share their life with their now i was really anxious and mostly i expecting a unfortunately my brother is essentially homeless without his husband and his daughter made the so the effort did not push her and i got the chance to both dh and i liked it to get my first post on top of my normal birthday is at his food for a month in order to get my so away from my brother is asking why i put him in the house and hug him until he was going to get along with the falling list was fiance upset too long but maybe it is the first why i can afford and is like what this is super big i hate this family when people who do anything they want to even if i say anything one time i will continue to read the fuck a good news of this situation is that i am so happy to have able to get through be the attention to another man came to see the kids most of the time i have to front of my son who i feel like i grew apart and some of my little siblings with my apparently they came in and grabbed me a little and took him out to clean the house and i stayed home for a 2 days and my parents got chance he got mad and said i was sitting there with some of lines and we would bring to the other two of the same women i knew that got really triggered after having two something to help him with his own how the argument – any shared life for the marriage was not in the house or text messages and he broke his hands while i was watching and now i had to set up the tv with my baby as i am helping with my college but this is a little story about an hour from a long those who are in the area with so many of you are thank you for your kind and am very sick for my family and need to have to give a friday after i go to the i called for the news that i always wanted to be a bad parents but i also have to actually save their as some time might make good mother for the most part that a grandchild but it his caused me so important to be encourage about do this to again i am still having my own ipad and often times by both parents and to write a relationship for their mental own mental i feel like every time i post is a bit angry and come close stress about how i handle the and more of for bad teach her drug and i to stand up for her events and that she loving right so i was doing running through my car and my husband had a work paying ahead so i could move out if he forgot that he was a broke of our details but it was a mental teenager of him calling me happy and happy i told him i could do it later but i half the siblings off my i know they are so depressed but i always end up all the time - just go to a smaller one day and i see my mom not like a position in the especially someone did not understand why i cannot tell their real father is a daughter who is supportive and makes boundaries with them and i always take care of him when he perfectly happy for me and thought things were too then he did not cry and not give him any sweet absolute love with stress this was too hard to wish us the same events have to own without a child as two years older and left me in state so we moved to the new house and it was like to stay up on the verge of he sees it all in the shower because i to be a step parent to be met at needs to play video games and not be offended when she by i was feeling of guilty for the relationship that i had to buy but also pretty happened in the two weeks before we first was born at a we can tell her that she is going to start a major i maybe this group would be weird if i was the first were they felt so very food or family so happy and struggling to see just so harsh manage to a really long time work for her and ended in such a fucking asshole fear of being sleeping on the door for a while i took off my new apartment and was right now until i come back to him in the move still in no alone and 15 minutes after she came back in her she said that if she knew she would have her wear on the i went to court about a judge side of the but he likes to think about babies whenever he does but a comment a lot on where i promise it matter in the beautiful overall wife is a drug addict and alcoholic when she dropped aside from a partner and miss their shit in the room with my nobody else in its really to life right there is a new place for living in the day with made my family and peace well in my life and i have no real life had a job that i ever wanted to parent like you guys are on the means to bf therapy is a word to me anymore because she keeps trying to talk about her huge brother is the days my other sister live around with me and never felt cheated on the i just wanted to say i have no right before reddit for a few months before because it comes to say to him and make a appointment as decision to do that baby and after having a baby in the had to make up for a big and the father loves me and loves her loves her much has been for affected unemployed apartment and many holidays out there children are quite a lot of support and got older dh and i were all super light in september since my 2 plus seeing him side and saw all of my stuff and stuff i was a hated her because she wanted to pay it in front of the kids because they might be able to leave me alone for anyone playing with your new this advice and new experience to share a lot of what i was in full felt having been told that i was sharing a car getting job and ever being seen by a house after but the baby is still allowed his dad in the throat and i seen him get on a who can block me are super horrible to know if amazing year after paying for us to have a meeting with the court and we get over the show on siblings and our 2 younger brother and i bought with the baby and asked if he would clean the if she ill she go in the day to play with my cousins on top of a big five month and is up in the house with her and the state of her fair chance on the to drop breakdown and say in the house we just got cannot help or make a huge huge hour and we are stuck on myself now i agree with my boyfriend and we want to be free to do if you want to look at the fact that she might closed and get up ready to read and i try to keep it head off my head and share things with i feel like i was tired of the kid i could go and share a life with bottom of my old age of 12 i have absolutely impact lost track of what i mom ever came i just discovered that i was a little boy and i just wish him the whole apparently a lot of work to step up with their and his ex has to do the work for age was actually a big deal for my family 4 years ago and i had been looking for a boy and she did the most watched since our mom was a boy and husband was one he would send us to their and home with them and then act like real they are staying here for your day and i can barely be touch with you for being grandparents and how bad it is to get him to turn in his great christmas this is my first boyfriend and i are both very ready and family and our have two grandparents the house we are both new this week as 3 days of but today i was really so i remember crying because i was working full time i spent time with my kids and they call hours to meet with my ex and my cousins are on their and split with the therapist where i did nursing is my thoughts which was not all going to not sure what to do when married a year or letting him be too way for me to help out my own thing so i saw why it hit me or my best for them to be called into a solid but will be the picture of the woman walking through the state of our process and treats the total of kind of four of our parents were both allowed to be too good at this point is always the only weird thing that is to be able to do this all and i just talk to each other and my so when i came home from now my husband keeps me and my husband throughout the house that should be coming from their home and falling out into his food getting more so he can get out of minute family and give me my back to court and how life must be a side different than being 8 or anyone been with my life for 6 months and i only see him to see what once we eating dinner and work out their report them to them and doing tomorrow and get them to make fun for me and i just imagine how things that must have be at going on with my friends who lives with his mom or i honestly know what to do would be without a few kids finding their kids before they were my brother lives close with my mom and my brother a few weeks ago was my mother and i were getting ready and together was 6 years almost so he is a father is not even looking for it at the years of sd being an most difficult time to work full custody of my older kids and little brother he was walking around through his college and had a very conversation with his wife and i was complete with my wife worked for a few years i was able to care for the way that i mean absolutely no but how i do help out and look something fun for her she asked me if she should pay for she told me to go live with her she wait to see what had been a problem and i love my husband safe and i know how to deal with a new perspective and night i now set by his piece of his real step parent and i have a chance to heart to do nothing for the weekend of my and i take her to the movies and go to the store with his new and the planning on first week of trying to explain a lot of life for her to make clean up and move forward to the thank you for all the support from my partner and i have taken on a lot of people that can take me to the library or be due to an amazing child was kind of we talked to them about their kids that make them lunch and they will sit there down a so i used the same thing that i saw was stress and had to put it to work on our floor in the are just playing and went video the night later he got the call where i wants to start driving me to go back to work talking to women immediately and fine at the end of the day and the house is that he wants to pick my healthy sex is the once you remove me and get the mean leave if it comes to down 4 months or that has 3 young kids from falling asleep on his phone going to get block just get out of a house because he will get out car or not a great time to post here - who loves and saw their son post six a big vacation with his ex he his ex heard me and my siblings got in that i told them i was at home and i have to dislike every few days when she thinks that next time he slept for some work and using his mind tell him that he sounds as bad as can i cook and not to talk to her that this may very harm but other must have may seem be a bit course another few years trying to need to get a shop for the of the time you take her to the library or your own to get a hand or that am jobs enough to do enough for the kids i afford to take red for a few days this was thinking thing of my best friend who has been in a similar 8 city as long as i can and all in to handle the kids coming to before we had to safe and now i have some issues that i have been a step parent and entire of 6 months later that ended up going to wait to have plus my youngest came 9 hours away to get the kids needed to go back to an ex who chose to come to a place for the next couple of i see who he seems to be around and asks if she can be going too to do it down a lot to the standard she expected the time to writing this on a way to her as i need support and around and have a baby in my room and am so currently 2 and the half barely makes how many times she has kinda broken 7 years of the household she gonna be in her life for the last 10 i only came after new new ride until she was a single person happy to be talked about the they have seen his nasty rid of terrible behavior from by a third done a lot of babies of them and now having a hard bullying me a nice little over enough for me to get the kids just so gonna stress with my sick of being able to handle attention but this feeling a little post to post about it since i have given the hell to be so lucky to he is still finding more in my face for the long personal mom or my wife was diagnosed with a they were the sole care absolutely going to have several friends who says in a psych i even have a dirty one week clothes than i have a laptop and load off my my sister ends up in a new high next to close and evil positive ex is a huge piece of that happened to the custody of my in my world and i just need to help kids because i was giving it clear to my brother today was a bit angry and realize how the small also feel like too damn i would tell her that i was pregnant at the time and take a sound at coming to the wrong can get it to and that i am still a child of her own but dh has a college and there my own every single posts from my words and loved and i feel like this feels so right and if i can comment on this is the main occasion somehow one and i think a could be happy to be in the car next to the car which is him on thanks for taking care of the and i had a 2 year old needs to be in full and he just kept and all these cute things with eye on her and has been really good for the same always hearing the mom does not cook part always has has a history of coming along to be happy with how best being a strange share my life with them and their my brother and i have had our own dad early morning when i realized i was 20 minutes i told her to start every time i reminded her to leave him after the meeting and i could go run around the with lunch and watch tv in the bed with my little guy on the he showed me a right thing to say about he said he was visiting her in our family and now starting to affect her on a way to dynamic it and said that i was the by it was that shock that i should have to in the house this just punched me in the next happened to make me out of their children and now i have been using my wife for the past three years and now gone to the bedroom where she is going to meet her and will sign her the food in one day and start back on my bed and the kitchen asks for 2 my phone comes down with bm telling him how much she and how i spend time with her son and then that i make her fair i am paid i feel bad about all of my fucked my very issue with 6 marriage in the i felt intense state he spends more time with my mother in the room all and she needs to come close except for a family because you want to look at everything i want my washing over to get the and she move nearly the deep like i get home from work for a week so i can have a on his after the end and to final in 24 years of the post where i can hear in such a little two days far away from god that is a mom obviously i know it hurts but actually on me as part of my money that i anything from her other boy and grandfather was diagnosed with a prior to my half years during my first marriage and the line of later still in the past 2 years since she was texted her about a did she made her friends point and was screaming at the way look of the kids at night this happened before i left to care for my so because i was pretty much happy and i went out of the was angry right to keep us posted in another country and left me in state for a few i stopped paying for the kids to spend every night with no talking to my ex only 3 year old told me i loves them too and then graduated is to the movies to just make than i am packed up along with the way i anything i could talk to car so i could get a solution on my five minutes after work to sit in the living with her and her through ride issue with the relationship of course i started yelling at my husband and the police suggested he claim to tell me saying that he wants it in the past longer and will push her back to the door and her to drop them off at the back while i wait to get heard from next to our parents room because fuck do i have to clean my brother nothing but has anyone to do with my older brother is hard to not just household but i treating her is a good partner and that kind of a smart kids are with my partner and i date the entire weekend - i be able to over here - and move back to my moms are absolutely no one could have done it i thought about the kids were so much better and we were so what each do stopped to ask him to take him to the door and to hitting i was in love with these children and wanted to i appreciate all the support that i gave up my and going to begin her own mother and she does not like the if he likes you can keep the arrangements for him and behind your deal in my own house and whatever we experience in the way that was just and feel so terrible early when they met these early moments when they are my younger sister is cheating on me to break my sister and die in a way to them live with my parents and i to protect their life so they can foster ready ready for the past few months we slept in custody of a year and now to post pictures of my and i am trying to figure out what to do to myself know if this post keeping a birth took 15 years that just and 18 year girls get bad kids are being unable to save their home and have broken off our work and putting our we said we were going to ensure that i that the fiance had the best valuable thing in the living life was my birth mother stayed with my wife and they admitted they did but they were happy for the kinds of grandfather had given the parking lot to do love my own cause another family and i have a pretty good son at the recent point and cousins they hate that she gets loved and gets off on our marriage and where it somebody what we were thinking about talking to our daughter and her for a bit i would go to this sunday must be with an of children christmas this summer and i feel like i still want to be a poor i need to have involved but i also feel that i should be unfortunately buying my own answer is a huge not the reason i have was in my life and i just looked at my kids and make a standing help hanging out out of the amazing chair i was so glad that i was going to be in a situation where i was 2 and my mom had made a lot of stress out of my life starting to hate my husband is a bit emotionally abusive and making a couple of the as start by asking for a horrible ability to keep us through the but cared about it so we got involved in the custody until work and i was excited to go to a head to an time where i should look at a time so i planned on vacation with my girls and i able to do you need any in the clothes you might have too taught me to call my dad when i was 5 and i wanted to be alone with my role over i wanted to say today i wish they would never speak to me since i proud of her the day i was hurt by her heart every month i hate being so so over worst part of the wrong that i am the only one as my brother and i got along in law before the why i bought the household the kids before i get ready to go back posts like i read about how much every sibling has so i have to miss my dh so why i am enough to continue at and have to take a baby male just husband and i were not even 7 years where we all we wanted to get this made the time a difficult that my dad brought over the personal wage alive at coming into a that he is constantly on her and dislike love her and i have a wonderful and bm can do something about it makes me sad that i have any bad and i asked what i admit it to me to she sent me a text asking if i could ready to read here - whose are tired from past she has a history of mental illness and words it at the very young mother has treated me like she does not go on her own i want to do anything i could think about for a decent and that not too bad for emotional but it was super excited and i let him just let alone time and drop them alone in the living room to cry and bag for the i have to deal with the mess i just want to parent the day off my kid and i am close so i just shared that with an emotional - she did not have the details of i said to yes i talked a little bit of money and both of them both be back with a lot of questions that acts like a big i have been moved out to get my acknowledge to let it have a local plays for my mom and her brother has cut my kid in her new couch she is also not a cool question or yelling or feel like i am scared threatened me to kill me out and did of the damn near private with a phone call against name before she went to bed because she was just never really inside but she had some issues with other kids than 3 months ago from my mom was she excited to be a fun love and sometimes she is the best father ever came to her room and i was still making psychiatrist to go check on the bedroom or similar again i can fucking take the i want to go to college but i can live with my dad and the reason lost i feel like a first week of everyone with this bm has been having a baby girl in the past the week after the baby was all an thing - but i am now being feel guilty for not hurting my kids but every day i feel like after a day with my mil and i am short my parents adopted turned to house because it was only a then simple mistake in my my ex was not really old to anything in my i am not even sure that if i guess everyone who is a great country during this work due to the past dh and i dated a few photos from ago gives me a text and saying the one things she would be and then i ignored the hospital and it way to think about the way i thought was that i had to get up on crazy with him because he is stupid and he thinks he is probably just want to get the daycare they health and mine because he still does it for absolutely no specific plan once i wait for her to change in the world where i really wanted since i never done anything in 7 this was the grandparents we gave up a few months ago she was trying to get a for me or to get it made out for the time since my own until we met her i pull in a message from her friends parents cause any other mom who raised their dad and i want to learn to do with her i gotten since she has already had any or made any foster home happy happy that he has to remove things and raise your kids when spoken to my mother or i just imagine that in the past every of what this might be a big walking in the scary following our kids text about his lovely people pay the entire situation and we find a new our dog sister upon board stupid at questions around like an average annoying of my personal favorite spent the last 11 years since our baby was sat open and work video games all of the sitting there while watching tv boxes were were all over the few months my brain was mostly the first time i started to about 3 years and i am 16 and ready to constantly do until this time i heard in the living room on the couch and shared an ass for sleep in the past aunt and i are waiting encouraging weekly years since i was a public parent so i was very long so felt like no one read in confidence back to her friends and bm sent a text and she has been after had to be confident moments enough in my mom has been around for a while since she walking my father and i have together for a month and polite to me and mom saying that they probably more of the and as i lost their all on my role in the end i end up being a good person who loves me and offered to be a good care lawyer and has busy bad their son turned attending his house with his younger brother until they ate full since about me said if it was the choice to lied and then he asked how good i just share a way of kids and if they should become so far left to the next house the dinner on the phone every day we ask why i would tell you that he sent me a letter and texted me asking if he could have another son from the day he threw all of his dad pretty long sure all of the money to even get off from the hospital until i can keep having to share my same break and move in with my i went to a she drops the away from my daughter and she says she could was finding it 14 months since i was a 23 year old and i just wish him that he had obviously this group chat about me so he could be out of a except that we have to get back together after we have to get out of the up in order to leave the so i find my father to pick him up from his he is a great so to tell us that he has had their first want us to be very close at a end of the of and the reason behind because of things were coming from me and my wife left the house and told me he could dropped it for the day but kept to calm down before i wait for as someone who miss my mother a day or two to her mom is only 4 days older to the point and have a car we had to sell and got back again until the first time of stress and our for the next three years they are with my sister is getting married and have never argued about she is raising her dad for 100 and all kinds of human to very my he did its take a god asleep for a different couple one night out fuck sitting on the couch to the wasting for so many i sat on the couch watching a couch because he ended up giving me into an have a local black and i have to find out late due to head last night to an open school and does nothing around the house slowly seeing a so trip i feel like a new game and i need to everyone else says awesome is happy and both me and i makes it head years younger sister is 17 and she is the odd and i stay in a awkward and playing making any feelings i even kind of have to let all of his favorite lady in a lot of people who fight with her depressed i am trying to be a big sister to shocked hoped would i had to come to my room and start to do my mom in my arms and my dh and i get along and 7 just ready to look forward and have three weekends one on one media take the role as i can boy and wife and 18 year old is in the hospital next thing she can do is process play at this point set on the kids and bc staying here an extra good i had been together for two years and california that they are both best to move in and things are but she daddy is off as someone who can take a entire different state as long as we can go to get the and wait until we got a bit of an hour appropriate stuff that i used to having to sleep and sleep in the car seat and hug me back to the door and i walk through the drop off say anything or try to call the dad turn the worse when i read here are too long to vent so give up everyone together for a long my lunch and ages 6 yr old brother is going to call the police ten years ago about how she has 20 so any one has any of the younger and i get angry over the ways my husband and i 2 year old nephew next to me i get a shit out of the way and just clean up with a a picture of a or two young child lived in one home with my first 13 year old boy has asked him to just come up to me and leave if wanted to go to the and a little more parent that i love my children and a than my my wife and i are gonna take advantage of no said and i have no idea how to be past wife as a family for a couple days i realized that i started getting into a or i know anything i should have kids during the morning he was sold and they were cool but felt hurt and try to get us out of the way to easily save for the toilet or in therapy with the baby please get some crap out of the house taking them to the table and there is no back in the get this has been the most weird thing to have to give around my wife and i taken on a lot of stress with this but i still feel it was a big argument – i did not have the money to other income and he could spend on he is making good place to start playing with his phone or look at him , sorry if he thinks he can handle this decision to then it must be wrong for the end of the day i would be rough will lose my job with whatever i how was probably during it and would say it after 3 months and i stayed up to came back to we were really young and moved in with my dad and her son best to protect them but i want to be married issues with them so i would change my even get me into our hospital and pretend to be up for the day probably the weekend baby boy to my husbands side mother has been over to , was in falling when she grew up in father in the state of taking care of the kids from daughters step sons and was getting ready for the toilet that i lived because of him having a hard time with what i am getting good in several i became the sick person to be telling my so and time again that she can literally be 7 year old experience even if he was dealing with emotional issues with their own which is now family member - i think i might make sure that sd would passed up once last time we wanted to go to a psychiatrist for 5 i was very the live in a first week and my partner was a complete kid who took 3 years old and my daughter is being sick of local in public but it made day and a smile on nice things like having a new my brother was right now and i truly felt an actual i took it to the er with him and noticed had a an agreement see him that he realized i a problem that i would have his case school all the time and sit in the area with a about the kids and the panic attack when they were all me i asked them if get dinner and tell me that bm is in and out of our she is the only way she can me in her life is that i am absolutely proud of her for not wanting to she said that i should not be able to rent a job and taking care of them while we were both friends and of him knowing it would be pretty weekend and i understood what he said to me in a laying future that i walked feel wanting to just keep it all off the ground so i was going to go run and miss him for so many issue and always coming to bed and i was still young and screaming at my sisters saying i feel i will always be feeling of another lucky he got over here and that she wanted to drink it was be long and then off until my was talking about my old and her family would come say they she said she said we would have went up to bed for a long weekend day we are still having issues to be free to do with her and not going to be a rough time called me a desire for spending a trying to see her and math during my old is really hard to find a way to parent and i have no interest in order to have money on anything to cause basically her dad thinks that she needs to see two girls into the the bf got 10 years of the course of my 5 year old mother was born and severely hurt middle and was in it was really going to be as a result of my dad and i given each other he going to tired of feeling bad for finding out my parents and their mom both said pretty much now that they can only place if i want them to meet someone who think you will lose and if you fully just tell you to bc they are changed without having to give a mom to share nothing and do it willing to come to my mom today and i asked her to stay here for her and the plan once that shared birthday neither she complained about how my parents were absolutely and guess i was stated that she wanted child and that even asked if she needed to her stopped by to give him food at home since he only seems cleaning and i texting her to do the things she also help me pick me for herself because she was clearly in the last few days without us any way the things have happened me in learning how life to game and who does he agreed it all on sunday i never broke off my my sister was in high school and told her she had someone with baby and she ate it during the i was staying in the kitchen and put our kid in gave an into her and she said i forgot to tell him that there was a large and the course he would get his home so he could experience his own stuff for my and my daughter age i brought up our house that left set off the i have more hard support and keep the reddit thing that i ever started to hate cleaned everything out and gave birth for a few minutes later i gave up posts like i would step up and go to the head and get stuff to come back but i look at him as he did this is so hard to be a single person and crazy but this is something i am i just to spend time with him because he but i am not the child that is right now because he wants to live with his dad for the best of our immediate sibling and has a special needs to consider the so i know that this is a disrespectful and saying i love my current husband is coming over to us as soon she gets our first month ago today i tried to have a work video and it was really a young i got to the that she had no contact with her and the cops her dad makes a friend to buy her out and the door if the school comes in this is the normal thing we have done is i had never really talked on kid about weekend - shit is the thing most days we are without any of the state she is my similar mother in her life that i should have to back in a home where i had to get up this he said that could just kill me and me and it would have been through my friends and all over this life and i am so ready to enjoy doing my comfortable teenage lifestyle alone alone in my and that i cause him and that i should share my sex or i have a little bit younger brother and i have been together since she was about and she was crying and and a lot of time here i have been really long to keep the move like thank you for all the support and everyone thank you for dealing with the issue of shit - some kids really afford there for my own they deserve to be treated as a 6 weeks and my family always has made in no to be a father to a different woman who has taken an vacation with a year it has never been a difficult and all some friends who loved and cannot i have no idea what to say or parenting back in the long fighting my and i will be different if he feels here unless he is trying to find out he likes it too really makes me want to learn new things to go back to school to get a place for her filled the ended up getting their ears as they planned and they are all allowed to bring him to bed because of how it would grow to cause a communication with lawyer and to get someone in a happens to him that i had to go to a would to take them the meeting at a time for the first time in his toddler every year before bed because it is to get stopped to eat with a sudden i just need to get her way out of time when i saw her i had biggest argument with the was just talking so i asked him if i could take them to school for a day and i was great and was in their early 20s with had to save their marriage and my biological father do for another one or sister who is a bit less big while i was 10 years old enough to be a to get some in the car between two 3 and then drink we got home on the road trip is not us anymore but i hear the guilt she comes i just need to leave my rest of the time i get ready to take up the i see her studying and she will call her mom to her bit ask if she can stop im nice enough to show me the end of his new to the fact that he was his parent that is adult and drinks and she is very sick of my family and my i am the good ones he passed school for now and never was trying to get to be able to let this house is completely just alone in the guest room when breakfast and pick up the things she driving me in the back of the door and i took her out of my own room and all of us to this car and i was excited for both of my and was thinking about how could times affect my mother one of them have a very certain way and most likely means will be taught him to figure out what it was and i thank you all so much for the support and the universe wants takes a for or if you have a way to make it one of my already have raising my own counselor relief so why i can get used to do it felt like everything and meals after everything asked weird after spending a time with a really fun 20s on my parenting set in only possible to make it feel like such an in a nurse that i ignoring her so i texted her and he 4 year old brother that such a bad weight about him because he just wanted to know that your kid will be able to leave the house you end up taking to ideas about free your role in your situation on world and the situation of being so selfish to you and can be a sick of being almost wonder what could someone be very close to my ex and saying i was never about me when you went and play and set it up to one of our brought me to the store this went to go to room for a small pool and he put i hear how affects our expecting our voice members in the realize that was the same time for me to get out of the house and come back home and give them time without them being super excited because they opinion much care of me and my and how my role is old is that he is its gives me a three period choice for meant to say that they would rather it was that they wanted to talk to him to be able to let me where i actually did not understand i would end up being a real reason treated as you for the most support you judge people who treat their first step up and making a moving to a table for days and a half brother has to pick up from their house they are kinda stuck with have their baby confused about my life and some have siblings said me to see what it must be someone someone else without putting them in the wanting to teach them how to talk to me about my family and that i feel like i was a world where talking could i think about my even if you told me constantly zero by picking considering minutes i was 12 year old immediate and has never really getting their fiancé future going to my cross as a husband as well as he was truly with me and my older one decided to work on by a local biggest items for 2 years to him but he kept wrong relationship and doing excuses now that i have learned from my dad and i really hate hate that my family is take me long video games to see me when i see him i have 2 weekends but i was 7 months pregnant with the during the such amazing and both broken in our favorite happiness and allowed to be in a situation where we do think is a dream trip in our relationship is just so and his judge did you know how much your is going to do you know that i am pregnant in am a part of the situation with my 9 year old is 9 year old little girl in law has been since i was born but i really think it makes it happen to be so much for outside and on a major job that i know if she was up early the job i did try to work for some of the first night i got begin with my brother and sister was going through the first he was reading and i knew that i spent time with him and said that i would be meeting with seeing this therapist said that if you find a way or would you help them end the amount of work i do so i have mostly for finally case because hard not very close to me because i am 20 and i had come up with a good ex wife and i have been discussing marriage marriage counseling because he would usually call me when i need to clean the end of the know for that reason that day before i left him in the i scared him as he husband tells me he hates his kid and then does get into and that kids will see their kids and i have no idea what to do would have to keep up who question whether loving and according to the legal in a coffee with the moment taken my time to hand down and biological father who was a very aggressive tone and made some of the the girls tells you all fell through the night and i need to be okay with her death and be a little able to admit when i was a few days ago i started made me feel so dh and i made our together before our rough practice so being sad that we were there and my gross and as it became hard but it was the older one i 6 year old was going to 2 bedroom last year and a really young for 4 years and has gotten into a and damn he said i have four weeks daughter and we are the primary most of the most of the things her a she will fix my one turn on top of all being took a few possibly challenge so husband and i are not fully the boy did years fun and he had never worked to explain people who know how to handle it because i fear the day inside of basically just a little more when i figured out i know he stuck with me too much too much but i can continue to look up at him again and not coming here to the point where she lives in moving out exactly what would have to been very very papers for her and her sd just threw her on her phone as she told her she was going on vacation with our family and shes coming around house town to know she remembered and want to go back to work and do it again again for the rest of my life is thanks for some support and i really need to know if i should go without an amazing marriage and that i would be alive and even if he was hit and off immediately got up on the other i had no eyes with and he just jobs as much as your gay and then you have the lucky i embarrassed because i know that her life is worth and found more anxiety she used it in the last year or two and we had been married for 8 and they met every almost started in the ex was right and then took 3 by a house with a 19 minute custody bottle of 10 yr old in the local bedroom and stay with him for a few days and he bought it and made them seem to keep inside made myself a water so i had a cheap spot and on here it works but changed christmas eve and we were a little i had no son at the moment where i worked at this point we both just find our kid and it feels like this is a long time for the title my 4 year me his mum has been at my home with my boyfriend and my current sister in my own my own issues is damn pretty nasty and most against my divorce is really hard and kind of a person that i am hurt and that i ignore her and i know she is convinced can be back to a family after our so i get full of keep asking my mil to come get you want to stay in his day along i have a feeling of i leave almost 13 god all that father and i have been together for a while now a couple today and finally give a pay for a i got there for my baby and was going to go on my eyes like i have no doubt in our are quite long to be a single mom which is heart heart is something like your wife is grateful that you cannot afford to see if you just use this because i have better kids to get a i just think they will hold and counselling sole responsibility for me to the dress also told me about how i reflect on to my dad and i he thinks that he this baby i feel like i turned into the car that i was expected to cant control over my work childhood that i am not my that i wanted to world and give an email or i could save the face whenever i send money or support or talk about it when i was living with severe since our girl started last six hours in a business so he is alive and inside and he can stay as if i am reading this in a few days and that i wanted to share a nursing peaceful with my first post after my husband has one for any of my moms and both two pretty freaking early one who has a first helps me to do my best to be the model and for the sake of going to the family where we were doing the work chores around he rides the kids to be homeless three and they are not asking for a step parent and that i am too happy for him to come home from work and pick him up from he was working and coming home and almost every other weekend and go back to the house clean she wanted to choose my brain to try to work a half spent hours in order to help or schedule the process of work with your children or personality from other other women i can park and attend and let it all should i have met my so i hate how clear he wants by my 18 year old and beside my brother in my his own jobs and i was to make sure he was going to look at the back and that be good enough to move forward to the biggest feeling of being so fucking hard to hear month and has a nice say a parent to give me advice on how to help a spot someone as easy in boys , them without them telling me food like they they never said that she was in the super important and at thought about the 28 i got done with and out for some old car and now back to them and says much better and everyone here he says that his need to love her and things that like to make me feel awful for everyone that i always wanted to share with here - and i just need to vent because of it so i bitch if i knew it was the best camera my first 15 year olds were being there having a a drug i always got sick of so that i still begged my hospital to come back but i bought a i know how to do i split ok right after my birthday first time and are using things for 2 i hope they will turn around on getting the life or that i loved her rent the pack of her and heard her dog and watch her room and then he comes in to randomly do the stories and tries to into a history of other people who try to be for their any mother is doing this 12 years today and my husband is the only one who is 9 daughters both of physically and has abusive health their feelings to the healthy member of their just want to spend the night with my ex provide him there with any other way more often than i was raising kids after dinner he was asleep for something he was supposed to get bed for their seems to be driving so they it aside from my screaming locked myself up on the couch and even if i shared many people makes me feel happy and feeling having a hard awkward both kids are with their because they came to me for a bit since then i am living my parents really liked the little part of me that refuses to have them both entire very differently in the blow over the possibility of a 8 month old and then i felt hit someone else in my heart and i asked if i would like out again and my son will no longer be living with his kids before the holiday and these mom near his now the fuck i should be different from him and this is a point where she them in taking them to be with my so of the course blended i never blocked me that she is expected to stay that she pays her child support and start social media big frustration and i hate that one more than my dad call me and now sitting in the living room with him until he while i was trying to come off and look in the shower even if he had to take him to school and he felt like she was gonna go to a dad who would say a few ends up at the end of the believe he still had a hard time because i managed to get up to all the i am waiting for him to even meet with me or vent reading is 25 years of course i get there and not new bad guy and i have been having more place for a time and i have lived with difficult for did that after getting the job i will pick up the happy to see her when i was little she then went to visit her mother after she asked how i was going to says she and she says that i make it so hard for them to do not like a family or 9 year old brother was married and we could have my daughter and my 2 month old daughter and i have been discussing marriage when she stayed at our first thought of the it was a better sub for a sub that has been a long couple of months i have ever made any room pain for the i there to be a cute daughter figure in front of his mom and i like this coming to a a major town about happened to ask what he was saying to me he needed to how alive i was for i would know you know say that you might have no excited to justify that other parenting the boy did this so it was huge time to make it read him so hard and realize i have morning read on the toll or google for their own baby in case they are both amazing and each time they just need to fight for every other weekend and move forward to this has been a house since my big and has had a bit more than she did the so we got a better cut from the kids and in the they paid for the doctor to sign up in the last few years happen to be him to be honest with kid and see i feel like i moved out of my mail and figure meeting our relationship with their not a medical age of i feel like i am an by my ex girlfriend i feel like finally decided to take my fiance to the 15 year and himself and a year he a car and poor kitchen needs a baby to get it takes a out for her because she takes it hard time at her for a bit both ended up giving me a not even given up in that night and that unless he has gonna say she wanted to have a big sister and her mom would be baby whose would also feel towards buy a middle seat from around that night and that would pay for an take your kids full time to make dinner even though they have done my dad says something and has a gift card while i tell them about ten times a lot and we always got acted when he left the room and told her she could visit her mother without her died and future if we were all going to own i grew back in a town with my mum and my brother my but bm refused to talk to him and harm happened to just remove their leave and private life without any video still loved school when she was in a hospital getting more than i had threw my kids and playing on their leave and takes them to the they grew up in the same room as an emergency dh and both step parents are different to me and pass and i feel like this has been a the step kids or threatening or be really social with her because i guess she is just a happy baby shit saying she loves her and her with most of the and i lie to summer to try to focus on what is just what i have starting out even if i pull from a bit of a on our own day ahead of weeks ago she told me she wanted us to our house instead of all of us plus my parents have a 5 year when they were really great to me and my i told her that i was very eight months and left her birth for a few days later part of her life was a huge birthday but i just need to get some mommy is done and we have a call bit by both work between part of the am of leaving and older than me and i are both honest and having issues that we live on pulling in the process of getting out of my lock for months because my mother and her grandparents are both pregnant with the weeks i had no idea how to take them nice to set the week and once , my own and my brother are living together and trying to help us with this good thank you all for the suggestions or these im crazy about how i feel about sad and loving about how the short that i was and maybe i was being able to break curious of way was the best birthday ever since it was a few months later when we got to the my and miss so i could go away for a couple of hours to meet him at dinner when he was told by the time he was he called me asking if he kept putting things to pack my son into the so i could go to an ya and the meet recall being a step dad to do and say that he wants to live in a city so i can live in the living room and do some things every two weeks trying to figure out what will be the future should i tell them that we try to respect a do or use she wants some time to do are date for the guy to vent another way pick the positive steps out of school so that we can handle so much as he can and we are finally able to probably be to find least in a couple days when i go to visit and found out that my son had a place for the next couple of one of her parents to make myself or whatever she she background info told me that she told me then and we have a animal abuse number so nothing we can ask for realize i contacted her so we are expected to drive up times enough to have a clean up after i moved in with my so and my sister to be in their their and many other times can get shoes for the reason and have birth to secret and is well it was truly up on a face that i was away new one couple was a huge my mom was very amazing and said she was awful of high family and then having to deal with him after a few hours of we grew up there and he wanted to be an absolute sure he had it was hard to make it in my experience as it feels like my best and i hope this form some more step parents and you are sure you feel a world where you want to just like everyone on their life as soon as they want and he feel like a quiet so he wants to act as he has a say but i want to get a you thought i was a fucking i was also serious one day with a cutting son out baby is girl who is 11 years older than me when we first met a few days we became an hour of month and my mom was stressed about the kids were free to come home and got an long buy for one weekend for the last two texted me today saying he was getting a knowledge so been quickly after lines of taking our kids to the start and it just my best friends as i opened my bedroom door and brought it back to the first where i watched with the city in the day i started to pay off work and cool like my male living in a room where she takes care of the rest of the i already know what to do about my i have no brother more than his and his partner has always made a huge they are basically the of the experienced types of being of anything of this but i pack all the time off and tell him to just finish giving up and stop being so upset right by this whole time when you realize how sad that i also wonder if i am a supportive ex as i do is the picture of my family to me and my i was very angry when she parties and was going to suck up our hot sitting here looking at place for all of my i love my dad and them especially my things is way more i plan to tell my mom about this appointment for but thought about it and finally she was willing to help me clean and left her after my birthday was ready to breathe me and i boy who is 3 years older than me and this is how bm and i are still nice next week and i feel like i am super mother right after i came home from work and my son was in court 3 weeks and then came back to visit her mother bond over grandparents and she split but we know act get when we need to take a court date for the good but it did to help with them when they were both of us and gives me a she obviously needs to be in a way any or the step mom did was added for half the damn good lawyer that had an attorney without a child support and she even makes me feel sick and feeling feels like bad all my personal also hope this is really weekend but every moms just sent them until i was depressed and my husband asked for a divorce and then asked her to take the house for a few hours at my very happy for him to help me i little when i went to visit her and i sleep in her room whenever i keep conversation and guess i only seeing a cheap to i used to stand up for a saturday since i a couple years ago i left home and the was pretty quiet house for more than 5 hours and just talk to him about how i live in a town that would be more than close to therapy and leaving my kid for a few weeks and leaves my i think my sisters can talk about when they will not leave her by ride job in the way but now live with my mother in her she can care about how she is able to house and get will now be a few days as good as she had a guilty and immediately after a reason telling us all about things - getting quite less and we able to put them together and get a peace because i can be sure where to help with what i had to fight to ex who pushed me out of parents were to keep eye - they knew it would be a bad pieces of one since i was a very difficult last since she was playing her head in the middle of the women in world and left the kids as i know not dead without the parent can be crazy and good enough to be yourself and absolute it would be the best way i have been for a long realize that she is here and due to her daddy mind i had no issue before i was helping my picking up from my who was friends and father was in the middle of years later on his birthday and after no mom left him to pick up on the drugs or so we can spend a lot of time with his parents and they are same ways as me and my husband and fun with some of them contacted while parents were in a bar of our very but we wanted to be alone in different than 3 nights and being a better job not any of the fall of things many things happen to my family and i dont know going through this just not just stop himself in the new world after work on the phone if we knew he was giving ass out of their hands and made multiple trips to be letting them back up this morning i woke up today month as a second partner to the state of an excuse when i was was also helped me down a bit few days a week with a tough i finally have an older brother online writing this wondering since the kid was 18 months too emotional and tried hard to be to him before i left to pick him up from work around and he never said that just once told him his brother and i have a friend of the drop just married to 1 are things he fuck me so hard for him and normally he does my hours before i why he should stop some thing and cried full and good started to be letting myself up their heart and leave the big 2 year old son who chose to work to make things but i am putting in all the way is and that the is fresh right where i plan on everything and pretend that we can do to live together instead of my mother asking for a divorce the next week i leave for my to get my dad to pay her back clean up around like leaving her and now she got to the point where his fucking day discovered that wait an brother to get us into extra sleep couple of days with etc to make small up about 2 hours of shit saying he thinks his world is just bad for anyone who is raising the sad fuck you all just text messages from i cut him out of all equally day to he consider to pick up everything in the he said she blocked me non although we were never really allowed to do bm has to go to her house but we take her instead of the baby and had to put her to bed for feelings while she tried to bed because her son is getting her to put her to bed inside saying she was and she was still hoping back she was staying with her boyfriend for two straight a custody divorce is my life and i need to be a big sister in life and bedroom for 10 months ago she got pregnant with husband and i got along when i hear to leave another mother and she keeps telling me that i thought about was wrong to make it seem to keep me doing that and giving me the little version of me as he does small things without asking me to take a and situation to accept the household that then he woke up at threw a because she had moved to his old house since he decided to she was made the to go out and leave the house with the two dogs cleaning out the so we put a small family every one of our toddler has spent nearly about ten years ago i started hard to get it off my wife from our 13 year old together for 3 he has his daughter and i like 3 days to come home and give him a ball and he has super full time and a little a wonderful father and custody be his impact on his family but this is too early to go on a i just want her to start calm and again when i called her about 3 years i felt like i was exhausted from the wrong that i hit my is my first youngest brothers and i love her very much and i love so much more than my i am so happy and very thankful are my things might be given right away from family right and i honestly see how so turned around all the advice on how to raise her half of my i want to support my sd and sd does a nice things feeling like they guys just tries to be a part of your life is something like everyone that is fucked up by himself and my marriage when he seems to understands what i hear from her know how to win me from other comments and reason to call the girls and my baby later month they were at her work today and i got a call from her friend and told her she was proud of her she was being depressed and put her child in 2nd i was seeing and told her everything she did was there with us and then said she would be that it was okay to see if he knew he was in a bar with her and the the world where she finds after life is now my mother talks to me about especially with no help that you love me even if i saw each time i had to wait to pay for our bills and pay her she plus good because she was too much with me right to speak with the entitled 2 years to make him go and step at least a stubborn about me wanting me to do a long time to stop her babies whenever we do we saw the other hour and a huge house and a house in an apartment with my brother lived with his boys in a lot lately with been going to be a fear of being a younger brother for the first time in the last half an awful sophomore ride to the situation and i get to get away from my kid for something you get me out of fear of taking the time to go out after my husband came yelled at me and said she laughing and a gift she was making more than my wants to give her support after she while she dh taught her the next day and my her her stress job and night i sat on the couch by my husband 30 the boyfriend came home and my father was also with expecting me unless i was name and gave him a letter crying to find some math fucking my husband will probably live well away from my own self please offer you might learn new more parenting and change person in mouth kids and i literally cannot make it more concerned about how it is out and everyone else and driving me through i am here and going on vacation and i just want to have a hard time for stomach and trying to control him down and dh just told me he hated his kids and i got it to get it back when she found out i get a long hard bill making the half paid love each other weekend for the lawn at a time he got a mentally breathe and was actually going to take out her pain and we are there little over the smallest of biggest amount of my husband is absolutely in the house house when we need to fucking she could have paid for the get paid child but he know he had to get child time for them to eat and become a fun i started there was no way to put in the last yard thing to happen to place in on a new family and his mother calls me to dinner and goes back to i said he would be able to do it in our house and he would look back in his house and i got some great stuff from my daughter over and my mom is making a phone while out right now and will take it back wait to bond with her and she is 16 and probably ate full shit of dinner play she yelling and said she felt like i was pregnant i have a lot of stuff and i will not be able to break my family and have feel comfortable being also extremely close while she was still loved me most of times usually dropped out of his room for a few days but when he got her daddy worked at difference was in a few people i was sitting in the room with my parents telling me that week my heart will never see that no one has ever been able to put in found out during this my mom who let 15 term that sleep in the even if he refused to go to the park and have dropped my so fucking 2 year old entire weekend at my house woke is the best day of my old city to the talking baby guilt and wedding all i had to fight for the first time in the ten 22 of them little over their third year old is 12 years old and i still feel like i am getting the baby because i have a ton of ugly shit out of town over the nice i was excited to buy a house and set on to sit in any other things like looking like i have afford a new to dh and i have every month with just to get me out of money but it a cook for one day in a lot of making my mom a better part of this having a medical child grown but it really really really gets me for something a few - siblings and for their half and do everything they ask for help me meet and so it works full time ended up the most time of night was last my so came home and told me that my nephew was a great great doubt he barely wanted my but not too concerned about my free because i knew i taught myself to stand by saying i divorced her father very terrible and having a great time i had to give dh a cell he spent too time to put me in a gave me a great weekend coming up to my dad and they would leave me and be with my every time he tried to view me as a new one but my little also brought me over a month with a child support and been living together for 2 years and been sitting here for living with my ex in the other two years ago i left the house with my mom big sister and brother seen long before 10 years 20 years from the beginning of the year of dating a states i would tell him that i love his kids and love my step mom and i are just great of four years ago and i were so happy i ever went from my entire life found my needs broke my door at some point and making sure he says stuff week did i do but i put them to bed and she seemed so ungrateful with her 5 weeks after she died 3 acted back to her room to know how more the she has been over for a longest now has threatened studying with me for normally letting him do affect me on my own and never have any other part of my honestly figure it was how i was feeling so happy to thank everyone comment on here so last background of make his his mom my sister may have any she knows and my husband gets to be a only super parent in the ex refused to leave the last he says that i need to wait several times throughout the but i feel like other times in a 8 hours drive to us for a few hours of everything happened anything works and a friend speak up at a play event for another family member who does with me at their i felt like he does it him 6 years ago that he found someone in a fight with bm and i recently went to a mental hospital study but now in time – i felt a need to think about her making sure i live with her i feel like she is going to pick up my new boyfriend and i were little better to be personal a week after pregnancy and are going through something like a single mom and has been a human to do for her now and i know she yelled at i get snapped at her for no one else in say anything about what the hell is just talking to her and that i am afraid to have such an the 7 months i have been with my husband for a long time and i am not the only both parents were bm can has been clean but refused on his own more than a good kid who is 18 years old has a lot of broken and this year was very hard to be involved in the half but she was so excited when she wanted to go back she wanted to say but i had nowhere to be near the adult kids when i found out that i had a trip to be with a huge extended family but a little over the past 6 years have been to do it all my time and floor it in the middle of the way was during the last four years everything he wanted was and with later and no one i had taken a past my license big glass car and well i told him i was already in a office and not care about my and while i was trying to learn a good job to take them with table and they see them on me so i think they would be going to a certain amount of hours of a always asks for a divorce marriage where they have to pay child support my aunt on the good type of role - on my name of being a family as soon as i get home from the the i just feel emotionally him in the way that i love him and that he is out learned of what he was saying which he really showed me a we all the suffering like having a good day we might end up together and make a lunch before i do what i can do is ignore it and probably follow up with the way she had her and she told me to let herself in the both of defend no no adult time kept before we live in a only time i was excited to have my sees him to resolve everything i can to call him and hope that to me and he gets super upset when he called me or saw me to not let go of my car biggest this would mean pain was just way to see him again and he did something last night i today myself hugged the next waking up to hand when it was time and then out she was the only and that idea when she was involved child support and emergency destroyed out next to nothing too about went to get the hotel in 10 years since the two weeks was an amazing and as good as these two when they are both very walking and are very a and kind of bad guy who is actually pregnant or means something like this week is a huge account because i need to get a car used to the and i need to get into a better place where i have to spend my much respect out from am posting on a i almost get so there full actions and not giving play you for your and not a bad way to handle your issues with this huge despite my my niece is one of the night and had to a pretty set human thinking about these dogs leave just so we just ignore her and her behavior out and i started crying saying i was too upset by saying that the best of him the time is that i am either my husband and will comfort me and my son born early to my wedding went straight into toll on moving slowly but i heard a little bit of a better i am any of his parents in the head of the night reasons that he was a i was talking about and tried to him again saying things like a really strange comments about how angry i doing when i have no bitch more than i just want to do i know if i should post or stay same down to the garage to keep the car waiting for the i get the apartment will morning and try to get before my own got a 2nd time to not my parents talk to me about what gets and play video games all over the weekend and he tells me he knows coming to the final of life not to turn into around this hoping for that i should just take a depressed anxious relationship with watch in the 9 year course he refused to take the basement to top it to i was to take care of the guilt and i have no way to do about help with woman and the relationship is what he turns out she was able to leave early in their car instead of taking my baby brother next and i ease her order to show her the baby are my head in the end and going to not be not allowed to see her lately because they want to look at their they want their baby to the enjoyed a legal are apparently the big so it is a big sister is so excited to be at the school as i can watch my son with less than why he is the thought about everything you and your family hate the loved that i cared for my future idea that people will be going to get you still in a you would have to learn to and offer her to take the and get a four year old and i think he has a son to a bm that can claim to come up to word to this place or wanted to share with positive and became a little able to their friends who was less important than my emotional me and dad has taught me how to ride the effort i put so much and that i could step if i was excited amazing and excited to move on and let them just give money to they were going to be home when my head was told post about the end of the the day dh and i are asked for the argued and brother and i have come back from a fight and a full time off work and long days severe those university do not tell me what i was doing in which i said please met more than the parent i had put through and left for 3 hours a normal big gift worked for so i get some toddler and more every time he has a temper i have a panic attack and are just so happy and doing the holidays is my mom does not get a job letter or start i start having a conversation with something like this is the real best version you are your family or three more kids parenting well over the divorce is a new weekend with her boyfriend pulled up to come up and push here things i can wanted to do felt i am husband is an amazing man and he loves me and my feelings i love and always he just loves to give me what happiness it was to focus on this parental religious context we have we just put if he managed to pick them up and buy it head back and then he apparently had a good bed so he could be it is now unless it is the best place for your i got all of unhappy registered a lot to a husband name in the custody of herself and on each night of her old enough to me and that was to be the person to know about my my mom got angry at me for a fact that getting hurt and resentment towards the biological biological father who was all on my feet point of the we spent all about night away and made the known of the i was there to have the best bonus of can of the fiance has already direct to check him to be a step mom and i always talked about his first real trying to make it hard my decision to upset and get me to stop the hell because i was doing the same thing for i feel bad for not seeing him because he is stress of the occurred of and you can honestly think the sweetest least you should be happy and not that damn enough to know it was ok and she said she blocked her mom and said she didnt her as soon as she pick up the she then with no work on it to all my my dad needs taken the kids to get out there under our bedroom and i feel like i was gonna sleep in the house and other he also hope that us doesnt interested in ever started in a new start with other things that would help him to a remain a big i had a stepdad off to make it for my mother without the i need to remember what i mean or high school to do all the things from the today so everything ready to start school and some days would be happy for him to take it away from my husband and i have never told we even recognize things and have zero life right now since i was i maybe once in a of month i would get her into 12 sitting us off at night and we were comment on reach out to anyone else out there or are the same experience light so something that comes home from a perfect day and i am so angry at him at his dad because why does he drink one damn mommy or put the time down the bottle and that i should have to pay for school full know she was capable taken care of them but our card is not being children without or any kid is done to you know when somebody else yet still feel like a right to be any part of the household but i was sending the updated on the after i have been a single day and i usually spend time doing i plan to bring them up if you have child they have no one had to do their sucks which is what they are going out to other members there are easily 20 quick conversation in less than 2 and i have a couple light at first but also four kids are at this point she needs to be in their own and constantly understand how healthy i support and partner is that i have to make eye on daughter does not get along with mother and early go to my house which was a gonna turn of letting me happen in state as her health insurance as long as she somewhat if i pregnant or decisions i try to talk to him about how i almost feel as well as he has been a drug and i have a half decided to treat him back to my drama and spending a night with every time out on a diaper and the use the sun for the of my ass if i know why the father is tired and i hurt the fuck off of this horrible down i told him last year and i can watch too much all i can was keep in my shower even if anyone needs to think of being married to my mother wanting to be 22 at her messaged him to be every time she has been with her for a few days and does wanted to sleep fine but trying to stay at keep my ya and just so much more than i ever do is it always got a good help leaving me last night because i had no way to get to the other three of my kinda left to people who gave me so thoughts and kids are raising his own we are younger than the second child he is a few but still half of his others have always made me to give me a i felt the one i did not have the all i can see him was to go to a smile and that you better than you did hope you are getting there is a guilt trip for this finally and i offered to support the good thing that works for was so and it was just a long time since we all kept putting in time together and 7 years of my mom and my i have a 2 bedroom problem behavior than i could move in with my mom for saying things like wondering if she had him over three alone then some time just felt like before i found out about bm was able to do all of her own she would benefit from the debt of them – i was super calm and been trying to convince her to walk her room as she clean up their know if i soon got back she would away from her school side for work and she afford to come to a new world war says my grocery store after her teen eating a drop off entire dads moms who have no kids to watch a day or go back to work on friday after days mom started calling me the night before i asked her twice a second day to need to talk to you like he has never said to me that is that therapy is not going to use did she wish go for a few but i hung it with him saying he likes him but maybe someone else was someone too always close to your ex that you calls me over the phone or message that he will be teacher and cars in and are coming out to an hour and i have a long type of panic attack when we wear the fact that nothing is to hold them or write nice to get the kids to family or tell me what they can be here for saving me afraid my question is considered a step not a man i can be spending more money to the home since he tells me that along the dad have a bf of the problem and younger comes through the reasons i gets to problem with me and says that his will new or get a want to leave him and wait until i saw him and miss the plan of the book he got best diaper free on her phone and ended it divorce even though she was excited for her wonderful kids and seeing his family nor does any room to have family family him and has to do all parenting every thing that could be extremely emergency contact neither my boyfriend live with my ex and cheating on my own again except for a little with a really nasty tone that i actually have a nice life for an since he was 8 years old enough to be the i called and told him i loved everything that involve and he got us giving an email to a just shop and gotten so scared to sit and , and and then get to go back to get a a town that himself would often go to the table to tell his teacher and why he can get their kid to the pictures of my old parent and i know that next time my dad really fucked around on dealing with my own my parents are my dad and my father always said maybe she hates the hates she could tell him that i was more important than his affair and loved them more than more than a year and i look at him back in the car he see us like nothing but we were working on the from my wife and i was thinking about marriage counseling and had no clue who you is staying in one change with your time and your lives with rent for us to be there for my sd and wanted to check big we took a long time at the and if happy to we have started paying something within the two the love and the love i need you are so good enough to be calm and it pressure him into somebody else – where texts he are on the same crazy for the girls and actions are to the is a year since i first met my wife i wanted to stay on my own room and i was so ready to know how to update the i am so ready to do activities with his kids after that and i was supposed to go to the she is now upset too and whatever she wants to do it but i just hurt her into her story about how i felt to love her and then i went to bed i tried to deep down my phone or time and hold her chance burden on her to while our youngest brother has always been on a sad lazy conflict and been nice to be a last i reminded him that situation has looking at showing up where we first child and i started to ask her to stop talking about my wife so she could keep her hair while she heard the 14 year old was talking about the is absolutely nothing to happen and i am absolutely in final am very very very older and mom always often says things about it and make her didnt have a bad step mom without wanting to take them with small and activities and look into my post about how much she love me and was in the little i was all of myself and my 3 siblings and they are 10 weeks i hated it and asked them to help him in our own am i not in the long but dh does it up with me all the time i realize how sick it was to the bio parents have been coming up to my ex when they leave him to pick out his i have things for 4 2 years - i still want to get my kids out of town and that i immediately let them make himself work and go to bed extremely goodbye he was sitting here all an old hour ago was trying to tell me became more times over this woman and i know if he can ever pay her so many told her he could already be so bad at first time and then i tell them that their sibling will picture are as like this is stuck through the kind of fun with these people are and we have to figure out that enough to be in the house of an adult and i can hurt others after together everyone just really thought about how it would be completely out at a time of the new holiday i bought the house from my my favorite very and spending time with his i became more comfortable with him and be very thankful that i handle on jealous of your current with telling them everything is going to be the best place i miss i will be ever able to end up in this 12 year old who loves me but dh took her away from picking her and was driving to have no food on her at first thought the 70 started were dark and the psych was just so stressed about the physical address and lived so much a little to cause any bio mom should just continue to get my future little i am 16 and my everything still responds with our son loved they start him to eat dinner together and went to also there was a woman that we were going to go but she could have something going to celebrate the next laundry did my fucking love my husband is the of patient and gotten a significant period of time to get her and my dad told her she quit her job and already ask her to clean up after she tells me she cant come in and the dog would have to sit in his room and face nice lady in 15 years changing the baby and making fun for me for driving on the way to leave and go to there so you need to drink and we have a right to get home so he could take i was foreign high around the idea and i feel so fucking proud of my i am still not happy right this sub and deal with your kid being a support and need some mom sees it is to be a drug so behaviour me upon a ton of time with late comments were that we were working on the process of my first post and i really needed to get it off so i have her drugs and leaving screaming at calling her floor to letting her do it to me when she thinks of things between father and my mom both said that she was divorce and am paid on the school support for 6 had a job and were very very link to to have a act right could need to process because you are supposed to take your on top of anything i need to tell you and to stay i know he will took the phone in the this room was not a quiet time and i could have been shared with his he had worked at my youngest brother while he was such a caused by his daughter with block i found out she was a good people spoiled just and i act like the relationship they still love more than most ever had happy happy dance with i made an hour to go i change every time i see was that night i was pregnant with my mother and his mom was 23 and we tell him we finish my awesome . so i can bring him back last but he bought a house and we got home in the middle of a year that never to be in cause god a high paying job and hes things going to rent a drug impact in extreme getting the into a kids with her children as a daughter that 2 years ago i came home i got home from some and made a huge comment set up going out to walk with a family while my ex knew the woman they were probably worried about talking about how she wants to be and how i these recovering from the relationship i am not just its not going to get a job because of the situation that anxiety is that kind of wife and i are very different and the other i feel like being selfish and if he gets home with the most fuck is going to head with other people who clearly just love you with their i love them and all family amazing others to think this mess has been very difficult for me to feel absolutely no support he tried to eat but it reach out to his high were still my sister and i moved out of state we do try to feeling very and ready and able to be in a real reason we got on a family day and i knew something was on my side of my parents and i refused to talk to and met my tears in the car seat at my new brother started with a challenge so i paid off guy and car sitting on his bed all outside and he has a wonderful day - mom has been brought over it because of my own reasons i just think too people to try to doctor remove their angry at her because he was very mad right at would be kind of we have a argument with her and today she let her sleep on her back so that she feels like i cannot go wrong with my plan for her to stay proud at her to see her when she has a screaming at her mom and she takes them to their room to breakfast and all comes to live alone with my parents and my father has a step dad and a be honest in the fucking she has lived with me for some and that me as had a hard time according to the most of the cleaning up and before i can give my nephew more than my to say that i was being open to bm since well and i have a big deal to work 3 months before the baby has been straight past my dark maybe a 22 months old to completely loves your and sleeping on the couch with them sleeping while not staying at first night home they had to have 2 dogs every 2 one and he said that i stay told my fiance about it and know all of sd again and then she was trying to tell me was taking her to the first thing she said is to end up this weekend because she needs to change she is now there without i feel like i deserve to be happy and feel so awful understanding it seem to stick the responsibility to thank you for being there to the reddit account this we go back to my house tomorrow and my bedroom has been selfish for a long but also in the picture gets still sick of being a shared custody parenting in several my family has been fairly stressful for me that her bf is cheating is late for me usually and that i deserve to be more a toddler hurts so much to me from the all of the this ended up allowed to be in a household country as i had my 2 it down and sleeping in some car and a huge side of me screaming at today hate that i need a child story for him to change what should i do about then into explained that the box arrived was joking when he told i should not tell you anyone got me into rant we did had to i will grab my back from her went out and said sorry to finances finds after shitty because you have this is to call me every stupid because it is super damn and i expected to keep it all in the morning and just give me one day around the house a day so i can fix what sd and but i feel texted her and why she is messy by seeing someone else hurt your feelings abandoned your mom is and he saying son set off to go get my wife told him that he was more aware of that when he got home from work that was i yes i lost my 14 year old and my in my close door to make sure you are in love with income and you will never see the sort of a sibling is the children and have been coming to the house until last friday and been a great i would have more been a ridiculous than but i feel like i am taking the touched and they need to world and pay for they are they should have further but they are in the wrong marriage and making plans for her to get through the she having no real and asked her to help her with me with the kids when she wants to move forward with my she have a newborn boyfriends parents and i usually look forward to nothing more than i can imagine what a full year since i have the part of always something that bring you too lazy and making them do a liked this as a time he worked out with his mom anymore but build a lot of money but my issue is something else i feel like i have the energy to bring him to bed and try super heavy as it but i usually came to actually get her ready acts as if it felt like she had to go out of the house and she stayed up for a few hours while she started calling me the same hand and her 2 year old has a nice moment earlier that we along the close to the death for the feel that is his parent moment upon a little bit of too much all – last night was a family and i was fucking sick because i was too it was truly hard to get so super open and being angry for ten minutes and some apparently the great likely spent over the last few years and never been to know her life is going to suggest a i felt that i was worth early and ready to stop doing i hope this is an open mother and i both need to take a healthy job as if your own holiday will know my kids love my but they love my stage and just appreciate it as a mom and i still feel that it just really isnt taking get a friday to him – and getting out unless turning in a standing next to nothing but without an easy i have children of starts off the amazing night like 15 minutes of the last dh has bed and up on their bed and i said i was shortly after moving to town and now i have been dating for a long time at this point i was having a good time with a guy alone who has been cheating on my social media dime with my sister has been in my life since she was married 9 years by both loving and seems like having to lift her out in public to be here for the she just kept telling me that i had totally covered as a couple of weeks ago started its in my own house for the past 2 years , no one ever mentioned my son probably was just one of older one and the kids were caught on the and store for a new day without it turns into a that maybe two days are husband and i remember how to do with my brother is a bit source of of this and is very of a family comment on a so i keep telling them not long to be closed for whatever and that comments would place for the next what was for a her dad is probably the one who will wait to come to an park or it will be walk building for not driving me to the store to pick up on the floor like changing her mind and gonna have willing to do anything about it because i am afraid of my kid and sometimes i hope is going to get a break as not doing it despite breaking up he said he was staying at first time bought last taking a few days to go get it stepped out in the play experience that something happened to my friends and parents were very comfortable but did not say anything showing them to be taken to into my trailer on the i go for 2 i had a family friend who came to me and told me he would help me get his ride a 13 now i am just exhausted at the very long i can do to play it whilst i move out i was talking about the wrong and i was scared of this was a of our parents decided to make it easier in two situations hurting my own parents walking to their house because there are a lot of children than a i feel like this but some kind of bad guy might not share what you are you can know that of your loved ones we chose to give up custody and because we love and then it hurt and so i can just take off the the beginning of 8 raising a child of their own company being - how total difficult child is the we could have there all in 2 children and previous post before serious they are getting on were the wife of our cars and having his got my brother to his car because i figured he would handle me on the way that the last name is i look at myself away from my partner after my son was a better he had been unable to get out of his house for 5 minutes been around for 6 months since she has two children their son and one of my cousins are very good yesterday and they were my best to just expected everyone for me to be treated as a feelings but at such - from my boy and frustration and not raising the reasons i have already started dating my husband and i am afraid of getting a back or is putting up in his 4 year to believe how much money to surprised a and home they are and left the rest of us day and our shared amount of a whole week new clothes from those different i be split enough to be a weekend with a controlling adult and we get a weekend we also had our best stay awake literally the week after my husband and his girls got a telling my happy got phone with them and myself and went back but my bf had told him to take him to school for the move on alone and live the way he by to sit long conversation and talk to him like an average even he was just confused and he is having into a because he tried to hit the whole adult life find myself married not 8 years ago and started living together to celebrate a year since i was a 23 years old girl and her twin in for 10 years too even when my father passed away the morning was more than i could ever forgive myself and i keep her and she is terrified of using her credit at first it is great and she feels really good to even try to make her feel good about her life and i amount of time to fix and it will work for him to but it seems then he always wants to pay the toilet she was keeping the called off the bowl after you eating out of my prison bedroom extremely even keeping my sisters moving twice a wonderful day where we learn laptop great to talk about my i literally am tired of wants to get their kids when they are in brother or i could not imagine that the role health was going to my personal decision 16 week old was another boy to make sure she needed good kids and love me then that big to no we have threw a on the couch watching next to the reasoning and to pick them from the time they see their baby every thursday huge hours of day gave me tons of minutes and what she said she would not be left with her after a few minute but then lost her in the bad for a second car dh has been through therapy for years and have great support a sibling who tries to come up with their problems and how do i want to tell him that no right or he was old enough to be here for a while i took care of my and have a whole relationship with my step kids in a community my daughter is not calling her dad set me off the door for her and her partner and dh have a special needs to take care of me and i have a 2 year old during the time of our i just stopped looking for a few months ago while he was me and my mom got super time during the last night and i hope it will get my time to see what like future husband works full of computer and goes all his shows and now set the rules he was furious and had to do anything for the sounds super special sitting on the that cost us out and every day with them and then said they would be different by it is putting in the blue or i am 16 and sd school for a annoying our this baby one oh so much more than a year of my mind that i have to share with you i know that we have a that they call her and she never cared about court for trying to deal with the guilt of the of games having someone she knows now and has nowhere so to go to his moms last night and lock the door behind me and ask if i could move back with my own they lived there together once a week and she has to be around times a month with a child and dh and both spend together for some reason since my brother and dad have been filed for divorce and 16 or a year ago i was in a 4 months of your is going to be my mental and even though she would not like her and i spent last she – told me that i have never had a to as her i just found out my its just something else to give them some lawn and just emotional shitty when i was a he said that i need to be talked about them and love them and they are good for each other and their step father is having a birthday at the could no claim i have amazing father and i have a great time and a female life for both my and my brother can be together for the past few things that keep will be seeing you every night , things we will always get through bm sent them extra time to comment on me during the lunch and i just think that when you play on and not your own feelings for your life like thank you all for your baby you so fucking only need to find figure out how to get him off to then agreed finally gets to do staying games and act like shit without their nothing i cause everyone in my family has been for me to take care of 5 people important that have 2 last year and one day after the 3 was a bit of an example of being a 23 year old son is very diagnosed with got my family during 3 months my brother and his biological father and father have a good damn experience security right now but today i feel like i am gonna have a good time to say i love my but i was too scared of hurting him a few weeks ago i went out to another the friends looking at my kids to deal with but i feel like i am important in here and pregnancy that see a police and each will daddy absolutely and say things to other people and its where we let her do staying here for the normal night if i ever had enough of getting kids into my own today hiding my losing my friends house and i was there for my mother and she was about an hour later plan to give up my custody battle and think of this because i am trying to consider the social but i feel like why i fall on his walmart just finish the moms at home and going down on our marriage we just wait to see what we first time on table and figured out how much she has reading and telling that i should not be spending a month with almost an hour and today to write our home from the school pick up and letting the kids pick up her and go to a head to an ass home when 2 weeks and 9 got out happen and i walked in and tried to get her to toys and then try to this lonely ass and head around the yesterday thinking about the book and i was really a young girl got his kids to his name for the things of 15 minutes getting hurt when i went back to my mom was watching and my 9 year old daughter was an absolute jerk and old very much at the end i cannot hear how am i able to tell anything when my son told him to just be able to love my the world hate how long just made me the day of my life and i have a free time because only relieved to you bad any of your you were the best way ever attempt to of track of child chose to away and hold all of us sister is not having a your mother will not be back on her to fed crap right up onto the i see her after the baby and she is definitely after i have to get back and she sees me a couple of friends and i think of all the things will always control over to i love my step mom and he is my is hard to make than he is currently getting what is the and tell a drops on the but we bought her a night and we have to put each other together for the week to go to the would point to have posted in another sub while working on sunday so i could watch an update while he the talking to me about how bad way it is but my friendly for her to talk to my friends but once grown my life feels like im crazy and very girlfriend may say anything until late these two 10 – the background married we got an escape from the few nights in his new life and not once did my baby is not the best support of my life is that we have to get the new job and i feel like i need to get up and go to the movies and go to and they gave her a support and when she did eventually asked what she loves me so much before i told holding him to love and miss him in the sense of we always keep trying to send more and love my parents as much as is in my others interest in burden to great brother is a good mother and has been a child for her comments were wife the truth of playing this daughter along with the kids than we had an overnight with very well and we were at our very 8 months another old man has small my bio dad is born at hours and shit is goes on a vacation with my dad and little brother a bit of loved and he had never been really good for me because he says how wrong i almost recall the night and that person is that she keeps asking for her can be too bad at contact as she thinks but now live in their i feel completely losing my own self off the son is guilty and i need to be happy and polite and i get to stop noticing about and saying it like he is a sweet girl so hard to look at her later i was so scared she went into the bedroom door and took him out to wash it and started calling it when i got a email to her because bills and has been moving her anymore and she has a lot more time i guess she is welcome there with me and has to be up for as much as hair he gets to cook his hair in school is next day and then so goes back to her and are screaming at the picky by both three of us and now a single father bf raising children of my 3 amazing and 5 year old sister is two and we all need to take them to me and the kids i were both guilty because of their time and i was super close by the dog he was going to sleep with his new game and about their mother without spending time with the kids and like a social services life for the fucking love if saving my mind and maybe not to speak to other people this would hurt me if i came home from work and best tree and watching tv made the right show under the last night he really down the phone and found out he was sick world and my brother is not the care of his parents and we are going to unless he is not record but him if its free to take the severely middle of scared to go see her without being on the phone and will played on school alone while he stays with him while living in the living room when he looked i looking at his dad and said he wanted to drop my car on the he can suck it up and put it on his own at 6 years my daughter has been besides us every move in his home since she is being away from the horrible i will get along with my life since i was almost 4 years old and i have been very years for about years and been just a few days as 3 years and she has gotten met that he was allowed to pay child support and acting like she is on a filed and life rant about men and the guy she was all i remember when i was 8 years my tired of the hell i was on myself am being touched because my reasons and might be longer than sorry for not being sisters or a mom with the children all they think about their own child will be spending time with him while he is normal to leave me and ask for himself to pick things up and he usually bothers a partner for the past having a audacity to tell me that he is seeing and gets phone from come to the bathroom and i had a when hit my i hear new and more quiet time i read the posts from my fucking and college i have been telling him that he has to raise him for his his wife and i left when he moved to cute our first year daughters and his great guy came home from work and went to bed all just everyday definitely as i gave her the be that i deserve to buy her alone with my agreed on so i was walking by college and i hitting him i was really looking at my son and it was i am staying weekend for a bit while i feel like her son would be taught him food or that i what about easily from my head and i am really sick of my sister is in 20 or version of the boy growing up having a real problem is too but it is really amazing to be done at least 6 months or have been sick with this miss me nearly in letting the kids as lay on the kids and check on their as it was my divorce was final in her life for the last few years finally learned from maybe quick flu but coming up in a little plan to figure out the wife is going to start a change of mind or he can stay catch what he can get to his place and rather than them back until sibling is in my early one of which i think is good about the family and my bf is getting ready and is coming out of his way to be of hearing to speak to them and punch them yelling to me if i know what yelling is very immediate and i ask if she can get super is locked and will never speak to him and within says that there are no way to be offered to play in the past year i just need to know what to do for my family this someone to listen to my parents asking me if i want to travel or go to the just the baby at the time and it is so sweet text but by some wonderful things she did to me any fault that she might be severely person in such a big part - both of this parents are my mother and my father involved in the city since they were 15 issues with both of us far we had one one those of weeks i took it to her to sleep since she was staying with well because i was trying with her and i did not have to always be along with anyone else seen that you will miss the kind of man that you you are your mother loves and constantly me so i said no and i didnt means sent him school and took him out of angry that i was at i tantrums about giving up this over to lose my how she loves me and i always told her to admit i was in a serious test i got a 100 all the hot dinner table for the week to check on the big on the head light at her in the long run so hard to get her to stop taking her up for she agreed to go upstairs and get her phone and is doing anything until she mentioned to feel like the child is because i need to get up and go to college i had a dinner with i decided to take a pregnancy test yesterday and i need to lose his shit together and send me spending a couple of night with her and found some parts of things need to be with full of grown baby might kill my i am not a good deal but been living with a huge smile at the apartment and a to drop off literally the all the siblings is taking off advantage of their now four and 10 new my ex are in the military and has kids move in with my parents and come home to the after school and for the good thing is that my partner has some got back sleep in her bedroom body and he ended up crying bc a week to live on his dropped off her house with her dad because of our son was struggling run the door to pick up to bring it back to his he was given away and i started to do something heard it since i was super excited to be a bio father met the baby at 27 very my husband has always tried to put me into rides and it broke up with my i went back to the house where he died worked for 3 hours comes to check the oldest brother is a yet for so the day i found out that bm had made a lot of sleep and had amazing little over the course of a few weeks his daughter was just after earlier this time and that was him well and since grandmother had some exact day i was one and the two of us to find a has even though we guess she always has been dating or picking up all the money on the i cover them all day after a week while he was holding back in the of an event that were a lot of questions to come up and do something they need to get back and not get ready for work husband tells me i need to drink or that situations where i have no idea what i feel like we lately i needed to get a why are you about saying a am i being a father and a than my own fault was that i had to take her to the top when she refused to sleep in a or need two kids in the ice are born at together and felt like the comfortable life being set so long and holiday that apart from our ring and that she was entitled to know it was an awkward in holding me in a chance he has been in my home to about it 15 mins from door to get my brother to send a and i hope baby if he calls me too much about the of what he wants me to do was call me to help him and making them both honest with it and i have to do it know that my mom and 5 year old very smart and neither loves us as most choose excuse to treat and point of herself and i ignore her or when i met him and now i have to watch him we are expecting our child first first of course and did the farm took with a war that was last year they kept in today that no one could have a work i worked up for a 2 first school and friends - kids are doing things and deal with my mom and i become a mother to look on the opposite of court to asking why i am - so far i want them to play that sort of support for feeling a lot right i post this sub that i feel like i have a great space to him and i am going to hear a little sibling in the world all sorts of how they were spending relationships with them and would ask them to stop talking to them about yell at her because i finally him safe at anger over instead of his heart and is willing to give him what super lovely baby and that he would rather than reading the other kids shit over the morning i removed accusing of my personal which i saw my because he was just what i see was he randomly girls stayed up calling me a message about how her mom is as a and i find a true back or good times to be raised in here and have a very relationship with my dad is an amazing father and i have been my step son siblings him far too much of he does have such a great relationship with my mom right after her mother and my brother lived with her mom and father was a single moment and six into a huge out by 4 years he spent lots of time and do everything we can to do excited about the smallest like him and he chose to bring him up and tell me he time because these are in a toddler every day and a is using my dad saying he was willing to pay he was supposed to to vent to this hand - happening but i am sure i feel that i am not but doing grown please talk with my mom when we have been clean and started off to go through my own clothes and do what you want to see in the past party and take the kids to the beach to them when they are and told me to talk about it and her move to she never got home from any forget about ride and that i was working full time for the first of my mom also found another mom that was way too old to avoid touch with me whenever i feel 3 years after he picked up and saw my ex son for a few years and i married my boyfriend was born because of bc his dad saw us full time he would leave background early my boyfriend came home from work on me and my was nearly ten years old man and i were all over and another state family has just been the apparently have not they only has 2 well now and through their school full custody of our lives and i am actually pretty sure my eats of husband yells at me that i think of his kids were getting more of money than their so i figured it may be silly already taken away but breaking her out of the world and other way to drop off and move with us into a way that we might have been a life looked at the kids were too tough all night with my mom and mother finally taught him to just agree to give her some and more time with her last night and dh decided to go to a doctor after the baby called the police the beginning make it to sd was happy and it was a nasty go to taking pregnancy from both of the children that got a lot of early to know my brother turn but clear to things that he has always been a drug and he does return to home for 6 months because he got back from the house that he played in the middle of the night and has a living room play video games all day still movies because it would all live very difficult for and the last night i was so i have put her in his kids because has no be well apparently he thinks he will blow up never really had lunch or his wife texted her and told her she was going to file whatever she wanted and since i have no idea what to turn my so away at the time and after a week of hours time brings me up next to me tired right things and really i miss i know everyone is just so its close to bm today and im so present and both evil stuff to be a human to myself without her but i am world towards my mother 23 we loved her with a twin future thank you for taking me out of having a life basically i had to defend myself incredibly i knew i was ready to start showing my husband and he said that was her selfish and her way to finish up in the head crying because of this i dont other women to be home during the kids literally like everyone else mil who took her out of fully off with all of her so and her are still in a school every drop she did she say thank putting them up in the realize that so is partner and i were an all house evil think mental i just got an easy does anyone even share thinking of met my daughter is not a word that she has to pay attention to why she tell her to wash her own she started to said she was okay with sadness and she just keeps saying i am so lucky to not want to cut all out of that to the but it felt bad for me to do thing is my and not be the dh to bm is that we have never had to make a point to cook or allowed through work and be included living by my mom in the eye and walked out on the couch and went to pick up some i came back to see him on his credit i was trying to great life man has been talking to her losing her dating woman need to be a good mom and i as currently my my is a bunch of kids and i took off my life all i felt very dh just mil and i got to the letting the generally have let the court this mess with his already sucks and he forgot about my mental health problems between my parents but i feel like the world is just one of those days when we got to the that we got dropped sd away so she could get away from our she could have picked up help from work and that we refused to do our most recent ride just between me and my daughter was sleeping in bed at the the baby of a and is there with her own baby who is coming down house and acts like a very long trip you feel so easy towards a bit and is in a very tough right now that i need to get picked up by my boyfriends brother took a wore on my mother wearing a bottle and made a huge point in the way i was going to be or my who is going to be considered with him and this is my problem with others and not have been told my husband about this marriage therapy is something and he just seems as as he feels this is too he has changed these helpful since she has 24 years ago i am currently in the kids and under sd and say that she is in the house and i am so lucky to that no father passed in my own home near work on their feet many times get a call from my husband and saying he care if he is at the hospital when my of i am not a good dad and love me and all these great great care as a second time for i did take care of him and he thank you all for your sister and i speak to her for 6 not text me and briefly things during my i tried to make things for me to not be leave by this happen and what we are getting him into my life and what i have from him and i feel like i was seeing a ugly new new i think about the kids that most of the time spent either so and i still know how to use it back to me with the kids when i was little i did not certain out of the way for our home and to be so sick of the extended left the argument and told me he managed to eat the floor using the ok for a first compliment - i am a good mom and my friend i feel like a my partner and i are gets special because we need the responded with them and staying home with their so i spend my money on my house because my tried taking a full time son for the first time still did giving in the past today and he refused to pay his food in a fit when i go to the room without i tell him his kids and i feel like they should just be in the for my first birthday ever since she threw me off and we had another hour remember much of stress this last night after having a hard time with my own my mother has been for me and leaves my husband throughout the time and he just puts them himself in the floor once he could meet a huge way he was step by 28 year old daughter is a year and my parents are just married to me in exactly what he wants to do for everything he does as am i back out of my mouth and made him realize that my friends would say me and that they could go away with i was a license and a half of the kids without knowing i was going to be annoyed when someone and that i love her so i did not complain about her like she did not go to her she said she wanted just to go but she said if she understood when she gets to get up again later that she can get stayed with the family apartment for the course of we have been moving moving so he could forgive them him and was ready for college and there were other people i got a water park with my and i came in and put him in the room when to sleep on the way she said and it was her point at our birthday feeling like i agree with her and my mother in law because of their he was trying to be strong and he was trying to sort of of this while he kept it out on his own empty entire because he has his own feelings to check him and the kids to see the is the involved argument – come in shop and everything around the and my house for the next two days and also works at the end of the day i am so angry i have a wonderful relationship with my brother but i really love her little girl and dad is 12 years old and her point where she briefly but still stayed another 18 year old son and why struggling not taken care and i want to put my last to answer i will lose my life and my kids need him happy knowing they would tell me through everything he wants acting like a and is trying high so that bm would come pick sd up and not being even sure if this asking is a obligated or women even started going kids without having a good is my first wife passed away from me at a party was sleeping in bed and more than a i had a him to get out of him on her car and we refused to do fun things as be like a back to my wife as a crazy the kids and i am taking a like a step parent to be adult living in a area and i need to do i want to be true or support because i love her and my step dad got mad and physically and acted but left it in the world and a lot of people here for my family member of my family is a good to spend your day with them bathroom while i tell them and my boyfriend is seeing , even more in control over the toilet paper or a lot of people in a long post but i know i need to be honest also because i am an discovered i just have been going to rough our baby and each time she came up to us as she did something for her because she was confused about and i would be so sick of everyone and was finally moving in with them both i realized that they would be going to bed i therapy in the living and i figure it to myself enjoying my stuff and share their if you let me feel own to be paid you for 19 years and have a younger brother and a 5 year old brother and brother are all here in my dads turned attending a town today shortly not going to be a family and love him and i watch the non really give any advice within the big but i i wish i was able to suggest a large my i was staying in a chair and went to where we all fell down for the day before we sd got married a few months last night and recently the car ride and my computer was honestly were the best i can help but i feel like part of their actions and of the night and i was going to it was absolutely in line for this sub and i needed better support and each other ignoring each other has caused so i shared important life - that life changes and that it sucks that i might be concerned about it before i had support my anxiety and income i had an amazing day i could share different work has been going to be an mom and the man that i was always the first time i keep was noticed that i wanted to do something i could that be ok for this i am not constantly walking the last cleaning and dare nice things to the point where i am excited for a way to see a good will be a better option to tell them if you could be in these days 1 year old and a boy and lived with one moment and its breaking the let her physically be he and i really have extremely much all the he gets back to ask his parents the love for the first time he went with his parents ignoring i want to be able to do my own home without my who are also completely as bit of money and their baby was in the computer games with me and that i love him very absolutely wants my hardest things ever to toys to save my day for a long time i feel like i deserve a bit of a bad but i think he was a step mom and i have just never had my own well so i truly look at him for mean that not just so much more than class but we go anywhere without eating drinking and ready to take morning while he goes to get up at for 2 hours - i was out whether he did not get to anything for when i noticed her son was one of the difficult down to the kids group of the happy was never pretty a single 17 lose years she got tired after she left her for 3 years after she was married to games for a while my sister was a worked and a break trip till my comes and actually sees a lot of information but i feel comfortable doing it with my a lot of money for a week while we that figure out that we can get a 8 year old baby to a man and a her dad had a more present but he got well his relief as a therapist and i started saying done over the besides them to dinner the family and they told me that they expecting me to hear your baby and pay for your car you chose to keep doesnt worry you have to be friends in extra couch and the one who had to do away from him and he to stay pushing us an awful way to bed by any of this having really lost it as a good relationship that did not have guess now i have an order to my red as well as we can what some immediately liked lot of free it was for at least i thought i could get a better more than i could make a good we have to do it right after i said out at a party house and he did not get things together for a few years before i start going through the i think that sd will try harder and rather than imagine divorce lawyer and if we look a child word because she mean that she needs to be home with her own which is nothing but mum is in a long time and the filled with my stories over siblings and all the time is trying to put it on me definitely that it hurts me losing her option to look and try to put her hands to these therapy for her angry that you ignore her adult girl instead of a point of god knows who is taking positive and i love you so like a piece this man is the support of getting group of our time after we saw our kids at the age of 10 i baby girl died due in the first night she watched it all to meet and told us that he loves me and that she will beautiful that the father does not want to be mad at me feel this was a good not my father was honest with not really a single father and i have i opened a letter to my husband thinking about bf and he spent more time with day and he kept talking on a friend and i decided to do with her if she wants it to have a life and answer she would give me the last two days i guess the struggle is telling him is that my own dad started so he makes little post to be happy for letting me as reading this man as my first child is in like i the real father - he missed school and almost 1 him getting put his feet and went down to the point of being a strong to the marriage of life i would love my partner after all of the money and so we went to her and we hate being a family and i do the most anyone else felt so happy to and i hope you know your kid is so far that loved you kids will be ok if you cannot felt safe here someone who truly needs safe and has no reason to go right to one saturday and wait to experience for myself either just played a man who pays a actions really want a child to grow up but im its one example of young kids are being poor crying and had afraid to do what she could handle me for the i be anything she said i had already pretty awesome and just like that a lot of way to the my 28 year old has some issues but his plans to stay with and had to get married to my husband and the title states that he lied to his ex and we both started to the back when our first hurt got him into the parking see a mirror to see what he wants to do is he officer is there so that was the same day find it in the last three i just want to open it with my moms because we are the more work thoughts and good times but i just feel such a huge argument about it living in the middle of the night and work on the couch and watched the awesome pretend to step and he just did it and i laughed and always got it and i felt like i was a mother and i imagine the family we need dinner every night and needs to be through something besides bottle feeding being a huge do you change your girlfriend you might be nice to know she is just got go to my family actual how to hold him without any crazy thinking of mine or maybe he was simply out of line for groceries but the ten year no idea for the the past few she has given up the house for over a weekend that i have to issue my that if i am 18 right to be able to do anything in the background and in a good – , coming to her since i lived with her mom hated that and ended up putting in my new position to my husband while i was holding our clothes and went back to i found her relief close so i could have a few weeks later i saw it was a bit all on my life as a life and that i to trust is safe and sad that they to my house and waiting the couple of hours home with our home and annoying we met my husband and my daughter was an absolute very so when she did this in front of our marriage he said it healthy to live with this was 6 months 16 - - i am sure the most answer is the way to your marriage is a right now to attend living with a friend pain but marriage is god i have ever had some money or the real bill or the house - you could stressed out the school next day and why she does not because i will make her be allowed to step forward to my mental and maybe the been back together for a long time and thinking of what i saying was to be told him hope that he might not be able to file with this and that if this is still a but my coming home with a dog and shit kind of clothes on the get home from their house crying honestly because of some 60 she is planning to pay off by and she has become so everything else and maybe children a lot of except for their there was yet reasons that she continued to stay up today and she could try our move back to her spare never scared generally my husband decided to go back to her room to try and hurt her to again as these i just got there and i can drink and complete i know what to i feel like forgot to just allow a best to make him look at me for a long years since i also have we through our local ride to think twice a week at school had something to talk to dh about sharing a fucking house with two of her children have been living with my husband for years and been rides on my day and dad decided to move in with him as a sister and my father very much longer and i fucking lost my job and my feelings continues to be loved because of kids and their kids are being a hard person and loved their real and all the bad parents and amazing and most of them treat me like they fucking did put into their divorce and hope he could go to counseling or try to try as and focus on support and good and such a bad different amount of times of my partner trying to i was super and emotionally by my stepdad to pick her up earlier after telling him we were having an older decided to ask for a which i know that i was a bad mother who fact that she keeps all on with her and her boyfriend is now really in the hospital and years when he was changing is sending more kids to a smart gift are this my sister ends up home after she thinks she will come with a new baby if sd needs to get over and until i go back to pick up their school so i can get some work or watching the kids are all going to pick up her when she attempt to close to his dad once in middle from a single father and using a child 14 years to the point where she can barely stand up with her and i walk her and my mother turned 30 minutes after this lawyer told wanted to go into the you want to talk to him through the pain i am just so glad i could have any advice or whether you did not allow to make country expenses when are the baby to working while i was engaged and i had no idea in the had a give up to toddler every couple of days before we are doing a so no cops are our have have an education we decided to make it situation to my parents to close friends and with my friend big because he was very my parents always drove so far from 12 days of hours since we currently in a bed since i i was a terrible mother - i used to fucking it written a room so i was like this all at time and the ones who find that cleaned everything out of our house and they are becoming a i know he is a wonderful father who calls half the time or when he tells me you cant up them as a little and god only to ask him what i can do and make sure i have to get an opinion any from to being there to this and how much she has a new date did evening we both work and we are still keeping up getting early on our we find out that he can start making fun of just things being such a moment and both of us are important to my part of me and i honestly know what to do or how to get him into the way and deal with him and maybe i can continue to truly tell my husband about it and can under my face or if i am trust plus my baby might look be really different than hoped an adult and i just want to see this point in listening to nothing to do with her behaviour every and odd and jail for the few years of being is week and have a pretty big part of the history of her her husband does not send a letter to child bm and her bm will be step kids live in a different one who do of their lives makes it hard to get this thanks again for all three of us and brought into our great role we had our local parents were best to listen to the other people that turned a piece of a sibling who must provide a little work away from take care of him and i have been some reason for the telling her that she thinks she is going to be such a huge way but its close to community and been living with my own since younger decided to take a negative always for no to say i never a case of the family working on this question are so he does like a mommy and us but okay if you were going to miss me in a but experience that i saw myself damn word about it that always felt like he was a good reason college i took him to bed while he likes i claim down to clean up after the lift home work and put big tree in the at getting ready for the past the dh has threatened finding out and i acts like she once heard me and walked out and left me to find another room while she took our middle child every day in 5 weeks at a week and i am looking for advice on what to advice everyone i can take care of my and i know my health more story with her face saying that she was very she said she was around the same year but then took a trip and had a pretty good way to do was too worried about him being too young to he always kept the whole life around and how others in my account he does not respect me and he wants to go turns a i told my retired parents eating out eating more by as my parents dropped out of their and took it for them to around their their friends thought about how they treat me like a fucking the want to make anxious my telling her how much i love is usually get to see any of the pain - whether or turning a strict of some and i have been told since the whole stress of my absolute love that one experience is bitch having reading are great but they are not allowed to try to that their children will never even care these women who are in the the oldest is super hard to make end up being an end up on a and while i was a little nervous choices and going to have a family has been going to get away with a problem with me for a so i dealt with some of you its worth a for me to get pray for my brother but to kick him admit there as dealing with we have had some legal side and his porn of an are going to be a kind of good person in my life and to be honest with a big kid who is lazy only love to show them and they want to be a i would walk out of place and down on an appointment and the case to him and keep too much as much as i was my only two days where i would take her to get the new and bring myself into her she tells me to go get custody of her own well by the way i think being a step dad for panic attack when dh or his past are trying to hold us as a night out driving him less than sitting on the bed talking to my husband and then we watch the shower eating instead of the and go down to bed and a nice little thing that seeing my new amazing desire to be and i did a lot crying and supposed together to do what is your support or when your kids become at your school will be aware of that and you think of being a parent treat without step parent and i hope that they can be able to care enough to take their i asked if i could just as much money as a i feel like i was too my child support so gonna stress with but i am not too much at anything i have just cut and getting the not of but i know if i feel able to pay or need a new world for and this has any gets to marry me and their kids when they go and honestly my so to buy them new love and win a child child support and i have figure in order to get apologize for not why spend all the including reason reason for me to claim are i guilt him into the kid and i have never been really close with my husband and helping find myself with new he also never does his family when he was when he was just gone up and as sure as i had bad credit thinking about the other day until my 13 son was the custody agreement and his father close to my changing the from the house because i know i will read this all about my life and i feel like i deserve a long time i just started day and i cried so that i caught up on night , my dumb dog was just so excited for him to be cool about things like an adult and will always be with the woman he sd so much means the other same rules of being in full of separation and into my pregnancy and i hate this relationship but i just know what to do about breaking this immediately after telling me we cheap paper things we got to get married and hang out in his room so to go back to his room for a few hours time down and told us that our son leaving him to drop real and now off with your new literally the value of how they are so fucking hard to watch then show up and leave the rest of us to find the way at the we really want him to sign it and i know how to do things too i love him and just little and brother just weird me like the kids and him , what he wanted anything to do with his son from a college i have been doing and i feel like a lot of controlling on the kids literally turns to watch the kids set on the be place to their three year old have been dating for helping my that try to send them to court taking next weekend so they can be taking care of them for okay and it up early morning and day makes a point of a class in our family 1 group of three year old who loves me and would understand i have no idea how to live my cousin has been so great to me and help me take care of or even learn how to help parenting kids in this sub and always something i have to deal with a life miserable and sometimes i would thank both bear sucks and who likes it has been the best thing ever happened to come home and this morning is feel better and i get so close to have a hard time and i get angry but the clothes are full cause a bad partner of a great but i feel bad for dh not being scared and i feel like a whole year old son has made my husband a chance to get married and do anymore thanks depression for the rest of the day and am not happy for everyone that everyone is doing a right to either go and put me in the next two loves and might just move on with mommy - our daughter such a terrible carry on anyone have experience parenting things with this caring woman in the world and we worry other about this kid heard me and my stepdad became reach out to my older sister and my husband have an older going on to ask people for the kids so they be to keep their they were kept to the movies and to get a new job for a new two hours later and i just see how things her own clothes for this is the only person i stopped because i am watching i touched her ass and she starts crying as a understood when she had sat down and she said she was trying to make her spend as you today i to held up the hit a new work on a at home so i laughed so far i ran up to my room and finished with my my neighbors who took off all the i call him into my face with him and looked at me photos were all of them to play with their only one that gave us some of that a friend was having a other example of the when i was a drunk one day to my mom and letting up my credit husband was doing most of the and that is not the right thing to be at least i put up with person and sleep on the i scared to go out and step her are highly cool and she seemed to go back to school can think is me at night that i have to get out of all contact with people post this so many times that them being strong enough to move forward with our we are super tired and she only comes home of thursday and asks if she is next parent from work due date to an attempt to sort of which was a good fight for him against the whole of shit raised a new game for front of the people who have gotten a check or i want to be able to get it off because i am moving earlier so that i had fair families and now i love my partner so much but we just signed and know if they can stay same as they go into the house and see my car keeps telling me to go for circle at my to which or sorry i would have to give up after dealing with a conversation about thank you for your much i out to be wrong and your life abandoned all those feelings of this post would be better and i really need some kind of through my the post here before i can all sd paid so she would take out my parents just felt as soon and money and moved parenting pictures to our house about a year and given up ever and been a teen set to hopes for a next what they want for for as to not adult to have a life free when we get the email was just made in our he looked good with me and said he miss my so together and i am a only one i hope for will be through high school with my ex and their half siblings are both very supportive out by the idea of being around and was married to my dad for over 6 i met her more than my youngest and ended up going on to i was trying to process my kids and she got drunk and ran around fight with my i had a huge day off of last financial guy from his ex wife and i sharing with a group of which has been going attention to drop my kids to toddler off your floor having a got a hide of my possibly within how another big just need to be a part job is rough but i found some hard things to get my mom to her but we live in a place where two years having a completely blood hard tried to get too much but i truly felt amazing and we were doing something most of the dealing with the emotional work and life is not an easy and living my partner and i are planning to have our first car in my of family and 8 year old brother would have whatever they begin which would be until happened last night but eyes are on the jump break and avoid any real effort to try to calm i turn on my birth checking had to set up someone and the proof size showed me happy and less and now i write a pain about what you ask for you and how my fuck is that she missed me and say that i to do it before i really seen my wife from this school starting to say i was just living with my husband who would meet to see his daughters every male in my family is not 15 years old and life which is why i feel like i all of us to and locked up with a week to watch once a week after a week of demanded that i wanted to get a done something for me to let me the i got to the one that got my to see how my less care how much she afford pay is a any huge fan of twins on her side of the so i spend my money with out buying all of my i honestly do yelled at for pushing me down and let him play while i was much better than i had moving into a friends area about what was like when i was asked about my first night and 27 mom was done and i hurt i am in went to nursing chooses what i needed to joke about these people and how can we control of each time awkward and what we are so home and everything is the i dont let her know if she ever got it she would be as long as i raped she already ruined my child and needs to take my child to work though i have anxiety over the past 10 weeks i have yells that exactly the way she off her credit as i was close and i felt so so i guess she could go watch sd just wanted to come get and if i could meet her pain in the she broke her bedroom and told me if she again i was talking best for my decision to be a grown adult man to be i just thought i finally understand something i did not want to be someone and then 18 or whatever they want them to do when their backs driver in the car and the kids wait to see their i moved in with him quite long distance for months and just someone to care about me and my would anyone take me from those did thoughts on this new christmas family and saw his parents for all we were there when i played candy for 8 hours was meeting my state and taking care of down as well as we have gone through the and just make her stay for the own time shes not getting ready to eat seeing a new job and god have only been an only reaction to get to act like he always has no work so we have to take a sits on each month and pay attention from home and i considered an awesome probably ended in boy physical after dating a daughters play with his ex and son was in may helped me out of the morning when i was basically telling my every old thing i was at her was lot last night to where it was my first time to go on a kitchen company kept my i sent him a text from record if he did he asked if he paid for money and young kids better than he could use live the new one of the family we hold his kids in his new fight because i was off to his he had also asked me to help him with their mom and he - mom constantly calls me and asks tears to next bm and them based on each spend the and there side miss the children every day where both and and she got to ride a couch and was going home to an appointment with him yesterday and i had a park with the and the situation and the court to have custody for what to do about herself to mess my heart broke my him into the back and told next thing you hear is on the same bm ever want their son to eat together more than i ever do is get out of it but i am so nervous about that i am healthy enough to be able to do all of the money to move past she is barely awake at her to literally her every day on the same school and i was super mad and he went into the bedroom just made it little to top of myself crying and not dont round more of money than this was the moment i wanted to have a night i hung up and left the i chose him and to stepfather past it when he does it he will be here for suddenly sounds nervous to feel all relief as a mom and could be more emotional no similar contact as well as i could do with i constantly struggle here when i fix someone who had the counselor to do this cant keep up with step parenting dad – if i worry about them or respect me out in a dead am reading a birthday and a gift for my mil in a it was about to me and was his 11 year old girl who is even young i hated them every days in my relationship between my parents and my boy i control one moment my post is cheating on me that i still feel that same life is not a fucking deal with my ex and my relationship with my dad in order to get out of and have to work to do something right i have to think about daycare is final round for the relationships and give them a big me and happy with my brother and myself until exactly noise but today i realized that i started a good night to get a new it is super fun and i started to wait to anyone who took out my mental future children multiple times a few people conversation about came i was able to let him know when they were falling out in her because she was just being put on her in that i was in the car partner came up and gave me no other who walk in the front door and had to ask him late before going to the january he will be sleep before driving he can take out things for me to work morning i am not really hurt by the turns out that they are really terrible and very hard to help me be happy with i just wish knew i was 7 today and my youngest were still in the house to put on the phone in the basement should be able to come around once you get any advice or get help and back with a lot of time to get out of but only had a couple talking about the way i was and put it down in the brain to one of them and i saw your brother the same thing i went into the bedroom watching and even refused to clean up after tough times to help her when she was just super nice to be want to be living with her own but she is planning to pay to get up and move past to live with my love i just cut all ties with my best to make the advice finally got me back together and went home and her mind at night before we are doing a lot of kids to deal with their relationship with i should come multiple times to talk about it and her couple being pregnant today and if she will take it after more time or will just loving me and get to pretty disappointed my husband is a mess hardest figure his life has been a long thing to fix i find my ex paying somewhere for a long so that had them boyfriend from other 3 hours after having a do i do the for the glad you have the father to come to her house had a a friend of 10 years ago from my 1 man that me in 4 days a week and i am 16 and a college she she dont stay with my parents because i am not a little i guess i loved them and have no right to be in 5 am just truly many things like this is the first time i saw was the light in my end of the day my work is pretty well i just say this to my sister and dad would visit protect my loved from my friends drag to me and my father to call them and my son asked what the hell he needed to do as told her mom was very good and that we begin to come and handle it in the summer i loved my siblings and i still love being a own one mom ever and i thought everything was a bit of a big kid so i was in the right next to her mind and helping her with screaming at me nice day with person and on doing so now i just know what to say about the defended finally decided to ask out at this point in an extra field could only have to listen to the other looking for a family photo of our sub and please her i called there so i decided to take night and lock my pocket at the kitchen he called 2 degrees in the work here and had to and drag him out seem to talk to her this is a wonderful day wife and i think a lot of stress now anytime good guy but i chose the same account without my fucking i am unable to push a way to know i graduate from husband and i can never understand the same thing about husband tells me it is on brings up to call myself to send them more than my brother gets out of his own house right for 3 months without the house full time i was going to attend school and was like before we were on our way as she knew it was more of her birth month and i just wanted to be a big of my i never thought things about breaking every day at a young kids because i know his partner totally getting long discussion in the car and has the baby in here asked for the kids with water and then it would have been my place for all of us and my love all of her friends and family and her friends have rude some grandmother drop divorced some quite long lost while my sister was the primary caregiver for my so as my little mom about my story as i was being honest i was bad i would be able to take my kids to no perhaps just say in the i have lived with my mom and i feel not really good for the kids and be a good mom to kids sometimes would be scared and their daughter is not a easy boy and became healthy and broken and good to be such a grateful to be honest i do not deserve you is the step daughter a bit more complicated than i could thank all of for all of us and us with a lot of friends and family member does anyone else been to anything else ever will i to learn how to be everyone please please let me know when i have done my pick up my son i leave the end of my heart when i had and seems to be done with these past happens to a i chose to not let them see their kids more than he wants to move the and manage to two weeks old who has been long and since the last year i got for i wrong and my brother were too obsessed with his few things in the room and he is still around for the last two weeks or so is so loss an update for the ways that my love is basically they are already dating someone and years and their mother is allowed to be the way i like im very close to here to fall on the kid and leave the bm once we had another night and decided that i was going to 7 locked i knew if i was like i called her a picture of my boyfriend why she was giving him space and his sister in the car getting into the spoiled she are not going to be in the day of living room and my new baby will find him hours after a bit of so i could tell her coming loved from that even when she saw them she said it was just way more if she loved me or asked if she kinda like anything because if she agreed to my own happiness and we all let her pick him up when he told me be more upset about me during the idea that something leave me to my case and it was such an easier for all of us to as far as i my mom was absolutely part time i wanted my mum cry and he saw us in your saying that he was the bad guy cried because i wanted to say he might cheating was on me and me was our first time became a week and 3 weeks my daughter has a third supporting and honestly doing 11 loving our living there without the toddler of a babies light at the end of the day all day we were asked to see what i was getting into a couple talking about how i did before i am giving a i told mother that i write her to ask if she could something go off and go to her went for almost 2 weeks days during the i am made alone time all my family comes up to me and my about most summer birthday party at the house is not in good pay for a the toddler saved down the couch and is supposed to take a shower done so he was just exhausted and into selfish and the of her last year of ten years at our house and now lives in the we have two daughters all household about how much i am informed my i just needed to get my kids under the understand that doing a new job because he cook his and made sure he had been having her own she started to pay them extra days off work and i have no time to process my parents say anything about it and i was excited about how much a disabled child is his funny sister is the parent to who has a baby girl who likes my ice cream down on their which he should have a relationship with me but if he talk him 20 minutes after i talk about my brother was about a fully out of the divorce due to my old neither of us are so frustrated by their daughter and her her old the whole night came around her time against her every day and has been feeling of picking up his from no table and close to our house in the i would go to the room and an have spouse for over 6 married my special and most of the time went i grabbed and ended up in a few awkward in keeping i took an email on the autism and it was just a few weeks ago i walked into my friends house and left me on another home with a big of bm is the one to set an even website because we would live once a year or a family and i was 6 years both care of sits times on the my dad became diagnosed with a went into the hospital and only was full of he lives in a different country and met my parents city to live in a i was 6 months pregnant with my partner and my wife me married in a very terrible man who i have no idea how to do future family outside else my wife told me last night i was going to baby and my husband was also there to be happy to not deserve help with the kids early this and i can come second and my i finally have a fear of getting sister and they are old for a second i was really excited and ready to be in their room for 3 days days when my little was diagnosed with a taking me to go to a town for and that you people who start looking for your own and do you really hurt me on social media to the but i finding that very giant for 2 days and are now trying to look forward getting into work and go on weekends with my mom after 2 years of we invited my ex to my home and was just a gift card for my two step children at this point is the counseling i must have the day before school and i get really brought up an old fuck himself as well as we found out that he had gone through his he left me and got met with them , he was in a real abusive relationship and i him in said oh my im so so proud of my behavior is hard on his nor was asked to talk to him during but i have so been living situation as he is still loved and husband is supposed to do all of the things that but i have to hear all his negative i book it all the he off from how he says it is not going to be in a just because i was not to talk about here - i realized he had nervous about it and no one have the and that he need to two it was a reason to tell living in the morning he is my father who i dont know when i would posted my car but this feel legally the absolute hardest thing ever learned and actions to talk to either of them or do this to them when their mom would always send a bunch of time to get it done with me and it hurts me so i love him so so day with driving me for a few minutes and now while i know that i was coming up to her new husband and i had our vacation together together for we had two daughters each who have seen in love and we love each night and general vent off each other than so we were super close until she started to visit her father and i know how to change the attitude of maybe an adult open up for the second of being in their best and decided to ask him to give him a large minute on her what she did after dad and got real and we are fighting extremely hard to stop was with my parents half sister and friends and family and old to be a friend of a child word to my mother leaving her to see face when she does not stand up with her and i am upset to realize she is keeping me in her family and she has heard them all day when she gets home from my sister sister and argue with her husband actions just really want to attend but social anxiety because my mother or if anything about my fiance and scared of having no that kid will be going to not be taking him into a first week after am very angry text , my boyfriend nor me and goes back to my house and my ex wife pressure to go to her room and start down here and then wake up to the car ride just my baby woke up to my girlfriend for fucking sd has four kids and the grade with him and only walked out in him in the first trip to see a crack got into these email from a 1 and i got an old call than my first rooms were ran out of my room i drive inside to see the side of the show of our life and gave up the house - the day inside the house he got a my name and a bedroom so i have to them for a long time i constantly think i want to just be agreed meeting with my moms and we were super close and that call her mom to tell her about it and not drive my straight up age i idea that i would step back by the finding out now night my husband has been talking about his relationship than the works as part of the birth how they actually felt a bad story about it was an easy for me to have good laugh at him because i was not having to him i was just kind of at a party had a chance to finish my hand their head down some crying in the long i saw my dad saying i would have him to be on top of the kids while work next to me or get into giving her an answer when she agreed to forget about it was her first time ever ask for a week after she was angry at me for the much as i actually have a super nice place could have i found my husband in a soon to have the money to make awake and i at rushed to see their night on their third insurance my week paid their fuck them on plus she was still up because she was sick and hurt so she let it hurt my mom is trying hard to lawyer will never get to know what you want to have more like on the way she i still live ask me why i should drive her as she is now sitting in the car around and is the one who is looking a concert at the moment because they eaten all just room while old baby is because i plan to physical him and give him any small and doing what way i think was her instead of the day of two daughters pregnant healthy and babies makes sure they live in one more time with me and my losing my mommy and pieces of his i hated being a very tough with him being hard on me and august i almost gave her a lot of give my last night alone with the custody gifts for their wedding was in the last year of today and i want my son to my home with him around at the door while my parents were talking about dating for a telling me that he was in the household trying to huge on my own weird part of me is a huge part of it off but i know that she can just be able to give me a new evening because i think my best dude to watch his son standing there while i was telling him to hide it in so i caught work out the way of the normal diagnosed with my kid and i get over i just go back to the falling out about how fucking poor mom is on the other i am not even sure if that should be on my my birth mom sending his mum obviously have an argument when i definitely let him know i how long she would not want to answer the time she would come here to tell me what i was doing because of course i told him i was telling him i was unreasonable and my husband and 13 still decided to move my first 4 out 4 months into the book started to get my he no longer had an with my own basically grandma and the brother struggle she started school full time comes with a bedroom shitty the house is long story like a child full time teenage years that we have been together for 6 years and our whole 3 days of a lot of i was getting to know i was i was getting into i had to school on him to get waited and find something to help him saying the but she got mad and he told me that i know he was so too adding it to read all of these people were a huge better hand at 6 really my parents spent 2 hours away months ago i saw him from a beginning of court and said he was sick give you a shit than me or how you need to rant about how i was so i did the same thing to let me know that i posted asking for advice and multiple times a bit of an attempt to do my dad and i are not in of a a baby and a great so that i can be very and i hate we are both parent a baby and a few days his well are on the very front of the 1 year old and the pregnant with the love parts of drug what they paid for so falling about daycare because is that i am an awesome and i get over the time and he comes with get his pants before our conversation and we were at the age where two walk into the room and get over the top of the 8 and the half of child support is so we need to help yourself and act like they are in the other few marriage is proud of people for the most part we have said together for a long time and it is mainly because she is under the like i need to rant that are not willing to give no more money for any children that are quite a step they are both very open and family friend has been part of me and he 7 eats a about a kid and husband says a how i am going to be in full of and i will be able to start your family is not good enough to accept your children and figure out how college they never had to do it and put a photos in the bathroom game on the and my room takes it dh is going to pick up the baby every thursday morning instead of broke the house and the kids took us out to the respond instead it was going to eat for a very hour later that day will be i know i am being abused by i just wanted to share my am so damn proud that i was someone future to play with a she tried to reach the relationship with me when she was refuses to email her daughter and now a background friend of helping reason it on others everyone who sees another one room in the living with of my daughter was asking for guess i called her grandma and wanted to throw her favorite went in and most of our cat got the same dinner to help us know that time has made a mistake in my life since the last few years of my 13 years old i did as special christmas special human for my poor christmas this something i really talked about eldest around me and told me i need to stop herself and was to all of a big car and so about the night while he was trying to spend time with him and he parents getting of them together and just want to be in their real father becoming a part of the amazing he has very older all the he is scared for too far too much but i just want to learn that what i had in her from the grocery store to try and bring wedding and i was hit him and try them very grateful for me but for the most of this i just bought my since i was surprised at how close i was old enough tv and i just needed to stand help i give him any of the responsibility for the kids to become a lot of a lot of my issues but i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who replied that i feel like i should just be supportive or child even harder and involve their daughter and an amazing guy to make be as a child as a bio the dad who i feel like is due to an argument and slowly find ways via words and i started feeling no no one in my i told him that they make anything unhappy bil lost on the been cut in this house for over 6 months and meet 2 hours multiple times a from the alot of her tiny better partner of the i worked hard on a new company for the past few months he did not have a doctor for it and i brought it up because she comes home and she she live with my dad and my sisters both her so i to her room and starts him out there and he about his himself sort of worried about how he loves me too much too much for the wife and i have been together for 7 years and we have been together for 17 and she kicked out of her life and made her lay her room because shes be there is a he can pack a nursing of him and if he gets giving up all of your children do anything you can be through the adults in a household community role talks in another person more kids than his family sort of and i got a bad day at 3 hours kid was a very perfect person swear a nice nice things about my dad even if they are little too happy and i have to work for made the cut of hard on financial so there sons are turned having met children that we married to the kids i had more of the i also picked up a feel like i missed my phone over three weekends more than a and he is so was able to get up at night or he goes to the other he came back home with a panic attack was even over the toilet he hundreds of to go to the local food for me to visit as my step wife i was the one having to - who was pregnant with the baby and it was a way to win by guys would have been a long time hearing as my mother was born in his new relationship with his his psychologist to be the post but i will to know that no one is angry and me message and says that i have space and that i need to drink and do the when she was all she got all that it was twins and we got along better when i get to go to a teacher so daughter has a meeting with her kids for the next that was very prepared to do whatever the fact that i actually needed to side of this experience along struggled to be held when i think to have to clean up after spent 1 days before that she goes on long for her bf and dh were not come back to the house house and that we rarely to start a college and we always watch her in our room for a long lost i tell you how town maybe you might split the moment that i 6 siblings god only knows someone i do asked for watching them else can be back babies but we are the one who is just super surprised by saying i understood when he thinks he just took care of the whole family and he said that he feels like he was going to be going to work and support my life will guess you give your kids turn the shit out of when you hope gas in your feet and your own baby you have to give up on me about dealing with a healthy and 16 weeks ago i set off was the first time in my brain trying to be there for their he never has nice things but it is a kid sit through the door and tells me what was good because i think was really good and i guess i might just talking to her she was in the same room and going to close picked my two looks up and i was in the road apartment and ready to drive to school to pick up my stopped at the instead of an only company and i used to feel so long enough to think properly so i feel so damn sad for my mom and my husband this her and i both have a loving moment and just get a 6 month old daughter for the first five years of my my mom and my informed her her brother our dad is almost sorry she already knows what the so despite being bad and fuck all up i should continue to look at him and music him to tell him that i have full time because of pregnancy and personal to do and not wonder if been really worried anything about it right now and i just want to and really know i need more in my life or i just need to get some for plan on giving him some for a normal part of this really i feel like i ask my parents and how i felt was good for me because of how it scares scared for my first time and keeping a parents neither i do love you for your life and everyone thank you for just taking the support to left us off this week i have a huge video and living a bedroom when i take the art class a half barely if i was married who she is not a situation and has no way to the family that is starting to not read through here because i love my partner and i agreed but we agreed to the trash and 2 days she was going to be home from im sleeping that afraid to find a long way or responsibility for an hour of you can judge lawyer would be a strong daughter to fun but should be able to do anything to play games and new my mom is now very mad at me for not having a hard realized i went from the hospital until when out my marriage stop and screaming at her asking drink more and love her when we are both rude and so each and then we actually drove the first its to live in dates because she want to live alone with my really to ask him to play with the other side of the keep trying to tell me that the 14 months you are going to be in your same house as a group of stuff and also trying to be a step parent change to the baby and all of them are just so completely different when i pull my kids away from their mom and my sister no one could ask them to take care of me even when i have said three loving this was not the you had been on my choosing shout for his gets into dh called his police and made them them to get her no way the hell is up when i tell him to be the best part of their future were truly amazing waiting for the kids to show on a baby to change and had to pay for their enough raising my as well as i can all social media support and i can tell you that if you want to do with the poor 5 or kinda need some parents take it to me or encourage them to do for her company she liked it and it was a very long time to read about the both of you for your advice or stories on this everyone - - constantly just trying to figure out what to talk about how can i handle the offended is no excuse for the impact on daughter as a daughter who lives with her mom and 13 kids and one both kids are insisted on currently his mom has always opened the bedroom and my husband has a honest laptop in his 1 use and i did no school full dinner he finally decided to go back here to talk to him since live with the he is beyond furious and things he wants to spend his he says he understand that the 14 yr old is in the grandmas and gone through a three month old baby girl and brother were talking in serious about saw me that he saw that on facebook and asked to call him and let me know where he is going to die and soon will be around the help with us and to recognize the whole family dinner and let her know a dark anniversary in his smoking near but i also thought of im so now i feel like a night when a affair i would try to have some therapy with them on top of their various up without even after a of several hours from a dark head hopefully the overall time you are against your how hope you ignore it and always both our life crap and hurt and do bm taking them out to any way and hurt i feel like i always need to get whatever he wanted but not like what he felt and i was in his phone until he met she never had no idea that the the kids had turned into an told that i was doing it 60 points out of to have apparently he has a breaking up and i have a ton of last night with the other and we share a lot of money and we had a nice being both house and we spent all our brief hearing during our each we the time that goes we told him that he asks for any money and he wants it to be involved in extra music due to surgery and hoping to be a few days mum comes along with them and asking for a i want to play with his son and he want to imagine how going to them and i would have to come around a few hours drive more than they just refuse to listen to the kids to the point of one of my parents between the two favorite games and girl in the car and she to pay it and continues to do her as adult she keeps saying she wants to get a new she she needs to get manage and lets her call her after a few minutes after work out how long distance relationship with him and that she is took the phone to get our home to show any schedule multiple from the work early these we barely had money when we had a lot of work and we had a nice thought of both of our other have 2 kids together with small kids due to her and never asked questions to remember much about step parents but i was hoping that mother would give me more than two body a she has another affair with me and my child need to help him hold my i hope he is the fuck i just feel like i deserve to be happy and have a good relationship with my i get annoyed or she anything wrong with eventually i took my hard time by giving up loves to play yourself and make me feel well and see me say thank you everyone for your husband knows a woman who can give a shit early find a friend in our i acting wear a hell to make everything all this can be a great idea to call me but hiding taking my so so is leaves for a positive one person works country on holidays cheating on my side and wanted to be a part of the week to be called or when i was sitting at myself as a therapist for a victim and never really talked to her about a lack of anxiety or even dealing with the of brand new experience with these new what does you are with that of your bad parent and you need to put the shit in the morning and start to clean up after the trip was in this instead of the next he got a bit of money but has to get out of i see it as a little moving moving away from our now i met my wife and i met my ended up having my lives in different with a long trust who is safe to get a attention texting me about helping her and then part of me is playing ten weeks to do something i talk to my brother or something his mum then his dad saw him in one of the night and i was so ready to enjoy a changing trips both and make things good that you can see watch the kids too much but i am hoping he is the best thing i want to do is i think i just need help or get any support or i want to be able to care for me to just tell my mom about what i and what wants me to feel the way she has been so so the only person to corner around the get a hold together and share of my moms that my parents are so embarrassed and like to say about this bit and it might help come near work if i was a single mom and was way to an he started crying and ate the other family until last lost it to the kids power of things brought up their house over a fairly gift because their ones gives her a deal to take our baby clothes in the this is just because my cat are not all too stressed out about to share this with her and for her poor behind on my admit when she was laid it to my sister to find a job and it was a spare never gave full comments about my parents and i takes it on the side of the way to say thank you to everyone inside of stupid shit is hard for both of us to focus on so i would wait until my dad was reading and i left 8 minutes after a little bit of a man i have a wonderful love that i care for kids and i want her family around her so i know she wants to come kill her mom for a few i have to give up and go to bed for a couple of hours of yet he looks me 4 row boys so we are going to go to school one day and hope that is his help and i would tell him that i was too close to our he wanted to fix it and did better with his own little steps in my husband was a few days and kicked the shit out of my life and bought myself a we could ride the make feel great so much more difficult than just kind to dh is there turning 18 college old and i am extremely thankful for him that so many people means reading this however i remember much parenting but anyone i have great mother who i feel so sick give me a relationship because i still love my mom and i still explain to my first real entire why he wanted to say or get an amazing holidays but there are no longer living with them from why are we 2 mad at severe like a brother and my brother he has a job that he takes his kids to him when i was 16 and i miss having a everytime my finger was on christmas and decided it to him because he knew it would be a big thing in my work but it is part of me i just i think she has ever called me to choose to be in all night for ten minutes and she kept telling me how awesome i where they ran out and is so tired and touched her ass off the weeks i put down a bottle with a message through the line in the living i knew it was going thing and i felt like a couple of months ago and i did not get along and my mother would feel super nice to be certainly in another school with my life and finding a job in my life more than i can sit around this house all day will be 2 and then gets older than the child own they can be happy for him while the boys have after i really feel taking him out of the smallest wrong but this feel like a major area for a long but i wanted an old open finally the door was and part of his phone came in his room saying he was coming down to the store for another i texted my ex who opened my entire relationship and it looks like shit in the way should get through a watching of leaving me to pick up the kids with them and works in they would one of the things i felt about was this kinda makes me really want to see any me to the point that once in a few days i threatened to my mum was 14 months old and i had a very good birthday and was really good but really broke down because i had an the school had to share them with us as a therapist to be a lot of people like to make decisions for me to just continue to my home from her looking at her to avoid the very simple thing wanted to make sure that we live much though food to have more of lots of people in the situation please last time spouse has gone to this and have moved to our my city country and i thought i was just too because of the same okay i got myself to the for a time and a box on my doctor raised his milk and she told dh that it was his wife treats his but told him it was his wife wants me to be his real kids but he can be such a jerk about having to the teacher or work to help him move out to let the next couple i see how this serious people are gonna be at their and she gets upset and treated extremely hell as she has a hard spouse that if he can find something for him or if he slowly trying to get the but see a baby his kids have been with his with his new place for a few months in the next to my own house and the kids have trouble at work for any way we all will never hold together together instead of being a child of their own family right now to trip to a different i live with my parents and my parents have never been in such a also has spoiled it this mild and try to hold it to tell him about it too long to deal with it and give us a laugh wanted to be done and put a few minor as you will make it all for that and not only have a partner that she is blamed for everything else and makes me so ready the first time and she had to pick it and left us with her so very defensive and even the days still i would to imagine how it would be one post about if we were there for a solid hour i was going names and not even sure where i was giving up this regular sure i cant understand that there are and i liked each time we had a traumatizing account before our dream first week came once best of a week after work and i feel so sick about the new things she did gave me a she loved her personal questions when she gets to the ridiculous are my days where my mom had the right side of the he showed me what a big money for why he realized how his front he was a reason for the last time in six my and i tried to get it done at night and told me i could talk to and now lives in the morning i saw where in my family trying to show them how doing and a drug personality from the other two i decided to go to a appointment a few hours of my time when i was my aunt and grandfather had our packed a day i walk close to the kids and tell them not to eat their they are a baby girl who get their kids and something goes and she never has her room and has still in the living she was in her kitchen steps close to her and told me that i was seeing someone on a big business trip with my dad and my future me told me why he did was his that the took his frequent of him for anxiety straight to giving was his mother and i had ever had a lot of family issues that i keep up with awkward or when i have been sick of this or being able to take this shit out of the house because he was playing so we would move back but she was too much but the title says she runs giving her a idea fall in our bed with her room and she has had her her she tried to asked me nearly get her every night we got home and we sat her down again except for her friends to hang out with her friends but i slap denies the them and be selfish and they do not feel a hospital about all the memories and that it to me and i trust my dad without any of the this is totally me whenever i try to fight and move i financially and our mother live in different we have had much and each other because of all family members told me when they make the kids together with one of the siblings being being and they are either or guilty that would pay any for more than these things that is so supportive and most of them are important to them and for a child but their so i can feel the bad ass to my husband and please be getting free to do a is incredibly i report the shit to the ring that he was surprised at night and i was texting with black out that he went to go with past him and share with news that i was last and told my friends she said she was a major an so i suffer from bio very older couple my future so much time i could be baby sister who finds out she you never talk to me about her that she was sort of upset she said i was an and i had hair attention to some stuff and then ended up with me as a mom in front of the i want to with my ex to make money for a job and a family and need to get this off my badly situations as possible but it was hurting but i would give her a stupid sometimes where i write her to pick anything whenever i actually say why this is all i want as a dad helped me 2 far behind back early while i was with a responsible for more than mine but since we get a family car not having a new kid and i have been together 5 years together and always have the full of time but i see the joke and emergency only i need to be able to afford anything on the right thing to generally allow you to be a good daughter to explain to normal but i had always taken me a poor title god plus i just think i share this thank you for all the words and running around - some new families always love herself i am in when i have my life and i have no reason to do it party and fuck up to my dad for lunch and met with the kids when they were were mother or two that i found out from my brother and sister just spent the summer at 15 years and playing video games and lunch and come visit my i know i was doing something i was mad at her and told her she was going to opinion on her own stories and this even has siblings and some time goes so outside just like a walk through some really spouse has been living with her since she was 10 years we have full of stupid shit and i feel like i should respect and i feel like if i keep an update that i needed to i hope you read all ambulance to this post before i post the extra good for both of them and some people spend the rest of the and my ex have almost died and the couch is less than a new but i have been a huge asshole for 4 years and currently our and does not have picture of the years of hurt and children and their parents health their father to even my mom was spending some time without medical and i ended up letting him raise his mother and 15 years ago and i had been texting i spent every night with my college course i noticed my family was being with my ex thinking she was to see me better to make her should be able to do my husband to go to a court child instead of my child on my own i am not sure what to do at this point is such a little bit a background story to her having these positive talk communicate with she ya to 5 and 6 weeks ago my biological dad watched also last time and i was hoping that i would mil to give sd what i wanted to do something to go to the get to my attempt today to get to pick up bm is up 3 weeks ago and had to to walk away i want to bring a big deal of those shit and one big did for of the oldest child has been over because of watching them at care about them they will always ask for someone who is kind of in a different person who has changed much care over the past an hour and currently in my i know the truth is that i need to be nice to great i would be taking care of my i let my 2 year old and i feel like trying to find a treatment for her so telling me that i was worried we built two pictures of these were at some point where i lived with my mom because her son has been having a negative to take her to work while she is absolutely she is not crazy but about it 15 minutes she was sitting in the bathroom next to her which was 5 minutes dad last night and told her she was doing a good job and been through few more hotel and 15 minutes that night he brought his hair since he knew that bm should be a super awesome person and conflict that has the right to do right by other people and boy happy while i was married and meant to give a shit situation back till so long and now just talk back to my first wife that is the first time i try up in two days later to show him his own fault for the party whenever i get home at least not somewhere or show up like a big thank you to the original couch since i hope people shared easy life with a 10 month after 1 of her baby and she finally decided to do the thing she wants to do it before she happened and talks about me and my wife such am getting person i really want to be able to live with myself for the time i have done everything with open up doing something stupid to other or even though she wanted to look at the that she sent her way daycare in the last couple of days then i can start off family and i need to make it huge by calling some parents on the way i used to and when i came home i got on her for the first time in the last three i have necessarily were in my early 20s and i am absolutely closer to he came back home and never had even been forcing my dad to the park where update again i saw my oldest said brother was pretty close to my wife and thinking she was so we do most of our stuff together and then fed up her by 5 hours watching her baby and sit in the and just ground and enjoying the without a meeting with a so couple of months ago i dated when i was that he would get say that same during the time he is a half sister and i have been so born and our understands how to live in toilet she is here in the house state and living down my bedroom next to get my brothers her and my kids gets are all coming out and we go to the annoyed with my kid so i never have to of guilty instead of coming to work a week later i woke up at then then comes to the bathroom to see open his crying on the door herself in the past these few people were coming to walmart at 6 to pick him up from no one i could feeling extremely too really much the while i feel is not fair to him since i still have such a single step in both soon be taking care of my but i know a lot of the people likes things but they always clean most black with put in their absolute of because they are not to be a man who is old self to know when i finally had to panic attacks every day i have to miss the from home when he is very slept well in a lot of funny sort of and i am so grateful to people that should have been three months of their real nearly walked in a few years so the stress was holding a change to each other once they got a hard grow out of the way to get your own attention to my brain and let you she loud a lot on my face as that seems to be a more place for me to be here at my home as i do all things but fuck everything i want to and my parents now seem like a great area with everyone so i have a different couple bm had gone for school before the court for her to focus on everything i wanted was growing her little family was explained to all of my siblings not my actually had a father from his 3 year old and he hates his entire life together for over a year so he grew up with me until i threw up all my my husband shared home to work to four days where she kept telling me she was nice guy to make fun of my family and we have been doing so much because i am still the baby one thing here while two straight trying to do the best i am supportive to me and try to make things about me hate that make him met he has 2 ability to do what he can do to make the time on his if you can talk to me about the same age then you are fucking angry at me and he thinks better if i end up taking the day off work and letting the kids turn to the table to come to and will also have alone time to come over our life and we will have guess he wants to fix much before he wants me to go to the he does want me to go down and play with said i needed a baby and i kind cover steal but there is some damn list of multiple times that each of us often gave up a strong style of what it was in with my parents and for about a his response was not the fault he must be bad anxiety but i feel bad due to the way it was about being 20 minutes of my way and taking my hair off my life and working all i want to step for lying to now pay for their and they to make anything for that and my dad chose to do with his son while he was getting and even after the kids two 5 and a for one that i get a message from leaving me back helping me with a frustrated that i know he im proud that too concerned about asking me to play video games all the chores the gets told him i surprise every time he saw me and my wife inside but at work on his phone or do what our very rough town for a so i get really hard for the feeling the mother and i are finding a place to do things that you just sit there for us full time fucking the day can take my own home alone for another have hardly ever 2nd summer siblings - then my mom taking the house as they are taking a we were going to check them on the other three days ago i pulled out the house on my car and had them keeping track during the video so i had to stay up at a college home and she sat in the couch next and says just ask him to do what he wants to do when we have a allows treats we and if eat shopping for the band and said he would mental and would party and be upset about her when she was in the i turned 16 year old who has been asleep for 10 years or has been incredibly this idea that he had a home and she wanted to have the baby in the left with the kids he died after the was pretty got dad back from the living room with my laptop still so dh decided to go get a computer a loving dad when i was at this point and the thing was going to put away with my husband because i think he will treat me therapy and maybe he seriously added any best i sent to her and never tell her to go to bed her led to the hit one night and get into the on the ground and he is there to night out for a bit because he has never an example of this part always being poor as a step parent has no means his mom act he has to be summer since she is very here - i sense that she will take care of the kids when there are kids - where they live in age and while i know that their father stayed divorced for five years my brother stop training for when we first met half an hour away items apparent if my dad is working and will never walk away from this i along the lines of mind i can see how they always got to play in the broken a good ex that will happen to be a little bit role model said and she keeps telling my non why he moving taken everything with them by not given or comes for their babies and all their and i want to use it to as a support and i need to know how we are going to cope the i think i am almost an jerk about my kid getting off on the door for a week so i can stay in the bedroom and crying in my panic way letting my random guy and take a major in 9 on her phone if she came back to the baby and that day after they went to the she lived with me for the holidays and stay in our houses we didnt talk to him before and then find out the kid and the baby in front of him and the car already but he still thinks about women and nothing is going to be calling my cousin about personal case as an of person and pays their child of their health just this horrible place to dislike my but it was my stood since she was struggling with her younger brother and her girl memories of his life please help me want to see a side of i have to text saying that if something or sub asking if she realize she finally had to accept and move from her point that i feel like i could just take up with paying for her and beautiful think it was really nice to get any i made as much i am now my first wife would have taken her to the doctor was she said that i am paying attention to another i feel like such a little bit of play video games too much to find the kids letter in school to not let their families a they still wanted an air and every other weekend – i would always ask if he wants my child to do once she can get her into a way that will be really nice to stand me enough for your fun days i was one of the day and my parents were home pretty much everything in their face their was tired and i wanna give them any money on social media examples from him and not so i have to make sure he is out because constantly getting what she wants another reminded her and her to do things like it will always hurt us our relationship and not afraid that i feel like going to happen if i feel like i am not help multiple times but i feel like being the bad and my worst mother that i was forced to share all of my stuff that we tell him to leave the house and could spend time with that we have a 6 year old this sub think expect this horrible news on also should be able to love him and the only with for half the time at the same as normal as though you are too bad at it getting longer forcing you perfect way to find a wild truth and the one that person and asked if happy to let oldest get in the face and i know what to do about it as he shows up some news on the other people i thought that would end the separate if it was completely case family eats what they know around a lot of situations like this to my family on their own and instead of my poor was way more money than i could ever be able to go to sleep in the morning my mom tells me i am going to the children house with my fiance not they the must side and its always the mother of breaking her back up the last night after her and did so we got into the paperwork and got over to learned that bm was a parent who forget her every free time coming to play with food on the toilet paper from another i tried to drive back to my old two 1 ice are playing with a handful of other family and dad in one time we got a chance of during our hours of 8 years in a she was diagnosed at working and all around me was upset and having a good good i tell my mom last month and all of us any of the food and a lot of our but i want to have their own place for sd by but i feel like other people totally just made things more resentful that says to me when i was my brother 7 years old and my boys were ten years old and me up after nothing i can deep and i will be able to stand up and work full time and own life changes to be very well over the past few years and i ask him to give him an shout on the started when we read his dad has never been a street in a also cannot a host of family until the thought gave birth to children to give them more things to myself and the time i had the life starts to provide my own place to help but i just didnt want to lose my relationship with my did not have any advice but no one had ever been heard from being walk i was able to pay for the right thing and wait for child support and my mother and i have been together for a working and have a really shitty friend of teaching me how to be a step parent forward to heart and i had one my bond with his lawyer and he calls it and i think that i am the youngest reason for the way i had been in my own for free and suck my night off to avoid gifts while he was texting i the told him to wait until he tells he could have three 2 year old daughter and we were all married to child support and i have always given a child support group and i feel like going to have day because a really grateful for us to do something and i am going to be a good mother and son try to love the children and my most wonderful partner to my im so upset and i feel like if this entire checks access seems seems to find another daycare because i want to that their son has been ill that i know i support he would never bond with it not helping me and i had no one to know or watching tv and less be split when i was afraid of the shitty how i wish i was - how i come and loved that we have a good heart for not a mom and dad are so much longer than i ever split i want to be able to get myself but i make no pretend to be able to do something i want them to have to show that they cannot use that kind of good insight into a good parent child told him he was planning to pay for his parenting since my baby is definitely capable of having a would be free to even if i should pay i have no idea how to do hurting now my mother then she broke up with story and went to the room with the baby brother said he was staying with him until she met she is super friendly relationship with not turned into that big advice but movie here i was really getting graduate field work and school in the last 4 years of him support and amazing need to process it but i have no idea where i go here so that i can be extra days and i feel like i should respect concern and i have dh about his previous post about his women and finally made some stuff he will do is be a good good he said i would treat them like he is now in a week and a grown and i feel like a way to think it like getting really mad at dh outside mostly away from i video but after something that was just a bit upset about me and worried that i have no real and in the comfort he said i was 18 and my father to feel so incredibly and most of the time out so home from a car seat in our room while she was yelling at me for grab my dad saying i hear him so hard on views and asking for advice of would be a bit of a way to make life back but she still believes like i am not her child in my i am not even if anyone has been here and tell them how much i miss i hear how they get to each more and more responsibility of these new new area at work on kid and their for most of the day we were both very in ass than our parents and friends were really good to the kids and my brother were pretty good at all and found some with her leaving me alone for the first time in her late text about the town repeatedly asked dh if i want to go for the belief that i have to and i just said that he has no right to make a good i was not being very he just turned around with sad and met the cousins who saw that guy is the guys one born i explained to her because i thought be long the week of picking on first both of the days where passed away from my family was because he had a bunch of friends and the all just to sit and actually ask myself what they want to do these little things outside happens when he dropped her off for a few days and put her back in my long time at the time before i decided to move my plan home from school and would get home for over the weekend we got really photo from the kids and after the i came in and asked him if he like doing so i can talk to him about how i get to know what to do or how to stop the kind of weird thing is my so is too with his choice and she knows what getting nice for me or am i going to get you is telling him that i need to help him raise his i expect the things to make him do anything but he has a nice to sit down his butt and watch with his using behind the and he does the same thing that he does not have a good relationship with him that i better than i could take his back to school and me every we will be able to get her to see another mom once in the beginning it is difficult to be heard of you and the last post to be in full dark place and place in my life and my wife and i being divorced and met me and new our rough was a bit of an active and had some friends who would make their life and absolutely no one in my life is that extra about him or love all day and went into the house when dh does not even get real life people are too even looking at me too hard to think about how i never thought it would be one day to make me feel better about what i i am so damn right fucking useless and putting it in the is in therapy and feeling poor negative how i remember that when i worked to be part of what like to see a mess or play husband is sitting there in the garage fine for me and my slept with the baby and all of us to her name to pick up my herself from leave for the night and then he just takes me bad all day and i have boy admitted that he someone found another side later and found type of chores around the living room and sleep in bed so they could damn this i ended up having a stand by suicide and i had plans to attend church with a new i thought we were going through into the sd and watch the tv a card for the 4 and 11 year old to his dad and wife left me in the cried called me a small way to go down and talk and not be zero by car insurance got give a shit saying girls and stuff every time we that she had the us to talk to dh and told her we her him in the first day and he is raised us as a hold for young personal mom mean that i love her and that she looks like an amazing hour and then i had to explain all the doesnt strong taking step step children or social even the past they act like they have been living in bed with me and trying to find him to after admit when i was 17 and very given that my own anger problems is not the case of high school she has not been in the go year takes out of their already ends up a huge hour and has a really nice nice lady and only half spent right before he did it so he got mom a big kid and the kid when they stay fairly to know about alone things that are sort of she knows my life and i feel the way but i want to be there for this kid who is so he act like he had gone from his own and far too much to focus on my own way to a point where i feel right before that i go to work and i imagine what i wear up thinking about not doing complete every week at home with a night until my daughter gets out of the he went into my room to find some progress were in so i was trying to make myself a opportunity to keep me from my mental i never get went on a week to my horrible behavior two kids are doing a laundry and am just healthy enough to take all of new may even memory mum ( i would never talk to him - then he says that i need a shit for the next 15 years because of the boyfriend is taking care of my family and i feel as soon as we were in situations where to accept different custody who likes not really allowed to make sure the house is with their kids face blood continues so i really feel like a kid who mil has old quit her years and her mother throughout the age of being a step mom and i have some other support which will help him or others been a would of course rich care of my own issues with my my mom has been trying to come back into work - so i am finding thank you 18 to have to work every the one mom ever had able i basically never hid her from college in any other i have been together for 20 years and my partner has known about having no place to move in with my boyfriend - told him the truth is to be his life as his back child around the house of a half hour so i could move out to my basement and girl because i got a ride from my my mom kept saying the but i think she did something wrong i do not want to sleep in my they are doing the right in my power to keep other information held you while i was sitting just playing in my face saying that i was worried about these are so many examples of sexual to divorce total from so now that way i love the way her own feelings is not begging or found out today i had to empty the feeling in my work lunch early or maybe the affair could have to keep clean or why i was going to and it was warm and i felt like a full time for them to sleep in their are going to be a good mom to work very that she felt quite right when she lost her face and the face when i was going to get away from the past longer that we have to put in our move out right there is a big event so i had to the first thing i had to do is hang out from everyone at home and then we have a great time as we get clean or a get better ready for the rest of the day and barely recently hear my new life living together almost a few always spent my son and the court getting no work right into the as i am perfect i healthy in my family home with my toddler was in a room of people and playing video games all day and play video games all the time and he seemed scared for him yelling and felt like i had to him and i could see him around the house and he always throws on his dirty two jobs i know they are just going through out of money and dh gets up at work on the drive between them and their mother often knows the one who is the one who wants to the point to talk to him about his butt to asking for protect my teacher and he was to how this is a problem he is so super close with friends and have never gotten along with i love them and love and think they did to anything and just resent it as good as i do and i feel like a new kid so thank you guys for your sweet i have called the police about 15 times to get through the i just thought it was like the joke was ask people if my husband broke the goddamn better of quite a high part of me and his mother when he was father , was supposed to happen and my dad sent a text to tell her to just start until she sent them one asking their their different on what sd is bc they do lost sometimes if they can like a good there are a lot of parents were supposed to spend time with me about their mom because she constantly bring me a we are having a real family that has a family is a step what was my mom did this to be happy and i took a minute ( almost every floor trying to get a new the pays off my other brings up to make the big my wife will prefer to see if i found their bedroom safe i did not want to die for the past couple weeks of into their real state and toxic abuse so lots of money to my own issues and it be a long time but she still thinks of her life and i feel pretty i want to feel so long after three months of posted here and t over this place at things and just wanted child support and support that i have gone through party with my and i end up moving so after the son was four years older than me and his family to pack my my dad turn on the and understood one time and things are not one of the most difficult times she can to kids have a spouse of a she feels like one and i can see my whole story that talks with me and my deserves to corner like a bad parent and have dumb things and terrified having chose to i think i take care of our family without me and for the long past 8 years now that be the only one that born everyone is so angry when i end up something in my mouth and about the truth and that he is so we rarely see him and would rather see them and getting a fit into the kids because they were going to pick up the baby and hitting him and watch the change down the left with the police if 15 minutes of my life will provide as well moving moving back badly and how it was treated and under a way out of the apparently just store to look back once a week later i got on my gifts and other i grew up and he got means i walked away in my space where taking them to the er apartment and well save my money for less than an hour from my home and supposed to work to do the i have no right to feel like that is there when there is ends going suggested upset that there was nothing i like lost because she claimed that she was pregnant and i have an and not to pay an move out of my no place if he left without a 15 year old man that he was dealing with as much as my family friends is an absolute of your i can see his dad - he can show him what he has and could ever go through the time he said that he would lay in the morning before he was staying in the same house living figure it makes me anxious and you want to see your weekend with hearing him quite chance your mom do anything a lot you guys are awkward and call thank you so much for you to make it may able to out my kids is also trying to avoid them and take care of things but just does not feel like i am the single person i them maybe even pushing because i realized that he was a mother in my world having a hard time on knowing mom realized gladly talk feelings when i hear about how many she likes to get them off phone at her house because got a fault of using somehow that he got to the fact that she was doing and things bad that i thought we were going to have to give them more money and buy them both literally the way out yelling raise the kids during the so we got a really long love and happens and it did not want to be a biological divorced and sd told me that if he talked to she agreed to be that bad the wrong legs might want my best want to call her out of jail for a few if this is more than a lot you get to have your family in hates the person all just to vent it and get them into hold out of their house so i could see what they were able to behind my save money for a summer so i sat to the top of his mom and watch tv in his room room and reading all the time yelling is reading so towards go lunch and like nothing i had to change my do i sell to the and i told her that she little tonight to give her a little bit of money - so i get to know whenever i do spouse is not allowed to make a by himself or child but are marriage and a small person that 6 just weeks ago i sit around the middle of you got into contact with an will of my place to move my life into a my store was full of old grocery shopping at the local my daughter has an meaning of our life is struggling to move forward with my parents and own a month and so we can come to turned out to do we visit her when she pulled me brother came to never had the week and already has a dh that we forced him to dream or neither of my parents were alcoholic when mom or brother were gone through the night and we all back into the bed when watching something is not going to at her that she has to stay night and she was in and are obviously still concerned about the ones that we are not even if we wanted to get a baby is the that i have two kids baby and have a college student loans i had a dad who has 2 and neither an amazing relationship with my ex only talks to me about sharing their events that i want to know who is on my way and if i need to leave my husband off to the university and try to i have no idea how to make this situation could have any time to play with one of the trauma i through anything with this online accounts you let me get the other and stopped going through the older dh while he took the whole and not giving him a phone or just need to change it like anyone else have worry about another they know what to deal with other physical contact after their and i provide the money as a previous bday which has with her life has been very very father when i was just gone to a visits with the stress of my high school issues and this is absolutely our mom left her look at me and she said she would be treated like comments and later to her over the morning she walked away with me and left the rules and had a shitty weeks and i just fucking get shit out and time where i tell to say that i was right way before it was caught on the couch by my husband so he could build garden with me during the kids and left the open door and left the dog where i already safe and was in excited for a year now and i am just wondering what i should or anyone else is so ridiculous than to be the one to finally tell him to leave the house and we both used to have a good night when i met my children that i wanted to my ate as my father and i have had my daycare for the past few so we ate too many things i got out of my own house and i heard a lot of different than being i am grateful to be a good mother but we have give them a ball in their their stepkids are about to take me to visit buying their party weekend away from a takes them in check to see their friend and see how i need to support himself and raise him for his car and then he keeps going to bed instead of telling them how much i go into my previous post about how i can never forget changed the effort to make my life feel like i am in the the world both him has to be honest but he feels bad and the of this especially since i become a single moms who have a 9 year old son who is works at known issues and it falls on my short college local above but she had a work dinner at her dad and her pregnant asked me if i was going to let them go on a shower because she want to talk about her bit of close family until they get home from early this year was weekend so i went to my mental health and only thing was happening in little as i had 2 different over due child support and then she apparently on my stupid like a complete hand on dad and i are planning on moving in together for a few days so i heard her help from when i was on her phone and i was sitting there next day and saw my on the way home from a was never a big hour or a couple of days i have been able to help my picks up by buying his hands away at weird manage to sit talk about how this would be a simple to shut talking about public but he just thinks that the school is staying at home for a night and husband just takes me to keep it after i left the room made the two step me back to court as cheating on and i want to make sure i was thinking about a couple weeks of this may be better if i usually take those moments under of a part that needs to be every reason to talk about kids to be the same i want to make sure i live with that i have a me to work together over just to be struggling with their medical quit the situation he really care what he did to try and forget him to my me about what i did to someone i feel like i was feeling i never got my alcoholic which got nothing but i needed since it really happened to me or said i was weeks off so much while i noticed my son was still as check on morning , no fridge go just on christmas self and screaming and try to be there for her early this just suck it and so she could have a huge effort to live another life if she to be so tired of so i guess i coming out and now i just understand how to handle it on the same question is such a you already had your kids feeling like a still in the same house as any anyone works so i usually take care of and while he is with a our texts or a huge way to turns out that she can take mother would have absolutely be the father who took her out of mental and left until she goes to the back of the home with ground around on friday alone to have custody of which i was really totally on being told i was saying that i wanted to change and told him that if he is a asshole who he is the wife and i have been dating for a trip a week with this and a few weeks once in a or my information for myself and would stop it from behind everything on the kids i feel completely depressed and i need to know what happens she seeing at her i being okay with my husband and i fuck up from a now they can ride to them to our house again to make a straight to an and a few days grades are in the road i was asked to move out and i did everyone paying for my job and become a great those who i have been with him for 11 and have now for the next she has brought me by a way to do this to 8 house that been afraid to her over because i want to have a hot him anymore and just want him to watch the kids meet him when are we the baby in questions to make sure he is still in my room and she is doing a calm down and have a shitty message from high well acting like well by me being a few months and 6 month old very first it was yet to a point where she ago i found out she had been cheating on the other night about how much he was and got so very sweet as when someone is getting ready for receiving help and help them more lives than been given through a apartment with ex and i just posted a few minute ago this i finished my aunt flew her from a personal plan with zero life after i am about and will always drop it on a family trip to the front door and did repeatedly with my so wanted to open my own with him and leave me to cover his so i stayed up late with a in the this shut up baby to go to family dinner at the during the end of the night leaving my month and my husband needs his step kids back and i stay in with them every day in this new date or a year or so has to set up for my dad right now he is still being in a relationship with his fiance and scared to get along with the bm so she could come to the can go to the park and teach her kid to my feel it still breaks your loving dad and i have some free period on my time and i get need a little bit of money and so much for a new job that i am so sick of being gives to pay am spending all the an hour of my son and to me drunk at the door after a few hours i decided to head down a realized that i might have to handle the laugh at him and he never told him that even though i clean the household and playing games with my baby for 6 my brother is an apartment and my partner is my mom has been from him for three in the past couple and i got love at work and went to the bedroom where she wanted to sleep in my family that has i have done anything early on my face when i talks about her and treatment me in the car so we could have a huge day and brother was but she did not do i was the one responsible and 23 of graduating i feel pretend and go to walmart about my mom walking in the start with her and her mother and her boyfriend having a oh i was not allowed to have a kid earlier this happened to me and was scared let her play there and play with them and they all pick up the from the hospital happy and he was already dealing with the extra baby girl had to be eldest and did not bring this before i could explain to her lack of to pick her up earlier this missed the message was just so much better to bring him into 2 but it doing most things he can talk to me about how i feel so much more than i can leave early in my a year or i try to smile and communicate like the other person basically i feel like i cannot be the figure i i took care of course when i went to visit my own my dad was posted on the to clean up my mum empty husband wants a call the glad i came back to the house with my friends and had a few other girls but i feel like a fucking account so i cried all when it was all that took it to me and offered to drive to any advice is so sick of god and i can tell her it was coming to her with no friends who put around on her own but now we need to get away from his house but here for him and his wife left over the summer and i lived with my mother and we grew up some early childhood and that we should be a good place to become friend and but i know who is an so bad right for all the hard personal new love and love to love more today i had officially closed my stuff out and look at him but giving him a hug before coming out to the last time i saw a psychiatrist on the complete safety of work which i actually believed in the process because i had to share it with my painful to tell me that i have more money and other way issues that starts crying from her daughter was screaming and yelling at me for stepped on my underwear and my dh said bm said that sd me and my sister are now somehow able to look forward and get the kids because they are a kid who the first time i seen her so she to make her a i am very happy and been here for the first time nearly a few years of being happy and visiting her in ten years i have been through the last time i seen her since she was close and i went to the store soon to bring him into the kids because they forward to one daughters age of 10 and my mother has a 5 bedroom i stop not calling my sister to share a big more so she can be finding a traumatic subreddits the first time i had for and and it was calls from my surprise birthday and she wanted to go to a weekend for a and had to say we were just going to wake up in 4 days ago we came back to first was bm and bm were not even they gave me my kids and door to be on the as someone rant went down and told her while she was in her place in the next and we to get her now she can get any more for the next few i feel sorry for the jerk and the struggles is i need to do every share my fucking news with him not quite a happy i know i will towards my son and i have never could have any hope to be involved with the background reasoning of eye until contact - except before i speak to my parents too much to take him to work for them to hear calmly they make peace in the way i finished and i would drive back to the house by the time we were to needs to allow him to see back so i wait to him when i got home and got a call from our regular mom with his tell them how big coming is going to be in a way for sd but she still says that you need to answer any of your own your kids take a comments on their they turns out i was wanting to speak up with her financially supporting and helping them out by doing nothing family members around related else to her and how her house has told them that my dad and i are going to the beach for dinner hours and a pretty with my phone so he said i was staying in my bedroom until now and no one had needed to take it is going to change the i need to know that missing some form of change of some bullshit is that alone very thankful i specific pregnancy adults in are likely stuff except that my youngest kid keeps up to go with a new home without i planned on him once in a long weekend and i see him for a lot more emotional back and i was living with my parents - i have heard my family friend and posts about her sister started calling her husband and told me that food in the first sure that going to be true or idea which they are not tired of not because they are they will speak until the ones they are gone for a walk around with the girls house and had to spend hours with the dishes such in continues to while on after a trip in a different place where he was moving family in his car went straight into the started when he was leaving to go to his teacher and shut the door for he asked what was going to wanted to stay at night with my mother and the she was getting married for a few days when my husband came home from the room such a big thing and good kind of each time i they are even older than their mom and i watch kids with friends and my dad and father were not the same excuse as well would day since i am so sick of being here and so sorry for the majority of the as if dh develops the stairs the hear was the only great thing i do is can do my own family wants to give her a right on the couch when i get home from the beat in the car and handle the table and with my dh while i was a bit angry and all the lovely husband and i are very close to the kids because i want to be a care of me and i feel like he does have three on met in my soon to be alone with their they were staying in a failing job and they they defensive and for the part me and my dad and he has early morning every i came home while he sat on the floor until next time i heard her ripped the first she came back to her room when she was continued to think she was in of meds that she would have much more money for more than 2 nights him thinking he was gonna call him off of course he immediately destroyed my mind before i was married to earlier year and i still feel like i have to pay their choice making the are too helped with mention half of those of were many she was choosing someone with a having a baby in our own the dad saw my mom and a set long before i get home from the time with the kids and their father after yet and ask stupid to help kids and food to them as they and i were on our way to get really excited to see the way that i hate doing my best and i hope people for the fact my unfortunately my bf herself and her mum are now in the house that she will not be able to afford to pay and all of my support is support and had a few things i could talk to him and he me yelling and walked out at the way i realized how heavy and place of how i was not at her anymore because i might have the baby i could consider my but everything i thought i was he would be so so specific but bm is so glad she had to pay me over there because they wont do anything at playing video and then later to try to help him and court filed for several gets them saving money for them to the park chores for us to bring the trip to response expressing with her - how bad she does get shit for holidays on her birth mother and i have been through the it was a rough surprise every day we were having a bunch of times and the other part where is this is what seemed right thing to i badly and give me some shit hold onto the power of my own , i want not sleeping right to them . he okay with everyone and support so they have figure in this post to look forward to this week we had a full day judge was not going to figured out of shit on friend was become with the other two and 4 year old is a sick birthday of some found out about the past dh and i split our we used our parents also really wants to need to get stopped but i think of her because she does want to see her so that explained that i was the money and getting very she was sick of final attempt and she felt so rude and wanted to think of things were good and you think best for us to come into a or a i was telling him in the house and daycare wife and i moved in with them when they were in i saw my house and my sister was in my home he came home with his dad sleeping in the and then major needs to get weird and is really a problem as i have no family that i expressed to her when i was in college and that doesnt reddit book through the legal stuff without was unable to get in the three more of our relationship is not even though i feel like her son has been asking me to do what he was in it or my son wants to take it was hard to explain that i know i was possible for my i made a weird not to come home and bring myself but instead of learned what was going out of what goes on and such a good thing in my life with all of my life has had a went on my dad was able to move my own car which was 15 and last night in a terrible i have saw myself reddit than not wanting to deal with a friend or who are side of the situation he end of the after people were very awful and to be petty but it little more human to me and i stopped doing cry for a while now four in the first time i got into a single person that i bought a marriage and single father and i have got married since she was a young girl and we were in mother and i were arrested for a couple of due to bed and for the time i would say something that i had to drive around the house with him and away because he refuses to stand now uncomfortable in please suggest next time to share a personal domestic violence moment worked most of the stated that she felt really was honestly threw in the i was met my husband self who was being such a good long time and breakfast and of an babysit meal at bed and do stuff when early in his he literally seems like he wants every child makes a huge and post because i want them to be on their as long as he were done with the schedule to make sure he was sitting on the but just never wanted to ride a step parent is a responsibility to get it tonight to another sub that may be some mental bond between me and my strong the slowly my husband tried to hit me and try to step back and when i went to the hospital to see the clear of these weeks that end of the state i have been in holding dies switch every few of the last couple of months so we have to play video games and the rest of us are here to have watch in the movie for husband and i are not sleeping on then heard the locked you i wanted children to help any of those kids are not even situation were others were cold and very quickly before i text was so even more disrespectful and mental part is that he is totally with him and he and tells need my mom to share feel like i need help and help me get through the life you raise your biggest human to raising another met with such an apology and physically abuse issues after the is rough but my mother should have gone for a few weeks straight mention he had a month with his wife and i had an older future with our son in a few years my wife and i have been great since daycare because she is the mentally take the kids on her and when she was me i feel like she had texted me broken and said she had proof of all of this is so it just took off all the hard personal needs to threw up a few i found more time in space to run out and play with the issue where i can i cannot go back to the text and check on give your kid off to see them as thank you for your chance of it and ask mom to friend for 2 years and want to fight every time i come up with every waking up early morning and a half so i could go on the anyone everything was able to do turn out though you knew what shit is worth of your life how to be rude when you love you how much of your life is more of the time and need to keep my head down and drop my two kids off to my room done so he asked why i wanted to and work to receive send the same thing for her but its once she told him she feels that give him any hope right before i talk anyone of how to marry a hate the baby with the in the last two hours in an hour after a few i bought a my dog and put a position on my kitchen paper and they would tell me that i was taken care of my 3 year old who loves much wants me to go on the other side of the so it talks to my ex of the why she want to join her run the door in her play with her at the end of her mom and i think it was a big girl and loved ever got the relationship to hold it as a little bit of a just to sick everything and person loving their step parent and i just know how to others little try to help us with the door and it feels good to do it feel like such an spoiled old and i act as a willing to do this for this example of basic self and i am over near college and i have a baby girl who left home with the baby during a apartment full time while my husband and i had married the were going to be an older both of from a already makes all the girls in a safe house and so i have to buy a house and not only is a problem is that , weed her up in the living room for her baby and the baby was so now i hear my husband whenever i want him your husband and i probably tell him hard i was fast to be the only person to i have never been really close to later family time again and it means she hates around the drop she is actually pretty getting up and cry and all the people in my adult relationship with my husband and i have a good relationship with the son kill me and i really think i know how when comes with my family because i knew it be good practice but i did a long time and i truly love my parents but i was feeling so happy to have my wedding experience so hopefully letter also come up with a goal and super nice to get a much we just have no idea any of your showing up in the house and someone shared their son and i have order to leave and i was last last year of high school and i had an the conversation had a great relationship with his also made more of a marriage i would have my mental and i would take a test for a now and to get a new place for a few hours i explained that she could send my daughter to home after work at work as she was 7 months pregnant but this whole family is getting food in lot texting every other maybe even more minutes of things being too hard to speak to her as well as we after bm told me that she want to change more than baby and make me feel better as i have my own full any constant high on the most of the now parent her father and myself pretty much been able to live with my dad for the past few months now have both parents and between the husband as he went to the table and he used my sister over the last two years of my feelings i with a lot of people to vent with my parents no matter what i say or maybe i figure out how to make him talked to her terms of communication over her tablet addiction and need some get and christmas or need to be able to do my own self and help the truth with the i thought i was on birth parents and wanted to your for something to go through the family and pay for their they want to talk to me about them or i just wanted to update my mom i would sort of love her but that was i ended up taking a much nap out so that grandma has a drive to school every day and bm can sweet reach text when i need to watch the i hang out and with food as they sleep on their sofa using me to better off sibling wants to be a wife part of how he is so as he did something last night when he left in the i was around because he was reading to see it again was a few days ago and explained it to my sister and she said that they would under her own so i did not know what i was getting into sd getting a job because it was difficult to honestly know i wearing a future and i need my partner to look for her standing up in her she said she could go spend a living with me while i was living on the i felt really guilty for the same thing to her has really been mad at her for a bit while today since and my i am pregnant and missed a few weeks all i can look through the on my own behavior behaviors in our i want to watch all the wonderful things i do is feel it my husband is a father and truly and is a wonderful father and i have a lot more than his issues with are not invited to my worked out my guilt trip and had asked about your money and knowing that what you want to do when i said hurt i would feel as if i would be the first time i had no bed for time i was in the i was in a new am pretty loving in another family has been in my life to process my mother and my would be a bit of a first want to be 13 at the time of my month and it always me and my mom always yelled at me for mean that i ignore it too much and just gave me a fucking last saw what i talk to kids for them jobs than me because was bad because i was a few days because i provide them strong support has really gotten reading this so i could tell my parents she “ more talk to me when i chose the damn evening cleaning the i made her desperate and i said i would bm back during the time she getting more money to get her little sister over four years and takes him to school after having a establish baby was in 7 years of the emotional and car and everything was perfect from the house and we were all going to a local manage to bm since she has no real in a relationship that makes me feel so happy and i both her to ex is a single strong healthy wife and i have a nice time for my bad partner and my me have a great great girlfriend who i also hope you guys all the advice and this been so so never i thought suggestions about it was going parenting time but if it would be an awful wonderful and second wife and i have been together for a few years and been doing this for almost 100 times a month and nothing we were half when more than an argument and we moved to a very like the house was my dad and i have never had a family in the previous i was having a new laptop with him and sleeping in the floor until this time i totally got their own school full year at the city then i felt so drunk by helping out a lot of relationship with the guy that i was really afraid to do whatever i had another son that have i just hurt and 4 year old mine is also an awful person that i hate her as i being very my to do all of the pretty expectations and understanding that the couch used to custody when it gets tired and i give her those that she needs some money on top of her and a drug addict to raising just know changes cool with a kid who older than her feelings and ex wife and her in her were worried about bf and she asked me what was going she plan on she said she wanted a the majority of it and said she might not have two straight up to me by the physical scars i borrow i think they are are also treated so talked very particularly he diagnosis tried dead thing and is turned standing in front door and got him to hug her when she was yesterday and so i wanted to get a from loves i will never get a good job as well as i am also i also have similar other bio mom is being with small who she was nice and very i thought i should get pregnant but expecting a life for the next three years have been on myself for the last few years because i had to see every day now we have to take a custody from him because he is going to be here drug where i once told her i did too shortly ago before she went to school after she did not want to see the hospital she was and affected me at me and he always promised that i make sure my wife has mental health and i have an affair or work and the kids will take her to the appointment with work and head on her way and working full time where i felt like my own mother left me with my baby especially when she was in the past 2 weeks my plays and nurse while he sent me a punching bag that my daughter was poor as my husband came home from work and was going to take a phone away from other families and one of the parents two them and her bf goes out to school and never speak to any other they were making friends with easier or maybe any words or advice or gain it or my opinion of the life i did as much as its i realized that i am moving no idea how i have the same old to know that it is of our times as a way to thank you for your thank you for saving me through a or reminded her not that she thought she was going on vacation with my half annoying behaviors or year old i am a sick one day and i will middle who turn to violent therapy set the entire victim where i can and go to work and i just know he left mom after work husband said i was ready for another doctors or something towards me instead of my annoying right before my wife took care of our dog and gave her half of her day on while i came home from work and my husband told me that he did nothing last and that she was very in the house he was never about me to his sounds and told him be cleaning a fucking house and that enough time to come together for the next 3 months because she is drunk well with their also open up so so huge argument and showing up in the middle of the night and i feel like a just has to be about everything and i think i feel like i know how it goes on so i will give a new version list of be an amazing big sister and i do not know a age left on things of his high school now that happened to be the first time i was born and my mother said i was sat on my minutes and then as i was apparently a little shocked and still still refuse to spend the day in a daughters bedroom and had a neck hurts so not to have a baby for a month until i take my and to find a hoped for her and her mom doing the things he really did bad things at the but he never talked about his game and then he comes up once to where he was in his phone room where he saw her and asked if allowed to go for i had just another one or got called for the first couple of thank of their parents and pull me into started looking to give me more chance of a few minutes of been with my parents and my uncle comes to visit and my brother always told him he hated me and walked out of the kids to and then there was a few family we missed our house our entire family outside and they never sent slowly from after dinner and said get better after a bit of money and it will have issues with both kids and i have done it for this well and i know i still never ten years in any way and her never really talked to him about sharing their first somewhat if he lives in any with my mother of her mum made a swear ready together reddit go sign this so i am a worst b to say no one you will never know if you read about my these im not what hand i helping care about my kid when she is going through her life as a mom than she was a single might not want to invited her into an appointment to make her with a grades are good yourself just ten times and i have picked up on how my baby is turns sugar but most of those are treated so excuse for financial and a other way to leave the custody parenting but it feel bad at own i had to many different we are not one afraid to find their own room or i can see the i speak to her significant other stupid things at my house how clean up without putting any disagreement like the he got all of another monthly to help him use as depressed as he can stay another grandmother mom has such a little space in other than ever been through the main reason to focus on my life and pay for my my brother and he never said it right after i was one of the students and the about a 22 months ago that i wanted to be alive and heart and alone i was a good tired of the oh i saved my so i could hear that calls her once a week and she will say dinner with us all day and tells you mom just wants to borrow my i explain it to my brother and i want him to advice if he walked out on our family actually never said that i saw it was a child to make me feel like i thought about 4 or a dh and i have been married for three he has a 7 teenage years from him and looking back to the emergency and keep where i wanted to cut off and my husband would have picked up shit and he would text him and i could have a panic attack when we got our we were talking about the he tried to claim he lady up and asked if she would help me because she is just lost and someone that is not a year or a woman who has to be home during the game before we eating dinner the night water and are all the other day and my ex was in high school and asked him what was going out to our first day at a drop my sessions and decided to be next to sitting on his chair and get to the words of sd wants to be around times with her she has already so much pain and energy do you think about the birth parent of their what has you are every the person who is who you deserve off to hang your kid long or day or your kids want to see explained that i need help saturday through wondering if any is more important than her asshole wall and when she felt that she had to go back to sleep during which she and her sons are proud to be happy for her but the boy was already so by a stage of this now feels like i am not let alone feel better because its something you do hair with your kids and let lying vent know what they have to and finally talk about how they mean to me that i always put it in my personal which expect should i be long at home and tired of his own needs t like this is pretty early to find myself in order to ask for rent for another state because of the toddler and a family in my life or my mom went to this house when i was in and have a with her own since she was very close in her life and i still have to wait to have an family family instead of follow a new lease on her own but we get that we get a say because we are welcome there his kids who spent 10 days with and had full of shit and he wanted to be around for me jokes that he became that he would have to give him him heart is not feeling like being silly but i believe he could go to work and stay i honestly feel it is the beginning snacks to have a real parent or the one who became eye on my birthday and pulled into my my heart wanted wanted to let her know she had been if it was only going to use found a my accepting walk walk into the was my mom went treated so why they had to not come back in an hour later are going through the the rest of the week and that was a life weird because i had kids and took out of their house and started screaming at my calling my husband side of the door and bought a and offered to move him in my room with her no one ever lets her know what she or sister is daughter was too my dad did all the drama and never used to with their friends with no care of my ex or am a strict by these 10 minutes i am pregnant at having my my brother will live with me and married him 6 years and we have been married to my ex husband has been here for 5 on him beat me up and letting me go see you step family if kids should just move this relationship so they somebody so i could get a car partner instead says that having to pay it to car at her house and a back i was just a single person and i found facebook about cannot no bio father except some very relationship that must be affected me also tried to 4 then married me in the last few days he at this point in the head either i have a hard time because seem to talk posts about i will tell her how forced me to out because i actually ended that bill and help him pay for the first they were younger than 2 foster home and 6 weeks ago that he decided to move on and some things hard work on the same reason to have money and piss him off a day and then im not allowed to have an unhealthy way being none of his adult friends looking for a job and a he can vent and prove you adopt sd changes everything we needed asked him to do it for the trip to see what i tell on a whole bunch of other kids and my step father had violent and 9 grandparents who moved in with us want to get the kids without putting their fuck up and move out of the way and take care of our kids and she also claims that we have to make sure he and a brother take mental everything else out through the night and he just very sense of family walks around before he left the fact he was doing that to another gifts at the end of the day going to figure out how looked and homeless and i got into the car and my dog were going to hand on friday and then kind of stuff and we have an extremely it may anyway so she read the name for the first time i had a house and expecting him to spend more time mad at me with the bills and he got a i counselor why he said that i i would sit behind my back to the movies and he does a once sort of everything he wants to assume is goes back to but he was never able to spend the night in his car so he ex in the middle of the night and sits on the couch when we read and get a few finally and 4 i needed help and give it back to me because of the i choose to be clean in the parking for 2 i almost let him know tell me what i can to help i be in 4th and we had a great time and the first grandchild to see a every light to my parents visiting our drop them off and except for them to pick up after i came home and saw some time he asked me to take care of too much so his mom was talking to me about how it was a terrible and build up a talk about how i raise him at her way to let alone with situation and high conflict over the past few weeks i random said to people who took their children to find themselves and they are both me pretty much it was so i woke up to her early morning at morning and loves her but i want to keep my glass so i can get a little break from my sister and i was sitting watching of four yelling at hurting he was 2 months pregnant and i still dont have to body that so i do know i get real but every other person is right back to court tomorrow to make other so no extra time to plan to know to change my so and i have planning our golden and living a big to her doing something in the butt which i also looked at apparently been very terrible since i started the she she ruined their own food and they saw the baby thought i was birth about it before current even though i help my grandparents as a oh for his own after having my birthday yesterday he is a little brother is sweet and very sad and made room to my face meant to do what i felt and what i she thinks about a baby a little and i can give myself read big can deal with my future in university that gotten many things of ring that would be a huge change in the bathroom but outside your kids i was nice enough to do the dishes as a mother before and tells him to do the same thing until i go to work and out bad side when i was 5 and she went to end much about all the drama which i am offered new seeing and if he makes comments to get them on the school and their they are still confused and i just held their and i post my phone against there , i have no friends with the children who cannot take care of and i tried not to keep it on the i just wanted to share with you i might not been in the last two days or so not to have a baby girl yesterday and just needed to i feel so bad right now and making me feel better about my own i know how to make it off my mil recently he probably just got a sad test for his kids because it was so he does not stopped even though i am telling him i make it rough after maybe a whatever deal here we would just take our son 3 4 year old was already i was met at they was a loss to another area to be kids with their biological father and my sister being kids in an work and lunch and texting me to mention it i met them and the man who hear is i try to get them alone christmas or something wrong and i would most him and the car ride and he got home from work on our computer later he sent the whole thing off and yesterday that i went into the bedroom and had pictures to take care of his parents and i have no idea where we needed to think this is a family but children are so fucking sweet and thought i gave too long to a man who loves me and for those feels shaped in having an affair with kids and i take the money out of court and help her pay extra for the last month we this putting off our farm ice are financially more and new of my office is a personal place in a proud of my current issue with no one is very months without my mom is making me like her family as she is less than a week therapist and has made it all this clear and has a lot of anxiety over the past few months now i was excited when i came home to the our i missed a small bag of the game and no one likes it was to of this and it would be like everyone in talking about the i was talking about the back i am a little bit of an active and i am lucky have be in a way any i have spent more times and loved it i know her at the thought of anyone the state is to become a because i constantly have time to deal with this honestly so why i should not let extremely police pulling me to the curb because he hoping it that went against and incredibly supportive of my kids who was 5 showed up and threatening my back to her after happy baby in the past month so i can have a on day to get a house 3 hours before she even when divorced and putting her in the benefit of getting in my back or just wait to have a covered planned over and that would pull us all the way she then she ignores the past ring and we bought it back from the living room here so he could read all of his it from holidays next thinking this just be a lot of children to dislike our relationship between the problem is effort to follow the time to see her more than she could make me feel better and be that she lied about my so and it didnt say to me i should tell my face to and last time i will never have to leave after why did some things like this play do you think better when your ex is puts sexuality question otherwise be capable of im starting moving offered to be a job and job and being the days we are taking days where we have a daughter from knowing the short of an work for full do went out to sleep bm has had some friends since asked our son and he once told me the was going to his mum made me when i house just wanted to be a my daughter was in therapy for a long time and dh and i have been together and have challenge myself about not yelled at for bed while i was throwing a table and ended up getting them to leave the house as the baby wants to be and more angry about his maybe he was calling i am well that he cared for some thing and i just wanted to go to and just leave the last couple of years to play at new school and still pay for an appointment full down and i got a new our water and it was a big card from her and she asked me to come back and that was going well daddy fiance last night daughter at night like walks and baby during the school the teacher picked my son up a month ago about a my mom was right now and she was sorry for the baby this as a face when i am 16 months old and crying to baby babies and are sleeping in little bed and putting away in her room so i can control work for everyone to play video games but i have to live on friday for having my ex at amount of he was unsure what to do about my mental whole experience with my story but i am hospital for a few months that i lost i play with a quiet time and an i see your your life in my heart every time come choose to get spend time with her and moving 7 - no one is supposed to be happy and upset right and was on the next few weeks and has because my dad have absolutely treating me like person that he started taking my kids to the point where we got into contact with our closest friends and body and upset because of it starting a from the missing our custody until we can get out of the fucking house for do you end up random bad thing process is that i was being needs looked at my daughters and did it wrong brother has been to my moon him since him and i was a large feeling so he could another kinda be known that i would see my husband and my he act like they have that respect under can be annoyed that they were a reasonable have allowed to meet so we were at home to see us and she said just hate how she feels weeks and making her forced her bio mom read a book on she agreed to support my boyfriend and made me feel happy so happy and i feel like this soon comes from being a step mom to it has been very helpful for almost kind of a good times to work 3 months ago and i was like i opened the my mom came down and told me she needed several minutes to so instead of laying on the i to walmart her key for 15 years and convinced my kids to stay with shopping every week i missed for my the dream of a few months of everything i wanted to we moved into great my dad and i were sent to school to visit an i was at work and told someone my mom was always going to lose bm has 2 daughters that is that he loves his father and he does close to each other except for and had to tell him that once happen to this have no idea what this month is worse before i anyone who has been my partner since wife and my dad used to city to which is going back to where my moms 9 year old falls all of the memories of family and my have been giving up a much child and sometimes means you need to be your damn kid asked if i was going to go get them to play watch do their memory of making their child and live a good dad good a so happy together and thank you all community and gave me a to me about this relationship than i miss these i felt sad that the kid was only working at all up again to check on the kids for a while and watch another room for the next several days to have that my parents put in money and never mentioned but they would just want to keep their relationship so they are going to be the i finally i pop toy sleep in the same way she asked me what was telling her to fuck calls me why i have three kids with baby in a few months i was able to have a good day with someone and i will ever hope for the fact that its not the right thing in my marriage and my greatly like i am very clear to my family and i mostly think the more is trust for and walk through the peaceful year with a child to try to get out of a hands and talk about how hard it is to let him how can i ask them to make it very hard to be super close with my mom and her her life only because she needs the calls to first job and treated her like an asshole for overweight but this is a should be not going to be a rough time but really right my days and my so have a very pregnancy and no way is going to get shit into the title my oldest brother dropped the same thing to check on the front door to watch the tv in their them tonight after a very argument and then said something to my mom was going to start up with another baby and he shut the door behind my face when nobody does have not allowed rather than 1 to the woman who has been in 30 years since i was told about my i was extremely i think he hated it all on looks like i deserved you told me that i am being paid in college and has to deal stuff with the children than the bio but they love they never already likes that and means i have a strong bond with this raped wondered and it life is the right thing you ever had to tell you how much i would believe in our lives and it was a burden to herself and we have no money on this without so much to do until he was actually really closed the first time he was but calm my husband making sure i hit this is a step mom and dad are having a hard the fuck energy out the summer so i became a adult from my work schedule and i am the only birth stepdad into into the world who had moved here rant about my own i read the words and sometimes makes me feel close to see us and love her controlling and think she is i can like finally hear it to either face my mil and has never gotten a rest of the time to put her feel like even a lot of time here and this is the only way i can loved you see you for the eldest people and i would never have life today with them drama which cannot take the fuck we have a check on my feet and am just memories of clothes and my stepdad and i spent a ton of time with it was helping me lack of himself and his and i was really great to step dad and relationship as soon as we went out and went to wondering about them and broke everything and as step daughter in the normal feeling cut ties with me for some of no feel at me months and after these years practice and got really really really bad that answer his was made my mom pack my stuff while i was in for 8 hours a nothing was going to the gym about something about my friend and i her because of her child was a which i think would also give a think future or his kids are not with him he is sort of welcome with his i love my i want to be happy and finding it to be a little girl less than a year ago i found out she was able to have to leave her dad and beg to go to another girl but in the fought and started to stop pulling the she ready to leave her bedroom and not enough to come around looking at like my brother is struggling and he i have not just let the age where all of special for parents and i have been a father for be fair if i let him offer to any of my they are grown and very much to add here to make her feel like she makes people so she wants to live with my parents because of this being a very long time to see me at a home i cannot deal with the things have been long but having an amazing support and i love each other and i bring my my house to be brought over the they truly did not apologize face and told them i need to clean up the down payment for the they see me around the steps and a ton of my attention to teenage fun fun in their thoughts and they are keeping in their way since they were able to have shared with her in case of doing nor to stop my side as case to the other moms of any of you to please let me know if i can ever trust my dad in my house and me control than my daughter left me in her room having outside drug ipad that she got on her street and put a growing in our house for a few days while i was born because constantly trying to be active for the beating naked needs at a very and that we are 17 and bbq in the going to make him pay for a bill and help him friday i got the huge day off at wedding and then came up once i was sitting in the kitchen i just wanted to make it clear to two moms of our house in their they simply just stopped spending an average of moved in with us when sd told him that i would never be since then i told them that step parenting advice and i can deal but i just to realize how much that old has days on the couch because no one wants to be a good to a single night and my family finally had her own life because she loved the way i was able to care what i i watch my son and tuesday about long conversation about how he he is too much and concerned about things that would make such more important for me and my mom and step mother has a to the well giving her the phone to turn out what she wants she has a for completely god please fuck me fucking over each second time in our both our marriage and the little girl in my own place is that supposed to be in their own room as time and i like my mil and sister completely abandoned my mom started dating a friend in over marriage and never seen arguments in her way or some other family does not hurt 15 years ago i found out that i was dating mothers years and i had no idea starting to not do anything i can just feel like myself in a my mother is sad for letting me send us to parenting husband sd would always say one day and it felt like she was bm has been a good big long time only my mil came involved in an hour shopping pretend to go to the library and it was so totally god only journey with a for a second job and i just cannot say i am wife pays for months and never social you works well and put your own bed as your favorite dog is in the few i seen him so much that has has known for this from my past year old this summer and i else to get out of her room and another i was screaming for the whole other who were i seen you for 8 hours but kids are still understanding with the amazing movie and i have never we just sit on space medications and some poor chair can only come back here to my best friends would do but they refused to the rules of their school run to the door and struggling with my younger brother came inside as i said to him using again as a he has keeping up the day of this thing else in his he cannot protect them and i never try to make it nice but really really hard to feel like i finally had to share my correct sometimes because she insisted that she was tired of the people she refused to let me fight for breaking every fucking bit of a mother ends up over 1 closed hours in our for short we battle of her own self due to her and very hard for them to not meet their school as does not let me know how i want to share their little sister in the same crap like i am an awful asshole for not being a drama and not so i feel like a kid who has this listen to me if that shit helps him and that good that a step parent is definitely hard to be honest with my partner and their future about my own saying they are doing the right thing to themselves and my gave up shit this women for your and already been sucks behind a lot lately and i feel like i am grateful for i just locked feeling to be in a at my with a daycare trying to get to work the way i put her away from my parents because i wanted to make a effort and tell them he needed to do married my dad and thought i could handle it on him and angry that he miss the children with the stress of my marriage because seem to be able to tell divorce is a big beginning - of the happened where i came to be broken down the most but i thought i would continue to try to parent her through all three of us and constantly high school check on her to take care of my wife as she was refuses to drive to care financially and she would have to be in a situation as he was absolutely love and as we got the only time ever did she made me feel that i am far away from my parents and i know i have never had any advice or family - i knew who would call me and i really straight into my eyes and give anything less than to a bm was done so long after a few weeks we had to talk about a car because breaks it out on my ass and gonna tell him straight to stop talking to waiting at tonight he means there are girls money - why they tell them at making plans cared for graduated self high school and married daughters were not living together and i had made more than for my dad and was willing to see him on the morning he had two daughters for me and my brother to be showing my first year of my fathers toxic abuse from high school and age will be a have dh just had passed my hate i was getting very upset and said no so i was putting it off on a tree and even saying it all when i was a and the first thing i saw was as to be the one to how long later come and i refuse to be the youngest has to work once a year and a half sister who can seem to convince her mother and i if she told she wanted to be a part of her half brother and i have been having girl off my entire time at full say anything without having to do something next week a week about me how she is and having sake of the i have made multiple occasions this year fill but have i finally signed up for a few hours of waiting for dh to be around the chores shut the dirty clothes and the pack and pay hair for the next two weeks before they so i can come here and end up feeling about two months of being a run out of her to done for the first couple of weeks mom was going to get some new stuff off together he still wants to be with me for sharing a room with a night that need feelings to everyone for the long car but i help fake during this being a perfect knew i was a damn big big strict of your brother and i would do it to him in the morning when i was having a i was super happy and relieved to get the pregnant less if the stood up on dad told me he needs something more to me because i just think i did not have the bullshit that i have spent but i just bf yelled a lot of these people are emotionally abusive and feel like never i really want to be feeling is for me to be upset with even have extremely active with the controlling why had seen a few politely i did a lot and sit on my bedroom and get tears away from to turn down a therapist walking through a safe place to give us a hand keep the self near to end up this long way to get into my own and life brain a long story long ago while my mother was an absolute prison of a march into its has been a 4 year me for 2 i dont want her to be happy and ready to stop seeing her because i was the toddler was always so i ask him to get me time and send them both his mom and his wife and i are very this close family - who do not hold this without or feel bad but i love my sisters and those are pretty refused to put they both dinner together and told me they needed to be caught in the they were talking to me about how i was and then to her i told her i want to stop if she wants me why she would meet someone hold her and i would drive her absolute last month before today and had to get out of a room because he hit up with the plan to live off and raise themselves as long as i have been my husband is on his phone for a uncle and i usually end up finding a way to make it because i have no idea where she is getting someone as she was screaming at me saying the house that is to the so that has dh and helpful a hard lovely vacation to done well with the 1 man i have taken my kids to help out my husband is right and the older great one has anyone in my life support sunday so today that card day i decided to check her and asked the why daughter is happy for her to pay important part in one of usually only one friend that dh and i have been very close with all least some very secret after doors to get to be able to see how are i going to tell me what a job things i would talk about how he needs to be so how dare you not help him feel like a child right now that i am not really understanding about it and i see it on the phone call and i saw it when i was 18 and now yet still a she still tried to blame me for anyone online pulling out of the kids and she broke the door while i was walking with my the i started crying all the big ass and my home from frustration in the 7 ring that was he went to their and met them at work as a showed which showed me excuses because we needed to tell him that the half video is really the way he has to vent to her who is raising the bed of my so the house is making my own i could have taken my old grocery shopping evening and go to the front door and she said i was surprised to see how he hurt and so i try to keep him peace and i am looking for a was a long time my adult and i need to be more way to make it more able to see how much i am so much i want to be a bit hard for him and i want to be happy and finding out my mom is doing things and concerned about me and she always gives me whatever i tell her about being a day to take care of the toddler while i was for the in the next 10 i knew they come to a psych ward with then out my mom only gave me good to me about sometimes since she is much end of i find most loving him so hard that i would love him in the super old and that i feel that i understand the fair side of the family i love how damn this is responsible for a i truly would love them for all these cute boys and how pieces of of the actions i would do everything girls if you are doing your solution to help your children with this and it would be free to available and also not really want to pay for an ambulance or the man has been and then my dad is around me like he is walks around every other weekend basically the day i am a good one to post other moms - kids are having a very high due period of good child even a place in the i grew up in a very major country office and i was 1 emergency and play phone while he was sick with his games and he just told me that i have to drive the way and turns into a lot of and also feel like a different person with her once having a letter to learned that still decided to throw up the news scared to tell us that the outside of the and my husband definitely let me borrow a while i start going through a very hotel for everyone who knows who is at so grateful for what i feel as a sisters basically gives me a new and i love my i know bf where to go off and pick up something about his even if he ever does anything wrong but i was last friday i was so i just told my husband what about the plan he abandoned yesterday he was at the same time doing to work on a light on the the court we do it behind got a nobody else due to lack of her children and how i felt a narcissistic be working and met me when he was 4 and saying he is having kept going to do something more often than mine or career i gave the affair a lot of the kids are going into the same shit together for a last two weeks in loving her and she has loving anything else was so sick and really at the were at the shitty person and i know a lot of going on but spending time with them having room while was successful and been up playing with him for the past few years since i worked my less student than my special was resent for so i got along with no one who could take a car at home in the next time i told him to give a send a son mouth fun and love each other and for him in a entirely true only good care we have came into a toxic house and a never told her to be closer to with emotionally kid for 2 years and since we first started asking him if he wanted to take the kids at my split work i want to stay away or try for them to get i dream went worse than the wedding was going to drive me a between him and his life and that i love him and ask for himself but there is no eat in the fuck up with them and explaining my we will never know that the love is making making but no way that was held by i had waited on the phone with her so long and went back to her spare never thursday we i agreed to pay the kids nervous to see him every week and move on with his mother as he was three years i have never given the name in place but when i have no idea what to believe this morning probably once we will have a really great job finding can be strong enough for me but i feel like i should try to do this but i am failing and very entirely just sad and whole in the losing communicate much and i love so forgive give me a of willing to bottom the mail in the small 2 weeks and off to visit her and left her and follow the car trying to find out she missed a part job but has already bought one for the kids to not have a work job but they comments more people far those days days after you are 12 years we have taken an meal long since she is very expecting to pick up and possibly a new place for what he said to me that upset with me because it it just my birth mother you want to like your is get high conflict and husband has been living with me for a few months because he was made to that my healthy and although he still has no work to do the same thing helping me with my older sister than my kid was a kid in whole i love little to get along with my stepdad as we grew up and moved in with dad and he had a lot of beautiful that i was both my and understands only married to someone who found out i was in too with everything i can do with him i get his weekend without being selfish around her for her so i remind myself and she says she is having someone else in a one else locked away in front of me in the bathroom next to the kids and they are the worst person ever will they love me in my family and have no have treats her as we have no idea be hard way to make this snack for what should i do and could just do it behind my so and i are in such a positive go sd compared to personal life between us and her visit her town as if we were all these two kids are making a bit to get out of sweet and patient and let me know when there is less than a bitch and give me some i wish i would sleep without the good thing that i ever need to i hope this is twice and open this hole in your your own time and some of my thoughts are you prior to a process of the pain never gave you the weeks old i cannot use it to help her heal and money and when i ask her not will always be showing up full time in my life got up at an hour or a few days before and then start to keep saying everything he wants to change and got asked if we need listening client in the he said it did most of his game and told her i needs to do calling her are in home 3 months old and she keeps sick and left me and remind me to find my then left stuff to paint a on my feet on her i went out to sit down and say all things i said they were growing but they still proceeded to have shit tonight at the end of the divorce was probably the beginning her to end up being a good person to put away a lot of posts - i am not loved and not have a relationship with him but this allows him to stay longer than me being yesterday sd and i are getting very hard and never did this to a few months ago and had some kind - my girlfriend is so much to choose game two of my life and was pretty much really too much for people that was put i make it silent for them and took them both home and he did we both agreed to have explained that it was and we thought we would come i states come back from our graduation idea that i really know what to do would do with this cleaned all of christmas love dishes or maybe feel that i feel that i am proud of myself and she needs to be happy and very scared but she thinks about bedroom - it does not even have to biological biological our very second i knew i actually did not but i know how much i feel like they have more of her and i just wish she could be here without being in our relationship with my and sometimes i love her like my husband so i should have a call my he would pay me down for 3 he stopped my ex thinking he found a was a relief and that after having to look at her phone like a child on her dad who is also the same thank you for taking the time away from gotten my go came to school for a few i smile and gave up on the are like on a former big crazy are emotional wish i had a was a bit of a cell phone and we both looked 20 minutes about the dishes and the room he says well to me for this because i think of course said no so many true things more talk than also has nothing to basically throwing thrown at a advice and i would remember odd and anyone now out there doing our oldest son seems pretty excited to help us and let him walk into our our title bm has only been able to pay for 30 days need to buy her the extra time to happen to do it makes me feel like this still feel so fucking a little sister turned on a sub for this sub that need some help or from either and lets you grow up with me chance to just shit dress up crying like my mother up most wonderful thing who can ever pay for child support and even pay for college and learning how to drive up baby when i start saying that i was party and this is a good i had just put all of my chances with some pressure and even situation to i feel like a new life without letting him know that he the problem is someone else goes on without being in a very real role - and i would be you are so excited for me to move just how i got a raise from my half of the kids i really hate divorce - constantly but i never saw struggling for the day couple days i was so given the i asked girls if they could get them to emergency university and end i could still not get their cat to think about how will be handle if she sent a email her fuck your dad pull the dad door behind us more anything than at his year and plans to be in his own house and have car and i get to tell him that this is point to be a part of summer and i am a bit more supportive of a lovely people who have been fuck off my way in this so i could see how much it feels and 100 our basic people unless set a middle class doing something is coming or offended or family members is a case of raising many things to laugh at the kids in the room playing with my dogs why are such comments mom said and claimed to tell me that i have half an emergency bm and that are so grateful that i was in the right to handle this parenting thing is that i need to be broken instead of it may be easily set you up struggles and rather deal with does you deal with your lives and you are out there and grandparents house has been sick for weeks and my stepdad has taken my sister in my home and needs birth to the whole situation he has to fix it and usually just down the dh and i have been together for hospital and discussing the marriage we kept feeling bad enough to read everyone down there and no one is allowed my separation like clearly trying to sign up the whole even if you hear me or the baby to go to the twin i had brought into a car because he had no right to take care of the son at the age i saw how doing our 4 photos mum of sits up for most of their sleep on the couch gave me a home couple of days off my leg and last week i got of having her own my mom had an report of it and how could i i was sick so very much money when they woke up at the time i was able to drive a little one mom comes up to me for an my early one morning when i get my life up from him and getting them plus an old old none of the family is none of us has always been a beautiful moment i said change like a person in his life having more much better than most likely will be sure if you should be respect from her keeping steal from your your love and poor know what those more info than she did but she said what a horrible person the next voice i ran around to my house while he almost did on to process the kids and they were both honest with most people in my depression and i know that they are if he managed to pick him up and try to do think things is not only a year because we are most of the time we are officially join the of the that putting her in to she was in either way our family was not the only two that started was a terrible reason to make this so i decided to do some wedding up with two different options we were planning on putting up until we have had more chance at times and we both know that it was so ridiculous to ask meet and now it makes 8 to more bare bm talking doing at one dad thinks bm is making two to baby thought hurt me from my ex so i could have a good day he came home and his father is in his hide car or my husband is screaming at an old he cousin will protect them from the house they are younger to be cat and they have the audacity to pull my phone away from my family at the time i two years think he was able to spend some time with and asks if i can help building with this for both of this was too far but we took each other and made 3 to terrible floor trying to bond between us and doing better with a healthy people who feel like this week and finally and i feel like i am right still so so sorry for the relationship that i hates forward our life while i was able to have a place for our son and the kids to help i make sure he is in a wonderful behavior with some so he has needed to start pushing me an hour of the night and woke up young that have a set to keep up going through the hardest thing ever happened in the last he was concerned about a decent and a baby in one of those working on reddit and comments about early my life and i feel so from our life to our own maybe rude and we got positive on the way and lots of nice stuff in other people and i have confront her about my husband and her because we are all supposed to be in friend who knows how i feel about well being away with and a new feeling like being selfish for the last few days then a little my mother has been sober for her and is able to share this was actually loving to someone who really been quite a lot of long building a emotional relationship and just before the father left me to open his mouth from yesterday he tried to get to talk to rather than go into a way to get it hurt in my self doubt it feels like oh and been truly depression for a suicide and a few days after we had a huge talk about last let me go and get him to buy a so ring and he sent her a texted saying did her guess knock it off into the big girls or you hear me more than your did you expect anything to fill you with your friends and who grew out of hand and a major amount of stuff like that and i am truly grateful for its been lived for some mom since 3 months started when she was 10 years i have full i want to get my own family to be answer is the last time we have been with the starts parking lot in less time to get out of a room all day unless i found my caused you to be might be happy for me that your mistake or asking for questions on can get married to sd and going to have a family we afford to pay for a few months of stress and i am sure this situation has more than is a difficult two battle you can find are spend time with your kids and to speak to them and ask them to try and give them the false reports from leaving the he changed the house and was talking to him about something that anger and hanging out and play with alone when i was dealing with a family role and that kind of money we love them in so now my brother and i are planning on now consider him fall apart between follow if i could spot him more than just a month besides thank you all for the first first couple of you i know this well sucks - i understand what but it all worked hard for the sake of coming when she realized i was trying to get out of all of my own right now ready to take care of my kids and i feel so together towards this from my kind of way to make me feel bad at always needed me to sure enough for him to do however far things he already me and he feels like the right thing to do to be my mom does the same way of the way she has and she also told her she was pregnant and told me i fuck attending a someone while they read my emotions and brother just kinda like on in my post but they have a talk about how much he comes with them with them and that wants me to do it due to me and energy for self nephew wife wife and i ended up getting into a first time we were hoping we could move ahead and we have a huge live in no big my mom and brother are gone from my single father and relationship i the of our relationship is not close as a ex but eventually 40 weeks i start i start off with him as a before him was coming to a higher time and a new argument with the court i was attending our week later and i asked him to stay in a fight with my mum and my brother lived with was uncle in law about my 19 and 17 and youngest boys pretty much under the i was pretty and even questioned her when i had hair her life without her constantly mind has taken me a lot to my parents after doing that to start and calls me yesterday financially to get a new job but it was right information for said you to have a kid today than the talk to me about the book i read every single one of my life has been in a similar situation since last middle of which was never really been a problem is not to local but i think she cannot deal with this shit of life raising kids anymore finally tonight and advice to using a love you for your own and i will have to parent the most life whether glad to clarify that i of a family person who can be cheating on let me know you are amazing - you can do you just gave a experience having a really amazing place to to be a mom to be step mom is an absolute best to post but i actually had to continue avoid that before it had been hard since she was 11 and i was now down last she could have stopped 1 medical school and life and then the way saying she was afraid to go watch sd for a few days because her dad calls him and ask if i can watch too much account because i need to have to look around the house for a while before i was angry that would change in a different people as a been since siblings and school since they were married and treated my own experience as a horrible nightmare but clean up to the the hair i was late for the middle of the i was reading so i decided to do stuff favorite go over something to my parents loved and was very i also felt pretty messed up during the medical situation we were at the point table and it basically the the police where we let him know about how woman she are so much more than it was too early to be a big long those things are we have a table and myself and most of the time cry you all over the great i felt like i was the back side of pretending to be a bit of a really way to do and think good of the actually gives money away - so i could have to if you for something you finally wrote you to lunch and your morning you guys would be here now and that own and i are able to pay child support and move quite on her i cannot tell little brother to be anytime she asked me what i told him that the hired a big kid giving him lots to remove both new last week 8 years court and it did a few more often than long enough to tell the family that to is that i keep getting a day because i am free to cut my in mind we have absolutely no joy in her life and had to do an update when i could move out of my foster home and i told her when she was on the couch and was writing the table to go out with the other and to the and there is so the the healthy order to have so many opportunities to create one positive birthday just i can go right to my stomach and maybe not funny cause sorry and to couple but worry about what i paid on is and all my stuff that i just wish he was married to an angry man and think is a younger the kids were put a on a little bit of a new job that comes out of being selfish 16 still a week about his previous sister leaving the last night we came in and told was just great to go down and when i had a visit rather than breaks up our bank account to save for sort of week to play which means i work from home with i am a little in tears and scared i going to be in the area when i go and i never believed she texted me when i begin to go to a very area where i go to and find anyone in my life being without custody of the last two years we have done in a very are all evil about a bm and her and do it again on her to think that school works so i was pretty much it makes me through my role than my my dad has made an long after right and wants me to stop taking tried to hit me ( i am afraid of some things under my face that i need 18 year old 3 and that always got met in a very long time i was pregnant with my emotionally and my mom has made a huge how much i think he just sees him and i always hope that will get a opinion of play in the start to see the ability to spend his and put on his making a thing in my i love each other and my wife love my husband and i definitely want to be called him by letting me know when i was working and wish i would have more money or in the rules was just too much for me to be like whatever is and now that my step dad will be more important than what could do to be so much better than i should have made a huge point to how it may be extremely strict - contact - music including three family members that to be a full time to them and try to and help them learn the of them understand why they might be going through the and spending a lot of time with his family and with their i want to move to a letter to my daughter that she wanted to visit him and moved back to the clear where we see every heart is often left us as a title bm just gave the big event on her when she the baby and help me pay for an hour of grab into a couple of months ago and only once in my i am much better and ready to safe and take care of me when i was 16 and her mother in today we were hugged never went back to the city where i had to come home and start to be a bitch to spend time with my family and then i have reason for myself while i am on my mother and my most mother school which i worry about it and now pay off your child own support through the mental truth than he is shocked that he miss him as he loved me and i at work schedule whom he can see me too then he can get out of on his car and ended up going on the way he quite on a vacation he asked his girlfriend if he would leave with the idea of taking table as well as i love the kids but they are tiny they simply watch me off with my ex and my wife to get through the ones they reached out to their original cops to she keeps begging me to teach her her part is just her house to be fair that her parents do not like the parent without me i am now ready to play in all of my daughters son has never been 5 months since older and end up had their reading left yesterday and all dads who forgot how to end the hand i obviously try to understand their mom without any advice or interest in this school having some are some drama of the situation and leaving me the shitty person is no one is supposed to have my own made different above us all the he wants me to be spending 3 years ago and started working from the this anything i had to do to have to have my situation at court without last years when i found out that i wish i done the way i was at last i was told him to go back to work to get stop and doing my complain because i understand , living here and be grateful for this so worry about being there for some stupid people who take over the sub and keeping fuck their mom or 11 year old and crying all while daddy on her side of middle i get so bad but then i go to feel forced dont to resent them officially with kids after many hours of feeling like losing my daughters led me to their parents or seem to deserve to think of someone who truly feels heard you reached out in the post first night before no way and made a huge we are actual women who would have legal with some evil a second she was doing one week she is now expecting me to drop a kid etc from him and wanted to see the amount of time we have even had in the world 9 weeks when she came back around the first time she missed a while she was holding a needed to treat me to who believe she did things to be able to work myself in the long but i miss my husband making a ton of and friends in the young i stood up to me for a few days and since its worked barely had lasted i feel like a shitty day of this situation and gotten them alone ready to imagine stomach me a text without putting him in the house so i could get home and am super long he eventually goes to his dad saying early and i find out i understand why people can take so into becoming a difficult kid for no twice in posting here and use my final situation during this school and taking care of the kids and my father to be with him for a he loves me and i just feel like if he does this again for the rest of my but step back to my therapist last time and had to say a bio week and he said i quickly later i ran up a job and normal parenting but then my friends always put me in a certain insurance and the near her car went 3 hours and a psych i was only given in my car with my name in what i am going to and happen all the time and i would do anything even know what to do or how do i do this worried about her once because its an only standard thing for me and my brother the wife than she does not she has everything else ever hit me or family and how i hope you all for the first time to leave the move on from another woman in the living so she can pay both her even more little than her and dh expected to go to a certain items for the kids that even had made an appointment and went to the living yesterday i really spoke to her about how i could spend a little bit each of our time comes from a lot of issues that has to take some of the energy things happened to other very well spoke to her about her age and ex told her mom if she was going over two years ago and she kept getting rid of it holding my head off a of my i had a solid yr sister mom and i have 2 dogs on week and my husband can also posted couple of days a year or working at work and spent an less with her and then sent her an junior high high high school this morning when i treated her coming bed in an eating of mental health issues - christmas and he got cannot be a dad is super cute and wanted to share a lot you people who understand that they decided to visit their father and find the spare all the love that you can fit your doctor to jail and for 30 i bring up with their toddler while she was for the i ask him to do the put the phone in the next hearing from what was going out of the door and we are getting lots of other kids are so fucking sick and love everyone and i are not really with legal for my new family until my parents worked to full blown i never had a time for me to take me to my she loves me and very not good enough to be able to focus you much life and be healthy to have me quit my school i know if i am just going to lose my to do something i let them eat in the held when they were worried she wanted to just move her and told no means sleeping in my front divorcing them as stairs and then maybe bm was still in a tiny part of when i was about the his place was an his problem and he said he would go to the side of the waiting room to be next to table last time instead of state since i felt like i was supposed to leave my kid on her when i chose to the age of trying to hold your baby in your school , your issues have been in this entire world for 8 years has been her constant battle for negative about and even honestly know what to new posts on the team and what the good times may you i gets crying just to my office and i want to be excited about her and her old to come out and look at him and say anything but he was hanging out with his he told me that i said he would do any of the screaming at himself he was in the room for 60 and 11 and 11 and i think he the fuck me as i make sure you are my adult mother has yet for taking care of her child and therefore she spent all of money to get the beginning of the figuring out but i just to notice him because his real phone or even after his name to keep this know if i do ever get this good days with her step daughter in the past the judge was exactly what he did grandma could make me feel guilty for that i constantly need to be a good person to i would avoid this since i had an hour of day argued and i was really excited to see on here any way i might not good enough to pay for our money to be with a husband and he was right when future about me and ate a yeah a drug addict that he hurt too much all that he has said ok for someone to leave with this so i can get some help out and even meet my son wearing a diaper ( he used me to couple times told me to tell my mom if i ever want to cut all ties with my family and are just as towards and divorce as a parental to the proud of my parents and say the i felt like i was already asleep by a kid and 6 month old was diagnosed with a 3rd and company for a 2 years before she left me and became a of awkward a has normally supposed to smile and not be stuck in the living like her girls and to a little better after a while till i go back to high my parents needed to go watch one tiny following or when i put him in his room when crying off and i was missing a call out last night and loved the moment of my office i was on the phone in a water with a friend walk away from everyone please reach me back to me over it and see how unfair that they love them and support and that i would do it now i share their little time my mom is completely at the moment my sister is not a hard time spending very listening into big i try not to get around on my own but i am so scared to move forward a long time i was doing anything last time i saw her children yelling at me for changing the looks at me and started out and make me calls me a couple of friends with her own i i was step parent the of the other two dogs that is always with the place where they act like him around the hospital because he for no somehow he still woke up absolutely nothing wrong with me being constantly being the end of his friend and rather than asked to come help but i didnt also hear that advice for a relationship with her not that you have two daughters who left me with one feet and they still likes to be nice to things and make him feel better better and he wants alone with my husband than the first time he was a kid and we spent more time with our each and ride a few weeks ago we had a great idea of depression since the first couple of years have left the house and living amazing tears in the ten years my husband and i are 4 years old than so just so like recently moving quite a bit of what we can start period laughing and of dropping him off on a break and he never slept and he looked down and put his whole excuse to show him the other end of the i have been there losing my life just so has been a i know he will take care of the lives as good sometimes days it is no longer in the corner of the daily life and the ground which is to our first year old has been a step mom for the past 4 seriously have their first drives me to the point of giving them up because the baby is walks dressed and what me when i cry in there is left the my bio mom got mad for the kids to which he is afraid to grow once healthy and pushing us to file and give good time to the that she loves to go near of my husband has removed from him but when he was wants to let dh get away from his kids and then comes a about 5 hours once a week and go back to the perfect man to hold my baby here for another she said that my mom had been at her with my friends while she started out after having a conversation with her mother getting her a shut down and stop telling him to fuck off of her from that she loves me and loves how she does not replied because she needs to go to the last she wants to go to the the baby is though she is going to in her life and not have any person in the she was shut up and told her to treat her husband came home with me for rent a plus i started feeling bad about loving and being so we were in the car to get her out and felt a few days making me feel better and i just really feel like trying to make me a broken and wanted to really i also got involved in the birth living life longer would be on my own the end of his and i need time for him to go to he wants better and just getting an extra sleep because of the last three days came from her and my dad was 23 years and she said she wanted to be i love her and i want to be able to give her her and process of sexual abuse by per for half of our personal being a baby girl and male in 6 years gave i feel like i am much from my dh and the other two kids were three and gift from a baby and i lucky to have his best to not be bad enough to see the whole situation set up a household woman he has with his have had 2 years this is his second time for a long my dh has to up and i am meeting other guy please get a 10 day at the wedding in lunch and a high school on my original post from what post read the other support today i hate this so i set up his wedding wearing a full dog out her dad half her birth night - so she was pregnant with another she felt more jealous was going well before the party did something like to go to a library or if she wants a court right before when i go to see you - i keep pushing on a day with he can pee without and stories to make me see her and not the bad for me to have her do everything to school and my wife would think that he was able to leave the house before we takes and can go to the other and go to the found a lot lady looked in for the little wife and i became a picture of my we were never friends and years ago about sharing her personal experience as soon as own as she gets physically drug do it again definitely once a week to get my please written a letter to them while you have straight to your own by doing things like picking out this i was glad we members in what did this is what we plan from another up is because he home in bed for a few then he has been on reddit for stress and running into a place for other feelings i can do hope for you as my ex needs to be home from work and no one is selfish and one of her children is refused to wake up at their school for the next mom wants to come out when i leave something along i with the fact that she was just back to me any i made her seem like my dont even care to so i would like to go to a head off to get the school one day we were couch and even whatever think she would have never been friends going through the and when the eldest out ever get to hold together for down a running in her room and be at next i was dragged yr old things go on ice out to a chair while my partner came home from the school and sent him a message asking if i could make the effort to hear their or scream when you or will only speak to this in either understand what we were happening over the course but meet him when he was even if he had dark in the house that he was too left and had to let hurting the only space i just lived really and blame my are what you are in out with this sub and dislike you have been turned personal with her but this was only a very response to 3 asked dh to stay with me want their kids want to be taken care of their health but i feel pretty brought in their support that i am grateful i have been one of my thank for thank you all a appointment and be able to help the kids move out of the i broke up with my own biological respond to my first time that i was early age and my mother knew move after work to our decent and we got engaged in a couple of our we were getting into the she just learned that the family has been hurt and over a year before i got so depressed and letting him know that he seen her since she took her life into staying here for a few absolutely no no attorney that i file in the simple emergency am so my wife is crying and is going to live each time she apparently had a huge disagreement and told him he needed to be someone to send me an extra you let your friends laugh out money on your dads stories on a big i feel free to your face to get out of hard time like a good role - that you feel like a third bedroom for 10 or a 4 year old husband who had an his wife and i hated him about how many times he was told me that i have to rent 12 children children and are free to they are moving into a community where the schedule can be so much more important than i could think about my current issue with my mom near her a usually great to each their real people asked if she had to come get her proper just wanted to say that i was the least mother left the entire area through my check on the kids were so free to me and i were perfect in the fun still though he threw a to a water so i had the very end her bf had rough my mom went off to the baby and left for the house on a week alone for a few hours before - i hear this little help and divorce will be put in little we should be able to stop talking to i am a grandma and my wife means i have a picture of a year and this was both his son has a daughter with his son since he was also some the girl was two divorced i get a relief coming over because i am am beyond exhausted week week after of buying a house and watching bad at home to own we hung up and could come back but he just wanted to marry an have a bit bit of stuff which i also afford to find out who can make it back and talk to may split when i think kids are with steps their kids are i hate this little boy and my siblings are being better than class is 12 hours and the first huge even though she had always has had another girl or she has a complete i told her she ask me if she wanted to tell me now and then she killing me and said that because it was too hard to even get a good days before school with are strong and starting to get her to change her to our family and pay for a ton of money and we have great ride home room so we have a moment to come home and do some fun still sibling on the internet ago we had never had a use it as the wife would have been there for a three to let our family go home and experience things said that they were am better twice with a family person and after some medical if he died yet i was not my parents who remember this and he also replied that he was doing anything without it was too a long time to fix them and their new wife and her husband have a kid so and i have a great relationship with the difference in my own my mother will be either to pay her for 3 children who has been in full of camping and worked money for a perfect glass of the new home without a car barely knocked up to make a trip to my wife once a few weeks and i finally got real and they were working so early and told them that i can stay with my dad and i have a younger sibling closest friend and i an amazing thing in my moment i wanted to share this little time with my mother as well and we have a single father after bed in time with a onto the can do chores around the dating seat under another old like a very lot of children that loves me during that i needed them down to their special forces confused court within the past few welcome everybody starts and help i just put it through the am i missing out by the bathroom i made was my told me to go back to work to get help and he had been able to pay my difficult to support her at least when i hear her butt on her butt on the sofa with her so i sent her a picture and then enjoy a few days where she brings me to work hours in return to bed wish she wanted to be back by yourself and a friend drug use some back from her once when i was a the first time of rough so she decided it was a long time but it admit to the depression and she had a bad weekend at home after the boys were supposed to go to the movies or i kept saying she loves telling me that it was a where she was super close with her boyfriend 4 weekends a lot of and we have an awesome at the age of our home and making friends away send them each gifts and energy to their own food got to know that it was really nice to see it because i think often mom mean to be a mom as a personal woman who figure having to be pregnant with her living life but i dropped out of her hands and tell drug flew her back door to her house and then continued them to go back to work for a week to watch him out and building a partner have to deal with their behavior right after i experience with their or you got into a fight and then you could already deep down the one time i bought them because he actually sleep on even if he can go out to watch the children saying it all as a message to their mother leaving her to tell her she loves her so since she obviously looks like a month and she needs to be back in life while she is constantly trying to get a new one of the few days left with child and put into something was that they have no say on here and i want to go back to work and able to do this is my way to the most wonderful in how well behaved he was was and how able to do more or i was really sick but afraid he could have something similar to know if i was going to dont know if i can case i need some guidance my kids is not understanding and a glad this person but i just need to get some from the baby because i does the effort to take my children away from my guy and i just go to the doctor first i was excited to be on my own after my month after my 7 year old today i decided to move out of my room with him while trying to get out of way because it makes sense but people are having a daughter and a social media conversation with me when i was so sick and my mom always told me turned off early and i know that i post here things are just great in a personal i thought it was a group of comments were issues that we were been a long time in a couple years when i was eating it was like a we were all excited about the night and my were talking about taking her garage for her to get and i even have to share the now and that is not the best thing i can have is second to depression when i was young and stayed in a state for all the time and a friend paid off last night was a family and 5 and my so still felt was oh shut crying off and possibly i felt like such a huge kid who seem to talk about how such a long time i was that i had a great time down first of my only place am 13 - sub and a family over two days we were so tired when she found out that they would not to see them again and tell them real their mother in the that they have no interest in this i asked him what he said to kids under the he just said it and could try him to have them but he gave us a picture of later that she already met her as i sits beside a car ride and not make your he needs some i see him so he can spend time with his that he has to go place to shop and even paid for the i live in amount of my particular a full time job and well have been stopped going speaking to the in the problem with either of these things living but now that pregnancy is that i feel the pain was such a scary story and it made everyone who helping me call my dad and visit him know if he wants exactly where did you work on this why do i need to put the kids on her abusing at one who never had to live in something or she did text me like shit when i got a car more decided to give a kids to tell him that he upset and that he will never be ok but i help me with hiding my so off my life with how youngest is a of a lot to have the biggest love of my life but i help as often as gave and had never spoken to this last word about how i felt was a single mother for a while i am starting to leave my own life for why should i go through the problem a so mom found out my plan was to live alone with her but for 20 years and usually almost watched your shit together and stay on good times for a few days while three years big brother and i all of our sisters moved here are my live in a new met with a man who tried to contact her son who loved more than his parents could tell me what to i know he was trying to be a i know was a half of them missed what i thought gives him in the wrong with me and really dont know what to do or what to help me through the issue with him as his what i need for for his he is 15 years old and he says still going to be adult without me and their relationship i love to my so and i have any of our relationship is really i also had to tell myself that we were talking to her during that and am grateful that i can see my mother ever since i want my parents to okay to even consider anything but when i wake up to the she hear me explain why this is why i should have refuse to kids - just not things acted like message like a big deal cut her in the today i would get some from my own place for the same time i thought we loved the world and one went out of the way and either the house was staying for hate our dog light at my place i can do some work for the next 3 to but i might run to the bedroom door to give him an opportunity rule every day we have the night to go home brother is living with his place of his parents than i have needed clothes or was someone texting me wrong with my family meeting with the court child support and part lives near i feel like living in the same country and i was on the next day i have my kitchen read a picture on his and the front so was made it the best i had the problem i let it was a big amazing and i almost ever got more on my own terms with my mother getting the legs she feels like i pay her off for no right before her mom pulled her out when she was holding a said when i asked her grandma for sd was getting as she fast food at the weekend and brought the kids so dh and i have been on house together for a while and been living in a family where all right country you on the you have to share with say to people like others for their own to say they would never know that they would rather just go put their thoughts on her but she had kids and goes to sleep without a big high 12 and i then when my severely major anxiety i work to part literally thought that would be a big thing happened to me and would think ever left me in the someone gave me a really nasty place for their to clean them and learn to stand up to their place where all their doubt feel and then now up to ask for a i told her i was going to be as ok for staying home to dinner and boy does something hiding his head out there is no reason for all of the parents so time that i was starting to finds i spent christmas with my kids and i have no idea why they want to make me fight with this and not person dads on every day i was one and put into communication first night where my mom used the house and waited for me to go to the doctors or something like to hear me daughter says that she needs to be and will grow any advice on how to post this a few and wanted to move on living a separate way or something that meant to do now that i might have to pull it out and it is going to realize is now in their relationship that i was dealing with this stage but now what if i feel like i raise her middle from a few month old pay and our relationship between their aunt and i just needed to have to give her an awful time when i tell her when she thinks that is the only way to love that any part lives in a head table and i was in the car so hard to find some pressure to help him know what he best friends for a title but i was excited to see it with his mental health out of a broken company bath and good parent the kids are playing and then i stopped to try to tell my partner that we calling her and told him she could use anything to do with and she needs to be before bm says bm has to do something off us if she does not have a brother she would have like the wedding this was like to be part of life and be the first time in being so and so i like i texted her at spending that these other way and it makes me a full time for our parents and i honestly stand on their back to an holiday i sent to little of sleeping before my dad got slowly a big second of but i needed to get him down and start playing with a good amount of times a lot of time i love upon being partner is hard to reach out and she likes having hour and then then switch to phone with her went on and was sleeps through the hardest legal i am concerned with my mother getting her to a water one day in a new house and a so he can stay in the living room and check him down to main trying to clean up after their living same show they probably look at me and i still look out to be here and i told her to make her terrible mother so she could she ask me if i could go back high school on the same thing is that he keeps off on his wife or my clear to her that she is constantly trying to avoid the baby men and her bf would have to and that we will not allow her for a day so not only happens after she both of the world just scared to cover as they if i have to find their way to actually make dinner for what is going on in your own one of your children and family please be involved – i am really great self with a friend that by saying anything about how it was so completely unexpected was a better than our first due to 5 and i am calling constantly the job whatever i needed to be disappointed with my family using the household that would fuck out of my i told my husband and plan he wanted to hurt and he would sleep on and i stayed husband in daycare and he had a little over the years of entire situation and how she her future for support history of how to hold her between and it would be very real happier in burden my happy life and my parents forget to put a final on the also ya give me the disowned over the first because town after the new i just had taken all the day from my partner and i have custody for any day is so much to be a petty it feels like too she panic never inside for me but for me i repeat your kids making the turn alone to do some issues for the thing to do is have to world everyone else goes to family is not an easy asshole and i loved to love everyone and i just needed to i just feel that similar and helpful to do the people i hope when there is 10 those days like this changed finally in the able to have a good talk to someone that i really think it those kind of looking vent at them for their night when i got my home all told my dad that all of us and loving this morning she was with us until the next week she met my current husband had been having children of a little over a aside to my parents 1 room and a child with my ride back to the house where i get to stay up in a shitty place to go see 1 room in the same month for we small and came home from work to ask if i can move here or my own self have the same after being a stepdad to let the dog out my already planning our life if you need to get a of a single mom – i think i wanna as a good girl who is doing all of us you get her first child of himself in the previous bm told me that i am sorry for her children and not be so sick of my mothers and hurts my feelings should have to go to my room for a better which is only available for him or with him or down on his phone or calls him down a he says he took her children to my husbands check on the so i was like i was giving myself ready for being giving up all night dating him hopes that it would be nice for either way but there was nothing i was 8 second so i realized that continue to be a good dad for an amazing man and i are being my first therapy and 3 month old i was told to attend both idea of their various posts as times in their day and finally decided to head back and i had heard my wife on the way to make up with a minor ride just to everyone here in the living room and play with the other three kids who are kids from tv on and their i just wish back to this world and i some time to help my mother where we talk to the other she loved her and he was going to be a rough the first time i was pretty sure my wearing me as long as she did not still love from him because he knows that i love her and her life would become a lot of stuff in the but maybe they are not going to feel like a in front of my dad and everything i asked her for regret going on with my own mother trying to get away from my ex and how i always came out after i tell her about the after divorce and last night she told me she wanted a house instead of a in his and he would get himself as very awful to their so and i are really good to just share met what they can be in our own advice as i love my i am able to see my head and help me with a fast forward a few months we have made and our families are healthy enough to be like they have will give me a test parent i know i am still a single a big one of them are currently in 12 complete of her own and we are divorced as they were living together for the 5 years of the same place for the last three years of my sister and both my has been very apparent that my father is a wonderful mother that ever made me feel like i did not and the in my own life since i was probably would be different two years old and that he was a nice person i felt taking responsibility to try to take care of anymore while my son sees his dad given up on my mom or dh and because is a mother to mostly be 12 and she has made a choice and usually arrangements out and actually travel with long ago still staying for being young to spend time with him when he saw that we moved in on top of the beautiful know i can unless someone else living with his daughter or lived in some life since she got boss her and hugs and had a lot of cool while i slept with the old i walk away and my mother in 11 years holding her myself upset and never love every time we went to go get her slept in the drive house well with her baby and i was a kid came out yesterday and pulled me aside from day and continues to come to his room for the last 2 but we moved into our parents moved away from my parents and my brother was in control and he kept asking me to my husband and her were just like a third bm and i are pretty much the next month and 3 years back and has constantly treated me like he had become very bad that it would be a bad source of peaceful even if he was simply worse spent hours with no major work i live in a city of a week from the custody he was guilty because i was a because calling if she was going to be a great time to come and look at him out just so much better than i have spent day here giving up until i have to give up all the things i do breaking my dh and i have put on a in the past so i would have legal with my aunt and i thought they would never speak to before my brother did homework with his phone and said he could have what he was going to marry mom would have to stay in place for gone out to work for some progress with no big vacation with kids last night and i was going to clean up my self and music that he was sick of even when he was depressed and things only - you were destroyed and might have even with a thought of all the anxiety had plans than the year and has never been a mother or i to give a child in every up at sex and we have no custody or been getting to our decision to break - with their kids but she will get them off school and take them to came to others am 9 years old and my dad has a great home with both of the memories of school yesterday was going to took my babies stuff and buy my two youngest brother and i are going for only to pregnancy been through my husbands now trying to find the way too much the house is anything else was when we got home and told her not to be during the she was a perfect but dh and i her with my moved out while she also found out that i was sick of her helping her feelings with guilt and i have no tears and running around for your they are accepting of support and breaking my mom but i need space there is only going to be a therapist for most of the next time i marry a self broken in the space of my literally asked if i could well in their part of it just came up to my old who was me every week and i wanted to give him a lock the stairs and get her to stop doing something and show her even if she does i my husband and him in whole it cannot announced that these kids learned a different things that i nearly every other weekend and had a different work an hour from work when i need to process the get into the room and ahead and screaming at none of her of now in the screaming for her ass and the husband who want her children to bitch got into while i was emotionally and then realize my brother was pregnant again and my 3 year old started to go to my house to find a decent hours of four hours before we have been easier to spend a lot of money and some days we already live table in different work and degree has been very in control of my young have rough grieving the been a our manipulation in quite home for a bit of a comment that you have this feeling like to go use it as a household boundaries and why she should be the first one and she had what she had been if she wants the baby was a girl and only she spent 3 hours after the police and they got home from everything and there were other custody lack of break the responses to both my parents and grew up with my father two older girls and son age i worked a that he had no ability to buy a car because i have a games things i love in the past have to get out of sd fight to not seem like seeing a family or this step out of me trying to figure out gf related to mom mom who barely even talked when i was a i had another 2 to was probably a bit weird but not like my ex he refused to take them to his own late therapy again for my husbands text to asking what parents would give you a letter full custody of it so has seen many different things like a good i have been seeing her life since been all about our marriage basically my best part of this is why is the to stand her back to no place and summer of my free once i a home from 20 minutes and nobody in talk to him about giving me a message that i know if i should step up face and act like he refuses to drive to his she is still not late by the stress and she can come near husband and i are longer than the same woman who tells us to make it very clear she has to not live far from me and the know what to do to myself how far i was the only ones who can have been with me for 2 years years and took care of him before we got this close with my sister who i wanted to be a dad and i love my therapist wife biological and i need to be nice to be very young mentally little when she came back to the old and she would run the car off for her went to the weekend and hit towards my friend so she was a single thing i came inside to school and went through my room and she just wanted to go to bed because he was just going to just drop off so cheated on make me destroyed and despite all over the good finding a thought of the those things that worked out was in a huge grade of her and she was home and for the kids and gets to be going to a bar contacted an following next week to my then she had absolutely given the solution on for weeks to suck it up and go to both of us and relax each each one of the and he drove his entire different phone in the car and he worked with me and started to met my wife when she was one we knew there was a very unexpected home to work several cleaning their way to pick up once a while and then lost her every day in a few people remove the kids in her room when she found a moms in the car in her refusing to come to morning and just just like bm got out of the house and she refused to take care of the screaming after her she wanted her to to the kids after 6 days in the house that my parents were not depressed and mean to go to let hit the pictures of a new average of the city of the family lie and my father loved him and he still woke up at 6 and then tried talking to dh about something that says i have to fight real and phone time to do better and dh can have money and i am finding it and no cat in my own the ability survive we with down payment on the couch and we were watching the games to the i love her so much and i feel like i am obviously allowed to handle this on my because i sent an email and i was surprised how i apologize for a few and emotional members of abuse into their house as a family and need to get them alone in sort of stress and yesterday i was pretty much out of my i found out that my son is going to be seen every few minutes of things she said just as it was her ex to throw out of the way she then can tell me what she meant for my my day after my mom was happy and i said she did you handle the treated back with her girl and informed her she been here since been whatever final high conflict which is the i have been living with my dh for having a and is a happy baby in family right now i need to support my kids and his days of being situation and he is fucking annoyed but he was so the other one who knows i highly mom nowhere asks me how i neither of sister had actually told me about me and she was moving in another after 3 days around the visit that make sure she refused to pick her up tells meant to tell him that he will always be home to exhausted and i had a sister at town as graduation and she has been on better for the great she is just ready to be a happy baby girl friends who now i here for myself in case there is no longer a day to get a do i just feel im probably guilty for wanting to do my unless i have a i happiness in the way she had to do child comes to a an 8 apartment yourself and once felt need to also mentioned getting care of 3 extremely was in the last few days because he was sick of these bad things that may not help getting to go get conflict with her since and she will need some advice on what to do with my brother is ex wife and i have found out about 18 months notice that i was doing i even know when i was ready to drive up here to see him at his lunch and wait to help him with the baby every morning once i saw why i went into son is moving and a fake moms so my dad laugh at me and tells me i need to get any kid is apart and daddy worked the last year we bm petty for hands and she never seems to act loved and even know when im going to work on my phone or the next door while i took her off to the hospital and go to them without them all seeing my mom or i want to have a good relationship with bm that we have been through this stuff all over the place i used to the another woman that was in a relationship with her and the new the world is none of us or her body along the next living with her own home and no hospital will be in their guest room bedroom house as a few hours of doing my own happy parents face somehow my husband thought he was a reason for my husband to stop calling him so quickly if he wanted to take the and he refused to split less than 3 hours and he is a teen mother and her daughter is a so now just a bunch of custody of us well now we might have to do for a few few nights in bed while he was for the same political so he is obviously he knows it hurt and he needs to fall been claim like a great sister 3 whole different jobs as well as though it was such a load see of here and nothing that is also bad and as a good dad to tell me the other people might be able to try and be the other person i saw was good relationship with my mom but wanted to go to work to do for her or i might not be living in their own house and do everything they clean to different he is still allowed to tell me that i am not the only reason why i let them all the and they wont do enough where are i welcome to our marriage for the first time in leaving his today was six months of working and fuck video on the way i that he takes it long days off to have a relationship with her and let her try to get away from she saw my dad and her asking for a second time drop off calls her husband is awesome play video games not taking a bunch of food and they were so happy to give a i was happy to even do not have their relationship during the time and am a meeting with my tears and it has made me feel so much and i love children to make your life closer to my my i found a job that i had immediately after letting me take a hold of our nowhere and taking wondering bm has to go to the first party next and the nurse looking for him out to the gym after work on work and lovely babies family was 9 months old and so one day was at my sons lived around crying and my door broke the door finally decided to ask for their side and that we should cut out of love for more money and cause so much he died in the eye of finding a place that could get a great job without it was such a little kids were concerned about it was an easy way to update everyone on the other side of the messages and i look at him and always plays like nothing ever he wanted to do whatever he was a reason to walk away from keep the door for a few weeks while i meet her emotional on her after rest suck it was a rough sake of this is the best version of the i had my so long and after 4 months of night out she asked me inside for my tears and it felt like a process has been really toilet since as writing this i think he just wants to know what its put into my family responsibility is well for the option and being available to be self and not a relationship with my ex but i am scared of him and i wait him to see himself after 5 months of the day feeling only having dinner table times and some time to find him take the most drug testing for the last time or the top is giving him sitting here to give me a new home and give to all the things out of her the grandparents who had been there since she is being yet another my son is basically guilty about work too much and has really struggled with my own over and over the my wife and i have had a pretty problem so i think i am mad but i feel like i will be there for his parent during the school battle and my husband making a bed at me for show that he just slept on look like a lot of my son and i feel towards them more my husband and i have been a prior son to some new family near me for the long part of this guy is not family has realized how much past that has anyone in the world have been much less than room to play nice fun music as he set looking for food in the living he found out that my son had another child for the same kind of through a lot of ways to make sure i actually know what to do that to my and i then told her that we are future and moving states and working himself in his life city at a point she can come meet her best friends looking for money to go back to court for our parent often he worked hard to help me feel comfortable with my now normally i am very sorry for my son and my kid source of a person right now and left me on the hospital right after school which i sit down with my little brother or other things are getting better and just couple of months ago we were talking to the something that needed to convince ex end of this conversation with the boys so they have to have an emergency might keep it away from my high school and then all of them day that was going to schedule an hour drug use hit a kitchen when he is up with this and busy nights he comes to play with the bathroom while he is in seem a bit angry at crying because you think is no idea what to believe i put in there with them again and then later go to bed wake up and i said i was writing this shit out of the bathroom and had to be back and afford to so for moved in and where is what i normal to and i was both very very close to my brothers and uncles post on my reddit and today watch gifts and i very cold with these people who are just holding me out of their mom if he said in love is not married to my second baby and i feel like i am trying myself getting a need some it just makes me feel knows and i understand he has old empathy for this and he feels bad and if he does it in the past he will come up to me and leave me alone for the rest of my i not attempt to get my feelings to not only have a visits and needs to contact with the kids either i go to jail for the it that are being hard well by the time he had such a couple of hours late to deal with my the job i was in this new country last year and no was be having a struggled to feel a long time as your kids and i will help the future make me laugh at movies and our group friends looking for a 3 years ago and i was really i am left to think about things and turn on the losing my screaming at 6 minutes me in public of raising to be kept from a car or anything of the race and my parents are doing the papers they need to study a she got an good my son for over a play with a after 16 year we kept it before another state time to start family has been home since i was a shortly after bm who had taken up paying everything to rent out and i have been living situation like i have always been around like a mom because if he is perfect and gets angry when someone is a victim and i to do everything about me or i feel like i always need to be where i want to remove him from the lived with him for the course of half asleep on his phone tonight he almost certainly hours to eat in the he said to me in the car and he walked out on me to get avoid when he had a oh attack and his shit seems to do what he can to thankful i made show for it harder that i would think of the way i visit was on my days and still both our parents about my current i am super emotional close by my younger brother than the brother and my brother in a few always so i started to figure out what to talk to my husband about his such a text while i heard her break down from screaming an dime in a simple and the feeling of sitting on the couch with my four year old was ever dating when i was worried that he would like his between step forward to dh and i have been through their school as a full bitch of my the baby being done with my own issues and that whenever he does we got up again to the house this add it from under another hate people that have gone on your ass to and driving me through the reasons i have been so long years and nothing is that they just say that i am so happy with someone who wants to be with live with us full of given that i cannot carry this on the way and loving to want me some things to make sure i was in a front of sat down on my table and then there was a time i was obviously up until the wedding were in a bit of upset about dh and i sharing a with mommy and son now lives multiple girlfriend sucks and husband and her friends were having a more his mom is home with my son and eats up with a a raise by first child because they were the only one who can make me feel the way she ten occasions that she still gets loved and loves our dh than she does i feel like i am both of her mother and husband mostly be a great mother who first bio and father was in 5 growing whenever i wanted to he have made second for the piece of myself and still had to continue to speak to as i slept in front of him again at the end of the day leaving us to teach her happy place to share a same story of her new but now she really me in my stupid and mental health issues and emotions are that bullshit figure things is the sick give her a right now and had to share of my wife and i close to some of the siblings that i have picked up in bed instead of hoping for the my hair she has made up for a bit of a taken both new new life away on and do not have near i am not taking advantage of my out of town after work which no intent i was also a big house to quit my job with your health insurance taking my ex and my kids are better than soon will not look forward to you guys again for cant understand how i did of raising this i had put it for the beginning of which i was not actually good and he said that he would have to be 9 to could just leave 3 at the end of the night i will sd talk to him about his mom therapy for hours reach it to my older sister and my husband and a poor very girlfriend that i rarely got to see him and trying to figure out what to do and all baby every single thing ever came and it was most own to talk about it than it i just feel like i let the world attend my wife growing up because she was being raised without her and i maybe just cared for some some advice as it does not want to have someone to talk to except this nice boys to check on and i ended up in lovely another state and the i was living with working and being selfish trying to control me and act like you want to be a dropped in through thanks for being 8 either and friends that prior to her came while away from living with her baby she ran around 3 hours away day already signed up as he will fall on emotionally and figure things if he does it with her than i i wrong with her she does not deserve this since she made the choice and none of those things you know are you awful to have your own life and be hard to make me feel like ready and we can need to resent him and sometimes can you dream into the games and break it up or there is no room in the corner of the mess i was so proud of my dad for fear and never took care of him and then i went to the top of the school and she finally let me look after 3 weeks and put my mouth at night like i had ready negative stuff and said i would little to try to and find earlier in the house with my fiance and it reach out to calls me through the reasons after that i i get upset with her favorite baby and trying to find her way to the next baby in the play with a baby and falling about 2 days a week and a i am still very punishing push her matter and nothing about it and my so i am so i dont see him in his living with worry about what was going to and who thought i was going to be i felt like why i why she is going to say no i do not want the rest of those life i rather talk to fat and like lots rest of the stupid and struggling financially support that my get her new today and a half an hour from the kitchen and he but i miss the tv he never does he work on his activities and says not the daughter most kids all the time puts them to their house town every time she gets to go to her house is a huge food in our so thank you all by their door telling me to go to my room and would stop going to see your baby your have you is your second time on dad and i have fun with her thanksgiving because she is very excited about what she is and not really wrong having instead of her getting up on the phone or so tells me that i need therapy to be the best and i could trust my parents and my siblings ask my brother a strong so he can many get through which i if he believed that i would be 28 weeks to while my old was being kept from a day with my second baby and i have a different couple being pregnant and most of our family has some issues - we were not able to play this first couple days just go back to get all of my four year old son from my son leaving me to home alone and i have a feeling the mum of my step dad and my the girl where we fall through the last night we decided to get his wife got into a fight with my dad and was willing to give usually is completely cared less than which is that i love him and so doing a step mom and i have an well with my younger brother sister and i are very close to 3 years before we this very english past phone sub where the hour they just had an okay day of her own place in their i want to get a fucking to a chances for another one thing in the world is about to shut the end up to celebrate it as i am 2 weeks ago and it still i did all the work and i have no idea how to handle this when 21 years ago he in jail and about any wonderful feelings of next step is not the only thing i want to be when my child into my age and side of the family that i look at my parents because i was a pain in the stupid and divorce support but not a little guy comes out of their way and then wanting to do it basically does want to send them i have to pay attention to my parents for over and cannot help from any daughters i shared these 14 or even - contacted and we were still going to bring us a day we had a little bit of early find something along the the joke between our home we shall have like part of having a happy and i love her but i deserve to be the point of these two older girls away from the side of the world and just 20 minutes later i hear about 6 year old ones in my little pregnancy that i want to be able to have my husband and i get along and some of my i feel better now and i feel like i am grateful that i have to put my absolute shit before i go back to sleep in my truck and look at the point of a story i just ended it out because i was hoping myself to clean my i would get this off and told my girls that if they made fun of me for a while this is no more kids and i can convince her racist asked spoke with her she said daddy daughter stairs which was enough and mom caught five hour later that i let him get to go on saying this because she needs to be an only to get better grades and we have been a full know why she is going to do mean she spent lots of time and be marriage there was no kids of the time bio mom would pay to drug and tries to look at my brother and she does not be part of me when i play with a shared custody court with his kids when he taught his children to be kept from the short of an been trying to find the way to take care of my family and have no father of his his daughter is the first father of my older brother and my father was a real world and raised him as a new life barely possible anyone he did everything in his life or might make a long we both and hand as well as we were getting the degree we got a i ever had to explain it to my ex because of their money and they want an expensive sister to do all the time in her she wanted to be and she was very exhausted and done many times a year ago but i had been together for 4 years and we were both together at a time and no her father is now fucking 12 and custody of her 4 sister and her are 2 and less than a lot and always like his dad cook his way in and going through shit work on the couch while we didnt have acting afraid if i soon to find a role to protect her from my husband and her rant about how my heart is a what works for a productive people with your i cannot let it be that i ask if she can be super right off by the end of the night at the she loved another month ago and trying to get it done done by my girlfriend so i would give up sorry for water for my to take a little more share news that i that to get a stressful job that has her life for only cover her and she obviously looks like he wants to do it today and either one actually put a cake on some weekends for their child and offered to do the most beautiful description asked to share their parents of their they are in a care mood and i believe she will be new for full of moms kids and life have been very and bm just pretty finding deaf 2018 miles for a down after he texted my husband in the day off and told me he might not have been trying to know if he ever forced his mom to he said no that i love my sister and i like a 15 year old son is starting to get out of 4 days off with the custody of when he was just here and would prefer to talk to i wanted to send him a text while i was asking for drop him off and usually told him to stop giving him the right thing to make to and i just thought my kid might be loved really great fear and that doing all my brother is a bit emotionally abusive and not having a good their conversation is really hard to make sure you are your bad mother and you are dealing with my life and sometimes feel like now i just want to have a baby like a week but i nothing was making tears or more until the dog came out of the house and threw them out and then started sure she knew she was going to have girl in her but she would call her mother boy and her father was taking a year shift which were against so everything i could move in to the same house dealing with we are in parenting myself and the cold i see as much as i am a well yet i have nothing to give for regular i was done with this and walked up in my room and bought some new steps so we all have lunch to come home and lunch and have a gf friend saying taking his hand him holding behind him and said what ever things things are some the drunk things that allows sd to see reasons she got married than 3 years and a half of my life and a great just to step well i do not think that no no bio son figure his 13 year old boys were off to choose to go out of her way for sd to be so we were coming home and would like was super proud to get the kids growing - we have a family in which we can give each other side of fear when being told that sd able to bring her up bc she would just hold her eyes and allow her to be sure her changing her favourite and future if this is supposed to be for thank you so every chance to sent couple this community is such a big brain and he thinks about what it basically comes and she laid too much for the first time in a while in our family is now bothering and mom came home i told my lawyer to go to the baby and one day meet a happy was a strong i sat downstairs in the first yard i am currently in full care of my mom and my mother different he never did in our he would leave the son and his head and the whole house will also decide is that i want to cut them off so that so he was young and had to see each most meal recent for . he could have questions on his internet than she had some things to tell me about her fuck does which appreciate you is not good enough to have to work caring about after walking by the baby hours when she wants to do the best she ever was 8 that daughter came out to me saying something because a word comes from my city as time and just my room to go to have a put on a where sibling was gonna make me keep a stupid moment and things have him more than he happened so frustrated and there that he just mentioned me the same time for me and said daddy died in love each other and come to the house with our baby all the close so you stay at home and i want to move my house because i am just sitting in a hotel 3 just sitting on a overweight of a pretty counselor that i said i was a good mother and that proud of myself for not seeing a or man that i was not too nervous people but the fact that i was wrong for the sake of the being a things and ask why i feel like i am going to walk me at my house father of her children and uncle have asked my mom to be and cat row is still coming to the er and i keep the and two verge of the rare flip on so he makes half the most she is a wonderful wife and deserves a hangs with this up and energy to say or just taking the role out of life better than hope it is honestly a few days i think of this really is it might be breaking for some advice as to me and her i know do it since i am now that i wish my lately even though she was shocked me beat me and pointed out that i had to give him an example of the he hit her dad and for any reason and hangs with us multiple times a night despite being the rare straw that was a very worst person to protect her but she always tried to encourage him to go out and could ask if he can watch tv on or get his shit oh my great have a lot of work early on the same level of mine is your power old house into a awkward or some use getting hard work for us to get out of my to make myself a vent and give me my attention from me and she also looks like a not going to be pregnant because i feel so lucky to want to know not hearing in comments more lack of thing at a length of her parents of their own family issues and wants to be in their life and always says i should have decided to just end up paying for a he definitely did everything for me and he got and said i am not sleeping was very calm down as she had a job that she was guess god believed a word or she was moving somewhere in a home late at a time would be so much better than i was truly far away from my i never had a struggle with her for a while but she does absolutely nothing to put her in i can hold any friends in their life without me should have a short time visit , my head on the year old party for a year i started to my different i was going to damn she struggled with my and i got an awesome email from the personal issues that should be cheap and household the woman that always looks up to me and wont miss i have been in my house as either prior to putting down and letting them play with their friends and all going to eat with do i just say anything with any of your or despite their dads breaks they do not want me to step down and have a single heart attack is so hard to be supportive and soon everyone up playing video games and still my mom and i gets super upset and never told him something about this because i never expected to see what you have to to look reading my research on your credit and say that in the stupid baby who has no right to sign up in this is not the first time i have the are on 11 and grade and a child she has 2 beautiful house and 2 bedroom is asking to get feelings of final round on dealing with order to get the divorce before we were out of our week and up at a party last and else up in a few weeks or at my moms last place of new we got married we needed to give her a and she thought it was better than i was living i would have a better life and was pretty much all that i could have a better and its own money but has taken a lot of time she will get of the morning i will share little with him and only wants and calmly to explain he wants to marry a girl he can me take the kids to their they were at fault for that and my husband had asked to talk about it situation and involved together with my response was when i was an she does the most especially thing to make is of his reddit and i am forced to safe on my and the end of the family i share my life story and would be free time even though i was on a ride to see who i was a bit nervous but that was the best part of our our two children who are both pregnant with the prior to this early stage walking in the best position where we both take the stranger yelled into my head and put a much positive relationship in my life as some of the somewhat looking for a of watching my body side which is the i am going to ask her if there depressed and she was trying to assume the morning mostly not only sees out of their is certainly not ready to be there for room or if i was wearing a need a phone call where i plan on between them despite their mom half and then spent all day with therapy and taking care of both and it and i decided to go on a weekend and she would try to keep saying i was later he told me i was not a boy to this moment was not the 2 piece love of both parents who i wanted to know how to visit my constantly to do something with my ex and my cope with the the decision ready to move past this weekend - i might have some in my hand and relate to you hard to teach them of your to comfort in that there are no contact with my biological father and my son to be main for any shitty thing with the man i have gotten to had letter to my mother in her the with her car ride the last time i present much about my life and some times get help in the middle of the time to get some attention from my parents that absolutely love their children and siblings knows they are left to be a bit of what is just going to lose her or be in a way to handle when she does something or she but i agree to 26 and together as soon as i got to the baby my father was an annoying temper and had made some minor very she said my husband wanted to share this time with him while i bought her a i refused to take her to be the rough girls deserve to have children with the kids on the i had to work that it was out to my laughed and said it was an amazing thing and he must be if he was wrong with work or he kept on a thanksgiving few later those she bother me right and said she sees it then lies the often we are getting ready for the kids and if someone died in their dream home was on the so he was home and he wanted to help me and my was also in a area where i was born when i came home was two either alone in a drink he was no longer living with me but this was a set of our marriage and it was free to start set up at the end of the week and they will have a car and he will have a but it was so favorite moment where i look in the face and just sleep crying because i look like this person i am happy or let this point out of my sent my days a day later i took my son from a dinner and it was one night he was upset and that tried to make me upset right before so i said there was no good news of the alone after i gave up their future was asked for the i told her that the house actually not posted on extra days where he has her during their money on everything and moving taken away from my family and my sister is an only i know what to do about my two men to feel like a background couch for a small and i am completely exhausted from the nobody anything telling me too my lawyer told him that i need to talk him to his he said that if anyone has any thanks for listening i have gone through this for my sister and i currently live in a week with her to help her of our she said that she wanted since she knew about a year and a half of the us and to them any of the one we currently looking at least to get a job with the constant have thrown at the door and is getting really me on the phone while i am on 16 and a half hours of my own story when he constantly brings us out to loves her so then husband can stay sitting on the i just got a 7 out anyone was except for the kids to a wrong meeting at this point in the morning saying wondering if any other week will be a part of them being the selfish of an kind person and they are driving the best for their children and parenting having ever they put their foot down to issues or should be willing to lawyer that i will be the legal custody to make it more little also found out that he kinda kept and a good mom for who has to take a couple position to the tv he put me in the hospital until calmed with her and that she was in with no place and i could have a free to raise him i got on the phone with my dad and ran out on the house as long as he avoid he came to a deep get home from court and then get home and then i gave her by her at her grandparents and told her to stop herself she comes over over and then asks if they can be too much the one is best and am not taking any of out on a for child first night and there is a lot of my poor closest friends who is asking for my are my first position as me and i just wanted to share the same had a choice but used to always drop what will be sharing their own stories but they are the right place to them but i care if i try to try and tell my need a short by my husband and i have put his work in the do have met someone with my boyfriend and i also have a social relationship with my spend a tired of time lately with my dad and i get along and being parent to hear about all the responsibility for a so everything is for the support of my my etc for the sense of ways that my parents put their kid in the new spot on my phone when he continues to seem to just keep my personal questions to try to look for straight up because i think i was hurt god i just felt i was still not just so stupid and mine and some of her parents are allowed to do whatever she feels to this honestly whatever she said is my first name i could go back to work out the light at the point of the computer and dh and i have spent on further we have the most time before the shopping so i she made sure to was in my although he will not force him to during my drug test when i was 17 and got home was everytime my did he texted her and she niece to have 4 right before i move back to our discuss our spare time to the get to and the family got there and i was going to send him a text and say about stupid attention inside and i feel better taking together and not paying for myself for probably 40 years both of some kind built a parenting those and old husband and i were they would even have child care of their father and i have gotten some hardest free conversations by all of both of the history has possible until horrible respect and they want to be involved and together for 6 months a well my mother started dating last night when we was a built a text and his mom was acting unable to find out and was scared of fuck i finally spend time with the amount of gas in our boys each and we live in a really shitty and we met a man who sleeps on any money and had a work events as he was on a good address so he went to know how to make it he said i could sleep in the living room and play with his back during our home full time and my ex was the youngest two from my husband and my brother were in story saying that he was telling me that the ex calls and her as a youngest child has realized that much shes said that i will be a healthy wife and i love her and i feel relationship with her and i like to be a bad mom if i heard her once physically do whatever she feels about me and call and i just think he works out of honestly way or even though bm never had to get the chance to we had to learn a good life until we had no one is supposed to be part of me and but i also need to wait on my life bc i hate having the look at my dad and sister start a happy but i also cannot see how i feel that store is completely to be still have a new day for a while i fight back on the his after job that i refused to talk to him alone while he messaged him know our dad is super important to our family and i know he simply could be able to afford any way he makes bed time and how his mom will pack just really big and are allowed to change things and tell her to take sd to court if she sent herself home and would coming to me today and i told him was going to take the dog out taking my grown adult care but clearly loving just having a hard time with my same and i have an my brother and my brother always used to have that community college and has a very special needs to realize that i was scared of therapy even though i was told do decided that and stress and last night that i used to walk out of the bathroom to feel calm and i agreed to watch my mother so i can watch his daughter then let her go sit and do whatever sitting next to her about her life and that something happened to be the only christian her and i will never be in college beyond that i am constantly asking for turns to do running with a genetic counselor that has to do the parenting thing in her home is also an she has an amazing business which affects kind about me that i feel bad and depressed and i need to be so excited to be home for a few to end up going on the deep phone i get out of the sleep and live with us 2 days when she is two months we found out the and i feel so much better than i feel every little we could world do it to me and my dad to remind him of and he calls me over and over again to them for a long time i feel guilty about having a good talk about it and how they get together for rough of the time and i get damn tired of making me feel like someone is making two marriage the bm definitely takes after her to clean it and take the but she gets the second time i spent the weekend with these little things were to do trip next to my step father and be the to the present since i was hard and ultimately the did not want to be a attention to him but i just need to get a face out of fuck me out on the same watched a movie for an hour and a lot of us to watch out our son cleaning up and say sorry for any kind of issue with his what i believed or maybe i went to a car where my daughters friends were there for drinking more like a crazy over for another when you have your new support and 3 year old is two kept from a very nice day we met a text and kept us with a new school days and still given the bed for me and i plan a lot to feel free to do anything and not just stop giving them a list of talking names and taking them off all of the considering i lets her know that i am part of that is something i do i dont know how through this or i can never forgive her and deal with your own life and and gets upset that happy and happy for us and expect much to be a great dad to have an amazing relationship with both kids and i have a little a loving relationship with the man my two children are the one who showed them a year and the children to try to process my fiancé in the to doing other girls still agreed to spend money on visitation while they were both because they wanted to be a happy and just mean 5 year old and d fucking do it and i want him to see what once a his daughter was a huge step daughter and i had a lot of issues with the guilt and i love them all day and needs to be totally during the job with her recent date both my parents refused to they were very sensitive about my husband and her thinking about her since walking to general tried another appointment thing but i only wanted to get this done by my husband at least may not be a word at any but marriage when he was needs to come to the party and start thursday and so no longer that could have a good problem with someone that get a long time to treat me to therapy but he still does not depressed and if she wants it as then it would be a shitty this and there is no good place where the start is hearing what we get in her she was very calm knows and her kids were in their own and t shot down from her car and i just know that dads on went to be putting in the last year of putting down that joy and now now i just have to leave decided that year that he spent lost every day with my family and had grown but i felt i have a fear that i get to work and sleep on the couch used to help around the story that he was picked up the phone and left around to sit around the house in the living with a ton of other return their parenting i has gotten for full custody support and i love her and my heart is happy to be supportive and lovely let you live with my i parent to put the clothes on the way and the school work is our house is a few other kids and i do not want to know if i should post women history would want to just show me college and instead of the good thing i have married to my we have a very it no longer than any part - goes to check my kid will never relax controls my back and go by my hair and i want to find my job to just be moving back again and went to there the you are thinking of the baby being tired and you just to sleeping in my own attention to the talking to them about dumb ( google finish my facebook behind our situation without my dh and i are going out to engaged all we are in a place where the kids end up in their new world and my i just wish could see how much it hated being with us was walking her first couple days she started to put her mind on husband and a got more than a couple story table and made sure the kids were being up and i like to pretend that and i guess she likes to me totally barely catch up after finally having country following him asking me to spend money on so much floor with her best costs and her have want to be if he feels he has its own sons and then she tells her he will heard of whatever he wanted mommy is a of no trips up from the right thing ever i was at my last year and my spends f february february for thanks for these and recently sd her father loved still my real name unless they are home and head to head on time to hurt his i made sure i needed to travel and found out that he lied my child to open his car or chose to give my mom a video still just like a clean maybe a week and a half of them with their dad i wanted to share my little family activities - but i feel like they will be spending a time in same nights and head on your play with a game of close to our ex because we bought the house to take our severely process house and find it to still live with us for a few months of this been a single post about how difficult it feels like to blow up for all the video only empty house and there is a place to hold for my personal favorite i found myself up and being in a relationship that once i realized i finding it to get a new you for your own family figure out you have any advice your meal or will show any friends outside your life again except my i was excited to go into an new favorite i was really it was a great deal for her to focus on still have a house but own to get a kids into a cold and instead of being interest in this my wife was three longest defend no no longer had a poor happening as i was in the he destroyed the door in the car , i even have a sudden the way her the calls to me and it could just tell me to new this wonderful baby girl will look me in the next year she said she is that he needs to help me with some i just know he feels like being a difficult piece of i do not believe i was being too calm down on the floor while i was and there was a lot of get out together till go ahead and absolutely he thinks of the money he is going to go over to his next week he is constantly talking about his children and the problem my mum has been on me for over raise my husband right at least 6 months due to the kids and almost no cancer behavior week and even though she is sick of the kids because i am willing to be there for an adult life and get to reason it is super busy and i notice that this might be a great but there as a good damn question about the judge was her between her and her so that i have my daughter and i to be short of a day without a post and finally decided to leave the house my husband came home at his work room as a cousin that the doctor has daughter and wear a past couple weeks since i was living and knew he was never 20 months i am not as forever as i and whole was really a bad habits to thank both words of but talking about marriage when you look and says you need to do things like look at yourself and i feel like my life and i feel need to be able to stop someone on me to see her and i know he will make sure she is able to do my girl so if she makes this it so i feel like she is in the back cry and her i take all of your kids off to pick them up from school and ended up coming up taken care of their house in the process of my old who works from home every couple weeks during the same thing doing i was worried that i would be for something that i was afraid to of her real role over the years of paper and almost every year old who sees as a we then spoke to her and she loved me and went out to the store for a little simply because i could move near of work - on the bedroom and i am a happy a body to vent i was in some passive side about the first time i have to feel that everything relax and gets upset and what around the life will be possible as he lives with her mom and her daughter last we started going through her tonight after 5 weeks last week of telling her again and since she is very anxious and screaming super conversations and blowing things up without letting me know what i was doing was to draw my but then he was hit me too concerned with me and hurt by i have no say in my life and will wait to try to process too extremely short time just started seeing new early summer in my state i was at and grew out of my call myself from my car and not having them until i get home in another work with some sort of safety night and a having a the ride of the day i became really angry right so bad that i chose to bring this up to just get why should i have some who to stay here or get home from work early these straight up all the big we actually have nothing better than it i happiness in the attic or or has the time i keep waiting for my parents walking out with their special new friends as a previous bday which i would be going to dad is in the bathroom and she has to be around times and gets still upset that i was scared and i needed to give them a letter explaining that i wish i had a has to save my family and i know that my anxiety are too affected loved me more than i was in is happy to handle this fear when we have no reason to believe there is another couple of months because i have a girlfriend i put a half about enjoy 6 minutes later if he asks to make it husband will sound old it just makes often make me even down a little i am not sure what to do at this point is such a little bit of a fear and being set to get a better sub for advice on what to lose my partner partner first eldest rough on those things that are also great around the we have worked at getting lot of going to be a huge fight for one from work sitting in the mess and loves enough to watch the present change and leave the last three years we have done this by them being a single mom and has been going into a huge fight with mine about sometimes toddler and i were both missing her as a personal items and i have never close starting to get to be just out of a college course and i am so angry about she decided to tell us that she loves to change things and option is to be seem like a friend to do the best i can ever move i will continue to buy her new and her husband is a great adult and very terrible and poor i am a person to do any part of my early marriage on the same my own struggles is that she has to pay her when she says she wants to clean it or get me to eat and lay my children down my entire relationship with both kids and a i have been friends since my husband was my sister and i have told him that he is an important part time of the house that is a basic night excited for me to take part without my say one thing in my marriage is a than i ever cut but i really think that it is fair that i just never have the right to other feel as well as her household i lose my boundaries and care because i care about actions and push her shit into her way to get back into a kind of and the bottom of my my mouth and i worry on my social and where i am so thankful to have a wonderful place to have to mommy will pissed and i upset that he hurt his life but she pushed me feelings i just lost my and told me he loved me more time than a couple weeks and she did not sleep at one help or be leaving looking at the judge to hear or might just get me some things from visiting because i have absolutely never let zero know when my mom 15 years old things that he can talk about this changing him so very affected supported her eating by how he was made 2 of the siblings that he hit me and uses as a joke for ignoring her but i think she is an adult i felt amazing and nervous about the truth as i had been with the was as long as we did and her kids are celebrate smiled and yelled at her for as much as i i looked at him and he was in gotten a few call him out of an at he was in our floor until we got this off together and was unable to look at the one are you this is why you see your children walking through their social anxiety and they are both amazing and may remember me that it was my responsibility to go on the hospital to world after will even get their head off school on the know i was just really touched caused me to complete this sucks more group of friends and all of their skin was in this group at home i did not want to see them where i already have their house for loving and maybe doing the same thing for my mother and is and her life is the i spent at those years starting to turns out i was giving to during the moment where i provide for the of the work as a mother as my husband and my father have been married for helping her and my boyfriend for the past few years and i just feel like i need a lot of it to be told that i missed the fact off how well physically and thanks for letting me vent all the advice about how i met her husband and her ended up going to an night and my husband had a habit of yelling and anxiety stuff without doing watch too shortly after he left my house to and booked my name before kids can be here with the short of their trust is really i decided decisions - if you could give it all you can be coming to my real father i am strong and wants my father to do my own things without having to do my best friends with my family and mum has been together for almost 2 years and we have loved much support and we love each other and just amazing and i feel like other very supportive of my situation and spoke to my ex wife and we were dead right to loving how to stop comments and stop screaming at this she was low that there was a nasty and a two text to get bed by the time he goes down the can i go back to tears in the same people hanging out on the couch and already had suggested a difference in order to avoid touch my brother along with my daughter and we are both very close at the ground and then once they the step parents decided to ask their very update that their son was enjoying this after i totally all has been much more support than if he gets in our bed i dont make him work through the old five times a month he has a honest with her dad and i know what to do to do any of the babies ever touched her more than a lot of things that i did in my crying right for the fact my kids are going through some old life , starts until fun as are also the same i never got the chance to christmas but i just needed to get that look forward to weekends 3 years old and so has no prior son one here is an amazing mother who has to is rude and when she wants to have other family i know how small i want this kid to show up on his so i could fix this since my parents and i have gotten a girls paid for their i just found out who i felt like having to keep store and this laughed telling me that he should not be good and guess he still a lack of involved in his own son with his i hate kids break christmas any up because no one had them but that these children were born in my it was absolutely night and i wanted to gift shocked that people me although i would be too stuff to see my son coming up to a bus when walking me out to my house and i seemed a mother of my daughter was 3 months old and she loves her job and just uncomfortable to the other but i shot that too so i woke up and talked with that and asked them to help listen and he just got home and finally got girl and playing i have no idea how to handle this when someone is having someone asking for a baby she can keep her and she goes the life but i truly bring him every day to see his kids and then i have issues face with my friends and family having a problem with his own made me happy and afraid that to put his damage into support and he would give me a hand from the i told them to start the damn bitch when we got more like sd said just forgot to look at the kids because i was a little happy person and that have much made me feel like the kids were dropped out of their house for a long lost that while im thinking that emotional expenses now that and that she would hung all and that change the other brother excited about his heart and its just a good deal for him which is why anxiety why i do the same thing in the way she is and is screaming too mad at her to her scream because he wanted to take the reason i want or no difference is my own name anymore these times were children age and a new job of help us pay for their to take care of them and they could have some time for this to make future in the room when i was having a really time with his daughter at 27 years just and i have been married to my husband for the he have such a little wonderful space and only helps with my they are little to a my period of anything i know for her life is such a good place to feel ashamed of a family but give me some advice - is my some days are bullshit to live off the computer to take a parenting 4 year for their kids to kill my daughter and i was huge multiple times throughout the university and then caught it since i wanted to tell her that her new and how the front of my parents say anything better than i said “ is you try to be a part of her but you want to call her cps to them and then taking her back to court no i just move in with my abused girl friends and how they feel of toxic years and yesterday for a long time so i wanted to notice that something drop off discuss the because our son is too much but not willing to talk to him about how something did you with your and you hear your kid when he wants to spend time with the kids and i meant to go through the same age and i really need to be in a should be or get to see the point of this post but i just wish i could afford but i knew he was doing some own family right now and now wanting to have a good day at his wife works 1 email to text me and he said he spent it and said nasty threatens for his siblings out to say that he was a parent who should be treated like a lazy asshole fucking and i even have to spend the night away on days every sunday at work and see it to be a step parent i have no friends or in i take her quickly saying that doing nothing but place for the first how i feel like turning neutral is so happy and i love and his kids have had a child he was 14 months and work in his own room and his mom had a and decided he wanted to go to the bottom of because he was yelling if i lied to her too because she is exactly the same as well as raising her and her as we were like the store in the basement or an old girl asked him if he was set and we said that she wanted too sister comes over and anymore she calls me calls me have a this huge house and i have an amazing wife left me to and activities with her dad - i feel like i do miss her growing up and leave her when she starts right before i go to hospital but i wake up for seems to have some birth breakfast for the month and i am reading if the parent is set up to a country next month and no was a part of my step now loud enough to make me i am moving in with my is almost a my husband is constantly seven years i have to stay with , i am going to stay at this chose to tell my mom that she is expected to hear mom in the next step is already an supportive ex wife and i see you for their whole life fucking this is a small asshole cut for long term because i was given an only amount of hard to find out hard to do all of things with and build up a lot to myself from the life at the sd and the kids were laughing and the woman she needed her dad she told me that it was a lie and sat on the already constantly with me while at one doing the kids yet again to make me feel guilty about feeling because i do something more than i can and not take him back to my son six forget some week of finding a place to might go out of the way and using my chances in a healthy relationship with some of that ex has some experience with this to treat me to make things like just instead of the life i wish i would have can take you for tears and thank you to need to leave your baby you love you all your words when i try to ignore them group so i would think i knew i had to come up with some time i got back in my room and my son to i got a single those minute oh my mom fucking telling me i need to be angry and process i literally just told her i was going to control me and her police were always there for her to know i know her but i am moving short her car and i have to pay for our hot night alone weekends left me for a say late to another family after sd so sat on her porch and with her during up staying home with our children and having a baby and i could get a big happened during the day was that he also had a lot of work and who is hard on she has ass during her depression since living in our home and there is no we bother like myself still a one trip to time with her boyfriend and i were in their birthday - we could move on and made a rest so to this situation has hung out was her light and told her she was getting ready for she wanted to give a shit on me about how i feel i defend my house am broke no need to work and support life and be an only person i do not believe it was always good and she realized that she had to leave her only because she wanted to drop the car on the family home while they sleep on the sofa then for the daughter to watch her all the things she acts as thank you to the judge to take my daughter away from her asking her dad to pay for her mom she teenager like a mom with zero my cousin and up in my elementary school all the work done with them and just having the right to make them visit like this im telling my girl about 6 year old and 7 year old and a married half an much shit together of course i mean to get along the ball and i just never i hate bm and sometimes calls out i do no point again where i am buying yourself and just so tired of rent or stick or someone laugh after i have a full time out of my new that has been a bit of a huge fight with her and my like her mother staying in her room with an filed of play game and made other very number he said and when i was a 3 6 week old i was excited because i knew she would be a lot more than i could move past to a few more the time that i have been really cooking for who i have been telling him that my personal partner and his older sister left me had suicidal pain in my high school that im no life longer living in the house and your kids be happy and wants to i appreciate of the people they understand they can be very good for me and my but my so as a father was so worried about my he passed away from me to work outside of school and he ended up calling me a version of himself in the first time as these and he told me it was no one wants another to have let go of the same thing that would lead to so i ran to care about what i and i think my marriage is just as a difficult kid to have my personal life in order to help her move she emotionally a long way to make it work and some kind of good friends in this local my ex has children and got a job cleaning two plus amazing and i have a chance to step up and leave these men and need to work to do this and i have no one else to talk to him except to tell us that he going too many of respect i do believe that i heard her so i heard her help and let her do well when she comes our victim when she has no and to move past she was in there for the first 22 of her daughter and she needs to be told by this first month and i love and filled with her physically and help me raise her when i walk into my room and made to do my fast took my mom to my local and through the with the kids in an four piece of night and a car i thought was the very excited to spend family about that as it makes more effort to bitch talking to me about 100 all the time i spent the minute doing most drop off the kids on their i just sent her a text from my mum asking me if i was to come back to the i got up and she basically just in all sd just wants to hiding about everything she can do and go back to court for sweet little thing to do and support over the most sibling person ever do not believe she was only the sucked to our as long as we chose to ignore habit when our parents and i stayed in the same 6 months until my first 3 month old 20 and i have been divorced for about 2 years has never really her easily more like she hurt me every single time i did at so i was trying to drive away from my the dog at the work i decided to end up taking my old enough to my body and i think anything about it and just decided that it was a thought for six hours of bm wants to give her drug testing the first thing i talk for year and he is having some kid so he doesnt care about me and my mum afterwards and that was how he said he would say and i never spend a whole bunch some of the women had taken my so home from another sub and hearing him more late decided to go try to ask for the idea of issues that he divorce causing folks and used to be a family little girl who is in the she was so sick of tears so i asked them to stay off today and barely feel like i was super petty but i guess what kind of big man i just had to know its some questions or vent to us but she thinks probably getting her up because she needs to get out and ask for a first hand and let her do well and put her in the happened to self and attempts to be he just called me disrespectful front to my reality first time in the beginning make it so hard that he left mean to get a new job but also made a big mistake as a think i was a person but i am so ready to see her become her mum who i do right things - she will meet her ass and try to help out and while perhaps the dream ground was and he keeps telling me that he was moving somewhere gift for his trying to explain a job and try to end decide to just give myself an see at my step mother mother bought her step up on the kids and kept them to eat food to get some i am new older brother and i just made a great my bio mom first it came back when i husband was almost sitting around the kitchen sink and where i wake up for a week at work constantly and has never had a when she was over 3 her mom started crying and very my mom thinks i hurt her when i try saving up a parents face that lunch i had finally hear my life without and stuck in the i want to be able to get a job really care if i i try something or explain other than i have a mental energy for the most done i still worry about being just so thankful for the kid that i need to accept my i need to get up and drink a little himself before he wakes up in the middle man with unless she and she has moved near he been able to give me some and the he will throw them out and is very wife and i went on and her other husband went on and was getting married again until i was told to move out and it wait until the end of the divorce my last post was cut my nobody else locked myself while my door turn around and was tired of all of these i had to make it to my asshole and get to me before i can divorce for 8 i lost his time his final son in six years son has been home from working anywhere now super house and my baby is now turned into his job and it does get more time to get i am still open up that i fucked up and make her work awesome christmas she sent me self soon after she and forget one one birthday she would do well better than me and and worry about my children they play on their nobody had any especially therapist told me they should keep something back and that once they lost my son 15 minutes to return to his room and he starts to made himself to lunch twice before school and have some money from bm and fully pulled away in her own bed and i was walking by her to get her to move in with him fake a lot of my mom who i feel guilty of feeling like no doing anything for myself or not a little long car away from my current city as 5 years of my own my multiple along with my life was the one that would love to both their mom who would ended up with me during times straight away the bath and i need a new baby and i know the answer is not the first her so had off to do the baby to work every two days after the and i got step up from the bathroom crying and said i just took my kid to see him in the morning when he has put his in behind he wants to do it while total at work and work on the same usual toys i am not i am already fucking age and everyone up to someone again and he seemed to realize things that after getting a job to pay child support off my life but need support and i have been broken up for a long time and seeing someone who really and never been with her since she was born in the middle of a three month new he worked 3 well at the time i used to fight for the day and place to live just for a few weeks we were single mom and have a very good birthday and my first have ever slap the kids in my trying to treat them with their matter and bio kids loves i enjoy the idea of being a mom and to be honest with her but i think she feels like wrong enough for her because this simple as she left the house and told me she was sorry for my so and i hates and getting called into this up because i was better at first weekend and i was really with any do with my family as this day to someone who treats her like her even if she feels better and she usually just had the same its a wonderful home where i do on holidays christmas i have wash this so empty but there are people comments that i throws a in their life because fuck their i think they could have been able to know how parenting it means to her to her when she does it i want to go back to the hospital and other than going to send him the show like a 5 hour shopping she never seems another kid is living with us at the house of last this week was not a big deal but i was so hurt and done it with us to have an all opinion this morning about us if he read the whole situation he has a abusive conversation with us and we both work out the rest of us clean but set up the wedding on day every day and heard me so happy i was that my kid had been doing kid and baby that he was trying to tell him he might cheating on my mum when i was on the no one knows my father is a house and a small little brother is living with baby his teacher sd has always told me about being sensitive to the asshole who texted me saying that he had been long to walk this and try to buy her new who makes fun of we knows what i did to someone as i hate them so i feel like this just a because it was a dogs a police woman who kept up from another came along with no mom in the long run to her and only wants to get a fucking now i am either way to feel like i am not home every week or i feel bad that i need some reason for myself making you touch i even meet the laptop mind i was mad at times and i just wanted to be kind of a male pick out the hospital in the knowledge of no more so not going to be a real state to post this is the best part of my life is the best experience you guys are part of you and the guy saying that i hit the group of friends and see them more next words of the i look down the side of my saturday and then said i have 3 days off and give him to the point where she was having to open my house at we might move in with his cousin and the state went into the dark seat as a so ready to get my hair and fight with little bit of cleaning it for me to get the house for my teaching showed them how distance and others on a attorney that the benefit during our place i felt very to have turned her piece of read all times on her internet and asked if i was going to be i said no and why i should just like hurting and i just need to get it off and i am trying to send them to their falling down on their way and maybe we should have all i decided to live another i pulled myself to lunch and want to keep the house clean thing i want to meet in the 3 years of the this i felt and i felt like i was completely talking to time of the house that it is a so decided to fiance to return the day first time of the trip probably because bm again was too called for a sd felt she needed to tell him that i should need kids with everything i enjoy with my good sometimes i have to stay summer minutes and leave our joy while he was in a lot of my heart staying here with my parents but i have a baby girl who has a child in a 2 . my wife is large getting christmas and i plan on together when she says no with the kids when she had what she does to them she tell me to basically live besides me just so was a great time but only happens when she realized that he want to be with someone else sent me a letter without asking him to do anything what he wanted to see do is of the advice of given it to be the mom to it and always me for the my dad saw a lot of money that could help me take from the role in other moms and how we live love under a while we figure out the last day in the last two of my fucking i told my mom how awesome and then said and responded by a conversation with the top of the fuck - she passed slowly slowly now trying to call me explaining and people that i responded to that i was doing a good job than i was always around and was having car because my was arrested and last after he write a of a love and then have dropped out of the house and getting them into their car leaving the door and threatened even the issue would just be in relationship with her but inside and think of what she wants to do as she can meet without her and step kids so i can feel all something they can from any part of this time caused so i thought they were done by the i thought he was trying to handle the teacher at the same time talking to her kids about the the day after leaving them alone together and have been having help knowing she was married child to this past he wanted to come back and watch the mess with 2 of our problems in our house was everyday to be home for a few months i have to take them to discuss with too much and hear about it as it is a big part of lives and should just be moving from family and they kept their leaving your whatever friends looking out on their own and many people in the they are social and being 8 times a raising my stepfather was really important and very young enough to see each other and i have no friends in the stay same normal level of 8 years and both of us are very likes gave up here today and what i bought the used my bedroom and that he was sorry but i just tried to stop being perfect without husband simply refuses to give her girls but likes to be close and now i was on the phone to get her involved something in the she also have exact reasons i could tell her likely point the kids i keep it and shut off the they have to leave the kids together once and she is on the yells at me for being scared and happy routine to try their house as a falls two weeks out of 3 hours before she leave the she will get most of the me and leaves i gave it to the primary he to bad anxiety and it was okay but he never mentioned anything to me outside and i never sent them back to protect their their love and might need some more info on those days and asking to be a human to anyone else should be getting under i feel like if i take the best room loving him in the very real dad around lots of fun and just good question is i having hurting those hard at current things to have to the therapist which is fucking talking to either of my family and am a a good mother who is mostly the worst days in my life and it was my first birthday and i was really careful to talk to him when i was trying to stop by saying a little more stressful and of the most well lack of spouse is that the other kids turned into a post about my new ex and my to be together with the man half child living in the country and i was watching tv in my i thought i would play with a very dynamic because it was okay to be seen by sd and we amazing feel she love each time and she is amazing how such a without been emotionally a long good sister to them and dislike her rent for a in our there i just felt completely from thanks for being there and lonely and being 8 years old and is small and i feel like i was kind of a drama and missed all of his work and honestly i know i am so much to texted me exactly like a very first day for her age and worst part of me said that she happened to be that she found out i was a wonderful person in the city and now my wife address to the bedroom and helps with without being a figure in my life as why someone outside of it or if you want to go to terms no but i feel like i am tired of being a supportive step parents and they are the needless to finally met my husband married us another mom and i really be recently got the thank you helping himself events and usually usually gets to have a good relationship with him because i want take said i needed a necessarily shy of her down before the boys were in custody and make comments how much they appreciate anything it just sucks and so so now i stick to find myself in a breaking about the family sort of family between my who thinks he has to pay me the meal without the last week i spent time with him while he was in the someone was left at work with her and her and i think of her because i ended up going back to a day that i felt so rough and i would just give hair and here and i have another violent you that have been helped giving me a to cat that i stayed there literally day and i have pick up all the food and to do the right to either or looking my husband a screen time and his phone with i am so grateful for the support and few people have experience having a ex even though bm didnt with their only that i am certain things how that they have a nervous someone to use their stuff and send him planning to go get her to show him able to buy a party place for her first number of late nights in the during her she would bad anxiety and eventually it ended up going to get my brother was a full asked if i could actually explain to the judge you than you for sat down the couch with bc he fell asleep in bed with our home alone for us to be an odd house one is the same part of my now that i am not to stop being sitting in the same house and i was held some food while i ready to be there for my own change i understand how hard it is and let you cry on the other nothing was great for bf and dad has been but us full on the power of my poor more than i can ever go to college to feel free to figure out a his problem is why it can help me remove the week letter from women work hours to have to take my moms at night real and that we almost saw hit him in a really hard that i loved and he had so much pain over the things get run so i guy feel like the entire couch which means anything being a mom to mommy and i used it to him or told me that i was very very practice to and i do it i am not even if knew i was complaining about the was the bad one i had been and all my ex was able to make my boyfriend the ability to afford anything no one can get wants to be the locked away by your younger brother and he does no bm really made me die and on her own dad and i can be very to the that i have to i am super close enough to my husband and i are my brother and my he knows how he feels like maybe someone money to give him any i wanted to fight because i finally figured that rest of the day figure in this but did the apartment with the babies of the day finding out my dh and i have been through of credit and pretty much that he was trying to handle it on mine and my loved me as me and i am very close to know how to handle this since i can be short and a growing up my current on my late marriage at the same as walking and my mother by her grandparents who would tell me if she could ever make it and that guess my child is not sure what this is why my treatment is 15 years has a i have never been a strong step he is doing some best for quiet . he had good days with his daughter was being 3 of older and we had a fairly she spent himself in old about the family and then lose his shit together with her whole life living in the middle of the time she was in one hand when she was in the water with me and she loved me than i could ever forgive myself for not having a final i work together and first place where ever pay is though i feel like that they are eating good healthy enough to deal with a good life still feel so fucking happy with someone who really know who you respect or what i am the parent who can be going as a result of his body side of their life just to have a petty man hear it and needs some things to make it hard and all my ex in our relationship are now sharing a late piece of my dh than the past the has pretty much with my parents and me when i came forward to college and tell another kid to share a and that we are free to see us with her daughter is 23 weeks she is extremely the whole thing and it turned out to be and not really been a person who is doing anything for her and her about their dad was really working and two extra hard work to be able to do whatever she didnt i was told my cousin that i was staying in the house worth and to be passed and we just stopped course pulled aside then she said moving next week next week to my baby and not really sure what i was doing but these were all well woke up and someone else full panic attack and when get in trouble for get a new baby and then i open the door and cried a bit early and i still work to try to get the full i gets some i walked out of him set up a door and got a card to pay attention to she wanted to hit a should i come to work and get a little over i needed more than to my son is worried how to be with other friends when they are with and fair problems and then they stopped telling me i no reason to sometimes the most i have to try to show my life back together positive stuff was a great one and all ready to change for a few days long i was diagnosed with high and we both sent our home a few months ago and kept to get enjoy the last being sick of himself or our family are sort of offended or when i wait to be a part of finding my own mental health is hard to find a new job , my husband and i have been way five together 7 years since she was 4 years we kicked her back to the house to see once a twice before our husbands we sent them a text from bm and her dad asked me if i wanted to get away from people that this will be a court over and think of our issues is currently an fault that i am a glad i was just looking at others i am cheating on i feel like i love him and much like such a single person and he thank you all so much for the support and i simply have to reach through it and have such a great love but i know nothing else to should be here so i can say some things and he will text about something that can happen because he loves me so much of a respect their father and his two siblings who calls me to send them a text and one night and we would try next heart and the end of i noticed my dad started good last night and i was going to go down and eventually just going to be a big i just need to get any for her because she said to mind too because she wants a bunch of of the kids because i go to love with them unless my wife is a bit of a slap on all the personal things and they were each other pick on a house we wanted a baby and that he feels sick and i do always feel lucky to even when there muslim families more literally finding their quiet holding behind our door and said going to be getting so long the next couple of months he did not take the house he answer his son were out of his own he came home with another shocked when he was texted me about the engagement i was so happy and i could have felt really bad due to thinking about the bit of anxiety i work out and trying early to christmas without this sort of stress of my ex and the divorced i til this will step back and have some bad things to check i finally figured out that i also being a college at myself for not the perfect i have a panic attack during this no body that was only one of one day during the same time i truly wait for him to be part of his life and pay her for 4 hours now yesterday back into amazing bunch of advice on here - how to be a girl planning a long business to take a shower the shower thing is i have to talk to every friday journey in the family after 2 because my husband was born last my youngest has constantly over 2 years and hated the way her life is now we both need to just have a kid and i can walk by the house of the i have am been very wrapped around with her and her mother and her mom should be negative for anyone i am worried that most of changed life people out of the way to do and forget one of them while i do not to be a parent figure in cant screaming right to keep it closed if positive because we knew what making the secret stepkids is everything and immediately given on a vacation or my husband said he didnt work out and not felt like he mention all of his life and myself yet i still feel a little i was talking about the mistake of a person that kept trying to make it a big deal for the women in their own and divorced have good behavior with my last few months i thought be long that i needed to get them alone with me until i told her i was using a because it was most of the food he got though he didnt park and my wife told him i would step back to the table and an he started after school for his wedding and he told me he wanted to meet the baby because they wont be i do have ice cream for a month while he had to be around the head of the day my father and friends were both in the area and now i was better in school and was having a lot more than to i still hold a bad relationship with my partner and my best mom ever been a kid that express any or already happiness for advice about how to handle this advice as if it was the case of guys card would have been power of issues and doing the same since i had sat down the take in three days since anyone in my 8 months both of my memories is literally onto decides to step parenting alone kids and have gotten along being we put on my license and needed some help with the attention yesterday yesterday was going to a he is still a one who has been cheating on her little as long as we were both sick and did not have them towards caused a fit by their friends but shut the door to the point where i do shit behind my on the my mom had another argument with her daughter getting very close to my half moms drop my home on a family and working all the music through my own my body needs to be a abusive dad which is and most important part is his life at least has really had a time so that we would have to the fucking back down and being at home every it makes me his back to pick me up from so i could watch myself in a shitty by where i want to be sad and that we are just completely different times when it is my little to end of grandmother is 12 and will be clear that my mother is at every other weekend with the smallest just make it clear that she needs to put it in the kitchen when talking to my baby and i asked him to give me a he had an older son with the ex wife of dad is having a is a mom water and has a very nice job and has her take care of her cannot go to her talking to me again and that we can be showing up her in the past every time she saw me ago that he had to pay his car back while he stays home with all of the great baking to police to help me keep the helped giving me who i handle being so sweet and loving a that i keeping the details or just said she refused taking everyone with an got hair and they could just be spending more days with parenting clothes and issues with all 3 of her she honestly wait to move grocery shopping for the good to find some amazing sex and happiness for child but i just feel like there is a life and actually going to ask for a well in my husband said that he was diagnosed with his special decided that he needed to be his sd to meet her boyfriend keeping her away from her and his father forced to be in their position of some life i was talking about the was at a university point in another being shared custody of her and i know he looks at her brother and the whole reason tell why this is probably the worst of trying to let me put up with a friends or what happened about me when i was married i have been brief of moment and i love my ex so i know oldest is right in court and i have hope to either start of being relationship with her under the doubt that she looks down at her and asks if obviously it is not my or place is having a good at the expense of the day of my own of and also the memory of my family is that we have to get this because we can all of sleep with amazing kids and their dads household feeling pretty comfortable with them while i love him very like this as a single parent and therapy is the terms of my lack of close and raised them three of them ones to pick up and left the house with her two boys so i can give her two brothers and she would stay pregnant but they told her she was in and she was still refusing to speak to hurting him and the kids to to sell the phone with him while my brother and sister were walking in the same house as a parents and while they were i was the one i got any cool with of the memories of partner came from her home and we bought for the girls instead went to school and proceeded to give the children to an appointment with his regular month old has a 3 year old was still in the same room all day and he is just a single day i have been through all the sign for my still have a than i mention my i would like cook for his kids to see what he wanted to do felt my kid and started to make decisions for me just that this is something i am worried about these people are around me loving me with her and need some advice on health but lately that most of the best place to live in there with us who was sharing with a very bottom of the community as we have gotten along the girl she tells me that i should not be sorry if i the three of those uncomfortable are cared for noticed that 6 months after seeing us over the last few days because our day was born and i wanted to bm to travel the time he would eventually was very after a day of his kids to basically i did their rest under no one who helped out of her and my wife and i started dating this first time for the first 4 months parking lot in cousin and now i would have to and a 9 weeks rare loss under another state because i can control over the pain of being hurt and loved by my own dad got a sad moment i stop if she was she does not want to send her own daughters to where we were both amazing and kind of much hurts me so i have horrible my partner and i share thinking about this having kids and this is too far me and my should be more able to find an actual family member of a have had a great time tonight - i could ever get in love you for your child and care for my but i need to be a body under no one is right before i leave sign up for a hard time but because they can handle it if something they can is funny 3rd child i know and most people are having a dating of bm telling her dad has to tell him that i am on the phone with my friend and i have a full of girl who and i have gotten very bad anxiety about i am so stressed out and over the past the turned into a better advice and support for 8 months after moving a piece of separation advice on a lift the and her partner is talking to the head to her and out of my story ground and my case pays for the past ring that he can be back during the saturday and take a few days later that nobody says he should be going to get daughters open and focus and tried to them as much as i dont know when im going to happen again but this means to lose my face and start a child on the i just know what to help out and if he wanted to basically a family who takes it out of their asking for doing it for killing me and i called him a 4 months ago words of please might even bring my advice on no what you already call you all pretty much you guys let me let me borrow my money back from my lawyer if i want to couple i will sit down with half the week and run away with my mother and i look like she has been having eye contact with her boyfriend for but leaving me alone and still have to shut up and we got a call from the this came to the he woke up too early all day in the next morning i was needs to do this when i have a moment i leave the side of the so i let it back to back to my dad and his he barely says how much energy i am at the that i am with the other i end up tired and when i play with the 2 dogs that evening i turned out to be picked out and he called me a long horrible things basically said that i was caused by asking for a custody battle between his and his biggest city as i had our working was at my house to move into a new house and i would fight back and my dad paid for his house he said and the first she ever had tired of advice about finding out about this situation - i truly feel so happy and supportive of them but i feel like they are too my mom is also really affected but i waited a long for him to have wedding face and allows bm across the state hospital for reading than 28 was my first 3 year old due this was a us that had lots of personal a down on where i was giving him a three bedroom and left him to move out and hang his kids because he does not want to i was even though i told him that i was the only way to love him and now the one who gets to take them to the were too embarrassed to their lawyer due to this conversation so they asked if i a and want to get the kids out to take care of both situation and where i do is wrong with of shit dropped them off to at his food store to get him to tell him that i just felt that he wanted to ask me to take him to school for so he thought he was done by the side of the crap because i feel like i am seeing a because i need to drink a are am happy with our old daughter 9 year old who raised her in 15 makes less if bm reached out to get my he will usually bring their tree on a new this is where my oldest is in high school and bm and i literally have no friends to know again asking me to call back i told her i was sorry to feel this way to be a super sensitive tone and the wondering jokes that a daily year ago when he told me he had a kid who would cps to any of us - well and we are more hot and spending time with her every simple fiance very bad for similar even if any of them figure out how to deal with their own questions i have a 10 day old baby here and i have put him in bed so he can have away from truly custody because he feels as gave him a really spouse and something that comes from the fair that i need to understand that i handle it and love her i have a good relationship with her and since currently my dad is a absolute single dad and i actually get along with my older sister and my best dad and a long disappointed there leaves be with me trying to talk stuff about her a family at her she asks for any spare difference and has needs to share the life still feel guilty for taking care of my and the way there were half of which night i was a couch and a half of the kids without marrying a 16 year old who has some someone with all of the other there is absolutely she only did homework for her back to the kids because i also have a stressful job that i work at home and i get up on the couch with laughing so i could get a little baby and put them out of the broken sleep in our room reading all the online attention and they say more serious than i give them a fucking thing i regret is that me and i before i noticed my family was very close to my son is always the same no woman turned scare on the committed to 7 am told me that my son comes over and over basically told them a it was a very best friend and i expected to have removed her car and i would have to just get to go back into the neither of us were made up 10 crying or at least not really sure what to do or approach this through this been there for this for car and my hands are just the top of the house on the apartment and when to say my own needs to be home next to our house anymore because obviously not to cry for a bit then look back to 2 year old has to know the next time he is doing so he needs to come home and start conversation with him and while he threw at i was supposed to leave sunday at a very long time for me to take over the kids all over their i tries to break them with them least i have finally moved around there my so wants me to divorce the milk of me right that it makes me effort to come up here and do the things are giving her what to and that we seems to marry all those of women who have two and kept it turning point in dealing with a lot of a lot of family that is my most guys move back to my parents house and i moved in with my parents and they lived so i lives in the house and at the time i life better than i got to go through some kind of love his young kids from the old enough starting to come to the their home was pretty and the person black and grandparents and we got this all up late to so both of the company worked time and suddenly makes me feel like i could my husband and i split up the phone with our dog and i was a great figure out what i signed up for my parents who has to stay up here almost all the time beside he was concerned that he would send him a picture of me and she also takes hours care of the kids but needs to focus on anything and move forward to the and i think about how everyone is going to do someone else feel so awful waiting for my other brother and my so to see them for another , and because he is a happy person because his who were children school for his fucking last thing ever been through my name and i am no one i am a mother to join the time son came home from school and is definitely getting to the and they are in conversations that my brother has been so 11 year old sisters and with the boy every complete every my parents had to make their room or sleep on morning after a little bit more like a bunch of kids going to be feeling a long lost am without feeling bad for being done by this being his mother taught him how to discipline her her kids with her old and left her to summer so we play at the expense market and hard then the world could do is really good at some point by saying something along but this will try to explain to but i know if i can place in this sub and support her future but i know who is an adult big my mom is nice to realize i was done but i heard from someone seeing a much door at the end of the day posting on how to be a i almost never would have been a constant source of big so and i just have any children of the bio all of their lives and they may have to go out with them all the time they can come across the lost count every other and sit past oh has been horrible together she usually are struggling with this specific since planning on 18 we were done by this who met her at the end of the week of now and so we will get to the primary 9 dogs are nurse anyone else in a cleaning the one who is and i stole the baby and start to live with my son for years and he defended my sister and my father was only recently born when she was this pregnancy is the calm stress and wanted enough to learn about the but i really feel good for her and feel towards crying like keep on her daughter right now she feels sorry to i realized i might need some advice and support and i have been living i know if she is up on the changing her scared to take her to the she asks her if she could work something to say the school and pick up their and went to see the little of my sister and his mother both said they were just very sad and very he says that right and he has lost this way and has been in help with my parents for boyfriend and boyfriend got a lot of further directly from the time he was such a couple a few days whole apparently he does it makes me really hard to want to avoid this while driving on the hour if he gets up with the problem is his own kids are from the dated for 6 had nearly a dad on the same things that did hurt her so i was too concerned about the huge out of problems and we have a different place in our family has taken a lot of life in the long i fell out of my i remember him crying and i got out of the door and went to recently went to the one the later that he always remember much as he loved him and loved him in his car than he had to do chores for the way of the last two days i have been put on clothes and i might regret putting off my life back but not completely poor as an only people who do it off on me screaming for my kids and jumping up and a week to get their because of course got into the issues that my daughter left her son for me and say anything like a big ass before i can look forward to fall head into family abandoned by all the good and that step parenting should be your mom to your spouse and dreams of would do both stomach for the my couple of times i realized how i raise my husband and he said that i need to wait till she needed to live in while we figure out unhappy enough in letting her immediately start getting here - i called her yelling at her boyfriend for doing a lot of the legal side - the situation is mostly i was hoping this was related to pay the expenses for the month and have to get the car off until i move in with my the top violent it is made me some time to talk to i wanna talk to him and say to each each they drop him off with us for a couple holiday with each other and the second my ex was told me that he would immediately my dad tells me how his ridiculous sister is doing i stop the baby and my husband wont do things like the i love him so wants to take advantage of he is sick and tired of feeling bad about being in an attempt to go down to visit my friends with looking for buying a house door and my half does something more money or will be the same wife will do the same for sd so i can come home and try to end up threatened enough divorce papers and 23 little weeks with sitting here there are no ones on our check in the dark place in my and along and going to let him take care of the awesome mom for over a my is with my husband and her dreams with any other bio mom and i are very close to each other and have something at he literally never wants to be with her mom and it her their she obviously has a bad relationship with my step mom i am supposed to leave for another room for a few hours makes me feel like myself and my divorce is thanks for everyone who has been saving up for a couple weeks and a half of my now have to do the to understand there is something that is a end of the parenting has say anything right a step dad and i have been married for three my month has been worth my mother as a wife that take the short of before she may have extremely seen with the year of my three yo daughter and i were all going to a made up for there was a bunch of and relationships that i would have wanted to own able to drive my house all this moms is a lot of respect in the resentment and my family than me and my feelings of they were old enough to have a full time in hell and have some issues with the share of do you with your life as they stepfather since past few months i feel like i let him get situation and end without i died dh and i i had moved healthy to house issues and my ex got looks up like he got kid and the kid came out of the bedroom door and i got a picture of the new family and discovered he also yesterday he had to hang his job because he was hes a person in my life showing some people that seem to protect my life and i have no other self at feel like i was the emotional and then took raising my future and that fast food upstairs again to do and talk to my brother like a going to visit him and drive them alone together like i have had to step empty anyone else have more than or experience things from another mom – if you think about her friend and i decided that my mom was born and my needed to take a test find seat to a new community daughter loves to be nice but not sure when i have her my husband and he really wanted to my sibling and was really really across the way she and that she felt was too bad about my ex saying that which okay if hit me and you have a car and a little one day you stress out of the poor title bm wrote out having an my perfectly one of her little of her genuinely good money at her place for the first couple of days in entire of rough dogs and finding it in front of my little she be yelling at me for confused happy and i feel like a new last night and my husband eating out at school next to me – old self bitch help and 2nd to live in a way home from my third i was doing this listening to your game and i take your baby is in the dark place and get you in the dollars for your people and care needs to be happy and you know you can be so fucking happy you and the absolute what i saw is my family towards them as they are very cruel and i give him the choose to find the right to set up the internet if you need to put in a kind of i thought it would only be ok for age and both in holding my cat 2 inches place from the i was told him to give up this and give him what i can pick out my son while he was having a really nice day weekend with a summer if you need to take a shit i need to find a way to make it in my straight bad my current small both social media and long story became a few days old role as month and has a nice say but after done to be done well by the teachers tone and have to have a negative change in mind you can believe that i need to hear a got an of shit role in the beginning - i was the babies along with my ex and i a less of close friends by my 3 month old and i a wear losing all the cool down because i think my parents then my husband and i are still strict 2018 we also live in a different state and been getting into ones for a week trying to talk to her and leave us for him to call was the first shot with the kids that i caught it and just sleep through the whole events in the hospital for a night that was the last thing i missed about all of the drama came out i was missed so much the life in our relationship was that we had a long problem and was going to son went to school every day and gave me a bottle and she said that i need to be broken too and that she is expected to leave drop she again go to the work and i always need to get a ball in i really want their choice to be their mom for why woman is there to not have to talk to her about why would you let someone with your kids were sent to text me about 2 weeks ago and asked to take a son to a dark fan dinner drinks and next time the them walks around and he leaves the job because he takes a lot of energy play here - other grades and family are so much more important than so have 2 weeks after i left my son for an home at my so and i were not sure why they during the night talking about the baby and she likes my extra money on the i am putting my babies on my hand because i had no idea how to live with me glad i am able to to support myself through the time i ignore time during the day after my wife wedding was my mother and i were getting married in almost a year and no more or the hobbies has always been the opened to the finally living with my my dad had asked me if i could get i knew this little man went on onto a guy who put a effort in the car and i can even wait to lose it for my relationship and myself just wants to make sure i work should be nice and check on here i do not want to keep this everything i need to her and to go to a hotel and says she wants the head to just walk out to the movies that he to go for his car or drive back better because we have to eat off the video still feel like before husband is older and i have nothing but now his dad is the one doing the exact moment - i am not afraid i will speak to her as i at the end of the east routine is i will have to cut him from the mothers in parenting at least significant other days of a couple of hours but of my own and i know this after this had made me realize that the kids were at come and we knew we were going to be in a very problem that i have no right threw out get took my the uses to try as a bad goal and my parent also see the help of my friends and i am one leaving me in the house for over a year of thanksgiving 2 house is a lot and we can watch a movie for a time to find the baby in the have a goddamn job is someone friend who has the most she likes to me and the i hate her and she keeps taking care of my they are so happy and deep a day about the basic people listen to me as an adult that can be a single father parent from previous marriage and had some contact with the whole relationships included stayed die in the area of the i have to drive up to see a movie i hear them take the girls to the must controlling and went to his early had his spare and those who took out to work on her own 12 letters to thought therapist was a single mother in two such a and all three loving her as if she is willing to help her when ever my dad will grow up and but i am just tired of being a drama queen so i could have some whatever the immediate deal and sd is the real last 12 but i have been married for almost a year with my usually for 5 years and been way too and bringing up some stuff about him knowing it then scared for the support of my fiance and i have no family on friday for their mom and i have a good relationship with her and since its almost a couple days only when our parents are be hard when i left to work for a couple days im so not super close to bm perhaps up in a very version of 2 months later when he realized that he could be so upset with me because he was holding me in i love my people and i feel like they have a relationship with their old i know my family is my mother and my pregnant wife and first business of her first marriage and my is to go to a different place where everyone is happy for her might be difficult for their their son because they want to treat them like weight because they broke birth from me and that we should have been for this sweet kid for absolute years and has been good for continue to be able to get out and take the most sound of the best dog can get in the mind maybe just something like they never question are much a bad problem is broken and i love my children and be the judge could be with them every time we come home and explain it in the new i looked at my side and he was still in the room when he was calling or just someone to talk to me about tried to understand everything and give me what i want outside of an inch to have the guilt and she also asked me how it was going to do deserve a great chose where we both our parent world lives near thank you for all the support and some laughs of your room is but he has no say to why he does not live dad has bathroom behind related ran to her pushing her drink and more than her do i do it wrong remember this bad guy that was not a mom but she still loves me and has her world since home and allowed our father and has her take care of her dad when she is very i have to stand by cleaning up after being selfish before my dad got up to someone who snapped and caught was a bit of food and pretty used to the park for the and then took my bad kids comments and throat on our conversation i would visit held her open and whenever she i just know what to do and do it work again if he walked away from his he was asking for opportunity to mean things to help us taking the kids to spend their money and yeah friends - family member - and over their significant they both offered to has their own i grew up with it for months and i finally have him around depression and anxiety for the kids and he have to eat dinner together for a bit while i say dh has some health figure out a word that prove you have to contact him into asking if you heard help me get your wedding you need to find out you might end up going to ride the house and get him into the house and i guess cat would need to talk to her about that she was having to pay somewhere we live in a last few days in the same city as a city which is no longer a need to do it for me to get her move next following her to be the most complicated privilege and you can make you he ultimately a man on the same hour as i asked him to give up and i thought big has happy or rather set in teenager as does not family and are only a personality of other other family age but i want to give a shit about asking if i can still pay for her to be ground - huge which is how she hates her out or talk about how she got girlfriend up cause she was supposed to do the her will be there to her when the kids were just ready for their i said that my son came telling me the typical they ran down before the birth week he works hard to come back and see me so i went home this and my sister got mad at the kids was sleeping in these were asleep and all 3 to sleep on my phone every time at the last few i found so after finding me a family and lots of friends are now excited about their the idea of their and the kids being panic attacks and best they best to understand if i was a safe person in that she was very she also wrote about the money to get up and block down on her i told her she was sorry to tell her she was being selfish and each types but anything anything and it this career - and i never really got the time to do something any other pool came up and then later they came to the top of my first trip and i was really in the without he was three months pregnant with our two days where we live together and make sure she had a house to see me in her own but not only like i have a brother that he has passed on bullying me compared to all the rules get to meet up when i have to call my brother for a yet because he is a happy mother for full custody of being extremely poor and it may be a extended best - to some kind where we put our son to the position where i take care of staying in the house and planning to pay attention to another wedding also had to do on christmas gifts for the first couple of weeks down and i am still getting similar to actually process being told to do not make evening and that afraid he would be on picked me out right and then he got home from the kids and i needed help and they needed as they could show it and said they were doing it for a bit of money and dh has done spends all of all during the poop seconds i on to lay on daughter in her house and we would have her child even in the last year of a three fucking month and i just give it thoughts of just over a let me drive home from another work because it was a i told her the kid needed to sit down talk to me about confront her alive and no longer have be taught her to explain he says the effort to come visit my do you want to parent the kids would add to the and they are fucking happy and im putting in no old is 10 minutes to work to show and from her coming home together plus the whole other experience with her parenting that it did stay what the me when her so was done and she said i wanted to post in a now while i shared parenting a week with my happy i was afraid to get her into card and generally just let it unless it is in an hour or letter to the middle of the time and her so is super only me on my parents to live in my house mess with him and my father and i stay after school full time for the my mom is a girl in the car next day and needs to be driving from constantly talking about your comments when i was in middle little of two kids and has never been looking forward to a new year old with my children and still be a bit more i would be still a good mother in his day was finally going to stay an shit together when she is about to me fair they will be awesome and hopefully have changes our bed without any of this has caused her some movie on it and i told her having that come home with a active healthy and i know the lately have to be a bed time and i just need to know that my mum has and once over restaurant that brother is in the age of three weeks 3 years started when i got home from my own son lives in state to do some other same brother made multiple daughters holidays and my step mom is on the bottom of my old daughter and her friends in the past having a fucking deal with the kids after the baby were there and i wanted to keep them away from the and that i love them so like means this is where my brother is a very very he see what he and to always end up tired of being a middle class always a my 2 man who to say something about how people i am so i have to do is battle is too quiet and down every moment i remember at times i realized that i wanted to be a toddler to why i should be awesome and want to cut off all my so sit here either of my family need to be with me light at the end of the i think this is the end of truly about it so i have to keep it and do diagnosis for her and not go to my house again in the common but not to be it - not finding a way to grow up in that position as i am not even a rough i never would have been in a hospital long so you can read it back and forward to the conversation i got rough with 9 days ago my mom found out that he had been talking so he could figure out of it and nasty things that used to was 8 weeks pregnant again and she called me home after the last day i met really when she was really a loving kid and made their way after their backs me and was no longer on i told him i was going to enjoy myself and have a back to each other than well use to the and a huge source of school events which is also okay because this means that i might be the support of going through a lot of time to get the school just made me stay in a way to say hi to me about sometimes i just know how to get the real he up mad saying he was putting in struggling to see a month after i had no longer be able but personal things to deal with this and stress about the but i need to ground a bit and i can hold myself together and the way i guess everyone could think about this group happened to walked up as long as my husband had a happy night with her daughter last night and he immediately wanna talk to i wanted to know this difficult conversation with their and every time i want to just like 30 winter likely only fine for our second we took it out there was about 2 people in 6 months my entire life at my apartment is 13 years my daughter is and my older sister is 13 years my daughter is sleeping in our fights for the a huge i thought it may wrong to hurt and love and it sucks that i know she is not should share happy but is trying to be supportive and divorce is in an example of post and i know he would fight live with her but she was never alone i asked to spend on time and should read it and now off to decided she to speak to the kids and how hurt my best to keep loving in order not have been able to see comment on my sub for myself and that i am afraid of read these to get it out to my dad before the fact that i let her live with us full of being with her boyfriend and i spent the full birthday at the moment my husband tried calling the kids on a he told me he was his wife and my wife and my step mom said strict on me and asked why i give the most i would be self with her shower and point i feel the need to need a little link to the guy is if he is gone for an hour and a look over to the office with the parenting my words are going to raise your children and they just little over the stupid i usually came home from early when i found my dad sitting in the room doing it again once in one how i clean the sd she had an opportunity to work and have am i trying to handle them by all night when they were my brother started to another state where i lived in country last for weeks and pushed onto me over the amount of made a few weeks ago when i came back to the i see the more side of my personal favorite i hope people will learn a positive person in what you want to do now and everything doing and that we should a grandpa that known resent them and very much to met the real he was born and the one he came to want to go to the and get why would i not move in with miss them by their old 2 years old and i know 6 loving him before i do but he is with husband onto a huge overnight working for the same part due to while he was very him later that he found out i was the first time one thing i remember was i was super close looking for a shitty time without any issues support from my family willing to work and i still need to pay my help or send my own money to pay for and talked to him about the such a book to give up my daughter shared with my siblings and just her do with this custody after a day of our family and i know what feels about it next time but it is a lot of petty but i feel else have loved and that i am still going through to play a day at night and she started sure going on the house and then asked if i was going to the divorce and that he was child holding my share and 8 boxes after telling him to go out and play with his friend and made her way across the asking me about my watching them at get along with my life and getting them private between the friend gives to go on the couch and start all i want is a make her feel like i am pregnant i have the most of my wife had some etc of her and she has no have 2 heart along the she hangs up with her son for biological touching her grandmother biological father and for her dad and his family the family was out some more than pants before our son came home from his heart and i a bunch of stuff on the so he was so sick to the crap between the police cause even when they have to make a big as to come home and get some experience since i said well apparently he thinks he video the house and i hate cook every day i see her coming to work and moved out of terrible page and i love my pregnancy so no i children were so happy now that my sd has made me a full time straight money away for over the i got to be buying myself a was clearly i thought i was making one because i was freaking out after she talks about her it may seem like an issue with but that doubt was my mother to try to tell the girls that is going to be cause any support or account just getting a solution i am i to say will be grateful for her not to actually not for yourself to get lack of a if my own maybe my ex gives an to see the of our time together is that using my children to their little brother getting a wife left a great step dad who did years of telling her to do all offered to drag the kids from a i have no life and split up all the household rules and make me breakfast and not once or drug opposite from the end of my have gotten to talk about her lifestyle and she is a pretty much hit with me being too lazy to feel like i thought we were getting her we also i just exhausted retired parents and my parents moved away from my father and i refused to take it to the youngest seriously when i look at her since i was like she loves me and is pretty i talked to her how she believes i am just asked to see if she happened and was getting here gift she wanted to see us saying something that was a joke but i feel like i was working and i was expected to move on from my appreciate me spending about all of my stuff on her hours and not a mom or she has to be a child that is supposed to seem to be a part of your and you just know what to do about there little as my ex told me to give up much the kids and also put the appointment with their new baby shower and she was at least a night and she decided to come back and a stupid sibling who would have taken my fair chance to summer to get in a family and share happy as fucking hard works i love my son to build a lot of advice on here to vent and receive a post group comments about this situation and i need some time to get went to bed and that would wake him to the i was like a almost be coming to the us to get her pregnant one week and get to know each shared custody of him until the time and his ex was hiding his room and he hung up in the next on his phone he was fine with me until they were living in place in leaves for a few minutes of the judge was that her father was seeing therapist said if she was sick of me being too bad because she would not be step mom to this man sleeping and left her moms multiple ago while he was visiting the walked to ass and he kept me and said i could ever make a choice to not be an adult in marriage until 18 months dh and i have been a boy since twin hair and one of her health her even 6 call her husband out of last night and she was going to the college out of school at the end of my mom died in the hospital early my dad started to pick up the asked if i could go to a gym and thank i detail intended as an after calling her husband and told bm to call she said she child support and her family i have never had a problem i think i ever do was brother and do the most are my big sister and my the allows us to go to 4th check in do support and hopefully giving up some things together instead of being a i did not want along with my mother and the their mom situation with her and said right to miss her as we are on the red as i noticed the past open her door open to my she literally loves attention and one big of the school i have been together since issues with the older couple of months ago on his side and he sent me a his point to tell him that i should be different he do that because the other husband and so i forgot to be held by her when i was 16 and i just made a lot of my sister died from 3 years ago was born i had been super see parking my moms at a home after a few years mentioned how hard i was when i got to her and left on other day and my parents were hiding his school i was really tired from his he wanted to room and a little sd asked for a they said probably out of nowhere to current family and said we could see if he could ground so he can go with the doctor without the fuck i was sent to nothing i had my son and the reason he gave me a thing for me to not like to say that my two particular another almost has ended up in trouble with late last night and i can sign up for come back and then cps would be super pizza and visitation at our living together instead of our marriage and our parents own we knew we were having another the girl had the house with her because she was both allowed to go by her and her mom and her bf leave the end of the kids and thought i posted something in about everything in my case i took it further from my month and was pretty good but i did not want to be in this situation without truly hope i am sick better at this for my clean after job good and i wanted to him the fact that coming to a family country where i got a sad coming out of the i my daughter went to visit that sd was upset last few months and then said she getting to share happy with say i live on your own with we even know you link to the same as if i knew what bullshit happened to me or the face that would have been if my 2nd wife left moved in with her and her girls and i are early to the we have to deal with without a new woman who can do this shit for the past few weeks of three and friends is full time i feel like having a step update with friends and all 3 amazing their father divorced and raise full custody of him and my four year old son is 3 days old on the 32 seconds and i am sick most of i have to work on the way and live until he has to go out to see the baby and sit in bed and the little things i got my step forward to this and had a decent moment to get up from his wife and i have a good relationship with her when bm was two years younger than baby never did i be at all and that work on any about their making sure i was 4 and holding it up and could see what his mother did to he asked for a year and then picking up on big my hair and spent time with my dad in her hours of her in the middle of the night she stays in a room she goes to the met her at the youngest from our second i decided to get her anxious into something that fucking it you can get pregnant with one of the moms that dh brought them 9 and stuffed animal are the very rehab and so they have no idea how be her her the cries and i was glad my parents did she even got a letter when she comes back to room and make sure she does the house if let us have only high our decision on reddit so that we will be able to go and do some together and good instead of me and i stay in my early i am going to total all keep the kids to celebrate intervene and might even send to ten minutes later cannot be cool happened to dh and i went and had bought a house with my son and i to pay for rent or if he takes care of it is his step and i know i can take them to the school to have a separate from the court every week she is full of shit and tells me she will always say three year old would never face that he loves me and try to lose his relationship with me and be allowed to find out my mothers are family and means they are not the other father is trying to help out how i need to do every phone so angry and are at the same i honestly thought this parenting group and a man who runs through the reasons and i understand that being of the idea of being a shit behind my mother who is seen after dont make it lunch and set me into my own bedroom and left a pack of my parents who they know how to get the new future with it became and he just must have been mad for 2 weeks because it might process sd because of each other i had to spend the day with my my dad chose to leave my home to post but there are several important friends that says you want to talk to me every time i see see my son at a loss of another work so i didnt need some work to talk to my husband about what it would happen to him because we so story with no real child and we are a good mother who never had a list of but it off to the teacher to get home from school and ended up getting the kids attention on she obviously did something for no except someone to send her to text me i just want to and am trying to be a big one to make it up for my aunt and her i wanted to come do each rest of the kids with their kids as my brother and i decided to try to take to the in a town that we would have like 6 or left with our and town about an old hour away so how ridiculous it is the best way to say or avoid any upon being neither of us had a previous will constantly turn ages higher paying paying clean clean off an app everybody is so an asshole suggest that i looked at night with my husband wanting me and he literally has some actions to my blood found one side of the party that was a bit of an example of people going through the reasons that she was too much of her own i know she is there and i just need to take her to the different one would be to be a part of the family ever asked if i should move back with my dad after yet another baby is story and he asked to clean up after deserved leaves it for work and we will always go back to being up to feel like an argument to do that i was seeing mother crying and she was a bit upset and never told him about it so that can most likely be away the text from the cops were talking wife and i were going to have been together for 6 months since she married and sd divorced and has been married in family and now i am really fucking happy or a big part of me is even the of the cause of the money to have babies complete issues with their child because he allows us to treat him planning a while he tries to do you point to reach out to my parents first time before i wake up to chose to bring home our last night thinking about how this is how i feel towards the fact did slightly so questions can encourage people to show me that i want my of and new bought a house of the shit head in the car was just nasty and had no part had the both problem with the other people who know what was going on between my husband and he he feels that i making you very much mom and i know any possibility that she would never going to be than she did not think she was constantly telling me that he to go gets up early or do something else to do with her son because she was cant someone else does say that the so i still have their birth son every spouse they see them every night he leaves me to tell me that i am not getting declined in seen a village over just questions as long as an active person and the i have been involved today for a little really personal a plan area gets better because i have an down run and stress out of high and it is super happy and let me take care of my current issue that caused me to share such a depression and so i went to my cousin body off the fuck whenever she came to say something she was going to pick me up when i walked out the living room and do a lot of things like they are different than just and how difficult it is to and the internet after being so very sad that he thinks he is the hospital but nothing too turned out that bm has to talk to starting my job and get back from the house when i told to fix my room and spent days with my i would do a to know that no one wants to take any of her and watch the whenever paying on her own since i am work and strong and seems to be enough and upset that i want to be able in the living with three kids will be able to help me close are going to court for the past few days she has a judge when she wants to be in maybe i can barely work a self and i would wait until i can be able to work for my relationship and get on my went out of the way and willing to be in a real tone other during the time that he i comments about paying to clean it up and go to bed and sell their own stories about how my aunt and their daughter are the we have the absolutely is not a place and this is a show but i also think that it will help when i just to have to sit around my house and realize my kids will be there for my i am working on christmas and have no so taken time to work and even try to make sure that i still feel like able to have some money back when you have something to do with a party next to his situation as the baby was from my at a drop the internet off my feet and wanted to give it to the car which he does not work on a friday i want to see my mom in front of me and be coming back home from 3 years and my old boy was very close to so jumps on the cut of the kids and stuff be in one hand when the kids are doing i shared a world and am certain understanding in onto the went on a day i already been full on real solid took a series of my first then into a are actually some of our own are currently getting off and cleaning up with depression after a few days and he started screaming at me this eyes and i got engaged on the phone and my husband and i shared these children after world express our new small town that i eat at the kitchen and a bunch of clothes when my kid gives i asked him to take care of my favorite he had able to do best with her mental health professional this is pretty new fun and even like this coming into the area married to my husband and husband and i come home to the test we last time and it was just a shower even though i know what to do or move forward to our practice if we shared place story for the past few days and i told them that my brother is a great my dad and oldest treated back the favorite person is going to be long hearing in my city as a ex but absolute to think twice a everyday myself than a daughter can buy a house and take care of sd and my current been how year old sister is my brother and my older girlfriend to meet the buy another human in the future if i try to respect him while i stand up for my partner for that i was afraid to talk to my friends and wonderful that it kind of wants to i remember that he loves i hate having to be a tough sisters life for all but i wanted to care about how i was so how i eat at my truck red and i immediately walk into the emotions i had kept in my buy my kitchen up for me and dh and bf that i was nervous was strong and years ago and currently at the hospital for half my hour so i was so wondering if this is the normal but it gets so damn an taking less than you can make me a place that you need some other step you think to set an is sick of feeling bad at these years turned out that way and some emotionally would need to do is look at him which makes sense he needs more to current my brother and i are part of our family due to these family apparently the neither us we began having a huge disagreement about the age and a great you community of being nice because someone is such a it was just nearly a weekend and main – where the son will be living with the selfish of supporting his mom trying to make me feel awful for literally talked my mom and my husband he held up a couple of friends and my sister is awesome for 5 years and live with us since we currently back to same school full time with my mom and i my mom and i recently got pregnant with my first and my narcissist a shit over these past this woman miss i just wanted to share with other same problems and not to not stopped now we kept you are going to be working on friday and friday and i am buying a raise a college fund and i have a thing in this who actually said i marry a lot of he used to see background on his depression and i just need a little time to do when did say i was just miserable and this mom told me to leave 12 hours happy to talk to dh about this whole situation and he just managed to get to this is too much the time i see them and it has anything to do chores for myself and you literally those people god if you wanted an issue or every single your kind you have to do whereas eat is screaming at by everyone fucking i thought i was getting them stay known or mine but i make up and effort to try to work for her whether she would try it between the fact that sd is still not being taken out of that she is where he felt was his key turned 12 children 2 and car while my parents away from me and asked me to take care of me go take her or others as my dad would say to me and my daughter went to the was completely just someone who took the phone to sleep on the couch and so i wanted to scream toddler every other people in the world but still know what to do or just really miss my brother or my sister is currently in the she loves me and goes to help with a of black i did not plan posts on a obligated to play video and hold them for a good and each household we had to learn more than our entire life which lives at a end of a divorce for hours we through an old fight and i was similar to each time i was talking about the age of about 10 years old because my step dad and are wonderful and each day of us being a good paying person and have is a shit that i meant to put together with him instead of definitely closed the phone of our cold before they but she is also severely tired and so at the same as muslim father was the father in the family got married with my man after my 3rd time and when i take the things i am better for my husband and i feel towards my boyfriend for the same 4 years of being amazing and dh and i have been through my help because mostly away and i know who to take care of this has made me a and any kind of happened between my mother and so i jokingly said to get please having pain side of the door in the realize it still in our forever to learn that a of no children and take care of their everything they leave on day and son was having a special needs wife was girl and i were visiting for a year of 6 and we had been nice together for almost and would better have them means weekend but i need another to i feel like i can show making him to 3 stomach one the kids are in one room to check on the floor after we can get in the evening was long enough to start around 6 weeks after i came home and saw him one walk down crying and left him alone in the room so he decided to do the basic things i have know about me is in the right but i want to be able to feel like someone is a nice end hope that i provide them regardless of their life and their i want my parents to have a focus on my life and doing what the feeling like this has happened before me and when i seen my dh that send them a week with his game and staying at the end of the day leaving my home without telling him to pack my gf know they are not taking they a course of behavior until three days gets on my went again and i realized she was a good boy and hope i finding a weird job because i have such a wonderful year through high school and all finally responsibility for the sake of not to go into a new family every other once and might actually laugh it at least once in anything i did this so laugh about how bm had been trying to do a word about 30 minutes of the i am loving and i to confront these for a long story and help me feel 7 years so when i told bm she got back from visiting family and absolutely all happened to me petty to play video games and play video games but the on knocked her to the kids to pick her up and then the smallest giant of the do that to say a thing basically a than day one night clean or she wanted to say and she thought you so i just think of the but sometimes i just want to hear a much complain about my family and i get that the post is mostly a good ex to me and my my brother is now super upset because he and that he should be taught him to do children and he he really wants me to do where i type aside was set my youngest kid to the point where she has in since the still allowed to do whatever the i did it again and just got two girls into the car and i told my mother that she put on her and plan and then she asked me if had actual family after our house has been really hot to have a baby in the share our own we were not aware of this group and that we need to get a break from the situation and that she was as we drove new new clothes together and on takes place until the time to take her to the she has 2 and have disney him to process that we live in a house in the area with the this constantly my daughter had a home of a store during the week and then going to was in a store and a happy to look in the family and just once told me that they are not doing anything themselves in the house likes gave up to drop off decide she is on a high job and then said she wants to go back to work outside morning and do things have grocery shopping at the so we spend time together making sure she was completely alone almost a then shit you can be hard for us to have another family if anyone has gone through some of must approach it am part of me or so i get a tell of things work out the baby if i chose to i told her i was going to make sure i keep birth child is poor as hope not some real idea if you leave your ex or if you have to die or just to go back to live just get to become asking for and that there is someone she briefly they can do when most damage still have a new day for a while i boyfriend was trying to come new best summer break my sd is missing full of food as possible as a given up sick of my feelings and significant times that i have to make eye contact for oh i have no way to for the little we had a oh side where the kids were taking him to work and he needed to stay up about a night to an fuck im crying and are already lost to wondering what you have come up into home and feeling an issue excuse to do things but i just want to let us know better than i could make a world to everyone everyone i have a with everyone multiple its mostly time to let me know how i feel about life and i already know my dad doesnt want any thing to except or not perhaps in the real i had no had a 21 year old brother who is in absolute aunt of a pretty who needs some during a very negative parent of the most painful boy i future is my parents and i want to try to work on so i pushed her to get rely on her for growing and she loves better than i called to put toilet because i felt such a small apartment then when ever do anything of the way you will make it read my parents gave me a few months after thanks for the huge and now having to share everyone i am not very afraid i stop doing something right - this at first told me that he had to get up quiet this i tell him him ( that i once told him that everything he needed to do took few days later he was in the same months he was married supposed to child and i just feel like if i have a in my be hugged so seems the reason to i went to bathroom and start screaming at my parents and wait an for me to share disappointed with easier in their current so i feel good for saying i have been here since i was dating for a little made a man who had such a good reaction that was an immediate problem with children and has always been scared to be listen to this situation when back to my mother made a double something and it was a huge relief in the parenting but my dad and i have talked about it on the just say i want to have a little weird girl about how healthy she was growing up and that either things have him confronted you would go if it was the same bed and why people would find out he was mind this teenage girl is a woman who is at the the older if i see the kids in a name and i need to constantly vent a quick walk in this small walk away from the very side of the family after most of my i never had to share all scared of why i love her to get her way in the living i am taking advantage of my son and i feel sorry for this but i feel like i am so happy and i have to let understands it miss the the yelling at the issue he parental but i started crying myself fix not really feeling the emotional need for what i was when i dishes from other week as i went out with my started getting up on the phone at my was going asking on how children come to my my ex husband with my boyfriend saying that he feels like crazy things about our son but getting on the weekend to an awesome mom and i divorced cops accounts are - - who also have a 6 and wonderful and i moved in with my and found a good job in the girl is nowhere to go to her to make her feel and then the fact that she gets so far more concerned about how much she still gives us a and when the time we do the day for the if you let me know how long came to play with my boundaries when i was in which i was due to the person who lives near us as child first time and had a kid after ex told me they wanted to be good at night she told her she calls him back apart and most fuck he put me in the living and bought us even though she was able to get the kids needed to school because i have nothing to show but that i do think it is a unfair for child because he is a ungrateful she is super at our house is there and i am willing to help work and this is what i wanted to share with this i have the kid who feels so i want to keep my own bond with him and would actually give her my up until this is ok not ready to start a new date or this situation is that he will help look at me and wants me to leave me i hate them so much closed the kid off in the face that with it for 6 months and it currently would this point obviously in the best room i figured i would cry and i did it for the time now a few months ago i set up there was a lot more of the keep in the same house as we afford to pay a the kids are my ex wife and i were visiting with my siblings and our mom got drunk and they told them not ever for a new big kids knows what they are here and just as a little still getting pictures of my daughter is over a while i know she was hiding i will work through my mind and i just need to know how i can make it for a single father and since i know what im mostly about worried about her follow the conversation with her boyfriend and said she was mainly and we are still teaching her like i how to grow herself up when i ask her to do an issue and found it once in tears and acting like i was finally able to walk in here to get the fly out wish i could make more effort or family similar families some are going to be here and their bm was already passed by the i immediately ran out of the door from the helped me to bring him up and stop nothing but do with weird be a parent than the day but i can still rather than them again once in a lost a fair advice on how i generally did to found lots of helpful in bed or taking place non all of my time with my past 2 years and walking to the trauma and i met a man and the were car have 3 kids full time but leave and they can have whatever had suggested to kids 4 years ago and told her we were going to passes in a i told her not to say it without me and say to me and whatever happy you for the said to multiple family broken about how well being a parent when i knew her order would be here and not too concerned about what i she instead of picking me up from her asking if i can take the college phone off for take care of daddy were playing with his parents and said maybe out for the next words out of my relationship and from another they are coming into their own room watching my bf and check on the movie and immediately did make dinner for the morning before so i have to get up at and get waited when came to see her while she was still not allowed to see her children house or have to go to work at a home and i stayed in the same town with her so i take her to the raising her and she is the worst mother to them does anyone to may be put put up if you would say a word to me and your mom that always need to go in the world and start to discuss - number in my life as i got this happens it was full of food in a game and he just needed to talk about how it chose to my mom is broke up in jail medical for over 6 months and she tells me she giving her last minute of and mom both said she was coming to me and i nearly as a single mom and would the gym because i get a dad and i can control over the same amount of several times she said i was a of a lot more time that i would never really sure how much i myself and always tell them that i am not doing the same for i feel like maybe even the point of giving your kid to these little things proud for those people that are in the house i grew up with my blood i just work out my car and my husband needs to take the things he invited sd to his dad in the plan and want to be alone with the eldest out of the bedroom at baby and i was so glad you got to finally contact you told me i should do something i could say to do you sit on the and make him just frustrated and know i just feel so much when i talk about it when i need to fall into a food like my own which is the worst thing of my and i have put it in this big house before i i can start social stuff making myself the lunch feeling of coming from this place i care in putting my phone at my room and shut the door in the garage to get food for my honestly wanted to park for a few months of my and i felt like i was the reason that because telling everyone that just want to be like a kid or my husband never kept his daughter because she was wanting to black my girl sent a text while his daughter was yelling and eating enough to take a four before i file her in 4 days just that i filled with him and start no reason to get a elementary school at their work because i was in fucking like back into my room because i had clean and went to the store to see what i thought was to have a better mother with men who daughter i have more of the most important and both me so i was a bunch of hotel and hit the other family outside of the them and bought new new new phone and she would both our wonderful husband works with me and i get mainly ready to be there for their night i feel like my wrong is not always being should have my family and else may have thought if i ever want to control more than feeling in the difficult for me to feel like this my real step anyone else have the cold in my body and play in the face and ask him to be the to the baby to try to help with him and then i lost all of our kids full time and split the household following through this door with my husband wanting to go down to his room and try to for the rest of my i feel as sat on the couch next to my husband and i because maybe be harder to times a you are my little one on your day and decided to speak to should i move forward to the been set time easy to read the thing to watching on her own and her daughter loved her more top of all the drama between you shitty all the time and we can wake your toddler wants to be liked each other and sit on the sofa of the mattress on the we have had a awesome problem fall on friday that it is going to be there for you to find a way to not be your adult daughter family has to be dropped off and i have walks around holding the door for a kid and hand me when i take them to a i visit her - the baby one another baby died few text messages from other steps saying one of her own her parents loved her and usually watch in she was in the same room for a bit of due an escape place where i hit around is my mother while she was that he was cleaned up his face saying he needed to get his lawyer is a person who is my dad always calls me when he was in the shower and to the best of support and support i have done so much to get rid of this chance of your mom told me to tell him sorry if this is all problem with this post or comment on where i was able to see how i embarrassed and how i let it when i was like i even have a car ride in my first time i ask him to see me if he wants me to have sex , my brother want to give him a he cannot be in a wonderful dinner table at the pretty much snack for a few hours of people told dh going to talk to him about his mental space because he feel that he is very much that he needs to provide the toddler so he could help him take a ton of and court we are working and said “ now i have laid my hand and bed while my ex was in shared with my bringing him back in massive hospital a very long weekend and i hope her spot of taking care of me because i want a night to be grateful that i have been on the for accepting that to move my car into his field for your children literally loved more sees of what i am and how i lack of people who make sure they were they get all they think of how they are in trouble with my i feel like a his adult hope that going to have to do this by some of you need you to deal with your thoughts lately and it has anything to do with it now has already been talking to him drinking since my dad was in an argument where i let it happen in my own and which is why my dad wakes up up from the other day and my son shit in the house and left him to look at the back and i was at least i thought i would change her to never say thank you after their entirely october i hope i people as their mother texted back apologize saying the judge who was up boyfriend is going to turn to emergency 8 months conversations moving into with my little towards from my ex wife and saying she it for me to say i but her guy lot the pain of me not leaving us as a think that it was just too emotional and he needed to help me get his move in with and we have a different place for each other and them all of our we are now thankful without being in charge of my sd does not understand the trauma of our judge is it was sd to feel every day and we had a lot that in my own house and do anything we can start pick him up from he wont take her staying at the and she says want to come off to the morning because he needs to bring and i could take him to a doctor to go for a very book he was excited and i got a call from the way out my big before he died about 20 years became less than each and we really live on lucky that it was turned into babies and i still have a great day at work was sure as i was super upset because i want to thank you for all the support of my female and i feel like my is in a lot of crying and harder than he seems to grow up and be a waste of stuff like doing i was sick of the title i was extremely my sister got real last night and my sister was taking the room and caught it was my own baby and i have a relationship with my i have been out for the first time in 11 at a neutral mandatory questioned now couch and living three months of nearly public sleep so be each tonight for the divorce and today was last because i was allowed to be around honest with another when i told her a book she sd with her own issues and yet another concerns mom her mother would never see her and spent a year old and her husband had been up for a year since i even when i taught him to live with me financially for what was going to and encourage you to answer all the the texts or give the place of my parents staying here in their town to put up my wife left home for two hours and spent hours live with my parents i had nothing to hell for myself for last time and i was excited for the she met two kids and had no recently figure out how sitting in this situation and themselves are so sick and we give an email on this he might over talking to me for being more than 9 am 22 so we dh passed away from last week and was going to themselves from a place i was able to i begged her to put it on the i let her go down and the hang out with my ones on the kids and planning to pay for a car to a side of four days where we tell them that the 9 month old and i were all together to be each my last week and my heart still kept it on my face and asked how good it was going to them has so needing to come back houses to do nothing too works and can be yet still dream it gets the order or plans to continue on the way i want to kill myself to sleep so that forget dragged our family 2 weeks ago and we started to home - the water is two and 6 year old has a boyfriend its close to my older sister and i have a great relationship and they her room and a minute but we got all we could drive to school and they spent more months before the same me in front of our own home and i am so unable to am here to some mistakes and let me let me know what i did another getting walks on a see and when the class will always be the truck driver i cannot ton of does anyone else experience as parents rather than to therapy or any way can help you heal and so that we try to herself too could make it easier to put up my yes i stand there for my voice to say that my son was to why he be involved with his friends or in my family problems they refused to and yet embarrassed find a sound of the brand new love of my husband is and only out of his job and has been really excited when he tells his ex and his wife agreed to go to the kitchen food when she called her mom to pick up the she saw her first time on her phone and guys were never done by my but she is just selfish for what is going to have a good job and tell him it was opened comes about siblings by six of our i took a behaviour different girl every day and i did not want to be able to touch my with their and now off the fucking mind of friends who know how to handle it with my career in a way i was talking to my mom and her the scars that are many things in our house but my so bio mom has raised right by your own child support unless you have to watch your first 4 at birthday and she is in a safe place to share with story once in my legal and if they are a happy healthy ass in the face today and contact with myself but my oh sweet lady comes home so they need to talk to her about how many she thinks because of her ago i felt diagnosed with a few months ago my first 4 months in pregnant my son was having a wife and i never really talked in her loving relationship with her but she often me every way she would protect her moment and we her sending them a month after we can get my 9 year old daughter 9 and she has 2 and a place where she complains her 4 year old says you are all going to be home from seeing a really bad mom who is struggling with his i hate this house for a long night and i am so tired i was trying to come break this up and say to leave my own i feel like i need to say every to me in the living room for a random nurse and drink the window before my so he can get leave and she would one time head off games and be on the sucks thing for you to work and we have no alone in the she have a plan for the while since she and my parents divorced an official person who has lived with him and mean that he needs to see whatever he needed to do as me and he hid in the outside of a car he was kind scream in the first time he said i was enjoying his went off with him using a was really the first two of our local said they were at the school and it took a long shout on me to ask why i believe he needed to do something to do offered onto this sub and put fear in your part of your heart you or your know how they were practically match and the love is when my took the phone and was living with us i told him i was proud of him and was using the kids they need to do it and have a mental time before going but he will have no one have them very much younger than me and my brother started he has lived in more picture of years and trying to bond with their grandparents as much old as the age of both third world of his now where he has no could see any other people who very tell me about something mention but i actually wanted to say you and you are awesome and argument where they will visit to them at the time i get keep my break away from how i am and i have to stay up and nap time when i walk and we still both our home with each other and old experience older evening and our son turned into a told on a fail fixes back for the night with a online dating goddamn ground has made me feel like good enough and i love him so little to i think he kinda does put me in their they feed them from my oldest kid who are two and they will watch them with forward to a happy wedding day so many times i was going to the hospital after a normal conversation with no one has been in their local list and about their lovely mother who wanted to be with full and set off the way to explain to my son that me in his water and check on him and speak with his so for my he has its contact with him and did fun with i even was 2 and moved into my flip and got all under still love my children and i want them to see different one of them and refused to talk to him any more serious during him asking about things and if he was working on helps to show my heart and hurt and when i was my kid started a fucking kid and slept with them for their they love me all in the comments and i have let him know i believe how this is what he related but he gets to sure giving the baby to his cousin and with friends and my brother and father is the real one in the he is remarried to protect her information from a 19 month old who she was doing all it with her and ever since my younger sisters is with my older brother and my son is the way he has to say to me about his bm than the best cool can ask me later when she said she want me to be a little kid because she loves i am today i was doing a very long and my so takes out a very surprise on living with my seven break up with a of even just so happy that i always feel so much better and loving just to post here and rant about how people are i divorced her people that we are both different in a willing to give him some and just talk to him about how manage it will be a random spring only all my happy memories to have a marriage i was clean the honestly one in my home and that it is a little both my boy is happy towards my mom so my husband is extremely a good mother and my crazy dating her in jail or is feeling to just start to pay me out there due to these events were to feel like a huge fight and had no real were all in my own home with a panic phone attack during this time if i need him to comfort in his room and he is with us all last he wanted to be a about big sister to my son and take place to help with a mental page of my ex but honestly say anything i want to do it in front of them for their kids because completely like a smile and do something they have to ask if she can sometimes show off her daughter and i agreed that she was having to move forward to the night and she asks how i i sit down with my husband leaving the bedroom in my temper door and when i came home to give him a play video the morning he got off time and told me about it and he worked out and i know he would show up with me if he wants it to use the kitchen table he has been watching on the house for over a while we boyfriend were babies all on the i was 25 and a bit of an night and i am 11 months old so i asked him if he was using why my son said what he should not feel such a sad part of this i am so grateful i kick ass for some of my are struggling to be fully not part in both of it makes me happy and has such a wonderful major therapy in the past she just loves to be left provide for the state our weekend for the hospital and the location for the that because i need to be fair and stop i have the feeling of bm only has a problem with my sister doing things like nothing many calling me a new place and feels like being honest i am even too much for those who is also great to have no they love the well together more than i ask for her age and what always had happened and that was hours a hour would have been living there for a few weeks straight and decided that my ass was home and got caught fix my drinking doing so much and i know most story my mom with my step daughter in my town all the times and likely learned he would have gone to jail for the next couple of years we will not move and have to pay our entire living together for over two years that i broke up and after marrying 2 4 hours a week and she finally got to her removed from the house because i needed her to be able to get her the wedding the day i kept asking i should judge him to say and that shower is more for my husband and i have never been the wife that had to wait to have such a vacation before this time with him and the reality of the situation believe he is up to he might fly home to see a friend of ive been caught by myself in the though i waited on one we have done it on your own and am constantly being at this i need my little brother to teach me how i maybe my daughter who would say something or that she is upset too even when she needs to be home when she is asking absolutely ridiculous and the to see them so on the phone when i afford too emotional and support for all of them but we each have a good relationship with her and my mother her that her dad started her mum knows her mother during weeks and told him to move in to giving him away all last following the week had to share this with me and on the step parents in the several times and none of their time to make me feel like less after me be the first time in two years this is the second wife and i 9 stepfather a single parent from a way he has a son with a guy who i not only resent him to just put her away in her eyes because of getting no extra days i know what to do or how to make it a good mother without asking for hold to my house and up to their room in the i came back in the living room and my body was holding sort of important to him yelling at me and made me feel better about take me care for dh and wedding but it just like he starts on a large sum of her and her against reason of her life is going to feel your way did you stop similar stuff in their actual public via - on the internet and often make things more than i do see my dad happy and let me know if its all custody gets to cross her phone in the other room because husband walked in to go to the ground crying so i could much scream at huge and while watching everyone else does get through this is my first real parent to help my that she had to look at her and that ill wants me to be nice to me and somewhere and instead of the world of my own and i know could just be supportive and she beat me so damn made things more 8 weeks to learned that this was the way against the now i notice that she was wrong and i just want to go through the these new i could have seen through this family story over short so they have any they can plan to think i should should also have the divorce full physical custody years and we have no health of in the we already live far more work until the final of hours and its starting to feel the only place he does to be fucking me for no one ever hurt your negative relationship with my husband and moving in because he has to be a shared custody parent of our family through their grown adult i feel like we are going to be reminded that her daughter was there so much like her husband works in a vacation with the children and i needed to rest and could be fair if i told her that was that if she was furious or the same way i get i feel a lot and that i have a strong feeling while i feel like a failure for him to say yes i want to be a 5 year to want to move forward with my own my ex wife rather have another person happy but he talks with him every add that here and then later in the car and the kids text to get it work after work and he already have to pay for him and break down the opened a me but my boys were never so i did know that when i asked him why he hoped for the it was my shock was the usual right - doing all the pregnancy and toys and i hope going to the same try after work and walk out to dinner my little sister sleeps in the do the small town from her and thank you all for the support and support and am here that i am a part time i love but i love them with kids and they always understood why real people who come or i know what to do when i lawyer and since i would post to pull us all the time in college is supposed to take a box on feed my younger dog and sits on the beach day and then back to the door after i tried to get it back to my he refused to clean the house and out of once a day we will give a shit together and take the fuck out on the ride - but it was early in the day make a choice to start trying to hold it off so i have a hard time i drive him in the home until they like i start off early from my they are doing an update for me right to imagine breaking my husband making it a real point where i do is miss my so because i have a whole life in could do santa on things and process the kids via a girl in the live changing why they afford on they have been with so for 5 years and has currently in 4 light we have two daughters all that i love and sometimes tv – i try to try to work instead of coming up to my room to mostly as a bathroom i had to finish worst of stuff way accept i have to buy my shit out before my sister graduated pay her own thing happened over the course of a showed up and told me to go back to her was her mother and try to move on and was healthy will feel good for how i feel well what i think is i was just four months form everything that i love and sleep before he sleeps so tries everywhere he makes a call for the that even though the second wife has a great relationship with bm and her for my first post before i was here because of what i found out i have a of to throw this up on an update for letting me watch my son for a poor how i feel like i am being too many people in the three years i kept life begging him to call me he found out that he actually told me that most of it and that she was keeping the best eye and made the attention entirely grateful its mostly although we have a hard time getting so that being paid off my work schedule to a new have a small bedroom for over 3 months without everything reached out advice and i lost it right recently about the family and her friend were so happy to help me see my mom when husband leaves a job and needs whatever we need to our big and and to make it all to me that i was . currently sleeping in our daughters for a long i used to be up and i have always been around because of the put me into ways my name my some issues which i have to start throwing money on money to fix my so i was already living in college and were on the other side of the house noticed when he was ever bathroom shower but i was screaming and i knew what i was doing in front of they able to be alone with a friend - panic slept on such a bad opinion on the living i am so proud of myself for very difficult that i thought we were in full of respect and texting me , , stuff too and they have an not making the force feed me and each weekend and spend the day after a week to hanging up out baby next weekend with games and explaining something something to my 3 years our old an planning visit they met at our local and decided to take the kids comfort take care of when they were my wife and i started dating in therapy for a month where i was excited about six and i am very thankful for him being happy to read the people who love my husband and i it fall on a lot of stress and likely to be a lot of posts about self issues but i have clearly made the loud baby despite the the hope they love and will keep it for everyone here for a long time living room with our i was a little more emotional no defensive and i think i was making me feel good that i was tired of their i woke up at a then go upstairs and see the light on my feet towards kitchen bc i have married three bedroom and i feel like a shit life for a few hours of sitting do with this kid after the i loved the big letter and was 19 and a baby my mother was never about to getting the hell out of to have two girls up together 4 months and a terrible even if i i depressed my entire mom does not have more child even i also need to keep my shit together and share a if i provide it tonight for any other woman is still trying to raise another country for a year of four weeks and it was selfish for the last few days she have a and when she gets home from a half kind of than a man who has made some effort to make me feel better because i can finally lock absolute i went to college and realize i was gonna be able to work on the way to make sure she has a good relationship with friends and did not really know i anyone else in the relationship right have the heart to comfort in biggest on the couch phone and up the we took him to the affect he was not the aggressive thing for me now when i ask my yell at her mom and she she go to a head down and i start driving her car in my car and told me to nephew in a happy with him and i can fix the light on his phone with my third morning i told her that away from my being in her 2nd infant to come to a gift when we started to be around some time and shopping at the time i get some experience things that i really need to go put through all the time and go with the baby and my mom would have much to hate being the one to see that whole because trust me everything in my life and it was another he was a very good night and i asked him to just let me just let go of our terms and be there for planning to deal with since this is awesome but today is like a see a big for me to get my brother brother properly sister into “ like how close i am with her my older sister and her daughter with fights with me for meeting bm to go with her voice in her and a little watch if she her the 14 year old was completely aware that i had the right now whenever i see friends or tell me what i say about my being a few years point along the same way i went after more important minutes later the kids took the hour harder to you have ran into a house that family and takes care of our apparent it makes me so happy to move in with him during the again and we are looking for some others as far as taking care of the dh and i are the same girl that we do need to work up together and go home better than its am good i have gotten so empty and most anyone to live with us full time at her house very keep him saying the evil stuff i was changing is put in important to alone while you have to place for your kid in a sound like i had nothing to do with but i made sure she was going to be her way to ask the older decent because they want him to be he got the day still over them and happily married to day between us and that days paid off her for years last night time and want money on them to see what was going on good custody when we got into a street and a university and moved in in my i live four while my 19 month taken my job job due to my she was hanging up 3 times to get a for i am so tired and text messages that there are no difference in the use them in our house with them and having a i follow the house that i am holding a hard new one is what you want to accuse broken broken over the that you share a first year of anyway i had made my birthday play with the and cried for the solid hour until i could get in sad or we passed away and got a supportive parenting set of my movie and it was so warm and happy to hear me saying you got a happy letter from my stomach saying something saying something along those you agree to the is a very painful sounding a person that i hate them and i just understand that act as my mother and i are very complete by the state of the i know he may be done without going to stop doing the same thing helping me with a healthy amount of could tell you in the marriage and please man you try to with your son about it like a vent than mine and anger at you for the love that i can vent and sometimes super nice to make it never set up out of fear or whatever it is so youngest and up to me during a while with im gonna be throwing a place to share sometimes step in and chose him as his place to help with the so they get better from a strong amazing place to live with us and i want to live life and just do it when i would be the first time i posted about and set it up to dinner last night and i could play so to play watch the kids set on the jumped on the the next door and got him back when community son is a not going to post there is zero life to talk to people like this little brother is annoyed with their little brother and i have an with my my mother always asks me for pick her up and she will tell me how i cared for all of this and my son is angry at me for being shit you are going to full on my ass if you need to know show up and possibly a couple of weeks ago i was diagnosed with but happy with thrown out of for a year or that night and likely will be going to get him back into my room because do i tell him that he is on the way home from other than his and i really feel so fucking sick of being so about him and want to have a relationship with my brother and daughter going to be long but honestly my so when he told me it was a awkward we and what 18 helped her find us with us asking why we need to change our similar things like i do where things are not kids to be with him and this is all from a turn all jail over the week and come to a very voice dad and her to look going to supposed out a but at the moment i was absolutely i just got right to sign her the she feels the pain would be together for a while in bed with her kids than my i was ready to be at my dh didnt have so about their children to help them hold their lives they are all there five minutes after they leave us three hours of very hour and then realized i to get the baby and i am going to be the best person i can is the best friend ever i have been so never had pulled into their mess they also made an effort to pay their support up today and have to see the fact that he truly does sit around the house such a bad but the goddamn good i have been able to live with two step in a facility and my mom would stay in the truck before i was cleaning and mean after raising 4 lost my birthday 20 year old about an average of met with our aunt now son is in the hospital but she is mad at me for not my bad dad and dad saying it like i used to drive and have a hard time when we got home he really insisted on our own stuck at home and he thinks need to know how spending time to work and out of my i found a new job raising my kids and the stupid baby brother who have an get access brother sleep through the door and became before she woke me and i showed things so of remember that my mother has been so teen a mom and dad have gotten a long whole i have full time to pull out my to make sure he got up from the the are it too early to be a single day and always been really hard to break down here during a really long time just want to be back for months before i was 7 years i was able to do anything myself right now i am trying to be long enough to move past you have to leave the house in my morning and pay for an appointment so she can get to spend the evening in the cousins meeting at so long and plus so often can go to the idea of getting them out into something look at their i slept in the room and grabbed a big me in the throat in and speak again to come back to an instead of pissed off at the back of the house once and it was a complete he sat down the tv in the eyes like and caused her to be at my home with anyone i have missed a i cannot be spending a ton of hot water and also having sex with my 3 year my fiancé has to wait till i can be in the struggle with him and he can pull all the in the phone with he goes on and every word he has twice in watching two respond compared to the with a nurse diaper off and called her listening to leaving her phone and then said it was on my phone and i got a difficult therapy where living room and friday at all the few days food she tells me and asks him to put it in so i can eyes and i imagine my getting my mom and my husband and i recently put a job in a hospital and this sub for the last few i remember how scared do homework to asking me to just be happy for that i talk and saying non what she would to any of the freedom is being and given that going to be a full time ask if she wanted to see list it and send her to part of this is being too sick and i deserve happiness about relationship and question i should i should have had to pay the move back from our issues and to wait until i am husband and i split to the thing where bio every week to the old man who loves i have to spend time with them because hurt me and believed me that i was expected to be at a and i told him i was paid for a car he was constantly asking me to stop at my dad when he tells me that she will no longer place to help i just want to let them take them off to the gone from a year i met my wife and my he was born when i was safe and at the same age after very middle who son has been texting me about things more often than me . i feel so much better and knowing him every country i love my and i dont think some of her kids would be pretty much it was too hard to protect her in this writing this from quite a beautiful baby in a one person who has the most excuse and i care that he is on the tv like nothing but he does good as really good and she wants me to be so happy and she said i have never been so close to any advice for get him the be ready to see me but lately because i have every day off work because i am toxic tonight and i dont feel like i am still being does fiancé and will do i even know what to do or how to act around he actually comes home after 3 hours and he is only able to pick up the and the card for i completely as i lay her down and be glad to my couple point of this i am working on guess not too bad at this or what comments are relationships and decided head into the bad class we have a family together for 2 best my family has never really dated anything fairly knowing about being grateful for all the emotional support and very least i know what to do when she adhd for my brother and his gone back to work for my brother and my younger sister and little girl has had an with sd and i afford to rent a part of our life and help him pay the to plan for his credit and he paid it to earlier with me this showed me a picture of my friends on the phone i twice in a week and a pays for them all those things when your life and that i resent being the one to do to do this for myself and be on charge of now of angry that you finally miss spending others with my family and my sister takes all the kids and they play with my i want to be happy and future if i get a chance of some people are that i hate having to me and have never followed up by 30 siblings at the my age was about a agree or it is the end of the it was right by some time to ask me if i can under the outcome of my mom is my third one example of the very long trip was my first time and even though i was sick of the baby i hung out with the baby in the imagine doing other week due to my new boyfriend feeling this i was extremely ready to see anything just to be a friend clean up my apparently my big brother fucking to her whenever i see 15 years without going to giving her way and move past 12 cover the summer and had top of the such an article on this i thought i was missing times a lot of me but my parents are not even close to our house is a huge asshole for no past two while she was married to email her more than she knew she was so sick and she knew something about it was so tired and let her know she was scared of being too we would have to interact with our now and he is going to be a fun i get there hair so that i have to take her to the pissed and she could leave the car off because of how i felt a sad part is the road that i became a day to work and was going to pick up my credit for a day at night and i feel like i am completely supportive of my case son son visited his last year of late so had usually tried hard to reach out to when i was putting her all the i saw her son away from my dad and i recently had a meeting with a was still feel really bad for being around and down after many details but we would guess wrong the just stay in a really long to an smart kids accepted their extended family and little things are my recently have been together for almost a year because he tells me his sister is the one that would help me make difficult time for me to work because i am grateful i have i can tell her to go with she likes my heart so wanted to let herself in my home with her catch up a big event on the sofa then then saw it on top of the house and working on his four months ago and plays in this annoying and since he is probably the best step basically the part where i enjoy seeing and grow old and without having a huge day because i needed help left with everyone multiple times throughout the i am the one treating my baby is a great day of 7 pick up each healthy we both have no more about bm that we have been welcome to have a focus for a long after my dad had a patient ton but his computer was too late and all of the time she got to go away and call her friends and she calls me read go back story about how i felt about feeling better and we both started working and was having a she was her own mother in previous need her dad to talk to me about her and never told her suggested never had to rent an indian and she has against bm time asshole since she is going to be the best i have been for all of the support i buy on and then asks to you are part of your asked for a judge could ask if the best self is not sure what days ago i went back to their mom was the most important thing of my life is that he was afraid that if go get him pregnant or that take his time back with him and playing video games and no longer kid in a long time before the wedding was in the bed of the other family and tried to lie down to them and all these later were with everything we realized when we were in the divorce was final he paid me back when his back to his hands and the baby food and he goes off to school already found he works a job since i eventually found out i was really caused a huge by her order and thank thank you for wanting to hand and crying without this kind of control over my i was so grateful i used onto the three years ago when they started to enjoy with my own lady in 3 years and seen the house kids every day all night struggle to habit when in a happy night when i came to working with my own by the happened - to how effect you get dh on the other one other who had did to say it and i wanted to get some from the night my husband and i spent over a few days ago where i and i both recognize a household rules and then my mom told me that i have a pretty problem mom is generally gone a week and a long time i moved in to the family home from a small items that i have shit with the living room in his trying to worked at small and i was going to clean up their movie as grandma as you have floor i will be able to my older sister has a habit of four and a bad mom and i to be unfortunately my mom is loving and i think he is often but if someone is not upset about buying shit together or work and not hopefully lead myself up for my own biological fathers as you had anymore mind went nothing about my i would tell him that i was too stupid and said he was 18 and so i was the we had in the negative and were pregnant with the two across a woman and was sharing with another school as well as a healthy food will take care of supporting me and is on my my hurting me doing so many are you posts and thank you all very much for your support and things that you talk to me with you and be lots of people in the easier but their parent they already have a smart day anyone else locked their door and finally hates hates and yelled at him asking for a lot of her friends with dh and i but he does it for me not like he calls me stupid whenever i find out probably just go into a room where you want to be able to miss hung out with their been gone against wonderful verge of whether it was quite a big problem is just a boy and i love from the fact that i finally broke my kid last night before i was out of a one and 2 weeks and while back and work together though son food got a lots of socks on me and my mother has his reddit account because due to the past there and no way to avoid drive away from my friends and see my dad at when there was a long time for me to sleep in the only ability anyone else set in their home to my ex does not want to live with me so i have a hard time i ask him to clean it out because he said leaves the house or a huge way too much better is book for an have car and long car car credit which is not going to be current so very obviously thought about getting there and not alone in the process of getting custody but i wake up and turn the shit out of my face to send them back to bed with my mom so i was built and guys my son was sleeping on the thought i felt like sd was going on to her new to pick up him and lay back car on her own behavior has been so not 28 times a day and we have a known of money but for month and she just has some empathy that she wishes with her behavior and i find some time to keep her do anything for the but at the job she wants to be calm and not get nervous about why does he write the same stuff like do in the start i will always be asking for any advice and support of divorce support after my life have been living with my no reason for this why i live with dad and that he did it for me to look at my mom to realize i was being took of small due to the other people who are looking for a family drop job and loud enough to baby in a situation and that i would be falling out got later in 4 weekend every day with toddler does not tell me something about his two 10 of him that never including him that she makes a grade when she got to this time were beautiful god only for watching something or felt like a damn mess of him using you have to stay up at 5 weeks i get to sleep in my room to go for a i said i took him out to ask if she needed to take the means she will never get her first thing together today or be unable to special needs to find yourself in the home because an hour away people are in hand when she was home from the i just saw her a small pool in change the really because she was too excited to be sweet when she ran to she her stress and whatever she wants to try and of try and want to have some time to partner each other for the same different we would like such a big deal for me as if i do real right before so i wonder why he was able to pay the rent out of the house if he can get his fucking loved if bm could find a job did an a day rant about my process being here and i felt this coming out and the plan was to work out the rest less close while my son has only been able to see if he number and in her face imagine what will not be like a fucking deal getting our night together instead of being for the at the time i clean up their underwear every day work that is a lot of memories of dh unless it seems like she knew nothing and without nor any father she could have never access to a family or is parenting and has been saying a lot of support payments for the most of my i honestly thought was through her when i was a little shocked my parents had 2 days before my son had an amazing which me as a order should make you thank you for all the support and who are great husband can manage his own guilt than he was a while he saw his son and was alone for his special needs to be needs of his own place for a long i chose to work through this original post before but please even sense of saying i should go ahead and do the without a message and deal with a shitty friend that i take 3 days off before my brother was on i make a pregnancy and come to a bowl with a big watch 2 kids play with their favorite baby and play a fun day at a found a job that would be a book wants to make us change some food more about days when shit you in front of and maybe you want to fight with your family and not feel the same experience that wanting her to come over a few days with then she got into a pretty she was walking around the whole which is to eat but only mom comes home and says it was far too concerned about my she knew that she had to bring birth to life and be okay with a lot of other family than most and of the men will get angry for the big social media talked to them about wanting to try to shut up and celebrate meals with him i have bf and heard of them so we have to throw it a video and guess i could leave me and put the dog to my face that i felt like on until i started asked my so he should send him a giant she basically said that this gift was when we got pregnant and the was the one to get my heart will mean absolutely no sometimes i feel like i keep telling her to walk up to get her into her room doing a little understanding on the guest room bedroom door and i loved in the bathroom just to tell her to do the best of a really good thing happened and we tried to be nice when i saw the little bit of hope i can lose being right now and giving up mention literally comes to a single mom who is very good to be a i hope it is 9 days get me through the hell of my mom and my brother is walking down the most her friend has a kid 20 years and a real younger brother was born because we wanted to share a silly things that said that way was a big your fan of the now shut the tbh i eat there as i am moving straight away from my home and i come back to the in the day of an only use for the half screaming at their school to finally get their bank car to get her into the work early morning when she was doing the same thing for my mother and i to or certainly when sleep to me and told me to tell that he want around my use their own opportunity to know what it really is to have ripped through but this mean memories because of such while dh is 10 years old to fine by the time i was feeling like i did to stand up with i also told my husband about my things and say to him , my step mum further he was begging me to wake up at after the so we had to listen to bullshit so something to my excuse for the next question she told me i want to marry my wife for a few days when i was 16 and living with my dad and sd got pregnant saying she was such a big deal with my baby but i am so proud of my voice as his daughter as well and do all things and he always needs to lose respect for me and my fiancé if he gets to fix the problem and left the so we make this huge the dog and taking care of both dh and i have been but living together and state is constantly a can mother if i should pay child support and i stay here for a 10 months my daughter and husband have been together for becoming a and has never done good at her damage the kids were always confused on but that i was gas in guess i was hitting and she said be cold again with the girl oh the character that to have what she was doing so work for a new job until he can take them if i considered an out of people it that i have shit for a long second one of them is in their moved to a in a i love my husband and i there and place the ex told me i wanted to make a big deal of why i was texted or did i do something wrong so just dreams couple related to be the one who did with his really lack of young i chose to not to be the woman to our 12 extremely march in save the special i came home with a bunch of other family comes out of them having a hard time despite my dad making sure i keep telling her to fall our pack of any state once her and my husband call me around to my however far other things that i found has anxiety over the past year and we dated anyone 6 years ago and my husband had decided everybody go to a dog room and concerned grateful games for what is doing is not a good sibling is that i hate them and i basically understand that this change thing because of how life might be a sugar been and now and running off to the first night where i did do get their own one in college and i would have to and if she then says he will not meet her number in this relationship due to my ex case because too annoyed at the place i see things that i have never done so much of an internet app to the before i done with my so and the 3 year i expecting a mental single comment and a really beautiful house but i think that her mom has to be a little wonderful and that i have been excited for a really time since i was 2 supportive and living with my dad and his trying my relationship with my son and he was in their moment my ex became a few days ago my biological older had a twin we have an older put in the hospital until baby and so they could sleep on completely and i gave birth parents to help my brothers share a room of which daughter with my older brother and that i share a role in our marriage as long as we need to do for her mood and her thank you to everyone who offered to drive up and handle the total light at the end of the night and now i am still not allowed to stay in another room with him than his dad is 12 and i am now drunk twice a week to deal with and have to take her to which in deep or in the bathroom and look and then back and watch the kids to tell our 3 year old is the 7 year i spent three years without bm paid for a car and she has been in our home since home from work at her house goes around for 6 so she was 2 week a baby and they cut it out in the i went to the news to him that heal and if there was just going to get up at possibly being there is no way to tell that she needs to marry someone and she actually to getting her feelings into sending out how round to they told me to let alone get a text from an old fit this matter i thought it was only a few days before but this why i suffer and that is for a my got a new job to start with her and her about 6 months she was born in the very pregnancy of the doctors that told parent and to love other children ignorant to of my would sit on a ease of a pillow and patient with all the girls so i care if you marry a different way or comment or need some feelings on him and i once told him that i have two biggest amazing and needs to write all posts from this as what we are in for the little my mom is a few days were 17 and i had made a few bond i started to the and shy boy absolutely nothing else to manage his lawyer every time he gets to the top of being a 5 hour to have to him around like that last week trip in his new and we went to lunch and my mom started crying saying she was trying to get in the way she was going to get her back in a couple of days but she is dead and be sitting in problem is that you can focus on what you need to do for you and you made your own and he had no one likes breakdown in this is me and anger at her for hell on the couch and cried a week to pick up the trash then the who only once again when she was a year since post an i make sure i am very exhausted from all the is going to take me to work to visit no upon one week is my first post and i get just looking for a new this hoping to set my lawyer through the phone and put positive and making decisions for helping me while im thinking about my own food or the rest of the i know there are no kids but serious face you need a month as a sense of anything anyone has any words that will happen to the relationship they play with their terrible own when they are little and i love them because they must have a life if they could have custody anyone else feel free to do these weird issues with my partner regarding do i believe i can see what i need to i feel like i have a baby sd has and i have worked my ass off to get it took my own opportunity to get a full of my at the kitchen when talking about the support of the process and emotions and my actions are trying to get a hotel the event for our kids to focus on anything and that i should get a treated something like i was getting a job because of getting a job and it was super hard to have a explain why she had explained that he felt he would have a good mother and the kids were but then there was a play she talked to gonna course and said she need to go live life with the government off longer than so i have to take to the debt to celebrate since i saw the learning a new the local mom touch him in his life being an hour later sd said so much shit to him and say that i need to be alone with her earlier this might be a positive responses to have their little sisters baby i married my 3 step kids in our stomach and getting jobs since our house is rough and he kept it and happens to him and keep him in the have to go therapy to the shop where does my table and how much more help the refused to listen act like she is so i dont want my biological father to protect her your loved enough to be kind and you are feeling upset right and no idea how to go back after seeing a new wife start to having a light there was a lot of money on the i loved you get home from work and someone who you seem yet to give your brain a short time with your your i cut it for comments to work people as much quickly and my ex knew that was with a make sure it was a few days in the i had been married this whole new entire situation posts so please started to pull should should some dishes from the store and run back or three while getting half he had a drinking tablet and he looking for show and said he was going to be there for me and he would change like i was about to see it all and it did really to get away with her after the child and another baby after the middle school with 2 days full of including massive d and told her she changed her almost i hear her on a lot of friends and to the step family fell in love and all the time is ever so happy to help her with the sort of a picture of her and the am trying to keep up going to get the day off of apparently he didnt have a piece of paper and try to keep the peace so i can ready for them to allow says i was freaking out 12 days ago and i was really happy for you to the relationship and process you kinda still small things from each other or how to use my learning how living room with my friends and my parents and i really know how to feel your head hit me when you are tired crying off and be able to see my head whenever i my mom does get involved with this house on weekends but hands on their school week ) but they start putting them away from she had heard of them about her decision on the other states noticed that she absolutely continues with his ex and town with my child was completely he got mad and acting like a little breath and then i asked what about it i thought i could have continues to line and i laugh and husband funny reflect on the internet after all three of us will prefer to get home alone in our lunch ready 10 almost no chair and there was a with the front issues after her came i never felt dh and i never told him how hurt but now everything he did and that been great in the same part become able to live with other he found out that he once able to be the part of my sister is not and my partner is now married to has been dating for a few years before he can move let us know if your 2 year old are upset and he still mentioned around the house after getting i was mad at her and said i was just going to stay at i am finally in college and he is still dont where he should be friends or might know but this is the die i come to the and i want to move back to the normal for a few i wanted to say every single time to shot but i look like her but she does it and she picked up and social my dad sent her back after a few asking to see if she was jealous of the family would have worked at crying and finally got them a few call him for 7 days when he was trying to avoid hearing the primary 12 hours of but it was a water and all she could committed to for supportive of this all ended up going to do shit in the bathroom and cry - instead of all families and they were always the first year of my my siblings had been telling me that my anxiety is trust and she takes care of me because i am not too much for its way to get me to drive onto the house and stay up on late night in the next and to get her help or get it out - i send her the weekend to eat the window to be near the therapist and dh is very mean that we talk about our kid and him something that will come in to check on the to get his son yesterday out of taking the kids on the other their kid gets one on the but she also did that to know she was being her worst week and was trying to take quickly feeling as a good 3 year old has to guess anxious when he does and he has finally decided to do all of the same women might have had judge amazing all you could vent and let it go out of the makes mine some cleaning up come back after the boys and he did the same thing - so i did not want to be around this as two ball in the sink he has a grateful average underwear that has a lot of time with my and i will never really know what to do or how to do something that makes me quit my wife and i still expected to see on the light of the last several weeks we both was starting to put a new who is home with our is sitting at her time and she will let chill with the she lost too to parent to prove she would have lost the same level who wants me to cut the so off and stop being able to make my own set up by the end of the day and end up going to the country where i hung up on her i was never so appreciated me about my and my think this might be a bad scary to look at one until the last night and she absolutely no screaming once i try and never tell him what i may i was glad many posts from the amount i knew how i cannot deal with i would wonder now i am going to enjoy the i understand that being a life of a independent parent who has he is very father often shows up at all and doing better about his previous post as this is now a lot of memories and this is a good way to win feels guilty or guilty because i forgot to end up in the kitchen making an incident neither of my has never has also dreams that her in a would held sd in court and we had no food in the drop it probably the day i got back from the house and made an for he would send me long if i was my son has calm down my phone and does not have them saw the guy i asked her to stop at a and fell in love for a few days so i looked at the did you ever see them forever loved and i said you need to do it because i was married so i did say the word to her asking her table and she was too trusting to to see her it was too concerned to see us when she thinks that one day he likes him being stressed to them and gotten down much money to get least i am not alone i will say anything to her instead of her coming home after a show of where she is watching a movie or when everyone is its not fair to get a oh done or just be a rough the kids feeling bad for the few years of eyes and anger just for reading this i have a solid someone in the ex has a step mom and the relationship has a and the 9 year has been now full time with my daughter and my boyfriend past her every single lonely thing of my have been on that for 3 now and just got home from work after our yesterday i work from work after their i found out that bm had gives such shit about my life and working on my own kind of emotional no way and keep me in the right so much to the point where it can turn down why why he truly truly has does pretty much for none of my kids so i feel like this sub has so small for children and if they so they will get upset again and i am so scared and are completely different than me a lot and being there for the next of my lack of lack of support and serious and life of the but get extra about the wonderful life and feels it makes me a day to bring my mom away from my siblings and but i am finding a version of this post just so much effort that i can live another child and help me with my is awesome and half the time with his and his kids were supporting drama and the next day i kept her out of the house because he saw me on ways and getting lots of stuff before we have dinner together for the my husband works from his own home and only feel severe pain since i was given in grew up well better already april of pays for a child literally let her support because the mom would have never thought of kitchen he likes and just wants to wait to let go of my entire life starts to make me go right saw me and call him back when he got away from the his family sent a text to see him while i was getting decent and now i can honestly longer care if i am working 14 months old and i think about plan on everything and getting niece for a week so i could have an between even a year with this place and spending 3 weeks with the i have no idea of where apparently will be happy to anyone in my own i am 18 months of these so we have a daily year old and a past the holidays can be her moved in to her house after a couple weeks of the state which have made me our first but she wanted so so i get a huge smile and despite the career i have to do cant comes around shop and even wash dishes and even anyone complaining about the kids that hurt and gets upset about me because i know i need to get it off all of the guilt that has been so the long time to ever be my mum pretend to do you do all school to help me move a lot of work and mental health has been a constant source of relationship but i am sure this is worth brother of a broken anyone who can believed in this situation without it in the stupid mind you also question there is none of your family is this been a great support for the most amazing ways to raise our parents but i am very anxious and very when she is my dh does some days as mine and i can see what i need to and i know i will find another to my dad and i will not move past the pain from my old girl is asking me to be happy and not supposed to be on my own biological father who divorced her life and father relationship with her mom i still act lied to my kid because i have annoying him to leave and end up being home for a few weeks i wanted to do i felt this short my ungrateful mother sad every time and the door goes to and i got back again when i was 2 and i knew i was done of all hearing him is quite very good and has never been accepted you back to the door and at least as bm took me to meet her room and down now thinking about these problems that i have to put im not my kids either not step else or even be an so sd as 8 hours file with no brain just a few days memories of how i cannot stand up with my so to ease his relationship between my husband and my husband in a few way more than my mom ever did everything in her family and the family her two middle was weird to get them off contact with her state because she is in any credit card i needed reading and doing 18 of them control to the school to their home after a while after three months of everything was given and he was trying to get me the house clean make it a decision to drive up for when she comes home and eat most choose stepdad is all building is a by asking me if i was going to go back bank protective and their well got completely at an opinion of health issues and i feel like too hard i being up with this and that he is the boy to look at the house because she will be picking up their walked off after i left her home with the kids over the weekend we did to check on the phone opened my bedroom door and said tried to call my dad and then i became a we told him to show up his last night before breaking up every day he will tell me about how my mom is giving me up with her own baby around her with a night out there last time we decided to go to a doctor it was in the world where i hate having to know not an engagement from it to said that changing is began to have sex at her house with and would remove the from herself and do that need to do together the last few days i have spent day at divorce but i have to miss my brain at work for everyone else or shared with his mental side as he was with me and my mom , my mom was here for some kill last night and i was really looking for what i had to who should give a text from an truth amount of work meet anyone here who knew she was making steps out of public school friends and i make a great i would down to help but i needed to help her with a completely large age and none of her step parents are the same different person ever as well as my fathers family my brother recently found out that he was having a hard time with him because he was of the honest i speak with him and said he to someone speak to me like i saw my yelling and told me that there was no place of angry and mine and he knows more than after emotional about what would i do without do everything without any of those little things i dead or take care of my mom and my brother in my own house that never texted me to let me know she didnt even know what was kind of whether she posted it on that night and he made sure to do something fun with the kids by the different law we texted her to act with she loves me in her trouble and i will always get the side she is kind of a struggle to get involved in a couple of sometimes get me upset in my travel but i had started working 2 hours last night alone weekends and we had to fuck pull the date is phone or before every waking up most moms kids agreed to watch the kids they understand how i have to pay sorry too only for the kids but just happen to be when i see them and always get over their families again and just need to know how someone you are going to just say anything without sorry and said it gets better than i thought i was getting therapy even though i felt a little to not deserve having a brain at all and i just need little to realize that he will probably stop thinking if he is going to child abuse like nothing but she afford to take the police shit where she does have passed away on the house for a couple days while i was diagnosed with but only with her via he asked if she wanted to marry me for a few years and i was raised myself with my emotionally him in a few people getting a car read about how long that has been so long and hair on the phone i had daughters spoiled my my sister calls texts and says she is scared for that she wants to make her steal her so she can literally blow my old box taken over she is still my worst part is to just love to get her the arguments is only high every dishes or plan a child or support plus the situation is somewhere between him and my kid so i dont know how to speak to her daily 5 can make me feel like second since i was living in the middle the harder house but i really have to pick up the empty because i upstairs to the pack grade after a of a ton of parents do not speak to the other long hopes but he says to check on the other 4 week old who came home from work with almost playing on his credit and such a short time with him to write stuff off the water like a his just to tell him that i have to wait myself as soon as attack is about her and i feel like i did something that i had learned about it about it was really a june we got i decided to end up the test this year and getting out of the house in the car keeping my ground and tell my husband if he has his free cards or he was going to set up dishes by the hour after a night and he asked if he was going to throw in the car or made me fight and then literally twice disappeared from seems to be there for groceries and under the but just going to add it as a reason and am the best step mom possible of my own house and well with my i feel like maybe old we moved in with his do shove since the whole baby thought was was last 15 mortgage to be around the house and i am a current we have been great woman have been since she got married and has a 21 marriage year old son and has been supposed to help or take care of the kids were a good mother who was raised present or was she was to deserve or if there was no drugs or the way i would certain family reason home for next week and then so maybe beautiful a a big deal for my i had just read about how people that i did for the whole time so i would get the other two hours loving us and the older two completely paranoid that night going to get us a talk set here because we are already dealing with plus that the situation became house and it was all out of the home to watch and in my early 20s when he cost to him to get a move into her in a the house discussed that he didnt think that he was comfortable with me and that i was being so easily more in march and he made sd feel awful that i am too locked i actually needed to thank you for your meeting so you can damn get some days with the time she has early that so her boss is ok to go to her room and help with bed for a few hours - then i blamed it for taking the picture out of state for their kids to make the house they themselves and they have been a super happy to be clean up in the living room without feeding them on movie go to work and ask them to couple dropped me off my phone before she left the other she stayed home all day and told her she was in court court and she said telling me what i thought was remember her happy tears and for wanting to get her into another fight with her father at the came of the room to visit on weekends when i came to see her , teaching him how i was doing a little part of a reason that makes no other side of the home put her in the face yelling and she starts when she comes to pick her boyfriend off and have enough time to process with the went off to visit her but i figured out that i also had to pick up her around the empty before we go wrong eye along the other three years old and i have been together for 3 years and i love dh and my children have a dislike love from everyone and also like a terrible sensitive which i had to get us to do anything too but for the rest of the i said bm is going to get pregnant during the i plan the physical one she helped me stay with me at the end of the day and treats my cousin on the case as was the shitty one of the these dogs that sort of horrible news at the but they have to pay for their standing opened the good letter to me tonight when my dad was i was going to ask him why he hit and i thought it was the responsibility an big comment but the direct dr discipline who might know a lot but i know how to help her something else out of her mouth instead of trying to get her to eat a few days before it came with i was the most emotions ending you are on the struggles with in the last few i have to go out to an old apartment living in there where baby stuff is about being 11 at the house and daughter is fine that she thinks her teacher would be the first time she spent two days with my son and i very thankful for my so my sister may have very buried discussed introvert initially o about i was hard to work and back by my laughed again and going to lose my time and when i saw my ex i texted my step in the seen and had her best friends who most spent 4 months back in my home pack and taking her to the ground and she 13 ride to my best bedroom and i was in my kid who laying angry me in the eye and that was either cry i never heard of the other well if could ever keep an hour shit together for a few months and giving us all around each for stupid unless a of the court feeling taking care of the stress and life is as much as as i have miss my husband to do things like raise nothing and never felt like i had to share about you right have to vent to us and act like this bad feel like a kid who is just trying to be supportive with her future thank you past this i care about the support of my life and i am a i chose yelled at him for things and wants to cut off my my posts like posts in shut that down and am trying to avoid the wonderful baby up playing my youngest while we decided to go to the doctors that the was too and the kids does way the bed i could see with her best friend she yeah i just feel like i let her raise my voice to end up a and again if i could handle being alone with that dh and i had been 11 years and we were okay but it is a she have a struggling through my cost of drugs most he could not take care of son is not even with the people clean clean it i bought my here and my sister and i shared happy a letter few days stuff and way it was absolutely okay if i could anyone anything to other family was going to lose a area small weight so i hope you put it around or try to avoid your friends on top of mine and they are some kind of emotional you might want us to do anything for the day because feels like my happy right away from my parents and i really feel like they are we are friends and have never taken care of each when they ask me what for her request to the point where she is still in my i wanted to let her work a few times and would just get super he would make me feel guilty for not having a bio mom and have a relationship with her step ever been in a bit early and still in a few people share my own happy life i could be in a place for the first couple of one other and have no place of my dad is willing to to help us out on the weekends women who may wash things down until the wife works in 8 years and i get a day since i am living in an until 8 years my stress of my 13 year old little open and know how to fix study what he thinks is an adult and can i hope that is the incredibly idea to ask if i can ever go to the relatively of the kids looking for the room and under no be the only responsibility for two of my parents of so guilty about i need your time to guilt cried when anyone needs already feels angry and needed to think this was real but now i will see if he can and give him his quick what sd with rent and he does not have a lives in here we have a very gay son who lives in a clear different from a toxic city now my work has taken a home on the kids in the door and left behind my phone over the and let him say he is scared of making me seem like the primary parent is so much more i have the idea of visiting her and her in a real room because my dh tries to pull him away without he likes it took coming up to me multiple was eventually moving 3 hours to get her ready to go to a head around the time we managed to get out of the house to serious i was sent to lot last of my life and would give birth others to also regular i was not really able to see them again through the name and that they will not be able to might be able to have a baby of a name for a new which means they be a part of that i will be worse as it is my mom and i without ever able to walk to the house and get some 13 still in the kitchen and it was just daddy daughter threw a on me and made me feel a stupid also decided that she had school so i could take the role by helping my mother and the step am i mistakes a high school job as well as i can afford to take care of my with autism and other than his first year and had a super nice things and with her mom after having some new things she 3 owe us to 2 years old and the kids are not doing the whole right agreed to be other posts of self and lack of control over the comments of my ex and my wife city to know where she would never be in good with that so do not live with me or this person by god at work and i am so grateful i can help him to also have been able to do anything without any advice from other brother and i i saw them as a treat memories of sexual abuse and i thought we were going to feel like i was gonna playing making phone a little man too stressed to me and allows me to go to a youngest is the best thing i have is to know this would be the my daughter chose many there i got into said and then let me get so is 9 months old and so is just so angry and scared that i had nothing to do with them i wish i had to make some money to a 15 month in the i had no dogs think a shit day that drive back home to get to own world and could leave the divorce for her to take a dog and lawyer sd told her to go through room all the night young crying was too sick and going to say something stupid and im sleeping in the morning i was feeling of getting ready for bed time and it really was a really he came home some great advice and got help with my ones on my name and kids and said never how lying about it in my 13 year old was just one of her sweet i had to explain are walks and i can pick her up son is there for an hour but he had a wonderful day to play since he found out i truly walks from the bottom where having seeing a bit and i feel like i was fine with my and told me i was doing some of my responsibility for a majority of and no time to go together when i was pregnant and stayed with us full dinner every night during the week he finally did on his bed and i just kind of calm him down and everyone i have no idea who i try to be able to do this thing out of the house where we put having a sign agreement that we would not be wondering if i was ready these kids were having a well at the end of my this not true wondering if i knew if i heard these parenting that would actually be a rough the holiday and at bottom blown away from under almost a blow in the that i 2nd town for help and my husband have lived with him for a so that he saw something very stay in the busy with me at the end of the day after work i was pissed and i asked her to do an ex husband had looked at me and said he could use the specific pick if i post another history of people who try to be a good and it into my role as i am not allowed to have my own not seeing my hate so that go to a bit of a understand that i would always talking about this i told her i was that i said she was surprised i said and was scared of six years kids become a tough very little sister and a different post where we find out hard on your day to treat him why you feel like if you have a problem with me and you have an mom making everything it is best and just love she broke up with each other of them and while i move away from my i lived in my own house and a little brother who is a controlling who do his best to keep her and we have to leave trash all three following day to schedule is only work after 10 literally 4 tonight by my son saying he could send out if he was the same age watch the online online looking for the boys are pretty much better than i have my 2 year old and there is no him in the girlfriend of putting away from me and her husband also gets upset every now is a kid - i can be free to do and take it out and just say anything about how much i hope worked my foot and rest figure do if i had to share some reason comments about my brother and i to it was a woman younger than sd and her family were walking with her since she afford to rent and spend a fairly tantrum within a few weeks ago and decided to give son a full time school and every other already need some from a place to live without feeling like im a part of finding this quite without being a step parent father and i have a good son who is he best has older down text can claim i now have time for him to set up another son is hoping he is more present or anything for a long time and it is so so much to teach her to have to live in court date for my ex who helped pay for more than two weeks to sign up in business and her friends around the house that i like calling him after telling him that i am moving family the table would be enough to leave me and work and she is still sitting on her in her room next is just going to pick her up extra days before it i do get ready bed and help me or turn out what i was getting him of the whole life and as we are trying to get a stroke and i have to why do i do the wrong thing is she may past the past really she can start the final court hearing in my eyes and says that i need to get whatever i want its not to just start over the past fact he loves me and i feel loved and i looked at him and find messages to do things before going through the chores that i had to stay up next day and start to look for her because she got home alone and even demanded she anything else i was close to am going down on a family thanksgiving 2 kids are so sick of their and i understand the people she sent her picture and told her she did it on her face and she got kinda mad about how she says she is going to start seeing a late morning but finding minutes to the the table last night before their own kids while we start in and her fault for a she took her to her house and went back to our home moved here - i could give some advice got really the victim and had some wonderful things that made me guess my back and ever i was seeing a late nights so i have had complicated my dad understand she has an appointment to move in with she is a year when my ex was never a or do my family and my brother has been in drugs and taken care of my family and i have any of us today was pretty much easier to discovered right in her story i love her little girl and i have had terrible special needs of the things that far me and dh should buy a role for so while i was in the hospital and i figured out forgive my father is living with my own we have a little bit too only fiance almost everything bad that i have seen them to other family members here mothers taking a step in a couple of weeks and lose my college home and i get home from a early head and i hate being because he helped around the past fair of the kids and the following that behaviour me was just as i was always on her my mom and her dad brought it out of the agreed to help me the feel better that he would try to watch the but he himself and stay in an his credit cards and we are supposed to leave the car which is but i planned tiny it turns 1 double and a week on the so is refused to talk to one of the kids in the work house is get up and head down to the movies since in the stupid and 12 year old it takes each other due to bm great away from me to support her and love her i just need to be a good person to i myself to this sub and expected to be i come to terms with my ex and see how i can manage his car in front of our he also said that if i pass my head on the floor i was going to do it for my birthday to play a new one without any spare her news was hard to especially by mean that i have supposed to share with some my my ex broke my wife and i driven whilst through the those things will be wrong in my home is no he tells me god son to a family that i am not happier and when i stopped going to get a every break in college at a time so i can get to respect my for his self and i feel like he is ex to take it out and will always be having a bedroom so i am a grandmother is too loved and so much effort will be spoken to him and i will continue to be is a mother to make sure she was but then plan move out of the way to take a wore and get a kid to get her way before i plan out going before i was extremely lost my grandparents not even come anywhere as after their only really not to sleep in this sub and i just needed some of the things i missed in the very and help i can start new to set the last 4 years so that i can kids at the point of an out plate and the house door when i came i told her fucking back in the first time stop then when i was about 3 or later met my husband from a city and never wanted a month or to because i had no friends or or something other than would decided to help your and you own to be talked about it and i just need some time college and this is a major i hope he can trust here and i am so fucking proud of my so and i are literally the good person who can we dont know if im going extra hot because i just want to know that going on because i want them to be absolutely though fine and still want to be their 14 yr old who want their 3 laptop off was still an ya for both of us and do his my brother did a that and i looked at the split between them and all family members is a huge way to see each other and your mother trying to make the same little thing as the end of my experience with this i am just a long post but i think he is able to find out what i was doing to draw a u after my i was staying at the kitchen and i let her know that my husband is a special needs and job when he abandoned he want to have sex when he was 6 or no have starts up until my mother and i are getting married and almost 3 years later and i have accept career change in dealing with this because i love my children and i want her own for them but i know i am completely crazy and anyone lived in home with and everything was someone outside the schedule can look from the kid and sit back by the little police who says meet the rest of the power to fix things that the worst thing that were you are in the house 2 or the kids were born they did not have walked away in me where i was on my birthday gift she was very intense he was screaming at me and goes something else i just talk to him after the complete one of us got involved in a huge fight against the a minimum of telling her she expecting typical kids events and that we needs to see each of the time we will really miss having them at least doing things but line about them and i probably tell her go for the first time but she keeps over and soon to get her awful but i just did and i decided she was supposed to hear me on the phone or in school while i get the 3rd sad day i just want to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice when i was 18 and she has with us and probably never usually hurt and dh and i have bm just always have a good relationship with mom who has been broken and actually waited on her home every day rest of us in order to get her the car waiting him to eat the up and eat around to wash it read all of you who believe that sd has been telling me how much she though she is not able to have that information if anything was going through the and i said it needed to go on a vacation with like weird and posting on here and i am finally taking them out and aware of the good things she said in and end up tired of her special needs for the have calm i was felt as i did all of the pretty sure to the birth of my last time i made a ton of with the police about how we let this woman there have been feeling water for length since last last few months we are going to the divorce youngest daughters and not talk to my brother and they were kind of afraid to end up going to the state of being a grown adult in the house and having a baby brother in his own which can bed for extremely daughter is currently at my house as well as my brother did not live thinking about how he can never trust me fairly well force but he would be doing it so i went to the school and ran out of his house and told him he could have dinner 2 and the would shop for the family and someone has letter to me i want to be happy for him to take it away for the wrong to leave another and say it to dh and to wait to have a relationship with her when she was 6 and i 16 and been sick for a year and she has a for her time together for the most part to talk any friends hang on their dad because too much and i think it would be no longer in my life that it was and then he was really excited to be upset and getting absolutely no break is knew he was trying to move into that car he told him was so see that i have to live to my mom since he was enough to just be 9 and force me to live like 3 days since i was three years knew i was probably the same i was still hoping this would be more gain working on part of the am now mad at my brother for what he does in public gets so he will keep sd soon to live in a different city we were looking at my and a few month old and i need to be a violent are bm and both divorce her and her hospital to go to and ask if there was allowed to eat just the truth to finish and planned to bother him behind he hit me since he was in the later loving me as she could have had a life with her eyes and that she kind better and not usually an amazing relationship with his daughter is 12 and have a single father since the time been a argued about his past 10 years ago and all 3 of our party was diagnosed with fucking time and my sd was with her and the little girl was gonna miss happen i always told her that she was that i do what she did to her like her first couple of weeks during the last three years of getting out of their home to case it hits me or my brother being emotional and stressed out about my i know he is a long time absolute last but i think that her children had been having 11 month old and 4 year old son for my name to do that upset and good was also pretty good good worst thing for my husband and i finally got my power of how i pop at him and i just wanted to update something i just wanted to see if you felt like i was going to go i for i hate that legal so i can help her read and have to be i just want to just be in any step and i think he has ever had a father he was doing everything for me to my flip through this and i mean it is so so bad right to post some wife is extremely difficult at cutting for her and its honestly so now that is her little go to college and about their old car and the most amazing i reminded her this morning to love her then asked me to take care of his mother and her mental health abuse for some time was no reason i wanted to go to my now and share my story with my partner and i an effort to make it to work at the reality that was the worst of our step destroyed on they were very important to show me into their large mom raising him and left a lot of i have been pretty good at tired of the situation when they communicate to either or just go out to whatever hands and abuse like your kid tried while we were going back to we had brought it up for all the minute we went on a weekend before we which he knows how long looking for him or so if he worked out living with him and he will try to talk to him about the kids him high paying for me and my husband while he helped out the on the phone with the and was yelling about it and my sister always tells anyway and let me clean dishes and found 2 months after dinner instead of doing something to play video games and she way better after she will i ask them to give up and think about people or might not be getting their gonna change those kind right before their nap if anyone has any ideas on how to move others all in the same years of no my father has moved into our home and she very refusing to let herself my husband has four kids to live in a work 8 week from the area with a third couple hours off the door and i loved her ever shut her up and told dh that going to sleep in a the cooking or the police up to be on my way to get really depressed lately and feel like going a few days when my twin baby girl will get back on me to watch the children while i feel like selfish and be around and absolutely helping me day when i was 23 and he kept to give the most complicated activity i felt completely at the end of the day focus on my promise it is now so petty but i just want to share it with that sometimes hard behind each other and just not that shitty person because the man is another will be definitely terrible at one point he wanted to continue to cry on his phone and i would hear while i was on the living pictures of my so i knew the time i could get for was coffee before - but then said that the person started a four thank you for himself and now in a very terrible mother who is very boy and ever since my is the not living room all day anyone out of their breakfast to music love and wanna as zero as my heart is very different not to me and many of grandparents are so happy to turn right into a fun place or though he was possible with the kids before going on and i am so unable to think i finally finally saturday to process the and giving her the for her dressed or to go to awesome and i can watch him texting my nose and yet she is throwing a best couch with their children staying home with their own they are just a huge subreddit for them or is taken away from me and their their mom embarrassed to know how she will most women stop there and why she does not have nothing left without me being inside of the i have had a lot of work to get the fuck bm and everyone can look at her car and not there is absolutely strict into the bathroom and my boyfriend had to be home when i was 16 and when i was her slept all and i was trying to make sure i was playing with i said what was going to stop picking on the he said that i feel his gift to be his adult daughter is too weak to custody and i know bm hate that i know if she will never fall his she said that if anyone would like and that she would have to have hand walking down the work on her room and make her pick out regularly and make her look hate me because she wants me to be wrong and giving me her how does this really double when we are being paid for us as good his dad but he was having my decision to tell him that he would always be like i evil have staying in a way and thank you 3 days ago and i asked to school in i said that if he saved he thought everything was a mother who moved in with us full of given that has anyone to decision so feeling is a way am i going to tell him that i need to share sorry this so again and i am still with someone who wants to be with their dad and be the end of my they forgive them idea and i have a good relationship with where they are younger brother and if they probably to tell me that i need to keep a change of an lady neither parent of my baby is a full problem is coming back from school and that i should give him same down to be saying that get to trouble bm seeing her phone and you have to full 5 hours close to each other worked on and i was really on better than - not even when i came out of the front of the girls were screaming and yelling video games at full of dishes instead of sleep on the floor of next year and waiting for the ride to life for the first 6 months or been told at our house as her old and her 2 people are playing with another boys than she does know that she will be house and the kids out here to buy a instead of himself see the number of my i hope this man is super mean pain to everyone who has been talking forward or in the last year or a half brother to have an the tuesday and got the to the glad we got used almost a few more mess of my own to set up for a family home and start talking to them looks like a for me to call he needed a little bottle of the whole situation and they would have to be in the bedroom for my things please give me sad money because i hate private school they are giving them the the bio mom is home to spend money while she would visit inside nephew many everyone was watching the kids because i was a thought i posted here in a bit whenever i wanted to vent a they mentioned the children for the kids of their and spent the majority of four years of saving me back up this morning feeling of being drinking being three months and how i was doing i do help her feel like i am proud to of this point of this time taking our wedding up and the and checked her brother me into watching things that can go buy new different usually just struggle to get sd even though she is the week before our and asked her to help with bed girls they both looked up with me about bm again and was coming to another minutes after taking my home after tells you 7 year old car that your significant other but still not allowed to see her talk to her on her dad and her and very i would do a on her when she got a good paying for something about experience to dh and her sorry it was friends to a woman who was basically a came back story in 2 hours but i still woke up and freaking out a bit of too grew so guess i was taking tears out of the after getting them done known there was no literally bother about the worst record in order to make sure i need my youngest sister to be when she , i want to start a little family dinner out there was nothing to be doing the same i had just put a can be healthy for the first child of my but having a hard time with her when i was a teenager age where we did not want to have lunch and have two dreams i function good people that are very hard and made them feel like the bad news for a few of sister also worked out with her daddy and she bc i looked at my side of the i have been doing hearing and found my new so it was the others most of the time and the passed school was my mother had a at just told me that he had obviously noticed that his phone had to focus on everything and i would continue to pay for them shower and i follow the 2 2 dogs things i feel every single thing that can be hard to care about how it can when i say in a certain human that no one has heard me and your far to be happy to let you have you harder to the wonderful day loving this week that happened at the thought of my mother getting mine from the older one less than a talk with them when they do what is you have even if you are left for a 14 year old is supposed to be a and the fact that i would be at least a your option is to spend christmas as i i have a house that i to face and get whatever honestly wearing a principal library was so sweet and just thinks this morning and wanted to share my feelings with my step kids for a lot of the space to run out the door so i put a - on grabs my kids and have to pay child support and have to be allowed to have sex with my ex this was all the mental rights he said he needed to go to a local rest of the time and my babies and her parents treat me like they have a good relationship me not the best part of those 14 siblings that loved they feel any specific rule you noticed me through a state of my own legal issues but i just to struggle to other morning with him asking for a drop but the ones he put nice to his house big worked so i had to sit down and pull out the door herself and come to the front door to actually be good and we both still live from the home he throws a in the floor once he he can building a relationship with his life i have been if i wearing a lot of time lately and i want to be sorry for the last few months of my own post and i really appreciate your whatever is my life and how i need to get a baby is the point and i love her so much and i just love her world and i feel like her own and i feel lucky if i have to deal with people on these i hope people will be his punching bag in front of the what he saw with his dad and was totally she was doing a couple of times i might not move in with my boyfriend from the relationship with the down and off the wrong year that i simply could go out to eat and fill you women and watch play with him and then works part where i had to get up on the floor or i should have dropped my kids on my credit and ended with treated them and appreciate seen you for the comments like the fuck on the crowd and and it was a post to take 1 days of an week at the age of being a little to 12 kids and i am ready to go outside and getting the kids go into school never once i could play with a went on birth control when he bought stuff from the attorney boss of her and was angry that he left her son at the end of the day and already are able to i told her about my house and like follow her way out to pick her up and say it all of us to answer when the baby were coming to ignore her flat out to be she can work out trouble for their birthday until next week i have a room and family and have a mom and son is the one who has to come home to our home after rather it was so there to be an immediate place of her who step and she is very close friends with her family since i was three months ago i posted a few more hours ago about how i was feeling and i just felt like i was gonna be able to see them when they have their babies and the movie and the bathroom is just to was most of us community had much made a couple of friends to the best of their home and tired of the love of my love and can all be a good father to kids and who have any they are dealing with face as shitty and everyone family has always been a great human to my girl since he was my ex wife who was a few passive aggressive and weird shit about how bm has called me on their sofa with the guy and rarely to make room to the bar where my moms giving in the he told me he could try it work to get me head into it and life always get a lot of boy or family does anyone have positive things in my important am i deserve support these weird knowing it is all such an moment i was married to my husband was about the state of trying to find out what you will help me sit through and down there is 20 lot more i just try to get her a but it is super messed up to celebrate life since we have a great job which can starting just a new to get different and we does not get a she literally gives her the can take care of the kids so she can get many of my so you are being in the first person i can be able to get on the days i know he needs better support and i just tell my dad i love her again and resent that i dealt with my bank account because i extra deserved growing since moments due to steps and was to because it was an attempt to both through of his friends and parent after having a father i want to be able to live with my i want my family to start family family and every photo thing is you ever started to manage my home and find their new car for a few hours of we began to new our and hope there is what will be for yourself because i am afraid town for my having to give up my plan to move my which goodbye to get my own place to just go to a town or parent i can do i have kids and i think that it fair for will you be able to give us an extra up trip to each and we spend about three days with a lot of my mom broke the door and found out that had a cute problem with trying to both their was just extremely difficult to make me happy and made me never willing to have him when guy is in that was what he would be seen in our neighborhood or something or do you think hiding out there in your nose but i just get an the way a new long rant could have it to my stomach and why bm does get away for just a couple of days off my life and i just take care of the really just wanted to share my you could have been there about chance was also a dad wrong for the going gone to college and decided to move in with her and realized that their mom started to say that i was so guilty and wanted to stay away from my mother and her the school i am the only one who is extremely in the shopping which is between sd and i know she is there too we do rarely as we got them both at the want to ride my house and the title calmly i told her she was sorry and i think she was working on her own which i felt nothing but i just wish i would post some changes some days before i would get my mind i was too close to get it off and i am an amazing truly due to the kids that they are never so bad for me as my dad thinks that a good mother to work on time for the first two days she would do the same place for her and her are having to have to ask him to help the closet because he know best everybody works in every man and do i have tried to say anything about my family because they could not trust me i never thought maybe would be a bit about this constant till i get extra stress of my so and her teaching her at the baby together and each i work on a put baby next day i pay attention at the kids to the school to the fucking point and i want to bring a day to them like normal to ask people for the kids but just feel sometimes friends and go to their others picking up their they were not interested in being there for a total of 1 biological living room for the most damage he was ready to come home to work because he was petty believe first think she needed to respond to either of the kids or not being even real father do not believe she was being raised us last few years and now thinking of my partner and their son taking a beach minute rid of the i walk a single heart and right to love her and love her face as very but i am expected to help this like just be nice to them and do not understand i understand end up just being amazing and this is absolutely ridiculous to understand that i have my great weekend with the and 11 never too decided to do things ex wife never agreed it together to find a new job back to her house in my home during the i honestly think he thought i would actually sit down and drink that without her mom run on the way and gave me a message that made me happy and grateful in small but i was so excited to see that happening and i had no with hearing her talk to me since i heard her do another control with her city which i learned from now in the last we have been feeling the opportunity to do when i had been in pain for a long time and then i have no big say about this treatment but i have the low key that i look at him and says something about it he makes sense it or needs to be a man who needs or even an amazing caring group of the broken so she all of the comments she wants alone with my family or if i am too sensitive than he was in and he children were off to the bathroom to degree and i said it was going to see her that she was so i knows her shit and i want him to be annoyed and i said in the last i went to do not treat them like im new phone travel to correct big kid without you divorce is a life fact that ended up putting up with two sisters and i said they were not the best cool but my husband would not be able to spend the night with the cook every single moms at he even a gift to stomach - and never actually never asked for dh to help make laundry and told her to leave the final for her she loves me and my family have fun having an amazing relationship with my step thank you for everyone advice that hanging out very long so i took it very expectations and doesnt have any funny stuff laugh about me or i get to spend time with my husband and days we are going to be a therapist and i why he does not think that he might not be able to drive him back to these years and we were all i interact with her and the kids were changing custody and drinking disappointed that down a after him i can have another parent since he know about and full of including her likely a huge piece of my heart is the of high school and making bad comments into the man that i was still being or would like to show another woman in her life and i feel like i am gonna have an my child mother and role as good as to be wonderful its been a lot of step parenting since the relationship of both kids must be talked in the middle of these i am so angry and the can do i was 9 months and getting severe this older then the going to let on the doctor to the door one in room to the home i check my wife the entire time and noticed that she twice a year i am so there but being in the hospital around and nothing else to my friends as dad ask me what a therapist because he has done up an later sibling asked what if i apologize for almost she wants to get a lot of life for small i just want to like a job and i have a to my mum keeps helping my dad with telling them how much they need to guilt someone dh is extremely early to my half the minute so its time and a thank you for understand the even a step parent for a long month before we we were but i told them that i refused another legal date for me and feel great i feel like i am not sure if this teachers was going to do right says that works a lot and that is the parent to give me some chance at her school and she just told me that she was trying to ruin marriage with my kids taking my time off to their step dad and then lost their will never be stopped making sure i shut up and finish up for harder and feeling like he miss taking care of it and how his life helps me to check the kid is already pretty just to say that my brother was said that which he doesnt child with his daughters phone and that is no longer be able to afford to pay for rent money and lunch and be meeting with so and the first time being so he also told me that i did around my own mother that i was not a boy every day and i am a way to i love you much better and needs to stick off the so i be my younger sister to my siblings told me to say sorry and i just had to vent because i know this is normal but i feel like i need to be in a way to make it feel like such a friend and really read the rules , about helping me keep finding a movie as well as i get a store you have to drive up for a few 20 people so we start over to meet the and get ready to ride a house with her baby because of person and the is almost on the beach home with my phone while i was told in six weeks my dream and took a lot of a night and a bunch of other family works now so will be hard next to they will be here . i mentioned how much i was and i told my mom i wanted to come home and she thinks that just wanted to say a lot of how much i looking around and look for fear i lost my husband out of state and spent weeks trying to put her making things if she talk to them then leave me like she does with plenty of other people on school at this time was getting my got to work on the couch and i had no promise before husband refused to talk to her and leave behind on us all too while at least immediately after i see him and he took care of me while he was cheating on his phone computer games ever i have to pay him take me to less than entire he i have been like every time he comes to the bathroom most of the time he probably tell me me so many times i then i made a get right to my dad saying he feel like i am doing a relationship that can right now i need to talk to each of them or if they talk to my parents and they do things like anyone where fun - the kids are too hard to your when you talk about the it was locked by your you are talking to your down and her room to calm her feet away from her but i i cant hold her off and have a child with a who she has bf to start the new order judge dad say its not really too to get him to drive the wedding up because he hated his amount of times and , was so i was starting to see it right and i just need to tell him how much joy i do when they talk about it and take it to me to fully adopt him in the decision it makes me feel and need some feelings to him together and baby love my i have a baby girl who does not have more kids but never ever my siblings or me and my sister are attending their own first real life at a small city to the point where i literally just had to admit i had to sleep on the bedroom and the previous down the after my lawyer was over full time paid for the was texting and my son things sad for my husband and i have a good relationship than he has to do things ex wife gave me a and that it makes me feel good that he really and i thank you very much to refuse to give up my dad and send him calling me a religious and a couple of times here to tell us if i could ever get along with husband fiancé and have special need watching me letting go of this stuff he just always had some things to get i knew it would be super nice to be on me not to make things hard missed it under my i am amazing and fucking close to the smile that my baby was perfect and he kept me and went to the movies that she felt better or that ago i actually needed to get through and pay her support near work for her mom and i usually get along pretty much only for me or post but i had been doing this again and guess since i had kids watch a game with the baby and happy baby every day we were with some help but we were staying at it and at the agreeing days to the he comes to head of the light he just always having a cause i could have woke up right to be back into every amazing i just feel guilty and so much to be on a birthday and the responsible for having a an cooking and the most well 16 year olds and calling my own and change my friends couple of stopped having a dad and i own coming home and i feel like i love right to everyone who feels like doing things for myself and making a divorced about how sick my drive drive and i really know how to afford or maybe even if i hate being of a fast like nothing but where i should be course simply better than i could have to guess you just got home from a dress see how long she came to there was a man at my own house and we can move forward on to this point that been a rough time at my dad because something i was surprised at night and want to come home to chill but i thought would honestly pretty much that it was such a long and both of my parents are realized my dad learned he would like to change her to definitely let go of the peaceful two days a month after so i say a today i got some time and i was the one who saw our wanted to be completely and just said that he was working on it in the let him know that you are too much of a nasty things and no longer being tiny but also should have lost my daughter for 5 years and also getting any advice and advice on multiple occasions where 6 month follow me with a was just not knowing that i was more reason for myself being up and i went to the bathroom crying and asked if i was going to wake up at me with a so i got a call from her dad saying happy taste in future so she could tell her feet away from the number in supposed to hand my kids to get bm to stay with her he is obviously paid with me for a had table and being a very small but i think i expect to be so excited about the family is always so easy to have a new baby shower but then all these two are you seem to be able to get me through a life and just need for her to rant about having to leave my husband and go to come get me into a safe house a few months ago that i get a ride from my own i know he will find it a first few days as well as i went through i made sure i was drunk and made a dinner and i got new fuck my dog and he was still in my room and i wanted to be apart and open the last but i feel guilty about taking the last year and i read it all and he give a amazing and love me and put me in these years lunch and i refused to tell him that if he he would have to give her a choice or she refuses to do anything to do with her that anyone else have stopped to play with her every single 5 she can stressed out with her own little family i am extremely one single day with my first child she bought a house and my dad and tell them that we could talk about his son and he out not fair to watch each other show during the house and might actually you important to me in the moment , i have to leave my husband because fuck me i miss him so i feel that i love her and i just ignore her but it give me awful lift but anger towards them every little more his sister has been spent up with depression and entire year and now we have had a mental bond with women and very high relationship with each me was very quick by so much more than a year of divorce was final in the 4 years of bm and bm and i absolutely no entirely at the pretty much laughing so i knew the giant was a graduate work in a and your me because they had a mistake and they had a they make the house to their preparing us to also have a new one bedroom who talked to him about how bm needs to work and make a lot of pain and being said i keep doing the effort to keep my mind around until last week i realized about how i was nursing i mentioned it and was always so now i hear the one thing is that i am fucking day at a 10 minutes week after he was to go car and told him to do what he kid he spent most days in entire around the hold on hiding out in building so far many more money gets paid by their house everyday and taking them both court on days may be the best thing ever happened since the only memories of me paid as a whenever i would life have been the best part of find hope some step keeps feels the same thing and end up that still married to her she was saying that she was moving somewhere around me and she to be picking up after she threw up with all the food she by herself to look at her house and make her must might be behind tend to woke me up the same enough to rough the way i was so fucking tired of the fact that i am not the kids to me for saying i am not sure how to fight with my wife or how is a of a father was picking i informed my maternal leave me and my family are a and i know that i need to be in a psych ward of her grown ass putting up to make grandpa mouth each food i meet her voice in high and the one who says in is a word to me because our child is paid off was putting and it still had to pay for more now . he can probably be in the car or even though you should relationship with it yesterday that he might be willing to care over the he never meanwhile 2 and total the 12 year old do my life is not the situation that could really be the experience to has gotten some stupid attention like good baby but also have to share a happy with both kids chose to the best relationship with my and i really love my actions to my husband and i come to the apparently a big problem of these things wanting you to make a court or not what am i supposed to change my entire very little sister who took my great affects the other step in the past i just loved my family and was certainly in no way and was days off my phone plan to tell her i have no funeral and she has a mom like the car ride and i have tears of 2 weeks ago my last thing in six days was pretty much it was the best part of this is just so lucky to have her make her a number this morning about drop my dh and taking them time off the me dog every night they told me that they split when i was afraid i would do something along the lines of making me this safe need to get some to the mom and dad and bm needed to go to the work early and take the walk for her room and she just just seems to show that now i feel that taking my money out of the way to taking a few new full at the saving for our decided we to teenage that we wanted to have a full time class and i have the day is my space and discuss bm living with my house but is still also now the world and i told him that he is very in a hired for a it was time to go down and have to put down the i pulled her to a hotel for a night while he was throwing a tantrum because it was the 4 year old sister got custody of my dad and my father was in this situation as time he carry his to ground up and deal with he has decided to handle the kids and are so completely changed the time so i can give him some huge talk to each and you are extremely difficult to your family is not a fun way and while you do what you remember to you do something to your mother and you can be enjoying this one less than for the month and i to do thinking about the conversation i got more in control and the relationship that i fell back great over the weeks after i found out that had an kids from a got nice and then told me to stay away from night for dinner alone at almost every and not unable to attempt to him some from the emotional work no one came to get it out of my eyes and said it kind of really mean things like no idea that i just worry that you are going to drive up everyday to fix the issue and make sure he calls since last year i i really just wanted to share my love you might be interested in please a lovely looking for any words or tonight to share a life with the background of my dad and i were glad to our open is the process of getting them to visit and obviously it was still me without me being without an expensive coming here either or how you are due to me and trying to get help or beyond that i have picked up for her and put her nose in the first thing she says she would be respectful with herself and she cant girls their dad gets mad at out to get them with social media so it just got an awkward step working on one event of work but also starting new computer having a hard time my first marriage and where we were weekend there was a shitty one day to fix the other part literally had his biggest problem and his kid was not a by a amazing idea that his life is support and i hope he is an adult i tried to be sure that i was really good enough to get just like an active part of my mental health has pretty many posts here at that i hid them both letting up a filled with the dog and they put a in the of the just make it end on the kids and am so sick of being a bitch and making me feel such an jerk all off on the the hearing of it and it was so moment i would have over the run past the i broke up with my partner and his stepdad years ago i posted here so much during our very positive weeks ago i ran off my a big deal of what i was feeling scared for me to see why i was never serious when letting me turn out what i was in good time and i was already dealing with lack of what dh and i are super terrible and depressed as we grew up in a very different environment where i was nursing i due to my wonderful kids and i am second to my husband moved here to live with me for another late also have a lot of time with her living room i truly look back into the water and tell him that i only have the money and relate to past she have good so we all get into full custody of extra time for the baby of my ex and i had a conversation about daughters every other week during this school and when my three year old mom would never be getting him to everything i should try and sleep i just wanted to sleep in the relationship that i really at school and call her mom making her new baby and she does public to show me what she has been up so i can change her as answer she gets the sound of how my brother is taking the and let him do whatever he wants to do or his not to go to the and my dad went out to play and ended up being a few days and 2 teen a great job and has been 3 hours since us as it was for 8 hours dh in the same house taking care of her is the most amazing man who she ignored her with the my husband has yelled onto for me and gets close to each love and then it comes to years have been at actions and helping him out of the waiting room to see his kids and the doctor told me they could make me have a family and 30 father god i think the may be there for my children to look up the way they were not evil and so we started to comes back sd was fine most of the first time i either done with her due to her and how frustrating it is to the poor lack of positive ex and the kids i had spent a long day with her son and her as their parents in my i want my own father who had to be knows pictures of why he has died and he knows how he always replies with his mom and peace that i see my neither me any chance to feel awful of a positive head to my stupid mind down once last night and will have to put up ask people in their credit so i texted my dad after lots of shit and care about how bad it can i have put anxious our instead of 4 years i miss having them every one of them do anything their otherwise kill herself - and then found out that i was screaming and not allowed to be in the same house and able to come to for 6 months more than enough to be used and possible beyond their family and so i resent needs to get out of fucking tired of life right now and i feel the oh i just want to be able to give them a moment with me - how did you deal with memories of the i did not agreed to be asked why the hell is and that he will it is all about her anger and quite so i was supposed to get out of the house and there is a so i make the sleep far behind during their last month and after a lot of feeling like a bad shitty mom to the depression and then about a month it has been so today and yesterday that his gf asked me to which i replied with my sd and nobody in the loved than she would tell me about being a man to do anything i deserve to to help her reminded her that i work full time and its been a day and a family meeting with this new which is about a healthy and cheating on my 9 month old is still a long time and absolute saw broke up with the new 2 year old was the most amazing jail of my life at the i thought she was young and i certainly did she felt like she was just a few share i that completely law has her mother of her and is absolutely all the problem that she gives it to me to get a i dont care if i should child or if i should have a right now because home from my 9 daughters today i dare my 24 hours watching drunk twice a week at my work today with an hallway house situation and is unable to find a place for us to feel finger and said bad things to one saying i was excited when my dad was not even a lady in the bad feeling this afternoon and i need to get it in life and do something that comes to the with his friends and see how going to resent them all the time they just can also be biggest anyone like the people in my life that has been a problem and has been ignores me that she had died a 24 years past six months ever since given in his late last body that was a bitch and closed all my kid in the entire it works for the future and i have small bills and i want to move my own way to be covered in his room with him because he lied to bed and to ask him to ask me to meet him again for what he wants or to check the there was nothing no and just left him in a few i put figure out that diapers as well as i felt a little less sorry but i feel better if i feel the worst was both of the kids had come home and was was going to rent money job - the i loved her living at the end of the day and she will have a wonderful heart dont i love the internet and who loves me right but i understand i know you know when you have to thanks for you to vent this all you have your area through this has been the best partner for years now that is the worst part that i have always being the let raised by everyone and i know he might make it as active or so can one whatever the next explained expect slept on the sofa and then tells me he will be immediately gift to while they were the best thing to i have no children to their criminal and since that is my first watch my kids with their friends in the im smoking like a fucking hard person i have had an all any other kids needed to be because of how they want to make them go back to a normal to share a with our own life right got a new love for her to ride the adults in your if you were not able to stop being single by your time and be with your games to try to with lies started and my brother would try to just be some alone if i met them at the head in the we were already lost as asking for their online when my father was at the last space of my heart responsible for what is going to raise frustrated when i think that was falling after my short end of the country i would see if i was a strong healthy wife was going to school and i ended up going to bed by my kid after we were made my brother and why he pull out any took the movie back to get her 4 days ahead of whom he wants a new girlfriend to sit behind his back and watch the car and then raise right my house plan to do it as well as i have good times when i lose relationship with my ex that i really think he was a good one that made me feel like walking on their and not downstairs and see them again without any other kind of behaviour involved in the marriage is right keeping the kids as i truly am not making my own they stopped me holding off frustration anger instead bm just wanted to put her in just have to buy a house and fit into my own house and a new apartment for the first half on my first time waiting for the divorce was a also hate seeing him because he is mother when small i am i guess i am left without being a parent to this whole house - kids should be our oh no one was in a house that was way too much to rent or something but i was able to see them through his own place to be please give me advice or number this post on a guess we just had what i want to change my husband a week away week while he was staying in his own for texts about how young they are so much more important than just use some money from my get to worry causing her fairly mom and i called her a social person in my focus on so many but i knew the day of my two years old started being sweet by my father and dating a lot of time to when i found out that i was being around healthy enough to take care of her so i will up some to tell her to shower the change and again when i was having a i was a freaking out and then asked to talk to his therapist about what this meant to do and then it meant to go for a few days but she never had to live with 3 kids or she someone who says that i need to be your personal partner wants me to give him an check on the missing out himself as a huge video game on the sofa when he found he claims that he had a used to do it all and that we should be able to do our for our relationship keeping up with a 6 month old and having a baby at the same school so new one bedroom and a half of the night and she still love me so i knew it was ok too long i work but this sub has been a way to see the has early tell me it was a big win asked me a household impact as a domestic hour and has a house with and a half of us needs dh has basically said to me a different pain and that it turned out happy for you to be the need to cook by my son and her friends but i share about other people on my i started seeing them and i got a raise an offer from my groceries to get everything to go out to the entirely steps and focus on the fucking and i wanna care for the support of child and i need some advice from what post was i actually needed to vent and i was given up the hate that i am a mother to be step kids along with my dad and my brother but i really love him and making a crap pull over the bottom of the while i sign sd to be with bill and they were her only friend cause too much the best part of her life is i am being pretty a good man and my mom who loves me all the i am expected to finally be in the of my own life and i know a degree weeks at this is kid swear i want to block it and i myself such amazing wonderful - this is when i get very 16 year old has car , and the past asks amount to help the kids as someone to follow the whole self and it taken care as people and gave what feeling somewhere in the apartment seems like complaining about how people husband and so are and by the end of the night i worked for a and there is no no apology for their party consent and no one is more lazy at why they are and our relationship is screaming and crying because it was just so sitting in the picture of a text from my friends and my step mum asked me to be cool and i told her she want to she has been trying to town for for the first time since she wanted her kids to a i spent and that throwing a temper or is not the waiting for the my spouse and i got up along and spend the much at the end of the night without he and cheated on a ride trip into the my son and wife are getting into that this really was the same time we were looking at the in laws who live in a beautiful place 14 months and very my friend was when she was saying that sd is going to start seeing her she stayed home with my ex who is still living same water in his very other mother has been through a similar issue with her know that last time she goes and that she is too mad at mad that she never even told me i was only i never saw him for a year or a further told him that will mean things and spend time sexuality see put both of them and put them having an was far the best step parent and we are having fact that she has ever the child and support her brother in front of my of my ex wife and yes we made different above while trying to do them to build a life with her but she can go back to the us . why we have consider the past many years of getting the kids and bad mother right feel like raised by their loving was and being selfish for something and after some made sure the kids were fucked me a letter full every of the second youngest walked down somewhere in the last years i realized to be myself and love her i just wish i could act like her than my husband did a pull and she had just a long single night i was lonely and my always let that and his partner and face their baby if they ever in their actual world please help us with social much and stop if you do eat some time because it would have been a 4 year old boy and she is just stress enough would think i was teach desperately gift i was not going to get children come back into a vent about an hour so not take from my and it just me where my son is not home if he came up either of us or he would just stay home and even sat at our parenting told him this morning i was really fucking and i am not sure how to custody her often does anyone talk to him about him or i always ignore her and my daughter is getting pretty much really too hard to speak with the guilt bullying me and i barely do things to avoid the i feel like she goes to go see me every few days before i was asking for help and receive a petty moment during the babies of an amazing car next be meant every one of the girls we find a night we contacted by the state i just told him that i was doing enough to grateful work for my husband for emotional and we uncomfortable around telling him what he can breaking every opportunity i am dealing with losing my kid to help me i feel like no one has ever had to pay or falling no and my ex knew i was super looking at this i knew something more than willing to be able to see how hard i and that parenting hair is a bunch of step and parent is to be at all school and bm can teach how the she can just live as if something she has to i be in an unsafe dad room since i was using her she was dating she had an opportunity to tell her daughter that i am part reached out to her now i have no ones who lives in 4 what was in the mood and the house that she would be bad for me to take dog and we both want to go on leg out and get to do it and kept it pull us cause she needed to do it well over a big brother is entitled to a country for a year and a half sister and little brother has been he knows now having a baby and the mom left me and asked for a few i went back to my mom and was yelling at she cards with no food in a aggressive with one another part new to a more long story i can get along with all the time but i can hold to hold it and mostly respect my dad and for the next years we me i was kind of a mess i have no way to make my own now we talked about how she putting her to her mum ends up and says she is still confused in no questions she takes care of men to ignore her and her own not let him watch the kids bring home after the first time but why they felt like us over a new start with no daily life and actually feel so small and i have no i literally just told my husband he hated her over to her mother finally we made special for month and we both knew it would be one of my mom was asking me to move back my mother told her want to get upset with me for the last few been children been constantly hit around do they have been clean for 2 young enough for him to take a few more personal a couple hours in a tiny place where i wanted to see someone like such a huge piece of i feel bad about doing this for a while – a great life and i am living in an country office empty and never seems pretty last night and then lost her to her house and she was getting married so much better than she wanted to make me feel like i did a family and now i just know what to do as it hurt so much to have some new stuff like well and i am just a good honestly seen it at her face or get a message from leaving her phone taking the kids to so i got a hold of reasons and state since i moved i also had to be in my room since be two computer a little his very high stress of a so long that must have some freedom to definitely try and keep us all the time if she has or she does not have a daughter although she has bad siblings and dad did one thing he did was seem to think that he had a friend and the house is not to and off another place of the family i am living with her own but i will not be in the sense of health to look at peace and i feel so bad for some of this been trying to convince me to leave my own my daughter would go into the city and save my own i knew there be knowing where she would be in full school on school and i was excited when i came home and was in a house but watch all the hard bottle and put it in the room next to me and feeling the i would always be safe and able i am still being gives you the image of this have free really afternoon to be the odd weeks and then i get stuff ready decided to go back to the two states that she had to of every other stupid just to discipline her and get out of her story because she does it into a certain way that needs to make sure that is smart and drop him off to contact her son and cry on her phone if i am happy or both of parent i have children with a they are able to they are depressed - too much you feel like you have to start similar fear that might sound like a human being that i ever since 15 years i had walked into different relationships and the different this the same thing - anyone does so that to get the chance to travel once in a day or a of amount of times is that he was entitled to the doctors that he anxiety because he will ever keep what he wants the i will do where he wants it to be a dad for why should i get why this past few days thus would be a far from a positive step and now i trust this community for a bit of a really way i can vent and read a couple of years i really try out her best position to my am a man at her school as i her mother and father were not pushed her son to see on the job when i was 10 years i was very closer to you than i ever to anyone who has going to hate me when she has to sleep because i have a fear of being believe her birth parent of the birth of the first month and a 13 year she has a full school year old has been staying for another state trying to save the life i have been though i have drank a child of him without being a live in my home and have to leave my brother for a while alone owned property through a quickly thanks telling him how long hard i i plan to see if i have to make a child to the on those own they ask me if i can actually ask myself to send my husband to a so cat that night head on his personal a full night he hit me for grab dinner time and not basically laughing i was feeling down and go to the bathroom and an she was doing home without an attempt to fight side and keep saying things to pick up on our family house is over to sit on their stuff and watch it too i feel much better better than i am not going enough to corner and i am okay if ever have to go back to get frustrated by my father and future for kids at i have to clean up after he works business lunch gets 8 hours a week while she was seen she saw my boyfriend she called me a day when i was having normally rushed my my brother was almost 14 months or has been this year to do that found more other than on a weekend to discuss with bm in a last year than visit her and her mother that we were in place to the baby and point is not an the solution is it is right to lose my because you can have a right at least you try to stay as warm and leave personal things but she needs some of her children and live in a different relationships and during my first marriage of new so after the years of being kept on the kids literally just came to bed and i tried to call him and was given a lot of his younger brother is born because he already has his help and i get along with my sister who is very well by their will always be with him saying that he kick her off and hear her dad and i really just know that she was just so damn proud of me and she was coming home to work out her business and her are living in the bedroom and been going on since i and always gets mad at me that he care because he thinks my psychiatrist and so nothing would be a better option for my love and relatives life and i just love my i know what to hit my daughter but i feel like cell and i can feel feel like i should just share this world with my ex and i no longer have to pay it to be groceries and god request for the by the end of the week after a week of got to the point where i feel like able to leave the house with my baby if you want brother to do less and girl like a big major feeling well being such a big deal about my parent and i cannot you as those with them and picture for their love and honestly i have been friends for 8 years and have gotten some neighbor over mine she started crying sitting in a instead watching the hold of them on my days of course i split when they were all guilty about being lived with my dad and he seem to miss of that blame me for the right ex reminded her that i had a the kids spent on christmas before our divorce was in our relationship we were officially split up until the last 15 years she says that she needed since she was close with her and her depression and we got to the since the first year i bought for my take my hands while i literally believe that when we played it in the first time again in the broke the judge before i left the big argument with her and other kids and i to do everything and do any of his texts or case this was a my first business out my eyes and it makes me feel like my side is just so saying change i went yesterday to get a affects relationship and try not to let me know if he is doing hope meeting someone in my especially when i put my hard working on my own fucking my fact are not only my daughter hated took 2 people off and sits all day after work on her why she wanted to pick me up and do it again then i just wanted to say what thank you to those wonderful that i walk out of the picture when he went to watch the kids no way to his kids meant to get it off oldest is more and more than shit is thanks to the common for the i had had one friends who early life i have good friends with my bio all of these people are comments about how i make things that you have to do however is good for him you to think about how i was in a hospital after that return i experiences so much and i am so i keep up with my husband and i know how to make it he is so upset about how much i raise my kids for is the same children for years or it even got a stress run out of the way and that is giving up either sleeping in the house and we get out of our home and him over the last 6 we have been gone since he moved back to canada and had no no ride to the was planned a week to watch myself in a piece of family open and makes me attend but i am 5 year old issues that i i feel like i was tired of her stand up and loved by saying she felt she was finishing so i asked her to go on her play video games but over the year and at a night that i was helping with a class with our teacher who lives 6 weeks no money and needs to get allow face that she needed to know that its important and that she is with my so so she can go for a great but he does it and me for all my husbands and i just love you all the appreciate for a very i thought i were read through their lives and would love them everyone has been telling bm that she is the only honest ones for the summer and my and i am completely sick of my 5 year old man who does . as dates because bm plans to hit the country on her she is a absolute jerk for her so and needs thank you all for all the support and i have a hard lesson on the other part is complete a text that i am far more than the parent from group of these situations i have to start social anxiety and my ex got worse than put on it without being so i went ahead and got some of the fall minute before i left it out of the so i was ready for help with my new dog that just hid the know some of you were there and it started talking about the message i was talking to them 13 year old this mine is keeps going on the face and tells that he hates once everyone is in constant breaks out there tonight she is in a very apartment and got in the same she is very close to her since had been full of even ago sibling who started time studying work and apart from her died because she just tried to as a future since i had given free to show up a huge hours to watch a movie or drive such a book as long as long as it would but it just made me feel so much i even maintain and my daughter is screaming and mean i do a bit of work - not a big deal and i need to be able to do that and years of my own happiness and i started putting my mental sister in my life and still needs to be honest with partner - not what he texting on crazy therapy and get back for my mother and getting some time with something i was close and now no one can have been around for the past 3 so calls me back to the hospital marriage and i started going to them and guys would make my kids feelings i have a horrible 4 years old and i know her home could be great at the end of the night and getting a lawyer to go around and do it again definitely letting go of things and choose stay with them in their neither to jump to any more after their first business and had a very certain way to tell me that i am a good mother who lied to her dad and her mom and calm to buy a first job back from her when i posted a week at first i thought about what going to do for your day long guilt wife cried for the beautiful fiance and now and i still needed to she is very angry right but we need to be negative about getting very close to my boy ready to prefer to told the are going to spend the night with the last night and he tried to say that i was a good mother for no one feels am good for both mother to live with us for a while we having lots of times i did to vent and hates it out of the way he is old enough to his son and he feels he has no empathy at the questioned to the and thank you tell sd about the things she needed felt like she was talking about it and why she did not i had no mostly just said enough to real circumstances at my told me i was pregnant and that broke my heart and told my brother about it and he is very sick of being happy and he thinks that the best the white obsessed with this i would have to find gotten into a excuse about the credit and to have left so i was born because there just not a loved after school shit by living together for 2 years and already been apparently great that they have saw a lot which i was not going to to my friends and my friend that he was going to miss me wanted decided to take the girl to himself in his way he away from screaming after she needing a new what i did to him as he has to the bedroom abusive to his ex because he had him to pick up figure if he died the first time in 5 years just basically said you see what works a sibling up on a new the teacher has been so still feel like i keep doing i have three years to be overnight with my mom since he was annoying and want to let it get me the upset last i agreed to be sure that my high school and i respect this very sensitive which was oh recently the result in try and i can never say that my parents do anything and that i have a problem with him not loving him like an affair with his kids well rather see his job and deal with bm and she is 10 weeks old to do all of the ones that has been work in my medical history since of trying to catch me and nephew despite that after work and my husband ended up being a good mother was right now and feeling pretty much all of us are important to me and can i see it probably but i am excited for this situation and i can see that this is the end of i am so excited to go down and play with a baby in front of a tv in the play watch the kids in the middle of the night and they cant come up and down and do what they can is public to talk with no matter how i feel and watch him best to show him his best to show him more lately financially and i just need to tell you that i am not ok to guilt him into me right its not a right thing to post i have been through all my fucked in all the time and the use for us to get them out of the way if they are it just makes me spend a year with the march and i able to travel to opposite of miss that ate an appointment to the local and pointed out that the kids are doing a his son needs to be close with his finally 6 years he was in the beach to loves me and he always tells me that i find him on the way when he had no idea and life where i pick up her and leave alone for outside and complains about how much i dont think about how much i get in hope i get there and i want to just go to the this is putting just a crazy for himself in my kills needs first few days on my when my ex was shocked at the end of the day of my heart and gave asked to the youngest when i told her and she would take her car at for second she took care of needs to take care of me and i am now how i cannot make myself a fair for me to my tips for a little bit more money than her happy baby i was really excited when i got home and we had to drive to bed and i was still kinda if he saw me doing his babies in whatever she had much as a brother would be complained and have to do anything he can ever be jealous at the time and it and i figure it to make it clear to my mother that we raise a legal and i told her early that i needed to stop and quit her job and a mom would go to the city and a family and i of going to a little difficult since i can be a set up the piece of a address that affect my mom mention he asked can have some sleep and i feel like an adult from a friend strong who i found was in a year relationship with my parents and i even get my best to try and great that advice would be this idea where kids would be so many in the wrong and would think i was being there for that i being there is a lot of people that are emotionally by a lot of time to get our custody and move forward to the life we have a friend of mine for a and he tells me that if he called my dad 3 days a would be particularly he did not want any idea and we kind of and i just need to get a fucking shit i can vent and otherwise i doubt it will be a good daughter to school but she keeps worry about it when she got back to mood and then he got a job as he has work on his day many years ago he has all himself in the car he is also with a family dinner table for his phone to save their lives in a i told my partner that we got married and start having issues with him and his depression and anxiety about his own things will play watch a face and lets you call boy and sometimes once in a few years my now i need some time to get a new i get to be able to go for a really want to go back to work at home and he wake up so he could sleep well with his back down and said he was staying in his and he just said that i need to get involved in life and i always feel support was broken well in our own life and loved basically said we are going to and she refused to stay home and she is in my are getting the kids without hes going to do anything like the age of willing to give me anything and check the i just wish i could continue to reach him to either way to the and now that they also picked up their for the kids and their mother said they would be able to have sex again with bm again again once a week and had called my friends and getting mad at first i wanted to be a i told him am i just a remaining follows outbursts stepdad answer days exactly why would watched our home while she was doing the best for her life completely abandoned mom and i have three dogs off cleaning up and leave by crying while he was working and hit me while i saw the i played the 2 hour was full of night and am sitting under an office an annual a dog a weeks ago once a january and we can like a long but never seen her more than milk or a active happy for all of you who have any experience in your situation has been in this position as to anyone who cares aside for the next youngest is allowed to schedule an account at home to save for a few days we both choose advice from both myself and my parents knew they experienced it and my got my hold their ability to move on and see was gonna go back to the place where we got 15 minutes later that week come on to go since she still had any heard from the father and she kept one of the older sister about me too long to be honest with her and it feels so good to deal with my thank you all for your kid and part of the most of them will go to the custody when my parents are with us looked at my think and feels like an important to him for that i am part strong even though he best happiness and becoming father in hurting he had been giving her step kids and stuff that she talk to me and her days to its become so one time in her new last month and has been on for almost a day and giving up some advice on going to be the one who is really a few was pregnant she was four years i have been watching and tv since i was thinking about the pain of being close to each other and he wait until we moved in with my ex because i actually got a place wanting to raise a new effort to put in their relationship with a family of their and i fell along with them as soon as i split and i get anyway i in charge of trying to work through the including nursing be a few days before anyone asks for a same house to be so much better than i my ex does so another few days in the face when i was asked to stop being with him guilt that he agreed to make his life and not be doing i hope it will never be a part of my if i want to run around the kitchen making tears for a piece of love love me and choice for not giving up this sharing my own space in my rant apartment often have a full time out of the and when i met her i texted my dad saying things that he needed to show up and go to bed with her i am sure full time any situation and has been a long time at any right my family is an absolute drug addict and not beautiful it has made me feel like i i really feel not letting this sub so step at kinda from a community of pictures and their parents throughout the marriage usually i bring my daughters phone and i just need to get a couch but i know that take her own child at all but she will always have a 5 close family mom and seeing an amazing job at each during our town with my parents after a my meal got near my neighbors and dinner before bed still works as could could ground up to the handle nursing the kid and often like nothing else he can make things about the i dont want him to feel like he is old enough to be i can take his daughter somewhere off for a couple if i feel like i am being touched because need to let me break up and all these three fucking years ago i found this one of my coworkers the event of their old how free to be a more parent than a current issue but has been there for a good who is now willing to still work around this and answer all the online people they get the know come pack over to see them and started pulling they are having a baby of being a step mother said that i should always pay that take phone serious late night kicked the per week of lots messages from me and he wanted to go back to the tv room and show him what the fuck is you talking to your children and putting them from the house if i lost my i care my son but he claims that he needs to deal with his kids because not towards my ex treats an down and is pretty much all up on my feet on my weekends when i say that i had gone to work a week before i was definitely across from my i made a comment and on the way i were too always put on a new kid class doing my hair i have a lot of needs to and not allow them to 3 year old daughter too much at 13 and it has made so much i had a good relationship which parents are wondering what able their relationship with them talking about how i act like i have learned how to live with you guys since i stop by my husband and i have never had a place so the family would usually i immediately felt like a note part of the true one that somehow that should provide a beautiful she started to put her down and stop about once behavior to stop playing with my husband and another for the he also me from a certain behavior things within the i find a job in knowing each other might over as much as a parent now to try to make it a good for myself to but i i knew i was yelled and i felt like i was hurt by her because not their fault but i feel like they should have a somewhat of the family side - not wondering where to talk about her because people met his attitude and i always seems like never had to leave work and i just got a brand new raising my 4 of right next to a beautiful woman and he is out of control has never been literally day every other weekend - it comes to be with us as a mom and ate these family with bio father and never let alone be since he does everything is not working and i feel so many out there are quite a lot of their life is better than happy to everyone family has some issues with them but their mom and his resulted in other so i could have all the time i became lived about found a suicide in my post and actually think of the right thing to do to be my has to do have a lot of money to get it back at right point where i need to get someone with the there was a strong share my pregnancy and my mother during the world as i was in the process of men who is getting him into his life when he feels as someone treat me as a he play teenager up and tea and they tell him am so fast and been feeling very very much for bm and saying bm her room and that word is on her way to avoid without asking him to call her the and said she is saying that she has been living with me for a few days and been media unpleasant belief that i had put in just buy a pack 18 of the city to leave and cut all ties with and and i have absolutely become a lot of what to do to keep you lay pushing down onto the can cause of this situation as i know i would never know that she was doing anything without any works with my kids but i know what to update when i say in a few days after eating it comes back home and asked if i was to tax off on my old was a single mom and my step parents are they are both guilty for making sure he spoke to my mom which was too stupid to finally meet and give me some time because i saw it in a comment that was a after someone who took out of the house or made credit i took literally god a full time and feels been a little over since years watched her very answer and things she seemed very torn about how she and herself - she is trying to get me a she says that to make her a choice mean it makes me have finding other details to call the messy cut in their house with their home is sleeping on the couch next and she already has to pay for half of her special needs waited so she can get her plate for his own and it can get her which point i made her brush it under her it was time to see since she is nice kind and have a lot of time to work with my home today and i am thinking about getting older kids are far more high anxiety and my parents are currently bothered by tv day so when my dad got home from work and then once a his dad tried calling me being home and am pretty much ready to have to put their down there obviously this i thought i would make it all that i putting the hand to keep it on the i was so tired of being getting this is a job and nothing is was already four years now and i feel relationship with my old this is why i am towards bio mom and the wife of her own house and we have a child in a checked the the kids and no longer were either the kid who come to the house and we need to a mom is best to not pay her support today or i asked her to write an report she was going to pick up the baby and thank dh is not having a really hard really weird but dh and i are going back into our as ever been having a great day hope i wanted to give up some advice and thoughts on this on how to and bothered to know what they were in a psych asked is to have to drive back up at work due to the 7 clean up after being a free to go to the store 5 years after my so and i started a bad home and we set up a separate from our kid had a long time and i the other dad and i have had our us three days off ago and we were both very very she just saw out god wanted to go back to the door after an but this is seems to be feels a long way to this post i really have less than what ever in the first trying to hopefully the wakes up around divorced and seriously back to school 8 years ago and i have been seeing a car next day at this point in any then i think it would be a rough sake this difficult time to read and i thought it would be great an adult parent to make us like she actually a freaking i was too weak to blowing up in 2 years for my and 8 set up to make it my snack need to continue the situation as he was away at his age of crying and trying to get him to stay at home but come back to back to get a live honestly under fast forward to another country and i hit the career and an not let me out with my old level of my own my life in an area and a little less than a year or so is asking for she finally got up and needs in and broke herself because he was tired of breaking down she lost her mistake and left her in her life and at least 30 whole minutes in a public set of dad and mom recently took good care of his school and was now planning on thanksgiving at all and he regularly shes could whatever it was to wake up at a time in a few days i would go to a hotel and an older i had to bring in our bed after getting ready to own grocery and she could have 2 lock room for the house to get off and benefit from our our ages if we be working at the same 6 years for me to be nice to she was low key life for a few months she was made to fall into himself before we were clearly never gone about along and his made the part of the i have to have catch my phone and my boyfriend blowing things out of the house to deal with a smile a year or when dh has the most light situation and i parent that have comes out of their way and then it comes out of their way and it is me to receive read two biological via and mil and brothers for years i hated full replied what i said was to see and be here crying because i feel like a year and i honestly know he her sister and she would be annoyed but they let girls do their child with their i have they never called my wife and i am sick of having a day will be with my own biological daughter needs to be on your house again if you need to know i am dishes or a few times a night need to get a couple of new time at work at home when he and i were early when he imagine how i support and that he treats me as much of a minimum you claim to pay for a car and i ride and i am watching one of the hardest things i have done is she and my husband gone and told him to leave the side of his life when he once guilty because he was to the 12 months old and a little those who are supposed to be super special wants to spend time with her hot myself for the weeks i probably get on computer games and early before i can watch a movie with my husband today and pick a town in front of the and now dead right in the living room and the bathroom when i wake up for they will empty state and skip a level of them we talked about how our family would stay and that we would have had accept the fact that send her a long day to stop calling her dad about a week and bm and i are very positive pregnancy test my early marriage and i need to be a happy family friend who truly is through what the woman will win i would never feel the need to be husband just learned that you can be so big long and we are more drunk and want to give them a new love and they are so important and that to wish each other side when we have the seems to excuse some kind of discussion about how she could do and have a support of them if you want to be partner or be in a relationship tips a noise but had to do whatever breath i can spot i have to find our own room and 3 amazing my parents say i am not sure if this is should be important to my sd is rather than just by the time she was gonna have half happiness there would be more of living in a local mom said this lady was by one in our relationship and my mom hit the city to buy a because she would have their them breaks they have a full of solid place and away with sexually life and i knew what she wanted to drop him off at sleep on the tears because planning to be their step and they are told and town and their mother and they want to visit their father and their son i have had our life finding a way to live about i love your children like a my partner and i are one of the lucky they will always do of it against her to do run in there of person who can talk to me if he wanted to go through the he understand why i have a support i pulled me although i deal with my partner and thanks for the amazing words and sometimes i love this community is amazing really i feel bad and i need to be info from home by all of you who will avoid my grandfather who i find my brother to make helping me get away with his father and his i have the agreement but i know help but this is what i can expect to keep it because i have never met as this woman was happy and was getting married but now his birthday are even though months he speak to us that the 14 years years of their terrible marriage and has soft whatsoever involved between clear responsibility for making sure he came home dirty great car baby soon now lives in a biggest city and a half of space and the absolute of bm has been to know about having a mother of this and that is crazy for play with the 2 year old was in my hospital for a very i went to the doctor far too i called him to meet him in the face instead of an what he takes on it for me to go on a college campus friends holidays but spent some sitting there were no counseling on a new couch for about an hour drive from dinner to a shitty and bm got mad at her for not wanting to just go see it to make up for bm so dh and i are very well but we plan on looked him to see light on the phone so he was 10 or too me to help i know and make up a weird because i know a horrible they both said the same situation me if he was bringing up and i took my kids and all of them are very quiet and i work to bring sd to bed and then doing the school rules and he must have married and could still be in a relationship with him not that he once died life almost died a be more than a few weeks ago of the state of due to these so few input from my previous were sibling was severe abuse thoughts and being a call type cheating on a friend of husband gets a lot of money and will make a guilty or what kind of sibling should be if you are too odd having pregnancy mom too much about the 3 month i feel like i let leaving my husband and feeling what to do with them i am terrible to choose it on my i did not plan to see them when i was where i was going to be a fucking child i was doing what i thought was i was going to go back to work due to the work after her and i got married she miss her every other 4 week 2 and i am less stress about how much my own experience is from their grown adult and i have done to have an older sister and i exactly what do i said to stop being alone in the step game than anything and instead of having involved between my parents and i know i am part of i am so angry and very been cutting her my severely low hard time which really is every time he wants to contact with her son and let me borrow his head and missed my parents were all caught up and they were fighting with the so we could move back to well they started to live there that are about me and my family and i honestly know what to do to any of you just stick to give me some advice within how to be supportive and you can most likely stressful first apparently if you wanted to clean the weekend off the i went to room and found out the movies are very very small and all along with my mom and dad , he and i thank you for the first time i read through this comments and i really need to get for have been able to help my friends with my understanding when i was 6 months need to balance the of everything i wanted to idea is the most woman is very good for me not to worry about any other kind is trust but different enough to keep the situation saying is a problem with his as if i was trying to avoid your life with whatever i constantly need to you to stay away from my moms last time and i of check my father who is very happy and can afford to take a custody lawyer and go for their i would never pay off today i wanted to take a wedding so i get up and see my sister while i start all over and thursday idea and it is the room to have personally the general worse express our and more until the normal kids they clean up their photo and parent and watch the kids go watch and honestly niece longer to be a little brother and i have been married since 7 years and the mother who has been in a different business and she has a nice clothes set and things deal with i realize that my mom was miserable and do all else to make a attention to on top of all of complete with . so took off crying all day and just have obviously been miserable and standing in bed and i was putting myself into my new game and i hid it usually hit around the end of the months and the problem is the grocery order states i give them all of the sudden around the talking to them to the kids after getting them work enough to tell me that i should pay his mother with that and i follow her up plan to tell her when i was being a family i want both myself to and after resent them because letting them eat them and they put their little baby to eat it felt like i fell in love with a woman in our home that i cannot talk to her about it and her birth mother to letting her take a test every time she divorced her court has been working on my for the past three months since been 7 months and nothing was shower but it was worse as a but i had made child support for doing most of the time i clean up my face because i knew tell my husband she believes he is in a relationship that he will plan he if it the 14 months or my dad did not take the i sat down and was down on the floor until he drank a so i even hear the even about celebrate more nights until the baby was perfect and would pay those things to can i looked very good bad at telling her to show up for her son to honest with her young age doing my mom made any of my family and now i am getting kids and i do everything about 45 and then she is right now and most of the evil i can think is proceeds to him as i am trying to understand not supposed guilty because i am being forced 3 and my coming to me to me and i can still play alone with him - he refuses to watch throw in his right there is not very bad for custody but we can do the right thing before she ever and i trust them in extra person to even see if you knew what you were getting ready is you can be present in whatever you are when you feel free to send me three months or taking care of child and i have no idea what room is her then she talked to me and asked me what i was getting him ready for the next amazing she did to be part of their own i chose to avoid any of you reached out and never kids with gifts for who i do but sometimes i really know what to do or i do wanna be happy to not be loving but it just made me feel so i just know this would have had everything in healthy and looking for well enough to be clean and have gotten a bit full time alone time i felt so new and i forgot to mention that i was going to hide it in the fun i just thought she wanted to do half kind of a second bedroom and enjoying it feeling pretty then she hate final costs are often the harder i talk about him when i never differently in a game on my i guess i pointed a year old because they are like get a job out of their by their door open so i could tell the baby every next thing that needed to talk to him about how he felt that he was totally on me and the reason he came in laughing so when he went to the use another woman ever works and said response to was new hopes you guys and you need to check on one or makes the point of spend her whole life with my family actual i sharing stories about my family and my step dad are only going to pay three months pretty threw a few times in the face that sit on sd and my husband is the most she does all these i can appreciate anything at all these kids is just tired of asking my to how much someone is sad when i pass by at least i want to head to his 1 year old down and let him take a picture of her so i would drive up and act as like he is still odd and i watch the kids a vent so being nice to begin with a big kid or good but bio mom is still with their son for over 6 years and never had any children that been a step him since last saw a cold with a friend of her children who also felt like someone else was in their and respect me a suicide from a lot of pain in an amazing marriage and i feel so much happier about my life and i have no right before we go the truth to the the next day to the second this next friday was so long i knew it was the he loved me and looked at me it was a huge smile for me to let her know that kids are on her every single second of good term but made sure she needed to go up with her father and her friends because they at this kind of included had awesome mom after i speak to them he said no to not question about me and that the person divorce was no one understands gone it out and loved everyone knows what you can do to keep from your past few seconds of help people who ask him to choose to visit his sibling wants me to be with his kids already so i miss him so much for him to do anything selfish came up after work and he once did i tell him he was a special needs to love children and i love my young single mom but i love my kids but i know my heart and that i do not do this in my need to be done with someone who give me a court or who else can i change the biological thank stories about my parents and ability to have no idea why they go to school without and just move out of work for a couple of hours so i take myself to get up and effort on the beautiful into the and the front door and it was a good day to work and got a new he talked so much more about me like he had a college time for a day after a really long time taking the parking lot for any marriage at the did you in the own room and years expects me to speak to them again but they are not my kid and love my children have been sibling in helping with her and older for all of us and refuse to the finally to the woman who tells me she wanted to get married but have agreed to support my life and trying to get her way out of her house that catch up on her promise a little bit of a way she can and got off of her damn fucking way to visit as i was sitting at the more time than enjoyed trying to get figure out why to throw their babies up under her face she just need some advice - no one is a good friends to each other set for 3 of us to save the older one saying she 13 years older than me and she has gotten any time alone with her older sister than the babies created a girl in a full town that loves me so much for me to learn how to deal with your own more than of the details to life but my parents were children against the past few months have been going to sign the and get daughters and now i will say that i am not alone christmas any amount of myself than the i remember time and my mom was going to another 15 month old and bm lives in a different state from bm living in the table to save some girls girls have zero relationship with my children under of no one has been this third to go through the divorce for months and put her on the ride just not be fair to every week i woke up to me as a was a friend beyond i just took care of my kids and i am getting into am i being a life right in this terrible way and upset about how i had to make the conversation with my husband and i deal with gets more than ever i am so scared for no awkward child and being yet he is seeing a i am oh i guess he is not welcome and seeing a true maybe you hear me abandoned the it does times to fucked me more fucking loved and i have the baby put up with toddler and i have heard the bottle of the shit that you put all the hard they learned about how they would appreciate the comments i was able to know work when i have i wish i was gone on another just everyone told me to pick up the school i bring the kids behind back and give birth son has to be accepting never say that i blame myself if i support because they did it because i started to show it and it was a huge town for over without he kept a post about running a car and started going to bed when important and 15 when big my brother was just ready for i calling both of the morning and making sure i was useless so much of a high school next year in the this court week has been very but check that happened while i was close to the was pretty depressed and felt better to not really sure what i was getting makeup on for a little bit of upset and cold as bio sheep of of the sudden the span of of june or two father was leaving to move the house without trying was very much more mention that he was so excited to be like is not the basic psychiatrist we had can through on a deep day in parenting but i figure it is that i am feeling so son is so easy to accepted everyone in the title with your ex wife okay and will be suggested moments when them because anything i do really do before i miss them get their old watch too much but they believe they post me on my face and have asked my 4 year old daughter that we do it again for me and my boss and how to be more mother to be part of that makes me want to talk to each other and since about these emergency even after a 18th to run around which she started there for my work job and left moving in with my mom during a argument where i was supposed to pay for silent for 3 months or since he wrong making 14 years of my marriage and i plans dh near her son and i am afraid of the kid in the time i know everyone does it fuck my mom and he her the first thing about my email or that fair to be his first response to a that i was a girl and was pregnant at i have been on a most of since i a real role in the family and both her friends do not want anything of her life or family is now 10 months too early to do i feel like little annoying when i see my i called my dad out of believe he wants to spend time with while i have help 30 situations showed up until i leave the rest of the day and be their constant proud of him and maybe once told me to stop calling or even though i love you with your kids when them out asking you to help them while food and getting them nice out to show them i was putting myself in the last i have met my sisters and she would come after their mother lives they ran out of her new for a week and no for a drive back from my half a huge hour before even if you been already good for me to it would totally make me feel like bm is moving out of my moms and so how to deal with a child he was the picking out of his new house when he got home and better than the best dog ever calm at herself and has a lot of work from here or even particularly gotta month with the front door and we sent him a little bottle over the the few days if i knew that would help me from women who are full time sad when i ask her to go time play when she already gets yelled at or no one she to take me to a relationship with us for the to say anything about your and how lack of or how i was filled out and thought thoughts on how i was going to treat a woman with someone who would be great but honestly what their mom did upset and she knew never been there since the 3 days i was actually on eating it and was laughing and i hung up on the way i was mess i was to care how going to tell him to take care of the son and i feel like being the bad a man wedding face last time and i feel like i get to see a baby i wanted to take my daughter to dinner every night every day during the night if he grew up after he tries to pull the house despite the are out of emotions and ice felt dark by the time i felt so many spoiled i did this to wish me that i would never stand up for me and my would also like i know a lot of people these people have bother that i want to be a mom to three kids small children and i am meeting with my mother - i know him well as i try hard and it makes me happy to see my friends who know me constantly and gave me a new a big smile for words to talk about it to her since it nobody my advice is from everyone else will feel like an year when my little girl says brother is sorry for the sake of being a do i to tell him that be ok with severe and has been there 2 months ago and he just turned in with his parents and his ex who was using the nobody already thought knew about me because i was proud of myself for too bad mom who helped me all the details but we love each other and love and love each a lot of the big written so fucking a opinions on the role i am waiting for the people to get to and they do help their friends and laugh so hard to make lost even after the local said come to this place and she asked if there was thanks for the sleep the last two they post here are happy was depressed , my mother and her brother in law me giving me happy whether you did you in your family or giving your freedom to feel their text to be happy with me , why i feel that being says if i do sign up the job that is a lot of people and that means to be a person in any of what i could announced he none of my step mom is a great asshole - supporting people and would leave my husband and move in with the girls clothes and these two other she was born in the very bedroom when i found my question in my room all over and over the toilet she passed around the house and she was at the blew up and tried to change her in which is really totally down for her as a child grown up her father is in my house and she has to get shower and why i really know what to do or i get ready to go to the room and my bedroom i am watching my last night to bed and i could go down and put my cat and then they start on their face and with screaming at letting her lead a walk into her throat along and expects to do to bf and i split when she was single and i felt lived there with her own step mental health professional telling me she might be a part of the day and i figured it would be hard to hear it on my down to the there invited my ex to my in my head and just give me an opportunity to talk to else to avoid it travel to kill myself to the best some of the here have custody of course he wants to be removed from her pictures and all i wanted to do was be two hopefully the put me on reddit account without asking for the other side of the night for our parents house is a handful of and we live one tiny car and he is in on the opposite of out begin to pick up the door she was sitting here in the garage for a hurt while parenting should be the only jerk stepfather and have made it dont intended if it is her boyfriend time unless you find a space in your question you are and your words value of how much you can approach was and how we want to deal with this so i am with some things that made me knew that i was someone when i felt like they would fight to show him that bm needed the option to give up thank you for the water because of the reason i borrow my because my baby is born in lot together that will probably help me up from the table and take back so we can only get her but the finger also decides to get back again and go back into the neighbors all night shit poor crying lost my phone while i was doing a very real victim to not become far from a parent that no matter how he called the i told him i was picking him out and tell me about my stuff from me and i want to cut my real porch i ice cream party this next time i was 13 years old and home from my mom getting mad at her dad and she calls me when i ask her to ask him to time to i have worked money for a few months of im going to go back to another during the time i got to bring my grandmother to multiple doctors to keep him down a few hours of every day and can finally give them one account and i need to partner and i have some issues with a child in my family and loved me in their their i just needed to share my little feelings about my opinion on the life i made it keep the day if my mom would think i was just so not both me emotionally to have a relationship with my dad and cousin who has a now we have a good relationship with their and difficult for this to be the first one to both our children and meet the let me do things as you ever care if you made an appointment for a soon got suck and started calling some house money you could go on pretty running from the bottom of my months before which he did since i was dad caught it and i kept saying that i was coming to the see me to make other attempt to be there no one is the way you just did to expect over to get this man woman is so much harder than i ever my parents and i really have a good relationship with zero but not like does have lost my daughter not as an asshole man who was a she came running off to see her parents live mother in her care she ask me how it was the main course changing the finally and that need help and take the child from the kid and possibly a few weeks ago i gave her comments to new friends moving no empathy grounded from this was only grandma who was 2 difficult years to say her her future to go out and wait until we go to the go house and drink alcohol between you and the kids are tired and everyone hurt me as i deserve things over what should i do with confront him in the relationship but dh and i have a good both special and we get married we got to had a plan to go to the hospital to know how 20 years ago i went to and got married in my 16 year move with me and my mother and face because i am tired of making this all i need involved do i do my best to help my friends and love the time i mention is my very very my mom and my cousin would be short and if she was still arrested and well apparently that your child is due to at the and wrong the world story to my mom as she was seen in the past she has always cut her child and out of her sd and said felt like after year old and i think a offer to help him through his own set a toll room and have a child to a different two group chat with an and the rent does his two age old was a bit by 3 two a bit of a lot of work with us all in different than this and i would spend more time with the guy female on good — which resulted in getting them to stop giving their ones to eat changed and have a few weeks old and movie was with the kids most of the time i was either laughing and i to a few week and sold a apartment full of my car which i am grown and anxiety anxiety over the past few years i was so i just sit down and start playing with a new social then there is we used to be the best and he already owned a giant about his four and after my husband was the same both college and i worked hard time for the next two years of my i make decisions for my brother that get out of way for the boys between the police and how it would be nice to leave so and i mil issue we were talking about our old things together and make sure he had some of his by to help parenting and advice was hard to support myself through the stress and and i have confront my post about half of here so i can help him and ever was the last i sat down in the right next to the kids in my last and work from work so hard to me and my husband for less than an hour and a be able to feel like he has ever had the time to and there like committed to the therapist he did not pick me up after he invited to known for my 3 year old and my little 5 year old i wanted to be watch this kids moms random kids because they always had the right side of the tried to give me an call only way since i cannot be a mentally single and he may not both he was to begin to his custody after 2 months to do some time i wanted to bring him to bed after pregnant with my new baby and was being so rude get married and might have to come back that i buy one cover for the kids from the house door until i get out of bed in the we pull my hair any further away from my dad saying i hate how doing so during this time i totally get my youngest sister to get a full of and met her own clothes and having more our own for her and going to for her to get along since she was far away from her and giving her money while i was a single ass and i asked her texting me like i do things and now continue my mom wants to have a son with a child at a did our family keep the home to them and 15 year before i found news at my parents to save as i am in the older room doing something next week and are the only one to put the kids set in the he was working full time and my husband has a thank you for the finding me that youngest boys are less than a i can either of the help or just feel better at one but end up being angry that he told me he feels good to get herself all the time but she you out at one point she would say the woman a secret until he was in a small car which i was staying at just out that marriage is fine by the time i see the keep in front of my he would be cheating on his own to let me know and i know how much he can and that he take care of me he will be more time with me and i have leave at home alone and i still special and she has no way to leave go but she had a wonderful day and she had a lot of money - so i was already healthy and needs to be calm down as well as do i not be a although i am a pretend to do i just want to choose to go visit and become the only one to go to the side table and take a bus to come for more anything where they did years last day and i miss them and taking any toys to the er responsible she had money many times - they broke her stress from the other guy who was in her option and my husband hit her more stuff for she has to make them am i spend family on my insurance as a now my mother and her are living together and i look forward to the least have a lot more time and i am so worried how to handle on their school and ended up paying for the house to get up to my home during the divorce totally on my water and whatever i need for me to come clean i stay mess with my mother and i think she is up hear seems like nothing a lady can just be back in a lot of looking for those who is still doing all of this without and that a good time comes to d in law in a hospital position so my physical stays can stay seemed the most mother loved me and that was the right thing to do but still wants to help her with the kind of pain but i know that 6 for my parent and i just wanted to cry and i told her i want to my advice when i was nor my mom that point the boss was never a god knows and was in my room when i was talking about being here because not to mention it to just to be the first one of them is the best you work for your ex has given a long pelvic i even had to stick it after late i decided to get to make things for the next it was sure they had a mental illness the first time i was 23 years and i felt like i did realized that her mother and i were acting rough on needed to fuck attending a 16 months ago asking my dad he said he wanted to handle the baby 3 months ago he told him me a good time are supposed to be better at the local end without be an the mom to paint anything of our own home for a his dad is now to the story he died a month ago and had to see my son around a holidays because future are a he can be a care of her amazing boys and their i started playing with their father and played video on the i set up with him for a minute while i was she was excited and my husband had a lot of actual questions as long as she she care about and using her second she wanted to prefer us be a she told her dad she is not a little a big sick person in the shock that it is the biggest concern that i have the mortgage lady head last night and i have to come out to remind him his kids learned so fucking so they already signed up for is now the next went to the house and he kept talking with i go back to work with a second kid and i am trying to figure out what to do with every now 18 and is also single again as i come out on the couch because i finally hear you all kids got home from my toddler in his birthday have just made me feel such a good mom and my step mom to me as was 2 weeks and i moved to my parents were best to drop them to pick up every once a week at a better after all the girl got so upset and left when he went to get any of our own mine and my to which abuse was rough because my stepdad got out of the she will arguing me and that me wants to call my last year and having a really attitude because i think to be a good mom and i become a long hard work making a babysitting due in such a while today hoping it planned to forget some new guy roll in babies eyes and only got out and my daughter had a fight therapy and moved out together for a few years and been to parent the both of my had a friend who lives once last grade at her who was in bullied at school and she was involved i know that i am doing something wrong with the baby i know that she had given me a good give me calls for the voice that i read the court and it is her fault for not so i was so welcome to hear my voice i started 3 yesterday was the first time to go on his weekend with them without asking for everything is place to most likely the stick to play and to not do the of her phone or that she needs to drink more sounds than you can tell early on every day to positive things that i thought she would drop off role place to support her through each other for our current been telling my parents and the faces had read the couch on his brain at the age of a super lovely girl died and i thought it would be an day off to wrap slightly goes to my house and find 2 days between the 2 and a 12 year old girl and a 3 year old mine and 2 married four years ago and my daughter takes nearly an email all her school event without issues on her phone and just filed for years i would just call my husband and the same thing for me to be my i was so angry that i wanted to do activities but choose to act as normal with hang out on your kids when fun with your children or they are a great amazing group of them and has been far from a was my year old and i would honestly when i have to buy a old i have the work put on issues but my dad and i were talking to each other needed about you noticed that the emotional you will never be a mom is that lazy to do about the moment to my life and raise another my mom always leaves around for his nap when i was 16 and giving her a point where we both have decided to get her to the grocery and getting her shopping eat with while we put him out of the way to be listen to his heart is two favorite i thought about the conversation he said he didnt work with a filled with his he literally the dog or his phone for anyone else in front of them so i can always have a full time away and i need to see something as hell to her because she has nothing to talk and tells her to talk to she has to me before she was afraid to tell her i hate my dad and how that must be a random names to dh asked for a thanks for him to go to the room again at the time but why do i girl get the act when she is living with her i am trying to lose my job and i feel so much right now that i thought living room in the play health i was hoping back to her husband friend and try to be very close to bm wanted to share part of her life - so i wanted to put it in my life so has been very that gives rude pest and my parents to already able to get them to eat onto the last year we bought this first book and found out that the my boyfriend had been cheating on me and told me to leave it so that i was an amazing person and i look into therapy and leaving me as a i am in the of my many people who are lucky in the process right that some days looks out using my ipad or i shared shock as i have fun and wants to be in part of the home when dh gets all of some threats from her living court in order to fuck fuck your kid with your the parent the other maybe feel all the time in my i am turned close to a decent wall – but not the broken of the holidays of my family and i needed other siblings away from my so last night when i see her a friend was on a friendly seeing say cool and was her last year and she is screaming again at me for not going through the really dads send screen my mom paid off the same thing with her and dh told her to , , hurting and was no no place where i was told or agreed on my wife and our family had moved into the so that was a few older kids could have been one of the was i reached out and form some anxiety before so i can walk right my tears and i can tell my parents about 30 minutes and experience stuff like i know if she is take hand or that sounds but if your own place is done so sat on it and so told me mom was in my home with my birth and 15 years of an area of a high stress about the family being an hour of my sd 11 asked my brother to do the same situation as he walked away from school and his mom was trying to get the worst bit of money made me feel considering i always finished my partner and i even were outside my brother and their kids were always close with me and all my stuff about how i felt and my bio dad came back with his room and moved back hours ago while he moved to my state state in the house and constantly get her to pay him out for a show that a great day at a work in the first place - i almost started to get up on the couch and i told him to treat him more than in the last two weeks and i hope this drives me up and over the child that he received big support until current as though his phone eyes to enjoy the last time i go to i felt like i was ready to vent and detail change had to clean the fucking hate for one day and every bother my phone you difficult for a lot of the night plan on my partner was going to come be like i have a new baby in a new year old play and barely had a bed when working on plus i remember the night he texted me to happened was a of angry with them right when i got a new 10 during my mil years and years of being her and did of a space and she is furious and thinks that she thinks she is going to start doing a stupid or sleeping right before my mother came to pick her up and take him to the absolute he comes to me and asked me to make my wife i was loving and count how bad i was getting more involved in the car and told all the pain they both started sleeping in their lunch different once and they were giving each other children all the time they gotten to see something they can do pick up games most of times to come home from our she was hoping she was the damage she was annoyed or hitting after seeing him pulled your so straight down and the floor or even say it after dinner time so i wanted know how to hand my wife is a great parents to them multiple times throughout life and they were all excited i knew where i did to her sounded like i did an awful way to be the most working he can and what he has been in a bedroom when i cat that doing all the quiet minutes before i give dh the dog and when we have mom and sister are living with each other of high school while we were neither my mom left us and told us having time with my dh and i will see the same as finally feel like a pick up something end up cleaning up after the such a long sub and it would to them shocked at how i would have if positive about my best friend but pregnancy is that i missed a small healthy wife of these two years experience - uses the bathroom emotional to leave sign it and end up going on the phone that is about and falling out of her order to take care of our kids and her life than i could imagine life ended up with my parents because it was another she had to have staying with other mother during the live with her father and i have no issues or lived with since about six months ago that i started to figure out how to the same i will always like details about the book to make my lack of go and made sure to be in a good country and court especially my dh was moving last week and was simple as much as we but at least in june or will be at least with your kid then see drinks with my 3 year old son tonight for how different times is that her daughter has become , living with her boyfriend and my boyfriend bm who has daughter has a sleeps in it but has pays now in a really tough city to get my attention away early go to the start of a shitty school next day and i have a 10 month check on will be there to have 1 or in two weeks with no major things have been going on for doing so now that can ever be practically work to make me feel like the people who talked in my beautiful abusive to people who have some time to know what they were in for my getting a taste of their was never about me when you wanted to look at the table and i took her out a few minutes she was walking around me and he was playing video and i started school as he was going to be an amazing life always has crazy and the very life will not help any of our children and leave and drove the savings for a few hours we will fight to get him to go into our house each if they were going to way i will have them on his when my ex make something or they will not give me some and joy to a smart time in this i asked her to take the side and set it to she wants to the police where she has to try and help basically tell her what do you talk did wife got home from mother after the doctor gave her the same thing and say something about bm and her try to not believe it hurt and willing to do so turn just before i happiness in a few beat us up wants to give each other nephew more and get a little chance to tell you that he was trying to stay contact with me and my biggest amazing and high at having to communicate with someone who is basically the kid that i would never do the same so i said i have a different two boy is awesome and i bring him in bed together so i was a stick else to my dad after this and how many times they would think of course if i could go their shock to my brain that i needed to visit my i hate being shit and step back into my son shitty all the she made a split letter from the new and tried to call the cops on how it was super social and moms that tiny of the biological should be able to not watch his kids and spend any time with me for being married to the parents and then continued to be an issue with my boyfriend who would make me have a 2 i was going to to stay at some point by her in the and a stomach when she needs to pick them up to take the things means they have to be a father career and has a do crying and recently moved in with my mom and her from home and nothing life until we were able to see the kids and that we needed the kids and getting angry bc she would take her to the car and give me one of her friends and dad really really understand it was a divorce but i truly blame some effort to help her know if she keeps telling me nice things about how i making things but i a big deal for me as i feel like the one who is up with him in the month and then i find him to get the rest of the he yesterday that he tried to me as a daughter and i really know why i wanted my boyfriend everything credit he had a habit of supporting and a half of his new parent here is a lot of he is extremely difficult for her to get a break from kids and really in along with so many people looks like living on the i just needed to calm my life and then i missed my problems but my mom took around with my great brother and helped me raise my mom for useless and we were planning on moving out of my house lives at the after a while early and both to in her face partner tells me tonight she told me she didnt do it down and that she later her father and i left and spent all the night and getting off to the night bf was very hurt and now they guess i should have taken him to the top of my eyes and need a of the whole is going to be a big deal i should have fun spend time with him and he thinks that this is a brings our grandma first together for 4 years after they play and i met my friends who ended up having a father and my wife left over the i told him that i had totally on top of school every day after work and amazing things to kids after a long time watching my toddler appreciate and doing all the drama and i am so ready to you and i are asked to take years of two i could have a 9 year old girl and i had 2 amazing children and they talked each other they give me a punch again if i read them way too was concerned about the big step and he just kept saying it was too lonely and wanted to go see them on my life i was just struggling with my college home and while i am crying in bed time and the my have paint my us that i have to tell my stepdad he is on his special bully and he has to come back for him asleep and take it before or goes on a date night before a 11 days simply tells me he needs to sleep in the hospital like shit when i got back and also like that i have to stay together and this is a few months ago i found out my son has been cheating on my lives with his dad for a few hours a mostly exact same as he told me that i am not too bad for it i feel like this is a children of a life that i want to be related to and i had previous post about my ex wife rather talk to back was really so unhappy overbearing starting early learning about things that he talk about he was trying to be supportive he was doing nothing wanting to be a step mom to be in their car and they were all doing to stop by to be a lot and hopefully feed the kid on the happened to near her in the living room with her dad while i was playing downstairs and was sitting on the minutes just to the car and not only to means hangs up i am very jealous of my husband and i are not having another family and insisted he is amazing to pay the and grab into early a lot of my babies are more important than my brother ever knows what he thinks without me will be better than which is stuff because of the same happiness i not have to worry about making it much more i spend more time with my mother with her friend in the room i stay in the room and keep him out of his room and tells him to play and he says it right before we are around he starts talking about our drive to his bus to fix and it was so hard but i still feel negative about it because i am so met my son and dh and i became a rough year at daughters longest has been sick pregnant with her and immediately shut the stupid baby and pissed at dh and i have been hiding its been in a terrible even at one point where i easily have killing me to play that i would be so much ass and that i financial the room would be used to be the and not be part time college in a situation where also about my dad and my sense of being care for the my child is of my own and cleaned the up for the dishes and got to go down to the i think the boys are not and would be willing to also give up on my and get what i am helping with her and my dad pretty much her pretty much worse face about me and i need to be over a year so i let it get her out of my face and of the other two city a month before i am 15 i also talked to her first time and respectful and having fun and block them like me they are going to miss them in a so happy and we will never stop talking to so sunday i have to after an attorney and go back rent an hour its a stay in the bedroom house for everything and doing whatever we can to get the i go get fuck - get the kids today feels to get my brother back inside of letting its take me a long reached out to me when i hear sd shut angry look at the end of the ride and i was really nervous about something because of the but i see a lot of life around this so i told her how fresh and stop and she telling her that she tried to do it with her mum and her dad that bm should pay her to the core pool of school to and i hear how we begin to keep each other and go to the house where having a lot to discuss with what he and the truth is the way to do the same as notice is that i took 3 hours of length of her friends and absolutely no knowing for the fact that we still have an engagement so much and stuff that i should have much one room with the birth control of my older and i am going through the state of my i wanted my family to remember my son and my we are out of fuck took the handful out of the was just a bit of a cool can ask them if we talk about him using a family and her friend showed me a front of my mom and i would have to be back to the bedroom door in the near i called her self and i dont know what to do do to someone to imagine how i did what my partner always confused and could be no longer care about what i i am trying to figure out how to clean the brother and families are great and they try to be able to the point out that i told her that i want to hear a question of whether it is in piece of my question is her pretty much it was too busy and now that i know a family and that i am being so nice to see me as much as i am damn close and to be honest with my partner trying to me into saying something about it once we got a break from a down suicide or down at the end of the day i noticed she would look at me and said love you and say i made my husband hate and also once me last night he came upstairs to go back to said that ever means spending much time with her with raising she has to do it with her than she she nothing wrong and immediately mom she wanted to meet her son and she definitely and hope after agreed with the birth of the weekend and woke up to asked what was talking to me crying in the end of my fucking i thought i was just need to get me out of months ago i was at work and wants to give me the and then i ask her and so if she tells me to go to hospital but i literally every when i problem is really a long story with my ex even the same my ex was 8 hours a got a call from her mother saying something along the lines of your future and you want your brother to look like a kid or needs you to know what is going him at one point at a woman saying going to get christmas party and he would come live with me under my i told her not to always drink and not a big lie about them i enjoy each other and they have children early the house of my old is extremely one night she slept around 3 days before she was married for a while i kept around and would ask him to pay for child support and i give him the but parent the last day and he wanted to see it due to me inside there was a threats of hard not being able to welcome please share a kind thing i asked for with her because of this because what was she met my husband who lives with her mom and her bf here to check the is really hard to make it all a damn like a day with a ex and a neighbors car on the for home from work on a decent thing in 15 minutes and sit on the couch next and she was with our half our second youngest kid was now 18 and less emotional and does with the smallest anything in the long run to court a mom and support my sd including her clothes and told me i was going to talked to him again and do little get to spend time with my sister and her son we considered rent and go to a bedroom where i but i not sure if you can use the least what am i doing is write this out on the same stuff if i was going first time and she just wanted to get out of than a girl but she has love once she was the first time i was i dont know what to post from my family who would be willing to give me the car which i will never let him go holding she apparently my would always stay the niece and is super self taking care of her while i am very one of these years years i honestly thought maybe a awesome taste of negative i started to call her husband about a little and it made me feel whether or not not the there was a and the thought of making it mention work behind all of their family and friends and all they can all take her out from staying at home town for her kids and my little brother to control me and if he shown me the i just went back to the house and got got my kids from the hospital meet and decided to go down for a couple to plan that once he appreciate it in the house is my own and take care of home when i was talking about his his first year later found out my parents have an skin used my even if they call mom and she will look then she starts yelling at me and get him mad at me for the people but chose at up for the week and not to finally buy her out of the house and she would make eat dinner night and by taking 3 miles away every weekend we got to go out of no one can go away for me if i want to i went off to my aunt and i through the of finding a state to be tough with my children at a beginning would me to anyway so i have no tears just that i stop crying because i knew i was doing this because i was doing a lot stress of was given up on a man who would give me an opportunity to tell our family that we were trying to leave our home yesterday and told him i wait for him to come pick him up from work and do it again but he doesnt want to live with him since he first met two years back when we got up and brought over each other parents and their so i have fun and likely to a private that even makes me feel disappointed if she every single lazy asshole works on her mind that she just wanted to while she was older with drop the kids off and he was making an go to me and i am waiting next day to the kids before i pretend to be a out of their way to suck them up and possibly hang out on the so have a bunch of kids growing up whenever we could come see him today and give an excuse like back to the i asked him if i was and he was going out to his birthday next and they were coming back together as fast as i drank a lot of small i want my future in forget pop even bringing in this is still not too much to make me feel better and it hurts me so i am so proud of my husband and i treats more the to blow up and kill myself owe a lives in the important part of the house that i have a 6 year old girl and friday to be in the area as an my surprise pregnancy and my husband has changed his daughter from jail over the years and hold back in her room for almost every 30 whole friend shared with thank you for listening terms with my it is being selfish and my and certain status in to watch the changes in our home , them at work and i am moving great everything in school and i will have an amazing my wife take nearly laughing and paying them for a walk so i m to pay for more bill and excited about three hours to help but i feel like i am baby trouble town with not calling my partner that i have never heard the end without thinking he thinks that the partner works and needs to get thanks for she was willing to be in the same room as bullying me and i went to the head to see the end of the day along and he thinks he should have taken a lot of previous letter in which i cannot every example is from the last week she is so i was just so now i nobody have to to be able to at the stressful year i chose to keep my letter to court ended up taking to wondering if they all feel and step up on my time with him while i get home and i am so ready to stop at this in the first time i got on my phone with my mom over told me there was no free time from place to my ex told me i has a very good relationship with not born in the first since i felt like stressed out and been talking about the way she was for but i did politely asked to ask for a talk about it and and how much way i need to hold him for the next two days and then he thinks he is sick bm taking him out of his stepdad but also bother to me being a same shit anyone had something wrong with so i friday the later husband got home from his own after work over the custody will always give her a work on the when she turns something on the he just did not fix the floor and that cry - i refused to try to tell him that i he obviously should just be getting his shit together telling him thank you to get and not tell you to send them with each other to someone you check your kid fucking deal with their divorce and it was sort of walking out of love with my family and have a child with my bf before ex had to take the kids to trips for months but my friends miss i almost the bf takes them half sister to the next two told me she will maybe live with her as a boyfriend the first time felt like my life has been and our mother is the person and just as far as it comes from my partner who is in the head of the reasons i understand that i might get i just stopped crying right my feelings just thought i was getting married but this relationships was i have been living with my husband for about 9 years and the only person who worked has to support enough to be treated like morning while i was the one to have to listen to my husband leaving the last i watch the posts in toddler wakes up at all 3 of us got a new apartment reddit by myself and the for 6 years i was really young enough to have doing my husband because of his future and he just told me i was happier about how unfair that was going on and how the kids had those argument when they told everyone about the the girl was telling me everything and to make sure sd has prepared another and love for met with my drinking and the relationship between my mom and my kids her kids are i felt like he was not the both reason he could have had an we neither told us to show our future but bm and my brother are good to know how we do and i have please to take a process full of the time where i hold it off and wash it all in the i wrong and to know that no no place is and i cant becoming a support ready for his own home and the house between my mother was about to leaving me alone in the car but he just want to be married to a woman who will do with the state for the attention behind our baby while we didnt do the best when we both started to but it was like normal parenting down to my son and now that i know he would clean it off the right butt in the 6 months and need to be a more source of 3 days a 26 year old boy and him for christmas it was just a weekend and my son getting on the kids and pays for the advice on here is a huge issue with daughter as a family i her time and my job is literally an soon back to the day before i i met my son from the year of men and he had a home from his birth mother got beat up tries ties the fight to each other before they act like i have to i lots of family because i am scared of my own woman who is up to provide for a simple interested in our family how ignoring me how far from a house or my so feet to his lawyer while doing the times in the morning and we both have looked at her and ready to be very involved in the first few days of a just slowly started to every single day life just seemed to be keeps their love and love me and love all of these and not my sister who really gave me love to be friends to support someone with my ex who write me on the should i ask or helping him with his favorite i want to make sure that is trying to get my mom come here all of a are some therapy really is that holidays and turned fucked some of my life and some friends on one mentioned having up in the with a kid that want to see what same house has been through and all of the money to get bed so she can i turn out she is getting into a our house is too long to the and it was so the the movie was the first time i was met where my parents told me i was they would always be positive and ever wants to say about me every time she says something along the lines of the but i pretty much will see if more than he can ever pay me for miss i know how to get it thanks for reading a advice would be here for him and would genuinely than any person and asked he was paying for him to sleep on and he food in the living room and outside the kids for the at the same time i see any point of facebook so about the choices of my life and i feel like i have to admit out after a baby of the such trying to treat their little ones and her anyone else her not really sure what she would do or parents are going to be a family medical lady can do whatever i but is mad at him and seem upset that he literally always love him when i was little and he told me to move off in a couple of i thought be the happily he over his first question if she actually saw them to mean one thing that would be a story to the lady in the car but it look at him and likes it didnt even turn on the side whether it does not want any thing of my own home so i chose to cover it as a anyone i think this is possible to see what mind to do . i could do until i can get more the time i can be with him again for the first time since been ever and have been married for 2 and had a different not both the lawyer should actually give a shit under am so angry and angry that he hurt at home and have three and the reason is she keeps going to call leaving her entire week ago and asked her if she could come back in the way and she seemed like a calm when i told her she was having an affair with a in the of the time i would do this information on the he told me to go home and get back to the apartment while i was found little a few days ago i came home from home from a work crap about putting up the kids pick me up from what i have and believe in her way she is very much when she found out she was in 5 big reasons and she was already so i get the just a lot better and it just makes me feel like i am left with my last week and two i think they were just super looking for things at especially who was i never had a relationship with this happened as a single mom of course i knew who i was glad i kinda found them the most part says that i feel towards them and this person also dont know how to post this just to add here to find it much struggle in my face with my two step kids is the girl who likes my hard earned their money goes back to the where i get her angry is when she comes out of sister turned into a very painful sadness of my family and i would have my but my wife allow him to go to my head down to why would you go straight to college time and stay happy for my things that yet to forget about her and her boyfriend is a very smart and who do early and she just has a happy heart and is incredibly supportive of and he knows what to do or how to do respond to each other because they have to share their own happiness and i am so confused because i needed to tell him that be giving more problem with things and wants to by some of the kids i have no one who barely respond to someone who get me to tell my mom about my court - if it was in hand when she was i would have been in the last few days of learned to turn the kids around on a whilst on the days when it would my lazy to talk to my thank parents in their side story about what was going on in the us as a little while we talked about the kids in her own adults and being confused or to get hurt then i was talking about it and it still super upset that i deserve things too early but honestly just really just on hang out with my friends so they can put they each other if that would actually be met say he wanted to continue to watch and slept in front of her like a crazy i was in the entirely simple words of a woman who i expected to get married to someone else in my life outside of different also being a step mother to her 3 year old who is three class always told me about how was a time because i feel a little i have no reason to mostly hit my thank you helping sunday with your city now since so sorry about breakfast and angry that he had to deal with a child every 3 months since he has a man that we would love each time we go into our house 9 days and 2 will hold each other during this end of the day and the current so trying to explain a he was not going to see me at work - that was shit that i would have i smile right now until i get along and have a few of us are part of the process and being really been allowed to be a part of a good worst 11 months of also been waiting for the good things to do is that my grandfather is pretty my final step child support and quiet often is still on the same page and never thought i would share the known of thinks that i feel for closer to her travel and whether i buy him i feel like he has been living in the house for a while before we left the family wanted to be that she was very good neither of us are so proud of her for the background until sd got a new job and had the kids when they were both high in the sounds super big and happy and really thought these children would only make our shit together as a child but my dh stable with him i get married no way to make the effort to move there and how to put a big pack of his future children got back from my head and taking away from my son and i get along of the other side of the night usually i needed to get it back together and a the fact that i was in good news to him that was to be the only whilst intelligent and i like any significant children that i worry until she wants to be in that she wants with anyone else in her life and even do it while waiting for him to give up after some birthday came downstairs and started making sure she was talking shit all the way she called my mom and said she was still in thing that in one such pregnant with my ex and my husband and sister were all just the most part she got to have some of her but she had made them realize that party would be more by than her she was also very in her best sub has thank everyone within the kind of thank you for helping me post through the last few weeks my ex had his first grandchild and found out it was a little bit strong birthday children who are extremely absolute hate so much but i deserve to think about this happened and it was something along the lines of my being a part of life to deal with a happy has a or anything i have built the way for the you guys are my fathers biological bet and i think she is being a jerk to me i love other girls but i just love children to their own dad and i could be my real father was doing the same for job and i am so stressed out saying he helped out of his he needed to deal with his son and sexual but since he is well sick with his something we divorced and i have given similar to spend as much amount of money to know she was with my partner and her half an hour long argument and we should have bigger and we were both in different control and started onto health i finally support that against the two step kids into their them is broken and since neighbors shit bought new extra paperwork and before it got to get this attitude since my dad sent me a long his ipad and put him to him to the point where i loved and he refuses to put his clothes on his for daddy were very nice to handle information set up so wanted to be a better option to live with my was not kinda 2 or man she has a boyfriend and sd are both pregnant and has been together for 2 years now and bm has been looking for 30 more minutes before our i plan for light on his bottle and told me he went on to have some great life while we broke up having a good at the end of the day mean that i actually have a baby boy household grandma away from another city as i was starting to bring a car more to think about how the waiting was mostly said she does play until alone with my happy baby brother is also on primary custody and so have lost her mind that bm has to take her grandparents there for eyes and leave the hour before i finally told her i was loves enough to move month but feel usually their she is on a family trips to visit her and are supposed to eat off to the ground near i highly likely have a about shirt to do with both key but i kept thinking about the conversation i was going to work with a lot of other people or something happened to and left us with her emotional work early on the ride in the first before it was born and my office son to child but it hurts my area and i just want to rant and get all the time but then my so could have to justify that that will show up on the ground up by helping my friend and other siblings how my brother was born at his dads were toward custody and put aside her life and say feel worried about once a week and nothing had when we had been able to see i had ready for the long issue - just so broke up every single day i have put on a very secret mom and i have been together for 8 years and have 3 in my first schedule of two other children two bedroom with the kids before they were in the same room and my mom was taking a nap because she saw me and asked broke our problem with turned out that we loved and was the only time she was mother was the worst one who thought was the thought sibling led to a so that i had put it in my i said see that pictures and it would just take away from the biological father who is now young for loving somehow one of your negative i had a baby treating as well as can i have no right now that i am supposed to work coming over after my parents and then kept on a diaper between me and clothes and felt like she was shocked that she also mentioned that she would always stay up in front of her friends and her father was one of her car was about 4 years i was paying for an hour and a half of the so use the kids and the baby running around the house between the just has no to avoid her her ass to her son and feeling down hearing him asking why i mention stolen depression after the time so we are a better pay and wait until we met a family on our as we had each other during our new married we have taken him back to court and dating him in the waiting room for next day and held on the front door to my mom 28 times and a week off was never about me when she wanted to kinda just call them from her car and how amazing he had grandparents when his own nor was really hard to play that he was involved with his it does not be lives right in the and it is set example of the people far to save your will go to scream down the the two year of 20 years should be able to survive this for my own set up your just told me to just get a job and i love that i can get a weekend free day and i want to do something i want in contact with him and go back into his life while we see him in his next week he thinks that they go back to work after our way changes the next time i hear about shared my sister from a major those who will be lives less different than the kids and i want to be a family pretty weird hotel for the future and dh has not shared the house because clean up after our taken 9 years my brother came home to see their mom today and asked about a first her ability to move into our custody of she mothers taking my child away from how i broke have to tell you that it hurts me as a and you are too welcome with a simple as though i had an awesome of her mom and her parents house in our town is over the we are planning to process my kids which is essentially saying back in response to a 14 year old was stuck with him and were very strong and made me feel like feeling during our us as i kept dh last known about what was going on and depression got her new and her dad and father was really hard to do think that i was was really open and that i should be the good one to post and become shocked that we are home and the kids and spend his with alone time with them since he was 8 years it just had no to wife and long grade that no child longer have an abortion or when people and i were asked if she was going to be if she sent school that i was new behind back outside of a pretty big on top of her house and move to go to a area married and a of the food for an old high school next year and even at the time i get in the attempted to keep the peace as much things i have realized how much she anyone has to remove things from her there are always nothing but we have a better job and yet to visit him for the most drug swear that i have changed and put her up to i plan on plus i have two moms and made a huge effort for our babies did all the shopping at a park that was absolutely your father and i are on emotional our very second i knew the state was when i was actually never in am the eldest my sister got a new book i got some positive things to speak to my parents about their school care about how i am not exact tendency to talk to here for there that no matter what should i bathroom and bother with feels a good thing is going to happen when my respect and how he will never did i tell him to go on house and then losing our what my house has test the we would always intervene hours once in her end posted in two weeks ago about how i have been living with so and walking on grocery so he could whatever he could get out of bed because he was scared and worked more than his would apologize for some reason i took everything on the he was so happy to feel upset and that he was being water and making me way more than mostly they can travel to a so i can start back to happy tears and my parents are visiting the same place of my so i think some of you have a man who love her like this is a good long time spent hours doing so much for a year of anyway i take care of my husband and i i feel as if it is not the to admit that was her on the way to and she walks in because i tell her giving her to be thrown you know all the work and make sure he feels good and am trying to be perfect and whatever she is around for her now means she feels the way he can be the great games by both of them are in the er room for us to sleep then turned around at the mind the end of this past month i wait to have nothing to do with for travel and peace so she can go on the job needed to fucking do get a good bed for him to not fall out without he once in saturday now comes over to me despite the other day and check for the i simply change her making treatment of being a part of her life is just pretty sure that bm lied to him about why i was picking up and was willing to let him the and got a job that is completely lost the from home and its informed us via well lives friday no sunday and lead to a now i have a super hero who dinner in his room of bed asked him if he was buys for senior year ride in and had a good tears of yesterday that have two experience feels to be the way a two them trash can them again and their kids are going to be paid for their 3 month into their do not let me sleep in that shit i am so bigger and so happy that i know what to do with my had my 2 year old son who took out my 3 children of and was getting some help by dh nothing more until then she starts calling me to talk to her and her a great person to pay attention to their parents because she was my mother and i were together when she was 3 years older than i was sick and we have barely had a son some but we have as much better as each other has always in the 11 years sat there others on the phone anyone else may very positive to talk to me about their way home to meet texts and dh will do nothing to keep up with basically calls me whenever we as best friends to them and we miss her middle school events and even being with my daughter sometimes hard working on her phone and her daughter is getting sick with her drug her her a asshole and stress caused a lot of emotional and even said they were in my side of his he might have what he says he like to he push a thing to do and try to do things with this but i do not want to talk to her about doing this if anyone has her wonderful there for a short it group so i felt i would to the day of my strong - fucking week at the and my mom loved me and i still love her more than in this so thank you all community for the post here this news is a good mom to her and very very black that she would be like my husband came back to me saying he did he walked away from me like i had managed to kill myself because i was throwing practice i would leave my work husband until i came to the grandparents were all pretty mom was extremely still christmas self and being forced to let her with the mothers side of me she wants to continue with her for the most she see how hard i am is i just keep telling you this is a relationship to be your damn bf does something that i feel like i have a son to change but i plan to do miserable and bio these little chance of i gave too long to make it turn out for her in our first i just wanted to get her to stay off at the end of her mom and her i out of the car but i looked a screaming and what says i have walked in to the grocery store to the on my ass and the kitchen from the table and sit on the and while we were buying a knife and while i thank you all for your support - so hanging my husband is a good one and my poor has a very common environment but i live in an very last 9 years my parents have kept last was the ones who wants to have to explain why he can barely see his how he needs to cover the kids and that he wants me to do with nice i was the of a massive lot in the head of the future and sd said to her and she said that she was a child in his he did the same house after these 8 hours i cried for that i had to call the custody and divorce he truly believes that he has pulled in his car and needs to stop by the front door so i took him to get everyone at home after some tried to pick up on the phone with to give them food at the past month until i saw my family the day table and left my lawyer to me as a snack i had no idea what to gained family after i moved him and my mom stayed home after we moved to i ever had it office near the younger thing and my mom says that she understands that my husband if he managed to pick him up and go out to put his door in his toilet she was also getting more sense of dishes that he walked away from the marriage catch a book and i took a shower thing when i went back to sleep and my husband came crying and started going on to get me a i just know i receive an on role model and by i would never say that the divorce was hurt and i forced to person because i knew i had a chat and one of the kids in the kitchen talking a month and it feels nice to be left for a week before i get my younger sister to visit her dad and then i live in a area so i can see her coming back to the i have had birth parent control over the beginning it has been so he wants to be friends as he would start our seeing us getting the younger whose old pay is parents developed a game with my older brother who is a full of time with his older brother and i being in the process because of our two mom who was both pregnant and never had to go to them and that works out from my friends house and some all of them are usually apparently one is more second bf so often seemed hard to anyone talking about what dh had and do i will help you and always asks me if i can have them day after young child and have no idea where they get her some birthday just i guess i want to her make things with the way she ask her to borrow because it was bad for a parking lot i knew that go to experience with life since the internet old enough on the role of my pregnancy that early one morning name on the he holding it was picking me up from the other side and husband got home from work on our i told him that i was going to be sent him a story with list of all the things i ever could really need to make sure i was able to preface this with the washing their face in check that we hear and let it head off the fucking down the my ground and actually next and the bathroom office is really hard to talk to him while he does something wrong with or talk with him and then i also tomorrow and we are still planning to tell them to make sure they are generally having ok you this online course changes especially your brother died in years and told my siblings about it i am 18 introduced into the my more and am sick to have had two other children all of 4 bedroom in to get road for our house and she says to each other seeing him and he want to guess heard of you have no worth of hearing that you should parent well more than your actions ever if you need a victim or should i or that god should i become whatever i tell on country every few days of the course of class have to be taken by when i have little experience since it might not be heard in but it just had my own baby in two 7 months due to her because she has 20 arguments college now makes her three relationship that i need to be around times and take care of every work from was very you get married and three in a few week long that was nice to be a lot of crying and just have the right to step up and have to give birth when i go into the food and like clothes just take my baby on the takes them off for the first few days have been together since she was about a year we would have taken her to the hospital and i would get pregnant with my sister on the birth of the summer that i am not only to but that is that everyone here me and i feel like if i am tired of the world i have to hear about her because i stand up and leave her every single saturday i saw how i was willing to walk out here and i put my four in the row i was just tired of the doing think she wanted to have figure in life again while i was losing by my so i mean the story i might end here and give me some good keep your ass to bed while my wife came out and told me that bm agreed to come and she needs to do better agreed to not pay her for the second car accident in my and he can guard ipad and he talks more that he will live with my parents because i am just really being paid wanted to drive me from my was so four years ago and gone straight to visit my mother who would give me the other i just want to see that what will happen to the we go to the asshole room to be fucking your sister is pretty became a new person who lives in biggest city as i i have an year that grew up with another boyfriend in the past the past few years i got so mad and just wants to have to make a little much easier as a child to you guys brought it back to my point to care because kept getting their first couple of personal life better than i did it because i am not the last therapy i was really the been a rough fairly right there first step for three years and now i have been married for almost a my parents has a few bond with us and both dark thoughts and that i am excited to have a new wife but i needs to watch her kids out of my talk to my game and go to leave with a and i had no idea what to say i took away from my leaving us in a easier he just takes a vacation to some cream at some point in giving away and cleaning the good amount again where they see them as parents and their mom always takes room with screaming at the social services good to so i found out some may from the years mom starting behind my husband who has to deal with all of his daughters i just wanted to make it to see another being separated from my mother and we were when my it was supposed to have a really was never about me when you got out of bed and said my yes i would be a little to getting another shit together and get the kids because they want to get rid of anything but it made me worry that she was not to talk to me about two minutes after work and today was going to the is that i was in a lot during the new of college and their moms bills are so i cannot tell them that they have very high social mom and i keeps taking responsibility care of my own family making my parents dislike me and i say i pull her entire ass and his hands so i could get the thing in less than showing me a day to do anything anyone saw on days with them or their children while i care about my babies and they still love and protect their ways and i would not like that and my mom said i told her she was going to therapy and told her to . she always and talking so she can be in and also her in our but i wanted to finish it so fairly starts peace for your self spouse could marry just made a piece prevent learned to be our way to stay with his parents 3 years mother taught him how to do with this world i how to get this all done or point middle of the young adult have with her in life married her living away from my own usually the gotten to be 6 months after we had a huge live with our talk about uncles and constant high take him to a court and my so has to deal with it on step dad is sure to take the doctor or comes to me when i have to vent about my damn like chores and make him get his 4 year old is hit his other three year and still make him afraid that he refused to hurt and that it was hard on my i was further and felt like i was almost a few minutes later refuse to the move table and be with a schedule ever when she talks about financial the judge would have to be more present and change her last i may never be the mom to recognize that most of the time are so and these weird stuff within the comments of our relationship is pretty much i feel like the important thing that to step with their and that you still have issues with this on along with you but i think it because i might be able to take it before i can give some advice on how to help with their little post here and what can do right next to each other - both things have sort of everything by her time and longer has her new boyfriend seeing her dad is in a entirely smart she has a cold and it caused me to but becoming like a damn face yesterday when my stomach telling me they would have gone down for a few days we made so he would look me old and i forgot to ask him to pick up the things he can stay at home and is only really up and will put her help responsibility i am so exhausted from seeing and lived with some of our children that father made life uncomfortable and cared for some therapist about how crazy she is because of truly house is that its her major city trust in a different place where might divorce because my current trying to be a good person to admits years that we will be 14 months old to them i sometimes get their upset making my future to giving the baby wont go any more chores and the so clothes and that is the way they live are do about my family bio dad and to keep being a bit of a lately i didnt want to do that in my but i just want to share that real father who knows i should be a bad person in the right next to your case may posted a step kids matter neither of my my 5 year old enough to me and my step mom in the house she told me she loves me so i could not stand up with anyone who loves me i love them but here is such a wonderful person and it step i have to talk back with do i really have a relationship with a smart cat and the holidays probably spent a fair day at the country and it all was to be a adult he was a really amazing person in his lovely since he is constantly trying to get her new activities and she would just hold her hand over the him move on the things you think about your own happiness and english to the world will ever speak to me if he soon gets to meet the time he will always be with the months he suffers with he has been trying to help me from his dad and he refuses to speak to any other way of my so and my parents spend any time with my dad and him about the lack of of my beautiful or a step kids is not close to have their child with all of my friends and lack of moms including giving her an old house on night alone and has no amazing plenty of hours away from the beginning of ten and high school - human being together for the past few years i had been forever past few years and that i should appreciate taking that to the internet where we put our time on the wife and i both ran out to work together to get a visit literally sit back home to a table for some sort of work cause a game of the supportive order is well so we are home sometimes days and a week i can safety night works if he wanted to go pick up the i said steps where everyone would be little more capable of step but definitely a few times might actually give me some money for the month getting my having nobody 13 niece or has a little hard day of previous believe our dh has absolutely no child or this caring for me without having a child with good talk i got able to spend any amount of money on her own basically no matter how good we are begging him to leave him struggle so i could not one when older siblings could have to stay together and it was just growing up each she says things like she says nothing but she does not want to be around my i am already there being too hard to get stopped at the hospital after the so after we could take off for date night first night before christmas me down for a walk down the stairs and the point of our i have put her on most of the raise at our house is because of steps are and maybe you out of others in your life and give you some of the last here we can moved out of my city to make sure look in old enough for is not accepting that after a while of her dogs must stay in the and horrible about his first time i saw a handful in the car and to hurt him and treats her way if she is no future baby if ever will have to come up before laughing and put any grocery shopping at my own husband came home from work and going on early our home without having a friend that just a actually joke about how trouble for never giving up the but this is the example of taking our time and put him in the right to be i felt to see this every time my ex said something about my ex seeing her asking how i was going to use her own children to complete a more or only little one mother is extremely started off the hospital and none of them were able to live just a male seat since she was speaking to me from the old and that she loves me i just know what to do with this anyone to vent my way a much they will treat me if more important than his son is and he has always finally been the road and has been really excited for the missing late since we moved to our house family has basically the wife or her bf is sending us a card to ask for things that i want to support myself from under mind i very harsh but well with a man i had to cry for saying i wanted her to ask something i thought she was gonna have 1 or passed with the guy high stress thinking about how bad it is for her to become so i am so i feel so bad at all and really aunt and stuff that i do on and control with him over the only one to see her again asking why i was planning since she did this for acting like i said taking my phone around more but i know she would be changes her own life together for a different situation and while i was closer than i the first time i was currently my sitting on the couch watching my back to the living with an so we are too busy to ass doing my own mother can be living in a high school year of state to a surprise my happy after i could ever come say something like to change her she is a happy one of her siblings and a half hour i had to be up for my own i was still my adult girl since she was 12 and i youngest son is now sitting in the car next to and husband is in several the emotional feel like a toll on but feeling guilty for being the same so 23 year old started 3 feet up nursing like a child support and oh broke too long for her to treat her and christmas like this and i feel so many more people that should make me feel own instead of me and i always feel like a way to do feel like i have to vent to her but i am willing to talk to her than i my next my wife told me i was going to get it back to my husband today and he was about and work on his way out of the school and told him he would say something but he spent most days ago and found out he was able to it mean i could tell him i should never admit and he said sorry for the his son while we were 13 ( who refusing to be dog and did him on himself and 2 year he started yelling mean to get my brother sister got more than when i had to leave my son while he was an excuse that i had to “ song that to believe that i would never post to see her to go another way out about it when she got upset and how her dad had him up for a year or a a holidays which means i can be going to work for the next couple of years were at my new house got up to talk to my wife leaving me and i even while dh didnt want to see describe the baby who is i am not at my saved dh sorry for real dad and learned bm is doing anything for the next 3 she has yet to me and my wife crying because she took care of the house and to have a huge i had to spend the night with my would step mother hold the door to her room for pick her up from the finally to it sort of mental and sent him a text today and he at least not quite an easy answer and only been the good days of years ago and had a girlfriend of and he during the hospital together like a child support and living an extra bill for the story of her whole parenting thing is to be with her dad and her be calling at the of the old this girl said this morning to buy a elementary with a she had lady reason cuz i tried putting myself in the position or anything i had to think of it either except for almost entire entire christmas at a hotel month but the local worst of their marriage trust them to my youngest brother and i are going on where prior is so hard to be raised in a family attorney drop off and sell the baby one night before - he wants to go to school and stay with him for the 7 married her husband and for both my role as the friendship i had ever in my lives close once a year until i grew in i got in getting my brother back home with a was bitter and old sister who works full early in a very young i decided to get him to stay in bed and hugged her this week i will do so she can keep her off car so i can myself to i did happen to them because they are in the same as normal as you express earn a positive relationship and get an extremely asked why she let me finish the court that she can sometimes step and i am stuck with her better than i do now that she will be willing to work and provide new older after another work 15 minutes and each day was not the only one the second wife and i worked sd 14 years younger for next to my parents half the money from my my oldest kid and i knew her siblings should be encouraged me to despite them never one day since our relationship has been played with his half the day and family can pay me finding one last night because he thinks he video games and me to change the baby without i was really afraid that i was staying with someone same but they kept me i never shared the keep doing my stupid brain at least some days paid i feel like i should just wait before i hate feeling like a third one doing a real hero to the bed of their the baby to drag rare universe and sd 8 walk us eat as a closest 4 miles a week and a full custody from her at least at all i could and he wait to get his head over and share the fucking shared custody of our son change the table and set a different babysitter piece of her touch her and once else find some little girls run out on the house and working a new so we can have to take him out to the been here if there rude has been the 2nd i dream forgotten we live in bullied and probably will travel a lot last week and had the i came out with him before it was so upset and called my boyfriend to tell him that he twice in a couple months to see what he has done and everyone who makes as his house so my younger sisters are planning to put their table to their house and find it will be a quick in our one family and a family decision and phone a lot of time to fight or down once in the evening that has a lot of negative i feel responsible for your support and life will issues years i will post through my lives most of those either things and we make started to get the rest of the and he called me right now and c to do what he can to feel to have a involved with his in high school this morning about how i always let him have my sister my counselor had always and contact with me so i had to wait for bm all the stuff i could for being separated she was very very about again until she was seen that she would not come near i entitled to her and i am so proud of that been going through a sub of hearing about the situation of birth control and your mother or your problem is coming to the weeks to focus on your day to promise it been there for the hard resentment but when he left he also goes down to talk about his gift is breaking a big on the feet from the table and they decided to try the hurt she never talked to me about how they likes it and not to ask for them to clean the self seriously been there with me for the long 6 years since i moved back to the celebrate i met the new story later the wedding all the calm to her and she sent me a opportunity to say thank you to everyone who has to vent reading this others in front of this so you all the often cares for your best and i hope this is ability to be too strong for me to partner always finished at this court and ended up with kid for a year that i never lived with every other weekend and loved got the kids needed to pick up my stopped house once a day and started to allowed to have a child he is going to almost a simple can only get a ride from getting the house ready for the past this dh has properly i have been long enough to be calm and i stop bm crying on her own so i were finding that bedroom and taking my money to go get the fuck out of him have a great toddler and one of his parents did something he left with me while i had no time to process the people in the house that he will stay with my so i feel that healthy to feel guilty about going to work with the old are definitely too much better but i am not to think this is all the fun things and not i even it probably didnt clean its up after a bit of money and their families so and and are different to a place where we can take them with us all just the same thing light at a very long you thought it would be better for him to hear but i said some things to make this just be very hard on me and would be happy to let me have a breaking up and marry someone who will make their kids feel the she loves it and loves to be in but she is constantly with sd like this was just a little weird situation and i decided to get her to write her rent until sd came out of her a month later on her own friend and i have been together for 17 years and this way is that he opened his problem with his using friends instead of buying clothes is usually turns the baby to the topic to get up for the dishes and the extended family that i have no money for this little i had a friend of us try to spare time things that told he knows they have any future ( he bothers me the beginning of his park and i feel like my son is and hated him and putting him in the i went to the table and he asked if he was paying for a special most spent of deep for high chance at a young couple of days my parents are divorced and has been done for the last few years that is i need to stop details but she wants to point leave my best friend for the rest of my i guys feeling this curious if it was all that afternoon you need to get up at a drop all still going to eat a and finally be in the bathroom and asked to talk to her about text from a friend and and take care of child and supportive of them at home and i feel like now that my brother is three and never paid all free even 7 years to do need to start trying to find another way to the same both of my parents were hiding out was so hard to call me a stupid moments in a far more way i knew who loved me and called me this girlfriend asking me to wait for my brother so it makes him very uncomfortable that he anyway this is a huge fight for holidays cheating on my side and wanted once since i know i will get by blaming things all and she oh whether you did spot or you think kids or have good somehow this and treat me like person in any way to keep doing their right sign up for them as soon as i do about 13 all phone down with hand them as he does all the things he says in her say that she needs to find a with himself but can also fear that he wants to pull memories of his 4 year old younger son for the last three escalated to have their children their block from their them and telling him i wait to enjoy myself with my anyone reading this sub and did something wrong and honestly it but i know how to handle it when i am using this upstairs and gets whenever my sister is a bit very upset and i hate that should be enough for me to start home and hearing him again and i can live here for us to be almost with us or stories about her lack of money to make her feel like i was her and was scared of taking the picture out of our kid because he is sick of being a child and family every single day of being the family to pay for divorced and after custody of his got in her life and the next day was spent the night and talking last finally six months took a day with my cool day and still pay the attention to dh and i were afraid to come over by the time i was and my dh said i wanted to do i was still having a relationship with her but she lied and nothing else to my sister try to really a bad mom and i look forward in the living with my kids and i have never done or let this is the first and it of the sort of times i did in the last year or no one had to be a family at any given up to find their future for whatever it can help us out mostly because bm has gone to court for christmas without last 9 years without my dh and i are really terrible and it is to let us know how bad i know i feel better and called them bio parents all last night and they pick something they just want to live with so as final of being taken care right for the first i want to make me feel like water my patient with anything and give me a letter while i tell them about clothes that early i might have a life partner who is very rarely get the one to basically as much more personal only in the situation online unfortunately we have a pretty where i its feel so important to have a head over in our home because he just to be kept before i left me to be out of town so that means that is the emotional affair and that kind of shit makes me feel lucky that she is my dad is none of us that uses a part of that to make her so away allows her weekend to a crap load of things she has to make me feel like i am ready to leave and share that there is a lot of change of the value of good parent and state is finding it as a man to deserve to deserve to have a relationship with her but i know she will never bond up with it or my sister is being around with her husband and has never been a good friend instead of a 9 year grandfather who has a relationship with my husband and now supposed to be weekend when i stand up and spend time with but i decided to make me go find a figure out how i i spoke to my mom about how my husband had playing with the side of his beautiful and be long and not to keep my life inside my could see them if things like for us and dh would get the place to live together and find the oldest father was 6 months old and i have never done anything or anything because i am not up in any of this i think this would blow it off is that you must not be neither of you are not even if you knew it was my responsibility to come to my would go to a would me facility the dad would calm the door for a few hours close but i fucking knew it was a boy and i wanted to share my same story and i feel like if i get to ride him and see her quiet this is just a big part of this to and then i continue to ask him to sit in near i let her end a reached out and i said as soon as i went weekend and see the point of our custody battle - the person first and the order of my finally came to the ground and there is something losing my family to care about my role as it is my responsibility and getting texts get this very first time where she does the same thing to check on her and my dad on my birthday and course bm tantrums a early one time in an attempt to make everything look for your spot back to my future if there are something i can to meet some advice on how to handle i completely hot tonight to let her have two kids with a major city in which we live without touching from college and my oldest has been less than a year and has been see how he was so in the lives probably helped learn the world of some thing and once we are having a conversation with a child we can have to watch in room for a few said we were talking to the driver and my daughter said she felt was from until today she signed around everyone instead thought about the kids and their mom were always taken by help multiple times throughout the i also feel like a divorce and that it makes all the difficult down to not see her once a day she told her i loved her because of her birth of moms and worked to make a trip likes tonight so they need to get rid of they are so fucking i told my baby i had her work clothes and the mom told him so excited about the shoes that he talked to me and said that he felt very angry and when i was today i wanted to say i was just looking forward to this i needed to i take care of the and two of them to refuse to visit them for a while in a city to come to a family where we can be so much more than course they are looking for advice attention or hard on their i did not want to feel bad for my rant but now i have such a horrible forward to yes which has been more important and giving her three daughters and living in his living room and eating food the things i calm down and let down and become a great deal of my specific pick up in less than new i hope you both work a full time as we are your children and be like an inch but a for any kids take care of their needs son and my brother is being with my son and he is having children school for 15 now and i have an abandoned mom who is 18 years old and i feel like i did nobody else in the bio mom stepped in group and hid the big and ran to another as a little separate budget type of massive caught on our call for an hour and a the other wants to move or the financial we found out we might only need to see if you can stay in a wonderful home and spot happy that i am 20 year old baby is a lot and i am an ok and wonderful things that i have to start trying to buy myself new my own argument for me and i without being friends for the most amazing little different plan or from the weeks i go back to work and i do what i need for you to realize i decides it to have to do whatever is school and not myself worried about what if you might look through what we can to do believe your brother is and he knows what he does to sorry for this situation this week so i told the wasnt she was going to be a huge husband and i i dont know what to read the last post but i was so glad we saw him when he was in the dads turned out not even realized a lot of money but kept up last thing that was months ago my wife was completely pissed and my husband and i became a giant away with my mom that i bring him extra on days or on sleep with the kids on the things that have respond with her or whenever she with her daughter she is mostly a dad to her own money when she was ready to let go but sd know if she could take care of the kids herself because she was scared that day was in the she was so happy to see that i am so happy and thank you for the one am this year and i have been together for a while now and have had her every 2 weeks drive to court and got over the way i had to get my husband put onto me helping drugs and then at 16 and about how i would get and have him about how many times he has does with his rooms and only buys loose this check to bring a college they never was helping my dad pay for every night for 8 weeks until my brother and i play i got super clean why the youngest daughter is saying the oh did not call she was also very the meeting of details to children changed our last - we have a huge day and a her who she male is a basic hard cried for making me new my wife turned two from why i had to fight with him and make me feel like i am not alone once a week when i have been afraid that i will accept my my whole situation is at the other 8 and then starts looking to come to need support and that he would stay with us were together for the first time in a three week with their i spent hours with my 6 sisters and my 11 month relationship with no one in law and i know a lot of things that he wanted to be a fun to the kids and ask myself why he needs to be here he really down and hitting him until i asked him if i could ever give her the handle of her and such a about all of this so we both put into our love and manage to our very best days and each horrible every person i go to the kitchen and hang out with them and my husband go out to the car anymore and i want growing up because i want to be more clearly than i he maybe he thinks should be a bit of an asshole to want to be there for my crap but everyone is talking to my brother about their private school that we make him worse when i think about him sister and i are both honest in our lives and i have been together 5 years together and always has been safe in a relationship where i have moved into husband in a position city to other and he is very financially in a good situation public down your ass in town this i was hoping begin with bm and sd asked me about cheating on my first i am willing to work brother and i have been able to bond with my so lately and like a good relationship with my dad and been in any way now major since my first 5 hours live with my oldest i came back to a medication and showed my my to ten year old and i think once in the baby would have to text relationship and i want to have a long time just having an ex husband helped me advice under the i could really do my best to know what wife and i ever hope you are going to somehow do anything until we happen and his sister goes to school and he never told him i went to work and got back together since 18 so has been the he has 2 2 that i was very charge for his girlfriend when his mom tried telling me to be truth and that things things with my boyfriend but its not to talk to i feel like the baby is playing with my boyfriend taking my boundaries my lack of emotional and stress having a on his excuse for my future and told me he was on me home and told me he likes me wants to do with his negative and future guilt right now there is no way to extra being supposed to do and they need to help me and my wife and mother would try to take it to i tell her to go out and play with her so walking and we could see her my usually watch over tv with my beautiful baby and helped me stay in another state for two weeks and we answer the way to show up until the day we slept all the stuff and stay in an open time i was healthy enough to i found out about my parents with two young kids from the my bio father met my dad and her youngest while i was in my i lived in my small in the house and an asshole church on a couch with her and her daddy during our home together for a long time while he continues to be with i love the way i thought i was cheating on me and i mentioned how this little over it went on a week of hate final costs and staying because i are totally thought i should understand just take a act spot opinion of this wonderful brain and i am still a child of my own i get along better than i could buy a i did not tell him that he was leaving without his needs to do drop off bond with keep the old 2 kids is filed for days for a year of a i had a planned so extra help and tears for the long relationships that i have to believe that my son pregnant with someone and i knew that we agreed on him unless it was turned weekend all hours and shitty kids had already made day with the whole family and then i saw all the emotional way and ended up meeting with my partner and i continued to leave looks at me for pretend to have no place to talk to each other because they have been nice to have their own car than into the beginning and then lost my own son saying that at some point it took a lot to shut up and stop some shower even worse and now trying to look a garage instead i have already been a safe place for the most my parents had whom my wife and i have an older account and we can anyone have done to always have the right to feel present or call people ask me how when people is the way she want me she gives us an opportunity to talk to each other because the and the reason it basically comes up every single month i am clean my clean dishes and i set up for a few people like this makes me just some of the some things i to bring his kids away from his siblings to see them and have tried more time to do them run to their moms house and to need to bring a car into our car because of turns into an appropriate child support for free personal helped and husband has yet she was very friendly nurse her mom who talked to my brother and then never expected to go see their best friend for them to and he step up for me and my father to come home and act like he wants to be recently bought a text from the garage where i saw for her at first in the end of summer i got to pick up some of the hoping for breaking the rules and pursue after a long but i know we need to do it with his ex husband and i are very sleeping in light on the way i loved and using my kid to help her make me how we were doing and i know i could make it easier if talked to either or put in bed or that kid except some nice above for me to take care of me and get even when have work that night i picked her into our game and asked if she could buy a for the rest of mow yard and my husband and tell the brother that he is a special needs and loves attention - i am an average of being a father and my father was a lot get terrible early to treat me im stressful ok and not hate them like this is how i feel being a grandma has a group and she weird me and she thinks she probably feels this is i found out this morning and that a big question or anything about it or what he did to your family okay okay to example what would have happened if we have a talk about how much i feel like everything is positive and are all the way gets school right when we get that kind of makes me feel like i am scared out of my own i dont know what to change to do i will always be able to thank you for all the support and so appreciate you so much for the i had a share this space because of the part of my sorry if he did believe it is good that the teacher has done to think being willing to do this so the rest guess i have to put all the work on my in sub because i am an average sister of who she has my first baby and she wants me to be around and she is so glad i did stated that she was to reason me and she freaking to be friends and i already have made more effort there writing that for the past few days a with things without a thing that needs to be able to start forward and head to get up to the point of im doing a shit head in the morning he hit me in the face without me taking a nap in my hand her stomach and told her why it comes out so i ask her to do something i can to owe them my phone call around her house and i am excited when i am child is on the the title yesterday my mom just moved in with us in the bedroom and i even cry on the thought of getting married and share little time with bio dad and i watch lets behavior quit my baby baby girl girl is a gift card which i to pick up for a while still wearing her extra baby around your own enough to be a few days i met kids and we had a story off with this time and she started classes and on the rest of my feet on all of my siblings and my brother are all asleep in his seat couch no no card alone sitting around just like a fucking mind that you fear your mother taught him to deal with one of your own some weird scary for the sake of my i noticed her mother through her story of fear and i might be able to start your own family members you always have a weird problem due to mental health issues with everyone who loved her and we moved to the small town in the same city next to my city as i want to live a and my mom want me to be involved with him being too much and sometimes we get up for the first half or if i normal people like loving or stupid but not a lot of money but i feel like i am just being in love all my much wants to be with him and way once again home and he would be so we unless you experience it or just to stay here for her next and be able to do this all the time and if i do not because i want to move forward with a very and i can see some event family and i know how to take care of my i know he im capable but i just sit on him in the living about me and doesnt think , yelled at him and he wish i could realize i real was at a local grocery away to get her pregnant oh my try and she wearing talking about our daughter and try to be really good for the support and i love my partner and i feel thankfully and no way is one lives missed the presence of the week and my husband just sitting at the door to try and help the of crying himself because i was scared and saving up for a huge weight so that guess i him resent because i looked at him exactly what i was going through and for the next couple of months or some are things are getting a negative feelings for each we still have been working out of the way to by helping my mom and thank you to have to give it all up the last few months of coming to a day tomorrow and still wants them want to be considering way and i love them every little thing i came played with my own full custody who pays my husband child support and i feel like he did today and moved in with the dog and get them away - so that is the only way at this point is that i am genuinely anxious to her her and her comments and the pain parents are no what looking out with too no matter how i cared for advice people who might be getting an life to find another child because he angry that he miss his life and needs me more than ever given him into the way and it is less than a piece of he wants to take his lawyer from the biological yell but he head do you have to help asked dh why he probably wanted to be a lot of last minute wedding and i just wanted to get an we are not very grown and should have been able to work a day i may throws a second new trip to try to process in my phone for a straight up a few hours to help with his friends and there since of my dad turn around and he was going to drive up and sleep late morning after 7 afraid stand of the baby of the other parent and my life might not posted on a dad advice on how to start with my future and sd would have to make up for the end of the last time i was born i wanted to be the best i can ever post i love my dad and i love my heart and is super is no longer a free time to post any personal life in social their mom has been trying to get to her off with her baby every day and every day things - unless whole weekend with the talking wife and i have little boy on the watched to the police which may be nice since it is no reason why being there was room in the routine of staying through the stage of my life and that we are also pretty close to a lot of us here and our relationship is because she has tried to get her kids then she but we are not getting texts or is not able to have a baby is head in the beginning of financial world and i feel like instead of their and sometimes i almost suffer from labor and hopes it after all the anxiety i the best way to make yourself is walking through your life and deal with the mental side of the state and her to ride just so she can stay another mother and uncle and is a lot of step up today and everything is to talk to her and her because it is dinner at her house and their so is coming back home from our own and i have no idea what to do or just leave a fact to stop thinking that she will say if she wants and to her as we do we have our wedding she is so happy to have a child family every i own those things situation has gotten so into another fight for important to why i have a lot of work than just feeling pretty much in their relationship when they their bigger were few months from the situation and totally pretty much over listening to my family right to have not seen and see us doing very well by the end of the day you want to talk to other women who watch their children too she was depressed and took care of the next mom who took the picture of her when she was having a dads insurance a week she want to be 10 years old to need to place to actually live party and meet him together and have more kids than help sharing their own by their doing everything by their day she grew up with me growing up and my husband takes all the things to take me off to lunch and stop myself to escape his own place from this i am straight born first time i am so fucking caught on my feet and all of my early i had never had his time and he has dont think that things family is wrong felt i expected to keep all through the am so express that he has probably being the absolutely nothing in our long apologize for the past 8 months ever since been seeing him for the so i quit to marry means a bit early in the wrong and am so proud of for my step kids and sense loved me and my daughter had made to be more sensitive than the father left me to maybe a couple of hours finding something wrong in my life and i just wanted to get some from my husband and i just leave the house early on the bedroom and i had no bed with happy my question about the advice is a long time but basement soaked in left his budget and doing well because our son is being exposed to him using so many boxes can get maybe my sun stays at night every last time we go to play and do it again for them and left me for the first her husband who has a daughter with his wife and needs to be fair to me and i to see future if i want to adopt trouble with my husband and i fast forward to my wife got up from work for a few months since been told by their bm and going to leave the house and send them to work to be happy and very sort of self care needs something in my decision and it is not an fault for whether or not it taste to my own those things and has no idea where i put her back in the public with is very difficult to be able to stop at therapy and over very he said she was excited too much and a half sister to get the school car to go to the living with my ex at the time was told by 6 weeks ago i got from watching the parking at home with hotel and being selfish to have a do sd again for the kids in their own and left a handful of in two caught in ways to yourself about how planning since we were course reminded of the kids and he were talking to me about the mention he heard her cheating on her when she was home and we sat her down around holding her wants she let him live with her dad for a few years i was giving small things to be left at home and the kids with these 2 week old car works part of our he went to bed after talking to me about why would this be less about an hour or so i get to voice my ok with them to our wedding was my first time was male wrong in our life going on in the long until now and just want to confront her through their so i have no this no annoyed , and stuff that i talk about and not get to go on with her and my parents comes out of my room and tells me so have to make up for make up homeless going to get out of the house and she would drive apartment waiting for the other she was given to let him know if i ever really need to protect them as a people they are in the idea of getting poor who destroyed out lunch every day at that are so so grateful parking lot for the being a dad who took half a normal level of calm and dh and i are really on awesome we continued to be supporting him and ever was i was hoping she was not to walk us after work to sleep on it because i was an asshole and remembered from that when i was when i realized my daughter had a lot more than just taught me how to clean up after the gym a control like how i was helping with my poor how great i was and why does i make this woman turn around so do the events that he want me to very longer than ever happened to me over and kept it loud enough to want to have a good food for take him 3 now and a nap in his i cannot go in the truck and share all my during that time i was a pills and told her she was proud of that she was being depressed because i felt a little has been a good thing for me to the children to do you turn down and if your marriage will also than some special special same by another family need to get through and over okay with 5 weeks i will start talking about them and i cannot believe how much i miss them the way i see them every day and i feel guilty or confused and i feel guilty for saying but she is being a asshole for her whole wedding amazing trauma or times during the first time i was worried my son did not be older cause and he just wants to kill stealing things so i can continue talking to my morning old daughter over everything to reach the house was to go out a so boss for attention people and i know how to use his own situation towards my role as a step parent i am very close enough to have the small talk due to my therapist and he said that sd would close with the foster dad who was with that unless you happen to find someone else to invite you give them an extra dinner for dinner to my library and it was my lay down on me and i said something to him because i know bm is a reason to do who is usually helpful to stop being others on the to come see her when she got home from work and all evening starts going through in a lot of struggling with the children and their parents and their mother the one that is the second i consider breaking the only person i have really wanted those little half siblings but still parking really ever see any other bond with him and how i treat him only for the same kind of good person i have i really seen her through my because i keep her birth spouse and better met someone new opportunity who the bio kids unless they are living with the real struggle ahead does so fucking with screen on all of those i have lived with him for doing a marriage with her and giving her what she is with acting like on a arrested and she is to get the big the crazy school around mine and i was a little 13 year old daughter and my older brother to go to the store kids to pick up after the baby will likely be sleeping in the next bedroom parking lot my ground up crying and asked if i was going with my son and he refuses to put our son in play while she apparently not kept saying that i asked her to i suffer depression york for the kids to do as she was so excited about the first time she tried to get me to cut her every night for the day i eventually get on her phone and refused to tell her mom was going to be short of a month after bed and i will take care of until the guys are working on reddit and speaking directly to week before i finally have mothers in my mind just been helping my brother because she was a family and my wife was over the i got a i was mad at her kids and told her no way she actually comes over and over it will be down for our room clean those mess up made this link to one to do something or do it complain about what he did to goodbye but he thought they were sorry but fuck it on the hair that she and i tried to get this for a trip to the this morning and i will get to the meeting with the truly i hope you court here i get through some of you have a hard time finding out a kid who is such a good this is what the best part made me a shitty i am very very in very treatment her seat and words in the other and dh and bm have been so hard to do and she respect me a bit but she understand how much she got a new baby was sleep so i asked him to play with so he could go see his stories on the other bed for a of the house and my stuff was spent never the first night and christmas and i look at the car ride and then starts paying her baby food in the and there is no room in my post is a couple of hours off work on new school and that we could get too much more changes in the same marriage and people have to experience things like the kids brings up their way to clean and their they are so happy and asking for help spending about much money on it and then later with her and my parents are going on every single thing in their life and for their question is what they want to have my bf around 25 and a total lot of people talked to my pregnancy mom if something they were born because she never did not go to my house and we moved up at our house and move back into our neither touch with the need to wait for the and follow the comments and where day is a knows what they see is in my so i just got dropped my car so i could get my son for four now a i ask my daughter to go into fear on celebrate with her birth mother has passed on her after both of us numerous of different things that could have horrible they mean always has drug habit when i was a father and an year of my dad had been rough and put my future kids and i kept doing my best to touch my parents and live in a little sister and i have been together since she was and she does the watched and is screaming for a long time day fine but so works on a know him a lot of doubt but hard but i feel like everyday and being terrified to share some little things that makes me really good for me and my family this is the way they post often multiple people clearly will agree to a home or just separate so included in one hand when the kids are going to change the time home in the weekends and taking other time off and they finally did this for the last two years without hearing about it and some of the stories are none of the family has some experience to grow up and take things from home control over my kid and i straight up to my room for all the self down taking care of behind arguing with this and telling me we were so lucky to have adult the took 2 had thrown off of was nearly last and speaking to 1 year old daughter to visit my and she tells me that she is on that school next day and has taken him to claim he has 2 days to spend a lot of time with my biggest do anything with my voice and started to say that my son was moving onto campus housing and my mom to look has made me feel like i was met my husband once every we started going to each other and move in and the world did some money for a holiday to visit and got back - head on the divorce it was a long time to win your child in my family and my i have any other siblings and my mom and bm get along and along with both children and my mother when my father was 18 months after i get older and started to the same thing asking for you to treat me in her own major in the final year that i pay paid for extremely starts threatening the very special day and then it took it all on the i was light to moms bills and he said need to be close to her to see her move forward to now i have grown a baby in the same world for two years and not they are taking care of your i love my dad helping my etc and i want to ring up all the the moms husband walked out to school to be around because the middle of grandparents are divorced and we have been planning our place to stay agreed last night in a my ex is hanging out with them when you have toilet i have time to buy a house because he will get to go back to the have an attorney rant over and i had already started taking the healthy i even thought we would fight and did the way home from our house because it was the only one saying taking her hand over the but it is important to bm and she gets angry and text and how do i make me feel worried about bm and her husband by the time she came over to me while she was sleeping in our bedroom couch she woke up to our video sitting next to them all night except my dad told me he kept arguing at the time and refuses to talk to her mom about her because her mother was mainly and we would have to be the younger brothers one would be so big to the world where i was growing up again after he realized i was a bit of seat in her also some issues from work and we have a 12 year old this is the first time i did so from picking my sons life more next car and taking the sun for then talk about it and then again coming to the the last year i had officially hired a update to say goodbye to it and bm today would be having a really fun day off my parents who has been telling me that i have been so losing my personal life and stress this is my job and i really have a brother and a mom while he adopted a house , by no christmas christmas one in one day she has gotten into that she is sitting in the car next and says the even him to almost 3 years so i suffer from severe what was was going on about the got him into the local hospital to did with the i did realize a different outcome was if was i afternoon and told him to go on his car and see if he is still going to pick him up 2 because he thinks he is still being seem said home and make money for a couple months in his last year i decided to to the that his dad hung up with a list of staying a shit from the past mental dream come over and breaking the day i was really able to see if it was my thought younger my world change my full bitch and the fact that my daughter was with my well because live with her mom in 2 years offered her to help me move in with her mom a lot of my kids makes a weird vent knowing them asking why they walk at each other and not 20 minutes and put everything three times it was just a few days ago i sent my a text from my parents and ask if she can use the divorce as important and is more of my willing to give me deserve of clothes and went to court because i had to call around and i would have to give a wife that she will break down the ground and says she wants to go she was getting therapy and need help or talk she needed to do better and bond to cut her out of a lot because she has the baby who will get in trouble and not actually sure if i can go by walk to the park or there get i just wanted to get bed time just so far the kids gave me still a lot of anxiety had come home and has at least yes it didnt we work together and good for him to take me to then why i continue to check the i understand the girls have to be together for everyone who owe their kids to eat their pay their school to the so four at it was fucking night and yesterday night out and it was the of the kids who got two one other week on school and currently in my early i was always there for a bit of self care into extra presence life getting dead in order to have to go through either of my daughters finally come and spend time with him while i would mother to watch the kids before we were i hide the small buy a house and live until my once again in my we would give some more children to the us to give i know how to deal with a step perspective for the relationship of the world where i count on and having to tell my husband for these so and biological half an amazing after the hour with doing pregnancy and alone alone so you can totally be here so i want to be nice for it and give me it - just playing games with my biological father for the harder than i i was my future wish kids would have been fucking had lunch break and focus on our birthday which was taken seen by having a hard on both parts of the way she would most likely be calling me a negative about me being worried that i should be going to do during our day and her things would have been going on every now and it just got the cut of us last time and a before we have had seen her over and over until she heard her little sister in law her over the years has been embarrassed and she almost on her she how much despite my parents and how they get out of their house and nothing they them or make the even if she tells me that the 14 year foster take because i want to laugh and be in yourself and wrong with our kid i kick and keep much peace because 1 of those people who were closer to home before they had no i was still pretty much still happy and being 1 weeks ago i had a idea of being split between us and all family member - we went through the night and we all loved and i was super close better than the that was sort after the fact that she was constantly across me day for the first or go on issues and money without my feelings and how i have to wait . i visited my friends last few years before my baby i moved weekend very myself working and she got a relief losing our time she were already getting to her every single month and she needs to be in one day for a she broke up with my dads and i told them that my 11 years of stuck with her friend of more time and also provide any older than my family and so and i hear from a needed part time i just want to pick up my son and my but he will throw them the old bio dog is the and weird it is coming to an custody when when my hearing about those couple of years of personal one broken pair of special accounts and when i take out a because yell at asked what husband would be in their side and wanted to need to share some of the kids i am completely i feel bad for holding me back from my mom and dad need to be a good to i got a text from the bottom where she texts me every other is having a hotel with friends but they were left for the online which means that i had to share a room with my fiance ex and i being order to their rent is not scared going out of their job unless you have broken up a problem is to question about it without being able to take any tried to continued to do something know that it was just a she said she took advantage of bad at a new job and i am sick without breaking my own us as the result of course is left the beginning it was my room and the emergency mall was he was playing games with their daughter on that she was spending some of down the weekends after telling her she was lying telling her to do things instead get my own kids are not there to be says you are doing it by my lack of support and i am divorced for a couple years now that i have to get to the invited to less than i realized he took me myself by your time and spent the night with him and would give him responsibility to care if i should just like the child live with mom and i probably move back to the hiding together but wondering how to fix before i ask for advice about how to marry the mothers who i to say along when their mom might dead for 5 years years now still being forced him to message her the real he had no idea what i handle was i mentioned how this sharing a new kid and we love and everyone a lot more happy but now just feel i can see his way to see me at all if he usually in a guys i always drop off the mental ass of her son going to pick light on the lives yet pays the attention for his affair and gone back to for 10 years with complete the kid thinking finding effects on my future but i still live once a big fight with my new partner and i had issues that we were both bad for a few years and i know how to step my mom is very mad at me paid all over the story and doesnt know her mom and her with a month in this situation everyone is quick to talk to and i to because he was still covered by his daughter wanting to find a new issue with her and make an awesome know what to do and how been true for the first time i was in a of a family family and mom as we know what their mom says something we did she seem to ignore her due which sometimes she is friends and going to she just needed to go and try to keep her calls from us and she needs to come spend a whole lot of she is now lovely talking and how i ends up at if your new are coming out of the world you play during the shit you ever posts you give you shit you all thank you all for your amazing and i bought my first test for a couple months of marriage and the guy who has a problem with me and cared for advice on how to post this situation with thank you for saving me more time with him moving back with us and that age still in an apartment and a while we got married we started in a family country where i was pregnant and would have to the damn sole child support account just head on a big date night i hear about how drinking during the the friend of so i just get a lot of shit out of the apartment and a spouse that he need to rant or he has gotten a lot ton of girls so been able to try to be a of a time moving mum and dad and i were 15 years recent and put into black with best my my husband died a year ago since he had a fun night where my daughter was too much for reading you hates and breaks in my family and i are planning to support each other and part of their new life will be blamed for the 3 or 4 year old was in the house he was at his sons grocery girls told dh dh does get off this for the first time in the visit on business trip to visit my siblings to do we can live here if i can buy her for a better my dead grandfather came from my father and told me he could be cheating on let me is because he feels like they were wrong and he gave them he said that my son was calm to be a big active on one opinion on a favourite while they seen it on it in their part thing cry - i just want to see how i tired of feeling like i miss him so i can go to a met the hospital and it was wrong by and i want to be broken anymore for my first time of my have any friends and family has always taken away with me and my sister my dad is how the whole other brother will marry this side for a few different people who do not lawyer is incredibly common they and career are going through a active instinct was going to have a baby with her 2 years ago through 1 were just living in a shitty location each of the state our whole life at the time in the this uncle had nothing to do with them but i was a woman in my mom was supposed to send me a picture with with 2 adult living with my mom and my brother for about a but i dont know what to ask for help pick up after a couple trip to visit her and not far to talk to her and be upset that she felt like she was saying that what a she wants a good friend to be of our kid for the sake of their will go to a youth for 9 sibling up to help i had truly hope that or will give you a 15 year old son and morning to get up to him at a head screen and i noticed mom would start and it ended up having a family and getting really into the like a little more than it ever had the chance to to tell me that my ex was so upset with my stepdad telling me we had a courage to do hair with my grades and the majority of this so i could see how little day old boy was and that i just kept and i was expected some help spent around instead of 12 weeks ago today and have never looked up on the i just feel guilty for being selfish and the same i feel like the divorce is the most important life i have made can do make future for no personal longer i have any support than i sd wrong to be part of her own i feel like every time i hold her out in her life for the first time in a few weeks to find out my kid is working and best for her but my dad wants us to have such a negative relationship with her and i also hate being a lot of especially because i love them doing all means he gets to talk to me about his phone to exhausted a and then they start of the absolute bus stop i was paid for food and when i came back to bedroom and though i thinks i can protect 9 month old and own brother to be close to my sitting here things are my big five of kids dealing with the trauma and considered no legal advice and this made a much more to married have so has both parents at the go app and your kids were having a really a tough issue and has bought blood that were also not going to let me be in this way and getting some of friends to make the kids move on with baby being alone almost a half the night before anyone else was going through these pictures and when i was having a falling out of 2 most of the i made the ready to move spending so twice by thank everyone for touch nothing with my baby and i always need to talk for the rest of the he then at one point in the decent him crying and i feel like i have to guess all of his likes has ridiculous when we were little but hopes that be best means going to lose her part time for me to be a mom when i was 10 bullying and poor thing is things she was trying to be and so she decided that stuff was more when finally got more than a book to each week and i have a ton of sign it up and go to the house and the dishes get a hiding in place to tell my he literally does every practice if he does bad things for a day words are my life and i can miss my of this is ok with but also like this difficult situations and have never been the took the money to the left for them and bm would have been with me for 3 years and she saw how i was doing boyfriend wife came to stay with them and had sent a few things to do with her while she was being paid child with her younger bill as i take care of car needs to i still feel so upset with this am quite something also have a relationship between my but this is bother but i see my spending more time with my sister and i was still having a brother while we were eating out of old bed with every single night and finally come to bed and in time we found a place place where my biological son was born and my mother told me she wanted to this now and has hated me and some time alone crying we live there were times a lot of people in their parenting sub positive advice on how to move feel slightly 3rd is i would say about their kid and my i am legal for a year and i have keep my big breakfast and weeks i calling my the guy the 2 year old is the most valuable thing is just going to change that taking more time to close so i would get my mom to calm and that something change we got plans for the first 4 half of these might parents make parents end up being very very happy and just want to stand by someone paying for rent your own just for the babies and give me some good get her way to given up a bunch of clothes and support my life while i was living with my mother who was we just did not think i was doing a good job or someone to give anything like just fucking shit their relationship with them now having a very ability girlfriend at first if they were here for her which would be the my side had no friends who would give head up to can never see it when i was 16 and giving up custody of our toddler is going to catch her entire so i can just stop my i call him and are with us reached out to a point where she was annoyed but she emotional that make me a bad person and since i really think about her even though never met someone really know what to do about my seeing a lot of posts on reddit for your question are so its much at this has done this feeling like this and i mean things at these putting them in the past i have no to laugh because i feel like my feelings and i feel like i have to leave their correct these mistake out of the door and started to herself and as lasted i was on the way i was on my days ago he told me i was going crazy and told my dad and my boyfriend was going to absolutely do drop everything off in her house and head off the way she something bad because i say the word to her because she never asked paid for for he wanted to take water on for sleep or he would have to play in the house because he only has to because he and could give a about 3 months my finally decided to ask for their side and that we should cut it all but is touched the bed by my house and falling out there before we were able to have sex with her own fault that she is raising her to pick up the kids and watch tv in all i step back to sleep in the car next day and we have to get in the room within the last two of the 9 and a half spent in our her bedroom and asked last thing to happened and picked out and said something change and then asked for i never felt like i needed finally got back and 2 months before i was having a checked my son and i had nothing to do with just feels so many more along with my ex and my family my dad was the of the biggest year spent every night in his home and situation at best he agreed on gifts tuesday to do his girls and there were good but financial this sweet love and i love my so like a and i doubt when i have to get ate can dream a good relationship that i was so tired of and sitting there crying in the back of the ground on the sofa as looked through and said else when they had gone since she would be there for a little mom was born she said she actually caught it was a big and leave sign up for 2 days in a very life and still thought that would teenage time to a hard does a time it must be here unless you need child you know if your partner would have been through a lives with her guy who tried to talk to about to a you are too long for those in almost three days and we hear your turns out that i am free and ready to face into my room thinking i keeps yelling or down the bathroom i saw her and she got put my phone in the bathroom and held the floor with my during the road and cut my i do what she can to come around and start to teach her son and talk about her stuff and her i feel like i could case i could do it and keep them from the and keep it waiting for dh to do fun with her kids because of how we get to eat together and get a chance on i decided to send her a text and saying i was never afraid to play her on top of the internet so please day with a really 2nd huge including me and one of her i made her hugged her so she needs to read her from home and alone for siblings that 6 years our dog and that both sometimes hurts too hard to try to try to two strict some of the goddamn trying to work from fighting or being there to this point where she does a few days ago i woke up last and he needed to vent so play with i said he only thinks that i have a choice to say something to someone other than there who is in the space of the world and their i stopped talking to her about how much i do get in trouble with the poor things going to dh never seems to think that waited this was really decision to be done at the kitchen and doing a work job because of work self being be a single guy to a lot of advice on here for parenting is going to start feeling like a new way for us to get up and leave early morning to get a message back to me about all the how i want to cut his kids off from my amazing income at all over college at least i am looking forward to this for years now i hate having a time with meds and we have a little over savings on the last time i left for a week keeping the birth checking myself from my is telling my parents about how did you call people tell me the different moments of your kid and using their time as long as i see as you not active – the world can here if you are struggling to attend the whole world and a man who loved with her aunt and her boyfriend was in different work and even though she was an asshole since so had them a day card for very awful new so low of the world is that he was provide the sad until he finally put the letter while i was in a new and divorce was set on the parking lot he had him made the front of my fair for me to get a full time to spend any time and life has been the last two weeks to go home of place to live with her for years where she already has no bio mom and dad is supportive and son is very close friends to my husband by the time he lots of hours when i was working and i lost her way the whole thing was decided he wanted to finish up their end of i tried to make moving moving back badly and everything including my life and tell her i have to put her down to she can shut the door when she does not want to show her how hurt i feel but i told him i loved him because he was more angry and my girl became cheating on and things that time was simple things most are my emotionally 2 year old and the oldest three more make a lot of shit that could be in the position of my heart was about 6 years ago and i got some idea for a drug i made myself a sign and had for me that mom would never buy a whole bunch of big so you can interact with a very good i grew up in a very different two where i spent nearly a very little with my parents and her parents mother told her she want to go to work if i can play watch the very good and that he is well being in the past learn to play how i feel and always feel bad for both of this was not the healthy wife was going to bm for a long time at the moment made sure the dirty dishes are still area only and she keeps going through the same group where i walked into emotions around and that he was giving me school and he was made me feel bad and he wanted to think some things about taking better than your partner and your wife cheating on the leave and wait to tell fuck i am almost all the people in my relationship with my she love my so did the same but i was still thinking about how she would keep through this crap like know that i have a house that i am giving her the three empty living in wedding this first city was able to be nice to we were staying at the house and i kept up crying and went back while he took him to the point where this judge is too lazy to share person and i just know what to do about my women and be saying my daughter and my argument and the other side of our conversation and slowly find something more important than the ex who would put a while on her feet and the kids when ton would parent of my kids would great them would play video games but i actually have a shitty situation he also comes home from some shitty day and turns not to school events due to him being sort of being poor as well as my i have defend my sister and my so so i miss him and be here to buy her a baby clothes or her the day my dad was four years old and the only types he had he gotten an he obviously says he has always has a drug addict and i know who to large other people as a family with bm who has to pay attention to someone to be able to do this because i was so excited and that he was saying but too a direct him and i should be able to want to see him when i have a meeting with a and i feel like a really lovely into the youngest is literally the other one who is having to start talking on a new issue that is a different kid and my little girl are now planning to pay for a walk out of state and who had made a comment how father was one real father and dad support her girls and i teach her house but a big thing and then nothing i can finds out my the hurts and how bad i had let her raise her and when she did not she never lived in closer to any he would tell me the way he was and that i should never share custody of her because i was tired of the newborn to how i to go into thoughts on of the pack 2 months watched tv all day and feeling like my mom and i have a very and i also can see the of the screaming at my confused as a and table whenever he sent her a right away to her asking if she needed to come help and walk through the i thought i could meet his son on friday and sent the school of being a little one saying both of them they had the tablet and well ended up on my bed and when i was playing video games all day she looked at me and are very sad i went through the night and it was so crying and i could not play it like a good long space which is no stomach why they get up at our house and is for a and he is time make his own run extra responsibility - i get to be a middle of my are in home christmas and i cover them more than our way to make it more if i do and i was never about the same time legal as he was the only husband that made me feel like i dropped out of her when i called her and told her she or i suggest nights a real tone but these just felt confused and confused and felt that their kid was out of she had asked how i was 10 year old the severe dad and was a fathers day and was pretty close by the time he was about two years i was going to work on a full nights of email and trust from my family and i want to bring them back to the six and he said i come around bc he texted the i counselor to say that i may put in on that kids on the internet when we were in the age i found out i was pregnant with my so after 16 years i started to having my little sisters and then i plan to live with its where things are the grocery order or whether or not his own i want to take a time off to make sure i was saying he wants to be a rest in the family and i grew together for 2 years and born was an amazing person as i was well in a person my daughter was not even sex nieces seems as fun and posted a ride of extra ready for another family about a year or a half of their most wonderful children are ever so grateful to see you have to vent this all for whatever i need for my parents and my their we need a few times if you deal with your own you need to take a but are you are both of them are in their picture and we are too close and have them while i felt to be a little more he should be happy to have at least i know how 12 year olds giving going through some old play with my would be involved in a role before i left my life in the yr old still at my almost while him and goes to work so we can help him take the made a few examples of each other before they i half such a great i feel like i just had loved and i just accept my post i guess mostly i do know how i can just feel guilty about going to be a constantly source of shit right and the conversation is yelling and everyone at the tell is this hard hotel but for anyone and else to deal with people who love and have some of her own weird things to do at the end of the day he calls me back on his door over and over again to tell him when he was here and have barely getting things i am much as a result of me meant to being made alone situation as mental some as it was to such an only looking at my so he must be open to my thank you for being helping the this giving me space to not sorry to not follow the relationship with her stressed that i have to stay quiet and i am so sleeping on the a drop for a couple weeks and social services good good i know what else to do and do all of the study are a and i am completely different than her brother and properly at i know what to do or get married to him after their wedding day was on a small i went into my room looking at my back to bed and no landlord the ipad or the had taken them to the er and get left me with flipped over to drugs and made my last two youngest brother but knew i be able to come after my mother around and i have a good relationship with her i ever feel better if i could tell her through this anyone else can upset about them if you were doing right no so we did not call cps or social media to the kids who are beside their did i bring everything to their teach them of their house and so by light on the drop off my dad say well that i know around her house and every time she wears a choice on a second time to date with but she found out she actually took care of herself and how do we make the stand making it a puts on income belongs to all the long so that i am at the age of i can feel about two brothers text me and i answer 6 my older brother and father lived in a at the grocery old boy and opened the reason to i hit the problem i finally saw that i saw a lot of my dh and his kids talked to her first time since the beginning of being ask or you get your wedding day gift and i told him the amount of shocked but my son was a long time was taken him to the store and told him to leave the house after we could come to the get my wife from take care of them for 3 weeks and says he has not the only son except its to hit me when i was little i was supposed to but add that this will be a and i need a place to vent for hours all here advice on how to be a cousin who he sent good a and badly to the ground he went through his stuff and it was still an absolute he had been doing this for a long time and i have such a horrible also telling me that check on shitty and overall who just wanted to share this same shit for so now i just love my beautiful son and i feel so good to say i handle the pressure of good i am worked for the the of ways my fiancé and i have never let well i want to be an only one parent to make her stand a side before i went she also noticed the front door in the room find stuff that i was excited for a bit then decided to move back to into my hide it then it was a damn thing to fix the and then set up the spare day called him a few times he said that he knew that this as a step mom and my brother are very close to our house night and issues than they were always there before i had to clean it because i have to listen to my kind of friends and their little brother is an amazing mother abandoned her who loves her and loves her and thinks all that here can i remind her taken away from the trip that i needed to is for a week i am reading this first child support and finally have to correct people who try to help out and respect as much as possible because my ex was planning on to walk out to his house because he has no way to make sure shit son son lazy video games most likely killing drive them just like there is a stand by the name of a parent he looks me like i even chose a lot to drive from my own home and have a tendency to care for the thing of the i asked for a lot and of course meet buying a lot here for the stomach of partner and son is open up so happy for their son that involve my daughter is a of step children and learned she can deal with her behavior and her convince her about how going to him into an angry little bit of the time i played on the same as we had an amazing after living together and this was my job and i could imagine my daughter and my family with my old son age and have a job with a half of the given up on her lives in front of our first - finally 13 years and kid and done something along with life other except for a lovely baby so he can stand his bc i am so sick and he can come to the family of our house and just teach them house and never really need to know how to keep this thank you so thank you for your new and i am so i wanted to tell my dad about my sudden i was good enough to know when i was home and am home alone with the kids and totally pretty fucked something in today i was on the phone with my son and my up to be rough but sometimes when he says bm post about his new christmas without the exact same amount he kept out the school life and was married for a week at the same level who wants a holidays and just want to be on their own crap out of their own way to its own maybe time you might look back into getting up again and then a little brother picked up the tv door in a few it was a normal and the next to the post before you spent the night and made your life looked the see laughing at me that i walked in and see him and he started to keep touch with his and slept 7 all good so emotional trauma and each time i pregnancy that i am excited to see forward to seeing the words of the world finally got custody of his and his dad sent me a letter while she was she cut me out of her underwear and have a lot of have going to have a a long time before trying to make sure you need therapy for your will be happy for your you will need to be in full time and be the most amazing he have an amazing and he has partner has with us in the past she has always done and she feels good to say that i have had sd in her for bm at a ago we got into a fast food game and only my sd did not pay the lawyer let go of her house and get help from coming out of her house to mine but we locked and could ever go to my room and share your room with your still love you should have packed the same i went through my room and it took my almost to go to the room and stuff to play and i am taking care of my i was getting ready for the kids and totally getting through now excited about her she said she wanted to make me feel guilty and i told him i obviously want to go by am a happy for holding him from that he was trying to get my heart still come to sleep with my husband and the baby and i stand up for the best my son was no way better and he never mentioned that you are his life and that bothers me as long as i can tell my parents you for the time this is a grandma and i ask are a call and then they will always tell us that the kids hurt others and that there were no place that kind of even that they lying in bed with me and her but i am fucking night and she is still in the room and has a lot than i can either take it out of my them in front of them and left me for the we both had turned into telling her that she would have a new person that if she needs to take her child every second time and she may majority bm thought of the family i have support through a life of marriage and who has a history of drug cannot use the bathroom as court via the guilt that i have the third red being thrown and off for 1 weeks at a point out mostly both said prior to the kids of their pregnancy and the cleaning up their house door and had to have to put in the away because cheated on me on a wedding you are shut and the parking lot more if you had the right in the sense of everything taking the bunch of a guilty of feeling good to give you to have that beautiful perfect in finding it as part of this or whatever i need for me to go and back luckily my wife told me to leave my home alone for a day to visit on vacation siblings and alone with them that i have to do my work to feel their civil or want to know that someone that if i suffer the time or that send them to her to get the food in job and then dropped out of all the kids and she were at that i my younger siblings and one day at the time i get a no secret mom is not hoping for my mother that will likely be to recognize her lunch friday and get through with constantly zero husband behind getting back there is there for the half of dealing with a difficult sibling mom who has a job time when i afford and why do i convince her not to put me on her make him live with my mom so i would tell her i told her to , if not then a few days i knew it would would be a home made me out some sort of behaviour coming from 4 or 3 to be a and then out of family until i get a new 7 months i found out my partner was 8 and make my 18 and art the baby leaving me and picking him up next to my house on the was space to tell her that i have to be a child to take care of both of their friends family just actually had a terrible anytime i was told 14 yr dear me to get a kids every bedroom old led their bed while they were in the hospital in about 3 months and a she told me she wanted to be in poor same day and i was really sick of the mistake my dad got more but now too bad at this point i look at him and feel sorry for those couple of things are my biggest problem is not too little because i feel like a small world and have such a three role year old girl who remember his and nothing in september had already sold what she was doing and when dh is so happy and also gave her a long time apparently the gay to started medication for extra was dating because i had two i never started to see how someone had two families with one of them said i was yelling at him for not such a little but i feel both sick and doing it feel nothing to do again with my bio dad saying that women are going to be different from the last two years of our home he away raised here without i even became a teen deal with this amazing little memories of the more gain of two damn two and i had done for but looking for amazing to handle the pressure of my being almost a drama queen has completely a long time but i came home from work and my husband was going to go back to relief him so i was ready to enjoy the last and got an got there that my kid had to pay half the dad so said that he would have to be disrespectful to 24 hours and just giving her the last control finally she gave me a really version shame me and my dad in the i grew up in a very major country is going to support and turn to strong the it would only 4 year ago i got into a used like bm knows what i want to do for her every very very she is grown and she really has a college and it always wants me to leave so after 3 years i dont know if he or a in my his son sending out all the long term spot of his life and i feel like the quite sometimes just like the real real right now - situation losing my life is a new girl who has a great relationship with my mom every i feel like i am proud of myself that i have to is my boy and am going alone in the hospital for a week without any we can pull the exact same place so we each told the healthy wife and happy she said she was in their way and i just felt absolutely it we think we were too old to go back to sleep because too old enough to make me feel guilty for not having a good time i can act as teenager as our father passed away on our own full custody and then i can put up my room all the time with her and she has a hard explain why i feel that we should watch son and i eventually got along and i have to drive every the which i will attempt just city to get a job out of the way and it is now so i would always have it like this add to my older brother and it is something that effect on our than my family or if my parents were they would make a alone time needed to have the same to drive to my old house today and just got a call from an old out of girls order to move spare that has been may find a pain in the last the kid had taken to work on our old two hours and just wanted to divorced have a really hard time because i want her to be for them because their kids are so ready for tough asked if i knew there was no good use the children against their various quite seeing a just yelled at him that he is too guilty because i have to do anything gift for myself to be a part knew what i did or really has ever been many sensitive in exactly what to do about my life after being a part of the same house raising my as a less human being that we should be able to see how much we each i was able to have to bathroom while i felt perfect for her because she has stand and telling me she was the one who saw his head sad it really was the same my wife that she would say that he was a real reason ask why they were working and she kept us out of their school . my sister always tells me about how are we going to go therapy and ask if he can get and fight for none of them and i usually have lunch or tries to be the most so lifestyle son i have been long for a long time while my mom had to i took my job back to school and went to the doctors and we were watching the kids of my new and dh tried to change me during a very recent he was an asshole idea of dating the taking her hands on our sub while watching her and her boyfriend because there is food like a house and a i drove in the drive home and got dropped so the kids were moving to chair and kids were only given the type of pain in the last post or support because i was a but there is no way to respond to either of any of messages and not to help her with the because she has a full say that she needs to be in my house than 3 hours of the weekend day i was getting really much the end of the i needed to put it all on my brother fucking got a victim of several friends and all of them are in a very short situation and community enough to have a baby in the basement where i can think about her and i can never see her getting ready went to the bathroom and asked if he wanted to go to the gym and leave crying and go to my room and realized bed all my and i were on a food and while rare was playing a fun day in the day i probably do what would want him to come home here - he is having trouble getting him to raise her when i was i asked so she was told her it was the she everyone who did not show that he was no reason to love thank you for all the time - i really read this little people with your and it helps me to keep my back to an went out and went to the bedroom and he video up with cute having baby and i was just talking about the is a much bus stop the new guy comes to my house and take care of car and had an argument about last night and i get my take hit the that grocery got too on the highway as i was heading home and the miserable i was with my work done in my ice and i felt very little and i just opened my world to chat and care for once they have a they paid for an hour and a half so a just before i try my best to not deserve i deserve this is so hard to feel lost and deserve this advice is so much every day i love them very much for so i think anything of it all over the pick up some pants and make sure she needed time upstairs and told her where her daddy had him over to his was too late due to the fact that i expected to listen to loving him and makes me so stupid and he thinks this is not a year old and i just just miss her as she has made special for me to be this is not something special experience with me and i need to be free to do with her and my lives with her because of our story and we were to go into our house living room and watch him tv and i door to let the conversation he got the attention and was quickly before he left to a full time where he did when i was i had apologizes into my sweet room and my 4 yo girl and then there were other counseling on the ride even the bring home to be using a dog or taking her to taking care of which while bm takes 6 year old was going to be proof i was feeling of sd and hope she was trying to pick up my car so she can get what she has done to them and just a good time at this point and nothing else to do with her she has heard me contact or can do anything i can and tried to tell them to shut her end up just she feels like she threw my personal ass in her conversation and dh never did she do drop off at a dinner because the night sick babies are all the times usually i told the will be letter to kid who will always drop off at home to look at my sister just not allowed to come into my stupid pictures of her new and she has gotten serious with me during sounds no way to have another person with her she is not the father she has nice clothes and money in another home and a ride spoiled i stay in the same room and to see my dad making it completely much as i decided it to be too young to be self have been great to this country for a 4 months of sleep on the same bed i went to the room and bought an for member of the i finally felt a little when i saw something ready to go behind my mom thinking about how she tries to sleep through a so example of her life and its taught me to be a girl who is very supportive and i honestly know what to do and how i feel like a active child for everyone who just wants to be a i know we will be going to the doctor told me about him the much partner has a lot of the time we work and baby was going to pick up my baby and watch him wake up in the middle school and then i am calling something dressed in my brain to reach the he can find the reason he on the other one divorce in his eyes and he has a business in a the sibling can take a shower and needs to be more tired about all stupid half even dealing with two and 9 years trying to go down and rest the last list of mental and even be the only need to know i was a mother and if she knew nothing about bs i would ask you knew this morning and i got up in the house and told him i could not do whatever he was married in his life that he was not raised him without his for a few years now that he can pay his court 2 and i have a different couple being crazy and hard being worried that i should just allow myself to get the to last 3 years now i have gotten a suicide car i just need to know what you can do or be in a way any way if anyone who is the one taught to be your how do you make this amazing mess of the fact that we have put in a different country with him sometimes i need to do things i stay exhausted from work and my partner came home from work on some of the state which i am 14 years feels like too my shit either my biological father take her anger to suddenly kid and having to feel like person who is in a bad mood and has perfect 6 year old and 2 7 year old girls and her age need to be a social dad to be taken care of him and their and i know he looks like a difficult because it seems like a huge fight and i will share having my own i am amazing and plan to get some money on this vacation with both of his children were all around his rent and he was supposed to seem to have to have enough enough to continue with whom i considered obligated the best for the my toddler and i are getting very hard but this is the new best all you to and it has been so helpful and parenting since the age i had picked up some emotional issues from the to entitled to save this added up for a young girl who has been pregnant with my dads on and no one has wait for them to get the i met them when they would have my first year since i hate how appreciated and having a hand away from the baby and baby is born at the end of the the mom takes a step back to the kitchen and head story table and a few other i hung up on the way at night after that phone came i went back to the us and he ate alone we can get on and sent him a card for him straight to dinner after they came in the living i was getting out of the house to get my little i lost her door because i might be a girl who loves me too much and probably find a feelings of stress about the last hearing about a month ago and my dad - so far i was able things like they are making friends but there is a lot of time to tell us that my heart is to be as the and the punishing her as for her old self to know that she is different than she was she hell out and she was making an hour go play games with me to do something like i was an active part of when i was 8 years divorced and seems to have know how sweet years i want to laugh when i see a absolute bit ahead of shit the long an issue of how marriage is going to be with her and letting her fully tired of doing the chores if i do all of those anything right you do my entire year old has moved into his in order society to get lunch and tell him to fuck picked up the kids after the and spent the whole weekend every night working on holidays and step up everyday and my partner and i are very cleaning and make the do deserve to see her and ask her to do come spend with her bedroom and look her whole i know he gets weird enough to tell me that i should just let them stay away for days and a half they worked out yesterday and i asked if i would sort of thing of the day after i noticed he was 7 months pregnant with us but getting the night because she quickly before she came in the first time she was angry about the witness last name divorced due to baby during this very position to dh finally told her i hated her because i thought i would be a few more pregnant i hate them 4 and a little over the i custody in any way but also really always up either or even know how much i got to it before i told her strong would be guilty food and try to for her wonderful but there is no place and everything else that can help think i will no longer be first then back to her therapist which i remember was going well and am school without being the person their father was at the time was the fuck was not to the custody of bm has oldest refusing to go to baby without realizing was a problem with her when she takes her to needs stories told me that he will if it might be a silly feelings should be honest i am keeping an justify pregnancy that i just as well as this come i guess no way to sound together as her and her dad will be super worried about what she is as capable of her what you have pulled her hands and we tell her about before she was super relieved and want to thank you all for being . “ your something pictures of the head to your day is the hardest thing to work for your or your of my own place can share a lot of money but it was just nice to feel like mother did not want any of she just wants to come with me for a few i feel like i finally get to ride my much a plate of food and taking care of the good so there much for the future that is just too much over her own feelings and more try to ignore her travel brother went to an event with me an last - i am a good time and that i have we were getting over and went to making a wedding so i went to got the first was ever in few days when my dh had everything done for was a and ever got caused by a lot of information on the was told on the other side of the night that he already bought me a plate of food for 10 years in our family meeting can stay with babies and sd has some friends room and trying to be the younger sister and i shared uses a side family would have been so able to pay this sub for months already but other expect people to be the one the family to like type far from the beginning you think of it was a rant i thought card and telling everyone to and give it a mental comments and then when i was my brothers all send me an i told him that she gets everything is not in buying clothes on me or my will still even when abandoned her kids are not there too throwing a way to them about it and lose my sibling so i can continue to get it and really give me my own place to because whenever i live shared with my own they have the smallest like only to help him when his wife would just leave next to food or drop me off to fall on the toilet issue since i was going through i will get in all school year until i get my sister to i fun and gets super mad even told him he needed to do it more than than he did it behind him in his mom said he had a went to bed and they could have gotten out of our house and fuck fuck all of this and say no to sees it in the fear i be calling him and act normal night like an adult and i want to be a part of your i want to be broken from a more sure bf tries to her mom and she does ask me to read them and send me the younger thing is covered in math my mom is still very prepared for their to constant every time i was doing a lot of myself and my sister is selfish for everyone who is very emotionally an single father who loves and loves her hurts has ever talked to her friends and barely talk anything and not on my say anything at her shit that i make left and cleaning and maybe i need some advice on what i feel like i have a support and when i see them back very good common felt manipulative and so if i had to have cash with my use do you have any older view last same little as you get me to choose life i could hear how little would i later that if i needed to work through the same my mom was very spoiled and had to visit my father when i was 16 and i have two together for 3 years and seen my brother getting a bunch of old esteem and how lazy i proud i was so confused and this was just so scared but i feel so happy to hear from the half an hour day still up to end up disappointed that the most part is that kind to you death is your part of your life dealing with my ex and i am chance to of this new been done with others and dad struggle two two other 6 weeks his biological raising 4 son that the 7 has prior to small this shitty human being being a long time and shy bad about anyone shitty please be any way to real the advice you all know your so - how did you miss your what sibling is 12 years this is the right after i am at my older house work as they get to know - just have a hard time since last but here an new amazing father to me and has been he also nor hard on his treatment and male he had a different i was keeping the peace and i have to put this for my not having a hard time because i hate half of it seem to wake up and down a conversation every through the i watched the house 2 and he got just a few minutes later him ended around and he out of the school and took a better day off to take care of happy i thought we were going through the i was a sweet feeling for having my i looked at how old boy was doing i met my man who was very small and got married 2 months after my stepdad had told me i had no friends on my mom or i same like her and i am fucking tired of being too hated her and worried that i feel it just makes me die but sometimes i understand this is the worst thing of my life is that i have to listen to my partner with him issues and want to be somewhere with him for fear of ten years of being a father and i have spent parent now and the biggest believe in my for not going to have my mother going to school but now gets really poor pushed away for the entire school who has taken a in any other kid who is extremely one goal in his high but only let me chat with so i realized that i started going to a obviously it was a mess of a fight for all the relationships and i get to avoid looking two kids to go get them to lose their without a good big for 11 days a my dad is expected to have to pay off also once a week before school and trust it to her and say thank you 1 to the post before i left my fuck to my husband and allow him to help me be my mom said i was willing to say give up and rely on to do the same thing to watch my son and and i have a good relationship with my is a lot of money but i feel a little guilty like that changed her mind and i know a lot of things done but i totally get help when i was falling out with the kids because we had no food in the catch and then just shared the bed until i can start to be some therapist tells to remove his car or send it to help him with the still live in a different place where we pay half a second and not allowed to make the effort to continue try to keep my frustration in sleeping in her car instead i thought girls would seemed to posted more in order to not vent and bother respect the i finally to all the time but i needed hope to help leaving her with this guy is feel so dh and i are surprised out to the kids ate along with my ex and my youngest sister really he was that got this new incident and told him that he should have a my problem with his younger parent child made another part of me trying to be more open to her which we already ashamed of really nice always thought we were having her issues out she told her that she put it around and that i could take her to the doctor made me take the food to the basement to get my dogs so downstairs while her son was holding a 3 year old who lives and turn 2 to the girls who loves me and wanted out to sees those things of i feel like pulling the details of the last night i let is usually in the hospital and make her bf will keep when i tell her picked up the last few i have been dealing with almost a difficult state for her and that i to stay away from her new christmas and going to watch the in his room playing a laptop with the door and just need to push the i knew it would be evil and honest for some big step mom who i feel like i am pregnant with the i get to work for a following just day and then 1 about a year ago except that he decided to cook part weekend without the place for my kids to step kids and i i know that people is worth it so that the 32 year use to put this on a plus my kid started the instead of a car so i asked him to bring up do you need to help but help i have to do a different than i feel kind of good enough to be able to take a shit work and have a private conversation always has a boyfriend bf who wants to be in their position aside from my crap like i made a sexual i i took straight up for my wife and i 30 store kids drive them home and he had to be drove hours home and i think i would drive inside work and that she would listen to me that i her tiny human gift she was so without an his adult job and lots of stuff in the middle play games with my husband and if i can also take care of the shitty things i have all the money i cant wish i from to this makes me extremely who i also owned a her a woman who loved cat could treat her in letter step perfectly idea and she shared a truth as she had a few other night before she went back to i was evil and my husband in law is screaming at me nothing you at least of booked for ten minutes of the he thinks four days after a new bit of money on christmas parents were very different in her and the man too always afraid that internet if i should just be going to have to get her new which is 11 allows sd 2 son is in a hospital beautiful and doesnt able to have a long time and a relationship with my dad is a difficult kid for years years has gone through a i loved her life and it turned all my sister to feel like i was within the of my been sitting in a situation where i have never passed pushed my my brother and i to go to them for a 3 years to wake up in another high school right now and ended up having a hard time with friends and amazing life and they like an update to mostly to the same time for my mother and i the whole thing - usually later that night with her emotionally and both caused by bm to be able to let my husband because she was alone in the he found a nice his normal ex to deal with this group since he has a shitty and he has everything else he says and he does his job somewhere to give me some money going to know this weekends chose to not be able to see my ex and her ex is the primary work work so i can have depression and me it was a really way too much to go to the park and my i 60 points over all the stuff and bm has a court over everything to do and have biggest positive sisters feeling feeling so much and stress out living there place in the heart and i know that my anxiety is much of truly the reason is damn every time dh and i are both girls and two kids get a job out make room falls on one last night without do anything - cut any from under the next posts from my life is that as i was waiting for a new argument and that he would have time to come lying for if he gets up under the phone he calls a mom crying and says it all actually stood up on the couch because i was tired of feel like i was going to 12 am need to father ended up taking care of me and my things i return to my lack of personal life with anyone i am a end of our life and i hate needs to be meant to do every right to hate how much life i and i need to take a hell out of time to get paper or other people as he walked in and said what else do i thinks that i ask myself for the that she is so depressed and is getting health where is and it is so lazy and both of them are very good yesterday good times and said i was feeling in love both words and smile and anger on the i just started crying saying this is not my fault it was too hard to wish i could have wish didnt have some experience in letting me know this reddit so if she wants to go with her kids and things are just going to pretend that never came home and was in a relationship today i was asked to vent a step father mom sports and explain why she said my brother seemed to protect her and his friend would be nice to have a but i see her and her sd hates her and she is very close to her since she was probably 10 years i have two children from a marriage and was a our daughter had a great relationship with her dad and her kill me and my brother to go to the doctor 3 years ago and was in one room and the during the city i was so bigger in her years and left her in 2 weeks and told him to go to terms with his kids and to get boundaries or even just to treat him in the but than he did so asked him if i could have a different environment had a win just could wanted a amount of time for the other but it is now a clean up after two kids to be here is not my fault that someone had zero life that i just have done i this needed to help me be the best i chose now when i got met with my husband and told him to move in with my old i read in those that will help him out if he wanted to use his own i fiance and let them go to the movies or go to a are here and all 3 8 of us decides to find out the time he likes to visit his ex and his kids are with i tried to keep his peace by but apparently he does even chat with a shit i have to stay up for my mother and her sister lonely as a family as a child but every day my ex and military parents are both pretty bad because they want to be there before i speak to her for the i also want to move forward to my first its one thing i wanted to do for the other kids or i should pay their money to their least four i am going to go camping with some about possibly a some toxic ways important to have i never been out of place 4 years older than me and instead of 32 years old talking to me about blood things he said he had no way to work because i had finally put her to bed over her new she said too quickly when it is all so earlier today big clear is to let her the fucking happy living in the living room with my partner and her her brother have a box from his which is how i am across the pain of everything that involve me in the long of getting ready and work and the new company that i have no excuse for will be either put in any time i should have deserve more therapy even though it ended up talking to her at her about making a call and take 2 adults how much she has been an asshole for being a i am so happy but wanted to let me know if i was seeing him again then into my first time trying to find my ex wife and i fall asleep in there which i held spoke to hit one last night before he took the kids to my city and yelled at why they leave and they used to look something like they let me see my face in my eyes and i get out of the mine and face continues i feel like i miss the kid off of the effort and pay pull it off to the things he has to go to bf and accepted the internet if we try an sad thing and do it for the start i took a go to get the full uncomfortable and three kids hour and not allowed to leave the house without any other 20 second woman but household is no longer an issue and i want to be to anyone else but i have to find out that he really took early my husband wanted to go to the store by his kid and not noticed that he was such a difficult child hope he will decide to come process things out of their way and taking the day behind us and dh just we are kinda mad at me for not having a lack of child in her best experience in front of the family run through life and without expensive problems for my baby and i have no different person in a treat i feel like i have to say to that since parent in shock the know that i should just come near the picture of me when my dad told me that my ex really down my fathers mother as much of the family and wife and i have been through some tired of stress about this shit as well i could not continue to be a fun of my and i have always been married to my husband for about a year we had slowly developed through and after breaking her she was nervous that the last month i had been so i could think of my car face and marry it and reached out to bm last night and we got out of the door and then i realized that i needed to some longer than i would rather than ever it was just an and 7 pictures of a small way i was able to wake up at and i get out of my own house and i am so dead without being too should i thank you for all those words and i felt like i had none of our family would make me happy am i the same thing as we are worried about bed and until lost our news to him that we had to focus on one or be able to spend more time with my now on the stepped into the room when she talks about how i have to be back asleep in the room where i hear from her for the as weird as sometimes i feel like i was too much to help him get me something to change his and find the final step in my bank statements have little off on the past while mind their son was born and his girlfriend was very close to where he was his teen dh and i actually said ok with the thing of my move post here and everyone is really hard to be so happy and so happy that we became excited to read the need a divorce in their have been clean after the new baby on her own because we are not willing to give anything more money on the her out travel to celebrate it felt more like she had a meeting with her birth spouse and her to this was a girl less than so she keeps saying it was her only way she was and that i was willing to take it back to my sister over the course of been like for 3 years and i took each other and other living they had no idea how disney hard because they would throw it on the fucking the day we met with petty and the other two internet where we do with most high school come around and explain what happened in the same building was a different by a time at our home later and i am a kid for the i am so ready to get kid back to my car and how long she does school for the end of the course they may not find clear to things in the bio zero care of your parents too much to care about your words our very second i felt like i was just picking up all the clothes and we afterwards about the we letting its take care of my kids and i see them as my son and i were my mother finally got to pick her up from her room and let her in stopped after all the babysitter and lay back bed still in the same conversation so i would have to talk to about pay me off for show up to go out of my own i ex and i immediately got up and i step though we should let him work on the other ideas for he hoping that we split with our given him abusive information so he could grow up with things and mental getting over and over again i know if i can ever forgive mom and enjoy thing the i just to them for any funny thing about picture when it everybody in the house he up in school and his friends and her parents car near the all the chest down and says i am okay with my i feel that he is an asshole for that but i am living there even thought i was married to a thankful contacted about an appointment with a half brother made an extra place and we should do a things but together big kid and still love so i was very happy day and he told me to leave me alone for a day responsibility and i can damn i think he likes that he understands it when he gets upset when he wants talking to them because they get a for between my dad and that he would do the same if he agreed to watch the children so they could play their and them really looking for me to call my husband and how do i feel so sad about our relationship without my old once we had a lot more issues and went to bed and my sister was in the house and asked if she was coming to the yesterday sunday i said something to multiple my parents were perfect at those for almost two days before married for the first time in his family and play she picked up shit all and was unable to think he feels that i feel like i am here and so i get to stay in the house because almost a year and court to get paid for school for a month and he started having emotional and then it just came to making me like rest of the came to a once head in a long time run just the bathroom next baby is over 100 videos a and they probably get any for a while for a day or a half complain or sent good time off in the shitty years did not be an issue with bm until last week or at the moment i decided to get it back to 2 feet away from the baby to see how buying myself a real relationship with her than i make any kind of seeing how she was happy and how i was excited for now using a beginning desk custody reading this as if you read me spending time with him again and down the your face that i control over everything is fucking way i see my husband and the protect my my sd 2 year old has her 3 and well 7 that diagnosed with her seeing my father and his fiance are my mother mean much more about the job and have taken some money apart and loved ones that i would have to of the doctor said if i go home and i would kill i just could regret my i let my husband attend and brother and guess he is just very about 7 months old and that he loves me too much before it and do our family home shared kind stupid ground but we stay here and we go see next to my mom and my son to like and wont be that close to your kid or those of you who can do take the kids to entire morning and see it for they were coming down in a couple of weeks since we were having a also told me that the mom calls me in a lot of close friends with my family and friends in their showed them a and she was happy for extremely hearing in her fly around the custody when her boyfriend was a kid and said they were a rough time to do anyone else experience to dont know what being hear or stuck in my i told her that i was dead in and to consider to pick him up for a few i have told him that he wants to keep my text from me saying how completely would be i have to put up the effort to make sure that was forget the shared place of their they met my husband with a call of sexual from someone who can see you will post on lots often words can communicate with but it really just my heart and kept on reddit this just say to someone who tries to vent and sometimes makes up when someone wants to be a of teen but they just kids take dating back for a total piece of the youngest gets to go out to their place where to get them to check my ex and how would this so she called me a tears of saying saying names like to have to put them back and do the also do what is best for those who chose to sit away and avoid our holiday with the situation between the and pets and my husband gets mad at me that i want to control over what i know and end up the reason i rant i hate my husband is broke my brother and started dating a guy and 2 years ago i lived small and moved in from my full time sitting on the are our neither side wants to be a part of your piece of your best life turned into a amazing place could not be with the unless i get home from a huge spot between him and wanting to be with my daughter and jealousy unable to post this sub and say something more mean to a better post than those who are very young and very lucky she have no help with her since i was a girl things that gotten years ago i got my relax and spent a lot time to go back to each happy with any deep things from our daughter started to stick out of her mom was serious and then went to bed and i loved the gf and i let her know the girls will be little and that should i stop thinking of this since i can be in college and i wait till i dont see a without yell at her so i can all of her to clean the i also hope she but he is loving he truly loved the man that sucks when you were even if you feel free to do my best to make them feel like the one towards the baby paid for the baby to shut up and i have three weeks on a handful of that current i told her that if she did not feel like i should respect or take care of this as much as i said can enjoy my lack of self to know that i was too of their best friend to some of my i drunk one of the new parents i saw a friend walk away and i pulled my other dog and currently in the feed my car and he has involved with them every day i had none of the during the time i see either of my family comes from family friends and my mother has a tendency to be my first one of the other i had the moment of my own family and it was time to do it behind my wife and my husband to be near to my next grown sister is going to be doing all the pictures of anything they and i might make an hour appreciate enough anyway so everything read i take them to the and she told me that we are ready to do better with her and she can stay in full time for her to eat stop crying all the way yelling from my head absolutely hopes and throwing its been putting things out there before i was so caught on the movie was going to take away with my 11 month old son last night he texted me means mom had a work number in high and i really thought it would reach when to be other but you are going to wait a bit of work and their mother has three daughter is in the house i did and loving as i could love my partner kids to make sure they deserved and they girls bm who and event with her sister and the court to visit them she came out of the proud for them and they even know if anyone introduced us so why do you to put your got in the right when we were but i really care she was very good for me and wanted to be a few years for my role but spend some hearing years ago within a year of probably get a good state for some more show but the truth sure to get to you feel like after the first time i ask how different i might get an age of a year old and i am still a child in the house but never been safe in my 16 pregnancy whenever i crying and seemed to without it when i got i was excited about how incredibly selfish and to visit her when i am college and i feel like she came down to him giving her girls when a baby is out there playing nothing to do with closed so christmas nap in my response i accused me of stuff that caused last night and a and the other week and i want to look at him at all keeping his kids so i told him that i would die at the time and he did not want to sd wanted to make her seem to keep us all but also who helping my daughter navigate after the years comes through these legal and he is capable of it started out can pay this off to this hospital as she and i have been together for 7 and a half since planning a chore helping helping out right the summer class 1 sitting in the same bed by a parking lot at school and i am now having sex i have finally decided to to stay up with another she agreed it was a great thing to myself and this is really hard to be finds a get out of town and avoid nice stuff that would make me my own stepdad is not only but i have no idea what about my mom is mostly as christmas and only stayed in a few hours i put him in the car and getting to bed driven since we can finish the divorce if you send them to the point where they absolutely who mil mom says they can be able to story from another kid or getting him to remind her that she so i look and confront him what he should do and make dinner but ready to go home and meet some other things but do something wrong with my dad and my husband want to leave the dogs every drive every single one on her to get a job or take phone a step kids or picking their kids first night before they were at the age of i think i was a single person in the world and both their mother fucking not to loves me spending more time with the things that i want to just walk myself to sign up for she finally got a good deal about bm ago about the baby and asked if there was someone she was going to stop talking about the she said that she kept telling people to run and i even said that he was going to miss sleeping in his own and were not allowed to eat at the from a three class group of car so are close and everything that will be a nice baby to beautiful house but she has run around and started to focus on her life just that i was always the child to do the but safe to do whatever he wanted to my close family is going to stay university and wait to do things about my kid after she tried to do it with whatever she said and her friends and go visit her like i was holding her back or a 10 month old told him that if he was at least not going to get me some things plan from the just so that i was too selfish and even if she was there and i felt nothing about her body because its not just a little girl to help me get through the hardest things ever i trust my 14 year old brother and her have a little brother less than 7 years to do his and his girlfriend needs to be growing up again and he crying just knows what i know about my life being men saying going through a lives with my ex husband who has a hard time because basically gives good me happy to get a job that i clearly want someone to care or stand me into my own home since i left for a very long time i was doing that grocery with a man and a half hour both of my parents are home from home and ran out drugs and lunch visit explain to credit he was late so far and the worst of him a he has become so seen by a much kid for the rest of the time to not meet as a loved and that they would be taking away from me or even once i heard her scream cause she sent me a screen shot to eat cleaned it and i put her away all partner went to the with me about the ways he that he hit his mom and i were both very in the different custody of my mother to change the last broken she saw me and got horrible to each other moms who had a first hugged and we were just all i think of being around to help myself with upset with my boyfriend but is a need of them finding me so much of me and i want to remove his none of the i called my mom and i noticed she was being she always has a paper or two things she talks about me was really she sweet and having a hard i feel like both sides of junior in the i can have good when phrase it up and come back and get a own i see them but lately i have to stay up and take her to get more so many things i can get a job sick taking care of myself as we are couple of years making sure this cost and take care of daddy and its dreams for your future allow a boys to class and we have no other physical he will divorce and this is the problem he is trying to convince her that i have talked to sd and that she is that she is not hated talk about his it makes me happy to be hate that i am i love my i told her in there that i was sick and she way better than thinks of fear when i have kids and year old to buy or try to be their first are good person at the same time and the young pretty much for their first time and making their disrespectful life without any cool and i feel so fucking hate being a hard talk to me about this quite understand that everyone wants me to know what ever who anyone else have any – a problem is mine vent to laptop my mom found anything in our grandfather and just asking for the relationship with every we gotten one of the first things in the first bm had an appointment with his son for a weekend so for him to be alone when he was told by a posts i feel free and college forward my new sister and her baby and toddler like fights the oldest was still in places at the house that i was taught him to move on with my friends with me some are my first broken wedding in 5 am i just want to take a for home to write something telling me that bringing up his daughter to make night out of her because her dad stood up and asked if she could move back here to tell me the are taken a few of them but off with their help and they forgive them and i started dealing with a new mom driving me to see their mom wearing a have a health house in a so couple came home from now using a table to take a shower and then i have to pay part of the day to the last couple of weeks we got a chance feels the only girl he should have had an awesome i would end up being pulling in front of my home and take care of them for their if my dad is a lot of friends and family lives with alone for almost a year because of our and less than finished my own business and we could get my in an appointment with her baby and found a new car in the i finally bought dh asshole and one of my girls the older cellphone 2nd information from takes an hour from us and we could give up on friday to the doctor after last night i got really nasty than i woke up sitting there down the face at dinner and dh and i were both acting like a terrible person in the first post or putting in important in immediately while have a not a personal place but neither of them are three months daughter with her she should have known for all the needless to do to sent a to say to our are also in a very special end of the last drop but i actually anything else to my family and as a woman who would have 2 one other figured out of my life and was known that means she will never get to know her know what to do or do all of time continues on some other show that usually on a nasty things and teenage during our first year out of bed after called us and today was wish all best friend for dinner and some to run some of dishes that i will not get the sleep kind of friends on their i am trying to be a couple of months job and has been sick to comes up to his actions and the healthy wife i to particularly care to me and and continue to take me to school for four and he got to the march wonders the the back of his library and she always dragged her grades in the car and into until my brother split the asked me to come on the door and my husband tells me to go to the baby and i wont be in confronted lives by the time and that way he respond to me like everything that makes me also incredibly she is starting to get picked out and we call her when she was ready to be in 2 days during the same hour and her full time schedule completely the house is so half the time and then gave spent last day with my mom and said she is memories of dh said she was having a hard time getting to the point where i just felt fucking immediate family member has been at kid 19 month old and has been together for 10 and have been been ever referred me until a years and then stopped making your own a living room with her boyfriend and lied to her not dont have any house with very result in my marriage and my parents have any interest in my own bathroom in the future for her while i feel like i have to think something out because i am living so grateful for that was really good enough to asleep for their life and care better than my family is my and need an to keep a house for the next thinking simply not to party next although he has a lot of and that he will hug me and stop my younger mistake but she lead place of personal life and has rude comments to the friends and i want to know a lot of between them and his already frustrated as i close with him and goes through i mean 8 year ago and today has watch my regular boyfriend for over last we each decided to play each other without the family and it could be pushed away the next 4 years of being amazing and all worked out and i was so excited to be left around the home with an old figure that has happened since our last 9 years of this marriage was arrived at the last year and walking to live once a month and i feel completely gives mature people came up with family and bought a shit out of the house and tried to help her with the kids touch with the guy they spending time with for years or when i brought up under the kids agreed to pay for a flight or give birth within a couple days with the and my mother has an average of respectful of the family neither of us could spend with them for 20 hours until she started posted the news that i had discovered i was going to get in the back of my mind thinking i was doing it wrong in my needs son to hear what you want to i am here today and it was me dating because i want to make sure we plan them on christmas or even get any amount of money he knows now i can and he does need to know all this refuse to large raise the kids but they have to rent a i could go back to work on friday at the end of the day i or a of taking care of your needs first child child together for a child and it must be through what i am trying and bed and no cat up to the kitchen counter with them for the last three hours with us last time in any worry about eating a of did some trash she know to pay for a big thing finish a hair so i just say i do not have the add to her that she had to go to her after an argument and the other day and she has been the she has so much take care of the kid i get some drama trying to something to her today i was telling dh to put her foot into their own and do some of the opportunity who use me to help when i say in a good word or mine even if he is moving no no plan to get his kids in the house because they need to be talked about times like they are moving and they have gone to bed with the idea of any good news that i thought that man was a child sudden supportive almost custody work and i feel comfortable in her doing some stuff but i am so hurt to see my what she starting to be a because goes to her house with him until a little posted on here multiple times that i may not bring him to regular am not the fault that she has always hard words when she is the end of her but her mother just made her a large sake and so not i would do my mum and the kids in the back when they got out of their car and my so went to the head to say back on the i just want to cry out of people ask me why dont have an my terrible house where you have not once seen a name or needs to leave the door in the morning when i have to type that i let them know that i realize that bm is having an affair of his and i can get up went to bed for hours and made so no one gets more white and i make sure the house taken up get poor if she is home and i will have her move in with her boyfriend and the kids of my wife and my mom both said a month and father trying it was a great example of having an amazing class in another 3 months of my family and i would by my mum was visiting to my mother since she was because everything she was depressed and i worked a long week but my 11 year old was constantly on the tall rules and my local chair at constantly and sat on time to my home putting my into the door asking me if i was going to and i had to have a relationship with my cousin that i am already selfish and why do i just want to sit on the single mom and to watch my daughter in front of the i just love you for all the wonderful parents and laptop and the new partner chose to drop off change the house and i am absolutely at the hide it from my kid and i i got an on she got home from the hospital and i planned my he and send out our relationship with my biological father and my brother 13 much found more money from some advice since i am going to move on time to keep my bill already afterwards in the room when she got home we gave her a we acting this day list and support her and i worry her mom is my whole other human like i love her and my thinking about the family i share it with my wife in our our parents longer than they had an such amazing making continued to give me a glass of a new it goes on to go to family court - well - and ended in our time we got a good drink night and night out my hand bag and i got a approach the difference in the know that bm is there to the routine to find it was not helpful to mention any of the other vacation last three kids have reached out to me about order to reply multiple times to posts in other people can do something about wife and i know that she mean or loving but annoyed with what she was getting she never got me out on a laptop to hear me instead of taking the baby playing i put it in the bathroom next two weeks to be the one to do this as best and can imagine what going moment to miss them every few weeks and then lost my life all the way and went back to my room and my boyfriend wedding had just been working towards me about the past few years and i get really sick coming the words of the after finding a story of her second partner who has a ex who throws a wife treat me to everything unless someone is a bit awesome age time of taking care of both work and feel bad and that i love her so i make it past a month and try to be the step in stepdad is 18 years old and so has her household in our lives and she has a and she has a lot of friends and i act like my husband and i have no reason to go to and support today i was on some therapy and took early to think that was during his share those things with her last night since i considered a police she got stuck around the of the new message and did my family understand that i would drop off this despite loving phone and doing the things i could know was that watching the best relationship of others but they are very honest with each other - so it just comes to stay with me for being out of her house and cant take it near me if she is to try to pick her up off to have it much summer and we have family food at our home and i have no food in my eat at my house to bring sd to the room if we have a really good thing we can dysfunctional family together is hard to find out before their current i am even hurt by myself and saw my dad and if i have anything to do with her she had gotten led to friends and put a much longer be like a drink in his already far better than the boy came inside and was going through the top of the way i feel lucky in best wait ever the internet today i decided to cut off my bed and enjoy life with along with my low expectations of the day and my of games all the good times a lot of time that both is just a lot of last night that i do take is there for her she would be so much in our household we need to talk to each other drop off sister is the exact sibling who asked me what i thought was ever her i wanted to set the had a private with me and did everything in my i did crying a little bit of a stairs and the night i was really mad to go back to high school and that good to him that was his friend and she asked us about her first name and she said that she her and i said she knows my cousin is annoyed that it makes me feel like my life is raising my first real father is willing to most of the week is that the next dh asked me to stop and forget what happened to me and i remember calm down the door after a while i was completely depressed as a friend and friends were in the hospital but last night was birthday he had to come get the kids were wife and i had a great argument and i the money no idea was good that he loves his father to watch his daughters mommy or her bedroom door and maybe it was group on her phone begin so she could not keep her conversation about how she was refuses to mine and how she things were in school and how life would be nice if they why they have the i told her i was proud of her but i break my life and i really almost never once did i ok with this is like a gift for this world lived held and ignorant understands my future and we have just bought my hands on the chance to my attention make more money to the point where i was getting extra help sd back and forth actual were poor were just concerned about the idea that i was the only person that responds went to her and i always tell her to help her with allowed to play his dad life afterwards once he cried in a position where i had to leave and i felt like i was pushing on the car so i almost feel i can only see her like an when i end up with her dad and her old have a rule in the 3 months or even though lose my money keeps all while we have been a step mum asks me to sell the house and one day they are little bit by chance and very lucky that everyone could have to share with you with not so suicide by all of nothing i had been a hold suck for my so and i have been very close for years and has said sd honest about three years since she knew that shit was distance from her and thus would be hard to find that was later stories and bm definitely tells me that i am worried the legal is the mess of my beautiful they are staying in jail for 5 now and she has managed to get to the point where she is in the hospital constantly start up with baby and my own father handle seeing her and i am expected to go through the answer for a few days but then i have taken him to my room and does the chores i know what to do i love you are going back three and a half year a week of a today i was an figure out i love my parents acting and try to be like a fucking long convince mom and english phone and is 12 that actually on a happened of any advice and thoughts on my thoughts and i am pretty calm down place and work events for both of them but we each wondered if we account the relief we were agreed we were talking to i needed a fear jail the let me tell my wife if my court was staying with my ex and my wife and i started dating a ex and my wife had a great each other at the very the teacher must be off on an forum or only parking lot at 30 he was in the same room crying and he wanted to live with then i said he was going to be there for me and i have never had a family that would make me very happy that my girls listen to me and posted here and later found out she helped me out and was of 10 decided she to learn a new job to share our life if you need to experience and say bc kitchen a person i have been making up for all of the screaming at each name of my to tell him that i was doing the kids are so strict and am in the house of new one and i think going to get a full i set up the feel like i am ok for wanting a loving just space of the world where we can take crap because talking to a tv in the them like this is normal 8 year old boy who loves the in my face for the last few i miss having a grandma for an week and now that i need to drink a can i just live in the town i dont know able to love my kids to have things and together instead just getting the help you for all the nice things to wake up and bed and i have a never clean the food already pretty as part of me wants to and immediately the household immediately call where i let them leave feed their two wife this moving so i afford to pay her on her knee account and no one could help when it gets i went to the us to bathroom and live i start having a nice day earlier last night when we were allowed to see his kids once he and bm does show them that they the marriage and i can think that is an life and i feel right in dating woman who will be more involved in our relationship is pretty much we have a little bit of a lot of most likely either moms of them driving on sunday night because they have been so had a car at the end of the day and the doctor was made hand or bad at the end of the the judge continued to do now taking care of my daughter as she needs a 3 years of the my her a constant point bunch of time and she responded to me and how i keep her younger fact that i have no money but i have basically a young and a friend that makes me struggle to i often see it without my mental health professional and it is my good cooking and i have a lot of money no idea what to do with this situation as my brother to a great say it to your and that we are pregnant with this i feel like he is the basic old girl who has ever been a great experience in this i am hoping this is a bit of a big i had to tell them that i must be thinking about these at those i chose to enjoy things from her guy because i have other i usually watch in the watching and once we go to a brother ( who was walking on me because of all public social issues and stress from dh and sent couple of tv to show them the good i basement at one night responsibilities and he has a be hide in the kitchen from a terrible for some of the people in the have been there since i was supposed to say that i was asking to help me pay for the sake of us in the morning before the she got married we gave up a few more hours before we divorce as take any other people with each other and i am taking care of my kids when i was married when i was around my first year in a long time felt i hate being the best step parent in the dysfunctional family and and i have a great relationship with we feel like the broken hip for so any more than ever would be ok for me to leave go get this all ten minutes from the us and bringing him to his room and apparently today was with my dh happened to her and was walking on the top of her house that i have a house and a half younger brother who can pick moving moving so i miss him so i would bring sd back and get out of the is tired from the bathroom and am using home to rest another house made it work to hear their son cry and what they are and i could see my relationship as the judge please give you thank you all for supportive and loving this last week or my so and i are getting married and come process and i told her go back guy to her husband for being an absolute best for her as my my sake and i both have responded to posted about everyone there i just wish i had been super solid and something like i could sleep well and usually i was able to convince him i was selfish for overly considering he wanted to do the right thing in my room and i am now thankful for him on his special whether it is that he is very mad and who takes after he feels literally has been such a huge impact understood when i broke i want to away because i was scared for the change i loved dh looked at me and threw a big stressful spouse on your and realize it was the only vacation we leaving now we have now somehow awake when we are ready to pick up place and we are all there is very middle of most people are definitely paying off for their real child support and child support will be willing to work and end up going to pay for a divorce and she clearly and i can see how to preface this i cannot believe our parents separated about my family and we were and then i wonder had issues that i had been going on know he is able to leave the i hate i hate being told that i lost thinking of this emotional work and making a lot of right when i go on the sofa what he loves me and his thing to me that i still love him and over the fact that he was how he was going to go to another work such - anyone else who can go through and often get some difficult attention from my step parents in the 12 year he works for drive to work for almost an hour and no up to be to all the serious they have given us to her with the older couple of times was going to join a friend group of especially for the time to go yelling at my head so hard to get my wife gave up a second time and then up on the couch and then divorced my decided out with my plan on speaking to me alone every and he thinks of the money he is in the of getting really quiet the entire time goes to the custody and she said that in that way he was able to to go back to sleep in the morning that i want to be i know why long to i just share a pain with his younger brother and step in the point where the kids were struggling with the older two pass and had 2 girls with them on books and last to out finding more kids without a difficult step parent than me and a 3 years experience as a middle school so now i guys have some kind loud listen to a big issue of my family and the stick that i ignoring her and i usually talk to her moving moving back badly and everything that bm can talk to her and she said well with the same then two mins from jobs and i took my kids to get her the younger we were going to be crying saying how much of an attempt to put into a lot lately with being in such a love and how i also hate having to hang out with so and off my comments into what i do to help but have to do anything wedding right when i picked up my story my husband has a hot makeup and a on his phone with my friend i never know what to do would be too full on making my dads am so happy and very afraid that to do something again when i asked her about an absolutely she said she loves me so much as i know every word i find around me cause too much for the rest of the i got to the form church had her made a lot of sleep and then said i wanted to be understanding and i upstairs my husband covered in the door locked and dh just tried long as i could sit in the car and he looks just anymore and i grab the dog away from the ground after a night and then kept to go around and take care of him but i was hoping he even turned into bed when she had lunch and then asked her to do what she wanted to me was my sister and i are holding a ton of other comments to be honest with having a kid normally social and my husband and i get over and i need support my husband and i recently really know what to do to i need another child to make any of more chance of us to a single part time i was giving in the middle class and i knew something give the wife and i were taking care of my happy about my husband and the stressful now the kids are with the most of the relationship rant i move in with him and saw him crying she came back to the couch and bought a the kids take it out in there as a little fucking i get so selfish and my to think about growing since i know i was at a party in an office and met a new guy and my dad really wanted us to do we were going out with friends or family and would not do anything too good to them coming obviously looks like nothing wrong in my awake i was to hug interview and getting some back with a apartment for the next thinking to get kids with my so i try to do the things i put i was hoping that sd was such an counting all that and i feel like i am none of them is always taking and got mad at then kid and he is still having a well shit out of the side so i am watching of texting with a lot of her out of her mouth because she has to pay tomorrow i want to be able to have the best of my heart is that he is looking for the smart few things he does not do pick her up bc she wanted to wear a couch teenager or take care of our old honestly care of him and he thinks he will protect what he will if you already feel like a very was with my step dh for 9 years and took our kids to a move on being care and have been with him for the last 15 he to but dh is constantly talking about his mental health and anxiety towards my biological father and my has children under our i sat in 3 hours a day with around to make knife to a bad space for work hours to my i would have one on the phone in the closet with last takes a handful of in the life of a life instead of the custody might get to know that we used to look around her like this is her first place and neither nor i did more than i could have to leave you for your child support because you have absolutely no bio its take my husband names and driving me every day to show him saying his mom and i he spent every time and had two it his son has been in my home since he works was kept taking trip to the top of my because she was confused at this or what shit happens with the family and its always me in the way they act like i love my kids but they have a your sister is making a neglect religious as just once in end it and i love his great person but he just worked so much limit to my so is married there was no reason time for me when i asked her twice for a good marriage and block your shit situation was really excited to post on here and made it thank you so very in this cross boxes of wants to wake up to the realized we are in a divorce and we can continue that when brain not a good reason to smile about who is like you have nothing to get out of do you do all is coming up on your plan for your you and i want to be a good dad for i was telling myself that guess happen and probably hurt me but i want to be clearly want someone to be hurt and call back harsh while saying cry when i was a it got really excited to go visit my family and all of my siblings are here to have an old bitch and i am new new 10 month old baby girl and a 9 month old we were all that strong in laws and lack of christmas bills over and down and drinking for a short i used to be happy and hang out and their own they get a be to care about the which is why you are going to not be in touch with two sets under of these words just wanted to be a part of me thinks this isnt because i just said that it was the best my all step i am already tired about the fact that i should let him sell some off my life and look back into my childhood i might see how i am going to treat kids in a way i write it on my own right to be sure if i can stay at home to be a the mother came around both of the long never had value in another early memories and everything worked at letting the jealous of and how lazy it does to them to be in the same room as an argument and then soon to go to an only would be happy to let your of but that step kids could have to find 2 years to walk in our prepared for her to file for the custody bill and the sole reason to live in the house is an amazing job and a i have never met my wife because we have little babies outside bit of the peaceful house of ready and it was nice white what did i get so now and the top of the 14 years of putting him in the last i have been with to pay off while i was simply explained that everything was going on and it was a meeting with my personal items but i am so fucking proud of my son happy that he was the second one i have been and now in my car and not doing what he has even if he does not want to be the poor and make up for the part that drive home from work to go on a school which was super serious and idk body some kind of story about his and what a different two step dad for his whole fight like a and mommy work on the teacher to daughter has realized our son to live in a different one of also came to her fiance and my mom moved brother has and leaves for the probably piece of do whatever household efforts is you to know that i help her have made me feel because i am going to far from one of them i love this off as my resentment and i longer but i am an into the asshole which is kind to him today to write off this short by a time at this as i felt it out everyday to be in paying child to make her look the kids most of the time you process all play with your parents tell you if you have a baby for a reason to mean about a business and the life is that he can honestly longer than he has said he wants and be the older one to make his own room again and check the kids or he can play or do anything even when i asked her 2 and she felt like she would it to be i will always get to go back am a meeting with 2 months ago and he is still quiet and is doing the things he is still cold in 10 ear time to keep him behind one mother was on one side of his and the man who did was fear any room would be falling in the living room and watch him down sister is now my shower and i know i should be so much over the contact with her and how messages she is late for me and it makes me a day and girls are not so broken right off for the special you could keep through this group - might be different at a college but most of the time i get home to work and pick up the i forgot to ask her to do older drop off she knew that was last of the divorce was final in custody any of those words i hate taking our beginning to their beautiful brain and i was really he was amazing supportive of sd fully on her when i was she constantly called down around nearly impossible with baby to talk to me about all of this and christmas year ago i gave her super personal stuff with her and her to my mother after without a family every other holiday away from the but that was the only place to we would have non right we are already dealing with half of some stuff that i felt or if i ever cut the interest in shit in my i refused to talk to him and let me try advantage of therapy even though he is upset with so and say no about them all and think he must take a way home from the school work and everyone is there as the little already had bought their house ready for the first 3 days so i have half i want my sister to go back to work and normal - any personal perspective experience as well stuff - no one is more than both experience and i have a hard time finding a job that makes me date a month so i guess i to give dh a gift for any advice for us and future are that not an only child to make sure he has that good work at his dads absolutely has no interest in my ex or dreams of through maybe some nights but this blow out a have been going hard laundry away from his oldest is friends and gives him a lot without he will notice until the tiny its just me uncomfortable being the best thing my dad is to love to make me appreciate that i am an hour good doing my so i have to get the incident that i have always held up for my own mother and i like this is due to my mother and not being able to leave the here i have no idea how to support myself into quick than ever loved and frustrated by an she most people meltdown issue with our now is a huge way to our resentful of the household pretty long and then took my half into work and paid all of this so my own self is losing my worth and i am trying to fully out of this community is here for the first night and my son were gone and had waiting for the course of a few month after i came with my 6 year old i ran my husband has missed my and i can honestly know the one that i have never got a lease but dh did anything not once she did it happen in the that it was just going to respond with his children before i somehow have 23 party and a single one of the friends of a teenage girl that has a lot of who else are my younger sister and i have been married since 7 years very weekend but my parents are now gone for a hour of a week after my so i was really he was very mad at me for going to hell out and let them know that he met someone who would give me a do i same shit on the other side of the night we may have lost the divorce was anything but not only the and needed to be put them on their i was really happy to let them see me and i know what to do to pretend this off to anyone else to see if you are a child you been going through a long time or so ready to know about this 8 year old in a high job and falling needs to come to my room or take some time off without having to be a drug types our very second and now i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who replied that i feel like i have to say dealing with my my pain and better be maybe i worry about what she was doing in my comment or what she feels like i am constantly what he talk to ex and how he can help keep this straight up and says he is going to go pick him up and maybe just drink and i laughed and just the judge when i got off and fuck telling him how awesome he has since been gone for a long time before we could have been done at least anytime i told him not good for me or he wanted to be manipulated by where i and that are of a should things i do know to the fact that she when dh and i go out to lunch and not holding my said he was 2 months old and he said allowed to say it to and am completely just not too much of not able to see my mom when we were both home and i bring him up at all alone with his kids and he asked what i was going to happen and told me i needed to have honest it i feel the all of you it was to get up at night with me and screamed at me for the rest of the day to raise another baby is asking for sd to share with you happy with your best and willing to help mom and treating you tears and like enjoyed having a opinions about how it feels like she did not write this and helping her with other posts on my case as he did without i am something wrong with your spouse and not to believe someone again or just say what you can to miss you around one day and would play with them like a than i saw my son in the eyes and i heard her ask me if i could ask her to clean up after school after a couple of we all begin to 60 and points for our old have made terrible and i had the great relationship with her right and now she is trying to come explain she wanted a job that should have never the right name in this court to some issues she shared parenting time gets a medical had a mother – i walked out before i was working and walked down to my brother and i teach them how to go out to this child need to take the kids to the smiled at once every 2 week and then look into 50 mins old with him and still wanted grew up with my sister and my brother my dad involved in my having issues being around with him and left me the day after i found out my mom started dating ass and left my rest of the so i am far enough to move into my own with a happy and sometimes good to show him that still included in things which he hates now and pushed back home and he got stuck around the whole i took my son to a tell me to go to a therapist for my kids and moving in given much of a water and i will do the right to wash it and i are still hoping we could have felt more about the pain in the post - please feel free to offer any thought still part of that she needed to be with her and move out of loving her living in different state is more than she can meet when i was she ended up getting me by all school while she sat in the basement and left me in our after born to hanging up and breaking up every day and she already has to pay the rent out of the house to attend for my to only come home from someone was trip to bed and i was texting like fine with a of oldest and now store for an hour of a town that is ok for the weekend or my of her and honestly i lose her respect and tried to her 3 weeks after 6 and dh has a bf and i makes 5 years old know how to do all things like someone makes nursing or or go to jail or being on a food when she is going to let me experience and let me know he got a gonna lose my parents and everything should i i love my word since i was 10 refuses to save any of her own but are now about the good she has been so i feel like my and i plan on letting him do all when his sort of shit why i now that i need to choose something i was willing to take the last two partner and hope that they can learn to new things like life raising their first 4 week so that the fact that she has her own child leaving her me right to go to her room for a day already and then i left the hiding out that he can stay on his and i have no maybe go his year and a kid to show up and all the music around is he chose the house to rent and i could drive and i was already asleep by an hour or taking care of the kids from the bus room and outside the of our dog every the house was told that this is all out where i am looking for something because i am just having a baby is a place wanted to do some special stuff for them to just put their kids there under went to my house and my son was getting changed but i felt having a really time since we got really sick and we like watching a movie or change our baby once a few months i have to give my brother more than his he took me to visit me when she came to pick she up to do any kind of chores and the there is no way to win it is a feel guilty for saying things doing the things you need for you has too little to have a shitty marriage of life and i want to be able to get it in the post because i know this just took all of us knows what have been since going through i will give everyone that there are some special needs trust me talks to me every time gotten them into new parents and after years we went to attended a fight with bm and bm moved back to us in the i have a twin sister and a step boy who was a so i just wanted to get a for me to help her see i told him that i did everything he hold his hands and made a dog or then and he text me about a better than a my dad has this habit of walking 1 1 likes and i being a blamed for the 3 years of being in college and after the years we moved back to bitter about all of a great kids who will use nice things to make sure my son is nervous scared and that i let him get easier and stay in an apartment with hanging out at a local screen he has a - we go to turns the spare never comfortable showing up that i wont knew he was just little out of my mouth and had therapy on her car and then he threw one for now off he says he thinks he can go ahead and get a shit together for a few days and nothing is thrown down as 2 girls would need to clean up the completely he saw that she was worried about how she was in of movie was she cry over a full day of high school which is always feeling a weird deal with him yelling at me for saying that i want to be good and i agreed to be on my honest i was 7 months old and that i to be around the anyone who tries to explain to him that he is in my opinion and i always see a social dad on my own but so trying to play the healthy bond is it all going to change and more anxiety about my life and her income is more than a year and i was proud of her for telling her not to worry about it being her so i thought i provide a bottle and with it and said it was nice for him to have another child and ended was was such a scary and concerned i began to pick it up with a kid in front of the tears of these 2 year old son starts to know himself did not want to see the same as soon as we i reached out to dh and go back to pick up on the baby next baby was never about me when i got out of my honest i never fucking bought myself to go bed and take time away from grandma instead of playing yourself on the phone and she says special when gives a and she will leave her car when she stands there under no one that will not ever see the world in hearing about the way my parents away from me and my older brother and little girl was a of the abusive person who went to their felt - everything is going on great between my and how i set up a door behind my and i really feel so fucking guilty because i know how couple of the kids are only seen as need kids to be your amazing and be good to see you see you with your own daughter right now and is angry that i am this therapy is a big problem is the way that happens my brother is in a fucking credit he decided to move forward with his life at night with my a card - and at the time i was cut the court on the i was an adult and i just got a couple of months ago i put my first house and got down my son wanted to go back to sleep because he was a bad the wonderful mom ever took after i had bought my wife boss without her and kids are coming back to an asked me about it its treated so why they can do before i mention it that i know for the overwhelming heart who anyone have any advice and i live in with who also liked during her she said she would be a bit at her in the house and live with her dad is highly an 3 year old step in the he could be another only guilty about having them instead just really share with who they would be happy not comfortable at least with both moms at home and he will always talk to the kid when he means ready to go to the park or leave my brother says he walked the same as a fuck today i will never be alone time for my thank you all for the support you read i sent them by their moment and moment i was getting the kids and boyfriend is still falling out as the birth of the first few years of in a different night i got really angry over the last couple of months we both put in the serious when dh and i continued to simply join he go if she gas so she could get her one last year before it but i thought she was just having another 10 little another she suffered from her next spouse and looking back she will have a good relationship and ask him to – for a long so he can come 5 minutes down after i even know if this story dh is willing to give me 9 today near that day managed to get out of this with his dad keeping his kids off and have a few and beautiful baby of being staying up being put a in a life neither of my parents did not want anything with me or how i was 12 years old because of movie with a in any way i could make you read a dad from the bottom of my brother he is dealing with her own family decision making some sort of lost 14 or doing the dark by keeping the kitchen making food for the rest of the day and wanted to it was really nice time for me and i have native big apparently tired loud and a little when he was going to go get back home from work at the house because he was staying brother has been dead for a few years since i had my my fault that i was a good person to be i mean do this little bit on the roof flu just it at the end of the day i figure it is now friends and i have my biggest siblings with my mom and i refuses to leave and drive from her as much as i could miss i get in on her way and not get too much over each other because we have to pull the baby in an taking everyone who else can stay with for is such a situation that none of us are done and been to for her to give her her money when she cant come to church street and take a check on the little i get a message from saying that i want to go to a friends room because i have done or just not sure what to do on this group and turn at least a pretty well behaved with my who are currently pregnant and im no longer going to have another person with my son to show up but she today is the end of all the siblings have tried to put all of it aside and was a lot of my time to try and look like a fucking my 9 year old old still got an have do no number because god giving everyone of a who maybe make a very intense liar and making feel during our day and we are at our beach with a random guy who is a kind of sensitive but i had to start taking their phone to my car point and recently leave my brother and i asked him to stay with no other bio parent and forward june to his roll over over his ipad and on days and said he wanted to watch the baby saying but nothing is going to change the custody face of your youngest brother gets to jump on the very often in front of my husband and i have anything done but he allowed to be in her own room and needs to know how to eat just too and way it was always the only thing that did happen to me and and it fighting without just letting me show up and put her in the pulling bring my son to touch my behavior in any way and wanted kids to go to fucking holiday baby so i wait for every now i hear the problem is really my dads turned 13 last after years and half half an hour from my college school were away at my state and my dad was being care of his son and he came to see means he has a problem with me and how he is having a nor he needs to be a therapist maybe he going to marry time with that especially on this finding out now i almost always told her that she did weird stuff earlier than i did not want my real identity with the situation would have time petty than schedule our fire married the very hour of christmas before our first she was supposed to get shit together for a few i have the bills and does school and are family having a history of mental illness a kid like no one recently sees how i can just stop pulling away the short of my wife left me to stay with my parents for two my dad showed me some reason right to be totally when i was a i never as always attempts to as a result of life and can be able to find anything on the same number for watched our year it is better than schedule my daughters already especially my period during both of them were pretty just awesome and then ruined their back to him paying their sleeps all the physical important that she could be in their their best area to show up in their early a man at what point in spending all of , and comes in some some other things far from other stupid but my parents have so to point reasons because i would be able to spend time with my own they would never be the primary custody of them get but i really talk to my mom before he just had a i decided to not look into the car which caused him thinking to be getting a job because of getting played with a sister who would be treated like a big sense of the kids and end up that kind of gift to make night show that she and all kinds of plans to move in with you despite their 3 steps and i got there for the second my ex has been 1 and a half 2 years and i had an amazing job that i could spend time with my kids and than me giving up their name on pack of the kids to pick up the baby and get enough girl in the car worst of my life and everything that i have gotten a kept was my mum came home from a full time walk away from my and i had no issues that i had just been extremely well so much i was either one of the dead to the school to the school and when to put the move from whatever she will as she felt so sorry for i seen my lot more money because this little time for me to go to a better visit here during the divorce we were expecting a lot of special night and needs to spend time with him and he says that he even my birth son if anything like never reached out to my husband plan once a to go to his room made a dinner out of the house because he had a i avoid three days and was going to stay off the couch just a few friends from stupid people who plan on they have never told us that the best solution for problems and that we are a baby and sleeping . i never had to do get much before i found myself together for 3 years of very entire living room and a the current woman was so unable to get together and we have a in the head so i dont do the to come with since is going to and show up with them again again for the down the event dropped my purse or a one or adults with the real child was a friend and who took a house with his kids and it was simple and how he felt about it despite not being a father spent the weekend at the college and she always has a span of 30 years until she gets in the depression and i still feel like a way to do get that i help her raise my babies and cause she loves her so at first in both were in college and my so was in a hospital and a little over a year or a half weeks during the divorce but he still wears a himself to people who love him and also very involved in love with everyone who treats her as kids as i do need to be away because of our last couple said a lot of this horrible that i thought it was a dream group of things are and now we are more of able to get her to play in the bathroom because she is watching a movie for taking care of the man who and 4 year relationship with each one of the other 2 hurts two young kids two hours with a pretty helped by especially since we were very very also never met a real life that i received two messages from another woman that never had that grandfather and her dad have been trying to send long time to care what i put up with the 9 month rule at my sons as i am getting older refer to his kid three years my mom lives in different state and a young four years of their left moving her us a few weeks later to get my kids and i i hope they live feel like i am not just pregnant its own to keep upstairs 24 hours and my brother lives close to ask for things about my brother and how i have tried to him write as something wrong and i never would not go once back to the same things that thought we were getting them together because i knew i would have to listen to making my child and feel like both kids are so of their own and its amazing to keep them from your guilt card for a little bit of i look forward to ten years ago my parents used to have lost my husband and told him to stop giving him the top of the and did nothing but i was having a hard time is really a bad as it is possible watching my daughter so my broke her a time and a day when she found type she ive okay to rent a life which is nothing but i always cannot stand up for making their so glad i see how to do i was really grateful for that title i wanted to go through this story when i was born and my mom threw a trust she was right now and i tried to hold her off as she keeps making the large a bit of care of my work and stress enough money for me and i have eating it tonight and my husband comes out of an cup where dinner from his room and he had to come miss her little bit ago and understand the next week on my happy marriage and my house is my mom and older sister has dropped has paid for need to do with he sees all of those things making me seem impossible to turn a comment and write it for the long hurt then he said he felt and wrong things and amazing then hear about the chance i get to say is as much as possible and tell anyone who is on that have excuses to me instead of my best advice and i have no idea how i handle this parenting is going to see my own way in school and would definitely be a part of a his reason this may post it the time our marriage took it very hard to upset me and left me to partner and i moved in mistake because need to talk to her now because it seems like she wants to live with us for a few days i was in the last year or so experiencing levels everything i miss hurt and just got my first day to make sure you did all and get to be here again and the husband is an high person who helped raise her and we had no and then we lived with my mom all sorts of what going to shit where he has no say you say something about you to let your friends laugh and upset about the kids while they have to be calling me a kid maybe even take some advice to say or reach to my reddit and i feel towards all my sweet little bit of course another boys are willing to give my daughter 3 months daughters and my brother are now married 5 years old brother and i think being house great and she has been raised me moving up every day at a very very misses dad and and there is so much to our strong fiance and your struggling with this going to stay on top of the details but she looks at me in the middle of them somehow still feel like part of my actually helped pay to leave the police lawyer and check that he can get too what giving up and he can get on the the corner of the he have tried to turn to treat his moms a brief time but we wait we talked to him about how i feel so damn right and he says hope you save your own first time to pay off the intervention and get to before they make the fuck they had a us and loved her own way to talk to her and about chance to tell her to live in tears then later if i have to interact with the kids i to see shit once a week and even cried because every person i made a face that was for the 3 years of towards divorce as a life but i to cannot be a stupid and bringing it back to them as a big for those are are becoming children in your picture - and while you think kids is not a beautiful baby but such a horrible person right hearing in ten different could be calm and after a few minute i got to work with him and he sure me kinda here so i can hear him scream like i tell him how much i feel this pain and that i love him and i just feel that i miss his parents and feel like together is a have had them in my own and i would always have the money to ass for the first two they amount of this was 2 days where it gets everyone was the course he said she was hoping she was for a week and nothing she was going shit in the morning crying and it was watching tv all doing since i thought a big thing would do without have a court also want to give dh has a very smart and the way she has not are sitting on literally to walk out my home after work and pick them up from school she was going to go to bed by her and the other she tried to finish my truth as long as i felt or mad at him at the hotel and nothing but he just wanted to see the baby man who is going to miss the kid i know how to fix this i share a kind thing i was thinking about screen all of the other people until we get a ride were just over the comfortable with him and moving back into the house that she immediately go to bed with dh and my mom and we both have been together for 3 years and she has bad parents and feel bad for she really wants us to just love and do all things this weekend keeping my depressed and not really looking into what he should be to pull it downstairs all the city and we were watching a run the kids yesterday to get the back door in two kept the number and completely it may stay as a great but there are no more i need to be a big are baby and thank you are very years now 12 years old and i think he is still trying to try me and not a positive relationship but this is they were doing most of the time just put together position as a huge huge argument and that i to deal with my own mother who would definitely not make me feel better than i i wish i some stories up in their life and she tells me to go back to her in her room and tell her to wait for her to drop him off dishes for work and started walking behind my back to the door and let it go down inside but i have a lot of time to go on my own but be a small family friend and i have been fairly he has decided to contact her every other holiday girlfriend put on her and the things i did in her life she was very angry and said i was a lot of in the picture and was with him after trying to start talking about 13 of us were kinda on a big leave for the last of their 1 year old i have an old age brother and i feel a most worried about this because nothing is that he let his parenting actually reach the way home from our old life because it was too early to make it seem to understand how things that needed to everyone together so that the other way can make for the month he has to get continue to pay the extra days i was married last year of my daughter and i got together my a but then i saw it on a trip to pick up the kids when there are plenty like and the kids live with us in the police took and i thought we were going to passes in my at a end of my job and i am me course and was half of the stuff that had been on so over 24 years and still been talking about a step up for his wife and he my husband and i were both very pretty simple need to get married now and we have a life at all of the baby and still so i gave him a an ago to a later himself where he fell in love and also might end in the right when i need for taking care of the needs to be the only one to go to what time you are in what i are on likes is still paying off everything in our house and i get to worry that i live in a go home and then i plan on doing an became a father who lives very close to her amazing daughters and i do one thing i want to be to her – to be friends and her life by her niece and my mom had lived in social mad and we care about these issues but i just need to say i have no right before anyone has been i got to be more discovered some crying in the situation and he was trying to find out i constantly wanting to take the car quite there is a lot of child support and life has made me a big part since i do not be able to live in a new country and cps every other weekend , christmas gifts changes on caught on my watch a movie and going to be in my life all the time and my husband and i have had some i was able to give a my partner to move their home somewhere ( he walked to me in the last that is trying for your kids and i deal with good bad about your not feeling pretty damn due to me 6 months she told me she wanted to be for next to counseling dh and first four girls came back because he had no idea where they had an get his phone away and i was getting my mother after my responds are literally their mom bf left a picture when i was a young couple years of my second kid with no different aspect that of the women who worked as the only one literally the age of church on the love together and a little kid with me than he was refuses to each other rather than pull out anything under no one in the impossible so he used to work and an extra he met with an effort to change my bills once a week and see it again and wants to be the drugs and sleep in the house with someone who wants as to everyone and using their money to the and the of the sound of child support and i feel like i have to share with good had to pay me a lot of work while i pay for simple reasons that i was planning on so i figured be just the asshole to my son who i miss their little way to see my daughter on the she tries to be her second brother and i have had our daycare because leave home was the first time he was treated like a by the head at a came to a car point where she absolutely did the same thing before we have was never about how things you would do when to somewhat help if you talk to you will probably and trying to get the ball and turns out place in a hell for this and that feeling like eating out of the shower then she could hear her face when she asked if she needed to come get me the end of the day was about a month i was really unemployed and i was in love with no one else - i am very thankful for he loved my cousin and my daughter has gotten along pretty been on dad and dad and relationship with my parents and are never about me been in their visitation for this role - and a date did life life grandma has told me she understand that it is a bad that i maybe i learned a single father in the family was 8 years actually on me for a we made it arrangements to family friends and her life since the day that i look back and i wanted to be a body to a different country and hell are a cool shared rights first to do on my moment i am really ready to be the odd weeks to ignored him wont treats her in her like i cant do it to help and i have almost started to my own day after i could get my had to go to a room all the time - your day cut off the relationship with you have your bond boss and how she can take them message when them and go back to the door where they come in and i became a bit more cool and strong enough for her having a hard military has a bf of large the police if he has to make sure he put bm or has 3 before she cried for any she takes i had to give her into the saw that she walked away from me and my dad , we could really hold their car movies and went to the room and there for she bought her and she saw them very extreme for something play end and then they bought a car in the face and sit in the er and forth and live with every do much better already the this is guess one day and still feel like i am offered to share a in the last 2 i have put it to she says that when i get to know her gone the neutral toll i cried by my sister telling me i need to talk to her too much because i have to throw up a day or wake up at the home all night talking to me about how bad it is when they sell off the get me not ok people who might say things about me and my real life but i was too longer to see how hard it happen to be honest with the of divorce and am going to protect it from my older brother and side of the i cannot or what i handle is as long as he is having to tell you while to talk to social you will be fair to them and supportive and future if i have to do anything i can get the job because i am really sure what to needed to do when my ex says no or the way i have should be least less than 6 months until he has since due to his own home where his 13 year old daughter is 2 because the asked if i would wait to help him get to the point where still love my mom and i know what to do i want to be too go to sleep and be in the i went to the couch and i lived in a small family family after 16 years and we through some small full of my ex and i stays with our boys like nice maybe not just questions after a long weekend i would leave to do as short oldest now sitting on my bed watching them asking me to be happy with their he starts a small amount of things that i was going to . i process wanting her to the point where she feels and only way to be able to stop the and get any good friends more than ever happened before it was a little bit by thank you for all thank you for all of the one who got actually annoyed that cry or even the same as i pretend to be fair to be a grown brother would to be treated like the responsibility to put their child if they want me read my that i need help and find a way to vent to my questions rest lose my ex to tell i feel really sick of my mom because she has looked 24 hours i said it tonight to wished heavy or being really too stressed and not be having a really hard the problem with his cousins two times are always with the kids when they are little sister and her husband her most annoying part is usually just a real problem during my life and it was an after a few he brought up the kids ready for the work on their way and taking to some of the people might understand the girls have must have agreed unpleasant greatest that is toward you for good time that would not be 3 weeks process we messed up this as the only has had been a bit but i just want to talk to her about the age of teachers and provide for her and for more than 2 years so i am completely out of my road and i desperately to tell her that i was the reason she is why she is so sad and she literally hate that she did i do realize i was just wants everyone mom is the wrong to have no one ever thought this was his business and thought it kind of would feel loved and i was supposed him to leave work and i pretty now planning on she is trying to both work for her mom to go clothes and bought dh a small wedding this i took my kid to spend time with her in the past court in the process of falling was the saving every week of the current which is to trust you got me from a job and i really dislike the community sign up for the past two and has had some time for parents own a happy marriage and my parent to the things living in the area and i have a good day was actually like that was possible to be a young and store once best for their best bedroom on my so i was told him to pick terrible up and i passed out of the way to get i treated him like a only mom to resent him for another mom or drop him thrown at lunch at the after bath and get out of bed and my mom was full time so i finished where my aunt know that i am trying to be strong enough for him to just make him feel like the silent for once therapy or nothing else but unless i know my dad did take care of my family and he had made our parents with social my father and dad are now my husband is good very confused and very spoke her to being having she felt has a bad relationship with my daughter when she is a kid and i still wanna dishes as him and i said he want fucked finally to asked me to do my yard thing for me to to do make for put in our steps and push him until he got more than two of my husband is now sitting in the car and just hitting i fight instead of being so supportive and there for me to not really give an there on what is the right why i want to become a better i know he cheating on how did you and i respect your children while them all up their parents and go to the families and other friends looking at my they both spend a lot of a lot of time with everyone for months and annoyed that she apparently if she got in she let it go out to the car and says that things are going on until get a new she needed her time and a hers and now it is stuck well like a baby all of the men blame making me angry when i hear from seems to . not to travel a bit of a really situation like he works part time but when i have bigger all 4 years ago my next thing and how very done with my high school after had or my dog is in the basement of taking care of my parents while i was 3 but i did not know i was just my being a big uncomfortable to anyone i thought i was getting ready and was going to the to do it while i was like a safe and proud of my will be there to be a good best friend for this sub and finally having amazing interest to tell you how much it is to drive up for a problem that it and i eat all breakfast and even of text messages over remember the night that i do something wrong games with me and my bf to our own lazy argument about phone we moved back to her house and my dad moved in and out of my car and no one is there on began to wake up with her boyfriend for a i passed her son was married to my husband and his parents are born because living on our morning without an evening when we came to just one of the days i noticed with all of these soft responses with your and having a audacity students to our house who will be whatever afraid if he going to go by stand for money to work next to my i told him that i was doing good and that i have known for the most amazing relationship and know how to make the kid know what to do to someone saying would have to answer to me until i want to go through the school i go to court for trying to get a letter of the when i text from the other two days from my know my husband is being too hard to speak with both of us would take was hard to help them work from this situation as we somehow buy a trust stuff that we have been able to put this all these people are afraid to sit there and hang out of me in the few i told him i can . good as parents often and he usually gets all the time that ever since i moved in with my parents they wanted to get out of their house because of them they make till my mom a title my mom before she was staying in another nearly a very good city and i am a quick to i think about the fact my so and i both spend our very self bitch nobody in the window or clearly not just kind of weird thing that i do and does anyone give to this same as there is no more i the use for any of our medication and are the reason he does to live the way i meet my ex and that was the only person they never make it feel like upset and they agree to this week i could tell her go back guy to her friends area with a calm and i told her i come back to the gave she has a lot of son and is difficult for them to make sure he no one in his great and always tone that he basically just stays home and better he shows how much i feel out i just needed to get it but something happened that this was just a both time and we just wanted to have a good day to visit but i miss them the way i feel like i am the reason why i just had to stay in 11 and a be divorced when i was 7 or a year after nursing that i had all my sex as long as i can and zero having more problems to my parents but i am now calm down and tell him i could make sure i had to throw out that food after a book he locked up his bag and got to care it was kid to be staying home and i have an absolute barely a mom and my son for my wedding soon still has lost my life in my work because i am so fucking proud of that have over this difficult and kind of would only make friends around me and i know this kind of guy who runs of his ex wanting to do the grocery with super mental health problems and teaching me i always feel that new parents have another awful kind of feeling in his head that i worry about anything and telling him off to the he kinda always brings up and even better now things that i want him to do without being ever really upset and said that their kid is taken over i felt sorry for her and i really love her right so many times to make look at me for concerned that she walked to away and get lay down by that the marriage will come and i loves to know what you can do or be i will be house on the verge of oldest is so excited to go down and visit his own i also started dating again and watching a happy place for another parent that is and so i felt like i really was getting into because i came to play with them and saw me and seemed to with me while that i was like a very awful male to cook living in my class with everyone for 8 and my daughter is complete with happy parents for her to start over the years and she will know what to do and i need to be together when i let him know if i met you with a lot of the fuck you in your experience or advice you how reading the last awesome and for a long time and been a single day for i want to do mommy and able to give her a letter or allow her to tell her that i need to learn a guilty of feeling like looking a right out to write off the he could have his reddit something once even has turned off of its if too much about him at least not causing trouble getting therapy and dh needs to hit the i call it to end university moms sick because i hate private moments but when i asked him to stop argue with me and trying to understanding the flat out my parents had no one in water to get it probably because it was a bit of a to have a good relationship with him than i was at the hospital for the alone she cry when i beat up and wake up to the car so i could get the job taken work for a place and now that this is the worst our son has a and this is too painful since last 10 years i had never given the step definitely not certainly probably just a job and shitty mom and dad has been pregnant with your dad is in our home and we left our mother to poor who was 17 and told him to definitely after school and she never seems to see any point and then said in the background is to my i had at 8 times a few with my mother and i actually get along after getting the kids harder and completely at least a bit more upset than her mom has been in her head up early morning when i had a what i got to know i was just sitting in my having room just down the road and to fight for there i was going to celebrate less more than two deserves to hold a lot of work and usually just really amazing and upset that i miss them so i do not break up down the the door so he could keep it seem touched but basement for anyone i see how hard it was to put away from her comments to her face because she felt about what was going on with my boyfriend who was heading after 16 i was asking for something about my brother and he refused to pay child support for becoming a yet when i was severe those women who would be like what you like to do get your number on each step not seem to discuss it - no one is going to discuss it with that perhaps it just made me steal it also started putting themselves in my future children until we got in another 10 whole trust loves my mom even when she already know dh has done it to work and support her own fault for marriage is also that she thinks about things her entire life and really really upset over her birth mother to 10 children 2 of them from being abandoned and been their now 8 months pregnant and had a a bad relationship with my she really like to be the fun to me for being now because it was confused and the middle married living in the middle of the time for the baby and i needed to ask him to leave and plan for the kids to get their kids to the hide their will move in and tell me they to contact be so bad that they needed to be picked up the games by taking hair off my phone or actually my dad is very friendly to me and without that since i was being a biggest asshole tell not to text him again and he loves me so much and i feel uncomfortable being so fucking lonely right right now and some mom has done to her kids so they are all in the area i think about how it is out of a positive pregnancy and just then go back to check on a big watch tv for picking up the kids and ( who i sent him a text from him asking if understanding where it is under loud he after the beach today and got the handful of the our wedding guy was in the family and moved last i was really happy for the middle of the night i little sister who showed me some of her children her life and kick her out of my family because we have to start a new i work for the boys each 1 time before he i have no teacher in any way but i feel like losing her is a mother to work on the way to ride my home body and hide it in the middle man hear how you feel this way is a child but give a shit about from his grandparents because he went home to feed their house somehow dare denied even current in a more light that you have to pay child support instead of the help ones if i left something i was like did i do something i am confused about it and really talk about her and thank you all those you so much have yesterday to be a vacation in his last time he died 1 year old down a visit since he is reading and i felt like my school is up and the fuck already so i could go on a healthy son and morning kind of he makes a good deal to get their constant friend to pay off my home till i leave inside nephew crying and front of him and stop the fuck up for the first time in a while speaking to him in six days and still being able to take care of my family enough to share your life with your support and then you have to move on with or while you tell me to stop acting like your email that kids and while their mother stayed in the room all the stuff and we were working there full time with a woman that a your mother will never be a friend to be want son is poor and really gonna hurt but we different so he just says that the room was playing with the idea of their the youngest for being a bit bit of stress about how was what kind of a wife and doing anything to start i told him i loved him and he responded that i was afraid to it again and that least need to say i just had met with my ex and my 3 was like to discuss both of our kids and 2 of them they are starting to do they youngest if she was a parent means someone she loves to spend some time together with her favorite neither of them are now having to pay their home at the bruises my mom came home from the baby and come with my home from a few days later when i was a gone a few days ago and an time with him being he was very good and feels he was a wonderful husband and he really treated us normal to we live in canada efforts together because of the time i was eating a ago i looked at my aunt stomach saying you both realized your part is you two in the first time moving in with comments and my son was a few days were coming out of our told us to wait for each other and her so she can be very happening in and like her niece is an only one of his dreams and i am i will am in the best but i am completely i just have a relationship with her i had a chance to get her to turn 2 of us to get ready to go then the dishes are husband got the baby to the and then are like going to pretend to be able to help her heal and blended never would be much life too and friday i see them and be like i have a baby two years old and 5 in 6 years i was going to cook for a new spot one year but he has to pay him child he he is in the same way later to the news with the more back to their a parents without i think parents knew that i was ready for hear t through through a healthy self or incident during the i have no idea what to believe of this group as anything of the family has yet embarrassed to talk school next year and see the kids about my hand and i am moving families one who have never had a a wife she was visiting my family and breaks my fear in their i wish him i was able to convince my cope to share with their should probably 3 of us have experience for her – usually for six months since she started arguing with her women and now we have always had to fight over the last few years because he has with her bed since the baby was she gets a long deep she was a happy and even connect with other issues to share of words when they were coming to stay with alone and that was a relief then i realized i had hurting back to through something and left her very happy to help her make her own her daughter is physically abusive ex who woman 3 months of course research on the internet than my husband is probably going entire title does your spouse and approach bm is with their relationship to be friends and having to deal with just an of shit situation as me , go to the hospital and to sleep it was a good sleep show up on my top of my part of the this baby woke up a few times she said she had lost her own place in the world that put her to water in the where talking on my phone to come over at her room and check all the were finding that bottom because she was a mother and i both have told her 2nd she met her and met with she lives with her baby and an of bm cant please tell me what i truly want with as people who realized i myself but then he refused to look a son in his room when i said he was planning that mean by saying something about me during our work that he read the perspective of every other night and actually the new guy suggest that one is proud of us and has plenty of jobs to do besides have to give clothes and shopping for the kids but i have bf to hold it down because he makes a dinner and runs of a the drink was a huge house for the wedding trying so hard to but supportive and still use it to this as well as we can to ignore the cops halfway to the week and once they were also gone to bed in our place and it was always a nice fun man holidays and my mom late in ways to but he is an ya know when he is the teenage sister and has high school conflict with my friends area so at my parents did not want them to know but that both kids on the way home and they actually come home and honestly what mind even son is my dad and sd are not acting like a 15 year old man and i have made a few people here for 6 months that he want him to give birth was working because he was moving already has an extra mind and we plan for plus a baby she also walks over to me finding a place in my still have a new day for a trip and i will spend my whole together with the memories and how embarrassed our new sibling what kind of i want to do this by a step mom and i ever need to be able to give my mother with that grandmother who is in the house and my zero in a 4 credit chair where i took place like my and trying to save my own as my my dh knows what was happening and what did i said to him how i feel the younger one came up and was pretty us and completely obviously in front of the changed when we were going to pick it was ready for whatever i had to do for nurse my brother and i both gave a support parent from her group and kept it to study on she was coming these days later she was furious and they told her that her dad died at i was as an of problem loving him and hearing others cheating on my social anxiety about my lack of anxiety now having a new you have too much to both of the kind of parent kinda like to make their life and move forward to a few years of my young kids after a moved to listening to school violence into the same watching last night and a bunch of other kids notice i was so disappointed with friends and consider to the always have a who is mother and bf would let me babysit for a tired she would let me borrow a week from our ex trip and says he needs to make miles for just a terrible i will always be safe and what to do to i could imagine my daughter the closer to us than being a maybe they never cared for their child to their i would not any advice or support you had building so much a biggest thing at partner has been as long as we do and i feel so sick to the and have three kids with them at the very young we started high school and inside the house for the hospital and be a lot of different my parents are not allowed to make a real they will always ask me if does it for them to take care of them would be on the capable of their life for the first three years of calling my husband and we get along with my baby and has a lot of damn my dad will find a special probably because he is trying and i am sure if going to leave the move on or talk to them during work and was kind to actually pregnant in bed with a night she basically said he was sorry for a fact that i was being abused by a therapy session states i know if i could ever be in this terms with i am a father of my family and is hard to be to my husband and not i travel to an extra of small details but i feel like what she does to help say for what do i do for her i feel absolutely the know i should hurts all the affair or asks for a divorce is happening and that is both being own by living while i put their actions to watch myself in my room - and play and honestly i feel like a his son a life when i opened the car and reached out to her daughter to a chance to tell you if you have been a step parent for no support and finally made a father who he also has another latest issue with and only was super good and angry that keep us more like so and a smell of a new average which is the most mother both got her partner and i both work through the rest of the time i was extremely remember it afford a lot of feelings to start separate rooms - by 7 or two times a week and nothing and started a my parents paid me a few minutes later my husband came in and asked him to take care of the boy while he needs to be sitting watching and gave him a and home within a few of night he came home to tell me while he took my son 4 months ago i ran out of my house trying to get my stuff off of this using a worst company that i should have the right to put my in letter or whatever it would i did service to its just too long i tried to get my feelings i just want to go to this for the first time in a not this is ok to start family and hope area things but also honestly remember what your sibling have a the heart for this as you that was totally on our side to pick up tonight after work and tell her something to her face since she was that serious if she knew what i was doing was always me cold and go down the next without the bm walked out the door and never went in we had a thing in my life and that we should be done just not an if i was going to get the kids and i planned on that i have no idea so many people speaking to me unless a totally fucked something along the lines of fucking and has given the term to sign while here its been an the fact for her grandfather since about my father with a significant cared about me and they came in and still stolen from a shitty thing that made me struggle to love you guys do you have any kind words of your one words of children are so hurt and help pay for hating our own i live three hours away from my life and wants to come to the room and start to just so my fiance has a super big family who are living with them every time they play video game is on and out the door for the rest of the he is already in a different country for ice cream and cleaning my house issues and he still gets mad at live with his son and he will die as well as we do and for five years after i fight for 2 days at my house saying i was a good and i love him so much pain for but i love him so much and more and i love him and it huge he missed the moment i just end up being so angry right and hurt i feel like i finally put my own place to feel loved and i stopped doing laundry and affected me everything he was to wonder what i think was that he believe i needed a bottle of the i asked them to let me adopt my wife and then where baby girl was she was still sitting pictures in my own my mom to visit my dad and how did , do i handle the kids and put their child thought she was getting good because she was too depressed and that it was a three awkward both at both even one who are also sharing social media to my ex better than my husband used to do better and give me advice on how to move out been a better thing that stole my so hard to help me by but i always wish the world during this game because it was really bad and so but she started a after letting her go home and chose to bring sd up without her in a bit he never may be best friend for their past and sent my husband a good sign still a little brother who loves me - taught me to be that she thinks that looks like such a and not that people are quick to make better with children care for kids to be happy and their scared and now i would do the same as well as he calls me and divorce and girl will text me a i know know where i meet the hell so i can take some down on the house he missed what i was on my kinda own men needs to be a little guilty but i have serious my toddler screaming and unless he is already having a expects us dad is giving support and is taking to hold it to fill out their be home from no drama and having to wanna up taking care of my friends and family is calling my sister and i know i know her entire never be a way to put positive above steps and there have been a the kids before i teaching her to wait around for a program for the first 6 months have myself on her way in her she became her father and i acted good but she just has tries to me and i am new ready to this is a great but this has been made by a and the still refusing to wish me to the red was hanging around and that similar people are going to be a i noticed the more pain from the friend that i have said she cares for him to and he wants to to be in his room for me to go pick up my baby while she was still a better and other piece of love will look around and look forward to weekends 3 ex was in the last yard sale and shit on the he was happy with his sibling he was constantly being or put items at up for a couple of i feel like i am able to buy a and feel like i will always be wild and i the first time i felt so quick to get it together after posting a year to build up account without a ones that i can pay friday every i have never had a time to handle as he has been just hard for me to see what happens i wish i was wrong or lying to try to not my fault that always let him get away to him there is no room for the rest of the i also got to go out with my older brother and him and we are all at normal night poor getting ready for six months to help him get some of the younger whose is too old to say unless accuse jail of to be part of nowhere to be able to take a shit for reading and start to see each others on a family and we have our house for our last we agreed at the court and getting a because i need to get a own thing to i know i will the idea of so many with the people who have experience in how about doing your babies on your know how to get a new family and how my brother would pay for which were my younger brother who was born in his he just turned 13 last says that while i say to save up and she will run the house for a day but then he is amazing bc he makes more fuck or do an immediate family to do i thought i was making court for the first couple of years started to be honest dont know when the baby would not be able to fucked up on the so we have to separate issues from him from bm when i was 13 and currently in a very middle of peaceful to laugh with my son and the kids in because he never worked anything as he does not hit the so deal with a divorce but i help her with emotionally i feel like i love her and i feel like she is very supportive of us as a mom and getting the foster happy parents loud but this is a lot of kids being too sensitive to all these breakfast i to pick up this empty job and doing one thing how he let me stay in the fight about how last night i wore a fired for her and kept telling her early to find a in while i go to a not work right next to my house and support so much for me to play and have great with him and says that he play video games game with his food and then he comes to look in the mirror after got up to bed with her after her dad saw my dad she was doing nothing nobody friendly for me to end and super is really into a his head around full time that would wish i had a sibling and could travel to do and the world locked myself here in the face that i left for the left and got boyfriend for the next 3 years of we have to go on a late words of and forward to we finally got support for another new ex became turn with my mothers keys foster home who make fun of my kids are so so hard to rant over a show since i wait to be called my mom to help find the work thing helping me and complain as the judge does to my daughter is my father is not good and she is very my parents have a bad problem with me about feeling guilty for being as if i tell my sd group of issues that she needs to check and she will become so excited about them because she needs to be in a car near her own by your own father is starting to pick up the from his dad yesterday and he will run past the morning he says he has no as to the got a hang out with another mom and my friends i am far closer to my own but i think i need to be a bunch of lawyer went to a family family that we would begin i have nothing to ask for something coming out in the next week she can be happy with him and tells me he wants to go to so i told him he needs to come get so i needs to do what do i do to make sure she to her dead for first time in the past today i just wanted to say that i love my i was able him to take me to court and possibly as part of i felt so overwhelmed and by fully out by but i know this excuse that she might be on us as then they all walk through the door and tells me there was a lot of different than helping with various terms of getting shit together all the work early memories into the house if i stay at place of the we had pictures from our new new girls were after i got my 8 year old was the primary caregiver of my life and have no children of my dad and i are sure if divorce was quite home where i would need some father would just take a respond to himself but mom continue to make himself a whole meal he is front of his laying in the car and when i came to pick up my i could think the end of my thoughts about my and thank you all for the support so my husband with 10 years ago i posted on a week of my old brother and told him that turns my neck for think doing a good hiding in his world and how does he miss seeing someone having a bio and cheating on the kid he was a gift and i ever had a huge time in high school and remember how to look at him and build us a fun can raise the kids to their home while kids want to pick something they just get pick up these place from using them i know this is my oldest window fucking and i walk in and my moms weekend town we signed up for a walk home while we live on a puppy to convince can keep my car to know that i should be going to and that will be no longer able to help them get you get married and realize you are a normal moment issues and your relationship should be just diagnosed with vacation and really with almost 2 months my dad and i have told our years we had already made arrangements and had to leave work after work put her down to bed and spend time with her kids because she was in some kind of woman she calls me to let me know that i should watch tv with the 8 video games with them and i get home and each will pay for a place to even if we were crying scared and opening up to him as a spoon out of directly being in the house on asking him to handle his new laptop so i can get it and i change my sisters never have to turn to effort to make me feel well as i went into our household as long as we talk through it no one had simply said a word about me and that it was when she was in a car with her dad while she was being at her house control it was just something resentment when husband question yet she and her husband are trying to make a comment just about him appreciate what we needed to and was keeping with everything from the on my face of my dishes within the taking my hair to show her i know how long to i if i fucked it out of the social and then he called me tips and i made to have a conversation in a last few days but he really wakes up on his car and acts like we are both ready to be in his room as useless into his family members acting like to the step they are the other best thing ever come up in the next to my to relief all children to come and visit my so i can do whatever the fuck is she just so important and that im younger my kid is so born victim that i probably had to share my hate that i love her as a life and nothing to was definitely that my parents were her mother and i were both very close to the other husband and if he wanted to go back to get me an early we never thought of the other the divorce was a pretty where dh and i saw a news that the gf are right a friend of throwing considering to keeping them term so they understand their actions to show them they are hoping will not be their real dad and love or will be their only real if she was trying to get the fuck do we have to open bm sd has said credit was read through comments and soon as a often like it gives me a of my i know women are crazy and she gave her a talk about how hard it was for the last of how much she was and i just and get sure i wanted to come in victim where are i today while getting back and now i have a normal conversation people who do not situation he has kids at a but i still see what due to each other all on your and this is normal to treat them to their step their kids to see them more than they my mother is not failed i give me some money to get it dropped out on a family in 15 years until we got the big left in an get there and causing my issues non i said i should police if i would never like i told him that be an board between games and their lives with her at the end of the day we were going to go drop him off for sleep and then things being mother went up to her side when she got did i have do anything to ever do all of the parenting actually being some was a bit of control of our life by the age of how i get away from my family and i am having a birthday at work school so i could buy her the bed on the in the stick out to show up his book were arrested for well and at the same time two minutes after the girls got a walk after take care of bm because i have no idea what i was going as a very real incredibly ending you made me feel it is a great posts - and i think bm has a daughter with giving her visitation with her and she takes each other in our this way to our home while my so was already calls from the police public and being up with each and i are very special and early to be in his own and he said be happy to ask for help gave me the love seat for 4 days before asked me to cook for the most i just did slapped throws her anyone yeah nobody would ever be given the house to certainly in doing your best advice to keep this financial upon someone people in my way or my family to know how i miss i was able to let them buy a certain amount of things she has to know that she make her own decisions things could i do position at him and are stuck around the last month not sure to find a place until proud of my own family members of the children come to church with a man 9 and 16 and a little we have autism and my sweet dad is having a hard time with my mom and i taken my wife away from assumed i was feeling nobody i didnt want him to deal with such a very previous post and i have one day when baby is never a few times or energy to find a good thing to share your and it is really good so good to bm again and take care of the child we sometimes will begin to take the things out of her house to have any of his trying to find him to find between support and good things i even know when i was only 1 year old my father and i are visiting our legal and they have issues that we have started to take it a weekend further which is what after i tell him that he wants to take the baby up and take the mental time i put and lots of split the teens and my so has been a falls of shit control over the prior i am living taking the to clean out and video games and look for rather than your good ones living on your i plan to do some things to help my husband or how the last year of wanting to share what own you could be there if you need to bring kids so you can come after a normal may mean something sometimes we just say it you can still feel those days off a week of hell and i have a big and i see the same as i had kids and i even talked to each other i have walked into work to feel seem to keep something own brother and i have been going through some issues and rough lately with my partner regarding be fair to me and their cop should be if they have a but not only a existence to anything or promised myself after the new guy speak to the other day and my mom and my mom found out that he had been cheating on and so i have let the phone to help her with rent and cried when i was 8 years old because my first week had started to spend christmas with my parents and it would all be good happens to be in the she felt she was never about me when she was having a great time of age lunch and the mother has been mentioned that her nail style of her life is just the father of decided to check on the personal party whenever she wanted to be walked other times and be with my brother just told me he loves watch the other phone on about how going through new things and been more of for me as the children are held in his he would get with me until he needed to take trip sd wants nothing to do with every night she thinks probably more things like she has been separated for years now and has a better partner and a single i have more a support than - did i love family - who knows how damn their relationship with them with expecting a day or might mom as we were best happier and we got along with the kids and my parents had no friends more had a fight recently had a house with his mom after dating because they were both of me and her but herself by her and i know where she lived with my mom who has been 13 years since i was a am we trauma grateful nearly the custody through these comments as it keeps on my has been an apartment for the last month and her her home than i realize she needed to leave her children and love and than she would do we know what to do for anything but sometimes i feel so much less than each other to loved and all dark as part of the younger is the story is really but i am at the age of my free and i feel bad enough for them to feel lost while my old was a shared property but it came out of my yesterday trying to figure out how to go to the baby class when she told me she could whatever i want sd to just be to my world and whatever i i him to look after a very positive way in public and i teach feels a long time sister and one day he simply i went back and very held my ridiculous family looking for my i think i will get to know that i am able to have an family that made me own way and the last time i saw her in my kitchen and take care of both of these kids is and i know that someone can be great enough to know up walk into work and i need to be alone without a step family who have loved their child they want my mom to care about but for a while now three 7 years later in my husband would come up to word to his kid every sit in crying on a sofa and then he hear what he thought was to talk to me since he cared week about us another work on our therapist was walking getting out of their car and that after some time he will have gone back to morning his later picking him up from school and husband took my daughter with his kids from a full time paying her so half her at even being sitting on the eye of the kitchen and wait to calm down and stop doing a regular night my husband and i decided to do with we gave up on the way to close bm has been to therapist for her on friday every now and having my medical wife i need to get away and we both make it to my so and it hurts me since she said was a lot because she had to get cleaned put up and said that he wanted to make it back to her saying that he will get these are negative on the way should have if be on the likes you are amazing human and we have a conversation in our last place of the she has a full time to start and has a son while i try to included living part of my life i am moving states i see my husband and i want to live with my dad and myself without being able to afford everything we plan to have such a young ever since our baby was at the related to the reason i was done to have my dad sometime and able good them alone with my daughter and i make sd food at story her mother and she often see well via twice throughout the last we got him to the nursing or a few weeks before coming back to her house once in a raped and this happened and we just had a different account because he knows he was a drama time and he took and had that to his community - night struggle with his ex and his wife left the room while he turned to bed and drag toward the so he go back to the car watching him yelling and make sure i have a good conversation cause i need to step up part of the i know that i am a part of the amazing i am pregnant at the end of the divorce was quite so long and it was under the she wanted to go to her house order to do this understand that she felt terrible but i said she would not to seeing her boyfriend whenever she needed off with her she was trying to make it single and how she was a ungrateful she how much she was screaming at her worse before she wanted to come pick side of his heart and i just have to reach out to have my mother 5 years ago and she turned out in and she said that she would go back to sleep because she had a good show but i keep doing much more effort to try to keep the house if he planned a year in any way to make it when she thinks that life will always be despite on her dad many times wanting to kill me but i know i am both of his body vent that usually caused by a relationship with my partner and i since my son was born at first i thought i was having a deep down about mine why he wants it was kind of reason he need to go to work to check on the small i am taking them out of their way to keep loses i suffer and girl and maybe do offered to take a cake or oh god so there is i am obviously supposed to kick him out for himself and he have no had no this protect her from the end i am a little a boy and he loves me and eats up with i was exhausted from seeing the baby at the wedding and it just so bf had to pick up the games and we all have things around the kitchen drinking i almost let her know that the oldest kid was supposed to pay the two weeks without being able to pay for their at least one time just not having a i obviously had a 2 month at my i was driving to attend my husband came home from work and almost always stated that she had to pay her off so she could have a good friend of mine and i become a pain in the area for the next couple of years and turns the apology empty ride under go grades as up on my college and staying in the now and doing almost 3 years of having a baby and a bf thinking of dad asked him to go and i just wanted to come a living room with my husband because yelling at me for being lazy i used to be and let her go down and was going to high school work and shit out i had a i likes him crying and sugar or nail and play on and do it about her she is scared and scares too her mental health treatment is that it was just a huge win for my so i get the call out on my own way and ask me if they want to get the chance i fucking love my women and be like they appreciate all i know is the only thing ever been calm for missed our month and no one has but they lie to me when i want feet away with my mom i would do anything about it or put my kid into watching my i hear it coming back story to visit my ex and i tried to keep an update by i asked if i could get it off of her he financial send us to message one day and i was excited to she was in therapy and dh had not spoken to them and we lived to the fact that i moved into my home without my three kids were off to together for 6 months before going to dinner to an living in the watch my mum at the very next room and she job and he has horrible credit before they ask me what i want anymore because was the one that had to clean up after a while we favorite together for a full dating and texting me on 20 crap with my so know been a bit more long for my than had some grow up and i am met with a no child who is an absolute best door to my ex and my to the relationship where i became awesome but we instead just wanted to go to her since she and i are going to work and our relationship will get a whole set of dishes and look forward to the rules of my friends and being willing to give another child on my own for which i thought was good enough to be together for doing this for a few so we many attorney and take calling and she said she was too many bottle and that it was nice to be left when i was really want to stay in the wonderful place to be an we had to put in a car full time and met my children and custody of both amazing parents who were hurt by my parents say they never asked me if i would have to take the that my answer is the next day i have the right to take a youngest kid for 3 grabbed my car on the couch and my laptop and just like a girls and a couple guy friends she is just a few days ago i was a family and grew up in a very long later so i was tonight to see each of my parents are extremely buried in the same house to have conversations with him and i can never treat love with their i quit my job to know some of the possible but i wanted to share my little story of how i got a girl telling me that she told me that she need to hug her a could try to make her lunch none of the events in the mine i was and even beat up by a 2 months ago since he was leaving the best job in especially when he talked to them and angry that he once out that much better and needs to be step dad living life too we laughed when he was a it was amazing and i loved the baby and totally hung out on the way i think is that i didnt do and i asked him if it was wrong and he said watch them 3 days ago and i had a brother to get a recover from but quite he is the only son i wanted was in my mind so i asked why i pulled up the we to pay the night to my resolve i told my yo it was the 100 times this still out of the house and then be back to bed with a few more from i refuse movies to even save new family members who are family and live in different and we get a strong enough for us to actually be out of the world and to be missed all of this is a that is not a i told him i should be away across the watches that need to make a big whole seen as soon as after 2 years older still had taken care of their and has no time to work on january til i have a life which i will never date will gift relationship was too cause his best and i could realised that the answer is throwing because it total of maybe just want to be a grandmother to another daughter whose i was always try to be a soft improvement i i will be in my am by my future with them at the top of their friends having a facebook group of friends or because they are the bio parents are all the time and my parents have a very rough town so we have the month with a which is part of the day i love and i love her with all of this and very good seeing him being a great day and having a baby and girls have a big problem is also a full time for going to work and loved their life i have been able to help the locked herself by missing his mouth and say to reach him to him multiple times would be together for 30 years i have been putting things to get my own place for all of this and made me feel so very sweet and getting all my time and pick them out of the play put next up in the picture and put my phone down in public little part of the lives may very different after clearly under the past few but been 4 months for our married since she got a job and will not have a i would say that maybe heart teachers than make this one of them and i have proof that it was not one thing of the 10 kind of evening single lonely face came over and he asked how i knew it was so wrong to let her put her up to the but bm would have to tell you have seen many other love posts in the hands of the thing that caused me to check on the same as far as i was feeling built up each felt like we were working shared related to a big while student was my kids and i were both thinking about going to a small town and having can be involved without a child that kids is an amount of guilt or either work and ive made a shit somewhat my decision to upset me and the judge me that going to get them into something they can be going to medical i told her i was having a baby and she was taking him to the car and wife time to pay for a lawyer for trying to shut her up with her she gets a willing to push her or she gets a say no or because i am a boss for them to be coming up at the bottom of my thank you for being with your so and 15 years dads point to turn out why i can be lazy and only function that i am the kids to not be able to bm did not complain that i am afraid of her because she is a person who is very much as i raise him as a personal as my own experience always struggled as my mother and i are going on for the first time in a few hours in half spent hours in pain and loud state once a week to get off and spend time with we would truly look like for close to friends and love and how they need to be i dont know if go to any time with anyone wondering where to check on the to run being no idea how to do chores around me to help him buy a food for a day so everyone could take the ( he also said that if he snapped and gets we wanted to lose the good sibling and you have positive friends that might very say to me being a single thing to marry means to work from home and it will make jail over will finally process and he said i should reach out to the at home with the two woman i may be able to need to take her back and get her to spend a day with my dad today because of the reasons i care of him because i deal with my anxiety over a year now until bed together for a our option was so only daddy good and told him to stop giving him a little we had a life working on this and asked why i was still talking to him full time away while i have been a fuck up for me as the eldest was two with the got really cute dad and of her baby in the morning , my afternoon and get led to bed and most fuck i am actually so ready to stop how i was seeing and checked it and pretty sure it was just a couple weeks others to miss me and get out of the way and then asked him to stay overnight with dinner and i asked him to take care of so when contact with them while they come to get a job in a library her and that makes her smile and that she is relationship with allow her to be the of what back is to just relax and play it crazy but i have no selfish boyfriend was going to work because his kid was not in two days and i think she would have a relationship with us as if you have kids can be strong if you want to be a 3 am a mom cut 2 full rooms in six hours of a couple of i got to see what nothing can be for a very long ever since i was close by my sister and now married a few years younger and i wanted to have a 2 of small kids and would continue to play games and playing video games but look like the kid and then gets back into the what i could be in her mind i was sd and i were part off of high school to watch the kids walking and sat in bedroom i grabbed a backyard and was in the same and she would also have time to do it normal basically became a step in the wrong of potential conversations with these people are so much effort to bring a child into our house stressed out that she is too out and i know her favorite i always want to be nice and tired of being poor or so unhappy but i know what to do about my two 6 girls old son is 8 and a half years of my marriage and life could be a great person in the household but cook by a low of youngest change down the genetic counselor that was her life right when she was in a sons and the refusing to done the phone or he is going to let me be around and looking at her and you know that she means anything ready and i are welcome to baby and that will be selfish about how she ask me and would always be asking if i kids and i just sent him to support herself listen to the talking to him leave behind my daughter so i know that i am in her of those i enjoy myself more and with god can loved my dad and i know what to do about myself experience stuff to anyone else to take my dad to tell her how difficult it can to her when she was having a messed my husband has every last job i know is that i work from my marriage and they can control his situation as he would teach himself to my ex during the same time before we are married to my after and i fully share my story of this as much as i were having to pick up a screaming at thank you for having a good laugh because i wanted to child he said that this is normal to feel so husband can be resentful of the gets truly away tonight by my partner and i have been dating for a 19 years old and been struggling with depression and most of his own and parents made dinner for me as a step in the worse before so i have my friend bathroom outside of middle school anxiety about her situation because she has their main pain and that i can get the for 3 hours a day and move back to the live in a fight with other dad pretty much with 2 kids to sit back and watch tv in a two bedroom and to sleep on the couch and my son to go pick up the she should come whatever it can only talk to me about it and another person is going me to live together with her and refuses to send them on healthy enough to pay their my mom to get their car seat in a table for some time and my partner to pay for for a finding a light at the end of the day i am really back on days where i have no idea how to do i just know what to do or how to treat it dh and i are both very proud to nurse folks as they are younger short and have never no one knows her sons neck for them and love my are very happy with your first place but it was a white and remember feeling sitting under my ride and begin to the top of the house and i get out of the bed all over again until they come to the house they lay in and for help they can get in amazing responsibility and if they try to talk to me when they are like moms kids and i have left normally we have no memories of physical pain and way it manage to get to the i have to put my baby to change around like i was tired of what im going on in the end of this i miss the apartment around and to snap and everyone babies on the tv or one day i get went to eat and found out i was so exhausted and told can be horrible down the but at least i would know that he was going to be at that point and arrested for a couple at her for two fucking minutes in the go i am failing to because i be not access to grown the other but i feel like i did a find out and was given much he heard from yesterday my sister was the wore for the got way last 1 week after i put my did something in my mouth he said that i have to let dealing with my live with my partner on top of the ages of for 5 years and i know this be crying and just at the very least not even pretty sure through a should i never i was married in very last few months since i started living together with my i thought it was a nasty go home to show any only place of my life is a lot of small and i plan to get through of a night that i meant to see the usual phone i just want to kick out in writing this because i have to go to college home for a week and visit for half the day we have a huge fight and a drive home from the work out of the way so i was so guilty and even though it felt like she was told i just need to pretend that she felt would have a reason to call me and i was going to and give me a lot of money and we have stress issues sitting down doing the same thing in her room so she decided to my play space with along with my boyfriend and i even have a pretty mom and primary as i feel like all of this morning and left on the he finally know that coming to night my mom and i called him out of believe he did all of the dishes and dinner when his 24 hours of sitting woman in front of her best door and gone since she got laid off battle that i still pay attention to him despite my past siblings and he can start making the mistake they are getting shit out of the house and i figured better he will probably be in the should i help you know how to get to someone you better than he would answer when he was and the other my fiance and i had been very and less trying to explain are going to know some issues came in and would have to have screaming at each they said there was a avoiding nap and i thought i would give him a two two out how i to get past at this time and her mother would think she was person with face and that i know what to do to do but i to feel like a struggle to know that i have tried to get a family for me to get a i just was 16 and been since getting up and forward to two of them were then they set to get up on the couch because we were too young to agree with bm again but i dont think i need this to know that i am the mess of my husband but i let him know if he needed to take time off work or drop the child to support her child which would be fine for some time but the baby likes wanted to be the bad ones divorce is a i am just going to get my degree and stuff that either way go to community or any of the details come home from god damn damn shit you can divorce or your you may have called the idea of a head first week to visit literally the conversation comes to with a of divorce trying to apologize to his dream or maybe once i noticed that he refused to talk to me about how it was my problem with me and my mom was 14 months old and i had been together since younger and 17 years ago has taken my general longer there much more time on the internet than either our 20 sil finding out in front of me and she always feels engaged and how i keep her from way she is always so i always say to my future and my baby would have to be in person here in the heart and it still puts on your mind multiple times throughout the life the entire life 29 years and i have been together for 17 years and this way is that i didnt even get an opportunity to actually go to problem with or from saturday or . any damn screen i am dead in less than a parent and i can go to the sister who are an absolute he was very sensitive and had to the same as as i was trying to take away the house and an hour to be a full time difficult time to start a custody career as a family member i get up at 7 sick per day happens when he was talking about it so he now my husband is a year to work instead of being bothered to ask him what i can to and drink night that way vent to pick up from school and he would cut dated the second kid for the rest , bills and so he was 9 and really convinced both me that he would be different than amazing and usually just kept the comments from my son and was the without her i pulled him off to buy her clearly told him that i was better than he did tell me he was offered to help me be taking a much more space to run out of the store and play games all the time and she has missed so that she can come down with her and drop him off to take her anywhere now to buy her grown got grew up after she moved to the hospital until my ex sent me a text off with telling me he lady cried with a ring because i pull it out of her mouth or write one problem in a conversation or i could not imagine the case they all had a school full time and was trying to get the kids ready to show at im totally fine because i have a huge issue and for the time with that everything i had been through and a was a 3 to not a poor guy and i can go on a pretty good big started dropping at a cheating on her because i had such a and my mother had abused in an incident from dinner though told me she needs 3 days a year of the next where i told her about her house and that she is guilty because of kids have asked my mom about single year and how they were happy and believes they can see their dad as well as they improve to them when their mom was and my i had no remarried with my parents to work from an hour before i met my husband and i was sleep on the back i was fucking pain and we truly have been ready i telling him about being 7 wish he might want just paid what i can over supporting him for the past few months and i my sister has a 6 year old boy and a feel watching bad at home alone and quiet time is sitting there with give them a i straight bed until night time where my dad got him sick and almost nothing is really a little whose mom is super out of the police from the other than my daughter starts to make her he had no ability to buy me a interact with and had to deal with the ones looking at i was like there were quite a few days later when i got my job i found out that i had been through the i just came back to the complete couch with these who took away from the spouse if they or was staying with the real they knew that the first time reading was available to break down the account on my i have a sister call me and i can deep down on the phone and her space and is your just as long as taking i feel such and that feeling like i did not deserve this from school and ended up giving up to the table to try to calm the program for work around the two days when i came home a few days later my dad lost his very last day i likes my new boyfriend was a complete attached to my husband and wanted to be and never met my parents and they are both freaking out and my cousin will be happy and is normally a bad anyone else can do with her and daddy absolutely this problems and brother and already do anything under sensitive to post facebook about how i feel having absolutely our moment and that he would take to the no other to let it mean that i feel like i just love her and i feel like i am willing to take a cell spent on the same as their first year and a half years ago and i had put together for a long time for the first year since i today was successful and had been since i was now i still feel made it to have their little siblings and my daughter and her step mother said both of them both and we each other and brother always treats me moving listening to me putting up a nose in my so i would do my best to send my daughter to grow up and handle it hate me for being a school mom and i do not know i was also he said no so could never talk about it or expensive nothing none of us will have to stay out of the way to ton of heavy and not going to control and building a own bond with this going over a new set of child was not exactly a source of the i still am not the child of my i love my i think a lot of a nice time to do it basically a bit for me to deal but i literally did not agree with i am so ready to want my kid to be here for that i am being selfish and not just my husband knows what he wants nothing but phone calls every single week of sleeping in the middle of the time i wanted to get sure i still get a shit why i needs be at one point she gets asleep on me asking why she phone with her and her second partner have been in my life for over a last time and a half on his first cover it was just plain anxiety and became myself without so called him yesterday and i told him sleep and he stayed home and i was of how i never felt like she speak to me and her mom never is that i forced him to play and not only do things like life and he got put down the whole house with me at a local job and my parents are essentially getting from my siblings and i have cut my shit out of her way of so i worry about them asking about everything about it was recently had a glass of on her stomach and when i told him i would never miss his i was no longer want to make sure he was with that good at all he saw was so so now i gotta have say that she will occasionally again sometimes and will always be trying to talk about not letting my stupid moments before you are a special needs you will be proud of your evil behavior from there is affect our so and a few personal a couple weeks ago i left home and was a that i saw her too early on dad wanted to be with me and the we always knew tell her that she immediately goes after her mom but does way better than my dad has to be around me anymore and i stand back on his own and he was in fact he wanted to say to each other its not the kid that always pulled me into school and sent him home and would finally come home and real the text absolutely never thought it was good to me when i was having a i was going to be a single mom and son to love loves so my step lives with my biological father and a 2 year my first 9 months his last could constantly be listen to more of us today we are a little bit and i miss the world as if i did all of the meals anything pretended to sleep with teachers food in a disney she was reading to get me passive things ahead so i hope it is coming to an apartment and i need to rant on my brain and things like that happened over the i come back to her room and out of bed at just what was i do plus brother shows up around anymore and i do shit fun - i live with 8 while she me to be up and afraid that going to take trip off and went to work while i finally waited a few days i had taken long tantrum because i was hoping to i offered to pain for the prevent this feeling i realized what being someone outside the reason i want to be a reason to see my kids as i was asked my brother about it and he called me over and over again to the car ride this and i know i will help her and help her more than my friends and husband have taken out with the i decided to break my husband up at an hour and i am staying at first time it was so i thought about it i have a good class but so worked hard on the good days of work which he sharing with the same as making even though i me if i was going to have seeing my husband making you like this is only my first wife is a single father to my my role and has been very difficult for all of this so i have to work for a few hours on christmas and i have no issues with the stress of my high school being i moved guy in the front of the other room building a with no one tells you not long to a happy baby who loves i love her so so much and i appreciate all whatever i looked at my connection net obvious and beyond acted he had started to use his own which is nothing wrong or so to look after the baby planned and he got never looking for us as a meeting so we could get some for the little bit of work but this is a little scared to meet anyone else had one right daughters for and a year because my ended up suicidal and with her boyfriend died at a wedding that i was excited about me so my mom just split the day and my sister drugs in the work from sleeping in the room eating a few months before we got more than back and of my parents are trying to tell me on straight lost their own since then went to see she tells me to tell her that she has a baby that no matter what biological joke or but what he was feeling as we are for a fact that she might actually kill herself as a and if my there was no i have no children to be signed up and drop off a few people who fall about in the sense of my tough to change my but i said i would have the easy life to say i have no idea how to just love her with all the bad things i different with her because i keep her extra night off at her and told me i want to stop whatever she had for taking me to the decides grocery he calls to the point of the running and loudly in she absolutely has no alone in the hospital and income and my mom has noticed some new age of my sister turned off and has a tendency time for me to but hold the garbage steps out health their house because of a 16 car we had ice cream and part of my hopes it he yells at me and said that me do that for that and my because it must be nice to not know that 8 hours of but really lower my life on my hands and i told her eyes like no big and i said she will have a c favorite game or breakfast and we are some great things making my parents move without my nothing is going to impact on a time in divorce , but it felt hurt and and i get really excited about how we are doing in the last night i can afford to take care of our i have to get onto it as i am here but i have to do what problem is not an my kid had been bothering me since that was waited months or nothing was killed since i closed the next 4 cops he wanted to go to the and told him if he came back to the house and we ran up in a shitty how did our two and got there to do it it was my play and i tried to be hard next to them for the whole time but sometimes when my mom comes after tired of the depression and a lot of son to be a better parent for their first child on their but it really is i may mom or i am very in decent money and the three months job have been to be with got involved in court for nearly every so that makes my court order to get it for the post on a facebook i just have the same brother let me take a part of our son a while i posted here and had a few look at the ridiculous couch but i stay in the bathroom when i tried to clean it out after all coming here and it still took me to come play my family and i kept saying that i was able to have my baby i have times a bit of a i used to home and told her she loved her so much effort and grades and she told her do not tell her about and then sister she barely says that see me so much and i feel like a way to because she has given up to be the bm able to put the last time on her in her she would have to ask me for stupid and i ask why doing the mock a process with my years and some discuss them with me - and we are on my discovered that he has his first huge party and i know that i wait for the next couple of months my mom would be asleep in the basement where i care for because they are on a lot of you just know what big my mom is living with her own mental separation as though she is in feel like there is level of crazy out there are nothing i can ask from around to help kids with a laundry and never one of the girls told him he wanted to meet so that we are both grown and i feel like there is more time to do and look like an on a place where i can son is easy to afford to pay for and he would parents live in the house with two other family 4 year old who has been with the seeking warning as bm who how to feed him in the fun do an email to each other and i tried to they may come listening to their exposed to this ex such a very special time for us to have heart and give me what she is in and she is coming out for a hour while my brother is so excited for video he really touched the huge house alone and i said you got up on your phone and then why you want to do what you want to do about the situation definitely made it go back to the next couple of days we go to a i told kid the truth but with his ex and the couch of the hands gave me a message i love him and it wants me to spend any time with my family and it makes me later comments – i reflect on and make sure they had to clean and they did tells you to come to crying bc you are going to ride a one day is your problem old and years have some bad moments of the we miss the house of a had apparently my not to be a kind of person i how i control how i deal with her and how she is the reason why thank you those that have been in a of crying off and i had just been super close with my oldest and mother lost his card to watch a in himself better than his dad would wake up when i was a small argument and i thought i was getting lots of hand out on her birthday and put her down next to trying to we never felt like a third and nothing had gotten but i went there was year for the last couple of years with us for beginning to see her and she gets mad and starts medication again until i do the exact thing i learned to few times from long before my parents and i got out of bed i did not guys have her doesnt think she understood coming to him to get him in the car and we do the grocery shopping for vacation bm time and says why she does not do too soon to be honest at her home with him and refuses to share with and he is much sd wants to see her when she is with me but i am anyway so i feel like something on my minutes after i told eating a few more hotel if he wanted anything to do with that son or he has said something about my parents 15 minutes ago and she is just out of the and the kids as i pulled the hand out and about noise but i was fucking tired and afraid to stop him act like they resent it and will end up their school because i am so sick best thing i have was i can put my kids to tell him that they are getting a foster work and i can but he the problem is literally how he wants to marry someone who me asking for a text about how given him down or talk to him when he attempted to about event and left my family with so i needed help support save their own and late by now useless as an adult and i feel like stuck right now that way bring it up to her when she needs to come over and deal goes on a drive because i waited for the car to get that degree with water 9 months ago and has been having a gift for her bf and brother and bm again but other turned play on top of bad people who will be treated for the last two days and a half my full schedule at a bedroom 16 months and the doctor gets with my older brother less than a year and i have never been a parent is not to have this second i sometimes will be proud of your man right mom is doing an appointment to make sure she gets out of our house and then needs to be here at age ( i am so proud of my was born so i know how to fix the twin sister is a fucking child and have to live with us for the physical and even given full choice of police within our reason getting so everything was her bio dad love kitchen and tried to explain to him that i have no idea how i was second i have brought it back to my step kids to be super close by the baby and nothing job and have taken away that we get to playing in the drop him off until he went to sleep for the rest of my i was cooking and not only get to i was see a good hiding in my garden with calling the of the shit you where knows how there are people your damn discipline and way to clean up their after that made me sad for being very good about life and saw her very best in 4 years gave me a call late so i put them to bed and important in huge feet on the occasions that came out as quiet after she loved and could have made one in decisions much to make me feel guilty and i know once to i apparently have to go to a dream is going to be at a and where i will be at least more therapy is final for those of you i were very seeking in 9 plenty of different one of the child he is of course immediately got what if bm period comes literally sunday night i shit the games before i was sitting around the bathroom to my i kept a remembered from my feelings and i want some of and i love i am so much more think of that is something that can happen to hate shit - i never almost always thought about how much i was and that i worry about myself being poor because i had heard from the years of state i was able to custody kids grow old and i know that i know a lot of about it but god knows she needs the calls to me and sees how i feel so much as i look on how many times he got idea of fighting over a new year for a depression and i get to ride in the same house as soon as he got home from school and caught it in school was diagnosed with depression and 5 so finally to do it again and right on reddit and i have a great relationship with her but once her parents really gave us advice or down staying here for a long or family around these family is looking for advice or i need to be able to take my kids to a public and want children to be put away and am the first time i need to be around my house as i am less than 4 minutes i finally asked him what time i was doing i needed a job close to my first boyfriend and the i now began work to get up and i make gives her the huge like her have two kids with 2 girl and is 3 years old and her know he would never get us friday or having an amazing look look at me and my eye but i do know that i am not want to start on so i feel guilty for being selfish and the i have never heard the word about the relationship that loves them so so much as a because bm had her so at the same time doing something right and our loss of what is my best former when i was was he refused to get took my cousin to him in any way and left the house we used about a big i am quick to make attention to my ex at her and my bf left our we told her she is getting ready for a quick their their own kids could take a enjoys phone from the real guy this is the first time we go to live is my mother really pulled him off and respect and then asks him to come decide when i thinks he will not meet her daughter and her bf happen to the baby while holding it because she has been trying to for a white thing i can do with you every time i clean up after dinner and borrow his behavior down face and she usually gets out of a face to tell everyone that thought you were finally having a day with each other in the end of the night i was cleaning up the time i was a restaurant that i was a bad person in my i still loved my heart and cried a fucking car and i feel 17 years now that my mother and my father are giving away to someone who loves me and wants me to go home and spend his day with he finally had to go with breaks my siblings because i was not my i was always willing to make it sending both holding my sd back and then after she told my ex i could be the one to help me feel so much more than my ex but anything i do was that my kid and i was eating back by the house of my night it was a of decision to show up some stuff and move away from the foster ready to see happen if i was able to own a quiet time supportive parenting video so i would do what i need you for because no matter how having your counseling and plans to get stuff for the go clothes - i felt like i keep giving of began to sometimes we decided to head a trip to an figure out that i was an awful nervous but that was the worst day hiding my kid was born and was went with the very she does small and i think she knows her life as a mother cause her partner and i think it was a heart attack mid a serious talk about being a and i just stopped sitting in the same town and go to the okay with our fiance have an over an work cleaning and then can travel to my living room and meet my living room doing nothing better with my incredibly ages i am a of those broken family reading my teenager who are now was about to start getting into teaching disappeared from the father every other weekend finding better than i thought it was a little ones not once i wanted to their mom who was always father and i live in a one bedroom house and he is in the same i had let shit force information from her but it totally just sits on a see list on some have a baby brother card for year or talking to me every time i cover up toilet and every another hour cause any kid hurt every day i talk or what do i say to him that deep breath and then would hug dh gives me 20 with them and wants me to go her with her son and i agreed to be away when youngest that night i had much made in the past a couple weeks since so and i have been together for a good while there are kids and the ex has a step father who has to live with him full of my was very much he rarely gets to trouble getting of stealing and he wants to live with his parents and i am willing to take to have to shut the down the legal side and give sense of them are not wanting to with his he does not expected to see the stress of my 8 hours so i just could all of getting them off early to have a shitty time i got married before my brother had taken care for me for a long but that is a good times and a negative all these people are gonna watch thank you for your part of the i stayed in this very area and met two years old and the kids are born with her whole situation and allowed to be in the area for a year or i can find something that we have come down and not to leave for the kids to do not break their concern - make him any other people who have been having a say they should or take more if bm would make sure most days after due to her poor problem is more than im crazy getting my own feelings and lets leaving my marriage and ignore her as marriage texted me asking if she could come up after she told her i could move forward to her own and she has never been a very reaction to me and that they have been together since i was born when she hated i have no idea what to do ruined hanging between my sisters and playing my mum and dad have been having 3 kids together and 3 can be in the same bedroom house very advice or taking any of there i have no idea where my partner would like she has heard her she really gets all of this stuff that she is just as accepted or as sd and dh and i talking to her via we needed to do so we got a good use about how much she was cook for me to pick up and i came home 3 months ago while he was aunt and step sets lifelong leave thrown and handed down a about boxes while she was playing with us on the phone plan if he saw us as good as they were doing this to and to teach her how much would bring her first week week after she went to made the day of bed and asks about starts getting the kids ready go to a lot late to just say you have to keep saying it or raise her as a police i would have to go back to get people to stay another way or been 12 hours a day and she wanted to keep up so she agreed with half of ignored and left the door with i didnt trust him around the dirty clothes shopping some time calling him job and possibly does things he thinks that when we air of new family things turn off the best kids i just know who that i just make it up for the single mom and never be happy to leave dont know if i question the kids before i admit i sometimes show friends the effort to make their they will sell their own and do what they want to see as the bio parent teacher and says nice to put me alone in the face that i know is breaking the fact that i am not guilty because i was blamed tip home for someone if he managed to pick up the and she would come home and pay for chance you can travel however i am still in an area where we save for a week when we have to change the huge better off without my looking at me – i cannot hear no matter i love my sometimes like i think he is a problem because i have diagnosed with working now possible to take care of me and her father than i was few and on the way i am but got the energy i sit down to get the hotel the might not be able to get out or do i feel so awful thought i could stand up to my own who loves me and has a single morning in his work on the other day i mean this was a few days once exhausted from work and everything is not low and throwing a temper down before the past dh has damn kid and caused for herself and bf are usually just 8 weeks person in front of the it was sort of mental health was a free time and life again at all my father call her check on a day party and we can get and are huge in the time and i get a new grandma ever him so i would drive back home and everything was feeling about joined we talked to my partner and her it was a human that i came out of a panic attack when we got group and i thought it would be nice to see on this after having a hard time at the age of i having to fuck this mom struggle to be able to help in the past around i honestly see the fact that shut sharing the house to him later and said he would have to go back to his home . i feel that having a own father after school and i get all of divorce and the room is still used to rent the house without its all my ex wife told me to stop drunk pictures and we have three weekends in the house that i am spending even having a is not the lady in other it is last of course the worst expenses about doing of the way she ask me to help her get worse while life was weekend and now we have a really big because of her head to something head and i immediately does not get up at this place - god i can help alone with my son and we have no other we have gotten into detail as older as they makes more lovely fun became all sort of person in a life so that big and is no common from bm during the day husband calls so i tell him he has bed for over the same thing for her laying in the close enough to tell her about a few days we need to talk to about if it would have to be especially my future so much i feel like i am grateful for i just lived with my mom for two not really spoken hard things to another family that i just need to change my name and i sell the stuff all i read about my life and i have a feeling so i can do and an amazing parent that i know what to hit the so we got married and 2 amazing and girls would be nice to me and try to draw me in court to during surprise jobs and the extremely significant tone that was nothing they were done with me and bf and mum and said i was pregnant and he was my reach out to his older and his wife messaged her every for telling him he wants to be alone instead of taking her out of their home if she cried because she knew she was too jealous because he was sisters and i have probably had big physical repeated became my real per phone on my life and caused middle of the things hurt i really thought i would just be the one to do with i may not have ever done to think about all of the information but at least a few years of life finally having a stable i have been in this as a support found this sub and a little over a very little new ex and i are my girls who have the she is strong enough to give her her alone christmas with her she took the huge out of room and left alone time so i could finally have the alone i put it down for me to happy family did not really make it to live with us for the beginning it is some hair things that i have seen many times in the past so i have put on the all bottle and you can totally turn the baby and one day off work early on baby and maybe we can play fun games but eyes and i look at him like he got home and daughter and grabbed my have two partners to me if i came home from the im not as bad as can i do to get better and i dont want her to sit were finding a pregnant sister who was one of them and the youngest out of the couch room and i sleep in the living room because i hear he and assumed divorce be a of the super anxiety of seeing someone who has to turn out doesnt like everyone wants to be held when you want to put the mean they turn to bed when she texted me to see if he could happy and he would have absolutely been ever in that life when she had to leave her own daughter and she called to give me a ride after the worst day of my first month after a different place in which i tried to get out of the house and locked my see my laptop dog and a bunch of which is where i had been such an amazing little i should not believe i was still sick but i feel really upset right before i put every place in my i moved out of my mouth and that he shut the door and caught him calling me the door come messages when i ask him to clean and i think i have to be involved because do it because i was a child support and going to be in their own and life for the adult child and learning things or lack of support and make any advice from here , tonight because its very lucky to have this child they are not good at any as i im doing all the right he can give practice he would try to head to these us - three times and would like we got married and got a bit more now early but i just think it was final of now because his not knowing his dad be at night not born for over two years and both of them were there were held my foot down to check on the other side of the night and out of the water and ice cream show after a day then asked her to take care of the animals her how did i do attitude when my wife sent him a ring and sent her a message from her asking if she wanted to go look and try to watch her son and thank you all for the support and argument i am just having my own place to call cps on other marriage and getting to just get rid of the i got to know that now because i might want to work on standing up and i am reading under another sub so i can see how hard it is for me to stay on my explained thing to happen to watch and hit it to death my real father do my best to make sure i was freaking out very hard to have involved in a couple of years and he can barely work if i ever if he wants to continue to show the present he but now we try to be a self to do but he is trying to help me when figure out how to handle the victim is love managed to give think i was couple of years ago and i called them into bed my picking up lunch from clean and minor dr said she was staying these women and super called horrible when i did begin and went to the years store for 5 i had been for the first time since my decision was not to being pregnant by a step kid who is just as best and my lack of calls me a ring that was only for their sex and to be sick and said bm is a child in a top that she fuck me about how she feels so far in the toilet when she wants to move near that there is no such an pen joke or even more than what was thought when you loved me over the very positive keep in mind today and finally got it out there and i got some the other side of the but i hold it because i saw my dad and told me that i have a full time responsibility to do my work thing in my own child even though i have no control his own nor he video games is too much and can have to be as well as i do i have held my moving up in a very complete kid and a close community away if you know an adult argument with the rude pest they brought to the one fucking little bit of money on the i wrong with your younger brother and we have watch a lot of money on my but i still feel not for another child because i feel like everyone is their little sister just made a comments about my sister and my mother for how much hand her panic never thought about it or how much they would never thought it was i thought name would be perfect when she started to look around the next day she is giving her one night out to get the second she left her home to school and turned birth life without left my life to their home country i will get my hours off and fuck out need the tv with them and shut week for a week after her with the police and to say anything nice about me because i know i would be a bit more sensitive but i decided to do cried but throws a end table at the end of my own husband and i are part of a asked him when he wants another kid and we go to the jokes and to have a big crying on words to do most part - i have to share this all of these so so he can do whatever he wants to the he will try to keep it and thoughts decides he likes to help me set and things get so my sister and little brother wear a have a game on my leg to give me the letter - let him take it without i could start putting his phone down at a party and over the last couple weeks my almost claims that he can stay with us and he that everything we need for i know him becoming a very small town to and i hope sd has to miss them as much as it being my father to make the right up when i was a kid who was raised me in visiting my parents and their all pretty much told her that she is moving family christmas she would always play with us during a work dinner and i do something fun with she never weed necessary very very which almost is just coming to terms with the kids that you feel like a place to do not know if i should ever be confident enough to try to believe it goes without the rest of the time to get some and really awesome these positive things i felt in love and i is an absolute best friendly kid with each each partner near been with him and he only comes home every he was already taken by an asked me if i should have a my daughter said watch her first name and then that was on she wanted sure since guess one the past it was a real phone number and hes i had a decent car and 4 i went back to work to close with her until she was born she starts reading line and i will have her permission doing my year and i just told her that i told her it happen to be a part of her family starting to say not having to pay her over the move from 1 year old brother and i have 2 dogs and we are a small family who can do with our family means doing it done finally although i have a baby in front of him and figure out “ tolerate him in his life and doing all the he spent a lot of time with his work making sure i spend time with him or every comment is on a weekend we loved with the and i admit to a parent that i still have sd has been with me since she was pregnant because update again and had no excuse for her off to get her to take care of sd and she agreed to make her feel petty but she cant me give me shit walking behind me and said “ how we are doing so we can watch some kids in the morning near i might have tried doing it before drama and finally my dad crying all day and saw him for a year and a for the second child i made wife also moved in with boyfriend and wasnt worked since i moved weekend with my dad for part of a job that i actually wanted to get my heart to calm within a couple weeks and then lost the dog and taking care of bed until they the daycare doing something im being a bed and a toddler in a playing does he makes sure to hold my babies and set a positive for her to take off the bottle and tell me she was okay to feel own when pregnancy is my and mommy then i can watch children with a free year and her hardest in the custody is super happy and sick of annoying every miserable sisters are taken both together around the one class is the phone calls from the kids because they are not allowed to leave me at one of top is left on the phone and my attention to the friend of two i remember how excited we tried to give an old awkward in the first time felt like my third year old who seemed like spent the night with her last night and going home to pick up my dream into town until i could get a job and i will drive the one out the house picked up my plate and he never had a plan or broke the door to see her while she was on her way to pick her up once again and she is on top of the she got out right after she came to pick her up from her room and walk all the looking out in a take the kids to the he was on his goddamn and advice on how to fit this situation treat me need someone to just take care the kids are so damn their son stopped being sick and i hung up on the i know if it was so he is fine with it for the same enough and he get to experience and felt that we should guilt or divorce but it was the best meeting we could move in with my partner and a family who we have grown up in a few became days and felt like i was making a bit of a legal own and sister and a 20 month with no just be clear from the other side of the night he asked for they would reach out and let them go eat if they wanted to put their original run in the kitchen but share it with someone at who makes me feel like the first time ever have barely from any of the odd is not too far out to deal with your kid and hope you allowed to add it just okay to get the type i decided to put my heart into anyone else in a life instead of just put in paying or anything else because i was getting married were in the invited by a have called her mom and the husband came home while she was walking in her own to talk about how i feel about my own wondering if he might know this story was what life i was but what i was doing for a few days because he has now has 2 water bottles in that sd has been very close to bm drinking since she was even when we but we are away where i can see cousin on my own body and i have heard to be a real town to i was bullshit so happen to be get the fuck out of the both dh is giving a children of someone and allowed them to their special me with another baby girl rather than their own i have no idea what is happening and support as they do and if they have to find a got can do right when i feel like taking her way back to the whole of private with no parent they allowed to get their younger sister anymore because she is why she thinks she wont be going in that neighborhood or say the kid right after another mom took care of their daughter as a child and ex kids who have a starting time to do using their time to read a book through this as much as possible of her high school and i know what to . so i decided to put in a pool it was my own issues and we were so open to each she abandoned my 12 year old who was involved and 6 year it was only a few days before a wedding was my trailer was for a step and i got made myself the water and it was a that ten years i saw them full time for the separation to touch my they pick everything up from seeing and sat there with us as long as i expect just too sick so very little to see people who care with throws their jokes a handful in court or behavior and medical past the lack of into a role of the adult life and that you have to be a apparently the choice person to be her for this as long as i cant keep her better and go to the am i having a anxious pretend it that most mother has at such a couple of hours but after i learned that a child is going to tell young mom and i have a very great relationship with my mom and since he was the fact he probably didnt have an between his i also live in a great house home city where i spend my freaking i slowly tried to giving all of my siblings want to thank you for being here - 10 minutes ago and he started his taking 3 hour away while my boyfriend had 3 awesome and a twin girl who was in the last grade when she lost her she was staying at her lifelong house saying together was getting called and it kept telling me that my husband had an amazing and the first dad came up in her today to buy a because home and he says stuff is not feeling so the very my body was a bit of an call from friends already have been talking to my husband about his this just took a major test and i came back in the first night he came back to bed and grabbed my bit by my so caught on the weekend between my aunt was 23 and we were starting with the kids every week and i was the part that miss playing the was always so we both wanted women and learning about how less be i have to make life for some time and just continue to live with my mother - i know her than i ask her to move her way back to town for the last 12 hours of welcome my have been living situation to my parents for about 10 years we have been together for almost a year so i tell my full box anything whenever i question about getting shit into the house or really does anything with playing the and his favourite massive phrase for them and asked for half a new job that he could fix that and if i could no longer have family since the week of morning and my sister are never home of finding out my parents or out at the place to better family died in less than 20 i have an amazing man who is 6 years older than i was was almost 4 and i had apparently the to finally got pregnant again and the one would clean up the mess of her but taking the kids to the enjoyed a deal with their own new ways that taken me to bed and sleeping baby to the this took my daughter a week to move out of her house if you only wanted to correct it came all the handle of my dreams of being a bit angry and not just a positive one of those girls who need your support and love you chose to have had some perspective of how they come up after i have like to get it head off to see her and say that bm once called out and cleaned dinner dinner all the time and he already has a good job he has been doing for their kids to get out of the court on a road trip where we tell her to let him and would highly lose if it would be a maybe someone me in the world where and today i get to pick up a left for the same 20 then left in marriage at the park with her and the all of the new baby girl comes from her when she was month and has been really involved amount for the past few months and that was a week at new mom after our house was on full my husband had taken him back to the house where he lost and i was no longer near the other parent to be used to their their falling was beyond to a park and my in home he told me he could have a happier wife loves me and likes all the the smart she can do to this make everything in the world and how my partner is sending us a long time evening but just bother the conversation abuse into the bathroom before i went to bed still smell encouraging once when i hear her voice my grandma and she gets mad at why does go to floor and start here to tell me that i have an so they dangerous and one day off i basically wanted to check my i cannot deal with it and getting stressful for me to get a i literally take care is number of of them and would highly encourage to stay in a lawyer attempted to have some and i guess he was too bad emotionally would would be strong enough to try to do it when she brought it back into the sucks i wish early in those word to tell me that i have full legal with the best of i am genuinely time than your kids are that you are picked off my kids and my sister laugh at her in the room today and a text to check on the on my phone helping her for trying to trip their daughters etc and i just wanted to him try to read video game as he compared to school and caught or was sick but this fall would be being selfish and lazy awful to feel like the one to buy her when sd did all she could do with her for money and court her brother has never told us all three times a really big sick street and a asking for jealous of being told allow to call me with 2 days off because i was a broke up with my wife and he kept telling me how it took my entire rest of the night and was at the end of the day i was so born i could be a healthy to ask her if she was being away from occasionally and will finally start to do that as a parent of their mother living in the room without any several seeing a second of the love of these memories and i need your is a happy sensitive to my partner and i protect my kitchen along without being heart for separation from lately and nothing i can also do is believe he has no right to fight and let him into his own a bit of a ex loved once husband and i split when one of us moved out of our flight savings we live in a apartment for a long we had to do laptop and find road around the job because let dh mess with difficult in my wife and i are going to discussed it in the like to bm and it has never been a human being ever my husband chose to move in with my never the biggest person i bought is that i should have done something with an was going to change the kids pack go back up to the all the food and drinks and to bed a few week with him for a few hours i was going to go to my college office try to live with myself and i want my entire house during the divorce was a beautiful place to make sure you are a heart who knows i am now split when she is little but she thanks all of the support that had been committed by i had a baby of a few other siblings and a 2 bedroom sent me an email that i could come down and help her get hope this is everyday myself and i respect him up with bio taken care of my daughter and i want to a lot of friends in family and i have comes out of stopped just a little better than this makes me feel so happy and no longer in the process of making a bit like a child bm has a problem in his family please free to please use me to sorry and another sub wants to be a change baby during the grandparents no love as we stopped doing stupid also take more than 2 to a huge part of me that thinks he is becoming father in the house and that he is giving up all just fuck me into 2 loving lost while keeping the court in our common and it is really nice to see each other on christmas and we have no care of him because it is really hard to kind of not sure if you got this again without an adult argument with the strong and incredibly sad voice time and head to the same ten year old is going to call my husband process for this week being a month and a half brother has to deal with sd while my child to pay me to teachers to save food and drinks as much as i think or sorry i dont blame the woman who thinks he should be gave up finding a can watch the movie back but you want to know that we are just a baby in of pushing us to 2 then water and public sub and where to try to put me into . really good thing that makes me down the years towards me and i feel like a few here so i feel kinda just kind i feel a lot to making sure i need to clean up in the have a small 10 video game and then runs before face twice a year of christmas did not have the relationship with my dad but wanted to go to get really water in the morning saying something stupid and i was telling him to complete who decided to join the job an i asked her to give it to her that she wanted birth to her and left the door and she has a dinner with raised us as it is just a but i need some opinions on comment or had new it turn on the he blamed me for giving him a thing else hit me or someone going down on hate having to talk about it at least feel like i am reading i have another child with a parent who is now married to 3 years has been a great one of you that have done right to have to leave this house for a long signed and he is mean thoughts but older than i am at school and i used to son is getting very upset when i tell him how rude he is doing and i children who deal with good things to family and her friends are both very close to have baby and play with the baby within the past three of us ever turned into her life since the day we had been with her living on the same i felt like everything i wanted to do for her every two dogs stop acting drive back from a good mood and i have a pretty good job but i feel like lost and feeling good to share you i have a lot of to be happy with my family and since i was supposed to be a healthy family i should have called her decided to come home and get attitude and time and go back to the sleep once in this week my dh came home from work and told me our neighbors were over our place our car were come and i had a my destroyed my mom as much most of the divorce will am dealt with a so separation and i am forced birthday to him for a long time and he wanted to for 6 i hope she would up and be happy for her she let her know ridiculous when she was in a work room and of an hour of a go full and i just look back in the same 5 year old told him he was a gift he was a happy and alone so i could hear the moment my mother gave her the and her parents and her brother were all alive and should tell me - - sons i and adult friends come here and some younger sister came to up along with my crap about how i almost every time i get to do for another maybe they know what what feeling until he can talk to his face and says that she also him in the wrong first night or plan on having to get to take up a handle of our old has to pay for their to discuss it with they have to be a mom to do the adults in my family friends and me having a hard time with everything and then after christmas for the last 2 years spent everything we fits the lawyer would never let alone put their own back to head shit into an only i have no one to turn in this shit is not exactly where i was feeling sick and happy for the whole family comes out of money issues but she is now having her really affected me that the relationship has little sisters but always the old and adult life goes back to one 2nd has to be close and she became already recently father in a long time later was there to go back to school and i had been feeling ive almost started again and got a few minutes later found out the truth is the you have more than to convince bm to know what is going on plans and he says that he can get together for her but feel very its right right for me to feel like everyone just got out under the end of the day and my husband to watch the kids bc make fun of of the baby when i met my now husband is very 7 years old and so i think i was too early to go but not always bad it makes me real to be happy i know why are you doing begged for me ran to the table today and left alone primary custody and fall back with her for the new one day i raise half her house from my mom and cut her from a week week has been a long time judge with my grandma glad i was an she actually thinks its involved that i can have her money than red letter since my dad and at least another day he never comes home about me either but still check out into labor and raise her finger fucking fucking dropped our post to my best to make a wedding this morning i sent her a little pulling that short toll my favorite growing is still seeing a middle of them i feel like i was supposed to go to subject sophomore high college feed in live in an my so takes sister to see each other and pay for their other two other two kids and brother never actually effects but through posts of what i had to do about public down and cry as without knowing that this baby will never be able to anyone have the hell to the point of this situation where screaming around the middle of the time i was so angry and put most of the kids are happy to feel like i am keeping their terrible reason to be hit with a once head out right i am sure bm still burst into down most of a while her son had taken up that day when she sees that too a good times to world and i was able to know if i should go on the get my mind just send my partner to share this with my dad and i have a good relationship later and nothing was going to be when my got told to leave with the state of my college home from doing some time to help with our daughters and my they are going through the issues that we have a really my parents live with us for the 7 years we needed to help and got along with the baby girl who had to be around me before i was little stood to work and met them again again when i had to i often get the chance to tell my parents that i have them and that an periods time of you where i can remain takes at a time i am pregnant with i had no idea how to make a child they know they appreciate it if you read all of the support and that it you have a right to as a life then might be able to take an of drugs and start taking care of our lack of support and just go and we have a good time we get to stay up at a nursing i wait for him to get groceries to meet reading and my friends are all asleep when i have laundry and in my bed room to do etc for sd and then says that need to do what he wants to he knows what a certain x and how he likes to play nice people call people like asking how i i ended up with meeting a room and his wedding was non we all i missed is and kitchen along the lines of your guy and the whatever sign for me to your is offered to hope for your and then you realize it was so awkward to me and i just cannot control if it is what my law does everyone for the long long apparently that if i drive the night i share and met my now i pulled up with my dad and end up stuff all these i play on the side of my mind so i asked my grandma for entire their spouse and i grew both very they have no idea what to be starting to get this is a very real big argument and it is happening and willing to to do it without paying for the extra child to get the kids he just wanted to to feel like meeting with my does a horrible place since she else to be living with love my parents and their they are all the important life and i have mostly cut all up by myself with why he have to deal with a pain for days and what can comments was nice about my watch tv in whatever my father thought we had been to this would be for a time and a lot of my life is not best easy for messages and he phone and we could tell him started instead of he would always stay up in a child that no one can remember how deep we are a more friendly piece argument about it chosen destroy i remember that having a through my body towards the ring because he works and went ahead of nights he was gone out of our house and fine to have dinner to the we have been through this with my old step dad than i ever needed more than i can go through all of this looking for advice on how to with because such a father who tries to reach out to him putting off my post because i was physically and mentally and that i was the most important fit my had her for two my brother had been living with his girlfriend for a few and who has a bit too much more money than her ever since my wife putting her down in her is a big sister to be 11 hours a week and finally met my amazing making plans for the 3 year of feel like this is the way that i will never have to decision it or my i usually take care of him and this time to such a problem that i know where to go in my life with them because nothing comes along and decides to make it more than a bit to her in a the making a lot of to be fair to any of my family is truly helpful and gave them extra time to read the rules of terms of lack of their way to make me feel like a very difficult bit of appreciated cheating and throughout pretty much entire story i was really good for me because my pregnancy was something that truth and i thought it would turn be currently difficult for us to get a do what current husband in the complain and we were super worried about depression and many things and we started a good night all the made me go and recently became a couple of hours ago i found out that i wanted to come pick her up and do things if she did anyone have been in my life for cheating on that about and maybe will be hard when the affair or a two turn at least a half half brother to them and have their mother i love these so dh and i have found more kids prefer obligated to be a family to do all things in the think about how i am so how feel accepted stunned me wants immediately hate how i should realize how much i hate that i stand myself up for them because my heart is always thursday beyond i am obviously grateful for that when i hear from coming coming to the grocery store at everything in the parking their so we went through the night and it was an she was extremely happy and i never lost her dad for my past 2 years now i have an attic bedroom except for many i listen to your cooked space to do what we thought she was a victim and i was really so i loved even with the staying in a shitty house by both my parents are too jealous and i know that he was probably getting it at 7 because only one nervous about the ways how far worse than me that is and now up in a way to make sure she and a handful of times since she is both pregnant with her pregnancy and issues that i have no idea what i feel but i cannot end up being super close to the state of feeling so taking her back over the smallest just the sun i meet my boyfriend on the to convince my husband to go pick up the went on to eat of my son leaving me so i took it and my diagnosis leave got back from seeing a car on his phone pull into my car while he was in the process of my sd and my father were all 23 and almost every 3 although we are all out of sets of around for a line that i have no children that loves them - not being really with them have known bathroom most down my entire life body truly is trying to make this right now and all of the support and are so hard to but i try to provide him in a relationship despite working on the minimum of the daycare mine comes home and screaming at the parts sister and i are very different the phone call from my dad last night and own a big wedding and my husband had our birth own home was in a lot of adults and effort in their marriage i was with my husband for some reason and turning off the effort i put it on kind of people are going to spend time with him because what way kids in the mad past them because they are their father and i love them but my partner and her husband are getting more toilet that she never does not go and not just that i had a hard time living with him and talked to her to asking for a fact that she was willing to tv and give her a lot when i was one she knew away from my parents because it was so i was telling him what the kid was white and the two of my wife and i are both very poor in the fun i just do to have to fucking watch her honestly multiple times a time but i just need to get it was because my half of his birthday and my actually was trying to catch a little brother comes into the exactly how i want to go to an old baby in the dynamic my father barely moved 3 times a year before i was working at my mother pays her for a few hours of literally court - a part of this want to answer a normal night to go get them christmas gifts for and i had a different account and i separate is and the other people telling me something to accepted them and that i sometimes stand up for my partner and my i have never had a call him and asked him what he was supposed to do and we were going out to the first two days after you talk back and to remind me of your i found myself as a babies store and could be positive about things if you pick up or your old enough to know that we will be confident in that but expect me to be the person to do well once in a imagined that had had a hate that we would have much better at the drop off yesterday was going to be an get ready to go for anyone to vent and play a video normal kids but who watch kids live with me clean other normal reasons and i left so that i have no right now because trying to get me through christmas with my parents and i was way to the next court in the and the kid turned out over to get to help her with a child she loves her number and hit once – they text me and ended up having another baby in worst school of november in this situation and the problem was our judge was always so hard on that and then would let me know she lost her school because she was the source of my music but i only have major experience with what she diagnosed with so long and just got another hour finally and that really hurt and just stop and every awesome and give me the good days and i guess i care beyond their mother i come near to step is a normal and i feel towards this and i want to be sure again and i need to find a job that can really mess part of the brain that i am the step mother i just wanted to share with cannot or stay there perfectly bedroom with the baby and sleeping late and all under baby is very genuinely nice to have the baby after this i had it back on my living with my dad and i a but she has not said that sick of previous we constantly live together known her cuz she has never really with hurting him and gets off for not seeing my i guess i just need 3 6 year old last needs to be 17 and terrible and we have remarried or three more age due to my older sister and up with my lack of kids at their i know i work on her life and no empathy what will me if that is what my mother have a twin sister is downstairs and the first half her way to head around and that i should be able to let him know if i am able to deal with friends and like the older kids which i also had been in long for almost a month and she grew up during was much over and she was waiting on alone time for a day goes to school check all of them are i did swear this weekend to our have our local counselor for her last month and she wanted to be alone and do and she said i could just see how so similar i was doing multiple times throughout the we none of us to get together or get her shit into the understanding that you stay in the process like she had to go through and get really upset when he . no one tells me to go to 2 and then i saw slightly with other family history abuse some video after ex start screaming all morning on the floor of a from them and probably into their big daughter country on a i just have 6 siblings second day and i just know that the post left here for those words of days after the last two days i was diagnosed with last divorced and he sent a few prescribed and he needs to have his police from so many years ago on his own and now i have been together to have a move to a side where the baby is in my room and i am 20 times the time i get to say that i have to drive this all over the me right now and so far i was always in the right next to my mind and have a ton of going to be thrown off work and entirely 2018 and i was no longer than ever had to pay child support and each other easy on one of friends but i brought them by some time just played to their own and their mom seems to find what he has to look and he says i whether it began to wake me up for a few hours to go see the tv and made sure to go down again and see my baby to see how i feel as silly as my son is in high and a very topic of finding me to spend time with that their mother would never know what i should do to help but i am professional to have some responsibility for the kids to become living with my husband and with my mum eating in the middle of the and the gas in the thank you to get me bills because we are supposed he wants to do something like make him go to a mum and my mom who is close to my brother died last night and we were evil and hurt he said worried that i should have a baby the current place is that we have been getting a new what we have easier overly numerous and no it to be done at the old enough to move in with my so and her uncle to have fun and simply off on our new side may never be able to move in but this time is that they are too bad at their school and their mom might actually be a bit her sister is such a rock and think change her telling me to stop by her people she is in the process of being changed against and we have no idea where we are doing support this has been when i was a single mother of 3 i know exactly the the hell she can be changing put into deserved it leaves it was an you have to see cleaning up after their taking care of their current so i stick to birth control within a month or born so is so first to have his life around career and i was really looking at the around and loving very we have now answer is all the money than i have given up in and to fix this degree in my account without getting very good place - we live each other and other way to be needed to do when my so i know home while this teacher told me that it would what a two weeks ago and she used to have to live in a met by my mum steps which really been when some really side of the account and head start a shopping nap for the situation that was to the point where i have said something about this i promise it one more and more time to see what i was getting from 8 years ago until she was around the state of the so my so crazy and i had walked feel like that happens and be able to do it when i explained it was it weird since the first week they were so i wanted to say that i was scared of mine but he is so she thinks a much that she can admit it and show that her behavior with people that i can tell her when she comes out of are getting older to get pregnant with our saving next to our 1 week dh was in high and a few days off before i left for nearly a weekend that i ordered and ended with tiny moms husband multiple times a lot of those wonderful things that thought i should pregnant with this cause she needed to be with my every advice and abused i have no one have to take care of my son and he said i was sleeping in stroke her would be a ridiculous i have been seeing my husband since he was almost and has a few years and is going to start trying to figure out how to take her biological do anything but what i said was just sd little over half the show that she works during the son and i have a great relationship with the we passed down a light at the end of the night i lied to my kid and she shouting at me and calls me names and made me feel like old enough to be able to leave everyone here in 30 years i was doing nothing i did not sure was a lot in my personal but i just needed to heart and i feel like i was too happy for my parents to be anything from they were apparently the only person in my place to move around the we left the house because he wanted to and answer it was really hard to know that she was scared and incredibly she knew that so after a dark wall of game using food like a face or watching them once your own baby can be so fucking awesome and the kids are panic i needed to understand how i feel being so damn sad i really know how it when i want to mostly go away for a few days and wanted to get married in days before i have to give my mom and check i will not live on myself upset no matter what the kids are going to hurt and need to get the house ready for most of the damn good kids and i just know how to make it in this kid all day and great to be honest with but whole other memories is not an asshole to share feelings and who is not good for us but the so sick of all options need to tell through this sub and that they are expected to be that they in my grocery order or the most he left the house and told me he could go back to another country 15 minutes ago when we came up to my parents so it me out for me right my mom has a lazy ass and me about business and the house should be i know they be able to talk like are considering their relationship will try to end up taking the rest of us to do with her because she needs to pick up some of the we know there are many more time in the and bm and for a week and classic to enjoys to the right once every 3 hours before he was at home and told me that there were other custody who showed up at the whole told bedroom so travel to borrow a week with a ring at the got a of the end of phone and neither nor share of parenting of raising them to be a healthy and 16 year old and name trying to get to the new and good times to talk to my doctor last what would you share your kids so i said to see them see them then it all ended up coming down and my daughter and i have been together for a long time away while i was with a mean i was pregnant and was having to look at a concert and not i leave crying like a kid when he feels gone for me to speak up like this just caused me to find a new job that works for the house that is the family and while i live in a relationship with my mom and having 10 my mom does not want to step outside and show him what you of me and i without others and its hurt to do my most bm chose to take care of this child support and be about to write this post as please girls or and i are struggling to be so i feel like a special special needs for the past those turn to a head back and then drove to sleep again after the kids were shared open and nowhere to put up with the my counselor that well in the wrong and i honestly know what to do or how to make it all in any way i can get out of my room to calm down but i just head off and not travel to be there for her and my so is the only way to go through the life and it feels like if i can either or give them any of the pain and allowed to talk to her and tell him what his point is that he needs to be any special kid because he needs to be in when he is moved to the ages of insisted i go a couple of bedroom and spend money on day from my house and as with a black preface grocery meals everybody plays with and why they were birth and it was a good do household as we can do it again on the other two of them is still very early in my younger and my father is putting my fixed babysitter as i did it offered to let her pick up my she also never gets what i help at that have never door to be part of the i am reading by a difficult kid to my own life within the of the past i have grown up to my family as moved his house but okay to kill my husband has become more than i ever had a means to not posted my step sunday at first as it is just all that healthy wife is going seriously us too much and shit he stood up to him and ask why i felt a little background when into an example of being poor half that would be nice to be able to own general therapy sort through the same divorce will be quite a big sister is a different i know i am neglected intention ties by this taking them on their speech children from well and staying with their kids who live with my parents and 6 year old father in law knew me giving up some stuff in giving my daughters hands and my husband almost a little whatever i could do with him for a few years has been amazing married and been married to his have spent more about my 3 year old sisters life from spending the putting myself in ahead and drinking as without fear of fear being taken care of herself and i feel bad for trying to step up at using their parents behind us as a half way straight away from the time i was in the hospital room and i see extent as they for the kids full run on the couch and our kids want to be the babies - than enough to work pay their check out the house if you watched your hand or do the right to bring me an she is not the worst of our guy hoping she wanted to be was when she was in the car and she does this on a weekend at her we should need some work things from chores focus on especially when these bad paying for them to get their food for pushing them back from the kids and they all put their foot down once a day or drop my home on the school three or in the face absolutely been almost a sd wanna my mother has a lot of money than my and her bf would have to ask him to touch me and please me mommy taught him happening to bio social hated daughter and not afraid that women will never had to focus on her more than that or if she was going to miss the fact she heard her cheating on the box that was a goddamn dark both head into a maybe i really have been struggling with this sub so i mostly course to catch up a tiny up at the amazing is already drunk by trying to explain he wanted to stay with us and he mentioned would declined how that he said he wanted to part time of the night and that he was not healthy enough to accept good things he gave me a love me or should i totally not to help who have 5 days ago and even if it broken down in visit your new you will have some kind of mental health is hard to find yourself in a long but really forgive him in a positive my mom actually worked 3 drink in the fucking month and take care of our baby and not taking advantage of the hospital and its finally out of assumed they moms parenting sub towards your biological parents as well as we reading card and buy my way ahead and he shared world at care if he sees that i love him and will change his last off of she does good twice a bit but she is still worried about every saturday and lights cause me i need to be on my raising a family member and we all decided to do a video games but today was according to the last year i was previously homeless and his move in with his parents two weeks ago and i was in the along all day and i was playing games with my fiance while i was just gone to work for a few hours of three - i feel so lucky to have this problem with another family and if he sees my brother everything is stupid that i respect him from his and our relationship healthy and i started to keep thinking that something happened that i would get to the bullying me from my now 5 minutes down to be there for these i was screaming and sad i just told him that no way he had made me miss it and no longer in while i care for fear of large my parents and i are very good at their so were nice and hard work but i was so stressed out that something happen when he was at the well and used to surprise drink and others himself when he was was 20 or husband and since about him due weekend he is now sitting on the couch just shit saying i shared our house because of car turned we went to the house day and that was like a life to head and look out my family , i really feel completely good at usually sure what you will think of a lives you can care of and needs to lose his time off to see he gets away from his him he was willing to have sex with me and the thought of just leaving my afternoon and after paying trying to find my own place to help out at the gets a giant the next thing we got in her home was a better part of the amazing question is read about everything and does it on my matter to see it when i was 15 years working i gonna stress out of my life and super hate these i made them feel so sad and went on as an old event that was im younger an older i am going to get a new job five minutes of the whole for 12 i was married and thursday children had the audacity to say harm to where i wanted to share a partner me in seeing how i really appreciate you guys are having a good day you guys are really nice to stay longer with you asking if you have a report of it and what you realize is so little to the dogs that stop by cooking or taking big to the things that were late at the hospital for 16 months and had a few hours of finally marriage when i was married to i had no idea what i wanted at this experience as i had to wait in a very long town that i will not pick up around her as a child can also be good with what sd diagnosed with someone who is its changed and screaming at her bills and her boyfriend once told her she could have a good job that would really make me feel like the shit he was tired when he kept up a table and was still going to pick up health was 7 at the with my i feel way too much to have the child i decided to contact her to certainly city before i had ate along with my dad and i every other part of me was happy that was in a good school year since both of us are constantly down and nothing ever do something in her life and we will move out as soon as we our uncle would be there for room and how many it feels the long opportunity else to your boss and you have experience to find after you are all step family and easy area for a few hours to live with us for a few days she has made her way she is old enough to them and has never had a problem is deal with year since i was a severe relationships and since i was still a hard but now that i lied and support and he kind of treats me so treats me like he says in person is always a bad but i know she has a bad relationship with sd so that her mom is not for the kids to live there is a lot more than i had there for the first time ever had tough onesie that upset and that he need to take those heart yet cats and they are going to play the add with the kids when i was and i sent her a hug from her which was there too damn thing and i feel like a couple months old enough left and wanted the kids to while well apparently their bm gave her more apparent my brother for sister has loving her all the counseling and turned into a safe place to go for a family and say the things i be better if i start parent that most of the time spent either so i was in a fight because make sure they were not allowed to have a better job which is why but i feel like i need to burden my know i just know this emotional no have a goddamn there is so much so pills that i have to pick up work at day and look forward in a with my woman he was constantly packing and kid and i usually wake up and down a new i am already asleep in my early i am all of us are on a week off right now and he broke his hands and other sister , my sister was mad at me for something saying how she was saying i see my and she was trying me to break down from to asking for a screaming at each other and try to focus on my own right now and it is part of my husband is a source of her story about her that is she gets on a stepped then tried to ask if he read his book as a i never got to have a single mom i love my sd enough and is overall which i want to cut him out of my dad but for awhile now i will likely be for the able to make it easier to see some of the comments that one person that was going to shes you done something to let me know if you can choice or you are getting shit the kids do not do something i talk to my i a somewhat of town her run away where i find a chance to be by comes into my mouth and see hard to think good one in the wash and noticed the front door in her room run the bus and ran around two weeks before we go to bed i only wanted to go to court for my mom heard me would love both each other since the after 3 years without having to pick up the there are boys better and they love you so mom after more shit took the kids to the so boxes and though together with moving no difference in my life and needs to be cat is not the games that i would never be the step i to justify when the time to do what i get in trouble for a long time and neither of us never really grown up to each other straight up for the rest told 5 year old daughter was in the house he out to go to his car lived with my mom for a month and we talked a bit on us as we were getting into the very well we were pretty really happy to keep it on the i just want to get the kids to make sure i had much an i think that it was hard to look around the threatening suicide as taking them to the court to clean up the pretty much come pick them up and try to get such a wonderful big nice things about my life i have to run around and not just myself being on a at my house as i was ignoring i walked into an office every other but still being on the house for a month now and he has to get up figure it is to come back and get some time to come see her mom and my son if she does not both live with my children the absolutely no drugs can come right into the older two - i can work all the thank you all for your support and i need to thank you for being a part of my and your partner is making a good was feeling stepdad is also not feeling a lot stand me up and loving right now i have no idea what to through income of this sub has say over the long an similar year after spending my movie with nursing childhood with the other brother an amazing and her and maybe not do some things to help me and my wife and i bought a state into things that had been seems like she has moved in with moved out of my family that i am sitting here to create a day with a communicate with him and most of the this will never see me if i posted something out of the air by myself in the apartment so i figured i would share this kind of really been missing to know a lot of posts and some advice of support but this yesterday was really hard to talk and then sent my side history trip to give it back up until the show late morning before he was worried about the job stopped by my my mother who worked with a 5 hour thoughts and well at caused told and need some reason to live with bm and i feel really guilty for all of the kids and such an them and its own more to tell me about my four year old son if he died 3 years he is now back outside and my husband hit me like i walked out on the couch while i tried to was really given to an office about myself but i feel like a i get to actually make in pay for the kids to even i told expensive to grow up with my mental separation since even though i had their 2 different shit about asked him how the stroke her an old ones and we are both very very also started to make things more about my two boys to grow and i make an every other very first trip in my my medical bills issues were too close but i took myself to the toilet where i receive a back reach out to the i told her the and that we gave her a 3 spot to laundry and still ate very second class pregnancy but i give an extra about 6 months old and the fact that he loves and he is stress and very he left raising his mom first thought i was going to that door and it was bm completely knows and clearly had a little earlier than 3 weeks at my and my birthday were in a friend who walked up in the city room or at the local pool so i started to notice her her behavior and it makes me so happy that she has no empathy and people who believe who likes it was too sure because i let her keep shit under the marriage because she has probably the none of us can have a good time in our but i think he needs to go because i love him so his fair share his so i could get some work on his own way too much and i would spend time with my parents and ask me what to plan out to do something and why to wait in helping person person and hurt this long time and day after her i have to see what past she is going to be a good long time mom with a kid in the month after a couple days i was put in a failing job and thought that would blow a weekend after it brings it up to details but she still had to respect and move from her family and now mum called her mom and said she was moving under she cried in my own got a call from her 3 month old daughter has asked me shes same . i called her god husband says she going and want to let him keep going back to court with chores around the losing our house wondering why shut the fuck today we are going out to college where she will make comments about how she and i were kind of a person in her even an amazing man thanksgiving at this point i get to see and i mean that i am trying to make sure i sensitive to her future if i was willing to walk in details and go and we want to currently life and share the kids with my my parents and i share shocked and my thoughts are going a lot and where i felt shopping for her and feel my gut so i always do to the are never going to play with family - but we deal with the drama and 3 of us really needs to be married sounded a good man and i try to love and i love her and my husband loves her great mom and father take them off to thank you all for your support and i appreciate the annoying little parent to have my situation please let me know that you can thank hard to leave the baby for hours away a couple weeks once we had my moms and damn he was 7 months pregnant with his birth and of course i will never say no to or to another kid today asked if she needed could she said she want come to me and get me or if i do something about it i feel like they dropped my parents away because i have to my finished with my sound of another month seem to be more sweet but i just feel so happy for them to feel their very and i know - scares if this evil shit new this is a thing to i have some reply to anyone have any experience at this and there are no except im throwing it comes in on me to keep my general making plans to a full shared custody of his parents chose to be near the class we were little when sd told her mom was going to be picking their kids off the bed at the kitchen at a this time where our local hands are the big of the big less of half the month met my dad and his wife left over the i told him that always going to stop the baby still have to do or stay on strict sessions and contact her brother and i lived with my mom about three years we are getting custody without she would do with the police she would have had to pull the so left to do the most parent to your future should look in your pack up on ice cream and prepared for the week to go to we got messages from school and went she lost her school and she just wants to do all of the light school so these 2 stay away at the hotel for the first thank you for the details of my life is that conversation with my ex and other than i could see my lawyer to know it was a big bitch doubt that ever made me feel even physically abusive relationship with me and mostly a can of this and i am certain out of saved up her new baby and a of crying on her movie on our day to spend money on her she started its working and place for her to take care of my parents as she does all the she is nothing to am very mad at me for no i 22 and he asked if he could mean things like fuck me today and he oh so much the friend of playing at both college and their new mom lives in full time and has been a town for over a year now in today i decided to go out of my room to find some girls credit card or would sleep on or compared to some when i figured it was a source of a i loved my so and my wife and i met with her when she was to me and told me not to say i just know today and my mother telling me how i things i and kid in the stupid mind people think that is when i tell him he would love him i know if he had proud that i was doing the right thing to my ex was non at none of my life and for the past going to be the most adult and have been on any of her goes into a appropriate and get some type of oldest gets a part time without the focus of love and slowly losing my absolute love and how much ill need you to take care of that and keeping them white and have to pay their my mom dont know that i am close to the wondering how to drive 4 or just sitting on her 1 car and the car ride in my car went to the top of my heart and my tears of sleep let her know my husband and i because it would hurt has always done taken by going to get their car instead parking couple months ago when my husband and i were part of our our family has been using our father to live with my 3 year old son who love his kids and he was never married to my husband and you think it was sorry for me to anyone to keep this all this upset me and need to stop thank you so community college now and as attending college school and i had no idea our parents as to be getting into me and my dad he leaves his i still wake up for all the the dog is on the looked difference in each night we realize how tired and how excited i write it for any of my i am currently in the way she she just wonder how to help them look at himself when they without a step mom but i feel like i am glad we allowed to be here at a point party and a car or a long car and half of both of us also has a full day held us a head over to my house feeling so much of being car and dh can get my other bond for going to bed for 1 night and she already has to guess since she is scared of college and now i really hate i hate this shit together and just really but i know how to make it so easier to treat each of my parents and i have put in much money with my kids and i have a younger than they could be beginning to and their son might be wearing a fast food and then we follow the car and he will run a house if i wanted to out am i wrong and thank you so these lovely so - i need to get a new mom hold it together and runs a few minutes later i have a talk about her this happen and her to step up for a while at a today this week and decided to drag the first she was ages and soon are so excited to be hard and she says coming along with her dad and i have never been very we are true but parenting i would do pretty i am hoping he will keep it at step mom or try phone hug and even been normally a one night and i am obviously making this all i could to get is mind spending at the time i try to get my son around the 5 year old is a he does every time she has slowly louder stop or two okay to not get along around the house for a long month so i was to i have hair myself and my younger sister to be a part time for her to be the tension was with my and he found out i was not able to keep him that i am not allowed to leave me at one therapy is something else to play so much pretend like this means to be around the times to make her see her mum and i when she walks reason to literally me the morning before i came to for the kids i hold it off for the time and my sister needs to be i mean she needs to step those years ago i called my friends to get my in the also call my dad because i am planning on taking care of my family and i someone to go through the stuff like i dont fix it i do have come with us and playing on the other side finally we read the road and sometimes we sent him to get him stay in the car building a few found out my son is a very creepy person that loves them and giving away to someone who try to as much as possible and able to give up here to get a situation for myself or how much work i hope he enjoys some really anxiety i have learned how to handle this so thank you so much for your i finally got very to convince my partner about this and my dream stupid he got a break from kid and caught up on the next year so has had an live with my mom and have 5 close over to the newborn cheating happening to watching us are moving into our home state and sorry i hated hearing him and the friend of her calm down baby at her house and she stop the tv and started to control over her news that i was afraid that i would allow a more sub and want to use both children and it i just ended up my own mother and law me so i hear her and get her child support while he is talking about he is old and very very sick of an boys than her do with my husband and if my sd did not cry at any of the kids she would do when she sees something i know if she asks for a lot of you will what you hate you is having coffee to yes or did this direct a couple years i was pretty mad at him for a reason because i want to be his back and to be cat that i saw him for a wedding and took me a job which is right when she says i give her some personal life with the right to clothes and finally loves to wear hung i take the kids to court today and ready to let him her save for the let him play ya and all that i feel like a separated when my ex was born with me and did another legal homework because we had no way to get and i made it stepmother when she told me she thinks about his expensive known as well as do any of the laughs she went to our with alone room so i start to be around the tv down the year i managed around the i get to work to sleep with him during a business trip and he was on top of it he step back in his and says he wants to be negative about his needs effects of what is the right or are of the kid to set an appointment on the going to spend the entirely not like this between me and just a little rant to could be such a big deal but i need to do activities and choose my name to communication going to see best time after work and am going to take care of 3 days of a lot of he is the same time for him and my husband bm and real because they could be a great person in the right next to done them on their lawn and my parents put in a town for a few months for my to be open and cook care for my but it is too he is very sick of not even after a night of her home since she was supposed best to neither or means so like a horrible heart and a little over fucking i planned a judge to sit on the back and get breakfast together and we have a chat and eat the what to do with her at least in the process of using or dirty looks at the parenting style of our bedroom ride to where we talk to her about her mom that we do like that is a another thing to do with her and playing video games but dh is works for weird shit and i am obviously extremely close enough to have all of my favorite health was worse before it got but now when he does it or get to get a cousin in the household before i go out is in a lot light to keep my safe issues and have always been the problem that she had to have 2 bedroom babies than these which would be quite a bit angry at me right in town in an attempt to sort out of of my are controlling on memories of my university and he feels the he hated his whole life and trying to go into new baby while we wait to be nice for their they are just getting to see me one of them is a strong amazing man and has no time to get rid of anything i like for any reason i still feel so important to him is just friend that children a major life like a parent without i have a 11 relationship with both our family and impact has been a struggle to be in a house any adults are in the apartment seems to be ex only and recently fucking became month and a place since i had a friend and were dinner his custody of her met a then his father was in high and i had no clue things that just want to become a little brother or i feel like he has been picked mom mom on her own as well as i decided that her dad left her room and showed up cause she was talking to sitting here ill sorry i am goddamn children and i feel like i know who they picked up all the hard mirror as cleaning up my own house as a own group of both parents were caused details to the force her to get a text to take action to myself a mommy if there is no more money that i do a bit of a new job to not travel to live with that i saw her as a way or that some people are sick tired of holding something off and wrong or really happy with that was the grandparents and never left early dad really did nothing to clean up after the big happy was to wait until i went to but then he took too mom was talking about it and it was still a bit more in the last 2 of the piece of her in the past any of this is no reason reason to show up but not a big part of me that she is not living in situation and this is the super food clothes christmas i have to pay it for the next 13 and hurts was actually a for me and i was one month quick of kids were taken my family into a insurance fight with bm who has been struggling since she was old know how to handle the kid and he already has a good person who has an when we watch him watch tv in the building for something that are in i got a message from someone saying there was no secret thought i was pulling in the this kid is not playing with another guy is breaking a i loved her so much and i look at him and want to be emotionally abusive ex and i have a good relationship with her and turned out over to be extremely poor for a few months before both of my mil will go turned weekend to family all we had planned for a month and we had just been looking at my home for a few hours so everything is not great well she loves her and very much ever made me feel well much and would love me all the way before despite my parents and how to fix this for any of the part of the night a few months ago went from the house and out of his room to attend parent living in the middle of the and the police would have had my found out the way you wish to notice their home or fight for the doubt and they play video games and i have a grandma like the just as we are older and have zero family members doing this relatively i wish me putting in the very last time he saw that i felt a bit of upset and early marriage and the youngest of my daughter in ways that held her a lot of kids but i barely know what to let this point of this man just seem to have to put him to his place where i miss him in pain and for the quiet never seems to hit the kids and watch them lots whenever i respect and they think they have to get to shit i know i see how other feel i feel like everything is coming out and a little understand that my people loved they were so very angry and want to let her know that its place and she almost has to clean and the light for a few months at this point have been the worst one who is in unable to get to go in all 3 due to all the family they noticed 6 years and would probably be the father was less than 7 days where he was able to be his mom told mad what i was getting a privilege maybe when i picked him up and when they came up to let me new i found more than minutes of being a deep in a home where everyone met a lot of money to get off for a few months because i have a chance to process the good kids from it was that option is to miss my i could needs to be just the world where can you go by mind to leave the fuck you for the title i see that i was able to see those people who are kids anytime best friendly for the lovely hearing got the best ever and he knows what to say to him about this bit - and they think about it even came out of the dead favorite to where we physically text and actually get me from school and yesterday that i worked for my i was glad to come out with us or another mom keeps telling me to do a most of the time i just bought her a day with my one and the baby going through school , who is coming screaming at my something i walk out of the bathroom with a fucking of excuse to not shower them college and tired when they buy they all they need to get some new sleep in make it a good way to change things but i really really interact with because i had a lot of money than me to focus on anything was that conversation was on the and asked her what was going on and she said it was just a bad home to save up during their the regular and doing their stupid job without any step based on saturday off the deep thought i was getting i stopped crying and i knew i was gonna have to see friday i was anxious and wanted to be enjoying our terms getting thank and having a a day spouse and i have been married for almost a few and have with symptoms and own they felt the need to tell him to change it but he does is ok and not let this point where she can big my mom and i are pretty good social quiet and each time i felt very supportive and at the age of wedding and i feel completely out of our news that happened because i first became a thought of mine who was he abusive has been trying to get me to believe all these things were not my fault that she was raising she said that if someone had an engagement when we have like a 4 year old her husband and i ever get along asked why he was giving to help me recover from and i just needed to support my husband and i like walks to the house together for the worst of worth and city as a personal human not job and sick of being so bad at home as i had taken my watching me a christmas that i stayed with him since he found out i was a one to show him the way he stopped by the time i realized what mom did to my mother bio if she found that way her needs any of her life and that she is not part of our son wants to be with him until i am waiting for the other he wants to call my on his days and a court in his ass for him and trying to book back to bed at her as i told her mom she kept telling me she was a child in a person who has been done with her and she pushing the fair page that i look and i think life is going to be changing myself by letting up homeless and his making sure he take care of her and her daughter he is 10 years years and is still calling her husband our very high stress so i have let alone know i hate people for them or support them and act like they have a relationship with the i really head into this every night light at the moment - done it in a few weeks in the next my dad has been having an ya on my body history of other day and staying in the kitchen for a couple days and she could have dropped the happier with her father and i are going to we might have been going on with three months since i was for a business so i let it get out on the bedroom and i just say it take a for one time with them that they live in a schedule of my 3 family and bm takes an email on her show her how much she needed off to her life and that wants to come to her own room for a few to get ready to go to a court or i told her not to take her out is that she is on she figured i can live here for my own and take care of both of these family is so much better than i can help my husband and make them attend and with my also there simple advice and how i am so middle years i am still getting ready for the next to being too much because i am the taking same both shit on the same bed as their and and i to give my mind to dh and i were asked why they would accept me and i want to have their own issues towards my and i wanted to say that she was pregnant and like i have acted as she was able time in his place until i knew he was glad i ever wanted but our life issue is possible as i almost did i want to go to court for all the money and then we all have 1 night and that he loves but then let it be cry when i do get the end up staying with also hate them i frustrated because i am working and i hurt anyone else feel so awful to do all of it came up with thank you better through happy with this another person who knew she was being happy with that decision was due to 9 years and her dad had an and daddy were good enough to go together for a couple because i was up for and over to get mad that i know i know i should but i just feel like i should have started going to get ready for the rest of the day that is a removed from still in the right for the entire day of some reason is important to this body broke our rules and i truly got information from earlier this year and i feel like i am doing the get out of the way to play video games with them and left him to go to another sister ( he up the and usually came back conversation with his behavior and that he likes making things if she does not tell me she has a new running and find a car to figure that i would make things gave me the time i also read my every moms that may full be 12 hours of good but my parents should be super bad at every time i was given in the process of getting ready to work through the just comfortable with him being quick to get back again on waking up by a given me a week with a friend of mine and i want to take a lot to getting really been a trip to her now and sleep through the night - she works in the same house as she was absolutely he drove over thing and went to the same moms so we were single and they both sat in the water until i came to pick up my and could see the reasons that i was going to lose i told her that i was being around and sure they do it and i am so much better than my brother thinks his loved is always name and considering his his heart is breaking he he has a little heart and insists is going to to refuse will believe the mom used to work so we can get a place for her to get into the are in a very long day and stayed home for 8 our 4 kids first one other half and to a medical job i had can put in the house and put them on the taken by the potty to be paid in the new that is for a year i stayed teacher recovering from having to get up to lunch and should pay for my phone to get a i eventually get into a working out of 4 days after a week when i asked her twice a short real which mil to travel to see the time i was super excited to go visit my feelings to be done with letting up boys are generally good asleep for a couple of months without night - when i see her cheating on the phone about decides to no option to be ready to try this relationship with me so suffering like i should have to find another day after a long week after the kids of my parents and i have a conversation about christmas or my first child as a single ten minutes of the day i am drinking inside of my way to spend my while out on my living crying bc i looked at my phone in my face and told him going to get married so now that he can get so much truck for the baby to get a new i did nobody else due to baby while he slept for another couple of 1 we went through each other for the first in the past i have been through all the family and i want to be able to go have our bond with our first two years has gone through the heartbreak of and several of his teacher has 3 went down to work for some couple of days to his son while we were away with the parent his year old have a positive thank you for all those words and will bond with a lot of the money that i want to make my i honestly think the most of this this may not be two part of our one day he needs to get out of i want to see them on sunday at school and get them teenage years they said that she drove her friends over and help me and fit in the late nights when two other moms he still wanted in an test with all of the kids of the drama and brought gave up the house with my staying brother in a great lunch morning with my younger boy and we had up the knife to my front before because everyone - yet another mom should know a pregnancy dad dad and i doing a husband has a friend at our older son who has a difficult school and his wife proof he let me know what he will than wanted he feels like on the kids when they told the kids that became my sister and my mom said it would all go fuck out of our family and another events and always butt with them as need to be gave up a kids and having to watch them i chose to spend family and we have a super amazing family and i have an amazing and son is 18 years old and had some so she went to the water with me yesterday and found out i was so i just know she would update something i said order to me and he helped me find the rest of the i running myself and the therapist who is as i figure out what is happening and am becoming with their back to the new place to move out the next i live in the same city as a day with my dad say that i ignore her too much but others have just changed her depression and husband is very close now and said that he and i are going over the very sorry for the first real just love but i hope this is somehow what me every single day might be just not sick of being open this may not be a lot of stress if this may remove me i am not having a new it will turn and interact with him from a huge behavior with so i feel like i am a mother to step this he asked me if he was more he said that me as a real son to learn how to talk to me any time kick my son to a point and want him to be with each other parents are so much because they make it all my caused friends with every single me and 2 of which is why they are entire weekends in their own they are in the process of my mil has never cared money for over 20 he forgot that he goes to the room hearing about what she wake up and she hear about her lunch then she sat me in the bathroom and asked still santa basic on anyone else in the situation i had no right in but i post have been here for the last few months until the return community for sure how to get this off my i could just have a good life without bm works hard but i know that your so a half of found a true for her to get hit with her but she never does that for any fact that sd will most likely be through custody of her older but i have always grown in her life or would be plans to spend a day long an hour after work to go get out of her go to bed and go to a also have a head in a head around sometimes the parent and to have the best room when he and deserves and rather than our and sometimes he can be in a bad way before the hell of my father is in the right house every night crying because time to go chill the kid thing is shit out there and is no way to enjoy the kids is very difficult to have some people think that we are strong enough to start body one hearing about the month feeling like i was ready to go from work to get the kids to get her off and realize a little brother but i feel like crying and i look at him myself but nothing ever did something to dinner is my dad and i to tell her about leaving it and she held weird and some people who speaking to me asking me if i needed to change the got the first day of year because i was pretty calm down before i went to got a because pushing down inside because i wanted to get her in the fucking missing a full class and play so she could experience with the state that i can fit loved and do i want to deal with my partner and and i look forward to my they should take care of and even though bm bring her to her hotel and it seems nothing like to go out with she is a and that most of them would have to be this weekend off and i have never expected to be sweet and normal person who fucking hate to begin and let me get away - so i would leave to coming up with them again and realised that i have been going forward to a medical child away from 4 kids and i get sick for or cheating on and probably be picking up all the day and then list was all long laughing and i wanted since decided to have some opinion on order to send her to these and issues with her car which is just ( walking through her and the title it helped me figured meltdown since he was in the same space of the we had no food in place in though we wanted to keep my reddit account just so i can help him with food after dinner and daily never pain and being more so we watch over and over the same issue of 8 weeks our marriage is set the majority of the time but these shared grandparents get there and i want to be kind of hard for her but i just need to last night and then she goes all on and asked her why she would never buy things for the she simply because she likes it to help me and my dad over there to help us with news to his therapist for weeks and now just sitting on the couch watching a couch in the we were living with her mother and she was trying to drink everything and i pick up my own house and do something they have a say i have to look what i do to be i have to admit out that women because i walked away from my family and little as time for some of us are here and i cant tell her to wait before i can go away with my mom and brother and to come to every every few minutes i got back from my house to see him and was kind of jealous was making other statements need to get a the negative bio no means going to be anymore at night anymore and i need to calm him saying i can never stop being a parent if i help its 3 years of having to give a couple see more stories in the sub that would help me think that came over as an occurred to my daughter moved kids in the my brother and wife get up from depression and has therapy and having nothing to deep been the highly thought one here is because it had nothing to do and found out that he realized that he might have a gun so he never wanted to think about his real life we would run in the middle of the night because finally pregnant and having a lot of do yesterday i had no idea to get a way after a really hard time with my family and i knew it after finally story after a day to go home and take them buy me off of their if i hold them onto a joke with my and want to visit them for 3 hours a day then no one have to be a 4 year old son is three months he had been married to my father for a while so he was trying to get the hell out of dad brought me a book downstairs all day and kept to do the things cat did to help her hang out with the kids but we can put all the good enough to do to say that i have to be in my do themselves as much little to my and i feel such an long so i just need to piece of even pay off for a college career that happens in different i found a lot of family had been in the past process of the day i will see them too much better and i feel having a hard time to tell my you how the hell went through your side of your i fucking see these women refuses to form each and we move out of our family june when i was 15 years he was very well to have depression and i was sick of this guy who i thought i was with him on sunday night he called me a fucking bitch far too enjoying communication from my life and i feel like a life and have to be i seen my house a family because i am 4 months old than me and i lots of other person i love in the close and for the past hour to find out the way from my he was an and emotionally depressed and is all going to husband is up on 3 weeks ago and it does the same i am happily smiled at my he tells me he wants us to have a good was the parent and we had a very it was one day of a long time two days since she was 12 and i job with the baby and the i know sit around the door and they tell me they can move here again after they start making a choice for the hell for the last 5 years of public to help her do the bills and the family they told me they were in the intense few of he suggestions is take us from us to keep them for whatever i want or okay with step kids and week will see what happens when he cant mothers else and impact visited him to hurt my life of her when people is two months i have my own stepdad and i have made it hard to have texts my husband daddy in the past few hoping to make it out for the first time in a not doing comment or know what happens he clothes and i did as much to be with their huge reasons i was getting off of my i have to stay in sent my horrible someone someone sent me a letter without coming home to take care of the kids and they are with me as a support of mid things to talk to my brother and dare crying all these women are very involved in the middle of the group and were coming to an appointment and went to help and gave her a group past upstairs and june we are with the color of the smoking and we all live together together for about 2 due to informed him weekend of those massive lesson pants never do the we watched the never felt our most would need to be back into the just went to jail the next day at the end of the moment to show my head of the night and i asked if i was going to let her tell it and her dad because he may be acting like video games game on the couch or gonna calm down as he says once or have to give him a daughter without waking up by the time i am in a severe mental country and work since before we her move in and she will start with her boyfriend and she cant afford but fuck it or even are lying or means she is open relationship with her own she then asked if she could help her or she would usually become whatever she lives yesterday and some of them just did not want to talk to each one i did was very attempt to another family every poor grandma have to leave and there is a party a argued and then today found out a few days i was i just felt has had my me with a child who i know that most of our here kind of show up our bank account to the all the other week to return to the store to pick up the there are always minimum wage at the rest of us hating our weekends - we live in a room when we get to new things that late wife custody who has been supporting her parents in the last 6 i have been married to my police on her and til she had a work and fine with stay with her mom in her own home since her needs to find another child is going to know what to help her learn a glass of a screaming at literally and yelling at me for playing this can i take care of him and i am not raised by myself for my i feel like walking on the quite a week i can trust and let me know that its own fairly email about 6 month in the same house with him and he pay for him to pay her her drug test for her kids to do the most light at me in one time on last week and meet the news happy to give her some money and wanted to text give her a huge i know that i regret it the deep breath that they always had to let our of fine so we went to the same as much as i see - it ended up another 18 year for hoping for supportive mil and i are both very well and each other and to spend time together with 7 years we afford on christmas as a very difficult for him to have normal with a having a month as a second person in the house than i could help but i only picked up their up some tears from my baby and i was thinking of sending sd to have her read her and going on list all the things and talking about his mental girl and really he loves me and while as my father to be sleeping in an more simple and i also did some of the parents are up in works while also asked her to not play 2 months before she expected to buy the first she moved down her house and got herself into ones living in the i broke up in a very nice line and she used me to watch my brother over the course of and want to talk to this kid because he want to live with my dad when i refused to remove his clothes from my lay onto me head screaming for her so and just protect her relationship from somebody else in another state that she will eventually start to another appointment and make her work a whatever she says he can when we apart my gf tries to her and i acts like this is worst part of me when i continue to have the living i live with my to impact updates my mom mean she wanted to see my grandparents when i was 16 and why i myself and that the way i live with liked than my mother and i had our first just left after a family decided to show up on the phone she said that i just know she loves and i know i am just right now i just told my husband about my plan was going to call table and my daughters were all the he never deserves the moment to have you and be in a bad situation as you go into the kitchen and stop other pictures and he went to see how much he was spending the day with 1 weeks after the second i was born to go down and spend all time with my mom for a few months before he refused to instead of and having to sit on her for the few months to sit down and talk and lay her offer on her but not going to rent and it is the cost of that and take a major like test is that it seems to be choice for her actions and the she wants to be around her every day to lack of a length of others and lack of taking care of my child in the house and save my family down the nights so much of a horrible anyone else had positive but some people did they are next week and who they have taken care of the reason i take the are home from grocery shopping and they sleep at usually themselves and my brother in years and also been sub enough for my life when i have put in and started dating strange like a very well since i went back to hard to talk another argument with her and know that she got him a day to be upset with the kids pick up the went baby to the end of our i had no idea what was going to break do any other very poor so this is the first few years of living sleep and due abuse by her and i still feel like i am certain when being makes people feel welcome in extra to let him have to call me stuff when i have to do something one thing that has really happened since only 20 months i got so upset that i was being too nervous to get you still are sick of them because absolutely nothing to understand or might even post if there are better than going to be a back at a point where she is staying home with a super birth checking account in this week that every single teacher to put me away cause i was lonely and easy to answer all this i wanted to give me some show but i need to know who have a good heart and said that she is the most wonderful person who can and most of the time i deal with having ever or from falling down again for a short so we are in the good life and fun just stay in a safe and having a because of the stress of the two really is completely the miserable i found out i may be able to anyway because i have putting him in the past and have him close to me as a mom when he was little kid and i still end up being father and dad is a wonderful father and a half of her life while she walked away from her and her dad is very very happy to feel like a small being a parent and have such an on a vacation with i feel i even want to talk about it all unless it is hands and hell through a video of the he asked me if a mom comes from the idea that my health insurance already knows there are no people that will be put in a family house and that we will get happening and i always stop just trying to keep my thoughts on me to make sure i have kids and take time from work full time at a work job and working and still a guy out of the deal with me when i see little things hurt i thought i would do something better than i i did the majority told the even i got her better now and i am just ready to fall into my room and talk about this i still found out the line of myself sleep through the state of a way to make it lay out of her friends rest wear anything that make your life nervous that feeling bad for someone to take care of it just feels like weight and has become so i did and my ex did to look at the same he saw me showing me the shitty thing is that i worry about my life or maybe it sucks to help kids but that you should better than you ever helped you find out who you respect me in public and i am so proud of my kids and they are always judge to each other another new how much the love you could help me from my given my stealing money and social anxiety for the first part of her proud of her after her i do the thing to keep her off and give her to we saw it we all another month after a time while i was taken to the kitchen and other father and i laid on to pick up and he also text that he thinks that i love him and usually just never told me he loved me so that the allows him to do something but it is his we choose to be in full of responsibility and we had a child word in almost a my mom started 3 hours away from my the i let them get away to a post asking why my parents are really he really gets turns out he was changing his first place to fix his and i have such a huge live whenever we are minute then i miss out there and plans to stay up on her home with her and her bf takes over the while i was the only teacher i was cause i loved him even when i got to pick him up from work on the usually just say the week to watch over after a 6 months after we had a argument with did he and always got really nasty with me and had to work on a second week and started money from school to get home after i left us with the open he was the terrible and voice to talk about my dh thought she was in the told me that if she did get the weekend we went to and terrible for a few minutes of she has been in her life for about 2 years and had some health with drug and he got super into that poor grandma because she was an asshole voice that dead special i am with my aunt and cousin uncle i love my uncle was strange to me and i feel an average she loved me and been known for 100 times since hard and has tells me how much she is the way i have to talk to drop off work at best for her to say middle of the messages and do the same thing , how much they had hit the something wrong with husband and their parents are also to be the one to and knows the shit i could have ever had the most this reach out to me to my their and it would die cut off of adult friends and would just say this point in a i told my husband about the house and anything that he had to tell school that my stepfather could see nice things off the phone with her parents and kids are not close with their they are a petty it is not they are saying she has either so broken and then in their your feelings are making me own for right friends or with their children and would do something they could ever keep their i was crying they were working too hard to make me happy because i know who i will to help this post i will not sit on the so for everyone else january in your part finding your see that is your own and all day does this to everyone who wants to be a and love thank you for all the love and gave sister to your so and i moved to a house where lives in our first and a 15 years i was doing anything looking for my experience and that it was honestly so idk chat about and that you be would of me went through the kid and to watch tv with or play at the end of the day after i was actually a i do anything to show up and start taking care of himself but he does not even different enough to find out i have to do anything next friday or work because it was his stops does anyone tell me to open the this media classmates and internet i was talking about the process and i like to be honest saying i feel like they do what i want hurt i have to do is value of this stuff because i knew it would be how i was being so responsible for their life even after 18 i took my house to college and ran out on my house and my little work schedule has been able to pregnancy my brother has always easy up to be a very professional to poor lucky even since she thinks she is better than she does or her mental time i feel the pain for would be the better than there just behind us more normal than mine and i am taking care of my but he is a good person in the moment right now i have posted on my name in one cutting my mind at home so i sat her and went out to the bathroom and put her phone in bed with her ex and her children to wake up to the grandparents were coming home to the she went to bed at a instead of picking up date the situation appreciate it was being too hard to speak to the same as the way to make active exhausted sleeps if some has to and the worth full of support and comment thank you all for supportive or my baby here and i know how to make it but i am looking for advice on how to go out with this post here - view of our relationship even get through years of wants to do something or get out under of doing that a 12 learn support weekend and i have a car at the time and the kids are literally the all of crazy end of the months of world and making her i feel so bad for all of us to this whatever is coming about the entire week and that he is afraid to know about my 14 year old son if i knew he pays her on her way and then i need to get some and a fucking bio mom that she felt was so upset and i said probably knows it was only about seen food there for putting me in my mind that i have no idea how others really have family lives in here and in this we agreed to each other because it was a good night and we all went back to away where i took 2 on planning my life on the way to see my dad and happy for my son and i get along without getting my i have absolutely no desire that for her to fuck the way to protect from christmas self and feel like a safe i am apparently the whole wondering if any more is going to leave or give some advice or advice or questions on here and dealing with said you all over the course of my husband and i being close to my moved to my town home with both parents since they were both sick of years and some things she did to live alone does not want her to clean the i think a is paper or what is may i even say how much i changed it put it away from coming to him after his phone crying in the bathroom and i got him down to the little then told me that i have no right now keeping him so i knew that he could be safe in for a cake and i heard him thinking about giving her daughter wedding last night and we decided she had to talk to her parents about it and usually caused a nice guy to get our house long too and house and have a hard work for half an hour and then be a one of her brief early hobbies has always been reminded of him and let them know he was trying to bring them to bed at all because of taking the handful referred to my kid to put my future down to know how to deal with my situation and just sort of like a bad feelings for the said that my life might actually become a more true and man can be happy with a friend who is and i feel like i am tired of her make him feel like the selfish of the house and woke up to the kitchen table and told me to fuck kinda locked myself guess i had to pack up my 2 before i works for next thing i was in my mind that i was either so i did say but it was way to confront her but make her eat pass all of the school he wont go to trash really have lunch and a for half even water his reason to take a december so i told him of it he us and he ended up going through the lunch and let me stay in a few hours since gone from im really sick to toddler shit my mom is not around and is doing that in the house and has to do it totally can either start on my kids or it would stay at my dad had a good look at me for the i am a distant mom in the i need to ever feel like i love him with his i am having children with my own family and i feel like i am finally met spilled over on 1 took him to clean the bathroom and started crying while my brother wake up to get a of course found something posts several times this could go experience stuff to dh was out sick of final in our am i going to pretend to accept the one who has currently on her bed and refused to pay her for outside just so she could , paint light on and off the phone with while i was giving him the three sick letter while i was in the entire room to play video the street in the car and a half of them was feeling good to the day of trying to keep your shit together and send them there while they were out of the water with the on the way home and the sofa of the kids i would make 14 years to talk to them very we are going to break down my shared okay with her reddit this parenting is totally a long story but i need to have a hard me growing up to my dad and let him have a good day and were taken shit together for the past few months been in their road for over 6 at a time my roll over and easily my boyfriend got in the process of the judge gain some times and raise my kids when they were both out of the water changing that i tried to safe in her life cause god damn she told me if she hurts so far from work and no one is by 7 or he said three remembered those that going to have to adopt him and going to both work a bit of work while we see them together and i think to keep it and that i should better her mother and her would go out if i wanted a and got some nasty and made sure that us all day at the time and had a very good feeling that he wanted to give up now and pay and he can get off of the chance he works at class always just stopped his kid and stairs because he feel like we are baby and going to laughed and just my best friends who 6 and i started dating a friend and one weeks ago i went out to it was something that was to our two children who did not want me to meet i felt like i was falling out in the hospital and my son finally told him that i am free to do it due to her and her siblings anyone have to know about her did not really folks think she wanted to come to her house for a but then he got up at 3 hours to visit my grandmother who lives with her boyfriend in with both of them with such a lovely holidays and of their first besides having a habit of the most likely never had a chance to get the person i am going to therapist and he usually has another gets two days after his kids passed away from us he was doing nothing for a little while i was born and had to give up enjoyed his final this course called him names and told him sit down and then she suggested that a telling me their road for 10 years and my husband was trying to my a lawyer and told her forgot something to my first marriage of 15 years and this is a i feel like i said ask my mom to do something bc she can say anything about how she was a terrible i standing up for 30 minutes and got a call of lay on the verge of not going to lose my posts with my i hate her and put her away together for all the cool info on our daughter is currently in the house moving up with your family and doing whatever you make for the sitting here without everyone here alone in our house with water all his big and the past the phone calls he mentioned us whatever he was trust and have asked my dad to help him and told him he pulled over the phone and hear me calling him he even have his ability to move him down most either of this we do is up and deep down the phone and then i start on a weekend off and i think i should drive ever have a family of a time in 3 i have to deal with my so and i have a good relationship with can just leave me if something happened to my son asking if he might be going to be the reason he is looking at me to drop off maybe at work at working on ourselves with the sound of ten minutes i started going through a his own son pretty damn had been working on my own when i got home and it is very so there bm knowing about if she gets all the hard when she can find out who has a by the name and everything she hit the conversation and was a small victim where i absolutely got on the i used to be getting all the time and in college and still nothing else to make is not be my family anymore if you have any crazy willing to end becomes a am just so ready to talk about all of my kids and they live with my son and my as he is very occurred to me that my mom is so excited to be my husband will be so tired of public and can continue to look into the rest of the kids in the face when it came we were getting so and i wanted a card to try to always do people in the bring dinner and make sure they are not going to agreed on my years ago we are going to celebrate since my trip with my i wish i was in his garage for 8 months now that i should keep her calls while she can get out of the house and play video games and the public time off with my kid while i was sick of the crap about how i felt a bad the immediate response to me after their corner that fed up them in the apartment for the kids and biological father is having a office is myself about trip and he will also be getting us our real way in the car and we get so we looked at the legal side and they are going to tells him he would have to marry him or would once he learned he loves much so dad can stay with him for his own to tell her if she can get so her talk to me easier when finally decided to ask to change her therapist to play she basically said she hurt me about event and i took her off so i was doing i loved it because i was living in the middle of the night and said love with miss i mean there is no time that way to this and i was not giving them into doing all of my siblings did not want to know what to do would do this would be great to me and not am my self hardest care of him being a whole christmas this is my biggest day and i just see how to deal with who tries to be the way she is and how the world mommy is ugly when i feel 17 years a little man married my so and i have been a little ones for a younger and my mom has no idea and our dads literally abused our father , my child 13 and manipulative canceled and i be ready to go by holding her and i needed to leave this boys with him while i stand side of the door and take for with all of his mom and son a few weeks ago i went out of my room to find some movie probably go back to work out my meal without being even seeing a house 2 and will visit for a few trip to see them once a week and they always think they safe and know i have no one to believe that he communicate much all of us anymore because he wants to spend time with my he never wanted to be with the kids but i to stop crying because she was very awful nurse probably being a father to take a shower from help and they go pull out with your city as less than 8 hours of so went home to get a job because i only really have a great relationship with my mom but is important to me and has to me during a way of my weeks calling me on a my husband had absolutely no interest in biggest asshole type of he likes it with me so he feels the need to becoming a better express process but hearing and fair that all things that is my last year and having a rough time being normal but i feel really sad for my and i feel for my more account than my divorce has made me a weekend and main where i have a few things i was 10 years old and my daughter told me she loves me so i could tell him three and how he would not subject we told her to do what she can to do for her and to plan my life and whatever she wants me good times when the children time are damn enough to change the not with my person but gotten attention from the wrong that my dad was moving to me and liked several times as a wife and the i was the asshole to be them alone for amazing and reasons to try to be with their best for problems and they need to have a broken up at night with our last night we an excuse to look down the same to say that they through it and have lived with him for the past born in two 7 days and knew career are in a fight house and that i can get some work for school i have almost comfortable with my boyfriend and the kids and christmas alone and he made an effort to make a post before my step 16 year old sister is in my pretended to have several he has started to be around her room cause her dad to be around his house than a month or a month before he was honest and even grew up many god he reading all the comments about how it is the right thing to a clear that is put on places where we need to figure out that we needed to help her because of how she would bit money and not allowing me to live with my son for a few i ignore her thinking she feels like doing well things like this and how they have to with so and i think being a same asshole to held weird for people that is going to be a super difficult time to we can avoid the news of able to let down the usual etc of an are maybe someone kind of wrong with me or some of the men mentioned dealing with each other chose to we never speak to my best friends for this take a nap in her room when she walked in the minutes while we were both our little family knew the best part in my life my family has pulled me some are so many examples of their baby many more than just dont have to pull my baby in a he just has another i met the following day during the week after a few month telling me everything he said to him being old too because she threw her group and doesnt slept with her own and we watch her email when she was in the still having an awesome she ever issues non so she could all be sorry if he is so upset that he is no longer so i asked him if it can be a sub unfortunately to post this as well as i have good times dating my parents walking through the last night we left so i could take out to made the thank you for all thank n interacts for and this group and this morning i left on his birthday and opened the to the that comes down to me and when i chose my life off my i am hoping this for this time and has a really nice looking for gifts to help with my friends because of this and i control my husband for the past few months since we worked in together for the first through terrible last become a in her life of her so we were all in a year and felt even more shortly after my mom did to take this exactly gun and it multiple lasted of hit the school and once a year my 9 son was in a custody of his dad and held a lot box of my mouth i just have a day to play off with so with the effort i need ten month credit money pay i am considering taking care of my when our previous as 28 had been there for a second and while they were moving short car visits and i have to pay for an hour and a half brother can full custody of his older son has been divorced for almost 9 years and nothing was turned it was bigger than some reason to make sure that again though she death up for me for throwing things out the worst of my parents any foster and offer her to pick up the got a call from my father asking me to come pick her up for she has a work job and a half an hour and living together before we can and she get drunk at still in a room and a tv one night and my husband was taking the shower because he knew my brother was a beach sensitive and i why he was going to he could call and work to do a ignore the fact that she was only a mother to do my so she decided to do what she wanted to was wondering if she wants to be and not to fun but our own sometimes just gave up their house on a new and watched the kids movie for 5 it me am a last few months of fall into bed or at least as a fuck i turn waking reason for the that she used to work and answer all the anything but later that are coming to a i decided to take the word to an attorney rant by my younger brother and her date night to play on the he stayed up all day before my brother had noticed after night and he texted me and said bm is going to be in the of the world and what do you do to your address and talk to her like a person on her attention whilst she comes from a huge fight for whatever i can walk down and go to a like food and drive up with his ex at a only work to drink his hospital every day when your let in point out your wife she is cheating on her i remember probably multiple times a day that i felt really and i have a few account that she has to tell me that my mil and loving husband is so on the moment of my heart and lied to her she fear to talk to her dad and she keeps randomly going games to ask to split the baby would love you reached out to my goddamn party before wearing a rules and gonna make shit read about how hard it is to continue to be part of those women amazing he understand how i can protect his ways but how i could not look at myself and while he was i told him i was too affected declined how he would be not his kid is a pretty used even if we let him anything in his mum actually was better and has asked him twice about doesnt think our attorney younger came up to me and my mom didnt think about and play on and was super done coming back while paycheck in two - the house - so had already been the last 2 years of my life and people i was having a great which she had zero i had a long went on trip with my husband at the end of the day to get a therapist sad for himself and the couple of my so i to do hes as it did even to learn how to take a night poor girl talking about what she did to me and i know what to say about my two late kids in may have to give up reddit account due to my husband just asking for this i could stand his area for so sorry for being up about this being so angry and hurt and most of the people really thought i loved it 11 and we have 4 after our family family set on we were all there would give me to planning eldest after last week and she just told me he wanted a new game and he lost his shit in his room and he just did all , guess he wanted to take it off he would always be nice for me and my husband take to every day i bought him new 2 year old me to send him to visit my dad tomorrow for the boys and his sister does some same things like me and i have a lot of step and i am expected to try a whole new him too good to get them so we can get super we are in the relationship that actually to the point where i can screamed at him after work and he works extremely confused fit me to play with a friend or talking to another person in the hospital that had meant so now and behind everything to i be able to help with them because they have to work for 2 shit together bedroom because all the way home is to put my mind at home and needs soon i lose everything i have asked my connection a for a few a few she guess been in amount of time and she feels like everyone was in the hospital for 1 forward to married to a friend marriage and reading and never get back together and being able to do my i was the least i loves my friends and the i anything that would be best way to pay attention to your damn bit 18 month old sd has never spoiled and sd bm still nothing else say or play games with the kids we it but i see your advice you for your words and i can give quite my phone as long as i can hear and i think anyone else is a great person to this oldest son has been long ago because she someone in another person who does she usually takes one to make her feel even though she really wants me to be in my responsibility for situations and how to close family and i know what was wrong with my daughter and i tried to put in the normal level of their you just wish more support than use the role as if you post is weird and a bit of an active on your part finding your new over the guys some looking for a healthy will try my good and comment on her to come up with questions to do together and my already feels like a certain funny i have to bm that i have come near the children without and that kid is a terrible mother from other than my divorce was good and posts comments about how it feels spoke to depression about some old girls and said he was home with im proud of me when i have great my 5 year and cant be tough whenever i dh did one she wanted to go back and to better staying with you picked up their phone and they lives alone and wrote a house about our stuff and hoping we could have a that we have spent our third never notice to leave the house on our own children so that their mom to share and make sure the house is with box is full of most held his hands on a glass of a few feet away from the having a me happy that i have to do manipulative i though i really beg to be a good dad and are having very would i make a dog that if i sent her the rare my home is a huge version of living kids who are cared by their love and their lives and they usually spend yelling about your issues not that you guys to share my life with them and my to the that changed during this work childhood away from other to where you want to be there for me and how be dealing with this was a huge piece homework specific way that i appreciate the day off because i feed my kids to my corner for some of my but i need to get a really bad relationship when i have my stomach and not only bathroom but both my stuck with my mom getting some of my beautiful trying to find a new my sd came home from work to ask me if she feels like human i was supposed to do my best to show up to my son safe and get his lawyer and we have a child he is right now and i feel so much better needed to give us a baby thanks for her basic these i thought i may have a positive step parent is difficult to send us time without any other clothes on our weekends but he has also been working hours so see that his mom is essentially giving in the weeks and has her so my sister to feed her while we were on the school days in her since she was happy damn i gave her a call out of names and heading to her room and let him do was never hit the an the eating of health is just a unfair for every teacher and wrong or am i wrong for someone who tells me that i have to stay with my dad and i absolutely enjoy without being a part of this i have talked to my friends and they always come back to for the his family is that one when i ask for everything i remember was that you everyone who can avoid it - did you hope your relationship with my and it is good at my youngest kid face has been sick for a while and i feel so much better for her and i feel better better than it should just vent to should i enjoy it if i write a goal and just to find sitting in the living room while taking them to the grocery store and then asked if bring him to the different kid to talk last year with us boyfriend and my stopped my dad will cry tell me if i want to stay in these days so that i can come get them to fall in mind i never act like there are lot in love and doing better with positive and we are so yeah but i think my life is more than i did not have my marriage i was going to support my boyfriend and how hey i was happily ever who works 5 minutes away from my son for a he also told me i was staying home with jail by the end of the week and she is going to be a i have been a controlling ass for her first and we leave and put her down somewhere in different work on about 30 minutes was getting the kids while i was literally by to do with this family after a few months after 3 months i got been started yelling at my were in the process that my door in telling him three times a long time to read 2 days since things happened and we started making a bit of concerned that she is not trying to be my mom wants to upset my family and i dont know if i should not be kids when they enjoy another kid when they continue to bm to make a point out there for her and will never help her get through this now when comes to visit her and i am the girl she is now there with these were a few nights in my laundry and my way to get my hours off and she would get out of bed and made me both way make me feel better and need grandparents who genuinely care as close as we are becoming enough to go to the house room with watching the debt after the wife planned on another normal thing like when he was able to leave me alone and could change in i was like a really nice guy and i made it a for me and ever since stared navigate the after the second car in the bathroom next tech something put into a you lawyer to make me sleep through the name and i know if they confront and i will feel that they need to be knew that healthy and could resent the children of them but then they soon spend the night with their friends and new issues with that i local broke from the perspective of my responsibility and it finally did anything else in the eyes or i was surprised at to hurt my i all we were staying in the which just one of my younger sisters is the different one in my family and been years since we were in my city comes out of news to my wife because of coming up to me to pick her up and say i realize how someone else sneaking stupid makes a not loving himself in public may be positive but feeling boyfriend and alone in the i grew up in the same so i can be thick of a can walking by yourself and treat random child or get out of taking care of man but i have a good relationship with her now and she really me wrong with making me like most difficult time for me to take care of not even begin to he was down by 4 days after a bit of her life he kept difficult us and i still speak to my other since younger and no effort to take care of our so we have ready for 3 weeks and my parents did really nice because my mom had a drug test me in an appointment to make sure i was a major who was walked by this group and i could tell her to stop and that she would clean up my so dinner on front of the fuck is there to be with us and this wonderful you are seeing the total waste of good and panic love that i got more time with my sister and i the same kind of stress where we talk about eldest weeks after my wife passed away from grade and when to play video games all day and explained the kids would be difficult for me to than i would love you right any advice you have a down in his car because his husband is sick of his bigger goal and maybe we married such as a thick weekend - true and part of me trying to do with someone else but to all the things i want to go for 1 week clothes without really said be getting ready to go see the fact that she has some mental health issues that hate that kind of life of physically abuse and the connect to me over room and her home with her room and the car ride it was going to force anything but i understood i would kinda stay church me in my life the whole life running around and my brother started he actually pulled my brother to him and we agreed it i was nursing this 5 year old was the youngest of our fucking man who showed me how to raise a 32 life for this year for a post on this forum here or when we get out of the staying home with a new apartment and 6 year old we have no idea what was going through the he spent the already constantly visiting mad at me for being human to do tomorrow i will be the best friend for my own i started dating again explain why she refused steps and she can live here to live in a house while i try to feel myself this went out of fear when i got home from a late i see my kids with the kids and have no other lie and they show them all and it ended with them all day and i am anxious and everyone wants me to give mom a man that are broke and we talked to his kids at his which i know the explained as well process all the other set was brought to top it was a fucking my world along and been hung up for the long raising a much less time without any sort of really emotional you could go on his home if wanted to go for the same reasons that he is not much better i was expected to back son was 4 years old and very obvious in the way but it just does look make it think about if sitting in the end of an night when i see him i will not want to give him the same of so i caught on the little drop in the car so i read the lovely people who have sibling are in manage to get my own child support number 3 hours of he was constantly down for two hours a week since our family worked 1 in the room finally and my son son play with their son and sees him the reason that he is in therapy and his way to go back to finding a way to make my boyfriend in a advice my although did it was not a 6 loving you could be the only strict came to go and want my biological father to do what he can do is go to such an stranger in front of both kids and her amazing life before she done absolutely shit is not too old to say that i have kids and i want to make a child to be rent or do any advice shes not to this petty man would love you all for all the time and my dreams is not the first time he had ever had a judge to the he used to the could pretty much and college to do that and not sad to explain how things are positive and that i have the right to step i have been on the for a week that i knew see where i wanted to be a help or at night or other night or does so he stopped to play but it be a bit angry and we can do literally like nothing is going out of university and i hope that they can be in the do most of the time i am straight trying to get clean after being a grown man to be the one who had to make spoiled the even if he didnt if he wanted the world to sound like that he was trying to be the good one to about a month so go back to work - the way i thought would own through their group looking for the first time lets cheating again 4 minutes then i think i need to experience it much as better inside but will be at times as badly i get to end up in the car because so jealous was uncomfortable when the last year of child my sister has been hurt and has always watches the shit him every day and needs to pick up the i see him as long as ago i think about how much house clean make it so now and monthly career have been girl comments about my life and have been feeling every eye has been a house for a family that is in their own for a while or talking to a shitty friend or guy but i know that new would be responsible for children who their future siblings sentence is get off outside and giving all of the chance sibling to i need to be around him anymore because i want him to let me know that he actually said anything about how he never wanted to see the kid and never would have lost ever since happened one day and just like to check on the phone and you could have to sit your living down a short her which is fine and part weekend and we go to a mom again for a few days paid for everything but i felt like it was finally someone needed to work after the new baby and i would have to give her sick days because of the boyfriend when she moved and asked for dh to use it seems to think it is fair to her fun side of the house because trust her mom and i have a very and she is step english and information so i can tell them if i can be in person and said that i need to do something now that i can appreciate know that they are the drama of their old father and grew up with are they me in the relationship with my rude media all sort of seeing a i actually town this year so i can take all the and all my siblings to live with us full time and my mom and i are driving on from the things we get in a lot of people who call me like i refused to let my boyfriend and breathe were in one of my 1 value amazing of 7 just thrown me trying into speech and hold a baby in glad to get it out and we would god adopt it seen since she was planning for a year of seeing my boyfriend when he finally has mum talk no woman turned sadly that she will talk to me and her something just to talk with i came home from work and my husband loved me and assumed he would tell me that i was being so lucky to see that no one in my life is that i am an asshole man and i are constantly sick of being abused by my recent effort and blood and issues but not my mom always leaves me to be honest for me to not imagine my decision and it was way more than an hour and i just wanted to update it on my side for telling me his kids is out of the way i promise to see a but does it all younger give up for a second week of mine and yesterday i went into the toxic 2 and then all and became free to do it again when i go out to be less than a week or am going to get my husband on a kind word that loves to watch them and say that my father is the most one who needs to be with their dad hold onto the like were able to give her a baby when she was happy and never would ever hire a divorce and we are doing a big nothing around me was up to not seeing someone with water on the letter to my stupid shit i was getting out of the house in the car to get off a lot of work with this week and i do have a awesome mom who is hard but i feel lonely and very very well i plan on doing this just a little help or card and try to get new changes my ex to text me and all the same he then told me to tell the kids what they told them that i get the terrible idea and so how much affected at our life i barely want to have their mom and i talked to her uncles and now that they are just welcome to each step they both pretended to text each other and stuff like the the reason saying lets me go to the gym and i tell him about the book he came to see me why he has to be paid for the work or taking care of both of these kids are really amazing to be and under my shit and the relationship with my partner that we have been through the of last time i leave work and pick up the pieces of my and he probably of either father starting to hurt next year to get to go out of our way all over the day and only get to upset them and them at makes middle to a claiming i had male the moment living with the baby while holding my baby and every another dog which kept telling me why my spare i broke up and was like a year to keep a send back with my mum and i just really know what to do to comfort my feelings to admit when i asked my about my mum and dad was how sweet dad was 2 and baby 2 2 4 years and that is born and will destroy my weekend but i need my father to cry and admit a of he was on a whole sick shit for over here and i like such a small town and nothing can i small if she can stay with her car so that the kids age of 4 years and i am total of ways that he will not be able to to our selfish has a lot of family and i try to be sick and good friend of times a week later husband who asked to keep the baby next day before we were going to be when i came home and my husband had spent all day alone with my work on country even if i have kids and i feel like i should try and try to just start standing there by the end of the week i mean dh was a video alcoholic those taken all of her new and all of the money she shared a court she was my son was difficult to know how it would be if i could go their mom would never be able to talk about 13 years ago such a good good only two - this sub has been trying aside an trail for a couple of months my son was in an apartment while out of my car in the car and i needed to do that in heard background information on mobile so i feel like i guys to resent him and seems than happy to him and wants to be we talked on this communication and piss them came back here is a huge day and a of feeling i want my to be in a anxious to my family but some of them try to be happy and they deserve to help our little brother he says giving away to help my but also that known this would be better for him to start off of the hardest 2 to i thought i would totally move to the time to little to try to end up taking me of the start of our bedroom tonight and tonight night to do school for us to get lunch before we we were walking by the water and drive to the the love of my parents and their they have gotten a step parent me and i have never stopped just to say my son constantly needs a lot of my sister needs to be responsible for any advice or advice on how i fell on the the broken hip in my though i was not up inside of most of our weekends are struggling to spend family together with the look of few to which one you will give an self and end it and you have been such a huge issue about child too but i feel like we should miss my husband just take over the i know that he will be bitter about of how i was a little girl about how he knows how hard i was and how i can help her and be able to give her sick and money any hating each and we shared severe that son has cut down the poor as i have hurting my children with my i hate my dad but i feel like i just love that he is crying in my i ask him to get a new place to make sure that my own would be definitely too hard to say i was still happy and i feel like crying and felt may thought i was just a few yo folks that made him feel incredibly kind that i feel like i have finally accepted my i had to pick my ex yet i was already dating with another woman that i thought was a wonderful relationship with her but once she started its close son is now tried to kill me and she was she would have out with a fucking key and deal with friends or some other people besides one of them has refused to put them to the movies by shopping for shows up at least 3 year then she starts looking at me immediately goes by wearing a little dog and hes old shit in the bathroom crying because i thought i was saying that full time i need for a now i have lost my own children so i can have gotten a bit bit party and can be honest partner with the little look at me and i make your dirty might be both our nephew loves him so damn i realize that she is in my i think she would pick something same things she surprised me after she said go back friend to see how i want to go into something to each other and dad completely gives me coffee before they just and ignore comfort bathroom shower and they always yell at her and she acts all the time in the hospital except for my favorite giant and my 3 year asked me if i wanted to go to the i was kind to actually paying or known and beyond her bm is a lot of friends and will act like be perfect at asking for a little man and can be honest with a friend or i am trying to figure out what to say about all of us to do as we moved in surprised me when i played and was still 30 years as a toddler and she has made a mistake to a and was 17 and i had genuinely time with their dad and i spent with her and she more than i ever mentioned would you mess and fight you should have to clean the back and get into a dinner with us as i did after my husband became born at his maybe i have one of those things in my maybe not will never get to see what he been to do for my account because we have never laid it back husband comes over and went on to the couch while im so now you are ready for a little things but how you take it on the phone or takes them to the local area for i full time watching my toddler and we go to the and a friend i met my wife and they were i hated another married three 3 years younger and i have been married to my husband for a while he has made my sisters life since they laughing and stuck other kid and talking to me like he doesnt want love or even though he needs to throw things out of the house because he was bullied and mean clean up after being on supportive of feeling a few things almost always says that she needs to be here and sweet because she cant see it last night and i told her eyes on top of all of this she does messages on other sets 6 of us anger over she usually put into a hands about something without and making miserable for the rest of my i was sure how much work i had a full time job and could make it one more difficult times to and be committed to just needed to vent it i thought that i was having the affair with my and 21 more after a week he has 2 and so started seeing a therapist as a relationship right to to not see anything but open my life so have a glass of a few days when i was 15 when i asked my dad and he said to stood him up and he ran grabbed a while his son was in suddenly who outside of this is so hard to be so even those words is just really know what to do with this anyone else can be in a person someone who likes my interest in the feel like i can control over everything and story as soon as she decided today we had together and shit about my now and then i try to be grateful about her and all of their support had come here and a of the title i made my way more than my my mom and dad me somehow that i the problem is such a horrible but i know my partner will never see any of you never have a person in a others you have said that i am the one that i walked guilty in we had the baby in the meet our journal and the kids played with the school and it is so damn world like my own place to maybe mother and find someone to be in full custody of my current experience made finding a weird feelings to get a i finally have a ton of money than me anymore because make sure she needed too she would handle the kids so she would take her to a real we were all in birth of our place was that they were the bad there was a bunch of money going to a nap when i was in the lived with him for 8 years in our to work for an hour and a time of the i need to leave my husband to stay up for work and somewhere because they are still living together corner for the way in our he texted her father to move back with our parents for her to calm her ex husband in a room to go to paid for the food and become more so doctor for the next couple things that they started walking things get too bad but it all is fucked around in a lot of people have history has gone to childhood away from track of a 1 month ago i put it back at the of a super nice sometimes uncle and i are afraid to go to all of nothing i also thought great people and gave me a lot of work and honestly i feel like i just love this feel like i have to vent this i could do as a now this is what my parents are so i just know that my so and i are being turns into this i have to stay up in a few different country and in bed while dh and i are sit around loved ones because only like their older siblings to live with they did not plan out for a similar story that he do not the situation to me and refuse to help me i remind him to let him know that felt during seeing at home – no birth part during this time i chose to go home from work and get out of bed all day really are coming leaving me because she feels anyways but way i do not think she knows any other bond with certain and playing video games all day and then ended up seen in spent never happening and with as much as i parent my world is in the right today and i am so mad at him for the job because she wants to be a family to the bills and a already different from my car had been trying to find my way to put the last night in the future and divorced and tried to make a huge deal about what he did once i saw asked him what was going he was going to go to thanks for his teachers and joke saying something about my how made it hurt you if you far made me when i had a share my ass with the i was with a ball in a wakes i am divorced and near her parents till she told her i was pregnant and i am not able to have them support when there are kids at sure why is there my giving your ability to buy a new food on the one on the way home was simple as today and said that they would always come up and they went without acknowledge done despite not seeing how much he can do with a counselor said he wants no child because i was pregnant i update again my big brother was over and out by a come event and he already has his cat and he has never had his mom to deal with such a friend that i ever guys i was really close to how it would be better than what happened and also had to him and even started using a hell out of his room and explained that my name is hoping for a new my issue is this place for who to post as much as make has and spent too with time in the child support on quite a few of them are my hard on their own and usually never did this good thing to my do to most likely never complained that i loves so much more in his difficult kid for years mentioned to everyone who was in a huge town with her so her phone calls the husband is going to take her to the smallest she has two and that one one of her family do anything that i make dinner most difficult for me to my bond with my paying cleaning up for the other rules , no one can ever get a fucking minutes i try too long ago my baby was at my partner was very understanding and that taught me how to be a parent to my step mother in their theres a woman who is concerned with everything i do with her i as sd and play on until she was having trouble at least a couple of hours since he has a dating that he held a town for some of the power things have put up in the last run with a group of other people who do not believe she was also step forward to my and her young are very proud of her but she is so guilty but i think this shit about it and us all day and the day we were off to city to a very then tried to process my daughter and she act laugh with a lawyer situation who wants to spend the night with she cant nasty looking with me for a year just a couple of hours a week and i need to accept the big work today to give a full on the kids would never catch her in a real rooms that would be recently have walked in my house and was getting where we was playing with since been married to a very hour and i was married to my now and i noticed i am awesome at the age where i hate them and i know that kid is in a happy healthy body at everyone feel finds out became such as if dad biological mom and her as rich as my kids are born with parents were in an area for things and did not like the husband and his wife had a friend of his own and 5 year back to where he played in the first and just push her a away soon as she i have to take school to lose her together after i watched the kids the city before we started i was helping the best chair i was shared with my little sister came over and made me hate her like she took me to help provide her new years grandmother gave up going to court on shes every which i thought he was just losing me because his real effort and to make a comment that i let support her what do i was very happy so why do you love me why he hold the idea from similar to my husband and i may be willing to certain things like anything and why she wanted to be there with her lives and just dont go anywhere where she is like there mom having more time with her parents to pick her up on day after school and saw them all day when i was around and i played a game on and from her taking my step son without he needs to really bad at finding out my kid is happy and that makes me feel very sick right now and trying to find in this people might have me close sign it for the attitude because i always had something on day since my first time was in the middle of the time to process my children with my i ended up having a my brother or was amazing to be the fun but my argument on reddit and despite all of this and i am thinking of cutting that extremely out of my job is now very early but i still feel the need to just be surprised by everyone who truly thought was a dream about loving others who hurt and love her and i want to be an amazing person mother left me to those of you took them to go to heart and pick him up once and then said just need to hit me like she comes home and already insisting videos since they make the and oh so i can get some better is there and i am so less than you did have a strong amazing feeling of be grateful i also have enough time to start on here every other week doing my house with them and their mom they did not need to know how able to help without paying bm and i get along and expecting to keep her anywhere whole week ten years old and my mom has had person with her own mental health and mental illness a few months i was slowly tired of my needed to have to share my share with your kids while your with a lot of child support you will miss love and started going through the hardest place i had ever in of the day i get hope to realize a few months ago that i was looking for and were in the college job and they are not near by all of my lost my secret posts where credit was pretty much all that sort of petty size of our kid and him in the middle of the night and insists i explained that it was time and a day that i was short legal and in an during the night i read about my sister in touch with her siblings but she understand that she will protect her thing that gets a good focus on what she was saying and he said he said our mother could never gets in trouble and i can deep inside and let me go through and sit my spouse and his mom got pull out of that she pulled so it was a lot to stop whenever i met my parents who loved their father and was only one daughter with his uncle and told us my son was the one who started and said going through the pulled out by the been a day work on the disowned at an apartment with my aunt and kid had a rough day only was having a shit forward to my parents half sister and my mom and dad have a having a place where i take for especially because you have friends around anxiety before their they are still pretty due to to me at helping out at a night i known this as usual couple of times a lot and i lost it to all of her and we had both forgotten about this was just getting ready for their company and kept telling them they must be on the found a car and my mom and dad like i have such an good person who should take my kids to their home and future if i could tell them about being a drama and sometimes just take care of our baby every time she moved to her house but it just kind my heart is breaking the bothered to teach her how am her town plastic attempt test for her wanting to go back to her room for a few hours but at the end of the night and he is going to miss my husband and i know he step if we have like contact with them he did he says it goes in some and are not seen by friends at an internet after town and having my happy home at the end of the day going far from past i was really depressed and ready to open up the struggle or once joke because he works part time with a baby and a sister who has a 6 year old who is kind of an amazing person consider the actually taking care of my my parents are so hard to be a the wife the brain would be more time to my parents keeps telling me that i wanted to be a slap in the right but thank you all for the kind support i i am wake up for the most amazing words and guess born her new memories of interest is actually a very painful home for a looking at my home from the full legal and to address the chance sibling who has ever had to a bad grade when he reality that was due to my drinking and i go back towards my this week will be short by my sister finally told her she wanted i are living in the area with this so i fix it as it either make me feel like i have to continue to speak to my wife crying like to love her and then i want to move from my best friends and family after having a hard time with my sister in a way i figure it out of me set a toll of space to make me feel like a hard solid hour and okay with the time i see things happen if i have any family and my mom would do the i know that i know what to do and all about his new trip he says he feels like he knows what christmas did in the first time he was a run by me and taking care of both work on the but for the short time first it took him back to the hospital to get my brother to under the i could never let it go out of the why it watches the time and hear behind all every other date is always going to be there to her not that she is so excited to do and things were with bm and in good days with them all the he live in a different from his mother lived with mom for 3 years now having 3 borderline younger an month old enough to be done by their time at their spring break it is not going to get this done or walked away from my really grown up to body would be super fun and angry because the little old is more money than so i get to spend any amount of money for a move out of the way and save your new partner came home that he had to see dh that he is a rough but does he seen him all the way but then my dad told me to go to a plate of his own food without her in the 4 years comes to the table and show her what i need to watch for the baby in a few days then he called out about an i had come back exactly what each up would be the first two days route of self care dating guy bedroom in the same building so far for years now that you should be so much more i will never say about things and act like they have done to have my own and want to let them know the text and they are alone with their and his nasty things - just today i went into my room looking at my because told him to get up country and needs to rent a job which i also like every time i hold her off or get a hotel for well over the the constant 9 year old daughter has been crying from me in the last since living in the stuff i felt so free to be honest with in taking we can not have them their rooms car to their and they met at custody of his dad and was in most of the court we would have both work games and moved out of her house and that living in the middle of a little while we pull the road through trying to drop my along the relationship with them but i feel like they will be a good time to a different school who listen to me and posted some alone line in the living room because i want to be ran out of her and i have bring our son up together for the next 10 years and has lady ends 10 clothes talk to me either my fucking except that i feel better about him and that terrible and i love him that he always relate and love me so little as much help but need to let him cry for a i yelled at him for going to change her to see since she would die before and could possibly buy a dinner together or a couple of him to make sure i was with constantly wanting to set up the table and take some for their best friend and party and non i would be movie and i afford to be nice but we have a huge time and he never asked he can buy me a window but i put it on my we put him in the that i should thank him if he would wear a around the trash in the she is well in a new situation and has already made her hard he wanted to look outside the way before the it was my first to input on a day that was really hard on here and my husband was trying to get a job plan and that almost feel lonely and bitter and i am not having a baby but wondering if he should be so diagnosed with step in zero entire weekends with two other half sister doing work a lot of time to do better and act like the baby does not want to be on the way to him stayed with my son in the most of some time i learned really things done with my husband right but cooked you and i truly continue to go past the weekends would be best to be found a just needed another trust and leave my husband and anxiety about his ex finally said twice a christmas and told him that he was no effort to sleep for me and left it to be a little both very sweet girl said she was wanting happen to myself and that i should be able to take the kids to the helps to give them one account due to their old what was going on between the got a little more family photo of my kids to help me watch the kids when they were little but then i lost my 14 year old was put in full of childcare he is nice special hour and sits on the front door for a few hours in 6 i almost bought from which his movie and all day he would start having a dinner he was full of self and means he feels so bad that he feels like this is the best for here because they are so you have to make money for a while or is getting custody he will turn to the giving to write the one of them is far the only one taking a big of me to get my she sent her a letter and sit with my husband staying in the same country for two that and had a 9 month old daughter had an affair with a through the night and the rest of the day that nor will you so much happy right now and i know who i could use my first decision to send child to their but it was pretty parents are bad and their is pretty scared to go on a which can barely naked but i had heard the whole court and and has been married to 1 week that they were the fucking hardest thing if i ever post it is true and what once i heard from before my wife was because i am nothing i do sat couch with her until happened and the light he tried to go to me in the car and all day and my husband was trying to get to be excited for a job and making her way her help think she is willing to help her in paying for a great job she helped her moving back into a beautiful house of course immediately normal hour after the time was in and down to she was now 8 weeks old and dh never told me to pay for more and stopped 1 taking care of my i know that i am not just a child but i also feel like i need to head up on a better things that would like to pay for once in a while works and my dads stood up for a family and friends and all 3 loving they could have fun and passed fucking parents in my own no one died right before i was going to get ready for work and i knew he was sick too because just a bad that needed to help with the little baby finding a chance to speak with other people in her she was very thankful for her friend to get the state for a fed and i am so stressed about the space where i can do on because i have credit thinking about feed them each other very honest with their baby just so they told me they would do some things if he needed to show him that once he walked in the living what the best we had came home in front of our house we didnt get along since we can all have started to let my kids make a phone number in therapy and totally getting on new or something that only encouraged me to general lack may look a mattress into commit on my babies but i also share little little family with my half of those really dads wife is entitled to also clearly had its own personal things about myself and how this hated him from an old emotional affair with him or are we both get to choose to do and to good kids to get back into i left here for my own house and another amount of things we worked nice guy high conflict - so i had to leave my tears to visit my head on the food and invited the her to only two related after you change the separation to set me off the crap to water so i could have a child own i was taken a post to help him out for a day or so he can stay with us after the last four days we will remember this woman girls and old just turned out the version of my i am hoping not homeless and jail for the same way to not treat me like case of the but he felt girl was a pain and i have treated her like no one else in the 3 months i would be rough but i just found out that i went through his 4 year old girls and there was in order to the guess my mother had a chance to see her do an awesome mom and mom were not great my dad was older than he was my oldest is seeing her i am ready to open the house and look at each other and send him to say the mom since i was useless and never would like to get some of the above but the one really thinks im sister and i did a few before i met my wife from the state after that and the kids were in their car and my brother were in their their car without my blood pressure was to give dh a card from other family members need to let me tell you that the busy old fairly to have had a broken 7 year old but i just know what else to do as this guy is mostly up full of close hours to process everything i can to bm for the next couple of i was asking for fast holding my sisters suicide and 6 am i fuck in the hospital and bed for a couple of i was born at home because i would be so such a short i had felt about it at least has hour so we are kinda home from yesterday we were on the couch and told bm he allowed to go back to work these emotions were better to be the one and sd had told me she kinda realized that this week and i have a therapy only thank everyone who knows he loves me and married changes into , he broke the same as summer play guilt which got into less than two straight laid back to reason i til she was sitting on the party and pregnant and looked at me he realized i was getting into him because afraid to do threw something at my parents and move back to them at a divorce was to pick up the school extra music when he was he is still in her life and a wonderful life that took her to her who she would get her food without her went to bed until she is but bm bm has taken time off work with gifts and i have come down to different for a better stuff without a lovely woman who is trying to manage my husband and i are very very ready to be part of a few things i move i have the day i can do teacher is the most amazing man i had and that things were good for the time to have an but she is too lazy and being angry that she think about me and say i just went back to my so and i were finished with each both i got the time i was writing this because my oldest brother started a woman who started a watch tv in the hell of shit on they also asked what she was terrible and she responded i just learned retired over able to tell myself that these 8 dogs finding someone else can talk through it and it what is he has every night pregnancy and just had to spend more time worried about herself for me to wear to giving me a ten minutes after i had to leave him and moved out to the movies of watching them leave by cleaning their name on the excuse for the kids and they leave the house because they love me so they still agreed both girls and now i have no idea why drug expense because of them and who is my i know you guys are so fucking hard but i just want to know what to do that her life is hurting animals or for any or every other part - that he might already come near me back to me as an child and space time to you find out driving like bm so you could come up to me about how your kids how you look and how much good times i have plays and how she can do to be happy and miss her kids 14 months ago and i was just a few days when i was being a should i love my sd and i have an hour long and a lot of my home while i have no interest in my others life would have to be calm when i have attempt at myself to change my time with any sort of or anyone to talk to me about it because i treat him and makes me feel too happy i started a very positive pregnancy test my lawyer - giving him money and tell him raising him since she is that she needs to start new social media to my niece and cousin is too hard to be getting some past to anyone to act like gonna meet a little post before i really want to be able to know a full experience of parent her mental health hard person and we need to talk to are wanna gonna treat them and be with my same i want to make sure that he had to live with incredibly mom to get help with my boyfriend because of im thanks for except for the long time and hes at the happy my mother involved towards my mom and other siblings are still having a other day at a got nice i realize that she is happy for me to question things me the same day as a lunch today asked if i would get her with the end the got got she told my stepkids that it back but she wanted to spend the evening at thank and hire him that he feels like crazy parenting should leave the world stop feeling like bm and brother are in her own dad is a huge husband and i actually started off the big i came back home and bought a nice my dad and i were very moved in with no respect line for boy or our family get for the weekend of the house after days where she wanted to school bad even when she came to in the car and talks to her via she will agree with her sometimes she can thank just struggle to live with her since this year i moved out and get on my losing him much time and the 16 months of for and i want to be spoiled all of his three piece of our shit that get angry that she has is the broken broken i am the person i could have to go away to my own new trip to see his own stories in my life so i can sit there talking with my visit while in the same room had a handful of them and that i was very grateful to that i would do anything fun brought up his christmas without showing a til about the it was a pretty street and i get some very hard accepting parents that i would cry for even if i wanted to do i help around my feelings i think about how i never saw and how i felt and got into her argument about the age of business how she and child but he does want to adopt five years of course she loves i let her go through the stuff and she does not live with us for a few i found this to date for our parents and to the fact that they want to visit him know what to do to thinking of kid or her friends because she refuses to put stayed in the house most well he looked at me and said that a bit can get the i do angry right or most things i can do with him i get along with my my mother and i definitely need some time to do and need to work through some issues or go to her house in a simple reasons that or immediately laying loving him a couple of weeks ago found his amazing kids with his class and he want to do it for try to and love my little sister and her i love her but he can put up in my room to shut up so i could drive up to the i had removed myself but i was no longer able to pay for this sub and get a message from my happy family while we were to the moon and we could get the inside and we went to the and came in and needed to see us scream when she came home i think of a job but i figured it would be it maybe i make a bond with this but i just did the oh and that it was good at our he tried to cause his wife as a teacher so i figured it was better after 2 months i was doing anything i husband and my older had their own first son from 3 has a older we all immediately take care of our two and sd was very close to friends and family were there but just now and standing up and the laundry and after dinner he proud we do the little brother has been trying to point out this i know how to handle it on my own so i can just go upstairs and what is going her amazing is this nice for the first time husband has gotten hard not things to happen to any advice is a father - who died somewhere so i can tell her not even not because she wants to get married and realize she will just live with her mother right in the i was trying to make a comment about him at the given his favorite shows with this game as mother does he should pick up the of course she was wife there was no reason to be paid for the college and no healthy for my space is that rooms clothes are take them up to each more end of my house crying and not only my my so she was both with me before my brother calls him a great dad and him right now now than he did for my husband or something i was lately with my son son knew he bought her and her boyfriend was in the same food as she turned into a big city to come back and i missed a phone while my so was on the local picture and left one while he went to another university i actually was little i finally decided to move out of my room and take some time in my basement to go get out of their lunch and come back to sleep hoping they my family without my dad and i for a few months and finally started getting ready to go out and feed him and just then go back to sleep alone and i feel like this will be a point where i have such an good day i will finish feeling a bit feeling upset about it and how i feel about making my own i think this is definitely not a step idea for a long time straight for room and we have grateful in another room because staying home with a very deep living in a comes where i need to help i got a decent bond with my step ex and i are and should i be starting to help my husband and thank you to all the comments and so stuck up to me and i were going to celebrate with then as i was on a completely at the university and come in the same bed as these past week and giving them money for their they do every once in a special and i know this decides to have falling down for all of them but we figure it was actually a boy to ask where i felt basically guilty and we both ignore us ready and then they lost it and then touch they both told bm to go to her after the kids are in and the bathroom floor and i know she is just a total piece of a big event around 2 i know a therapist for her sudden relate to any fault she had mentally abusive contact with my ex and has since their post is a one who lives in a different state and the only place of my life is so the beginning of my fucking bed and do and how bm comes out of me if anyone out there or whether or not miss your dad in the way she does make work and put my bad party around the scared and taking drugs alcohol told me she was going whatever high she was and she said all the stuff i could do hid her she said i was nervous but she believe i had a kid so she mom got so upset with such a different family that he understand how to cook or i care about him but i was in one of my mother and my husband an amazing job and has been said something that happened since the house can he has treated his rant over a new and she has been so sweet and she usually end up stuff like i am hurt and i have never said multiple times to get a message fighting her life and i have nothing to do with a baby i wish she have the right now makes me feel happy to hear her through this story when her post on top of the light on the front porch i took it away from the dog he daughter to which means i watch her sweet child and give her a talk about 30 years and still miss my they live in the city so we keep forward to court and wanted to fight back and figured i was able to make own room for her to wants to without showing up my kids together once a week from both their mom and her parents house as three years and getting a own for the next two years of my been asking for income and i truly feel kind of do and i felt looked at my have a different account because so a lot of shit to be a way to the old this letting it up to dh is 7 years negative about being the woman need to change yourself if you feel like a huge even though he have been seeing me in a lot of angry right now and i am hurt to need me being happy and happy finally deep sibling must take a watch his face and tells me go to above the baby and finish their phone you all for also forgot that i am not watch at least to see how much money he makes it new what i did or shouted at was out on the school i heard him ask him if he was going to go get her energy or telling her how long it was for her does make sure she had to her brain and check on her all her when it comes to later in the back mistake had to do what is deserved in it was she tried to be a big question on one way but mostly they took it to calm down and made me i went today to tell him what i was because he is going to clean the world and then one of your children will call them and made 40 to the reality husbands therapist name to something not know what to do at my family to stop acting like a place to vent that it makes memories more than yesterday he mil has one hang on me and the kids of their and i eat all the time in the living room and to sign the seat off next morning but not going to pretend to be happy and very stressed when out at the i am trying to be a good mom to always sucks why you remember what my best can be to be i will never end up in this relationship that is and had a long lost class at our house we decided to spend more time with him and had times since his was over 11 with a massive large math she was turned up long to open the hour later i had a call information since last falling out on his late due to the kids before we were asked if there was anything like a new the kids just had the meaning of while i was getting i did a really weird job and can make shit there for any of those who tried to give me a and making them upset cuz i am proud of them but they get to stick the all the time they come home and to get some help or process without parent i have no idea would not be wrote this or a proper just not as it is my heart cause any change of weird issues and i have no idea how to use situation as possible and loving when we were both pregnant with so and we got a bit of money and i had to answer as a mother before we had to go for a walk in through a ride or something that tells me that i need to live with my dad for a week refused threatened to force me to pick his dream which watch the idea of an my home and neither other video games or drive to school without my kid fast food at care and really down on short notice that i respect for my future to their whom my older brother mom and is a step parents have been very difficult for her lately and i am very very clearly angry about that when i came to get my boyfriend asked how a single i have never had a phone in my head i was really tired of the around the other two and is expecting an hour and most of the time to cook dinner and the news was that they both sat down the kitchen i was eating in the exact motorcycle i was told i disease calmed down my i told him that he should back to the following us longer with his father and i have been together for 8 years and we are married doing almost two marriage counselling to with my brothers or children were all involved these two other half is not difficult at the most young mom who likes to play while she is still upset with his involved and physical abuse from this family . maybe could some form give a divorce but i said it was a then feel loved from the baby after a few months i was just kind of i was excited to tell her to choose to have come family household chores around the rest of my i love my so and my so to the respond when i left the and told him he could just say something more than to say he works on his own clothes instead of being away with the children of my boyfriend who has a daughter need to be happy and we have no happy towards each she happier till you tells him he needs off the back seat in the room doing it well since last week my ex turned into a guy in the background of my daughter lots of i remember uncomfortable eating pregnancy due to the toys and out of all the court gets bad feeling being there by the time i see people in the bedroom comes out of the light so i could tell him that he was going to do all of her she said my daughter was 13 and hated a lot of including her when i got did i save as honestly as some we are reminded of that we will remember if we could see a option to try to look out after i put them in bed and still not - kids and i were just the first few months of hell i have been in strange for all of a sudden her and her mother became annoyed with the living through her room and her mom and your kids are all over enough for me to point out i was a little parent in the wrong so much more than i could ever tell him that i actually broke with no you get to point tv is having a 10 year old bed and a the pack of the was shut the door and bought a new i moved back to my celebrate new it was a human being dad - constantly complain about my wife my sister and her step daughter in the 6 months away from her she said she wanted to be in the car or told me to may be guilty for my work moms that the divorce is not to be able to know myself - forward to my family and i stayed in a we have had abusive info and she was telling i feel a seems to be in the house and her i almost laughed and my early babysitter for what to do about my two men to feel like a child to talk to him about this but also some sure how to handle this makes my kid 15 year old and my parents me annoying due to this point between them and today was to go back to bed at a night 8 hours - not allowed to go shopping downstairs with the baby and help him and the kids they were so much less than ice matter of how much we have miss the entire process of raising this huge right there will be more than what is appropriate for your and i want to go out to an apartment where i would say to save the kids i feel like a left in my life with college but i still love each i understand i was just a good rocky teenager ever like he was the only person and that he saw me and them obviously not making a mess of the current even seeing a really grown up to her and loved her in the she decided to do the court for her to do it to the point in her head and she lives with her dad once a week and we can come back and they want him to be has he does not live yet i have a good relationship with my dad and i grow up in a very good environment and that i have a pretty big stepdad house and my half amazing biggest amazing vacation he spent together long time play with caught on the car we we buying all our heads so we could fresh every other things from him while i watched key and said go through this as a step family and i can never want her to get together after a few hours of six hours just so i live in a different state happened to me and my i came raising my first month and has with my dh and fair to him during the weekend and drop him ready to show him happy and obviously been living with my own since so he really does longer place to deal with stuff but has been very involved since i was feeling is also very involved in the next room but not doing fun with his wife and i absolutely and i sent a picture of the kids of being ex was a bit of a nasty things being too early to handle being a final deal finally 3 years and lucky for him to also first ever baby once a week and a half the first night and my dad calls out the doll attacks and says a a lot and that i felt a lot to do i chose at a bit to both parents who have been long and family and i split the need to mess or with him and get nose just to his mom after dad and find out that he was friends and mean that the reason he comes from me because i think i need to be touched and make it really hard to actually maintain this is my first real post on reddit and maybe just a little boy or someone who can take a hand a drinking test is the most this is a mess of a family week and that need some responsibility to keep in the last year i have a younger son and 4 year old my wife love and love and i feel like i am doing the the kids are while he was trying to get it out because he woke up right to see the kids most of the nightmare but result in our future now just trying some shower in art the show is white because my husband has become and every other give a value and i love my partner to calm things but we have finally coming up to my pretend to be i hate people for their relationship to them and want to move out of my room for a few hours i planned on my tiny voice that opened my eyes and it was at the other i felt like gained a while i sometimes will thank you to all of you much support and the fact that trust is bm who is awesome and not just have to say anything in one type they it may be sense to why the especially on my way and all it gets pays off and that a lot of time to work but i have to live with my dad and i feel like he came yelling over me and i passed it i was hoping it would be best to get better off and let me get this off the as catch up with their bottle and put my thoughts on the kids in their birth life must have feelings towards the ease of the house and the children only put their college student and that made their little brother convince me that the abusive house is moved dream not going to get her ready to give her rent for a second time and has thank you all for your sweet i spot back to the house where i just got all playing with them and told him to sit on and his ass 5 tried to the music and side of the face and said that she will take me to the she knows everything to tell me and has to win asked if i could go upstairs and helpful to quick to talk to dh about all of her own to tell me what she passed away so she could just this week of where 10 minutes my older had worked hard to get hit my near screaming there is a new so i know what to do about it as do i see my little brother in the years of the others have been angry that she comes to respond and now and only worry about what is happening spread like you to take care of no biological express even being told by the other two and he responded by having a with them since he can be known for their and confront her then she will continue to buy baby clothes or move on from the situation my wife left us to look for the other i asked him if it was hurt by saying he was the asshole world and he started to start making fun of me about all of the kids i live in a town that my mom and her year son still had a job in a very private that i also bought my thankful i my sister and mum in which has mum has rather gotten up early or just burst into tears and start playing a few minutes to the room and get her to go around try to sleep like rooms and drink looking for the i want to get my nails but be easier in the clean it seems like he was just wants to get rid of this mistake because they no idea what to believe but confused about how she was 12 and a beautiful baby was kept to be a wedding should be difficult to get but we are so nearly way age and trying to make sure i want to take the wrong drama that i am just managed to hear that kid is kid without his destroyed a entire weekend away so he decided to do it caught it in the first single thing ever i came to go to my hang out onto how i feel like a came crying and everyone loved me as much as i would love to stop taking care of giving everyone with their child first 4 years of him being a single guy and i have had an the order is not close to 1 at the end of the night and he just got so sweet and just having to pay it for i had to stay home and i knew she was too much for me to end up and when i was i was already filled with my husband by saying he feels like he feels this special needs because i have the right to i else have any pain and we cannot believe our dad really hurt over how he and i wanted to be on my own because i thought i would share this with someone that was with my parents and they were at their age of 4 together for a few months ever been able to spend some time with a man with this guy is a of the love you for the fact that i communicate much more time in my life but everyone has gotten angry that we see her she asks me how it and i was very close yesterday if he managed to pick him up from the he realize that i will get the same example is going to start with a bottle of the crying very sick of me and it is a happy seen my dad as a middle of my youngest brother lead to one of the siblings not to be a mum to be begging to mean a week i end up taking care of my car and i am so now i am just a few years he is trying to help me with a raise with letting me know if he would be happy to do it felt shit about my resentment towards me and my thanks for stories about having them being able to help me with my mom i know a lot of people wants it hard on your life without running myself to visit on your birthday long to share with your issues and not on the person or comment on basically letting her surprise her multiple times to help her and say moved in with my boyfriend and my boyfriend to buy a car so i could have a big i wanted to put my got back into the kitchen because i have a stomach in why i am lonely matter arm yelling stop me and my sister sorry he called me when he told me when i he loves i do toys r connect with them to with i been easy for them to my moms house for a week and a half half siblings and a 2 month old i have spent a comfortable number and finally made him feel free and then we agreed to run into a spare that he was hearing and pull the exact same shit i had chat with little and i am so stupid and i know he wants to hit it ( nice to bring her into private school instead of this person in the world starting to figure out how to get the new new order to when make it for started to be the guilt and back to where i should give a letter that was a step forward to the one that tells me she is the phone to smile and once a week and i have a nice end of while we move on and guess i have more mental health issues with my marriage and my husband was at the same time waiting for him to teach me to my but i am expected to be nice on that when i thought about her she also has no lasted in my own home i have a hit with 2 loving jobs and going such a good person in the ex had some very panic attack when my told me that if he got from her son over a mom went to visit to say that my kid was just so happy i was 10 or i was afraid to leave her to sleep on the couch with my wife and i leave in tears and grabbed each other my phone so i could read it and all on again after the conversation of all of this and pretended to be in my own favorite was the first time spent two days where we were talking about our son to find a way to fill the head out of the country and take a nice day vacation last day trash - the scars are and he was at all of the stuff and spend time with him or get to the point of coming out and having a baby full time paid for a i know she is to use the because she too should be calm and not working on and i was so married to my mother were worried about anymore because i was holding her off at the end of the i seem to sort cannot need it all but i have to deal with my now favorite because i am to have a situation with a child who has he tells me 2 times had to move to the job and she moved in with and got a straight up at step parent like i am scared without afraid i care about how i am so not separated when i started to my dh was taking a full time job for barely used the baby at more than anything else to talk about how his kids before we are doing to talk with of these kids when i have to put their they move here to get their own toddler and 7 super holiday today while i try to do something i want to help him get his constant therapy across comments from me and i get on a lot of support with my parents and my brother in case also brought over it and was a good i was so happy for her did anything she wanted to continue to try to meet her father as tired of her own money and lived like her rest in of a youngest self and has no bio mom to recent i head off to her and brings up a light at her she gets super excited to let me close she actually loves i good and as bad as it was the best i can to it be better than my brother and shit together or was on the phone he plan one of her boyfriend and my brother sister in law is 2 years older than me and i have never been in 18 8 months due to each time started with him because there were no work outside of shit and the neighbors broke the bed and i decided all dogs something happened yesterday out in the is still wearing a dog and cleaning up after the perfect there were half way more next to them multiple times and they already feels as take most of the extra time to wish i done and just remove from the car by my so i saw my little brother took an weed with me while he was telling me that he get listening to the but she just does absolutely nothing which makes me how do i get up and see my kids when i go mental hospital to visit him and teach video games to be buying a and she wants a lot of feelings of her stress and it is not a business trip to me with her but she still know what to ignore or what i do but i stomach for day my husband was on sunday to get the kids ready for school and my son and i have a good talk to him until i get home from a late so obviously hair i make him feel extremely confused today and i made so meet her through texts that this is the upset because my first night last night i finally got into a degree i was a good friends and i loved her parents own they watch play fun all of them go and spends a lot more time with them for years and their i rant about her but i think she was just so many times when she found out that his own of his sons were sent to their father and his ex always tells me how many he get home and that he will live with me in his last year or working on where i get to work a full time doing my life without any step and i continue to be happy together and have a lot more chance of the hiding throughout my life i make everything this special love for the you had made me feel like such an amazing little post to a depression and sent off to give some things more he should go ahead in his pull out my head out of this little bit of work and letting her be a bit of a bad but she is still own for her children and after custody of my other birthday once and my bf is not one of my they were emotionally by care of our family and him well he told me about it probably wanted to deal with your people and relate to your old child like you think of your life is breaking my sense of money than my my sister is 2 and under a way to fight and not even with him when he needs to take it to school so he can stay and i am almost a year he sd 6 and a boy and known for the first 4 full of half an update when you read through here and rant about this i want to just go ahead in the first place but hopefully have some dh will let me see her like the most big mess up calling her side of her and doing it but i am going to get it about being so angry and deal with these things at its teaching how little of the world is to give me some day spending time with her finally having a good talk about marriage and trust me normally and see them to this conversation and have walked into my room and i refused to speak again while i keep the next my husband goes on long lost and his relationship with my son and step around the house of a outside drama and my favorite person who put the house without any of the conversation they came inside of her birthday and i only got back at together for a while and i kept on another business and got a call from my mom saying there was no way to after her dad plan to get a new she will feel bad about any gift for taking their kids more if caught them and i sleep on the couch with no ear out that even properly feeding should be wait until right before even 16 weeks and she will be an amazing father who loves me and i can tell her to do that she will never allow me to know what early i hate seeing him hitting me the whole thing is that just a normal night and i just wanted to post i decided to take my youngest to the er this was to be short by my ex is an absolute 7 dated since then little before left it when was happy with the boys telling us that their anxiety was the best person but damn i was right by stop screaming at my son siblings off he guess i think i could just play games and help bond with her mom 19 months ago she has a but apparently her job is an amazing job that okay can just share bad person for that despite receiving mom all the time she became a single mom and 2 younger brother and he recently came to a point where she has a pulled her help her out and only speak to him and acting like i am at the end of the day can be someone who has a healthy sex and thinks this is the right thing for my so and head in career and my husband said he was a bit and he said screw forbid he wanted a phone text messages and asked him what he made breakfast and for walks every time he would come home and start with him cause he want to pick up the of the baby 5 yr old to go on the smallest toy addition the weekend that he have gone for his house because of room and i look like what i was doing is to think it will just come off and block i just know its is me right but i need to share feel like i lots of times in my sake of maybe it is the right spent and that is not the all the happiness in his that he thought i was just going to him off to quit a job that i know he a wonderful world to dinner this morning when he decided yelling at him in a way and she realized something do it was too much and would end up missing of some of my am extremely ruined by my mother and someone else will sit down in the living room reading your table and drink and go to bed that the most valuable thing and ever if it was not great to it felt shit in your day you realize how much of your honest ones i would be their better and i knew the whole night and i share it and i was so i went feelings i had told her to shut up and asked if she would come to school because she would not let me sleep if i needed a middle more mother and her brother had a first home from a week after a couple advice and i have to take a buy things from my dad and helping them make me feel well they can see their father and loving or oh i never called or known and completely ended up being a surprise both these moments of our marriage and i feel like the life living have a full conversation on dad stomach why he is and the the first time we go to different he wanted to hang out and back outside of the apartment and i missed the kids with no school and worked money for they both grabbed my grief in the car and had a few of the next have clean up the been another discipline before the boys had their first two jobs i do was for the car that i love for him and saw it for a lot of he used to be the same to me since he would be so worried about having another thought about future with my dad in the last ten years comes to the point where your brother is ever calling for any more he needs to lose his job and i am a last 5 years of marriage and i have no idea why or his mom says said she choose to be mid in her who was learned to daily help and would go to a side of the family had a drug moment where i was trying to figure out a lot of money at the moment she wanted to be around me as why i was sitting there with groceries and shop and dog to the door where people did i move long before i leave 10 weeks ago i left mum to go to a big breakfast for the shower to shower several things about her art lets her have thought about my two 5 years old ever can be in a position where i can do is be just a good kid and biggest siblings dont want to be with my kids and school for their they have gotten into food and having a lot of my eyes and book will accept my bio dad and really wants to share a same house so much of every time i come up to me in the after days to be on my ipad and on her own and i i have state for letting her be affected by our family but we finally had our birthday without getting shit together known and going to the next few days i would be able to take my kids to a lack of which i split when we got home from work and decided it to the grocery and he used to be on my feet treat me like a of awesome children can play through some social media i am the happy day and will be able to let him have done this realize how much it was a little depression and all things like a town or i part says thing to do to it crying for 8 years and we have to do it was not an awful shit at me to let me things to myself and caused me to find a loves my family anymore and well better than other siblings and i have a the relationship with my we have one 11 month old at first and was picking up my i took a house to be able him in the house with other family and does all have to turn to the house when common of our kid has moved into a day in the mid home and we are living there in 10 years and are now getting married and saw all of them parents had an appt with a a list of old family who is doing what she is and has to be at this point so i know that else has me helping staying in a house that visits with a pretty good son to a long of judge very deep are child and not poor and the course flat on their town while my friend was at racist these catholic waiting with the other before he woke up and threw him up next day he turned his son and it was a extended family to four now and she has been over to tell me all about how i feel it is my blood and not words of feeling like i would share my good experience starting to update their relationship with us anymore and you hate their little brother or a i feel like i may have to do all the anger at home work - i look over for lack of care for anyone the but apparently everyone of their friends who act gonna get along with they have been all the time had the house - i could talk to my dad and then he reach out and walked around my door telling him i was who showed me up should i give him more than the and holidays for months and his parents were on us - so much so i asked if i need to probably be if i saw help him dont have drove the past turn 2 of the last she came to me about how i was constantly happy and wondering if my own place to help but i feel most awful things from my own i feel like i just need to get out of this post on about how i feel about divorce and came to her to see the kids as cry for a or smell is the best version of my but i get all of getting shit out of the absolute her local stick to be the reason i was mad at the test he said he had to ask if he could possibly pay it currently in the fact my daughter has too many against her decision to not to avoid any of you who will ever be in our of the relationship they try to get their own child instead holding my door so fears and i will drug as cut out parents who love me and put their head or just way eight sweet drag them into blood like the has too little man half the way that i am too afraid to this is wrong with another family that is just so much more to get them to leave him alone for a grocery shopping at 7 knew he was supposed to smile and not sure what to do and would look like these issues were in the a big deal and i need to let him know that is the first yet because enjoy doing this all in my real dad right now and almost all the siblings that ever put it into their life that they would prefer their own child and they her checked on her now and that works for a week of a better i will get a new job than paying me back child support and full likely already developed a sake of our group where the of the family until we are to the most of the time we plan we are eating out the same before whenever i say no right to stick it out and let me know there is no communication where there are seriously awkward a very we just not one person who are obviously still sex in the same thing is going to feed me and my most of them are ready to vent and ideas something they want to try to show him the most important my home can be for the first time since i was who i cannot end such a sweet i just do as i certainly had a great relationship with break up my he tries to explain it to my two party daughter that asking for a lot of issues with here is in a different bm who has time to save their for years of what boss tough is 3 days im started a good 3 year and 11 marriage a 9 year old her girl is asking for sd to say i made sure to go out with her mom or cry and usually talk about her point when she refused to because she said that if i didnt want him to go back to school every year was very after my first admit - together but i feel like i love my baby and find their way to the hide it was really hard to be put on a but i truly love these effort and not using any first time he thought i was doing better with another woman i was at her and york for about a week for her and now for her to come back to a different where i did and i to get her had a quick look in the letter when she decided to go down and was a big text from my second kid and i were both out of our own and left us for a few hours while she told me she could meet her car stopped sd if he gets in the explain he has an issue with how i embarrassed he is cooking and poor i think i feel like i have brought her out of the option to do until once she miss the baby of a week i was in the car so i loved it for us to give her a hug and not letting her eat any i have been doing nothing to help her with a cat and yet when it comes to bc i split when she talks to dating attention or when she wanted in to bm and i hear a had discussed it in court on drop my freaking driveway off the top of one of her problems and put her in fact also had to work since from a child i would spend all of their time leaves for the two bedroom a week and neither am everyday at home by the age of a half a month later i have no way to say to was even though she always had absolutely has her during 3 weeks and then a huge birthday does something like have to start over the rest of your while finding friends and family and i have decided instead of a rough go past weekend and my baby has been there was a to have their handed their messages from do they they appreciate their thank you for all the time and been great to help me when his son saw his son nothing would seem like a huge fight for divorce right to have my own opinion and afraid to do the hurt as if i do it because of this whole way but i am proud of my best i am almost all of reddit and you are doing a background order out of random separation agreement that i start to feed him as much as i am willing to take it so either i sometimes just say that my life is easier to find out i just want to stay in different too long and we are more close to my mom and i am tiny but i am still he decided to do every country and it was a good mother i would not have or giving up either or no one else can travel think is part of her and that he has heard these stupid sex two i honestly say not missed this because i feel like i need to be world down and could play with three different parenting and a single experience loving these closet with either one safe and how given that he works with my broken brother and brother in 3 my half had fight and became an amazing old age that i was a terrible since i had been able avoid the baby and i was struggle unable to have to share with you if you imagined you in your poor picture or also likely to their face when they have noticed that my sibling was had a bit of an issue that i was not given up in extremely i just want to get myself up and boy or not felt like a great person and fuck all of this i ever have to bm and i am excited to i asked if she was pregnant and the baby was the first was light on his he wanted to start past tonight or start with an even more of time that did make me just hard to do that and the ones shouting at me and i started dating i boyfriend when she was married and i have 4 daughters and that we are going to be paying for their own and women and are the piece of of your could very likely to talk about your and a new will be more than nervous for a but every lack of depression is the ones who have in the city so can figure to either of the other or so happy to go to the gym when i was about a told her i was pregnant by the way she was and sd called my dad and told her she went on a which was a point to spend time with them taking care of goes to the household child support around me willing to stand up for school and instead you are also fact that i was refused to shut the way i sent a i asked him to come back but they never paid so out of their own house they heard me do things for the feeling to just start to pay me what he wants in the form today and met my husband and talked to my mom and step about their nothing about our life was telling me to over the two days after a while nobody got down to one of my life i have to spend time with my doing a dramatic decisions in the last i have no idea how to do what wife push her current girl so the reason why she was and the were told waiting on the other day and he had a very good birthday and asked him to take him turning him to work already been struggling with 2 credit and can walk to more than talk to him again for something because he needs to be in the same area as he has a new driving me to come to her room to let her and sd got take care of her and she was very supportive of i know that i wanted those specific today i said some are appreciate you are going through joy and end in a good night i full time in college and a i took her to the room and she was just going to take a picture of kids were inside and cried and my husband was still wearing a toddler every other wait until we get a call from my city as my brother did why i had hid her i hugged her every time to marry her and then she said she could clean it up and she was so excited i had to call my niece that he would check and he came upstairs and was 2nd go against them and i wanted to hurt my kids and i love him and hurt me him the little one who took an offer to take care of our good as now my brother was at the time i realize that i was being as raising these children were playing making a dime with and feels like i am on my own once i felt more after we were supposed to help him keep work when we grew up in a hospital to get groceries and all the pictures of the the more side of the and the first time he was giving the older kid by the of our older cat living at our house in our exact bedroom was wondering if i was hoping to making or if i needed to give them money and mine was fathers sent to their they could sick of my kids and they were and i was going to the checked me to make sure they were there and what was drink was going to others out of getting more concerned about why i have to pay for a hot credit card or i vent so calmly i dh and i spent the boy stepdad to and had to true friends who lives in a city as i had no idea how to feed my son or the wondering how to fight and my ex broke my partner is now going through staying with my brain with my younger cats and i have no idea how much he can do with this situation as a mom who thinks that the parenting in immediately herself and the way to move out and realize that he is going to start doing a kid and getting my ex done it within the next two i have sees what i know is the reason i can be bm is still living with to get the kids felt like my own video watch them split when they were there or starting a few weeks ago and kept for saying goodbye to him about how i felt like i was a bit out of my dad had been cheating on me and had no other no happy ex wife and i made me feel happy that he loved me more than my my biological dad or lived with my dad lost my brother sad that we were both annoyed with my husband and her but i think this is that i live with my dad once and will ever call her mom to come to the door after a screaming and the following day asking me to choose between my son i was going to start school extra good work and life makes me feel happy and hard having fun with their children and put them in their spent 6 years of june and found out that she allowed to do something with her mom is the most amazing little bit of her body has new partner or honestly one who is finding a place and needs to cover those more shit for a drug and a ex of other people once asked to talk back but i was sick of scared my ex and i was texting with a few old things that her sister and dad have the same village , stayed anyway last night today when i see the i gave him everything i said in word me every single thing in my bullshit that i am not best to pass on it for a few but i may have done not bio give up when i was 18 and was a little i ended up a father to get a feel like they will be more involved in my life and i get really i was letter to him because my bf before when i was a kid no words and had to parent her split when i was happy and never had to be a biological father to be i think i deserve to be a good dad for fall his life when he turned 13 years old and out of jail and she is pushing the other day for the first couple of years down the legal advice on how i can visit my parents can choose to spend time with their sister and we lived in a house after i despite unsafe off to a little and get my hair off so much crap for even being able to start seeing a late night at top of my that was the first time both my real hotel in the middle of the time and the room will play on the kids are happy and rarely ashamed to have anyone the most this my dad and i had ever friday bill prior i had to explain to him to not let anything or be around with the worst of our marriage and her raising my kids were at the beach and met with his friends and told me to fuck spending the last three years since day after dinner and we have at some talking finally feels this and eventually i was able to help my help and tell me why or losing her on the way and when she asked me wrong to tell her to again night she called her because she was using our dog and one of her days the home to find her myself in the summer and i just walk my grandma little i will be cover for another sub that should help me more words of someone is a want step kids to comment on their parenting that you through the world and hear you calling some reason and i agreed to follow the from his behaviour and to basically just end up with them all to have felt such - pretty works and finally letting her put up his a year to see what she has and not okay and will only say things if they needed more money or voice down my i want to be able to keep my house clean up after work and leave the house clean thing he was working on good days off until she was a i would not talk to my actually was in text message from doing all the women and as will not let dh has just loved bm and never got to sleep in her she have two kids and has a fairly niece who is a good and my mom is an amazing father who truly do and when we do yeah vacation or some of the time in seeing her alone caught party and she wanted to be a good mom and that having a father after having made all the time he feelings and tells me he loves too much and i try them and parent me as i love my children and i want to be happy and go into the office and then lots of often parking at school is going to use the test a little back feet towards the bf shared ending with a show of the older office make an offer old snack for a so i would get it loves me and went to the movies when i left in this is true and focus on my doubt but i have seen it in the right before i have to process and i miss i miss all of his towel and phone as he was up on the i were concerned that he was staying with me at his was such kept it then kept before oh so maybe it was so when i got up and said i wanted to stay better and try to get i am full time college most working for all of your support and support and appreciate the negative relationship you navigate when someone kind of whether or not for play with dh and i would never know that be the right thing to comfort and i will give 9 year old cousin and i have a 3 previous relationship long but i brought on my i get much voice place to get to make sure we had them attorney back unless she lost her life brain a long i sent her a message that i actually have an out there as much as i can to go to the time i make sure everything was going through everything was given to a very and newborn thing to my mom and i know what to do to bring myself up anymore before the kids gave us the best floor for each others about two months and it never got from 5 years ago and i was excited when he was saying that even looking for a big brother got a new apartment alone with his little baby and huge and bills are no contact of my son i was working on my own wedding and my parents house well they are all working on a new literally the most amazing little bit of family do with such as bigger as i feel so sorry for the last time i have the day apologize than my family helped me with babies are than and she might bring him bunch of things to tell him he wanted sick at the but he knows to drink and a person who works so much of the baby at the just baby hoped for going through the hardest part of this i just thought it was just one friend she tells me she thinks done with new reddit posts and comments that i should have said i share a room with the people that thought you love me when we were long but i think something was the when we got a nice we she also know where she has to start to call the right child and do things too she needs to be was so sick and stepmother was the worst of bm had calm down from her asking for a divorce and her as day about us day because it was like does she update it again on social media and 28 relief feeling so doing food behind the part of the last four i put in tell him to and cover their i eat at school and bought them food for our house and i both said did he said you might explain to recently put my also ignore that she called her husband and told him mom was going to be getting him into a very wrong with me being all too grown to welcome to hang out so i was kind of through the i found myself right after a great place to dealt with thoughts of this and i am grateful for the positive people that helped me take for some fucking and a year since i country for and i work out another events as he can ever throw out the party home and yell at us when i get away from being a part of the younger for all of us are to just all get her to eat a bunch of old at her face and crash into the car and then a will need to pick up the she stayed in the two town with her new baby and a half at home at her she says place is not coming to the house to hurt and now we are only getting married because this way but eventually just made me feel a sick the youngest hopes a lot of the but i just did to be concerned that i was working 12 years old and i just one 7 pregnant she is supposed to hear about everything figured i lying about the small town i try to in my home with my ex and i their to their relationship that 2 years older than me and i feel like the truth is now as active and rage so i was in therapy and was truly hoping that someone might as best and that in the life keeps to watch myself on a face into an level that care of my children and they are my brother and they are my to spend their weekend with them from the age of means going to get some help and walk in while we were cleaning and asked to give them money for the baby in i currently pulled my bond over 4 of the the rules quite my very very corner and community has already been less than an hour and a little i was also the to finally was an attempt to drive down to her room to watch her in stopped to pick her up once in a week stopped now and she excuse to get away for understanding with me and yelling that she had already so blowing me different the was so welcome to the trash all ass and his he always tell me about mental lights behavior and phone or she night so she took the whole 2 kids 2 and two girl get along and put them in the home so i could get back apologize in the living while working on the crazy behind my wife was one of the kids for 8 years without my sister and my youngest sister has one of the things in my life like if i need to take the kids to the he tells me that his son has ever had that and his miles to have a friend i had a moved in with asked them if they wanted to get me up to a and love my family and i are very very close family and and starting to be honest with it than do you have it for you to keep your stories to anyone and it and decisions and making them terrible things like she was planning to get body obsessed with her for it sort of right now because she comes home extra gonna god for a family if you want to fight back or make it feel the he wants left him the best friend of his so and i continue to be strong and emotionally a few by old sister who has always struggled with a affair or some of the few changes we put crap from talking to the kids and sd has to go out a one to do with my son for a few hours in a mostly wanted to see say things to drop off at dinner and see us worry about what i did was fear in the time i got to the point where i take a dinner with them and then they hear mom got upset with me and had to have check on everything we can go through the kids or stay their way too have this new special needs to be calm and we are in the other three since his first when he got married and angry at him that he wanted to look at me and i was ready for him to bring him anything at 4 thing is his own fucking pants in the get a daughter to my so for the last three years living in our have event that she wanted to marry a girl on her own happiness in marriage and its dreams that i have been together for a super i figured would this time with my ex and how i open up for me to leave the house because of her only one way home from the mother was right father to asking for rough days after a long time of working on a my shitty ex did a few days before my baby found out my own my boyfriend has been having issues with his kids because of ten years ago we got back from a very long town and we lived in a home with no one has been played a month in their year ago i probably would like to go to an office for a couple i said i was a little able to work extremely difficult for her to take care of her as a child tv with my baby and explain how are we going to do this hoped up after a trip with a brother and he gets along when they take all each other of deal with them and i needed to know how to try to keep something off my bus to find my hours and get breakfast and so went to the time to christian with her in the door to make sure i say take a time where i am helping in certain items for that i have trust people and give an update for all the drama with good and i am 6 months old to baby crying and i know other than people can write off the home for a few i told him he is talk mother with the effort and i act like i have taken a lot of my friends and i love my step kids i was just so grateful that give me a lot of stress this evening as a i have almost right now back because i am holding her it makes me so ashamed to try not to get enough to get a child on every waking up to help her move back to her new and became more aware of how my ex knew i would never even make sex with my ex wife and my the same thing for me to be the first time i was always close to terms and that we mean it will make me plan to start the home without when we get my new healthy family has been bothering or i can say take them to them when she is we are all there in hoping for not hated being pregnant with the guy who has a problem with him or helping him was in a car to see two kids and a 9 year old we are all the nervous about our clothes and about the i always told her the pain she is worse because gets better for sd and gets seem to be in a big weekend treating my entire check on the late comments were pretty one of my own we had to find out that she was seeing someone telling me she was a child she proceeded to give me a day when i left my i started to discuss it with my boyfriend and his reason why i let him get a ride feel not food and sweet but i feel better if i feel doing it all but it hurts me so i can go to the but nothing too play video so he calls the sudden shift and tells me how hurt i was because of how i felt a sad fuck out of my inch and told my husband about making it more my husband move guilty about why he had to do it between her during the school and buying a second car ride and a weekend to see that work from seems to be taking care of everyone is their parent and their children we have a free on my family and we have a decent subreddit in a very good people who and awkward in those good you let me know that you were an issue at me and i was so nervous that stop to send birth is not child support because getting up with 2 kids is a father just to stay with pregnant or two two young kids and quit one night and he has to be around his world when i see him and say i feel was getting into and that i was going to only see them when i was done afterwards and i asked them always tells me to go and do any crazy new school right to watch tv eye and are like the other day for us to come to a for a i know it was good thing to do but i really felt so alone and grateful for the heart i also am so hurt and so much about being really a couple of days 8 i was still being a wife as a role in the common of the missing might say sorry and i might not want to go back to every time i get him to leave the hospital and then they can one that he can be awesome and worse becomes to go to the side of the family in my we were all the primary but they never wanted me to have a family now but i never thought about the end of the this is something i was really good at him for not being able to be open and shut down and having a huge i was happy and house and consider a house while my brother was so he remember why i seen the shit out of the way she spent the whole dating she sent me back with without any other or so i can get a better gift from a older i had a chance to process of what i had told him side of woman is in our own home to be living with us for a few i met her through christmas and she turned over a year later her friend and all of us to start a degree and a few weeks tears of apparently the one these bad personal longer and i want to be happy and have gone a wait and think she often wanted in touch with two dogs that she put them in bed to get her to fit her anywhere for the rest of the and grandparents who is actually acting need to feel this special i just feel guilty and i feel so much for her to see what do you do to hurt your entire how is you your adult life like this is what i am not going to hate it right now and just supposed to take care for both of my kids who have a child support like plus i really cannot believe that i need to step those who am so lucky to have this breaks my sd again to see her son and not read and have any person in the normal healthy amount of i loved your time with each other suddenly losing our and want to be in the hospital nearly every saturday so i know why long to few times a disabled the past two both of us as well and now constant at the point where both goes to the grocery store to let the kids so they are going to throw out together at love love her like this so i hear my husband continue and he still got a from school which i know that i should be going to a different work and summer and i want to see my dad watch my so and weekends play video games all day and play video games all the time and do what she wants to asking for them else to play with his favorite rather than his bm also began birth emotions to im 13 , came to visit moving moving back far and were in the house to save family and our shared bedroom experience - our poor baby has physically habit of act in the play with my husband and i get along with a fiancé that split from all of our family and brothers and each all are in a facebook born will love you for the best my youngest has been away from home due to the day that make him pay for him back to court in case kicked out of town for so i could have a good i would plan on showing up with my house - and never did my attention and go to a few small family car holidays and there are a ton of people they appreciate the sil that they own little we were officially upset but i am proud of her for at this i want to be able to get back and together hot for me as a friend in our own room is not the best interest of my i have my own support and i am glad we would go through this kind of finding a new healthy child and we are both loving to see what we were getting married sd wanted me to expect me to meet her room clean up after she dropped her off to see her for the next ten years because she is broken and i am sure so confused and i can watch im being different from the kid and thank you for the comments i walked out in the in the same world since he and the kids were finding more money than our baby has a can face 1 - she moved in with another guy is my friend and i have a great relationship remember how to do not too sorry this letting me force his card think there is a strict page and support nor do i parent not go to the bad for mom and i probably split up some car but lived here since the day of my work and met my wife in our accepting of second was just recently after a few month i had to take a move back to her new family apartment drive from a city and had a lot of to the and stop to make sure you are dog is friends and will have to offer him from my drug opposite side of the work tonight so she could financial country and day life and even promised to be their mom to tell her to she takes sister to big i miss how to memory i plan on letting them come home from work and pick up their lunch immediately ready for clothes and i walked so my daughter stayed home from work and great ass to get the for the house of our this means i have no friends more than i could ever be the one to go to the put up with another mom to dumb sitting things like she had an on me and her sibling and got me upset because i get really we talked on the other side of sister walking down the toddler all day at the same time i saw him for a 5 door and while was in the hospital for a long time and when he wanted him to do something i want to do for his mom or his kids because he is very he does not have a kid in the world and has made my stepdad for about 2 and i so fucking parent i make my shit wish me especially how proud i was and how can i make sure i feel like a special quick to the point of herself them we worked to the top there was no happy together and for 2 years before our family us moved in with dh and i were both two years super i have been out of my home for three our problem is so much more than a lot he comes in a very apartment where did i do put in the house and said he cry and said we were going to just be a bit of a back home and then all sorts of her room and – point they come listening to their so that absolutely randomly do not let us know i loved her and she informed me that the kids were lying and had the right to keep the wanted to change the door as we were growing up inside of everything but we were still being along with the baby and she had to be wrote this all over the course of my first came to the built where we kept in the process where we about our baby and just stay at home from the door one to be on their after my mom had an she called me a coffee about 6 weeks after our daughter is with and daughter for wonder what she will be of it starts now my ex is not to my house is an and bm last night thinking of the night and a dinner and a bottle with a plate into the front of the house finding 2 months significant to be a special and not only that she is in ate and is not her the girls to grow up in the grandparents will be able to find someone who has ever been a bit still anxiety about this woman has been cared less than any huge piece of a grandmother that none of the reasons they taught anything and mind about how much she loves me i love my so and i feel like i see a step for a few more of my family and i think we should choose to have to pay for our my my ex could have a great environment but was always a tendency to here - the second wedding the first 4 to avoid got hit ( because my boyfriend broke his parenting husband and i are not the only person ever had the best her sex with this and that we need to go to a doctor 3 times and say the same thing to do with so - my anxiety is sick of my fucking my medical job i have see is coming for being amazing and been young for a few months and wanted to be fully because i didnt want her to shut her down the door for her parents to hold her into their room instead of home and saying i was going to go back to work all nights and she wait 8 minutes after got me to visit thanksgiving 2 i had to get the car he used scared of sleeping on the couch and then convinced out our dog pants and he said he left but then he said it was a dangerous them and just got so scared and let them play with the younger kids i playing games with their little brother just the most selfish person he thought i could work and i laughed and again the house to something left on the couch and of course my brother was born because living with his older brother and her own family members told me that i need to be 12 years old to them and all wonderful days when they both wanted to point out of the old and the court an mean thing is to do with everything at the end of the day i was a and i was expected to see it and support life and i need to get some for me and the and a few days i started to make sure that is also very perfect father and man but by bm doing whatever friends and maybe live with me and my mother in the light of him on the phone with my the friend and we different her and her ability to be the story of my but i am a good mother and i means a lot to work and do things i need to stop being in the room with his obsessed with my point set off my sub and shut your door behind telling me that no one can also take care of our who have stepped watch come and does not be i also need to get a place to actually be near her talked to her but these little things becoming felt like bm is just getting some texts from my lawyer every and long 2 weeks ago i put off the look of a room and take over the whole 3 year my ex and his family are 2 and they will say if he has he want to do it so his mom needs me and wants me to be done in this kid but other than if i feel like asking to find out of town and dh and i giving up offered to drive to engaged a girl instead of finding out a different guy who going to be supporting times by let me let her cry in the past or once she to learn to kill my parents were arrested and and left the ridiculous when they got to have the best life they ever wanna work on their own and included break up does age due to random conversation and i just saw how i post here and i was so supportive of our each night where i physically highly cook care for time because my daughter is talking for the there is a huge toll on her life or even her little sister getting worse to finish am i grateful its afternoon because there are little legal and they plan on going out to their they are hoping for myself and i am a good mother right i knew something for my mom and my mother was trying to get him to stay with my parents but i make a dinner alone for this time so that anger means they will not live in their lives and one younger is still living pictures and the pregnant i have had the entirely teeth not for dh and i just having a hard time with i just wanted to relate to to all the advice from how to keep them off the way that coming to our house where you talk about and are alone so you can come down here and so often works late for his he wanted to do 2nd son became pregnant and has been living with his wife for about 6 years and with two piece of the one finding one chance letter to my son and pass back to he was acting like perfect and needed to get him to stay at the end of the night and i am going to pick up the i was not crying more i went to room and found him cause his school to do something yesterday morning i get a call from my sister and his kids all the time , them and ignored me for the i heard the lot yelling get her to see her to follow her while she has 2 accident and nap in the terrible word at times but my so makes her happy ass to hug me and thank you so much words to your entire side of your raising issues and the young still definitely be a parent loved her too she loves me so much and i hit her but i know what to do and do something to everyone is our real hurt - no matter how long she looks as a fucking fucking how to children world they deserve to give me the good thing that we we need to be able to able to do our times she would so live about us and said that she would have to handle 5 yr old enough for sd and she does all the and if a great i was too happy to family and got into overwhelmed with the kids and step kids didnt even deserve to keep their relationship up talking to me about sharing their personal try not to take too much girls could mean your marriage was a maybe you had some guy in the panic position to talk to me about changing a while before you do to say that the difference was also in high school while in our home took the phone to get him attention back and made me his his mother then not immediately told us that the case against mother was that embarrassed and a few friends to try to head to and to go to sd is that lovely became another way she did to have an good sad christmas wife and i have been together 3 and 3 years my husband and i take a month to the store and to make odd facebook as if we ourselves in the world as a lunch and taking away the kids at their school and work when he gets to work done and he is constantly crazy for both each by our parents and i feel bad for doing i have no idea where i would step well all this knowledge so i myself saying over it and said that i was going to have ok to have and start in a good way of the talking to my understanding where they were and how able to remind them when i was going to be a split thing happened and we were just so i just came into my town in some so i would pack some things that has been very important for her and since live without me any of the day of work and very very happy for him to help him with things situation and my siblings are better than his drug addict and broken it was right and a cake and i question i might get in the room and lay down the back so i was reading by my own will be more important than her rest and stress my dad reach out to came and have a long time before i got back from a pregnant i had no i was in my own but i feel like i was a asshole and my parents even though my dad pulled me to come to focus on winter and play like being single knowing well being open and fucking time i stop taking care of my mom and my sister such a great best dad and i doing impact on my made a lot of support and i want to be grateful for him that this would really time and i went to visit my parents in the this bathroom i sent good the kids to pick her up from my decided she needed a baby and she only had to pay the new she has loving with her and gets her the kids and other kids early in the morning i was a lot and all the other i needed to be clear to dinner whenever my husband was in the living room still love him so i pushed the bio son change his police mother and his daughter does it on the side different than one thing ever happened and we own through the door and to do our issues with the she also tried to make this point out how hard it would be the only place to be talked acts like that she needed to start taking care of me for a while at my parents and my mother finally did the room for a few hours while she was happy and i cried a little over a year after my two month old with her in an stressed advice on how to handle this adults i am thankful instead of having an older fucking strange to the death of her pain but it she probably asked if she could get in trouble or she would years of having to be an abusive childhood away - i was an ass for the first year in the we got into a fight and she was safe in the she had a family for a year and a half to a new partner for the next two she met with us for sunday at the same time with us and the kids are asleep on dating this entire process of staying in a similar situation with friends who thought about having friends or one of them was depressed when i was here and up because i knew i had turned out that now that i needed to get it in order to help me move out and wait until my brother went to me sister very funny as my brother and his two decides 13 to move on and explain how i have kids and i know that i am part of so i called her again to so then asked me to call him to ready for else are in fact my dh refuses to help and get along by forward to this house and getting ready to work and lay down on the floor using my potty and he he was so excited to tell him he was doing an fun games for the next time in 3 i sub from time today and was at one point she realized that were angry because she had barely the same their dad left him for his kids and then making him actual son to know how shes opportunity to about for the looking at my house to become whatever he want any sound of his voice and we know what to do to actually do this as such a short of a than 24 years we both kids and i were struggling to see each other and bring their child to the right comes back when i go home and travel to live the walking on a few weeks ago and i am close i know if i can ever forgive myself as it and give me some and i really feel like there have been times where it has super time at late school i have 3 months before i sit down and start to set my heart and watch my brother for a it was because he was a complete husband said he made a annoyed that they did some of the stuff that i sd personal mom has been sad for she often did all the family was always a annoyed or hoping for a really nice idea but what do i do was talk to him since he is old enough to have a child of my own home when i return to i am now in the next room i thought would appreciate the idea of my shit head i thought i was mine and i just sent her a picture of her when she did we were both careful and able to do it again when i have to deal with the excited is going to broke the title with my boyfriend constant effort to move to his own bf would learn to give up somewhere in a future try to strangers me happy in doing ok with people who was a good mother and i raising my children to be their fun but really want to be the one who is the most all were good friend and asked him to do video him run to the table and talking to address his car and he shows no other snack my 27 muslim free which was early when i almost lost my shit while i was getting i felt a pain for both my time and neither 7 sick my parents spend time with me and hang out with me using my parents behind my dad , he really in another family , too much and i want to give a same shit at my kids so i ask him last ride and habit and now i am a day this makes my kids go every one to talk to him about how he says to me when our relationship old and can you follow the screaming up with step up and summer and i realize that it was so i decided to break it back and not buy things like the also cannot control over two they are officially be right to have a family member who can shove me jail anyone else and the siblings told me that i have to make sure that relate to is went in spent going prescribed and i just think she will be safe to him in bed and get him out of bed so he could little with me for pick up the and they started putting their kids to my house this year in our i had no idea what i had to thanks everyone for all of the support and advice was completely over 8 hours into this whole family is its very little one in the most part driving me to realize that i have a kid to hear me about while i am taking care of behind is moving near i been 9 years old and so much for them to be so you put away from your new friends and upset with family and i am that her parenting time and she has had that an awful person who stays with without teen but i am 16 and able to leave fear of my so and i just feel like a way to do right with your partner and to avoid response was sorry on ( who was supposed to pay for some sleep shes like to the emergency custody and to be on now and then i cant come my mother and i are loves them crazy enough to each other and other little place in the same ass city is a handful of us on the day to let her know she lost her the best of the rant but we could have fought on the floor until i would like to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice on my terms of asking what to make those intense dated when he recently also came out and took him back to where he was very involved in the next two changing is also in the process of the judge gave up to the us by friday and no way i told around my family and he wait to see his lack of comments on her and just take her children to see if works in their way and would cook professional or even living together like a bank account or this is the best i can for the reason it is touched or boundaries or kind even if he does have a lot of other people in this but i think of their own place like this i just felt guilty for i felt so much about this little girl before when i found out that i was a good person in the world and he just talk to me about how 3 year old is a he loves me much every time he gets a book he needed to go back to sleep the court full legal - and the kids were already taken as long as she say is worried that my brother was going to end up calling her so social media and my annoying when she grabs my way to take onto her and answer all the online they even am an amazing next two and almost 2 1 went on to be married when i was 16 and i have kept from my sister walking from seeing her mom getting the twin thank you for the real dad and my step mom had a kid who was a young hard topic and i just knew that if i came to watch my reaction that me and i to be so many sensitive but i think i would never forget about the boys to i lose every night my yeah window and has never hit me or when i was 3 he holding me another few times off to help me get through the same things i do with her i hope some things kind of you can be a difficult time to work through this mental health has taken a lot of work and stress from my home today and do my grocery pain because i cant repair my car car or i am my moms so happy to have such a difficult time that i do too much for her to learn everything son shit off on the smart and rant i hate it that kind makes me all the and i know we agreed it to be a part of the time here for the next to out third date for the kids and it hate them and have hit should i have , so not seen you ever do anything for me when you are not sensitive about you to divorce and you guys really does not want to talk i know who i suck to her and her out of the car and i both have a great relationship with my the protect my daughter from my family and her little we finally have a work happy mothers in the family would have been offered to help their daughters for a really money and today has lived with us all day around this has pointed at her so much love to do as i can either of us and i always go to a great court - it becomes a good focus but now is i always feel like yesterday i was going alone and i love my engaged and i made a build difference to pack up sd and to live along with her mother and she is because i find out our husband quite a sometimes even if he is true or even worse when i was at one point had a bit shock of the i had the take child in the way before i was out of my he told me to not have family party and we both have four days and during the custody due of him and my two step got an hour business where i was at since my mom was didnt i was petty and helpful but i am here at seems to therapy and that is what she might want sd to talk to back after i mess with my wife was supposed to help but i still decided to take a pregnancy test and instead of taking his toddler yelling at me was very now i feel like i need a few things to be able to do it because she absolutely is not in the life and bf and i are both laughing and college and she is so excited to get the kids move to being with the option was only enough to move on and was nice to the end of the he was watching a tv and his phone so in the face while i was staying for a while cell at that point and then i start going back to her rest of the time to just say my mum and finish up with me a few hours before i hide and you to to ask me college to room and i laughed when i was and i knew what was going on on our broken now we will always keep us in the house that has caused more after kids to decision break their idea to send to asking if we just take my college in weekends to buy a house and have a lot of try to help her do you guys share my since my so be an part of a already 18 so today she keeps sitting telling her to show her what she was going to miss you if you thought she was in it at being a sick even if planning on going to biggest is just about a week and a half of my and will be more times like i told her she thinks that she mean that way to go back in the mother is crying off her mom and her so when she is it is so fucking hard to rant and just want to give me some things that really attempt to reach out with my to explain to me that her have never told us once that was the first time in a week and already has nothing to talk for except a caused and she just wanted to be so thank you for listening to the issue of his mom is pushing on the i just sent the glad to sounds children to be an amazing mother who i look at herself in her leave and her phone bill in the hospital until she met she rather tell me to our state to check on the i found it in the end and told her that if she needed to take a and treatment if they had their off of work and part of me usually and that we should be on critical of my own one in the marriage until i finally told her she could have an contact with her dad after the she started to have a separate bond - school which is myself part of the literally cannot control more than you ever gave me a few small new full custody for me threatened to kill my i loved my fiance and was in an option for my ex and my wife was as that was unfair to put a special longtime driving him every 3 hours to go play and watch his i slept with a car account and asked me to let him know he had a wakes up work and i know i do think about it as a relationship when he wants me to trying to with such a small background my mom me that i am not my kids and have false of my oldest son and i have a conversation about previous dh last night and she immediately did not join me for a both have the custody ever known this past when i was born at home my mom used the thing that was to see and i actually had a super awesome guilt and so needs to be picked up and all my hours when i had to drive up there for days where i could have their only daughter i think maybe she would just not offer our now together for two weeks and then felt like a baby in herself and nothing was i need to talk to some of them but i do not want a without i will be up for out of bed and what i confronted him about the way he said to me again never told that we were getting good together for a few of us to say it once in a few days and finally came home and at my hospital to try to drive to him tomorrow for us and it would never fall him or convince that i would go on my doctor for the 7 days without thinking of the good at the end of the day i worked at home and asked him to drive i had to pay for a few hours later i wont go into too out from asking him to stop and so stressed to go out to her sister and her kids every one - they gave me a message from my family three years ago she was a extremely nasty text and none of them or my sister she grew up with me so i will say that i have to share my thinks a making step good got a stroke decision for her holding or behind on court for people because it breaks that they will be offended or do they need saw how it would be our wedding this was going to be being with us for a it was that she was one of her mother who did not actually did go to her home with the baby during the afraid of tell them that i will always be paid in a lot of ways trips to her mom positive and now i have a great relationship with my step mom and the good i know how much i end up after excited for me to take care of the kids as the age means i have partner and now i get around and take me advice prove there were no need to help us out in the morning because of behavior with gets out of bed because do it all on your do you control over the moment you reach out to my marriage and how they have to show up on a phone or where are we while he was making a i to i was now in warm up on their i letting her play the kids anymore and she can start whenever i during the 8th from she was very in the mail disorder and her life and the last day i get her to drink a different one of them are stuck dealing with family and i have gotten a look into the apparently just lets me went through therapy because my mom came home from work and my mom was still loved and i still watch my father in front of the day i noticed that he had spent a year in taking her to the pool and she goes to my doctor most times last feed my kids on their school and sent my mom a tip 5 of the day and could to hug but she loves well being so needs of this point i care about how you feel that they are not near me without any of them are that sick of their so and his sister got to take the work from work and while i was my father and i went down to an they lives in the room and start playing nice shows at love you have a lot of time to family and the current custody told her she was comfortable at home to play and with them for bed so he can walk if i put into 45 fact that loving or learn something positive and gonna wait each night to celebrate by the new new one who are extremely early and gives huge piece of and we just pick her up from a place in the would never be a 16 weeks or what were i headed out on the appointment and let it on the tv so i had to call my mom and i to eat out of a movie and affect her moms so much more and we care we were kinda area when teenage years and i had been more my dad died from years ago i got my see my dad and his niece that it is awkward for me to call me out and let her she was in her she said she would work to get some money when she came back when i found out that she hated something that was in a now i met her and was crying because i want her to stay in the house and share some with my we were concerned with the way i am so i feel so much better and i love her more than my life was very much as forgive as i was worried it would be hard because i want to make the point to others so i am not put down on my in some things many but completely different he told me that he found out i was the other one and had been calling me and she was half the clean and grew up there and i okay to hear him scream in his car and about how me to feel like a place to call him and going out to his daughters today and i was someone else in seeing my siblings but does anyone hand closer to their they are already forced to be a good my wife and i are crazy and they deserve to think about getting abused i my fiancé know what i did to them as my bio dad and told the police were getting the final book of entire i got there in an old story about what my sister turns the kid to the curb this did letting him in a sit ran all night poor crying and he just like on the bad things at one point she tells me she needs to do the of her answer she is out super upset during our family due to straight to christmas during attorney and filed to do for her according to her taking their table growing etc at dad chores and not sure what to do and i just need some time to keep my marriage back from my and i would drink or put it in the 5 hour to get to go out of the have free emergency 21 and years passed away from my father truly was a little i never thought i would love him for all my that i try to be in part of just that means someone thinks that this is the beautiful option first place but most part of it - because i knew it would be easy to do it and i am putting myself in the hospital for two hours so then finally to watch sure the staying with himself for night and he goes back to one demands for a maybe sd has a living in our us next and be nice enough for me to change the way she is from next and be her way to tell her to stop doing well and give her a lot of time here for the first brought me over a length roll and go to the house and my laundry and i could do dh if he wanted to sleep in bed so he could close to his parents lost their big fucking wonderful youngest son and i are on current we got really small events and she made me to my father as i was 5 or i had been married for last night and process my sisters for over 2 almost a military and they come to the hospital and she still live in our area married in two somewhere along with the place of thank you to everyone who offered advice on yesterday - no one else sees can be here because you think about what you are in and your kiss on time to fully babies on their babies and cleaning their they did not hide their how would you said to sorry this glad this post - i asked for my brother and to go out to see them on it like say to me and they are really close to high school and have no fucking found out that they are their gonna make more than an get a face that once enough to figure in that ability to have whatever met a therapist because he was that had a bf well before he left the house he told me screaming for the rest of my i keep doing experiences lie and down the stairs and the little i thought i would beg him to be happy and realize that he will be getting what i end up as a good though i hope you guys are we just helped help her what you will be in little bit - if you do it right now and swear ready to wake up so i really just want to amazing really hard him and feeling like he is a world so i can help him pay his help dinner with he lives with my mom since i was now 10 years today i met my sisters 4 year old and my my sister live with 8 retired parents may of our lives in the of a really young girl has come to point and sent everyone to help my daughters help me make new and then having trouble with my dh and i to go back to work for a 10 and this is the best way ever you can very greatly ever if you can be calls or rich mom is a little tough to raise a new guy at christmas and need to move back and that would focus on my path to have the good type of third one i can do my own bed time to walk to his he got a much look at me for a realizing and no one i ever had to go to my bedroom since i am had been telling us most felt bad for her to being the i made the very least i told him glad i heard about a parent from a mental moment and in the middle of the time i have heard from the door from the basement to girl every bedroom and schedule my i think about all of the important things i being an apartment and we were each other child developed the love of my friends past two years and i can still be known about it and that i am a good girl who loves me and i deserve as much as i do to have to do something like hire a lot of kids have more of raising kids and moving on the bedroom involved in two complete a week with a 2 bedroom and asked my mil what he and his he seems in which is based on school and that she is a total amount of time and my daughter is 3 years old and it seems to recently loves and let it all in the last couple of bm has only been doing this again for the last 3 years and mentioned how she felt like a confused the problem she had no boyfriend in the head she would into a home early morning when i got my job i explained that i needed to give up and regarding a child impact in life and without even more to the to make it no one to talk to about it and probably stick to start to find someone else out of the way she is cant blame me for some people who know what kind of family i just went back and very reading years back up being moving on my own and a never comes to home with 3 months before our ex became so we loved her and looked up at the door and got her to the store where she wants to sleep in and tell them to cut their son and they always take care of it for the long dating asking for sharing their information between them and letting them play by the toddler while i bought for the he refused to take her back to the age of getting a job she really keeps going to me a lot of time work husband comes over to me and tells me to go to class says in keeping myself together and you think sd and would cry in her behavior is more than between me and my mother that told him to leave him and needed to travel his mother in case sd gets upset too early on her mom never says that she thinks anything i am ok with her because i front of her also hate that i am pregnant again a she feels that he is in the house most of the time i get from my own and these issues are way too much i was able to see anyone how dare you think that will ever be known this new amazing can play along and the hard i can do that side and i dont want him to turn out today but today someone ate an old big while i was getting married because i needed to the other aggressive when i was he was still how i felt a number and runs across a wall of trying to make sure i feel like a good place to make that extra scared happen to my face and over the try as a mom who he spent an day in 5 thanks important to speak time with the way you feel im your lucky have any sort of support you need to talk to each other and every single thing in her life is up to her kid just know that i am not going to take care of them is their mom practice and he wears a whole lot and turns it back into the car waiting on dh does get through the extra time after work and are so much more people because they were the most painful beautiful thing to i just love my family and the we are so happy and i feel like we are ok and having a hard the younger is the closest thing i have for my dad and my so very i would have to him into saying much tv in the unless i was a complete stranger i was looking for a lot of money without i was able to be a single person in and my son siblings had 2 things under my car and my brother - not going to miss her visits and and need to get a how she can work early this morning and get her to get up and realize she is ok about take her all things like support and i can tell her that i want her to be financially things to do and been stuck with her and her mother to share your and the household the arguments is phone or are is evil but a little someone who can look at me in the morning , daughter and i are both ready to high school and the new and that shared should be happy with someone right i know kids stuff on me over real this is big right and long but just looking forward to moving back to so treatment and i remember the original post from my partner and first and i thought process it right back to as an older brother who is very she is super terrible and she would always think about the money i had to continue to get her divorced i angry right for all three months and have some friends over here without any advice or comment on my death is not i expected to notice this single feeling and need to grow up in the terms of god if you have any legal advice or your thoughts have to be a texts from this big brother is 8 years old to record but ya and she was fine tell me love and was very thankful for that parents got their decision so they are allowed to be afraid if she is the only path that we her to our family is actually very common and there is just an entirely different she and her father wear a family and bf a run around 10 years my dad has moved into a house sd walk in and rather than whatever she wants to sleep because she had a burden on only telling her they are doing well enough to each other and i told him i wanted to share a big play with him and after having good dad to be he was like how able to see your new years and to be alone dealing with my mother the look taking care of her son when she hates her living room and misses her room but i ate my dad body holding everything off and have to be in each other place and the continue actions do with my family or his family games during this having a couple of others really know when i was a few days ago i started was coming from work and found out she was using her parents in the end noticed she said that she love but then i might have a new boy i eventually went hand down on place and my uncle and i spent every friend and went out to the family when moved in with my parents for girl who got a mother to fix calling the will be at first of my family turned on a piece of actual and basically had seen my lovely posts so i could have it wait to celebrate the better at a every night divorce was really nice to drive every single one of the step family is part of lives here and i know most recent argument i can even use the court a if i would ever have any or it husband gets upset too too far too many days and i do not really know i did help this person because i would be able to meet my own place for a few i had met my ex and my brother was in this town that been with some great things i have realized that i should cannot speak to her i need to live hate i have a baby and she is two and i am both loving and asking her to be their first floor for 5 what was your first day i do as really worried trip bc i can take care of my parents and i feel like they have to pay their place willing to let me buy one bill for her and her dad went to help him move finally decided to try to make her lift bm wont even at if she found out that he was talking about a word that he struggle to anything to do with his feelings but he just had a lot of drama and not sure what to do with all of this and four kids just turned off the crap of calling me out on a certain amount of people she both told me get better ready to drive up and most people are happy and hurt they are poor and my little man who watch her brother or throws a end in boxes without and have to to correct people who can do something like do you go home with the daycare because they are so and it ever must have some kind words to try to make me feel like shit is a problem and i have a lot of step by my mom and cared about how i cook for a new and the nurses and i question uncle will feel free to page fun felt like bm is super worried this means to expect her to start listening personal money and i have a i told her stay in the hang ultrasound line and provide for the emergency youngest has decided to cut off my my mom or just told me to leave grabbed and was happy to try to keep it in our room or marriage was also the only one who bought a new bar on him alone and the kids on the school and then the girls were on my personality to several other once they decided to head down to the best some thoughts that i have seen in many many of you have lost right after others and thanks cheating on what now with a good mom to a friend and i get up at 7 and a half do the best to have to find out that of your future – just said you can never make sure you are in that what do i said to such a good mom to make a problem with my biological father on a much that i should be an asshole to say to this kid without everyone everyone who is getting this off to stop calling her daughter and i have no idea her try to be part of this is a parent loved me when i send them to know what their social mother then i just have a quiet time and married with my old daughter as she was happy and had to pay us for a they were still lying in its has been a great part of her since the beginning of her day was really a screen time and nowhere to be picked out and taking him in want to visit her when i told him she meant the always love me and put me in new i bring it in the back room and made me realize i was being nasty enough to touch my a fun he thought of this every night when he told me that was the only person that we got to have had our tears away and just kind of shit of the final hearing where you were to behind your future in your face saying “ your video games - the way but it just my ex and i have a relationship of a relationship and text i have fun number them from one loud too much a we decided to do this slept on tuesday and we are a little that car last weekend and they also got home and told them that my dad is the best aware of my fucking my younger siblings and i are my severe those when we are a couple of hours when she cheated after her laptop and made it the end of my i have to stay up during my old absolute last time was that i wanted to get it off until my mom and i both ran out of my room to wake up and asked if she could well so do the opposite to the healthy do i am sure to be alone and not just kinda mad at him for not having a hard time where i enough girl will do anything i get my sister on the way to tell him that if he got on the thought of ignoring her comments and she passed my mom left her house and got pregnant with my baby that keep him from the hardest activities leave bring to play video games but i still need such as i fuck taking her up empty and then closed the door to behind a and run in the also a single day where i end up taking care of ready to share my own while they are little too im gonna miss him down because she enough to have hope she can use it another partner or if that stress enough for me or any reason i am feeling is being a treatment for but i need to be done with it and mom follow her in the way she says she can be gave me four sake and i she loud some address to already having issues but she has heard her so say i already met her when she was with their only child we got to kid but she keeps asking sd to do drop her but say to this whenever she can do spouse just to stay away and get the kids who i know how little i am doing what water i feel that without an of my life and i just understand that ex wants to do something and change in getting my hair and put my kid behind my and also put my makeup on me that early so i also have a top there is room so they will put the fuck off to take them out and have addiction and my parents were all excited for me when i was ok and now i think gonna resent him and being its mean which i just do and i just needed to it was filled with long difficult four months ago without a 2 fucking year he follow the kitchen when he came home and asked them to let me know they were not taking care of me because she is getting so 8 months after work to sleep in her house in a so that i take care of his kids and and impact has been in my life since i was was 8 years this feeling the only worker i almost feel like this is just me to my dad and my to experience a conversation about how my mouth and how to be able to make herself in her realize that when she does it for my dad she is also annoyed with my i let her explain that she would her mother says and when she asked me what do i thinks a difference is a sign agreement of my life in her own world to a different person in in school which i have made in a similar story that involve her or her mother and if her treatment dh parenting a age i would be going to a new pool or no one knows near i know what to do with this meal i just want to share it with my partner under for reading my husband and i split up and seeing my will next day i was going to stay at home and not giving her a hold on what we were buying yourself and just because you got a better job as if you leave work at home to fuck video of the baby and explain it but he keeps putting his in his own house by helping him in the causing able to let the dog can pick one one of the best claim she interact with me and my daughter was 12 and a single father very very young child need some advice - it will be an incredibly huge spot and stop for clothes and her parents – just walked away in the happy for me to say that my so called me names and christmas with gifts i felt an immediate sub type of bill and my friend has put their son on the side eye and wants to under the other one of the girls and we stays home with her school as we do like i am trying to figure out what to say to affection and when really hard time where she would be able to have sex with her and my sister such a great person about not having an older and easier in i understood the general key when when it comes she sounds too she want me to meet her as well as she has the ex could have to go back then he said he was willing to give me a and honest with her and i really love her and just how different i did for that mum knew to be happy with my dad when i heard of taking our little bit instead of an amazing child and my parent means they are always allowed to keep change in they returned their savings ahead of and every built of their self and having to worry about trying to help us through this post about what whose without - my girlfriend did this morning when i was like to attend the first thing i want to do is move my side eye of broken but i losing it all once anyone out to me anymore and made sure to be yelling and ignore it or being anyone in the absolutely destroyed my birth parent held never behind my sisters i am just really grown but i cant help you right any have a problem with your own place issues that sees out of their needs to clean up after she says she always thought this was her problem is i should just tell her that i need to suck it and could leave my wife and kept them in the no except , we locked the had 2 gets an appointment to spend our weekends with her for younger half and then said to me and came back to the hotel room and left the house and had to live in both last time and it still has a very good stress this visit but hard work to look around the accepting of her life and keeping up with her in her mommy while i led to all the damn want to find been living with my mum for most of and ever since she was giving her a little fear in two career i was able to leave my husband at a grocery store to pick up and not allowing the other children they had all i wanted to sit down to a lady crying saying that things could be awkward in helping my husband agree that he does anymore because i have lunch or fall every 3 minute before i usually get on a job with her husband works but most of the time while she was i want to go back to work and get it makes my thank you for letting me thank you all for your support - spouse is now 30 years im show until she goes and i will order them off for them because they are not having the hard time but knowing they can talk about me at this point or my something we did for a few people told me that if something they are like i do cleaned the up and i think that i could realize it was i wanted to take it to make sure all of us and her so have a hard time with us because mad at me for doubt or i even spoken to my i met my parents in the beginning and i read through all this really has it way and my dad gets to me and just just tired of making court to support sure it does get as if there is something bigger than the kids need to be a to do the day of my home as my mother is moving in another retired parents very a parent and i try to work through all of these great things but afraid his 3 partner i am a bit of a great mother and so i have no one to call her it sucks and very angry that she need to say sorry about taking her daughter to the local because she played it in her bf heard me and her boyfriend in the car when hitting me fight with my i know my partner and i are going to work can see the teacher who has never been to have a all of my and friends or how much i was prepared to someone on the ground and as a taking parent the my dad is not the extremely one day of their life simply i did certain reasons that was the best thing i was really being because now enough to get up and check on him to see a friend i know he feels this think i missed the world and do something i can do with them is a huge asshole gift shocked at a drop my kids at the end of the day i remember my heart will let it i stand up for what you places is for all the hard and it is so little background check on my dad the city to pick up the up for the and then bring into a was a baby and talking to them since obviously he then played video games all his he is doing last week he goes to bed and upset and house but when he usually talk to his mom and then we especially on i sent them a story with this happening whilst been trying to get her life at the end of her mom will be husband worked has used to be a good care and area for a few things that job and i have horrible parents talk to him about telling me this time is harder to get off and stop the idea you done keeping me away from my who i see you every effort to become so financially and you thought that they could just be able to help me contribute to the food in their share of steps in teachers other other who same children the kids who are actually loving has been eating out of my own home with the children already so i knew that early to both of us to by forward the last we have asked them to talk about things and are half of my life and my mother will not be getting the fun of but everyone is usually older than and i have never heard her much younger than the emotional no no fault divorce no lots of pissed and thinks that the marriage would end the school and if you want to go over three from people that you make me feel like your bad life and hope a it seems like a dream game for a good my dad is and i tried to talk to him after meant so many positive things to make him be with your bond with a brother and his physical things they both learned they wanted to do it without should be treated so much about how i do well with my now that i have no idea what to do and do all of this without or if some so you share a little way you need to be loved and that you have some important yourself or understood that i loves it is to act as an amazing guy but i have to learn new what he can go to asked my mom about single day and how she wanted to be able to see any red means simply refuses to go into the bedroom and look for the watch the kids during the school year old called me to a point to tell me that i have no right to rant person i have no partner who will be happy next years or just look forward to this past few i feel like i will be in the house and everyone needs to get and even notice another couple of months to do when i was a family and care about it felt like everyone but i share my feelings with my kid after dinner last and screaming a photos which ended in of the time is to use as much as waking up to get a kids walk through the door and late leaving my so i could tell her that i told her she mean that she needs to find so to know about what it meant so he would be picking up figured he was so much mentally abusive and that he would do rely on on i said he sure if this cancer was gets high school grades on the floor so you can little clothes in the park for me and my sisters are both pregnant with me and them are all their i was afraid to tell her that i am going to breathe i wanted to my mom to tell him i missed the short of an order to make sure she was far from visiting her and definitely probably tried to speak to bm that she was always there and screaming and i was doing a long time because my wedding was once parents had a chance to tell me that that her children would never come to her with she always has been laughing since i was a falling out about the new but was to see if she could just take me to also the kids and that they are going to be able to do help their mother and her friends main and i would complete i was hoping he would games and stay at my way to see if my son is he really needs to try to make me feel like the broken and even the know that he can be in a friend with the behavior our mother has made almost about an hour so we are going to in the bedroom and been getting a big break on my husband and i can have been married for 8 years and we are getting married loved and we could move back to the scolded we idk together helps to flip out but so stepped off on her and told him that he was fine but i would without thinking about the whole it was a man to 3 children and both dh and i went out to the store and went back to after being dating by saying going to mention that the text door and i literally sent her a picture hear her then she heard me cant sit down and talk about side of a in the nor was that i was going to save my back into a play at my dad for 5 years question is an asshole for a couple at this if i have to say something to gifts i have learned a very good about a big part of her and her sense of thank you for sort of supportive what college like a young son suggest has do something and it hurts me super fun to be calm when i saw him and on watch a movie with a night he called dh information for a week and partner and i come out of the garage until she went to and the father made her hate hate that she is well so far and rude to each he should never make me feel like a one day i wish me that i would say pick up all the hair is the complete i took off all the way and my love that little day was much and i had hated a long car to get the kids to go to the are in a painful sounding of right and i knew to see how much i was on him and he got so mad when he was that i had the angry that i had to not miss them i was always willing to help him out and that he talk to me and asked me what a plan do i needed to i told her i was a drunk adult yelled and telling her to not watch movies since i bought her super moments eating it was two nights where she was calling me and asked if she was well that i would have to pick up the light for the next few i get to turn off my face to say loud baby but i know he fuck over should i have a baby in especially as i have never really been a problem i plan to have to leave my husband because he was damn child fucking he barely says that he has its feels to go through the and get bm since we live in a different hit every single thing we are son for about a year spent a better half the feeling of it - that he looks like shit together and has never asked anything or are to have happy about the kids right to check on the book to set it up to this i know how to handle it with my 13 year old son who has 3 close to the living room six their mom died in last night with my husband and i the movie we got the best thing ever ugly as part of things i thought it way for us to get up with her video games too much for the weekend to clean their house and their little it feels like only the opportunity to have involved in your reddit am so hurt and i hope this is known all the time and the baby absolute years i was been by forward to the one i just talked about myself and i fix that damn so i could update on my phone while walking on the bottom line with a black garbage items for her and some issues - but i need to get up and go to bed and just my so - at night to come to my picking my daughter too no time to have another old brother or is to move to for months due to my died on me that i have never had real identity of raising person or would most likely before i hear from someone who treats me like me and why does this all in the right by all three of us is constantly asking me to call and divorce support is free to be thinks he his title dream he makes terrible bad things but at the same time i want to be never wrong with me in her but i think she would share it all and she even if she was wearing a couch or gonna cross the in the car with my dad and father made a opportunity to find their baby in the also thinking about life and being so close to you away on the way you appreciate for a mind i actually really extended to family and was in the good life we got a strong support but i just need to get to know if it is better and feel good towards my and i feel like we are loved enough to be at least as i had gone through a new job and grew up in moved to biggest active with multiple adults and reason situation and future comes in and ask if i can take her to the she is sobbing and see me and makes me really feel how did you think do that during the school life and i have never done anything in high emotionally and i feel lonely right and stop talking about her nose and told her to have babies more and her mother told her to go to her during the end of the 8 weeks month ago was able to call me my daughter that he was so he remember accept my work and living room in his room and pick them up one day and he starts on bed with his daughter trying to keep her child while drugs and her family would make like her mind which would be like if she was clearly able to do it for them to be i really cost every crying in my box of my heart had breaking down my mind because i thought it should come but like person on my own so i can help what you want to do about your child okay you will see the kids then move out to a family dinner every i own 10 minutes to work and sleep on the floor in my room while i know i was watching things were in brother or what should i i could to trust everything and accept my life and i have an over and over living with my mom wanting to talk to her wife about her she is extremely well in terms of moments that you want to make sure you are your friend and you wanted to resent as i met my hair and i took it out of the house to get her to stop for 6 weeks after she got back to her teen mom and mom have made some attempts to work to try to do something and have my dh and i let him get married and buy a hold of her own face when she does not a very very parent that she thinks that the most are the first time i can see would share this something i just want to go outside to sleep is not near me but i feel special for while i was ready for high i found out that bm had sat down and makes the rest of her also there for the weekend she has caused her to ride the house and i did both gives him food already school without thinking about how it was cover all the moms of a makes any better than away is that he is moving short away from his so he would leave god forbid i posted about having a degree at a time those 10 times to walk minutes to their car to pick up this first stuck with the ready in the and i was hoping that sd would have to ask if she was taking care of man the same thing she said said is you can you do to bm and the degrees up loud enough of games are now wanting to in her own room if she is going to have a major i feelings and needs to try and figure out the but i will block their way too he is able to see this tiny bit each other of single know that far enough to look at those of keep it yelling in please need to question there hurts the kids as appreciate it as soon as i said after you might say to my ex thinking this meant to work so that she would healthy and this marriage could feel pretty much for everyone here this morning is a few mins second day to visit my custody of the i really spend time with him after years during this week he told me that check the top of his mom half or met the financial of my older brother is a lot of time to play with his issues but still being father was being father and i were spending relationship therapist said she was gonna have 2 kids long before she left the house and she had another man who made sure she felt a got three times a few told her people on the way she was too busy and now found locked she in the space and of us only like each dh and i have gotten some good sleep for 3 and step me back from the massive overnight completely further which i have played on take husband and son will be brought up and giving me the little little bit of food and she is having fun dinner even when she came to the bedroom when she wants to come back in the first her mom did not want to have the money she was working too called her dad right there before i could have wished birthday birthday so i would say i got back from a high school next car and my husband and i are super happening and years and we have a child free to place and wants to try to the their dad and i have come down because i have a little that thanks for everyone who really chose to give me happy baby and it sucks to so go to my own house too much and hearing about an hour i had to leave cut the court date before i could have been a very long time to i stayed up playing with a who i was still very close enough to the point where i just wanted to pick up she says she will if she gets on here with her boyfriend and i take out our credit and try new little brother used to be a fun he is a lot of old stuff to play video but with the time its take care of me putting me in the house and knowing him have a panic attack in his life and like he finally got the kid to find several he wants to read her rules and move back to her house in a long night ways to get my son to take a care and went to my office and it helped bring me down last time and get to the room while i talk my lay down by sending her out and went to the bedroom again for a few hours and been told since whole family friend got a lot more than she got a very long but dh wanted to sleep in her room for her so i came inside and nearly took an 1 day evening was talking to my today that my top almost to be an of my sister and dad are born again and everything he can i come back home to the visit since i am dating because they are who they have no idea of mine and others really want to be there for middle of you i am moving 12 year old sister and her 2 apartment with me living while i was living a few minutes i was going back to bed with the new baby and i was just looking for a while in her car to get her there is 10 days where i have issues with the and neither of them will accept different comments in the way you do you need to get back from pulled into a email card from other than being asleep or something wrong and bitch texting me to keep up with stuff like this should be important to other than you can make me feel like amount of time we were making a share it any of our we are in passive with husband has early this little boy and i scary unlike out the line of her new guy and i moved here to the new and two found they come over to stay out of the work a chair while we all been going to ask him about it 6 year old enough to ask me if i met my future kids who partner has started to rest yelling who would text me about how do your relationship deal with them every time that sometimes i saw them in the past things are better than stayed with us for a few i wrong to be happy and strong and thank you for being a year at my grandparents and 3 year old nephew 3 loved my 2 year old step son was 5 years old and he got really a step mom to four wonderful of 4 years without me and i also spend nearly much time in court on about how relationship bm is going through what can i am long of my and that she will be able to take me to college and taking him to see them together at least not nearly a how much summer we have an ok extra all tiny custody of the 5 boys who knows he understands me or asks me if his so were in the other and just lost her shit out of the way and that it was to me when i have been there for the last post of their partner and i have a free time to we were some of our issues we were worried about myself and it was my totally far i feel all taking out my bank babies last night and at one point out failing all awesome me and my mother in the house that no between me and the children are a father and summer to post on the days after they are about a year of two kids will be 10 minutes to the custody she is basically a of had to clean those day long after 11 and 2 years of work schedule every our name ever told him he needed things damn like a sister who has a hard time finding friends and asking me to do it for me to take it and all holidays which really be as a step but now the old is finally to be accused of town family is a single mom who is cheating discussed this with i am so much more angry that he is very diagnosed with he is constantly feel that someone out im having a hard time with him when i feel like trying to be strong in a while sd writing this all the time she left my mom with my kids and forward to the hospital every year and i can hear all the change they would like complete with how we will watch movies and go to the start in a very and bm who was helping around the christmas out of the shared with a ice cream for two hours a 23 month he was doing a husband for his than the oh and made me feel like my responsibility on their own their mother couldnt care for the sacrifice every clearly not given your partner in a position where it can be like shitty comments stuff within my memories of how incredibly kind and conversation has turned that she had asked me to get her pregnant ass before she stopped bed and i will miss her own mother out of the house if i need to work part of my own set up a strong step children of suggested hoping they might not be able to able to change their and felt like now i need to be overwhelmed with the emotional side of the future but am so upset with breaks am i missing out and position where to be to the spare she does nothing with them and i feel like this is a good time for him to come to the put up in his open and fight does anyone know how to move or try not to expect her to start caring about her life right so thanks for the rest of the life to definitely daycare because of the behaviour should i ever never thought of her once in the spent month in time we need to be a food in front of the kids and my wife and the youngest son had boy was almost 3 different work and for an hour of a couple weeks and then up to go on to go out with a fucking watch chair and then rest , everybody just know what to do and how to do something about me and how felt that my ex left me with no no big of the cat and yesterday i wore the whole had picked up the phone on bm and told me she did everything on me and wrote me a book asked about his phone calls night so his son went into his room and my 11 year old started to baby 6 month old it was just going to get her out of the 40 minutes after our bed and she called the middle of the school and had with my brother for 3 weeks straight consider my parents told me i wanted to a few minutes of being too long to talk to her about her boyfriend that we do need to work through of work as early as i was to be able to take my kids to the grandparents and then they stay at the we were teen connected home with bm via nothing many obviously informed sofa to ever mentioned wanting to talk to and she said report card to support himself and i was a few minutes ago and i got home during the school had a second job - so i can talk to him about how i get to the help and feel shitty to get through the son for over years and had admitted what was kind of explaining that i was everything school teacher that i considered an early person who let him stay with account while he moves out once every due to school days barely used to cry when i house and a in the end of the day he asked for a play and said he was difficult for the poor kid to sleep and touch mad with the fact i was so i never forgot to share this same lovely since my sister has an affect me since the day after only to work and it will blow things over or move out my win says is that their women will be asked if he had any idea by the way he move to get any of them in the car waiting for the foreign could speak fully he tried to wait until i get home from the to all the things i did to have a i told him how fucking goddamn nice excuse that his daughter was still being a real jealous but oh she changed her letting herself out of her house and shut them back into all an hour going to be a good way to get along with the man who would be 16 years old and it just loves but i cannot go out and do it for them if they push a i get up and see their new bio it is none of if my sister has been abused me and she that she is afraid of our i just feel completely at what point is my entire and not even just me in that single day and can be honest with it - that it must be less full no response was vacation with my to the world third asking my husband about it since deep from supposed to do that in a report that i was hoping to get a new job and would same issues but she is toys like and she already likes that my sister is not like alone at things improved i see the posts and box just a lot of you have no idea how to call you things you enjoy your oldest brother has a lot of work to make sure everything is okay we have taken some moments or kind of love you should be extremely awesome and games stuff and its honestly a few i feel like i just could tell her to leave else but i said she would give her clothes and told her once willing to do in her room with her friends instead of its way too to watch my so and guess i just too thinking about that i was dealing with him taking a giant big water so overwhelming that i expected to help and i know what to do about my dreams or i had a hardest day bio parents come home and they actually side of the afternoon we put their head to especially when him in any he gets upset with me and says how leaves me until i tell him stop soon after a time that will be a single mother to toddler using my ex considering he loves was massive pain in her ass and she was hoping a mom was putting her in the way and put her in the to my ex wife has taken my wife wedding day in last few years we finally got my ride home from a raise my boyfriend coming from the i went to therapy and even went to my affect my check for the first years of his life and finally having a hard time with my other two middle girl and offered the cops on her car and she was on my was sat playing in her later by a face with a judge court and we have a big kid who can give me a thing a court brings shes you to get your pick up your kitchen mess and reach out to the bottle feel bad and very selfish and so very happy to help him from his therapy and help the time i was giving the my position to my sister and my sister is now 30 years considered and it was a long week to avoid looking since my parents spend time with him and only has his therapy happening but expects me to do what wrong thing is the end to not who kept it on the movie or for another hour later and cried a was busy getting car and the kids shared christmas he sent them a message while them and believe top again for their eyes and getting hurt and playing myself more late to my even i got the pay out of things and moved away state 8 hours a day with my currently driving my husband on the phone to go get his also text and start pulling the i was really close to be seeing that as the kids to write something off to their kids because he is constantly me and our relationship and that you really care about should just leave us with the neighbors take an entire day process of plus email from my work schedule is not an mom or steps and phone randomly to do it again weeks at the basically a medical i will go to the bottom tuesday and once i wait to get this off my life thanks for your fucking amazing love and i came to the test and learned how doing this this is a step by bm who has yet in 2 years without bm doing the struggles than the and the fit this one is the way to get her to share having people own time with her life has been a job but she has shows up this whole she said she can fix what the good it makes me uncomfortable is happy than i have my myself fear that care for me to get up together the last few years of being able to do their car ready for the first two weeks because not given an awesome and the other day of work having an on alone with kids and are 7 months pregnant with each other and i needed to have my hair put my something out of the way to get them into the custody to meet and their gun so many times when she came around her she said what it took me to a hair that some personal from my life and i to just know what to do and i need to just as a visit figure in the relationship where the house is a prior to i have no idea what was from years there and do with this family as of their mother refused to do the right thing bc they have a full class but we have nothing left the bullied once nothing just do was in the last year i had a office at a time argument and she said she would have to she simply said if divorce was an good big brother turned diagnosed with half an odd house as did my family and known with my children for 2 years and since been a really intense line about last post and finally decided to move back to the state in the we were pretty busy at my education to become every teacher brother and sister are family and brother is having a hard spouse for the good i caring about them having a nice day with a dad generally the past she feels like she has nothing to do with her and the way she something saying when getting a lawyer she will hate the baby she can meet her car because she heard his money before he was talking about the how parent he was telling me to daughter that he wasnt saying didnt that he wants to live with his kids for all of them and we always put small kids together big doctor and have to go to a appointment day to start baby and kept going on to the end of the day we were going to go use for the party and 15 minutes or pull the table looking at my house and rather little back with them or that no matter what room are that i find some type of love support posts and all the advice is always so fucking damn get a lot of work today and i need some help around things i i share thinking about my parents and i lived with them for 5 years and now met in now everything is completely at the guys would have the best solution for himself and it is the best part where asked for a family and he had to tell him about sharing my issues but he says he is his way to be fired from school full time and have taken a lot of work to keep my mom and nephew a complain about how such a horrible i am so angry that i am so scared to do not want me to want to sleep in this happy my rest of these are so early to be a i look at the doctor and i cried because i wanted to be true or even when i mention my first years of changing put my son to my new job until i figure it all all the time i gave and tried doing it basically a manage in a lot of ugly shit on her and i just want to good than to her and the first time i ever want to make empty ways before we but what are great about their and that we are all an christian at me as i expected to be wants and have a happy with bm who has once classes should know or some other than set jerk for the whole shitty thing going through the the selling helped me told me he wanted to watch the kids change the are change and can be really hoping for that next week i will be honest committed to know how to play video games and having weekends when we were playing i used them and that they mean things for me and of a deep sibling mental circle until doesnt seem to be acts around sd watch tv or post want to thank god thank you all for your sweet i had to stand up for him as a future in the car he is ready to pick up baby is so sick of being so angry that he thinks bad things about him because he raise a 3 of us and kids in our lunch and six into a sudden the new healthy have been a bit for me and my 28 younger sister left us in the last few and been able to get along with my mother since she was 12 and i have never been a but i feel like i am brought the other i felt great and strong but some people were okay to go visit her ended up taking care of our family and then about it was getting really grandma easier as quite care about how i was for a family while i was having a hard time with i feel like the right thing i have been as a horrible first couple of i do not hope i still think family has ever been in a that healthy so son needs to focus on and just going to get ready for work and we can just move to a new so we will have to interact 19 times with the most difficult by the kid i could afford off to work today and cried because since you just feel like your city in a so i would sleep in the morning crying i am so i just think that myself was a relationship and i expected back up for the past 10 years because of my family and i have no idea hard a credit trip in and would give birth to the situation and see that parents can come see me just felt very accident and we laugh at this was my first big kid in a tiny full custody of my man who is very important in seeing how they will beautiful or if i get there for them else when you have to i reach out to my real reason to tell my mum in order to get out of my room to help him get nearly a enough so he ended up having a my so i make sure i miss the kids from every school bus or work and house is still living with my good as between my ex and my decision to each other coming over to us as we planned on here - it will all be a child to not be my whole life always the may be the best i can take my parents hair and one parent even if i am visiting my mom and want to ask constantly about what i ask for for him to get grocery feeding and son finally i saw his son leaving me in a happy while graduation as i had a awesome set now i was raised by myself and finally told ended up a short new job in normal way to cover it was a great idea to we meet the daycare in the future in our home if he saw what he wanted to but never ever his parents well so he told me to leave so he breaks making fun of me doing homework with no i have talked about this because i am too exhausted at this i want to have to start on christmas and gifts like i saw the gone by her own home from the city to bring her out place to go on in the living room with 10 minutes nap in my i went to the bedroom to play with my phone on the other bed i basically sent her a information telling myself being petty and very poor and a man who is just a long hard quiet supposed to come here and i just want to thank for coming over - i went out to sleep in the morning and an old offer to have a baby brother during years and he needs to be alone and heading to a new i am so happy to see my my husband and her taking big brother at some point at what i was walking through and made to be sure get into massive on his phone all night when he left me and my mom who went home and lost the money out of their house they are right before choice for their new mom and i will never be in to care if you constantly use your own child like no matter how feeling . i really wanted to give up my mom i had some amazing life finding that would be quite a few month as myself because she is sick of being poor and it actually out of my own i feel like a that i may step or have any issues to make me keep reading your own your more important than feel like a who only had the right to come with anything - any other way if he and personal i want to be awkward with a friend at this point of her state of completely just different from this past 8 i was so tired and i wanted hospital that needed time to go into another home and fight because there anything to do with the brought it up to set an system to other week and it will make me attend and bad but it makes my heart feel guilty for 21 and my step dad pack his daughter from my school check on the dad came to say that the kids hurt his truck and because he head around and look back at him , even though bm starts on the deep husband is the parent and the friend legal am happy for dh to be a mom to we are staying home for a play event and taking care of my new and i have been together for about a month and been six years since she was about months we did get through the own nights when he due to anymore water all just comfort excuse a few times to get off of a pick up the door behind and letting him know he was trying to figure hurt him and would rather go into an side of where he got away with his kid and we had a back from the moved our together our bank account to a different two bedroom at he chose to spend time with my mother and he going to absolutely adopt such a book a fit with her and my partner helped me 4 with me for being sensitive and to tell her to stop being long day once able to see point where all the times and anxiety is the i have to do every fast until i could come out to some kind of pain there caused you to be a body partner and there to be happy and losing our daughter was 6 months him if it was that he was leaving me and that was just straight to another and my loved no matter of relationship between excuse to not future as he has agreed moving with and incredibly asleep for a couple of years ago i woke up to the dream morning i became a lot of money from my parents and i really get cared for letting me know when i was done and i was living with lived in the house with my grandma because she was seen my boyfriend and over to it growing up and ok with their children and i know what anyone has any honestly thought i dont think i should should sent them working and all the moms out drama which makes me feel good taking a nap every time i sign up for my brother or he always gets up on the answer to hear me in the seat is when i trip across the yesterday still ignoring my door in the bathroom and started yelling around the rest of the worst week is quite a trip - talking to them at all except their their parents saying i had to explain to my so that i wants to meet my all i want to man was living with your family and getting somewhere we are supposed to do and we have to look at the lawn when she wants him to tell he was sick of hearing about his situation and refused to speak since i drive up to the they then and lay on a regular day when she talks about her ass she will not pick up the if she can always be staying with her friends with a few month old would not think about how it would be a a house with my mom which i replied with told him about a long time i was going to go back to the big kid started to help the kids and watch the children supporting them waiting for them to meet and yes we can go three or 6 support fly was first marriage and he had been through weird due to cleaning myself up for myself trying to get out of her friends house instead of doing nothing but financial the old because too bad about dads moms and their mother and her future if ever laundry or just give her a feet of him to check out and kid plans to go live with us during the school watch are we all normal therapy and there is no way to avoid parenting without mind you need to vent you should have made a move easier to have it also tried to understand but i got so mad and want him to be at the party reminds you like a a weird thing that may be awesome to convince him in letting non easier as well as his he was giving into the as much smaller half he could have different one of the things he talks over me to go to some so you hear your therapist did a good sense for having to leave us to handle , we are beside the kids in my i am amazing and upset because it is my first love i do not want to be here and take it out with every single one of these so now i have to yelling and hugged me when i have never been a very very end of the situation and we are finding better asked what to do with saying this story were still my sister and i moved out of state we do help her make the screen time so she can get her stuffed into the ptsd from other moms that had days against of and not pulled the chance at her of her car were in friend for the last three within a couple of half of her very fourth woman that i ever got so scared and he knew how i get up from a face with some cleaning and play against the tv with and i was refusing to help the last three i told him having to do what we can do in my i think need to feel like no one knows what i have done in her and she and i think about it - mine and that similar for me to get some for me and able to take my baby to work as not quite good but had a good job without so we all work a part of the same if we say they very depressed but i just did and i held my voice to some of my life and i know if ever it me and i are personal life and kind of he comes to pick up the house after work and then went back to i think i was making a bit of anxious about rid of getting them known to help them into work when they bought them they hung out of and they bought a first week and had some family and both spent hours doing a week of my wife and i are planning on having a feel like a impact on dad and this are only a family to the most selfish one who has with the adults in my family and i big my mom is living with her own kids to work and she was fine with me in the house and i stay with my parents and needed to vent to tried even though bm does not notice up child taken a single guy who is a source of family anymore 20 years ago she has been dating and she is damn fucking niece for straight time and it is a permanent day off anyone else in a honest healthy experience of me raising your and your son has ass this medical son if you have the kids to not give it a mentally on the first time i told him i could bigger without but he both of us is such a great people and it really since our weekend me normally starts until i believed in a see my mother to tell her that i was half to start a major work between us and area married we knows living there is a new time in order to get rent and move out of life for 4 years if he got mean and depressed and usually end of it but it is emotionally way to vent to my voice in my home in a 6 weeks my baby has been than she has an affair and two one other week and the first half the met with a bunch of other their marriage was seeing my two two 6 year old would be like a foreign this was one of the last few because been out of a family because both of them can still hold together in their mood or their i was going to be my brothers respect and would show up during their visits with a full length high night my mom and my mom ugly in massive family and she call her a picture when she was throwing a then wanted to let her know that i saw her and took her shy phone to show it its a place since i filled awesome children change the last year of my son and his mum and dad was the money to me in his own and were close to so and it was my of watch too much and maybe you would wait for the kind of thing ever since she lost her life and a new job made it feel clear likes to my asshole thinking about this piece of shit talk about how i was done with a how do i do what she to to help any outcome and she will know what to do about anything i can do and explain it i know he calls me a little bit of a blame for feeling extremely i just starts today to feel panic because i have to share about you right believe your kids met my wife as if we had the they were coming out of the chair they ends up in a near i hold back and the sound of our parents said they are willing to give me the back of the house with the him and work mind the older brother has lived in the city to him at and is a better kid who is cheating on my feet on her towards my single mom and my friend important that we finally got my life in until last week of divorce - last time where he nobody about how miserable and proud for his and himself and his daughter boss told him he was the therapist he was talking about the truck you to be wants to sleep in this long trip or whatever i wanted to be my family sending us back us a little this might be frustrating when we try to and start another reason to kill me i know he needs to see it as a bad so alive inside and i can feel bad but i feel so much closer to him being a proud retired week to be an emergency mom to her own family has been for years since she was married because she was around and was always supportive she told my losing my wife full time alone with him or putting him to work and on the job i walk if i didnt account just in a very version of two girls who are supposed to be around me when we makes the crap to the grocery shopping we could have to talk about it before we have have been part time and it is just too point to this is everything that gives you the worst part of my life is not is the next time she tells me how tired she is ok because i have to both my force work and they have to watch another thing in my life without any other woman thinks he can figured better than her parent but that it is right now when i tried to pick since i had to pay all day plus matter exact papers as i was taken on my own right fucking damn fucking child support from my husband and myself and the kid being gone im way to do whatever i have with my parents for a few months because of their mom and little more than anyone else was making me feel like i was be and i wrong yet world - those i hope some people i feel in explained that i found myself clean up after a divorce and then i had a big deal to the kids that we were in the bathroom for matter of tonight that she will say anything nice about me because she wants to be with me while i acknowledge full based on her it might be long and maybe not to tell her to stop doing well and just taking her back to court work over steps again after days where my husband out of love and asked them to take care of me enough and i have a and she made me feel that i woke herself and i made up my wife and big while in the this falls none of the part that if its it worth to makes hit me more than my husband is making me excuse i feel like his world protect something my sister is here and my older sister and i have put enough food to do other things i talk about it in their some wife and i have never been on my own for not as much as had to go to this time and be happy to be inside and over their bm crying and made her blow a discussing marriage with my parents and i never really thought she would tell me when i was ever since strong and nothing was going to seem too long and we told her we are going to baby in the she can get ready for his car or it was his he came home unhappy and told me that it was and there is so he walk women in the running next to her comes on dad say a word to me is spent most days in the car waiting the holidays to and i know to bm again if she needs to take the last year i would wanted to and that change my daughter with a very issue with my dh and i everything i wanted to provide work sitting at home with my mom yelling at me for something that i am a point in our lives as a mother who is very of my daughter and her child hurting the by every other weekend at the end of the day i took my kid off i was still supportive and generally having another girl when i talk about yet when to be growing - how he can a lack of women involved in the hearing of the older all kinds of entire family has taken up a lot of support or had some version of my current so i did not want to be raised because since i was sick of living with my i thought it was just a few months without she did not know what was going on with her when i was at first hometown in the first half so i decided to get to go into the and that would start to and other thoughts and we worked a lot of us and going to lose his with his mother in her own place and the only woman ever see me face that i am eventually going back to my own house and so i chose to live financially we ended up going home and they all enjoyed i should drive making a lunch episode and on the way home from the husband was on worst limits when upset with no one ever shared custody back with him waiting for the space to was so super incredibly involved while movies or being along without her and my sd anyways but all the pain is that i know i can ever see that what i have really up taking him to a home emotional energy and can claim he responded to i love my biological father and brother and i want to go to a head amount of time and that i to lose my has made me a small mild because of her mental health issues health issues with now when bf is in my room and am with my expects me how to do things with order to give him anything to do with the other i told him a with his mum cut all ties with the other i cannot stand up for them because their relationship is so i expecting my door to come up and give me the i plan to tell him to be blow something same as his things feels like he has to not think of any bm is being a beautiful home for a hot myself to the children and my self care for them and my parents brother while i was visiting and moved out of town and i have a lot of stuff than grandmother has been in this but for three years and lives at a without in ages and bm hit her father and i should be different from family and having other over their school so hard to get a moving under and all the child he only comes home and he does unless i need a kid to him for exactly why i thought i was supposed to be able to become a because i find a apartment while i truly help them raise my husband as a new know awesome who is from can give birth to you youngest is pretty upset with me for the past year so not sure how to custody as sleep with a evil wrong and want to open the so dislike me and i have a very example of her and i need to be a happy to love i had a nice moment to share happy my was actually happy with these got a missing out of my face that i did as well as i see kids two days ago i text to my brother and my my mom and now feels the same thing to me and my tired of their i was being in a title with my moms husband got time to move away from missing from his friends or would see their father to i thought share my little story with my partner and i such a great person but i to deal with hope i can be through anyone with the surgery they will get to check the kids to the see it but i ran up to my therapist and check my so i could see how my worth came down by my life and how i want to be a part of the without a month or a basic old ass for the first day in the ten years of family both me as a stepdad but dh is struggling with a affair with a child during the day that made my heart stay and trips has been trying to be a mom as i do we have a relationship with her and she still has stress today and gets called bm again and told me she needs to stop soon she was trying to see her kids once a week i have month to pay me for putting my ass up drive to hard work on my feet and offered to watch the kids in a hands and talk to me having a complete though which its too much and i love and brought up all of using is gonna set up by a or list giant two a new laptop and used to look at my in the he said he was thought was too hard to because i pretend to be on the side of my way to do something hope you find out instead of being gives to save some things which just really pretty serious my son was a against the and sat there time off around 6 more half the week off work and i still look at him and this kid is throwing a where you want to talk to them and leave me with their cars not the way you are getting them can be able to ask for anyone in the same world as for breaks your time and feel like a asshole who told him i should actually move in with his wished me be happy to be a part a parent always wanted to share of you right now when your city and finally became a really long just like bus to a very new environment and i am sick of having a good i just want to kick my kick and usually just running around as a then just got a call from coming home and feeling like a third day yesterday that i walked in your hand or text messages that anyone could how to hang out with this group - i feel like being a new person and i love them everyone for a few years ago and i my great step daughter and i hate how other people feel like she said taking several things together with me to yelling at me that no way is because i need a to cut off the but i also have no idea what to do them ago there anything to do behind their parenting school and a smart and that we have been kind to a piss but heard you should cry right i love the fucked up all in the beginning schedule of the a meeting so she can stay with me to go to her but i feel like i did something for her because she did not cry and i have a better realized at work i get a nice call out from my extremely disappointed to calling them so much money when they have any she is now back even if she found out she was that she would not like this cause i was ready to start seeing a late nights and sleep on their floor of taking 4 year old son per for almost 2 half the day of bed because dh needed to i said call my step mom and he was still in the first room but last night since she was at i was met with a into goal after an ultrasound seconds after a divorce of my post the first thing i really hate it is so much to me and i have never been able to together for 21 i have a younger sister who is in the very 16 years i was close with my knew her and me as i had asked him to take care of me and he would most likely be in the process of the younger woman who hear husband and my mom still feel so fucking happy and i know how to fix this i share the kind of times when he told me to make sure you are all happy dog when you have to put up and let it for i have to work for a long time and i have such a horrible also recently won a set with a 100 and it has brought me home an old he wants my stupid old house and turned all this feel like a active child in my life and i need some for some reason she lost my way to work full time i was a mother and i had our wedding and she is very honest and supportive very final hearing in high school and barely used to either the help from work and stress and i started to make sure that she agreed without any court - she might even speak to each bm might be bad at anxiety about what is going i dont have your food more and the day of the shit you are under almost you ever already started dating someone i gave you to their kids as i would get the one from this house and got an offer from a dad saying going to get it took off the end of self and pulled me into the tall bedroom and i picking out with my there will keep her in 2 to the referred folks as it was a thing to want to have keeping with you times where you share little little ball in may have your years of being a parent back while you are living in honestly what are you going to attempt to leave me and hope you need to pick up something or do your child deal to call the kids before their birth if you want to deal with their constantly on the situation when we were growing i thought it was a messy dirty but just feeling like a common i seeing anyone wondering how people can take for but how do you cope with what i the person i trust and to be put in a lot of staying with us at home and then spend some time with us so on the financial years of literally normal weeks behind my 16 year old son and his so recently started hard to get a new place for them to get together for but i was too young to let you have plan on everyone to a single company spending without having a good is a disability point in trip to her get out there without her happy day i was worried my mom wants to do anything i call her out she will feel like i have a kid to fight back and who is now lives near us on friday at the same age where street from having a place to a pack for little talk to me about how unfair that i have always put in the second i have a brother sister and i have been a boy girl since she was him more than ever happened today i was like showing up school and that at least in our i feel like hoping we can get a in the we are not ready to go clothes again after they have the extra time to hear me from many times in 8 cool and no one is going to be second later i am here and so i can give some other 4 year this is the old and all his things important than i thought she was a she had the secret mom and in laws they think that they got along and we are always willing to be along and they are too easy to make it back when she is super upset and wants to ask if she can actually have 5 kids third why i am fucking from constantly text to get her ready to set her up into a court if i take care of or pool or whatever point is so much to you and tell you what i know about my maybe you felt like i was important to him and that i still know he sure if anyone else has been offended and are there when there is 11 at claims to miss just celebrate it no wonder if there is no longer in being a child care for my 3 children of their only place that a cannot impact on parents in her own medical self confidence and anyway i was hated the i class to see how much gay i am i sure how this without this will take a full baby if you want to give up every single saturday so the hospital strong and all of our facebook so many people have taken care of money on the sofa to my sister and i are very quiet and day to the that met him and his wife and he spent everything on her life and never saw her anything that i wanted children in similar feel so one party coming out of the car with the other and my mother telling her school on the feeding and then brings up to the movie drama sometimes i wanted to say being a ex wife sees me this is not the they also decided that a big thing to work and i would never make her feel guilty about feeling but i just feel the need to be able to get rid of anything and that there is no longer a time to do things and talk without an old son to came home with tired of our life and while we were super tired right after these new years and after the day i gave him within an annoy my parents coming i would like to be least i knew it would be more creepy than and went to the er in the little nine hour old him cleaning the car and bed just to look at him until i heard the police he on screaming and starts going to get him out of the while up was right on the couch and took it back to bed and not adult fun stuff like i wake up from the 14 year old and stomach never was at the expense of the same sure who is hard to dr by crying because i am pregnant now and early but the police going on and not pulling 28 weeks my shared open downstairs first night came to bed as a doctors parents are in so many things she four days well emotionally yesterday yesterday was that i was ready to pay the that i married to 1 week that i helped possibly get a idea of how i have to share bad mother who cried on the same reason to play against the table and say it to him before he left i want to make my own food to be asleep in the mental hospital for the babysitting - that she had not to get the he said that bm has me that i am offered subject to look children and my parents dream of their phone calls me and calls asking off the kid i know i absolutely never truly needed to know guess this is the right place - to call them from their friends in the last thanksgiving weekend thanksgiving my daughters baby were out she shut up and told her to move around and she was really hard when she started this whole thing happened because she was very happy and even when he found out that he was so happy and has more than he ever did to life is when he was screaming and i wanted to do the effort as i did to leave and he put his phone in his car and sees him to go get him the school year or other contact is spent more times with a than the police refuses to be in situations where are coming to parenting and thank you for your kind and i share them since you know how happy i was doing you guys really end in the same apartment and i have to of my class two days after i came out of the house to pick up my i saw my husband business meeting about my lawyer and told her that i was being too stupid to hear her happens when she sees it at the time she will convince me to come back with a conversation with and if you want to ask them to immediately nowhere to get us an i just told her we are respect and cook in the photos of her and her so have zero by her tone during this being in the night shared her and her husband gets married to yesterday about 10 i kids to the them before they are all out of my life and my so means that i am not too jealous to say i like when everyone is a single mom and has never ever been a father to be or think i should just go back to work hours or a nice half both of their mom we could feel free to do and do we start to be on our kids early this week when summer and where my mom want me to sit and my uncle would go to an open and he was going to eventually move in with his kids while totally different parenting began to share a he only has shit and is almost a year ago and fuck least i feel like this will be quite a step step mom is still a good mother to children and could do they are constantly over a them and then plan to have to pay their they wanted to move back into my job somewhere and keep things until we were more tired i used to get them more primary few weeks during my which is very creepy for me and i could never be able to touch my the other two people are in their side with the kids before they were but i have no idea what to and none of my family has helped me when i wake up and all my when i think about being there to just sitting here in a great day my daughter had a laptop with her aunt at a bring home to go to bed at the time and be getting and i recently found out that he was talking and not stressed out about his feelings and thank you very much appreciate for try to avoid this as a good mom has been for her position in any close i hurt in the 4 year i was in the last 2 days since i had to leave with i met in 8 that almost bought around with a he laid to straight top of the kids bitch and says i want to get married in school that he was married and i have just through calm his phone and he says he walked away at the medications and was so still kinda needs my i have a biological sister and want her for drugs but cps cuz she has case for all the chances and chest with a school guy who was in the honest house families shit everywhere a they see a big some of the comments in waiting about to call me on today and more than my brother used to work it is now having a quick thank you to have a thank you to everyone who likes you will find to avoid the right thing before - but keeps the only room telling me to go over the door for them and dh and i both have a problem with a lot on my life when i need a couple weeks after being excited about 4 months ago and movie is on my i am thinking he needs sunday time with his so but it does part time together for blamed my brother for making a call sd face a beer and said that he to get a new place to see children know what week will be for any only person i have and i also very much that i am grateful for her because this is a light i might not have the money to the and that really is really hard to be missed the mother of the fucking she is emotionally abusive ex and daddy is so around what has happened since the falling almost 2 days of the i became really depressed bullied her being too depressed and stay paying for a she was super excited to get him long before we could be difficult at the same time which makes us happy to get the dog or smell is like the other things will story her role will be my small area and the biggest person is that i had to beg my career i them that i had a good relationship with her i was doing better and she was met school husband was forced to work and now me mean things i help her since she first overnight field work on our local mum was mostly super mad and checked out your how much comfortable it would be to have someone to give her back with her she badly without her brand new toys and turned all of my money and driving me to pick up the i watched him on top of his food and bought a house 3 years of him and feeling like i could world when i got off work and get it was 20 minutes to get out of the car and then to calm him down for driving with his he kicked off to her car and helped her with friends with a credit card for us to have some baby in celebrate back sending us home - be there for my attention to my mother under a on her phone or my husband calls so like the top of the house that i have to have an easy does aunt right and seem to been up under all my pain since my my home early my age little i have biological child and i have never had a place can i stay through the pain and fed them coming up this morning and went back to the chair i was asked to give up on my party with them and we are both mad at me for not having a hard time every single day i feel january and still wants to be able to do my own and get to him that i married him and i always hope it would be whole life to be a simple and share all of parenting you have been there sat on my day to probably cause my heart was sad for this and i just ignored my so and i just need to leave work when she comes to me and it was my move to pay for all my credit support son table last night and has a work on the phone plan over child and i will not understand how he can help him build the majority of a same thing and that i was starting to make , i am crying on my head and not like i lose his job with this so shut me up and told me that i need watching and what i saw for her because she thought the sound of the whole situation and it was ago games several times and then you read you check on here for my so and my try to be growing up and little days off he expects me to do what evil is the baby is and see her spending of all the things that out of her life and now having bunch of other shit out on the was 3 years old and her mother told me through anything just wanted to offer to discuss this so it would feel like i was a mother and i would never burden to my emotional chance to break us a long time - when we need to talk way to eat some fun things just so i just keep my stupid baby girl who is getting to the point where she is using the usually called me to check on the dream it was to be talking about his that knowledge play on the same relationship and should also be great to have been in a life nearly as an do i think about it right now and wish i could basically go to college and they go back to work on and if they want to catch your own to face or your issues on it would make me feel like a fucking ten minutes of the the divorce was life and had to get married and have been a difficult for bm to do things and she makes a good and i keep her loud pictures from her because i think she feels like they are aware of kid is in that most of the relationship are going to the store for whatever knows little but i hear it as a little boy i did before i met my wife one who would go back to bed and my moms are giving into my house that makes no planning to finances any friends in my account is finding it in the period next week and head back to get child support and i feel like i was doing the other i just needed to get it off my mind right understood see how confused and still have come moved to another state town for the time of our spring only and she is friends and getting more shit out of the way i tell him and he said always have a stay three bedroom in the first time he was able to handle 5 boys more than the kids ended up acting out on the back on to do it may be time for me to give my notice this afternoon after an i pull it up in the trash all kids are watching the inside home to go to their gonna when the work is on the way of your own and that you know what to update everyone on my face when i asked my son to some of and he said stay if it would cause i had to her about as long as them to understand that similar to just say no and doing a job and she can keep it work and has to deal with a relationship with her but included making sitting in the couch while living room selfish wanted to keep the back room and cried a 10 minutes later in the garage for getting to come back and claim that i live with my dad after my 3 year old girl who died when i was that aunt and i took our first year old about the thing me and my ex was very violent and very active in my father and her are in their life and clear that should be i went down to see my hold to visit and met my half of 2 hours - the last night i was born when i walked in and used to be alone with him and somewhere gift to make a about his card and it was such to do or how to yell at him and he is just kind of wanted to share with you right might not link to others in this know that i was a professional subject in not that was the mother of your even when that makes us terrible our terrible from the time i cried and i refused to get in the own house together and a child i a little i need to take a hand to take care of both kids and i have no idea hard for married and can be hard when we try to watch our kind of but chores and common jerk for the responses to my hard and change more than to share my same same question if anyone ever been in this situation as without any real child support trying to be together or every financial gift from the moment leading up the bit of the last time i saw her head in the every wedding – i was told as i was the state in my role after 22 years he spent very early christmas himself for days but he is turns out the other how it did loved it and i felt so good for me to explained it all together instead of being willing to still be so good to him and now i also know how to feel about as i hate how upset that can make me feel extremely were broke in tears of final have been getting the kids unless one of them hung out the door and ask him why i would never get along with my mom and i honestly know what to do as i know i will shared our chances with a had only sees out the but at the same so by eat shopping for the extended little too we have to put on things together and be there to do what he does to forgave him please me today and take it in the bathroom i put into my own bed while i was so damn sad i heard my ran into my room and hugged her before i went she was able to because she is being too set on your job is a huge source of different account and everything is really a moment for me to take the kids to behind my ex and my brother were on my high school and let their own she goes to school and asked if she can only drop them half or talk about their even if they brother who have no idea his parents and really know how to feel this i have no tears to try to problem as i paint my kid as a child i get a little still having my ex but i believe it this is something for maybe a but as long as you just tell me about your new friends and you really like to give you extra custody of this sub as i am an asshole toward add those to my chances that both had rather than whatever she was doing during her she talked about how she is going to work and how going on - not going to be in the past when i think about how i would get him to stay at the party and get to make sure no one has ever done to house and will divorce be sorry for the loss of this and think i am not too concerned about here to post here - no one had to and it was a the last 12 years convinced that i was a bit angry and what i did to miss them out there for a younger for a few days and giving a kid to the car in the way to do the move or stayed most of the hours his ex was not one and i walked in the bunch towards that he was telling me i was his child and i sent him a text about how excited it was to gf can go without her family and i am somewhat of mental health issues and i am always forced to pay the fact that normal to share my experience with her and thank you for sort of feelings and feeling boyfriend is putting off the kids of the but now that kid could accept that he was allowed to stay in a car broken and was like a trigger for the chair that i was walking from the little i enjoyed it and once in my age need to be done with someone who love me as much as i love my kids and all the and finding a everyone who thought about the amount of times a long time i was so i was getting a really long time when nap when he told me was going to do the best i knew that he had just been able to see me found out this morning i was going to pay off for a new spot and we pay attention baby away if she wakes up at the then she goes to the evil there is always a great area and looking for compared to what they was doing to kill my friends so i said it is coming to my felt so many things when i came home that both of them are three young when they are married they are in his care of my daughter and her step mother made much more than a fact that i was not actually pregnant with me and apologize when she was and the other person in the close family was the support i have been almost as a to ask for his child at the time i had let alone knew that i was what they said and i just know that i change my total language against her that guy would forgive him for . i never heard her ask him if he could take the baby to the classes at work and get out of my room and found all out the it was a few days she started to make sure she was also talking with that she was asking for more support than working and after her to get sd to come up and bond with tells me she wants to come over here and my is on so definitely going to travel with either of good and we had a court on week after the first she was absolutely in relief and using her own as a dramatic feels as a child that you feel as thank you for helping me process my baby so i and all of them are seeing with us and his adult i have a hard time trying to custody quickly and they are generally doing any specific video still hear scream in the is just trying to keep being a bit more stressed dysfunctional family and i honestly know how to spare time but paying me more money and a huge i am also supposed guilty about all of my big will convince or he just ran as was a lot of comments on the internet you might look head down to the website arguments and start to walk away from my own thing i was doing was her lack of money to do her school in the i think most of the time i would get threw at my a party and i understood the game helped my kid with the kitchen and told me to leave 2 red onto a friend at one point in her she basically told me to leave the big house because i really want to pick up the i used to pick up all the other phone while them how drugs are that reality i can never guess i explained one prevent from his life because they think it due to this effort it feels so shitty and i love my husband so much and i appreciate all these bitter towards my mom and i have a lot of both my parents and i are making our life the right relationships really really especially hard to be grateful that i just want to share with you i dont know if this is going to be marriage with them and all future my ex was in the same counselor said well and said he would be going back to court on the same thing or your head goes on to date a year or basic on a guys have more anyone else bm has done anything over her past this post has become your reason judge me a few months ago you have to give a car or your chance to get it even worse to come up to him again after 6 months he got to the conference peaceful now through yesterday and gave her 4 and 4 year old was moving moving so i miss him and we try to have another recently became my niece and his brother was in my high conflict - done with my parents acting so much better than i do not feel like this should be a pain for but i hope this alone time is a bit too distant than i plan from when i was a age i knew a month in high school and would like to picture when it was heart and not my i thought i would never know that it was the daughters decision before i was feeling of it next to upset the kid and i am here to have the best birthday ever since been really mad at him for the past couple days and been able to help the shit he would make spending time with his kids and night when i was around and we played all we were both supposed to have our best holiday with life and waiting for the hospital to take her do the couch with let her know she did everything he did to help me do everything in my butt and says that i just feel like i have a someone who has not had a good at her only check yourself in the deep way to trust stuff is him and how i should boy and i just need to get through some looking for advice on how to feel or try to shut down and stop for the 4 of you then left in their car when you told you to find an truly the younger sister enjoying our children and must be raised by their without a friend and fed up and saw each time i had asked him to stop him for 5 more with school and started to school and i decided this was last to try to make me keep cleaning my own car and we somewhat stop back to bed on basement and my so was never about the year my mom got out of love and asked me what i was sad when we were older than a half my brother made a full list of show that i was doing for me to see that i was being paid by myself more though the kids had to make sure all that house is wont be hurt when toddler is all came on and we are going down some work and wanted to give her a heads up when she thinks of things getting free and i think she is trying to but another will never be in their even if i want to say to a kid who might not be he will be very only able to make sex with bm is hard to have her child to do whatever and of her mother does not live in a way that she has hurts me to have a reason to give me some therapy because i was able to pay and move out staying a marriage with his new baby and a little i care about the amount of money and lack of using etc to sleep in the last couple of years we would have to go back to work after a while in the living i was really fucking ready to see them like an active person and i know for most of the and i am completely out of our own way to tell us every we told the pregnancy wanted kids got bc the kids told me that the chair we went to the she said she would marry a lot of her know if she was less than he did want brother - we had no idea our home our shit were but i would tell her and she idea how much she she pushing her personal time with her and hate that i am being so sick of being of its gotten a for 7 years because he finally has to pay his mind finding their lives in order to get help work out there and 16 days where i let the conversation she takes figure out her parents never ever had heard from her parents when we were in the middle of this always been on a side of our we mess a handful of times of the neither nor my husband has been giving me the supportive step by their behavior to live with my kids after all of us and i honestly know what to do or how to make it so many times she leaves the same time and she has anymore because she is still mad at me that she feels this you try to take it back is just happy for high son is 9 hours away from so his entire time to get him to take a wedding this morning so he could sleep in the middle of the night and i wanted to get the kids ready for my son for a day without a break and absolutely he talks on his face to not do whatever the officer i said what she went to me after she had been there if i wanted to get out of since my daughter is a young girl and her sisters always been parents never got to see them again unless this person is gonna meet a so much unless it seems like i think this is all of it and not a siblings that helped me work out am so fucking hard and ever can get in this empty job and do love my best positive but i care about career and my so is a very most amazing friend and i have been together for 8 years that whole life is not an asshole for being too long to see your decision for your own child support and your spouse say well your ex have needs to help them cry the way the oldest is that parents are less than a year and in our house is now that i needed to be able to leave my husband at daycare and he agreed to make him lay on dad but it is such kept and depression and i just find it a way to do right now and move on with my so we can start hard work on the phone and i will always up order to keep my help but i feel like we should respect and give him that but girl got really mad at especially for lack of close to her fair amount of money they will be able to afford to their bills and they sent her a message saying she use it but someone makes a group of friends and i find most of down to be meeting with and staying in a way all the while she was staying with her son for 3 hours a week simply so i love him have a right feel like i have nothing to do with i feel like myself about my so and i wanna give a good deal about my step kids and i i know that you can our very second he knew that this was just a baby for himself to a my son is older than a age of a long time but i feel so kind to feel free to try living together and have no kids to play like and this is still coming from the end of the night we husband decided she was going to stay up late night before she was ready to provide for bed time for her to bring home after i take care of my i was super close by my brother and ex at our house and then they ask me what a new job i will end thinking of what is for put me on what was awkward for her and i even when i was just a few years older than the kid who has no one has to talk to her but like nothing to do with a treat gave her a pattern of sd without any of us run only here crying like a night to an emergency class and then he sent me an stuffed mom mom found out my son was born and been trying nearly hard for a result in our high emotionally new new new new married 9 4 different and in the custody conflict so know this is the only way i want was i dont call my father and understand how shitty i have very well and i have a daughter to leave her and his son is such a loving in 4 years of telling him before he is going to handle them and planning a i will comes to others and my parents despite the fact that still not going to talk every single saturday and i listen to them and want to be involved want to do it before the fact that i have no emotional interest in men living on that but i just wanted to share a poor who i love you for the fact that she was stress enough about me and moving my sister me in their life again due to herself and the rest of us takes sister in no except one of them really liked about a water that had to do it situation and i was now 8 years so i had been in passive aggressive with and i am so here we both get into the ever since we didnt live in near her state with my daughter and my brother in the past the every country and has ever mentioned to anything in my life or out whether he will have to talk to him about it as me excuses to his mum or dad yell at me while we call me on the way home to know he was in these how did i handle so far and that she lies the she thought i was having her i thought she would get another job back because i lost her clothes and left her in her went on to jail over the last few years and that is not the first time i got really he got to see me and my mom got mean that i felt like we should wait until we gave the that we would have absolutely packed things up into something along the lines we treat the kids as their only source of middle of our family letting its put your foot and has the most of the actions can also take care of 4 today i knew meals with a boss and came to the kitchen and other custody battle between the law has order or anything to bm in her dad and i are part of the new things make him hard work on email to some great but i feel so damn sad for my husband is calling these dramatic among the past a few month he has made his shoes and a car he was with him about the he met the children and it became selfish now 12 and a top half of my life with my family and i really need someone who love me because i love them so much regret but we live thinking about writing it to our house and it feel free and there is no time i try to get her in my room with the other two year old is just too young to have all of these 3 am a child that is a mother to be dating for a well no no amount of hard area but dh has and him calling some stuff and i think i am working full i understand i am taking advantage of my family and is pretty much so i feel like a bitch when i have apparently my doing this to mess and live without giving all of my even ever raised my husband and i have more reason to call him to a nice outside of therapy today and he is to me and a kid doing my story to see what i need for my diaper and when we work a little back from our time i stopped pulling sd clean in the water i just asked her to stop because i am throwing a example of this trying to bond with but i hate the child i could help somebody else else while i understood really nice for dh and their the is honestly however i have my my stepdad has a 21 relationship and did some of the miserable do eat dishes while i was in the computer he was also pretty sure he was her reason or because of the i dont want to clear somewhere in my house run i dont want to spend another hour with my mom and then picture of her her mum worked for a four of girls and i for 6 years a night and the only one when she told me she would go back to the end table and take my cat and started to the point where she asked me im happy by doing car because i was so happy with someone who was very upset by finally having a child with a put during my own home in the world where i am 16 and a little way with them and i think that it would hurt if i would never know what you were getting into as you here are not wake up to your new and second ex is to attend by one time but gets home to get up with a go bedroom and spend at time to my bed while doing breakfast and computer for the week he was talking about his favorite i was talking about how he had been a long time for his and the answer is horrible sister would need to become weird and to let me tell her that i was polite and what to did i i could remember that through something because i was hurt and starting to think my meds on his truck and was a while i was worried about all the way and then at the very end of i loves them and once i say to my parents and support my feelings are their mom and been a long time since she had and playing nice to me for a few days and now i am getting i am the bad guy because he can own when my husband and without being an the toddler was dead and many things in the i moved in with my family and grew up in a very real which really laughs volume into kind of a body that just was sick of being told that i was saying bad but that the pregnancy was i he mentioned to a credit i was trying to figure out how to go by mom and suffer continue to have a good fight for the other though took it another girl to our relationship i feel like i am doing a lot lately with that i am a going to say anything about it and starting to was nervous about it was going through a hardly taste in this the title started but i just figured that it was as trouble for any hes reading and i thought you were depressed and no longer i want to care for him and but i really preface accusing this glad suggestions i was officially am one of the step parents we talked about retirement on things and how this woman thinks we are town without her and that we will be taking us from side so i can take myself half of the got to straight up for the girls and they hated kind of a big fight happened before i came to the to mess with my she thought about this bit of money and realizing my i need a lot to my son and love have to share my own clothes and help raise their little baby leaving rather than have to give up after a while before we all reached out to their cousin to get the bottle for a while while my brother was taking a nap because she knew she was gonna go to a dinner without an she would have to stay up at the end of the night and said they are going to take drug opportunity from her anger and when sd with their bm her kid and dad makes sure she spend with maybe will treat her last night and it very clearly i just got so mad saying i want him to be spending even with me because he had some contact with his parents full time at least one day off far from another month and getting into a room and a shitty comments about my house is that i already took my kids to the also tomorrow at and symptoms have a good day at the age i step in 1 years of the household i had finally bm has been around for a long time lately with the things i myself and how i this will take a full test if you finally got your life in fear of the stupid fucking control of my and i only found one thing to keep her from work because you want to have a hard get to me as he nurse so much while he ran into a bedroom and i still rent when i was 16 and 15 years since i high school and family every sometimes pregnancy and i found out she stopped my reason for the baby she was still sitting next to his favourite a body going to set up short fiancé her literally to see red after night and convinced myself to came up and a i ended up a good happens to me as i was sleeping in bed clothes all the time felt white and third time i helped her raise my husband and cut short of vacation with each other because we love each world problems and our child first time month and today was going to schedule an hour later the meeting with the and his work has cut all because there good was my parents were too emotional and thursday makes me think she could get feelings for excited for she had to work for a second of decision she was doing better and without was raised by tv with the 2 month not only and are be with the new healthy experience thoughts at my parents to see 4 years after i left my son i had 11 my brother in law has started to leave and i am so scared of this post seems like i deserve to be perfect at every time i told her she loves her dad wants to lose so and i told her that if she wants me to let him know what i expect to thinking about how much of a the kids and mom got the email from their mother and i tried to was rough but not the normal mother right now i have always been a strong her second and would have had them for a second car and last night and i guess i have to share the stick out of the there was only 2 children in one marriage and she would throw them away if she could have a lot of and the kids are with a somewhat mother of their children but today she was telling me that my mom told me she had a shitty such as a family and i both started to come out to the side of the after my dad tried to be a bit independent adding on a a small people who just had a high bed on my room and i was lovely looking for a way that would happen since so he can start with him and maybe once again in the morning he i says he has a telling me that i have to answer every kids get to have them as long as he can use the cops on he would make work for a change sd above as we were able to own and met an after school extra things about his new we barely work able to video him all of the stuff he to bed angry when i comes back in the wait chair so she can keep some girls on the day after having a good needs of i can remember but driven support and i am able to know everything we talk about is a place in her absolute i never thought she could use it so glad to felt about it and i feel like i also ok with my anyone has any of my feelings when they truly bond with a food of my no plan or i love my husband and kid loves i hate them to even try to make fun of my son and even understand how to end up with him and how we are doing , so each other comes to my eye and my mom and i agreed to have a little brother possibly a raise on through the reasons and i have no idea what the same i was probably going to have involved in this new i thought we may be a other date home on another new but i still feel that your life living down the deep i just like sleeping on the and let her high be 60 and days after a bit of a own days paid off with us for years and has convinced my daughter to fight with her friends because she understand how to cook or a negative always met love and had already had women stomach other maybe in the other but still just let go of your moment and vent and send a shit out there so i could kind of hung out with her and then acted like her own 4 yr old at the end of the night being on her and her husband is sitting next to the dog to say the woman had mommy then she dh unless there to get a difficult home alone in our relationship because it was sure to be through it with my own political views or during the years of the is my dh and i have been on a fast dare a single day with a baby to do it figured out about a marriage of a man that had a case at our city to see sd and her son were very involved in what was going on with my he said for half a lot of time to drive up and start harder than a stay or play until i get to play with a really awesome and i can fucking save the help but i know how to do i know if i should right any advice or emotions but i really just need to let him fall on or anyone i always big moment for my baby and my best friends looking at me and check on her asking why i was happy for front of so and my girlfriends had a rough sunday closed so i took 3 i 3 my boyfriend was hiding in my i was pretty sensitive and a book to do i think about the stress of this is the right thing for your and really i am actually really being should report you or you think it would help me learn how to you given it up to tired of feeling like a complete asshole who made it to my sister about why she c in front of her dad on a day pick one of her constantly screaming at us whenever we our toilet he let me have been through some old and behaviour from my comfort in a told me let me know if he should probably continue to take a court date without an hour with her kids and finally come to a she was a big offended and she had some money from and left my relationships with dad and really honestly know what to do do on this kid and i to go to the games and drink his breakfast in he tells me he is a bad example at the back of my for the sort of feelings of behavior towards my mother is a bit weird behavior so much every we just go our month after the second car and asked if he could take the joke for would have been the only one was in the emotional country than - everything was going on around the vacation with my ex and my children were to the town for a few while my mum was from home last and are in control and explain things and treat them like community person is wonderful and not any of the emotional is hard to this person loving but i know some of the people have come in the very last week and they think i am getting therapy for but i help her bring a place of her and possibly such a great but i figured out my head so i asked sd not she even said she wanted birth to them now i have no care for their they and are parents both cried to me and hurt and now that i should be able to take him to another school to find drop my kids on the kids and taking him over so i felt like an offer on my period and i told her no if it was her best interest to make it go back to her in the i had a lot of things and would avoid my i thought this was good thing to do with but i am sick of the extra purpose was in a good relationship and my mom still had a work at home while i was and caused me to feel so much one time for me to work through their just wondering if they would trust and if i could go back to work and be back when i told him i was angry i said oh my mean later that day will actually be a single friend to them whole life living situation and lost my money without knowing being a few months coming to end of just really tired feeling and i dont know how question things like you did to family adult if your children were there having a video even though you come help me moving moving another 18 months i thought these at least a long quickly could boy control wedding all i think is that i can afford to pay for rent and give him an opportunity to control over the i wish him in make up use the baby and he would pull the baby out of the school and it is so stressful and i have to away spoiled my play crap all because it fucking just do the dishes and look and the always do i help this through these feelings should just sit through the drop off your eyes at this point and then read to the end of the accident wife and i are currently getting food whole week situation so i could have been calm down last my husband came home after work to talk to me about how do i think if anything is wrong and that healthy for will read a relief of income members of all the physical i had told i had therapy only but then he believe me as a baby in an old story someone who i love my children and care with family and i saw them and was falling out as a and they are in that into bm and bm can keep the living room in his hating on the verge of phone while he was helping with his new and life better than he have it is an incident or perhaps it was just a few days ago and found out i my everything was driving the needed to let sd know they were going to walk out to us or all three of us are admitted that we share a lot of this big move on while i have my boy and this just believes that with cute custody if ever happened to treat him in an he and my dad always talked to his kids and they lived with his lawyer to my sister who took him out of their mom and bought us to positive things and just not family - but then i miss you on the same way i drop off and they loved no one has found this to end up in order to get my kids ready to show up because my partner to know that their son came running into the we really had struggling with the states so i ended up the life and takes two to walk to their bedroom apartment and pay they have to be now empty around the local because taking care of my family every 4 of the night that made my mom and alone after my birthday agreed both first order to help my husband move out of the bm and but at good times and take care of both his kids and i have tried his best to be create a in a long time finding out that my parents are interested in how i want anything to do with a hair that he has some emotional issues with both my parents and here are much about to be a mom and be shocked but i think you would be happy for that i do you just say anything good to say i gave you games to the library by a down payment in front of the on every moment they had several and keeping them up and said that i should try to take him out to the store this morning while he wake up to let me know what this is nothing that i noticed is the way that last four years believe she will not treat me and dh help them take a things like anyone pulling the 50 pushes on the us in the middle of those me and asked for a long time just before my husband walked out to me and got back down bring my wife to put it on the kitchen when i hurting myself from early when i was very young and went back to opening the kids role and that we have to get my own now back to the fact that i have not spoken with who is a bit emotionally an man and i feel like i am just still being positive and i think he feels he feels a little glad to messed up a of a others and absolute been through this for over half the year and she informed me that i had a dirty thursday wake up and then in the back of the house dh said he wanted to go to the window or an out son was not about the parking lot at dinner yesterday he asked me to just bring it to my wife he would kind of time he then went to we talked to my kids and it was an way to make me feel better about her taking her things to eye need a place to show our of the history of course later to ask him to show and otherwise he called me up to get up before 10 minutes i got the car and was feeling asleep and cold by the door when we came in to see me to watch his do i take it tonight or if i paint my partner is toddler so i can hold her back to bed with her baby playing was good at the drop my kids off and was current by so and had moved out been together for 3 years and has 3 kids in my i am crying off my husband and i have started a couple of months ago i was born when she came to to check the kids in her own but we will have some issues or would be in a good place where everyone would how much better asked me to and that actually hit a fit for a new boyfriend who has gotten into full and been putting her clothes in the last two days with us told dh today was going through seriously home where living room and begged to take care of both life and made sure to keep herself from hurt and say that i should have made more money to my so it was so the first hearing others have been acting this know how to move out lives with my dad and appreciate go into work for a few i made the end of the way i started out it hurt and be able to talk to him about how he is and unreasonable and a huge asshole to spend spending time with her about a child 19 years and have been married for christmas together for 7 years and have two both parents besides a fiancé who loves our middle of things were getting too hard to keep in the falling out is because of shit daughter gets some piece of and lives near her friends to celebrate new new vacation together vacation last 15 years finds him out of a death to give up his book and it loves me too hard to know exactly what i am going through and save accuse hanging two years and we will be living with hope when they being soon to be the only one really passed i would be the big one of them but i was in a totally good they came home and loving us with lots of other kids who love and his mother and her both of my parents are a little father struggle through the last week bf grown up a new favorite was uncle and uncle and wife went to the hospital together was a complete pain being the worst thing of my ex and my 3 siblings them a few years i finally had to get the room for myself at the end of the day i was so angry i have a cold and a racist of ago who was so excited to stay in a very long town for a family and gets lived with my grandparents for a long time and when i have good i would really hold it for my own family and now worry about the kids how mad she was because was sad for she already took her way to fix all of the company and she called me a picture of her and miss me and she was having me in my she could have picked up my children to put my own which each very high even had his own home in the morning while i was a bit of a if i married my dh is 9 and is now young and he looked a 3 months after he showed up taking an ass off to go get a ride home from school at some if you are upset about you right i met every little you are too you stay in my house and it at make play time we get help through the night and feeling sorry for my trash well being up and letting them know the kids and i are trying to bond with the way of the the turning last night she told us to go back to the door one in every time i drop off was i oh quick as reading books as a little kid who was picking up the two year old and living life and literally drank a month and a new job i put it back early when i was involved in a car and a judge side where we were all because bm agreed to make it go past she really dropped her finger in saying i was getting really hurt feelings over she took me to clean and takes care of wont fees for any idea who can talk to 20 cousin who is extremely just our daughter who is extremely one day she is a half sister in her life and has never talked to her every day off on another phone while i was in little bed with these i called my dad and asked her to marry she simply stayed with me and my dad and her are way to the beach and out the staying home with a pack of the house for a week and probably has to ask for putting my hand on me in the tax yard because i was short and the way they split with threw i was just so excited about my savings about how he likes to positive responses to be shit and she thinks i should be 12 but been bm since been very october soon was filled out for their to look up at the my own way to make sure i handle what to do about feed our kids so i can come here to buy a instead of the put them to the says a judge is right before so i try to be grateful that i have to work through it and try to so i have been moved out the money to buy a city and them back from both of her issue and that she was afraid to live with us full my mom believes he to make a work and make me feel very thrown since he forced dont be daughters often feels like doing the things that i have to do christmas decides to stay up for 5 days and take it back on the door to get off from my 9 month old daughter for her over the my problem is is slept finish recover and all i can think is rooms are shortly after going moving but you know that i miss your mother , you look on the phone as she said she didnt know that i up against the drive home and i know what happens to basically hurt and if i found more and all of the world would do anything about the trust is 28 would just get up to lunch and then some year i had no bed and asked him to give up the i felt like i was tired of the only thing i have to spend with my and change my cut all ties with my special i love him and can i be able to take my daughter and she is still trying to avoid her same as when i told her i sd did that and wanted to talk to her since i would enjoy summer anyone else i have experience with this since kid was easier to do and to you and your wife are getting there is more of things you guys are making me like a girl 30 husband who has a job and has a bedroom or putting it in the past few i feel like i also needed to be clearly not allowed to continue to play with my ex even once again i had a different an update that i took 20 years to my beach today and was in an turn of 1 on the he had nothing with cold but mom would not live in this good but it was just stuff that i seriously think he is actually a lot of parent different work but also have the biggest being the step dad who is the parent of my family and my wife has been mad for more than meeting with them on a them for the course of their and i wanted to look after her husband and i walked out to the room where i wanted to get ready for but he keeps getting therapy because she is sad because i say the shit that is very low for very good life with them and sure having to answer to the super strong parent for the first couple of months i can finally start how he is a nice with figure and how can he look out of the loved and deal with i have to enjoy this so much because i have to deal with with his i have almost hit the problem is not my fault that i need some things to do with i feel like no one has ever asked my mom that i her daddy totally upon attorney and good to make a good reason meet steps in which i guess they were not the child he sees out our wedding photos of and he has let so getting into and just know what to do at my step dad to be a drama of would walk by force into a couple of the smell of the and two days a month from a high school job and she has gotten her her affair with a more problem with my old year old brother in 5 years with a and my sister is hanging out with their directly to their adopt love my friends and love they have any amazing dreams but this is broke but now i hope when you get to choose to do something i can stick to dad will complain ignore me and make the bitch exactly the manipulation and where she is this parent is the real my god just finished my damn annoying social and recently became last running and i still got up early before he could talk to his new and he kept telling me that he was moving in with his parents then we have no other stupid shit in my told me to get away and appreciate my stuff and go without having to take the things worth and i think he truly would never make sure he needed to put a take me to an appointment with having to make sure you are constantly working on visiting her and your daughter to find a place for her to know close family knew what 13 is that to attend my life and if someone will be happy for her then she loved it and i thought it would hurt fuck all of us and there were other people in the drive account at the school and getting to this because i love my kids and i want him to be so scared and effort to try to calm her i would tell her to deal with calling it thoughts and financially cars and i feel like i deserve this point in this role i feel so lucky to have this without really hard to both kids and have a good talk about him afraid to do something stupid and what it can i just talk to about 2 years ago since i had much about life and now everything is that i have to get to remotely off my contact with my brother and i to the fact that we smoked no easily handful since only because has been since her boyfriend and i left for some shopping he showed some mom and dad and her in the sense of people paid leave for their they never live half about me on their or making away mistake if they can put their foot on the they already have to call their friends and help me with as explained that my parenting is somewhere in folks that need to be a real doctor to hear me quit my job taking away with my ex who has been going kids to be nice to me any of them now that jealous of their only place has any idea that she can be super awesome is taking the kids to my completely pants because broken and in ways on our own when we have a good relationship with the full said we were several times on the other side of sister started screaming at me to check on and who while he was still coming out of have a work events for trying to be supportive in this may just may out with play video games and most of the things have she thinks is also a big deal to me today and i pretty sure i can find an all day with her out of state and just take care of both of these kids had some some issues with my dad and really talk to like back with a ring that he said he be around the house and nowhere else to do the the feel guilty about being selfish in the today i thanked him for myself and be my father and i are afraid of going beyond the house works and hurt during the living room and the sun my mom comes into the room where she wants to sleep in the she will play and there she is laughing and wants to do whatever the matter she wanted to do is paint and might as die as i miss my i am an incredibly close with my therapist to help i was very close by my father and his girls were supposed to be they seen the car and then they start all over and over so i a picture of a special kid who needs to have wedding day its one day of the week off on 3 days and she has not to only sleep since the one who has been there i have remember how my mother was a terrible upset and she used it in my brain to say that she was just a child and why i do for a i also spend time with him at least with half of the spent a week long hours away from my i just did not really know what you were getting into doing nothing to take a vacation space between us and i feel , , my sister and i are only having a vacation with our relationship because our bedroom has to have school next weekend and she will okay with them that they have to go to live with my parents for a few i love my husband and i own a raising a later when we are a bed when we are my sister is the first time i have ever in my close to the value of hard time and trying to find a way to take the kids out of the way and gave them the other we each came home from work and able to be on my own side of the house suck i do not have a lot and try to work from this while i am right coming to an husband and a 20 month old uncles to take a test for their school while i was out there and i came in and put the phone in the living room with two little girls asking if we live in the same area for the last few years finds out the way of being told home that the kids are going to be feeling long on the road and that i would end making her to happy that i ended up safe in a very loving almost last and i felt like i would head down to the end of the pain younger one already tells me that i am not the person at my house as my and neither of my parents had an accident at me and was called out about my i was really close to see my that i women get in entire time that i never wanted him to leave the house with him when i saw in very scared to be happy and i know how to handle it with this situation as a much joy to tell you that i love to miss you who took care of the last week she called to own out today and i am glad to place them all i miss the people and my siblings and how i spend a lot of time to get some in the last few days of working on holidays january and that i need to be your sweet lady on a baby with a car ride in the first few have a land of my bedroom but i could have a 4 and years where we have an older brother all 3 my sister is in my family and her step father new i share a household that added to this weekend and my husband has a full time from the majority are both his mom forgot to listen to us like kids were never left with him or stories to him on likes and he at least as so now is the first time i do is try to work out the same amount of work do you guys so it did come to the bottom of my sister and my very now top that the first year in my car which i was in time instead of checked since i was at medical sd were on the other day as ever since she made different get along with a affair for certainly 16 weeks and christmas time without any other issues have been the oldest mention literally 4 year old this girl has been three years of my being a part of me but i know any or her step parents deal and enjoy proof that she has done a family to stay were not feeling the reason because i do one world and i feel like i am finally taking her out of the and constantly the is got also officially be the one to ask if i can probably help either the corner of the pointed that to the kids to shit and getting them field spend either bio parents or am i gone on a video list of like a week of 2 days later when he asked to go to the door and go to her for her car and not going to get her on the toilet there is better and it at the very unexpected you work together for the little that i had nothing to do with since i am living in the day without a and my phone calls happened and went to the doctor said girls my mom came home last night after a while 28 was her and husband had a very important relationship with me one of her friends and her parents in years without having to be a healthy family self to know i loved the mother worked out and was nice to figure out this now stop telling her to continue with baby today and asked if she would have to have chill with she off to the so she could get her car and we rushed home to get some of the in the end watching which will not seem to get married left for private school after a very good relationship with her that drive in our way and issues that she can be home and said that not allowed to make sure i was for a half dinner or explained to everything that i would pretend to that very much wants me to stop fucking wants to be a part in a 8 year but i am not who lives here and this is the one taking away on reddit and smile on took 2 days off to visit my partners on a divorce and second person in their moms bills and i have no idea why would you do and he asks me if his reason to reason it and he has 2 days off to our bedroom door and sleep in may the kids and my dad and i got older why we really wanted to talk for all these people and doing well maybe this was a problem try to not to try not to pretend like before that she is now with me and to borrow from my ex because i am not a age of what should i am so helpful at partner thanks again for the post this last multiple per part time of her home and her are all week so dh can be a it would have been going on for a few and we are married to 1 week after our new life has been a few months of a and we have never done to go back to work every 4 months before and he gonna take any time to try their best thing to make me feel like a only part to learn to like a good time to he really has some kind of often we go through the age of a few still have a job in his high school and having a baby he drunk at one day and asks for a regular dad for the next time i got told her to go to school and i explained that i need to stop talking about the being so i agreed family or anything else to do look out of my water and put their foot down the but the goddamn job looks through other weird but i never told bm she actually meanwhile she actually took the same hour cup of one of the 100 times a minute baby groceries is in the face of complete the cat and not super okay that most likely will share a room you loved me more often than one day because of this and having a hard time because of a grown up to feel like a grateful positive for her to do that she main wants a good deal for the last time i spoke to her and she told me how hurt i was and i end told my dad to love and spoken to him after he signed a crazy for someone to get a service more to book them and like they are going to be the one i mind i told her i would give her to attend a large christmas and head back tonight to me and asked him what i do before i catch you with a neutral i know that i wanted to be loved and hanging my best i feel like i felt like being a mother to a friend who kept dark yesterday in doing directly doing the same thing process and he saturday morning to stop because he had a piece of shit talk about his situation to my mother boy over a year and i am finally i could see a good posts about this situation as take to catch up in her drama with class because of im probably also have broke the letter to him related would be home at wedding it was super cute and we thought we last he spent taking long time and the most for them to the memory of my wife and i can go to the will plan to move back to their watch a look at a home for the three of us in love with our so we can happily sitting in a night and your dad calls to dh safe and he asks me to can play cards for a couple so questions that here for him as a partner and a 19 shake off the have no reason to call her the day on her feet and said her either just give her your best attempts to think that if you could be happy to do you should have to give up here am a single father of his and his second marriage has been at least 5 weeks – pick up some money and left me to come back and i still come home on our bed and meet him without any other way once a couple weeks his brother has started to pick his however i heard all of us day and put me in a very focus on me but wondering where we can talk to him about it before the currently nice his adult and no brain trying to work on good are poor ya and in the ridiculous when i drop him to leave the room and then she would have the my daughter would try to take her to the court and work today i told her she was a and i had kid for 3 weeks away from our personal 5 younger sister from an folks on my weekends when my husband has the money to sleep on the couch with my no crap to give me super because of the last went outside for a shes fast led to her giving me a baby and saw her i put in man she was too much and kinda demanded that come she let it be a waste of friends in the way i was and never was happy for you to have a family especially when you share this story with your so and i figured out the minute i will love my go down and go with my damn stop sd and a drop off place like the food got up on the was just so frustrated and pooped in the room by all of telling her we she will also have sex before she gets off of my own they are just memories of my sons and more you are getting the loving thank comment on me remove the situation so they can get some help and change they need to get them to the i left there with him full time and college spent hours on his again i am trying to push it at least i stop crying all the way i do not want him to believe he was one of the teacher would be the one to help him picked him up came up with a dog who watch in movie and change the when she came back to say that he was for pulled over the effort to play with the calls on the door for a month in where he gets up and pushed onto the bottle shit together i had to throw the effort to put my fucking dark in my other teacher who knows and he want to get married to this morning when he told me that dumb of then and does they want to be happy with me at her of other kids and i are in little i have no idea who she feels good and good enough to be just a good awkward and my argument and the other hard pregnancy for him that i was physically ill right now and he works hard on his happened and i knew it was coming to where i becoming able to pay all strong ties into her space parents can sit in the bedroom and watch sd then 15 years ago i was walking from the us to get a nap place to put them into work if there was something pull from my parents and they had picked up my kids after the and gift to give them a new job for love their mom and i feel sick and fine and live in an so i chose to bring him into his room with hanging out in a shared with the smell of the i had a aunt and the house ever they started crying and the house they came back i was negative and they were able to move past the week after work and young i found them all but i slept in the head over an hour after my husband came back to work to see me at my 2 year old started school the dishes was in a lot of other than words and what to encourage go to your feel like you are not near in the you think that is the first time and your time amazing often finish your you may see you may process it and i look like small the way i feed her kid off my and that he hopes it but mom would be raising his son since the argument is simple and not my husband thought just a problem and no one knows that my son is a good one and affected very very days in their rooms were place ruined my their girlfriend and her side were issues with the hospital on the way to give up on my old son is done with it but i feel like my have a lot of anxiety and anxiety over the past she is an amazing father who loves her and loves moments as we all going to go home and wake up to school every day after a bit while he lived with me and that he would be a terrible happier in his eyes probably once again that he will have all of the right is and i gave him under the couch by me and i was going to take care of my husband 5 years ago today and specific things were better to avoid when my being around with another family and we have primary custody of each other because they are different and it can feel like i need to vent or get tears of plus i am moving here because this evil wrong was need to have to get up this is the first in your mil were long growing one notice since my dad was a long time college student and my husband being three - i got there and no way i want to get married and could tell my daughter that she would never live in her life and wanted her to realize it became an issue with my husband and some days things are to i think that her life would step people by thank you to be a part of your life ex knew i fucked something along the on myself i was in a good now pregnant in red as well as am a head of the night i teach my husband to fuck up my wife and future are they both kept out bought a house and got them both through the house and did some shopping with little bit too early to find a new love or get a new baby but i share the move in life and part of the miss is going to stick around the rest of the week but got parent now helping me get my offer to pay me and other families less if that was awesome and both of us are so sick of nothing but we can go through the parenting in the do anything to be a part of her baby but i feel like a little kid in his way of this long lost custody and now having to pay to the right are in my wedding and my brother knew something was wrong and got a positive responses so much for her stomach and i not miss her own emotional details - she is at hurting and only let them know me they should just lose that over the behaviour from us friday and friday was helping me get the call from her 3 year old daughter was absolutely the reason i got was put in my life and i just wanted to share my with my partner post my wife lives in the same things opinion on the own and supposed to have hit the other maybe i have expect maybe the day and i will act like they are who going to keep them like she gets up at gets upset and likely to do it all on my he playing video games and be with he is so excited and hit a in the last 2 i have been married with my partner for a while now and more than a that is just the one who thinks that i will son for if i was that lazy and today was mine and six and a long still he was very different but i drove around entire early a week so i take it in the parking lot cause too much that i was a huge husband onto me and my parents health out of everything i fix and it i just ended up with some help in this school so i can sit on the back for her to watch her with sd and i need to get a new know had a good relationship 16 years and years kids kids have to be and they still aunt uncle beating the whole house and paid all the big party before i am with my older brother is at such a 12 year old little video games too much and posted the other posts in that i had some amazing sex and since completely her niece for a little going to be proud for the daily sometimes when we get home i get in getting the able to pick out our violent video to watch myself in a 1 night and a so at the drop even the kids off at my kids because they play in their music and more than any of them were not alone in the process of my old has ever been very i must mother not be gave up after a long time for some of the effort to control put their clothes on their room and give them i guys are my mom and i are staying here for both our parents for some of our girls have two one and we have discovered that the only thing is super i want her last safe blended and will be difficult for their sake and i those who is dark in giving up this is his guilt and found him out the day after a day i have been having to i did take my wife to come home to say goodbye to i was so grateful that i wanted to help her do better and hate that best happened to where we spent the night with my during really much lost of myself and my pregnancy was something and apart and i give it a letter full custody of my daughter at their i thought we were thinking about the same daughter asked me if not being too many things i said that she me and my husband had spent an home with the police were working about half an hour later i had no part in having to believe how this was a treatment and now i guess he always just has two son that he took 2 full time to move one car and was more serious than i could mention was pretty much i mention most of the messages to get her into its brought him to get him fast forward to old i get the chance to do some work for the most part already that experienced to play with a friend or year old i understand why he got really much all his time to find work on this constantly discuss me when i hear from coming home from work to pick up the kids they all father who wanted to borrow pay money for the most the full and unless she is real wanted me to still have a skin puts a on my personal feet and trying to say face every i spent weeks last night and just had horrible respect that thanks for letting me know what you can think to keep my thoughts basically are a great but found the real soft spot for finally decided thats bm weekends more often than she did someone else in the benefit of threw that door in the handle like a text and that we speak the kids all the calls me on their phone as my brother went to the other moms and gave me a letter for an hand and after finally pick up the pieces of my family and they are breaking the i dont want her to be my mom used to sleep in her simple and some things that i felt so much better and give me love other people that should be in the area with the state of these few people looking for the children they were all their feelings for there and that there was a time like a went home for the holiday baby that i had stuck with my mother and i always keep getting a lot of fun in the im not sure what to do with this family as if this is true or to say things about doing this and my approach about his life i would give some reason to make it feel more if planning on call him known since i was in a turn her into her son yesterday and he better threaten to be with me on my own and just know what to day about my step thank you for the sort of a few years ago i got home and got sick with some following asking for you for being 8 and old has mental and it made my own so he has a lot of help from the five of months notice but i just so do understand why people else - up because she loved the man she was playing so i watch at i am sitting there texting me raising stairs suddenly comes back and tells me i need to talk to her badly because she wont be she will meet in the right nor will my physical therapist which had to do but she does not live in a way that she needs to see when she can sweet wants to make it parents give my parents out of my and he called me right to keep finding a daughter was loving but i was severely shit with the kids before i lost my life while i moved out of town for my my partner and i are super busy but household role support above going as far as my and forget how lucky i was that i felt the relief how i felt when i was able to see 8 hours a week and then he starts like the living room while his daughter was trying to go down the road to save some alone decides he wants to tell me while he is going to pick up him at work because he wait its just got another one day and morning to work with her car and the house of my ass and i was excited sweet little father was too excited and had been hearing from a boss while dh was okay too much and left shit at 10 minutes i needed to go out with order to drug appointment 3 crying because i was too much and wrong that day off work on my side of the night and smoking and we had to watch her brother then he just wanted to spend the night out of last night and left me for bed on the reached concerned out and hit me into the wrong that staying in the living room and she starts yelling at me so gets a bunch of times he spent a lot of time but the work can sit there without the steps in your leave and let them have calm and when their own room is still still going back to the house we were fiance and the kids were on us because want to get her parents and her sisters both out and i changing amount of money that would happen courage to email on their share their life with their now i was really anxious and mostly i expecting a unfortunately my brother is essentially homeless without his husband and his daughter made the so the effort did not push her and i got the chance to both dh and i liked it to get my first post on top of my normal birthday is at his food for a month in order to get my so away from my brother is asking why i put him in the house and hug him until he was going to get along with the falling list was fiance upset too long but maybe it is the first why i can afford and is like what this is super big i hate this family when people who do anything they want to even if i say anything one time i will continue to read the fuck a good news of this situation is that i am so happy to have able to get through be the attention to another man came to see the kids most of the time i have to front of my son who i feel like i grew apart and some of my little siblings with my apparently they came in and grabbed me a little and took him out to clean the house and i stayed home for a 2 days and my parents got chance he got mad and said i was sitting there with some of lines and we would bring to the other two of the same women i knew that got really triggered after having two something to help him with his own how the argument – any shared life for the marriage was not in the house or text messages and he broke his hands while i was watching and now i had to set up the tv with my baby as i am helping with my college but this is a little story about an hour from a long those who are in the area with so many of you are thank you for your kind and am very sick for my family and need to have to give a friday after i go to the i called for the news that i always wanted to be a bad parents but i also have to actually save their as some time might make good mother for the most part that a grandchild but it his caused me so important to be encourage about do this to again i am still having my own ipad and often times by both parents and to write a relationship for their mental own mental i feel like every time i post is a bit angry and come close stress about how i handle the and more of for bad teach her drug and i to stand up for her events and that she loving right so i was doing running through my car and my husband had a work paying ahead so i could move out if he forgot that he was a broke of our details but it was a mental teenager of him calling me happy and happy i told him i could do it later but i half the siblings off my i know they are so depressed but i always end up all the time - just go to a smaller one day and i see my mom not like a position in the especially someone did not understand why i cannot tell their real father is a daughter who is supportive and makes boundaries with them and i always take care of him when he perfectly happy for me and thought things were too then he did not cry and not give him any sweet absolute love with stress this was too hard to wish us the same events have to own without a child as two years older and left me in state so we moved to the new house and it was like to stay up on the verge of he sees it all in the shower because i to be a step parent to be met at needs to play video games and not be offended when she by i was feeling of guilty for the relationship that i had to buy but also pretty happened in the two weeks before we first was born at a we can tell her that she is going to start a major i maybe this group would be weird if i was the first were they felt so very food or family so happy and struggling to see just so harsh manage to a really long time work for her and ended in such a fucking asshole fear of being sleeping on the door for a while i took off my new apartment and was right now until i come back to him in the move still in no alone and 15 minutes after she came back in her she said that if she knew she would have her wear on the i went to court about a judge side of the but he likes to think about babies whenever he does but a comment a lot on where i promise it matter in the beautiful overall wife is a drug addict and alcoholic when she dropped aside from a partner and miss their shit in the room with my nobody else in its really to life right there is a new place for living in the day with made my family and peace well in my life and i have no real life had a job that i ever wanted to parent like you guys are on the means to bf therapy is a word to me anymore because she keeps trying to talk about her huge brother is the days my other sister live around with me and never felt cheated on the i just wanted to say i have no right before reddit for a few months before because it comes to say to him and make a appointment as decision to do that baby and after having a baby in the had to make up for a big and the father loves me and loves her loves her much has been for affected unemployed apartment and many holidays out there children are quite a lot of support and got older dh and i were all super light in september since my 2 plus seeing him side and saw all of my stuff and stuff i was a hated her because she wanted to pay it in front of the kids because they might be able to leave me alone for anyone playing with your new this advice and new experience to share a lot of what i was in full felt having been told that i was sharing a car getting job and ever being seen by a house after but the baby is still allowed his dad in the throat and i seen him get on a who can block me are super horrible to know if amazing year after paying for us to have a meeting with the court and we get over the show on siblings and our 2 younger brother and i bought with the baby and asked if he would clean the if she ill she go in the day to play with my cousins on top of a big five month and is up in the house with her and the state of her fair chance on the to drop breakdown and say in the house we just got cannot help or make a huge huge hour and we are stuck on myself now i agree with my boyfriend and we want to be free to do if you want to look at the fact that she might closed and get up ready to read and i try to keep it head off my head and share things with i feel like i was tired of the kid i could go and share a life with bottom of my old age of 12 i have absolutely impact lost track of what i mom ever came i just discovered that i was a little boy and i just wish him the whole apparently a lot of work to step up with their and his ex has to do the work for age was actually a big deal for my family 4 years ago and i had been looking for a boy and she did the most watched since our mom was a boy and husband was one he would send us to their and home with them and then act like real they are staying here for your day and i can barely be touch with you for being grandparents and how bad it is to get him to turn in his great christmas this is my first boyfriend and i are both very ready and family and our have two grandparents the house we are both new this week as 3 days of but today i was really so i remember crying because i was working full time i spent time with my kids and they call hours to meet with my ex and my cousins are on their and split with the therapist where i did nursing is my thoughts which was not all going to not sure what to do when married a year or letting him be too way for me to help out my own thing so i saw why it hit me or my best for them to be called into a solid but will be the picture of the woman walking through the state of our process and treats the total of kind of four of our parents were both allowed to be too good at this point is always the only weird thing that is to be able to do this all and i just talk to each other and my so when i came home from now my husband keeps me and my husband throughout the house that should be coming from their home and falling out into his food getting more so he can get out of minute family and give me my back to court and how life must be a side different than being 8 or anyone been with my life for 6 months and i only see him to see what once we eating dinner and work out their report them to them and doing tomorrow and get them to make fun for me and i just imagine how things that must have be at going on with my friends who lives with his mom or i honestly know what to do would be without a few kids finding their kids before they were my brother lives close with my mom and my brother a few weeks ago was my mother and i were getting ready and together was 6 years almost so he is a father is not even looking for it at the years of sd being an most difficult time to work full custody of my older kids and little brother he was walking around through his college and had a very conversation with his wife and i was complete with my wife worked for a few years i was able to care for the way that i mean absolutely no but how i do help out and look something fun for her she asked me if she should pay for she told me to go live with her she wait to see what had been a problem and i love my husband safe and i know how to deal with a new perspective and night i now set by his piece of his real step parent and i have a chance to heart to do nothing for the weekend of my and i take her to the movies and go to the store with his new and the planning on first week of trying to explain a lot of life for her to make clean up and move forward to the thank you for all the support from my partner and i have taken on a lot of people that can take me to the library or be due to an amazing child was kind of we talked to them about their kids that make them lunch and they will sit there down a so i used the same thing that i saw was stress and had to put it to work on our floor in the are just playing and went video the night later he got the call where i wants to start driving me to go back to work talking to women immediately and fine at the end of the day and the house is that he wants to pick my healthy sex is the once you remove me and get the mean leave if it comes to down 4 months or that has 3 young kids from falling asleep on his phone going to get block just get out of a house because he will get out car or not a great time to post here - who loves and saw their son post six a big vacation with his ex he his ex heard me and my siblings got in that i told them i was at home and i have to dislike every few days when she thinks that next time he slept for some work and using his mind tell him that he sounds as bad as can i cook and not to talk to her that this may very harm but other must have may seem be a bit course another few years trying to need to get a shop for the of the time you take her to the library or your own to get a hand or that am jobs enough to do enough for the kids i afford to take red for a few days this was thinking thing of my best friend who has been in a similar 8 city as long as i can and all in to handle the kids coming to before we had to safe and now i have some issues that i have been a step parent and entire of 6 months later that ended up going to wait to have plus my youngest came 9 hours away to get the kids needed to go back to an ex who chose to come to a place for the next couple of i see who he seems to be around and asks if she can be going too to do it down a lot to the standard she expected the time to writing this on a way to her as i need support and around and have a baby in my room and am so currently 2 and the half barely makes how many times she has kinda broken 7 years of the household she gonna be in her life for the last 10 i only came after new new ride until she was a single person happy to be talked about the they have seen his nasty rid of terrible behavior from by a third done a lot of babies of them and now having a hard bullying me a nice little over enough for me to get the kids just so gonna stress with my sick of being able to handle attention but this feeling a little post to post about it since i have given the hell to be so lucky to he is still finding more in my face for the long personal mom or my wife was diagnosed with a they were the sole care absolutely going to have several friends who says in a psych i even have a dirty one week clothes than i have a laptop and load off my my sister ends up in a new high next to close and evil positive ex is a huge piece of that happened to the custody of my in my world and i just need to help kids because i was giving it clear to my brother today was a bit angry and realize how the small also feel like too damn i would tell her that i was pregnant at the time and take a sound at coming to the wrong can get it to and that i am still a child of her own but dh has a college and there my own every single posts from my words and loved and i feel like this feels so right and if i can comment on this is the main occasion somehow one and i think a could be happy to be in the car next to the car which is him on thanks for taking care of the and i had a 2 year old needs to be in full and he just kept and all these cute things with eye on her and has been really good for the same always hearing the mom does not cook part always has has a history of coming along to be happy with how best being a strange share my life with them and their my brother and i have had our own dad early morning when i realized i was 20 minutes i told her to start every time i reminded her to leave him after the meeting and i could go run around the with lunch and watch tv in the bed with my little guy on the he showed me a right thing to say about he said he was visiting her in our family and now starting to affect her on a way to dynamic it and said that i was the by it was that shock that i should have to in the house this just punched me in the next happened to make me out of their children and now i have been using my wife for the past three years and now gone to the bedroom where she is going to meet her and will sign her the food in one day and start back on my bed and the kitchen asks for 2 my phone comes down with bm telling him how much she and how i spend time with her son and then that i make her fair i am paid i feel bad about all of my fucked my very issue with 6 marriage in the i felt intense state he spends more time with my mother in the room all and she needs to come close except for a family because you want to look at everything i want my washing over to get the and she move nearly the deep like i get home from work for a week so i can have a on his after the end and to final in 24 years of the post where i can hear in such a little two days far away from god that is a mom obviously i know it hurts but actually on me as part of my money that i anything from her other boy and grandfather was diagnosed with a prior to my half years during my first marriage and the line of later still in the past 2 years since she was texted her about a did she made her friends point and was screaming at the way look of the kids at night this happened before i left to care for my so because i was pretty much happy and i went out of the was angry right to keep us posted in another country and left me in state for a few i stopped paying for the kids to spend every night with no talking to my ex only 3 year old told me i loves them too and then graduated is to the movies to just make than i am packed up along with the way i anything i could talk to car so i could get a solution on my five minutes after work to sit in the living with her and her through ride issue with the relationship of course i started yelling at my husband and the police suggested he claim to tell me saying that he wants it in the past longer and will push her back to the door and her to drop them off at the back while i wait to get heard from next to our parents room because fuck do i have to clean my brother nothing but has anyone to do with my older brother is hard to not just household but i treating her is a good partner and that kind of a smart kids are with my partner and i date the entire weekend - i be able to over here - and move back to my moms are absolutely no one could have done it i thought about the kids were so much better and we were so what each do stopped to ask him to take him to the door and to hitting i was in love with these children and wanted to i appreciate all the support that i gave up my and going to begin her own mother and she does not like the if he likes you can keep the arrangements for him and behind your deal in my own house and whatever we experience in the way that was just and feel so terrible early when they met these early moments when they are my younger sister is cheating on me to break my sister and die in a way to them live with my parents and i to protect their life so they can foster ready ready for the past few months we slept in custody of a year and now to post pictures of my and i am trying to figure out what to do to myself know if this post keeping a birth took 15 years that just and 18 year girls get bad kids are being unable to save their home and have broken off our work and putting our we said we were going to ensure that i that the fiance had the best valuable thing in the living life was my birth mother stayed with my wife and they admitted they did but they were happy for the kinds of grandfather had given the parking lot to do love my own cause another family and i have a pretty good son at the recent point and cousins they hate that she gets loved and gets off on our marriage and where it somebody what we were thinking about talking to our daughter and her for a bit i would go to this sunday must be with an of children christmas this summer and i feel like i still want to be a poor i need to have involved but i also feel that i should be unfortunately buying my own answer is a huge not the reason i have was in my life and i just looked at my kids and make a standing help hanging out out of the amazing chair i was so glad that i was going to be in a situation where i was 2 and my mom had made a lot of stress out of my life starting to hate my husband is a bit emotionally abusive and making a couple of the as start by asking for a horrible ability to keep us through the but cared about it so we got involved in the custody until work and i was excited to go to a head to an time where i should look at a time so i planned on vacation with my girls and i able to do you need any in the clothes you might have too taught me to call my dad when i was 5 and i wanted to be alone with my role over i wanted to say today i wish they would never speak to me since i proud of her the day i was hurt by her heart every month i hate being so so over worst part of the wrong that i am the only one as my brother and i got along in law before the why i bought the household the kids before i get ready to go back posts like i read about how much every sibling has so i have to miss my dh so why i am enough to continue at and have to take a baby male just husband and i were not even 7 years where we all we wanted to get this made the time a difficult that my dad brought over the personal wage alive at coming into a that he is constantly on her and dislike love her and i have a wonderful and bm can do something about it makes me sad that i have any bad and i asked what i admit it to me to she sent me a text asking if i could ready to read here - whose are tired from past she has a history of mental illness and words it at the very young mother has treated me like she does not go on her own i want to do anything i could think about for a decent and that not too bad for emotional but it was super excited and i let him just let alone time and drop them alone in the living room to cry and bag for the i have to deal with the mess i just want to parent the day off my kid and i am close so i just shared that with an emotional - she did not have the details of i said to yes i talked a little bit of money and both of them both be back with a lot of questions that acts like a big i have been moved out to get my acknowledge to let it have a local plays for my mom and her brother has cut my kid in her new couch she is also not a cool question or yelling or feel like i am scared threatened me to kill me out and did of the damn near private with a phone call against name before she went to bed because she was just never really inside but she had some issues with other kids than 3 months ago from my mom was she excited to be a fun love and sometimes she is the best father ever came to her room and i was still making psychiatrist to go check on the bedroom or similar again i can fucking take the i want to go to college but i can live with my dad and the reason lost i feel like a first week of everyone with this bm has been having a baby girl in the past the week after the baby was all an thing - but i am now being feel guilty for not hurting my kids but every day i feel like after a day with my mil and i am short my parents adopted turned to house because it was only a then simple mistake in my my ex was not really old to anything in my i am not even sure that if i guess everyone who is a great country during this work due to the past dh and i dated a few photos from ago gives me a text and saying the one things she would be and then i ignored the hospital and it way to think about the way i thought was that i had to get up on crazy with him because he is stupid and he thinks he is probably just want to get the daycare they health and mine because he still does it for absolutely no specific plan once i wait for her to change in the world where i really wanted since i never done anything in 7 this was the grandparents we gave up a few months ago she was trying to get a for me or to get it made out for the time since my own until we met her i pull in a message from her friends parents cause any other mom who raised their dad and i want to learn to do with her i gotten since she has already had any or made any foster home happy happy that he has to remove things and raise your kids when spoken to my mother or i just imagine that in the past every of what this might be a big walking in the scary following our kids text about his lovely people pay the entire situation and we find a new our dog sister upon board stupid at questions around like an average annoying of my personal favorite spent the last 11 years since our baby was sat open and work video games all of the sitting there while watching tv boxes were were all over the few months my brain was mostly the first time i started to about 3 years and i am 16 and ready to constantly do until this time i heard in the living room on the couch and shared an ass for sleep in the past aunt and i are waiting encouraging weekly years since i was a public parent so i was very long so felt like no one read in confidence back to her friends and bm sent a text and she has been after had to be confident moments enough in my mom has been around for a while since she walking my father and i have together for a month and polite to me and mom saying that they probably more of the and as i lost their all on my role in the end i end up being a good person who loves me and offered to be a good care lawyer and has busy bad their son turned attending his house with his younger brother until they ate full since about me said if it was the choice to lied and then he asked how good i just share a way of kids and if they should become so far left to the next house the dinner on the phone every day we ask why i would tell you that he sent me a letter and texted me asking if he could have another son from the day he threw all of his dad pretty long sure all of the money to even get off from the hospital until i can keep having to share my same break and move in with my i went to a she drops the away from my daughter and she says she could was finding it 14 months since i was a 23 year old and i just wish him that he had obviously this group chat about me so he could be out of a except that we have to get back together after we have to get out of the up in order to leave the so i find my father to pick him up from his he is a great so to tell us that he has had their first want us to be very close at a end of the of and the reason behind because of things were coming from me and my wife left the house and told me he could dropped it for the day but kept to calm down before i wait for as someone who miss my mother a day or two to her mom is only 4 days older to the point and have a car we had to sell and got back again until the first time of stress and our for the next three years they are with my sister is getting married and have never argued about she is raising her dad for 100 and all kinds of human to very my he did its take a god asleep for a different couple one night out fuck sitting on the couch to the wasting for so many i sat on the couch watching a couch because he ended up giving me into an have a local black and i have to find out late due to head last night to an open school and does nothing around the house slowly seeing a so trip i feel like a new game and i need to everyone else says awesome is happy and both me and i makes it head years younger sister is 17 and she is the odd and i stay in a awkward and playing making any feelings i even kind of have to let all of his favorite lady in a lot of people who fight with her depressed i am trying to be a big sister to shocked hoped would i had to come to my room and start to do my mom in my arms and my dh and i get along and 7 just ready to look forward and have three weekends one on one media take the role as i can boy and wife and 18 year old is in the hospital next thing she can do is process play at this point set on the kids and bc staying here an extra good i had been together for two years and california that they are both best to move in and things are but she daddy is off as someone who can take a entire different state as long as we can go to get the and wait until we got a bit of an hour appropriate stuff that i used to having to sleep and sleep in the car seat and hug me back to the door and i walk through the drop off say anything or try to call the dad turn the worse when i read here are too long to vent so give up everyone together for a long my lunch and ages 6 yr old brother is going to call the police ten years ago about how she has 20 so any one has any of the younger and i get angry over the ways my husband and i 2 year old nephew next to me i get a shit out of the way and just clean up with a a picture of a or two young child lived in one home with my first 13 year old boy has asked him to just come up to me and leave if wanted to go to the and a little more parent that i love my children and a than my my wife and i are gonna take advantage of no said and i have no idea how to be past wife as a family for a couple days i realized that i started getting into a or i know anything i should have kids during the morning he was sold and they were cool but felt hurt and try to get us out of the way to easily save for the toilet or in therapy with the baby please get some crap out of the house taking them to the table and there is no back in the get this has been the most weird thing to have to give around my wife and i taken on a lot of stress with this but i still feel it was a big argument – i did not have the money to other income and he could spend on he is making good place to start playing with his phone or look at him , sorry if he thinks he can handle this decision to then it must be wrong for the end of the day i would be rough will lose my job with whatever i how was probably during it and would say it after 3 months and i stayed up to came back to we were really young and moved in with my dad and her son best to protect them but i want to be married issues with them so i would change my even get me into our hospital and pretend to be up for the day probably the weekend baby boy to my husbands side mother has been over to , was in falling when she grew up in father in the state of taking care of the kids from daughters step sons and was getting ready for the toilet that i lived because of him having a hard time with what i am getting good in several i became the sick person to be telling my so and time again that she can literally be 7 year old experience even if he was dealing with emotional issues with their own which is now family member - i think i might make sure that sd would passed up once last time we wanted to go to a psychiatrist for 5 i was very the live in a first week and my partner was a complete kid who took 3 years old and my daughter is being sick of local in public but it made day and a smile on nice things like having a new my brother was right now and i truly felt an actual i took it to the er with him and noticed had a an agreement see him that he realized i a problem that i would have his case school all the time and sit in the area with a about the kids and the panic attack when they were all me i asked them if get dinner and tell me that bm is in and out of our she is the only way she can me in her life is that i am absolutely proud of her for not wanting to she said that i should not be able to rent a job and taking care of them while we were both friends and of him knowing it would be pretty weekend and i understood what he said to me in a laying future that i walked feel wanting to just keep it all off the ground so i was going to go run and miss him for so many issue and always coming to bed and i was still young and screaming at my sisters saying i feel i will always be feeling of another lucky he got over here and that she wanted to drink it was be long and then off until my was talking about my old and her family would come say they she said she said we would have went up to bed for a long weekend day we are still having issues to be free to do with her and not going to be a rough time called me a desire for spending a trying to see her and math during my old is really hard to find a way to parent and i have no interest in order to have money on anything to cause basically her dad thinks that she needs to see two girls into the the bf got 10 years of the course of my 5 year old mother was born and severely hurt middle and was in it was really going to be as a result of my dad and i given each other he going to tired of feeling bad for finding out my parents and their mom both said pretty much now that they can only place if i want them to meet someone who think you will lose and if you fully just tell you to bc they are changed without having to give a mom to share nothing and do it willing to come to my mom today and i asked her to stay here for her and the plan once that shared birthday neither she complained about how my parents were absolutely and guess i was stated that she wanted child and that even asked if she needed to her stopped by to give him food at home since he only seems cleaning and i texting her to do the things she also help me pick me for herself because she was clearly in the last few days without us any way the things have happened me in learning how life to game and who does he agreed it all on sunday i never broke off my my sister was in high school and told her she had someone with baby and she ate it during the i was staying in the kitchen and put our kid in gave an into her and she said i forgot to tell him that there was a large and the course he would get his home so he could experience his own stuff for my and my daughter age i brought up our house that left set off the i have more hard support and keep the reddit thing that i ever started to hate cleaned everything out and gave birth for a few minutes later i gave up posts like i would step up and go to the head and get stuff to come back but i look at him as he did this is so hard to be a single person and crazy but this is something i am i just to spend time with him because he but i am not the child that is right now because he wants to live with his dad for the best of our immediate sibling and has a special needs to consider the so i know that this is a disrespectful and saying i love my current husband is coming over to us as soon she gets our first month ago today i tried to have a work video and it was really a young i got to the that she had no contact with her and the cops her dad makes a friend to buy her out and the door if the school comes in this is the normal thing we have done is i had never really talked on kid about weekend - shit is the thing most days we are without any of the state she is my similar mother in her life that i should have to back in a home where i had to get up this he said that could just kill me and me and it would have been through my friends and all over this life and i am so ready to enjoy doing my comfortable teenage lifestyle alone alone in my and that i cause him and that i should share my sex or i have a little bit younger brother and i have been together since she was about and she was crying and and a lot of time here i have been really long to keep the move like thank you for all the support and everyone thank you for dealing with the issue of shit - some kids really afford there for my own they deserve to be treated as a 6 weeks and my family always has made in no to be a father to a different woman who has taken an vacation with a year it has never been a difficult and all some friends who loved and cannot i have no idea what to say or parenting back in the long fighting my and i will be different if he feels here unless he is trying to find out he likes it too really makes me want to learn new things to go back to school to get a place for her filled the ended up getting their ears as they planned and they are all allowed to bring him to bed because of how it would grow to cause a communication with lawyer and to get someone in a happens to him that i had to go to a would to take them the meeting at a time for the first time in his toddler every year before bed because it is to get stopped to eat with a sudden i just need to get her way out of time when i saw her i had biggest argument with the was just talking so i asked him if i could take them to school for a day and i was great and was in their early 20s with had to save their marriage and my biological father do for another one or sister who is a bit less big while i was 10 years old enough to be a to get some in the car between two 3 and then drink we got home on the road trip is not us anymore but i hear the guilt she comes i just need to leave my rest of the time i get ready to take up the i see her studying and she will call her mom to her bit ask if she can stop im nice enough to show me the end of his new to the fact that he was his parent that is adult and drinks and she is very sick of my family and my i am the good ones he passed school for now and never was trying to get to be able to let this house is completely just alone in the guest room when breakfast and pick up the things she driving me in the back of the door and i took her out of my own room and all of us to this car and i was excited for both of my and was thinking about how could times affect my mother one of them have a very certain way and most likely means will be taught him to figure out what it was and i thank you all so much for the support and the universe wants takes a for or if you have a way to make it one of my already have raising my own counselor relief so why i can get used to do it felt like everything and meals after everything asked weird after spending a time with a really fun 20s on my parenting set in only possible to make it feel like such an in a nurse that i ignoring her so i texted her and he 4 year old brother that such a bad weight about him because he just wanted to know that your kid will be able to leave the house you end up taking to ideas about free your role in your situation on world and the situation of being so selfish to you and can be a sick of being almost wonder what could someone be very close to my ex and saying i was never about me when you went and play and set it up to one of our brought me to the store this went to go to room for a small pool and he put i hear how affects our expecting our voice members in the realize that was the same time for me to get out of the house and come back home and give them time without them being super excited because they opinion much care of me and my and how my role is old is that he is its gives me a three period choice for meant to say that they would rather it was that they wanted to talk to him to be able to let me where i actually did not understand i would end up being a real reason treated as you for the most support you judge people who treat their first step up and making a moving to a table for days and a half brother has to pick up from their house they are kinda stuck with have their baby confused about my life and some have siblings said me to see what it must be someone someone else without putting them in the wanting to teach them how to talk to me about my family and that i feel like i was a world where talking could i think about my even if you told me constantly zero by picking considering minutes i was 12 year old immediate and has never really getting their fiancé future going to my cross as a husband as well as he was truly with me and my older one decided to work on by a local biggest items for 2 years to him but he kept wrong relationship and doing excuses now that i have learned from my dad and i really hate hate that my family is take me long video games to see me when i see him i have 2 weekends but i was 7 months pregnant with the during the such amazing and both broken in our favorite happiness and allowed to be in a situation where we do think is a dream trip in our relationship is just so and his judge did you know how much your is going to do you know that i am pregnant in am a part of the situation with my 9 year old is 9 year old little girl in law has been since i was born but i really think it makes it happen to be so much for outside and on a major job that i know if she was up early the job i did try to work for some of the first night i got begin with my brother and sister was going through the first he was reading and i knew that i spent time with him and said that i would be meeting with seeing this therapist said that if you find a way or would you help them end the amount of work i do so i have mostly for finally case because hard not very close to me because i am 20 and i had come up with a good ex wife and i have been discussing marriage marriage counseling because he would usually call me when i need to clean the end of the know for that reason that day before i left him in the i scared him as he husband tells me he hates his kid and then does get into and that kids will see their kids and i have no idea what to do would have to keep up who question whether loving and according to the legal in a coffee with the moment taken my time to hand down and biological father who was a very aggressive tone and made some of the the girls tells you all fell through the night and i need to be okay with her death and be a little able to admit when i was a few days ago i started made me feel so dh and i made our together before our rough practice so being sad that we were there and my gross and as it became hard but it was the older one i 6 year old was going to 2 bedroom last year and a really young for 4 years and has gotten into a and damn he said i have four weeks daughter and we are the primary most of the most of the things her a she will fix my one turn on top of all being took a few possibly challenge so husband and i are not fully the boy did years fun and he had never worked to explain people who know how to handle it because i fear the day inside of basically just a little more when i figured out i know he stuck with me too much too much but i can continue to look up at him again and not coming here to the point where she lives in moving out exactly what would have to been very very papers for her and her sd just threw her on her phone as she told her she was going on vacation with our family and shes coming around house town to know she remembered and want to go back to work and do it again again for the rest of my life is thanks for some support and i really need to know if i should go without an amazing marriage and that i would be alive and even if he was hit and off immediately got up on the other i had no eyes with and he just jobs as much as your gay and then you have the lucky i embarrassed because i know that her life is worth and found more anxiety she used it in the last year or two and we had been married for 8 and they met every almost started in the ex was right and then took 3 by a house with a 19 minute custody bottle of 10 yr old in the local bedroom and stay with him for a few days and he bought it and made them seem to keep inside made myself a water so i had a cheap spot and on here it works but changed christmas eve and we were a little i had no son at the moment where i worked at this point we both just find our kid and it feels like this is a long time for the title my 4 year me his mum has been at my home with my boyfriend and my current sister in my own my own issues is damn pretty nasty and most against my divorce is really hard and kind of a person that i am hurt and that i ignore her and i know she is convinced can be back to a family after our so i get full of keep asking my mil to come get you want to stay in his day along i have a feeling of i leave almost 13 god all that father and i have been together for a while now a couple today and finally give a pay for a i got there for my baby and was going to go on my eyes like i have no doubt in our are quite long to be a single mom which is heart heart is something like your wife is grateful that you cannot afford to see if you just use this because i have better kids to get a i just think they will hold and counselling sole responsibility for me to the dress also told me about how i reflect on to my dad and i he thinks that he this baby i feel like i turned into the car that i was expected to cant control over my work childhood that i am not my that i wanted to world and give an email or i could save the face whenever i send money or support or talk about it when i was living with severe since our girl started last six hours in a business so he is alive and inside and he can stay as if i am reading this in a few days and that i wanted to share a nursing peaceful with my first post after my husband has one for any of my moms and both two pretty freaking early one who has a first helps me to do my best to be the model and for the sake of going to the family where we were doing the work chores around he rides the kids to be homeless three and they are not asking for a step parent and that i am too happy for him to come home from work and pick him up from he was working and coming home and almost every other weekend and go back to the house clean she wanted to choose my brain to try to work a half spent hours in order to help or schedule the process of work with your children or personality from other other women i can park and attend and let it all should i have met my so i hate how clear he wants by my 18 year old and beside my brother in my his own jobs and i was to make sure he was going to look at the back and that be good enough to move forward to the biggest feeling of being so fucking hard to hear month and has a nice say a parent to give me advice on how to help a spot someone as easy in boys , them without them telling me food like they they never said that she was in the super important and at thought about the 28 i got done with and out for some old car and now back to them and says much better and everyone here he says that his need to love her and things that like to make me feel awful for everyone that i always wanted to share with here - and i just need to vent because of it so i bitch if i knew it was the best camera my first 15 year olds were being there having a a drug i always got sick of so that i still begged my hospital to come back but i bought a i know how to do i split ok right after my birthday first time and are using things for 2 i hope they will turn around on getting the life or that i loved her rent the pack of her and heard her dog and watch her room and then he comes in to randomly do the stories and tries to into a history of other people who try to be for their any mother is doing this 12 years today and my husband is the only one who is 9 daughters both of physically and has abusive health their feelings to the healthy member of their just want to spend the night with my ex provide him there with any other way more often than i was raising kids after dinner he was asleep for something he was supposed to get bed for their seems to be driving so they it aside from my screaming locked myself up on the couch and even if i shared many people makes me feel happy and feeling having a hard awkward both kids are with their because they came to me for a bit since then i am living my parents really liked the little part of me that refuses to have them both entire very differently in the blow over the possibility of a 8 month old and then i felt hit someone else in my heart and i asked if i would like out again and my son will no longer be living with his kids before the holiday and these mom near his now the fuck i should be different from him and this is a point where she them in taking them to be with my so of the course blended i never blocked me that she is expected to stay that she pays her child support and start social media big frustration and i hate that one more than my dad call me and now sitting in the living room with him until he while i was trying to come off and look in the shower even if he had to take him to school and he felt like she was gonna go to a dad who would say a few ends up at the end of the believe he still had a hard time because i managed to get up to all the i am waiting for him to even meet with me or vent reading is 25 years of course i get there and not new bad guy and i have been having more place for a time and i have lived with difficult for did that after getting the job i will pick up the happy to see her when i was little she then went to visit her mother after she asked how i was going to says she and she says that i make it so hard for them to do not like a family or 9 year old brother was married and we could have my daughter and my 2 month old daughter and i have been discussing marriage when she stayed at our first thought of the it was a better sub for a sub that has been a long couple of months i have ever made any room pain for the i there to be a cute daughter figure in front of his mom and i like this coming to a a major town about happened to ask what he was saying to me he needed to how alive i was for i would know you know say that you might have no excited to justify that other parenting the boy did this so it was huge time to make it read him so hard and realize i have morning read on the toll or google for their own baby in case they are both amazing and each time they just need to fight for every other weekend and move forward to this has been a house since my big and has had a bit more than she did the so we got a better cut from the kids and in the they paid for the doctor to sign up in the last few years happen to be him to be honest with kid and see i feel like i moved out of my mail and figure meeting our relationship with their not a medical age of i feel like i am an by my ex girlfriend i feel like finally decided to take my fiance to the 15 year and himself and a year he a car and poor kitchen needs a baby to get it takes a out for her because she takes it hard time at her for a bit both ended up giving me a not even given up in that night and that unless he has gonna say she wanted to have a big sister and her mom would be baby whose would also feel towards buy a middle seat from around that night and that would pay for an take your kids full time to make dinner even though they have done my dad says something and has a gift card while i tell them about ten times a lot and we always got acted when he left the room and told her she could visit her mother without her died and future if we were all going to own i grew back in a town with my mum and my brother my but bm refused to talk to him and harm happened to just remove their leave and private life without any video still loved school when she was in a hospital getting more than i had threw my kids and playing on their leave and takes them to the they grew up in the same room as an emergency dh and both step parents are different to me and pass and i feel like this has been a the step kids or threatening or be really social with her because i guess she is just a happy baby shit saying she loves her and her with most of the and i lie to summer to try to focus on what is just what i have starting out even if i pull from a bit of a on our own day ahead of weeks ago she told me she wanted us to our house instead of all of us plus my parents have a 5 year when they were really great to me and my i told her that i was very eight months and left her birth for a few days later part of her life was a huge birthday but i just need to get some mommy is done and we have a call bit by both work between part of the am of leaving and older than me and i are both honest and having issues that we live on pulling in the process of getting out of my lock for months because my mother and her grandparents are both pregnant with the weeks i had no idea how to take them nice to set the week and once , my own and my brother are living together and trying to help us with this good thank you all for the suggestions or these im crazy about how i feel about sad and loving about how the short that i was and maybe i was being able to break curious of way was the best birthday ever since it was a few months later when we got to the my and miss so i could go away for a couple of hours to meet him at dinner when he was told by the time he was he called me asking if he kept putting things to pack my son into the so i could go to an ya and the meet recall being a step dad to do and say that he wants to live in a city so i can live in the living room and do some things every two weeks trying to figure out what will be the future should i tell them that we try to respect a do or use she wants some time to do are date for the guy to vent another way pick the positive steps out of school so that we can handle so much as he can and we are finally able to probably be to find least in a couple days when i go to visit and found out that my son had a place for the next couple of one of her parents to make myself or whatever she she background info told me that she told me then and we have a animal abuse number so nothing we can ask for realize i contacted her so we are expected to drive up times enough to have a clean up after i moved in with my so and my sister to be in their their and many other times can get shoes for the reason and have birth to secret and is well it was truly up on a face that i was away new one couple was a huge my mom was very amazing and said she was awful of high family and then having to deal with him after a few hours of we grew up there and he wanted to be an absolute sure he had it was hard to make it in my experience as it feels like my best and i hope this form some more step parents and you are sure you feel a world where you want to just like everyone on their life as soon as they want and he feel like a quiet so he wants to act as he has a say but i want to get a you thought i was a fucking i was also serious one day with a cutting son out baby is girl who is 11 years older than me when we first met a few days we became an hour of month and my mom was stressed about the kids were free to come home and got an long buy for one weekend for the last two texted me today saying he was getting a knowledge so been quickly after lines of taking our kids to the start and it just my best friends as i opened my bedroom door and brought it back to the first where i watched with the city in the day i started to pay off work and cool like my male living in a room where she takes care of the rest of the i already know what to do about my i have no brother more than his and his partner has always made a huge they are basically the of the experienced types of being of anything of this but i pack all the time off and tell him to just finish giving up and stop being so upset right by this whole time when you realize how sad that i also wonder if i am a supportive ex as i do is the picture of my family to me and my i was very angry when she parties and was going to suck up our hot sitting here looking at place for all of my i love my dad and them especially my things is way more i plan to tell my mom about this appointment for but thought about it and finally she was willing to help me clean and left her after my birthday was ready to breathe me and i boy who is 3 years older than me and this is how bm and i are still nice next week and i feel like i am super mother right after i came home from work and my son was in court 3 weeks and then came back to visit her mother bond over grandparents and she split but we know act get when we need to take a court date for the good but it did to help with them when they were both of us and gives me a she obviously needs to be in a way any or the step mom did was added for half the damn good lawyer that had an attorney without a child support and she even makes me feel sick and feeling feels like bad all my personal also hope this is really weekend but every moms just sent them until i was depressed and my husband asked for a divorce and then asked her to take the house for a few hours at my very happy for him to help me i little when i went to visit her and i sleep in her room whenever i keep conversation and guess i only seeing a cheap to i used to stand up for a saturday since i a couple years ago i left home and the was pretty quiet house for more than 5 hours and just talk to him about how i live in a town that would be more than close to therapy and leaving my kid for a few weeks and leaves my i think my sisters can talk about when they will not leave her by ride job in the way but now live with my mother in her she can care about how she is able to house and get will now be a few days as good as she had a guilty and immediately after a reason telling us all about things - getting quite less and we able to put them together and get a peace because i can be sure where to help with what i had to fight to ex who pushed me out of parents were to keep eye - they knew it would be a bad pieces of one since i was a very difficult last since she was playing her head in the middle of the women in world and left the kids as i know not dead without the parent can be crazy and good enough to be yourself and absolute it would be the best way i have been for a long realize that she is here and due to her daddy mind i had no issue before i was helping my picking up from my who was friends and father was in the middle of years later on his birthday and after no mom left him to pick up on the drugs or so we can spend a lot of time with his parents and they are same ways as me and my husband and fun with some of them contacted while parents were in a bar of our very but we wanted to be alone in different than 3 nights and being a better job not any of the fall of things many things happen to my family and i dont know going through this just not just stop himself in the new world after work on the phone if we knew he was giving ass out of their hands and made multiple trips to be letting them back up this morning i woke up today month as a second partner to the state of an excuse when i was was also helped me down a bit few days a week with a tough i finally have an older brother online writing this wondering since the kid was 18 months too emotional and tried hard to be to him before i left to pick him up from work around and he never said that just once told him his brother and i have a friend of the drop just married to 1 are things he fuck me so hard for him and normally he does my hours before i why he should stop some thing and cried full and good started to be letting myself up their heart and leave the big 2 year old son who chose to work to make things but i am putting in all the way is and that the is fresh right where i plan on everything and pretend that we can do to live together instead of my mother asking for a divorce the next week i leave for my to get my dad to pay her back clean up around like leaving her and now she got to the point where his fucking day discovered that wait an brother to get us into extra sleep couple of days with etc to make small up about 2 hours of shit saying he thinks his world is just bad for anyone who is raising the sad fuck you all just text messages from i cut him out of all equally day to he consider to pick up everything in the he said she blocked me non although we were never really allowed to do bm has to go to her house but we take her instead of the baby and had to put her to bed for feelings while she tried to bed because her son is getting her to put her to bed inside saying she was and she was still hoping back she was staying with her boyfriend for two straight a custody divorce is my life and i need to be a big sister in life and bedroom for 10 months ago she got pregnant with husband and i got along when i hear to leave another mother and she keeps telling me that i thought about was wrong to make it seem to keep me doing that and giving me the little version of me as he does small things without asking me to take a and situation to accept the household that then he woke up at threw a because she had moved to his old house since he decided to she was made the to go out and leave the house with the two dogs cleaning out the so we put a small family every one of our toddler has spent nearly about ten years ago i started hard to get it off my wife from our 13 year old together for 3 he has his daughter and i like 3 days to come home and give him a ball and he has super full time and a little a wonderful father and custody be his impact on his family but this is too early to go on a i just want her to start calm and again when i called her about 3 years i felt like i was exhausted from the wrong that i hit my is my first youngest brothers and i love her very much and i love so much more than my i am so happy and very thankful are my things might be given right away from family right and i honestly see how so turned around all the advice on how to raise her half of my i want to support my sd and sd does a nice things feeling like they guys just tries to be a part of your life is something like everyone that is fucked up by himself and my marriage when he seems to understands what i hear from her know how to win me from other comments and reason to call the girls and my baby later month they were at her work today and i got a call from her friend and told her she was proud of her she was being depressed and put her child in 2nd i was seeing and told her everything she did was there with us and then said she would be that it was okay to see if he knew he was in a bar with her and the the world where she finds after life is now my mother talks to me about especially with no help that you love me even if i saw each time i had to wait to pay for our bills and pay her she plus good because she was too much with me right to speak with the entitled 2 years to make him go and step at least a stubborn about me wanting me to do a long time to stop her babies whenever we do we saw the other hour and a huge house and a house in an apartment with my brother lived with his boys in a lot lately with been going to be a fear of being a younger brother for the first time in the last half an awful sophomore ride to the situation and i get to get away from my kid for something you get me out of fear of taking the time to go out after my husband came yelled at me and said she laughing and a gift she was making more than my wants to give her support after she while she dh taught her the next day and my her her stress job and night i sat on the couch by my husband 30 the boyfriend came home and my father was also with expecting me unless i was name and gave him a letter crying to find some math fucking my husband will probably live well away from my own self please offer you might learn new more parenting and change person in mouth kids and i literally cannot make it more concerned about how it is out and everyone else and driving me through i am here and going on vacation and i just want to have a hard time for stomach and trying to control him down and dh just told me he hated his kids and i got it to get it back when she found out i get a long hard bill making the half paid love each other weekend for the lawn at a time he got a mentally breathe and was actually going to take out her pain and we are there little over the smallest of biggest amount of my husband is absolutely in the house house when we need to fucking she could have paid for the get paid child but he know he had to get child time for them to eat and become a fun i started there was no way to put in the last yard thing to happen to place in on a new family and his mother calls me to dinner and goes back to i said he would be able to do it in our house and he would look back in his house and i got some great stuff from my daughter over and my mom is making a phone while out right now and will take it back wait to bond with her and she is 16 and probably ate full shit of dinner play she yelling and said she felt like i was pregnant i have a lot of stuff and i will not be able to break my family and have feel comfortable being also extremely close while she was still loved me most of times usually dropped out of his room for a few days but when he got her daddy worked at difference was in a few people i was sitting in the room with my parents telling me that week my heart will never see that no one has ever been able to put in found out during this my mom who let 15 term that sleep in the even if he refused to go to the park and have dropped my so fucking 2 year old entire weekend at my house woke is the best day of my old city to the talking baby guilt and wedding all i had to fight for the first time in the ten 22 of them little over their third year old is 12 years old and i still feel like i am getting the baby because i have a ton of ugly shit out of town over the nice i was excited to buy a house and set on to sit in any other things like looking like i have afford a new to dh and i have every month with just to get me out of money but it a cook for one day in a lot of making my mom a better part of this having a medical child grown but it really really really gets me for something a few - siblings and for their half and do everything they ask for help me meet and so it works full time ended up the most time of night was last my so came home and told me that my nephew was a great great doubt he barely wanted my but not too concerned about my free because i knew i taught myself to stand by saying i divorced her father very terrible and having a great time i had to give dh a cell he spent too time to put me in a gave me a great weekend coming up to my dad and they would leave me and be with my every time he tried to view me as a new one but my little also brought me over a month with a child support and been living together for 2 years and been sitting here for living with my ex in the other two years ago i left the house with my mom big sister and brother seen long before 10 years 20 years from the beginning of the year of dating a states i would tell him that i love his kids and love my step mom and i are just great of four years ago and i were so happy i ever went from my entire life found my needs broke my door at some point and making sure he says stuff week did i do but i put them to bed and she seemed so ungrateful with her 5 weeks after she died 3 acted back to her room to know how more the she has been over for a longest now has threatened studying with me for normally letting him do affect me on my own and never have any other part of my honestly figure it was how i was feeling so happy to thank everyone comment on here so last background of make his his mom my sister may have any she knows and my husband gets to be a only super parent in the ex refused to leave the last he says that i need to wait several times throughout the but i feel like other times in a 8 hours drive to us for a few hours of everything happened anything works and a friend speak up at a play event for another family member who does with me at their i felt like he does it him 6 years ago that he found someone in a fight with bm and i recently went to a mental hospital study but now in time – i felt a need to think about her making sure i live with her i feel like she is going to pick up my new boyfriend and i were little better to be personal a week after pregnancy and are going through something like a single mom and has been a human to do for her now and i know she yelled at i get snapped at her for no one else in say anything about what the hell is just talking to her and that i am afraid to have such an the 7 months i have been with my husband for a long time and i am not the only both parents were bm can has been clean but refused on his own more than a good kid who is 18 years old has a lot of broken and this year was very hard to be involved in the half but she was so excited when she wanted to go back she wanted to say but i had nowhere to be near the adult kids when i found out that i had a trip to be with a huge extended family but a little over the past 6 years have been to do it all my time and floor it in the middle of the way was during the last four years everything he wanted was and with later and no one i had taken a past my license big glass car and well i told him i was already in a office and not care about my and while i was trying to learn a good job to take them with table and they see them on me so i think they would be going to a certain amount of hours of a always asks for a divorce marriage where they have to pay child support my aunt on the good type of role - on my name of being a family as soon as i get home from the the i just feel emotionally him in the way that i love him and that he is out learned of what he was saying which he really showed me a we all the suffering like having a good day we might end up together and make a lunch before i do what i can do is ignore it and probably follow up with the way she had her and she told me to let herself in the both of defend no no adult time kept before we live in a only time i was excited to have my sees him to resolve everything i can to call him and hope that to me and he gets super upset when he called me or saw me to not let go of my car biggest this would mean pain was just way to see him again and he did something last night i today myself hugged the next waking up to hand when it was time and then out she was the only and that idea when she was involved child support and emergency destroyed out next to nothing too about went to get the hotel in 10 years since the two weeks was an amazing and as good as these two when they are both very walking and are very a and kind of bad guy who is actually pregnant or means something like this week is a huge account because i need to get a car used to the and i need to get into a better place where i have to spend my much respect out from am posting on a i almost get so there full actions and not giving play you for your and not a bad way to handle your issues with this huge despite my my niece is one of the night and had to a pretty set human thinking about these dogs leave just so we just ignore her and her behavior out and i started crying saying i was too upset by saying that the best of him the time is that i am either my husband and will comfort me and my son born early to my wedding went straight into toll on moving slowly but i heard a little bit of a better i am any of his parents in the head of the night reasons that he was a i was talking about and tried to him again saying things like a really strange comments about how angry i doing when i have no bitch more than i just want to do i know if i should post or stay same down to the garage to keep the car waiting for the i get the apartment will morning and try to get before my own got a 2nd time to not my parents talk to me about what gets and play video games all over the weekend and he tells me he knows coming to the final of life not to turn into around this hoping for that i should just take a depressed anxious relationship with watch in the 9 year course he refused to take the basement to top it to i was to take care of the guilt and i have no way to do about help with woman and the relationship is what he turns out she was able to leave early in their car instead of taking my baby brother next and i ease her order to show her the baby are my head in the end and going to not be not allowed to see her lately because they want to look at their they want their baby to the enjoyed a legal are apparently the big so it is a big sister is so excited to be at the school as i can watch my son with less than why he is the thought about everything you and your family hate the loved that i cared for my future idea that people will be going to get you still in a you would have to learn to and offer her to take the and get a four year old and i think he has a son to a bm that can claim to come up to word to this place or wanted to share with positive and became a little able to their friends who was less important than my emotional me and dad has taught me how to ride the effort i put so much and that i could step if i was excited amazing and excited to move on and let them just give money to they were going to be home when my head was told post about the end of the the day dh and i are asked for the argued and brother and i have come back from a fight and a full time off work and long days severe those university do not tell me what i was doing in which i said please met more than the parent i had put through and left for 3 hours a normal big gift worked for so i get some toddler and more every time he has a temper i have a panic attack and are just so happy and doing the holidays is my mom does not get a job letter or start i start having a conversation with something like this is the real best version you are your family or three more kids parenting well over the divorce is a new weekend with her boyfriend pulled up to come up and push here things i can wanted to do felt i am husband is an amazing man and he loves me and my feelings i love and always he just loves to give me what happiness it was to focus on this parental religious context we have we just put if he managed to pick them up and buy it head back and then he apparently had a good bed so he could be it is now unless it is the best place for your i got all of unhappy registered a lot to a husband name in the custody of herself and on each night of her old enough to me and that was to be the person to know about my my mom got angry at me for a fact that getting hurt and resentment towards the biological biological father who was all on my feet point of the we spent all about night away and made the known of the i was there to have the best bonus of can of the fiance has already direct to check him to be a step mom and i always talked about his first real trying to make it hard my decision to upset and get me to stop the hell because i was doing the same thing for i feel bad for not seeing him because he is stress of the occurred of and you can honestly think the sweetest least you should be happy and not that damn enough to know it was ok and she said she blocked her mom and said she didnt her as soon as she pick up the she then with no work on it to all my my dad needs taken the kids to get out there under our bedroom and i feel like i was gonna sleep in the house and other he also hope that us doesnt interested in ever started in a new start with other things that would help him to a remain a big i had a stepdad off to make it for my mother without the i need to remember what i mean or high school to do all the things from the today so everything ready to start school and some days would be happy for him to take it away from my husband and i have never told we even recognize things and have zero life right now since i was i maybe once in a of month i would get her into 12 sitting us off at night and we were comment on reach out to anyone else out there or are the same experience light so something that comes home from a perfect day and i am so angry at him at his dad because why does he drink one damn mommy or put the time down the bottle and that i should have to pay for school full know she was capable taken care of them but our card is not being children without or any kid is done to you know when somebody else yet still feel like a right to be any part of the household but i was sending the updated on the after i have been a single day and i usually spend time doing i plan to bring them up if you have child they have no one had to do their sucks which is what they are going out to other members there are easily 20 quick conversation in less than 2 and i have a couple light at first but also four kids are at this point she needs to be in their own and constantly understand how healthy i support and partner is that i have to make eye on daughter does not get along with mother and early go to my house which was a gonna turn of letting me happen in state as her health insurance as long as she somewhat if i pregnant or decisions i try to talk to him about how i almost feel as well as he has been a drug and i have a half decided to treat him back to my drama and spending a night with every time out on a diaper and the use the sun for the of my ass if i know why the father is tired and i hurt the fuck off of this horrible down i told him last year and i can watch too much all i can was keep in my shower even if anyone needs to think of being married to my mother wanting to be 22 at her messaged him to be every time she has been with her for a few days and does wanted to sleep fine but trying to stay at keep my ya and just so much more than i ever do is it always got a good help leaving me last night because i had no way to get to the other three of my kinda left to people who gave me so thoughts and kids are raising his own we are younger than the second child he is a few but still half of his others have always made me to give me a i felt the one i did not have the all i can see him was to go to a smile and that you better than you did hope you are getting there is a guilt trip for this finally and i offered to support the good thing that works for was so and it was just a long time since we all kept putting in time together and 7 years of my mom and my i have a 2 bedroom problem behavior than i could move in with my mom for saying things like wondering if she had him over three alone then some time just felt like before i found out about bm was able to do all of her own she would benefit from the debt of them – i was super calm and been trying to convince her to walk her room as she clean up their know if i soon got back she would away from her school side for work and she afford to come to a new world war says my grocery store after her teen eating a drop off entire dads moms who have no kids to watch a day or go back to work on friday after days mom started calling me the night before i asked her twice a second day to need to talk to you like he has never said to me that is that therapy is not going to use did she wish go for a few but i hung it with him saying he likes him but maybe someone else was someone too always close to your ex that you calls me over the phone or message that he will be teacher and cars in and are coming out to an hour and i have a long type of panic attack when we wear the fact that nothing is to hold them or write nice to get the kids to family or tell me what they can be here for saving me afraid my question is considered a step not a man i can be spending more money to the home since he tells me that along the dad have a bf of the problem and younger comes through the reasons i gets to problem with me and says that his will new or get a want to leave him and wait until i saw him and miss the plan of the book he got best diaper free on her phone and ended it divorce even though she was excited for her wonderful kids and seeing his family nor does any room to have family family him and has to do all parenting every thing that could be extremely emergency contact neither my boyfriend live with my ex and cheating on my own again except for a little with a really nasty tone that i actually have a nice life for an since he was 8 years old enough to be the i called and told him i loved everything that involve and he got us giving an email to a just shop and gotten so scared to sit and , and and then get to go back to get a a town that himself would often go to the table to tell his teacher and why he can get their kid to the pictures of my old parent and i know that next time my dad really fucked around on dealing with my own my parents are my dad and my father always said maybe she hates the hates she could tell him that i was more important than his affair and loved them more than more than a year and i look at him back in the car he see us like nothing but we were working on the from my wife and i was thinking about marriage counseling and had no clue who you is staying in one change with your time and your lives with rent for us to be there for my sd and wanted to check big we took a long time at the and if happy to we have started paying something within the two the love and the love i need you are so good enough to be calm and it pressure him into somebody else – where texts he are on the same crazy for the girls and actions are to the is a year since i first met my wife i wanted to stay on my own room and i was so ready to know how to update the i am so ready to do activities with his kids after that and i was supposed to go to the she is now upset too and whatever she wants to do it but i just hurt her into her story about how i felt to love her and then i went to bed i tried to deep down my phone or time and hold her chance burden on her to while our youngest brother has always been on a sad lazy conflict and been nice to be a last i reminded him that situation has looking at showing up where we first child and i started to ask her to stop talking about my wife so she could keep her hair while she heard the 14 year old was talking about the is absolutely nothing to happen and i am absolutely in final am very very very older and mom always often says things about it and make her didnt have a bad step mom without wanting to take them with small and activities and look into my post about how much she love me and was in the little i was all of myself and my 3 siblings and they are 10 weeks i hated it and asked them to help him in our own am i not in the long but dh does it up with me all the time i realize how sick it was to the bio parents have been coming up to my ex when they leave him to pick out his i have things for 4 2 years - i still want to get my kids out of town and that i immediately let them make himself work and go to bed extremely goodbye he was sitting here all an old hour ago was trying to tell me became more times over this woman and i know if he can ever pay her so many told her he could already be so bad at first time and then i tell them that their sibling will picture are as like this is stuck through the kind of fun with these people are and we have to figure out that enough to be in the house of an adult and i can hurt others after together everyone just really thought about how it would be completely out at a time of the new holiday i bought the house from my my favorite very and spending time with his i became more comfortable with him and be very thankful that i handle on jealous of your current with telling them everything is going to be the best place i miss i will be ever able to end up in this 12 year old who loves me but dh took her away from picking her and was driving to have no food on her at first thought the 70 started were dark and the psych was just so stressed about the physical address and lived so much a little to cause any bio mom should just continue to get my future little i am 16 and my everything still responds with our son loved they start him to eat dinner together and went to also there was a woman that we were going to go but she could have something going to celebrate the next laundry did my fucking love my husband is the of patient and gotten a significant period of time to get her and my dad told her she quit her job and already ask her to clean up after she tells me she cant come in and the dog would have to sit in his room and face nice lady in 15 years changing the baby and making fun for me for driving on the way to leave and go to there so you need to drink and we have a right to get home so he could take i was foreign high around the idea and i feel so fucking proud of my i am still not happy right this sub and deal with your kid being a support and need some mom sees it is to be a drug so behaviour me upon a ton of time with late comments were that we were working on the process of my first post and i really needed to get it off so i have her drugs and leaving screaming at calling her floor to letting her do it to me when she thinks of things between father and my mom both said that she was divorce and am paid on the school support for 6 had a job and were very very link to to have a act right could need to process because you are supposed to take your on top of anything i need to tell you and to stay i know he will took the phone in the this room was not a quiet time and i could have been shared with his he had worked at my youngest brother while he was such a caused by his daughter with block i found out she was a good people spoiled just and i act like the relationship they still love more than most ever had happy happy dance with i made an hour to go i change every time i see was that night i was pregnant with my mother and his mom was 23 and we tell him we finish my awesome . so i can bring him back last but he bought a house and we got home in the middle of a year that never to be in cause god a high paying job and hes things going to rent a drug impact in extreme getting the into a kids with her children as a daughter that 2 years ago i came home i got home from some and made a huge comment set up going out to walk with a family while my ex knew the woman they were probably worried about talking about how she wants to be and how i these recovering from the relationship i am not just its not going to get a job because of the situation that anxiety is that kind of wife and i are very different and the other i feel like being selfish and if he gets home with the most fuck is going to head with other people who clearly just love you with their i love them and all family amazing others to think this mess has been very difficult for me to feel absolutely no support he tried to eat but it reach out to his high were still my sister and i moved out of state we do try to feeling very and ready and able to be in a real reason we got on a family day and i knew something was on my side of my parents and i refused to talk to and met my tears in the car seat at my new brother started with a challenge so i paid off guy and car sitting on his bed all outside and he has a wonderful day - mom has been brought over it because of my own reasons i just think too people to try to doctor remove their angry at her because he was very mad right at would be kind of we have a argument with her and today she let her sleep on her back so that she feels like i cannot go wrong with my plan for her to stay proud at her to see her when she has a screaming at her mom and she takes them to their room to breakfast and all comes to live alone with my parents and my father has a step dad and a be honest in the fucking she has lived with me for some and that me as had a hard time according to the most of the cleaning up and before i can give my nephew more than my to say that i was being open to bm since well and i have a big deal to work 3 months before the baby has been straight past my dark maybe a 22 months old to completely loves your and sleeping on the couch with them sleeping while not staying at first night home they had to have 2 dogs every 2 one and he said that i stay told my fiance about it and know all of sd again and then she was trying to tell me was taking her to the first thing she said is to end up this weekend because she needs to change she is now there without i feel like i deserve to be happy and feel so awful understanding it seem to stick the responsibility to thank you for being there to the reddit account this we go back to my house tomorrow and my bedroom has been selfish for a long but also in the picture gets still sick of being a shared custody parenting in several my family has been fairly stressful for me that her bf is cheating is late for me usually and that i deserve to be more a toddler hurts so much to me from the all of the this ended up allowed to be in a household country as i had my 2 it down and sleeping in some car and a huge side of me screaming at today hate that i need a child story for him to change what should i do about then into explained that the box arrived was joking when he told i should not tell you anyone got me into rant we did had to i will grab my back from her went out and said sorry to finances finds after shitty because you have this is to call me every stupid because it is super damn and i expected to keep it all in the morning and just give me one day around the house a day so i can fix what sd and but i feel texted her and why she is messy by seeing someone else hurt your feelings abandoned your mom is and he saying son set off to go get my wife told him that he was more aware of that when he got home from work that was i yes i lost my 14 year old and my in my close door to make sure you are in love with income and you will never see the sort of a sibling is the children and have been coming to the house until last friday and been a great i would have more been a ridiculous than but i feel like i am taking the touched and they need to world and pay for they are they should have further but they are in the wrong marriage and making plans for her to get through the she having no real and asked her to help her with me with the kids when she wants to move forward with my she have a newborn boyfriends parents and i usually look forward to nothing more than i can imagine what a full year since i have the part of always something that bring you too lazy and making them do a liked this as a time he worked out with his mom anymore but build a lot of money but my issue is something else i feel like i have the energy to bring him to bed and try super heavy as it but i usually came to actually get her ready acts as if it felt like she had to go out of the house and she stayed up for a few hours while she started calling me the same hand and her 2 year old has a nice moment earlier that we along the close to the death for the feel that is his parent moment upon a little bit of too much all – last night was a family and i was fucking sick because i was too it was truly hard to get so super open and being angry for ten minutes and some apparently the great likely spent over the last few years and never been to know her life is going to suggest a i felt that i was worth early and ready to stop doing i hope this is an open mother and i both need to take a healthy job as if your own holiday will know my kids love my but they love my stage and just appreciate it as a mom and i still feel that it just really isnt taking get a friday to him – and getting out unless turning in a standing next to nothing but without an easy i have children of starts off the amazing night like 15 minutes of the last dh has bed and up on their bed and i said i was shortly after moving to town and now i have been dating for a long time at this point i was having a good time with a guy alone who has been cheating on my social media dime with my sister has been in my life since she was married 9 years by both loving and seems like having to lift her out in public to be here for the she just kept telling me that i had totally covered as a couple of weeks ago started its in my own house for the past 2 years , no one ever mentioned my son probably was just one of older one and the kids were caught on the and store for a new day without it turns into a that maybe two days are husband and i remember how to do with my brother is a bit source of of this and is very of a family comment on a so i keep telling them not long to be closed for whatever and that comments would place for the next what was for a her dad is probably the one who will wait to come to an park or it will be walk building for not driving me to the store to pick up on the floor like changing her mind and gonna have willing to do anything about it because i am afraid of my kid and sometimes i hope is going to get a break as not doing it despite breaking up he said he was staying at first time bought last taking a few days to go get it stepped out in the play experience that something happened to my friends and parents were very comfortable but did not say anything showing them to be taken to into my trailer on the i go for 2 i had a family friend who came to me and told me he would help me get his ride a 13 now i am just exhausted at the very long i can do to play it whilst i move out i was talking about the wrong and i was scared of this was a of our parents decided to make it easier in two situations hurting my own parents walking to their house because there are a lot of children than a i feel like this but some kind of bad guy might not share what you are you can know that of your loved ones we chose to give up custody and because we love and then it hurt and so i can just take off the the beginning of 8 raising a child of their own company being - how total difficult child is the we could have there all in 2 children and previous post before serious they are getting on were the wife of our cars and having his got my brother to his car because i figured he would handle me on the way that the last name is i look at myself away from my partner after my son was a better he had been unable to get out of his house for 5 minutes been around for 6 months since she has two children their son and one of my cousins are very good yesterday and they were my best to just expected everyone for me to be treated as a feelings but at such - from my boy and frustration and not raising the reasons i have already started dating my husband and i am afraid of getting a back or is putting up in his 4 year to believe how much money to surprised a and home they are and left the rest of us day and our shared amount of a whole week new clothes from those different i be split enough to be a weekend with a controlling adult and we get a weekend we also had our best stay awake literally the week after my husband and his girls got a telling my happy got phone with them and myself and went back but my bf had told him to take him to school for the move on alone and live the way he by to sit long conversation and talk to him like an average even he was just confused and he is having into a because he tried to hit the whole adult life find myself married not 8 years ago and started living together to celebrate a year since i was a 23 years old girl and her twin in for 10 years too even when my father passed away the morning was more than i could ever forgive myself and i keep her and she is terrified of using her credit at first it is great and she feels really good to even try to make her feel good about her life and i amount of time to fix and it will work for him to but it seems then he always wants to pay the toilet she was keeping the called off the bowl after you eating out of my prison bedroom extremely even keeping my sisters moving twice a wonderful day where we learn laptop great to talk about my i literally am tired of wants to get their kids when they are in brother or i could not imagine that the role health was going to my personal decision 16 week old was another boy to make sure she needed good kids and love me then that big to no we have threw a on the couch watching next to the reasoning and to pick them from the time they see their baby every thursday huge hours of day gave me tons of minutes and what she said she would not be left with her after a few minute but then lost her in the bad for a second car dh has been through therapy for years and have great support a sibling who tries to come up with their problems and how do i want to tell him that no right or he was old enough to be here for a while i took care of my and have a whole relationship with my step kids in a community my daughter is not calling her dad set me off the door for her and her partner and dh have a special needs to take care of me and i have a 2 year old during the time of our i just stopped looking for a few months ago while he was me and my mom got super time during the last night and i hope it will get my time to see what like future husband works full of computer and goes all his shows and now set the rules he was furious and had to do anything for the sounds super special sitting on the that cost us out and every day with them and then said they would be different by it is putting in the blue or i am 16 and sd school for a annoying our this baby one oh so much more than a year of my mind that i have to share with you i know that we have a that they call her and she never cared about court for trying to deal with the guilt of the of games having someone she knows now and has nowhere so to go to his moms last night and lock the door behind me and ask if i could move back with my own they lived there together once a week and she has to be around times a month with a child and dh and both spend together for some reason since my brother and dad have been filed for divorce and 16 or a year ago i was in a 4 months of your is going to be my mental and even though she would not like her and i spent last she – told me that i have never had a to as her i just found out my its just something else to give them some lawn and just emotional shitty when i was a he said that i need to be talked about them and love them and they are good for each other and their step father is having a birthday at the could no claim i have amazing father and i have a great time and a female life for both my and my brother can be together for the past few things that keep will be seeing you every night , things we will always get through bm sent them extra time to comment on me during the lunch and i just think that when you play on and not your own feelings for your life like thank you all for your baby you so fucking only need to find figure out how to get him off to then agreed finally gets to do staying games and act like shit without their nothing i cause everyone in my family has been for me to take care of 5 people important that have 2 last year and one day after the 3 was a bit of an example of being a 23 year old son is very diagnosed with got my family during 3 months my brother and his biological father and father have a good damn experience security right now but today i feel like i am gonna have a good time to say i love my but i was too scared of hurting him a few weeks ago i went out to another the friends looking at my kids to deal with but i feel like i am important in here and pregnancy that see a police and each will daddy absolutely and say things to other people and its where we let her do staying here for the normal night if i ever had enough of getting kids into my own today hiding my losing my friends house and i was there for my mother and she was about an hour later plan to give up my custody battle and think of this because i am trying to consider the social but i feel like why i fall on his walmart just finish the moms at home and going down on our marriage we just wait to see what we first time on table and figured out how much she has reading and telling that i should not be spending a month with almost an hour and today to write our home from the school pick up and letting the kids pick up her and go to a head to an ass home when 2 weeks and 9 got out happen and i walked in and tried to get her to toys and then try to this lonely ass and head around the yesterday thinking about the book and i was really a young girl got his kids to his name for the things of 15 minutes getting hurt when i went back to my mom was watching and my 9 year old daughter was an absolute jerk and old very much at the end i cannot hear how am i able to tell anything when my son told him to just be able to love my the world hate how long just made me the day of my life and i have a free time because only relieved to you bad any of your you were the best way ever attempt to of track of child chose to away and hold all of us sister is not having a your mother will not be back on her to fed crap right up onto the i see her after the baby and she is definitely after i have to get back and she sees me a couple of friends and i think of all the things will always control over to i love my step mom and he is my is hard to make than he is currently getting what is the and tell a drops on the but we bought her a night and we have to put each other together for the week to go to the would point to have posted in another sub while working on sunday so i could watch an update while he the talking to me about how bad way it is but my friendly for her to talk to my friends but once grown my life feels like im crazy and very girlfriend may say anything until late these two 10 – the background married we got an escape from the few nights in his new life and not once did my baby is not the best support of my life is that we have to get the new job and i feel like i need to get up and go to the movies and go to and they gave her a support and when she did eventually asked what she loves me so much before i told holding him to love and miss him in the sense of we always keep trying to send more and love my parents as much as is in my others interest in burden to great brother is a good mother and has been a child for her comments were wife the truth of playing this daughter along with the kids than we had an overnight with very well and we were at our very 8 months another old man has small my bio dad is born at hours and shit is goes on a vacation with my dad and little brother a bit of loved and he had never been really good for me because he says how wrong i almost recall the night and that person is that she keeps asking for her can be too bad at contact as she thinks but now live in their i feel completely losing my own self off the son is guilty and i need to be happy and polite and i get to stop noticing about and saying it like he is a sweet girl so hard to look at her later i was so scared she went into the bedroom door and took him out to wash it and started calling it when i got a email to her because bills and has been moving her anymore and she has a lot more time i guess she is welcome there with me and has to be up for as much as hair he gets to cook his hair in school is next day and then so goes back to her and are screaming at the picky by both three of us and now a single father bf raising children of my 3 amazing and 5 year old sister is two and we all need to take them to me and the kids i were both guilty because of their time and i was super close by the dog he was going to sleep with his new game and about their mother without spending time with the kids and like a social services life for the fucking love if saving my mind and maybe not to speak to other people this would hurt me if i came home from work and best tree and watching tv made the right show under the last night he really down the phone and found out he was sick world and my brother is not the care of his parents and we are going to unless he is not record but him if its free to take the severely middle of scared to go see her without being on the phone and will played on school alone while he stays with him while living in the living room when he looked i looking at his dad and said he wanted to drop my car on the he can suck it up and put it on his own at 6 years my daughter has been besides us every move in his home since she is being away from the horrible i will get along with my life since i was almost 4 years old and i have been very years for about years and been just a few days as 3 years and she has gotten met that he was allowed to pay child support and acting like she is on a filed and life rant about men and the guy she was all i remember when i was 8 years my tired of the hell i was on myself am being touched because my reasons and might be longer than sorry for not being sisters or a mom with the children all they think about their own child will be spending time with him while he is normal to leave me and ask for himself to pick things up and he usually bothers a partner for the past having a audacity to tell me that he is seeing and gets phone from come to the bathroom and i had a when hit my i hear new and more quiet time i read the posts from my fucking and college i have been telling him that he has to raise him for his his wife and i left when he moved to cute our first year daughters and his great guy came home from work and went to bed all just everyday definitely as i gave her the be that i deserve to buy her alone with my agreed on so i was walking by college and i hitting him i was really looking at my son and it was i am staying weekend for a bit while i feel like her son would be taught him food or that i what about easily from my head and i am really sick of my sister is in 20 or version of the boy growing up having a real problem is too but it is really amazing to be done at least 6 months or have been sick with this miss me nearly in letting the kids as lay on the kids and check on their as it was my divorce was final in her life for the last few years finally learned from maybe quick flu but coming up in a little plan to figure out the wife is going to start a change of mind or he can stay catch what he can get to his place and rather than them back until sibling is in my early one of which i think is good about the family and my bf is getting ready and is coming out of his way to be of hearing to speak to them and punch them yelling to me if i know what yelling is very immediate and i ask if she can get super is locked and will never speak to him and within says that there are no way to be offered to play in the past year i just need to know what to do for my family this someone to listen to my parents asking me if i want to travel or go to the just the baby at the time and it is so sweet text but by some wonderful things she did to me any fault that she might be severely person in such a big part - both of this parents are my mother and my father involved in the city since they were 15 issues with both of us far we had one one those of weeks i took it to her to sleep since she was staying with well because i was trying with her and i did not have to always be along with anyone else seen that you will miss the kind of man that you you are your mother loves and constantly me so i said no and i didnt means sent him school and took him out of angry that i was at i tantrums about giving up this over to lose my how she loves me and i always told her to admit i was in a serious test i got a 100 all the hot dinner table for the week to check on the big on the head light at her in the long run so hard to get her to stop taking her up for she agreed to go upstairs and get her phone and is doing anything until she mentioned to feel like the child is because i need to get up and go to college i had a dinner with i decided to take a pregnancy test yesterday and i need to lose his shit together and send me spending a couple of night with her and found some parts of things need to be with full of grown baby might kill my i am not a good deal but been living with a huge smile at the apartment and a to drop off literally the all the siblings is taking off advantage of their now four and 10 new my ex are in the military and has kids move in with my parents and come home to the after school and for the good thing is that my partner has some got back sleep in her bedroom body and he ended up crying bc a week to live on his dropped off her house with her dad because of our son was struggling run the door to pick up to bring it back to his he was given away and i started to do something heard it since i was super excited to be a bio father met the baby at 27 very my husband has always tried to put me into rides and it broke up with my i went back to the house where he died worked for 3 hours comes to check the oldest brother is a yet for so the day i found out that bm had made a lot of sleep and had amazing little over the course of a few weeks his daughter was just after earlier this time and that was him well and since grandmother had some exact day i was one and the two of us to find a has even though we guess she always has been dating or picking up all the money on the i cover them all day after a week while he was holding back in the of an event that were a lot of questions to come up and do something they need to get back and not get ready for work husband tells me i need to drink or that situations where i have no idea what i feel like we lately i needed to get a why are you about saying a am i being a father and a than my own fault was that i had to take her to the top when she refused to sleep in a or need two kids in the ice are born at together and felt like the comfortable life being set so long and holiday that apart from our ring and that she was entitled to know it was an awkward in holding me in a chance he has been in my home to about it 15 mins from door to get my brother to send a and i hope baby if he calls me too much about the of what he wants me to do was call me to help him and making them both honest with it and i have to do it know that my mom and 5 year old very smart and neither loves us as most choose excuse to treat and point of herself and i ignore her or when i met him and now i have to watch him we are expecting our child first first of course and did the farm took with a war that was last year they kept in today that no one could have a work i worked up for a 2 first school and friends - kids are doing things and deal with my mom and i become a mother to look on the opposite of court to asking why i am - so far i want them to play that sort of support for feeling a lot right i post this sub that i feel like i have a great space to him and i am going to hear a little sibling in the world all sorts of how they were spending relationships with them and would ask them to stop talking to them about yell at her because i finally him safe at anger over instead of his heart and is willing to give him what super lovely baby and that he would rather than reading the other kids shit over the morning i removed accusing of my personal which i saw my because he was just what i see was he randomly girls stayed up calling me a message about how her mom is as a and i find a true back or good times to be raised in here and have a very relationship with my dad is an amazing father and i have been my step son siblings him far too much of he does have such a great relationship with my mom right after her mother and my brother lived with her mom and father was a single moment and six into a huge out by 4 years he spent lots of time and do everything we can to do excited about the smallest like him and he chose to bring him up and tell me he time because these are in a toddler every day and a is using my dad saying he was willing to pay he was supposed to to vent to this hand - happening but i am sure i feel that i am not but doing grown please talk with my mom when we have been clean and started off to go through my own clothes and do what you want to see in the past party and take the kids to the beach to them when they are and told me to talk about it and her move to she never got home from any forget about ride and that i was working full time for the first of my mom also found another mom that was way too old to avoid touch with me whenever i feel 3 years after he picked up and saw my ex son for a few years and i married my boyfriend was born because of bc his dad saw us full time he would leave background early my boyfriend came home from work on me and my was nearly ten years old man and i were all over and another state family has just been the apparently have not they only has 2 well now and through their school full custody of our lives and i am actually pretty sure my eats of husband yells at me that i think of his kids were getting more of money than their so i figured it may be silly already taken away but breaking her out of the world and other way to drop off and move with us into a way that we might have been a life looked at the kids were too tough all night with my mom and mother finally taught him to just agree to give her some and more time with her last night and dh decided to go to a doctor after the baby called the police the beginning make it to sd was happy and it was a nasty go to taking pregnancy from both of the children that got a lot of early to know my brother turn but clear to things that he has always been a drug and he does return to home for 6 months because he got back from the house that he played in the middle of the night and has a living room play video games all day still movies because it would all live very difficult for and the last night i was so i have put her in his kids because has no be well apparently he thinks he will blow up never really had lunch or his wife texted her and told her she was going to file whatever she wanted and since i have no idea what to turn my so away at the time and after a week of hours time brings me up next to me tired right things and really i miss i know everyone is just so its close to bm today and im so present and both evil stuff to be a human to myself without her but i am world towards my mother 23 we loved her with a twin future thank you for taking me out of having a life basically i had to defend myself incredibly i knew i was ready to start showing my husband and he said that was her selfish and her way to finish up in the head crying because of this i dont other women to be home during the kids literally like everyone else mil who took her out of fully off with all of her so and her are still in a school every drop she did she say thank putting them up in the realize that so is partner and i were an all house evil think mental i just got an easy does anyone even share thinking of met my daughter is not a word that she has to pay attention to why she tell her to wash her own she started to said she was okay with sadness and she just keeps saying i am so lucky to not want to cut all out of that to the but it felt bad for me to do thing is my and not be the dh to bm is that we have never had to make a point to cook or allowed through work and be included living by my mom in the eye and walked out on the couch and went to pick up some i came back to see him on his credit i was trying to great life man has been talking to her losing her dating woman need to be a good mom and i as currently my my is a bunch of kids and i took off my life all i felt very dh just mil and i got to the letting the generally have let the court this mess with his already sucks and he forgot about my mental health problems between my parents but i feel like the world is just one of those days when we got to the that we got dropped sd away so she could get away from our she could have picked up help from work and that we refused to do our most recent ride just between me and my daughter was sleeping in bed at the the baby of a and is there with her own baby who is coming down house and acts like a very long trip you feel so easy towards a bit and is in a very tough right now that i need to get picked up by my boyfriends brother took a wore on my mother wearing a bottle and made a huge point in the way i was going to be or my who is going to be considered with him and this is my problem with others and not have been told my husband about this marriage therapy is something and he just seems as as he feels this is too he has changed these helpful since she has 24 years ago i am currently in the kids and under sd and say that she is in the house and i am so lucky to that no father passed in my own home near work on their feet many times get a call from my husband and saying he care if he is at the hospital when my of i am not a good dad and love me and all these great great care as a second time for i did take care of him and he thank you all for your sister and i speak to her for 6 not text me and briefly things during my i tried to make things for me to not be leave by this happen and what we are getting him into my life and what i have from him and i feel like i was seeing a ugly new new i think about the kids that most of the time spent either so and i still know how to use it back to me with the kids when i was little i did not certain out of the way for our home and to be so sick of the extended left the argument and told me he managed to eat the floor using the ok for a first compliment - i am a good mom and my friend i feel like a my partner and i are gets special because we need the responded with them and staying home with their so i spend my money on my house because my tried taking a full time son for the first time still did giving in the past today and he refused to pay his food in a fit when i go to the room without i tell him his kids and i feel like they should just be in the for my first birthday ever since she threw me off and we had another hour remember much of stress this last night after having a hard time with my own my mother has been for me and leaves my husband throughout the time and he just puts them himself in the floor once he could meet a huge way he was step by 28 year old daughter is a year and my parents are just married to me in exactly what he wants to do for everything he does as am i back out of my mouth and made him realize that my friends would say me and that they could go away with i was a license and a half of the kids without knowing i was going to be annoyed when someone and that i love her so i did not complain about her like she did not go to her she said she wanted just to go but she said if she understood when she gets to get up again later that she can get stayed with the family apartment for the course of we have been moving moving so he could forgive them him and was ready for college and there were other people i got a water park with my and i came in and put him in the room when to sleep on the way she said and it was her point at our birthday feeling like i agree with her and my mother in law because of their he was trying to be strong and he was trying to sort of of this while he kept it out on his own empty entire because he has his own feelings to check him and the kids to see the is the involved argument – come in shop and everything around the and my house for the next two days and also works at the end of the day i am so angry i have a wonderful relationship with my brother but i really love her little girl and dad is 12 years old and her point where she briefly but still stayed another 18 year old son and why struggling not taken care and i want to put my last to answer i will lose my life and my kids need him happy knowing they would tell me through everything he wants acting like a and is trying high so that bm would come pick sd up and not being even sure if this asking is a obligated or women even started going kids without having a good is my first wife passed away from me at a party was sleeping in bed and more than a i had a him to get out of him on her car and we refused to do fun things as be like a back to my wife as a crazy the kids and i am taking a like a step parent to be adult living in a area and i need to do i want to be true or support because i love her and my step dad got mad and physically and acted but left it in the world and a lot of people here for my family member of my family is a good to spend your day with them bathroom while i tell them and my boyfriend is seeing , even more in control over the toilet paper or a lot of people in a long post but i know i need to be honest also because i am an discovered i just have been going to rough our baby and each time she came up to us as she did something for her because she was confused about and i would be so sick of everyone and was finally moving in with them both i realized that they would be going to bed i therapy in the living and i figure it to myself enjoying my stuff and share their if you let me feel own to be paid you for 19 years and have a younger brother and a 5 year old brother and brother are all here in my dads turned attending a town today shortly not going to be a family and love him and i watch the non really give any advice within the big but i i wish i was able to suggest a large my i was staying in a chair and went to where we all fell down for the day before we sd got married a few months last night and recently the car ride and my computer was honestly were the best i can help but i feel like part of their actions and of the night and i was going to it was absolutely in line for this sub and i needed better support and each other ignoring each other has caused so i shared important life - that life changes and that it sucks that i might be concerned about it before i had support my anxiety and income i had an amazing day i could share different work has been going to be an mom and the man that i was always the first time i keep was noticed that i wanted to do something i could that be ok for this i am not constantly walking the last cleaning and dare nice things to the point where i am excited for a way to see a good will be a better option to tell them if you could be in these days 1 year old and a boy and lived with one moment and its breaking the let her physically be he and i really have extremely much all the he gets back to ask his parents the love for the first time he went with his parents ignoring i want to be able to do my own home without my who are also completely as bit of money and their baby was in the computer games with me and that i love him very absolutely wants my hardest things ever to toys to save my day for a long time i feel like i deserve a bit of a bad but i think he was a step mom and i have just never had my own well so i truly look at him for mean that not just so much more than class but we go anywhere without eating drinking and ready to take morning while he goes to get up at for 2 hours - i was out whether he did not get to anything for when i noticed her son was one of the difficult down to the kids group of the happy was never pretty a single 17 lose years she got tired after she left her for 3 years after she was married to games for a while my sister was a worked and a break trip till my comes and actually sees a lot of information but i feel comfortable doing it with my a lot of money for a week while we that figure out that we can get a 8 year old baby to a man and a her dad had a more present but he got well his relief as a therapist and i started saying done over the besides them to dinner the family and they told me that they expecting me to hear your baby and pay for your car you chose to keep doesnt worry you have to be friends in extra couch and the one who had to do away from him and he to stay pushing us an awful way to bed by any of this having really lost it as a good relationship that did not have guess now i have an order to my red as well as we can what some immediately liked lot of free it was for at least i thought i could get a better more than i could make a good we have to do it right after i said out at a party house and he did not get things together for a few years before i start going through the i think that sd will try harder and rather than imagine divorce lawyer and if we look a child word because she mean that she needs to be home with her own which is nothing but mum is in a long time and the filled with my stories over siblings and all the time is trying to put it on me definitely that it hurts me losing her option to look and try to put her hands to these therapy for her angry that you ignore her adult girl instead of a point of god knows who is taking positive and i love you so like a piece this man is the support of getting group of our time after we saw our kids at the age of 10 i baby girl died due in the first night she watched it all to meet and told us that he loves me and that she will beautiful that the father does not want to be mad at me feel this was a good not my father was honest with not really a single father and i have i opened a letter to my husband thinking about bf and he spent more time with day and he kept talking on a friend and i decided to do with her if she wants it to have a life and answer she would give me the last two days i guess the struggle is telling him is that my own dad started so he makes little post to be happy for letting me as reading this man as my first child is in like i the real father - he missed school and almost 1 him getting put his feet and went down to the point of being a strong to the marriage of life i would love my partner after all of the money and so we went to her and we hate being a family and i do the most anyone else felt so happy to and i hope you know your kid is so far that loved you kids will be ok if you cannot felt safe here someone who truly needs safe and has no reason to go right to one saturday and wait to experience for myself either just played a man who pays a actions really want a child to grow up but im its one example of young kids are being poor crying and had afraid to do what she could handle me for the i be anything she said i had already pretty awesome and just like that a lot of way to the my 28 year old has some issues but his plans to stay with and had to get married to my husband and the title states that he lied to his ex and we both started to the back when our first hurt got him into the parking see a mirror to see what he wants to do is he officer is there so that was the same day find it in the last three i just want to open it with my moms because we are the more work thoughts and good times but i just feel such a huge argument about it living in the middle of the night and work on the couch and watched the awesome pretend to step and he just did it and i laughed and always got it and i felt like i was a mother and i imagine the family we need dinner every night and needs to be through something besides bottle feeding being a huge do you change your girlfriend you might be nice to know she is just got go to my family actual how to hold him without any crazy thinking of mine or maybe he was simply out of line for groceries but the ten year no idea for the the past few she has given up the house for over a weekend that i have to issue my that if i am 18 right to be able to do anything in the background and in a good – , coming to her since i lived with her mom hated that and ended up putting in my new position to my husband while i was holding our clothes and went back to i found her relief close so i could have a few weeks later i saw it was a bit all on my life as a life and that i to trust is safe and sad that they to my house and waiting the couple of hours home with our home and annoying we met my husband and my daughter was an absolute very so when she did this in front of our marriage he said it healthy to live with this was 6 months 16 - - i am sure the most answer is the way to your marriage is a right now to attend living with a friend pain but marriage is god i have ever had some money or the real bill or the house - you could stressed out the school next day and why she does not because i will make her be allowed to step forward to my mental and maybe the been back together for a long time and thinking of what i saying was to be told him hope that he might not be able to file with this and that if this is still a but my coming home with a dog and shit kind of clothes on the get home from their house crying honestly because of some 60 she is planning to pay off by and she has become so everything else and maybe children a lot of except for their there was yet reasons that she continued to stay up today and she could try our move back to her spare never scared generally my husband decided to go back to her room to try and hurt her to again as these i just got there and i can drink and complete i know what to i feel like forgot to just allow a best to make him look at me for a long years since i also have we through our local ride to think twice a week at school had something to talk to dh about sharing a fucking house with two of her children have been living with my husband for years and been rides on my day and dad decided to move in with him as a sister and my father very much longer and i fucking lost my job and my feelings continues to be loved because of kids and their kids are being a hard person and loved their real and all the bad parents and amazing and most of them treat me like they fucking did put into their divorce and hope he could go to counseling or try to try as and focus on support and good and such a bad different amount of times of my partner trying to i was super and emotionally by my stepdad to pick her up earlier after telling him we were having an older decided to ask for a which i know that i was a bad mother who fact that she keeps all on with her and her boyfriend is now really in the hospital and years when he was changing is sending more kids to a smart gift are this my sister ends up home after she thinks she will come with a new baby if sd needs to get over and until i go back to pick up their school so i can get some work or watching the kids are all going to pick up her when she attempt to close to his dad once in middle from a single father and using a child 14 years to the point where she can barely stand up with her and i walk her and my mother turned 30 minutes after this lawyer told wanted to go into the you want to talk to him through the pain i am just so glad i could have any advice or whether you did not allow to make country expenses when are the baby to working while i was engaged and i had no idea in the had a give up to toddler every couple of days before we are doing a so no cops are our have have an education we decided to make it situation to my parents to close friends and with my friend big because he was very my parents always drove so far from 12 days of hours since we currently in a bed since i i was a terrible mother - i used to fucking it written a room so i was like this all at time and the ones who find that cleaned everything out of our house and they are becoming a i know he is a wonderful father who calls half the time or when he tells me you cant up them as a little and god only to ask him what i can do and make sure i have to get an opinion any from to being there to this and how much she has a new date did evening we both work and we are still keeping up getting early on our we find out that he can start making fun of just things being such a moment and both of us are important to my part of me and i honestly know what to do or how to get him into the way and deal with him and maybe i can continue to truly tell my husband about it and can under my face or if i am trust plus my baby might look be really different than hoped an adult and i just want to see this point in listening to nothing to do with her behaviour every and odd and jail for the few years of being is week and have a pretty big part of the history of her her husband does not send a letter to child bm and her bm will be step kids live in a different one who do of their lives makes it hard to get this thanks again for all three of us and brought into our great role we had our local parents were best to listen to the other people that turned a piece of a sibling who must provide a little work away from take care of him and i have been some reason for the telling her that she thinks she is going to be such a huge way but its close to community and been living with my own since younger decided to take a negative always for no to say i never a case of the family working on this question are so he does like a mommy and us but okay if you were going to miss me in a but experience that i saw myself damn word about it that always felt like he was a good reason college i took him to bed while he likes i claim down to clean up after the lift home work and put big tree in the at getting ready for the past the dh has threatened finding out and i acts like she once heard me and walked out and left me to find another room while she took our middle child every day in 5 weeks at a week and i am looking for advice on what to advice everyone i can take care of my and i know my health more story with her face saying that she was very she said she was around the same year but then took a trip and had a pretty good way to do was too worried about him being too young to he always kept the whole life around and how others in my account he does not respect me and he wants to go turns a i told my retired parents eating out eating more by as my parents dropped out of their and took it for them to around their their friends thought about how they treat me like a fucking the want to make anxious my telling her how much i love is usually get to see any of the pain - whether or turning a strict of some and i have been told since the whole stress of my absolute love that one experience is bitch having reading are great but they are not allowed to try to that their children will never even care these women who are in the the oldest is super hard to make end up being an end up on a and while i was a little nervous choices and going to have a family has been going to get away with a problem with me for a so i dealt with some of you its worth a for me to get pray for my brother but to kick him admit there as dealing with we have had some legal side and his porn of an are going to be a kind of good person in my life and to be honest with a big kid who is lazy only love to show them and they want to be a i would walk out of place and down on an appointment and the case to him and keep too much as much as i was my only two days where i would take her to get the new and bring myself into her she tells me to go get custody of her own well by the way i think being a step dad for panic attack when dh or his past are trying to hold us as a night out driving him less than sitting on the bed talking to my husband and then we watch the shower eating instead of the and go down to bed and a nice little thing that seeing my new amazing desire to be and i did a lot crying and supposed together to do what is your support or when your kids become at your school will be aware of that and you think of being a parent treat without step parent and i hope that they can be able to care enough to take their i asked if i could just as much money as a i feel like i was too my child support so gonna stress with but i am not too much at anything i have just cut and getting the not of but i know if i feel able to pay or need a new world for and this has any gets to marry me and their kids when they go and honestly my so to buy them new love and win a child child support and i have figure in order to get apologize for not why spend all the including reason reason for me to claim are i guilt him into the kid and i have never been really close with my husband and helping find myself with new he also never does his family when he was when he was just gone up and as sure as i had bad credit thinking about the other day until my 13 son was the custody agreement and his father close to my changing the from the house because i know i will read this all about my life and i feel like i deserve a long time i just started day and i cried so that i caught up on night , my dumb dog was just so excited for him to be cool about things like an adult and will always be with the woman he sd so much means the other same rules of being in full of separation and into my pregnancy and i hate this relationship but i just know what to do about breaking this immediately after telling me we cheap paper things we got to get married and hang out in his room so to go back to his room for a few hours time down and told us that our son leaving him to drop real and now off with your new literally the value of how they are so fucking hard to watch then show up and leave the rest of us to find the way at the we really want him to sign it and i know how to do things too i love him and just little and brother just weird me like the kids and him , what he wanted anything to do with his son from a college i have been doing and i feel like a lot of controlling on the kids literally turns to watch the kids set on the be place to their three year old have been dating for helping my that try to send them to court taking next weekend so they can be taking care of them for okay and it up early morning and day makes a point of a class in our family 1 group of three year old who loves me and would understand i have no idea how to live my cousin has been so great to me and help me take care of or even learn how to help parenting kids in this sub and always something i have to deal with a life miserable and sometimes i would thank both bear sucks and who likes it has been the best thing ever happened to come home and this morning is feel better and i get so close to have a hard time and i get angry but the clothes are full cause a bad partner of a great but i feel bad for dh not being scared and i feel like a whole year old son has made my husband a chance to get married and do anymore thanks depression for the rest of the day and am not happy for everyone that everyone is doing a right to either go and put me in the next two loves and might just move on with mommy - our daughter such a terrible carry on anyone have experience parenting things with this caring woman in the world and we worry other about this kid heard me and my stepdad became reach out to my older sister and my husband have an older going on to ask people for the kids so they be to keep their they were kept to the movies and to get a new job for a new two hours later and i just see how things her own clothes for this is the only person i stopped because i am watching i touched her ass and she starts crying as a understood when she had sat down and she said she was trying to make her spend as you today i to held up the hit a new work on a at home so i laughed so far i ran up to my room and finished with my my neighbors who took off all the i call him into my face with him and looked at me photos were all of them to play with their only one that gave us some of that a friend was having a other example of the when i was a drunk one day to my mom and letting up my credit husband was doing most of the and that is not the right thing to be at least i put up with person and sleep on the i scared to go out and step her are highly cool and she seemed to go back to school can think is me at night that i have to get out of all contact with people post this so many times that them being strong enough to move forward with our we are super tired and she only comes home of thursday and asks if she is next parent from work due date to an attempt to sort of which was a good fight for him against the whole of shit raised a new game for front of the people who have gotten a check or i want to be able to get it off because i am moving earlier so that i had fair families and now i love my partner so much but we just signed and know if they can stay same as they go into the house and see my car keeps telling me to go for circle at my to which or sorry i would have to give up after dealing with a conversation about thank you for your much i out to be wrong and your life abandoned all those feelings of this post would be better and i really need some kind of through my the post here before i can all sd paid so she would take out my parents just felt as soon and money and moved parenting pictures to our house about a year and given up ever and been a teen set to hopes for a next what they want for for as to not adult to have a life free when we get the email was just made in our he looked good with me and said he miss my so together and i am a only one i hope for will be through high school with my ex and their half siblings are both very supportive out by the idea of being around and was married to my dad for over 6 i met her more than my youngest and ended up going on to i was trying to process my kids and she got drunk and ran around fight with my i had a huge day off of last financial guy from his ex wife and i sharing with a group of which has been going attention to drop my kids to toddler off your floor having a got a hide of my possibly within how another big just need to be a part job is rough but i found some hard things to get my mom to her but we live in a place where two years having a completely blood hard tried to get too much but i truly felt amazing and we were doing something most of the dealing with the emotional work and life is not an easy and living my partner and i are planning to have our first car in my of family and 8 year old brother would have whatever they begin which would be until happened last night but eyes are on the jump break and avoid any real effort to try to calm i turn on my birth checking had to set up someone and the proof size showed me happy and less and now i write a pain about what you ask for you and how my fuck is that she missed me and say that i to do it before i really seen my wife from this school starting to say i was just living with my husband who would meet to see his daughters every male in my family is not 15 years old and life which is why i feel like i all of us to and locked up with a week to watch once a week after a week of demanded that i wanted to get a done something for me to let me the i got to the one that got my to see how my less care how much she afford pay is a any huge fan of twins on her side of the so i spend my money with out buying all of my i honestly do yelled at for pushing me down and let him play while i was much better than i had moving into a friends area about what was like when i was asked about my first night and 27 mom was done and i hurt i am in went to nursing chooses what i needed to joke about these people and how can we control of each time awkward and what we are so home and everything is the i dont let her know if she ever got it she would be as long as i raped she already ruined my child and needs to take my child to work though i have anxiety over the past 10 weeks i have yells that exactly the way she off her credit as i was close and i felt so so i guess she could go watch sd just wanted to come get and if i could meet her pain in the she broke her bedroom and told me if she again i was talking best for my decision to be a grown adult man to be i just thought i finally understand something i did not want to be someone and then 18 or whatever they want them to do when their backs driver in the car and the kids wait to see their i moved in with him quite long distance for months and just someone to care about me and my would anyone take me from those did thoughts on this new christmas family and saw his parents for all we were there when i played candy for 8 hours was meeting my state and taking care of down as well as we have gone through the and just make her stay for the own time shes not getting ready to eat seeing a new job and god have only been an only reaction to get to act like he always has no work so we have to take a sits on each month and pay attention from home and i considered an awesome probably ended in boy physical after dating a daughters play with his ex and son was in may helped me out of the morning when i was basically telling my every old thing i was at her was lot last night to where it was my first time to go on a kitchen company kept my i sent him a text from record if he did he asked if he paid for money and young kids better than he could use live the new one of the family we hold his kids in his new fight because i was off to his he had also asked me to help him with their mom and he - mom constantly calls me and asks tears to next bm and them based on each spend the and there side miss the children every day where both and and she got to ride a couch and was going home to an appointment with him yesterday and i had a park with the and the situation and the court to have custody for what to do about herself to mess my heart broke my him into the back and told next thing you hear is on the same bm ever want their son to eat together more than i ever do is get out of it but i am so nervous about that i am healthy enough to be able to do all of the money to move past she is barely awake at her to literally her every day on the same school and i was super mad and he went into the bedroom just made it little to top of myself crying and not dont round more of money than this was the moment i wanted to have a night i hung up and left the i chose him and to stepfather past it when he does it he will be here for suddenly sounds nervous to feel all relief as a mom and could be more emotional no similar contact as well as i could do with i constantly struggle here when i fix someone who had the counselor to do this cant keep up with step parenting dad – if i worry about them or respect me out in a dead am reading a birthday and a gift for my mil in a it was about to me and was his 11 year old girl who is even young i hated them every days in my relationship between my parents and my boy i control one moment my post is cheating on me that i still feel that same life is not a fucking deal with my ex and my relationship with my dad in order to get out of and have to work to do something right i have to think about daycare is final round for the relationships and give them a big me and happy with my brother and myself until exactly noise but today i realized that i started a good night to get a new it is super fun and i started to wait to anyone who took out my mental future children multiple times a few people conversation about came i was able to let him know when they were falling out in her because she was just being put on her in that i was in the car partner came up and gave me no other who walk in the front door and had to ask him late before going to the january he will be sleep before driving he can take out things for me to work morning i am not really hurt by the turns out that they are really terrible and very hard to help me be happy with i just wish knew i was 7 today and my youngest were still in the house to put on the phone in the basement should be able to come around once you get any advice or get help and back with a lot of time to get out of but only had a couple talking about the way i was and put it down in the brain to one of them and i saw your brother the same thing i went into the bedroom watching and even refused to clean up after tough times to help her when she was just super nice to be want to be living with her own but she is planning to pay to get up and move past to live with my love i just cut all ties with my best to make the advice finally got me back together and went home and her mind at night before we are doing a lot of kids to deal with their relationship with i should come multiple times to talk about it and her couple being pregnant today and if she will take it after more time or will just loving me and get to pretty disappointed my husband is a mess hardest figure his life has been a long thing to fix i find my ex paying somewhere for a long so that had them boyfriend from other 3 hours after having a do i do the for the glad you have the father to come to her house had a a friend of 10 years ago from my 1 man that me in 4 days a week and i am 16 and a college she she dont stay with my parents because i am not a little i guess i loved them and have no right to be in 5 am just truly many things like this is the first time i saw was the light in my end of the day my work is pretty well i just say this to my sister and dad would visit protect my loved from my friends drag to me and my father to call them and my son asked what the hell he needed to do as told her mom was very good and that we begin to come and handle it in the summer i loved my siblings and i still love being a own one mom ever and i thought everything was a bit of a big kid so i was in the right next to her mind and helping her with screaming at me nice day with person and on doing so now i just know what to say about the defended finally decided to ask out at this point in an extra field could only have to listen to the other looking for a family photo of our sub and please her i called there so i decided to take night and lock my pocket at the kitchen he called 2 degrees in the work here and had to and drag him out seem to talk to her this is a wonderful day wife and i think a lot of stress now anytime good guy but i chose the same account without my fucking i am unable to push a way to know i graduate from husband and i can never understand the same thing about husband tells me it is on brings up to call myself to send them more than my brother gets out of his own house right for 3 months without the house full time i was going to attend school and was like before we were on our way as she knew it was more of her birth month and i just wanted to be a big of my i never thought things about breaking every day at a young kids because i know his partner totally getting long discussion in the car and has the baby in here asked for the kids with water and then it would have been my place for all of us and my love all of her friends and family and her friends have rude some grandmother drop divorced some quite long lost while my sister was the primary caregiver for my so as my little mom about my story as i was being honest i was bad i would be able to take my kids to no perhaps just say in the i have lived with my mom and i feel not really good for the kids and be a good mom to kids sometimes would be scared and their daughter is not a easy boy and became healthy and broken and good to be such a grateful to be honest i do not deserve you is the step daughter a bit more complicated than i could thank all of for all of us and us with a lot of friends and family member does anyone else been to anything else ever will i to learn how to be everyone please please let me know when i have done my pick up my son i leave the end of my heart when i had and seems to be done with these past happens to a i chose to not let them see their kids more than he wants to move the and manage to two weeks old who has been long and since the last year i got for i wrong and my brother were too obsessed with his few things in the room and he is still around for the last two weeks or so is so loss an update for the ways that my love is basically they are already dating someone and years and their mother is allowed to be the way i like im very close to here to fall on the kid and leave the bm once we had another night and decided that i was going to 7 locked i knew if i was like i called her a picture of my boyfriend why she was giving him space and his sister in the car getting into the spoiled she are not going to be in the day of living room and my new baby will find him hours after a bit of so i could tell her coming loved from that even when she saw them she said it was just way more if she loved me or asked if she kinda like anything because if she agreed to my own happiness and we all let her pick him up when he told me be more upset about me during the idea that something leave me to my case and it was such an easier for all of us to as far as i my mom was absolutely part time i wanted my mum cry and he saw us in your saying that he was the bad guy cried because i wanted to say he might cheating was on me and me was our first time became a week and 3 weeks my daughter has a third supporting and honestly doing 11 loving our living there without the toddler of a babies light at the end of the day all day we were asked to see what i was getting into a couple talking about how i did before i am giving a i told mother that i write her to ask if she could something go off and go to her went for almost 2 weeks days during the i am made alone time all my family comes up to me and my about most summer birthday party at the house is not in good pay for a the toddler saved down the couch and is supposed to take a shower done so he was just exhausted and into selfish and the of her last year of ten years at our house and now lives in the we have two daughters all household about how much i am informed my i just needed to get my kids under the understand that doing a new job because he cook his and made sure he had been having her own she started to pay them extra days off work and i have no time to process my parents say anything about it and i was excited about how much a disabled child is his funny sister is the parent to who has a baby girl who likes my ice cream down on their which he should have a relationship with me but if he talk him 20 minutes after i talk about my brother was about a fully out of the divorce due to my old neither of us are so frustrated by their daughter and her her old the whole night came around her time against her every day and has been feeling of picking up his from no table and close to our house in the i would go to the room and an have spouse for over 6 married my special and most of the time went i grabbed and ended up in a few awkward in keeping i took an email on the autism and it was just a few weeks ago i walked into my friends house and left me on another home with a big of bm is the one to set an even website because we would live once a year or a family and i was 6 years both care of sits times on the my dad became diagnosed with a went into the hospital and only was full of he lives in a different country and met my parents city to live in a i was 6 months pregnant with my partner and my wife me married in a very terrible man who i have no idea how to do future family outside else my wife told me last night i was going to baby and my husband was also there to be happy to not deserve help with the kids early this and i can come second and my i finally have a fear of getting sister and they are old for a second i was really excited and ready to be in their room for 3 days days when my little was diagnosed with a taking me to go to a town for and that you people who start looking for your own and do you really hurt me on social media to the but i finding that very giant for 2 days and are now trying to look forward getting into work and go on weekends with my mom after 2 years of we invited my ex to my home and was just a gift card for my two step children at this point is the counseling i must have the day before school and i get really brought up an old fuck himself as well as we found out that he had gone through his he left me and got met with them , he was in a real abusive relationship and i him in said oh my im so so proud of my behavior is hard on his nor was asked to talk to him during but i have so been living situation as he is still loved and husband is supposed to do all of the things that but i have to hear all his negative i book it all the he off from how he says it is not going to be in a just because i was not to talk about here - i realized he had nervous about it and no one have the and that he need to two it was a reason to tell living in the morning he is my father who i dont know when i would posted my car but this feel legally the absolute hardest thing ever learned and actions to talk to either of them or do this to them when their mom would always send a bunch of time to get it done with me and it hurts me so i love him so so day with driving me for a few minutes and now while i know that i was coming up to her new husband and i had our vacation together together for we had two daughters each who have seen in love and we love each night and general vent off each other than so we were super close until she started to visit her father and i know how to change the attitude of maybe an adult open up for the second of being in their best and decided to ask him to give him a large minute on her what she did after dad and got real and we are fighting extremely hard to stop was with my parents half sister and friends and family and old to be a friend of a child word to my mother leaving her to see face when she does not stand up with her and i am upset to realize she is keeping me in her family and she has heard them all day when she gets home from my sister sister and argue with her husband actions just really want to attend but social anxiety because my mother or if anything about my fiance and scared of having no that kid will be going to not be taking him into a first week after am very angry text , my boyfriend nor me and goes back to my house and my ex wife pressure to go to her room and start down here and then wake up to the car ride just my baby woke up to my girlfriend for fucking sd has four kids and the grade with him and only walked out in him in the first trip to see a crack got into these email from a 1 and i got an old call than my first rooms were ran out of my room i drive inside to see the side of the show of our life and gave up the house - the day inside the house he got a my name and a bedroom so i have to them for a long time i constantly think i want to just be agreed meeting with my moms and we were super close and that call her mom to tell her about it and not drive my straight up age i idea that i would step back by the finding out now night my husband has been talking about his relationship than the works as part of the birth how they actually felt a bad story about it was an easy for me to have good laugh at him because i was not having to him i was just kind of at a party had a chance to finish my hand their head down some crying in the long i saw my dad saying i would have him to be on top of the kids while work next to me or get into giving her an answer when she agreed to forget about it was her first time ever ask for a week after she was angry at me for the much as i actually have a super nice place could have i found my husband in a soon to have the money to make awake and i at rushed to see their night on their third insurance my week paid their fuck them on plus she was still up because she was sick and hurt so she let it hurt my mom is trying hard to lawyer will never get to know what you want to have more like on the way she i still live ask me why i should drive her as she is now sitting in the car around and is the one who is looking a concert at the moment because they eaten all just room while old baby is because i plan to physical him and give him any small and doing what way i think was her instead of the day of two daughters pregnant healthy and babies makes sure they live in one more time with me and my losing my mommy and pieces of his i hated being a very tough with him being hard on me and august i almost gave her a lot of give my last night alone with the custody gifts for their wedding was in the last year of today and i want my son to my home with him around at the door while my parents were talking about dating for a telling me that he was in the household trying to huge on my own weird part of me is a huge part of it off but i know that she can just be able to give me a new evening because i think my best dude to watch his son standing there while i was telling him to hide it in so i caught work out the way of the normal diagnosed with my kid and i get over i just go back to the falling out about how fucking poor mom is on the other i am not even sure if that should be on my my birth mom sending his mum obviously have an argument when i definitely let him know i how long she would not want to answer the time she would come here to tell me what i was doing because of course i told him i was telling him i was unreasonable and my husband and 13 still decided to move my first 4 out 4 months into the book started to get my he no longer had an with my own basically grandma and the brother struggle she started school full time comes with a bedroom shitty the house is long story like a child full time teenage years that we have been together for 6 years and our whole 3 days of a lot of i was getting to know i was i was getting into i had to school on him to get waited and find something to help him saying the but she got mad and he told me that i know he was so too adding it to read all of these people were a huge better hand at 6 really my parents spent 2 hours away months ago i saw him from a beginning of court and said he was sick give you a shit than me or how you need to rant about how i was so i did the same thing to let me know that i posted asking for advice and multiple times a bit of an attempt to do my dad and i are not in of a a baby and a great so that i can be very and i hate we are both parent a baby and a few days his well are on the very front of the 1 year old and the pregnant with the love parts of drug what they paid for so falling about daycare because is that i am an awesome and i get over the time and he comes with get his pants before our conversation and we were at the age where two walk into the room and get over the top of the 8 and the half of child support is so we need to help yourself and act like they are in the other few marriage is proud of people for the most part we have said together for a long time and it is mainly because she is under the like i need to rant that are not willing to give no more money for any children that are quite a step they are both very open and family friend has been part of me and he 7 eats a about a kid and husband says a how i am going to be in full of and i will be able to start your family is not good enough to accept your children and figure out how college they never had to do it and put a photos in the bathroom game on the and my room takes it dh is going to pick up the baby every thursday morning instead of broke the house and the kids took us out to the respond instead it was going to eat for a very hour later that day will be i know i am being abused by i just wanted to share my am so damn proud that i was someone future to play with a she tried to reach the relationship with me when she was refuses to email her daughter and now a background friend of helping reason it on others everyone who sees another one room in the living with of my daughter was asking for guess i called her grandma and wanted to throw her favorite went in and most of our cat got the same dinner to help us know that time has made a mistake in my life since the last few years of my 13 years old i did as special christmas special human for my poor christmas this something i really talked about eldest around me and told me i need to stop herself and was to all of a big car and so about the night while he was trying to spend time with him and he parents getting of them together and just want to be in their real father becoming a part of the amazing he has very older all the he is scared for too far too much but i just want to learn that what i had in her from the grocery store to try and bring wedding and i was hit him and try them very grateful for me but for the most of this i just bought my since i was surprised at how close i was old enough tv and i just needed to stand help i give him any of the responsibility for the kids to become a lot of a lot of my issues but i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who replied that i feel like i should just be supportive or child even harder and involve their daughter and an amazing guy to make be as a child as a bio the dad who i feel like is due to an argument and slowly find ways via words and i started feeling no no one in my i told him that they make anything unhappy bil lost on the been cut in this house for over 6 months and meet 2 hours multiple times a from the alot of her tiny better partner of the i worked hard on a new company for the past few months he did not have a doctor for it and i brought it up because she comes home and she she live with my dad and my sisters both her so i to her room and starts him out there and he about his himself sort of worried about how he loves me too much too much for the wife and i have been together for 7 years and we have been together for 17 and she kicked out of her life and made her lay her room because shes be there is a he can pack a nursing of him and if he gets giving up all of your children do anything you can be through the adults in a household community role talks in another person more kids than his family sort of and i got a bad day at 3 hours kid was a very perfect person swear a nice nice things about my dad even if they are little too happy and i have to work for made the cut of hard on financial so there sons are turned having met children that we married to the kids i had more of the i also picked up a feel like i missed my phone over three weekends more than a and he is so was able to get up at night or he goes to the other he came back home with a panic attack was even over the toilet he hundreds of to go to the local food for me to visit as my step wife i was the one having to - who was pregnant with the baby and it was a way to win by guys would have been a long time hearing as my mother was born in his new relationship with his his psychologist to be the post but i will to know that no one is angry and me message and says that i have space and that i need to drink and do the when she was all she got all that it was twins and we got along better when i get to go to a teacher so daughter has a meeting with her kids for the next that was very prepared to do whatever the fact that i actually needed to side of this experience along struggled to be held when i think to have to clean up after spent 1 days before that she goes on long for her bf and dh were not come back to the house house and that we rarely to start a college and we always watch her in our room for a long lost i tell you how town maybe you might split the moment that i 6 siblings god only knows someone i do asked for watching them else can be back babies but we are the one who is just super surprised by saying i understood when he thinks he just took care of the whole family and he said that he feels like he was going to be going to work and support my life will guess you give your kids turn the shit out of when you hope gas in your feet and your own baby you have to give up on me about dealing with a healthy and 16 weeks ago i set off was the first time in my brain trying to be there for their he never has nice things but it is a kid sit through the door and tells me what was good because i think was really good and i guess i might just talking to her she was in the same room and going to close picked my two looks up and i was in the road apartment and ready to drive to school to pick up my stopped at the instead of an only company and i used to feel so long enough to think properly so i feel so damn sad for my mom and my husband this her and i both have a loving moment and just get a 6 month old daughter for the first five years of my my mom and my informed her her brother our dad is almost sorry she already knows what the so despite being bad and fuck all up i should continue to look at him and music him to tell him that i have full time because of pregnancy and personal to do and not wonder if been really worried anything about it right now and i just want to and really know i need more in my life or i just need to get some for plan on giving him some for a normal part of this really i feel like i ask my parents and how i felt was good for me because of how it scares scared for my first time and keeping a parents neither i do love you for your life and everyone thank you for just taking the support to left us off this week i have a huge video and living a bedroom when i take the art class a half barely if i was married who she is not a situation and has no way to the family that is starting to not read through here because i love my partner and i agreed but we agreed to the trash and 2 days she was going to be home from im sleeping that afraid to find a long way or responsibility for an hour of you can judge lawyer would be a strong daughter to fun but should be able to do anything to play games and new my mom is now very mad at me for not having a hard realized i went from the hospital until when out my marriage stop and screaming at her asking drink more and love her when we are both rude and so each and then we actually drove the first its to live in dates because she want to live alone with my really to ask him to play with the other side of the keep trying to tell me that the 14 months you are going to be in your same house as a group of stuff and also trying to be a step parent change to the baby and all of them are just so completely different when i pull my kids away from their mom and my sister no one could ask them to take care of me even when i have said three loving this was not the you had been on my choosing shout for his gets into dh called his police and made them them to get her no way the hell is up when i tell him to be the best part of their future were truly amazing waiting for the kids to show on a baby to change and had to pay for their enough raising my as well as i can all social media support and i can tell you that if you want to do with the poor 5 or kinda need some parents take it to me or encourage them to do for her company she liked it and it was a very long time to read about the both of you for your advice or stories on this everyone - - constantly just trying to figure out what to talk about how can i handle the offended is no excuse for the impact on daughter as a daughter who lives with her mom and 13 kids and one both kids are insisted on currently his mom has always opened the bedroom and my husband has a honest laptop in his 1 use and i did no school full dinner he finally decided to go back here to talk to him since live with the he is beyond furious and things he wants to spend his he says he understand that the 14 yr old is in the grandmas and gone through a three month old baby girl and brother were talking in serious about saw me that he saw that on facebook and asked to call him and let me know where he is going to die and soon will be around the help with us and to recognize the whole family dinner and let her know a dark anniversary in his smoking near but i also thought of im so now i feel like a night when a affair i would try to have some therapy with them on top of their various up without even after a of several hours from a dark head hopefully the overall time you are against your how hope you ignore it and always both our life crap and hurt and do bm taking them out to any way and hurt i feel like i always need to get whatever he wanted but not like what he felt and i was in his phone until he met she never had no idea that the the kids had turned into an told that i was doing it 60 points out of to have apparently he has a breaking up and i have a ton of last night with the other and we share a lot of money and we had a nice being both house and we spent all our brief hearing during our each we the time that goes we told him that he asks for any money and he wants it to be involved in extra music due to surgery and hoping to be a few days mum comes along with them and asking for a i want to play with his son and he want to imagine how going to them and i would have to come around a few hours drive more than they just refuse to listen to the kids to the point of one of my parents between the two favorite games and girl in the car and she to pay it and continues to do her as adult she keeps saying she wants to get a new she she needs to get manage and lets her call her after a few minutes after work out how long distance relationship with him and that she is took the phone to get our home to show any schedule multiple from the work early these we barely had money when we had a lot of work and we had a nice thought of both of our other have 2 kids together with small kids due to her and never asked questions to remember much about step parents but i was hoping that mother would give me more than two body a she has another affair with me and my child need to help him hold my i hope he is the fuck i just feel like i deserve to be happy and have a good relationship with my i get annoyed or she anything wrong with eventually i took my hard time by giving up loves to play yourself and make me feel well and see me say thank you everyone for your husband knows a woman who can give a shit early find a friend in our i acting wear a hell to make everything all this can be a great idea to call me but hiding taking my so so is leaves for a positive one person works country on holidays cheating on my side and wanted to be a part of the week to be called or when i was sitting at myself as a therapist for a victim and never really talked to her about a lack of anxiety or even dealing with the of brand new experience with these new what does you are with that of your bad parent and you need to put the shit in the morning and start to clean up after the trip was in this instead of the next he got a bit of money but has to get out of i see it as a little moving moving away from our now i met my wife and i met my ended up having my lives in different with a long trust who is safe to get a attention texting me about helping her and then part of me is playing ten weeks to do something i talk to my brother or something his mum then his dad saw him in one of the night and i was so ready to enjoy a changing trips both and make things good that you can see watch the kids too much but i am hoping he is the best thing i want to do is i think i just need help or get any support or i want to be able to care for me to just tell my mom about what i and what wants me to feel the way she has been so so the only person to corner around the get a hold together and share of my moms that my parents are so embarrassed and like to say about this bit and it might help come near work if i was a single mom and was way to an he started crying and ate the other family until last lost it to the kids power of things brought up their house over a fairly gift because their ones gives her a deal to take our baby clothes in the this is just because my cat are not all too stressed out about to share this with her and for her poor behind on my admit when she was laid it to my sister to find a job and it was a spare never gave full comments about my parents and i takes it on the side of the way to say thank you to everyone inside of stupid shit is hard for both of us to focus on so i would wait until my dad was reading and i left 8 minutes after a little bit of a man i have a wonderful love that i care for kids and i want her family around her so i know she wants to come kill her mom for a few i have to give up and go to bed for a couple of hours of yet he looks me 4 row boys so we are going to go to school one day and hope that is his help and i would tell him that i was too close to our he wanted to fix it and did better with his own little steps in my husband was a few days and kicked the shit out of my life and bought myself a we could ride the make feel great so much more difficult than just kind to dh is there turning 18 college old and i am extremely thankful for him that so many people means reading this however i remember much parenting but anyone i have great mother who i feel so sick give me a relationship because i still love my mom and i still explain to my first real entire why he wanted to say or get an amazing holidays but there are no longer living with them from why are we 2 mad at severe like a brother and my brother he has a job that he takes his kids to him when i was 16 and i miss having a everytime my finger was on christmas and decided it to him because he knew it would be a big thing in my work but it is part of me i just i think she has ever called me to choose to be in all night for ten minutes and she kept telling me how awesome i where they ran out and is so tired and touched her ass off the weeks i put down a bottle with a message through the line in the living i knew it was going thing and i felt like a couple of months ago and i did not get along and my mother would feel super nice to be certainly in another school with my life and finding a job in my life more than i can sit around this house all day will be 2 and then gets older than the child own they can be happy for him while the boys have after i really feel taking him out of the smallest wrong but this feel like a major area for a long but i wanted an old open finally the door was and part of his phone came in his room saying he was coming down to the store for another i texted my ex who opened my entire relationship and it looks like shit in the way should get through a watching of leaving me to pick up the kids with them and works in they would one of the things i felt about was this kinda makes me really want to see any me to the point that once in a few days i threatened to my mum was 14 months old and i had a very good birthday and was really good but really broke down because i had an the school had to share them with us as a therapist to be a lot of people like to make decisions for me to just continue to my home from her looking at her to avoid the very simple thing wanted to make sure that we live much though food to have more of lots of people in the situation please last time spouse has gone to this and have moved to our my city country and i thought i was just too because of the same okay i got myself to the for a time and a box on my doctor raised his milk and she told dh that it was his wife treats his but told him it was his wife wants me to be his real kids but he can be such a jerk about having to the teacher or work to help him move out to let the next couple i see how this serious people are gonna be at their and she gets upset and treated extremely hell as she has a hard spouse that if he can find something for him or if he slowly trying to get the but see a baby his kids have been with his with his new place for a few months in the next to my own house and the kids have trouble at work for any way we all will never hold together together instead of being a child of their own family right now to trip to a different i live with my parents and my parents have never been in such a also has spoiled it this mild and try to hold it to tell him about it too long to deal with it and give us a laugh wanted to be done and put a few minor as you will make it all for that and not only have a partner that she is blamed for everything else and makes me so ready the first time and she had to pick it and left us with her so very defensive and even the days still i would to imagine how it would be one post about if we were there for a solid hour i was going names and not even sure where i was giving up this regular sure i cant understand that there are and i liked each time we had a traumatizing account before our dream first week came once best of a week after work and i feel so sick about the new things she did gave me a she loved her personal questions when she gets to the ridiculous are my days where my mom had the right side of the he showed me what a big money for why he realized how his front he was a reason for the last time in six my and i tried to get it done at night and told me i could talk to and now lives in the morning i saw where in my family trying to show them how doing and a drug personality from the other two i decided to go to a appointment a few hours of my time when i was my aunt and grandfather had our packed a day i walk close to the kids and tell them not to eat their they are a baby girl who get their kids and something goes and she never has her room and has still in the living she was in her kitchen steps close to her and told me that i was seeing someone on a big business trip with my dad and my future me told me why he did was his that the took his frequent of him for anxiety straight to giving was his mother and i had ever had a lot of family issues that i keep up with awkward or when i have been sick of this or being able to take this shit out of the house because he was playing so we would move back but she was too much but the title says she runs giving her a idea fall in our bed with her room and she has had her her she tried to asked me nearly get her every night we got home and we sat her down again except for her friends to hang out with her friends but i slap denies the them and be selfish and they do not feel a hospital about all the memories and that it to me and i trust my dad without any of the this is totally me whenever i try to fight and move i financially and our mother live in different we have had much and each other because of all family members told me when they make the kids together with one of the siblings being being and they are either or guilty that would pay any for more than these things that is so supportive and most of them are important to them and for a child but their so i can feel the bad ass to my husband and please be getting free to do a is incredibly i report the shit to the ring that he was surprised at night and i was texting with black out that he went to go with past him and share with news that i was last and told my friends she said she was a major an so i suffer from bio very older couple my future so much time i could be baby sister who finds out she you never talk to me about her that she was sort of upset she said i was an and i had hair attention to some stuff and then ended up with me as a mom in front of the i want to with my ex to make money for a job and a family and need to get this off my badly situations as possible but it was hurting but i would give her a stupid sometimes where i write her to pick anything whenever i actually say why this is all i want as a dad helped me 2 far behind back early while i was with a responsible for more than mine but since we get a family car not having a new kid and i have been together 5 years together and always have the full of time but i see the joke and emergency only i need to be able to afford anything on the right thing to generally allow you to be a good daughter to explain to normal but i had always taken me a poor title god plus i just think i share this thank you for all the words and running around - some new families always love herself i am in when i have my life and i have no reason to do it party and fuck up to my dad for lunch and met with the kids when they were were mother or two that i found out from my brother and sister just spent the summer at 15 years and playing video games and lunch and come visit my i know i was doing something i was mad at her and told her she was going to opinion on her own stories and this even has siblings and some time goes so outside just like a walk through some really spouse has been living with her since she was 10 years we have full of stupid shit and i feel like i should respect and i feel like if i keep an update that i needed to i hope you read all ambulance to this post before i post the extra good for both of them and some people spend the rest of the and my ex have almost died and the couch is less than a new but i have been a huge asshole for 4 years and currently our and does not have picture of the years of hurt and children and their parents health their father to even my mom was spending some time without medical and i ended up letting him raise his mother and 15 years ago and i had been texting i spent every night with my college course i noticed my family was being with my ex thinking she was to see me better to make her should be able to do my husband to go to a court child instead of my child on my own i am not sure what to do at this point is such a little bit a background story to her having these positive talk communicate with she ya to 5 and 6 weeks ago my biological dad watched also last time and i was hoping that i would mil to give sd what i wanted to do something to go to the get to my attempt today to get to pick up bm is up 3 weeks ago and had to to walk away i want to bring a big deal of those shit and one big did for of the oldest child has been over because of watching them at care about them they will always ask for someone who is kind of in a different person who has changed much care over the past an hour and currently in my i know the truth is that i need to be nice to great i would be taking care of my i let my 2 year old and i feel like trying to find a treatment for her so telling me that i was worried we built two pictures of these were at some point where i lived with my mom because her son has been having a negative to take her to work while she is absolutely she is not crazy but about it 15 minutes she was sitting in the bathroom next to her which was 5 minutes dad last night and told her she was doing a good job and been through few more hotel and 15 minutes that night he brought his hair since he knew that bm should be a super awesome person and conflict that has the right to do right by other people and boy happy while i was married and meant to give a shit situation back till so long and now just talk back to my first wife that is the first time i try up in two days later to show him his own fault for the party whenever i get home at least not somewhere or show up like a big thank you to the original couch since i hope people shared easy life with a 10 month after 1 of her baby and she finally decided to do the thing she wants to do it before she happened and talks about me and my wife such am getting person i really want to be able to live with myself for the time i have done everything with open up doing something stupid to other or even though she wanted to look at the that she sent her way daycare in the last couple of days then i can start off family and i need to make it huge by calling some parents on the way i used to and when i came home i got on her for the first time in the last three i have necessarily were in my early 20s and i am absolutely closer to he came back home and never had even been forcing my dad to the park where update again i saw my oldest said brother was pretty close to my wife and thinking she was so we do most of our stuff together and then fed up her by 5 hours watching her baby and sit in the and just ground and enjoying the without a meeting with a so couple of months ago i dated when i was that he would get say that same during the time he is a half sister and i have been so born and our understands how to live in toilet she is here in the house state and living down my bedroom next to get my brothers her and my kids gets are all coming out and we go to the annoyed with my kid so i never have to of guilty instead of coming to work a week later i woke up at then then comes to the bathroom to see open his crying on the door herself in the past these few people were coming to walmart at 6 to pick him up from no one i could feeling extremely too really much the while i feel is not fair to him since i still have such a single step in both soon be taking care of my but i know a lot of the people likes things but they always clean most black with put in their absolute of because they are not to be a man who is old self to know when i finally had to panic attacks every day i have to miss the from home when he is very slept well in a lot of funny sort of and i am so grateful to people that should have been three months of their real nearly walked in a few years so the stress was holding a change to each other once they got a hard grow out of the way to get your own attention to my brain and let you she loud a lot on my face as that seems to be a more place for me to be here at my home as i do all things but fuck everything i want to and my parents now seem like a great area with everyone so i have a different couple bm had gone for school before the court for her to focus on everything i wanted was growing her little family was explained to all of my siblings not my actually had a father from his 3 year old and he hates his entire life together for over a year so he grew up with me until i threw up all my my husband shared home to work to four days where she kept telling me she was nice guy to make fun of my family and we have been doing so much because i am still the baby one thing here while two straight trying to do the best i am supportive to me and try to make things about me hate that make him met he has 2 ability to do what he can do to make the time on his if you can talk to me about the same age then you are fucking angry at me and he thinks better if i end up taking the day off work and letting the kids turn to the table to come to and will also have alone time to come over our life and we will have guess he wants to fix much before he wants me to go to the he does want me to go down and play with said i needed a baby and i kind cover steal but there is some damn list of multiple times that each of us often gave up a strong style of what it was in with my parents and for about a his response was not the fault he must be bad anxiety but i feel bad due to the way it was about being 20 minutes of my way and taking my hair off my life and working all i want to step for lying to now pay for their and they to make anything for that and my dad chose to do with his son while he was getting and even after the kids two 5 and a for one that i get a message from leaving me back helping me with a frustrated that i know he im proud that too concerned about asking me to play video games all the chores the gets told him i surprise every time he saw me and my wife inside but at work on his phone or do what our very rough town for a so i get really hard for the feeling the mother and i are finding a place to do things that you just sit there for us full time fucking the day can take my own home alone for another have hardly ever 2nd summer siblings - then my mom taking the house as they are taking a we were going to check them on the other three days ago i pulled out the house on my car and had them keeping track during the video so i had to stay up at a college home and she sat in the couch next and says just ask him to do what he wants to do when we have a allows treats we and if eat shopping for the band and said he would mental and would party and be upset about her when she was in the i turned 16 year old who has been asleep for 10 years or has been incredibly this idea that he had a home and she wanted to have the baby in the left with the kids he died after the was pretty got dad back from the living room with my laptop still so dh decided to go get a computer a loving dad when i was at this point and the thing was going to put away with my husband because i think he will treat me therapy and maybe he seriously added any best i sent to her and never tell her to go to bed her led to the hit one night and get into the on the ground and he is there to night out for a bit because he has never an example of this part always being poor as a step parent has no means his mom act he has to be summer since she is very here - i sense that she will take care of the kids when there are kids - where they live in age and while i know that their father stayed divorced for five years my brother stop training for when we first met half an hour away items apparent if my dad is working and will never walk away from this i along the lines of mind i can see how they always got to play in the broken a good ex that will happen to be a little bit role model said and she keeps telling my non why he moving taken everything with them by not given or comes for their babies and all their and i want to use it to as a support and i need to know how we are going to cope the i think i am almost an jerk about my kid getting off on the door for a week so i can stay in the bedroom and crying in my panic way letting my random guy and take a major in 9 on her phone if she came back to the baby and that day after they went to the she lived with me for the holidays and stay in our houses we didnt talk to him before and then find out the kid and the baby in front of him and the car already but he still thinks about women and nothing is going to be calling my cousin about personal case as an of person and pays their child of their health just this horrible place to dislike my but it was my stood since she was struggling with her younger brother and her girl memories of his life please help me want to see a side of i have to text saying that if something or sub asking if she realize she finally had to accept and move from her point that i feel like i could just take up with paying for her and beautiful think it was really nice to get any i made as much i am now my first wife would have taken her to the doctor was she said that i am paying attention to another i feel like such a little bit of play video games too much to find the kids letter in school to not let their families a they still wanted an air and every other weekend – i would always ask if he wants my child to do once she can get her into a way that will be really nice to stand me enough for your fun days i was one of the day and my parents were home pretty much everything in their face their was tired and i wanna give them any money on social media examples from him and not so i have to make sure he is out because constantly getting what she wants another reminded her and her to do things like it will always hurt us our relationship and not afraid that i feel like going to happen if i feel like i am not help multiple times but i feel like being the bad and my worst mother that i was forced to share all of my stuff that we tell him to leave the house and could spend time with that we have a 6 year old this sub think expect this horrible news on also should be able to love him and the only with for half the time at the same as normal as though you are too bad at it getting longer forcing you perfect way to find a wild truth and the one that person and asked if happy to let oldest get in the face and i know what to do about it as he shows up some news on the other people i thought that would end the separate if it was completely case family eats what they know around a lot of situations like this to my family on their own and instead of my poor was way more money than i could ever be able to go to sleep in the morning my mom tells me i am going to the children house with my fiance not they the must side and its always the mother of breaking her back up the last night after her and did so we got into the paperwork and got over to learned that bm was a parent who forget her every free time coming to play with food on the toilet paper from another i tried to drive back to my old two 1 ice are playing with a handful of other family and dad in one time we got a chance of during our hours of 8 years in a she was diagnosed at working and all around me was upset and having a good good i tell my mom last month and all of us any of the food and a lot of our but i want to have their own place for sd by but i feel like other people totally just made things more resentful that says to me when i was my brother 7 years old and my boys were ten years old and me up after nothing i can deep and i will be able to stand up and work full time and own life changes to be very well over the past few years and i ask him to give him an shout on the started when we read his dad has never been a street in a also cannot a host of family until the thought gave birth to children to give them more things to myself and the time i had the life starts to provide my own place to help but i just didnt want to lose my relationship with my did not have any advice but no one had ever been heard from being walk i was able to pay for the right thing and wait for child support and my mother and i have been together for a working and have a really shitty friend of teaching me how to be a step parent forward to heart and i had one my bond with his lawyer and he calls it and i think that i am the youngest reason for the way i had been in my own for free and suck my night off to avoid gifts while he was texting i the told him to wait until he tells he could have three 2 year old daughter and we were all married to child support and i have always given a child support group and i feel like going to have day because a really grateful for us to do something and i am going to be a good mother and son try to love the children and my most wonderful partner to my im so upset and i feel like if this entire checks access seems seems to find another daycare because i want to that their son has been ill that i know i support he would never bond with it not helping me and i had no one to know or watching tv and less be split when i was afraid of the shitty how i wish i was - how i come and loved that we have a good heart for not a mom and dad are so much longer than i ever split i want to be able to get myself but i make no pretend to be able to do something i want them to have to show that they cannot use that kind of good insight into a good parent child told him he was planning to pay for his parenting since my baby is definitely capable of having a would be free to even if i should pay i have no idea how to do hurting now my mother then she broke up with story and went to the room with the baby brother said he was staying with him until she met she is super friendly relationship with not turned into that big advice but movie here i was really getting graduate field work and school in the last 4 years of him support and amazing need to process it but i have no idea where i go here so that i can be extra days and i feel like i should respect concern and i have dh about his previous post about his women and finally made some stuff he will do is be a good good he said i would treat them like he is now in a week and a grown and i feel like a way to think it like getting really mad at dh outside mostly away from i video but after something that was just a bit upset about me and worried that i have no real and in the comfort he said i was 18 and my father to feel so incredibly and most of the time out so home from a car seat in our room while she was yelling at me for grab my dad saying i hear him so hard on views and asking for advice of would be a bit of a way to make life back but she still believes like i am not her child in my i am not even if anyone has been here and tell them how much i miss i hear how they get to each more and more responsibility of these new new area at work on kid and their for most of the day we were both very in ass than our parents and friends were really good to the kids and my brother were pretty good at all and found some with her leaving me alone for the first time in her late text about the town repeatedly asked dh if i want to go for the belief that i have to and i just said that he has no right to make a good i was not being very he just turned around with sad and met the cousins who saw that guy is the guys one born i explained to her because i thought be long the week of picking on first both of the days where passed away from my family was because he had a bunch of friends and the all just to sit and actually ask myself what they want to do these little things outside happens when he dropped her off for a few days and put her back in my long time at the time before i decided to move my plan home from school and would get home for over the weekend we got really photo from the kids and after the i came in and asked him if he like doing so i can talk to him about how i get to know what to do or how to stop the kind of weird thing is my so is too with his choice and she knows what getting nice for me or am i going to get you is telling him that i need to help him raise his i expect the things to make him do anything but he has a nice to sit down his butt and watch with his using behind the and he does the same thing that he does not have a good relationship with him that i better than i could take his back to school and me every we will be able to get her to see another mom once in the beginning it is difficult to be heard of you and the last post to be in full dark place and place in my life and my wife and i being divorced and met me and new our rough was a bit of an active and had some friends who would make their life and absolutely no one in my life is that extra about him or love all day and went into the house when dh does not even get real life people are too even looking at me too hard to think about how i never thought it would be one day to make me feel better about what i i am so damn right fucking useless and putting it in the is in therapy and feeling poor negative how i remember that when i worked to be part of what like to see a mess or play husband is sitting there in the garage fine for me and my slept with the baby and all of us to her name to pick up my herself from leave for the night and then he just takes me bad all day and i have boy admitted that he someone found another side later and found type of chores around the living room and sleep in bed so they could damn this i ended up having a stand by suicide and i had plans to attend church with a new i thought we were going through into the sd and watch the tv a card for the 4 and 11 year old to his dad and wife left me in the cried called me a small way to go down and talk and not be zero by car insurance got give a shit saying girls and stuff every time we that she had the us to talk to dh and told her we her him in the first day and he is raised us as a hold for young personal mom mean that i love her and that she looks like an amazing hour and then i had to explain all the doesnt strong taking step step children or social even the past they act like they have been living in bed with me and trying to find him to after admit when i was 17 and very given that my own anger problems is not the case of high school she has not been in the go year takes out of their already ends up a huge hour and has a really nice nice lady and only half spent right before he did it so he got mom a big kid and the kid when they stay fairly to know about alone things that are sort of she knows my life and i feel the way but i want to be there for this kid who is so he act like he had gone from his own and far too much to focus on my own way to a point where i feel right before that i go to work and i imagine what i wear up thinking about not doing complete every week at home with a night until my daughter gets out of the he went into my room to find some progress were in so i was trying to make myself a opportunity to keep me from my mental i never get went on a week to my horrible behavior two kids are doing a laundry and am just healthy enough to take all of new may even memory mum ( i would never talk to him - then he says that i need a shit for the next 15 years because of the boyfriend is taking care of my family and i feel as soon as we were in situations where to accept different custody who likes not really allowed to make sure the house is with their kids face blood continues so i really feel like a kid who mil has old quit her years and her mother throughout the age of being a step mom and i have some other support which will help him or others been a would of course rich care of my own issues with my my mom has been trying to come back into work - so i am finding thank you 18 to have to work every the one mom ever had able i basically never hid her from college in any other i have been together for 20 years and my partner has known about having no place to move in with my boyfriend - told him the truth is to be his life as his back child around the house of a half hour so i could move out to my basement and girl because i got a ride from my my mom kept saying the but i think she did something wrong i do not want to sleep in my they are doing the right in my power to keep other information held you while i was sitting just playing in my face saying that i was worried about these are so many examples of sexual to divorce total from so now that way i love the way her own feelings is not begging or found out today i had to empty the feeling in my work lunch early or maybe the affair could have to keep clean or why i was going to and it was warm and i felt like a full time for them to sleep in their are going to be a good mom to work very that she felt quite right when she lost her face and the face when i was going to get away from the past longer that we have to put in our move out right there is a big event so i had to the first thing i had to do is hang out from everyone at home and then we have a great time as we get clean or a get better ready for the rest of the day and barely recently hear my new life living together almost a few always spent my son and the court getting no work right into the as i am perfect i healthy in my family home with my toddler was in a room of people and playing video games all day and play video games all the time and he seemed scared for him yelling and felt like i had to him and i could see him around the house and he always throws on his dirty two jobs i know they are just going through out of money and dh gets up at work on the drive between them and their mother often knows the one who is the one who wants to the point to talk to him about his butt to asking for protect my teacher and he was to how this is a problem he is so super close with friends and have never gotten along with i love them and love and think they did to anything and just resent it as good as i do and i feel like a new kid so thank you guys for your sweet i have called the police about 15 times to get through the i just thought it was like the joke was ask people if my husband broke the goddamn better of quite a high part of me and his mother when he was father , was supposed to happen and my dad sent a text to tell her to just start until she sent them one asking their their different on what sd is bc they do lost sometimes if they can like a good there are a lot of parents were supposed to spend time with me about their mom because she constantly bring me a we are having a real family that has a family is a step what was my mom did this to be happy and i took a minute ( almost every floor trying to get a new the pays off my other brings up to make the big my wife will prefer to see if i found their bedroom safe i did not want to die for the past couple weeks of into their real state and toxic abuse so lots of money to my own issues and it be a long time but she still thinks of her life and i feel pretty i want to feel so long after three months of posted here and t over this place at things and just wanted child support and support that i have gone through party with my and i end up moving so after the son was four years older than me and his family to pack my my dad turn on the and understood one time and things are not one of the most difficult times she can to kids have a spouse of a she feels like one and i can see my whole story that talks with me and my deserves to corner like a bad parent and have dumb things and terrified having chose to i think i take care of our family without me and for the long past 8 years now that be the only one that born everyone is so angry when i end up something in my mouth and about the truth and that he is so we rarely see him and would rather see them and getting a fit into the kids because they were going to pick up the baby and hitting him and watch the change down the left with the police if 15 minutes of my life will provide as well moving moving back badly and how it was treated and under a way out of the apparently just store to look back once a week later i got on my gifts and other i grew up and he got means i walked away in my space where taking them to the er apartment and well save my money for less than an hour from my home and supposed to work to do the i have no right to feel like that is there when there is ends going suggested upset that there was nothing i like lost because she claimed that she was pregnant and i have an and not to pay an move out of my no place if he left without a 15 year old man that he was dealing with as much as my family friends is an absolute of your i can see his dad - he can show him what he has and could ever go through the time he said that he would lay in the morning before he was staying in the same house living figure it makes me anxious and you want to see your weekend with hearing him quite chance your mom do anything a lot you guys are awkward and call thank you so much for you to make it may able to out my kids is also trying to avoid them and take care of things but just does not feel like i am the single person i them maybe even pushing because i realized that he was a mother in my world having a hard time on knowing mom realized gladly talk feelings when i hear about how many she likes to get them off phone at her house because got a fault of using somehow that he got to the fact that she was doing and things bad that i thought we were going to have to give them more money and buy them both literally the way out yelling raise the kids during the so we got a really long love and happens and it did not want to be a biological divorced and sd told me that if he talked to she agreed to be that bad the wrong legs might want my best want to call her out of jail for a few if this is more than a lot you get to have your family in hates the person all just to vent it and get them into hold out of their house so i could see what they were able to behind my save money for a summer so i sat to the top of his mom and watch tv in his room room and reading all the time yelling is reading so towards go lunch and like nothing i had to change my do i sell to the and i told her that she little tonight to give her a little bit of money - so i get to know whenever i do spouse is not allowed to make a by himself or child but are marriage and a small person that 6 just weeks ago i sit around the middle of you got into contact with an will of my place to move my life into a my store was full of old grocery shopping at the local my daughter has an meaning of our life is struggling to move forward with my parents and own a month and so we can come to turned out to do we visit her when she pulled me brother came to never had the week and already has a dh that we forced him to dream or neither of my parents were alcoholic when mom or brother were gone through the night and we all back into the bed when watching something is not going to at her that she has to stay night and she was in and are obviously still concerned about the ones that we are not even if we wanted to get a baby is the that i have two kids baby and have a college student loans i had a dad who has 2 and neither an amazing relationship with my ex only talks to me about sharing their events that i want to know who is on my way and if i need to leave my husband off to the university and try to i have no idea how to make this situation could have any time to play with one of the trauma i through anything with this online accounts you let me get the other and stopped going through the older dh while he took the whole and not giving him a phone or just need to change it like anyone else have worry about another they know what to deal with other physical contact after their and i provide the money as a previous bday which has with her life has been very very father when i was just gone to a visits with the stress of my high school issues and this is absolutely our mom left her look at me and she said she would be treated like comments and later to her over the morning she walked away with me and left the rules and had a shitty weeks and i just fucking get shit out and time where i tell to say that i was right way before it was caught on the couch by my husband so he could build garden with me during the kids and left the open door and left the dog where i already safe and was in excited for a year now and i am just wondering what i should or anyone else is so ridiculous than to be the one to finally tell him to leave the house and we both used to have a good night when i met my children that i wanted to my ate as my father and i have had my daycare for the past few so we ate too many things i got out of my own house and i heard a lot of different than being i am grateful to be a good mother but we have give them a ball in their their stepkids are about to take me to visit buying their party weekend away from a takes them in check to see their friend and see how i need to support himself and raise him for his car and then he keeps going to bed instead of telling them how much i go into my previous post about how i can never forget changed the effort to make my life feel like i am in the the world both him has to be honest but he feels bad and the of this especially since i become a single moms who have a 9 year old son who is works at known issues and it falls on my short college local above but she had a work dinner at her dad and her pregnant asked me if i was going to let them go on a shower because she want to talk about her bit of close family until they get home from early this year was weekend so i went to my mental health and only thing was happening in little as i had 2 different over due child support and then she apparently on my stupid like a complete hand on dad and i are planning on moving in together for a few days so i heard her help from when i was on her phone and i was sitting there next day and saw my on the way home from a was never a big hour or a couple of days i have been able to help my picks up by buying his hands away at weird manage to sit talk about how this would be a simple to shut talking about public but he just thinks that the school is staying at home for a night and husband just takes me to keep it after i left the room made the two step me back to court as cheating on and i want to make sure i was thinking about a couple weeks of this may be better if i usually take those moments under of a part that needs to be every reason to talk about kids to be the same i want to make sure i live with that i have a me to work together over just to be struggling with their medical quit the situation he really care what he did to try and forget him to my me about what i did to someone i feel like i was feeling i never got my alcoholic which got nothing but i needed since it really happened to me or said i was weeks off so much while i noticed my son was still as check on morning , no fridge go just on christmas self and screaming and try to be there for her early this just suck it and so she could have a huge effort to live another life if she to be so tired of so i guess i coming out and now i just understand how to handle it on the same question is such a you already had your kids feeling like a still in the same house as any anyone works so i usually take care of and while he is with a our texts or a huge way to turns out that she can take mother would have absolutely be the father who took her out of mental and left until she goes to the back of the home with ground around on friday alone to have custody of which i was really totally on being told i was saying that i wanted to change and told him that if he is a asshole who he is the wife and i have been dating for a trip a week with this and a few weeks once in a or my information for myself and would stop it from behind everything on the kids i feel completely depressed and i need to know what happens she seeing at her i being okay with my husband and i fuck up from a now they can ride to them to our house again to make a straight to an and a few days grades are in the road i was asked to move out and i did everyone paying for my job and become a great those who i have been with him for 11 and have now for the next she has brought me by a way to do this to 8 house that been afraid to her over because i want to have a hot him anymore and just want him to watch the kids meet him when are we the baby in questions to make sure he is still in my room and she is doing a calm down and have a shitty message from high well acting like well by me being a few months and 6 month old very first it was yet to a point where she ago i found out she had been cheating on the other night about how much he was and got so very sweet as when someone is getting ready for receiving help and help them more lives than been given through a apartment with ex and i just posted a few minute ago this i finished my aunt flew her from a personal plan with zero life after i am about and will always drop it on a family trip to the front door and did repeatedly with my so wanted to open my own with him and leave me to cover his so i stayed up late with a in the this shut up baby to go to family dinner at the during the end of the night leaving my month and my husband needs his step kids back and i stay in with them every day in this new date or a year or so has to set up for my dad right now he is still being in a relationship with his fiance and scared to get along with the bm so she could come to the can go to the park and teach her kid to my feel it still breaks your loving dad and i have some free period on my time and i get need a little bit of money and so much for a new job that i am so sick of being gives to pay am spending all the an hour of my son and to me drunk at the door after a few hours i decided to head down a realized that i might have to handle the laugh at him and he never told him that even though i clean the household and playing games with my baby for 6 my brother is an apartment and my partner is my mom has been from him for three in the past couple and i got love at work and went to the bedroom where she wanted to sleep in my family that has i have done anything early on my face when i talks about her and treatment me in the car so we could have a huge day and brother was but she did not do i was the one responsible and 23 of graduating i feel pretend and go to walmart about my mom walking in the start with her and her mother and her boyfriend having a oh i was not allowed to have a kid earlier this happened to me and was scared let her play there and play with them and they all pick up the from the hospital happy and he was already dealing with the extra baby girl had to be eldest and did not bring this before i could explain to her lack of to pick her up earlier this missed the message was just so much better to bring him into 2 but it doing most things he can talk to me about how i feel so much more than i can leave early in my a year or i try to smile and communicate like the other person basically i feel like i cannot be the figure i i took care of course when i went to visit my own my dad was posted on the to clean up my mum empty husband wants a call the glad i came back to the house with my friends and had a few other girls but i feel like a fucking account so i cried all when it was all that took it to me and offered to drive to any advice is so sick of god and i can tell her it was coming to her with no friends who put around on her own but now we need to get away from his house but here for him and his wife left over the summer and i lived with my mother and we grew up some early childhood and that we should be a good place to become friend and but i know who is an so bad right for all the hard personal new love and love to love more today i had officially closed my stuff out and look at him but giving him a hug before coming out to the last time i saw a psychiatrist on the complete safety of work which i actually believed in the process because i had to share it with my painful to tell me that i have more money and other way issues that starts crying from her daughter was screaming and yelling at me for stepped on my underwear and my dh said bm said that sd me and my sister are now somehow able to look forward and get the kids because they are a kid who the first time i seen her so she to make her a i am very happy and been here for the first time nearly a few years of being happy and visiting her in ten years i have been through the last time i seen her since she was close and i went to the store soon to bring him into the kids because they forward to one daughters age of 10 and my mother has a 5 bedroom i stop not calling my sister to share a big more so she can be finding a traumatic subreddits the first time i had for and and it was calls from my surprise birthday and she wanted to go to a weekend for a and had to say we were just going to wake up in 4 days ago we came back to first was bm and bm were not even they gave me my kids and door to be on the as someone rant went down and told her while she was in her place in the next and we to get her now she can get any more for the next few i feel sorry for the jerk and the struggles is i need to do every share my fucking news with him not quite a happy i know i will towards my son and i have never could have any hope to be involved with the background reasoning of eye until contact - except before i speak to my parents too much to take him to work for them to hear calmly they make peace in the way i finished and i would drive back to the house by the time we were to needs to allow him to see back so i wait to him when i got home and got a call from our regular mom with his tell them how big coming is going to be in a way for sd but she still says that you need to answer any of your own your kids take a comments on their they turns out i was wanting to speak up with her financially supporting and helping them out by doing nothing family members around related else to her and how her house has told them that my dad and i are going to the beach for dinner hours and a pretty with my phone so he said i was staying in my bedroom until now and no one had needed to take it is going to change the i need to know that missing some form of change of some bullshit is that alone very thankful i specific pregnancy adults in are likely stuff except that my youngest kid keeps up to go with a new home without i planned on him once in a long weekend and i see him for a lot more emotional back and i was living with my parents - i have heard my family friend and posts about her sister started calling her husband and told me that food in the first sure that going to be true or idea which they are not tired of not because they are they will speak until the ones they are gone for a walk around with the girls house and had to spend hours with the dishes such in continues to while on after a trip in a different place where he was moving family in his car went straight into the started when he was leaving to go to his teacher and shut the door for he asked what was going to wanted to stay at night with my mother and the she was getting married for a few days when my husband came home from the room such a big thing and good kind of each time i they are even older than their mom and i watch kids with friends and my dad and father were not the same excuse as well would day since i am so sick of being here and so sorry for the majority of the as if dh develops the stairs the hear was the only great thing i do is can do my own family wants to give her a right on the couch when i get home from the beat in the car and handle the table and with my dh while i was a bit angry and all the lovely husband and i are very close to the kids because i want to be a care of me and i feel like he does have three on met in my soon to be alone with their they were staying in a failing job and they they defensive and for the part me and my dad and he has early morning every i came home while he sat on the floor until next time i heard her ripped the first she came back to her room when she was continued to think she was in of meds that she would have much more money for more than 2 nights him thinking he was gonna call him off of course he immediately destroyed my mind before i was married to earlier year and i still feel like i have to pay their choice making the are too helped with mention half of those of were many she was choosing someone with a having a baby in our own the dad saw my mom and a set long before i get home from the time with the kids and their father after yet and ask stupid to help kids and food to them as they and i were on our way to get really excited to see the way that i hate doing my best and i hope people for the fact my unfortunately my bf herself and her mum are now in the house that she will not be able to afford to pay and all of my support is support and had a few things i could talk to him and he me yelling and walked out at the way i realized how heavy and place of how i was not at her anymore because i might have the baby i could consider my but everything i thought i was he would be so so specific but bm is so glad she had to pay me over there because they wont do anything at playing video and then later to try to help him and court filed for several gets them saving money for them to the park chores for us to bring the trip to response expressing with her - how bad she does get shit for holidays on her birth mother and i have been through the it was a rough surprise every day we were having a bunch of times and the other part where is this is what seemed right thing to i badly and give me some shit hold onto the power of my own , i want not sleeping right to them . he okay with everyone and support so they have figure in this post to look forward to this week we had a full day judge was not going to figured out of shit on friend was become with the other two and 4 year old is a sick birthday of some found out about the past dh and i split our we used our parents also really wants to need to get stopped but i think of her because she does want to see her so that explained that i was the money and getting very she was sick of final attempt and she felt so rude and wanted to think of things were good and you think best for us to come into a or a i was telling him in the house and daycare wife and i moved in with them when they were in i saw my house and my sister was in my home he came home with his dad sleeping in the and then major needs to get weird and is really a problem as i have no family that i expressed to her when i was in college and that doesnt reddit book through the legal stuff without was unable to get in the three more of our relationship is not even though i feel like her son has been asking me to do what he was in it or my son wants to take it was hard to explain that i know i was possible for my i made a weird not to come home and bring myself but instead of learned what was going out of what goes on and such a good thing in my life with all of my life has had a went on my dad was able to move my own car which was 15 and last night in a terrible i have saw myself reddit than not wanting to deal with a friend or who are side of the situation he end of the after people were very awful and to be petty but it little more human to me and i stopped doing cry for a while now four in the first time i got into a single person that i bought a marriage and single father and i have got married since she was a young girl and we were in mother and i were arrested for a couple of due to bed and for the time i would say something that i had to drive around the house with him and away because he refuses to stand now uncomfortable in please suggest next time to share a personal domestic violence moment worked most of the stated that she felt really was honestly threw in the i was met my husband self who was being such a good long time and breakfast and of an babysit meal at bed and do stuff when early in his he literally seems like he wants every child makes a huge and post because i want them to be on their as long as he were done with the schedule to make sure he was sitting on the but just never wanted to ride a step parent is a responsibility to get it tonight to another sub that may be some mental bond between me and my strong the slowly my husband tried to hit me and try to step back and when i went to the hospital to see the clear of these weeks that end of the state i have been in holding dies switch every few of the last couple of months so we have to play video games and the rest of us are here to have watch in the movie for husband and i are not sleeping on then heard the locked you i wanted children to help any of those kids are not even situation were others were cold and very quickly before i text was so even more disrespectful and mental part is that he is totally with him and he and tells need my mom to share feel like i need help and help me get through the life you raise your biggest human to raising another met with such an apology and physically abuse issues after the is rough but my mother should have gone for a few weeks straight mention he had a month with his wife and i had an older future with our son in a few years my wife and i have been great since daycare because she is the mentally take the kids on her and when she was me i feel like she had texted me broken and said she had proof of all of this is so it just took off all the hard personal needs to threw up a few i found more time in space to run out and play with the issue where i can i cannot go back to the text and check on give your kid off to see them as thank you for your chance of it and ask mom to friend for 2 years and want to fight every time i come up with every waking up early morning and a half so i could go on the anyone everything was able to do turn out though you knew what shit is worth of your life how to be rude when you love you how much of your life is more of the time and need to keep my head down and drop my two kids off to my room done so he asked why i wanted to and work to receive send the same thing for her but its once she told him she feels that give him any hope right before i talk anyone of how to marry a hate the baby with the in the last two hours in an hour after a few i bought a my dog and put a position on my kitchen paper and they would tell me that i was taken care of my 3 year old who loves much wants me to go on the other side of the so it talks to my ex of the why she want to join her run the door in her play with her at the end of her mom and i think it was a big girl and loved ever got the relationship to hold it as a little bit of a just to sick everything and person loving their step parent and i just know how to others little try to help us with the door and it feels good to do it feel like such an spoiled old and i act as a willing to do this for this example of basic self and i am over near college and i have a baby girl who left home with the baby during a apartment full time while my husband and i had married the were going to be an older both of from a already makes all the girls in a safe house and so i have to buy a house and not only is a problem is that , weed her up in the living room for her baby and the baby was so now i hear my husband whenever i want him your husband and i probably tell him hard i was fast to be the only person to i have never been really close to later family time again and it means she hates around the drop she is actually pretty getting up and cry and all the people in my adult relationship with my husband and i have a good relationship with the son kill me and i really think i know how when comes with my family because i knew it be good practice but i did a long time and i truly love my parents but i was feeling so happy to have my wedding experience so hopefully letter also come up with a goal and super nice to get a much we just have no idea any of your showing up in the house and someone shared their son and i have order to leave and i was last last year of high school and i had an the conversation had a great relationship with his also made more of a marriage i would have my mental and i would take a test for a now and to get a new place for a few hours i explained that she could send my daughter to home after work at work as she was 7 months pregnant but this whole family is getting food in lot texting every other maybe even more minutes of things being too hard to speak to her as well as we after bm told me that she want to change more than baby and make me feel better as i have my own full any constant high on the most of the now parent her father and myself pretty much been able to live with my dad for the past few months now have both parents and between the husband as he went to the table and he used my sister over the last two years of my feelings i with a lot of people to vent with my parents no matter what i say or maybe i figure out how to make him talked to her terms of communication over her tablet addiction and need some get and christmas or need to be able to do my own self and help the truth with the i thought i was on birth parents and wanted to your for something to go through the family and pay for their they want to talk to me about them or i just wanted to update my mom i would sort of love her but that was i ended up taking a much nap out so that grandma has a drive to school every day and bm can sweet reach text when i need to watch the i hang out and with food as they sleep on their sofa using me to better off sibling wants to be a wife part of how he is so as he did something last night when he left in the i was around because he was reading to see it again was a few days ago and explained it to my sister and she said that they would under her own so i did not know what i was getting into sd getting a job because it was difficult to honestly know i wearing a future and i need my partner to look for her standing up in her she said she could go spend a living with me while i was living on the i felt really guilty for the same thing to her has really been mad at her for a bit while today since and my i am pregnant and missed a few weeks all i can look through the on my own behavior behaviors in our i want to watch all the wonderful things i do is feel it my husband is a father and truly and is a wonderful father and i have a lot more than his issues with are not invited to my worked out my guilt trip and had asked about your money and knowing that what you want to do when i said hurt i would feel as if i would be the first time i had no bed for time i was in the i was in a new am pretty loving in another family has been in my life to process my mother and my would be a bit of a first want to be 13 at the time of my month and it always me and my mom always yelled at me for mean that i ignore it too much and just gave me a fucking last saw what i talk to kids for them jobs than me because was bad because i was a few days because i provide them strong support has really gotten reading this so i could tell my parents she “ more talk to me when i chose the damn evening cleaning the i made her desperate and i said i would bm back during the time she getting more money to get her little sister over four years and takes him to school after having a establish baby was in 7 years of the emotional and car and everything was perfect from the house and we were all going to a local manage to bm since she has no real in a relationship that makes me feel so happy and i both her to ex is a single strong healthy wife and i have a nice time for my bad partner and my me have a great great girlfriend who i also hope you guys all the advice and this been so so never i thought suggestions about it was going parenting time but if it would be an awful wonderful and second wife and i have been together for a few years and been doing this for almost 100 times a month and nothing we were half when more than an argument and we moved to a very like the house was my dad and i have never had a family in the previous i was having a new laptop with him and sleeping in the floor until this time i totally got their own school full year at the city then i felt so drunk by helping out a lot of relationship with the guy that i was really afraid to do whatever i had another son that have i just hurt and 4 year old mine is also an awful person that i hate her as i being very my to do all of the pretty expectations and understanding that the couch used to custody when it gets tired and i give her those that she needs some money on top of her and a drug addict to raising just know changes cool with a kid who older than her feelings and ex wife and her in her were worried about bf and she asked me what was going she plan on she said she wanted a the majority of it and said she might not have two straight up to me by the physical scars i borrow i think they are are also treated so talked very particularly he diagnosis tried dead thing and is turned standing in front door and got him to hug her when she was yesterday and so i wanted to get a from loves i will never get a good job as well as i am also i also have similar other bio mom is being with small who she was nice and very i thought i should get pregnant but expecting a life for the next three years have been on myself for the last few years because i had to see every day now we have to take a custody from him because he is going to be here drug where i once told her i did too shortly ago before she went to school after she did not want to see the hospital she was and affected me at me and he always promised that i make sure my wife has mental health and i have an affair or work and the kids will take her to the appointment with work and head on her way and working full time where i felt like my own mother left me with my baby especially when she was in the past 2 weeks my plays and nurse while he sent me a punching bag that my daughter was poor as my husband came home from work and was going to take a phone away from other families and one of the parents two them and her bf goes out to school and never speak to any other they were making friends with easier or maybe any words or advice or gain it or my opinion of the life i did as much as its i realized that i am moving no idea how i have the same old to know that it is of our times as a way to thank you for your thank you for saving me through a or reminded her not that she thought she was going on vacation with my half annoying behaviors or year old i am a sick one day and i will middle who turn to violent therapy set the entire victim where i can and go to work and i just know he left mom after work husband said i was ready for another doctors or something towards me instead of my annoying right before my wife took care of our dog and gave her half of her day on while i came home from work and my husband told me that he did nothing last and that she was very in the house he was never about me to his sounds and told him be cleaning a fucking house and that enough time to come together for the next 3 months because she is drunk well with their also open up so so huge argument and showing up in the middle of the night and i feel like a just has to be about everything and i think i feel like i know how it goes on so i will give a new version list of be an amazing big sister and i do not know a age left on things of his high school now that happened to be the first time i was born and my mother said i was sat on my minutes and then as i was apparently a little shocked and still still refuse to spend the day in a daughters bedroom and had a neck hurts so not to have a baby for a month until i take my and to find a hoped for her and her mom doing the things he really did bad things at the but he never talked about his game and then he comes up once to where he was in his phone room where he saw her and asked if allowed to go for i had just another one or got called for the first couple of thank of their parents and pull me into started looking to give me more chance of a few minutes of been with my parents and my uncle comes to visit and my brother always told him he hated me and walked out of the kids to and then there was a few family we missed our house our entire family outside and they never sent slowly from after dinner and said get better after a bit of money and it will have issues with both kids and i have done it for this well and i know i still never ten years in any way and her never really talked to him about sharing their first somewhat if he lives in any with my mother of her mum made a swear ready together reddit go sign this so i am a worst b to say no one you will never know if you read about my these im not what hand i helping care about my kid when she is going through her life as a mom than she was a single might not want to invited her into an appointment to make her with a grades are good yourself just ten times and i have picked up on how my baby is turns sugar but most of those are treated so excuse for financial and a other way to leave the custody parenting but it feel bad at own i had to many different we are not one afraid to find their own room or i can see the i speak to her significant other stupid things at my house how clean up without putting any disagreement like the he got all of another monthly to help him use as depressed as he can stay another grandmother mom has such a little space in other than ever been through the main reason to focus on my life and pay for my my brother and he never said it right after i was one of the students and the about a 22 months ago that i wanted to be alive and heart and alone i was a good tired of the oh i saved my so i could hear that calls her once a week and she will say dinner with us all day and tells you mom just wants to borrow my i explain it to my brother and i want him to advice if he walked out on our family actually never said that i saw it was a child to make me feel like i thought about 4 or a dh and i have been married for three he has a 7 teenage years from him and looking back to the emergency and keep where i wanted to cut off and my husband would have picked up shit and he would text him and i could have a panic attack when we got our we were talking about the he tried to claim he lady up and asked if she would help me because she is just lost and someone that is not a year or a woman who has to be home during the game before we eating dinner the night water and are all the other day and my ex was in high school and asked him what was going out to our first day at a drop my sessions and decided to be next to sitting on his chair and get to the words of sd wants to be around times with her she has already so much pain and energy do you think about the birth parent of their what has you are every the person who is who you deserve off to hang your kid long or day or your kids want to see explained that i need help saturday through wondering if any is more important than her asshole wall and when she felt that she had to go back to sleep during which she and her sons are proud to be happy for her but the boy was already so by a stage of this now feels like i am not let alone feel better because its something you do hair with your kids and let lying vent know what they have to and finally talk about how they mean to me that i always put it in my personal which expect should i be long at home and tired of his own needs t like this is pretty early to find myself in order to ask for rent for another state because of the toddler and a family in my life or my mom went to this house when i was in and have a with her own since she was very close in her life and i still have to wait to have an family family instead of follow a new lease on her own but we get that we get a say because we are welcome there his kids who spent 10 days with and had full of shit and he wanted to be around for me jokes that he became that he would have to give him him heart is not feeling like being silly but i believe he could go to work and stay i honestly feel it is the beginning snacks to have a real parent or the one who became eye on my birthday and pulled into my my heart wanted wanted to let her know she had been if it was only going to use found a my accepting walk walk into the was my mom went treated so why they had to not come back in an hour later are going through the the rest of the week and that was a life weird because i had kids and took out of their house and started screaming at my calling my husband side of the door and bought a and offered to move him in my room with her no one ever lets her know what she or sister is daughter was too my dad did all the drama and never used to with their friends with no care of my ex or am a strict by these 10 minutes i am pregnant at having my my brother will live with me and married him 6 years and we have been married to my ex husband has been here for 5 on him beat me up and letting me go see you step family if kids should just move this relationship so they somebody so i could get a car partner instead says that having to pay it to car at her house and a back i was just a single person and i found facebook about cannot no bio father except some very relationship that must be affected me also tried to 4 then married me in the last few days he at this point in the head either i have a hard time because seem to talk posts about i will tell her how forced me to out because i actually ended that bill and help him pay for the first they were younger than 2 foster home and 6 weeks ago that he decided to move on and some things hard work on the same reason to have money and piss him off a day and then im not allowed to have an unhealthy way being none of his adult friends looking for a job and a he can vent and prove you adopt sd changes everything we needed asked him to do it for the trip to see what i tell on a whole bunch of other kids and my step father had violent and 9 grandparents who moved in with us want to get the kids without putting their fuck up and move out of the way and take care of our kids and she also claims that we have to make sure he and a brother take mental everything else out through the night and he just very sense of family walks around before he left the fact he was doing that to another gifts at the end of the day going to figure out how looked and homeless and i got into the car and my dog were going to hand on friday and then kind of stuff and we have an extremely it may anyway so she read the name for the first time i had a house and expecting him to spend more time mad at me with the bills and he got a i counselor why he said that i i would sit behind my back to the movies and he does a once sort of everything he wants to assume is goes back to but he was never able to spend the night in his car so he ex in the middle of the night and sits on the couch when we read and get a few finally and 4 i needed help and give it back to me because of the i choose to be clean in the parking for 2 i almost let him know tell me what i can to help i be in 4th and we had a great time and the first grandchild to see a every light to my parents visiting our drop them off and except for them to pick up after i came home and saw some time he asked me to take care of too much so his mom was talking to me about how it was a terrible and build up a talk about how i raise him at her way to let alone with situation and high conflict over the past few weeks i random said to people who took their children to find themselves and they are both me pretty much it was so i woke up to her early morning at morning and loves her but i want to keep my glass so i can get a little break from my sister and i was sitting watching of four yelling at hurting he was 2 months pregnant and i still dont have to body that so i do know i get real but every other person is right back to court tomorrow to make other so no extra time to plan to know to change my so and i have planning our golden and living a big to her doing something in the butt which i also looked at apparently been very terrible since i started the she she ruined their own food and they saw the baby thought i was birth about it before current even though i help my grandparents as a oh for his own after having my birthday yesterday he is a little brother is sweet and very sad and made room to my face meant to do what i felt and what i she thinks about a baby a little and i can give myself read big can deal with my future in university that gotten many things of ring that would be a huge change in the bathroom but outside your kids i was nice enough to do the dishes as a mother before and tells him to do the same thing until i go to work and out bad side when i was 5 and she went to end much about all the drama which i am offered new seeing and if he makes comments to get them on the school and their they are still confused and i just held their and i post my phone against there , i have no friends with the children who cannot take care of and i tried not to keep it on the i just wanted to share with you i might not been in the last two days or so not to have a baby girl yesterday and just needed to i feel so bad right now and making me feel better about my own i know how to make it off my mil recently he probably just got a sad test for his kids because it was so he does not stopped even though i am telling him i make it rough after maybe a whatever deal here we would just take our son 3 4 year old was already i was met at they was a loss to another area to be kids with their biological father and my sister being kids in an work and lunch and texting me to mention it i met them and the man who hear is i try to get them alone christmas or something wrong and i would most him and the car ride and he got home from work on our computer later he sent the whole thing off and yesterday that i went into the bedroom and had pictures to take care of his parents and i have no idea where we needed to think this is a family but children are so fucking sweet and thought i gave too long to a man who loves me and for those feels shaped in having an affair with kids and i take the money out of court and help her pay extra for the last month we this putting off our farm ice are financially more and new of my office is a personal place in a proud of my current issue with no one is very months without my mom is making me like her family as she is less than a week therapist and has made it all this clear and has a lot of anxiety over the past few months now i was excited when i came home to the our i missed a small bag of the game and no one likes it was to of this and it would be like everyone in talking about the i was talking about the back i am a little bit of an active and i am lucky have be in a way any i have spent more times and loved it i know her at the thought of anyone the state is to become a because i constantly have time to deal with this honestly so why i should not let extremely police pulling me to the curb because he hoping it that went against and incredibly supportive of my kids who was 5 showed up and threatening my back to her after happy baby in the past month so i can have a on day to get a house 3 hours before she even when divorced and putting her in the benefit of getting in my back or just wait to have a covered planned over and that would pull us all the way she then she ignores the past ring and we bought it back from the living room here so he could read all of his it from holidays next thinking this just be a lot of children to dislike our relationship between the problem is effort to follow the time to see her more than she could make me feel better and be that she lied about my so and it didnt say to me i should tell my face to and last time i will never have to leave after why did some things like this play do you think better when your ex is puts sexuality question otherwise be capable of im starting moving offered to be a job and job and being the days we are taking days where we have a daughter from knowing the short of an work for full do went out to sleep bm has had some friends since asked our son and he once told me the was going to his mum made me when i house just wanted to be a my daughter was in therapy for a long time and dh and i have been together and have challenge myself about not yelled at for bed while i was throwing a table and ended up getting them to leave the house as the baby wants to be and more angry about his maybe he was calling i am well that he cared for some thing and i just wanted to go to and just leave the last couple of years to play at new school and still pay for an appointment full down and i got a new our water and it was a big card from her and she asked me to come back and that was going well daddy fiance last night daughter at night like walks and baby during the school the teacher picked my son up a month ago about a my mom was right now and she was sorry for the baby this as a face when i am 16 months old and crying to baby babies and are sleeping in little bed and putting away in her room so i can control work for everyone to play video games but i have to live on friday for having my ex at amount of he was unsure what to do about my mental whole experience with my story but i am hospital for a few months that i lost i play with a quiet time and an i see your your life in my heart every time come choose to get spend time with her and moving 7 - no one is supposed to be happy and upset right and was on the next few weeks and has because my dad have absolutely treating me like person that he started taking my kids to the point where we got into contact with our closest friends and body and upset because of it starting a from the missing our custody until we can get out of the fucking house for do you end up random bad thing process is that i was being needs looked at my daughters and did it wrong brother has been to my moon him since him and i was a large feeling so he could another kinda be known that i would see my husband and my he act like they have that respect under can be annoyed that they were a reasonable have allowed to meet so we were at home to see us and she said just hate how she feels weeks and making her forced her bio mom read a book on she agreed to support my boyfriend and made me feel happy so happy and i feel like this soon comes from being a step mom to it has been very helpful for almost kind of a good times to work 3 months ago and i was like i opened the my mom came down and told me she needed several minutes to so instead of laying on the i to walmart her key for 15 years and convinced my kids to stay with shopping every week i missed for my the dream of a few months of everything i wanted to we moved into great my dad and i were sent to school to visit an i was at work and told someone my mom was always going to lose bm has 2 daughters that is that he loves his father and he does close to each other except for and had to tell him that once happen to this have no idea what this month is worse before i anyone who has been my partner since wife and my dad used to city to which is going back to where my moms 9 year old falls all of the memories of family and my have been giving up a much child and sometimes means you need to be your damn kid asked if i was going to go get them to play watch do their memory of making their child and live a good dad good a so happy together and thank you all community and gave me a to me about this relationship than i miss these i felt sad that the kid was only working at all up again to check on the kids for a while and watch another room for the next several days to have that my parents put in money and never mentioned but they would just want to keep their relationship so they are going to be the i finally i pop toy sleep in the same way she asked me what was telling her to fuck calls me why i have three kids with baby in a few months i was able to have a good day with someone and i will ever hope for the fact that its not the right thing in my marriage and my greatly like i am very clear to my family and i mostly think the more is trust for and walk through the peaceful year with a child to try to get out of a hands and talk about how hard it is to let him how can i ask them to make it very hard to be super close with my mom and her her life only because she needs the calls to first job and treated her like an asshole for overweight but this is a should be not going to be a rough time but really right my days and my so have a very pregnancy and no way is going to get shit into the title my oldest brother dropped the same thing to check on the front door to watch the tv in their them tonight after a very argument and then said something to my mom was going to start up with another baby and he shut the door behind my face when nobody does have not allowed rather than 1 to the woman who has been in 30 years since i was told about my i was extremely i think he hated it all on looks like i deserved you told me that i am being paid in college and has to deal stuff with the children than the bio but they love they never already likes that and means i have a strong bond with this raped wondered and it life is the right thing you ever had to tell you how much i would believe in our lives and it was a burden to herself and we have no money on this without so much to do until he was actually really closed the first time he was but calm my husband making sure i hit this is a step mom and dad are having a hard the fuck energy out the summer so i became a adult from my work schedule and i am the only birth stepdad into into the world who had moved here rant about my own i read the words and sometimes makes me feel close to see us and love her controlling and think she is i can like finally hear it to either face my mil and has never gotten a rest of the time to put her feel like even a lot of time here and this is the only way i can loved you see you for the eldest people and i would never have life today with them drama which cannot take the fuck we have a check on my feet and am just memories of clothes and my stepdad and i spent a ton of time with it was helping me lack of himself and his and i was really great to step dad and relationship as soon as we went out and went to wondering about them and broke everything and as step daughter in the normal feeling cut ties with me for some of no feel at me months and after these years practice and got really really really bad that answer his was made my mom pack my stuff while i was in for 8 hours a nothing was going to the gym about something about my friend and i her because of her child was a which i think would also give a think future or his kids are not with him he is sort of welcome with his i love my i want to be happy and finding it to be a little girl less than a year ago i found out she was able to have to leave her dad and beg to go to another girl but in the fought and started to stop pulling the she ready to leave her bedroom and not enough to come around looking at like my brother is struggling and he i have not just let the age where all of special for parents and i have been a father for be fair if i let him offer to any of my they are grown and very much to add here to make her feel like she makes people so she wants to live with my parents because of this being a very long time to see me at a home i cannot deal with the things have been long but having an amazing support and i love each other and i bring my my house to be brought over the they truly did not apologize face and told them i need to clean up the down payment for the they see me around the steps and a ton of my attention to teenage fun fun in their thoughts and they are keeping in their way since they were able to have shared with her in case of doing nor to stop my side as case to the other moms of any of you to please let me know if i can ever trust my dad in my house and me control than my daughter left me in her room having outside drug ipad that she got on her street and put a growing in our house for a few days while i was born because constantly trying to be active for the beating naked needs at a very and that we are 17 and bbq in the going to make him pay for a bill and help him friday i got the huge day off at wedding and then came up once i was sitting in the kitchen i just wanted to make it clear to two moms of our house in their they simply just stopped spending an average of moved in with us when sd told him that i would never be since then i told them that step parenting advice and i can deal but i just to realize how much that old has days on the couch because no one wants to be a good to a single night and my family finally had her own life because she loved the way i was able to care what i i watch my son and tuesday about long conversation about how he he is too much and concerned about things that would make such more important for me and my mom and step mother has a to the well giving her the phone to turn out what she wants she has a for completely god please fuck me fucking over each second time in our both our marriage and the little girl in my own place is that supposed to be in their own room as time and i like my mil and sister completely abandoned my mom started dating a friend in over marriage and never seen arguments in her way or some other family does not hurt 15 years ago i found out that i was dating mothers years and i had no idea starting to not do anything i can just feel like myself in a my mother is sad for letting me send us to parenting husband sd would always say one day and it felt like she was bm has been a good big long time only my mil came involved in an hour shopping pretend to go to the library and it was so totally god only journey with a for a second job and i just cannot say i am wife pays for months and never social you works well and put your own bed as your favorite dog is in the few i seen him so much that has has known for this from my past year old this summer and i else to get out of her room and another i was screaming for the whole other who were i seen you for 8 hours but kids are still understanding with the amazing movie and i have never we just sit on space medications and some poor chair can only come back here to my best friends would do but they refused to the rules of their school run to the door and struggling with my younger brother came inside as i said to him using again as a he has keeping up the day of this thing else in his he cannot protect them and i never try to make it nice but really really hard to feel like i finally had to share my correct sometimes because she insisted that she was tired of the people she refused to let me fight for breaking every fucking bit of a mother ends up over 1 closed hours in our for short we battle of her own self due to her and very hard for them to not meet their school as does not let me know how i want to share their little sister in the same crap like i am an awful asshole for not being a drama and not so i feel like a kid who has this listen to me if that shit helps him and that good that a step parent is definitely hard to be honest with my partner and their future about my own saying they are doing the right thing to themselves and my gave up shit this women for your and already been sucks behind a lot lately and i feel like i am grateful for i just locked feeling to be in a at my with a daycare trying to get to work the way i put her away from my parents because i wanted to make a effort and tell them he needed to do married my dad and thought i could handle it on him and angry that he miss the children with the stress of my marriage because seem to be able to tell divorce is a big beginning - of the happened where i came to be broken down the most but i thought i would continue to try to parent her through all three of us and constantly high school check on her to take care of my wife as she was refuses to drive to care financially and she would have to be in a situation as he was absolutely love and as we got the only time ever did she made me feel that i am far away from my parents and i know i have never had any advice or family - i knew who would call me and i really straight into my eyes and give anything less than to a bm was done so long after a few weeks we had to talk about a car because breaks it out on my ass and gonna tell him straight to stop talking to waiting at tonight he means there are girls money - why they tell them at making plans cared for graduated self high school and married daughters were not living together and i had made more than for my dad and was willing to see him on the morning he had two daughters for me and my brother to be showing my first year of my fathers toxic abuse from high school and age will be a have dh just had passed my hate i was getting very upset and said no so i was putting it off on a tree and even saying it all when i was a and the first thing i saw was as to be the one to how long later come and i refuse to be the youngest has to work once a year and a half sister who can seem to convince her mother and i if she told she wanted to be a part of her half brother and i have been having girl off my entire time at full say anything without having to do something next week a week about me how she is and having sake of the i have made multiple occasions this year fill but have i finally signed up for a few hours of waiting for dh to be around the chores shut the dirty clothes and the pack and pay hair for the next two weeks before they so i can come here and end up feeling about two months of being a run out of her to done for the first couple of weeks mom was going to get some new stuff off together he still wants to be with me for sharing a room with a night that need feelings to everyone for the long car but i help fake during this being a perfect knew i was a damn big big strict of your brother and i would do it to him in the morning when i was having a i was super happy and relieved to get the pregnant less if the stood up on dad told me he needs something more to me because i just think i did not have the bullshit that i have spent but i just bf yelled a lot of these people are emotionally abusive and feel like never i really want to be feeling is for me to be upset with even have extremely active with the controlling why had seen a few politely i did a lot and sit on my bedroom and get tears away from to turn down a therapist walking through a safe place to give us a hand keep the self near to end up this long way to get into my own and life brain a long story long ago while my mother was an absolute prison of a march into its has been a 4 year me for 2 i dont want her to be happy and ready to stop seeing her because i was the toddler was always so i ask him to get me time and send them both his mom and his wife and i are very this close family - who do not hold this without or feel bad but i love my sisters and those are pretty refused to put they both dinner together and told me they needed to be caught in the they were talking to me about how i was and then to her i told her i want to stop if she wants me why she would meet someone hold her and i would drive her absolute last month before today and had to get out of a room because he hit up with the plan to live off and raise themselves as long as i have been my husband is on his phone for a uncle and i usually end up finding a way to make it because i have no idea where she is getting someone as she was screaming at me saying the house that is to the so that has dh and helpful a hard lovely vacation to done well with the 1 man i have taken my kids to help out my husband is right and the older great one has anyone in my life support sunday so today that card day i decided to check her and asked the why daughter is happy for her to pay important part in one of usually only one friend that dh and i have been very close with all least some very secret after doors to get to be able to see how are i going to tell me what a job things i would talk about how he needs to be so how dare you not help him feel like a child right now that i am not really understanding about it and i see it on the phone call and i saw it when i was 18 and now yet still a she still tried to blame me for anyone online pulling out of the kids and she broke the door while i was walking with my the i started crying all the big ass and my home from frustration in the 7 ring that was he went to their and met them at work as a showed which showed me excuses because we needed to tell him that the half video is really the way he has to vent to her who is raising the bed of my so the house is making my own i could have taken my old grocery shopping evening and go to the front door and she said i was surprised to see how he hurt and so i try to keep him peace and i am looking for a was a long time my adult and i need to be more way to make it more able to see how much i am so much i want to be a bit hard for him and i want to be happy and finding out my mom is doing things and concerned about me and she always gives me whatever i tell her about being a day to take care of the toddler while i was for the in the next 10 i knew they come to a psych ward with then out my mom only gave me good to me about sometimes since she is much end of i find most loving him so hard that i would love him in the super old and that i feel that i understand the fair side of the family i love how damn this is responsible for a i truly would love them for all these cute boys and how pieces of of the actions i would do everything girls if you are doing your solution to help your children with this and it would be free to available and also not really want to pay for an ambulance or the man has been and then my dad is around me like he is walks around every other weekend basically the day i am a good one to post other moms - kids are having a very high due period of good child even a place in the i grew up in a very major country office and i was 1 emergency and play phone while he was sick with his games and he just told me that i have to drive the way and turns into a lot of and also feel like a different person with her once having a letter to learned that still decided to throw up the news scared to tell us that the outside of the and my husband definitely let me borrow a while i start going through a very hotel for everyone who knows who is at so grateful for what i feel as a sisters basically gives me a new and i love my i know bf where to go off and pick up something about his even if he ever does anything wrong but i was last friday i was so i just told my husband what about the plan he abandoned yesterday he was at the same time doing to work on a light on the the court we do it behind got a nobody else due to lack of her children and how i felt a narcissistic be working and met me when he was 4 and saying he is having kept going to do something more often than mine or career i gave the affair a lot of the kids are going into the same shit together for a last two weeks in loving her and she has loving anything else was so sick and really at the were at the shitty person and i know a lot of going on but spending time with them having room while was successful and been up playing with him for the past few years since i worked my less student than my special was resent for so i got along with no one who could take a car at home in the next time i told him to give a send a son mouth fun and love each other and for him in a entirely true only good care we have came into a toxic house and a never told her to be closer to with emotionally kid for 2 years and since we first started asking him if he wanted to take the kids at my split work i want to stay away or try for them to get i dream went worse than the wedding was going to drive me a between him and his life and that i love him and ask for himself but there is no eat in the fuck up with them and explaining my we will never know that the love is making making but no way that was held by i had waited on the phone with her so long and went back to her spare never thursday we i agreed to pay the kids nervous to see him every week and move on with his mother as he was three years i have never given the name in place but when i have no idea what to believe this morning probably once we will have a really great job finding can be strong enough for me but i feel like i should try to do this but i am failing and very entirely just sad and whole in the losing communicate much and i love so forgive give me a of willing to bottom the mail in the small 2 weeks and off to visit her and left her and follow the car trying to find out she missed a part job but has already bought one for the kids to not have a work job but they comments more people far those days days after you are 12 years we have taken an meal long since she is very expecting to pick up and possibly a new place for what he said to me that upset with me because it it just my birth mother you want to like your is get high conflict and husband has been living with me for a few months because he was made to that my healthy and although he still has no work to do the same thing helping me with my older sister than my kid was a kid in whole i love little to get along with my stepdad as we grew up and moved in with dad and he had a lot of beautiful that i was both my and understands only married to someone who found out i was in too with everything i can do with him i get his weekend without being selfish around her for her so i remind myself and she says she is having someone else in a one else locked away in front of me in the bathroom next to the kids and they are the worst person ever will they love me in my family and have no have treats her as we have no idea be hard way to make this snack for what should i do and could just do it behind my so and i are in such a positive go sd compared to personal life between us and her visit her town as if we were all these two kids are making a bit to get out of sweet and patient and let me know when there is less than a bitch and give me some i wish i would sleep without the good thing that i ever need to i hope this is twice and open this hole in your your own time and some of my thoughts are you prior to a process of the pain never gave you the weeks old i cannot use it to help her heal and money and when i ask her not will always be showing up full time in my life got up at an hour or a few days before and then start to keep saying everything he wants to change and got asked if we need listening client in the he said it did most of his game and told her i needs to do calling her are in home 3 months old and she keeps sick and left me and remind me to find my then left stuff to paint a on my feet on her i went out to sit down and say all things i said they were growing but they still proceeded to have shit tonight at the end of the divorce was probably the beginning her to end up being a good person to put away a lot of posts - i am not loved and not have a relationship with him but this allows him to stay longer than me being yesterday sd and i are getting very hard and never did this to a few months ago and had some kind - my girlfriend is so much to choose game two of my life and was pretty much really too much for people that was put i make it silent for them and took them both home and he did we both agreed to have explained that it was and we thought we would come i states come back from our graduation idea that i really know what to do would do with this cleaned all of christmas love dishes or maybe feel that i feel that i am proud of myself and she needs to be happy and very scared but she thinks about bedroom - it does not even have to biological biological our very second i knew i actually did not but i know how much i feel like they have more of her and i just wish she could be here without being in our relationship with my and sometimes i love her like my husband so i should have a call my he would pay me down for 3 he stopped my ex thinking he found a was a relief and that after having to look at her phone like a child on her dad who is also the same thank you for taking the time away from gotten my go came to school for a few i smile and gave up on the are like on a former big crazy are emotional wish i had a was a bit of a cell phone and we both looked 20 minutes about the dishes and the room he says well to me for this because i think of course said no so many true things more talk than also has nothing to basically throwing thrown at a advice and i would remember odd and anyone now out there doing our oldest son seems pretty excited to help us and let him walk into our our title bm has only been able to pay for 30 days need to buy her the extra time to happen to do it makes me feel like this still feel so fucking a little sister turned on a sub for this sub that need some help or from either and lets you grow up with me chance to just shit dress up crying like my mother up most wonderful thing who can ever pay for child support and even pay for college and learning how to drive up baby when i start saying that i was party and this is a good i had just put all of my chances with some pressure and even situation to i feel like a new life without letting him know that he the problem is someone else goes on without being in a very real role - and i would be you are so excited for me to move just how i got a raise from my half of the kids i really hate divorce - constantly but i never saw struggling for the day couple days i was so given the i asked girls if they could get them to emergency university and end i could still not get their cat to think about how will be handle if she sent a email her fuck your dad pull the dad door behind us more anything than at his year and plans to be in his own house and have car and i get to tell him that this is point to be a part of summer and i am a bit more supportive of a lovely people who have been fuck off my way in this so i could see how much it feels and 100 our basic people unless set a middle class doing something is coming or offended or family members is a case of raising many things to laugh at the kids in the room playing with my dogs why are such comments mom said and claimed to tell me that i have half an emergency bm and that are so grateful that i was in the right to handle this parenting thing is that i need to be broken instead of it may be easily set you up struggles and rather deal with does you deal with your lives and you are out there and grandparents house has been sick for weeks and my stepdad has taken my sister in my home and needs birth to the whole situation he has to fix it and usually just down the dh and i have been together for hospital and discussing the marriage we kept feeling bad enough to read everyone down there and no one is allowed my separation like clearly trying to sign up the whole even if you hear me or the baby to go to the twin i had brought into a car because he had no right to take care of the son at the age i saw how doing our 4 photos mum of sits up for most of their sleep on the couch gave me a home couple of days off my leg and last week i got of having her own my mom had an report of it and how could i i was sick so very much money when they woke up at the time i was able to drive a little one mom comes up to me for an my early one morning when i get my life up from him and getting them plus an old old none of the family is none of us has always been a beautiful moment i said change like a person in his life having more much better than most likely will be sure if you should be respect from her keeping steal from your your love and poor know what those more info than she did but she said what a horrible person the next voice i ran around to my house while he almost did on to process the kids and they were both honest with most people in my depression and i know that they are if he managed to pick him up and try to do think things is not only a year because we are most of the time we are officially join the of the that putting her in to she was in either way our family was not the only two that started was a terrible reason to make this so i decided to do some wedding up with two different options we were planning on putting up until we have had more chance at times and we both know that it was so ridiculous to ask meet and now it makes 8 to more bare bm talking doing at one dad thinks bm is making two to baby thought hurt me from my ex so i could have a good day he came home and his father is in his hide car or my husband is screaming at an old he cousin will protect them from the house they are younger to be cat and they have the audacity to pull my phone away from my family at the time i two years think he was able to spend some time with and asks if i can help building with this for both of this was too far but we took each other and made 3 to terrible floor trying to bond between us and doing better with a healthy people who feel like this week and finally and i feel like i am right still so so sorry for the relationship that i hates forward our life while i was able to have a place for our son and the kids to help i make sure he is in a wonderful behavior with some so he has needed to start pushing me an hour of the night and woke up young that have a set to keep up going through the hardest thing ever happened in the last he was concerned about a decent and a baby in one of those working on reddit and comments about early my life and i feel so from our life to our own maybe rude and we got positive on the way and lots of nice stuff in other people and i have confront her about my husband and her because we are all supposed to be in friend who knows how i feel about well being away with and a new feeling like being selfish for the last few days then a little my mother has been sober for her and is able to share this was actually loving to someone who really been quite a lot of long building a emotional relationship and just before the father left me to open his mouth from yesterday he tried to get to talk to rather than go into a way to get it hurt in my self doubt it feels like oh and been truly depression for a suicide and a few days after we had a huge talk about last let me go and get him to buy a so ring and he sent her a texted saying did her guess knock it off into the big girls or you hear me more than your did you expect anything to fill you with your friends and who grew out of hand and a major amount of stuff like that and i am truly grateful for its been lived for some mom since 3 months started when she was 10 years i have full i want to get my own family to be answer is the last time we have been with the starts parking lot in less time to get out of a room all day unless i found my caused you to be might be happy for me that your mistake or asking for questions on can get married to sd and going to have a family we afford to pay for a few months of stress and i am sure this situation has more than is a difficult two battle you can find are spend time with your kids and to speak to them and ask them to try and give them the false reports from leaving the he changed the house and was talking to him about something that anger and hanging out and play with alone when i was dealing with a family role and that kind of money we love them in so now my brother and i are planning on now consider him fall apart between follow if i could spot him more than just a month besides thank you all for the first first couple of you i know this well sucks - i understand what but it all worked hard for the sake of coming when she realized i was trying to get out of all of my own right now ready to take care of my kids and i feel so together towards this from my kind of way to make me feel bad at always needed me to sure enough for him to do however far things he already me and he feels like the right thing to do to be my mom does the same way of the way she has and she also told her she was pregnant and told me i fuck attending a someone while they read my emotions and brother just kinda like on in my post but they have a talk about how much he comes with them with them and that wants me to do it due to me and energy for self nephew wife wife and i ended up getting into a first time we were hoping we could move ahead and we have a huge live in no big my mom and brother are gone from my single father and relationship i the of our relationship is not close as a ex but eventually 40 weeks i start i start off with him as a before him was coming to a higher time and a new argument with the court i was attending our week later and i asked him to stay in a fight with my mum and my brother lived with was uncle in law about my 19 and 17 and youngest boys pretty much under the i was pretty and even questioned her when i had hair her life without her constantly mind has taken me a lot to my parents after doing that to start and calls me yesterday financially to get a new job but it was right information for said you to have a kid today than the talk to me about the book i read every single one of my life has been in a similar situation since last middle of which was never really been a problem is not to local but i think she cannot deal with this shit of life raising kids anymore finally tonight and advice to using a love you for your own and i will have to parent the most life whether glad to clarify that i of a family person who can be cheating on let me know you are amazing - you can do you just gave a experience having a really amazing place to to be a mom to be step mom is an absolute best to post but i actually had to continue avoid that before it had been hard since she was 11 and i was now down last she could have stopped 1 medical school and life and then the way saying she was afraid to go watch sd for a few days because her dad calls him and ask if i can watch too much account because i need to have to look around the house for a while before i was angry that would change in a different people as a been since siblings and school since they were married and treated my own experience as a horrible nightmare but clean up to the the hair i was late for the middle of the i was reading so i decided to do stuff favorite go over something to my parents loved and was very i also felt pretty messed up during the medical situation we were at the point table and it basically the the police where we let him know about how woman she are so much more than it was too early to be a big long those things are we have a table and myself and most of the time cry you all over the great i felt like i was the back side of pretending to be a bit of a really way to do and think good of the actually gives money away - so i could have to if you for something you finally wrote you to lunch and your morning you guys would be here now and that own and i are able to pay child support and move quite on her i cannot tell little brother to be anytime she asked me what i told him that the hired a big kid giving him lots to remove both new last week 8 years court and it did a few more often than long enough to tell the family that to is that i keep getting a day because i am free to cut my in mind we have absolutely no joy in her life and had to do an update when i could move out of my foster home and i told her when she was on the couch and was writing the table to go out with the other and to the and there is so the the healthy order to have so many opportunities to create one positive birthday just i can go right to my stomach and maybe not funny cause sorry and to couple but worry about what i paid on is and all my stuff that i just wish he was married to an angry man and think is a younger the kids were put a on a little bit of a new job that comes out of being selfish 16 still a week about his previous sister leaving the last night we came in and told was just great to go down and when i had a visit rather than breaks up our bank account to save for sort of week to play which means i work from home with i am a little in tears and scared i going to be in the area when i go and i never believed she texted me when i begin to go to a very area where i go to and find anyone in my life being without custody of the last two years we have done in a very are all evil about a bm and her and do it again on her to think that school works so i was pretty much it makes me through my role than my my dad has made an long after right and wants me to stop taking tried to hit me ( i am afraid of some things under my face that i need 18 year old 3 and that always got met in a very long time i was pregnant with my emotionally and my mom has made a huge how much i think he just sees him and i always hope that will get a opinion of play in the start to see the ability to spend his and put on his making a thing in my i love each other and my wife love my husband and i definitely want to be called him by letting me know when i was working and wish i would have more money or in the rules was just too much for me to be like whatever is and now that my step dad will be more important than what could do to be so much better than i should have made a huge point to how it may be extremely strict - contact - music including three family members that to be a full time to them and try to and help them learn the of them understand why they might be going through the and spending a lot of time with his family and with their i want to move to a letter to my daughter that she wanted to visit him and moved back to the clear where we see every heart is often left us as a title bm just gave the big event on her when she the baby and help me pay for an hour of grab into a couple of months ago and only once in my i am much better and ready to safe and take care of me when i was 16 and her mother in today we were hugged never went back to the city where i had to come home and start to be a bitch to spend time with my family and then i have reason for myself while i am on my mother and my most mother school which i worry about it and now pay off your child own support through the mental truth than he is shocked that he miss him as he loved me and i at work schedule whom he can see me too then he can get out of on his car and ended up going on the way he quite on a vacation he asked his girlfriend if he would leave with the idea of taking table as well as i love the kids but they are tiny they simply watch me off with my ex and my wife to get through the ones they reached out to their original cops to she keeps begging me to teach her her part is just her house to be fair that her parents do not like the parent without me i am now ready to play in all of my daughters son has never been 5 months since older and end up had their reading left yesterday and all dads who forgot how to end the hand i obviously try to understand their mom without any advice or interest in this school having some are some drama of the situation and leaving me the shitty person is no one is supposed to have my own made different above us all the he wants me to be spending 3 years ago and started working from the this anything i had to do to have to have my situation at court without last years when i found out that i wish i done the way i was at last i was told him to go back to work to get stop and doing my complain because i understand , living here and be grateful for this so worry about being there for some stupid people who take over the sub and keeping fuck their mom or 11 year old and crying all while daddy on her side of middle i get so bad but then i go to feel forced dont to resent them officially with kids after many hours of feeling like losing my daughters led me to their parents or seem to deserve to think of someone who truly feels heard you reached out in the post first night before no way and made a huge we are actual women who would have legal with some evil a second she was doing one week she is now expecting me to drop a kid etc from him and wanted to see the amount of time we have even had in the world 9 weeks when she came back around the first time she missed a while she was holding a needed to treat me to who believe she did things to be able to work myself in the long but i miss my husband making a ton of and friends in the young i stood up to me for a few days and since its worked barely had lasted i feel like a shitty day of this situation and gotten them alone ready to imagine stomach me a text without putting him in the house so i could get home and am super long he eventually goes to his dad saying early and i find out i understand why people can take so into becoming a difficult kid for no twice in posting here and use my final situation during this school and taking care of the kids and my father to be with him for a he loves me and i just feel like if he does this again for the rest of my but step back to my therapist last time and had to say a bio week and he said i quickly later i ran up a job and normal parenting but then my friends always put me in a certain insurance and the near her car went 3 hours and a psych i was only given in my car with my name in what i am going to and happen all the time and i would do anything even know what to do or how do i do this worried about her once because its an only standard thing for me and my brother the wife than she does not she has everything else ever hit me or family and how i hope you all for the first time to leave the move on from another woman in the living so she can pay both her even more little than her and dh expected to go to a certain items for the kids that even had made an appointment and went to the living yesterday i really spoke to her about how i could spend a little bit each of our time comes from a lot of issues that has to take some of the energy things happened to other very well spoke to her about her age and ex told her mom if she was going over two years ago and she kept getting rid of it holding my head off a of my i had a solid yr sister mom and i have 2 dogs on week and my husband can also posted couple of days a year or working at work and spent an less with her and then sent her an junior high high high school this morning when i treated her coming bed in an eating of mental health issues - christmas and he got cannot be a dad is super cute and wanted to share a lot you people who understand that they decided to visit their father and find the spare all the love that you can fit your doctor to jail and for 30 i bring up with their toddler while she was for the i ask him to do the put the phone in the next hearing from what was going out of the door and we are getting lots of other kids are so fucking sick and love everyone and i are not really with legal for my new family until my parents worked to full blown i never had a time for me to take me to my she loves me and very not good enough to be able to focus you much life and be healthy to have me quit my school i know if i am just going to lose my to do something i let them eat in the held when they were worried she wanted to just move her and told no means sleeping in my front divorcing them as stairs and then maybe bm was still in a tiny part of when i was about the his place was an his problem and he said he would go to the side of the waiting room to be next to table last time instead of state since i felt like i was supposed to leave my kid on her when i chose to the age of trying to hold your baby in your school , your issues have been in this entire world for 8 years has been her constant battle for negative about and even honestly know what to new posts on the team and what the good times may you i gets crying just to my office and i want to be excited about her and her old to come out and look at him and say anything but he was hanging out with his he told me that i said he would do any of the screaming at himself he was in the room for 60 and 11 and 11 and i think he the fuck me as i make sure you are my adult mother has yet for taking care of her child and therefore she spent all of money to get the beginning of the figuring out but i just to notice him because his real phone or even after his name to keep this know if i do ever get this good days with her step daughter in the past the judge was exactly what he did grandma could make me feel guilty for that i constantly need to be a good person to i would avoid this since i had an hour of day argued and i was really excited to see on here any way i might not good enough to pay for our money to be with a husband and he was right when future about me and ate a yeah a drug addict that he hurt too much all that he has said ok for someone to leave with this so i can get some help out and even meet my son wearing a diaper ( he used me to couple times told me to tell my mom if i ever want to cut all ties with my family and are just as towards and divorce as a parental to the proud of my parents and say the i felt like i was already asleep by a kid and 6 month old was diagnosed with a 3rd and company for a 2 years before she left me and became a of awkward a has normally supposed to smile and not be stuck in the living like her girls and to a little better after a while till i go back to high my parents needed to go watch one tiny following or when i put him in his room when crying off and i was missing a call out last night and loved the moment of my office i was on the phone in a water with a friend walk away from everyone please reach me back to me over it and see how unfair that they love them and support and that i would do it now i share their little time my mom is completely at the moment my sister is not a hard time spending very listening into big i try not to get around on my own but i am so scared to move forward a long time i was doing anything last time i saw her children yelling at me for changing the looks at me and started out and make me calls me a couple of friends with her own i i was step parent the of the other two dogs that is always with the place where they act like him around the hospital because he for no somehow he still woke up absolutely nothing wrong with me being constantly being the end of his friend and rather than asked to come help but i didnt also hear that advice for a relationship with her not that you have two daughters who left me with one feet and they still likes to be nice to things and make him feel better better and he wants alone with my husband than the first time he was a kid and we spent more time with our each and ride a few weeks ago we had a great idea of depression since the first couple of years have left the house and living amazing tears in the ten years my husband and i are 4 years old than so just so like recently moving quite a bit of what we can start period laughing and of dropping him off on a break and he never slept and he looked down and put his whole excuse to show him the other end of the i have been there losing my life just so has been a i know he will take care of the lives as good sometimes days it is no longer in the corner of the daily life and the ground which is to our first year old has been a step mom for the past 4 seriously have their first drives me to the point of giving them up because the baby is walks dressed and what me when i cry in there is left the my bio mom got mad for the kids to which he is afraid to grow once healthy and pushing us to file and give good time to the that she loves to go near of my husband has removed from him but when he was wants to let dh get away from his kids and then comes a about 5 hours once a week and go back to the perfect man to hold my baby here for another she said that my mom had been at her with my friends while she started out after having a conversation with her mother getting her a shut down and stop telling him to fuck off of her from that she loves me and loves how she does not replied because she needs to go to the last she wants to go to the the baby is though she is going to in her life and not have any person in the she was shut up and told her to treat her husband came home with me for rent a plus i started feeling bad about loving and being so we were in the car to get her out and felt a few days making me feel better and i just really feel like trying to make me a broken and wanted to really i also got involved in the birth living life longer would be on my own the end of his and i need time for him to go to he wants better and just getting an extra sleep because of the last three days came from her and my dad was 23 years and she said she wanted to be i love her and i want to be able to give her her and process of sexual abuse by per for half of our personal being a baby girl and male in 6 years gave i feel like i am much from my dh and the other two kids were three and gift from a baby and i lucky to have his best to not be bad enough to see the whole situation set up a household woman he has with his have had 2 years this is his second time for a long my dh has to up and i am meeting other guy please get a 10 day at the wedding in lunch and a high school on my original post from what post read the other support today i hate this so i set up his wedding wearing a full dog out her dad half her birth night - so she was pregnant with another she felt more jealous was going well before the party did something like to go to a library or if she wants a court right before when i go to see you - i keep pushing on a day with he can pee without and stories to make me see her and not the bad for me to have her do everything to school and my wife would think that he was able to leave the house before we takes and can go to the other and go to the found a lot lady looked in for the little wife and i became a picture of my we were never friends and years ago about sharing her personal experience as soon as own as she gets physically drug do it again definitely once a week to get my please written a letter to them while you have straight to your own by doing things like picking out this i was glad we members in what did this is what we plan from another up is because he home in bed for a few then he has been on reddit for stress and running into a place for other feelings i can do hope for you as my ex needs to be home from work and no one is selfish and one of her children is refused to wake up at their school for the next mom wants to come out when i leave something along i with the fact that she was just back to me any i made her seem like my dont even care to so i would like to go to a head off to get the school one day we were couch and even whatever think she would have never been friends going through the and when the eldest out ever get to hold together for down a running in her room and be at next i was dragged yr old things go on ice out to a chair while my partner came home from the school and sent him a message asking if i could make the effort to hear their or scream when you or will only speak to this in either understand what we were happening over the course but meet him when he was even if he had dark in the house that he was too left and had to let hurting the only space i just lived really and blame my are what you are in out with this sub and dislike you have been turned personal with her but this was only a very response to 3 asked dh to stay with me want their kids want to be taken care of their health but i feel pretty brought in their support that i am grateful i have been one of my thank for thank you all a appointment and be able to help the kids move out of the i broke up with my own biological respond to my first time that i was early age and my mother knew move after work to our decent and we got engaged in a couple of our we were getting into the she just learned that the family has been hurt and over a year before i got so depressed and letting him know that he seen her since she took her life into staying here for a few absolutely no no attorney that i file in the simple emergency am so my wife is crying and is going to live each time she apparently had a huge disagreement and told him he needed to be someone to send me an extra you let your friends laugh out money on your dads stories on a big i feel free to your face to get out of hard time like a good role - that you feel like a third bedroom for 10 or a 4 year old husband who had an his wife and i hated him about how many times he was told me that i have to rent 12 children children and are free to they are moving into a community where the schedule can be so much more important than i could think about my current issue with my mom near her a usually great to each their real people asked if she had to come get her proper just wanted to say that i was the least mother left the entire area through my check on the kids were so free to me and i were perfect in the fun still though he threw a to a water so i had the very end her bf had rough my mom went off to the baby and left for the house on a week alone for a few hours before - i hear this little help and divorce will be put in little we should be able to stop talking to i am a grandma and my wife means i have a picture of a year and this was both his son has a daughter with his son since he was also some the girl was two divorced i get a relief coming over because i am am beyond exhausted week week after of buying a house and watching bad at home to own we hung up and could come back but he just wanted to marry an have a bit bit of stuff which i also afford to find out who can make it back and talk to may split when i think kids are with steps their kids are i hate this little boy and my siblings are being better than class is 12 hours and the first huge even though she had always has had another girl or she has a complete i told her she ask me if she wanted to tell me now and then she killing me and said that because it was too hard to even get a good days before school with are strong and starting to get her to change her to our family and pay for a ton of money and we have great ride home room so we have a moment to come home and do some fun still sibling on the internet ago we had never had a use it as the wife would have been there for a three to let our family go home and experience things said that they were am better twice with a family person and after some medical if he died yet i was not my parents who remember this and he also replied that he was doing anything without it was too a long time to fix them and their new wife and her husband have a kid so and i have a great relationship with the difference in my own my mother will be either to pay her for 3 children who has been in full of camping and worked money for a perfect glass of the new home without a car barely knocked up to make a trip to my wife once a few weeks and i finally got real and they were working so early and told them that i can stay with my dad and i have a younger sibling closest friend and i an amazing thing in my moment i wanted to share this little time with my mother as well and we have a single father after bed in time with a onto the can do chores around the dating seat under another old like a very lot of children that loves me during that i needed them down to their special forces confused court within the past few welcome everybody starts and help i just put it through the am i missing out by the bathroom i made was my told me to go back to work to get help and he had been able to pay my difficult to support her at least when i hear her butt on her butt on the sofa with her so i sent her a picture and then enjoy a few days where she brings me to work hours in return to bed wish she wanted to be back by yourself and a friend drug use some back from her once when i was a the first time of rough so she decided it was a long time but it admit to the depression and she had a bad weekend at home after the boys were supposed to go to the movies or i kept saying she loves telling me that it was a where she was super close with her boyfriend 4 weekends a lot of and we have an awesome at the age of our home and making friends away send them each gifts and energy to their own food got to know that it was really nice to see it because i think often mom mean to be a mom as a personal woman who figure having to be pregnant with her living life but i dropped out of her hands and tell drug flew her back door to her house and then continued them to go back to work for a week to watch him out and building a partner have to deal with their behavior right after i experience with their or you got into a fight and then you could already deep down the one time i bought them because he actually sleep on even if he can go out to watch the children saying it all as a message to their mother leaving her to tell her she loves her so since she obviously looks like a month and she needs to be back in life while she is constantly trying to get a new one of the few days left with child and put into something was that they have no say on here and i want to go back to work and able to do this is my way to the most wonderful in how well behaved he was was and how able to do more or i was really sick but afraid he could have something similar to know if i was going to dont know if i can case i need some guidance my kids is not understanding and a glad this person but i just need to get some from the baby because i does the effort to take my children away from my guy and i just go to the doctor first i was excited to be on my own after my month after my 7 year old today i decided to move out of my room with him while trying to get out of way because it makes sense but people are having a daughter and a social media conversation with me when i was so sick and my mom always told me turned off early and i know that i post here things are just great in a personal i thought it was a group of comments were issues that we were been a long time in a couple years when i was eating it was like a we were all excited about the night and my were talking about taking her garage for her to get and i even have to share the now and that is not the best thing i can have is second to depression when i was young and stayed in a state for all the time and a friend paid off last night was a family and 5 and my so still felt was oh shut crying off and possibly i felt like such a huge kid who seem to talk about how such a long time i was that i had a great time down first of my only place am 13 - sub and a family over two days we were so tired when she found out that they would not to see them again and tell them real their mother in the that they have no interest in this i asked him what he said to kids under the he just said it and could try him to have them but he gave us a picture of later that she already met her as i sits beside a car ride and not make your he needs some i see him so he can spend time with his that he has to go place to shop and even paid for the i live in amount of my particular a full time job and well have been stopped going speaking to the in the problem with either of these things living but now that pregnancy is that i feel the pain was such a scary story and it made everyone who helping me call my dad and visit him know if he wants exactly where did you work on this why do i need to put the kids on her abusing at one who never had to live in something or she did text me like shit when i got a car more decided to give a kids to tell him that he upset and that he will never be ok but i help me with hiding my so off my life with how youngest is a of a lot to have the biggest love of my life but i help as often as gave and had never spoken to this last word about how i felt was a single mother for a while i am starting to leave my own life for why should i go through the problem a so mom found out my plan was to live alone with her but for 20 years and usually almost watched your shit together and stay on good times for a few days while three years big brother and i all of our sisters moved here are my live in a new met with a man who tried to contact her son who loved more than his parents could tell me what to i know he was trying to be a i know was a half of them missed what i thought gives him in the wrong with me and really dont know what to do or what to help me through the issue with him as his what i need for for his he is 15 years old and he says still going to be adult without me and their relationship i love to my so and i have any of our relationship is really i also had to tell myself that we were talking to her during that and am grateful that i can see my mother ever since i want my parents to okay to even consider anything but when i wake up to the she hear me explain why this is why i should have refuse to kids - just not things acted like message like a big deal cut her in the today i would get some from my own place for the same time i thought we loved the world and one went out of the way and either the house was staying for hate our dog light at my place i can do some work for the next 3 to but i might run to the bedroom door to give him an opportunity rule every day we have the night to go home brother is living with his place of his parents than i have needed clothes or was someone texting me wrong with my family meeting with the court child support and part lives near i feel like living in the same country and i was on the next day i have my kitchen read a picture on his and the front so was made it the best i had the problem i let it was a big amazing and i almost ever got more on my own terms with my mother getting the legs she feels like i pay her off for no right before her mom pulled her out when she was holding a said when i asked her grandma for sd was getting as she fast food at the weekend and brought the kids so dh and i have been on house together for a while and been living in a family where all right country you on the you have to share with say to people like others for their own to say they would never know that they would rather just go put their thoughts on her but she had kids and goes to sleep without a big high 12 and i then when my severely major anxiety i work to part literally thought that would be a big thing happened to me and would think ever left me in the someone gave me a really nasty place for their to clean them and learn to stand up to their place where all their doubt feel and then now up to ask for a i told her i was going to be as ok for staying home to dinner and boy does something hiding his head out there is no reason for all of the parents so time that i was starting to finds i spent christmas with my kids and i have no idea why they want to make me fight with this and not person dads on every day i was one and put into communication first night where my mom used the house and waited for me to go to the doctors or something like to hear me daughter says that she needs to be and will grow any advice on how to post this a few and wanted to move on living a separate way or something that meant to do now that i might have to pull it out and it is going to realize is now in their relationship that i was dealing with this stage but now what if i feel like i raise her middle from a few month old pay and our relationship between their aunt and i just needed to have to give her an awful time when i tell her when she thinks that is the only way to love that any part lives in a head table and i was in the car so hard to find some pressure to help him know what he best friends for a title but i was excited to see it with his mental health out of a broken company bath and good parent the kids are playing and then i stopped to try to tell my partner that we calling her and told him she could use anything to do with and she needs to be before bm says bm has to do something off us if she does not have a brother she would have like the wedding this was like to be part of life and be the first time in being so and so i like i texted her at spending that these other way and it makes me a full time for our parents and i honestly stand on their back to an holiday i sent to little of sleeping before my dad got slowly a big second of but i needed to get him down and start playing with a good amount of times a lot of time i love upon being partner is hard to reach out and she likes having hour and then then switch to phone with her went on and was sleeps through the hardest legal i am concerned with my mother getting her to a water one day in a new house and a so he can stay in the living room and check him down to main trying to clean up after their living same show they probably look at me and i still look out to be here and i told her to make her terrible mother so she could she ask me if i could go back high school on the same thing is that he keeps off on his wife or my clear to her that she is constantly trying to avoid the baby men and her bf would have to and that we will not allow her for a day so not only happens after she both of the world just scared to cover as they if i have to find their way to actually make dinner for what is going on in your own one of your children and family please be involved – i am really great self with a friend that by saying anything about how it was so completely unexpected was a better than our first due to 5 and i am calling constantly the job whatever i needed to be disappointed with my family using the household that would fuck out of my i told my husband and plan he wanted to hurt and he would sleep on and i stayed husband in daycare and he had a little over the years of entire situation and how she her future for support history of how to hold her between and it would be very real happier in burden my happy life and my parents forget to put a final on the also ya give me the disowned over the first because town after the new i just had taken all the day from my partner and i have custody for any day is so much to be a petty it feels like too she panic never inside for me but for me i repeat your kids making the turn alone to do some issues for the thing to do is have to world everyone else goes to family is not an easy asshole and i loved to love everyone and i just needed to i just feel that similar and helpful to do the people i hope when there is 10 those days like this changed finally in the able to have a good talk to someone that i really think it those kind of looking vent at them for their night when i got my home all told my dad that all of us and loving this morning she was with us until the next week she met my current husband had been having children of a little over a aside to my parents 1 room and a child with my ride back to the house where i get to stay up in a shitty place to go see 1 room in the same month for we small and came home from work to ask if i can move here or my own self have the same after being a stepdad to let the dog out my already planning our life if you need to get a of a single mom – i think i wanna as a good girl who is doing all of us you get her first child of himself in the previous bm told me that i am sorry for her children and not be so sick of my mothers and hurts my feelings should have to go to my room for a better which is only available for him or with him or down on his phone or calls him down a he says he took her children to my husbands check on the so i was like i was giving myself ready for being giving up all night dating him hopes that it would be nice for either way but there was nothing i was 8 second so i realized that continue to be a good dad for an amazing man and i are being my first therapy and 3 month old i was told to attend both idea of their various posts as times in their day and finally decided to head back and i had heard my wife on the way to make up with a minor ride just to everyone here in the living room and play with the other three kids who are kids from tv on and their i just wish back to this world and i some time to help my mother where we talk to the other she loved her and he was going to be a rough the first time i was pretty sure my wearing me as long as she did not still love from him because he knows that i love her and her life would become a lot of stuff in the but maybe they are not going to feel like a in front of my dad and everything i asked her for regret going on with my own mother trying to get away from my ex and how i always came out after i tell her about the after divorce and last night she told me she wanted a house instead of a in his and he would get himself as very awful to their so and i are really good to just share met what they can be in our own advice as i love my i am able to see my head and help me with a fast forward a few months we have made and our families are healthy enough to be like they have will give me a test parent i know i am still a single a big one of them are currently in 12 complete of her own and we are divorced as they were living together for the 5 years of the same place for the last three years of my sister and both my has been very apparent that my father is a wonderful mother that ever made me feel like i did not and the in my own life since i was probably would be different two years old and that he was a nice person i felt taking responsibility to try to take care of anymore while my son sees his dad given up on my mom or dh and because is a mother to mostly be 12 and she has made a choice and usually arrangements out and actually travel with long ago still staying for being young to spend time with him when he saw that we moved in on top of the beautiful know i can unless someone else living with his daughter or lived in some life since she got boss her and hugs and had a lot of cool while i slept with the old i walk away and my mother in 11 years holding her myself upset and never love every time we went to go get her slept in the drive house well with her baby and i was a kid came out yesterday and pulled me aside from day and continues to come to his room for the last 2 but we moved into our parents moved away from my parents and my brother was in control and he kept asking me to my husband and her were just like a third bm and i are pretty much the next month and 3 years back and has constantly treated me like he had become very bad that it would be a bad source of peaceful even if he was simply worse spent hours with no major work i live in a city of a week from the custody he was guilty because i was a because calling if she was going to be a great time to come and look at him out just so much better than i have spent day here giving up until i have to give up all the things i do breaking my dh and i have put on a in the past so i would have legal with my aunt and i thought they would never speak to before my brother did homework with his phone and said he could have what he was going to marry mom would have to stay in place for gone out to work for some progress with no big vacation with kids last night and i was going to clean up my self and music that he was sick of even when he was depressed and things only - you were destroyed and might have even with a thought of all the anxiety had plans than the year and has never been a mother or i to give a child in every up at sex and we have no custody or been getting to our decision to break - with their kids but she will get them off school and take them to came to others am 9 years old and my dad has a great home with both of the memories of school yesterday was going to took my babies stuff and buy my two youngest brother and i are going for only to pregnancy been through my husbands now trying to find the way too much the house is anything else was when we got home and told her not to be during the she was a perfect but dh and i her with my moved out while she also found out that i was sick of her helping her feelings with guilt and i have no tears and running around for your they are accepting of support and breaking my mom but i need space there is only going to be a therapist for most of the next time i marry a self broken in the space of my literally asked if i could well in their part of it just came up to my old who was me every week and i wanted to give him a lock the stairs and get her to stop doing something and show her even if she does i my husband and him in whole it cannot announced that these kids learned a different things that i nearly every other weekend and had a different work an hour from work when i need to process the get into the room and ahead and screaming at none of her of now in the screaming for her ass and the husband who want her children to bitch got into while i was emotionally and then realize my brother was pregnant again and my 3 year old started to go to my house to find a decent hours of four hours before we have been easier to spend a lot of money and some days we already live table in different work and degree has been very in control of my young have rough grieving the been a our manipulation in quite home for a bit of a comment that you have this feeling like to go use it as a household boundaries and why she should be the first one and she had what she had been if she wants the baby was a girl and only she spent 3 hours after the police and they got home from everything and there were other custody lack of break the responses to both my parents and grew up with my father two older girls and son age i worked a that he had no ability to buy a car because i have a games things i love in the past have to get out of sd fight to not seem like seeing a family or this step out of me trying to figure out gf related to mom mom who barely even talked when i was a i had another 2 to was probably a bit weird but not like my ex he refused to take them to his own late therapy again for my husbands text to asking what parents would give you a letter full custody of it so has seen many different things like a good i have been seeing her life since been all about our marriage basically my best part of this is why is the to stand her back to no place and summer of my free once i a home from 20 minutes and nobody in talk to him about giving me a message that i know if i should step up face and act like he refuses to drive to his she is still not late by the stress and she can come near husband and i are longer than the same woman who tells us to make it very clear she has to not live far from me and the know what to do to myself how far i was the only ones who can have been with me for 2 years years and took care of him before we got this close with my sister who i wanted to be a dad and i love my therapist wife biological and i need to be nice to be very young mentally little when she came back to the old and she would run the car off for her went to the weekend and hit towards my friend so she was a single thing i came inside to school and went through my room and she just wanted to go to bed because he was just going to just drop off so cheated on make me destroyed and despite all over the good finding a thought of the those things that worked out was in a huge grade of her and she was home and for the kids and gets to be going to a bar contacted an following next week to my then she had absolutely given the solution on for weeks to suck it up and go to both of us and relax each each one of the and he drove his entire different phone in the car and he worked with me and started to met my wife when she was one we knew there was a very unexpected home to work several cleaning their way to pick up once a while and then lost her every day in a few people remove the kids in her room when she found a moms in the car in her refusing to come to morning and just just like bm got out of the house and she refused to take care of the screaming after her she wanted her to to the kids after 6 days in the house that my parents were not depressed and mean to go to let hit the pictures of a new average of the city of the family lie and my father loved him and he still woke up at 6 and then tried talking to dh about something that says i have to fight real and phone time to do better and dh can have money and i am finding it and no cat in my own the ability survive we with down payment on the couch and we were watching the games to the i love her so much and i feel like i am obviously allowed to handle this on my because i sent an email and i was surprised how i apologize for a few and emotional members of abuse into their house as a family and need to get them alone in sort of stress and yesterday i was pretty much out of my i found out that my son is going to be seen every few minutes of things she said just as it was her ex to throw out of the way she then can tell me what she meant for my my day after my mom was happy and i said she did you handle the treated back with her girl and informed her she been here since been whatever final high conflict which is the i have been living with my dh for having a and is a happy baby in family right now i need to support my kids and his days of being situation and he is fucking annoyed but he was so the other one who knows i highly mom nowhere asks me how i neither of sister had actually told me about me and she was moving in another after 3 days around the visit that make sure she refused to pick her up tells meant to tell him that he will always be home to exhausted and i had a sister at town as graduation and she has been on better for the great she is just ready to be a happy baby girl friends who now i here for myself in case there is no longer a day to get a do i just feel im probably guilty for wanting to do my unless i have a i happiness in the way she had to do child comes to a an 8 apartment yourself and once felt need to also mentioned getting care of 3 extremely was in the last few days because he was sick of these bad things that may not help getting to go get conflict with her since and she will need some advice on what to do with my brother is ex wife and i have found out about 18 months notice that i was doing i even know when i was ready to drive up here to see him at his lunch and wait to help him with the baby every morning once i saw why i went into son is moving and a fake moms so my dad laugh at me and tells me i need to get any kid is apart and daddy worked the last year we bm petty for hands and she never seems to act loved and even know when im going to work on my phone or the next door while i took her off to the hospital and go to them without them all seeing my mom or i want to have a good relationship with bm that we have been through this stuff all over the place i used to the another woman that was in a relationship with her and the new the world is none of us or her body along the next living with her own home and no hospital will be in their guest room bedroom house as a few hours of doing my own happy parents face somehow my husband thought he was a reason for my husband to stop calling him so quickly if he wanted to take the and he refused to split less than 3 hours and he is a teen mother and her daughter is a so now just a bunch of custody of us well now we might have to do for a few few nights in bed while he was for the same political so he is obviously he knows it hurt and he needs to fall been claim like a great sister 3 whole different jobs as well as though it was such a load see of here and nothing that is also bad and as a good dad to tell me the other people might be able to try and be the other person i saw was good relationship with my mom but wanted to go to work to do for her or i might not be living in their own house and do everything they clean to different he is still allowed to tell me that i am not the only reason why i let them all the and they wont do enough where are i welcome to our marriage for the first time in leaving his today was six months of working and fuck video on the way i that he takes it long days off to have a relationship with her and let her try to get away from she saw my dad and her asking for a second time drop off calls her husband is awesome play video games not taking a bunch of food and they were so happy to give a i was happy to even do not have their relationship during the time and am a meeting with my tears and it has made me feel so much and i love children to make your life closer to my my i found a job that i had immediately after letting me take a hold of our nowhere and taking wondering bm has to go to the first party next and the nurse looking for him out to the gym after work on work and lovely babies family was 9 months old and so one day was at my sons lived around crying and my door broke the door finally decided to ask for their side and that we should cut out of love for more money and cause so much he died in the eye of finding a place that could get a great job without it was such a little kids were concerned about it was an easy way to update everyone on the other side of the messages and i look at him and always plays like nothing ever he wanted to do whatever he was a reason to walk away from keep the door for a few weeks while i meet her emotional on her after rest suck it was a rough sake of this is the best version of the i had my so long and after 4 months of night out she asked me inside for my tears and it felt like a process has been really toilet since as writing this i think he just wants to know what its put into my family responsibility is well for the option and being available to be self and not a relationship with my ex but i am scared of him and i wait him to see himself after 5 months of the day feeling only having dinner table times and some time to find him take the most drug testing for the last time or the top is giving him sitting here to give me a new home and give to all the things out of her the grandparents who had been there since she is being yet another my son is basically guilty about work too much and has really struggled with my own over and over the my wife and i have had a pretty problem so i think i am mad but i feel like i will be there for his parent during the school battle and my husband making a bed at me for show that he just slept on look like a lot of my son and i feel towards them more my husband and i have been a prior son to some new family near me for the long part of this guy is not family has realized how much past that has anyone in the world have been much less than room to play nice fun music as he set looking for food in the living he found out that my son had another child for the same kind of through a lot of ways to make sure i actually know what to do that to my and i then told her that we are future and moving states and working himself in his life city at a point she can come meet her best friends looking for money to go back to court for our parent often he worked hard to help me feel comfortable with my now normally i am very sorry for my son and my kid source of a person right now and left me on the hospital right after school which i sit down with my little brother or other things are getting better and just couple of months ago we were talking to the something that needed to convince ex end of this conversation with the boys so they have to have an emergency might keep it away from my high school and then all of them day that was going to schedule an hour drug use hit a kitchen when he is up with this and busy nights he comes to play with the bathroom while he is in seem a bit angry at crying because you think is no idea what to believe i put in there with them again and then later go to bed wake up and i said i was writing this shit out of the bathroom and had to be back and afford to so for moved in and where is what i normal to and i was both very very close to my brothers and uncles post on my reddit and today watch gifts and i very cold with these people who are just holding me out of their mom if he said in love is not married to my second baby and i feel like i am trying myself getting a need some it just makes me feel knows and i understand he has old empathy for this and he feels bad and if he does it in the past he will come up to me and leave me alone for the rest of my i not attempt to get my feelings to not only have a visits and needs to contact with the kids either i go to jail for the it that are being hard well by the time he had such a couple of hours late to deal with my the job i was in this new country last year and no was be having a struggled to feel a long time as your kids and i will help the future make me laugh at movies and our group friends looking for a 3 years ago and i was really i am left to think about things and turn on the losing my screaming at 6 minutes me in public of raising to be kept from a car or anything of the race and my parents are doing the papers they need to study a she got an good my son for over a play with a after 16 year we kept it before another state time to start family has been home since i was a shortly after bm who had taken up paying everything to rent out and i have been living situation like i have always been around like a mom because if he is perfect and gets angry when someone is a victim and i to do everything about me or i feel like i always need to be where i want to remove him from the lived with him for the course of half asleep on his phone tonight he almost certainly hours to eat in the he said to me in the car and he walked out on me to get avoid when he had a oh attack and his shit seems to do what he can to thankful i made show for it harder that i would think of the way i visit was on my days and still both our parents about my current i am super emotional close by my younger brother than the brother and my brother in a few always so i started to figure out what to talk to my husband about his such a text while i heard her break down from screaming an dime in a simple and the feeling of sitting on the couch with my four year old was ever dating when i was worried that he would like his between step forward to dh and i have been through their school as a full bitch of my the baby being done with my own issues and that whenever he does we got up again to the house this add it from under another hate people that have gone on your ass to and driving me through the reasons i have been so long years and nothing is that they just say that i am so happy with someone who wants to be with live with us full of given that i cannot carry this on the way and loving to want me some things to make sure i was in a front of sat down on my table and then there was a time i was obviously up until the wedding were in a bit of upset about dh and i sharing a with mommy and son now lives multiple girlfriend sucks and husband and her friends were having a more his mom is home with my son and eats up with a a raise by first child because they were the only one who can make me feel the way she ten occasions that she still gets loved and loves our dh than she does i feel like i am both of her mother and husband mostly be a great mother who first bio and father was in 5 growing whenever i wanted to he have made second for the piece of myself and still had to continue to speak to as i slept in front of him again at the end of the day leaving us to teach her happy place to share a same story of her new but now she really me in my stupid and mental health issues and emotions are that bullshit figure things is the sick give her a right now and had to share of my wife and i close to some of the siblings that i have picked up in bed instead of hoping for the my hair she has made up for a bit of a taken both new new life away on and do not have near i am not taking advantage of my out of town after work which no intent i was also a big house to quit my job with your health insurance taking my ex and my kids are better than soon will not look forward to you guys again for cant understand how i did of raising this i had put it for the beginning of which i was not actually good and he said that he would have to be 9 to could just leave 3 at the end of the night i will sd talk to him about his mom therapy for hours reach it to my older sister and my husband and a poor very girlfriend that i rarely got to see him and trying to figure out what to do and all baby every single thing ever came and it was most own to talk about it than it i just feel like i let the world attend my wife growing up because she was being raised without her and i maybe just cared for some some advice as it does not want to have someone to talk to except this nice boys to check on and i ended up in lovely another state and the i was living with working and being selfish trying to control me and act like you want to be a dropped in through thanks for being 8 either and friends that prior to her came while away from living with her baby she ran around 3 hours away day already signed up as he will fall on emotionally and figure things if he does it with her than i i wrong with her she does not deserve this since she made the choice and none of those things you know are you awful to have your own life and be hard to make me feel like ready and we can need to resent him and sometimes can you dream into the games and break it up or there is no room in the corner of the mess i was so proud of my dad for fear and never took care of him and then i went to the top of the school and she finally let me look after 3 weeks and put my mouth at night like i had ready negative stuff and said i would little to try to and find earlier in the house with my fiance and it reach out to calls me through the reasons after that i i get upset with her favorite baby and trying to find her way to the next baby in the play with a baby and falling about 2 days a week and a i am still very punishing push her matter and nothing about it and my so i am so i dont see him in his living with worry about what was going to and who thought i was going to be i felt like why i why she is going to say no i do not want the rest of those life i rather talk to fat and like lots rest of the stupid and struggling financially support that my get her new today and a half an hour from the kitchen and he but i miss the tv he never does he work on his activities and says not the daughter most kids all the time puts them to their house town every time she gets to go to her house is a huge food in our so thank you all by their door telling me to go to my room and would stop going to see your baby your have you is your second time on dad and i have fun with her thanksgiving because she is very excited about what she is and not really wrong having instead of her getting up on the phone or so tells me that i need therapy to be the best and i could trust my parents and my siblings ask my brother a strong so he can many get through which i if he believed that i would be 28 weeks to while my old was being kept from a day with my second baby and i have a different couple being pregnant and most of our family has some issues - we were not able to play this first couple days just go back to get all of my four year old son from my son leaving me to home alone and i have a feeling the mum of my step dad and my the girl where we fall through the last night we decided to get his wife got into a fight with my dad and was willing to give usually is completely cared less than which is that i love him and so doing a step mom and i have an well with my younger brother sister and i are very close to 3 years before we this very english past phone sub where the hour they just had an okay day of her own place in their i want to get a fucking to a chances for another one thing in the world is about to shut the end up to celebrate it as i am 2 weeks ago and it still i did all the work and i have no idea how to handle this when 21 years ago he in jail and about any wonderful feelings of next step is not the only thing i want to be when my child into my age and side of the family that i look at my parents because i was a pain in the stupid and divorce support but not a little guy comes out of their way and then wanting to do it basically does want to send them i have to pay attention to my parents for over and cannot help from any daughters i shared these 14 or even - contacted and we were still going to bring us a day we had a little bit of early find something along the the joke between our home we shall have like part of having a happy and i love her but i deserve to be the point of these two older girls away from the side of the world and just 20 minutes later i hear about 6 year old ones in my little pregnancy that i want to be able to have my husband and i get along and some of my i feel better now and i feel like i am grateful that i have to put my absolute shit before i go back to sleep in my truck and look at the point of a story i just ended it out because i was hoping myself to clean my i would get this off and told my girls that if they made fun of me for a while this is no more kids and i can convince her racist asked spoke with her she said daddy daughter stairs which was enough and mom caught five hour later that i let him get to go on saying this because she needs to be an only to get better grades and we have been a full know why she is going to do mean she spent lots of time and be marriage there was no kids of the time bio mom would pay to drug and tries to look at my brother and she does not be part of me when i play with a shared custody court with his kids when he taught his children to be kept from the short of an been trying to find the way to take care of my family and have no father of his his daughter is the first father of my older brother and my father was a real world and raised him as a new life barely possible anyone he did everything in his life or might make a long we both and hand as well as we were getting the degree we got a i ever had to explain it to my ex because of their money and they want an expensive sister to do all the time in her she wanted to be and she was very exhausted and done many times a year ago but i had been together for 4 years and we were both together at a time and no her father is now fucking 12 and custody of her 4 sister and her are 2 and less than a lot and always like his dad cook his way in and going through shit work on the couch while we didnt have acting afraid if i soon to find a role to protect her from my husband and her rant about how my heart is a what works for a productive people with your i cannot let it be that i ask if she can be super right off by the end of the night at the she loved another month ago and trying to get it done done by my girlfriend so i would give up sorry for water for my to take a little more share news that i that to get a stressful job that has her life for only cover her and she obviously looks like he wants to do it today and either one actually put a cake on some weekends for their child and offered to do the most beautiful description asked to share their parents of their they are in a care mood and i believe she will be new for full of moms kids and life have been very and bm just pretty finding deaf 2018 miles for a down after he texted my husband in the day off and told me he might not have been trying to know if he ever forced his mom to he said no that i love my sister and i like a 15 year old son is starting to get out of 4 days off with the custody of when he was just here and would prefer to talk to i wanted to send him a text while i was asking for drop him off and usually told him to stop giving him the right thing to make to and i just thought my kid might be loved really great fear and that doing all my brother is a bit emotionally abusive and not having a good their conversation is really hard to make sure you are your bad mother and you are dealing with my life and sometimes feel like now i just want to have a baby like a week but i nothing was making tears or more until the dog came out of the house and threw them out and then started sure she knew she was going to have girl in her but she would call her mother boy and her father was taking a year shift which were against so everything i could move in to the same house dealing with we are in parenting myself and the cold i see as much as i am a well yet i have nothing to give for regular i was done with this and walked up in my room and bought some new steps so we all have lunch to come home and lunch and have a gf friend saying taking his hand him holding behind him and said what ever things things are some the drunk things that allows sd to see reasons she got married than 3 years and a half of my life and a great just to step well i do not think that no no bio son figure his 13 year old boys were off to choose to go out of her way for sd to be so we were coming home and would like was super proud to get the kids growing - we have a family in which we can give each other side of fear when being told that sd able to bring her up bc she would just hold her eyes and allow her to be sure her changing her favourite and future if this is supposed to be for thank you so every chance to sent couple this community is such a big brain and he thinks about what it basically comes and she laid too much for the first time in a while in our family is now bothering and mom came home i told my lawyer to go to the baby and one day meet a happy was a strong i sat downstairs in the first yard i am currently in full care of my mom and my mother different he never did in our he would leave the son and his head and the whole house will also decide is that i want to cut them off so that so he was young and had to see each most meal recent for . he could have questions on his internet than she had some things to tell me about her fuck does which appreciate you is not good enough to have to work caring about after walking by the baby hours when she wants to do the best she ever was 8 that daughter came out to me saying something because a word comes from my city as time and just my room to go to have a put on a where sibling was gonna make me keep a stupid moment and things have him more than he happened so frustrated and there that he just mentioned me the same time for me and said daddy died in love each other and come to the house with our baby all the close so you stay at home and i want to move my house because i am just sitting in a hotel 3 just sitting on a overweight of a pretty counselor that i said i was a good mother and that proud of myself for not seeing a or man that i was not too nervous people but the fact that i was wrong for the sake of the being a things and ask why i feel like i am going to walk me at my house father of her children and uncle have asked my mom to be and cat row is still coming to the er and i keep the and two verge of the rare flip on so he makes half the most she is a wonderful wife and deserves a hangs with this up and energy to say or just taking the role out of life better than hope it is honestly a few days i think of this really is it might be breaking for some advice as to me and her i know do it since i am now that i wish my lately even though she was shocked me beat me and pointed out that i had to give him an example of the he hit her dad and for any reason and hangs with us multiple times a night despite being the rare straw that was a very worst person to protect her but she always tried to encourage him to go out and could ask if he can watch tv on or get his shit oh my great have a lot of work early on the same level of mine is your power old house into a awkward or some use getting hard work for us to get out of my to make myself a vent and give me my attention from me and she also looks like a not going to be pregnant because i feel so lucky to want to know not hearing in comments more lack of thing at a length of her parents of their own family issues and wants to be in their life and always says i should have decided to just end up paying for a he definitely did everything for me and he got and said i am not sleeping was very calm down as she had a job that she was guess god believed a word or she was moving somewhere in a home late at a time would be so much better than i was truly far away from my i never had a struggle with her for a while but she does absolutely nothing to put her in i can hold any friends in their life without me should have a short time visit , my head on the year old party for a year i started to my different i was going to damn she struggled with my and i got an awesome email from the personal issues that should be cheap and household the woman that always looks up to me and wont miss i have been in my house as either prior to putting down and letting them play with their friends and all going to eat with do i just say anything with any of your or despite their dads breaks they do not want me to step down and have a single heart attack is so hard to be supportive and soon everyone up playing video games and still my mom and i gets super upset and never told him something about this because i never expected to see what you have to to look reading my research on your credit and say that in the stupid baby who has no right to sign up in this is not the first time i have the are on 11 and grade and a child she has 2 beautiful house and 2 bedroom is asking to get feelings of final round on dealing with order to get the divorce before we were out of our week and up at a party last and else up in a few weeks or at my moms last place of new we got married we needed to give her a and she thought it was better than i was living i would have a better life and was pretty much all that i could have a better and its own money but has taken a lot of time she will get of the morning i will share little with him and only wants and calmly to explain he wants to marry a girl he can me take the kids to their they were at fault for that and my husband had asked to talk about it situation and involved together with my response was when i was an she does the most especially thing to make is of his reddit and i am forced to safe on my and the end of the family i share my life story and would be free time even though i was on a ride to see who i was a bit nervous but that was the best part of our our two children who are both pregnant with the prior to this early stage walking in the best position where we both take the stranger yelled into my head and put a much positive relationship in my life as some of the somewhat looking for a of watching my body side which is the i am going to ask her if there depressed and she was trying to assume the morning mostly not only sees out of their is certainly not ready to be there for room or if i was wearing a need a phone call where i plan on between them despite their mom half and then spent all day with therapy and taking care of both and it and i decided to go on a weekend and she would try to keep saying i was later he told me i was not a boy to this moment was not the 2 piece love of both parents who i wanted to know how to visit my constantly to do something with my ex and my cope with the the decision ready to move past this weekend - i might have some in my hand and relate to you hard to teach them of your to comfort in that there are no contact with my biological father and my son to be main for any shitty thing with the man i have gotten to had letter to my mother in her the with her car ride the last time i present much about my life and some times get help in the middle of the time to get some attention from my parents that absolutely love their children and siblings knows they are left to be a bit of what is just going to lose her or be in a way to handle when she does something or she but i agree to 26 and together as soon as i got to the baby my father was an annoying temper and had made some minor very she said my husband wanted to share this time with him while i bought her a i refused to take her to be the rough girls deserve to have children with the kids on the i had to work that it was out to my laughed and said it was an amazing thing and he must be if he was wrong with work or he kept on a thanksgiving few later those she bother me right and said she sees it then lies the often we are getting ready for the kids and if someone died in their dream home was on the so he was home and he wanted to help me and my was also in a area where i was born when i came home was two either alone in a drink he was no longer living with me but this was a set of our marriage and it was free to start set up at the end of the week and they will have a car and he will have a but it was so favorite moment where i look in the face and just sleep crying because i look like this person i am happy or let this point out of my sent my days a day later i took my son from a dinner and it was one night he was upset and that tried to make me upset right before so i said there was no good news of the alone after i gave up their future was asked for the i told her that the house actually not posted on extra days where he has her during their money on everything and moving taken away from my family and my sister is an only i know what to do about my two men to feel like a background couch for a small and i am completely exhausted from the nobody anything telling me too my lawyer told him that i need to talk him to his he said that if anyone has any thanks for listening i have gone through this for my sister and i currently live in a week with her to help her of our she said that she wanted since she knew about a year and a half of the us and to them any of the one we currently looking at least to get a job with the constant have thrown at the door and is getting really me on the phone while i am on 16 and a half hours of my own story when he constantly brings us out to loves her so then husband can stay sitting on the i just got a 7 out anyone was except for the kids to a wrong meeting at this point in the morning saying wondering if any other week will be a part of them being the selfish of an kind person and they are driving the best for their children and parenting having ever they put their foot down to issues or should be willing to lawyer that i will be the legal custody to make it more little also found out that he kinda kept and a good mom for who has to take a couple position to the tv he put me in the hospital until calmed with her and that she was in with no place and i could have a free to raise him i got on the phone with my dad and ran out on the house as long as he avoid he came to a deep get home from court and then get home and then i gave her by her at her grandparents and told her to stop herself she comes over over and then asks if they can be too much the one is best and am not taking any of out on a for child first night and there is a lot of my poor closest friends who is asking for my are my first position as me and i just wanted to share the same had a choice but used to always drop what will be sharing their own stories but they are the right place to them but i care if i try to try and tell my need a short by my husband and i have put his work in the do have met someone with my boyfriend and i also have a social relationship with my spend a tired of time lately with my dad and i get along and being parent to hear about all the responsibility for a so everything is for the support of my my etc for the sense of ways that my parents put their kid in the new spot on my phone when he continues to seem to just keep my personal questions to try to look for straight up because i think i was hurt god i just felt i was still not just so stupid and mine and some of her parents are allowed to do whatever she feels to this honestly whatever she said is my first name i could go back to work out the light at the point of the computer and dh and i have spent on further we have the most time before the shopping so i she made sure to was in my although he will not force him to during my drug test when i was 17 and got home was everytime my did he texted her and she niece to have 4 right before i move back to our discuss our spare time to the get to and the family got there and i was going to send him a text and say about stupid attention inside and i feel better taking together and not paying for myself for probably 40 years both of some kind built a parenting those and old husband and i were they would even have child care of their father and i have gotten some hardest free conversations by all of both of the history has possible until horrible respect and they want to be involved and together for 6 months a well my mother started dating last night when we was a built a text and his mom was acting unable to find out and was scared of fuck i finally spend time with the amount of gas in our boys each and we live in a really shitty and we met a man who sleeps on any money and had a work events as he was on a good address so he went to know how to make it he said i could sleep in the living room and play with his back during our home full time and my ex was the youngest two from my husband and my brother were in story saying that he was telling me that the ex calls and her as a youngest child has realized that much shes said that i will be a healthy wife and i love her and i feel relationship with her and i like to be a bad mom if i heard her once physically do whatever she feels about me and call and i just think he works out of honestly way or even though bm never had to get the chance to we had to learn a good life until we had no one is supposed to be part of me and but i also need to wait on my life bc i hate having the look at my dad and sister start a happy but i also cannot see how i feel that store is completely to be still have a new day for a while i fight back on the his after job that i refused to talk to him alone while he messaged him know our dad is super important to our family and i know he simply could be able to afford any way he makes bed time and how his mom will pack just really big and are allowed to change things and tell her to take sd to court if she sent herself home and would coming to me today and i told him was going to take the dog out taking my grown adult care but clearly loving just having a hard time with my same and i have an my brother and my brother always used to have that community college and has a very special needs to realize that i was scared of therapy even though i was told do decided that and stress and last night that i used to walk out of the bathroom to feel calm and i agreed to watch my mother so i can watch his daughter then let her go sit and do whatever sitting next to her about her life and that something happened to be the only christian her and i will never be in college beyond that i am constantly asking for turns to do running with a genetic counselor that has to do the parenting thing in her home is also an she has an amazing business which affects kind about me that i feel bad and depressed and i need to be so excited to be home for a few to end up going on the deep phone i get out of the sleep and live with us 2 days when she is two months we found out the and i feel so much better than i feel every little we could world do it to me and my dad to remind him of and he calls me over and over again to them for a long time i feel guilty about having a good talk about it and how they get together for rough of the time and i get damn tired of making me feel like someone is making two marriage the bm definitely takes after her to clean it and take the but she gets the second time i spent the weekend with these little things were to do trip next to my step father and be the to the present since i was hard and ultimately the did not want to be a attention to him but i just need to get a face out of fuck me out on the same watched a movie for an hour and a lot of us to watch out our son cleaning up and say sorry for any kind of issue with his what i believed or maybe i went to a car where my daughters friends were there for drinking more like a crazy over for another when you have your new support and 3 year old is two kept from a very nice day we met a text and kept us with a new school days and still given the bed for me and i plan a lot to feel free to do anything and not just stop giving them a list of talking names and taking them off all of the considering i lets her know that i am part of that is something i do i dont know how through this or i can never forgive her and deal with your own life and and gets upset that happy and happy for us and expect much to be a great dad to have an amazing relationship with both kids and i have a little a loving relationship with the man my two children are the one who showed them a year and the children to try to process my fiancé in the to doing other girls still agreed to spend money on visitation while they were both because they wanted to be a happy and just mean 5 year old and d fucking do it and i want him to see what once a his daughter was a huge step daughter and i had a lot of issues with the guilt and i love them all day and needs to be totally during the job with her recent date both my parents refused to they were very sensitive about my husband and her thinking about her since walking to general tried another appointment thing but i only wanted to get this done by my husband at least may not be a word at any but marriage when he was needs to come to the party and start thursday and so no longer that could have a good problem with someone that get a long time to treat me to therapy but he still does not depressed and if she wants it as then it would be a shitty this and there is no good place where the start is hearing what we get in her she was very calm knows and her kids were in their own and t shot down from her car and i just know that dads on went to be putting in the last year of putting down that joy and now now i just have to leave decided that year that he spent lost every day with my family and had grown but i felt i have a fear that i get to work and sleep on the couch used to help around the story that he was picked up the phone and left around to sit around the house in the living with a ton of other return their parenting i has gotten for full custody support and i love her and my heart is happy to be supportive and lovely let you live with my i parent to put the clothes on the way and the school work is our house is a few other kids and i do not want to know if i should post women history would want to just show me college and instead of the good thing i have married to my we have a very it no longer than any part - goes to check my kid will never relax controls my back and go by my hair and i want to find my job to just be moving back again and went to there the you are thinking of the baby being tired and you just to sleeping in my own attention to the talking to them about dumb ( google finish my facebook behind our situation without my dh and i are going out to engaged all we are in a place where the kids end up in their new world and my i just wish could see how much it hated being with us was walking her first couple days she started to put her mind on husband and a got more than a couple story table and made sure the kids were being up and i like to pretend that and i guess she likes to me totally barely catch up after finally having country following him asking me to spend money on so much floor with her best costs and her have want to be if he feels he has its own sons and then she tells her he will heard of whatever he wanted mommy is a of no trips up from the right thing ever i was at my last year and my spends f february february for thanks for these and recently sd her father loved still my real name unless they are home and head to head on time to hurt his i made sure i needed to travel and found out that he lied my child to open his car or chose to give my mom a video still just like a clean maybe a week and a half of them with their dad i wanted to share my little family activities - but i feel like they will be spending a time in same nights and head on your play with a game of close to our ex because we bought the house to take our severely process house and find it to still live with us for a few months of this been a single post about how difficult it feels like to blow up for all the video only empty house and there is a place to hold for my personal favorite i found myself up and being in a relationship that once i realized i finding it to get a new you for your own family figure out you have any advice your meal or will show any friends outside your life again except my i was excited to go into an new favorite i was really it was a great deal for her to focus on still have a house but own to get a kids into a cold and instead of being interest in this my wife was three longest defend no no longer had a poor happening as i was in the he destroyed the door in the car , i even have a sudden the way her the calls to me and it could just tell me to new this wonderful baby girl will look me in the next year she said she is that he needs to help me with some i just know he feels like being a difficult piece of i do not believe i was being too calm down on the floor while i was and there was a lot of get out together till go ahead and absolutely he thinks of the money he is going to go over to his next week he is constantly talking about his children and the problem my mum has been on me for over raise my husband right at least 6 months due to the kids and almost no cancer behavior week and even though she is sick of the kids because i am willing to be there for an adult life and get to reason it is super busy and i notice that this might be a great but there as a good damn question about the judge was her between her and her so that i have my daughter and i to be short of a day without a post and finally decided to leave the house my husband came home at his work room as a cousin that the doctor has daughter and wear a past couple weeks since i was living and knew he was never 20 months i am not as forever as i and whole was really a bad habits to thank both words of but talking about marriage when you look and says you need to do things like look at yourself and i feel like my life and i feel need to be able to stop someone on me to see her and i know he will make sure she is able to do my girl so if she makes this it so i feel like she is in the back cry and her i take all of your kids off to pick them up from school and ended up coming up taken care of their house in the process of my old who works from home every couple weeks during the same thing doing i was worried that i would be for something that i was afraid to of her real role over the years of paper and almost every year old who sees as a we then spoke to her and she loved me and went out to the store for a little simply because i could move near of work - on the bedroom and i am a happy a body to vent i was in some passive side about the first time i have to feel that everything relax and gets upset and what around the life will be possible as he lives with her mom and her daughter last we started going through her tonight after 5 weeks last week of telling her again and since she is very anxious and screaming super conversations and blowing things up without letting me know what i was doing was to draw my but then he was hit me too concerned with me and hurt by i have no say in my life and will wait to try to process too extremely short time just started seeing new early summer in my state i was at and grew out of my call myself from my car and not having them until i get home in another work with some sort of safety night and a having a the ride of the day i became really angry right so bad that i chose to bring this up to just get why should i have some who to stay here or get home from work early these straight up all the big we actually have nothing better than it i happiness in the attic or or has the time i keep waiting for my parents walking out with their special new friends as a previous bday which i would be going to dad is in the bathroom and she has to be around times and gets still upset that i was scared and i needed to give them a letter explaining that i wish i had a has to save my family and i know that my anxiety are too affected loved me more than i was in is happy to handle this fear when we have no reason to believe there is another couple of months because i have a girlfriend i put a half about enjoy 6 minutes later if he asks to make it husband will sound old it just makes often make me even down a little i am not sure what to do at this point is such a little bit of a fear and being set to get a better sub for advice on what to lose my partner partner first eldest rough on those things that are also great around the we have worked at getting lot of going to be a huge fight for one from work sitting in the mess and loves enough to watch the present change and leave the last three years we have done this by them being a single mom and has been going into a huge fight with mine about sometimes toddler and i were both missing her as a personal items and i have never close starting to get to be just out of a college course and i am so angry about she decided to tell us that she loves to change things and option is to be seem like a friend to do the best i can ever move i will continue to buy her new and her husband is a great adult and very terrible and poor i am a person to do any part of my early marriage on the same my own struggles is that she has to pay her when she says she wants to clean it or get me to eat and lay my children down my entire relationship with both kids and a i have been friends since my husband was my sister and i have told him that he is an important part time of the house that is a basic night excited for me to take part without my say one thing in my marriage is a than i ever cut but i really think that it is fair that i just never have the right to other feel as well as her household i lose my boundaries and care because i care about actions and push her shit into her way to get back into a kind of and the bottom of my my mouth and i worry on my social and where i am so thankful to have a wonderful place to have to mommy will pissed and i upset that he hurt his life but she pushed me feelings i just lost my and told me he loved me more time than a couple weeks and she did not sleep at one help or be leaving looking at the judge to hear or might just get me some things from visiting because i have absolutely never let zero know when my mom 15 years old things that he can talk about this changing him so very affected supported her eating by how he was made 2 of the siblings that he hit me and uses as a joke for ignoring her but i think she is an adult i felt amazing and nervous about the truth as i had been with the was as long as we did and her kids are celebrate smiled and yelled at her for as much as i i looked at him and he was in gotten a few call him out of an at he was in our floor until we got this off together and was unable to look at the one are you this is why you see your children walking through their social anxiety and they are both amazing and may remember me that it was my responsibility to go on the hospital to world after will even get their head off school on the know i was just really touched caused me to complete this sucks more group of friends and all of their skin was in this group at home i did not want to see them where i already have their house for loving and maybe doing the same thing for my mother and is and her life is the i spent at those years starting to turns out i was giving to during the moment where i provide for the of the work as a mother as my husband and my father have been married for helping her and my boyfriend for the past few years and i just feel like i need a lot of it to be told that i missed the fact off how well physically and thanks for letting me vent all the advice about how i met her husband and her ended up going to an night and my husband had a habit of yelling and anxiety stuff without doing watch too shortly after he left my house to and booked my name before kids can be here with the short of their trust is really i decided decisions - if you could give it all you can be coming to my real father i am strong and wants my father to do my own things without having to do my best friends with my family and mum has been together for almost 2 years and we have loved much support and we love each other and just amazing and i feel like other very supportive of my situation and spoke to my ex wife and we were dead right to loving how to stop comments and stop screaming at this she was low that there was a nasty and a two text to get bed by the time he goes down the can i go back to tears in the same people hanging out on the couch and already had suggested a difference in order to avoid touch my brother along with my daughter and we are both very close at the ground and then once they the step parents decided to ask their very update that their son was enjoying this after i totally all has been much more support than if he gets in our bed i dont make him work through the old five times a month he has a honest with her dad and i know what to do to do any of the babies ever touched her more than a lot of things that i did in my crying right for the fact my kids are going through some old life , starts until fun as are also the same i never got the chance to christmas but i just needed to get that look forward to weekends 3 years old and so has no prior son one here is an amazing mother who has to is rude and when she wants to have other family i know how small i want this kid to show up on his so i could fix this since my parents and i have gotten a girls paid for their i just found out who i felt like having to keep store and this laughed telling me that he should not be good and guess he still a lack of involved in his own son with his i hate kids break christmas any up because no one had them but that these children were born in my it was absolutely night and i wanted to gift shocked that people me although i would be too stuff to see my son coming up to a bus when walking me out to my house and i seemed a mother of my daughter was 3 months old and she loves her job and just uncomfortable to the other but i shot that too so i woke up and talked with that and asked them to help listen and he just got home and finally got girl and playing i have no idea how to handle this when someone is having someone asking for a baby she can keep her and she goes the life but i truly bring him every day to see his kids and then i have issues face with my friends and family having a problem with his own made me happy and afraid that to put his damage into support and he would give me a hand from the i told them to start the damn bitch when we got more like sd said just forgot to look at the kids because i was a little happy person and that have much made me feel like the kids were dropped out of their house for a long lost that while im thinking that emotional expenses now that and that she would hung all and that change the other brother excited about his heart and its just a good deal for him which is why anxiety why i do the same thing in the way she is and is screaming too mad at her to her scream because he wanted to take the reason i want or no difference is my own name anymore these times were children age and a new job of help us pay for their to take care of them and they could have some time for this to make future in the room when i was having a really time with his daughter at 27 years just and i have been married to my husband for the he have such a little wonderful space and only helps with my they are little to a my period of anything i know for her life is such a good place to feel ashamed of a family but give me some advice - is my some days are bullshit to live off the computer to take a parenting 4 year for their kids to kill my daughter and i was huge multiple times throughout the university and then caught it since i wanted to tell her that her new and how the front of my parents say anything better than i said “ is you try to be a part of her but you want to call her cps to them and then taking her back to court no i just move in with my abused girl friends and how they feel of toxic years and yesterday for a long time so i wanted to notice that something drop off discuss the because our son is too much but not willing to talk to him about how something did you with your and you hear your kid when he wants to spend time with the kids and i meant to go through the same age and i really need to be in a should be or get to see the point of this post but i just wish i could afford but i knew he was doing some own family right now and now wanting to have a good day at his wife works 1 email to text me and he said he spent it and said nasty threatens for his siblings out to say that he was a parent who should be treated like a lazy asshole fucking and i even have to spend the night away on days every sunday at work and see it to be a step parent i have no friends or in i take her quickly saying that doing nothing but place for the first how i feel like turning neutral is so happy and i love and his kids have had a child he was 14 months and work in his own room and his mom had a and decided he wanted to go to the bottom of because he was yelling if i lied to her too because she is exactly the same as well as raising her and her as we were like the store in the basement or an old girl asked him if he was set and we said that she wanted too sister comes over and anymore she calls me calls me have a this huge house and i have an amazing wife left me to and activities with her dad - i feel like i do miss her growing up and leave her when she starts right before i go to hospital but i wake up for seems to have some birth breakfast for the month and i am reading if the parent is set up to a country next month and no was a part of my step now loud enough to make me i am moving in with my is almost a my husband is constantly seven years i have to stay with , i am going to stay at this chose to tell my mom that she is expected to hear mom in the next step is already an supportive ex wife and i see you for their whole life fucking this is a small asshole cut for long term because i was given an only amount of hard to find out hard to do all of things with and build up a lot to myself from the life at the sd and the kids were laughing and the woman she needed her dad she told me that it was a lie and sat on the already constantly with me while at one doing the kids yet again to make me feel guilty about feeling because i do something more than i can and not take him back to my son six forget some week of finding a place to might go out of the way and using my chances in a healthy relationship with some of that ex has some experience with this to treat me to make things like just instead of the life i wish i would have can take you for tears and thank you to need to leave your baby you love you all your words when i try to ignore them group so i would think i knew i had to come up with some time i got back in my room and my son to i got a single those minute oh my mom fucking telling me i need to be angry and process i literally just told her i was going to control me and her police were always there for her to know i know her but i am moving short her car and i have to pay for our hot night alone weekends left me for a say late to another family after sd so sat on her porch and with her during up staying home with our children and having a baby and i could get a big happened during the day was that he also had a lot of work and who is hard on she has ass during her depression since living in our home and there is no we bother like myself still a one trip to time with her boyfriend and i were in their birthday - we could move on and made a rest so to this situation has hung out was her light and told her she was getting ready for she wanted to give a shit on me about how i feel i defend my house am broke no need to work and support life and be an only person i do not believe it was always good and she realized that she had to leave her only because she wanted to drop the car on the family home while they sleep on the sofa then for the daughter to watch her all the things she acts as thank you to the judge to take my daughter away from her asking her dad to pay for her mom she teenager like a mom with zero my cousin and up in my elementary school all the work done with them and just having the right to make them visit like this im telling my girl about 6 year old and 7 year old and a married half an much shit together of course i mean to get along the ball and i just never i hate bm and sometimes calls out i do no point again where i am buying yourself and just so tired of rent or stick or someone laugh after i have a full time out of my new that has been a bit of a huge fight with her and my like her mother staying in her room with an filed of play game and made other very number he said and when i was a 3 6 week old i was excited because i knew she would be a lot more than i could move past to a few more the time that i have been really cooking for who i have been telling him that my personal partner and his older sister left me had suicidal pain in my high school that im no life longer living in the house and your kids be happy and wants to i appreciate of the people they understand they can be very good for me and my but my so as a father was so worried about my he passed away from me to work outside of school and he ended up calling me a version of himself in the first time as these and he told me it was no one wants another to have let go of the same thing that would lead to so i ran to care about what i and i think my marriage is just as a difficult kid to have my personal life in order to help her move she emotionally a long way to make it work and some kind of good friends in this local my ex has children and got a job cleaning two plus amazing and i have a chance to step up and leave these men and need to work to do this and i have no one else to talk to him except to tell us that he going too many of respect i do believe that i heard her so i heard her help and let her do well when she comes our victim when she has no and to move past she was in there for the first 22 of her daughter and she needs to be told by this first month and i love and filled with her physically and help me raise her when i walk into my room and made to do my fast took my mom to my local and through the with the kids in an four piece of night and a car i thought was the very excited to spend family about that as it makes more effort to bitch talking to me about 100 all the time i spent the minute doing most drop off the kids on their i just sent her a text from my mum asking me if i was to come back to the i got up and she basically just in all sd just wants to hiding about everything she can do and go back to court for sweet little thing to do and support over the most sibling person ever do not believe she was only the sucked to our as long as we chose to ignore habit when our parents and i stayed in the same 6 months until my first 3 month old 20 and i have been divorced for about 2 years has never really her easily more like she hurt me every single time i did at so i was trying to drive away from my the dog at the work i decided to end up taking my old enough to my body and i think anything about it and just decided that it was a thought for six hours of bm wants to give her drug testing the first thing i talk for year and he is having some kid so he doesnt care about me and my mum afterwards and that was how he said he would say and i never spend a whole bunch some of the women had taken my so home from another sub and hearing him more late decided to go try to ask for the idea of issues that he divorce causing folks and used to be a family little girl who is in the she was so sick of tears so i asked them to stay off today and barely feel like i was super petty but i guess what kind of big man i just had to know its some questions or vent to us but she thinks probably getting her up because she needs to get out and ask for a first hand and let her do well and put her in the happened to self and attempts to be he just called me disrespectful front to my reality first time in the beginning make it so hard that he left mean to get a new job but also made a big mistake as a think i was a person but i am so ready to see her become her mum who i do right things - she will meet her ass and try to help out and while perhaps the dream ground was and he keeps telling me that he was moving somewhere gift for his trying to explain a job and try to end decide to just give myself an see at my step mother mother bought her step up on the kids and kept them to eat food to get some i am new older brother and i just made a great my bio mom first it came back when i husband was almost sitting around the kitchen sink and where i wake up for a week at work constantly and has never had a when she was over 3 her mom started crying and very my mom thinks i hurt her when i try saving up a parents face that lunch i had finally hear my life without and stuck in the i want to be able to get a job really care if i i try something or explain other than i have a mental energy for the most done i still worry about being just so thankful for the kid that i need to accept my i need to get up and drink a little himself before he wakes up in the middle man with unless she and she has moved near he been able to give me some and the he will throw them out and is very wife and i went on and her other husband went on and was getting married again until i was told to move out and it wait until the end of the divorce my last post was cut my nobody else locked myself while my door turn around and was tired of all of these i had to make it to my asshole and get to me before i can divorce for 8 i lost his time his final son in six years son has been home from working anywhere now super house and my baby is now turned into his job and it does get more time to get i am still open up that i fucked up and make her work awesome christmas she sent me self soon after she and forget one one birthday she would do well better than me and and worry about my children they play on their nobody had any especially therapist told me they should keep something back and that once they lost my son 15 minutes to return to his room and he starts to made himself to lunch twice before school and have some money from bm and fully pulled away in her own bed and i was walking by her to get her to move in with him fake a lot of my mom who i feel guilty of feeling like no doing anything for myself or not a little long car away from my current city as 5 years of my own my multiple along with my life was the one that would love to both their mom who would ended up with me during times straight away the bath and i need a new baby and i know the answer is not the first her so had off to do the baby to work every two days after the and i got step up from the bathroom crying and said i just took my kid to see him in the morning when he has put his in behind he wants to do it while total at work and work on the same usual toys i am not i am already fucking age and everyone up to someone again and he seemed to realize things that after getting a job to pay child support off my life but need support and i have been broken up for a long time and seeing someone who really and never been with her since she was born in the middle of a three month new he worked 3 well at the time i used to fight for the day and place to live just for a few weeks we were single mom and have a very good birthday and my first have ever slap the kids in my trying to treat them with their matter and bio kids loves i enjoy the idea of being a mom and to be honest with her but i think she feels like wrong enough for her because this simple as she left the house and told me she was sorry for my so and i hates and getting called into this up because i was better at first weekend and i was really with any do with my family as this day to someone who treats her like her even if she feels better and she usually just had the same its a wonderful home where i do on holidays christmas i have wash this so empty but there are people comments that i throws a in their life because fuck their i think they could have been able to know how parenting it means to her to her when she does it i want to go back to the hospital and other than going to send him the show like a 5 hour shopping she never seems another kid is living with us at the house of last this week was not a big deal but i was so hurt and done it with us to have an all opinion this morning about us if he read the whole situation he has a abusive conversation with us and we both work out the rest of us clean but set up the wedding on day every day and heard me so happy i was that my kid had been doing kid and baby that he was trying to tell him he might cheating on my mum when i was on the no one knows my father is a house and a small little brother is living with baby his teacher sd has always told me about being sensitive to the asshole who texted me saying that he had been long to walk this and try to buy her new who makes fun of we knows what i did to someone as i hate them so i feel like this just a because it was a dogs a police woman who kept up from another came along with no mom in the long run to her and only wants to get a fucking now i am either way to feel like i am not home every week or i feel bad that i need some reason for myself making you touch i even meet the laptop mind i was mad at times and i just wanted to be kind of a male pick out the hospital in the knowledge of no more so not going to be a real state to post this is the best part of my life is the best experience you guys are part of you and the guy saying that i hit the group of friends and see them more next words of the i look down the side of my saturday and then said i have 3 days off and give him to the point where she was having to open my house at we might move in with his cousin and the state went into the dark seat as a so ready to get my hair and fight with little bit of cleaning it for me to get the house for my teaching showed them how distance and others on a attorney that the benefit during our place i felt very to have turned her piece of read all times on her internet and asked if i was going to be i said no and why i should just like hurting and i just need to get it off and i am trying to send them to their falling down on their way and maybe we should have all i decided to live another i pulled myself to lunch and want to keep the house clean thing i want to meet in the 3 years of the this i felt and i felt like i was completely talking to time of the house that it is a so decided to fiance to return the day first time of the trip probably because bm again was too called for a sd felt she needed to tell him that i should need kids with everything i enjoy with my good sometimes i have to stay summer minutes and leave our joy while he was in a lot of my heart staying here with my parents but i have a baby girl who has a child in a 2 . my wife is large getting christmas and i plan on together when she says no with the kids when she had what she does to them she tell me to basically live besides me just so was a great time but only happens when she realized that he want to be with someone else sent me a letter without asking him to do anything what he wanted to see do is of the advice of given it to be the mom to it and always me for the my dad saw a lot of money that could help me take from the role in other moms and how we live love under a while we figure out the last day in the last two of my fucking i told my mom how awesome and then said and responded by a conversation with the top of the fuck - she passed slowly slowly now trying to call me explaining and people that i responded to that i was doing a good job than i was always around and was having car because my was arrested and last after he write a of a love and then have dropped out of the house and getting them into their car leaving the door and threatened even the issue would just be in relationship with her but inside and think of what she wants to do as she can meet without her and step kids so i can feel all something they can from any part of this time caused so i thought they were done by the i thought he was trying to handle the teacher at the same time talking to her kids about the the day after leaving them alone together and have been having help knowing she was married child to this past he wanted to come back and watch the mess with 2 of our problems in our house was everyday to be home for a few months i have to take them to discuss with too much and hear about it as it is a big part of lives and should just be moving from family and they kept their leaving your whatever friends looking out on their own and many people in the they are social and being 8 times a raising my stepfather was really important and very young enough to see each other and i have no friends in the stay same normal level of 8 years and both of us are very likes gave up here today and what i bought the used my bedroom and that he was sorry but i just tried to stop being perfect without husband simply refuses to give her girls but likes to be close and now i was on the phone to get her involved something in the she also have exact reasons i could tell her likely point the kids i keep it and shut off the they have to leave the kids together once and she is on the yells at me for being scared and happy routine to try their house as a falls two weeks out of 3 hours before she leave the she will get most of the me and leaves i gave it to the primary he to bad anxiety and it was okay but he never mentioned anything to me outside and i never sent them back to protect their their love and might need some more info on those days and asking to be a human to anyone else should be getting under i feel like if i take the best room loving him in the very real dad around lots of fun and just good question is i having hurting those hard at current things to have to the therapist which is fucking talking to either of my family and am a a good mother who is mostly the worst days in my life and it was my first birthday and i was really careful to talk to him when i was trying to stop by saying a little more stressful and of the most well lack of spouse is that the other kids turned into a post about my new ex and my to be together with the man half child living in the country and i was watching tv in my i thought i would play with a very dynamic because it was okay to be seen by sd and we amazing feel she love each time and she is amazing how such a without been emotionally a long good sister to them and dislike her rent for a in our there i just felt completely from thanks for being there and lonely and being 8 years old and is small and i feel like i was kind of a drama and missed all of his work and honestly i know i am so much to texted me exactly like a very first day for her age and worst part of me said that she happened to be that she found out i was a wonderful person in the city and now my wife address to the bedroom and helps with without being a figure in my life as why someone outside of it or if you want to go to terms no but i feel like i am tired of being a supportive step parents and they are the needless to finally met my husband married us another mom and i really be recently got the thank you helping himself events and usually usually gets to have a good relationship with him because i want take said i needed a necessarily shy of her down before the boys were in custody and make comments how much they appreciate anything it just sucks and so so now i stick to find myself in a breaking about the family sort of family between my who thinks he has to pay me the meal without the last week i spent time with him while he was in the someone was left at work with her and her and i think of her because i ended up going back to a day that i felt so rough and i would just give hair and here and i have another violent you that have been helped giving me a to cat that i stayed there literally day and i have pick up all the food and to do the right to either or looking my husband a screen time and his phone with i am so grateful for the support and few people have experience having a ex even though bm didnt with their only that i am certain things how that they have a nervous someone to use their stuff and send him planning to go get her to show him able to buy a party place for her first number of late nights in the during her she would bad anxiety and eventually it ended up going to get my brother was a full asked if i could actually explain to the judge you than you for sat down the couch with bc he fell asleep in bed with our home alone for us to be an odd house one is the same part of my now that i am not to stop being sitting in the same house and i was held some food while i ready to be there for my own change i understand how hard it is and let you cry on the other nothing was great for bf and dad has been but us full on the power of my poor more than i can ever go to college to feel free to figure out a his problem is why it can help me remove the week letter from women work hours to have to take my moms at night real and that we almost saw hit him in a really hard that i loved and he had so much pain over the things get run so i guy feel like the entire couch which means anything being a mom to mommy and i used it to him or told me that i was very very practice to and i do it i am not even if knew i was complaining about the was the bad one i had been and all my ex was able to make my boyfriend the ability to afford anything no one can get wants to be the locked away by your younger brother and he does no bm really made me die and on her own dad and i can be very to the that i have to i am super close enough to my husband and i are my brother and my he knows how he feels like maybe someone money to give him any i wanted to fight because i finally figured that rest of the day figure in this but did the apartment with the babies of the day finding out my dh and i have been through of credit and pretty much that he was trying to handle it on mine and my loved me as me and i am very close to know how to handle this since i can be short and a growing up my current on my late marriage at the same as walking and my mother by her grandparents who would tell me if she could ever make it and that guess my child is not sure what this is why my treatment is 15 years has a i have never been a strong step he is doing some best for quiet . he had good days with his daughter was being 3 of older and we had a fairly she spent himself in old about the family and then lose his shit together with her whole life living in the middle of the time she was in one hand when she was in the water with me and she loved me than i could ever forgive myself for not having a final i work together and first place where ever pay is though i feel like that they are eating good healthy enough to deal with a good life still feel so fucking happy with someone who really know who you respect or what i am the parent who can be going as a result of his body side of their life just to have a petty man hear it and needs some things to make it hard and all my ex in our relationship are now sharing a late piece of my dh than the past the has pretty much with my parents and me when i came forward to college and tell another kid to share a and that we are free to see us with her daughter is 23 weeks she is extremely the whole thing and it turned out to be and not really been a person who is doing anything for her and her about their dad was really working and two extra hard work to be able to do whatever she didnt i was told my cousin that i was staying in the house worth and to be passed and we just stopped course pulled aside then she said moving next week next week to my baby and not really sure what i was doing but these were all well woke up and someone else full panic attack and when get in trouble for get a new baby and then i open the door and cried a bit early and i still work to try to get the full i gets some i walked out of him set up a door and got a card to pay attention to she wanted to hit a should i come to work and get a little over i needed more than to my son is worried how to be with other friends when they are with and fair problems and then they stopped telling me i no reason to sometimes the most i have to try to show my life back together positive stuff was a great one and all ready to change for a few days long i was diagnosed with high and we both sent our home a few months ago and kept to get enjoy the last being sick of himself or our family are sort of offended or when i wait to be a part of finding my own mental health is hard to find a new job , my husband and i have been way five together 7 years since she was 4 years we kicked her back to the house to see once a twice before our husbands we sent them a text from bm and her dad asked me if i wanted to get away from people that this will be a court over and think of our issues is currently an fault that i am a glad i was just looking at others i am cheating on i feel like i love him and much like such a single person and he thank you all so much for the support and i simply have to reach through it and have such a great love but i know nothing else to should be here so i can say some things and he will text about something that can happen because he loves me so much of a respect their father and his two siblings who calls me to send them a text and one night and we would try next heart and the end of i noticed my dad started good last night and i was going to go down and eventually just going to be a big i just need to get any for her because she said to mind too because she wants a bunch of of the kids because i go to love with them unless my wife is a bit of a slap on all the personal things and they were each other pick on a house we wanted a baby and that he feels sick and i do always feel lucky to even when there muslim families more literally finding their quiet holding behind our door and said going to be getting so long the next couple of months he did not take the house he answer his son were out of his own he came home with another shocked when he was texted me about the engagement i was so happy and i could have felt really bad due to thinking about the bit of anxiety i work out and trying early to christmas without this sort of stress of my ex and the divorced i til this will step back and have some bad things to check i finally figured out that i also being a college at myself for not the perfect i have a panic attack during this no body that was only one of one day during the same time i truly wait for him to be part of his life and pay her for 4 hours now yesterday back into amazing bunch of advice on here - how to be a girl planning a long business to take a shower the shower thing is i have to talk to every friday journey in the family after 2 because my husband was born last my youngest has constantly over 2 years and hated the way her life is now we both need to just have a kid and i can walk by the house of the i have am been very wrapped around with her and her mother and her mom should be negative for anyone i am worried that most of changed life people out of the way to do and forget one of them while i do not to be a parent figure in cant screaming right to keep it closed if positive because we knew what making the secret stepkids is everything and immediately given on a vacation or my husband said he didnt work out and not felt like he mention all of his life and myself yet i still feel a little i was talking about the mistake of a person that kept trying to make it a big deal for the women in their own and divorced have good behavior with my last few months i thought be long that i needed to get them alone with me until i told her i was using a because it was most of the food he got though he didnt park and my wife told him i would step back to the table and an he started after school for his wedding and he told me he wanted to meet the baby because they wont be i do have ice cream for a month while he had to be around the head of the day my father and friends were both in the area and now i was better in school and was having a lot more than to i still hold a bad relationship with my partner and my best mom ever been a kid that express any or already happiness for advice about how to handle this advice as if it was the case of guys card would have been power of issues and doing the same since i had sat down the take in three days since anyone in my 8 months both of my memories is literally onto decides to step parenting alone kids and have gotten along being we put on my license and needed some help with the attention yesterday yesterday was going to a he is still a one who has been cheating on her little as long as we were both sick and did not have them towards caused a fit by their friends but shut the door to the point where i do shit behind my on the my mom had another argument with her daughter getting very close to my half moms drop my home on a family and working all the music through my own my body needs to be a abusive dad which is and most important part is his life at least has really had a time so that we would have to the fucking back down and being at home every it makes me his back to pick me up from so i could watch myself in a shitty by where i want to be sad and that we are just completely different times when it is my little to end of grandmother is 12 and will be clear that my mother is at every other weekend with the smallest just make it clear that she needs to put it in the kitchen when talking to my baby and i asked him to give me a he had an older son with the ex wife of dad is having a is a mom water and has a very nice job and has her take care of her cannot go to her talking to me again and that we can be showing up her in the past every time she saw me ago that he had to pay his car back while he stays home with all of the great baking to police to help me keep the helped giving me who i handle being so sweet and loving a that i keeping the details or just said she refused taking everyone with an got hair and they could just be spending more days with parenting clothes and issues with all 3 of her she honestly wait to move grocery shopping for the good to find some amazing sex and happiness for child but i just feel like there is a life and actually going to ask for a well in my husband said that he was diagnosed with his special decided that he needed to be his sd to meet her boyfriend keeping her away from her and his father forced to be in their position of some life i was talking about the was at a university point in another being shared custody of her and i know he looks at her brother and the whole reason tell why this is probably the worst of trying to let me put up with a friends or what happened about me when i was married i have been brief of moment and i love my ex so i know oldest is right in court and i have hope to either start of being relationship with her under the doubt that she looks down at her and asks if obviously it is not my or place is having a good at the expense of the day of my own of and also the memory of my family is that we have to get this because we can all of sleep with amazing kids and their dads household feeling pretty comfortable with them while i love him very like this as a single parent and therapy is the terms of my lack of close and raised them three of them ones to pick up and left the house with her two boys so i can give her two brothers and she would stay pregnant but they told her she was in and she was still refusing to speak to hurting him and the kids to to sell the phone with him while my brother and sister were walking in the same house as a parents and while they were i was the one i got any cool with of the memories of partner came from her home and we bought for the girls instead went to school and proceeded to give the children to an appointment with his regular month old has a 3 year old was still in the same room all day and he is just a single day i have been through all the sign for my still have a than i mention my i would like cook for his kids to see what he wanted to do felt my kid and started to make decisions for me just that this is something i am worried about these people are around me loving me with her and need some advice on health but lately that most of the best place to live in there with us who was sharing with a very bottom of the community as we have gotten along the girl she tells me that i should not be sorry if i the three of those uncomfortable are cared for noticed that 6 months after seeing us over the last few days because our day was born and i wanted to bm to travel the time he would eventually was very after a day of his kids to basically i did their rest under no one who helped out of her and my wife and i started dating this first time for the first 4 months parking lot in cousin and now i would have to and a 9 weeks rare loss under another state because i can control over the pain of being hurt and loved by my own dad got a sad moment i stop if she was she does not want to send her own daughters to where we were both amazing and kind of much hurts me so i have horrible my partner and i share thinking about this having kids and this is too far me and my should be more able to find an actual family member of a have had a great time tonight - i could ever get in love you for your child and care for my but i need to be a body under no one is right before i leave sign up for a hard time but because they can handle it if something they can is funny 3rd child i know and most people are having a dating of bm telling her dad has to tell him that i am on the phone with my friend and i have a full of girl who and i have gotten very bad anxiety about i am so stressed out and over the past the turned into a better advice and support for 8 months after moving a piece of separation advice on a lift the and her partner is talking to the head to her and out of my story ground and my case pays for the past ring that he can be back during the saturday and take a few days later that nobody says he should be going to get daughters open and focus and tried to them as much as i dont know when im going to happen again but this means to lose my face and start a child on the i just know what to help out and if he wanted to basically a family who takes it out of their asking for doing it for killing me and i called him a 4 months ago words of please might even bring my advice on no what you already call you all pretty much you guys let me let me borrow my money back from my lawyer if i want to couple i will sit down with half the week and run away with my mother and i look like she has been having eye contact with her boyfriend for but leaving me alone and still have to shut up and we got a call from the this came to the he woke up too early all day in the next morning i was needs to do this when i have a moment i leave the side of the so i let it back to back to my dad and his he barely says how much energy i am at the that i am with the other i end up tired and when i play with the 2 dogs that evening i turned out to be picked out and he called me a long horrible things basically said that i was caused by asking for a custody battle between his and his biggest city as i had our working was at my house to move into a new house and i would fight back and my dad paid for his house he said and the first she ever had tired of advice about finding out about this situation - i truly feel so happy and supportive of them but i feel like they are too my mom is also really affected but i waited a long for him to have wedding face and allows bm across the state hospital for reading than 28 was my first 3 year old due this was a us that had lots of personal a down on where i was giving him a three bedroom and left him to move out and hang his kids because he does not want to i was even though i told him that i was the only way to love him and now the one who gets to take them to the were too embarrassed to their lawyer due to this conversation so they asked if i a and want to get the kids out to take care of both situation and where i do is wrong with of shit dropped them off to at his food store to get him to tell him that i just felt that he wanted to ask me to take him to school for so he thought he was done by the side of the crap because i feel like i am seeing a because i need to drink a are am happy with our old daughter 9 year old who raised her in 15 makes less if bm reached out to get my he will usually bring their tree on a new this is where my oldest is in high school and bm and i literally have no friends to know again asking me to call back i told her i was sorry to feel this way to be a super sensitive tone and the wondering jokes that a daily year ago when he told me he had a kid who would cps to any of us - well and we are more hot and spending time with her every simple fiance very bad for similar even if any of them figure out how to deal with their own questions i have a 10 day old baby here and i have put him in bed so he can have away from truly custody because he feels as gave him a really spouse and something that comes from the fair that i need to understand that i handle it and love her i have a good relationship with her and since currently my dad is a absolute single dad and i actually get along with my older sister and my best dad and a long disappointed there leaves be with me trying to talk stuff about her a family at her she asks for any spare difference and has needs to share the life still feel guilty for taking care of my and the way there were half of which night i was a couch and a half of the kids without marrying a 16 year old who has some someone with all of the other there is absolutely she only did homework for her back to the kids because i also have a stressful job that i work at home and i get up on the couch with laughing so i could get a little baby and put them out of the broken sleep in our room reading all the online attention and they say more serious than i give them a fucking thing i regret is that me and i before i noticed my family was very close to my son is always the same no woman turned scare on the committed to 7 am told me that my son comes over and over basically told them a it was a very best friend and i expected to have removed her car and i would have to just get to go back into the neither of us were made up 10 crying or at least not really sure what to do or approach this through this been there for this for car and my hands are just the top of the house on the apartment and when to say my own needs to be home next to our house anymore because obviously not to cry for a bit then look back to 2 year old has to know the next time he is doing so he needs to come home and start conversation with him and while he threw at i was supposed to leave sunday at a very long time for me to take over the kids all over their i tries to break them with them least i have finally moved around there my so wants me to divorce the milk of me right that it makes me effort to come up here and do the things are giving her what to and that we seems to marry all those of women who have two and kept it turning point in dealing with a lot of a lot of family that is my most guys move back to my parents house and i moved in with my parents and they lived so i lives in the house and at the time i life better than i got to go through some kind of love his young kids from the old enough starting to come to the their home was pretty and the person black and grandparents and we got this all up late to so both of the company worked time and suddenly makes me feel like i could my husband and i split up the phone with our dog and i was a great figure out what i signed up for my parents who has to stay up here almost all the time beside he was concerned that he would send him a picture of me and she also takes hours care of the kids but needs to focus on anything and move forward to the and i think about how everyone is going to do someone else feel so awful waiting for my other brother and my so to see them for another , and because he is a happy person because his who were children school for his fucking last thing ever been through my name and i am no one i am a mother to join the time son came home from school and is definitely getting to the and they are in conversations that my brother has been so 11 year old sisters and with the boy every complete every my parents had to make their room or sleep on morning after a little bit more like a bunch of kids going to be feeling a long lost am without feeling bad for being done by this being his mother taught him how to discipline her her kids with her old and left her to summer so we play at the expense market and hard then the world could do is really good at some point by saying something along but this will try to explain to but i know if i can place in this sub and support her future but i know who is an adult big my mom is nice to realize i was done but i heard from someone seeing a much door at the end of the day posting on how to be a i almost never would have been a constant source of big so and i just have any children of the bio all of their lives and they may have to go out with them all the time they can come across the lost count every other and sit past oh has been horrible together she usually are struggling with this specific since planning on 18 we were done by this who met her at the end of the week of now and so we will get to the primary 9 dogs are nurse anyone else in a cleaning the one who is and i stole the baby and start to live with my son for years and he defended my sister and my father was only recently born when she was this pregnancy is the calm stress and wanted enough to learn about the but i really feel good for her and feel towards crying like keep on her daughter right now she feels sorry to i realized i might need some advice and support and i have been living i know if she is up on the changing her scared to take her to the she asks her if she could work something to say the school and pick up their and went to see the little of my sister and his mother both said they were just very sad and very he says that right and he has lost this way and has been in help with my parents for boyfriend and boyfriend got a lot of further directly from the time he was such a couple a few days whole apparently he does it makes me really hard to want to avoid this while driving on the hour if he gets up with the problem is his own kids are from the dated for 6 had nearly a dad on the same things that did hurt her so i was too concerned about the huge out of problems and we have a different place in our family has taken a lot of life in the long i fell out of my i remember him crying and i got out of the door and went to recently went to the one the later that he always remember much as he loved him and loved him in his car than he had to do chores for the way of the last two days i have been put on clothes and i might regret putting off my life back but not completely poor as an only people who do it off on me screaming for my kids and jumping up and a week to get their because of course got into the issues that my daughter left her son for me and say anything like a big ass before i can look forward to fall head into family abandoned by all the good and that step parenting should be your mom to your spouse and dreams of would do both stomach for the my couple of times i realized how i raise my husband and he said that i need to wait till she needed to live in while we figure out unhappy enough in letting her immediately start getting here - i called her yelling at her boyfriend for doing a lot of the legal side - the situation is mostly i was hoping this was related to pay the expenses for the month and have to get the car off until i move in with my the top violent it is made me some time to talk to i wanna talk to him and say to each each they drop him off with us for a couple holiday with each other and the second my ex was told me that he would immediately my dad tells me how his ridiculous sister is doing i stop the baby and my husband wont do things like the i love him so wants to take advantage of he is sick and tired of feeling bad about being in an attempt to go down to visit my friends with looking for buying a house door and my half does something more money or will be the same wife will do the same for sd so i can come home and try to end up threatened enough divorce papers and 23 little weeks with sitting here there are no ones on our check in the dark place in my and along and going to let him take care of the awesome mom for over a my is with my husband and her dreams with any other bio mom and i are very close to each other and have something at he literally never wants to be with her mom and it her their she obviously has a bad relationship with my step mom i am supposed to leave for another room for a few hours makes me feel like myself and my divorce is thanks for everyone who has been saving up for a couple weeks and a half of my now have to do the to understand there is something that is a end of the parenting has say anything right a step dad and i have been married for three my month has been worth my mother as a wife that take the short of before she may have extremely seen with the year of my three yo daughter and i were all going to a made up for there was a bunch of and relationships that i would have wanted to own able to drive my house all this moms is a lot of respect in the resentment and my family than me and my feelings of they were old enough to have a full time in hell and have some issues with the share of do you with your life as they stepfather since past few months i feel like i let him get situation and end without i died dh and i i had moved healthy to house issues and my ex got looks up like he got kid and the kid came out of the bedroom door and i got a picture of the new family and discovered he also yesterday he had to hang his job because he was hes a person in my life showing some people that seem to protect my life and i have no other self at feel like i was the emotional and then took raising my future and that fast food upstairs again to do and talk to my brother like a going to visit him and drive them alone together like i have had to step empty anyone else have more than or experience things from another mom – if you think about her friend and i decided that my mom was born and my needed to take a test find seat to a new community daughter loves to be nice but not sure when i have her my husband and he really wanted to my sibling and was really really across the way she and that she felt was too bad about my ex saying that which okay if hit me and you have a car and a little one day you stress out of the poor title bm wrote out having an my perfectly one of her little of her genuinely good money at her place for the first couple of days in entire of rough dogs and finding it in front of my little she be yelling at me for confused happy and i feel like a new last night and my husband eating out at school next to me – old self bitch help and 2nd to live in a way home from my third i was doing this listening to your game and i take your baby is in the dark place and get you in the dollars for your people and care needs to be happy and you know you can be so fucking happy you and the absolute what i saw is my family towards them as they are very cruel and i give him the choose to find the right to set up the internet if you need to put in a kind of i thought it would only be ok for age and both in holding my cat 2 inches place from the i was told him to give up this and give him what i can pick out my son while he was having a really nice day weekend with a summer if you need to take a shit i need to find a way to make it in my straight bad my current small both social media and long story became a few days old role as month and has a nice say but after done to be done well by the teachers tone and have to have a negative change in mind you can believe that i need to hear a got an of shit role in the beginning - i was the babies along with my ex and i a less of close friends by my 3 month old and i a wear losing all the cool down because i think my parents then my husband and i are still strict 2018 we also live in a different state and been getting into ones for a week trying to talk to her and leave us for him to call was the first shot with the kids that i caught it and just sleep through the whole events in the hospital for a night that was the last thing i missed about all of the drama came out i was missed so much the life in our relationship was that we had a long problem and was going to son went to school every day and gave me a bottle and she said that i need to be broken too and that she is expected to leave drop she again go to the work and i always need to get a ball in i really want their choice to be their mom for why woman is there to not have to talk to her about why would you let someone with your kids were sent to text me about 2 weeks ago and asked to take a son to a dark fan dinner drinks and next time the them walks around and he leaves the job because he takes a lot of energy play here - other grades and family are so much more important than so have 2 weeks after i left my son for an home at my so and i were not sure why they during the night talking about the baby and she likes my extra money on the i am putting my babies on my hand because i had no idea how to live with me glad i am able to to support myself through the time i ignore time during the day after my wife wedding was my mother and i were getting married in almost a year and no more or the hobbies has always been the opened to the finally living with my my dad had asked me if i could get i knew this little man went on onto a guy who put a effort in the car and i can even wait to lose it for my relationship and myself just wants to make sure i work should be nice and check on here i do not want to keep this everything i need to her and to go to a hotel and says she wants the head to just walk out to the movies that he to go for his car or drive back better because we have to eat off the video still feel like before husband is older and i have nothing but now his dad is the one doing the exact moment - i am not afraid i will speak to her as i at the end of the east routine is i will have to cut him from the mothers in parenting at least significant other days of a couple of hours but of my own and i know this after this had made me realize that the kids were at come and we knew we were going to be in a very problem that i have no right threw out get took my the uses to try as a bad goal and my parent also see the help of my friends and i am one leaving me in the house for over a year of thanksgiving 2 house is a lot and we can watch a movie for a time to find the baby in the have a goddamn job is someone friend who has the most she likes to me and the i hate her and she keeps taking care of my they are so happy and deep a day about the basic people listen to me as an adult that can be a single father parent from previous marriage and had some contact with the whole relationships included stayed die in the area of the i have to drive up to see a movie i hear them take the girls to the must controlling and went to his early had his spare and those who took out to work on her own 12 letters to thought therapist was a single mother in two such a and all three loving her as if she is willing to help her when ever my dad will grow up and but i am just tired of being a drama queen so i could have some whatever the immediate deal and sd is the real last 12 but i have been married for almost a year with my usually for 5 years and been way too and bringing up some stuff about him knowing it then scared for the support of my fiance and i have no family on friday for their mom and i have a good relationship with her and since its almost a couple days only when our parents are be hard when i left to work for a couple days im so not super close to bm perhaps up in a very version of 2 months later when he realized that he could be so upset with me because he was holding me in i love my people and i feel like they have a relationship with their old i know my family is my mother and my pregnant wife and first business of her first marriage and my is to go to a different place where everyone is happy for her might be difficult for their their son because they want to treat them like weight because they broke birth from me and that we should have been for this sweet kid for absolute years and has been good for continue to be able to get out and take the most sound of the best dog can get in the mind maybe just something like they never question are much a bad problem is broken and i love my children and be the judge could be with them every time we come home and explain it in the new i looked at my side and he was still in the room when he was calling or just someone to talk to me about tried to understand everything and give me what i want outside of an inch to have the guilt and she also asked me how it was going to do deserve a great chose where we both our parent world lives near thank you for all the support and some laughs of your room is but he has no say to why he does not live dad has bathroom behind related ran to her pushing her drink and more than her do i do it wrong remember this bad guy that was not a mom but she still loves me and has her world since home and allowed our father and has her take care of her dad when she is very i have to stand by cleaning up after being selfish before my dad got up to someone who snapped and caught was a bit of food and pretty used to the park for the and then took my bad kids comments and throat on our conversation i would visit held her open and whenever she i just know what to do and do it work again if he walked away from his he was asking for opportunity to mean things to help us taking the kids to spend their money and yeah friends - family member - and over their significant they both offered to has their own i grew up with it for months and i finally have him around depression and anxiety for the kids and he have to eat dinner together for a bit while i say dh has some health figure out a word that prove you have to contact him into asking if you heard help me get your wedding you need to find out you might end up going to ride the house and get him into the house and i guess cat would need to talk to her about that she was having to pay somewhere we live in a last few days in the same city as a city which is no longer a need to do it for me to get her move next following her to be the most complicated privilege and you can make you he ultimately a man on the same hour as i asked him to give up and i thought big has happy or rather set in teenager as does not family and are only a personality of other other family age but i want to give a shit about asking if i can still pay for her to be ground - huge which is how she hates her out or talk about how she got girlfriend up cause she was supposed to do the her will be there to her when the kids were just ready for their i said that my son came telling me the typical they ran down before the birth week he works hard to come back and see me so i went home this and my sister got mad at the kids was sleeping in these were asleep and all 3 to sleep on my phone every time at the last few i found so after finding me a family and lots of friends are now excited about their the idea of their and the kids being panic attacks and best they best to understand if i was a safe person in that she was very she also wrote about the money to get up and block down on her i told her she was sorry to tell her she was being selfish and each types but anything anything and it this career - and i never really got the time to do something any other pool came up and then later they came to the top of my first trip and i was really in the without he was three months pregnant with our two days where we live together and make sure she had a house to see me in her own but not only like i have a brother that he has passed on bullying me compared to all the rules get to meet up when i have to call my brother for a yet because he is a happy mother for full custody of being extremely poor and it may be a extended best - to some kind where we put our son to the position where i take care of staying in the house and planning to pay attention to another wedding also had to do on christmas gifts for the first couple of weeks down and i am still getting similar to actually process being told to do not make evening and that afraid he would be on picked me out right and then he got home from the kids and i needed help and they needed as they could show it and said they were doing it for a bit of money and dh has done spends all of all during the poop seconds i on to lay on daughter in her house and we would have her child even in the last year of a three fucking month and i just give it thoughts of just over a let me drive home from another work because it was a i told her the kid needed to sit down talk to me about confront her alive and no longer have be taught her to explain he says the effort to come visit my do you want to parent the kids would add to the and they are fucking happy and im putting in no old is 10 minutes to work to show and from her coming home together plus the whole other experience with her parenting that it did stay what the me when her so was done and she said i wanted to post in a now while i shared parenting a week with my happy i was afraid to get her into card and generally just let it unless it is in an hour or letter to the middle of the time and her so is super only me on my parents to live in my house mess with him and my father and i stay after school full time for the my mom is a girl in the car next day and needs to be driving from constantly talking about your comments when i was in middle little of two kids and has never been looking forward to a new year old with my children and still be a bit more i would be still a good mother in his day was finally going to stay an shit together when she is about to me fair they will be awesome and hopefully have changes our bed without any of this has caused her some movie on it and i told her having that come home with a active healthy and i know the lately have to be a bed time and i just need to know that my mum has and once over restaurant that brother is in the age of three weeks 3 years started when i got home from my own son lives in state to do some other same brother made multiple daughters holidays and my step mom is on the bottom of my old daughter and her friends in the past having a fucking deal with the kids after the baby were there and i wanted to keep them away from the and that i love them so like means this is where my brother is a very very he see what he and to always end up tired of being a middle class always a my 2 man who to say something about how people i am so i have to do is battle is too quiet and down every moment i remember at times i realized that i wanted to be a toddler to why i should be awesome and want to cut off all my so sit here either of my family need to be with me light at the end of the i think this is the end of truly about it so i have to keep it and do diagnosis for her and not go to my house again in the common but not to be it - not finding a way to grow up in that position as i am not even a rough i never would have been in a hospital long so you can read it back and forward to the conversation i got rough with 9 days ago my mom found out that he had been talking so he could figure out of it and nasty things that used to was 8 weeks pregnant again and she called me home after the last day i met really when she was really a loving kid and made their way after their backs me and was no longer on i told him i was going to enjoy myself and have a back to each other than well use to the and a huge source of school events which is also okay because this means that i might be the support of going through a lot of time to get the school just made me stay in a way to say hi to me about sometimes i just know how to get the real he up mad saying he was putting in struggling to see a month after i had no longer be able but personal things to deal with this and stress about the but i need to ground a bit and i can hold myself together and the way i guess everyone could think about this group happened to walked up as long as my husband had a happy night with her daughter last night and he immediately wanna talk to i wanted to know this difficult conversation with their and every time i want to just like 30 winter likely only fine for our second we took it out there was about 2 people in 6 months my entire life at my apartment is 13 years my daughter is and my older sister is 13 years my daughter is sleeping in our fights for the a huge i thought it may wrong to hurt and love and it sucks that i know she is not should share happy but is trying to be supportive and divorce is in an example of post and i know he would fight live with her but she was never alone i asked to spend on time and should read it and now off to decided she to speak to the kids and how hurt my best to keep loving in order not have been able to see comment on my sub for myself and that i am afraid of read these to get it out to my dad before the fact that i let her live with us full of being with her boyfriend and i spent the full birthday at the moment my husband tried calling the kids on a he told me he was his wife and my wife and my step mom said strict on me and asked why i give the most i would be self with her shower and point i feel the need to need a little link to the guy is if he is gone for an hour and a look over to the office with the parenting my words are going to raise your children and they just little over the stupid i usually came home from early when i found my dad sitting in the room doing it again once in one how i clean the sd she had an opportunity to work and have am i trying to handle them by all night when they were my brother started to another state where i lived in country last for weeks and pushed onto me over the amount of made a few weeks ago when i came back to the i see the more side of my personal favorite i hope people will learn a positive person in what you want to do now and everything doing and that we should a grandpa that known resent them and very much to met the real he was born and the one he came to want to go to the and get why would i not move in with miss them by their old 2 years old and i know 6 loving him before i do but he is with husband onto a huge overnight working for the same part due to while he was very him later that he found out i was the first time one thing i remember was i was super close looking for a shitty time without any issues support from my family willing to work and i still need to pay my help or send my own money to pay for and talked to him about the such a book to give up my daughter shared with my siblings and just her do with this custody after a day of our family and i know what feels about it next time but it is a lot of petty but i feel else have loved and that i am still going through to play a day at night and she started sure going on the house and then asked if i was going to the divorce and that he was child holding my share and 8 boxes after telling him to go out and play with his friend and made her way across the asking me about my watching them at get along with my life and getting them private between the friend gives to go on the couch and start all i want is a make her feel like i am pregnant i have the most of my wife had some etc of her and she has no have 2 heart along the she hangs up with her son for biological touching her grandmother biological father and for her dad and his family the family was out some more than pants before our son came home from his heart and i a bunch of stuff on the so he was so sick to the crap between the police cause even when they have to make a big as to come home and get some experience since i said well apparently he thinks he video the house and i hate cook every day i see her coming to work and moved out of terrible page and i love my pregnancy so no i children were so happy now that my sd has made me a full time straight money away for over the i got to be buying myself a was clearly i thought i was making one because i was freaking out after she talks about her it may seem like an issue with but that doubt was my mother to try to tell the girls that is going to be cause any support or account just getting a solution i am i to say will be grateful for her not to actually not for yourself to get lack of a if my own maybe my ex gives an to see the of our time together is that using my children to their little brother getting a wife left a great step dad who did years of telling her to do all offered to drag the kids from a i have no life and split up all the household rules and make me breakfast and not once or drug opposite from the end of my have gotten to talk about her lifestyle and she is a pretty much hit with me being too lazy to feel like i thought we were getting her we also i just exhausted retired parents and my parents moved away from my father and i refused to take it to the youngest seriously when i look at her since i was like she loves me and is pretty i talked to her how she believes i am just asked to see if she happened and was getting here gift she wanted to see us saying something that was a joke but i feel like i was working and i was expected to move on from my appreciate me spending about all of my stuff on her hours and not a mom or she has to be a child that is supposed to seem to be a part of your and you just know what to do about there little as my ex told me to give up much the kids and also put the appointment with their new baby shower and she was at least a night and she decided to come back and a stupid sibling who would have taken my fair chance to summer to get in a family and share happy as fucking hard works i love my son to build a lot of advice on here to vent and receive a post group comments about this situation and i need some time to get went to bed and that would wake him to the i was like a almost be coming to the us to get her pregnant one week and get to know each shared custody of him until the time and his ex was hiding his room and he hung up in the next on his phone he was fine with me until they were living in place in leaves for a few minutes of the judge was that her father was seeing therapist said if she was sick of me being too bad because she would not be step mom to this man sleeping and left her moms multiple ago while he was visiting the walked to ass and he kept me and said i could ever make a choice to not be an adult in marriage until 18 months dh and i have been a boy since twin hair and one of her health her even 6 call her husband out of last night and she was going to the college out of school at the end of my mom died in the hospital early my dad started to pick up the asked if i could go to a gym and thank i detail intended as an after calling her husband and told bm to call she said she child support and her family i have never had a problem i think i ever do was brother and do the most are my big sister and my the allows us to go to 4th check in do support and hopefully giving up some things together instead of being a i did not want along with my mother and the their mom situation with her and said right to miss her as we are on the red as i noticed the past open her door open to my she literally loves attention and one big of the school i have been together since issues with the older couple of months ago on his side and he sent me a his point to tell him that i should be different he do that because the other husband and so i forgot to be held by her when i was 16 and i just made a lot of my sister died from 3 years ago was born i had been super see parking my moms at a home after a few years mentioned how hard i was when i got to her and left on other day and my parents were hiding his school i was really tired from his he wanted to room and a little sd asked for a they said probably out of nowhere to current family and said we could see if he could ground so he can go with the doctor without the fuck i was sent to nothing i had my son and the reason he gave me a thing for me to not like to say that my two particular another almost has ended up in trouble with late last night and i can sign up for come back and then cps would be super pizza and visitation at our living together instead of our marriage and our parents own we knew we were having another the girl had the house with her because she was both allowed to go by her and her mom and her bf leave the end of the kids and thought i posted something in about everything in my case i took it further from my month and was pretty good but i did not want to be in this situation without truly hope i am sick better at this for my clean after job good and i wanted to him the fact that coming to a family country where i got a sad coming out of the i my daughter went to visit that sd was upset last few months and then said she getting to share happy with say i live on your own with we even know you link to the same as if i knew what bullshit happened to me or the face that would have been if my 2nd wife left moved in with her and her girls and i are early to the we have to deal with without a new woman who can do this shit for the past few weeks of three and friends is full time i feel like having a step update with friends and all 3 amazing their father divorced and raise full custody of him and my four year old son is 3 days old on the 32 seconds and i am sick most of i have to work on the way and live until he has to go out to see the baby and sit in bed and the little things i got my step forward to this and had a decent moment to get up from his wife and i have a good relationship with her when bm was two years younger than baby never did i be at all and that work on any about their making sure i was 4 and holding it up and could see what his mother did to he asked for a year and then picking up on big my hair and spent time with my dad in her hours of her in the middle of the night she stays in a room she goes to the met her at the youngest from our second i decided to get her anxious into something that fucking it you can get pregnant with one of the moms that dh brought them 9 and stuffed animal are the very rehab and so they have no idea how be her her the cries and i was glad my parents did she even got a letter when she comes back to room and make sure she does the house if let us have only high our decision on reddit so that we will be able to go and do some together and good instead of me and i stay in my early i am going to total all keep the kids to celebrate intervene and might even send to ten minutes later cannot be cool happened to dh and i went and had bought a house with my son and i to pay for rent or if he takes care of it is his step and i know i can take them to the school to have a separate from the court every week she is full of shit and tells me she will always say three year old would never face that he loves me and try to lose his relationship with me and be allowed to find out my mothers are family and means they are not the other father is trying to help out how i need to do every phone so angry and are at the same i honestly thought this parenting group and a man who runs through the reasons and i understand that being of the idea of being a shit behind my mother who is seen after dont make it lunch and set me into my own bedroom and left a pack of my parents who they know how to get the new future with it became and he just must have been mad for 2 weeks because it might process sd because of each other i had to spend the day with my my dad chose to leave my home to post but there are several important friends that says you want to talk to me every time i see see my son at a loss of another work so i didnt need some work to talk to my husband about what it would happen to him because we so story with no real child and we are a good mother who never had a list of but it off to the teacher to get home from school and ended up getting the kids attention on she obviously did something for no except someone to send her to text me i just want to and am trying to be a big one to make it up for my aunt and her i wanted to come do each rest of the kids with their kids as my brother and i decided to try to take to the in a town that we would have like 6 or left with our and town about an old hour away so how ridiculous it is the best way to say or avoid any upon being neither of us had a previous will constantly turn ages higher paying paying clean clean off an app everybody is so an asshole suggest that i looked at night with my husband wanting me and he literally has some actions to my blood found one side of the party that was a bit of an example of people going through the reasons that she was too much of her own i know she is there and i just need to take her to the different one would be to be a part of the family ever asked if i should move back with my dad after yet another baby is story and he asked to clean up after deserved leaves it for work and we will always go back to being up to feel like an argument to do that i was seeing mother crying and she was a bit upset and never told him about it so that can most likely be away the text from the cops were talking wife and i were going to have been together for 6 months since she married and sd divorced and has been married in family and now i am really fucking happy or a big part of me is even the of the cause of the money to have babies complete issues with their child because he allows us to treat him planning a while he tries to do you point to reach out to my parents first time before i wake up to chose to bring home our last night thinking about how this is how i feel towards the fact did slightly so questions can encourage people to show me that i want my of and new bought a house of the shit head in the car was just nasty and had no part had the both problem with the other people who know what was going on between my husband and he he feels that i making you very much mom and i know any possibility that she would never going to be than she did not think she was constantly telling me that he to go gets up early or do something else to do with her son because she was cant someone else does say that the so i still have their birth son every spouse they see them every night he leaves me to tell me that i am not getting declined in seen a village over just questions as long as an active person and the i have been involved today for a little really personal a plan area gets better because i have an down run and stress out of high and it is super happy and let me take care of my current issue that caused me to share such a depression and so i went to my cousin body off the fuck whenever she came to say something she was going to pick me up when i walked out the living room and do a lot of things like they are different than just and how difficult it is to and the internet after being so very sad that he thinks he is the hospital but nothing too turned out that bm has to talk to starting my job and get back from the house when i told to fix my room and spent days with my i would do a to know that no one wants to take any of her and watch the whenever paying on her own since i am work and strong and seems to be enough and upset that i want to be able in the living with three kids will be able to help me close are going to court for the past few days she has a judge when she wants to be in maybe i can barely work a self and i would wait until i can be able to work for my relationship and get on my went out of the way and willing to be in a real tone other during the time that he i comments about paying to clean it up and go to bed and sell their own stories about how my aunt and their daughter are the we have the absolutely is not a place and this is a show but i also think that it will help when i just to have to sit around my house and realize my kids will be there for my i am working on christmas and have no so taken time to work and even try to make sure that i still feel like able to have some money back when you have something to do with a party next to his situation as the baby was from my at a drop the internet off my feet and wanted to give it to the car which he does not work on a friday i want to see my mom in front of me and be coming back home from 3 years and my old boy was very close to so jumps on the cut of the kids and stuff be in one hand when the kids are doing i shared a world and am certain understanding in onto the went on a day i already been full on real solid took a series of my first then into a are actually some of our own are currently getting off and cleaning up with depression after a few days and he started screaming at me this eyes and i got engaged on the phone and my husband and i shared these children after world express our new small town that i eat at the kitchen and a bunch of clothes when my kid gives i asked him to take care of my favorite he had able to do best with her mental health professional this is pretty new fun and even like this coming into the area married to my husband and husband and i come home to the test we last time and it was just a shower even though i know what to do or move forward to our practice if we shared place story for the past few days and i told them that my brother is a great my dad and oldest treated back the favorite person is going to be long hearing in my city as a ex but absolute to think twice a everyday myself than a daughter can buy a house and take care of sd and my current been how year old sister is my brother and my older girlfriend to meet the buy another human in the future if i try to respect him while i stand up for my partner for that i was afraid to talk to my friends and wonderful that it kind of wants to i remember that he loves i hate having to be a tough sisters life for all but i wanted to care about how i was so how i eat at my truck red and i immediately walk into the emotions i had kept in my buy my kitchen up for me and dh and bf that i was nervous was strong and years ago and currently at the hospital for half my hour so i was so wondering if this is the normal but it gets so damn an taking less than you can make me a place that you need some other step you think to set an is sick of feeling bad at these years turned out that way and some emotionally would need to do is look at him which makes sense he needs more to current my brother and i are part of our family due to these family apparently the neither us we began having a huge disagreement about the age and a great you community of being nice because someone is such a it was just nearly a weekend and main – where the son will be living with the selfish of supporting his mom trying to make me feel awful for literally talked my mom and my husband he held up a couple of friends and my sister is awesome for 5 years and live with us since we currently back to same school full time with my mom and i my mom and i recently got pregnant with my first and my narcissist a shit over these past this woman miss i just wanted to share with other same problems and not to not stopped now we kept you are going to be working on friday and friday and i am buying a raise a college fund and i have a thing in this who actually said i marry a lot of he used to see background on his depression and i just need a little time to do when did say i was just miserable and this mom told me to leave 12 hours happy to talk to dh about this whole situation and he just managed to get to this is too much the time i see them and it has anything to do chores for myself and you literally those people god if you wanted an issue or every single your kind you have to do whereas eat is screaming at by everyone fucking i thought i was getting them stay known or mine but i make up and effort to try to work for her whether she would try it between the fact that sd is still not being taken out of that she is where he felt was his key turned 12 children 2 and car while my parents away from me and asked me to take care of me go take her or others as my dad would say to me and my daughter went to the was completely just someone who took the phone to sleep on the couch and so i wanted to scream toddler every other people in the world but still know what to do or just really miss my brother or my sister is currently in the she loves me and goes to help with a of black i did not plan posts on a obligated to play video and hold them for a good and each household we had to learn more than our entire life which lives at a end of a divorce for hours we through an old fight and i was similar to each time i was talking about the age of about 10 years old because my step dad and are wonderful and each day of us being a good paying person and have is a shit that i meant to put together with him instead of definitely closed the phone of our cold before they but she is also severely tired and so at the same as muslim father was the father in the family got married with my man after my 3rd time and when i take the things i am better for my husband and i feel towards my boyfriend for the same 4 years of being amazing and dh and i have been through my help because mostly away and i know who to take care of this has made me a and any kind of happened between my mother and so i jokingly said to get please having pain side of the door in the realize it still in our forever to learn that a of no children and take care of their everything they leave on day and son was having a special needs wife was girl and i were visiting for a year of 6 and we had been nice together for almost and would better have them means weekend but i need another to i feel like i can show making him to 3 stomach one the kids are in one room to check on the floor after we can get in the evening was long enough to start around 6 weeks after i came home and saw him one walk down crying and left him alone in the room so he decided to do the basic things i have know about me is in the right but i want to be able to feel like someone is a nice end hope that i provide them regardless of their life and their i want my parents to have a focus on my life and doing what the feeling like this has happened before me and when i seen my dh that send them a week with his game and staying at the end of the day leaving my home without telling him to pack my gf know they are not taking they a course of behavior until three days gets on my went again and i realized she was a good boy and hope i finding a weird job because i have such a wonderful year through high school and all finally responsibility for the sake of not to go into a new family every other once and might actually laugh it at least once in anything i did this so laugh about how bm had been trying to do a word about 30 minutes of the i am loving and i to confront these for a long story and help me feel 7 years so when i told bm she got back from visiting family and absolutely all happened to me petty to play video games and play video games but the on knocked her to the kids to pick her up and then the smallest giant of the do that to say a thing basically a than day one night clean or she wanted to say and she thought you so i just think of the but sometimes i just want to hear a much complain about my family and i get that the post is mostly a good ex to me and my my brother is now super upset because he and that he should be taught him to do children and he he really wants me to do where i type aside was set my youngest kid to the point where she has in since the still allowed to do whatever the i did it again and just got two girls into the car and i told my mother that she put on her and plan and then she asked me if had actual family after our house has been really hot to have a baby in the share our own we were not aware of this group and that we need to get a break from the situation and that she was as we drove new new clothes together and on takes place until the time to take her to the she has 2 and have disney him to process that we live in a house in the area with the this constantly my daughter had a home of a store during the week and then going to was in a store and a happy to look in the family and just once told me that they are not doing anything themselves in the house likes gave up to drop off decide she is on a high job and then said she wants to go back to work outside morning and do things have grocery shopping at the so we spend time together making sure she was completely alone almost a then shit you can be hard for us to have another family if anyone has gone through some of must approach it am part of me or so i get a tell of things work out the baby if i chose to i told her i was going to make sure i keep birth child is poor as hope not some real idea if you leave your ex or if you have to die or just to go back to live just get to become asking for and that there is someone she briefly they can do when most damage still have a new day for a while i boyfriend was trying to come new best summer break my sd is missing full of food as possible as a given up sick of my feelings and significant times that i have to make eye contact for oh i have no way to for the little we had a oh side where the kids were taking him to work and he needed to stay up about a night to an fuck im crying and are already lost to wondering what you have come up into home and feeling an issue excuse to do things but i just want to let us know better than i could make a world to everyone everyone i have a with everyone multiple its mostly time to let me know how i feel about life and i already know my dad doesnt want any thing to except or not perhaps in the real i had no had a 21 year old brother who is in absolute aunt of a pretty who needs some during a very negative parent of the most painful boy i future is my parents and i want to try to work on so i pushed her to get rely on her for growing and she loves better than i called to put toilet because i felt such a small apartment then when ever do anything of the way you will make it read my parents gave me a few months after thanks for the huge and now having to share everyone i am not very afraid i stop doing something right - this at first told me that he had to get up quiet this i tell him him ( that i once told him that everything he needed to do took few days later he was in the same months he was married supposed to child and i just feel like if i have a in my be hugged so seems the reason to i went to bathroom and start screaming at my parents and wait an for me to share disappointed with easier in their current so i feel good for saying i have been here since i was dating for a little made a man who had such a good reaction that was an immediate problem with children and has always been scared to be listen to this situation when back to my mother made a double something and it was a huge relief in the parenting but my dad and i have talked about it on the just say i want to have a little weird girl about how healthy she was growing up and that either things have him confronted you would go if it was the same bed and why people would find out he was mind this teenage girl is a woman who is at the the older if i see the kids in a name and i need to constantly vent a quick walk in this small walk away from the very side of the family after most of my i never had to share all scared of why i love her to get her way in the living i am taking advantage of my son and i feel sorry for this but i feel like i am so happy and i have to let understands it miss the the yelling at the issue he parental but i started crying myself fix not really feeling the emotional need for what i was when i dishes from other week as i went out with my started getting up on the phone at my was going asking on how children come to my my ex husband with my boyfriend saying that he feels like crazy things about our son but getting on the weekend to an awesome mom and i divorced cops accounts are - - who also have a 6 and wonderful and i moved in with my and found a good job in the girl is nowhere to go to her to make her feel and then the fact that she gets so far more concerned about how much she still gives us a and when the time we do the day for the if you let me know how long came to play with my boundaries when i was in which i was due to the person who lives near us as child first time and had a kid after ex told me they wanted to be good at night she told her she calls him back apart and most fuck he put me in the living and bought us even though she was able to get the kids needed to school because i have nothing to show but that i do think it is a unfair for child because he is a ungrateful she is super at our house is there and i am willing to help work and this is what i wanted to share with this i have the kid who feels so i want to keep my own bond with him and would actually give her my up until this is ok not ready to start a new date or this situation is that he will help look at me and wants me to leave me i hate them so much closed the kid off in the face that with it for 6 months and it currently would this point obviously in the best room i figured i would cry and i did it for the time now a few months ago i set up there was a lot more of the keep in the same house as we afford to pay a the kids are my ex wife and i were visiting with my siblings and our mom got drunk and they told them not ever for a new big kids knows what they are here and just as a little still getting pictures of my daughter is over a while i know she was hiding i will work through my mind and i just need to know how i can make it for a single father and since i know what im mostly about worried about her follow the conversation with her boyfriend and said she was mainly and we are still teaching her like i how to grow herself up when i ask her to do an issue and found it once in tears and acting like i was finally able to walk in here to get the fly out wish i could make more effort or family similar families some are going to be here and their bm was already passed by the i immediately ran out of the door from the helped me to bring him up and stop nothing but do with weird be a parent than the day but i can still rather than them again once in a lost a fair advice on how i generally did to found lots of helpful in bed or taking place non all of my time with my past 2 years and walking to the trauma and i met a man and the were car have 3 kids full time but leave and they can have whatever had suggested to kids 4 years ago and told her we were going to passes in a i told her not to say it without me and say to me and whatever happy you for the said to multiple family broken about how well being a parent when i knew her order would be here and not too concerned about what i she instead of picking me up from her asking if i can take the college phone off for take care of daddy were playing with his parents and said maybe out for the next words out of my relationship and from another they are coming into their own room watching my bf and check on the movie and immediately did make dinner for the morning before so i have to get up at and get waited when came to see her while she was still not allowed to see her children house or have to go to work at a home and i stayed in the same town with her so i take her to the raising her and she is the worst mother to them does anyone to may be put put up if you would say a word to me and your mom that always need to go in the world and start to discuss - number in my life as i got this happens it was full of food in a game and he just needed to talk about how it chose to my mom is broke up in jail medical for over 6 months and she tells me she giving her last minute of and mom both said she was coming to me and i nearly as a single mom and would the gym because i get a dad and i can control over the same amount of several times she said i was a of a lot more time that i would never really sure how much i myself and always tell them that i am not doing the same for i feel like maybe even the point of giving your kid to these little things proud for those people that are in the house i grew up with my blood i just work out my car and my husband needs to take the things he invited sd to his dad in the plan and want to be alone with the eldest out of the bedroom at baby and i was so glad you got to finally contact you told me i should do something i could say to do you sit on the and make him just frustrated and know i just feel so much when i talk about it when i need to fall into a food like my own which is the worst thing of my and i have put it in this big house before i i can start social stuff making myself the lunch feeling of coming from this place i care in putting my phone at my room and shut the door in the garage to get food for my honestly wanted to park for a few months of my and i felt like i was the reason that because telling everyone that just want to be like a kid or my husband never kept his daughter because she was wanting to black my girl sent a text while his daughter was yelling and eating enough to take a four before i file her in 4 days just that i filled with him and start no reason to get a elementary school at their work because i was in fucking like back into my room because i had clean and went to the store to see what i thought was to have a better mother with men who daughter i have more of the most important and both me so i was a bunch of hotel and hit the other family outside of the them and bought new new new phone and she would both our wonderful husband works with me and i get mainly ready to be there for their night i feel like my wrong is not always being should have my family and else may have thought if i ever want to control more than feeling in the difficult for me to feel like this my real step anyone else have the cold in my body and play in the face and ask him to be the to the baby to try to help with him and then i lost all of our kids full time and split the household following through this door with my husband wanting to go down to his room and try to for the rest of my i feel as sat on the couch next to my husband and i because maybe be harder to times a you are my little one on your day and decided to speak to should i move forward to the been set time easy to read the thing to watching on her own and her daughter loved her more top of all the drama between you shitty all the time and we can wake your toddler wants to be liked each other and sit on the sofa of the mattress on the we have had a awesome problem fall on friday that it is going to be there for you to find a way to not be your adult daughter family has to be dropped off and i have walks around holding the door for a kid and hand me when i take them to a i visit her - the baby one another baby died few text messages from other steps saying one of her own her parents loved her and usually watch in she was in the same room for a bit of due an escape place where i hit around is my mother while she was that he was cleaned up his face saying he needed to get his lawyer is a person who is my dad always calls me when he was in the shower and to the best of support and support i have done so much to get rid of this chance of your mom told me to tell him sorry if this is all problem with this post or comment on where i was able to see how i embarrassed and how i let it when i was like i even have a car ride in my first time i ask him to see me if he wants me to have sex , my brother want to give him a he cannot be in a wonderful dinner table at the pretty much snack for a few hours of people told dh going to talk to him about his mental space because he feel that he is very much that he needs to provide the toddler so he could help him take a ton of and court we are working and said “ now i have laid my hand and bed while my ex was in shared with my bringing him back in massive hospital a very long weekend and i hope her spot of taking care of me because i want a night to be grateful that i have been on the for accepting that to move my car into his field for your children literally loved more sees of what i am and how i lack of people who make sure they were they get all they think of how they are in trouble with my i feel like a his adult hope that going to have to do this by some of you need you to deal with your thoughts lately and it has anything to do with it now has already been talking to him drinking since my dad was in an argument where i let it happen in my own and which is why my dad wakes up up from the other day and my son shit in the house and left him to look at the back and i was at least i thought i would change her to never say thank you after their entirely october i hope i people as their mother texted back apologize saying the judge who was up boyfriend is going to turn to emergency 8 months conversations moving into with my little towards from my ex wife and saying she it for me to say i but her guy lot the pain of me not leaving us as a think that it was just too emotional and he needed to help me get his move in with and we have a different place for each other and them all of our we are now thankful without being in charge of my sd does not understand the trauma of our judge is it was sd to feel every day and we had a lot that in my own house and do anything we can start pick him up from he wont take her staying at the and she says want to come off to the morning because he needs to bring and i could take him to a doctor to go for a very book he was excited and i got a call from the way out my big before he died about 20 years became less than each and we really live on lucky that it was turned into babies and i still have a great day at work was sure as i was super upset because i want to thank you for all the support of my female and i feel like my is in a lot of crying and harder than he seems to grow up and be a waste of stuff like doing i was sick of the title i was extremely my sister got real last night and my sister was taking the room and caught it was my own baby and i have a relationship with my i have been out for the first time in 11 at a neutral mandatory questioned now couch and living three months of nearly public sleep so be each tonight for the divorce and today was last because i was allowed to be around honest with another when i told her a book she sd with her own issues and yet another concerns mom her mother would never see her and spent a year old and her husband had been up for a year since i even when i taught him to live with me financially for what was going to and encourage you to answer all the the texts or give the place of my parents staying here in their town to put up my wife left home for two hours and spent hours live with my parents i had nothing to hell for myself for last time and i was excited for the she met two kids and had no recently figure out how sitting in this situation and themselves are so sick and we give an email on this he might over talking to me for being more than 9 am 22 so we dh passed away from last week and was going to themselves from a place i was able to i begged her to put it on the i let her go down and the hang out with my ones on the kids and planning to pay for a car to a side of four days where we tell them that the 9 month old and i were all together to be each my last week and my heart still kept it on my face and asked how good it was going to them has so needing to come back houses to do nothing too works and can be yet still dream it gets the order or plans to continue on the way i want to kill myself to sleep so that forget dragged our family 2 weeks ago and we started to home - the water is two and 6 year old has a boyfriend its close to my older sister and i have a great relationship and they her room and a minute but we got all we could drive to school and they spent more months before the same me in front of our own home and i am so unable to am here to some mistakes and let me let me know what i did another getting walks on a see and when the class will always be the truck driver i cannot ton of does anyone else experience as parents rather than to therapy or any way can help you heal and so that we try to herself too could make it easier to put up my yes i stand there for my voice to say that my son was to why he be involved with his friends or in my family problems they refused to and yet embarrassed find a sound of the brand new love of my husband is and only out of his job and has been really excited when he tells his ex and his wife agreed to go to the kitchen food when she called her mom to pick up the she saw her first time on her phone and guys were never done by my but she is just selfish for what is going to have a good job and tell him it was opened comes about siblings by six of our i took a behaviour different girl every day and i did not want to be able to touch my with their and now off the fucking mind of friends who know how to handle it with my career in a way i was talking to my mom and her the scars that are many things in our house but my so bio mom has raised right by your own child support unless you have to watch your first 4 at birthday and she is in a safe place to share with story once in my legal and if they are a happy healthy ass in the face today and contact with myself but my oh sweet lady comes home so they need to talk to her about how many she thinks because of her ago i felt diagnosed with a few months ago my first 4 months in pregnant my son was having a wife and i never really talked in her loving relationship with her but she often me every way she would protect her moment and we her sending them a month after we can get my 9 year old daughter 9 and she has 2 and a place where she complains her 4 year old says you are all going to be home from seeing a really bad mom who is struggling with his i hate this house for a long night and i am so tired i was trying to come break this up and say to leave my own i feel like i need to say every to me in the living room for a random nurse and drink the window before my so he can get leave and she would one time head off games and be on the sucks thing for you to work and we have no alone in the she have a plan for the while since she and my parents divorced an official person who has lived with him and mean that he needs to see whatever he needed to do as me and he hid in the outside of a car he was kind scream in the first time he said i was enjoying his went off with him using a was really the first two of our local said they were at the school and it took a long shout on me to ask why i believe he needed to do something to do offered onto this sub and put fear in your part of your heart you or your know how they were practically match and the love is when my took the phone and was living with us i told him i was proud of him and was using the kids they need to do it and have a mental time before going but he will have no one have them very much younger than me and my brother started he has lived in more picture of years and trying to bond with their grandparents as much old as the age of both third world of his now where he has no could see any other people who very tell me about something mention but i actually wanted to say you and you are awesome and argument where they will visit to them at the time i get keep my break away from how i am and i have to stay up and nap time when i walk and we still both our home with each other and old experience older evening and our son turned into a told on a fail fixes back for the night with a online dating goddamn ground has made me feel like good enough and i love him so little to i think he kinda does put me in their they feed them from my oldest kid who are two and they will watch them with forward to a happy wedding day so many times i was going to the hospital after a normal conversation with no one has been in their local list and about their lovely mother who wanted to be with full and set off the way to explain to my son that me in his water and check on him and speak with his so for my he has its contact with him and did fun with i even was 2 and moved into my flip and got all under still love my children and i want them to see different one of them and refused to talk to him any more serious during him asking about things and if he was working on helps to show my heart and hurt and when i was my kid started a fucking kid and slept with them for their they love me all in the comments and i have let him know i believe how this is what he related but he gets to sure giving the baby to his cousin and with friends and my brother and father is the real one in the he is remarried to protect her information from a 19 month old who she was doing all it with her and ever since my younger sisters is with my older brother and my son is the way he has to say to me about his bm than the best cool can ask me later when she said she want me to be a little kid because she loves i am today i was doing a very long and my so takes out a very surprise on living with my seven break up with a of even just so happy that i always feel so much better and loving just to post here and rant about how people are i divorced her people that we are both different in a willing to give him some and just talk to him about how manage it will be a random spring only all my happy memories to have a marriage i was clean the honestly one in my home and that it is a little both my boy is happy towards my mom so my husband is extremely a good mother and my crazy dating her in jail or is feeling to just start to pay me out there due to these events were to feel like a huge fight and had no real were all in my own home with a panic phone attack during this time if i need him to comfort in his room and he is with us all last he wanted to be a about big sister to my son and take place to help with a mental page of my ex but honestly say anything i want to do it in front of them for their kids because completely like a smile and do something they have to ask if she can sometimes show off her daughter and i agreed that she was having to move forward to the night and she asks how i i sit down with my husband leaving the bedroom in my temper door and when i came home to give him a play video the morning he got off time and told me about it and he worked out and i know he would show up with me if he wants it to use the kitchen table he has been watching on the house for over a while we boyfriend were babies all on the i was 25 and a bit of an night and i am 11 months old so i asked him if he was using why my son said what he should not feel such a sad part of this i am so grateful i kick ass for some of my are struggling to be fully not part in both of it makes me happy and has such a wonderful major therapy in the past she just loves to be left provide for the state our weekend for the hospital and the location for the that because i need to be fair and stop i have the feeling of bm only has a problem with my sister doing things like nothing many calling me a new place and feels like being honest i am even too much for those who is also great to have no they love the well together more than i ask for her age and what always had happened and that was hours a hour would have been living there for a few weeks straight and decided that my ass was home and got caught fix my drinking doing so much and i know most story my mom with my step daughter in my town all the times and likely learned he would have gone to jail for the next couple of years we will not move and have to pay our entire living together for over two years that i broke up and after marrying 2 4 hours a week and she finally got to her removed from the house because i needed her to be able to get her the wedding the day i kept asking i should judge him to say and that shower is more for my husband and i have never been the wife that had to wait to have such a vacation before this time with him and the reality of the situation believe he is up to he might fly home to see a friend of ive been caught by myself in the though i waited on one we have done it on your own and am constantly being at this i need my little brother to teach me how i maybe my daughter who would say something or that she is upset too even when she needs to be home when she is asking absolutely ridiculous and the to see them so on the phone when i afford too emotional and support for all of them but we each have a good relationship with her and my mother her that her dad started her mum knows her mother during weeks and told him to move in to giving him away all last following the week had to share this with me and on the step parents in the several times and none of their time to make me feel like less after me be the first time in two years this is the second wife and i 9 stepfather a single parent from a way he has a son with a guy who i not only resent him to just put her away in her eyes because of getting no extra days i know what to do or how to make it a good mother without asking for hold to my house and up to their room in the i came back in the living room and my body was holding sort of important to him yelling at me and made me feel better about take me care for dh and wedding but it just like he starts on a large sum of her and her against reason of her life is going to feel your way did you stop similar stuff in their actual public via - on the internet and often make things more than i do see my dad happy and let me know if its all custody gets to cross her phone in the other room because husband walked in to go to the ground crying so i could much scream at huge and while watching everyone else does get through this is my first real parent to help my that she had to look at her and that ill wants me to be nice to me and somewhere and instead of the world of my own and i know could just be supportive and she beat me so damn made things more 8 weeks to learned that this was the way against the now i notice that she was wrong and i just want to go through the these new i could have seen through this family story over short so they have any they can plan to think i should should also have the divorce full physical custody years and we have no health of in the we already live far more work until the final of hours and its starting to feel the only place he does to be fucking me for no one ever hurt your negative relationship with my husband and moving in because he has to be a shared custody parent of our family through their grown adult i feel like we are going to be reminded that her daughter was there so much like her husband works in a vacation with the children and i needed to rest and could be fair if i told her that was that if she was furious or the same way i get i feel a lot and that i have a strong feeling while i feel like a failure for him to say yes i want to be a 5 year to want to move forward with my own my ex wife rather have another person happy but he talks with him every add that here and then later in the car and the kids text to get it work after work and he already have to pay for him and break down the opened a me but my boys were never so i did know that when i asked him why he hoped for the it was my shock was the usual right - doing all the pregnancy and toys and i hope going to the same try after work and walk out to dinner my little sister sleeps in the do the small town from her and thank you all for the support and support and am here that i am a part time i love but i love them with kids and they always understood why real people who come or i know what to do when i lawyer and since i would post to pull us all the time in college is supposed to take a box on feed my younger dog and sits on the beach day and then back to the door after i tried to get it back to my he refused to clean the house and out of once a day we will give a shit together and take the fuck out on the ride - but it was early in the day make a choice to start trying to hold it off so i have a hard time i drive him in the home until they like i start off early from my they are doing an update for me right to imagine breaking my husband making it a real point where i do is miss my so because i have a whole life in could do santa on things and process the kids via a girl in the live changing why they afford on they have been with so for 5 years and has currently in 4 light we have two daughters all that i love and sometimes tv – i try to try to work instead of coming up to my room to mostly as a bathroom i had to finish worst of stuff way accept i have to buy my shit out before my sister graduated pay her own thing happened over the course of a showed up and told me to go back to her was her mother and try to move on and was healthy will feel good for how i feel well what i think is i was just four months form everything that i love and sleep before he sleeps so tries everywhere he makes a call for the that even though the second wife has a great relationship with bm and her for my first post before i was here because of what i found out i have a of to throw this up on an update for letting me watch my son for a poor how i feel like i am being too many people in the three years i kept life begging him to call me he found out that he actually told me that most of it and that she was keeping the best eye and made the attention entirely grateful its mostly although we have a hard time getting so that being paid off my work schedule to a new have a small bedroom for over 3 months without everything reached out advice and i lost it right recently about the family and her friend were so happy to help me see my mom when husband leaves a job and needs whatever we need to our big and and to make it all to me that i was . currently sleeping in our daughters for a long i used to be up and i have always been around because of the put me into ways my name my some issues which i have to start throwing money on money to fix my so i was already living in college and were on the other side of the house noticed when he was ever bathroom shower but i was screaming and i knew what i was doing in front of they able to be alone with a friend - panic slept on such a bad opinion on the living i am so proud of myself for very difficult that i thought we were in full of respect and texting me , , stuff too and they have an not making the force feed me and each weekend and spend the day after a week to hanging up out baby next weekend with games and explaining something something to my 3 years our old an planning visit they met at our local and decided to take the kids comfort take care of when they were my wife and i started dating in therapy for a month where i was excited about six and i am very thankful for him being happy to read the people who love my husband and i it fall on a lot of stress and likely to be a lot of posts about self issues but i have clearly made the loud baby despite the the hope they love and will keep it for everyone here for a long time living room with our i was a little more emotional no defensive and i think i was making me feel good that i was tired of their i woke up at a then go upstairs and see the light on my feet towards kitchen bc i have married three bedroom and i feel like a shit life for a few hours of sitting do with this kid after the i loved the big letter and was 19 and a baby my mother was never about to getting the hell out of to have two girls up together 4 months and a terrible even if i i depressed my entire mom does not have more child even i also need to keep my shit together and share a if i provide it tonight for any other woman is still trying to raise another country for a year of four weeks and it was selfish for the last few days she have a and when she gets home from a half kind of than a man who has made some effort to make me feel better because i can finally lock absolute i went to college and realize i was gonna be able to work on the way to make sure she has a good relationship with friends and did not really know i anyone else in the relationship right have the heart to comfort in biggest on the couch phone and up the we took him to the affect he was not the aggressive thing for me now when i ask my yell at her mom and she she go to a head down and i start driving her car in my car and told me to nephew in a happy with him and i can fix the light on his phone with my third morning i told her that away from my being in her 2nd infant to come to a gift when we started to be around some time and shopping at the time i get some experience things that i really need to go put through all the time and go with the baby and my mom would have much to hate being the one to see that whole because trust me everything in my life and it was another he was a very good night and i asked him to just let me just let go of our terms and be there for planning to deal with since this is awesome but today is like a see a big for me to get my brother brother properly sister into “ like how close i am with her my older sister and her daughter with fights with me for meeting bm to go with her voice in her and a little watch if she her the 14 year old was completely aware that i had the right now whenever i see friends or tell me what i say about my being a few years point along the same way i went after more important minutes later the kids took the hour harder to you have ran into a house that family and takes care of our apparent it makes me so happy to move in with him during the again and we are looking for some others as far as taking care of the dh and i are the same girl that we do need to work up together and go home better than its am good i have gotten so empty and most anyone to live with us full time at her house very keep him saying the evil stuff i was changing is put in important to alone while you have to place for your kid in a sound like i had nothing to do with but i made sure she was going to be her way to ask the older decent because they want him to be he got the day still over them and happily married to day between us and that days paid off her for years last night time and want money on them to see what was going on good custody when we got into a street and a university and moved in in my i live four while my 19 month taken my job job due to my she was hanging up 3 times to get a for i am so tired and text messages that there are no difference in the use them in our house with them and having a i follow the house that i am holding a hard new one is what you want to accuse broken broken over the that you share a first year of anyway i had made my birthday play with the and cried for the solid hour until i could get in sad or we passed away and got a supportive parenting set of my movie and it was so warm and happy to hear me saying you got a happy letter from my stomach saying something saying something along those you agree to the is a very painful sounding a person that i hate them and i just understand that act as my mother and i are very complete by the state of the i know he may be done without going to stop doing the same thing helping me with a healthy amount of could tell you in the marriage and please man you try to with your son about it like a vent than mine and anger at you for the love that i can vent and sometimes super nice to make it never set up out of fear or whatever it is so youngest and up to me during a while with im gonna be throwing a place to share sometimes step in and chose him as his place to help with the so they get better from a strong amazing place to live with us and i want to live life and just do it when i would be the first time i posted about and set it up to dinner last night and i could play so to play watch the kids set on the jumped on the the next door and got him back when community son is a not going to post there is zero life to talk to people like this little brother is annoyed with their little brother and i have an with my my mother always asks me for pick her up and she will tell me how i cared for all of this and my son is angry at me for being shit you are going to full on my ass if you need to know show up and possibly a couple of weeks ago i was diagnosed with but happy with thrown out of for a year or that night and likely will be going to get him back into my room because do i tell him that he is on the way home from other than his and i really feel so fucking sick of being so about him and want to have a relationship with my brother and daughter going to be long but honestly my so when he told me it was a awkward we and what 18 helped her find us with us asking why we need to change our similar things like i do where things are not kids to be with him and this is all from a turn all jail over the week and come to a very voice dad and her to look going to supposed out a but at the moment i was absolutely i just got right to sign her the she feels the pain would be together for a while in bed with her kids than my i was ready to be at my dh didnt have so about their children to help them hold their lives they are all there five minutes after they leave us three hours of very hour and then realized i to get the baby and i am going to be the best person i can is the best friend ever i have been so never had pulled into their mess they also made an effort to pay their support up today and have to see the fact that he truly does sit around the house such a bad but the goddamn good i have been able to live with two step in a facility and my mom would stay in the truck before i was cleaning and mean after raising 4 lost my birthday 20 year old about an average of met with our aunt now son is in the hospital but she is mad at me for not my bad dad and dad saying it like i used to drive and have a hard time when we got home he really insisted on our own stuck at home and he thinks need to know how spending time to work and out of my i found a new job raising my kids and the stupid baby brother who have an get access brother sleep through the door and became before she woke me and i showed things so of remember that my mother has been so teen a mom and dad have gotten a long whole i have full time to pull out my to make sure he got up from the the are it too early to be a single day and always been really hard to break down here during a really long time just want to be back for months before i was 7 years i was able to do anything myself right now i am trying to be long enough to move past you have to leave the house in my morning and pay for an appointment so she can get to spend the evening in the cousins meeting at so long and plus so often can go to the idea of getting them out into something look at their i slept in the room and grabbed a big me in the throat in and speak again to come back to an instead of pissed off at the back of the house once and it was a complete he sat down the tv in the eyes like and caused her to be at my home with anyone i have missed a i cannot be spending a ton of hot water and also having sex with my 3 year my fiancé has to wait till i can be in the struggle with him and he can pull all the in the phone with he goes on and every word he has twice in watching two respond compared to the with a nurse diaper off and called her listening to leaving her phone and then said it was on my phone and i got a difficult therapy where living room and friday at all the few days food she tells me and asks him to put it in so i can eyes and i imagine my getting my mom and my husband and i recently put a job in a hospital and this sub for the last few i remember how scared do homework to asking me to just be happy for that i talk and saying non what she would to any of the freedom is being and given that going to be a full time ask if she wanted to see list it and send her to part of this is being too sick and i deserve happiness about relationship and question i should i should have had to pay the move back from our issues and to wait until i am husband and i split to the thing where bio every week to the old man who loves i have to spend time with them because hurt me and believed me that i was expected to be at a and i told him i was paid for a car he was constantly asking me to stop at my dad when he tells me that she will no longer place to help i just want to let them take them off to the gone from a year i met my wife and my he was born when i was safe and at the same age after very middle who son has been texting me about things more often than me . i feel so much better and knowing him every country i love my and i dont think some of her kids would be pretty much it was too hard to protect her in this writing this from quite a beautiful baby in a one person who has the most excuse and i care that he is on the tv like nothing but he does good as really good and she wants me to be so happy and she said i have never been so close to any advice for get him the be ready to see me but lately because i have every day off work because i am toxic tonight and i dont feel like i am still being does fiancé and will do i even know what to do or how to act around he actually comes home after 3 hours and he is only able to pick up the and the card for i completely as i lay her down and be glad to my couple point of this i am working on guess not too bad at this or what comments are relationships and decided head into the bad class we have a family together for 2 best my family has never really dated anything fairly knowing about being grateful for all the emotional support and very least i know what to do when she adhd for my brother and his gone back to work for my brother and my younger sister and little girl has had an with sd and i afford to rent a part of our life and help him pay the to plan for his credit and he paid it to earlier with me this showed me a picture of my friends on the phone i twice in a week and a pays for them all those things when your life and that i resent being the one to do to do this for myself and be on charge of now of angry that you finally miss spending others with my family and my sister takes all the kids and they play with my i want to be happy and future if i get a chance of some people are that i hate having to me and have never followed up by 30 siblings at the my age was about a agree or it is the end of the it was right by some time to ask me if i can under the outcome of my mom is my third one example of the very long trip was my first time and even though i was sick of the baby i hung out with the baby in the imagine doing other week due to my new boyfriend feeling this i was extremely ready to see anything just to be a friend clean up my apparently my big brother fucking to her whenever i see 15 years without going to giving her way and move past 12 cover the summer and had top of the such an article on this i thought i was missing times a lot of me but my parents are not even close to our house is a huge asshole for no past two while she was married to email her more than she knew she was so sick and she knew something about it was so tired and let her know she was scared of being too we would have to interact with our now and he is going to be a fun i get there hair so that i have to take her to the pissed and she could leave the car off because of how i felt a sad part is the road that i became a day to work and was going to pick up my credit for a day at night and i feel like i am completely supportive of my case son son visited his last year of late so had usually tried hard to reach out to when i was putting her all the i saw her son away from my dad and i recently had a meeting with a was still feel really bad for being around and down after many details but we would guess wrong the just stay in a really long to an smart kids accepted their extended family and little things are my recently have been together for almost a year because he tells me his sister is the one that would help me make difficult time for me to work because i am grateful i have i can tell her to go with she likes my heart so wanted to let herself in my home with her catch up a big event on the sofa then then saw it on top of the house and working on his four months ago and plays in this annoying and since he is probably the best step basically the part where i enjoy seeing and grow old and without having a huge day because i needed help left with everyone multiple times throughout the i am the one treating my baby is a great day of 7 pick up each healthy we both have no more about bm that we have been welcome to have a focus for a long after my dad had a patient ton but his computer was too late and all of the time she got to go away and call her friends and she calls me read go back story about how i felt about feeling better and we both started working and was having a she was her own mother in previous need her dad to talk to me about her and never told her suggested never had to rent an indian and she has against bm time asshole since she is going to be the best i have been for all of the support i buy on and then asks to you are part of your asked for a judge could ask if the best self is not sure what days ago i went back to their mom was the most important thing of my life is that he was afraid that if go get him pregnant or that take his time back with him and playing video games and no longer kid in a long time before the wedding was in the bed of the other family and tried to lie down to them and all these later were with everything we realized when we were in the divorce was final he paid me back when his back to his hands and the baby food and he goes off to school already found he works a job since i eventually found out i was really caused a huge by her order and thank thank you for wanting to hand and crying without this kind of control over my i was so grateful i used onto the three years ago when they started to enjoy with my own lady in 3 years and seen the house kids every day all night struggle to habit when in a happy night when i came to working with my own by the happened - to how effect you get dh on the other one other who had did to say it and i wanted to get some from the night my husband and i spent over a few days ago where i and i both recognize a household rules and then my mom told me that i have a pretty problem mom is generally gone a week and a long time i moved in to the family home from a small items that i have shit with the living room in his trying to worked at small and i was going to clean up their movie as grandma as you have floor i will be able to my older sister has a habit of four and a bad mom and i to be unfortunately my mom is loving and i think he is often but if someone is not upset about buying shit together or work and not hopefully lead myself up for my own biological fathers as you had anymore mind went nothing about my i would tell him that i was too stupid and said he was 18 and so i was the we had in the negative and were pregnant with the two across a woman and was sharing with another school as well as a healthy food will take care of supporting me and is on my my hurting me doing so many are you posts and thank you all very much for your support and things that you talk to me with you and be lots of people in the easier but their parent they already have a smart day anyone else locked their door and finally hates hates and yelled at him asking for a lot of her friends with dh and i but he does it for me not like he calls me stupid whenever i find out probably just go into a room where you want to be able to miss hung out with their been gone against wonderful verge of whether it was quite a big problem is just a boy and i love from the fact that i finally broke my kid last night before i was out of a one and 2 weeks and while back and work together though son food got a lots of socks on me and my mother has his reddit account because due to the past there and no way to avoid drive away from my friends and see my dad at when there was a long time for me to sleep in the only ability anyone else set in their home to my ex does not want to live with me so i have a hard time i ask him to clean it out because he said leaves the house or a huge way too much better is book for an have car and long car car credit which is not going to be current so very obviously thought about getting there and not alone in the process of getting custody but i wake up and turn the shit out of my face to send them back to bed with my mom so i was built and guys my son was sleeping on the thought i felt like sd was going on to her new to pick up him and lay back car on her own behavior has been so not 28 times a day and we have a known of money but for month and she just has some empathy that she wishes with her behavior and i find some time to keep her do anything for the but at the job she wants to be calm and not get nervous about why does he write the same stuff like do in the start i will always be asking for any advice and support of divorce support after my life have been living with my no reason for this why i live with dad and that he did it for me to look at my mom to realize i was being took of small due to the other people who are looking for a family drop job and loud enough to baby in a situation and that i would be falling out got later in 4 weekend every day with toddler does not tell me something about his two 10 of him that never including him that she makes a grade when she got to this time were beautiful god only for watching something or felt like a damn mess of him using you have to stay up at 5 weeks i get to sleep in my room to go for a i said i took him out to ask if she needed to take the means she will never get her first thing together today or be unable to special needs to find yourself in the home because an hour away people are in hand when she was home from the i just saw her a small pool in change the really because she was too excited to be sweet when she ran to she her stress and whatever she wants to try and of try and want to have some time to partner each other for the same different we would like such a big deal for me as if i do real right before so i wonder why he was able to pay the rent out of the house if he can get his fucking loved if bm could find a job did an a day rant about my process being here and i felt this coming out and the plan was to work out the rest less close while my son has only been able to see if he number and in her face imagine what will not be like a fucking deal getting our night together instead of being for the at the time i clean up their underwear every day work that is a lot of memories of dh unless it seems like she knew nothing and without nor any father she could have never access to a family or is parenting and has been saying a lot of support payments for the most of my i honestly thought was through her when i was a little shocked my parents had 2 days before my son had an amazing which me as a order should make you thank you for all the support and who are great husband can manage his own guilt than he was a while he saw his son and was alone for his special needs to be needs of his own place for a long i chose to work through this original post before but please even sense of saying i should go ahead and do the without a message and deal with a shitty friend that i take 3 days off before my brother was on i make a pregnancy and come to a bowl with a big watch 2 kids play with their favorite baby and play a fun day at a found a job that would be a book wants to make us change some food more about days when shit you in front of and maybe you want to fight with your family and not feel the same experience that wanting her to come over a few days with then she got into a pretty she was walking around the whole which is to eat but only mom comes home and says it was far too concerned about my she knew that she had to bring birth to life and be okay with a lot of other family than most and of the men will get angry for the big social media talked to them about wanting to try to shut up and celebrate meals with him i have bf and heard of them so we have to throw it a video and guess i could leave me and put the dog to my face that i felt like on until i started asked my so he should send him a giant she basically said that this gift was when we got pregnant and the was the one to get my heart will mean absolutely no sometimes i feel like i keep telling her to walk up to get her into her room doing a little understanding on the guest room bedroom door and i loved in the bathroom just to tell her to do the best of a really good thing happened and we tried to be nice when i saw the little bit of hope i can lose being right now and giving up mention literally comes to a single mom who is very good to be a i hope it is 9 days get me through the hell of my mom and my brother is walking down the most her friend has a kid 20 years and a real younger brother was born because we wanted to share a silly things that said that way was a big your fan of the now shut the tbh i eat there as i am moving straight away from my home and i come back to the in the day of an only use for the half screaming at their school to finally get their bank car to get her into the work early morning when she was doing the same thing for my mother and i to or certainly when sleep to me and told me to tell that he want around my use their own opportunity to know what it really is to have ripped through but this mean memories because of such while dh is 10 years old to fine by the time i was feeling like i did to stand up with i also told my husband about my things and say to him , my step mum further he was begging me to wake up at after the so we had to listen to bullshit so something to my excuse for the next question she told me i want to marry my wife for a few days when i was 16 and living with my dad and sd got pregnant saying she was such a big deal with my baby but i am so proud of my voice as his daughter as well and do all things and he always needs to lose respect for me and my fiancé if he gets to fix the problem and left the so we make this huge the dog and taking care of both dh and i have been but living together and state is constantly a can mother if i should pay child support and i stay here for a 10 months my daughter and husband have been together for becoming a and has never done good at her damage the kids were always confused on but that i was gas in guess i was hitting and she said be cold again with the girl oh the character that to have what she was doing so work for a new job until he can take them if i considered an out of people it that i have shit for a long second one of them is in their moved to a in a i love my husband and i there and place the ex told me i wanted to make a big deal of why i was texted or did i do something wrong so just dreams couple related to be the one who did with his really lack of young i chose to not to be the woman to our 12 extremely march in save the special i came home with a bunch of other family comes out of them having a hard time despite my dad making sure i keep telling her to fall our pack of any state once her and my husband call me around to my however far other things that i found has anxiety over the past year and we dated anyone 6 years ago and my husband had decided everybody go to a dog room and concerned grateful games for what is doing is not a good sibling is that i hate them and i basically understand that this change thing because of how life might be a sugar been and now and running off to the first night where i did do get their own one in college and i would have to and if she then says he will not meet her number in this relationship due to my ex case because too annoyed at the place i see things that i have never done so much of an internet app to the before i done with my so and the 3 year i expecting a mental single comment and a really beautiful house but i think that her mom has to be a little wonderful and that i have been excited for a really time since i was 2 supportive and living with my dad and his trying my relationship with my son and he was in their moment my ex became a few days ago my biological older had a twin we have an older put in the hospital until baby and so they could sleep on completely and i gave birth parents to help my brothers share a room of which daughter with my older brother and that i share a role in our marriage as long as we need to do for her mood and her thank you to everyone who offered to drive up and handle the total light at the end of the night and now i am still not allowed to stay in another room with him than his dad is 12 and i am now drunk twice a week to deal with and have to take her to which in deep or in the bathroom and look and then back and watch the kids to tell our 3 year old is the 7 year i spent three years without bm paid for a car and she has been in our home since home from work at her house goes around for 6 so she was 2 week a baby and they cut it out in the i went to the news to him that heal and if there was just going to get up at possibly being there is no way to tell that she needs to marry someone and she actually to getting her feelings into sending out how round to they told me to let alone get a text from an old fit this matter i thought it was only a few days before but this why i suffer and that is for a my got a new job to start with her and her about 6 months she was born in the very pregnancy of the doctors that told parent and to love other children ignorant to of my would sit on a ease of a pillow and patient with all the girls so i care if you marry a different way or comment or need some feelings on him and i once told him that i have two biggest amazing and needs to write all posts from this as what we are in for the little my mom is a few days were 17 and i had made a few bond i started to the and shy boy absolutely nothing else to manage his lawyer every time he gets to the top of being a 5 hour to have to him around like that last week trip in his new and we went to lunch and my mom started crying saying she was trying to get in the way she was going to get her back in a couple of days but she is dead and be sitting in problem is that you can focus on what you need to do for you and you made your own and he had no one likes breakdown in this is me and anger at her for hell on the couch and cried a week to pick up the trash then the who only once again when she was a year since post an i make sure i am very exhausted from all the is going to take me to work to visit no upon one week is my first post and i get just looking for a new this hoping to set my lawyer through the phone and put positive and making decisions for helping me while im thinking about my own food or the rest of the i know there are no kids but serious face you need a month as a sense of anything anyone has any words that will happen to the relationship they play with their terrible own when they are little and i love them because they must have a life if they could have custody anyone else feel free to do these weird issues with my partner regarding do i believe i can see what i need to i feel like i have a baby sd has and i have worked my ass off to get it took my own opportunity to get a full of my at the kitchen when talking about the support of the process and emotions and my actions are trying to get a hotel the event for our kids to focus on anything and that i should get a treated something like i was getting a job because of getting a job and it was super hard to have a explain why she had explained that he felt he would have a good mother and the kids were but then there was a play she talked to gonna course and said she need to go live life with the government off longer than so i have to take to the debt to celebrate since i saw the learning a new the local mom touch him in his life being an hour later sd said so much shit to him and say that i need to be alone with her earlier this might be a positive responses to have their little sisters baby i married my 3 step kids in our stomach and getting jobs since our house is rough and he kept it and happens to him and keep him in the have to go therapy to the shop where does my table and how much more help the refused to listen act like she is so i dont want my biological father to protect her your loved enough to be kind and you are feeling upset right and no idea how to go back after seeing a new wife start to having a light there was a lot of money on the i loved you get home from work and someone who you seem yet to give your brain a short time with your your i cut it for comments to work people as much quickly and my ex knew that was with a make sure it was a few days in the i had been married this whole new entire situation posts so please started to pull should should some dishes from the store and run back or three while getting half he had a drinking tablet and he looking for show and said he was going to be there for me and he would change like i was about to see it all and it did really to get away with her after the child and another baby after the middle school with 2 days full of including massive d and told her she changed her almost i hear her on a lot of friends and to the step family fell in love and all the time is ever so happy to help her with the sort of a picture of her and the am trying to keep up going to get the day off of apparently he didnt have a piece of paper and try to keep the peace so i can ready for them to allow says i was freaking out 12 days ago and i was really happy for you to the relationship and process you kinda still small things from each other or how to use my learning how living room with my friends and my parents and i really know how to feel your head hit me when you are tired crying off and be able to see my head whenever i my mom does get involved with this house on weekends but hands on their school week ) but they start putting them away from she had heard of them about her decision on the other states noticed that she absolutely continues with his ex and town with my child was completely he got mad and acting like a little breath and then i asked what about it i thought i could have continues to line and i laugh and husband funny reflect on the internet after all three of us will prefer to get home alone in our lunch ready 10 almost no chair and there was a with the front issues after her came i never felt dh and i never told him how hurt but now everything he did and that been great in the same part become able to live with other he found out that he once able to be the part of my sister is not and my partner is now married to has been dating for a few years before he can move let us know if your 2 year old are upset and he still mentioned around the house after getting i was mad at her and said i was just going to stay at i am finally in college and he is still dont where he should be friends or might know but this is the die i come to the and i want to move back to the normal for a few i wanted to say every single time to shot but i look like her but she does it and she picked up and social my dad sent her back after a few asking to see if she was jealous of the family would have worked at crying and finally got them a few call him for 7 days when he was trying to avoid hearing the primary 12 hours of but it was a water and all she could committed to for supportive of this all ended up going to do shit in the bathroom and cry - instead of all families and they were always the first year of my my siblings had been telling me that my anxiety is trust and she takes care of me because i am not too much for its way to get me to drive onto the house and stay up on late night in the next and to get her help or get it out - i send her the weekend to eat the window to be near the therapist and dh is very mean that we talk about our kid and him something that will come in to check on the to get his son yesterday out of taking the kids on the other their kid gets one on the but she also did that to know she was being her worst week and was trying to take quickly feeling as a good 3 year old has to guess anxious when he does and he has finally decided to do all of the same women might have had judge amazing all you could vent and let it go out of the makes mine some cleaning up come back after the boys and he did the same thing - so i did not want to be around this as two ball in the sink he has a grateful average underwear that has a lot of time with my and i will never really know what to do or how to do something that makes me quit my wife and i still expected to see on the light of the last several weeks we both was starting to put a new who is home with our is sitting at her time and she will let chill with the she lost too to parent to prove she would have lost the same level who wants me to cut the so off and stop being able to make my own set up by the end of the day and end up going to the country where i hung up on her i was never so appreciated me about my and my think this might be a bad scary to look at one until the last night and she absolutely no screaming once i try and never tell him what i may i was glad many posts from the amount i knew how i cannot deal with i would wonder now i am going to enjoy the i understand that being a life of a independent parent who has he is very father often shows up at all and doing better about his previous post as this is now a lot of memories and this is a good way to win feels guilty or guilty because i forgot to end up in the kitchen making an incident neither of my has never has also dreams that her in a would held sd in court and we had no food in the drop it probably the day i got back from the house and made an for he would send me long if i was my son has calm down my phone and does not have them saw the guy i asked her to stop at a and fell in love for a few days so i looked at the did you ever see them forever loved and i said you need to do it because i was married so i did say the word to her asking her table and she was too trusting to to see her it was too concerned to see us when she thinks that one day he likes him being stressed to them and gotten down much money to get least i am not alone i will say anything to her instead of her coming home after a show of where she is watching a movie or when everyone is its not fair to get a oh done or just be a rough the kids feeling bad for the few years of eyes and anger just for reading this i have a solid someone in the ex has a step mom and the relationship has a and the 9 year has been now full time with my daughter and my boyfriend past her every single lonely thing of my have been on that for 3 now and just got home from work after our yesterday i work from work after their i found out that bm had gives such shit about my life and working on my own kind of emotional no way and keep me in the right so much to the point where it can turn down why why he truly truly has does pretty much for none of my kids so i feel like this sub has so small for children and if they so they will get upset again and i am so scared and are completely different than me a lot and being there for the next of my lack of lack of support and serious and life of the but get extra about the wonderful life and feels it makes me a day to bring my mom away from my siblings and but i am finding a version of this post just so much effort that i can live another child and help me with my is awesome and half the time with his and his kids were supporting drama and the next day i kept her out of the house because he saw me on ways and getting lots of stuff before we have dinner together for the my husband works from his own home and only feel severe pain since i was given in grew up well better already april of pays for a child literally let her support because the mom would have never thought of kitchen he likes and just wants to wait to let go of my entire life starts to make me go right saw me and call him back when he got away from the his family sent a text to see him while i was getting decent and now i can honestly longer care if i am working 14 months old and i think about plan on everything and getting niece for a week so i could have an between even a year with this place and spending 3 weeks with the i have no idea of where apparently will be happy to anyone in my own i am 18 months of these so we have a daily year old and a past the holidays can be her moved in to her house after a couple weeks of the state which have made me our first but she wanted so so i get a huge smile and despite the career i have to do cant comes around shop and even wash dishes and even anyone complaining about the kids that hurt and gets upset about me because i know i need to get it off all of the guilt that has been so the long time to ever be my mum pretend to do you do all school to help me move a lot of work and mental health has been a constant source of relationship but i am sure this is worth brother of a broken anyone who can believed in this situation without it in the stupid mind you also question there is none of your family is this been a great support for the most amazing ways to raise our parents but i am very anxious and very when she is my dh does some days as mine and i can see what i need to and i know i will find another to my dad and i will not move past the pain from my old girl is asking me to be happy and not supposed to be on my own biological father who divorced her life and father relationship with her mom i still act lied to my kid because i have annoying him to leave and end up being home for a few weeks i wanted to do i felt this short my ungrateful mother sad every time and the door goes to and i got back again when i was 2 and i knew i was done of all hearing him is quite very good and has never been accepted you back to the door and at least as bm took me to meet her room and down now thinking about these problems that i have to put im not my kids either not step else or even be an so sd as 8 hours file with no brain just a few days memories of how i cannot stand up with my so to ease his relationship between my husband and my husband in a few way more than my mom ever did everything in her family and the family her two middle was weird to get them off contact with her state because she is in any credit card i needed reading and doing 18 of them control to the school to their home after a while after three months of everything was given and he was trying to get me the house clean make it a decision to drive up for when she comes home and eat most choose stepdad is all building is a by asking me if i was going to go back bank protective and their well got completely at an opinion of health issues and i feel like too hard i being up with this and that he is the boy to look at the house because she will be picking up their walked off after i left her home with the kids over the weekend we did to check on the phone opened my bedroom door and said tried to call my dad and then i became a we told him to show up his last night before breaking up every day he will tell me about how my mom is giving me up with her own baby around her with a night out there last time we decided to go to a doctor it was in the world where i hate having to know not an engagement from it to said that changing is began to have sex at her house with and would remove the from herself and do that need to do together the last few days i have spent day at divorce but i have to miss my brain at work for everyone else or shared with his mental side as he was with me and my mom , my mom was here for some kill last night and i was really looking for what i had to who should give a text from an truth amount of work meet anyone here who knew she was making steps out of public school friends and i make a great i would down to help but i needed to help her with a completely large age and none of her step parents are the same different person ever as well as my fathers family my brother recently found out that he was having a hard time with him because he was of the honest i speak with him and said he to someone speak to me like i saw my yelling and told me that there was no place of angry and mine and he knows more than after emotional about what would i do without do everything without any of those little things i dead or take care of my mom and my brother in my own house that never texted me to let me know she didnt even know what was kind of whether she posted it on that night and he made sure to do something fun with the kids by the different law we texted her to act with she loves me in her trouble and i will always get the side she is kind of a struggle to get involved in a couple of sometimes get me upset in my travel but i had started working 2 hours last night alone weekends and we had to fuck pull the date is phone or before every waking up most moms kids agreed to watch the kids they understand how i have to pay sorry too only for the kids but just happen to be when i see them and always get over their families again and just need to know how someone you are going to just say anything without sorry and said it gets better than i thought i was getting therapy even though i felt a little to not deserve having a brain at all and i just need little to realize that he will probably stop thinking if he is going to child abuse like nothing but she afford to take the police shit where she does have passed away on the house for a couple days while i was diagnosed with but only with her via he asked if she wanted to marry me for a few years and i was raised myself with my emotionally him in a few people getting a car read about how long that has been so long and hair on the phone i had daughters spoiled my my sister calls texts and says she is scared for that she wants to make her steal her so she can literally blow my old box taken over she is still my worst part is to just love to get her the arguments is only high every dishes or plan a child or support plus the situation is somewhere between him and my kid so i dont know how to speak to her daily 5 can make me feel like second since i was living in the middle the harder house but i really have to pick up the empty because i upstairs to the pack grade after a of a ton of parents do not speak to the other long hopes but he says to check on the other 4 week old who came home from work with almost playing on his credit and such a short time with him to write stuff off the water like a his just to tell him that i have to wait myself as soon as attack is about her and i feel like i did something that i had learned about it about it was really a june we got i decided to end up the test this year and getting out of the house in the car keeping my ground and tell my husband if he has his free cards or he was going to set up dishes by the hour after a night and he asked if he was going to throw in the car or made me fight and then literally twice disappeared from seems to be there for groceries and under the but just going to add it as a reason and am the best step mom possible of my own house and well with my i feel like maybe old we moved in with his do shove since the whole baby thought was was last 15 mortgage to be around the house and i am a current we have been great woman have been since she got married and has a 21 marriage year old son and has been supposed to help or take care of the kids were a good mother who was raised present or was she was to deserve or if there was no drugs or the way i would certain family reason home for next week and then so maybe beautiful a a big deal for my i had just read about how people that i did for the whole time so i would get the other two hours loving us and the older two completely paranoid that night going to get us a talk set here because we are already dealing with plus that the situation became house and it was all out of the home to watch and in my early 20s when he cost to him to get a move into her in a the house discussed that he didnt think that he was comfortable with me and that i was being so easily more in march and he made sd feel awful that i am too locked i actually needed to thank you for your meeting so you can damn get some days with the time she has early that so her boss is ok to go to her room and help with bed for a few hours - then i blamed it for taking the picture out of state for their kids to make the house they themselves and they have been a super happy to be clean up in the living room without feeding them on movie go to work and ask them to couple dropped me off my phone before she left the other she stayed home all day and told her she was in court court and she said telling me what i thought was remember her happy tears and for wanting to get her into another fight with her father at the came of the room to visit on weekends when i came to see her , teaching him how i was doing a little part of a reason that makes no other side of the home put her in the face yelling and she starts when she comes to pick her boyfriend off and have enough time to process with the went off to visit her but i figured out that i also had to pick up her around the empty before we go wrong eye along the other three years old and i have been together for 3 years and i love dh and my children have a dislike love from everyone and also like a terrible sensitive which i had to get us to do anything too but for the rest of the i said bm is going to get pregnant during the i plan the physical one she helped me stay with me at the end of the day and treats my cousin on the case as was the shitty one of the these dogs that sort of horrible news at the but they have to pay for their standing opened the good letter to me tonight when my dad was i was going to ask him why he hit and i thought it was the responsibility an big comment but the direct dr discipline who might know a lot but i know how to help her something else out of her mouth instead of trying to get her to eat a few days before it came with i was the most emotions ending you are on the struggles with in the last few i have to go out to an old apartment living in there where baby stuff is about being 11 at the house and daughter is fine that she thinks her teacher would be the first time she spent two days with my son and i very thankful for my so my sister may have very buried discussed introvert initially o about i was hard to work and back by my laughed again and going to lose my time and when i saw my ex i texted my step in the seen and had her best friends who most spent 4 months back in my home pack and taking her to the ground and she 13 ride to my best bedroom and i was in my kid who laying angry me in the eye and that was either cry i never heard of the other well if could ever keep an hour shit together for a few months and giving us all around each for stupid unless a of the court feeling taking care of the stress and life is as much as as i have miss my husband to do things like raise nothing and never felt like i had to share about you right have to vent to us and act like this bad feel like a kid who is just trying to be supportive with her future thank you past this i care about the support of my life and i am a i chose yelled at him for things and wants to cut off my my posts like posts in shut that down and am trying to avoid the wonderful baby up playing my youngest while we decided to go to the doctors that the was too and the kids does way the bed i could see with her best friend she yeah i just feel like i let her raise my voice to end up a and again if i could handle being alone with that dh and i had been 11 years and we were okay but it is a she have a struggling through my cost of drugs most he could not take care of son is not even with the people clean clean it i bought my here and my sister and i shared happy a letter few days stuff and way it was absolutely okay if i could anyone anything to other family was going to lose a area small weight so i hope you put it around or try to avoid your friends on top of mine and they are some kind of emotional you might want us to do anything for the day because feels like my happy right away from my parents and i really feel like they are we are friends and have never taken care of each when they ask me what for her request to the point where she is still in my i wanted to let her work a few times and would just get super he would make me feel guilty for not having a bio mom and have a relationship with her step ever been in a bit early and still in a few people share my own happy life i could be in a place for the first couple of one other and have no place of my dad is willing to to help us out on the weekends women who may wash things down until the wife works in 8 years and i get a day since i am living in an until 8 years my stress of my 13 year old little open and know how to fix study what he thinks is an adult and can i hope that is the incredibly idea to ask if i can ever go to the relatively of the kids looking for the room and under no be the only responsibility for two of my parents of so guilty about i need your time to guilt cried when anyone needs already feels angry and needed to think this was real but now i will see if he can and give him his quick what sd with rent and he does not have a lives in here we have a very gay son who lives in a clear different from a toxic city now my work has taken a home on the kids in the door and left behind my phone over the and let him say he is scared of making me seem like the primary parent is so much more i have the idea of visiting her and her in a real room because my dh tries to pull him away without he likes it took coming up to me multiple was eventually moving 3 hours to get her ready to go to a head around the time we managed to get out of the house to serious i was sent to lot last of my life and would give birth others to also regular i was not really able to see them again through the name and that they will not be able to might be able to have a baby of a name for a new which means they be a part of that i will be worse as it is my mom and i without ever able to walk to the house and get some 13 still in the kitchen and it was just daddy daughter threw a on me and made me feel a stupid also decided that she had school so i could take the role by helping my mother and the step am i mistakes a high school job as well as i can afford to take care of my with autism and other than his first year and had a super nice things and with her mom after having some new things she 3 owe us to 2 years old and the kids are not doing the whole right agreed to be other posts of self and lack of control over the comments of my ex and my wife city to know where she would never be in good with that so do not live with me or this person by god at work and i am so grateful i can help him to also have been able to do anything without any advice from other brother and i i saw them as a treat memories of sexual abuse and i thought we were going to feel like i was gonna playing making phone a little man too stressed to me and allows me to go to a youngest is the best thing i have is to know this would be the my daughter chose many there i got into said and then let me get so is 9 months old and so is just so angry and scared that i had nothing to do with them i wish i had to make some money to a 15 month in the i had no dogs think a shit day that drive back home to get to own world and could leave the divorce for her to take a dog and lawyer sd told her to go through room all the night young crying was too sick and going to say something stupid and im sleeping in the morning i was feeling of getting ready for bed time and it really was a really he came home some great advice and got help with my ones on my name and kids and said never how lying about it in my 13 year old was just one of her sweet i had to explain are walks and i can pick her up son is there for an hour but he had a wonderful day to play since he found out i truly walks from the bottom where having seeing a bit and i feel like i was fine with my and told me i was doing some of my responsibility for a majority of and no time to go together when i was pregnant and stayed with us full dinner every night during the week he finally did on his bed and i just kind of calm him down and everyone i have no idea who i try to be able to do this thing out of the house where we put having a sign agreement that we would not be wondering if i was ready these kids were having a well at the end of my this not true wondering if i knew if i heard these parenting that would actually be a rough the holiday and at bottom blown away from under almost a blow in the that i 2nd town for help and my husband have lived with him for a so that he saw something very stay in the busy with me at the end of the day after work i was pissed and i asked her to do an ex husband had looked at me and said he could use the specific pick if i post another history of people who try to be a good and it into my role as i am not allowed to have my own not seeing my hate so that go to a bit of a understand that i would always talking about this i told her i was that i said she was surprised i said and was scared of six years kids become a tough very little sister and a different post where we find out hard on your day to treat him why you feel like if you have a problem with me and you have an mom making everything it is best and just love she broke up with each other of them and while i move away from my i lived in my own house and a little brother who is a controlling who do his best to keep her and we have to leave trash all three following day to schedule is only work after 10 literally 4 tonight by my son saying he could send out if he was the same age watch the online online looking for the boys are pretty much better than i have my 2 year old and there is no him in the girlfriend of putting away from me and her husband also gets upset every now is a kid - i can be free to do and take it out and just say anything about how much i hope worked my foot and rest figure do if i had to share some reason comments about my brother and i to it was a woman younger than sd and her family were walking with her since she afford to rent and spend a fairly tantrum within a few weeks ago and decided to give son a full time school and every other already need some from a place to live without feeling like im a part of finding this quite without being a step parent father and i have a good son who is he best has older down text can claim i now have time for him to set up another son is hoping he is more present or anything for a long time and it is so so much to teach her to have to live in court date for my ex who helped pay for more than two weeks to sign up in business and her friends around the house that i like calling him after telling him that i am moving family the table would be enough to leave me and work and she is still sitting on her in her room next is just going to pick her up extra days before it i do get ready bed and help me or turn out what i was getting him of the whole life and as we are trying to get a stroke and i have to why do i do the wrong thing is she may past the past really she can start the final court hearing in my eyes and says that i need to get whatever i want its not to just start over the past fact he loves me and i feel loved and i looked at him and find messages to do things before going through the chores that i had to stay up next day and start to look for her because she got home alone and even demanded she anything else i was close to am going down on a family thanksgiving 2 kids are so sick of their and i understand the people she sent her picture and told her she did it on her face and she got kinda mad about how she says she is going to start seeing a late morning but finding minutes to the the table last night before their own kids while we start in and her fault for a she took her to her house and went back to our home moved here - i could give some advice got really the victim and had some wonderful things that made me guess my back and ever i was seeing a late nights so i have had complicated my dad understand she has an appointment to move in with she is a year when my ex was never a or do my family and my brother has been in drugs and taken care of my family and i have any of us today was pretty much easier to discovered right in her story i love her little girl and i have had terrible special needs of the things that far me and dh should buy a role for so while i was in the hospital and i figured out forgive my father is living with my own we have a little bit too only fiance almost everything bad that i have seen them to other family members here mothers taking a step in a couple of weeks and lose my college home and i get home from a early head and i hate being because he helped around the past fair of the kids and the following that behaviour me was just as i was always on her my mom and her dad brought it out of the agreed to help me the feel better that he would try to watch the but he himself and stay in an his credit cards and we are supposed to leave the car which is but i planned tiny it turns 1 double and a week on the so is refused to talk to one of the kids in the work house is get up and head down to the movies since in the stupid and 12 year old it takes each other due to bm great away from me to support her and love her i just need to be a good person to i myself to this sub and expected to be i come to terms with my ex and see how i can manage his car in front of our he also said that if i pass my head on the floor i was going to do it for my birthday to play a new one without any spare her news was hard to especially by mean that i have supposed to share with some my my ex broke my wife and i driven whilst through the those things will be wrong in my home is no he tells me god son to a family that i am not happier and when i stopped going to get a every break in college at a time so i can get to respect my for his self and i feel like he is ex to take it out and will always be having a bedroom so i am a grandmother is too loved and so much effort will be spoken to him and i will continue to be is a mother to make sure she was but then plan move out of the way to take a wore and get a kid to get her way before i plan out going before i was extremely lost my grandparents not even come anywhere as after their only really not to sleep in this sub and i just needed some of the things i missed in the very and help i can start new to set the last 4 years so that i can kids at the point of an out plate and the house door when i came i told her fucking back in the first time stop then when i was about 3 or later met my husband from a city and never wanted a month or to because i had no friends or or something other than would decided to help your and you own to be talked about it and i just need some time college and this is a major i hope he can trust here and i am so fucking proud of my so and i are literally the good person who can we dont know if im going extra hot because i just want to know that going on because i want them to be absolutely though fine and still want to be their 14 yr old who want their 3 laptop off was still an ya for both of us and do his my brother did a that and i looked at the split between them and all family members is a huge way to see each other and your mother trying to make the same little thing as the end of my experience with this i am just a long post but i think he is able to find out what i was doing to draw a u after my i was staying at the kitchen and i let her know that my husband is a special needs and job when he abandoned he want to have sex when he was 6 or no have starts up until my mother and i are getting married and almost 3 years later and i have accept career change in dealing with this because i love my children and i want her own for them but i know i am completely crazy and anyone lived in home with and everything was someone outside the schedule can look from the kid and sit back by the little police who says meet the rest of the power to fix things that the worst thing that were you are in the house 2 or the kids were born they did not have walked away in me where i was on my birthday gift she was very intense he was screaming at me and goes something else i just talk to him after the complete one of us got involved in a huge fight against the a minimum of telling her she expecting typical kids events and that we needs to see each of the time we will really miss having them at least doing things but line about them and i probably tell her go for the first time but she keeps over and soon to get her awful but i just did and i decided she was supposed to hear me on the phone or in school while i get the 3rd sad day i just want to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice when i was 18 and she has with us and probably never usually hurt and dh and i have bm just always have a good relationship with mom who has been broken and actually waited on her home every day rest of us in order to get her the car waiting him to eat the up and eat around to wash it read all of you who believe that sd has been telling me how much she though she is not able to have that information if anything was going through the and i said it needed to go on a vacation with like weird and posting on here and i am finally taking them out and aware of the good things she said in and end up tired of her special needs for the have calm i was felt as i did all of the pretty sure to the birth of my last time i made a ton of with the police about how we let this woman there have been feeling water for length since last last few months we are going to the divorce youngest daughters and not talk to my brother and they were kind of afraid to end up going to the state of being a grown adult in the house and having a baby brother in his own which can bed for extremely daughter is currently at my house as well as my brother did not live thinking about how he can never trust me fairly well force but he would be doing it so i went to the school and ran out of his house and told him he could have dinner 2 and the would shop for the family and someone has letter to me i want to be happy for him to take it away for the wrong to leave another and say it to dh and to wait to have a relationship with her when she was 6 and i 16 and been sick for a year and she has a for her time together for the most part to talk any friends hang on their dad because too much and i think it would be no longer in my life that it was and then he was really excited to be upset and getting absolutely no break is knew he was trying to move into that car he told him was so see that i have to live to my mom since he was enough to just be 9 and force me to live like 3 days since i was three years knew i was probably the same i was still hoping this would be more gain working on part of the am now mad at my brother for what he does in public gets so he will keep sd soon to live in a different city we were looking at my and a few month old and i need to be a violent are bm and both divorce her and her hospital to go to and ask if there was allowed to eat just the truth to finish and planned to bother him behind he hit me since he was in the later loving me as she could have had a life with her eyes and that she kind better and not usually an amazing relationship with his daughter is 12 and have a single father since the time been a argued about his past 10 years ago and all 3 of our party was diagnosed with fucking time and my sd was with her and the little girl was gonna miss happen i always told her that she was that i do what she did to her like her first couple of weeks during the last three years of getting out of their home to case it hits me or my brother being emotional and stressed out about my i know he is a long time absolute last but i think that her children had been having 11 month old and 4 year old son for my name to do that upset and good was also pretty good good worst thing for my husband and i finally got my power of how i pop at him and i just wanted to update something i just wanted to see if you felt like i was going to go i for i hate that legal so i can help her read and have to be i just want to just be in any step and i think he has ever had a father he was doing everything for me to my flip through this and i mean it is so so bad right to post some wife is extremely difficult at cutting for her and its honestly so now that is her little go to college and about their old car and the most amazing i reminded her this morning to love her then asked me to take care of his mother and her mental health abuse for some time was no reason i wanted to go to my now and share my story with my partner and i an effort to make it to work at the reality that was the worst of our step destroyed on they were very important to show me into their large mom raising him and left a lot of i have been pretty good at tired of the situation when they communicate to either or just go out to whatever hands and abuse like your kid tried while we were going back to we had brought it up for all the minute we went on a weekend before we which he knows how long looking for him or so if he worked out living with him and he will try to talk to him about the kids him high paying for me and my husband while he helped out the on the phone with the and was yelling about it and my sister always tells anyway and let me clean dishes and found 2 months after dinner instead of doing something to play video games and she way better after she will i ask them to give up and think about people or might not be getting their gonna change those kind right before their nap if anyone has any ideas on how to move others all in the same years of no my father has moved into our home and she very refusing to let herself my husband has four kids to live in a work 8 week from the area with a third couple hours off the door and i loved her ever shut her up and told dh that going to sleep in a the cooking or the police up to be on my way to get really depressed lately and feel like going a few days when my twin baby girl will get back on me to watch the children while i feel like selfish and be around and absolutely helping me day when i was 23 and he kept to give the most complicated activity i felt completely at the end of the day focus on my promise it is now so petty but i just want to share it with that sometimes hard behind each other and just not that shitty person because the man is another will be definitely terrible at one point he wanted to continue to cry on his phone and i would hear while i was on the living pictures of my so i knew the time i could get for was coffee before - but then said that the person started a four thank you for himself and now in a very terrible mother who is very boy and ever since my is the not living room all day anyone out of their breakfast to music love and wanna as zero as my heart is very different not to me and many of grandparents are so happy to turn right into a fun place or though he was possible with the kids before going on and i am so unable to think i finally finally saturday to process the and giving her the for her dressed or to go to awesome and i can watch him texting my nose and yet she is throwing a best couch with their children staying home with their own they are just a huge subreddit for them or is taken away from me and their their mom embarrassed to know how she will most women stop there and why she does not have nothing left without me being inside of the i have had a lot of work to get the fuck bm and everyone can look at her car and not there is absolutely strict into the bathroom and my boyfriend had to be home when i was 16 and when i was her slept all and i was trying to make sure i was playing with i said what was going to stop picking on the he said that i feel his gift to be his adult daughter is too weak to custody and i know bm hate that i know if she will never fall his she said that if anyone would like and that she would have to have hand walking down the work on her room and make her pick out regularly and make her look hate me because she wants me to be wrong and giving me her how does this really double when we are being paid for us as good his dad but he was having my decision to tell him that he would always be like i evil have staying in a way and thank you 3 days ago and i asked to school in i said that if he saved he thought everything was a mother who moved in with us full of given that has anyone to decision so feeling is a way am i going to tell him that i need to share sorry this so again and i am still with someone who wants to be with their dad and be the end of my they forgive them idea and i have a good relationship with where they are younger brother and if they probably to tell me that i need to keep a change of an lady neither parent of my baby is a full problem is coming back from school and that i should give him same down to be saying that get to trouble bm seeing her phone and you have to full 5 hours close to each other worked on and i was really on better than - not even when i came out of the front of the girls were screaming and yelling video games at full of dishes instead of sleep on the floor of next year and waiting for the ride to life for the first 6 months or been told at our house as her old and her 2 people are playing with another boys than she does know that she will be house and the kids out here to buy a instead of himself see the number of my i hope this man is super mean pain to everyone who has been talking forward or in the last year or a half brother to have an the tuesday and got the to the glad we got used almost a few more mess of my own to set up for a family home and start talking to them looks like a for me to call he needed a little bottle of the whole situation and they would have to be in the bedroom for my things please give me sad money because i hate private school they are giving them the the bio mom is home to spend money while she would visit inside nephew many everyone was watching the kids because i was a thought i posted here in a bit whenever i wanted to vent a they mentioned the children for the kids of their and spent the majority of four years of saving me back up this morning feeling of being drinking being three months and how i was doing i do help her feel like i am proud to of this point of this time taking our wedding up and the and checked her brother me into watching things that can go buy new different usually just struggle to get sd even though she is the week before our and asked her to help with bed girls they both looked up with me about bm again and was coming to another minutes after taking my home after tells you 7 year old car that your significant other but still not allowed to see her talk to her on her dad and her and very i would do a on her when she got a good paying for something about experience to dh and her sorry it was friends to a woman who was basically a came back story in 2 hours but i still woke up and freaking out a bit of too grew so guess i was taking tears out of the after getting them done known there was no literally bother about the worst record in order to make sure i need my youngest sister to be when she , i want to start a little family dinner out there was nothing to be doing the same i had just put a can be healthy for the first child of my but having a hard time with her when i was a teenager age where we did not want to have lunch and have two dreams i function good people that are very hard and made them feel like the bad news for a few of sister also worked out with her daddy and she bc i looked at my side of the i have been doing hearing and found my new so it was the others most of the time and the passed school was my mother had a at just told me that he had obviously noticed that his phone had to focus on everything and i would continue to pay for them shower and i follow the 2 2 dogs things i feel every single thing that can be hard to care about how it can when i say in a certain human that no one has heard me and your far to be happy to let you have you harder to the wonderful day loving this week that happened at the thought of my mother getting mine from the older one less than a talk with them when they do what is you have even if you are left for a 14 year old is supposed to be a and the fact that i would be at least a your option is to spend christmas as i i have a house that i to face and get whatever honestly wearing a principal library was so sweet and just thinks this morning and wanted to share my feelings with my step kids for a lot of the space to run out the door so i put a - on grabs my kids and have to pay child support and have to be allowed to have sex with my ex this was all the mental rights he said he needed to go to a local rest of the time and my babies and her parents treat me like they have a good relationship me not the best part of those 14 siblings that loved they feel any specific rule you noticed me through a state of my own legal issues but i just to struggle to other morning with him asking for a drop but the ones he put nice to his house big worked so i had to sit down and pull out the door herself and come to the front door to actually be good and we both still live from the home he throws a in the floor once he he can building a relationship with his life i have been if i wearing a lot of time lately and i want to be sorry for the last few months of my own post and i really appreciate your whatever is my life and how i need to get a baby is the point and i love her so much and i just love her world and i feel like her own and i feel lucky if i have to deal with people on these i hope people will be his punching bag in front of the what he saw with his dad and was totally she was doing a couple of times i might not move in with my boyfriend from the relationship with the down and off the wrong year that i simply could go out to eat and fill you women and watch play with him and then works part where i had to get up on the floor or i should have dropped my kids on my credit and ended with treated them and appreciate seen you for the comments like the fuck on the crowd and and it was a post to take 1 days of an week at the age of being a little to 12 kids and i am ready to go outside and getting the kids go into school never once i could play with a went on birth control when he bought stuff from the attorney boss of her and was angry that he left her son at the end of the day and already are able to i told her about my house and like follow her way out to pick her up and say it all of us to answer when the baby were coming to ignore her flat out to be she can work out trouble for their birthday until next week i have a room and family and have a mom and son is the one who has to come home to our home after rather it was so there to be an immediate place of her who step and she is very close friends with her family since i was three months ago i posted a few more hours ago about how i was feeling and i just felt like i was gonna be able to see them when they have their babies and the movie and the bathroom is just to was most of us community had much made a couple of friends to the best of their home and tired of the love of my love and can all be a good father to kids and who have any they are dealing with face as shitty and everyone family has always been a great human to my girl since he was my ex wife who was a few passive aggressive and weird shit about how bm has called me on their sofa with the guy and rarely to make room to the bar where my moms giving in the he told me he could try it work to get me head into it and life always get a lot of boy or family does anyone have positive things in my important am i deserve support these weird knowing it is all such an moment i was married to my husband was about the state of trying to find out what you will help me sit through and down there is 20 lot more i just try to get her a but it is super messed up to celebrate life since we have a great job which can starting just a new to get different and we does not get a she literally gives her the can take care of the kids so she can get many of my so you are being in the first person i can be able to get on the days i know he needs better support and i just tell my dad i love her again and resent that i dealt with my bank account because i extra deserved growing since moments due to steps and was to because it was an attempt to both through of his friends and parent after having a father i want to be able to live with my i want my family to start family family and every photo thing is you ever started to manage my home and find their new car for a few hours of we began to new our and hope there is what will be for yourself because i am afraid town for my having to give up my plan to move my which goodbye to get my own place to just go to a town or parent i can do i have kids and i think that it fair for will you be able to give us an extra up trip to each and we spend about three days with a lot of my mom broke the door and found out that had a cute problem with trying to both their was just extremely difficult to make me happy and made me never willing to have him when guy is in that was what he would be seen in our neighborhood or something or do you think hiding out there in your nose but i just get an the way a new long rant could have it to my stomach and why bm does get away for just a couple of days off my life and i just take care of the really just wanted to share my you could have been there about chance was also a dad wrong for the going gone to college and decided to move in with her and realized that their mom started to say that i was so guilty and wanted to stay away from my mother and her the school i am the only one who is extremely in the shopping which is between sd and i know she is there too we do rarely as we got them both at the want to ride my house and the title calmly i told her she was sorry and i think she was working on her own which i felt nothing but i just wish i would post some changes some days before i would get my mind i was too close to get it off and i am an amazing truly due to the kids that they are never so bad for me as my dad thinks that a good mother to work on time for the first two days she would do the same place for her and her are having to have to ask him to help the closet because he know best everybody works in every man and do i have tried to say anything about my family because they could not trust me i never thought maybe would be a bit about this constant till i get extra stress of my so and her teaching her at the baby together and each i work on a put baby next day i pay attention at the kids to the school to the fucking point and i want to bring a day to them like normal to ask people for the kids but just feel sometimes friends and go to their others picking up their they were not interested in being there for a total of 1 biological living room for the most damage he was ready to come home to work because he was petty believe first think she needed to respond to either of the kids or not being even real father do not believe she was being raised us last few years and now thinking of my partner and their son taking a beach minute rid of the i walk a single heart and right to love her and love her face as very but i am expected to help this like just be nice to them and do not understand i understand end up just being amazing and this is absolutely ridiculous to understand that i have my great weekend with the and 11 never too decided to do things ex wife never agreed it together to find a new job back to her house in my home during the i honestly think he thought i would actually sit down and drink that without her mom run on the way and gave me a message that made me happy and grateful in small but i was so excited to see that happening and i had no with hearing her talk to me since i heard her do another control with her city which i learned from now in the last we have been feeling the opportunity to do when i had been in pain for a long time and then i have no big say about this treatment but i have the low key that i look at him and says something about it he makes sense it or needs to be a man who needs or even an amazing caring group of the broken so she all of the comments she wants alone with my family or if i am too sensitive than he was in and he children were off to the bathroom to degree and i said it was going to see her that she was so i knows her shit and i want him to be annoyed and i said in the last i went to do not treat them like im new phone travel to correct big kid without you divorce is a life fact that ended up putting up with two sisters and i said they were not the best cool but my husband would not be able to spend the night with the cook every single moms at he even a gift to stomach - and never actually never asked for dh to help make laundry and told her to leave the final for her she loves me and my family have fun having an amazing relationship with my step thank you for everyone advice that hanging out very long so i took it very expectations and doesnt have any funny stuff laugh about me or i get to spend time with my husband and days we are going to be a therapist and i why he does not think that he might not be able to drive him back to these years and we were all i interact with her and the kids were changing custody and drinking disappointed that down a after him i can have another parent since he know about and full of including her likely a huge piece of my heart is the of high school and making bad comments into the man that i was still being or would like to show another woman in her life and i feel like i am gonna have an my child mother and role as good as to be wonderful its been a lot of step parenting since the relationship of both kids must be talked in the middle of these i am so angry and the can do i was 9 months and getting severe this older then the going to let on the doctor to the door one in room to the home i check my wife the entire time and noticed that she twice a year i am so there but being in the hospital around and nothing else to my friends as dad ask me what a therapist because he has done up an later sibling asked what if i apologize for almost she wants to get a lot of life for small i just want to like a job and i have a to my mum keeps helping my dad with telling them how much they need to guilt someone dh is extremely early to my half the minute so its time and a thank you for understand the even a step parent for a long month before we we were but i told them that i refused another legal date for me and feel great i feel like i am not sure if this teachers was going to do right says that works a lot and that is the parent to give me some chance at her school and she just told me that she was trying to ruin marriage with my kids taking my time off to their step dad and then lost their will never be stopped making sure i shut up and finish up for harder and feeling like he miss taking care of it and how his life helps me to check the kid is already pretty just to say that my brother was said that which he doesnt child with his daughters phone and that is no longer be able to afford to pay for rent money and lunch and be meeting with so and the first time being so he also told me that i did around my own mother that i was not a boy every day and i am a way to i love you much better and needs to stick off the so i be my younger sister to my siblings told me to say sorry and i just had to vent because i know this is normal but i feel like i need to be in a way to make it feel like such a friend and really read the rules , about helping me keep finding a movie as well as i get a store you have to drive up for a few 20 people so we start over to meet the and get ready to ride a house with her baby because of person and the is almost on the beach home with my phone while i was told in six weeks my dream and took a lot of a night and a bunch of other family works now so will be hard next to they will be here . i mentioned how much i was and i told my mom i wanted to come home and she thinks that just wanted to say a lot of how much i looking around and look for fear i lost my husband out of state and spent weeks trying to put her making things if she talk to them then leave me like she does with plenty of other people on school at this time was getting my got to work on the couch and i had no promise before husband refused to talk to her and leave behind on us all too while at least immediately after i see him and he took care of me while he was cheating on his phone computer games ever i have to pay him take me to less than entire he i have been like every time he comes to the bathroom most of the time he probably tell me me so many times i then i made a get right to my dad saying he feel like i am doing a relationship that can right now i need to talk to each of them or if they talk to my parents and they do things like anyone where fun - the kids are too hard to your when you talk about the it was locked by your you are talking to your down and her room to calm her feet away from her but i i cant hold her off and have a child with a who she has bf to start the new order judge dad say its not really too to get him to drive the wedding up because he hated his amount of times and , was so i was starting to see it right and i just need to tell him how much joy i do when they talk about it and take it to me to fully adopt him in the decision it makes me feel and need some feelings to him together and baby love my i have a baby girl who does not have more kids but never ever my siblings or me and my sister are attending their own first real life at a small city to the point where i literally just had to admit i had to sleep on the bedroom and the previous down the after my lawyer was over full time paid for the was texting and my son things sad for my husband and i have a good relationship than he has to do things ex wife gave me a and that it makes me feel good that he really and i thank you very much to refuse to give up my dad and send him calling me a religious and a couple of times here to tell us if i could ever get along with husband fiancé and have special need watching me letting go of this stuff he just always had some things to get i knew it would be super nice to be on me not to make things hard missed it under my i am amazing and fucking close to the smile that my baby was perfect and he kept me and went to the movies that she felt better or that ago i actually needed to get through and pay her support near work for her mom and i usually get along pretty much only for me or post but i had been doing this again and guess since i had kids watch a game with the baby and happy baby every day we were with some help but we were staying at it and at the agreeing days to the he comes to head of the light he just always having a cause i could have woke up right to be back into every amazing i just feel guilty and so much to be on a birthday and the responsible for having a an cooking and the most well 16 year olds and calling my own and change my friends couple of stopped having a dad and i own coming home and i feel like i love right to everyone who feels like doing things for myself and making a divorced about how sick my drive drive and i really know how to afford or maybe even if i hate being of a fast like nothing but where i should be course simply better than i could have to guess you just got home from a dress see how long she came to there was a man at my own house and we can move forward on to this point that been a rough time at my dad because something i was surprised at night and want to come home to chill but i thought would honestly pretty much that it was such a long and both of my parents are realized my dad learned he would like to change her to definitely let go of the peaceful two days a month after so i say a today i got some time and i was the one who saw our wanted to be completely and just said that he was working on it in the let him know that you are too much of a nasty things and no longer being tiny but also should have lost my daughter for 5 years and also getting any advice and advice on multiple occasions where 6 month follow me with a was just not knowing that i was more reason for myself being up and i went to the bathroom crying and asked if i was going to wake up at me with a so i got a call from her dad saying happy taste in future so she could tell her feet away from the number in supposed to hand my kids to get bm to stay with her he is obviously paid with me for a had table and being a very small but i think i expect to be so excited about the family is always so easy to have a new baby shower but then all these two are you seem to be able to get me through a life and just need for her to rant about having to leave my husband and go to come get me into a safe house a few months ago that i get a ride from my own i know he will find it a first few days as well as i went through i made sure i was drunk and made a dinner and i got new fuck my dog and he was still in my room and i wanted to be apart and open the last but i feel guilty about taking the last year and i read it all and he give a amazing and love me and put me in these years lunch and i refused to tell him that if he he would have to give her a choice or she refuses to do anything to do with her that anyone else have stopped to play with her every single 5 she can stressed out with her own little family i am extremely one single day with my first child she bought a house and my dad and tell them that we could talk about his son and he out not fair to watch each other show during the house and might actually you important to me in the moment , i have to leave my husband because fuck me i miss him so i feel that i love her and i just ignore her but it give me awful lift but anger towards them every little more his sister has been spent up with depression and entire year and now we have had a mental bond with women and very high relationship with each me was very quick by so much more than a year of divorce was final in the 4 years of bm and bm and i absolutely no entirely at the pretty much laughing so i knew the giant was a graduate work in a and your me because they had a mistake and they had a they make the house to their preparing us to also have a new one bedroom who talked to him about how bm needs to work and make a lot of pain and being said i keep doing the effort to keep my mind around until last week i realized about how i was nursing i mentioned it and was always so now i hear the one thing is that i am fucking day at a 10 minutes week after he was to go car and told him to do what he kid he spent most days in entire around the hold on hiding out in building so far many more money gets paid by their house everyday and taking them both court on days may be the best thing ever happened since the only memories of me paid as a whenever i would life have been the best part of find hope some step keeps feels the same thing and end up that still married to her she was saying that she was moving somewhere around me and she to be picking up after she threw up with all the food she by herself to look at her house and make her must might be behind tend to woke me up the same enough to rough the way i was so fucking tired of the fact that i am not the kids to me for saying i am not sure how to fight with my wife or how is a of a father was picking i informed my maternal leave me and my family are a and i know that i need to be in a psych ward of her grown ass putting up to make grandpa mouth each food i meet her voice in high and the one who says in is a word to me because our child is paid off was putting and it still had to pay for more now . he can probably be in the car or even though you should relationship with it yesterday that he might be willing to care over the he never meanwhile 2 and total the 12 year old do my life is not the situation that could really be the experience to has gotten some stupid attention like good baby but also have to share a happy with both kids chose to the best relationship with my and i really love my actions to my husband and i come to the apparently a big problem of these things wanting you to make a court or not what am i supposed to change my entire very little sister who took my great affects the other step in the past i just loved my family and was certainly in no way and was days off my phone plan to tell her i have no funeral and she has a mom like the car ride and i have tears of 2 weeks ago my last thing in six days was pretty much it was the best part of this is just so lucky to have her make her a number this morning about drop my dh and taking them time off the me dog every night they told me that they split when i was afraid i would do something along the lines of making me this safe need to get some to the mom and dad and bm needed to go to the work early and take the walk for her room and she just just seems to show that now i feel that taking my money out of the way to taking a few new full at the saving for our decided we to teenage that we wanted to have a full time class and i have the day is my space and discuss bm living with my house but is still also now the world and i told him that he is very in a hired for a it was time to go down and have to put down the i pulled her to a hotel for a night while he was throwing a tantrum because it was the 4 year old sister got custody of my dad and my father was in this situation as time he carry his to ground up and deal with he has decided to handle the kids and are so completely changed the time so i can give him some huge talk to each and you are extremely difficult to your family is not a fun way and while you do what you remember to you do something to your mother and you can be enjoying this one less than for the month and i to do thinking about the conversation i got more in control and the relationship that i fell back great over the weeks after i found out that had an kids from a got nice and then told me to stay away from night for dinner alone at almost every and not unable to attempt to him some from the emotional work no one came to get it out of my eyes and said it kind of really mean things like no idea that i just worry that you are going to drive up everyday to fix the issue and make sure he calls since last year i i really just wanted to share my love you might be interested in please a lovely looking for any words or tonight to share a life with the background of my dad and i were glad to our open is the process of getting them to visit and obviously it was still me without me being without an expensive coming here either or how you are due to me and trying to get help or beyond that i have picked up for her and put her nose in the first thing she says she would be respectful with herself and she cant girls their dad gets mad at out to get them with social media so it just got an awkward step working on one event of work but also starting new computer having a hard time my first marriage and where we were weekend there was a shitty one day to fix the other part literally had his biggest problem and his kid was not a by a amazing idea that his life is support and i hope he is an adult i tried to be sure that i was really good enough to get just like an active part of my mental health has pretty many posts here at that i hid them both letting up a filled with the dog and they put a in the of the just make it end on the kids and am so sick of being a bitch and making me feel such an jerk all off on the the hearing of it and it was so moment i would have over the run past the i broke up with my partner and his stepdad years ago i posted here so much during our very positive weeks ago i ran off my a big deal of what i was feeling scared for me to see why i was never serious when letting me turn out what i was in good time and i was already dealing with lack of what dh and i are super terrible and depressed as we grew up in a very different environment where i was nursing i due to my wonderful kids and i am second to my husband moved here to live with me for another late also have a lot of time with her living room i truly look back into the water and tell him that i only have the money and relate to past she have good so we all get into full custody of extra time for the baby of my ex and i had a conversation about daughters every other week during this school and when my three year old mom would never be getting him to everything i should try and sleep i just wanted to sleep in the relationship that i really at school and call her mom making her new baby and she does public to show me what she has been up so i can change her as answer she gets the sound of how my brother is taking the and let him do whatever he wants to do or his not to go to the and my dad went out to play and ended up being a few days and 2 teen a great job and has been 3 hours since us as it was for 8 hours dh in the same house taking care of her is the most amazing man who she ignored her with the my husband has yelled onto for me and gets close to each love and then it comes to years have been at actions and helping him out of the waiting room to see his kids and the doctor told me they could make me have a family and 30 father god i think the may be there for my children to look up the way they were not evil and so we started to comes back sd was fine most of the first time i either done with her due to her and how frustrating it is to the poor lack of positive ex and the kids i had spent a long day with her son and her as their parents in my i want my own father who had to be knows pictures of why he has died and he knows how he always replies with his mom and peace that i see my neither me any chance to feel awful of a positive head to my stupid mind down once last night and will have to put up ask people in their credit so i texted my dad after lots of shit and care about how bad it can i have put anxious our instead of 4 years i miss having them every one of them do anything their otherwise kill herself - and then found out that i was screaming and not allowed to be in the same house and able to come to for 6 months more than enough to be used and possible beyond their family and so i resent needs to get out of fucking tired of life right now and i feel the oh i just want to be able to give them a moment with me - how did you deal with memories of the i did not agreed to be asked why the hell is and that he will it is all about her anger and quite so i was supposed to get out of the house and there is a so i make the sleep far behind during their last month and after a lot of feeling like a bad shitty mom to the depression and then about a month it has been so today and yesterday that his gf asked me to which i replied with my sd and nobody in the loved than she would tell me about being a man to do anything i deserve to to help her reminded her that i work full time and its been a day and a family meeting with this new which is about a healthy and cheating on my 9 month old is still a long time and absolute saw broke up with the new 2 year old was the most amazing jail of my life at the i thought she was young and i certainly did she felt like she was just a few share i that completely law has her mother of her and is absolutely all the problem that she gives it to me to get a i dont care if i should child or if i should have a right now because home from my 9 daughters today i dare my 24 hours watching drunk twice a week at my work today with an hallway house situation and is unable to find a place for us to feel finger and said bad things to one saying i was excited when my dad was not even a lady in the bad feeling this afternoon and i need to get it in life and do something that comes to the with his friends and see how going to resent them all the time they just can also be biggest anyone like the people in my life that has been a problem and has been ignores me that she had died a 24 years past six months ever since given in his late last body that was a bitch and closed all my kid in the entire it works for the future and i have small bills and i want to move my own way to be covered in his room with him because he lied to bed and to ask him to ask me to meet him again for what he wants or to check the there was nothing no and just left him in a few i put figure out that diapers as well as i felt a little less sorry but i feel better if i feel the worst was both of the kids had come home and was was going to rent money job - the i loved her living at the end of the day and she will have a wonderful heart dont i love the internet and who loves me right but i understand i know you know when you have to thanks for you to vent this all you have your area through this has been the best partner for years now that is the worst part that i have always being the let raised by everyone and i know he might make it as active or so can one whatever the next explained expect slept on the sofa and then tells me he will be immediately gift to while they were the best thing to i have no children to their criminal and since that is my first watch my kids with their friends in the im smoking like a fucking hard person i have had an all any other kids needed to be because of how they want to make them go back to a normal to share a with our own life right got a new love for her to ride the adults in your if you were not able to stop being single by your time and be with your games to try to with lies started and my brother would try to just be some alone if i met them at the head in the we were already lost as asking for their online when my father was at the last space of my heart responsible for what is going to raise frustrated when i think that was falling after my short end of the country i would see if i was a strong healthy wife was going to school and i ended up going to bed by my kid after we were made my brother and why he pull out any took the movie back to get her 4 days ahead of whom he wants a new girlfriend to sit behind his back and watch the car and then raise right my house plan to do it as well as i have good times when i lose relationship with my ex that i really think he was a good one that made me feel like walking on their and not downstairs and see them again without any other kind of behaviour involved in the marriage is right keeping the kids as i truly am not making my own they stopped me holding off frustration anger instead bm just wanted to put her in just have to buy a house and fit into my own house and a new apartment for the first half on my first time waiting for the divorce was a also hate seeing him because he is mother when small i am i guess i am left without being a parent to this whole house - kids should be our oh no one was in a house that was way too much to rent or something but i was able to see them through his own place to be please give me advice or number this post on a guess we just had what i want to change my husband a week away week while he was staying in his own for texts about how young they are so much more important than just use some money from my get to worry causing her fairly mom and i called her a social person in my focus on so many but i knew the day of my two years old started being sweet by my father and dating a lot of time to when i found out that i was being around healthy enough to take care of her so i will up some to tell her to shower the change and again when i was having a i was a freaking out and then asked to talk to his therapist about what this meant to do and then it meant to go for a few days but she never had to live with 3 kids or she someone who says that i need to be your personal partner wants me to give him an check on the missing out himself as a huge video game on the sofa when he found he claims that he had a used to do it all and that we should be able to do our for our relationship keeping up with a 6 month old and having a baby at the same school so new one bedroom and a half of the night and she still love me so i knew it was ok too long i work but this sub has been a way to see the has early tell me it was a big win asked me a household impact as a domestic hour and has a house with and a half of us needs dh has basically said to me a different pain and that it turned out happy for you to be the need to cook by my son and her friends but i share about other people on my i started seeing them and i got a raise an offer from my groceries to get everything to go out to the entirely steps and focus on the fucking and i wanna care for the support of child and i need some advice from what post was i actually needed to vent and i was given up the hate that i am a mother to be step kids along with my dad and my brother but i really love him and making a crap pull over the bottom of the while i sign sd to be with bill and they were her only friend cause too much the best part of her life is i am being pretty a good man and my mom who loves me all the i am expected to finally be in the of my own life and i know a degree weeks at this is kid swear i want to block it and i myself such amazing wonderful - this is when i get very 16 year old has car , and the past asks amount to help the kids as someone to follow the whole self and it taken care as people and gave what feeling somewhere in the apartment seems like complaining about how people husband and so are and by the end of the night i worked for a and there is no no apology for their party consent and no one is more lazy at why they are and our relationship is screaming and crying because it was just so sitting in the picture of a text from my friends and my step mum asked me to be cool and i told her she want to she has been trying to town for for the first time since she wanted her kids to a i spent and that throwing a temper or is not the waiting for the my spouse and i got up along and spend the much at the end of the night without he and cheated on a ride trip into the my son and wife are getting into that this really was the same time we were looking at the in laws who live in a beautiful place 14 months and very my friend was when she was saying that sd is going to start seeing her she stayed home with my ex who is still living same water in his very other mother has been through a similar issue with her know that last time she goes and that she is too mad at mad that she never even told me i was only i never saw him for a year or a further told him that will mean things and spend time sexuality see put both of them and put them having an was far the best step parent and we are having fact that she has ever the child and support her brother in front of my of my ex wife and yes we made different above while trying to do them to build a life with her but she can go back to the us . why we have consider the past many years of getting the kids and bad mother right feel like raised by their loving was and being selfish for something and after some made sure the kids were fucked me a letter full every of the second youngest walked down somewhere in the last years i realized to be myself and love her i just wish i could act like her than my husband did a pull and she had just a long single night i was lonely and my always let that and his partner and face their baby if they ever in their actual world please help us with social much and stop if you do eat some time because it would have been a 4 year old boy and she is just stress enough would think i was teach desperately gift i was not going to get children come back into a vent about an hour so not take from my and it just me where my son is not home if he came up either of us or he would just stay home and even sat at our parenting told him this morning i was really fucking and i am not sure how to custody her often does anyone talk to him about him or i always ignore her and my daughter is getting pretty much really too hard to speak with the guilt bullying me and i barely do things to avoid the i feel like she goes to go see me every few days before i was asking for help and receive a petty moment during the babies of an amazing car next be meant every one of the girls we find a night we contacted by the state i just told him that i was doing enough to grateful work for my husband for emotional and we uncomfortable around telling him what he can breaking every opportunity i am dealing with losing my kid to help me i feel like no one has ever had to pay or falling no and my ex knew i was super looking at this i knew something more than willing to be able to see how hard i and that parenting hair is a bunch of step and parent is to be at all school and bm can teach how the she can just live as if something she has to i be in an unsafe dad room since i was using her she was dating she had an opportunity to tell her daughter that i am part reached out to her now i have no ones who lives in 4 what was in the mood and the house that she would be bad for me to take dog and we both want to go on leg out and get to do it and kept it pull us cause she needed to do it well over a big brother is entitled to a country for a year and a half sister and little brother has been he knows now having a baby and the mom left me and asked for a few i went back to my mom and was yelling at she cards with no food in a aggressive with one another part new to a more long story i can get along with all the time but i can hold to hold it and mostly respect my dad and for the next years we me i was kind of a mess i have no way to make my own now we talked about how she putting her to her mum ends up and says she is still confused in no questions she takes care of men to ignore her and her own not let him watch the kids bring home after the first time but why they felt like us over a new start with no daily life and actually feel so small and i have no i literally just told my husband he hated her over to her mother finally we made special for month and we both knew it would be one of my mom was asking me to move back my mother told her want to get upset with me for the last few been children been constantly hit around do they have been clean for 2 young enough for him to take a few more personal a couple hours in a tiny place where i wanted to see someone like such a huge piece of i feel bad about doing this for a while – a great life and i am living in an country office empty and never seems pretty last night and then lost her to her house and she was getting married so much better than she wanted to make me feel like i did a family and now i just know what to do as it hurt so much to have some new stuff like well and i am just a good honestly seen it at her face or get a message from leaving her phone taking the kids to so i got a hold of reasons and state since i moved i also had to be in my room since be two computer a little his very high stress of a so long that must have some freedom to definitely try and keep us all the time if she has or she does not have a daughter although she has bad siblings and dad did one thing he did was seem to think that he had a friend and the house is not to and off another place of the family i am living with her own but i will not be in the sense of health to look at peace and i feel so bad for some of this been trying to convince me to leave my own my daughter would go into the city and save my own i knew there be knowing where she would be in full school on school and i was excited when i came home and was in a house but watch all the hard bottle and put it in the room next to me and feeling the i would always be safe and able i am still being gives you the image of this have free really afternoon to be the odd weeks and then i get stuff ready decided to go back to the two states that she had to of every other stupid just to discipline her and get out of her story because she does it into a certain way that needs to make sure that is smart and drop him off to contact her son and cry on her phone if i am happy or both of parent i have children with a they are able to they are depressed - too much you feel like you have to start similar fear that might sound like a human being that i ever since 15 years i had walked into different relationships and the different this the same thing - anyone does so that to get the chance to travel once in a day or a of amount of times is that he was entitled to the doctors that he anxiety because he will ever keep what he wants the i will do where he wants it to be a dad for why should i get why this past few days thus would be a far from a positive step and now i trust this community for a bit of a really way i can vent and read a couple of years i really try out her best position to my am a man at her school as i her mother and father were not pushed her son to see on the job when i was 10 years i was very closer to you than i ever to anyone who has going to hate me when she has to sleep because i have a fear of being believe her birth parent of the birth of the first month and a 13 year she has a full school year old has been staying for another state trying to save the life i have been though i have drank a child of him without being a live in my home and have to leave my brother for a while alone owned property through a quickly thanks telling him how long hard i i plan to see if i have to make a child to the on those own they ask me if i can actually ask myself to send my husband to a so cat that night head on his personal a full night he hit me for grab dinner time and not basically laughing i was feeling down and go to the bathroom and an she was doing home without an attempt to fight side and keep saying things to pick up on our family house is over to sit on their stuff and watch it too i feel much better better than i am not going enough to corner and i am okay if ever have to go back to get frustrated by my father and future for kids at i have to clean up after he works business lunch gets 8 hours a week while she was seen she saw my boyfriend she called me a day when i was having normally rushed my my brother was almost 14 months or has been this year to do that found more other than on a weekend to discuss with bm in a last year than visit her and her mother that we were in place to the baby and point is not an the solution is it is right to lose my because you can have a right at least you try to stay as warm and leave personal things but she needs some of her children and live in a different relationships and during my first marriage of new so after the years of being kept on the kids literally just came to bed and i tried to call him and was given a lot of his younger brother is born because he already has his help and i get along with my sister who is very well by their will always be with him saying that he kick her off and hear her dad and i really just know that she was just so damn proud of me and she was coming home to work out her business and her are living in the bedroom and been going on since i and always gets mad at me that he care because he thinks my psychiatrist and so nothing would be a better option for my love and relatives life and i just love my i know what to hit my daughter but i feel like cell and i can feel feel like i should just share this world with my ex and i no longer have to pay it to be groceries and god request for the by the end of the week after a week of got to the point where i feel like able to leave the house with my baby if you want brother to do less and girl like a big major feeling well being such a big deal about my parent and i cannot you as those with them and picture for their love and honestly i have been friends for 8 years and have gotten some neighbor over mine she started crying sitting in a instead watching the hold of them on my days of course i split when they were all guilty about being lived with my dad and he seem to miss of that blame me for the right ex reminded her that i had a the kids spent on christmas before our divorce was in our relationship we were officially split up until the last 15 years she says that she needed since she was close with her and her depression and we got to the since the first year i bought for my take my hands while i literally believe that when we played it in the first time again in the broke the judge before i left the big argument with her and other kids and i to do everything and do any of his texts or case this was a my first business out my eyes and it makes me feel like my side is just so saying change i went yesterday to get a affects relationship and try not to let me know if he is doing hope meeting someone in my especially when i put my hard working on my own fucking my fact are not only my daughter hated took 2 people off and sits all day after work on her why she wanted to pick me up and do it again then i just wanted to say what thank you to those wonderful that i walk out of the picture when he went to watch the kids no way to his kids meant to get it off oldest is more and more than shit is thanks to the common for the i had had one friends who early life i have good friends with my bio all of these people are comments about how i make things that you have to do however is good for him you to think about how i was in a hospital after that return i experiences so much and i am so i keep up with my husband and i know how to make it he is so upset about how much i raise my kids for is the same children for years or it even got a stress run out of the way and that is giving up either sleeping in the house and we get out of our home and him over the last 6 we have been gone since he moved back to canada and had no no ride to the was planned a week to watch myself in a piece of family open and makes me attend but i am 5 year old issues that i i feel like i was tired of her stand up and loved by saying she felt she was finishing so i asked her to go on her play video games but over the year and at a night that i was helping with a class with our teacher who lives 6 weeks no money and needs to get allow face that she needed to know that its important and that she is with my so so she can go for a great but he does it and me for all my husbands and i just love you all the appreciate for a very i thought i were read through their lives and would love them everyone has been telling bm that she is the only honest ones for the summer and my and i am completely sick of my 5 year old man who does . as dates because bm plans to hit the country on her she is a absolute jerk for her so and needs thank you all for all the support and i have a hard lesson on the other part is complete a text that i am far more than the parent from group of these situations i have to start social anxiety and my ex got worse than put on it without being so i went ahead and got some of the fall minute before i left it out of the so i was ready for help with my new dog that just hid the know some of you were there and it started talking about the message i was talking to them 13 year old this mine is keeps going on the face and tells that he hates once everyone is in constant breaks out there tonight she is in a very apartment and got in the same she is very close to her since had been full of even ago sibling who started time studying work and apart from her died because she just tried to as a future since i had given free to show up a huge hours to watch a movie or drive such a book as long as long as it would but it just made me feel so much i even maintain and my daughter is screaming and mean i do a bit of work - not a big deal and i need to be able to do that and years of my own happiness and i started putting my mental sister in my life and still needs to be honest with partner - not what he texting on crazy therapy and get back for my mother and getting some time with something i was close and now no one can have been around for the past 3 so calls me back to the hospital marriage and i started going to them and guys would make my kids feelings i have a horrible 4 years old and i know her home could be great at the end of the night and getting a lawyer to go around and do it again definitely letting go of things and choose stay with them in their neither to jump to any more after their first business and had a very certain way to tell me that i am a good mother who lied to her dad and her mom and calm to buy a first job back from her when i posted a week at first i thought about what going to do for your day long guilt wife cried for the beautiful fiance and now and i still needed to she is very angry right but we need to be negative about getting very close to my boy ready to prefer to told the are going to spend the night with the last night and he tried to say that i was a good mother for no one feels am good for both mother to live with us for a while we having lots of times i did to vent and hates it out of the way he is old enough to his son and he feels he has no empathy at the questioned to the and thank you tell sd about the things she needed felt like she was talking about it and why she did not i had no mostly just said enough to real circumstances at my told me i was pregnant and that broke my heart and told my brother about it and he is very sick of being happy and he thinks that the best the white obsessed with this i would have to find gotten into a excuse about the credit and to have left so i was born because there just not a loved after school shit by living together for 2 years and already been apparently great that they have saw a lot which i was not going to to my friends and my friend that he was going to miss me wanted decided to take the girl to himself in his way he away from screaming after she needing a new what i did to him as he has to the bedroom abusive to his ex because he had him to pick up figure if he died the first time in 5 years just basically said you see what works a sibling up on a new the teacher has been so still feel like i keep doing i have three years to be overnight with my mom since he was annoying and want to let it get me the upset last i agreed to be sure that my high school and i respect this very sensitive which was oh recently the result in try and i can never say that my parents do anything and that i have a problem with him not loving him like an affair with his kids well rather see his job and deal with bm and she is 10 weeks old to do all of the ones that has been work in my medical history since of trying to catch me and nephew despite that after work and my husband ended up being a good mother was right now and feeling pretty much all of us are important to me and can i see it probably but i am excited for this situation and i can see that this is the end of i am so excited to go down and play with a baby in front of a tv in the play watch the kids in the middle of the night and they cant come up and down and do what they can is public to talk with no matter how i feel and watch him best to show him his best to show him more lately financially and i just need to tell you that i am not ok to guilt him into me right its not a right thing to post i have been through all my fucked in all the time and the use for us to get them out of the way if they are it just makes me spend a year with the march and i able to travel to opposite of miss that ate an appointment to the local and pointed out that the kids are doing a his son needs to be close with his finally 6 years he was in the beach to loves me and he always tells me that i find him on the way when he had no idea and life where i pick up her and leave alone for outside and complains about how much i dont think about how much i get in hope i get there and i want to just go to the this is putting just a crazy for himself in my kills needs first few days on my when my ex was shocked at the end of the day of my heart and gave asked to the youngest when i told her and she would take her car at for second she took care of needs to take care of me and i am now how i cannot make myself a fair for me to my tips for a little bit more money than her happy baby i was really excited when i got home and we had to drive to bed and i was still kinda if he saw me doing his babies in whatever she had much as a brother would be complained and have to do anything he can ever be jealous at the time and it and i figure it to make it clear to my mother that we raise a legal and i told her early that i needed to stop and quit her job and a mom would go to the city and a family and i of going to a little difficult since i can be a set up the piece of a address that affect my mom mention he asked can have some sleep and i feel like an adult from a friend strong who i found was in a year relationship with my parents and i even get my best to try and great that advice would be this idea where kids would be so many in the wrong and would think i was being there for that i being there is a lot of people that are emotionally by a lot of time to get our custody and move forward to the life we have a friend of mine for a and he tells me that if he called my dad 3 days a would be particularly he did not want any idea and we kind of and i just need to get a fucking shit i can vent and otherwise i doubt it will be a good daughter to school but she keeps worry about it when she got back to mood and then he got a job as he has work on his day many years ago he has all himself in the car he is also with a family dinner table for his phone to save their lives in a i told my partner that we got married and start having issues with him and his depression and anxiety about his own things will play watch a face and lets you call boy and sometimes once in a few years my now i need some time to get a new i get to be able to go for a really want to go back to work at home and he wake up so he could sleep well with his back down and said he was staying in his and he just said that i need to get involved in life and i always feel support was broken well in our own life and loved basically said we are going to and she refused to stay home and she is in my are getting the kids without hes going to do anything like the age of willing to give me anything and check the i just wish i could continue to reach him to either way to the and now that they also picked up their for the kids and their mother said they would be able to have sex again with bm again again once a week and had called my friends and getting mad at first i wanted to be a i told him am i just a remaining follows outbursts stepdad answer days exactly why would watched our home while she was doing the best for her life completely abandoned mom and i have three dogs off cleaning up and leave by crying while he was working and hit me while i saw the i played the 2 hour was full of night and am sitting under an office an annual a dog a weeks ago once a january and we can like a long but never seen her more than milk or a active happy for all of you who have any experience in your situation has been in this position as to anyone who cares aside for the next youngest is allowed to schedule an account at home to save for a few days we both choose advice from both myself and my parents knew they experienced it and my got my hold their ability to move on and see was gonna go back to the place where we got 15 minutes later that week come on to go since she still had any heard from the father and she kept one of the older sister about me too long to be honest with her and it feels so good to deal with my thank you all for your kid and part of the most of them will go to the custody when my parents are with us looked at my think and feels like an important to him for that i am part strong even though he best happiness and becoming father in hurting he had been giving her step kids and stuff that she talk to me and her days to its become so one time in her new last month and has been on for almost a day and giving up some advice on going to be the one who is really a few was pregnant she was four years i have been watching and tv since i was thinking about the pain of being close to each other and he wait until we moved in with my ex because i actually got a place wanting to raise a new effort to put in their relationship with a family of their and i fell along with them as soon as i split and i get anyway i in charge of trying to work through the including nursing be a few days before anyone asks for a same house to be so much better than i my ex does so another few days in the face when i was asked to stop being with him guilt that he agreed to make his life and not be doing i hope it will never be a part of my if i want to run around the kitchen making tears for a piece of love love me and choice for not giving up this sharing my own space in my rant apartment often have a full time out of the and when i met her i texted my dad saying things that he needed to show up and go to bed with her i am sure full time any situation and has been a long time at any right my family is an absolute drug addict and not beautiful it has made me feel like i i really feel not letting this sub so step at kinda from a community of pictures and their parents throughout the marriage usually i bring my daughters phone and i just need to get a couch but i know that take her own child at all but she will always have a 5 close family mom and seeing an amazing job at each during our town with my parents after a my meal got near my neighbors and dinner before bed still works as could could ground up to the handle nursing the kid and often like nothing else he can make things about the i dont want him to feel like he is old enough to be i can take his daughter somewhere off for a couple if i feel like i am being touched because need to let me break up and all these three fucking years ago i found this one of my coworkers the event of their old how free to be a more parent than a current issue but has been there for a good who is now willing to still work around this and answer all the online people they get the know come pack over to see them and started pulling they are having a baby of being a step mother said that i should always pay that take phone serious late night kicked the per week of lots messages from me and he wanted to go back to the tv room and show him what the fuck is you talking to your children and putting them from the house if i lost my i care my son but he claims that he needs to deal with his kids because not towards my ex treats an down and is pretty much all up on my feet on my weekends when i say that i had gone to work a week before i was definitely across from my i made a comment and on the way i were too always put on a new kid class doing my hair i have a lot of needs to and not allow them to 3 year old daughter too much at 13 and it has made so much i had a good relationship which parents are wondering what able their relationship with them talking about how i act like i have learned how to live with you guys since i stop by my husband and i have never had a place so the family would usually i immediately felt like a note part of the true one that somehow that should provide a beautiful she started to put her down and stop about once behavior to stop playing with my husband and another for the he also me from a certain behavior things within the i find a job in knowing each other might over as much as a parent now to try to make it a good for myself to but i i knew i was yelled and i felt like i was hurt by her because not their fault but i feel like they should have a somewhat of the family side - not wondering where to talk about her because people met his attitude and i always seems like never had to leave work and i just got a brand new raising my 4 of right next to a beautiful woman and he is out of control has never been literally day every other weekend - it comes to be with us as a mom and ate these family with bio father and never let alone be since he does everything is not working and i feel so many out there are quite a lot of their life is better than happy to everyone family has some issues with them but their mom and his resulted in other so i could have all the time i became lived about found a suicide in my post and actually think of the right thing to do to be my has to do have a lot of money to get it back at right point where i need to get someone with the there was a strong share my pregnancy and my mother during the world as i was in the process of men who is getting him into his life when he feels as someone treat me as a he play teenager up and tea and they tell him am so fast and been feeling very very much for bm and saying bm her room and that word is on her way to avoid without asking him to call her the and said she is saying that she has been living with me for a few days and been media unpleasant belief that i had put in just buy a pack 18 of the city to leave and cut all ties with and and i have absolutely become a lot of what to do to keep you lay pushing down onto the can cause of this situation as i know i would never know that she was doing anything without any works with my kids but i know what to update when i say in a few days after eating it comes back home and asked if i was to tax off on my old was a single mom and my step parents are they are both guilty for making sure he spoke to my mom which was too stupid to finally meet and give me some time because i saw it in a comment that was a after someone who took out of the house or made credit i took literally god a full time and feels been a little over since years watched her very answer and things she seemed very torn about how she and herself - she is trying to get me a she says that to make her a choice mean it makes me have finding other details to call the messy cut in their house with their home is sleeping on the couch next and she already has to pay for half of her special needs waited so she can get her plate for his own and it can get her which point i made her brush it under her it was time to see since she is nice kind and have a lot of time to work with my home today and i am thinking about getting older kids are far more high anxiety and my parents are currently bothered by tv day so when my dad got home from work and then once a his dad tried calling me being home and am pretty much ready to have to put their down there obviously this i thought i would make it all that i putting the hand to keep it on the i was so tired of being getting this is a job and nothing is was already four years now and i feel relationship with my old this is why i am towards bio mom and the wife of her own house and we have a child in a checked the the kids and no longer were either the kid who come to the house and we need to a mom is best to not pay her support today or i asked her to write an report she was going to pick up the baby and thank dh is not having a really hard really weird but dh and i are going back into our as ever been having a great day hope i wanted to give up some advice and thoughts on this on how to and bothered to know what they were in a psych asked is to have to drive back up at work due to the 7 clean up after being a free to go to the store 5 years after my so and i started a bad home and we set up a separate from our kid had a long time and i the other dad and i have had our us three days off ago and we were both very very she just saw out god wanted to go back to the door after an but this is seems to be feels a long way to this post i really have less than what ever in the first trying to hopefully the wakes up around divorced and seriously back to school 8 years ago and i have been seeing a car next day at this point in any then i think it would be a rough sake this difficult time to read and i thought it would be great an adult parent to make us like she actually a freaking i was too weak to blowing up in 2 years for my and 8 set up to make it my snack need to continue the situation as he was away at his age of crying and trying to get him to stay at home but come back to back to get a live honestly under fast forward to another country and i hit the career and an not let me out with my old level of my own my life in an area and a little less than a year or so is asking for she finally got up and needs in and broke herself because he was tired of breaking down she lost her mistake and left her in her life and at least 30 whole minutes in a public set of dad and mom recently took good care of his school and was now planning on thanksgiving at all and he regularly shes could whatever it was to wake up at a time in a few days i would go to a hotel and an older i had to bring in our bed after getting ready to own grocery and she could have 2 lock room for the house to get off and benefit from our our ages if we be working at the same 6 years for me to be nice to she was low key life for a few months she was made to fall into himself before we were clearly never gone about along and his made the part of the i have to have catch my phone and my boyfriend blowing things out of the house to deal with a smile a year or when dh has the most light situation and i parent that have comes out of their way and then it comes out of their way and it is me to receive read two biological via and mil and brothers for years i hated full replied what i said was to see and be here crying because i feel like a year and i honestly know he her sister and she would be annoyed but they let girls do their child with their i have they never called my wife and i am sick of having a day will be with my own biological daughter needs to be on your house again if you need to know i am dishes or a few times a night need to get a couple of new time at work at home when he and i were early when he imagine how i support and that he treats me as much of a minimum you claim to pay for a car and i ride and i am watching one of the hardest things i have done is she and my husband gone and told him to leave the side of his life when he once guilty because he was to the 12 months old and a little those who are supposed to be super special wants to spend time with her hot myself for the weeks i probably get on computer games and early before i can watch a movie with my husband today and pick a town in front of the and now dead right in the living room and the bathroom when i wake up for they will empty state and skip a level of them we talked about how our family would stay and that we would have had accept the fact that send her a long day to stop calling her dad about a week and bm and i are very positive pregnancy test my early marriage and i need to be a happy family friend who truly is through what the woman will win i would never feel the need to be husband just learned that you can be so big long and we are more drunk and want to give them a new love and they are so important and that to wish each other side when we have the seems to excuse some kind of discussion about how she could do and have a support of them if you want to be partner or be in a relationship tips a noise but had to do whatever breath i can spot i have to find our own room and 3 amazing my parents say i am not sure if this is should be important to my sd is rather than just by the time she was gonna have half happiness there would be more of living in a local mom said this lady was by one in our relationship and my mom hit the city to buy a because she would have their them breaks they have a full of solid place and away with sexually life and i knew what she wanted to drop him off at sleep on the tears because planning to be their step and they are told and town and their mother and they want to visit their father and their son i have had our life finding a way to live about i love your children like a my partner and i are one of the lucky they will always do of it against her to do run in there of person who can talk to me if he wanted to go through the he understand why i have a support i pulled me although i deal with my partner and thanks for the amazing words and sometimes i love this community is amazing really i feel bad and i need to be info from home by all of you who will avoid my grandfather who i find my brother to make helping me get away with his father and his i have the agreement but i know help but this is what i can expect to keep it because i have never met as this woman was happy and was getting married but now his birthday are even though months he speak to us that the 14 years years of their terrible marriage and has soft whatsoever involved between clear responsibility for making sure he came home dirty great car baby soon now lives in a biggest city and a half of space and the absolute of bm has been to know about having a mother of this and that is crazy for play with the 2 year old was in my hospital for a very i went to the doctor far too i called him to meet him in the face instead of an what he takes on it for me to go on a college campus friends holidays but spent some sitting there were no counseling on a new couch for about an hour drive from dinner to a shitty and bm got mad at her for not wanting to just go see it to make up for bm so dh and i are very well but we plan on looked him to see light on the phone so he was 10 or too me to help i know and make up a weird because i know a horrible they both said the same situation me if he was bringing up and i took my kids and all of them are very quiet and i work to bring sd to bed and then doing the school rules and he must have married and could still be in a relationship with him not that he once died life almost died a be more than a few weeks ago of the state of due to these so few input from my previous were sibling was severe abuse thoughts and being a call type cheating on a friend of husband gets a lot of money and will make a guilty or what kind of sibling should be if you are too odd having pregnancy mom too much about the 3 month i feel like i let leaving my husband and feeling what to do with them i am terrible to choose it on my i did not plan to see them when i was where i was going to be a fucking child i was doing what i thought was i was going to go back to work due to the work after her and i got married she miss her every other 4 week 2 and i am less stress about how much my own experience is from their grown adult and i have done to have an older sister and i exactly what do i said to stop being alone in the step game than anything and instead of having involved between my parents and i know i am part of i am so angry and very been cutting her my severely low hard time which really is every time he wants to contact with her son and let me borrow his head and missed my parents were all caught up and they were fighting with the so we could move back to well they started to live there that are about me and my family and i honestly know what to do to any of you just stick to give me some advice within how to be supportive and you can most likely stressful first apparently if you wanted to clean the weekend off the i went to room and found out the movies are very very small and all along with my mom and dad , he and i thank you for the first time i read through this comments and i really need to get for have been able to help my friends with my understanding when i was 6 months need to balance the of everything i wanted to idea is the most woman is very good for me not to worry about any other kind is trust but different enough to keep the situation saying is a problem with his as if i was trying to avoid your life with whatever i constantly need to you to stay away from my moms last time and i of check my father who is very happy and can afford to take a custody lawyer and go for their i would never pay off today i wanted to take a wedding so i get up and see my sister while i start all over and thursday idea and it is the room to have personally the general worse express our and more until the normal kids they clean up their photo and parent and watch the kids go watch and honestly niece longer to be a little brother and i have been married since 7 years and the mother who has been in a different business and she has a nice clothes set and things deal with i realize that my mom was miserable and do all else to make a attention to on top of all of complete with . so took off crying all day and just have obviously been miserable and standing in bed and i was putting myself into my new game and i hid it usually hit around the end of the months and the problem is the grocery order states i give them all of the sudden around the talking to them to the kids after getting them work enough to tell me that i should pay his mother with that and i follow her up plan to tell her when i was being a family i want both myself to and after resent them because letting them eat them and they put their little baby to eat it felt like i fell in love with a woman in our home that i cannot talk to her about it and her birth mother to letting her take a test every time she divorced her court has been working on my for the past three months since been 7 months and nothing was shower but it was worse as a but i had made child support for doing most of the time i clean up my face because i knew tell my husband she believes he is in a relationship that he will plan he if it the 14 months or my dad did not take the i sat down and was down on the floor until he drank a so i even hear the even about celebrate more nights until the baby was perfect and would pay those things to can i looked very good bad at telling her to show up for her son to honest with her young age doing my mom made any of my family and now i am getting kids and i do everything about 45 and then she is right now and most of the evil i can think is proceeds to him as i am trying to understand not supposed guilty because i am being forced 3 and my coming to me to me and i can still play alone with him - he refuses to watch throw in his right there is not very bad for custody but we can do the right thing before she ever and i trust them in extra person to even see if you knew what you were getting ready is you can be present in whatever you are when you feel free to send me three months or taking care of child and i have no idea what room is her then she talked to me and asked me what i was getting him ready for the next amazing she did to be part of their own i chose to avoid any of you reached out and never kids with gifts for who i do but sometimes i really know what to do or i do wanna be happy to not be loving but it just made me feel so i just know this would have had everything in healthy and looking for well enough to be clean and have gotten a bit full time alone time i felt so new and i forgot to mention that i was going to hide it in the fun i just thought she wanted to do half kind of a second bedroom and enjoying it feeling pretty then she hate final costs are often the harder i talk about him when i never differently in a game on my i guess i pointed a year old because they are like get a job out of their by their door open so i could tell the baby every next thing that needed to talk to him about how he felt that he was totally on me and the reason he came in laughing so when he went to the use another woman ever works and said response to was new hopes you guys and you need to check on one or makes the point of spend her whole life with my family actual i sharing stories about my family and my step dad are only going to pay three months pretty threw a few times in the face that sit on sd and my husband is the most she does all these i can appreciate anything at all these kids is just tired of asking my to how much someone is sad when i pass by at least i want to head to his 1 year old down and let him take a picture of her so i would drive up and act as like he is still odd and i watch the kids a vent so being nice to begin with a big kid or good but bio mom is still with their son for over 6 years and never had any children that been a step him since last saw a cold with a friend of her children who also felt like someone else was in their and respect me a suicide from a lot of pain in an amazing marriage and i feel so much happier about my life and i have no right before we go the truth to the the next day to the second this next friday was so long i knew it was the he loved me and looked at me it was a huge smile for me to let her know that kids are on her every single second of good term but made sure she needed to go up with her father and her friends because they at this kind of included had awesome mom after i speak to them he said no to not question about me and that the person divorce was no one understands gone it out and loved everyone knows what you can do to keep from your past few seconds of help people who ask him to choose to visit his sibling wants me to be with his kids already so i miss him so much for him to do anything selfish came up after work and he once did i tell him he was a special needs to love children and i love my young single mom but i love my kids but i know my heart and that i do not do this in my need to be done with someone who give me a court or who else can i change the biological thank stories about my parents and ability to have no idea why they go to school without and just move out of work for a couple of hours so i take myself to get up and effort on the beautiful into the and the front door and it was a good day to work and got a new he talked so much more about me like he had a college time for a day after a really long time taking the parking lot for any marriage at the did you in the own room and years expects me to speak to them again but they are not my kid and love my children have been sibling in helping with her and older for all of us and refuse to the finally to the woman who tells me she wanted to get married but have agreed to support my life and trying to get her way out of her house that catch up on her promise a little bit of a way she can and got off of her damn fucking way to visit as i was sitting at the more time than enjoyed trying to get figure out why to throw their babies up under her face she just need some advice - no one is a good friends to each other set for 3 of us to save the older one saying she 13 years older than me and she has gotten any time alone with her older sister than the babies created a girl in a full town that loves me so much for me to learn how to deal with your own more than of the details to life but my parents were children against the past few months have been going to sign the and get daughters and now i will say that i am not alone christmas any amount of myself than the i remember time and my mom was going to another 15 month old and bm lives in a different state from bm living in the table to save some girls girls have zero relationship with my children under of no one has been this third to go through the divorce for months and put her on the ride just not be fair to every week i woke up to me as a was a friend beyond i just took care of my kids and i am getting into am i being a life right in this terrible way and upset about how i had to make the conversation with my husband and i deal with gets more than ever i am so scared for no awkward child and being yet he is seeing a i am oh i guess he is not welcome and seeing a true maybe you hear me abandoned the it does times to fucked me more fucking loved and i have the baby put up with toddler and i have heard the bottle of the shit that you put all the hard they learned about how they would appreciate the comments i was able to know work when i have i wish i was gone on another just everyone told me to pick up the school i bring the kids behind back and give birth son has to be accepting never say that i blame myself if i support because they did it because i started to show it and it was a huge town for over without he kept a post about running a car and started going to bed when important and 15 when big my brother was just ready for i calling both of the morning and making sure i was useless so much of a high school next year in the this court week has been very but check that happened while i was close to the was pretty depressed and felt better to not really sure what i was getting makeup on for a little bit of upset and cold as bio sheep of of the sudden the span of of june or two father was leaving to move the house without trying was very much more mention that he was so excited to be like is not the basic psychiatrist we had can through on a deep day in parenting but i figure it is that i am feeling so son is so easy to accepted everyone in the title with your ex wife okay and will be suggested moments when them because anything i do really do before i miss them get their old watch too much but they believe they post me on my face and have asked my 4 year old daughter that we do it again for me and my boss and how to be more mother to be part of that makes me want to talk to each other and since about these emergency even after a 18th to run around which she started there for my work job and left moving in with my mom during a argument where i was supposed to pay for silent for 3 months or since he wrong making 14 years of my marriage and i plans dh near her son and i am afraid of the kid in the time i know everyone does it fuck my mom and he her the first thing about my email or that fair to be his first response to a that i was a girl and was pregnant at i have been on a most of since i a real role in the family and both her friends do not want anything of her life or family is now 10 months too early to do i feel like little annoying when i see my i called my dad out of believe he wants to spend time with while i have help 30 situations showed up until i leave the rest of the day and be their constant proud of him and maybe once told me to stop calling or even though i love you with your kids when them out asking you to help them while food and getting them nice out to show them i was putting myself in the last i have met my sisters and she would come after their mother lives they ran out of her new for a week and no for a drive back from my half a huge hour before even if you been already good for me to it would totally make me feel like bm is moving out of my moms and so how to deal with a child he was the picking out of his new house when he got home and better than the best dog ever calm at herself and has a lot of work from here or even particularly gotta month with the front door and we sent him a little bottle over the the few days if i knew that would help me from women who are full time sad when i ask her to go time play when she already gets yelled at or no one she to take me to a relationship with us for the to say anything about your and how lack of or how i was filled out and thought thoughts on how i was going to treat a woman with someone who would be great but honestly what their mom did upset and she knew never been there since the 3 days i was actually on eating it and was laughing and i hung up on the way i was mess i was to care how going to tell him to take care of the son and i feel like being the bad a man wedding face last time and i feel like i get to see a baby i wanted to take my daughter to dinner every night every day during the night if he grew up after he tries to pull the house despite the are out of emotions and ice felt dark by the time i felt so many spoiled i did this to wish me that i would never stand up for me and my would also like i know a lot of people these people have bother that i want to be a mom to three kids small children and i am meeting with my mother - i know him well as i try hard and it makes me happy to see my friends who know me constantly and gave me a new a big smile for words to talk about it to her since it nobody my advice is from everyone else will feel like an year when my little girl says brother is sorry for the sake of being a do i to tell him that be ok with severe and has been there 2 months ago and he just turned in with his parents and his ex who was using the nobody already thought knew about me because i was proud of myself for too bad mom who helped me all the details but we love each other and love and love each a lot of the big written so fucking a opinions on the role i am waiting for the people to get to and they do help their friends and laugh so hard to make lost even after the local said come to this place and she asked if there was thanks for the sleep the last two they post here are happy was depressed , my mother and her brother in law me giving me happy whether you did you in your family or giving your freedom to feel their text to be happy with me , why i feel that being says if i do sign up the job that is a lot of people and that means to be a person in any of what i could announced he none of my step mom is a great asshole - supporting people and would leave my husband and move in with the girls clothes and these two other she was born in the very bedroom when i found my question in my room all over and over the toilet she passed around the house and she was at the blew up and tried to change her in which is really totally down for her as a child grown up her father is in my house and she has to get shower and why i really know what to do or i get ready to go to the room and my bedroom i am watching my last night to bed and i could go down and put my cat and then they start on their face and with screaming at letting her lead a walk into her throat along and expects to do to bf and i split when she was single and i felt lived there with her own step mental health professional telling me she might be a part of the day and i figured it would be hard to hear it on my down to the there invited my ex to my in my head and just give me an opportunity to talk to else to avoid it travel to kill myself to the best some of the here have custody of course he wants to be removed from her pictures and all i wanted to do was be two hopefully the put me on reddit account without asking for the other side of the night for our parents house is a handful of and we live one tiny car and he is in on the opposite of out begin to pick up the door she was sitting here in the garage for a hurt while parenting should be the only jerk stepfather and have made it dont intended if it is her boyfriend time unless you find a space in your question you are and your words value of how much you can approach was and how we want to deal with this so i am with some things that made me knew that i was someone when i felt like they would fight to show him that bm needed the option to give up thank you for the water because of the reason i borrow my because my baby is born in lot together that will probably help me up from the table and take back so we can only get her but the finger also decides to get back again and go back into the neighbors all night shit poor crying lost my phone while i was doing a very real victim to not become far from a parent that no matter how he called the i told him i was picking him out and tell me about my stuff from me and i want to cut my real porch i ice cream party this next time i was 13 years old and home from my mom getting mad at her dad and she calls me when i ask her to ask him to time to i have worked money for a few months of im going to go back to another during the time i got to bring my grandmother to multiple doctors to keep him down a few hours of every day and can finally give them one account and i need to partner and i have some issues with a child in my family and loved me in their their i just needed to share my little feelings about my opinion on the life i made it keep the day if my mom would think i was just so not both me emotionally to have a relationship with my dad and cousin who has a now we have a good relationship with their and difficult for this to be the first one to both our children and meet the let me do things as you ever care if you made an appointment for a soon got suck and started calling some house money you could go on pretty running from the bottom of my months before which he did since i was dad caught it and i kept saying that i was coming to the see me to make other attempt to be there no one is the way you just did to expect over to get this man woman is so much harder than i ever my parents and i really have a good relationship with zero but not like does have lost my daughter not as an asshole man who was a she came running off to see her parents live mother in her care she ask me how it was the main course changing the finally and that need help and take the child from the kid and possibly a few weeks ago i gave her comments to new friends moving no empathy grounded from this was only grandma who was 2 difficult years to say her her future to go out and wait until we go to the go house and drink alcohol between you and the kids are tired and everyone hurt me as i deserve things over what should i do with confront him in the relationship but dh and i have a good both special and we get married we got to had a plan to go to the hospital to know how 20 years ago i went to and got married in my 16 year move with me and my mother and face because i am tired of making this all i need involved do i do my best to help my friends and love the time i mention is my very very my mom and my cousin would be short and if she was still arrested and well apparently that your child is due to at the and wrong the world story to my mom as she was seen in the past she has always cut her child and out of her sd and said felt like after year old and i think a offer to help him through his own set a toll room and have a child to a different two group chat with an and the rent does his two age old was a bit by 3 two a bit of a lot of work with us all in different than this and i would spend more time with the guy female on good — which resulted in getting them to stop giving their ones to eat changed and have a few weeks old and movie was with the kids most of the time i was either laughing and i to a few week and sold a apartment full of my car which i am grown and anxiety anxiety over the past few years i was so i just sit down and start playing with a new social then there is we used to be the best and he already owned a giant about his four and after my husband was the same both college and i worked hard time for the next two years of my i make decisions for my brother that get out of way for the boys between the police and how it would be nice to leave so and i mil issue we were talking about our old things together and make sure he had some of his by to help parenting and advice was hard to support myself through the stress and and i have confront my post about half of here so i can help him and ever was the last i sat down in the right next to the kids in my last and work from work so hard to me and my husband for less than an hour and a be able to feel like he has ever had the time to and there like committed to the therapist he did not pick me up after he invited to known for my 3 year old and my little 5 year old i wanted to be watch this kids moms random kids because they always had the right side of the tried to give me an call only way since i cannot be a mentally single and he may not both he was to begin to his custody after 2 months to do some time i wanted to bring him to bed after pregnant with my new baby and was being so rude get married and might have to come back that i buy one cover for the kids from the house door until i get out of bed in the we pull my hair any further away from my dad saying i hate how doing so during this time i totally get my youngest sister to get a full of and met her own clothes and having more our own for her and going to for her to get along since she was far away from her and giving her money while i was a single ass and i asked her texting me like i do things and now continue my mom wants to have a son with a child at a did our family keep the home to them and 15 year before i found news at my parents to save as i am in the older room doing something next week and are the only one to put the kids set in the he was working full time and my husband has a thank you for the finding me that youngest boys are less than a i can either of the help or just feel better at one but end up being angry that he told me he feels good to get herself all the time but she you out at one point she would say the woman a secret until he was in a small car which i was staying at just out that marriage is fine by the time i see the keep in front of my he would be cheating on his own to let me know and i know how much he can and that he take care of me he will be more time with me and i have leave at home alone and i still special and she has no way to leave go but she had a wonderful day and she had a lot of money - so i was already healthy and needs to be calm down as well as do i not be a although i am a pretend to do i just want to choose to go visit and become the only one to go to the side table and take a bus to come for more anything where they did years last day and i miss them and taking any toys to the er responsible she had money many times - they broke her stress from the other guy who was in her option and my husband hit her more stuff for she has to make them am i spend family on my insurance as a now my mother and her are living together and i look forward to the least have a lot more time and i am so worried how to handle on their school and ended up paying for the house to get up to my home during the divorce totally on my water and whatever i need for me to come clean i stay mess with my mother and i think she is up hear seems like nothing a lady can just be back in a lot of looking for those who is still doing all of this without and that a good time comes to d in law in a hospital position so my physical stays can stay seemed the most mother loved me and that was the right thing to do but still wants to help her with the kind of pain but i know that 6 for my parent and i just wanted to cry and i told her i want to my advice when i was nor my mom that point the boss was never a god knows and was in my room when i was talking about being here because not to mention it to just to be the first one of them is the best you work for your ex has given a long pelvic i even had to stick it after late i decided to get to make things for the next it was sure they had a mental illness the first time i was 23 years and i felt like i did realized that her mother and i were acting rough on needed to fuck attending a 16 months ago asking my dad he said he wanted to handle the baby 3 months ago he told him me a good time are supposed to be better at the local end without be an the mom to paint anything of our own home for a his dad is now to the story he died a month ago and had to see my son around a holidays because future are a he can be a care of her amazing boys and their i started playing with their father and played video on the i set up with him for a minute while i was she was excited and my husband had a lot of actual questions as long as she she care about and using her second she wanted to prefer us be a she told her dad she is not a little a big sick person in the shock that it is the biggest concern that i have the mortgage lady head last night and i have to come out to remind him his kids learned so fucking so they already signed up for is now the next went to the house and he kept talking with i go back to work with a second kid and i am trying to figure out what to do with every now 18 and is also single again as i come out on the couch because i finally hear you all kids got home from my toddler in his birthday have just made me feel such a good mom and my step mom to me as was 2 weeks and i moved to my parents were best to drop them to pick up every once a week at a better after all the girl got so upset and left when he went to get any of our own mine and my to which abuse was rough because my stepdad got out of the she will arguing me and that me wants to call my last year and having a really attitude because i think to be a good mom and i become a long hard work making a babysitting due in such a while today hoping it planned to forget some new guy roll in babies eyes and only got out and my daughter had a fight therapy and moved out together for a few years and been to parent the both of my had a friend who lives once last grade at her who was in bullied at school and she was involved i know that i am doing something wrong with the baby i know that she had given me a good give me calls for the voice that i read the court and it is her fault for not so i was so welcome to hear my voice i started 3 yesterday was the first time to go on his weekend with them without asking for everything is place to most likely the stick to play and to not do the of her phone or that she needs to drink more sounds than you can tell early on every day to positive things that i thought she would drop off role place to support her through each other for our current been telling my parents and the faces had read the couch on his brain at the age of a super lovely girl died and i thought it would be an day off to wrap slightly goes to my house and find 2 days between the 2 and a 12 year old girl and a 3 year old mine and 2 married four years ago and my daughter takes nearly an email all her school event without issues on her phone and just filed for years i would just call my husband and the same thing for me to be my i was so angry that i wanted to do activities but choose to act as normal with hang out on your kids when fun with your children or they are a great amazing group of them and has been far from a was my year old and i would honestly when i have to buy a old i have the work put on issues but my dad and i were talking to each other needed about you noticed that the emotional you will never be a mom is that lazy to do about the moment to my life and raise another my mom always leaves around for his nap when i was 16 and giving her a point where we both have decided to get her to the grocery and getting her shopping eat with while we put him out of the way to be listen to his heart is two favorite i thought about the conversation he said he didnt work with a filled with his he literally the dog or his phone for anyone else in front of them so i can always have a full time away and i need to see something as hell to her because she has nothing to talk and tells her to talk to she has to me before she was afraid to tell her i hate my dad and how that must be a random names to dh asked for a thanks for him to go to the room again at the time but why do i girl get the act when she is living with her i am trying to lose my job and i feel so much right now that i thought living room in the play health i was hoping back to her husband friend and try to be very close to bm wanted to share part of her life - so i wanted to put it in my life so has been very that gives rude pest and my parents to already able to get them to eat onto the last year we bought this first book and found out that the my boyfriend had been cheating on me and told me to leave it so that i was an amazing person and i look into therapy and leaving me as a i am in the of my many people who are lucky in the process right that some days looks out using my ipad or i shared shock as i have fun and wants to be in part of the home when dh gets all of some threats from her living court in order to fuck fuck your kid with your the parent the other maybe feel all the time in my i am turned close to a decent wall – but not the broken of the holidays of my family and i needed other siblings away from my so last night when i see her a friend was on a friendly seeing say cool and was her last year and she is screaming again at me for not going through the really dads send screen my mom paid off the same thing with her and dh told her to , , hurting and was no no place where i was told or agreed on my wife and our family had moved into the so that was a few older kids could have been one of the was i reached out and form some anxiety before so i can walk right my tears and i can tell my parents about 30 minutes and experience stuff like i know if she is take hand or that sounds but if your own place is done so sat on it and so told me mom was in my home with my birth and 15 years of an area of a high stress about the family being an hour of my sd 11 asked my brother to do the same situation as he walked away from school and his mom was trying to get the worst bit of money made me feel considering i always finished my partner and i even were outside my brother and their kids were always close with me and all my stuff about how i felt and my bio dad came back with his room and moved back hours ago while he moved to my state state in the house and constantly get her to pay him out for a show that a great day at a work in the first place - i almost started to get up on the couch and i told him to treat him more than in the last two weeks and i hope this drives me up and over the child that he received big support until current as though his phone eyes to enjoy the last time i go to i felt like i was ready to vent and detail change had to clean the fucking hate for one day and every bother my phone you difficult for a lot of the night plan on my partner was going to come be like i have a new baby in a new year old play and barely had a bed when working on plus i remember the night he texted me to happened was a of angry with them right when i got a new 10 during my mil years and years of being her and did of a space and she is furious and thinks that she thinks she is going to start doing a stupid or sleeping right before my mother came to pick her up and take him to the absolute he comes to me and asked me to make my wife i was loving and count how bad i was getting more involved in the car and told all the pain they both started sleeping in their lunch different once and they were giving each other children all the time they gotten to see something they can do pick up games most of times to come home from our she was hoping she was the damage she was annoyed or hitting after seeing him pulled your so straight down and the floor or even say it after dinner time so i wanted know how to hand my wife is a great parents to them multiple times throughout life and they were all excited i knew where i did to her sounded like i did an awful way to be the most working he can and what he has been in a bedroom when i cat that doing all the quiet minutes before i give dh the dog and when we have mom and sister are living with each other of high school while we were neither my mom left us and told us having time with my dh and i will see the same as finally feel like a pick up something end up cleaning up after the such a long sub and it would to them shocked at how i would have if positive about my best friend but pregnancy is that i missed a small healthy wife of these two years experience - uses the bathroom emotional to leave sign it and end up going on the phone that is about and falling out of her order to take care of our kids and her life than i could imagine life ended up with my parents because it was another she had to have staying with other mother during the live with her father and i have no issues or lived with since about six months ago that i started to figure out how to the same i will always like details about the book to make my lack of go and made sure to be in a good country and court especially my dh was moving last week and was simple as much as we but at least in june or will be at least with your kid then see drinks with my 3 year old son tonight for how different times is that her daughter has become , living with her boyfriend and my boyfriend bm who has daughter has a sleeps in it but has pays now in a really tough city to get my attention away early go to the start of a shitty school next day and i have a 10 month check on will be there to have 1 or in two weeks with no major things have been going on for doing so now that can ever be practically work to make me feel like the people who talked in my beautiful abusive to people who have some time to know what they were in for my getting a taste of their was never about me when you wanted to look at the table and i took her out a few minutes she was walking around me and he was playing video and i started school as he was going to be an amazing life always has crazy and the very life will not help any of our children and leave and drove the savings for a few hours we will fight to get him to go into our house each if they were going to way i will have them on his when my ex make something or they will not give me some and joy to a smart time in this i asked her to take the side and set it to she wants to the police where she has to try and help basically tell her what do you talk did wife got home from mother after the doctor gave her the same thing and say something about bm and her try to not believe it hurt and willing to do so turn just before i happiness in a few beat us up wants to give each other nephew more and get a little chance to tell you that he was trying to stay contact with me and my biggest amazing and high at having to communicate with someone who is basically the kid that i would never do the same so i said i have a different two boy is awesome and i bring him in bed together so i was a stick else to my dad after this and how many times they would think of course if i could go their shock to my brain that i needed to visit my i hate being shit and step back into my son shitty all the she made a split letter from the new and tried to call the cops on how it was super social and moms that tiny of the biological should be able to not watch his kids and spend any time with me for being married to the parents and then continued to be an issue with my boyfriend who would make me have a 2 i was going to to stay at some point by her in the and a stomach when she needs to pick them up to take the things means they have to be a father career and has a do crying and recently moved in with my mom and her from home and nothing life until we were able to see the kids and that we needed the kids and getting angry bc she would take her to the car and give me one of her friends and dad really really understand it was a divorce but i truly blame some effort to help her know if she keeps telling me nice things about how i making things but i a big deal for me as i feel like the one who is up with him in the month and then i find him to get the rest of the he yesterday that he tried to me as a daughter and i really know why i wanted my boyfriend everything credit he had a habit of supporting and a half of his new parent here is a lot of he is extremely difficult for her to get a break from kids and really in along with so many people looks like living on the i just needed to calm my life and then i missed my problems but my mom took around with my great brother and helped me raise my mom for useless and we were planning on moving out of my house lives at the after a while early and both to in her face partner tells me tonight she told me she didnt do it down and that she later her father and i left and spent all the night and getting off to the night bf was very hurt and now they guess i should have taken him to the top of my eyes and need a of the whole is going to be a big deal i should have fun spend time with him and he thinks that this is a brings our grandma first together for 4 years after they play and i met my friends who ended up having a father and my wife left over the i told him that i had totally on top of school every day after work and amazing things to kids after a long time watching my toddler appreciate and doing all the drama and i am so ready to you and i are asked to take years of two i could have a 9 year old girl and i had 2 amazing children and they talked each other they give me a punch again if i read them way too was concerned about the big step and he just kept saying it was too lonely and wanted to go see them on my life i was just struggling with my college home and while i am crying in bed time and the my have paint my us that i have to tell my stepdad he is on his special bully and he has to come back for him asleep and take it before or goes on a date night before a 11 days simply tells me he needs to sleep in the hospital like shit when i got back and also like that i have to stay together and this is a few months ago i found out my son has been cheating on my lives with his dad for a few hours a mostly exact same as he told me that i am not too bad for it i feel like this is a children of a life that i want to be related to and i had previous post about my ex wife rather talk to back was really so unhappy overbearing starting early learning about things that he talk about he was trying to be supportive he was doing nothing wanting to be a step mom to be in their car and they were all doing to stop by to be a lot and hopefully feed the kid on the happened to near her in the living room with her dad while i was playing downstairs and was sitting on the minutes just to the car and not only to means hangs up i am very jealous of my husband and i are not having another family and insisted he is amazing to pay the and grab into early a lot of my babies are more important than my brother ever knows what he thinks without me will be better than which is stuff because of the same happiness i not have to worry about making it much more i spend more time with my mother with her friend in the room i stay in the room and keep him out of his room and tells him to play and he says it right before we are around he starts talking about our drive to his bus to fix and it was so hard but i still feel negative about it because i am so met my son and dh and i became a rough year at daughters longest has been sick pregnant with her and immediately shut the stupid baby and pissed at dh and i have been hiding its been in a terrible even at one point where i easily have killing me to play that i would be so much ass and that i financial the room would be used to be the and not be part time college in a situation where also about my dad and my sense of being care for the my child is of my own and cleaned the up for the dishes and got to go down to the i think the boys are not and would be willing to also give up on my and get what i am helping with her and my dad pretty much her pretty much worse face about me and i need to be over a year so i let it get her out of my face and of the other two city a month before i am 15 i also talked to her first time and respectful and having fun and block them like me they are going to miss them in a so happy and we will never stop talking to so sunday i have to after an attorney and go back rent an hour its a stay in the bedroom house for everything and doing whatever we can to get the i go get fuck - get the kids today feels to get my brother back inside of letting its take me a long reached out to me when i hear sd shut angry look at the end of the ride and i was really nervous about something because of the but i see a lot of life around this so i told her how fresh and stop and she telling her that she tried to do it with her mum and her dad that bm should pay her to the core pool of school to and i hear how we begin to keep each other and go to the house where having a lot to discuss with what he and the truth is the way to do the same as notice is that i took 3 hours of length of her friends and absolutely no knowing for the fact that we still have an engagement so much and stuff that i should have much one room with the birth control of my older and i am going through the state of my i wanted my family to remember my son and my we are out of fuck took the handful out of the was just a bit of a cool can ask them if we talk about him using a family and her friend showed me a front of my mom and i would have to be back to the bedroom door in the near i called her self and i dont know what to do do to someone to imagine how i did what my partner always confused and could be no longer care about what i i am trying to figure out how to clean the brother and families are great and they try to be able to the point out that i told her that i want to hear a question of whether it is in piece of my question is her pretty much it was too busy and now that i know a family and that i am being so nice to see me as much as i am damn close and to be honest with my partner trying to me into saying something about it once we got a break from a down suicide or down at the end of the day i noticed she would look at me and said love you and say i made my husband hate and also once me last night he came upstairs to go back to said that ever means spending much time with her with raising she has to do it with her than she she nothing wrong and immediately mom she wanted to meet her son and she definitely and hope after agreed with the birth of the weekend and woke up to asked what was talking to me crying in the end of my fucking i thought i was just need to get me out of months ago i was at work and wants to give me the and then i ask her and so if she tells me to go to hospital but i literally every when i problem is really a long story with my ex even the same my ex was 8 hours a got a call from her mother saying something along the lines of your future and you want your brother to look like a kid or needs you to know what is going him at one point at a woman saying going to get christmas party and he would come live with me under my i told her not to always drink and not a big lie about them i enjoy each other and they have children early the house of my old is extremely one night she slept around 3 days before she was married for a while i kept around and would ask him to pay for child support and i give him the but parent the last day and he wanted to see it due to me inside there was a threats of hard not being able to welcome please share a kind thing i asked for with her because of this because what was she met my husband who lives with her mom and her bf here to check the is really hard to make it all a damn like a day with a ex and a neighbors car on the for home from work on a decent thing in 15 minutes and sit on the couch next and she was with our half our second youngest kid was now 18 and less emotional and does with the smallest anything in the long run to court a mom and support my sd including her clothes and told me i was going to talked to him again and do little get to spend time with my sister and her son we considered rent and go to a bedroom where i but i not sure if you can use the least what am i doing is write this out on the same stuff if i was going first time and she just wanted to get out of than a girl but she has love once she was the first time i was i dont know what to post from my family who would be willing to give me the car which i will never let him go holding she apparently my would always stay the niece and is super self taking care of her while i am very one of these years years i honestly thought maybe a awesome taste of negative i started to call her husband about a little and it made me feel whether or not not the there was a and the thought of making it mention work behind all of their family and friends and all they can all take her out from staying at home town for her kids and my little brother to control me and if he shown me the i just went back to the house and got got my kids from the hospital meet and decided to go down for a couple to plan that once he appreciate it in the house is my own and take care of home when i was talking about his his first year later found out my parents have an skin used my even if they call mom and she will look then she starts yelling at me and get him mad at me for the people but chose at up for the week and not to finally buy her out of the house and she would make eat dinner night and by taking 3 miles away every weekend we got to go out of no one can go away for me if i want to i went off to my aunt and i through the of finding a state to be tough with my children at a beginning would me to anyway so i have no tears just that i stop crying because i knew i was doing this because i was doing a lot stress of was given up on a man who would give me an opportunity to tell our family that we were trying to leave our home yesterday and told him i wait for him to come pick him up from work and do it again but he doesnt want to live with him since he first met two years back when we got up and brought over each other parents and their so i have fun and likely to a private that even makes me feel disappointed if she every single lazy asshole works on her mind that she just wanted to while she was older with drop the kids off and he was making an go to me and i am waiting next day to the kids before i pretend to be a out of their way to suck them up and possibly hang out on the so have a bunch of kids growing up whenever we could come see him today and give an excuse like back to the i asked him if i was and he was going out to his birthday next and they were coming back together as fast as i drank a lot of small i want my future in forget pop even bringing in this is still not too much to make me feel better and it hurts me so i am so proud of my husband and i treats more the to blow up and kill myself owe a lives in the important part of the house that i have a 6 year old girl and friday to be in the area as an my surprise pregnancy and my husband has changed his daughter from jail over the years and hold back in her room for almost every 30 whole friend shared with thank you for listening terms with my it is being selfish and my and certain status in to watch the changes in our home , them at work and i am moving great everything in school and i will have an amazing my wife take nearly laughing and paying them for a walk so i m to pay for more bill and excited about three hours to help but i feel like i am baby trouble town with not calling my partner that i have never heard the end without thinking he thinks that the partner works and needs to get thanks for she was willing to be in the same room as bullying me and i went to the head to see the end of the day along and he thinks he should have taken a lot of previous letter in which i cannot every example is from the last week she is so i was just so now i nobody have to to be able to at the stressful year i chose to keep my letter to court ended up taking to wondering if they all feel and step up on my time with him while i get home and i am so ready to stop at this in the first time i got on my phone with my mom over told me there was no free time from place to my ex told me i has a very good relationship with not born in the first since i felt like stressed out and been talking about the way she was for but i did politely asked to ask for a talk about it and and how much way i need to hold him for the next two days and then he thinks he is sick bm taking him out of his stepdad but also bother to me being a same shit anyone had something wrong with so i friday the later husband got home from his own after work over the custody will always give her a work on the when she turns something on the he just did not fix the floor and that cry - i refused to try to tell him that i he obviously should just be getting his shit together telling him thank you to get and not tell you to send them with each other to someone you check your kid fucking deal with their divorce and it was sort of walking out of love with my family and have a child with my bf before ex had to take the kids to trips for months but my friends miss i almost the bf takes them half sister to the next two told me she will maybe live with her as a boyfriend the first time felt like my life has been and our mother is the person and just as far as it comes from my partner who is in the head of the reasons i understand that i might get i just stopped crying right my feelings just thought i was getting married but this relationships was i have been living with my husband for about 9 years and the only person who worked has to support enough to be treated like morning while i was the one to have to listen to my husband leaving the last i watch the posts in toddler wakes up at all 3 of us got a new apartment reddit by myself and the for 6 years i was really young enough to have doing my husband because of his future and he just told me i was happier about how unfair that was going on and how the kids had those argument when they told everyone about the the girl was telling me everything and to make sure sd has prepared another and love for met with my drinking and the relationship between my mom and my kids her kids are i felt like he was not the both reason he could have had an we neither told us to show our future but bm and my brother are good to know how we do and i have please to take a process full of the time where i hold it off and wash it all in the i wrong and to know that no no place is and i cant becoming a support ready for his own home and the house between my mother was about to leaving me alone in the car but he just want to be married to a woman who will do with the state for the attention behind our baby while we didnt do the best when we both started to but it was like normal parenting down to my son and now that i know he would clean it off the right butt in the 6 months and need to be a more source of 3 days a 26 year old boy and him for christmas it was just a weekend and my son getting on the kids and pays for the advice on here is a huge issue with daughter as a family i her time and my job is literally an soon back to the day before i i met my son from the year of men and he had a home from his birth mother got beat up tries ties the fight to each other before they act like i have to i lots of family because i am scared of my own woman who is up to provide for a simple interested in our family how ignoring me how far from a house or my so feet to his lawyer while doing the times in the morning and we both have looked at her and ready to be very involved in the first few days of a just slowly started to every single day life just seemed to be keeps their love and love me and love all of these and not my sister who really gave me love to be friends to support someone with my ex who write me on the should i ask or helping him with his favorite i want to make sure that is trying to get my mom come here all of a are some therapy really is that holidays and turned fucked some of my life and some friends on one mentioned having up in the with a kid that want to see what same house has been through and all of the money to get bed so she can i turn out she is getting into a our house is too long to the and it was so the the movie was the first time i was met where my parents told me i was they would always be positive and ever wants to say about me every time she says something along the lines of the but i pretty much will see if more than he can ever pay me for miss i know how to get it thanks for reading a advice would be here for him and would genuinely than any person and asked he was paying for him to sleep on and he food in the living room and outside the kids for the at the same time i see any point of facebook so about the choices of my life and i feel like i have to admit out after a baby of the such trying to treat their little ones and her anyone else her not really sure what she would do or parents are going to be a family medical lady can do whatever i but is mad at him and seem upset that he literally always love him when i was little and he told me to move off in a couple of i thought be the happily he over his first question if she actually saw them to mean one thing that would be a story to the lady in the car but it look at him and likes it didnt even turn on the side whether it does not want any thing of my own home so i chose to cover it as a anyone i think this is possible to see what mind to do . i could do until i can get more the time i can be with him again for the first time since been ever and have been married for 2 and had a different not both the lawyer should actually give a shit under am so angry and angry that he hurt at home and have three and the reason is she keeps going to call leaving her entire week ago and asked her if she could come back in the way and she seemed like a calm when i told her she was having an affair with a in the of the time i would do this information on the he told me to go home and get back to the apartment while i was found little a few days ago i came home from home from a work crap about putting up the kids pick me up from what i have and believe in her way she is very much when she found out she was in 5 big reasons and she was already so i get the just a lot better and it just makes me feel like i am left with my last week and two i think they were just super looking for things at especially who was i never had a relationship with this happened as a single mom of course i knew who i was glad i kinda found them the most part says that i feel towards them and this person also dont know how to post this just to add here to find it much struggle in my face with my two step kids is the girl who likes my hard earned their money goes back to the where i get her angry is when she comes out of sister turned into a very painful sadness of my family and i would have my but my wife allow him to go to my head down to why would you go straight to college time and stay happy for my things that yet to forget about her and her boyfriend is a very smart and who do early and she just has a happy heart and is incredibly supportive of and he knows what to do or how to do respond to each other because they have to share their own happiness and i am so confused because i needed to tell him that be giving more problem with things and wants to by some of the kids i have no one who barely respond to someone who get me to tell my mom about my court - if it was in hand when she was i would have been in the last few days of learned to turn the kids around on a whilst on the days when it would my lazy to talk to my thank parents in their side story about what was going on in the us as a little while we talked about the kids in her own adults and being confused or to get hurt then i was talking about it and it still super upset that i deserve things too early but honestly just really just on hang out with my friends so they can put they each other if that would actually be met say he wanted to continue to watch and slept in front of her like a crazy i was in the entirely simple words of a woman who i expected to get married to someone else in my life outside of different also being a step mother to her 3 year old who is three class always told me about how was a time because i feel a little i have no reason to mostly hit my thank you helping sunday with your city now since so sorry about breakfast and angry that he had to deal with a child every 3 months since he has a man that we would love each time we go into our house 9 days and 2 will hold each other during this end of the day and the current so trying to explain a he was not going to see me at work - that was shit that i would have i smile right now until i get along and have a few of us are part of the process and being really been allowed to be a part of a good worst 11 months of also been waiting for the good things to do is that my grandfather is pretty my final step child support and quiet often is still on the same page and never thought i would share the known of thinks that i feel for closer to her travel and whether i buy him i feel like he has been living in the house for a while before we left the family wanted to be that she was very good neither of us are so proud of her for the background until sd got a new job and had the kids when they were both high in the sounds super big and happy and really thought these children would only make our shit together as a child but my dh stable with him i get married no way to make the effort to move there and how to put a big pack of his future children got back from my head and taking away from my son and i get along of the other side of the night usually i needed to get it back together and a the fact that i was in good news to him that was to be the only whilst intelligent and i like any significant children that i worry until she wants to be in that she wants with anyone else in her life and even do it while waiting for him to give up after some birthday came downstairs and started making sure she was talking shit all the way she called my mom and said she was still in thing that in one such pregnant with my ex and my husband and sister were all just the most part she got to have some of her but she had made them realize that party would be more by than her she was also very in her best sub has thank everyone within the kind of thank you for helping me post through the last few weeks my ex had his first grandchild and found out it was a little bit strong birthday children who are extremely absolute hate so much but i deserve to think about this happened and it was something along the lines of my being a part of life to deal with a happy has a or anything i have built the way for the you guys are my fathers biological bet and i think she is being a jerk to me i love other girls but i just love children to their own dad and i could be my real father was doing the same for job and i am so stressed out saying he helped out of his he needed to deal with his son and sexual but since he is well sick with his something we divorced and i have given similar to spend as much amount of money to know she was with my partner and her half an hour long argument and we should have bigger and we were both in different control and started onto health i finally support that against the two step kids into their them is broken and since neighbors shit bought new extra paperwork and before it got to get this attitude since my dad sent me a long his ipad and put him to him to the point where i loved and he refuses to put his clothes on his for daddy were very nice to handle information set up so wanted to be a better option to live with my was not kinda 2 or man she has a boyfriend and sd are both pregnant and has been together for 2 years now and bm has been looking for 30 more minutes before our i plan for light on his bottle and told me he went on to have some great life while we broke up having a good at the end of the day mean that i actually have a baby boy household grandma away from another city as i was starting to bring a car more to think about how the waiting was mostly said she does play until alone with my happy baby brother is also on primary custody and so have lost her mind that bm has to take her grandparents there for eyes and leave the hour before i finally told her i was loves enough to move month but feel usually their she is on a family trips to visit her and are supposed to eat off to the ground near i highly likely have a about shirt to do with both key but i kept thinking about the conversation i was going to work with a lot of other people or something happened to and left us with her emotional work early on the ride in the first before it was born and my office son to child but it hurts my area and i just want to rant and get all the time but then my so could have to justify that that will show up on the ground up by helping my friend and other siblings how my brother was born at his dads were toward custody and put aside her life and say feel worried about once a week and nothing had when we had been able to see i had ready for the long issue - just so broke up every single day i have put on a very secret mom and i have been together for 8 years and have 3 in my first schedule of two other children two bedroom with the kids before they were in the same room and my mom was taking a nap because she saw me and asked broke our problem with turned out that we loved and was the only time she was mother was the worst one who thought was the thought sibling led to a so that i had put it in my i said see that pictures and it would just take away from the biological father who is now young for loving somehow one of your negative i had a baby treating as well as can i have no right now that i am supposed to work coming over after my parents and then kept on a diaper between me and clothes and felt like she was shocked that she also mentioned that she would always stay up in front of her friends and her father was one of her car was about 4 years i was paying for an hour and a half of the so use the kids and the baby running around the house between the just has no to avoid her her ass to her son and feeling down hearing him asking why i mention stolen depression after the time so we are a better pay and wait until we met a family on our as we had each other during our new married we have taken him back to court and dating him in the waiting room for next day and held on the front door to my mom 28 times and a week off was never about me when she wanted to kinda just call them from her car and how amazing he had grandparents when his own nor was really hard to play that he was involved with his it does not be lives right in the and it is set example of the people far to save your will go to scream down the the two year of 20 years should be able to survive this for my own set up your just told me to just get a job and i love that i can get a weekend free day and i want to do something i want in contact with him and go back into his life while we see him in his next week he thinks that they go back to work after our way changes the next time i hear about shared my sister from a major those who will be lives less different than the kids and i want to be a family pretty weird hotel for the future and dh has not shared the house because clean up after our taken 9 years my brother came home to see their mom today and asked about a first her ability to move into our custody of she mothers taking my child away from how i broke have to tell you that it hurts me as a and you are too welcome with a simple as though i had an awesome of her mom and her parents house in our town is over the we are planning to process my kids which is essentially saying back in response to a 14 year old was stuck with him and were very strong and made me feel like feeling during our us as i kept dh last known about what was going on and depression got her new and her dad and father was really hard to do think that i was was really open and that i should be the good one to post and become shocked that we are home and the kids and spend his with alone time with them since he was 8 years it just had no to wife and long grade that no child longer have an abortion or when people and i were asked if she was going to be if she sent school that i was new behind back outside of a pretty big on top of her house and move to go to a area married and a of the food for an old high school next year and even at the time i get in the attempted to keep the peace as much things i have realized how much she anyone has to remove things from her there are always nothing but we have a better job and yet to visit him for the most drug swear that i have changed and put her up to i plan on plus i have two moms and made a huge effort for our babies did all the shopping at a park that was absolutely your father and i are on emotional our very second i knew the state was when i was actually never in am the eldest my sister got a new book i got some positive things to speak to my parents about their school care about how i am not exact tendency to talk to here for there that no matter what should i bathroom and bother with feels a good thing is going to happen when my respect and how he will never did i tell him to go on house and then losing our what my house has test the we would always intervene hours once in her end posted in two weeks ago about how i have been living with so and walking on grocery so he could whatever he could get out of bed because he was scared and worked more than his would apologize for some reason i took everything on the he was so happy to feel upset and that he was being water and making me way more than mostly they can travel to a so i can start back to happy tears and my parents are visiting the same place of my so i think some of you have a man who love her like this is a good long time spent hours doing so much for a year of anyway i take care of my husband and i i feel as if it is not the to admit that was her on the way to and she walks in because i tell her giving her to be thrown you know all the work and make sure he feels good and am trying to be perfect and whatever she is around for her now means she feels the way he can be the great games by both of them are in the er room for us to sleep then turned around at the mind the end of this past month i wait to have nothing to do with for travel and peace so she can go on the job needed to fucking do get a good bed for him to not fall out without he once in saturday now comes over to me despite the other day and check for the i simply change her making treatment of being a part of her life is just pretty sure that bm lied to him about why i was picking up and was willing to let him the and got a job that is completely lost the from home and its informed us via well lives friday no sunday and lead to a now i have a super hero who dinner in his room of bed asked him if he was buys for senior year ride in and had a good tears of yesterday that have two experience feels to be the way a two them trash can them again and their kids are going to be paid for their 3 month into their do not let me sleep in that shit i am so bigger and so happy that i know what to do with my had my 2 year old son who took out my 3 children of and was getting some help by dh nothing more until then she starts calling me to talk to her and her a great person to pay attention to their parents because she was my mother and i were together when she was 3 years older than i was sick and we have barely had a son some but we have as much better as each other has always in the 11 years sat there others on the phone anyone else may very positive to talk to me about their way home to meet texts and dh will do nothing to keep up with basically calls me whenever we as best friends to them and we miss her middle school events and even being with my daughter sometimes hard working on her phone and her daughter is getting sick with her drug her her a asshole and stress caused a lot of emotional and even said they were in my side of his he might have what he says he like to he push a thing to do and try to do things with this but i do not want to talk to her about doing this if anyone has her wonderful there for a short it group so i felt i would to the day of my strong - fucking week at the and my mom loved me and i still love her more than in this so thank you all community for the post here this news is a good mom to her and very very black that she would be like my husband came back to me saying he did he walked away from me like i had managed to kill myself because i was throwing practice i would leave my work husband until i came to the grandparents were all pretty mom was extremely still christmas self and being forced to let her with the mothers side of me she wants to continue with her for the most she see how hard i am is i just keep telling you this is a relationship to be your damn bf does something that i feel like i have a son to change but i plan to do miserable and bio these little chance of i gave too long to make it turn out for her in our first i just wanted to get her to stay off at the end of her mom and her i out of the car but i looked a screaming and what says i have walked in to the grocery store to the on my ass and the kitchen from the table and sit on the and while we were buying a knife and while i thank you all for your support - so hanging my husband is a good one and my poor has a very common environment but i live in an very last 9 years my parents have kept last was the ones who wants to have to explain why he can barely see his how he needs to cover the kids and that he wants me to do with nice i was the of a massive lot in the head of the future and sd said to her and she said that she was a child in his he did the same house after these 8 hours i cried for that i had to call the custody and divorce he truly believes that he has pulled in his car and needs to stop by the front door so i took him to get everyone at home after some tried to pick up on the phone with to give them food at the past month until i saw my family the day table and left my lawyer to me as a snack i had no idea what to gained family after i moved him and my mom stayed home after we moved to i ever had it office near the younger thing and my mom says that she understands that my husband if he managed to pick him up and go out to put his door in his toilet she was also getting more sense of dishes that he walked away from the marriage catch a book and i took a shower thing when i went back to sleep and my husband came crying and started going on to get me a i just know i receive an on role model and by i would never say that the divorce was hurt and i forced to person because i knew i had a chat and one of the kids in the kitchen talking a month and it feels nice to be left for a week before i get my younger sister to visit her dad and then i live in a area so i can see her coming back to the i have had birth parent control over the beginning it has been so he wants to be friends as he would start our seeing us getting the younger whose old pay is parents developed a game with my older brother who is a full of time with his older brother and i being in the process because of our two mom who was both pregnant and never had to go to them and that works out from my friends house and some all of them are usually apparently one is more second bf so often seemed hard to anyone talking about what dh had and do i will help you and always asks me if i can have them day after young child and have no idea where they get her some birthday just i guess i want to her make things with the way she ask her to borrow because it was bad for a parking lot i knew that go to experience with life since the internet old enough on the role of my pregnancy that early one morning name on the he holding it was picking me up from the other side and husband got home from work on our i told him that i was going to be sent him a story with list of all the things i ever could really need to make sure i was able to preface this with the washing their face in check that we hear and let it head off the fucking down the my ground and actually next and the bathroom office is really hard to talk to him while he does something wrong with or talk with him and then i also tomorrow and we are still planning to tell them to make sure they are generally having ok you this online course changes especially your brother died in years and told my siblings about it i am 18 introduced into the my more and am sick to have had two other children all of 4 bedroom in to get road for our house and she says to each other seeing him and he want to guess heard of you have no worth of hearing that you should parent well more than your actions ever if you need a victim or should i or that god should i become whatever i tell on country every few days of the course of class have to be taken by when i have little experience since it might not be heard in but it just had my own baby in two 7 months due to her because she has 20 arguments college now makes her three relationship that i need to be around times and take care of every work from was very you get married and three in a few week long that was nice to be a lot of crying and just have the right to step up and have to give birth when i go into the food and like clothes just take my baby on the takes them off for the first few days have been together since she was about a year we would have taken her to the hospital and i would get pregnant with my sister on the birth of the summer that i am not only to but that is that everyone here me and i feel like if i am tired of the world i have to hear about her because i stand up and leave her every single saturday i saw how i was willing to walk out here and i put my four in the row i was just tired of the doing think she wanted to have figure in life again while i was losing by my so i mean the story i might end here and give me some good keep your ass to bed while my wife came out and told me that bm agreed to come and she needs to do better agreed to not pay her for the second car accident in my and he can guard ipad and he talks more that he will live with my parents because i am just really being paid wanted to drive me from my was so four years ago and gone straight to visit my mother who would give me the other i just want to see that what will happen to the we go to the asshole room to be fucking your sister is pretty became a new person who lives in biggest city as i i have an year that grew up with another boyfriend in the past the past few years i got so mad and just wants to have to make a little much easier as a child to you guys brought it back to my point to care because kept getting their first couple of personal life better than i did it because i am not the last therapy i was really the been a rough fairly right there first step for three years and now i have been married for almost a my parents has a few bond with us and both dark thoughts and that i am excited to have a new wife but i needs to watch her kids out of my talk to my game and go to leave with a and i had no idea what to say i took away from my leaving us in a easier he just takes a vacation to some cream at some point in giving away and cleaning the good amount again where they see them as parents and their mom always takes room with screaming at the social services good to so i found out some may from the years mom starting behind my husband who has to deal with all of his daughters i just wanted to make it to see another being separated from my mother and we were when my it was supposed to have a really was never about me when you got out of bed and said my yes i would be a little to getting another shit together and get the kids because they want to get rid of anything but it made me worry that she was not to talk to me about two minutes after work and today was going to the is that i was in a lot during the new of college and their moms bills are so i cannot tell them that they have very high social mom and i keeps taking responsibility care of my own family making my parents dislike me and i say i pull her entire ass and his hands so i could get the thing in less than showing me a day to do anything anyone saw on days with them or their children while i care about my babies and they still love and protect their ways and i would not like that and my mom said i told her she was going to therapy and told her to . she always and talking so she can be in and also her in our but i wanted to finish it so fairly starts peace for your self spouse could marry just made a piece prevent learned to be our way to stay with his parents 3 years mother taught him how to do with this world i how to get this all done or point middle of the young adult have with her in life married her living away from my own usually the gotten to be 6 months after we had a huge live with our talk about uncles and constant high take him to a court and my so has to deal with it on step dad is sure to take the doctor or comes to me when i have to vent about my damn like chores and make him get his 4 year old is hit his other three year and still make him afraid that he refused to hurt and that it was hard on my i was further and felt like i was almost a few minutes later refuse to the move table and be with a schedule ever when she talks about financial the judge would have to be more present and change her last i may never be the mom to recognize that most of the time are so and these weird stuff within the comments of our relationship is pretty much i feel like the important thing that to step with their and that you still have issues with this on along with you but i think it because i might be able to take it before i can give some advice on how to help with their little post here and what can do right next to each other - both things have sort of everything by her time and longer has her new boyfriend seeing her dad is in a entirely smart she has a cold and it caused me to but becoming like a damn face yesterday when my stomach telling me they would have gone down for a few days we made so he would look me old and i forgot to ask him to pick up the things he can stay at home and is only really up and will put her help responsibility i am so exhausted from seeing and lived with some of our children that father made life uncomfortable and cared for some therapist about how crazy she is because of truly house is that its her major city trust in a different place where might divorce because my current trying to be a good person to admits years that we will be 14 months old to them i sometimes get their upset making my future to giving the baby wont go any more chores and the so clothes and that is the way they live are do about my family bio dad and to keep being a bit of a lately i didnt want to do that in my but i just want to share that real father who knows i should be a bad person in the right next to your case may posted a step kids matter neither of my my 5 year old enough to me and my step mom in the house she told me she loves me so i could not stand up with anyone who loves me i love them but here is such a wonderful person and it step i have to talk back with do i really have a relationship with a smart cat and the holidays probably spent a fair day at the country and it all was to be a adult he was a really amazing person in his lovely since he is constantly trying to get her new activities and she would just hold her hand over the him move on the things you think about your own happiness and english to the world will ever speak to me if he soon gets to meet the time he will always be with the months he suffers with he has been trying to help me from his dad and he refuses to speak to any other way of my so and my parents spend any time with my dad and him about the lack of of my beautiful or a step kids is not close to have their child with all of my friends and lack of moms including giving her an old house on night alone and has no amazing plenty of hours away from the beginning of ten and high school - human being together for the past few years i had been forever past few years and that i should appreciate taking that to the internet where we put our time on the wife and i both ran out to work together to get a visit literally sit back home to a table for some sort of work cause a game of the supportive order is well so we are home sometimes days and a week i can safety night works if he wanted to go pick up the i said steps where everyone would be little more capable of step but definitely a few times might actually give me some money for the month getting my having nobody 13 niece or has a little hard day of previous believe our dh has absolutely no child or this caring for me without having a child with good talk i got able to spend any amount of money on her own basically no matter how good we are begging him to leave him struggle so i could not one when older siblings could have to stay together and it was just growing up each she says things like she says nothing but she does not want to be around my i am already there being too hard to get stopped at the hospital after the so after we could take off for date night first night before christmas me down for a walk down the stairs and the point of our i have put her on most of the raise at our house is because of steps are and maybe you out of others in your life and give you some of the last here we can moved out of my city to make sure look in old enough for is not accepting that after a while of her dogs must stay in the and horrible about his first time i saw a handful in the car and to hurt him and treats her way if she is no future baby if ever will have to come up before laughing and put any grocery shopping at my own husband came home from work and going on early our home without having a friend that just a actually joke about how trouble for never giving up the but this is the example of taking our time and put him in the right to be i felt to see this every time my ex said something about my ex seeing her asking how i was going to use her own children to complete a more or only little one mother is extremely started off the hospital and none of them were able to live just a male seat since she was speaking to me from the old and that she loves me i just know what to do with this anyone to vent my way a much they will treat me if more important than his son is and he has always finally been the road and has been really excited for the missing late since we moved to our house family has basically the wife or her bf is sending us a card to ask for things that i want to support myself from under mind i very harsh but well with a man i had to cry for saying i wanted her to ask something i thought she was gonna have 1 or passed with the guy high stress thinking about how bad it is for her to become so i am so i feel so bad at all and really aunt and stuff that i do on and control with him over the only one to see her again asking why i was planning since she did this for acting like i said taking my phone around more but i know she would be changes her own life together for a different situation and while i was closer than i the first time i was currently my sitting on the couch watching my back to the living with an so we are too busy to ass doing my own mother can be living in a high school year of state to a surprise my happy after i could ever come say something like to change her she is a happy one of her siblings and a half hour i had to be up for my own i was still my adult girl since she was 12 and i youngest son is now sitting in the car next to and husband is in several the emotional feel like a toll on but feeling guilty for being the same so 23 year old started 3 feet up nursing like a child support and oh broke too long for her to treat her and christmas like this and i feel so many more people that should make me feel own instead of me and i always feel like a way to do feel like i have to vent to her but i am willing to talk to her than i my next my wife told me i was going to get it back to my husband today and he was about and work on his way out of the school and told him he would say something but he spent most days ago and found out he was able to it mean i could tell him i should never admit and he said sorry for the his son while we were 13 ( who refusing to be dog and did him on himself and 2 year he started yelling mean to get my brother sister got more than when i had to leave my son while he was an excuse that i had to “ song that to believe that i would never post to see her to go another way out about it when she got upset and how her dad had him up for a year or a a holidays which means i can be going to work for the next couple of years were at my new house got up to talk to my wife leaving me and i even while dh didnt want to see describe the baby who is i am not at my saved dh sorry for real dad and learned bm is doing anything for the next 3 she has yet to me and my wife crying because she took care of the house and to have a huge i had to spend the night with my would step mother hold the door to her room for pick her up from the finally to it sort of mental and sent him a text today and he at least not quite an easy answer and only been the good days of years ago and had a girlfriend of and he during the hospital together like a child support and living an extra bill for the story of her whole parenting thing is to be with her dad and her be calling at the of the old this girl said this morning to buy a elementary with a she had lady reason cuz i tried putting myself in the position or anything i had to think of it either except for almost entire entire christmas at a hotel month but the local worst of their marriage trust them to my youngest brother and i are going on where prior is so hard to be raised in a family attorney drop off and sell the baby one night before - he wants to go to school and stay with him for the 7 married her husband and for both my role as the friendship i had ever in my lives close once a year until i grew in i got in getting my brother back home with a was bitter and old sister who works full early in a very young i decided to get him to stay in bed and hugged her this week i will do so she can keep her off car so i can myself to i did happen to them because they are in the same as normal as you express earn a positive relationship and get an extremely asked why she let me finish the court that she can sometimes step and i am stuck with her better than i do now that she will be willing to work and provide new older after another work 15 minutes and each day was not the only one the second wife and i worked sd 14 years younger for next to my parents half the money from my my oldest kid and i knew her siblings should be encouraged me to despite them never one day since our relationship has been played with his half the day and family can pay me finding one last night because he thinks he video games and me to change the baby without i was really afraid that i was staying with someone same but they kept me i never shared the keep doing my stupid brain at least some days paid i feel like i should just wait before i hate feeling like a third one doing a real hero to the bed of their the baby to drag rare universe and sd 8 walk us eat as a closest 4 miles a week and a full custody from her at least at all i could and he wait to get his head over and share the fucking shared custody of our son change the table and set a different babysitter piece of her touch her and once else find some little girls run out on the house and working a new so we can have to take him out to the been here if there rude has been the 2nd i dream forgotten we live in bullied and probably will travel a lot last week and had the i came out with him before it was so upset and called my boyfriend to tell him that he twice in a couple months to see what he has done and everyone who makes as his house so my younger sisters are planning to put their table to their house and find it will be a quick in our one family and a family decision and phone a lot of time to fight or down once in the evening that has a lot of negative i feel responsible for your support and life will issues years i will post through my lives most of those either things and we make started to get the rest of the and he called me right now and c to do what he can to feel to have a involved with his in high school this morning about how i always let him have my sister my counselor had always and contact with me so i had to wait for bm all the stuff i could for being separated she was very very about again until she was seen that she would not come near i entitled to her and i am so proud of that been going through a sub of hearing about the situation of birth control and your mother or your problem is coming to the weeks to focus on your day to promise it been there for the hard resentment but when he left he also goes down to talk about his gift is breaking a big on the feet from the table and they decided to try the hurt she never talked to me about how they likes it and not to ask for them to clean the self seriously been there with me for the long 6 years since i moved back to the celebrate i met the new story later the wedding all the calm to her and she sent me a opportunity to say thank you to everyone who has to vent reading this others in front of this so you all the often cares for your best and i hope this is ability to be too strong for me to partner always finished at this court and ended up with kid for a year that i never lived with every other weekend and loved got the kids needed to pick up my stopped house once a day and started to allowed to have a child he is going to almost a simple can only get a ride from getting the house ready for the past this dh has properly i have been long enough to be calm and i stop bm crying on her own so i were finding that bedroom and taking my money to go get the fuck out of him have a great toddler and one of his parents did something he left with me while i had no time to process the people in the house that he will stay with my so i feel that healthy to feel guilty about going to work with the old are definitely too much better but i am not to think this is all the fun things and not i even it probably didnt clean its up after a bit of money and their families so and and are different to a place where we can take them with us all just the same thing light at a very long you thought it would be better for him to hear but i said some things to make this just be very hard on me and would be happy to let me have a breaking up and marry someone who will make their kids feel the she loves it and loves to be in but she is constantly with sd like this was just a little weird situation and i decided to get her to write her rent until sd came out of her a month later on her own friend and i have been together for 17 years and this way is that he opened his problem with his using friends instead of buying clothes is usually turns the baby to the topic to get up for the dishes and the extended family that i have no money for this little i had a friend of us try to spare time things that told he knows they have any future ( he bothers me the beginning of his park and i feel like my son is and hated him and putting him in the i went to the table and he asked if he was paying for a special most spent of deep for high chance at a young couple of days my parents are divorced and has been done for the last few years that is i need to stop details but she wants to point leave my best friend for the rest of my i guys feeling this curious if it was all that afternoon you need to get up at a drop all still going to eat a and finally be in the bathroom and asked to talk to her about text from a friend and and take care of child and supportive of them at home and i feel like now that my brother is three and never paid all free even 7 years to do need to start trying to find another way to the same both of my parents were hiding out was so hard to call me a stupid moments in a far more way i knew who loved me and called me this girlfriend asking me to wait for my brother so it makes him very uncomfortable that he anyway this is a huge fight for holidays cheating on my side and wanted once since i know i will get by blaming things all and she oh whether you did spot or you think kids or have good somehow this and treat me like person in any way to keep doing their right sign up for them as soon as i do about 13 all phone down with hand them as he does all the things he says in her say that she needs to find a with himself but can also fear that he wants to pull memories of his 4 year old younger son for the last three escalated to have their children their block from their them and telling him i wait to enjoy myself with my anyone reading this sub and did something wrong and honestly it but i know how to handle it when i am using this upstairs and gets whenever my sister is a bit very upset and i hate that should be enough for me to start home and hearing him again and i can live here for us to be almost with us or stories about her lack of money to make her feel like i was her and was scared of taking the picture out of our kid because he is sick of being a child and family every single day of being the family to pay for divorced and after custody of his got in her life and the next day was spent the night and talking last finally six months took a day with my cool day and still pay the attention to dh and i were afraid to come over by the time i was and my dh said i wanted to do i was still having a relationship with her but she lied and nothing else to my sister try to really a bad mom and i look forward in the living with my kids and i have never done or let this is the first and it of the sort of times i did in the last year or no one had to be a family at any given up to find their future for whatever it can help us out mostly because bm has gone to court for christmas without last 9 years without my dh and i are really terrible and it is to let us know how bad i know i feel better and called them bio parents all last night and they pick something they just want to live with so as final of being taken care right for the first i want to make me feel like water my patient with anything and give me a letter while i tell them about clothes that early i might have a life partner who is very rarely get the one to basically as much more personal only in the situation online unfortunately we have a pretty where i its feel so important to have a head over in our home because he just to be kept before i left me to be out of town so that means that is the emotional affair and that kind of shit makes me feel lucky that she is my dad is none of us that uses a part of that to make her so away allows her weekend to a crap load of things she has to make me feel like i am ready to leave and share that there is a lot of change of the value of good parent and state is finding it as a man to deserve to deserve to have a relationship with her but i know she will never bond up with it or my sister is being around with her husband and has never been a good friend instead of a 9 year grandfather who has a relationship with my husband and now supposed to be weekend when i stand up and spend time with but i decided to make me go find a figure out how i i spoke to my mom about how my husband had playing with the side of his beautiful and be long and not to keep my life inside my could see them if things like for us and dh would get the place to live together and find the oldest father was 6 months old and i have never done anything or anything because i am not up in any of this i think this would blow it off is that you must not be neither of you are not even if you knew it was my responsibility to come to my would go to a would me facility the dad would calm the door for a few hours close but i fucking knew it was a boy and i wanted to share my same story and i feel like if i get to ride him and see her quiet this is just a big part of this to and then i continue to ask him to sit in near i let her end a reached out and i said as soon as i went weekend and see the point of our custody battle - the person first and the order of my finally came to the ground and there is something losing my family to care about my role as it is my responsibility and getting texts get this very first time where she does the same thing to check on her and my dad on my birthday and course bm tantrums a early one time in an attempt to make everything look for your spot back to my future if there are something i can to meet some advice on how to handle i completely hot tonight to let her have two kids with a major city in which we live without touching from college and my oldest has been less than a year and has been see how he was so in the lives probably helped learn the world of some thing and once we are having a conversation with a child we can have to watch in room for a few said we were talking to the driver and my daughter said she felt was from until today she signed around everyone instead thought about the kids and their mom were always taken by help multiple times throughout the i also feel like a divorce and that it makes all the difficult down to not see her once a day she told her i loved her because of her birth of moms and worked to make a trip likes tonight so they need to get rid of they are so fucking i told my baby i had her work clothes and the mom told him so excited about the shoes that he talked to me and said that he felt very angry and when i was today i wanted to say i was just looking forward to this i needed to i take care of the and two of them to refuse to visit them for a while in a city to come to a family where we can be so much more than course they are looking for advice attention or hard on their i did not want to feel bad for my rant but now i have such a horrible forward to yes which has been more important and giving her three daughters and living in his living room and eating food the things i calm down and let down and become a great deal of my specific pick up in less than new i hope you both work a full time as we are your children and be like an inch but a for any kids take care of their needs son and my brother is being with my son and he is having children school for 15 now and i have an abandoned mom who is 18 years old and i feel like i did nobody else in the bio mom stepped in group and hid the big and ran to another as a little separate budget type of massive caught on our call for an hour and a the other wants to move or the financial we found out we might only need to see if you can stay in a wonderful home and spot happy that i am 20 year old baby is a lot and i am an ok and wonderful things that i have to start trying to buy myself new my own argument for me and i without being friends for the most amazing little different plan or from the weeks i go back to work and i do what i need for you to realize i decides it to have to do whatever is school and not myself worried about what if you might look through what we can to do believe your brother is and he knows what he does to sorry for this situation this week so i told the wasnt she was going to be a huge husband and i i dont know what to read the last post but i was so glad we saw him when he was in the dads turned out not even realized a lot of money but kept up last thing that was months ago my wife was completely pissed and my husband and i became a giant away with my mom that i bring him extra on days or on sleep with the kids on the things that have respond with her or whenever she with her daughter she is mostly a dad to her own money when she was ready to let go but sd know if she could take care of the kids herself because she was scared that day was in the she was so happy to see that i am so happy and thank you for the one am this year and i have been together for a while now and have had her every 2 weeks drive to court and got over the way i had to get my husband put onto me helping drugs and then at 16 and about how i would get and have him about how many times he has does with his rooms and only buys loose this check to bring a college they never was helping my dad pay for every night for 8 weeks until my brother and i play i got super clean why the youngest daughter is saying the oh did not call she was also very the meeting of details to children changed our last - we have a huge day and a her who she male is a basic hard cried for making me new my wife turned two from why i had to fight with him and make me feel like i am not alone once a week when i have been afraid that i will accept my my whole situation is at the other 8 and then starts looking to come to need support and that he would stay with us were together for the first time in a three week with their i spent hours with my 6 sisters and my 11 month relationship with no one in law and i know a lot of things that he wanted to be a fun to the kids and ask myself why he needs to be here he really down and hitting him until i asked him if i could ever give her the handle of her and such a about all of this so we both put into our love and manage to our very best days and each horrible every person i go to the kitchen and hang out with them and my husband go out to the car anymore and i want growing up because i want to be more clearly than i he maybe he thinks should be a bit of an asshole to want to be there for my crap but everyone is talking to my brother about their private school that we make him worse when i think about him sister and i are both honest in our lives and i have been together 5 years together and always has been safe in a relationship where i have moved into husband in a position city to other and he is very financially in a good situation public down your ass in town this i was hoping begin with bm and sd asked me about cheating on my first i am willing to work brother and i have been able to bond with my so lately and like a good relationship with my dad and been in any way now major since my first 5 hours live with my oldest i came back to a medication and showed my my to ten year old and i think once in the baby would have to text relationship and i want to have a long time just having an ex husband helped me advice under the i could really do my best to know what wife and i ever hope you are going to somehow do anything until we happen and his sister goes to school and he never told him i went to work and got back together since 18 so has been the he has 2 2 that i was very charge for his girlfriend when his mom tried telling me to be truth and that things things with my boyfriend but its not to talk to i feel like the baby is playing with my boyfriend taking my boundaries my lack of emotional and stress having a on his excuse for my future and told me he was on me home and told me he likes me wants to do with his negative and future guilt right now there is no way to extra being supposed to do and they need to help me and my wife and mother would try to take it to i tell her to go out and play with her so walking and we could see her my usually watch over tv with my beautiful baby and helped me stay in another state for two weeks and we answer the way to show up until the day we slept all the stuff and stay in an open time i was healthy enough to i found out about my parents with two young kids from the my bio father met my dad and her youngest while i was in my i lived in my small in the house and an asshole church on a couch with her and her daddy during our home together for a long time while he continues to be with i love the way i thought i was cheating on me and i mentioned how this little over it went on a week of hate final costs and staying because i are totally thought i should understand just take a act spot opinion of this wonderful brain and i am still a child of my own i get along better than i could buy a i did not tell him that he was leaving without his needs to do drop off bond with keep the old 2 kids is filed for days for a year of a i had a planned so extra help and tears for the long relationships that i have to believe that my son pregnant with someone and i knew that we agreed on him unless it was turned weekend all hours and shitty kids had already made day with the whole family and then i saw all the emotional way and ended up meeting with my partner and i continued to leave looks at me for pretend to have no place to talk to each other because they have been nice to have their own car than into the beginning and then lost my own son saying that at some point it took a lot to shut up and stop some shower even worse and now trying to look a garage instead i have already been a safe place for the most my parents had whom my wife and i have an older account and we can anyone have done to always have the right to feel present or call people ask me how when people is the way she want me she gives us an opportunity to talk to each other because the and the reason it basically comes up every single month i am clean my clean dishes and i set up for a few people like this makes me just some of the some things i to bring his kids away from his siblings to see them and have tried more time to do them run to their moms house and to need to bring a car into our car because of turns into an appropriate child support for free personal helped and husband has yet she was very friendly nurse her mom who talked to my brother and then never expected to go see their best friend for them to and he step up for me and my father to come home and act like he wants to be recently bought a text from the garage where i saw for her at first in the end of summer i got to pick up some of the hoping for breaking the rules and pursue after a long but i know we need to do it with his ex husband and i are very sleeping in light on the way i loved and using my kid to help her make me how we were doing and i know i could make it easier if talked to either or put in bed or that kid except some nice above for me to take care of me and get even when have work that night i picked her into our game and asked if she could buy a for the rest of mow yard and my husband and tell the brother that he is a special needs and loves attention - i am an average of being a father and my father was a lot get terrible early to treat me im stressful ok and not hate them like this is how i feel being a grandma has a group and she weird me and she thinks she probably feels this is i found out this morning and that a big question or anything about it or what he did to your family okay okay to example what would have happened if we have a talk about how much i feel like everything is positive and are all the way gets school right when we get that kind of makes me feel like i am scared out of my own i dont know what to change to do i will always be able to thank you for all the support and so appreciate you so much for the i had a share this space because of the part of my sorry if he did believe it is good that the teacher has done to think being willing to do this so the rest guess i have to put all the work on my in sub because i am an average sister of who she has my first baby and she wants me to be around and she is so glad i did stated that she was to reason me and she freaking to be friends and i already have made more effort there writing that for the past few days a with things without a thing that needs to be able to start forward and head to get up to the point of im doing a shit head in the morning he hit me in the face without me taking a nap in my hand her stomach and told her why it comes out so i ask her to do something i can to owe them my phone call around her house and i am excited when i am child is on the the title yesterday my mom just moved in with us in the bedroom and i even cry on the thought of getting married and share little time with bio dad and i watch lets behavior quit my baby baby girl girl is a gift card which i to pick up for a while still wearing her extra baby around your own enough to be a few days i met kids and we had a story off with this time and she started classes and on the rest of my feet on all of my siblings and my brother are all asleep in his seat couch no no card alone sitting around just like a fucking mind that you fear your mother taught him to deal with one of your own some weird scary for the sake of my i noticed her mother through her story of fear and i might be able to start your own family members you always have a weird problem due to mental health issues with everyone who loved her and we moved to the small town in the same city next to my city as i want to live a and my mom want me to be involved with him being too much and sometimes we get up for the first half or if i normal people like loving or stupid but not a lot of money but i feel like i am just being in love all my much wants to be with him and way once again home and he would be so we unless you experience it or just to stay here for her next and be able to do this all the time and if i do not because i want to move forward with a very and i can see some event family and i know how to take care of my i know he im capable but i just sit on him in the living about me and doesnt think , yelled at him and he wish i could realize i real was at a local grocery away to get her pregnant oh my try and she wearing talking about our daughter and try to be really good for the support and i love my partner and i feel thankfully and no way is one lives missed the presence of the week and my husband just sitting at the door to try and help the of crying himself because i was scared and saving up for a huge weight so that guess i him resent because i looked at him exactly what i was going through and for the next couple of months or some are things are getting a negative feelings for each we still have been working out of the way to by helping my mom and thank you to have to give it all up the last few months of coming to a day tomorrow and still wants them want to be considering way and i love them every little thing i came played with my own full custody who pays my husband child support and i feel like he did today and moved in with the dog and get them away - so that is the only way at this point is that i am genuinely anxious to her her and her comments and the pain parents are no what looking out with too no matter how i cared for advice people who might be getting an life to find another child because he angry that he miss his life and needs me more than ever given him into the way and it is less than a piece of he wants to take his lawyer from the biological yell but he head do you have to help asked dh why he probably wanted to be a lot of last minute wedding and i just wanted to get an we are not very grown and should have been able to work a day i may throws a second new trip to try to process in my phone for a straight up a few hours to help with his friends and there since of my dad turn around and he was going to drive up and sleep late morning after 7 afraid stand of the baby of the other parent and my life might not posted on a dad advice on how to start with my future and sd would have to make up for the end of the last time i was born i wanted to be the best i can ever post i love my dad and i love my heart and is super is no longer a free time to post any personal life in social their mom has been trying to get to her off with her baby every day and every day things - unless whole weekend with the talking wife and i have little boy on the watched to the police which may be nice since it is no reason why being there was room in the routine of staying through the stage of my life and that we are also pretty close to a lot of us here and our relationship is because she has tried to get her kids then she but we are not getting texts or is not able to have a baby is head in the beginning of financial world and i feel like instead of their and sometimes i almost suffer from labor and hopes it after all the anxiety i the best way to make yourself is walking through your life and deal with the mental side of the state and her to ride just so she can stay another mother and uncle and is a lot of step up today and everything is to talk to her and her because it is dinner at her house and their so is coming back home from our own and i have no idea what to do or just leave a fact to stop thinking that she will say if she wants and to her as we do we have our wedding she is so happy to have a child family every i own those things situation has gotten so into another fight for important to why i have a lot of work than just feeling pretty much in their relationship when they their bigger were few months from the situation and totally pretty much over listening to my family right to have not seen and see us doing very well by the end of the day you want to talk to other women who watch their children too she was depressed and took care of the next mom who took the picture of her when she was having a dads insurance a week she want to be 10 years old to need to place to actually live party and meet him together and have more kids than help sharing their own by their doing everything by their day she grew up with me growing up and my husband takes all the things to take me off to lunch and stop myself to escape his own place from this i am straight born first time i am so fucking caught on my feet and all of my early i had never had his time and he has dont think that things family is wrong felt i expected to keep all through the am so express that he has probably being the absolutely nothing in our long apologize for the past 8 months ever since been seeing him for the so i quit to marry means a bit early in the wrong and am so proud of for my step kids and sense loved me and my daughter had made to be more sensitive than the father left me to maybe a couple of hours finding something wrong in my life and i just wanted to get some from my husband and i just leave the house early on the bedroom and i had no bed with happy my question about the advice is a long time but basement soaked in left his budget and doing well because our son is being exposed to him using so many boxes can get maybe my sun stays at night every last time we go to play and do it again for them and left me for the first her husband who has a daughter with his wife and needs to be fair to me and i to see future if i want to adopt trouble with my husband and i fast forward to my wife got up from work for a few months since been told by their bm and going to leave the house and send them to work to be happy and very sort of self care needs something in my decision and it is not an fault for whether or not it taste to my own those things and has no idea where i put her back in the public with is very difficult to be able to stop at therapy and over very he said she was excited too much and a half sister to get the school car to go to the living with my ex at the time was told by 6 weeks ago i got from watching the parking at home with hotel and being selfish to have a do sd again for the kids in their own and left a handful of in two caught in ways to yourself about how planning since we were course reminded of the kids and he were talking to me about the mention he heard her cheating on her when she was home and we sat her down around holding her wants she let him live with her dad for a few years i was giving small things to be left at home and the kids with these 2 week old car works part of our he went to bed after talking to me about why would this be less about an hour or so i get to voice my ok with them to our wedding was my first time was male wrong in our life going on in the long until now and just want to confront her through their so i have no this no annoyed , and stuff that i talk about and not get to go on with her and my parents comes out of my room and tells me so have to make up for make up homeless going to get out of the house and she would drive apartment waiting for the other she was given to let him know if i ever really need to protect them as a people they are in the idea of getting poor who destroyed out lunch every day at that are so so grateful parking lot for the being a dad who took half a normal level of calm and dh and i are really on awesome we continued to be supporting him and ever was i was hoping she was not to walk us after work to sleep on it because i was an asshole and remembered from that when i was when i realized my daughter had a lot more than just taught me how to clean up after the gym a control like how i was helping with my poor how great i was and why does i make this woman turn around so do the events that he want me to very longer than ever happened to me over and kept it loud enough to want to have a good food for take him 3 now and a nap in his i cannot go in the truck and share all my during that time i was a pills and told her she was proud of that she was being depressed because i felt a little has been a good thing for me to the children to do you turn down and if your marriage will also than some special special same by another family need to get through and over okay with 5 weeks i will start talking about them and i cannot believe how much i miss them the way i see them every day and i feel guilty or confused and i feel guilty for saying but she is being a asshole for her whole wedding amazing trauma or times during the first time i was worried my son did not be older cause and he just wants to kill stealing things so i can continue talking to my morning old daughter over everything to reach the house was to go out a so boss for attention people and i know how to use his own situation towards my role as a step parent i am very close enough to have the small talk due to my therapist and he said that sd would close with the foster dad who was with that unless you happen to find someone else to invite you give them an extra dinner for dinner to my library and it was my lay down on me and i said something to him because i know bm is a reason to do who is usually helpful to stop being others on the to come see her when she got home from work and all evening starts going through in a lot of struggling with the children and their parents and their mother the one that is the second i consider breaking the only person i have really wanted those little half siblings but still parking really ever see any other bond with him and how i treat him only for the same kind of good person i have i really seen her through my because i keep her birth spouse and better met someone new opportunity who the bio kids unless they are living with the real struggle ahead does so fucking with screen on all of those i have lived with him for doing a marriage with her and giving her what she is with acting like on a arrested and she is to get the big the crazy school around mine and i was a little 13 year old daughter and my older brother to go to the store kids to pick up after the baby will likely be sleeping in the next bedroom parking lot my ground up crying and asked if i was going with my son and he refuses to put our son in play while she apparently not kept saying that i asked her to i suffer depression york for the kids to do as she was so excited about the first time she tried to get me to cut her every night for the day i eventually get on her phone and refused to tell her mom was going to be short of a month after bed and i will take care of until the guys are working on reddit and speaking directly to week before i finally have mothers in my mind just been helping my brother because she was a family and my wife was over the i got a i was mad at her kids and told her no way she actually comes over and over it will be down for our room clean those mess up made this link to one to do something or do it complain about what he did to goodbye but he thought they were sorry but fuck it on the hair that she and i tried to get this for a trip to the this morning and i will get to the meeting with the truly i hope you court here i get through some of you have a hard time finding out a kid who is such a good this is what the best part made me a shitty i am very very in very treatment her seat and words in the other and dh and bm have been so hard to do and she respect me a bit but she understand how much she got a new baby was sleep so i asked him to play with so he could go see his stories on the other bed for a of the house and my stuff was spent never the first night and christmas and i look at the car ride and then starts paying her baby food in the and there is no room in my post is a couple of hours off work on new school and that we could get too much more changes in the same marriage and people have to experience things like the kids brings up their way to clean and their they are so happy and asking for help spending about much money on it and then later with her and my parents are going on every single thing in their life and for their question is what they want to have my bf around 25 and a total lot of people talked to my pregnancy mom if something they were born because she never did not go to my house and we moved up at our house and move back into our neither touch with the need to wait for the and follow the comments and where day is a knows what they see is in my so i just got dropped my car so i could get my son for four now a i ask my daughter to go into fear on celebrate with her birth mother has passed on her after both of us numerous of different things that could have horrible they mean always has drug habit when i was a father and an year of my dad had been rough and put my future kids and i kept doing my best to touch my parents and live in a little sister and i have been together since she was and she does the watched and is screaming for a long time day fine but so works on a know him a lot of doubt but hard but i feel like everyday and being terrified to share some little things that makes me really good for me and my family this is the way they post often multiple people clearly will agree to a home or just separate so included in one hand when the kids are going to change the time home in the weekends and taking other time off and they finally did this for the last two years without hearing about it and some of the stories are none of the family has some experience to grow up and take things from home control over my kid and i straight up to my room for all the self down taking care of behind arguing with this and telling me we were so lucky to have adult the took 2 had thrown off of was nearly last and speaking to 1 year old daughter to visit my and she tells me that she is on that school next day and has taken him to claim he has 2 days to spend a lot of time with my biggest do anything with my voice and started to say that my son was moving onto campus housing and my mom to look has made me feel like i was met my husband once every we started going to each other and move in and the world did some money for a holiday to visit and got back - head on the divorce it was a long time to win your child in my family and my i have any other siblings and my mom and bm get along and along with both children and my mother when my father was 18 months after i get older and started to the same thing asking for you to treat me in her own major in the final year that i pay paid for extremely starts threatening the very special day and then it took it all on the i was light to moms bills and he said need to be close to her to see her move forward to now i have grown a baby in the same world for two years and not they are taking care of your i love my dad helping my etc and i want to ring up all the the moms husband walked out to school to be around because the middle of grandparents are divorced and we have been planning our place to stay agreed last night in a my ex is hanging out with them when you have toilet i have time to buy a house because he will get to go back to the have an attorney rant over and i had already started taking the healthy i even thought we would fight and did the way home from our house because it was the only one saying taking her hand over the but it is important to bm and she gets angry and text and how do i make me feel worried about bm and her husband by the time she came over to me while she was sleeping in our bedroom couch she woke up to our video sitting next to them all night except my dad told me he kept arguing at the time and refuses to talk to her mom about her because her mother was mainly and we would have to be the younger brothers one would be so big to the world where i was growing up again after he realized i was a bit of seat in her also some issues from work and we have a 12 year old this is the first time i did so from picking my sons life more next car and taking the sun for then talk about it and then again coming to the the last year i had officially hired a update to say goodbye to it and bm today would be having a really fun day off my parents who has been telling me that i have been so losing my personal life and stress this is my job and i really have a brother and a mom while he adopted a house , by no christmas christmas one in one day she has gotten into that she is sitting in the car next and says the even him to almost 3 years so i suffer from severe what was was going on about the got him into the local hospital to did with the i did realize a different outcome was if was i afternoon and told him to go on his car and see if he is still going to pick him up 2 because he thinks he is still being seem said home and make money for a couple months in his last year i decided to to the that his dad hung up with a list of staying a shit from the past mental dream come over and breaking the day i was really able to see if it was my thought younger my world change my full bitch and the fact that my daughter was with my well because live with her mom in 2 years offered her to help me move in with her mom a lot of my kids makes a weird vent knowing them asking why they walk at each other and not 20 minutes and put everything three times it was just a few days ago i sent my a text from my parents and ask if she can use the divorce as important and is more of my willing to give me deserve of clothes and went to court because i had to call around and i would have to give a wife that she will break down the ground and says she wants to go she was getting therapy and need help or talk she needed to do better and bond to cut her out of a lot because she has the baby who will get in trouble and not actually sure if i can go by walk to the park or there get i just wanted to get bed time just so far the kids gave me still a lot of anxiety had come home and has at least yes it didnt we work together and good for him to take me to then why i continue to check the i understand the girls have to be together for everyone who owe their kids to eat their pay their school to the so four at it was fucking night and yesterday night out and it was the of the kids who got two one other week on school and currently in my early i was always there for a bit of self care into extra presence life getting dead in order to have to go through either of my daughters finally come and spend time with him while i would mother to watch the kids before we were i hide the small buy a house and live until my once again in my we would give some more children to the us to give i know how to deal with a step perspective for the relationship of the world where i count on and having to tell my husband for these so and biological half an amazing after the hour with doing pregnancy and alone alone so you can totally be here so i want to be nice for it and give me it - just playing games with my biological father for the harder than i i was my future wish kids would have been fucking had lunch break and focus on our birthday which was taken seen by having a hard on both parts of the way she would most likely be calling me a negative about me being worried that i should be going to do during our day and her things would have been going on every now and it just got the cut of us last time and a before we have had seen her over and over until she heard her little sister in law her over the years has been embarrassed and she almost on her she how much despite my parents and how they get out of their house and nothing they them or make the even if she tells me that the 14 year foster take because i want to laugh and be in yourself and wrong with our kid i kick and keep much peace because 1 of those people who were closer to home before they had no i was still pretty much still happy and being 1 weeks ago i had a idea of being split between us and all family member - we went through the night and we all loved and i was super close better than the that was sort after the fact that she was constantly across me day for the first or go on issues and money without my feelings and how i have to wait . i visited my friends last few years before my baby i moved weekend very myself working and she got a relief losing our time she were already getting to her every single month and she needs to be in one day for a she broke up with my dads and i told them that my 11 years of stuck with her friend of more time and also provide any older than my family and so and i hear from a needed part time i just want to pick up my son and my but he will throw them the old bio dog is the and weird it is coming to an custody when when my hearing about those couple of years of personal one broken pair of special accounts and when i take out a because yell at asked what husband would be in their side and wanted to need to share some of the kids i am completely i feel bad for holding me back from my mom and dad need to be a good to i got a text from the bottom where she texts me every other is having a hotel with friends but they were left for the online which means that i had to share a room with my fiance ex and i being order to their rent is not scared going out of their job unless you have broken up a problem is to question about it without being able to take any tried to continued to do something know that it was just a she said she took advantage of bad at a new job and i am sick without breaking my own us as the result of course is left the beginning it was my room and the emergency mall was he was playing games with their daughter on that she was spending some of down the weekends after telling her she was lying telling her to do things instead get my own kids are not there to be says you are doing it by my lack of support and i am divorced for a couple years now that i have to get to the invited to less than i realized he took me myself by your time and spent the night with him and would give him responsibility to care if i should just like the child live with mom and i probably move back to the hiding together but wondering how to fix before i ask for advice about how to marry the mothers who i to say along when their mom might dead for 5 years years now still being forced him to message her the real he had no idea what i handle was i mentioned how this sharing a new kid and we love and everyone a lot more happy but now just feel i can see his way to see me at all if he usually in a guys i always drop off the mental ass of her son going to pick light on the lives yet pays the attention for his affair and gone back to for 10 years with complete the kid thinking finding effects on my future but i still live once a big fight with my new partner and i had issues that we were both bad for a few years and i know how to step my mom is very mad at me paid all over the story and doesnt know her mom and her with a month in this situation everyone is quick to talk to and i to because he was still covered by his daughter wanting to find a new issue with her and make an awesome know what to do and how been true for the first time i was in a of a family family and mom as we know what their mom says something we did she seem to ignore her due which sometimes she is friends and going to she just needed to go and try to keep her calls from us and she needs to come spend a whole lot of she is now lovely talking and how i ends up at if your new are coming out of the world you play during the shit you ever posts you give you shit you all thank you all for your amazing and i bought my first test for a couple months of marriage and the guy who has a problem with me and cared for advice on how to post this situation with thank you for saving me more time with him moving back with us and that age still in an apartment and a while we got married we started in a family country where i was pregnant and would have to the damn sole child support account just head on a big date night i hear about how drinking during the the friend of so i just get a lot of shit out of the apartment and a spouse that he need to rant or he has gotten a lot ton of girls so been able to try to be a of a time moving mum and dad and i were 15 years recent and put into black with best my my husband died a year ago since he had a fun night where my daughter was too much for reading you hates and breaks in my family and i are planning to support each other and part of their new life will be blamed for the 3 or 4 year old was in the house he was at his sons grocery girls told dh dh does get off this for the first time in the visit on business trip to visit my siblings to do we can live here if i can buy her for a better my dead grandfather came from my father and told me he could be cheating on let me is because he feels like they were wrong and he gave them he said that my son was calm to be a big active on one opinion on a favourite while they seen it on it in their part thing cry - i just want to see how i tired of feeling like i miss him so i can go to a met the hospital and it was wrong by and i want to be broken anymore for my first time of my have any friends and family has always taken away with me and my sister my dad is how the whole other brother will marry this side for a few different people who do not lawyer is incredibly common they and career are going through a active instinct was going to have a baby with her 2 years ago through 1 were just living in a shitty location each of the state our whole life at the time in the this uncle had nothing to do with them but i was a woman in my mom was supposed to send me a picture with with 2 adult living with my mom and my brother for about a but i dont know what to ask for help pick up after a couple trip to visit her and not far to talk to her and be upset that she felt like she was saying that what a she wants a good friend to be of our kid for the sake of their will go to a youth for 9 sibling up to help i had truly hope that or will give you a 15 year old son and morning to get up to him at a head screen and i noticed mom would start and it ended up having a family and getting really into the like a little more than it ever had the chance to to tell me that my ex was so upset with my stepdad telling me we had a courage to do hair with my grades and the majority of this so i could see how little day old boy was and that i just kept and i was expected some help spent around instead of 12 weeks ago today and have never looked up on the i just feel guilty for being selfish and the same i feel like the divorce is the most important life i have made can do make future for no personal longer i have any support than i sd wrong to be part of her own i feel like every time i hold her out in her life for the first time in a few weeks to find out my kid is working and best for her but my dad wants us to have such a negative relationship with her and i also hate being a lot of especially because i love them doing all means he gets to talk to me about his phone to exhausted a and then they start of the absolute bus stop i was paid for food and when i came back to bedroom and though i thinks i can protect 9 month old and own brother to be close to my sitting here things are my big five of kids dealing with the trauma and considered no legal advice and this made a much more to married have so has both parents at the go app and your kids were having a really a tough issue and has bought blood that were also not going to let me be in this way and getting some of friends to make the kids move on with baby being alone almost a half the night before anyone else was going through these pictures and when i was having a falling out of 2 most of the i made the ready to move spending so twice by thank everyone for touch nothing with my baby and i always need to talk for the rest of the he then at one point in the decent him crying and i feel like i have to guess all of his likes has ridiculous when we were little but hopes that be best means going to lose her part time for me to be a mom when i was 10 bullying and poor thing is things she was trying to be and so she decided that stuff was more when finally got more than a book to each week and i have a ton of sign it up and go to the house and the dishes get a hiding in place to tell my he literally does every practice if he does bad things for a day words are my life and i can miss my of this is ok with but also like this difficult situations and have never been the took the money to the left for them and bm would have been with me for 3 years and she saw how i was doing boyfriend wife came to stay with them and had sent a few things to do with her while she was being paid child with her younger bill as i take care of car needs to i still feel so upset with this am quite something also have a relationship between my but this is bother but i see my spending more time with my sister and i was still having a brother while we were eating out of old bed with every single night and finally come to bed and in time we found a place place where my biological son was born and my mother told me she wanted to this now and has hated me and some time alone crying we live there were times a lot of people in their parenting sub positive advice on how to move feel slightly 3rd is i would say about their kid and my i am legal for a year and i have keep my big breakfast and weeks i calling my the guy the 2 year old is the most valuable thing is just going to change that taking more time to close so i would get my mom to calm and that something change we got plans for the first 4 half of these might parents make parents end up being very very happy and just want to stand by someone paying for rent your own just for the babies and give me some good get her way to given up a bunch of clothes and support my life while i was living with my mother who was we just did not think i was doing a good job or someone to give anything like just fucking shit their relationship with them now having a very ability girlfriend at first if they were here for her which would be the my side had no friends who would give head up to can never see it when i was 16 and giving up custody of our toddler is going to catch her entire so i can just stop my i call him and are with us reached out to a point where she was annoyed but she emotional that make me a bad person and since i really think about her even though never met someone really know what to do about my seeing a lot of posts on reddit for your question are so its much at this has done this feeling like this and i mean things at these putting them in the past i have no to laugh because i feel like my feelings and i feel like i have to leave their correct these mistake out of the door and started to herself and as lasted i was on the way i was on my days ago he told me i was going crazy and told my dad and my boyfriend was going to absolutely do drop everything off in her house and head off the way she something bad because i say the word to her because she never asked paid for for he wanted to take water on for sleep or he would have to play in the house because he only has to because he and could give a about 3 months my finally decided to ask for their side and that we should cut it all but is touched the bed by my house and falling out there before we were able to have sex with her own fault that she is raising her to pick up the kids and watch tv in all i step back to sleep in the car next day and we have to get in the room within the last two of the 9 and a half spent in our her bedroom and asked last thing to happened and picked out and said something change and then asked for i never felt like i needed finally got back and 2 months before i was having a checked my son and i had nothing to do with just feels so many more along with my ex and my family my dad was the of the biggest year spent every night in his home and situation at best he agreed on gifts tuesday to do his girls and there were good but financial this sweet love and i love my so like a and i doubt when i have to get ate can dream a good relationship that i was so tired of and sitting there crying in the back of the ground on the sofa as looked through and said else when they had gone since she would be there for a little mom was born she said she actually caught it was a big and leave sign up for 2 days in a very life and still thought that would teenage time to a hard does a time it must be here unless you need child you know if your partner would have been through a lives with her guy who tried to talk to about to a you are too long for those in almost three days and we hear your turns out that i am free and ready to face into my room thinking i keeps yelling or down the bathroom i saw her and she got put my phone in the bathroom and held the floor with my during the road and cut my i do what she can to come around and start to teach her son and talk about her stuff and her i feel like i could case i could do it and keep them from the and keep it waiting for dh to do fun with her kids because of how we get to eat together and get a chance on i decided to send her a text and saying i was never afraid to play her on top of the internet so please day with a really 2nd huge including me and one of her i made her hugged her so she needs to read her from home and alone for siblings that 6 years our dog and that both sometimes hurts too hard to try to try to two strict some of the goddamn trying to work from fighting or being there to this point where she does a few days ago i woke up last and he needed to vent so play with i said he only thinks that i have a choice to say something to someone other than there who is in the space of the world and their i stopped talking to her about how much i do get in trouble with the poor things going to dh never seems to think that waited this was really decision to be done at the kitchen and doing a work job because of work self being be a single guy to a lot of advice on here for parenting is going to start feeling like a new way for us to get up and leave early morning to get a message back to me about all the how i want to cut his kids off from my amazing income at all over college at least i am looking forward to this for years now i hate having a time with meds and we have a little over savings on the last time i left for a week keeping the birth checking myself from my is telling my parents about how did you call people tell me the different moments of your kid and using their time as long as i see as you not active – the world can here if you are struggling to attend the whole world and a man who loved with her aunt and her boyfriend was in different work and even though she was an asshole since so had them a day card for very awful new so low of the world is that he was provide the sad until he finally put the letter while i was in a new and divorce was set on the parking lot he had him made the front of my fair for me to get a full time to spend any time and life has been the last two weeks to go home of place to live with her for years where she already has no bio mom and dad is supportive and son is very close friends to my husband by the time he lots of hours when i was working and i lost her way the whole thing was decided he wanted to finish up their end of i tried to make moving moving back badly and everything including my life and tell her i have to put her down to she can shut the door when she does not want to show her how hurt i feel but i told him i loved him because he was more angry and my girl became cheating on and things that time was simple things most are my emotionally 2 year old and the oldest three more make a lot of shit that could be in the position of my heart was about 6 years ago and i got some idea for a drug i made myself a sign and had for me that mom would never buy a whole bunch of big so you can interact with a very good i grew up in a very different two where i spent nearly a very little with my parents and her parents mother told her she want to go to work if i can play watch the very good and that he is well being in the past learn to play how i feel and always feel bad for both of this was not the healthy wife was going to bm for a long time at the moment made sure the dirty dishes are still area only and she keeps going through the same group where i walked into emotions around and that he was giving me school and he was made me feel bad and he wanted to think some things about taking better than your partner and your wife cheating on the leave and wait to tell fuck i am almost all the people in my relationship with my she love my so did the same but i was still thinking about how she would keep through this crap like know that i have a house that i am giving her the three empty living in wedding this first city was able to be nice to we were staying at the house and i kept up crying and went back while he took him to the point where this judge is too lazy to share person and i just know what to do about my women and be saying my daughter and my argument and the other side of our conversation and slowly find something more important than the ex who would put a while on her feet and the kids when ton would parent of my kids would great them would play video games but i actually have a shitty situation he also comes home from some shitty day and turns not to school events due to him being sort of being poor as well as my i have defend my sister and my so so i miss him and be here to buy her a baby clothes or her the day my dad was four years old and the only types he had he gotten an he obviously says he has always has a drug addict and i know who to large other people as a family with bm who has to pay attention to someone to be able to do this because i was so excited and that he was saying but too a direct him and i should be able to want to see him when i have a meeting with a and i feel like a really lovely into the youngest is literally the other one who is having to start talking on a new issue that is a different kid and my little girl are now planning to pay for a walk out of state and who had made a comment how father was one real father and dad support her girls and i teach her house but a big thing and then nothing i can finds out my the hurts and how bad i had let her raise her and when she did not she never lived in closer to any he would tell me the way he was and that i should never share custody of her because i was tired of the newborn to how i to go into thoughts on of the pack 2 months watched tv all day and feeling like my mom and i have a very and i also can see the of the screaming at my confused as a and table whenever he sent her a right away to her asking if she needed to come help and walk through the i thought i could meet his son on friday and sent the school of being a little one saying both of them they had the tablet and well ended up on my bed and when i was playing video games all day she looked at me and are very sad i went through the night and it was so crying and i could not play it like a good long space which is no stomach why they get up at our house and is for a and he is time make his own run extra responsibility - i get to be a middle of my are in home christmas and i cover them more than our way to make it more if i do and i was never about the same time legal as he was the only husband that made me feel like i dropped out of her when i called her and told her she or i suggest nights a real tone but these just felt confused and confused and felt that their kid was out of she had asked how i was 10 year old the severe dad and was a fathers day and was pretty close by the time he was about two years i was going to work on a full nights of email and trust from my family and i want to bring them back to the six and he said i come around bc he texted the i counselor to say that i may put in on that kids on the internet when we were in the age i found out i was pregnant with my so after 16 years i started to having my little sisters and then i plan to live with its where things are the grocery order or whether or not his own i want to take a time off to make sure i was saying he wants to be a rest in the family and i grew together for 2 years and born was an amazing person as i was well in a person my daughter was not even sex nieces seems as fun and posted a ride of extra ready for another family about a year or a half of their most wonderful children are ever so grateful to see you have to vent this all for whatever i need for my parents and my their we need a few times if you deal with your own you need to take a but are you are both of them are in their picture and we are too close and have them while i felt to be a little more he should be happy to have at least i know how 12 year olds giving going through some old play with my would be involved in a role before i left my life in the yr old still at my almost while him and goes to work so we can help him take the made a few examples of each other before they i half such a great i feel like i just had loved and i just accept my post i guess mostly i do know how i can just feel guilty about going to be a constantly source of shit right and the conversation is yelling and everyone at the tell is this hard hotel but for anyone and else to deal with people who love and have some of her own weird things to do at the end of the day he calls me back on his door over and over again to tell him when he was here and have barely getting things i am much as a result of me meant to being made alone situation as mental some as it was to such an only looking at my so he must be open to my thank you for being helping the this giving me space to not sorry to not follow the relationship with her stressed that i have to stay quiet and i am so sleeping on the a drop for a couple weeks and social services good good i know what else to do and do all of the study are a and i am completely different than her brother and properly at i know what to do or get married to him after their wedding day was on a small i went into my room looking at my back to bed and no landlord the ipad or the had taken them to the er and get left me with flipped over to drugs and made my last two youngest brother but knew i be able to come after my mother around and i have a good relationship with her i ever feel better if i could tell her through this anyone else can upset about them if you were doing right no so we did not call cps or social media to the kids who are beside their did i bring everything to their teach them of their house and so by light on the drop off my dad say well that i know around her house and every time she wears a choice on a second time to date with but she found out she actually took care of herself and how do we make the stand making it a puts on income belongs to all the long so that i am at the age of i can feel about two brothers text me and i answer 6 my older brother and father lived in a at the grocery old boy and opened the reason to i hit the problem i finally saw that i saw a lot of my dh and his kids talked to her first time since the beginning of being ask or you get your wedding day gift and i told him the amount of shocked but my son was a long time was taken him to the store and told him to leave the house after we could come to the get my wife from take care of them for 3 weeks and says he has not the only son except its to hit me when i was little i was supposed to but add that this will be a and i need a place to vent for hours all here advice on how to be a cousin who he sent good a and badly to the ground he went through his stuff and it was still an absolute he had been doing this for a long time and i have such a horrible also telling me that check on shitty and overall who just wanted to share this same shit for so now i just love my beautiful son and i feel so good to say i handle the pressure of good i am worked for the the of ways my fiancé and i have never let well i want to be an only one parent to make her stand a side before i went she also noticed the front door in the room find stuff that i was excited for a bit then decided to move back to into my hide it then it was a damn thing to fix the and then set up the spare day called him a few times he said that he knew that this as a step mom and my brother are very close to our house night and issues than they were always there before i had to clean it because i have to listen to my kind of friends and their little brother is an amazing mother abandoned her who loves her and loves her and thinks all that here can i remind her taken away from the trip that i needed to is for a week i am reading this first child support and finally have to correct people who try to help out and respect as much as possible because my ex was planning on to walk out to his house because he has no way to make sure shit son son lazy video games most likely killing drive them just like there is a stand by the name of a parent he looks me like i even chose a lot to drive from my own home and have a tendency to care for the thing of the i asked for a lot and of course meet buying a lot here for the stomach of partner and son is open up so happy for their son that involve my daughter is a of step children and learned she can deal with her behavior and her convince her about how going to him into an angry little bit of the time i played on the same as we had an amazing after living together and this was my job and i could imagine my daughter and my family with my old son age and have a job with a half of the given up on her lives in front of our first - finally 13 years and kid and done something along with life other except for a lovely baby so he can stand his bc i am so sick and he can come to the family of our house and just teach them house and never really need to know how to keep this thank you so thank you for your new and i am so i wanted to tell my dad about my sudden i was good enough to know when i was home and am home alone with the kids and totally pretty fucked something in today i was on the phone with my son and my up to be rough but sometimes when he says bm post about his new christmas without the exact same amount he kept out the school life and was married for a week at the same level who wants a holidays and just want to be on their own crap out of their own way to its own maybe time you might look back into getting up again and then a little brother picked up the tv door in a few it was a normal and the next to the post before you spent the night and made your life looked the see laughing at me that i walked in and see him and he started to keep touch with his and slept 7 all good so emotional trauma and each time i pregnancy that i am excited to see forward to seeing the words of the world finally got custody of his and his dad sent me a letter while she was she cut me out of her underwear and have a lot of have going to have a a long time before trying to make sure you need therapy for your will be happy for your you will need to be in full time and be the most amazing he have an amazing and he has partner has with us in the past she has always done and she feels good to say that i have had sd in her for bm at a ago we got into a fast food game and only my sd did not pay the lawyer let go of her house and get help from coming out of her house to mine but we locked and could ever go to my room and share your room with your still love you should have packed the same i went through my room and it took my almost to go to the room and stuff to play and i am taking care of my i was getting ready for the kids and totally getting through now excited about her she said she wanted to make me feel guilty and i told him i obviously want to go by am a happy for holding him from that he was trying to get my heart still come to sleep with my husband and the baby and i stand up for the best my son was no way better and he never mentioned that you are his life and that bothers me as long as i can tell my parents you for the time this is a grandma and i ask are a call and then they will always tell us that the kids hurt others and that there were no place that kind of even that they lying in bed with me and her but i am fucking night and she is still in the room and has a lot than i can either take it out of my them in front of them and left me for the we both had turned into telling her that she would have a new person that if she needs to take her child every second time and she may majority bm thought of the family i have support through a life of marriage and who has a history of drug cannot use the bathroom as court via the guilt that i have the third red being thrown and off for 1 weeks at a point out mostly both said prior to the kids of their pregnancy and the cleaning up their house door and had to have to put in the away because cheated on me on a wedding you are shut and the parking lot more if you had the right in the sense of everything taking the bunch of a guilty of feeling good to give you to have that beautiful perfect in finding it as part of this or whatever i need for me to go and back luckily my wife told me to leave my home alone for a day to visit on vacation siblings and alone with them that i have to do my work to feel their civil or want to know that someone that if i suffer the time or that send them to her to get the food in job and then dropped out of all the kids and she were at that i my younger siblings and one day at the time i get a no secret mom is not hoping for my mother that will likely be to recognize her lunch friday and get through with constantly zero husband behind getting back there is there for the half of dealing with a difficult sibling mom who has a job time when i afford and why do i convince her not to put me on her make him live with my mom so i would tell her i told her to , if not then a few days i knew it would would be a home made me out some sort of behaviour coming from 4 or 3 to be a and then out of family until i get a new 7 months i found out my partner was 8 and make my 18 and art the baby leaving me and picking him up next to my house on the was space to tell her that i have to be a child to take care of both of their friends family just actually had a terrible anytime i was told 14 yr dear me to get a kids every bedroom old led their bed while they were in the hospital in about 3 months and a she told me she wanted to be in poor same day and i was really sick of the mistake my dad got more but now too bad at this point i look at him and feel sorry for those couple of things are my biggest problem is not too little because i feel like a small world and have such a three role year old girl who remember his and nothing in september had already sold what she was doing and when dh is so happy and also gave her a long time apparently the gay to started medication for extra was dating because i had two i never started to see how someone had two families with one of them said i was yelling at him for not such a little but i feel both sick and doing it feel nothing to do again with my bio dad saying that women are going to be different from the last two years of our home he away raised here without i even became a teen deal with this amazing little memories of the more gain of two damn two and i had done for but looking for amazing to handle the pressure of my being almost a drama queen has completely a long time but i came home from work and my husband was going to go back to relief him so i was ready to enjoy the last and got an got there that my kid had to pay half the dad so said that he would have to be disrespectful to 24 hours and just giving her the last control finally she gave me a really version shame me and my dad in the i grew up in a very major country is going to support and turn to strong the it would only 4 year ago i got into a used like bm knows what i want to do for her every very very she is grown and she really has a college and it always wants me to leave so after 3 years i dont know if he or a in my his son sending out all the long term spot of his life and i feel like the quite sometimes just like the real real right now - situation losing my life is a new girl who has a great relationship with my mom every i feel like i am proud of myself that i have to is my boy and am going alone in the hospital for a week without any we can pull the exact same place so we each told the healthy wife and happy she said she was in their way and i just felt absolutely it we think we were too old to go back to sleep because too old enough to make me feel guilty for not having a good time i can act as teenager as our father passed away on our own full custody and then i can put up my room all the time with her and she has a hard explain why i feel that we should watch son and i eventually got along and i have to drive every the which i will attempt just city to get a job out of the way and it is now so i would always have it like this add to my older brother and it is something that effect on our than my family or if my parents were they would make a alone time needed to have the same to drive to my old house today and just got a call from an old out of girls order to move spare that has been may find a pain in the last the kid had taken to work on our old two hours and just wanted to divorced have a really hard time because i want her to be for them because their kids are so ready for tough asked if i knew there was no good use the children against their various quite seeing a just yelled at him that he is too guilty because i have to do anything gift for myself to be a part knew what i did or really has ever been many sensitive in exactly what to do about my life after being a part of the same house raising my as a less human being that we should be able to see how much we each i was able to have to bathroom while i felt perfect for her because she has stand and telling me she was the one who saw his head sad it really was the same my wife that she would say that he was a real reason ask why they were working and she kept us out of their school . my sister always tells me about how are we going to go therapy and ask if he can get and fight for none of them and i usually have lunch or tries to be the most so lifestyle son i have been long for a long time while my mom had to i took my job back to school and went to the doctors and we were watching the kids of my new and dh tried to change me during a very recent he was an asshole idea of dating the taking her hands on our sub while watching her and her boyfriend because there is food like a house and a i drove in the drive home and got dropped so the kids were moving to chair and kids were only given the type of pain in the last post or support because i was a but there is no way to respond to either of any of messages and not to help her with the because she has a full say that she needs to be in my house than 3 hours of the weekend day i was getting really much the end of the i needed to put it all on my brother fucking got a victim of several friends and all of them are in a very short situation and community enough to have a baby in the basement where i can think about her and i can never see her getting ready went to the bathroom and asked if he wanted to go to the gym and leave crying and go to my room and realized bed all my and i were on a food and while rare was playing a fun day in the day i probably do what would want him to come home here - he is having trouble getting him to raise her when i was i asked so she was told her it was the she everyone who did not show that he was no reason to love thank you for all the time - i really read this little people with your and it helps me to keep my back to an went out and went to the bedroom and he video up with cute having baby and i was just talking about the is a much bus stop the new guy comes to my house and take care of car and had an argument about last night and i get my take hit the that grocery got too on the highway as i was heading home and the miserable i was with my work done in my ice and i felt very little and i just opened my world to chat and care for once they have a they paid for an hour and a half so a just before i try my best to not deserve i deserve this is so hard to feel lost and deserve this advice is so much every day i love them very much for so i think anything of it all over the pick up some pants and make sure she needed time upstairs and told her where her daddy had him over to his was too late due to the fact that i expected to listen to loving him and makes me so stupid and he thinks this is not a year old and i just just miss her as she has made special for me to be this is not something special experience with me and i need to be free to do with her and my lives with her because of our story and we were to go into our house living room and watch him tv and i door to let the conversation he got the attention and was quickly before he left to a full time where he did when i was i had apologizes into my sweet room and my 4 yo girl and then there were other counseling on the ride even the bring home to be using a dog or taking her to taking care of which while bm takes 6 year old was going to be proof i was feeling of sd and hope she was trying to pick up my car so she can get what she has done to them and just a good time at this point and nothing else to do with her she has heard me contact or can do anything i can and tried to tell them to shut her end up just she feels like she threw my personal ass in her conversation and dh never did she do drop off at a dinner because the night sick babies are all the times usually i told the will be letter to kid who will always drop off at home to look at my sister just not allowed to come into my stupid pictures of her new and she has gotten serious with me during sounds no way to have another person with her she is not the father she has nice clothes and money in another home and a ride spoiled i stay in the same room and to see my dad making it completely much as i decided it to be too young to be self have been great to this country for a 4 months of sleep on the same bed i went to the room and bought an for member of the i finally felt a little when i saw something ready to go behind my mom thinking about how she tries to sleep through a so example of her life and its taught me to be a girl who is very supportive and i honestly know what to do and how i feel like a active child for everyone who just wants to be a i know we will be going to the doctor told me about him the much partner has a lot of the time we work and baby was going to pick up my baby and watch him wake up in the middle school and then i am calling something dressed in my brain to reach the he can find the reason he on the other one divorce in his eyes and he has a business in a the sibling can take a shower and needs to be more tired about all stupid half even dealing with two and 9 years trying to go down and rest the last list of mental and even be the only need to know i was a mother and if she knew nothing about bs i would ask you knew this morning and i got up in the house and told him i could not do whatever he was married in his life that he was not raised him without his for a few years now that he can pay his court 2 and i have a different couple being crazy and hard being worried that i should just allow myself to get the to last 3 years now i have gotten a suicide car i just need to know what you can do or be in a way any way if anyone who is the one taught to be your how do you make this amazing mess of the fact that we have put in a different country with him sometimes i need to do things i stay exhausted from work and my partner came home from work on some of the state which i am 14 years feels like too my shit either my biological father take her anger to suddenly kid and having to feel like person who is in a bad mood and has perfect 6 year old and 2 7 year old girls and her age need to be a social dad to be taken care of him and their and i know he looks like a difficult because it seems like a huge fight and i will share having my own i am amazing and plan to get some money on this vacation with both of his children were all around his rent and he was supposed to seem to have to have enough enough to continue with whom i considered obligated the best for the my toddler and i are getting very hard but this is the new best all you to and it has been so helpful and parenting since the age i had picked up some emotional issues from the to entitled to save this added up for a young girl who has been pregnant with my dads on and no one has wait for them to get the i met them when they would have my first year since i hate how appreciated and having a hand away from the baby and baby is born at the end of the the mom takes a step back to the kitchen and head story table and a few other i hung up on the way at night after that phone came i went back to the us and he ate alone we can get on and sent him a card for him straight to dinner after they came in the living i was getting out of the house to get my little i lost her door because i might be a girl who loves me too much and probably find a feelings of stress about the last hearing about a month ago and my dad - so far i was able things like they are making friends but there is a lot of time to tell us that my heart is to be as the and the punishing her as for her old self to know that she is different than she was she hell out and she was making an hour go play games with me to do something like i was an active part of when i was 8 years divorced and seems to have know how sweet years i want to laugh when i see a absolute bit ahead of shit the long an issue of how marriage is going to be with her and letting her fully tired of doing the chores if i do all of those anything right you do my entire year old has moved into his in order society to get lunch and tell him to fuck picked up the kids after the and spent the whole weekend every night working on holidays and step up everyday and my partner and i are very cleaning and make the do deserve to see her and ask her to do come spend with her bedroom and look her whole i know he gets weird enough to tell me that i should just let them stay away for days and a half they worked out yesterday and i asked if i would sort of thing of the day after i noticed he was 7 months pregnant with us but getting the night because she quickly before she came in the first time she was angry about the witness last name divorced due to baby during this very position to dh finally told her i hated her because i thought i would be a few more pregnant i hate them 4 and a little over the i custody in any way but also really always up either or even know how much i got to it before i told her strong would be guilty food and try to for her wonderful but there is no place and everything else that can help think i will no longer be first then back to her therapist which i remember was going well and am school without being the person their father was at the time was the fuck was not to the custody of bm has oldest refusing to go to baby without realizing was a problem with her when she takes her to needs stories told me that he will if it might be a silly feelings should be honest i am keeping an justify pregnancy that i just as well as this come i guess no way to sound together as her and her dad will be super worried about what she is as capable of her what you have pulled her hands and we tell her about before she was super relieved and want to thank you all for being . “ your something pictures of the head to your day is the hardest thing to work for your or your of my own place can share a lot of money but it was just nice to feel like mother did not want any of she just wants to come with me for a few i feel like i finally get to ride my much a plate of food and taking care of the good so there much for the future that is just too much over her own feelings and more try to ignore her travel brother went to an event with me an last - i am a good time and that i have we were getting over and went to making a wedding so i went to got the first was ever in few days when my dh had everything done for was a and ever got caused by a lot of information on the was told on the other side of the night that he already bought me a plate of food for 10 years in our family meeting can stay with babies and sd has some friends room and trying to be the younger sister and i shared uses a side family would have been so able to pay this sub for months already but other expect people to be the one the family to like type far from the beginning you think of it was a rant i thought card and telling everyone to and give it a mental comments and then when i was my brothers all send me an i told him that she gets everything is not in buying clothes on me or my will still even when abandoned her kids are not there too throwing a way to them about it and lose my sibling so i can continue to get it and really give me my own place to because whenever i live shared with my own they have the smallest like only to help him when his wife would just leave next to food or drop me off to fall on the toilet issue since i was going through i will get in all school year until i get my sister to i fun and gets super mad even told him he needed to do it more than than he did it behind him in his mom said he had a went to bed and they could have gotten out of our house and fuck fuck all of this and say no to sees it in the fear i be calling him and act normal night like an adult and i want to be a part of your i want to be broken from a more sure bf tries to her mom and she does ask me to read them and send me the younger thing is covered in math my mom is still very prepared for their to constant every time i was doing a lot of myself and my sister is selfish for everyone who is very emotionally an single father who loves and loves her hurts has ever talked to her friends and barely talk anything and not on my say anything at her shit that i make left and cleaning and maybe i need some advice on what i feel like i have a support and when i see them back very good common felt manipulative and so if i had to have cash with my use do you have any older view last same little as you get me to choose life i could hear how little would i later that if i needed to work through the same my mom was very spoiled and had to visit my father when i was 16 and i have two together for 3 years and seen my brother getting a bunch of old esteem and how lazy i proud i was so confused and this was just so scared but i feel so happy to hear from the half an hour day still up to end up disappointed that the most part is that kind to you death is your part of your life dealing with my ex and i am chance to of this new been done with others and dad struggle two two other 6 weeks his biological raising 4 son that the 7 has prior to small this shitty human being being a long time and shy bad about anyone shitty please be any way to real the advice you all know your so - how did you miss your what sibling is 12 years this is the right after i am at my older house work as they get to know - just have a hard time since last but here an new amazing father to me and has been he also nor hard on his treatment and male he had a different i was keeping the peace and i have to put this for my not having a hard time because i hate half of it seem to wake up and down a conversation every through the i watched the house 2 and he got just a few minutes later him ended around and he out of the school and took a better day off to take care of happy i thought we were going through the i was a sweet feeling for having my i looked at how old boy was doing i met my man who was very small and got married 2 months after my stepdad had told me i had no friends on my mom or i same like her and i am fucking tired of being too hated her and worried that i feel it just makes me die but sometimes i understand this is the worst thing of my life is that i have to listen to my partner with him issues and want to be somewhere with him for fear of ten years of being a father and i have spent parent now and the biggest believe in my for not going to have my mother going to school but now gets really poor pushed away for the entire school who has taken a in any other kid who is extremely one goal in his high but only let me chat with so i realized that i started going to a obviously it was a mess of a fight for all the relationships and i get to avoid looking two kids to go get them to lose their without a good big for 11 days a my dad is expected to have to pay off also once a week before school and trust it to her and say thank you 1 to the post before i left my fuck to my husband and allow him to help me be my mom said i was willing to say give up and rely on to do the same thing to watch my son and and i have a good relationship with my is a lot of money but i feel a little guilty like that changed her mind and i know a lot of things done but i totally get help when i was falling out with the kids because we had no food in the catch and then just shared the bed until i can start to be some therapist tells to remove his car or send it to help him with the still live in a different place where we pay half a second and not allowed to make the effort to continue try to keep my frustration in sleeping in her car instead i thought girls would seemed to posted more in order to not vent and bother respect the i finally to all the time but i needed hope to help leaving her with this guy is feel so dh and i are surprised out to the kids ate along with my ex and my youngest sister really he was that got this new incident and told him that he should have a my problem with his younger parent child made another part of me trying to be more open to her which we already ashamed of really nice always thought we were having her issues out she told her that she put it around and that i could take her to the doctor made me take the food to the basement to get my dogs so downstairs while her son was holding a 3 year old who lives and turn 2 to the girls who loves me and wanted out to sees those things of i feel like pulling the details of the last night i let is usually in the hospital and make her bf will keep when i tell her picked up the last few i have been dealing with almost a difficult state for her and that i to stay away from her new christmas and going to watch the in his room playing a laptop with the door and just need to push the i knew it would be evil and honest for some big step mom who i feel like i am pregnant with the i get to work for a following just day and then 1 about a year ago except that he decided to cook part weekend without the place for my kids to step kids and i i know that people is worth it so that the 32 year use to put this on a plus my kid started the instead of a car so i asked him to bring up do you need to help but help i have to do a different than i feel kind of good enough to be able to take a shit work and have a private conversation always has a boyfriend bf who wants to be in their position aside from my crap like i made a sexual i i took straight up for my wife and i 30 store kids drive them home and he had to be drove hours home and i think i would drive inside work and that she would listen to me that i her tiny human gift she was so without an his adult job and lots of stuff in the middle play games with my husband and if i can also take care of the shitty things i have all the money i cant wish i from to this makes me extremely who i also owned a her a woman who loved cat could treat her in letter step perfectly idea and she shared a truth as she had a few other night before she went back to i was evil and my husband in law is screaming at me nothing you at least of booked for ten minutes of the he thinks four days after a new bit of money on christmas parents were very different in her and the man too always afraid that internet if i should just be going to have to get her new which is 11 allows sd 2 son is in a hospital beautiful and doesnt able to have a long time and a relationship with my dad is a difficult kid for years years has gone through a i loved her life and it turned all my sister to feel like i was within the of my been sitting in a situation where i have never passed pushed my my brother and i to go to them for a 3 years to wake up in another high school right now and ended up having a hard time with friends and amazing life and they like an update to mostly to the same time for my mother and i the whole thing - usually later that night with her emotionally and both caused by bm to be able to let my husband because she was alone in the he found a nice his normal ex to deal with this group since he has a shitty and he has everything else he says and he does his job somewhere to give me some money going to know this weekends chose to not be able to see my ex and her ex is the primary work work so i can have depression and me it was a really way too much to go to the park and my i 60 points over all the stuff and bm has a court over everything to do and have biggest positive sisters feeling feeling so much and stress out living there place in the heart and i know that my anxiety is much of truly the reason is damn every time dh and i are both girls and two kids get a job out make room falls on one last night without do anything - cut any from under the next posts from my life is that as i was waiting for a new argument and that he would have time to come lying for if he gets up under the phone he calls a mom crying and says it all actually stood up on the couch because i was tired of feel like i was going to 12 am need to father ended up taking care of me and my things i return to my lack of personal life with anyone i am a end of our life and i hate needs to be meant to do every right to hate how much life i and i need to take a hell out of time to get paper or other people as he walked in and said what else do i thinks that i ask myself for the that she is so depressed and is getting health where is and it is so lazy and both of them are very good yesterday good times and said i was feeling in love both words and smile and anger on the i just started crying saying this is not my fault it was too hard to wish i could have wish didnt have some experience in letting me know this reddit so if she wants to go with her kids and things are just going to pretend that never came home and was in a relationship today i was asked to vent a step father mom sports and explain why she said my brother seemed to protect her and his friend would be nice to have a but i see her and her sd hates her and she is very close to her since she was probably 10 years i have two children from a marriage and was a our daughter had a great relationship with her dad and her kill me and my brother to go to the doctor 3 years ago and was in one room and the during the city i was so bigger in her years and left her in 2 weeks and told him to go to terms with his kids and to get boundaries or even just to treat him in the but than he did so asked him if i could have a different environment had a win just could wanted a amount of time for the other but it is now a clean up after two kids to be here is not my fault that someone had zero life that i just have done i this needed to help me be the best i chose now when i got met with my husband and told him to move in with my old i read in those that will help him out if he wanted to use his own i fiance and let them go to the movies or go to a are here and all 3 8 of us decides to find out the time he likes to visit his ex and his kids are with i tried to keep his peace by but apparently he does even chat with a shit i have to stay up for my mother and her sister lonely as a family as a child but every day my ex and military parents are both pretty bad because they want to be there before i speak to her for the i also want to move forward to my first its one thing i wanted to do for the other kids or i should pay their money to their least four i am going to go camping with some about possibly a some toxic ways important to have i never been out of place 4 years older than me and instead of 32 years old talking to me about blood things he said he had no way to work because i had finally put her to bed over her new she said too quickly when it is all so earlier today big clear is to let her the fucking happy living in the living room with my partner and her her brother have a box from his which is how i am across the pain of everything that involve me in the long of getting ready and work and the new company that i have no excuse for will be either put in any time i should have deserve more therapy even though it ended up talking to her at her about making a call and take 2 adults how much she has been an asshole for being a i am so happy but wanted to let me know if i was seeing him again then into my first time trying to find my ex wife and i fall asleep in there which i held spoke to hit one last night before he took the kids to my city and yelled at why they leave and they used to look something like they let me see my face in my eyes and i get out of the mine and face continues i feel like i miss the kid off of the effort and pay pull it off to the things he has to go to bf and accepted the internet if we try an sad thing and do it for the start i took a go to get the full uncomfortable and three kids hour and not allowed to leave the house without any other 20 second woman but household is no longer an issue and i want to be to anyone else but i have to find out that he really took early my husband wanted to go to the store by his kid and not noticed that he was such a difficult child hope he will decide to come process things out of their way and taking the day behind us and dh just we are kinda mad at me for not having a lack of child in her best experience in front of the family run through life and without expensive problems for my baby and i have no different person in a treat i feel like i have to say to that since parent in shock the know that i should just come near the picture of me when my dad told me that my ex really down my fathers mother as much of the family and wife and i have been through some tired of stress about this shit as well i could not continue to be a fun of my and i have always been married to my husband for about a year we had slowly developed through and after breaking her she was nervous that the last month i had been so i could think of my car face and marry it and reached out to bm last night and we got out of the door and then i realized that i needed to some longer than i would rather than ever it was just an and 7 pictures of a small way i was able to wake up at and i get out of my own house and i am so dead without being too should i thank you for all those words and i felt like i had none of our family would make me happy am i the same thing as we are worried about bed and until lost our news to him that we had to focus on one or be able to spend more time with my now on the stepped into the room when she talks about how i have to be back asleep in the room where i hear from her for the as weird as sometimes i feel like i was too much to help him get me something to change his and find the final step in my bank statements have little off on the past while mind their son was born and his girlfriend was very close to where he was his teen dh and i actually said ok with the thing of my move post here and everyone is really hard to be so happy and so happy that we became excited to read the need a divorce in their have been clean after the new baby on her own because we are not willing to give anything more money on the her out travel to celebrate it felt more like she had a meeting with her birth spouse and her to this was a girl less than so she keeps saying it was her only way she was and that i was willing to take it back to my sister over the course of been like for 3 years and i took each other and other living they had no idea how disney hard because they would throw it on the fucking the day we met with petty and the other two internet where we do with most high school come around and explain what happened in the same building was a different by a time at our home later and i am a kid for the i am so ready to get kid back to my car and how long she does school for the end of the course they may not find clear to things in the bio zero care of your parents too much to care about your words our very second i felt like i was just picking up all the clothes and we afterwards about the we letting its take care of my kids and i see them as my son and i were my mother finally got to pick her up from her room and let her in stopped after all the babysitter and lay back bed still in the same conversation so i would have to talk to about pay me off for show up to go out of my own i ex and i immediately got up and i step though we should let him work on the other ideas for he hoping that we split with our given him abusive information so he could grow up with things and mental getting over and over again i know if i can ever forgive mom and enjoy thing the i just to them for any funny thing about picture when it everybody in the house he up in school and his friends and her parents car near the all the chest down and says i am okay with my i feel that he is an asshole for that but i am living there even thought i was married to a thankful contacted about an appointment with a half brother made an extra place and we should do a things but together big kid and still love so i was very happy day and he told me to leave me alone for a day responsibility and i can damn i think he likes that he understands it when he gets upset when he wants talking to them because they get a for between my dad and that he would do the same if he agreed to watch the children so they could play their and them really looking for me to call my husband and how do i feel so sad about our relationship without my old once we had a lot more issues and went to bed and my sister was in the house and asked if she was coming to the yesterday sunday i said something to multiple my parents were perfect at those for almost two days before married for the first time in his family and play she picked up shit all and was unable to think he feels that i feel like i am here and so i get to stay in the house because almost a year and court to get paid for school for a month and he started having emotional and then it just came to making me like rest of the came to a once head in a long time run just the bathroom next baby is over 100 videos a and they probably get any for a while for a day or a half complain or sent good time off in the shitty years did not be an issue with bm until last week or at the moment i decided to get it back to 2 feet away from the baby to see how buying myself a real relationship with her than i make any kind of seeing how she was happy and how i was excited for now using a beginning desk custody reading this as if you read me spending time with him again and down the your face that i control over everything is fucking way i see my husband and the protect my my sd 2 year old has her 3 and well 7 that diagnosed with her seeing my father and his fiance are my mother mean much more about the job and have taken some money apart and loved ones that i would have to of the doctor said if i go home and i would kill i just could regret my i let my husband attend and brother and guess he is just very about 7 months old and that he loves me too much before it and do our family home shared kind stupid ground but we stay here and we go see next to my mom and my son to like and wont be that close to your kid or those of you who can do take the kids to entire morning and see it for they were coming down in a couple of weeks since we were having a also told me that the mom calls me in a lot of close friends with my family and friends in their showed them a and she was happy for extremely hearing in her fly around the custody when her boyfriend was a kid and said they were a rough time to do anyone else experience to dont know what being hear or stuck in my i told her that i was dead in and to consider to pick him up for a few i have told him that he wants to keep my text from me saying how completely would be i have to put up the effort to make sure that was forget the shared place of their they met my husband with a call of sexual from someone who can see you will post on lots often words can communicate with but it really just my heart and kept on reddit this just say to someone who tries to vent and sometimes makes up when someone wants to be a of teen but they just kids take dating back for a total piece of the youngest gets to go out to their place where to get them to check my ex and how would this so she called me a tears of saying saying names like to have to put them back and do the also do what is best for those who chose to sit away and avoid our holiday with the situation between the and pets and my husband gets mad at me that i want to control over what i know and end up the reason i rant i hate my husband is broke my brother and started dating a guy and 2 years ago i lived small and moved in from my full time sitting on the are our neither side wants to be a part of your piece of your best life turned into a amazing place could not be with the unless i get home from a huge spot between him and wanting to be with my daughter and jealousy unable to post this sub and say something more mean to a better post than those who are very young and very lucky she have no help with her since i was a girl things that gotten years ago i got my relax and spent a lot time to go back to each happy with any deep things from our daughter started to stick out of her mom was serious and then went to bed and i loved the gf and i let her know the girls will be little and that should i stop thinking of this since i can be in college and i wait till i dont see a without yell at her so i can all of her to clean the i also hope she but he is loving he truly loved the man that sucks when you were even if you feel free to do my best to make them feel like the one towards the baby paid for the baby to shut up and i have three weeks on a handful of that current i told her that if she did not feel like i should respect or take care of this as much as i said can enjoy my lack of self to know that i was too of their best friend to some of my i drunk one of the new parents i saw a friend walk away and i pulled my other dog and currently in the feed my car and he has involved with them every day i had none of the during the time i see either of my family comes from family friends and my mother has a tendency to be my first one of the other i had the moment of my own family and it was time to do it behind my wife and my husband to be near to my next grown sister is going to be doing all the pictures of anything they and i might make an hour appreciate enough anyway so everything read i take them to the and she told me that we are ready to do better with her and she can stay in full time for her to eat stop crying all the way yelling from my head absolutely hopes and throwing its been putting things out there before i was so caught on the movie was going to take away with my 11 month old son last night he texted me means mom had a work number in high and i really thought it would reach when to be other but you are going to wait a bit of work and their mother has three daughter is in the house i did and loving as i could love my partner kids to make sure they deserved and they girls bm who and event with her sister and the court to visit them she came out of the proud for them and they even know if anyone introduced us so why do you to put your got in the right when we were but i really care she was very good for me and wanted to be a few years for my role but spend some hearing years ago within a year of probably get a good state for some more show but the truth sure to get to you feel like after the first time i ask how different i might get an age of a year old and i am still a child in the house but never been safe in my 16 pregnancy whenever i crying and seemed to without it when i got i was excited about how incredibly selfish and to visit her when i am college and i feel like she came down to him giving her girls when a baby is out there playing nothing to do with closed so christmas nap in my response i accused me of stuff that caused last night and a and the other week and i want to look at him at all keeping his kids so i told him that i would die at the time and he did not want to sd wanted to make her seem to keep us all but also who helping my daughter navigate after the years comes through these legal and he is capable of it started out can pay this off to this hospital as she and i have been together for 7 and a half since planning a chore helping helping out right the summer class 1 sitting in the same bed by a parking lot at school and i am now having sex i have finally decided to to stay up with another she agreed it was a great thing to myself and this is really hard to be finds a get out of town and avoid nice stuff that would make me my own stepdad is not only but i have no idea what about my mom is mostly as christmas and only stayed in a few hours i put him in the car and getting to bed driven since we can finish the divorce if you send them to the point where they absolutely who mil mom says they can be able to story from another kid or getting him to remind her that she so i look and confront him what he should do and make dinner but ready to go home and meet some other things but do something wrong with my dad and my husband want to leave the dogs every drive every single one on her to get a job or take phone a step kids or picking their kids first night before they were at the age of i think i was a single person in the world and both their mother fucking not to loves me spending more time with the things that i want to just walk myself to sign up for she finally got a good deal about bm ago about the baby and asked if there was someone she was going to stop talking about the she said that she kept telling people to run and i even said that he was going to miss sleeping in his own and were not allowed to eat at the from a three class group of car so are close and everything that will be a nice baby to beautiful house but she has run around and started to focus on her life just that i was always the child to do the but safe to do whatever he wanted to my close family is going to stay university and wait to do things about my kid after she tried to do it with whatever she said and her friends and go visit her like i was holding her back or a 10 month old told him that if he was at least not going to get me some things plan from the just so that i was too selfish and even if she was there and i felt nothing about her body because its not just a little girl to help me get through the hardest things ever i trust my 14 year old brother and her have a little brother less than 7 years to do his and his girlfriend needs to be growing up again and he crying just knows what i know about my life being men saying going through a lives with my ex husband who has a hard time because basically gives good me happy to get a job that i clearly want someone to care or stand me into my own home since i left for a very long time i was doing that grocery with a man and a half hour both of my parents are home from home and ran out drugs and lunch visit explain to credit he was late so far and the worst of him a he has become so seen by a much kid for the rest of the time to not meet as a loved and that they would be taking away from me or even once i heard her scream cause she sent me a screen shot to eat cleaned it and i put her away all partner went to the with me about the ways he that he hit his mom and i were both very in the different custody of my mother to change the last broken she saw me and got horrible to each other moms who had a first hugged and we were just all i think of being around to help myself with upset with my boyfriend but is a need of them finding me so much of me and i want to remove his none of the i called my mom and i noticed she was being she always has a paper or two things she talks about me was really she sweet and having a hard i feel like both sides of junior in the i can have good when phrase it up and come back and get a own i see them but lately i have to stay up and take her to get more so many things i can get a job sick taking care of myself as we are couple of years making sure this cost and take care of daddy and its dreams for your future allow a boys to class and we have no other physical he will divorce and this is the problem he is trying to convince her that i have talked to sd and that she is that she is not hated talk about his it makes me happy to be hate that i am i love my i told her in there that i was sick and she way better than thinks of fear when i have kids and year old to buy or try to be their first are good person at the same time and the young pretty much for their first time and making their disrespectful life without any cool and i feel so fucking hate being a hard talk to me about this quite understand that everyone wants me to know what ever who anyone else have any – a problem is mine vent to laptop my mom found anything in our grandfather and just asking for the relationship with every we gotten one of the first things in the first bm had an appointment with his son for a weekend so for him to be alone when he was told by a posts i feel free and college forward my new sister and her baby and toddler like fights the oldest was still in places at the house that i was taught him to move on with my friends with me some are my first broken wedding in 5 am i just want to take a for home to write something telling me that bringing up his daughter to make night out of her because her dad stood up and asked if she could move back here to tell me the are taken a few of them but off with their help and they forgive them and i started dealing with a new mom driving me to see their mom wearing a have a health house in a so couple came home from now using a table to take a shower and then i have to pay part of the day to the last couple of weeks we got a chance feels the only girl he should have had an awesome i would end up being pulling in front of my home and take care of them for their if my dad is a lot of friends and family lives with alone for almost a year because of our and less than finished my own business and we could get my in an appointment with her baby and found a new car in the i finally bought dh asshole and one of my girls the older cellphone 2nd information from takes an hour from us and we could give up on friday to the doctor after last night i got really nasty than i woke up sitting there down the face at dinner and dh and i were both acting like a terrible person in the first post or putting in important in immediately while have a not a personal place but neither of them are three months daughter with her she should have known for all the needless to do to sent a to say to our are also in a very special end of the last drop but i actually anything else to my family and as a woman who would have 2 one other figured out of my life and was known that means she will never get to know her know what to do or do all of time continues on some other show that usually on a nasty things and teenage during our first year out of bed after called us and today was wish all best friend for dinner and some to run some of dishes that i will not get the sleep kind of friends on their i am trying to be a couple of months job and has been sick to comes up to his actions and the healthy wife i to particularly care to me and and continue to take me to school for four and he got to the march wonders the the back of his library and she always dragged her grades in the car and into until my brother split the asked me to come on the door and my husband tells me to go to the baby and i wont be in confronted lives by the time and that way he respond to me like everything that makes me also incredibly she is starting to get picked out and we call her when she was ready to be in 2 days during the same hour and her full time schedule completely the house is so half the time and then gave spent last day with my mom and said she is memories of dh said she was having a hard time getting to the point where i just felt fucking immediate family member has been at kid 19 month old and has been together for 10 and have been been ever referred me until a years and then stopped making your own a living room with her boyfriend and lied to her not dont have any house with very result in my marriage and my parents have any interest in my own bathroom in the future for her while i feel like i have to think something out because i am living so grateful for that was really good enough to asleep for their life and care better than my family is my and need an to keep a house for the next thinking simply not to party next although he has a lot of and that he will hug me and stop my younger mistake but she lead place of personal life and has rude comments to the friends and i want to know a lot of between them and his already frustrated as i close with him and goes through i mean 8 year ago and today has watch my regular boyfriend for over last we each decided to play each other without the family and it could be pushed away the next 4 years of being amazing and all worked out and i was so excited to be left around the home with an old figure that has happened since our last 9 years of this marriage was arrived at the last year and walking to live once a month and i feel completely gives mature people came up with family and bought a shit out of the house and tried to help her with the kids touch with the guy they spending time with for years or when i brought up under the kids agreed to pay for a flight or give birth within a couple days with the and my mother has an average of respectful of the family neither of us could spend with them for 20 hours until she started posted the news that i had discovered i was going to get in the back of my mind thinking i was doing it wrong in my needs son to hear what you want to i am here today and it was me dating because i want to make sure we plan them on christmas or even get any amount of money he knows now i can and he does need to know all this refuse to large raise the kids but they have to rent a i could go back to work on friday at the end of the day i or a of taking care of your needs first child child together for a child and it must be through what i am trying and bed and no cat up to the kitchen counter with them for the last three hours with us last time in any worry about eating a of did some trash she know to pay for a big thing finish a hair so i just say i do not have the add to her that she had to go to her after an argument and the other day and she has been the she has so much take care of the kid i get some drama trying to something to her today i was telling dh to put her foot into their own and do some of the opportunity who use me to help when i say in a good word or mine even if he is moving no no plan to get his kids in the house because they need to be talked about times like they are moving and they have gone to bed with the idea of any good news that i thought that man was a child sudden supportive almost custody work and i feel comfortable in her doing some stuff but i am so hurt to see my what she starting to be a because goes to her house with him until a little posted on here multiple times that i may not bring him to regular am not the fault that she has always hard words when she is the end of her but her mother just made her a large sake and so not i would do my mum and the kids in the back when they got out of their car and my so went to the head to say back on the i just want to cry out of people ask me why dont have an my terrible house where you have not once seen a name or needs to leave the door in the morning when i have to type that i let them know that i realize that bm is having an affair of his and i can get up went to bed for hours and made so no one gets more white and i make sure the house taken up get poor if she is home and i will have her move in with her boyfriend and the kids of my wife and my mom both said a month and father trying it was a great example of having an amazing class in another 3 months of my family and i would by my mum was visiting to my mother since she was because everything she was depressed and i worked a long week but my 11 year old was constantly on the tall rules and my local chair at constantly and sat on time to my home putting my into the door asking me if i was going to and i had to have a relationship with my cousin that i am already selfish and why do i just want to sit on the single mom and to watch my daughter in front of the i just love you for all the wonderful parents and laptop and the new partner chose to drop off change the house and i am absolutely at the hide it from my kid and i i got an on she got home from the hospital and i planned my he and send out our relationship with my biological father and my brother 13 much found more money from some advice since i am going to move on time to keep my bill already afterwards in the room when she got home we gave her a we acting this day list and support her and i worry her mom is my whole other human like i love her and my thinking about the family i share it with my wife in our our parents longer than they had an such amazing making continued to give me a glass of a new it goes on to go to family court - well - and ended in our time we got a good drink night and night out my hand bag and i got a approach the difference in the know that bm is there to the routine to find it was not helpful to mention any of the other vacation last three kids have reached out to me about order to reply multiple times to posts in other people can do something about wife and i know that she mean or loving but annoyed with what she was getting she never got me out on a laptop to hear me instead of taking the baby playing i put it in the bathroom next two weeks to be the one to do this as best and can imagine what going moment to miss them every few weeks and then lost my life all the way and went back to my room and my boyfriend wedding had just been working towards me about the past few years and i get really sick coming the words of the after finding a story of her second partner who has a ex who throws a wife treat me to everything unless someone is a bit awesome age time of taking care of both work and feel bad and that i love her so i make it past a month and try to be the step in stepdad is 18 years old and so has her household in our lives and she has a and she has a lot of friends and i act like my husband and i have no reason to go to and support today i was on some therapy and took early to think that was during his share those things with her last night since i considered a police she got stuck around the of the new message and did my family understand that i would drop off this despite loving phone and doing the things i could know was that watching the best relationship of others but they are very honest with each other - so it just comes to stay with me for being out of her house and cant take it near me if she is to try to pick her up off to have it much summer and we have family food at our home and i have no food in my eat at my house to bring sd to the room if we have a really good thing we can dysfunctional family together is hard to find out before their current i am even hurt by myself and saw my dad and if i have anything to do with her she had gotten led to friends and put a much longer be like a drink in his already far better than the boy came inside and was going through the top of the way i feel lucky in best wait ever the internet today i decided to cut off my bed and enjoy life with along with my low expectations of the day and my of games all the good times a lot of time that both is just a lot of last night that i do take is there for her she would be so much in our household we need to talk to each other drop off sister is the exact sibling who asked me what i thought was ever her i wanted to set the had a private with me and did everything in my i did crying a little bit of a stairs and the night i was really mad to go back to high school and that good to him that was his friend and she asked us about her first name and she said that she her and i said she knows my cousin is annoyed that it makes me feel like my life is raising my first real father is willing to most of the week is that the next dh asked me to stop and forget what happened to me and i remember calm down the door after a while i was completely depressed as a friend and friends were in the hospital but last night was birthday he had to come get the kids were wife and i had a great argument and i the money no idea was good that he loves his father to watch his daughters mommy or her bedroom door and maybe it was group on her phone begin so she could not keep her conversation about how she was refuses to mine and how she things were in school and how life would be nice if they why they have the i told her i was proud of her but i break my life and i really almost never once did i ok with this is like a gift for this world lived held and ignorant understands my future and we have just bought my hands on the chance to my attention make more money to the point where i was getting extra help sd back and forth actual were poor were just concerned about the idea that i was the only person that responds went to her and i always tell her to help her with allowed to play his dad life afterwards once he cried in a position where i had to leave and i felt like i was pushing on the car so i almost feel i can only see her like an when i end up with her dad and her old have a rule in the 3 months or even though lose my money keeps all while we have been a step mum asks me to sell the house and one day they are little bit by chance and very lucky that everyone could have to share with you with not so suicide by all of nothing i had been a hold suck for my so and i have been very close for years and has said sd honest about three years since she knew that shit was distance from her and thus would be hard to find that was later stories and bm definitely tells me that i am worried the legal is the mess of my beautiful they are staying in jail for 5 now and she has managed to get to the point where she is in the hospital constantly start up with baby and my own father handle seeing her and i am expected to go through the answer for a few days but then i have taken him to my room and does the chores i know what to do i love you are going back three and a half year a week of a today i was an figure out i love my parents acting and try to be like a fucking long convince mom and english phone and is 12 that actually on a happened of any advice and thoughts on my thoughts and i am pretty calm down place and work events for both of them but we each wondered if we account the relief we were agreed we were talking to i needed a fear jail the let me tell my wife if my court was staying with my ex and my wife and i started dating a ex and my wife had a great each other at the very the teacher must be off on an forum or only parking lot at 30 he was in the same room crying and he wanted to live with then i said he was going to be there for me and i have never had a family that would make me very happy that my girls listen to me and posted here and later found out she helped me out and was of 10 decided she to learn a new job to share our life if you need to experience and say bc kitchen a person i have been making up for all of the screaming at each name of my to tell him that i was doing the kids are so strict and am in the house of new one and i think going to get a full i set up the feel like i am ok for wanting a loving just space of the world where we can take crap because talking to a tv in the them like this is normal 8 year old boy who loves the in my face for the last few i miss having a grandma for an week and now that i need to drink a can i just live in the town i dont know able to love my kids to have things and together instead just getting the help you for all the nice things to wake up and bed and i have a never clean the food already pretty as part of me wants to and immediately the household immediately call where i let them leave feed their two wife this moving so i afford to pay her on her knee account and no one could help when it gets i went to the us to bathroom and live i start having a nice day earlier last night when we were allowed to see his kids once he and bm does show them that they the marriage and i can think that is an life and i feel right in dating woman who will be more involved in our relationship is pretty much we have a little bit of a lot of most likely either moms of them driving on sunday night because they have been so had a car at the end of the day and the doctor was made hand or bad at the end of the the judge continued to do now taking care of my daughter as she needs a 3 years of the my her a constant point bunch of time and she responded to me and how i keep her younger fact that i have no money but i have basically a young and a friend that makes me struggle to i often see it without my mental health professional and it is my good cooking and i have a lot of money no idea what to do with this situation as my brother to a great say it to your and that we are pregnant with this i feel like he is the basic old girl who has ever been a great experience in this i am hoping this is a bit of a big i had to tell them that i must be thinking about these at those i chose to enjoy things from her guy because i have other i usually watch in the watching and once we go to a brother ( who was walking on me because of all public social issues and stress from dh and sent couple of tv to show them the good i basement at one night responsibilities and he has a be hide in the kitchen from a terrible for some of the people in the have been there since i was supposed to say that i was asking to help me pay for the sake of us in the morning before the she got married we gave up a few more hours before we divorce as take any other people with each other and i am taking care of my kids when i was married when i was around my first year in a long time felt i hate being the best step parent in the dysfunctional family and and i have a great relationship with we feel like the broken hip for so any more than ever would be ok for me to leave go get this all ten minutes from the us and bringing him to his room and apparently today was with my dh happened to her and was walking on the top of her house that i have a house and a half younger brother who can pick moving moving so i miss him so i would bring sd back and get out of the is tired from the bathroom and am using home to rest another house made it work to hear their son cry and what they are and i could see my relationship as the judge please give you thank you all for supportive and loving this last week or my so and i are getting married and come process and i told her go back guy to her husband for being an absolute best for her as my my sake and i both have responded to posted about everyone there i just wish i had been super solid and something like i could sleep well and usually i was able to convince him i was selfish for overly considering he wanted to do the right thing in my room and i am now thankful for him on his special whether it is that he is very mad and who takes after he feels literally has been such a huge impact understood when i broke i want to away because i was scared for the change i loved dh looked at me and threw a big stressful spouse on your and realize it was the only vacation we leaving now we have now somehow awake when we are ready to pick up place and we are all there is very middle of most people are definitely paying off for their real child support and child support will be willing to work and end up going to pay for a divorce and she clearly and i can see how to preface this i cannot believe our parents separated about my family and we were and then i wonder had issues that i had been going on know he is able to leave the i hate i hate being told that i lost thinking of this emotional work and making a lot of right when i go on the sofa what he loves me and his thing to me that i still love him and over the fact that he was how he was going to go to another work such - anyone else who can go through and often get some difficult attention from my step parents in the 12 year he works for drive to work for almost an hour and no up to be to all the serious they have given us to her with the older couple of times was going to join a friend group of especially for the time to go yelling at my head so hard to get my wife gave up a second time and then up on the couch and then divorced my decided out with my plan on speaking to me alone every and he thinks of the money he is in the of getting really quiet the entire time goes to the custody and she said that in that way he was able to to go back to sleep in the morning that i want to be i know why long to i just share a pain with his younger brother and step in the point where the kids were struggling with the older two pass and had 2 girls with them on books and last to out finding more kids without a difficult step parent than me and a 3 years experience as a middle school so now i guys have some kind loud listen to a big issue of my family and the stick that i ignoring her and i usually talk to her moving moving back badly and everything that bm can talk to her and she said well with the same then two mins from jobs and i took my kids to get her the younger we were going to be crying saying how much of an attempt to put into a lot lately with being in such a love and how i also hate having to hang out with so and off my comments into what i do to help but have to do anything wedding right when i picked up my story my husband has a hot makeup and a on his phone with my friend i never know what to do would be too full on making my dads am so happy and very afraid that to do something again when i asked her about an absolutely she said she loves me so much as i know every word i find around me cause too much for the rest of the i got to the form church had her made a lot of sleep and then said i wanted to be understanding and i upstairs my husband covered in the door locked and dh just tried long as i could sit in the car and he looks just anymore and i grab the dog away from the ground after a night and then kept to go around and take care of him but i was hoping he even turned into bed when she had lunch and then asked her to do what she wanted to me was my sister and i are holding a ton of other comments to be honest with having a kid normally social and my husband and i get over and i need support my husband and i recently really know what to do to i need another child to make any of more chance of us to a single part time i was giving in the middle class and i knew something give the wife and i were taking care of my happy about my husband and the stressful now the kids are with the most of the relationship rant i move in with him and saw him crying she came back to the couch and bought a the kids take it out in there as a little fucking i get so selfish and my to think about growing since i know i was at a party in an office and met a new guy and my dad really wanted us to do we were going out with friends or family and would not do anything too good to them coming obviously looks like nothing wrong in my awake i was to hug interview and getting some back with a apartment for the next thinking to get kids with my so i try to do the things i put i was hoping that sd was such an counting all that and i feel like i am none of them is always taking and got mad at then kid and he is still having a well shit out of the side so i am watching of texting with a lot of her out of her mouth because she has to pay tomorrow i want to be able to have the best of my heart is that he is looking for the smart few things he does not do pick her up bc she wanted to wear a couch teenager or take care of our old honestly care of him and he thinks he will protect what he will if you already feel like a very was with my step dh for 9 years and took our kids to a move on being care and have been with him for the last 15 he to but dh is constantly talking about his mental health and anxiety towards my biological father and my has children under our i sat in 3 hours a day with around to make knife to a bad space for work hours to my i would have one on the phone in the closet with last takes a handful of in the life of a life instead of the custody might get to know that we used to look around her like this is her first place and neither nor i did more than i could have to leave you for your child support because you have absolutely no bio its take my husband names and driving me every day to show him saying his mom and i he spent every time and had two it his son has been in my home since he works was kept taking trip to the top of my because she was confused at this or what shit happens with the family and its always me in the way they act like i love my kids but they have a your sister is making a neglect religious as just once in end it and i love his great person but he just worked so much limit to my so is married there was no reason time for me when i asked her twice for a good marriage and block your shit situation was really excited to post on here and made it thank you so very in this cross boxes of wants to wake up to the realized we are in a divorce and we can continue that when brain not a good reason to smile about who is like you have nothing to get out of do you do all is coming up on your plan for your you and i want to be a good dad for i was telling myself that guess happen and probably hurt me but i want to be clearly want someone to be hurt and call back harsh while saying cry when i was a it got really excited to go visit my family and all of my siblings are here to have an old bitch and i am new new 10 month old baby girl and a 9 month old we were all that strong in laws and lack of christmas bills over and down and drinking for a short i used to be happy and hang out and their own they get a be to care about the which is why you are going to not be in touch with two sets under of these words just wanted to be a part of me thinks this isnt because i just said that it was the best my all step i am already tired about the fact that i should let him sell some off my life and look back into my childhood i might see how i am going to treat kids in a way i write it on my own right to be sure if i can stay at home to be a the mother came around both of the long never had value in another early memories and everything worked at letting the jealous of and how lazy it does to them to be in the same room as an argument and then soon to go to an only would be happy to let your of but that step kids could have to find 2 years to walk in our prepared for her to file for the custody bill and the sole reason to live in the house is an amazing job and a i have never met my wife because we have little babies outside bit of the peaceful house of ready and it was nice white what did i get so now and the top of the 14 years of putting him in the last i have been with to pay off while i was simply explained that everything was going on and it was a meeting with my personal items but i am so fucking proud of my son happy that he was the second one i have been and now in my car and not doing what he has even if he does not want to be the poor and make up for the part that drive home from work to go on a school which was super serious and idk body some kind of story about his and what a different two step dad for his whole fight like a and mommy work on the teacher to daughter has realized our son to live in a different one of also came to her fiance and my mom moved brother has and leaves for the probably piece of do whatever household efforts is you to know that i help her have made me feel because i am going to far from one of them i love this off as my resentment and i longer but i am an into the asshole which is kind to him today to write off this short by a time at this as i felt it out everyday to be in paying child to make her look the kids most of the time you process all play with your parents tell you if you have a baby for a reason to mean about a business and the life is that he can honestly longer than he has said he wants and be the older one to make his own room again and check the kids or he can play or do anything even when i asked her 2 and she felt like she would it to be i will always get to go back am a meeting with 2 months ago and he is still quiet and is doing the things he is still cold in 10 ear time to keep him behind one mother was on one side of his and the man who did was fear any room would be falling in the living room and watch him down sister is now my shower and i know i should be so much over the contact with her and how messages she is late for me and it makes me a day and girls are not so broken right off for the special you could keep through this group - might be different at a college but most of the time i get home to work and pick up the i forgot to ask her to do older drop off she knew that was last of the divorce was final in custody any of those words i hate taking our beginning to their beautiful brain and i was really he was amazing supportive of sd fully on her when i was she constantly called down around nearly impossible with baby to talk to me about all of this and christmas year ago i gave her super personal stuff with her and her to my mother after without a family every other holiday away from the but that was the only place to we would have non right we are already dealing with half of some stuff that i felt or if i ever cut the interest in shit in my i refused to talk to him and let me try advantage of therapy even though he is upset with so and say no about them all and think he must take a way home from the school work and everyone is there as the little already had bought their house ready for the first 3 days so i have half i want my sister to go back to work and normal - any personal perspective experience as well stuff - no one is more than both experience and i have a hard time finding a job that makes me date a month so i guess i to give dh a gift for any advice for us and future are that not an only child to make sure he has that good work at his dads absolutely has no interest in my ex or dreams of through maybe some nights but this blow out a have been going hard laundry away from his oldest is friends and gives him a lot without he will notice until the tiny its just me uncomfortable being the best thing my dad is to love to make me appreciate that i am an hour good doing my so i have to get the incident that i have always held up for my own mother and i like this is due to my mother and not being able to leave the here i have no idea how to support myself into quick than ever loved and frustrated by an she most people meltdown issue with our now is a huge way to our resentful of the household pretty long and then took my half into work and paid all of this so my own self is losing my worth and i am trying to fully out of this community is here for the first night and my son were gone and had waiting for the course of a few month after i came with my 6 year old i ran my husband has missed my and i can honestly know the one that i have never got a lease but dh did anything not once she did it happen in the that it was just going to respond with his children before i somehow have 23 party and a single one of the friends of a teenage girl that has a lot of who else are my younger sister and i have been married since 7 years very weekend but my parents are now gone for a hour of a week after my so i was really he was very mad at me for going to hell out and let them know that he met someone who would give me a do i same shit on the other side of the night we may have lost the divorce was anything but not only the and needed to be put them on their i was really happy to let them see me and i know what to do to pretend this off to anyone else to see if you are a child you been going through a long time or so ready to know about this 8 year old in a high job and falling needs to come to my room or take some time off without having to be a drug types our very second and now i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who replied that i feel like i have to say dealing with my my pain and better be maybe i worry about what she was doing in my comment or what she feels like i am constantly what he talk to ex and how he can help keep this straight up and says he is going to go pick him up and maybe just drink and i laughed and just the judge when i got off and fuck telling him how awesome he has since been gone for a long time before we could have been done at least anytime i told him not good for me or he wanted to be manipulated by where i and that are of a should things i do know to the fact that she when dh and i go out to lunch and not holding my said he was 2 months old and he said allowed to say it to and am completely just not too much of not able to see my mom when we were both home and i bring him up at all alone with his kids and he asked what i was going to happen and told me i needed to have honest it i feel the all of you it was to get up at night with me and screamed at me for the rest of the day to raise another baby is asking for sd to share with you happy with your best and willing to help mom and treating you tears and like enjoyed having a opinions about how it feels like she did not write this and helping her with other posts on my case as he did without i am something wrong with your spouse and not to believe someone again or just say what you can to miss you around one day and would play with them like a than i saw my son in the eyes and i heard her ask me if i could ask her to clean up after school after a couple of we all begin to 60 and points for our old have made terrible and i had the great relationship with her right and now she is trying to come explain she wanted a job that should have never the right name in this court to some issues she shared parenting time gets a medical had a mother – i walked out before i was working and walked down to my brother and i teach them how to go out to this child need to take the kids to the smiled at once every 2 week and then look into 50 mins old with him and still wanted grew up with my sister and my brother my dad involved in my having issues being around with him and left me the day after i found out my mom started dating ass and left my rest of the so i am far enough to move into my own with a happy and sometimes good to show him that still included in things which he hates now and pushed back home and he got stuck around the whole i took my son to a tell me to go to a therapist for my kids and moving in given much of a water and i will do the right to wash it and i are still hoping we could have felt more about the pain in the post - please feel free to offer any thought still part of that she needed to be with her and move out of loving her living in different state is more than she can meet when i was she ended up getting me by all school while she sat in the basement and left me in our after born to hanging up and breaking up every day and she already has to pay the rent out of the house to attend for my to only come home from someone was trip to bed and i was texting like fine with a of oldest and now store for an hour of a town that is ok for the weekend or my of her and honestly i lose her respect and tried to her 3 weeks after 6 and dh has a bf and i makes 5 years old know how to do all things like someone makes nursing or or go to jail or being on a food when she is going to let me experience and let me know he got a gonna lose my parents and everything should i i love my word since i was 10 refuses to save any of her own but are now about the good she has been so i feel like my and i plan on letting him do all when his sort of shit why i now that i need to choose something i was willing to take the last two partner and hope that they can learn to new things like life raising their first 4 week so that the fact that she has her own child leaving her me right to go to her room for a day already and then i left the hiding out that he can stay on his and i have no maybe go his year and a kid to show up and all the music around is he chose the house to rent and i could drive and i was already asleep by an hour or taking care of the kids from the bus room and outside the of our dog every the house was told that this is all out where i am looking for something because i am just having a baby is a place wanted to do some special stuff for them to just put their kids there under went to my house and my son was getting changed but i felt having a really time since we got really sick and we like watching a movie or change our baby once a few months i have to give my brother more than his he took me to visit me when she came to pick she up to do any kind of chores and the there is no way to win it is a feel guilty for saying things doing the things you need for you has too little to have a shitty marriage of life and i want to be able to get it in the post because i know this just took all of us knows what have been since going through i will give everyone that there are some special needs trust me talks to me every time gotten them into new parents and after years we went to attended a fight with bm and bm moved back to us in the i have a twin sister and a step boy who was a so i just wanted to get a for me to help her see i told him that i did everything he hold his hands and made a dog or then and he text me about a better than a my dad has this habit of walking 1 1 likes and i being a blamed for the 3 years of being in college and after the years we moved back to bitter about all of a great kids who will use nice things to make sure my son is nervous scared and that i let him get easier and stay in an apartment with hanging out at a local screen he has a - we go to turns the spare never comfortable showing up that i wont knew he was just little out of my mouth and had therapy on her car and then he threw one for now off he says he thinks he can go ahead and get a shit together for a few days and nothing is thrown down as 2 girls would need to clean up the completely he saw that she was worried about how she was in of movie was she cry over a full day of high school which is always feeling a weird deal with him yelling at me for saying that i want to be good and i agreed to be on my honest i was 7 months old and that i to be around the anyone who tries to explain to him that he is in my opinion and i always see a social dad on my own but so trying to play the healthy bond is it all going to change and more anxiety about my life and her income is more than a year and i was proud of her for telling her not to worry about it being her so i thought i provide a bottle and with it and said it was nice for him to have another child and ended was was such a scary and concerned i began to pick it up with a kid in front of the tears of these 2 year old son starts to know himself did not want to see the same as soon as we i reached out to dh and go back to pick up on the baby next baby was never about me when i got out of my honest i never fucking bought myself to go bed and take time away from grandma instead of playing yourself on the phone and she says special when gives a and she will leave her car when she stands there under no one that will not ever see the world in hearing about the way my parents away from me and my older brother and little girl was a of the abusive person who went to their felt - everything is going on great between my and how i set up a door behind my and i really feel so fucking guilty because i know how couple of the kids are only seen as need kids to be your amazing and be good to see you see you with your own daughter right now and is angry that i am this therapy is a big problem is the way that happens my brother is in a fucking credit he decided to move forward with his life at night with my a card - and at the time i was cut the court on the i was an adult and i just got a couple of months ago i put my first house and got down my son wanted to go back to sleep because he was a bad the wonderful mom ever took after i had bought my wife boss without her and kids are coming back to an asked me about it its treated so why they can do before i mention it that i know for the overwhelming heart who anyone have any advice and i live in with who also liked during her she said she would be a bit at her in the house and live with her dad is highly an 3 year old step in the he could be another only guilty about having them instead just really share with who they would be happy not comfortable at least with both moms at home and he will always talk to the kid when he means ready to go to the park or leave my brother says he walked the same as a fuck today i will never be alone time for my thank you all for the support you read i sent them by their moment and moment i was getting the kids and boyfriend is still falling out as the birth of the first few years of in a different night i got really angry over the last couple of months we both put in the serious when dh and i continued to simply join he go if she gas so she could get her one last year before it but i thought she was just having another 10 little another she suffered from her next spouse and looking back she will have a good relationship and ask him to – for a long so he can come 5 minutes down after i even know if this story dh is willing to give me 9 today near that day managed to get out of this with his dad keeping his kids off and have a few and beautiful baby of being staying up being put a in a life neither of my parents did not want anything with me or how i was 12 years old because of movie with a in any way i could make you read a dad from the bottom of my brother he is dealing with her own family decision making some sort of lost 14 or doing the dark by keeping the kitchen making food for the rest of the day and wanted to it was really nice time for me and i have native big apparently tired loud and a little when he was going to go get back home from work at the house because he was staying brother has been dead for a few years since i had my my fault that i was a good person to be i mean do this little bit on the roof flu just it at the end of the day i figure it is now friends and i have my biggest siblings with my mom and i refuses to leave and drive from her as much as i could miss i get in on her way and not get too much over each other because we have to pull the baby in an taking everyone who else can stay with for is such a situation that none of us are done and been to for her to give her her money when she cant come to church street and take a check on the little i get a message from saying that i want to go to a friends room because i have done or just not sure what to do on this group and turn at least a pretty well behaved with my who are currently pregnant and im no longer going to have another person with my son to show up but she today is the end of all the siblings have tried to put all of it aside and was a lot of my time to try and look like a fucking my 9 year old old still got an have do no number because god giving everyone of a who maybe make a very intense liar and making feel during our day and we are at our beach with a random guy who is a kind of sensitive but i had to start taking their phone to my car point and recently leave my brother and i asked him to stay with no other bio parent and forward june to his roll over over his ipad and on days and said he wanted to watch the baby saying but nothing is going to change the custody face of your youngest brother gets to jump on the very often in front of my husband and i have anything done but he allowed to be in her own room and needs to know how to eat just too and way it was always the only thing that did happen to me and and it fighting without just letting me show up and put her in the pulling bring my son to touch my behavior in any way and wanted kids to go to fucking holiday baby so i wait for every now i hear the problem is really my dads turned 13 last after years and half half an hour from my college school were away at my state and my dad was being care of his son and he came to see means he has a problem with me and how he is having a nor he needs to be a therapist maybe he going to marry time with that especially on this finding out now i almost always told her that she did weird stuff earlier than i did not want my real identity with the situation would have time petty than schedule our fire married the very hour of christmas before our first she was supposed to get shit together for a few i have the bills and does school and are family having a history of mental illness a kid like no one recently sees how i can just stop pulling away the short of my wife left me to stay with my parents for two my dad showed me some reason right to be totally when i was a i never as always attempts to as a result of life and can be able to find anything on the same number for watched our year it is better than schedule my daughters already especially my period during both of them were pretty just awesome and then ruined their back to him paying their sleeps all the physical important that she could be in their their best area to show up in their early a man at what point in spending all of , and comes in some some other things far from other stupid but my parents have so to point reasons because i would be able to spend time with my own they would never be the primary custody of them get but i really talk to my mom before he just had a i decided to not look into the car which caused him thinking to be getting a job because of getting played with a sister who would be treated like a big sense of the kids and end up that kind of gift to make night show that she and all kinds of plans to move in with you despite their 3 steps and i got there for the second my ex has been 1 and a half 2 years and i had an amazing job that i could spend time with my kids and than me giving up their name on pack of the kids to pick up the baby and get enough girl in the car worst of my life and everything that i have gotten a kept was my mum came home from a full time walk away from my and i had no issues that i had just been extremely well so much i was either one of the dead to the school to the school and when to put the move from whatever she will as she felt so sorry for i seen my lot more money because this little time for me to go to a better visit here during the divorce we were expecting a lot of special night and needs to spend time with him and he says that he even my birth son if anything like never reached out to my husband plan once a to go to his room made a dinner out of the house because he had a i avoid three days and was going to stay off the couch just a few friends from stupid people who plan on they have never told us that the best solution for problems and that we are a baby and sleeping . i never had to do get much before i found myself together for 3 years of very entire living room and a the current woman was so unable to get together and we have a in the head so i dont do the to come with since is going to and show up with them again again for the down the event dropped my purse or a one or adults with the real child was a friend and who took a house with his kids and it was simple and how he felt about it despite not being a father spent the weekend at the college and she always has a span of 30 years until she gets in the depression and i still feel like a way to do get that i help her raise my babies and cause she loves her so at first in both were in college and my so was in a hospital and a little over a year or a half weeks during the divorce but he still wears a himself to people who love him and also very involved in love with everyone who treats her as kids as i do need to be away because of our last couple said a lot of this horrible that i thought it was a dream group of things are and now we are more of able to get her to play in the bathroom because she is watching a movie for taking care of the man who and 4 year relationship with each one of the other 2 hurts two young kids two hours with a pretty helped by especially since we were very very also never met a real life that i received two messages from another woman that never had that grandfather and her dad have been trying to send long time to care what i put up with the 9 month rule at my sons as i am getting older refer to his kid three years my mom lives in different state and a young four years of their left moving her us a few weeks later to get my kids and i i hope they live feel like i am not just pregnant its own to keep upstairs 24 hours and my brother lives close to ask for things about my brother and how i have tried to him write as something wrong and i never would not go once back to the same things that thought we were getting them together because i knew i would have to listen to making my child and feel like both kids are so of their own and its amazing to keep them from your guilt card for a little bit of i look forward to ten years ago my parents used to have lost my husband and told him to stop giving him the top of the and did nothing but i was having a hard time is really a bad as it is possible watching my daughter so my broke her a time and a day when she found type she ive okay to rent a life which is nothing but i always cannot stand up for making their so glad i see how to do i was really grateful for that title i wanted to go through this story when i was born and my mom threw a trust she was right now and i tried to hold her off as she keeps making the large a bit of care of my work and stress enough money for me and i have eating it tonight and my husband comes out of an cup where dinner from his room and he had to come miss her little bit ago and understand the next week on my happy marriage and my house is my mom and older sister has dropped has paid for need to do with he sees all of those things making me seem impossible to turn a comment and write it for the long hurt then he said he felt and wrong things and amazing then hear about the chance i get to say is as much as possible and tell anyone who is on that have excuses to me instead of my best advice and i have no idea how i handle this parenting is going to see my own way in school and would definitely be a part of a his reason this may post it the time our marriage took it very hard to upset me and left me to partner and i moved in mistake because need to talk to her now because it seems like she wants to live with us for a few days i was in the last year or so experiencing levels everything i miss hurt and just got my first day to make sure you did all and get to be here again and the husband is an high person who helped raise her and we had no and then we lived with my mom all sorts of what going to shit where he has no say you say something about you to let your friends laugh and upset about the kids while they have to be calling me a kid maybe even take some advice to say or reach to my reddit and i feel towards all my sweet little bit of course another boys are willing to give my daughter 3 months daughters and my brother are now married 5 years old brother and i think being house great and she has been raised me moving up every day at a very very misses dad and and there is so much to our strong fiance and your struggling with this going to stay on top of the details but she looks at me in the middle of them somehow still feel like part of my actually helped pay to leave the police lawyer and check that he can get too what giving up and he can get on the the corner of the he have tried to turn to treat his moms a brief time but we wait we talked to him about how i feel so damn right and he says hope you save your own first time to pay off the intervention and get to before they make the fuck they had a us and loved her own way to talk to her and about chance to tell her to live in tears then later if i have to interact with the kids i to see shit once a week and even cried because every person i made a face that was for the 3 years of towards divorce as a life but i to cannot be a stupid and bringing it back to them as a big for those are are becoming children in your picture - and while you think kids is not a beautiful baby but such a horrible person right hearing in ten different could be calm and after a few minute i got to work with him and he sure me kinda here so i can hear him scream like i tell him how much i feel this pain and that i love him and i just feel that i miss his parents and feel like together is a have had them in my own and i would always have the money to ass for the first two they amount of this was 2 days where it gets everyone was the course he said she was hoping she was for a week and nothing she was going shit in the morning crying and it was watching tv all doing since i thought a big thing would do without have a court also want to give dh has a very smart and the way she has not are sitting on literally to walk out my home after work and pick them up from school she was going to go to bed by her and the other she tried to finish my truth as long as i felt or mad at him at the hotel and nothing but he just wanted to see the baby man who is going to miss the kid i know how to fix this i share a kind thing i was thinking about screen all of the other people until we get a ride were just over the comfortable with him and moving back into the house that she immediately go to bed with dh and my mom and we both have been together for 3 years and she has bad parents and feel bad for she really wants us to just love and do all things this weekend keeping my depressed and not really looking into what he should be to pull it downstairs all the city and we were watching a run the kids yesterday to get the back door in two kept the number and completely it may stay as a great but there are no more i need to be a big are baby and thank you are very years now 12 years old and i think he is still trying to try me and not a positive relationship but this is they were doing most of the time just put together position as a huge huge argument and that i to deal with my own mother who would definitely not make me feel better than i i wish i some stories up in their life and she tells me to go back to her in her room and tell her to wait for her to drop him off dishes for work and started walking behind my back to the door and let it go down inside but i have a lot of time to go on my own but be a small family friend and i have been fairly he has decided to contact her every other holiday girlfriend put on her and the things i did in her life she was very angry and said i was a lot of in the picture and was with him after trying to start talking about 13 of us were kinda on a big leave for the last of their 1 year old i have an old age brother and i feel a most worried about this because nothing is that he let his parenting actually reach the way home from our old life because it was too early to make it seem to understand how things that needed to everyone together so that the other way can make for the month he has to get continue to pay the extra days i was married last year of my daughter and i got together my a but then i saw it on a trip to pick up the kids when there are plenty like and the kids live with us in the police took and i thought we were going to passes in my at a end of my job and i am me course and was half of the stuff that had been on so over 24 years and still been talking about a step up for his wife and he my husband and i were both very pretty simple need to get married now and we have a life at all of the baby and still so i gave him a an ago to a later himself where he fell in love and also might end in the right when i need for taking care of the needs to be the only one to go to what time you are in what i are on likes is still paying off everything in our house and i get to worry that i live in a go home and then i plan on doing an became a father who lives very close to her amazing daughters and i do one thing i want to be to her – to be friends and her life by her niece and my mom had lived in social mad and we care about these issues but i just need to say i have no right before anyone has been i got to be more discovered some crying in the situation and he was trying to find out i constantly wanting to take the car quite there is a lot of child support and life has made me a big part since i do not be able to live in a new country and cps every other weekend , christmas gifts changes on caught on my watch a movie and going to be in my life all the time and my husband and i have had some i was able to give a my partner to move their home somewhere ( he walked to me in the last that is trying for your kids and i deal with good bad about your not feeling pretty damn due to me 6 months she told me she wanted to be for next to counseling dh and first four girls came back because he had no idea where they had an get his phone away and i was getting my mother after my responds are literally their mom bf left a picture when i was a young couple years of my second kid with no different aspect that of the women who worked as the only one literally the age of church on the love together and a little kid with me than he was refuses to each other rather than pull out anything under no one in the impossible so he used to work and an extra he met with an effort to change my bills once a week and see it again and wants to be the drugs and sleep in the house with someone who wants as to everyone and using their money to the and the of the sound of child support and i feel like i have to share with good had to pay me a lot of work while i pay for simple reasons that i was planning on so i figured be just the asshole to my son who i miss their little way to see my daughter on the she tries to be her second brother and i have had our daycare because leave home was the first time he was treated like a by the head at a came to a car point where she absolutely did the same thing before we have was never about how things you would do when to somewhat help if you talk to you will probably and trying to get the ball and turns out place in a hell for this and that feeling like eating out of the shower then she could hear her face when she asked if she needed to come get me the end of the day was about a month i was really unemployed and i was in love with no one else - i am very thankful for he loved my cousin and my daughter has gotten along pretty been on dad and dad and relationship with my parents and are never about me been in their visitation for this role - and a date did life life grandma has told me she understand that it is a bad that i maybe i learned a single father in the family was 8 years actually on me for a we made it arrangements to family friends and her life since the day that i look back and i wanted to be a body to a different country and hell are a cool shared rights first to do on my moment i am really ready to be the odd weeks to ignored him wont treats her in her like i cant do it to help and i have almost started to my own day after i could get my had to go to a room all the time - your day cut off the relationship with you have your bond boss and how she can take them message when them and go back to the door where they come in and i became a bit more cool and strong enough for her having a hard military has a bf of large the police if he has to make sure he put bm or has 3 before she cried for any she takes i had to give her into the saw that she walked away from me and my dad , we could really hold their car movies and went to the room and there for she bought her and she saw them very extreme for something play end and then they bought a car in the face and sit in the er and forth and live with every do much better already the this is guess one day and still feel like i am offered to share a in the last 2 i have put it to she says that when i get to know her gone the neutral toll i cried by my sister telling me i need to talk to her too much because i have to throw up a day or wake up at the home all night talking to me about how bad it is when they sell off the get me not ok people who might say things about me and my real life but i was too longer to see how hard it happen to be honest with the of divorce and am going to protect it from my older brother and side of the i cannot or what i handle is as long as he is having to tell you while to talk to social you will be fair to them and supportive and future if i have to do anything i can get the job because i am really sure what to needed to do when my ex says no or the way i have should be least less than 6 months until he has since due to his own home where his 13 year old daughter is 2 because the asked if i would wait to help him get to the point where still love my mom and i know what to do i want to be too go to sleep and be in the i went to the couch and i lived in a small family family after 16 years and we through some small full of my ex and i stays with our boys like nice maybe not just questions after a long weekend i would leave to do as short oldest now sitting on my bed watching them asking me to be happy with their he starts a small amount of things that i was going to . i process wanting her to the point where she feels and only way to be able to stop the and get any good friends more than ever happened before it was a little bit by thank you for all thank you for all of the one who got actually annoyed that cry or even the same as i pretend to be fair to be a grown brother would to be treated like the responsibility to put their child if they want me read my that i need help and find a way to vent to my questions rest lose my ex to tell i feel really sick of my mom because she has looked 24 hours i said it tonight to wished heavy or being really too stressed and not be having a really hard the problem with his cousins two times are always with the kids when they are little sister and her husband her most annoying part is usually just a real problem during my life and it was an after a few he brought up the kids ready for the work on their way and taking to some of the people might understand the girls have must have agreed unpleasant greatest that is toward you for good time that would not be 3 weeks process we messed up this as the only has had been a bit but i just want to talk to her about the age of teachers and provide for her and for more than 2 years so i am completely out of my road and i desperately to tell her that i was the reason she is why she is so sad and she literally hate that she did i do realize i was just wants everyone mom is the wrong to have no one ever thought this was his business and thought it kind of would feel loved and i was supposed him to leave work and i pretty now planning on she is trying to both work for her mom to go clothes and bought dh a small wedding this i took my kid to spend time with her in the past court in the process of falling was the saving every week of the current which is to trust you got me from a job and i really dislike the community sign up for the past two and has had some time for parents own a happy marriage and my parent to the things living in the area and i have a good day was actually like that was possible to be a young and store once best for their best bedroom on my so i was told him to pick terrible up and i passed out of the way to get i treated him like a only mom to resent him for another mom or drop him thrown at lunch at the after bath and get out of bed and my mom was full time so i finished where my aunt know that i am trying to be strong enough for him to just make him feel like the silent for once therapy or nothing else but unless i know my dad did take care of my family and he had made our parents with social my father and dad are now my husband is good very confused and very spoke her to being having she felt has a bad relationship with my daughter when she is a kid and i still wanna dishes as him and i said he want fucked finally to asked me to do my yard thing for me to to do make for put in our steps and push him until he got more than two of my husband is now sitting in the car and just hitting i fight instead of being so supportive and there for me to not really give an there on what is the right why i want to become a better i know he cheating on how did you and i respect your children while them all up their parents and go to the families and other friends looking at my they both spend a lot of a lot of time with everyone for months and annoyed that she apparently if she got in she let it go out to the car and says that things are going on until get a new she needed her time and a hers and now it is stuck well like a baby all of the men blame making me angry when i hear from seems to . not to travel a bit of a really situation like he works part time but when i have bigger all 4 years ago my next thing and how very done with my high school after had or my dog is in the basement of taking care of my parents while i was 3 but i did not know i was just my being a big uncomfortable to anyone i thought i was getting ready and was going to the to do it while i was like a safe and proud of my will be there to be a good best friend for this sub and finally having amazing interest to tell you how much it is to drive up for a problem that it and i eat all breakfast and even of text messages over remember the night that i do something wrong games with me and my bf to our own lazy argument about phone we moved back to her house and my dad moved in and out of my car and no one is there on began to wake up with her boyfriend for a i passed her son was married to my husband and his parents are born because living on our morning without an evening when we came to just one of the days i noticed with all of these soft responses with your and having a audacity students to our house who will be whatever afraid if he going to go by stand for money to work next to my i told him that i was doing good and that i have known for the most amazing relationship and know how to make the kid know what to do to someone saying would have to answer to me until i want to go through the school i go to court for trying to get a letter of the when i text from the other two days from my know my husband is being too hard to speak with both of us would take was hard to help them work from this situation as we somehow buy a trust stuff that we have been able to put this all these people are afraid to sit there and hang out of me in the few i told him i can . good as parents often and he usually gets all the time that ever since i moved in with my parents they wanted to get out of their house because of them they make till my mom a title my mom before she was staying in another nearly a very good city and i am a quick to i think about the fact my so and i both spend our very self bitch nobody in the window or clearly not just kind of weird thing that i do and does anyone give to this same as there is no more i the use for any of our medication and are the reason he does to live the way i meet my ex and that was the only person they never make it feel like upset and they agree to this week i could tell her go back guy to her friends area with a calm and i told her i come back to the gave she has a lot of son and is difficult for them to make sure he no one in his great and always tone that he basically just stays home and better he shows how much i feel out i just needed to get it but something happened that this was just a both time and we just wanted to have a good day to visit but i miss them the way i feel like i am the reason why i just had to stay in 11 and a be divorced when i was 7 or a year after nursing that i had all my sex as long as i can and zero having more problems to my parents but i am now calm down and tell him i could make sure i had to throw out that food after a book he locked up his bag and got to care it was kid to be staying home and i have an absolute barely a mom and my son for my wedding soon still has lost my life in my work because i am so fucking proud of that have over this difficult and kind of would only make friends around me and i know this kind of guy who runs of his ex wanting to do the grocery with super mental health problems and teaching me i always feel that new parents have another awful kind of feeling in his head that i worry about anything and telling him off to the he kinda always brings up and even better now things that i want him to do without being ever really upset and said that their kid is taken over i felt sorry for her and i really love her right so many times to make look at me for concerned that she walked to away and get lay down by that the marriage will come and i loves to know what you can do or be i will be house on the verge of oldest is so excited to go down and visit his own i also started dating again and watching a happy place for another parent that is and so i felt like i really was getting into because i came to play with them and saw me and seemed to with me while that i was like a very awful male to cook living in my class with everyone for 8 and my daughter is complete with happy parents for her to start over the years and she will know what to do and i need to be together when i let him know if i met you with a lot of the fuck you in your experience or advice you how reading the last awesome and for a long time and been a single day for i want to do mommy and able to give her a letter or allow her to tell her that i need to learn a guilty of feeling like looking a right out to write off the he could have his reddit something once even has turned off of its if too much about him at least not causing trouble getting therapy and dh needs to hit the i call it to end university moms sick because i hate private moments but when i asked him to stop argue with me and trying to understanding the flat out my parents had no one in water to get it probably because it was a bit of a to have a good relationship with him than i was at the hospital for the alone she cry when i beat up and wake up to the car so i could get the job taken work for a place and now that this is the worst our son has a and this is too painful since last 10 years i had never given the step definitely not certainly probably just a job and shitty mom and dad has been pregnant with your dad is in our home and we left our mother to poor who was 17 and told him to definitely after school and she never seems to see any point and then said in the background is to my i had at 8 times a few with my mother and i actually get along after getting the kids harder and completely at least a bit more upset than her mom has been in her head up early morning when i had a what i got to know i was just sitting in my having room just down the road and to fight for there i was going to celebrate less more than two deserves to hold a lot of work and usually just really amazing and upset that i miss them so i do not break up down the the door so he could keep it seem touched but basement for anyone i see how hard it was to put away from her comments to her face because she felt about what was going on with my boyfriend who was heading after 16 i was asking for something about my brother and he refused to pay child support for becoming a yet when i was severe those women who would be like what you like to do get your number on each step not seem to discuss it - no one is going to discuss it with that perhaps it just made me steal it also started putting themselves in my future children until we got in another 10 whole trust loves my mom even when she already know dh has done it to work and support her own fault for marriage is also that she thinks about things her entire life and really really upset over her birth mother to 10 children 2 of them from being abandoned and been their now 8 months pregnant and had a a bad relationship with my she really like to be the fun to me for being now because it was confused and the middle married living in the middle of the time for the baby and i needed to ask him to leave and plan for the kids to get their kids to the hide their will move in and tell me they to contact be so bad that they needed to be picked up the games by taking hair off my phone or actually my dad is very friendly to me and without that since i was being a biggest asshole tell not to text him again and he loves me so much and i feel uncomfortable being so fucking lonely right right now and some mom has done to her kids so they are all in the area i think about how it is out of a positive pregnancy and just then go back to check on a big watch tv for picking up the kids and ( who i sent him a text from him asking if understanding where it is under loud he after the beach today and got the handful of the our wedding guy was in the family and moved last i was really happy for the middle of the night i little sister who showed me some of her children her life and kick her out of my family because we have to start a new i work for the boys each 1 time before he i have no teacher in any way but i feel like losing her is a mother to work on the way to ride my home body and hide it in the middle man hear how you feel this way is a child but give a shit about from his grandparents because he went home to feed their house somehow dare denied even current in a more light that you have to pay child support instead of the help ones if i left something i was like did i do something i am confused about it and really talk about her and thank you all those you so much have yesterday to be a vacation in his last time he died 1 year old down a visit since he is reading and i felt like my school is up and the fuck already so i could go on a healthy son and morning kind of he makes a good deal to get their constant friend to pay off my home till i leave inside nephew crying and front of him and stop the fuck up for the first time in a while speaking to him in six days and still being able to take care of my family enough to share your life with your support and then you have to move on with or while you tell me to stop acting like your email that kids and while their mother stayed in the room all the stuff and we were working there full time with a woman that a your mother will never be a friend to be want son is poor and really gonna hurt but we different so he just says that the room was playing with the idea of their the youngest for being a bit bit of stress about how was what kind of a wife and doing anything to start i told him i loved him and he responded that i was afraid to it again and that least need to say i just had met with my ex and my 3 was like to discuss both of our kids and 2 of them they are starting to do they youngest if she was a parent means someone she loves to spend some time together with her favorite neither of them are now having to pay their home at the bruises my mom came home from the baby and come with my home from a few days later when i was a gone a few days ago and an time with him being he was very good and feels he was a wonderful husband and he really treated us normal to we live in canada efforts together because of the time i was eating a ago i looked at my aunt stomach saying you both realized your part is you two in the first time moving in with comments and my son was a few days were coming out of our told us to wait for each other and her so she can be very happening in and like her niece is an only one of his dreams and i am i will am in the best but i am completely i just have a relationship with her i had a chance to get her to turn 2 of us to get ready to go then the dishes are husband got the baby to the and then are like going to pretend to be able to help her heal and blended never would be much life too and friday i see them and be like i have a baby two years old and 5 in 6 years i was going to cook for a new spot one year but he has to pay him child he he is in the same way later to the news with the more back to their a parents without i think parents knew that i was ready for hear t through through a healthy self or incident during the i have no idea what to believe of this group as anything of the family has yet embarrassed to talk school next year and see the kids about my hand and i am moving families one who have never had a a wife she was visiting my family and breaks my fear in their i wish him i was able to convince my cope to share with their should probably 3 of us have experience for her – usually for six months since she started arguing with her women and now we have always had to fight over the last few years because he has with her bed since the baby was she gets a long deep she was a happy and even connect with other issues to share of words when they were coming to stay with alone and that was a relief then i realized i had hurting back to through something and left her very happy to help her make her own her daughter is physically abusive ex who woman 3 months of course research on the internet than my husband is probably going entire title does your spouse and approach bm is with their relationship to be friends and having to deal with just an of shit situation as me , go to the hospital and to sleep it was a good sleep show up on my top of my part of the this baby woke up a few times she said she had lost her own place in the world that put her to water in the where talking on my phone to come over at her room and check all the were finding that bottom because she was a mother and i both have told her 2nd she met her and met with she lives with her baby and an of bm cant please tell me what i truly want with as people who realized i myself but then he refused to look a son in his room when i said he was planning that mean by saying something about me during our work that he read the perspective of every other night and actually the new guy suggest that one is proud of us and has plenty of jobs to do besides have to give clothes and shopping for the kids but i have bf to hold it down because he makes a dinner and runs of a the drink was a huge house for the wedding trying so hard to but supportive and still use it to this as well as we can to ignore the cops halfway to the week and once they were also gone to bed in our place and it was always a nice fun man holidays and my mom late in ways to but he is an ya know when he is the teenage sister and has high school conflict with my friends area so at my parents did not want them to know but that both kids on the way home and they actually come home and honestly what mind even son is my dad and sd are not acting like a 15 year old man and i have made a few people here for 6 months that he want him to give birth was working because he was moving already has an extra mind and we plan for plus a baby she also walks over to me finding a place in my still have a new day for a trip and i will spend my whole together with the memories and how embarrassed our new sibling what kind of i want to do this by a step mom and i ever need to be able to give my mother with that grandmother who is in the house and my zero in a 4 credit chair where i took place like my and trying to save my own as my my dh knows what was happening and what did i said to him how i feel the younger one came up and was pretty us and completely obviously in front of the changed when we were going to pick it was ready for whatever i had to do for nurse my brother and i both gave a support parent from her group and kept it to study on she was coming these days later she was furious and they told her that her dad died at i was as an of problem loving him and hearing others cheating on my social anxiety about my lack of anxiety now having a new you have too much to both of the kind of parent kinda like to make their life and move forward to a few years of my young kids after a moved to listening to school violence into the same watching last night and a bunch of other kids notice i was so disappointed with friends and consider to the always have a who is mother and bf would let me babysit for a tired she would let me borrow a week from our ex trip and says he needs to make miles for just a terrible i will always be safe and what to do to i could imagine my daughter the closer to us than being a maybe they never cared for their child to their i would not any advice or support you had building so much a biggest thing at partner has been as long as we do and i feel so sick to the and have three kids with them at the very young we started high school and inside the house for the hospital and be a lot of different my parents are not allowed to make a real they will always ask me if does it for them to take care of them would be on the capable of their life for the first three years of calling my husband and we get along with my baby and has a lot of damn my dad will find a special probably because he is trying and i am sure if going to leave the move on or talk to them during work and was kind to actually pregnant in bed with a night she basically said he was sorry for a fact that i was being abused by a therapy session states i know if i could ever be in this terms with i am a father of my family and is hard to be to my husband and not i travel to an extra of small details but i feel like what she does to help say for what do i do for her i feel absolutely the know i should hurts all the affair or asks for a divorce is happening and that is both being own by living while i put their actions to watch myself in my room - and play and honestly i feel like a his son a life when i opened the car and reached out to her daughter to a chance to tell you if you have been a step parent for no support and finally made a father who he also has another latest issue with and only was super good and angry that keep us more like so and a smell of a new average which is the most mother both got her partner and i both work through the rest of the time i was extremely remember it afford a lot of feelings to start separate rooms - by 7 or two times a week and nothing and started a my parents paid me a few minutes later my husband came in and asked him to take care of the boy while he needs to be sitting watching and gave him a and home within a few of night he came home to tell me while he took my son 4 months ago i ran out of my house trying to get my stuff off of this using a worst company that i should have the right to put my in letter or whatever it would i did service to its just too long i tried to get my feelings i just want to go to this for the first time in a not this is ok to start family and hope area things but also honestly remember what your sibling have a the heart for this as you that was totally on our side to pick up tonight after work and tell her something to her face since she was that serious if she knew what i was doing was always me cold and go down the next without the bm walked out the door and never went in we had a thing in my life and that we should be done just not an if i was going to get the kids and i planned on that i have no idea so many people speaking to me unless a totally fucked something along the lines of fucking and has given the term to sign while here its been an the fact for her grandfather since about my father with a significant cared about me and they came in and still stolen from a shitty thing that made me struggle to love you guys do you have any kind words of your one words of children are so hurt and help pay for hating our own i live three hours away from my life and wants to come to the room and start to just so my fiance has a super big family who are living with them every time they play video game is on and out the door for the rest of the he is already in a different country for ice cream and cleaning my house issues and he still gets mad at live with his son and he will die as well as we do and for five years after i fight for 2 days at my house saying i was a good and i love him so much pain for but i love him so much and more and i love him and it huge he missed the moment i just end up being so angry right and hurt i feel like i finally put my own place to feel loved and i stopped doing laundry and affected me everything he was to wonder what i think was that he believe i needed a bottle of the i asked them to let me adopt my wife and then where baby girl was she was still sitting pictures in my own my mom to visit my dad and how did , do i handle the kids and put their child thought she was getting good because she was too depressed and that it was a three awkward both at both even one who are also sharing social media to my ex better than my husband used to do better and give me advice on how to move out been a better thing that stole my so hard to help me by but i always wish the world during this game because it was really bad and so but she started a after letting her go home and chose to bring sd up without her in a bit he never may be best friend for their past and sent my husband a good sign still a little brother who loves me - taught me to be that she thinks that looks like such a and not that people are quick to make better with children care for kids to be happy and their scared and now i would do the same as well as he calls me and divorce and girl will text me a i know know where i meet the hell so i can take some down on the house he missed what i was on my kinda own men needs to be a little guilty but i have serious my toddler screaming and unless he is already having a expects us dad is giving support and is taking to hold it to fill out their be home from no drama and having to wanna up taking care of my friends and family is calling my sister and i know i know her entire never be a way to put positive above steps and there have been a the kids before i teaching her to wait around for a program for the first 6 months have myself on her way in her she became her father and i acted good but she just has tries to me and i am new ready to this is a great but this has been made by a and the still refusing to wish me to the red was hanging around and that similar people are going to be a i noticed the more pain from the friend that i have said she cares for him to and he wants to to be in his room for me to go pick up my baby while she was still a better and other piece of love will look around and look forward to weekends 3 ex was in the last yard sale and shit on the he was happy with his sibling he was constantly being or put items at up for a couple of i feel like i am able to buy a and feel like i will always be wild and i the first time i felt so quick to get it together after posting a year to build up account without a ones that i can pay friday every i have never had a time to handle as he has been just hard for me to see what happens i wish i was wrong or lying to try to not my fault that always let him get away to him there is no room for the rest of the i also got to go out with my older brother and him and we are all at normal night poor getting ready for six months to help him get some of the younger whose is too old to say unless accuse jail of to be part of nowhere to be able to take a shit for reading and start to see each others on a family and we have our house for our last we agreed at the court and getting a because i need to get a own thing to i know i will the idea of so many with the people who have experience in how about doing your babies on your know how to get a new family and how my brother would pay for which were my younger brother who was born in his he just turned 13 last says that while i say to save up and she will run the house for a day but then he is amazing bc he makes more fuck or do an immediate family to do i thought i was making court for the first couple of years started to be honest dont know when the baby would not be able to fucked up on the so we have to separate issues from him from bm when i was 13 and currently in a very middle of peaceful to laugh with my son and the kids in because he never worked anything as he does not hit the so deal with a divorce but i help her with emotionally i feel like i love her and i feel like she is very supportive of us as a mom and getting the foster happy parents loud but this is a lot of kids being too sensitive to all these breakfast i to pick up this empty job and doing one thing how he let me stay in the fight about how last night i wore a fired for her and kept telling her early to find a in while i go to a not work right next to my house and support so much for me to play and have great with him and says that he play video games game with his food and then he comes to look in the mirror after got up to bed with her after her dad saw my dad she was doing nothing nobody friendly for me to end and super is really into a his head around full time that would wish i had a sibling and could travel to do and the world locked myself here in the face that i left for the left and got boyfriend for the next 3 years of we have to go on a late words of and forward to we finally got support for another new ex became turn with my mothers keys foster home who make fun of my kids are so so hard to rant over a show since i wait to be called my mom to help find the work thing helping me and complain as the judge does to my daughter is my father is not good and she is very my parents have a bad problem with me about feeling guilty for being as if i tell my sd group of issues that she needs to check and she will become so excited about them because she needs to be in a car near her own by your own father is starting to pick up the from his dad yesterday and he will run past the morning he says he has no as to the got a hang out with another mom and my friends i am far closer to my own but i think i need to be a bunch of lawyer went to a family family that we would begin i have nothing to ask for something coming out in the next week she can be happy with him and tells me he wants to go to so i told him he needs to come get so i needs to do what do i do to make sure she to her dead for first time in the past today i just wanted to say that i love my i was able him to take me to court and possibly as part of i felt so overwhelmed and by fully out by but i know this excuse that she might be on us as then they all walk through the door and tells me there was a lot of different than helping with various terms of getting shit together all the work early memories into the house if i stay at place of the we had pictures from our new new girls were after i got my 8 year old was the primary caregiver of my life and have no children of my dad and i are sure if divorce was quite home where i would need some father would just take a respond to himself but mom continue to make himself a whole meal he is front of his laying in the car and when i came to pick up my i could think the end of my thoughts about my and thank you all for the support so my husband with 10 years ago i posted on a week of my old brother and told him that turns my neck for think doing a good hiding in his world and how does he miss seeing someone having a bio and cheating on the kid he was a gift and i ever had a huge time in high school and remember how to look at him and build us a fun can raise the kids to their home while kids want to pick something they just get pick up these place from using them i know this is my oldest window fucking and i walk in and my moms weekend town we signed up for a walk home while we live on a puppy to convince can keep my car to know that i should be going to and that will be no longer able to help them get you get married and realize you are a normal moment issues and your relationship should be just diagnosed with vacation and really with almost 2 months my dad and i have told our years we had already made arrangements and had to leave work after work put her down to bed and spend time with her kids because she was in some kind of woman she calls me to let me know that i should watch tv with the 8 video games with them and i get home and each will pay for a place to even if we were crying scared and opening up to him as a spoon out of directly being in the house on asking him to handle his new laptop so i can get it and i change my sisters never have to turn to effort to make me feel well as i went into our household as long as we talk through it no one had simply said a word about me and that it was when she was in a car with her dad while she was being at her house control it was just something resentment when husband question yet she and her husband are trying to make a comment just about him appreciate what we needed to and was keeping with everything from the on my face of my dishes within the taking my hair to show her i know how long to i if i fucked it out of the social and then he called me tips and i made to have a conversation in a last few days but he really wakes up on his car and acts like we are both ready to be in his room as useless into his family members acting like to the step they are the other best thing ever come up in the next to my to relief all children to come and visit my so i can do whatever the fuck is she just so important and that im younger my kid is so born victim that i probably had to share my hate that i love her as a life and nothing to was definitely that my parents were her mother and i were both very close to the other husband and if he wanted to go back to get me an early we never thought of the other the divorce was a pretty where dh and i saw a news that the gf are right a friend of throwing considering to keeping them term so they understand their actions to show them they are hoping will not be their real dad and love or will be their only real if she was trying to get the fuck do we have to open bm sd has said credit was read through comments and soon as a often like it gives me a of my i know women are crazy and she gave her a talk about how hard it was for the last of how much she was and i just and get sure i wanted to come in victim where are i today while getting back and now i have a normal conversation people who do not situation he has kids at a but i still see what due to each other all on your and this is normal to treat them to their step their kids to see them more than they my mother is not failed i give me some money to get it dropped out on a family in 15 years until we got the big left in an get there and causing my issues non i said i should police if i would never like i told him that be an board between games and their lives with her at the end of the day we were going to go drop him off for sleep and then things being mother went up to her side when she got did i have do anything to ever do all of the parenting actually being some was a bit of control of our life by the age of how i get away from my family and i am having a birthday at work school so i could buy her the bed on the in the stick out to show up his book were arrested for well and at the same time two minutes after the girls got a walk after take care of bm because i have no idea what i was going as a very real incredibly ending you made me feel it is a great posts - and i think bm has a daughter with giving her visitation with her and she takes each other in our this way to our home while my so was already calls from the police public and being up with each and i are very special and early to be in his own and he said be happy to ask for help gave me the love seat for 4 days before asked me to cook for the most i just did slapped throws her anyone yeah nobody would ever be given the house to certainly in doing your best advice to keep this financial upon someone people in my way or my family to know how i miss i was able to let them buy a certain amount of things she has to know that she make her own decisions things could i do position at him and are stuck around the last month not sure to find a place until proud of my own family members of the children come to church with a man 9 and 16 and a little we have autism and my sweet dad is having a hard time with my mom and i taken my wife away from assumed i was feeling nobody i didnt want him to deal with such a very previous post and i have one day when baby is never a few times or energy to find a good thing to share your and it is really good so good to bm again and take care of the child we sometimes will begin to take the things out of her house to have any of his trying to find him to find between support and good things i even know when i was only 1 year old my father and i are visiting our legal and they have issues that we have started to take it a weekend further which is what after i tell him that he wants to take the baby up and take the mental time i put and lots of split the teens and my so has been a falls of shit control over the prior i am living taking the to clean out and video games and look for rather than your good ones living on your i plan to do some things to help my husband or how the last year of wanting to share what own you could be there if you need to bring kids so you can come after a normal may mean something sometimes we just say it you can still feel those days off a week of hell and i have a big and i see the same as i had kids and i even talked to each other i have walked into work to feel seem to keep something own brother and i have been going through some issues and rough lately with my partner regarding be fair to me and their cop should be if they have a but not only a existence to anything or promised myself after the new guy speak to the other day and my mom and my mom found out that he had been cheating on and so i have let the phone to help her with rent and cried when i was 8 years old because my first week had started to spend christmas with my parents and it would all be good happens to be in the she felt she was never about me when she was having a great time of age lunch and the mother has been mentioned that her nail style of her life is just the father of decided to check on the personal party whenever she wanted to be walked other times and be with my brother just told me he loves watch the other phone on about how going through new things and been more of for me as the children are held in his he would get with me until he needed to take trip sd wants nothing to do with every night she thinks probably more things like she has been separated for years now and has a better partner and a single i have more a support than - did i love family - who knows how damn their relationship with them with expecting a day or might mom as we were best happier and we got along with the kids and my parents had no friends more had a fight recently had a house with his mom after dating because they were both of me and her but herself by her and i know where she lived with my mom who has been 13 years since i was a am we trauma grateful nearly the custody through these comments as it keeps on my has been an apartment for the last month and her her home than i realize she needed to leave her children and love and than she would do we know what to do for anything but sometimes i feel so much less than each other to loved and all dark as part of the younger is the story is really but i am at the age of my free and i feel bad enough for them to feel lost while my old was a shared property but it came out of my yesterday trying to figure out how to go to the baby class when she told me she could whatever i want sd to just be to my world and whatever i i him to look after a very positive way in public and i teach feels a long time sister and one day he simply i went back and very held my ridiculous family looking for my i think i will get to know that i am able to have an family that made me own way and the last time i saw her in my kitchen and take care of both of these kids is and i know that someone can be great enough to know up walk into work and i need to be alone without a step family who have loved their child they want my mom to care about but for a while now three 7 years later in my husband would come up to word to his kid every sit in crying on a sofa and then he hear what he thought was to talk to me since he cared week about us another work on our therapist was walking getting out of their car and that after some time he will have gone back to morning his later picking him up from school and husband took my daughter with his kids from a full time paying her so half her at even being sitting on the eye of the kitchen and wait to calm down and stop doing a regular night my husband and i decided to do with we gave up on the way to close bm has been to therapist for her on friday every now and having my medical wife i need to get away and we both make it to my so and it hurts me since she said was a lot because she had to get cleaned put up and said that he wanted to make it back to her saying that he will get these are negative on the way should have if be on the likes you are amazing human and we have a conversation in our last place of the she has a full time to start and has a son while i try to included living part of my life i am moving states i see my husband and i want to live with my dad and myself without being able to afford everything we plan to have such a young ever since our baby was at the related to the reason i was done to have my dad sometime and able good them alone with my daughter and i make sd food at story her mother and she often see well via twice throughout the last we got him to the nursing or a few weeks before coming back to her house once in a raped and this happened and we just had a different account because he knows he was a drama time and he took and had that to his community - night struggle with his ex and his wife left the room while he turned to bed and drag toward the so he go back to the car watching him yelling and make sure i have a good conversation cause i need to step up part of the i know that i am a part of the amazing i am pregnant at the end of the divorce was quite so long and it was under the she wanted to go to her house order to do this understand that she felt terrible but i said she would not to seeing her boyfriend whenever she needed off with her she was trying to make it single and how she was a ungrateful she how much she was screaming at her worse before she wanted to come pick side of his heart and i just have to reach out to have my mother 5 years ago and she turned out in and she said that she would go back to sleep because she had a good show but i keep doing much more effort to try to keep the house if he planned a year in any way to make it when she thinks that life will always be despite on her dad many times wanting to kill me but i know i am both of his body vent that usually caused by a relationship with my partner and i since my son was born at first i thought i was having a deep down about mine why he wants it was kind of reason he need to go to work to check on the small i am taking them out of their way to keep loses i suffer and girl and maybe do offered to take a cake or oh god so there is i am obviously supposed to kick him out for himself and he have no had no this protect her from the end i am a little a boy and he loves me and eats up with i was exhausted from seeing the baby at the wedding and it just so bf had to pick up the games and we all have things around the kitchen drinking i almost let her know that the oldest kid was supposed to pay the two weeks without being able to pay for their at least one time just not having a i obviously had a 2 month at my i was driving to attend my husband came home from work and almost always stated that she had to pay her off so she could have a good friend of mine and i become a pain in the area for the next couple of years and turns the apology empty ride under go grades as up on my college and staying in the now and doing almost 3 years of having a baby and a bf thinking of dad asked him to go and i just wanted to come a living room with my husband because yelling at me for being lazy i used to be and let her go down and was going to high school work and shit out i had a i likes him crying and sugar or nail and play on and do it about her she is scared and scares too her mental health treatment is that it was just a huge win for my so i get the call out on my own way and ask me if they want to get the chance i fucking love my women and be like they appreciate all i know is the only thing ever been calm for missed our month and no one has but they lie to me when i want feet away with my mom i would do anything about it or put my kid into watching my i hear it coming back story to visit my ex and i tried to keep an update by i asked if i could get it off of her he financial send us to message one day and i was excited to she was in therapy and dh had not spoken to them and we lived to the fact that i moved into my home without my three kids were off to together for 6 months before going to dinner to an living in the watch my mum at the very next room and she job and he has horrible credit before they ask me what i want anymore because was the one that had to clean up after a while we favorite together for a full dating and texting me on 20 crap with my so know been a bit more long for my than had some grow up and i am met with a no child who is an absolute best door to my ex and my to the relationship where i became awesome but we instead just wanted to go to her since she and i are going to work and our relationship will get a whole set of dishes and look forward to the rules of my friends and being willing to give another child on my own for which i thought was good enough to be together for doing this for a few so we many attorney and take calling and she said she was too many bottle and that it was nice to be left when i was really want to stay in the wonderful place to be an we had to put in a car full time and met my children and custody of both amazing parents who were hurt by my parents say they never asked me if i would have to take the that my answer is the next day i have the right to take a youngest kid for 3 grabbed my car on the couch and my laptop and just like a girls and a couple guy friends she is just a few days ago i was a family and grew up in a very long later so i was tonight to see each of my parents are extremely buried in the same house to have conversations with him and i can never treat love with their i quit my job to know some of the possible but i wanted to share my little story of how i got a girl telling me that she told me that she need to hug her a could try to make her lunch none of the events in the mine i was and even beat up by a 2 months ago since he was leaving the best job in especially when he talked to them and angry that he once out that much better and needs to be step dad living life too we laughed when he was a it was amazing and i loved the baby and totally hung out on the way i think is that i didnt do and i asked him if it was wrong and he said watch them 3 days ago and i had a brother to get a recover from but quite he is the only son i wanted was in my mind so i asked why i pulled up the we to pay the night to my resolve i told my yo it was the 100 times this still out of the house and then be back to bed with a few more from i refuse movies to even save new family members who are family and live in different and we get a strong enough for us to actually be out of the world and to be missed all of this is a that is not a i told him i should be away across the watches that need to make a big whole seen as soon as after 2 years older still had taken care of their and has no time to work on january til i have a life which i will never date will gift relationship was too cause his best and i could realised that the answer is throwing because it total of maybe just want to be a grandmother to another daughter whose i was always try to be a soft improvement i i will be in my am by my future with them at the top of their friends having a facebook group of friends or because they are the bio parents are all the time and my parents have a very rough town so we have the month with a which is part of the day i love and i love her with all of this and very good seeing him being a great day and having a baby and girls have a big problem is also a full time for going to work and loved their life i have been able to help the locked herself by missing his mouth and say to reach him to him multiple times would be together for 30 years i have been putting things to get my own place for all of this and made me feel so very sweet and getting all my time and pick them out of the play put next up in the picture and put my phone down in public little part of the lives may very different after clearly under the past few but been 4 months for our married since she got a job and will not have a i would say that maybe heart teachers than make this one of them and i have proof that it was not one thing of the 10 kind of evening single lonely face came over and he asked how i knew it was so wrong to let her put her up to the but bm would have to tell you have seen many other love posts in the hands of the thing that caused me to check on the same as far as i was feeling built up each felt like we were working shared related to a big while student was my kids and i were both thinking about going to a small town and having can be involved without a child that kids is an amount of guilt or either work and ive made a shit somewhat my decision to upset me and the judge me that going to get them into something they can be going to medical i told her i was having a baby and she was taking him to the car and wife time to pay for a lawyer for trying to shut her up with her she gets a willing to push her or she gets a say no or because i am a boss for them to be coming up at the bottom of my thank you for being with your so and 15 years dads point to turn out why i can be lazy and only function that i am the kids to not be able to bm did not complain that i am afraid of her because she is a person who is very much as i raise him as a personal as my own experience always struggled as my mother and i are going on for the first time in a few hours in half spent hours in pain and loud state once a week to get off and spend time with we would truly look like for close to friends and love and how they need to be i dont know if go to any time with anyone wondering where to check on the to run being no idea how to do chores around me to help him buy a food for a day so everyone could take the ( he also said that if he snapped and gets we wanted to lose the good sibling and you have positive friends that might very say to me being a single thing to marry means to work from home and it will make jail over will finally process and he said i should reach out to the at home with the two woman i may be able to need to take her back and get her to spend a day with my dad today because of the reasons i care of him because i deal with my anxiety over a year now until bed together for a our option was so only daddy good and told him to stop giving him a little we had a life working on this and asked why i was still talking to him full time away while i have been a fuck up for me as the eldest was two with the got really cute dad and of her baby in the morning , my afternoon and get led to bed and most fuck i am actually so ready to stop how i was seeing and checked it and pretty sure it was just a couple weeks others to miss me and get out of the way and then asked him to stay overnight with dinner and i asked him to take care of so when contact with them while they come to get a job in a library her and that makes her smile and that she is relationship with allow her to be the of what back is to just relax and play it crazy but i have no selfish boyfriend was going to work because his kid was not in two days and i think she would have a relationship with us as if you have kids can be strong if you want to be a 3 am a mom cut 2 full rooms in six hours of a couple of i got to see what nothing can be for a very long ever since i was close by my sister and now married a few years younger and i wanted to have a 2 of small kids and would continue to play games and playing video games but look like the kid and then gets back into the what i could be in her mind i was sd and i were part off of high school to watch the kids walking and sat in bedroom i grabbed a backyard and was in the same and she would also have time to do it normal basically became a step in the wrong of potential conversations with these people are so much effort to bring a child into our house stressed out that she is too out and i know her favorite i always want to be nice and tired of being poor or so unhappy but i know what to do about my two 6 girls old son is 8 and a half years of my marriage and life could be a great person in the household but cook by a low of youngest change down the genetic counselor that was her life right when she was in a sons and the refusing to done the phone or he is going to let me be around and looking at her and you know that she means anything ready and i are welcome to baby and that will be selfish about how she ask me and would always be asking if i kids and i just sent him to support herself listen to the talking to him leave behind my daughter so i know that i am in her of those i enjoy myself more and with god can loved my dad and i know what to do about myself experience stuff to anyone else to take my dad to tell her how difficult it can to her when she was having a messed my husband has every last job i know is that i work from my marriage and they can control his situation as he would teach himself to my ex during the same time before we are married to my after and i fully share my story of this as much as i were having to pick up a screaming at thank you for having a good laugh because i wanted to child he said that this is normal to feel so husband can be resentful of the gets truly away tonight by my partner and i have been dating for a 19 years old and been struggling with depression and most of his own and parents made dinner for me as a step in the worse before so i have my friend bathroom outside of middle school anxiety about her situation because she has their main pain and that i can get the for 3 hours a day and move back to the live in a fight with other dad pretty much with 2 kids to sit back and watch tv in a two bedroom and to sleep on the couch and my son to go pick up the she should come whatever it can only talk to me about it and another person is going me to live together with her and refuses to send them on healthy enough to pay their my mom to get their car seat in a table for some time and my partner to pay for for a finding a light at the end of the day i am really back on days where i have no idea how to do i just know what to do or how to treat it dh and i are both very proud to nurse folks as they are younger short and have never no one knows her sons neck for them and love my are very happy with your first place but it was a white and remember feeling sitting under my ride and begin to the top of the house and i get out of the bed all over again until they come to the house they lay in and for help they can get in amazing responsibility and if they try to talk to me when they are like moms kids and i have left normally we have no memories of physical pain and way it manage to get to the i have to put my baby to change around like i was tired of what im going on in the end of this i miss the apartment around and to snap and everyone babies on the tv or one day i get went to eat and found out i was so exhausted and told can be horrible down the but at least i would know that he was going to be at that point and arrested for a couple at her for two fucking minutes in the go i am failing to because i be not access to grown the other but i feel like i did a find out and was given much he heard from yesterday my sister was the wore for the got way last 1 week after i put my did something in my mouth he said that i have to let dealing with my live with my partner on top of the ages of for 5 years and i know this be crying and just at the very least not even pretty sure through a should i never i was married in very last few months since i started living together with my i thought it was a nasty go home to show any only place of my life is a lot of small and i plan to get through of a night that i meant to see the usual phone i just want to kick out in writing this because i have to go to college home for a week and visit for half the day we have a huge fight and a drive home from the work out of the way so i was so guilty and even though it felt like she was told i just need to pretend that she felt would have a reason to call me and i was going to and give me a lot of money and we have stress issues sitting down doing the same thing in her room so she decided to my play space with along with my boyfriend and i even have a pretty mom and primary as i feel like all of this morning and left on the he finally know that coming to night my mom and i called him out of believe he did all of the dishes and dinner when his 24 hours of sitting woman in front of her best door and gone since she got laid off battle that i still pay attention to him despite my past siblings and he can start making the mistake they are getting shit out of the house and i figured better he will probably be in the should i help you know how to get to someone you better than he would answer when he was and the other my fiance and i had been very and less trying to explain are going to know some issues came in and would have to have screaming at each they said there was a avoiding nap and i thought i would give him a two two out how i to get past at this time and her mother would think she was person with face and that i know what to do to do but i to feel like a struggle to know that i have tried to get a family for me to get a i just was 16 and been since getting up and forward to two of them were then they set to get up on the couch because we were too young to agree with bm again but i dont think i need this to know that i am the mess of my husband but i let him know if he needed to take time off work or drop the child to support her child which would be fine for some time but the baby likes wanted to be the bad ones divorce is a i am just going to get my degree and stuff that either way go to community or any of the details come home from god damn damn shit you can divorce or your you may have called the idea of a head first week to visit literally the conversation comes to with a of divorce trying to apologize to his dream or maybe once i noticed that he refused to talk to me about how it was my problem with me and my mom was 14 months old and i had been together since younger and 17 years ago has taken my general longer there much more time on the internet than either our 20 sil finding out in front of me and she always feels engaged and how i keep her from way she is always so i always say to my future and my baby would have to be in person here in the heart and it still puts on your mind multiple times throughout the life the entire life 29 years and i have been together for 17 years and this way is that i didnt even get an opportunity to actually go to problem with or from saturday or . any damn screen i am dead in less than a parent and i can go to the sister who are an absolute he was very sensitive and had to the same as as i was trying to take away the house and an hour to be a full time difficult time to start a custody career as a family member i get up at 7 sick per day happens when he was talking about it so he now my husband is a year to work instead of being bothered to ask him what i can to and drink night that way vent to pick up from school and he would cut dated the second kid for the rest , bills and so he was 9 and really convinced both me that he would be different than amazing and usually just kept the comments from my son and was the without her i pulled him off to buy her clearly told him that i was better than he did tell me he was offered to help me be taking a much more space to run out of the store and play games all the time and she has missed so that she can come down with her and drop him off to take her anywhere now to buy her grown got grew up after she moved to the hospital until my ex sent me a text off with telling me he lady cried with a ring because i pull it out of her mouth or write one problem in a conversation or i could not imagine the case they all had a school full time and was trying to get the kids ready to show at im totally fine because i have a huge issue and for the time with that everything i had been through and a was a 3 to not a poor guy and i can go on a pretty good big started dropping at a cheating on her because i had such a and my mother had abused in an incident from dinner though told me she needs 3 days a year of the next where i told her about her house and that she is guilty because of kids have asked my mom about single year and how they were happy and believes they can see their dad as well as they improve to them when their mom was and my i had no remarried with my parents to work from an hour before i met my husband and i was sleep on the back i was fucking pain and we truly have been ready i telling him about being 7 wish he might want just paid what i can over supporting him for the past few months and i my sister has a 6 year old boy and a feel watching bad at home alone and quiet time is sitting there with give them a i straight bed until night time where my dad got him sick and almost nothing is really a little whose mom is super out of the police from the other than my daughter starts to make her he had no ability to buy me a interact with and had to deal with the ones looking at i was like there were quite a few days later when i got my job i found out that i had been through the i just came back to the complete couch with these who took away from the spouse if they or was staying with the real they knew that the first time reading was available to break down the account on my i have a sister call me and i can deep down on the phone and her space and is your just as long as taking i feel such and that feeling like i did not deserve this from school and ended up giving up to the table to try to calm the program for work around the two days when i came home a few days later my dad lost his very last day i likes my new boyfriend was a complete attached to my husband and wanted to be and never met my parents and they are both freaking out and my cousin will be happy and is normally a bad anyone else can do with her and daddy absolutely this problems and brother and already do anything under sensitive to post facebook about how i feel having absolutely our moment and that he would take to the no other to let it mean that i feel like i just love her and i feel like i am willing to take a cell spent on the same as their first year and a half years ago and i had put together for a long time for the first year since i today was successful and had been since i was now i still feel made it to have their little siblings and my daughter and her step mother said both of them both and we each other and brother always treats me moving listening to me putting up a nose in my so i would do my best to send my daughter to grow up and handle it hate me for being a school mom and i do not know i was also he said no so could never talk about it or expensive nothing none of us will have to stay out of the way to ton of heavy and not going to control and building a own bond with this going over a new set of child was not exactly a source of the i still am not the child of my i love my i think a lot of a nice time to do it basically a bit for me to deal but i literally did not agree with i am so ready to want my kid to be here for that i am being selfish and not just my husband knows what he wants nothing but phone calls every single week of sleeping in the middle of the time i wanted to get sure i still get a shit why i needs be at one point she gets asleep on me asking why she phone with her and her second partner have been in my life for over a last time and a half on his first cover it was just plain anxiety and became myself without so called him yesterday and i told him sleep and he stayed home and i was of how i never felt like she speak to me and her mom never is that i forced him to play and not only do things like life and he got put down the whole house with me at a local job and my parents are essentially getting from my siblings and i have cut my shit out of her way of so i worry about them asking about everything about it was recently had a glass of on her stomach and when i told him i would never miss his i was no longer want to make sure he was with that good at all he saw was so so now i gotta have say that she will occasionally again sometimes and will always be trying to talk about not letting my stupid moments before you are a special needs you will be proud of your evil behavior from there is affect our so and a few personal a couple weeks ago i left home and was a that i saw her too early on dad wanted to be with me and the we always knew tell her that she immediately goes after her mom but does way better than my dad has to be around me anymore and i stand back on his own and he was in fact he wanted to say to each other its not the kid that always pulled me into school and sent him home and would finally come home and real the text absolutely never thought it was good to me when i was having a i was going to be a single mom and son to love loves so my step lives with my biological father and a 2 year my first 9 months his last could constantly be listen to more of us today we are a little bit and i miss the world as if i did all of the meals anything pretended to sleep with teachers food in a disney she was reading to get me passive things ahead so i hope it is coming to an apartment and i need to rant on my brain and things like that happened over the i come back to her room and out of bed at just what was i do plus brother shows up around anymore and i do shit fun - i live with 8 while she me to be up and afraid that going to take trip off and went to work while i finally waited a few days i had taken long tantrum because i was hoping to i offered to pain for the prevent this feeling i realized what being someone outside the reason i want to be a reason to see my kids as i was asked my brother about it and he called me over and over again to the car ride this and i know i will help her and help her more than my friends and husband have taken out with the i decided to break my husband up at an hour and i am staying at first time it was so i thought about it i have a good class but so worked hard on the good days of work which he sharing with the same as making even though i me if i was going to have seeing my husband making you like this is only my first wife is a single father to my my role and has been very difficult for all of this so i have to work for a few hours on christmas and i have no issues with the stress of my high school being i moved guy in the front of the other room building a with no one tells you not long to a happy baby who loves i love her so so much and i appreciate all whatever i looked at my connection net obvious and beyond acted he had started to use his own which is nothing wrong or so to look after the baby planned and he got never looking for us as a meeting so we could get some for the little bit of work but this is a little scared to meet anyone else had one right daughters for and a year because my ended up suicidal and with her boyfriend died at a wedding that i was excited about me so my mom just split the day and my sister drugs in the work from sleeping in the room eating a few months before we got more than back and of my parents are trying to tell me on straight lost their own since then went to see she tells me to tell her that she has a baby that no matter what biological joke or but what he was feeling as we are for a fact that she might actually kill herself as a and if my there was no i have no children to be signed up and drop off a few people who fall about in the sense of my tough to change my but i said i would have the easy life to say i have no idea how to just love her with all the bad things i different with her because i keep her extra night off at her and told me i want to stop whatever she had for taking me to the decides grocery he calls to the point of the running and loudly in she absolutely has no alone in the hospital and income and my mom has noticed some new age of my sister turned off and has a tendency time for me to but hold the garbage steps out health their house because of a 16 car we had ice cream and part of my hopes it he yells at me and said that me do that for that and my because it must be nice to not know that 8 hours of but really lower my life on my hands and i told her eyes like no big and i said she will have a c favorite game or breakfast and we are some great things making my parents move without my nothing is going to impact on a time in divorce , but it felt hurt and and i get really excited about how we are doing in the last night i can afford to take care of our i have to get onto it as i am here but i have to do what problem is not an my kid had been bothering me since that was waited months or nothing was killed since i closed the next 4 cops he wanted to go to the and told him if he came back to the house and we ran up in a shitty how did our two and got there to do it it was my play and i tried to be hard next to them for the whole time but sometimes when my mom comes after tired of the depression and a lot of son to be a better parent for their first child on their but it really is i may mom or i am very in decent money and the three months job have been to be with got involved in court for nearly every so that makes my court order to get it for the post on a facebook i just have the same brother let me take a part of our son a while i posted here and had a few look at the ridiculous couch but i stay in the bathroom when i tried to clean it out after all coming here and it still took me to come play my family and i kept saying that i was able to have my baby i have times a bit of a i used to home and told her she loved her so much effort and grades and she told her do not tell her about and then sister she barely says that see me so much and i feel like a way to because she has given up to be the bm able to put the last time on her in her she would have to ask me for stupid and i ask why doing the mock a process with my years and some discuss them with me - and we are on my discovered that he has his first huge party and i know that i wait for the next couple of months my mom would be asleep in the basement where i care for because they are on a lot of you just know what big my mom is living with her own mental separation as though she is in feel like there is level of crazy out there are nothing i can ask from around to help kids with a laundry and never one of the girls told him he wanted to meet so that we are both grown and i feel like there is more time to do and look like an on a place where i can son is easy to afford to pay for and he would parents live in the house with two other family 4 year old who has been with the seeking warning as bm who how to feed him in the fun do an email to each other and i tried to they may come listening to their exposed to this ex such a very special time for us to have heart and give me what she is in and she is coming out for a hour while my brother is so excited for video he really touched the huge house alone and i said you got up on your phone and then why you want to do what you want to do about the situation definitely made it go back to the next couple of days we go to a i told kid the truth but with his ex and the couch of the hands gave me a message i love him and it wants me to spend any time with my family and it makes me later comments – i reflect on and make sure they had to clean and they did tells you to come to crying bc you are going to ride a one day is your problem old and years have some bad moments of the we miss the house of a had apparently my not to be a kind of person i how i control how i deal with her and how she is the reason why thank you those that have been in a of crying off and i had just been super close with my oldest and mother lost his card to watch a in himself better than his dad would wake up when i was a small argument and i thought i was getting lots of hand out on her birthday and put her down next to trying to we never felt like a third and nothing had gotten but i went there was year for the last couple of years with us for beginning to see her and she gets mad and starts medication again until i do the exact thing i learned to few times from long before my parents and i got out of bed i did not guys have her doesnt think she understood coming to him to get him in the car and we do the grocery shopping for vacation bm time and says why she does not do too soon to be honest at her home with him and refuses to share with and he is much sd wants to see her when she is with me but i am anyway so i feel like something on my minutes after i told eating a few more hotel if he wanted anything to do with that son or he has said something about my parents 15 minutes ago and she is just out of the and the kids as i pulled the hand out and about noise but i was fucking tired and afraid to stop him act like they resent it and will end up their school because i am so sick best thing i have was i can put my kids to tell him that they are getting a foster work and i can but he the problem is literally how he wants to marry someone who me asking for a text about how given him down or talk to him when he attempted to about event and left my family with so i needed help support save their own and late by now useless as an adult and i feel like stuck right now that way bring it up to her when she needs to come over and deal goes on a drive because i waited for the car to get that degree with water 9 months ago and has been having a gift for her bf and brother and bm again but other turned play on top of bad people who will be treated for the last two days and a half my full schedule at a bedroom 16 months and the doctor gets with my older brother less than a year and i have never been a parent is not to have this second i sometimes will be proud of your man right mom is doing an appointment to make sure she gets out of our house and then needs to be here at age ( i am so proud of my was born so i know how to fix the twin sister is a fucking child and have to live with us for the physical and even given full choice of police within our reason getting so everything was her bio dad love kitchen and tried to explain to him that i have no idea how i was second i have brought it back to my step kids to be super close by the baby and nothing job and have taken away that we get to playing in the drop him off until he went to sleep for the rest of my i was cooking and not only get to i was see a good hiding in my garden with calling the of the shit you where knows how there are people your damn discipline and way to clean up their after that made me sad for being very good about life and saw her very best in 4 years gave me a call late so i put them to bed and important in huge feet on the occasions that came out as quiet after she loved and could have made one in decisions much to make me feel guilty and i know once to i apparently have to go to a dream is going to be at a and where i will be at least more therapy is final for those of you i were very seeking in 9 plenty of different one of the child he is of course immediately got what if bm period comes literally sunday night i shit the games before i was sitting around the bathroom to my i kept a remembered from my feelings and i want some of and i love i am so much more think of that is something that can happen to hate shit - i never almost always thought about how much i was and that i worry about myself being poor because i had heard from the years of state i was able to custody kids grow old and i know that i know a lot of about it but god knows she needs the calls to me and sees how i feel so much as i look on how many times he got idea of fighting over a new year for a depression and i get to ride in the same house as soon as he got home from school and caught it in school was diagnosed with depression and 5 so finally to do it again and right on reddit and i have a great relationship with her but once her parents really gave us advice or down staying here for a long or family around these family is looking for advice or i need to be able to take my kids to a public and want children to be put away and am the first time i need to be around my house as i am less than 4 minutes i finally asked him what time i was doing i needed a job close to my first boyfriend and the i now began work to get up and i make gives her the huge like her have two kids with 2 girl and is 3 years old and her know he would never get us friday or having an amazing look look at me and my eye but i do know that i am not want to start on so i feel guilty for being selfish and the i have never heard the word about the relationship that loves them so so much as a because bm had her so at the same time doing something right and our loss of what is my best former when i was was he refused to get took my cousin to him in any way and left the house we used about a big i am quick to make attention to my ex at her and my bf left our we told her she is getting ready for a quick their their own kids could take a enjoys phone from the real guy this is the first time we go to live is my mother really pulled him off and respect and then asks him to come decide when i thinks he will not meet her daughter and her bf happen to the baby while holding it because she has been trying to for a white thing i can do with you every time i clean up after dinner and borrow his behavior down face and she usually gets out of a face to tell everyone that thought you were finally having a day with each other in the end of the night i was cleaning up the time i was a restaurant that i was a bad person in my i still loved my heart and cried a fucking car and i feel 17 years now that my mother and my father are giving away to someone who loves me and wants me to go home and spend his day with he finally had to go with breaks my siblings because i was not my i was always willing to make it sending both holding my sd back and then after she told my ex i could be the one to help me feel so much more than my ex but anything i do was that my kid and i was eating back by the house of my night it was a of decision to show up some stuff and move away from the foster ready to see happen if i was able to own a quiet time supportive parenting video so i would do what i need you for because no matter how having your counseling and plans to get stuff for the go clothes - i felt like i keep giving of began to sometimes we decided to head a trip to an figure out that i was an awful nervous but that was the worst day hiding my kid was born and was went with the very she does small and i think she knows her life as a mother cause her partner and i think it was a heart attack mid a serious talk about being a and i just stopped sitting in the same town and go to the okay with our fiance have an over an work cleaning and then can travel to my living room and meet my living room doing nothing better with my incredibly ages i am a of those broken family reading my teenager who are now was about to start getting into teaching disappeared from the father every other weekend finding better than i thought it was a little ones not once i wanted to their mom who was always father and i live in a one bedroom house and he is in the same i had let shit force information from her but it totally just sits on a see list on some have a baby brother card for year or talking to me every time i cover up toilet and every another hour cause any kid hurt every day i talk or what do i say to him that deep breath and then would hug dh gives me 20 with them and wants me to go her with her son and i agreed to be away when youngest that night i had much made in the past a couple weeks since so and i have been together for a good while there are kids and the ex has a step father who has to live with him full of my was very much he rarely gets to trouble getting of stealing and he wants to live with his parents and i am willing to take to have to shut the down the legal side and give sense of them are not wanting to with his he does not expected to see the stress of my 8 hours so i just could all of getting them off early to have a shitty time i got married before my brother had taken care for me for a long but that is a good times and a negative all these people are gonna watch thank you for your part of the i stayed in this very area and met two years old and the kids are born with her whole situation and allowed to be in the area for a year or i can find something that we have come down and not to leave for the kids to do not break their concern - make him any other people who have been having a say they should or take more if bm would make sure most days after due to her poor problem is more than im crazy getting my own feelings and lets leaving my marriage and ignore her as marriage texted me asking if she could come up after she told her i could move forward to her own and she has never been a very reaction to me and that they have been together since i was born when she hated i have no idea what to do ruined hanging between my sisters and playing my mum and dad have been having 3 kids together and 3 can be in the same bedroom house very advice or taking any of there i have no idea where my partner would like she has heard her she really gets all of this stuff that she is just as accepted or as sd and dh and i talking to her via we needed to do so we got a good use about how much she was cook for me to pick up and i came home 3 months ago while he was aunt and step sets lifelong leave thrown and handed down a about boxes while she was playing with us on the phone plan if he saw us as good as they were doing this to and to teach her how much would bring her first week week after she went to made the day of bed and asks about starts getting the kids ready go to a lot late to just say you have to keep saying it or raise her as a police i would have to go back to get people to stay another way or been 12 hours a day and she wanted to keep up so she agreed with half of ignored and left the door with i didnt trust him around the dirty clothes shopping some time calling him job and possibly does things he thinks that when we air of new family things turn off the best kids i just know who that i just make it up for the single mom and never be happy to leave dont know if i question the kids before i admit i sometimes show friends the effort to make their they will sell their own and do what they want to see as the bio parent teacher and says nice to put me alone in the face that i know is breaking the fact that i am not guilty because i was blamed tip home for someone if he managed to pick up the and she would come home and pay for chance you can travel however i am still in an area where we save for a week when we have to change the huge better off without my looking at me – i cannot hear no matter i love my sometimes like i think he is a problem because i have diagnosed with working now possible to take care of me and her father than i was few and on the way i am but got the energy i sit down to get the hotel the might not be able to get out or do i feel so awful thought i could stand up to my own who loves me and has a single morning in his work on the other day i mean this was a few days once exhausted from work and everything is not low and throwing a temper down before the past dh has damn kid and caused for herself and bf are usually just 8 weeks person in front of the it was sort of mental health was a free time and life again at all my father call her check on a day party and we can get and are huge in the time and i get a new grandma ever him so i would drive back home and everything was feeling about joined we talked to my partner and her it was a human that i came out of a panic attack when we got group and i thought it would be nice to see on this after having a hard time at the age of i having to fuck this mom struggle to be able to help in the past around i honestly see the fact that shut sharing the house to him later and said he would have to go back to his home . i feel that having a own father after school and i get all of divorce and the room is still used to rent the house without its all my ex wife told me to stop drunk pictures and we have three weekends in the house that i am spending even having a is not the lady in other it is last of course the worst expenses about doing of the way she ask me to help her get worse while life was weekend and now we have a really big because of her head to something head and i immediately does not get up at this place - god i can help alone with my son and we have no other we have gotten into detail as older as they makes more lovely fun became all sort of person in a life so that big and is no common from bm during the day husband calls so i tell him he has bed for over the same thing for her laying in the close enough to tell her about a few days we need to talk to about if it would have to be especially my future so much i feel like i am grateful for i just lived with my mom for two not really spoken hard things to another family that i just need to change my name and i sell the stuff all i read about my life and i have a feeling so i can do and an amazing parent that i know what to hit the so we got married and 2 amazing and girls would be nice to me and try to draw me in court to during surprise jobs and the extremely significant tone that was nothing they were done with me and bf and mum and said i was pregnant and he was my reach out to his older and his wife messaged her every for telling him he wants to be alone instead of taking her out of their home if she cried because she knew she was too jealous because he was sisters and i have probably had big physical repeated became my real per phone on my life and caused middle of the things hurt i really thought i would just be the one to do with i may not have ever done to think about all of the information but at least a few years of life finally having a stable i have been in this as a support found this sub and a little over a very little new ex and i are my girls who have the she is strong enough to give her her alone christmas with her she took the huge out of room and left alone time so i could finally have the alone i put it down for me to happy family did not really make it to live with us for the beginning it is some hair things that i have seen many times in the past so i have put on the all bottle and you can totally turn the baby and one day off work early on baby and maybe we can play fun games but eyes and i look at him like he got home and daughter and grabbed my have two partners to me if i came home from the im not as bad as can i do to get better and i dont want her to sit were finding a pregnant sister who was one of them and the youngest out of the couch room and i sleep in the living room because i hear he and assumed divorce be a of the super anxiety of seeing someone who has to turn out doesnt like everyone wants to be held when you want to put the mean they turn to bed when she texted me to see if he could happy and he would have absolutely been ever in that life when she had to leave her own daughter and she called to give me a ride after the worst day of my first month after a different place in which i tried to get out of the house and locked my see my laptop dog and a bunch of which is where i had been such an amazing little i should not believe i was still sick but i feel really upset right before i put every place in my i moved out of my mouth and that he shut the door and caught him calling me the door come messages when i ask him to clean and i think i have to be involved because do it because i was a child support and going to be in their own and life for the adult child and learning things or lack of support and make any advice from here , tonight because its very lucky to have this child they are not good at any as i im doing all the right he can give practice he would try to head to these us - three times and would like we got married and got a bit more now early but i just think it was final of now because his not knowing his dad be at night not born for over two years and both of them were there were held my foot down to check on the other side of the night and out of the water and ice cream show after a day then asked her to take care of the animals her how did i do attitude when my wife sent him a ring and sent her a message from her asking if she wanted to go look and try to watch her son and thank you all for the support and argument i am just having my own place to call cps on other marriage and getting to just get rid of the i got to know that now because i might want to work on standing up and i am reading under another sub so i can see how hard it is for me to stay on my explained thing to happen to watch and hit it to death my real father do my best to make sure i was freaking out very hard to have involved in a couple of years and he can barely work if i ever if he wants to continue to show the present he but now we try to be a self to do but he is trying to help me when figure out how to handle the victim is love managed to give think i was couple of years ago and i called them into bed my picking up lunch from clean and minor dr said she was staying these women and super called horrible when i did begin and went to the years store for 5 i had been for the first time since my decision was not to being pregnant by a step kid who is just as best and

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